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the moment when you realize an ai would've written a better larry show than mike waldron bc an ai would've been trained on previous loki content and thus, unlike mike, would've actually watched the films
#still not over the interview where he didn't even know that loki killed laufey even tho it was a pivotal character moment for him#or how neither he nor kate seem to get that the sylki romance could be read as selfcest or incest bc they thought it was just like#miles/gwen bc they didn't realize “loki” is a name not a title#so sylki isn't like miles/an alternate spider person. it's like miles/an alternate miles.#originally posted this in the discord but im salty so its today its going here too#I genuinely think Mike Waldron is the worst writer I have ever come across. his lack of talent is truly staggering.#Not that the others like Eric Martin are much better#still wild to me that he basically copy pasted his abominable og script and changed a few names and no one cared#or that he could get away with openly messing up basic facts about the character in interviews and showing he never even watched the movies#(The point of this post is to show how abysmally poor the quality of the Larry show was. not to advocate for ai writing)#the point is. mike couldn't even clear that very low bar. the answer is not ai. the answer was hiring actually competent writers#and not making the show with the express intent to undermine loki. bc the show wasn't just bad. it was actively malicious#loki show#loki tv series#loki season 2#loki tv#loki series#loki tv show#random musings
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Lfj probably has a neurolink branching implant and generates his answers using AI
Hahahaha Nonnie - I get the feeling his answers would be more coherent and intelligent if he got AI to generate them for him. I also don’t think AI could create that work of fantasy and talk utter nonsense in that way - it’s more intelligent that he is which means it can’t dig into delusion! 😱😱😂😂
#Kym answers things#Nonnie asks#he is too stupid and ridiculous for AI to be able to compete!#man is delusional and seems to get increasing so with every interview!
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years of training managing people who just wanna shout abt their own ideas has prepared me perfectly for group interviews
#hearing back later today hopefully so we’ll see if that paid off#but man. stick a group of highly competent people in a room and make them compete and they forget other people exist#5 people in the interview and had 5 minutes for a ‘presentation’ at the end. of which I had 20-30 seconds bc nobody else knew how to shut up#idk if my thing was what they were looking for but I just tried to keep people on track and make sure nobody got left behind#and that we actually answered the question at the end. bc they forgot about that too and just went off on their own things#very smart very cool people! my ideas were not as good! but I hope I managed to build off other people’s stuff + redirect to the main thing#man also nobody else noticed this one person just straight up dropped out the call. she’d been quiet and her video froze so I checked w her#and she’s just gone. didn’t get back in until the end. feel so bad for her but she’s still easily the one I would’ve given the job to#I’m gonna try not to post mortem all the things I could’ve said better bc I had points I didn’t bring up but I think I got the big stuff.#I said what was most important and that guided the flow of the rest of the thing so I had an influence and it was a good one#¯\_(ツ)_/¯ either by the end of today or on Monday I’ll find out whether I have a SECOND interview I guess#overall feeling good! was my impression coming out of it and I’m not gonna let myself anxiety that away#luke.txt
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LOVE HIM TALKING ABOUT HOW BUCK IS AN INTELLIGENT GUY THAT GETS MISCHARACTERIZED. Thank you, Oliver, I have been saying this 🙏
#911 spoilers#911 abc#s8#article#oliver stark#evan buckley#like fully understanding his emotions maybe not so much but intelligence? Like big brained smarty pants that's Buck!! He's so smart!#He's an intelligent character! he is resourceful and competent and knowledgeable and sure -#maybe he's also a little random and niche with his knowledge about some things but he's not dumb!#this whole interview is good but I really really loved that answer
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how reader humbled nfl!rafe…
(when they were eighteen)
you wrapped your zipper around you tighter, tucking your hair behind your ears as it whipped across your face. lip bitten in anxiousness, standing to the side as you watched rafe compete others in drills.
he’d been scouted at one of his recent games, for a big team who needed a younger player, needed a capable quarterback. now he was on day two of relentless drills, a table off to the left being drafted of different times. he’d come up top on most, the 40 yard dash, vertical jump and whatnot, and you could see it in the way he moved, the way he laughed when other players got a lesser score than him.
it was getting to his head.
you couldn’t interrupt him now, but you knew one or two things. tomorrow were psychological evaluations : interviews to test his qualities and character. currently, you had a feeling his character would be quite negative - no one liked a cocky player.
spotting an assessor standing not too far from you, you discreetly shuffle your way around the area to him, standing next to him for the briefest moments before you broke into your sweetest smile. “hi,” you greeted, giving him a little side wave. glancing at you, awkwardly repeating your gesture the assessor greeted you in return, before returning to his clipboard and fixating his eyes on the players before him.
you shifted your weight from one foot to the other, biting the inside of your cheek as you said, “some of these players are really good, huh?”
the assessor only nodded.
“uhm, i was just wondering…what’d you think of cameron? number 11?” you asked, clarifying with a timid point of your finger. the assessor raises one eyebrow at you, like he’s questioning why he should divulge that information to you.
you have a feeling it won’t help your cause, in fact, you’re sure it will worsen it as you answer with, “he’s my boyfriend…”
shaking his head, the assessor sighs and mumbles, “can’t tell you, look at the board, see for yourself.”
pursing your lips together, you internally groan - you’ve already seen the board. it’s all you’ve watched as rafe’s name’s been marked up at the top of each and every event. the stats are not what you want. “okay but don’t you think he’s a bit cocky? you can tell me that right?” you ask, turning to face him now, arms over your chest and bit more insistent.
the assessor says something to another man on the side, facing you when he inquires, “you sure he’s your boyfriend?”
momentarily stunned at his question, you fiercely nod your head. “yes! it’s just..he’s worked hard for this and i don’t want him to blow it all away because of his ego! you see, our high school wasn’t that known, and there wasn’t much competition, so his ego kind of had room to grow, and here it’s not really helping and i was just thinking if there’s anyway i could maybe help-” your ramblings are cut off when the assessor all but yells at you to stop.
“okay! okay! here’s what i think: your boy has everything every assessor is looking for, but if i was hiring someone - and i’m not saying anything - but if i was, i would rather the second best if he’s got the mindset to grow, over the best if he already thinks he’s the best.” the assessor gives you a slow nod as your worst fears are confirmed, and he turns back to the players who’ve begun their break.
“thank you!” you exclaim before running off to the edge where rafe’s coming off. he’s taking off his helmet, widest grin on his face, and expecting you to hug him as you usually do. but when your hands hit his chest and he stumbles back, he’s suddenly very confused.
“what was that for?” he asks, hands palm up, looking at you with bewilderment as your arms are crossed over your chest.
“for being cocky!” you say sternly, deciding that you would not let rafe blow his shot.
“cocky? sweetheart, come on! it’s not cocky, i’m just better!” he defends, pulling a face when he realises that what he said is no better, and your eyes have just widened because he’s proven your point.
“see! no, rafe! ugh! these people, are just as good as you, or they’re close, okay?” you turn him towards the board, pointing as if to show him the boys who are under him on the table, close behind. “they can catch up! they want it as bad as you do, if you spend so much time in your head you won’t get any better, you’ll let them catch up because you think you know everything there is!”
he almost looks offended, being scolded by his girlfriend during try outs. but he stays silent, not like he was even given an opportunity to speak during your lecture.
“and imagine when we get married!” you gasp, the depth of him becoming an arrogant, and hated player dawning on you. rafe can’t help the smile that spreads on his face when you say ‘when’, but he tries to contain it after you lightly swat his arm.
“imagine everyone hates you because you’re so cocky and then they hate me! i won’t have them hating me rafe, or our kids! do you understand?” you demand of him, pointing a finger in his face. rafe’s fully grinning, the mention of marriage and kids putting him in a better mood.
“yes ma’am,” he mocks, although he’s taken you quite seriously, darting his head forward to playfully try and bite your finger before you retract it with a scowl.
“rafe..” you warn, worried he isn’t listening properly.
“no cockiness! respect the other players! be a good sportsman!” he summarises, holding his hands up in mock surrender, helmet clutched in his right hand. he leans his head down, dimpled smile on his face as he asks, “can i get my kiss now, luck?”
you snatch his helmet from his hand, shoving it over his head with an ill-contained grin. “only when you get on the team,” you promise through slips of laughter, watching him groan and walk away, back to the other players.
later on, when you lock eyes with the assessor, he gives you a slow and subtle nod, as if to say rafe’s behaviour is better now. and you only look forward, watching your boyfriend who you know is going to be a star one day.
#rafe cameron#drew starkey#drew x reader#rafe fanfiction#rafe fic#rafe imagine#rafe obx#rafe outer banks#rafe x female!mc#rafe x reader#rafe x oc#rafe#rafe x you#rafe smut#outerbanks rafe#rafe cameron prompt#rafe cameron x yn#rafe cameron headcanons#rafe cameron fluff#rafe cameron blurb#rafe cameron fanfic#rafe cameron x reader#nfl!rafe#drew x you#obx fanfiction#obx fic#writers on tumblr#writing
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The Secretary
agedup! Katsuki Bakugou x (Fem) Reader
MDNI!! (18+)
description: Your entire world flips when you become the explosive hero’s secretary. In the world of high stakes and even higher tension, will you be able to resist his pull, or will you find yourself lost in the heat of it all?” (this bitch is loooooong)
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Pro Hero Dynamight has always been known to overwork at his agency.
Go above and beyond until something is perfect. Every file, every mission plan, every recruit—flawless or you’re wasting his damn time. He doesn’t do breaks. He doesn’t do patience. And he sure as hell doesn’t do mistakes.
People line up to work for him.
Because once you’ve worked under Dynamight, you can work anywhere. You’ve been sharpened by fire. Agencies compete for people who survive even six months at his side.
But just because everyone wants the job doesn’t mean they keep it.
He doesn’t notice most of his staff—doesn’t care to. The only people who get a fraction of his attention are his sidekicks and his PA team. The rest of you? Replaceable. Background.
That’s what you were. Just background.
A newly hired secretary brought in to replace the last one—fired, rumor has it, for leaving a single classified folder out overnight. You were pulled from a random list. No connections, no special qualifications. Just a name picked in a moment of desperation.
And from the beginning, you kept your head down.
Did your job. Stayed quiet. Didn’t try to get in his way. You figured if you didn’t bother him, you’d survive longer than the last girl.
And for a while, it worked.
Until he looked at you.
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It was barely a glance, the first time. You were handing him a folder, and your fingers brushed his. That was it.
But the next day, he asked for you by name. “y/n go to this next meeting for me in 40 minutes and take some notes have it on my desk by 3”
The day after that? He called you into his office to retype a document you knew damn well his PA could’ve handled. He started showing up at your desk more. Asking questions. Staring a little too long when you answered.
No one said anything, but the change was obvious.
Your name started circulating in whispers.
Not in a good way.
Because Dynamight had a reputation. Not just for being a perfectionist or a hard-ass—but for being a flirt. The kind who smiled in interviews and left parties with models on his arm. He was cocky, crude, and didn’t hide the fact that he could get whoever he wanted. He was in the tabloids almost as much as he was on the news. You weren’t his type. Not even close. So whatever attention he was giving you? It had to be temporary.
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Recently one of your male co-workers had been interacting with you a little more than usual lately. He’d stop by your desk for small talk, lingering longer than necessary and dropping subtle hints of flirting—hints you quickly brushed off.
One afternoon, as he stood by your desk chatting about the new coffee shop that had just opened a few blocks from the agency, you heard the unmistakable sound of heavy, aggressive footsteps echoing through the hallway. The air shifted. The floor seemed to still as the explosion hero’s voice cut through the buzz of conversation like a blade.
“Kato,” Dynamight said dryly, voice low but so loud and commanding that it echoed across the entire floor. “Leave my secretary alone and get the hell back to work.”
Everything went quiet.
You could feel the eyes of your coworkers flicking between you and Bakugou, the tension thick in the air. Kato blinked, visibly flinching before muttering something under his breath and practically scrambling away. After that? Silence. No more desk visits. No more awkward compliments. He disappeared.
A few days passed, then a week. You hadn’t realized just how quiet it had been until you were in the break room, talking with Yumi, one of the only people you were actually close with at work. She was leaning against the counter, sipping her tea when you brought it up.
“Hey, Yumi,” you said casually, trying to sound nonchalant as you stirred your drink. “Have you seen Kato around? Last time we talked, he mentioned grabbing coffee at that new place nearby.”
Yumi gave you a look over her cup. “Oh? You don’t know?”
You blinked. “Know what?”
She lowered her voice, leaning in slightly like she was about to share a secret. “After Dynamight yelled at him, Kato got transferred to the other floor—support tech. Apparently he asked for it himself.”
Your eyes widened. “Seriously?”
“Yeah. Word is he went to HR the same day. Said something about ’not wanting to interfere with higher-up dynamics.’” She raised an eyebrow meaningfully. “You ask me? I think he got the message loud and clear—and maybe a little scared. Bakugou doesn’t exactly play subtle.”
You felt your cheeks warm, not sure if it was from embarrassment or something else entirely. You looked away, but Yumi smirked.
“He’s totally territorial over you, you know.”
You rolled your eyes, though your heart was beating just a little faster. “He’s my boss.”
Yumi laughed. “Right. And I’m just here for the free snacks.”
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Things started getting more odd after you grabbed your paycheck, scanning it quickly. Your eyes widen. There’s an extra $200 in there. What the hell?
You head straight to HR, a bit confused. “Hey, I think you guys messed up my pay. There’s, uh, an extra amount in here.”
The HR rep looks at you with a raised eyebrow. “No, we didn’t mess up. You got the raise from the boss yesterday. Didn’t you know?”
You blink. “A raise? From Dynamight?”
They nod. “Yeah. He approved it. It’s all there. So… enjoy the extra cash?”
You stand there for a moment, trying to process it. He didn’t say anything about a raise.
Later, you march into Bakugou’s office. He looks up from his desk, not even bothering to look surprised.
“Aren’t you supposed to be re-organizing those files? I told you I needed that done today y/n” he grumbles, like it’s just another day.
“Why didn’t you tell me you were giving me a raise?” you ask, arms crossed. “I went to HR, and they said it’s from you. You just… threw in a $200 bump like it was nothing?”
He shrugs, his eyes narrowing slightly. “Yeah, and?. You’ve been working hard, so you get a bump. Don’t make it a big deal.”
You stare at him, trying to hide the confusion. “But you couldn’t have just said something, I thought it was a true and honest mistake? I didn’t want to get in trouble or anything.”
“Not my problem. It’s in your paycheck. Deal with it,” he grunts, turning his attention back to his papers.
“But I-“ you were quickly cut off by his desk phone ringing.
“y/l/n can’t you just fuckin’ thank me? now get back to work don’t ever question me again” he says before answering the phone.
You stand there, a little speechless. You eventually turn around and leave his office just to sit at your desk still confused as ever.
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work had been piling up, you started staying later than usual at nights. But this night was different.
It was supposed to be simple—just a few files left to organize, highlight, and prep for tomorrow morning. Everyone else on the floor had cleared out hours ago. You liked the quiet. No one breathing down your neck. Just your thoughts and the occasional creak of the building.
Then the elevator dinged.
You didn’t look up until you heard the crash—something hard slamming against the wall near the lift.
And then, there he was.
Him.
Pro Hero Dynamight. In full gear. Hair still wild from battle, jaw tight—and in his arms? A woman.
Not just any woman. A model. One you’d seen in magazines, ads, maybe even a billboard or two. And they weren’t just walking. They were clawing at each other, lips locked, her dress hitched halfway up her thighs. His hands all over her.
He didn’t even glance your way—until he did.
Right as he shoved open his office door.
His eyes locked on you. Smoldering. Unbothered. Maybe even a little amused.
And then he shut the door behind them. Click.
Seconds passed. Then minutes. Then you heard it.
The moaning. The banging. The desperate, ugly sounds of sex through that too-thin wall, and you didn’t even hesitate. You gathered your things, barely breathing, and booked it for the elevator before your face could give anything away. You didn’t look back.
But you couldn’t stop thinking about it. The way he stared at you.
Like he knew exactly what he was doing to you.
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The next morning, you came in earlier than usual—half-hoping, half-praying you wouldn’t have to see him.
Your desk felt different. Like it had absorbed last night’s shame. The pens in your cup were crooked. The light too bright. You reorganized your files twice just to stop your hands from shaking.
You told yourself he wouldn’t bring it up.
He wouldn’t have to.
Because it meant nothing.
To him, it was just another Tuesday night. Another random girl. Another fuck.
And then… you saw him.
Striding across the hallway from his office—jacket slung over his shoulder, hair freshly wet from a shower, and a goddamn coffee in hand like he hadn’t just traumatized you twelve hours ago.
He didn’t even look at you. Not at first.
He passed your desk with that same practiced indifference, talking to a sidekick about an upcoming mission, barely blinking. You exhaled. Maybe it was just another night. Maybe he really didn’t care.
Then, without warning, he stopped mid-step. Turned his head just slightly. Your blood ran cold. But he kept walking. That was it. That tiny little jab, buried so deep it wouldn’t make sense to anyone else—but you knew.
He knew. And now he was watching to see what you’d do with it.
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You didn’t do anything. What could you do?
You buried yourself in your work. Avoided his gaze when he passed your desk. Ignored the little smirk that tugged at his mouth every time your fingers trembled while handing him a report. You told yourself it would fade—that he’d get bored and move on.
But he didn’t. He kept finding reasons to come by. Most times it was work-related. sometimes it wasn’t.
“Where’s the file from yesterday? The one you highlighted.”
“There’s a typo on this one. Wanna tell me where your brain was?”
“You always jump when someone groans, or is that just me?”
“do you always wear skirts that short?”
And the worst part? He never looked guilty. Never embarrassed. Just amused. Like he’d found a new game to play—and you were the only one who didn’t know the rules.
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The next night came.
You were once again the last one in the office, filing mission reports. This time, you double-checked the elevator schedule before staying late. Dynamight had a press conference that evening. He wouldn’t be back until hours later—if at all.
You let your guard down.
Big mistake.
Because when the elevator dinged around 10:43 p.m., and you turned expecting to see a janitor or a delivery guy—
It was him. Alone.
No model this time. Just Dynamight. Loose black tee, sweats slung low, dog tags catching the hall light. He didn’t say a word. Just walked down the hall, slow and deliberate, until he was standing at your desk.
You blinked up at him. “…Can I help you, sir?”
He stared for a moment—eyes hooded, lazy. Then leaned a forearm on your desk. “You’re always here late.” Your throat tightened. “There’s a lot to do.”
“Mhm,” he hummed, gaze dipping briefly to your lips. “That why you stayed last night too?”
“I—I didn’t realize anyone else was—”
“Oh, you realized.” That smug look returned. “You saw everything, didn’t you?” Heat crawled down your spine. He tilted his head slightly. “And what’d you think, secretary? Get a good show?” You stood up abruptly, your chair scraping against the floor.
“I’m—going home. I’m done for the night.”
But as you tried to slip past him, he didn’t move.
Just let his fingers graze the edge of your desk—then yours. Soft. Barely there. Enough to make you stop.
And his voice? Lower this time. Quieter. Laced with something darker. “I fucked her thinking about you all alone out here” he said under his breath, not loud enough for you to hear.
As you took the bus home after work, his words lingered in your mind. he made you feel like some dirty pervert.
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The following day came, you were a nervous wreck coming to work and praying to whoever was up there to not see him again. But for some reason lady luck was on your side because word got around that Dynamight wouldn’t be in office due for a little to an over ran mission a couple of cities over. You felt the weight of what was like an elephant lift from your shoulders hearing it. The next couple of days you could breathe and get your work done, until the night he came back. You weren’t planning to stay late again but the mission reports were a mess, your inbox was full, and your brain was too fried to say no when your team lead asked for help. Plus you wanted to get it all done so you could go home early for the weekend tomorrow.
Everyone else had left. The sun was long gone, the sky a navy blur behind the tall glass windows. You figured he was still out. Same patrol mission or high-level meeting.
You were so fucking wrong.
The elevator dinged at 11:36pm. You didn’t even look up because you just KNEW. you heard the heavy bootsteps crossing the hall, slow and measured—each one landing like they meant something.
You slowly looked up. There he was.
Hair messy from the wind, shirt clinging to his frame, jaw sharp with tension like he’d been gritting it for hours. He didn’t say anything—just stood there, watching you behind that massive front desk like you were the one interrupting him.
You swallowed. HARD. “…e-evening.”
A low hum left his throat, his gaze staying on you like you were the only thing in the room.
He didn’t walk away. Just shifted his weight slightly, his eyes scanning your desk. You could feel the pressure of his stare, like he was seeing right through you.
You followed his line of sight—realizing too late that your files were fanned out everywhere. Messy. Color-coded. Your pink highlighter cap left open next to your now cold coffee.
Shit.
You scrambled to get up and gather everything, heart thudding harder than you’d like to admit. “I—I’ll get these off before I leave. I just wanted to finish highlighting—”
He didn’t let you finish.
One step closer, without warning.
His body moved with purpose, no hesitation. He didn’t lean in, didn’t raise his voice, but somehow his presence swallowed you whole.
He just tapped twice—once, twice—on the corner of a sticky note beside your hand.
Then, his voice came, low, clipped, a little too calm for your liking.
“Next time you highlight mission details…”
“…don’t use pink.”
he paused for a moment looking at you while his finger was still resting on the sticky note.
“I fucking hate pink.”
You stiffened, trying to shake off the irritation that bubbled up in your chest.
“Well, maybe I’m not here to impress you,” you muttered under your breath, your annoyance pushing you further than you meant to go.
He didn’t flinch. Didn’t even react at first.
You tried to ignore the sudden heat crawling up your neck. It was just a comment—nothing more.
But then you saw it.
His lips curled into a faint smirk, that signature cocky grin of his. He leaned in just a little more, hands tucked into the pockets of his jacket like he was too relaxed, too calm for the situation.
“Not here to impress me?” His voice was smooth, almost condescending. “Then why the hell are you even still here, huh?”
Your jaw tightened. You were about to fire back, but he wasn’t done.
He took another step forward. This time, there was no space left between you.
His eyes narrowed, gaze dropping from your face to the pink highlighter in your hand. He reached out, slowly, deliberately, taking the cap from the table and flicking it absentmindedly.
His eyes met yours, cold but sharp. He didn’t blink.
“You wanna talk back to me, huh? You wanna act like you don’t care what I think?” He leaned in closer, close enough for you to feel the heat radiating off his body. “You’ll get real fucking tired of that attitude real fast.”
You tried to hold your ground, but something in the air was shifting. His presence was overwhelming, suffocating in a way that made you feel small. Vulnerable. He was in your space now—too close. But you couldn’t bring yourself to back away.
“What, you think I’m scared of you?” Your voice was steady, though your heart was pounding in your chest.
His lips curled into a knowing grin, his fingers brushing the back of your hand like it was nothing. But the touch was deliberate. “No, but I think you like it.”
You inhaled sharply, your pulse quickening.
“Like what?” you breathed, not sure if you wanted to hear the answer.
“Like it when I call you out,” he replied, his voice dripping with something dangerously close to amusement. “Like it when I make you feel something you don’t know how to handle.”
You opened your mouth to respond, but before you could, he stepped back.
His eyes locked onto yours one last time, with a smooth, and mocking tone. “Not here to impress me, huh? Guess what? You’re not fooling anyone.”
You bristled at the implication, trying to pull away from the tension that was building in the space between you two. But he didn’t let up. Instead, he moved even closer, stepping into your personal space until there was barely an inch of air between you.
“Keep playing it cool,” he continued, his voice dropping an octave, a dangerous glint in his eyes. “But I know exactly what you want.“
His lips were only inches from yours now, and you could feel his breath warm against your skin.
Your heart pounded, and the words escaped you before you could stop them.
“And what exactly do you think I want?” you breathed.
His grin widened, a wicked, confident curl of his lips, and then, in a voice that was barely a whisper, he answered, “You want me to prove it.”
“fuck you” that’s all it took.
And before you could even process what he meant, he was on you.
His hands found your waist, lifting you onto the desk, making sure there was no space between you. The way he kissed you, with so much force and urgency, made it clear he wasn’t about to stop.
You gasped as he trailed his lips down to your collarbone, his hands already pulling at your shirt, lifting it over your head. You felt exposed, vulnerable, but in the best way. The heat in your body was building rapidly, your skin tingling where his hands brushed.
“I’m going to fuck you like you’ve never been fucked before,” he growled, his lips back on yours with a hunger you couldn’t resist.
You pulled him closer, urging him to take what he wanted, because deep down, you knew you were past the point of no return.
And when his hands moved to the waistband of your pants, you didn’t hesitate, lifting your hips to let him undress you completely.
He didn’t waste any time, his mouth back on your neck, his hands working to free himself from his pants, all while he never broke eye contact with you.
“Say my name,” he demanded, his voice thick with lust, the words slipping from him in a low growl.
You could hardly breathe, let alone think. But somehow, you managed to whisper, “Dynamight.”
He smirked against your neck, his hand coming down on your ass with a harsh smack, the sound echoing in the quiet room. You jolted, a breathless gasp escaping your lips, and he leaned back, his eyes narrowing.
“I said, say MY fucking name,” he repeated, his voice a little sharper this time.
You moaned, your body aching for more as you looked up at him with a pleading expression. “Katsuki,” you whined, your voice higher, desperate. The sound of his name on your lips, the way it twisted in the air between you two, sent him into a frenzy.
He didn’t give you a moment to recover—he grabbed your thighs and dragged you to the edge of the desk, his mouth crashing into yours again, hungry and unrelenting. You felt the hard press of his cock against your bare core, still hidden behind the fabric of his boxers, and you instinctively rolled your hips, chasing the friction you so desperately needed.
“You’re drivin’ me fuckin’ insane,” he hissed against your lips, pulling back just enough to look at you—flushed, panting, pupils blown wide. “Actin’ like you didn’t want this. Walkin’ around the office in those tight little skirts… lookin’ at me like that… like you wanted to be fucked.”
You whimpered, and he chuckled darkly, pulling his boxers down and letting his cock spring free. The sight alone had your breath hitching, and he noticed.
“Yeah?” he muttered, stroking himself slowly as he watched your reaction. “This what you’ve been needin’? Bet your fingers couldn’t even come close to makin’ you feel this full.”
And then he pushed in—slowly, almost teasing, stretching you inch by inch until your back arched and a breathless moan spilled from your lips, your eyes rolling in the back of your skull.
“Fuck—you feel better than I ever imagined,” he gritted, gripping your hips so tight you knew he’d leave marks. “Tight little pussy takin’ me so well.”
He set a brutal pace, snapping his hips against yours, the desk creaking beneath you both his as your body rocked with each thrust. You could barely form words—just whimpers and his name on loop like a prayer.
And then, just when you thought it couldn’t get filthier, he leaned in, his voice rasping directly into your ear.
“You know how many girls I’ve fucked the last two weeks?”
Each word was punctuated by a hard, punishing thrust.
“Every. Single. ONE of them—I thought about you.”
You gasped, your nails clawing at his back as your orgasm built dangerously fast.“Thought bout how beautiful you’d look bent over my fuckin’ desk takin’ my cock.”
Your eyes rolled back, the filthy words and his relentless rhythm dragging you closer to the edge. Your whole body trembled under him, your mind trying to deny it, trying to keep up, but your body had already surrendered. It needed him. All of him.
“And how amazing your tits would look bouncin’ in my face as you ride me.” he leaned down to your chest and sucked on your tit as he fondled the other with his free hand.
You gasped as his words hit you like a wave, the sharpness of his growl sending a tremor through your body. Every word he spoke, every thrust, made it harder to remember what it was you were supposed to resist.
His pace quickened, and you were helpless under him. Each snap of his hips felt like a jolt of electricity, shooting through your veins, making you gasp and moan for him. The desk beneath you scraped against the floor as he pushed you closer to the edge, and all you could do was hold on, your fingers digging into the wood as you clung to whatever semblance of control you had left.
“Say my name again,” he commanded, his voice thick with need. “Say it and mean it this time.”
“Kats-sukiiiiiaaa,” you breathed, your head thrown back, the sensation of him inside you almost too much to handle. You could feel your walls tightening around him, your body already on the brink of breaking. You were so close—so close you could taste it.
His lips curled into a wicked grin as he saw the desperation in your eyes, his pace never slowing. “That’s it, princess,” he growled, his hand snaking down to rub your clit, sending waves of pleasure coursing through you. “You’re mine now. All mine and not any of these shitty extras around this place”.
You could barely respond, your mind clouded with the pleasure he was giving you. Every inch of your body felt like it was on fire, the tension coiling tighter and tighter in your core until you were trembling with the effort of holding back.
And then, with one last, forceful thrust, he drove you over the edge. Your body arched against him, your moans a desperate mixture of his name and incoherent sounds. His name tumbled from your lips again, this time louder, as your orgasm hit you like a tidal wave, leaving you breathless and weak.
But Bakugou didn’t stop. He wasn’t done with you yet.
He kept going, pushing you through your orgasm with a brutal determination that had you gasping for air. His thrusts grew erratic, faster, harder, as his own release approached. His breath was ragged in your ear, and the sound of his skin slapping against yours filled the room.
With one final growl, he pulled you closer, his hand gripping your hips as he buried himself deep inside you, his release spilling over as he held you against him, each shuddering breath making it clear just how much he needed you—how much he’d been holding back.
For a long moment, you both stayed like that, tangled in each other’s arms, breathless and spent. He kissed your forehead softly, a rare moment of tenderness after the storm, but the fire in his eyes never fully faded.
“Next time,” he murmured, his voice low and dangerous, “I’ll be fuckin’ you in my bed not some flimsy office desk.”
You smiled, your fingers tracing the muscles in his back as you both tried to catch your breath. This… this was just the beginning.
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Well, the biomedical scientist route is a no-go. However, I have an interview for a UKHSA job tomorrow, so we’ll see about that. Won’t be able to start until next May, though…
#the prep I’ve done for this interview#is honestly mad#they should hire me on my prep alone#the good thing about civil service competency interviews#is that you can rehearse a lot of answers#and BOY have I done that
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List of Questions used in Competency-Based Interview #17
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Decoding Competency-Based Interview Questions for the UN
The questions asked in a UN competency-based interview are not just inquiries—they're a window into your professional soul. Our "List of Questions Used in Competency-Based Interview - UN Jobs #17" video is your cheat sheet to understanding and mastering these probing questions.
From teamwork to leadership, this video breaks down the questions, reveals what interviewers are really looking for, and how to frame your experiences in a way that aligns with the UN's core competencies. It’s time to turn those questions into your stepping stones for success!
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Thinking about Isagi Yoichi going absolutely insane when someone talks shit about you, his one and only girlfriend.
And I'm not saying insane as in "Don't talk about her like that!". I'm saying insane as in "Say her name again with that filthy mouth of yours and I swear I'll cut your fucking tongue off."
He can handle people badmouthing him. It's not that deep, really. He's a football player, so, like every other athlete, he has fans and haters all around the globe (more fans than haters, but anyways). So, he developed the hability to just tune off all the hateful comments. Badmouth him all you want, that ain't changing the fact that he's a sucessful all star player and you're not.
What he can't handle, though, is when someone tries to talk shit about his relationship with you, his favorite person in the whole world.
Sadly for the media, you're not a famous singer or model. Yoichi and you met when you were both still little kids, dreaming about monsters, princesses and the world cup trophy. In kindergarten, he thought you were a very great friend. He realized you were the prettiest girl he had ever seen when you were middle schoolers, and, by the time high school came, he had already learned to accept the fact that he was head over heels for you. And so, like a "straight out of a movie" kind of scene, he confessed his love for you all sweaty and smiling in front of the whole world after his winning goal at the Blue Lock XI against Japan U20 match two years ago.
So yeah, you and Isagi had a cute love story. Every video of you together had millions of views and thousands of "couple goals" comments, and people loved you (honestly, how could they not? You're amazing, he's not even sure how he managed to make you fall for his "football rizz" or something, but he's glad you did anyways).
Apparently, not everyone appreciated you as much as he thought.
"Isagi, one minute of your time, please!"
"Isagi, for french press right here!"
"Yoichi, answer my question!"
"Wow. One at a time, guys!" Isagi smiled nervously yet kindly, sitting in a chair in front of the mass of reporters from all across the world who came just to interview him.
Smiling again, Isagi pointed at one of the what seemed like thousands interviewers.
"The lady over there, with the Sae Itoshi shirt"
"Thank you for the opportunity" The room became silent. The woman, seemingly in her late twenties, smiled "I'm Maria, from Brazil's national TV press. I'd like to ask a question you about your relationship with (Name) (Surname)"
Smiling wide like a lovesick fool like he always did when someone mentioned you or your relationship, Yoichi urged the reporter to continue.
"Sure. Go ahead."
"It's a known fact that you and (Name) (Surname) have been in a relationship for a little over two years. And so, your fans are wondering: do you plan on getting married shortly?"
The silence in the room was papable. All the cameras and microphones turned to a now strawberry red Yoichi. But he wasn't embarassed because of all the attention he was getting or from the fact that the whole world was seeing this right now. He was used to this feeling of "pressure" already.
He was red because he knew you were watching this interview. He was the one who asked you to do so, after all.
"Uhm... well" he swallowed hard, eyes avoiding the cameras "We have a healthy and happy relationship. We both love each other very much and spend a lot of time together. So... I guess I'd be lying if I told you I haven't thought about it before, but..."
He couldn't even finish his sentence. The press' reaction was instantaneous. Cameras' flashes everywhere and the reporters voices overlaping eachother filled the room.
"BUT" Isagi tried to continue, but just gave up on shouting since his voice couldn't compete with the voice of the lots of reporters. So, he just said to the mic in front of him, almkst whispering, hoping it would capture his voice "I think it's still a little early. I want to make sure we're both mature and financially secure first!"
Reporters were still talking and trying to get his attention. With a sigh, he realized they wouldn't stop shouting until the next question came.
"T-the guy with the light shirt"
"Argentinian press right here" the man started.
Oh oh. Yoichi didn't sense a good vibe from this man. He doesn't know if it's his smirk or his posture, but something feels off. He looks almost dangerous.
I'm probably going crazy, Yoichi thought.
When the man opened his mouth again, though, Isagi realized his intuition was right all along.
"I know you said you love your girlfriend, but you do realize the fans think your girl is just keeping you from becoming the best version of yourself, right?"
Oh, for fuck's sake.
"What." Isagi said, the words coming out in a rather forced way.
Unlike before, the silence in the room was not only palpable. It was now suffocating, uncomfortable.
"Well, it's clear as water" the man shrugged, as if what he was saying made a lot of sense "She is stopping you from becoming the number one striker in the world."
All Isagi wanted to do now was jump across the room and send his fist flying straight to the man's face. He wanted it to realize how utterly wrong he was. How your relationship was actually the best thing that had ever happened in his life, and how he would have probably given up on football have you not begged him to go to the Blue Lock program.
And the though of you sweet, caring you watching this made Yoichi give up on his idea of hitting the man straight on the nose, even if his body was trembling just from thinking about it.
I have to keep my cool. For her.
"Why..." he swallowed. Hard. "Why do you think this is truth?"
"You're not using your time wisely. Instead of practicing, your wasting it because you keep giving for futile things like a relationship"
Oh, how much Yoichi wanted to jump this ugly looking clown. How he wished to hit him hundreds of times, over and over again until he swallowed his own words. Until he regretted ever learning how to even speak.
His fist was already trembling. He was taking deep breaths to keep himself steady.
But it seems like the argentinian doesn't know when to stop.
"Also, it gets kinda tiring living with the same person for a long time, no?" The man laughed "I wouldn't blame you if you're actually cheating on her too, I honestly wouldn't have just one girl if I was you. I mean, you're a star and she's just..."
"Shut. the fuck. up."
All the cameras turned to him again. Yoichi was red. But it's not cause he was embarassed, like the other time.
He was red because he was seething with boiling rage.
I'll kill him. I swear I'll fucking kill this dumb shit.
"Never" Yoichi narrowed his eyes "And I mean never say my girlfriend's name with that disgusting voice of yours again. If you as much as look at her, consider yourself fucking dead." He got up from the table, gaze harder than the one he wears on the field "That woman is the source of my happiness, and you have no right to talk about her like that. If you talk with me with respect you have to show respect for her too. Are we clear? Or is your skull too fucking thick for the information to get into it?
"Calm down, amigo! I was just saying what the fans think." The man smirked, gald to get a reaction from Isagi. If looks could kill, he would have been 6 feet under already "They think it would be better if you both break up..."
"You've fucking done it."
Yoichi jumped from the table, ready to kill the man.
He wanted to crush his skull with his bare hands, to show him just how much you mean to him and how mad he gets when someone mentions you in a degrading way.
Gladly, the japanese PR team removed the man from the room before things could get worse, or else Yoichi would realky have done some damage (he was an athlete, after all).
Watching the man leave the room with furrowed brows and a subtle pout (he really wanted to beat him, after all), Iaagu decided to use this moment to make some things clear. So, he turned to the main mic again.
"I hope this serves as a lesson" Yoichi said, somehow managing to look at almost all of the cameras at the same time "To everyone watching this. Don't expect to talk shit about my girlfriend and get out with all of your teeth in place. I fucking dare anyone to badmouth her. I won't let you get away with it." He glared at one of the cameras "This press ends now."
He then quickly got out of the room, ignoring all the reporters who tried to get him to come back.
With a sigh, once he was in the changing room, he grabbed his phone, not surprised to see almost 20 missed calls and 50 missed massages from you.
(My love ❤️)
-> YOICHI???
-> WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING
-> (1 missed call)
Don't worry, I'm going home now 😁 <-
Miss you ❤️ <-
-> Typing...
With a smile, he put his phone in his pocket and started to go home.
Man, he just really wanted to see you. Specially since he knew that the next day, the press would want more interviews about what happened.
Whatever. What really matters is that, at the end of the day, you're his and he's yours. And no amount of dumb reporters or media will ever change that.
~ A/N: not proofread. This sucks 💔 I wrote this to stop my growing Aiku obsession LOL
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No one's really surprised to see famous rockstar Eddie Munson show up to the 2024 Paris Olympics. His close friendship with three-time medalist gymnast Chrissy Cunningham had the press working over time when the pair were first spotted six years ago leaving a fundraising event.
However, no one can seem to figure out why- in Chrissy's down time- the metal head is frequently spotted at the men's swimming events. Everyone knows Munson's queer, but he's not the type to show up just to oggle some poor, unsuspecting athletes (he is, but the press don't need to know he's a bit of a freak).
Prime time news coverage chock it up to Eddie supporting the best of the USA's Olympians, including Steve Harrington, who just broke the world record for men's fastest 100m freestyle. They'd pointed out it wasn't odd he was there, since he also made appearances at other events with up and coming stars, such as Lucas Sinclair for men's basketball and Nancy Wheeler for women's skeet shooting. When asked about it, he'd laughed it off, saying swimming was Chrissy's favorite sport to watch and he promised he'd fill her in on what she missed.
That didn't stop fans online from obsessing over small details, including Eddie's repeat appearances at the swimming events, where he only showed once for anything else that wasn't Chrissy's competitions. There was no way he could keep Chrissy filled in on what she missed when he only showed up to meets Harrington competed in, not all men's swimming events.
Fan edits of Eddie Munson clapping a little too hard, screaming a little too loud, and overall just a little bit more excited for Harrington's podium than Chrissy's gold medal spread across the internet like wildfire. One blurry shot caught Harrington briefly look in his direction when he won his silver, but it was hard to be certain.
Tucked into bed after another long day of interviews, Eddie pulls up a few of the best fan edits Jeff and Gareth sent him earlier. It's become a bit of a habit over the past few weeks to watch his favorite ones before he goes to sleep. He feels the bed dip next to him, a warm hand slide over his chest and a leg push between his own.
"Aww babe," Steve coos, "did we get new ones today?"
Eddie leans down, dropping little kisses on his husband's forehead. "Apparently Jeff says these ones are even more convincing than last week's."
Steve hums a content little sigh before nuzzling into the crook of Eddie's neck. They've been riskier about public appearances this time around compared to Tokyo, but they've agreed to publicly come out after this year's games are over. So, why not have a little fun with it?
They release a fan edit of their own later that year posted on the official Corroded Coffin profile. It's a reaction video of them watching all of their favorite tiktoks and fanart and Tumblr posts. They laugh, point out inaccuracies, answer fan questions, and post a few pictures of their own, including the two of them standing under an arch of flowers exchanging rings.
#dont know where this came from#i know the olympics are over but *shrugs*#i literally typed this on Tumblr on mobile so sorry for the spelling errors#steddie#steddie olympics au#steddie fic#swimmer steve harrington#rockstar eddie munson#secret relationship#modern au#olympics au#established relationship#queeniewritesstories
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Your Future Reputation Prediction [PAC]




Top Left to right = 1->2. Bottom Left to Right= 3->4.
What will your future reputation be like. Bonus [Keanu Reeves Gifs for each pile]
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The International Star 🌍✨
Your name will echo across continents, a powerhouse in your field. Whether through social media, entertainment, business, or a groundbreaking innovation, you’ll cultivate a massive following—millions will know your name. Fame may come quickly or build over time, but once you hit your stride, it will be impossible to ignore. Your influence will shape opinions, trends, and even industries. However, with such a large audience, scrutiny follows. Every move will be analyzed, and while the spotlight brings admiration, it also attracts criticism. If handled well, you could become a respected leader or icon, someone whose impact lasts beyond their lifetime.
Potential Challenges: Loss of privacy, pressure to maintain relevance, public scrutiny. Best Approach: Maintain authenticity, set firm boundaries, and ensure your values align with your public image.
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The Ghost 🕶️🕵️♂️
At some point, you decide the noise isn’t worth it. You fade from the digital world, erasing any traces of your online presence. Maybe you never cared for public attention, or you once had it and realized it wasn’t fulfilling. Instead, your life becomes more private, possibly even mysterious to those who once knew you. You might live in a secluded area, focus on personal growth, or travel the world in anonymity. While some will wonder what happened to you, only a select few will truly know.
Potential Challenges: People from your past trying to dig up information, adjusting to a quieter life. Best Approach: Accept that some will always seek answers, but enjoy the peace you've created for yourself.
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The Reliable Co-Worker 💼📊
You follow a steady, practical path—maybe in corporate, education, or any structured work environment. Your reputation is solid: a competent, reliable worker who does their job well. People at work respect you, even if they don’t know too much about your personal life. Perhaps there was some drama in the past—office politics, misunderstandings—but you’ve learned to navigate it. You aren’t particularly active online in a creative way, though you might occasionally engage on platforms like LinkedIn or Facebook. People in your immediate circle know you, but beyond that, you live a relatively normal life.
Potential Challenges: Office politics, occasional frustrations with routine work. Best Approach: Stay professional, but don’t be afraid to advocate for yourself when needed.
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The Vanishing Legend 🌟➡️🛑
You will achieve something remarkable—whether it’s in the arts, sports, science, or another field, you’ll gain major recognition for it. People will talk about your work, and your name will be everywhere. Then, suddenly, you step away. No one sees it coming. You vanish from the public eye, refusing interviews, avoiding social media, and leaving behind an air of mystery. People will speculate about why you left—was it burnout? A desire for a normal life? A secret project? Your name may become something of a legend, with theories swirling about where you went and why.
Potential Challenges: Letting go of the success you built, resisting pressure to return. Best Approach: If walking away feels right, embrace it fully. Reinvent yourself in a way that aligns with your true desires.
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➤ SPOTTED (SMAU)
pairing: lewis hamilton x singer!reader
summary: you and Lewis Hamilton keep getting spotted together...which could mean nothing.
warnings: none! faceclaim: Raye :)
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yourusername my first MET! Such an honour <3
↳ lewishamilton killing it, as always
↳ yourusername couldn't even go one event without photobombing me 🙄
↳ brocedes their friendship is so wholesome!!
↳ fan92 gorgeous gorgeous girl
↳ fan44 like it's unreal
↳ f1-fanatic lewis really can't go a day without talking about @/yourusername, huh?
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f1gossip Lewis Hamilton was spotted out and about with friends in New York after the MET Gala this weekend!
↳ carcarcar look who it is 👀
↳ fan44 first MET Gala crumbs, and now this??
↳ fan920 people can just be friends (please @/yourusername I can't compete with Lewis)
��� fan44 they're always spotted together, at this point they have to be paying the paparazzi or something
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mercedesamgf1 some familiar faces joining us in the paddock today!
↳ yourusername thank you so much for having me and letting me meet Alicia Keys 🙏
↳ fan12 future collaboration in the works??
↳ yourusername I WISH
↳ mclar_win I love that @/yourusername is just lurking off to the side, like why not take a photo with her??
↳ fan294 lewis couldn't afford the photo-op 🥱 liked by yourusername
↳ fan2 Lewis and @/yourusername?? together?? again?? shocking
↳ f1-fanatic are they dating?
↳ fan66 who knows at this point
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yourusername nothing wrong with a little greenery 🍃
↳ fan44 Lewis and the Mercedes account lurking
↳ fan533 ur so hot its crazy
↳ carcarcar ROSCOE????
↳ f1-fanatic my reaction exactly
↳ fan92 marry me?? please??
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gqsports Ever wonder what it's like to be an F1 driver? Lewis Hamilton answers some of your burning questions in our latest interview, including what he does on the days that his dog, Roscoe, can't join him! Video up now, link in bio.
↳ brocedes Lewis has dogsitters all over the world, apparently
↳ fan92 "friend in New York" just say @/yourusername
↳ f1-fanatic we all saw the post
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lewishamilton Red's been looking good on me lately
↳ carcarcar THE HARD LAUNCH WE'VE BEEN WAITING FOR
↳ fan66 I can't believe it
↳ mclar_win finally! Congrats to you both
↳ yourusername ❤️❤️❤️
↳ lewishamilton 🌹
↳ fan533 his Ferrari phase is going to be so good...@/yourusername in Ferrari red? Even better
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yourusername happy 2 year anniversary, mr. heart eyes hamilton
↳ mclar_win TWO YEARS?!?!
↳ fan533 how did you hide a relationship THAT LONG?
↳ yourusername we're masterminds, obviously
↳ f1-fanatic okay taylor swift liked by lewishamilton
↳ lewishamilton trying out a new nickname?
↳ yourusername you've always been heart eyes hamilton to me, baby
↳ georgerussell63 do you know how hard this was to keep a secret??
↳ lando you told everyone in the paddock two days after you found out
↳ yourusername GEORGE??
↳ georgerussell63 snitch
a/n: if lewis hamilton and raye start dating? I called it, folks
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ೃ⁀➷ you can be the boss ˗ˏˋ꒰ 🦢 ꒱
╰┈➤ boss!cho sang-woo x employee!reader imagine
a/n: i would like to give a special thank you to @lumillsie for the layout of this post and for the filter used on the header!
˚ ༘♡ you had started working at joy investments a few months ago, a job you knew from the beginning you weren’t particularly suited for. numbers, spreadsheets, and statistical analysis felt foreign to you, but the evening hours worked well enough while you attended university. the pay was sufficient, and the promise of experience at such a reputable firm was worth the initial discomfort.
˚ ༘♡ getting hired had been a grueling process. three separate visits. a preliminary interview, where they assessed your general competence, followed by a secondary round that tested your ability to handle pressure. the final round had been the most nerve-wracking, a panel interview that felt as though they were peeling back layers of your personality, searching for weaknesses. when you were finally offered the position of secretary in the business investment sector, you accepted without hesitation. the role was simple, answer phones, manage the endless cascade of paperwork, coordinate schedules, and ensure the office ran like a well-oiled machine. simple, but draining.
˚ ༘♡ your department was overseen by cho sang-woo, an investment banker with a reputation that preceded him. you met him on your first day. he was tall, with sharp features softened only by the polished glasses perched on his nose. his ironed grey suit fit him perfectly, a testament to his meticulous nature. he was polite but distant, his words clipped as he showed you to your workspace. his focus shifted elsewhere as quickly as he arrived, consumed by the weight of responsibilities you could only guess at. despite his calm demeanor, there was something captivating about him, his quiet authority, the precision in how he carried himself, the faint traces of fatigue that made him seem more human.
˚ ༘♡ the first few weeks were suffocatingly mundane. you answered endless phone calls, most from irate clients demanding updates on investments you barely understood. your inbox overflowed with documents needing filing, scanning, or distributing. appointments had to be coordinated, schedules revised, and egos soothed. it was work that tested your patience, and yet, you did it without complaint. mr. cho rarely spoke to you beyond pleasantries, his days swallowed by meetings, late-night calculations, and hushed phone calls.
˚ ༘♡ on the rare occasions you stayed late, you noticed he often did too, seated at his desk with his tie loosened and sleeves rolled up, poring over spreadsheets or fielding yet another call. it became an unspoken routine for you to bring him coffee when you saw the office lights still on. he would glance up from his work, his glasses reflecting the faint glow of his computer screen, and offer a quiet, “thank you.” it wasn’t much, but something about those brief exchanges stayed with you during the long walks back to your desolate apartment.
˚ ༘♡ perhaps it was the contrast, how someone so stoic and seemingly untouchable could look so worn under the harsh fluorescent lights. or maybe it was the way he always acknowledged you, even in his busiest moments. either way, his presence made the monotony of the job feel a little less stifling.
˚ ༘♡ one evening, long after most employees had gone home, the office was quiet, the buzz of the city outside muffled by thick glass walls. the sky outside was smeared with hues of deep blue and violet, a harbinger of nightfall. after hours spent rearranging meetings, your eyes burned, and the air inside felt stale. you decided to step out for a moment, seeking the cool relief of the evening breeze.
˚ ༘♡ you pushed open the back door of the building and paused. mr. cho was there, leaning casually against the wall, a cigarette dangling between his fingers. wisps of smoke coiled lazily around him, catching the last rays of light. he looked… wretched. the angular lines of his face made obscure by an expression you couldn’t quite place. the glassy sheen in his dark eyes hinted at something far away, something melancholic.
˚ ༘♡ “i’m sorry,” you murmured, startled. “i didn’t mean to interrupt. i’ll leave you to it.”
˚ ༘♡ he turned his head slowly, shaking it. “no need. stay. i don’t mind.”
˚ ༘♡ his voice was steady, unhurried, like the rest of him. you hesitated, then let the door fall shut behind you. descending the short staircase, you stood a few paces from him. the city sounds, car horns, the hum of distant chatter, filled the silence between you.
˚ ༘♡ without a word, he took out a cigarette and held it toward you. surprised, you accepted, pressing it between your lips. he struck the lighter with a practiced flick, the small flame reflecting briefly in his eyes. leaning in, you felt the scathing heat as the cigarette caught.
˚ ༘♡ “you’re new here, aren’t you?” he asked after a moment, exhaling smoke that curled and dissipated into the night air.
˚ ༘♡ you nodded, drawing in your first hesitant puff. “yes, sir. i have been working at joy investments for about four months now.”
˚ ༘♡ “hmm.” he studied you, his gaze intent but not unkind. “interesting. some of the secretaries here have been around for years, yet you do a better job than most of them.”
˚ ༘♡ his words struck you, unexpected and disarming. “thank you, mr. cho. i try to do my best,” you said softly, your voice almost lost in the city’s backdrop.
˚ ༘♡ you stood there together, the silence stretching long but never uncomfortable. you flicked the ash from your cigarette, watching the tiny embers fall and scatter on the ground. eventually, you put it out against the metal railing and tossed it into a nearby storm drain. mr. cho didn’t move, still leaning against the wall, staring into the distance as you murmured a polite goodnight and slipped back inside.
˚ ༘♡ later, when your shift ended, you gathered your coat and scarf, bracing yourself for the cold walk home. you were buttoning your coat when you spotted mr. cho by the lobby doors, speaking with another member of his team. his presence was magnetic, even in passing.
˚ ༘♡ what surprised you was how he excused himself mid-conversation, turning to approach you.
˚ ༘♡ “are you walking home?” he asked, his tone more direct now. “it’s late, not exactly safe out.”
˚ ༘♡ you mulled over the proposition, your fingers tightening on your scarf. “i don’t mind the walk. it’s peaceful at night. i live in eunpyeong-gu, not too far from here.”
˚ ༘♡ he frowned slightly. “eunpyeong-gu?” he repeated, as though thinking over the distance. “i’m heading to ssangmun-dong. it’s on the way. let me drive you.”
˚ ༘♡ his words were more command than offer, but there was a warmth beneath them. he retrieved his keys from his blazer pocket, the metallic jingle cutting through the stillness.
˚ ༘♡ you nodded, accepting his generous offer graciously. “thank you, sir. i’d appreciate that.”
˚ ༘♡ his car was sleek and black, understated but undeniably expensive. he opened the passenger door for you without a word, the leather seats felt comfortable against your skin, and the faint scent of cologne and tobacco drifting in the air.
˚ ༘♡ the drive was quiet. the city lights of seoul blurred into long streaks through the tinted windows, and for that passage of time, the world outside felt far away. mr. cho said little, his hands steady on the wheel, his dark eyes fixed on the asphalt road ahead.
˚ ༘♡ when he pulled up to your building, he shifted the car into park but kept the engine idling. his eyes flicked to you, dark and unreadable, his usual composure fraying at the edges. “get home safely,” he said, his voice quieter than it had been all evening.
˚ ༘♡ you paused, your hand on the door handle, the chill of the outside air seeping in through the crack you’d opened. the thought of leaving the car, of letting the night end like this, made your heart ache. before you could think twice, the words slipped out. “would you like to come inside for tea? i was planning to brew some.”
˚ ༘♡ his brow lifted slightly, the slightest sliver of surprise crossing his features. he considered your offer for a while, he said nothing, merely staring ahead at the dashboard as if he was working through some internal debate. finally, he exhaled. “tea would be nice,” he murmured, more to himself than to you.
˚ ༘♡ you led him up the narrow staircase to your apartment, the silence between you thick but not awkward. the soft hum of the building’s fluorescent lights filled the lounge area, and you could feel the subtle feeling of his presence behind you. when you unlocked the door and stepped inside, the herbal scent of lavender from an old diffuser greeted you. the space was modest, organized but lived-in, with books stacked haphazardly on a coffee table and a blanket draped over the couch.
˚ ༘♡ “make yourself comfortable,” you said, slipping off your coat and setting it over a chair. he stood just inside the doorway, his tall frame almost too large for the small entryway, his hands shoved into his pockets like he wasn’t sure what to do with them.
˚ ༘♡ “you have a nice place,” he said after a beat, his voice tender but strained.
˚ ༘♡ you offered a small smile, glancing over your shoulder as you moved toward the kitchen. but you didn’t make it there.
˚ ༘♡ when you turned back, he was closer, standing in the dim light of your apartment like he wasn’t entirely sure why he’d followed you in. his eyes caught yours, and the short space between you felt like it dissolved in an instant. neither of you spoke, but the air was charged, something unsaid yet painfully understood passing between you.
˚ ༘♡ his hand reached out first, tentative, brushing against your arm as if testing the waters. when you didn’t move away, his grip tightened, and suddenly his mouth was on yours, fierce and urgent, like he’d been holding back for far too long. the scent of him, tobacco, something woodsy, filled your senses, and your hands moved instinctively, fingers digging into the fabric of his wool blazer.
˚ ༘♡ your back hit the wall softly, and then his hands were at your waist, his body pressed against yours with an intensity that made your breath hitch. it wasn’t careful, and it wasn’t slow, it was messy, a tangle of mouths and hands, you were two people trying to lose themselves in each other for just a little while.
˚ ༘♡ you barely registered how you ended up in your bedroom, your coat and his blazer discarded somewhere along the way. the dim light from the streetlamp outside spilled through the curtains, casting long shadows across the room. the bed was warm, and so was he, but there was an ache beneath it all, an edge of something desperate and passionate.
˚ ༘♡ when you woke the next morning, the light was harsh, spilling through the cracks in the curtains and illuminating the reality of the night before. you stirred first, the weight of him beside you a reminder of everything that had happened in that heated entanglement.
˚ ༘♡ he was awake, lying on his back with an arm draped over his face. his dress shirt was wrinkled, and his tie hung loose around his neck, half-forgotten. there was a tension in his posture, his hands clenched into fists, his lips pressed into a thin line.
˚ ༘♡ “i should go,” he said finally, his voice hoarse, hardly above a whisper. he didn’t look at you as he lifted himself over the edge of the bed, sitting there for a minute, trying to mentally gather the strength to move.
˚ ༘♡ you watched him, your heart sinking deeper with every passing second. “you don’t have to go,” you said delicately, your voice barely above a whisper. you reached out, your fingers brushing against his shoulder, hoping to mend this disaster in a pathetic gesture of affection.
˚ ༘♡ he tensed under your touch but didn’t pull away. “this shouldn’t have happened,” sang-woo muttered, his voice thick with self-reproach. “i’m your superior. i’m over twice your age…” his words trembled as he exhaled sharply, dragging a hand through his black hair. the carefully calm demeanor he usually wore at the office was ebbing away, slipping through the gaps. “fuck, where are my glasses?”
˚ ༘♡ his frustration wasn’t directed at you, but it stung all the same. his gaze swept the room until he found them, the frames haphazardly thrown to the floor. he bent down to retrieve them, clutching them tightly in his hand.
˚ ༘♡ standing upright, he looked at you for the first time since he spoke, his expression torn with anguish. “i’m sorry,” he said, and for once, the words that left his lips sounded unpracticed, raw and genuine. “i shouldn’t have done this. i shouldn’t have taken advantage of my position over you.”
˚ ༘♡ you stayed where you were, the blankets tangled around you, half-dressed and vulnerable. his words landed like small cuts, brutal and wounding. “if this is your way of saying it’s the first and last time, just say that,” you said, despite the hurt bled through. “don’t hide behind excuses.”
˚ ༘♡ his eyes glistened with something, regret, guilt, or maybe even longing. “no,” he said, stepping closer, hesitant but determined. his hands reached for your face, his touch warm and grounding. “of course i would love to see you again, but how can we? i’m your boss. you work for me. it’s an abuse of power, and if anyone found out, we’d both be ruined. management at joy investments wouldn’t hesitate to fire us for violating corporate policy.”
˚ ༘♡ “then we keep it a secret,” you replied, your voice laced with desire, your gaze locked with his.
˚ ༘♡ sang-woo let out a dry, humorless laugh, shaking his head slightly. “you think i wouldn’t want that? you think i wouldn’t want to steal moments with you, even if no one could ever know?” his voice dipped lower, almost a plea. “but pretending not to care about you when we’re in public, keeping my distance, watching you from across the room as if you don’t mean more to me than anyone else…” he broke off, rubbing his temple. “it would drive me insane.”
˚ ༘♡ “weren’t you already doing that?” you said, a small grin tugging at the corner of your lips.
˚ ༘♡ he blinked, then chuckled lightly despite himself. “i was maintaining professional boundaries,” he admitted, though the words sounded hollow now. he slipped off his glasses, polishing the lenses absently with the edge of his sleeve. “boundaries i’ve crossed in every possible way last night.”
˚ ༘♡ he paused, his gaze returning to yours, weaker now. “so maybe you’re right,” he added, his lips curving into a wry, self-deprecating smile. “what’s left now for us to ruin?”
˚ ༘♡ the affair continued in shadows, a secret tether binding the two of you as the world moved obliviously around it. at work, everything appeared as it always had, professional, restrained, unassuming. he never lingered too long at your desk, never glanced your way for more than a few fleeting seconds. if anyone noticed anything amiss, they never said a word. yet, behind closed doors, the charade unraveled.
˚ ༘♡ sang-woo would text late at night, asking to see you, his messages never too explicit but unmistakable in their intent. you would find yourself in his car again or at a hotel just out of town, places chosen carefully to avoid recognition. in those moments, he was different, a vulnerable man. his hands would hold you like he couldn’t bear to let go, his lips pressing against yours with a hunger that belied the restraint he showed the rest of the world.
˚ ༘♡ but even as his touch ignited you, doubts began to creep in. at first, they were small, quiet things, easily dismissed when he whispered your name like it was the only word he cared to know. yet over time, the flaws became unfathomable to ignore.
˚ ༘♡ you started to notice how he never stayed too long after. he always had somewhere to be, an early meeting, an obligation with colleagues, an excuse that left you alone in bed, staring at the ceiling. at work, he was cordial but cold, his focus fixed on maintaining appearances.
˚ ༘♡ “we have to be cautious,” he’d say, his tone firm but not unkind. “you know how people talk. one rumor and it’s over for both of us.”
˚ ༘♡ you nodded each time, swallowing your sorrow, pretending it didn’t sting. but it did. the secrecy, the pretending, the constant tug-of-war between what you wanted and what you could have, it wore on you.
˚ ༘♡ weeks turned into months, and though the moments you shared with him were still intense, they began to feel hollow. you weren’t just hiding from the world; you were hiding from yourself.
˚ ༘♡ you started to wonder what you were to him. not a girlfriend, he never called you that. not a partner, because partners didn’t live in secrecy. what was the point of loving someone who couldn’t even say your name without glancing over his shoulder first?
˚ ༘♡ you confronted him one evening, the words spilling out before you could stop them. “what are we doing? what am i to you?”
˚ ༘♡ he froze, the usual calm, calculated expression gone. “you’re everything to me,” he said finally, but the words felt too rehearsed, too easy.
˚ ༘♡ “then why does it feel like i’m nothing?” you asked, your voice cracking.
˚ ༘♡ he rubbed the back of his neck, pacing the room like a man trapped. “it’s not that simple. my position, my reputation, it’s all i have, sweetheart. if people knew about us, it would ruin everything i’ve worked for.”
˚ ༘♡ “and what about me?” you shot back, the heat rising in your chest. “do you think this doesn’t ruin me? hiding, pretending, giving everything to you and getting scraps in return?”
˚ ༘♡ his shoulders slumped, and for a second, you saw something raw in his eyes. “i love you,” he said, and you believed him. but love wasn’t enough, not like this.
˚ ༘♡ “then prove it,” you said bitterly, your voice shaking.
˚ ༘♡ he didn’t answer, and the lack of answer spoke louder than any explanation could. he was a man desperate for respect, for the image he’d spent years crafting and perfecting. and you were an unfortunate deficiency in the foundation, a risk he wasn’t brave enough to take.
˚ ༘♡ as you stood there, the existence of your situation all settled on your shoulders. you realized you were giving pieces of yourself away to someone who could never give you the same in return. and for the first time, you weren’t sure if you could keep doing it.
˚ ༘♡ he reached for you, his touch hesitant, but you stepped back. “sang-woo, i can’t continue being your secret,” you whispered, your voice breaking. “i deserve more than that.”
˚ ༘♡ he didn’t stop you when you left, and that, more than anything, told you everything you needed to know.
˚ ༘♡ he spent the next few weeks trying, in every way he knew how, to reach you. his texts came first, short, imploring messages that grew more desperate with each passing day.
˚ ༘♡ you never responded, deleting them as soon as they appeared. then came the emails, written in his typically formal tone but laced with an underlying urgency that bordered on uncharacteristic. he didn’t beg, but the underlying message was clear, he was losing his sanity over you.
˚ ༘♡ at work, sang-woo started appearing in places he never had reason to be, near your desk, by the break room, even in hallways he had no meetings to attend. every time, his eyes would search for yours, pleading silently for something, acknowledgment, forgiveness, anything to mend the chasm that had opened between you. but you refused to meet his gaze, your resolve hardening even as your heart ached.
˚ ༘♡ eventually, he stopped. no more texts, no more emails, no more waiting outside your office. it was as if he’d resigned himself to your silence, as though he understood you had no intention of reopening the door he’d closed with his hesitation.
˚ ༘♡ but not at heart.
˚ ༘♡ you saw it in the way he carried himself now, his body tensed, his stride slower, his face devoid of the quiet confidence he used to exude. in meetings, he seemed distracted, his eyes landing on you only to dart away when he thought someone might notice.
˚ ༘♡ when you passed each other in the corridors, the pain in his expression was unmistakable. he didn’t try to speak to you anymore, but the way he looked at you, like you were something he’d lost and could never reclaim, was worse than any words he could have said. it was agony, for both of you, and you felt it every time.
˚ ༘♡ you told yourself this was for the best, that you couldn’t live your life tied to someone who wouldn’t fully claim you. you told yourself that his claims of love wasn’t enough when it was buried beneath secrecy and shame. but those rationalizations didn’t stop the hollow ache in your chest every time you caught his reflection in the glass of the office windows or saw his hands fidgeting during a presentation.
˚ ༘♡ he wasn’t just grieving the loss of you, he was punishing himself for it. you saw it in the way he avoided the employee lounge now, where you might be, the way he no longer stayed late after work, perhaps because the silence reminded him of what had once been. he was a man unraveling in slow motion, and though it hurt to watch, you knew you couldn’t be the one to put him back together.
˚ ༘♡ you told yourself you couldn’t think of him forever. and yet, in the quiet hours of the night, when you lay awake in your empty apartment, you found yourself wondering if he was awake too, staring at the ceiling, trying to forget you the way you were trying to forget him.
˚ ༘♡ when he suddenly stopped showing up one day, you told yourself it didn’t matter. you’d spent weeks distancing yourself from him, building walls to protect the fragile peace you were trying to restore in your life. his absence should have been a relief. you should’ve been grateful for the quiet. but instead, it gnawed at you.
˚ ༘♡ you reasoned he might have taken a business trip or been sent to a conference. yet, as the days stretched into weeks, the silence surrounding his disappearance became impossible to ignore. whispers began to circulate in the office, snippets of overheard conversations that sounded too wild to believe.
˚ ༘♡ “forgery,” someone murmured near the coffee machine. “embezzlement,” said another, their tone tinged with disbelief. “siphoning client funds, can you imagine? what an idiot.”
˚ ༘♡ you dismissed it at first, refusing to entertain the thought. rumors spread like wildfire in the corporate world, often fueled by jealousy or boredom. but the uneasy feeling in your chest wouldn’t leave.
˚ ༘♡ unable to bear the uncertainty any longer, you sought out the manager of all investing departments, a stern man known for his no-nonsense approach. he seemed surprised when you asked about cho sang-woo but didn’t wait to provide an answer.
˚ ༘♡ “it’s true,” he said bluntly. “he siphoned money from client accounts to fund personal investments, stocks, futures, the works. lost every cent. he’s disappeared now. hasn’t answered calls or emails. if he shows up again, he’ll be fired on the spot and handed over to the authorities unless he reimburses the clients in full. but, between you and me, i doubt he has the means.”
˚ ༘♡ you stood there, numb, the significance of all that occurred with you ignorant to it all pressing down on your chest. sang-woo, austere, professional, and fiercely intelligent, had done this? the man you thought you knew, who always carried himself with precision and dignity, had thrown everything away on a gamble?
˚ ༘♡ you wanted to be angry, furious that he could have made such reckless choices. but instead, all you felt was an overwhelming wave of worry. where was he now? what was he doing? was he even safe?
˚ ༘♡ you couldn’t stop yourself. you called his number, your fingers quivering as you pressed the digits. it rang and rang, only to cut off. no voicemail. you texted him, pleading for an answer, any sign that he was okay. nothing.
˚ ༘♡ the lack of response was unbearable, so you did the only thing you could think of, you went to his neighborhood. it was an impulsive decision, driven by a pitiful dismay you couldn’t suppress.
˚ ༘♡ you arrived late in the evening, the streets quiet under the dim glow of streetlights. his building loomed ahead, its windows dark and uninviting. you buzzed his unit at the entrance, your heart pounding in your chest.
˚ ༘♡ no response.
˚ ༘♡ you buzzed again, and again, your desperation mounting with each unanswered call. finally, an older tenant passing by offered to let you in, probably mistaking your apprehension for something more passive. you murmured your thanks and slipped inside, the air in the stairwell gloomy and stale.
˚ ༘♡ you reached his door and knocked, the sound echoing in the stillness. “sang-woo?” you called out, your voice exhausted. “are you in there?”
˚ ༘♡ nothing.
˚ ༘♡ pressing your ear to the door, you strained to hear any sign of life, a shuffle, a breath, anything. but the apartment was silent, as if no one had been there for days.
˚ ༘♡ a burdened pang pierced at your chest, and you leaned against the doorframe, fighting the rising surge of fear. what had happened to him? where could he have gone?
˚ ༘♡ you tried to tell yourself he’d resurface eventually, that this wasn’t your responsibility, but it was a hollow comfort. the man you’d loved, the man you may still love, was out there somewhere and you couldn’t bring yourself to let go.
˚ ༘♡ you stayed at the door longer than you should have, staring at the splintered wood as though it might suddenly yield. but it didn’t, and you left with a growing sense of unease. it wasn’t until you stepped onto the street, cold air biting your cheeks, that you caught sight of him.
˚ ༘♡ he was farther down the block, walking briskly, his head low, his shoulders hunched against the evening chill. his clothes were rumpled, his actions were quick and uneasy, like he was trying to outrun something. you stood still, watching him for a few minutes before instinct kicked in.
˚ ༘♡ you followed him at a distance, your heart pounding harder with every step. he didn’t notice you as he turned a corner, heading toward a dingy motel that sat on the edge of the neighborhood. the neon sign buzzed faintly, flickering erratically, casting a sickly green glow on the pavement.
˚ ༘♡ he disappeared inside, and you hesitated for a moment before pushing through the door. the motel’s lobby smelled of stale cigarettes and mildew, its yellowed walls decorated with faded prints of generic landscapes. you saw him again, down the narrow hallway, his motions slower now as he unlocked a door and slipped inside.
˚ ༘♡ you followed, your pulse a chaotic drumbeat in your ears. when you reached the door, you knocked, first lightly, then harder. no response.
˚ ༘♡ “sang-woo,” you called, your voice low but steady. “it’s me. open the door.”
˚ ༘♡ nothing.
˚ ༘♡ your hand hovered over the handle, and when you pressed down, it gave way. the door creaked open, revealing the dim, suffocating space beyond.
˚ ༘♡ the room was barely lit, a single bulb flashing weakly overhead. clothes were draped haphazardly over the back of a chair, and an empty bottle sat tipped over on the nightstand. the air was thick, the scent of alcohol and something that reeked of chemicals clinging to every surface.
˚ ༘♡ then you saw him.
˚ ༘♡ he was in the bathroom, the door half-open, slumped in the narrow, grimy tub. the water was filled to the brim, cloudy and tinged with a faint, sickly hue. an empty soju bottle dangled from his hand, his head tilted back against the tiles. his shirt was half unbuttoned, clinging damply to his skin, his face pale and weary.
˚ ༘♡ you couldn’t move. your breath caught in your throat as you took in what was haopening, the torment of the painful scene before you hitting you all at once.
˚ ༘♡ “sang-woo,” you said, stepping into the bathroom, your voice horrified. “what the hell are you doing?”
˚ ༘♡ his head turned slightly, his gaze unfocused but intense enough to bore into you. his lips twisted into something that might have been a smile, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “what does it look like?” he muttered, his voice slurred and thick.
˚ ༘♡ you crouched beside the tub, grabbing the glass bottle from his hand and setting it aside. “you’re out of your mind,” you said, your tone hard but trembling beneath the surface. “is this your plan? to drown yourself in this… this mess?”
˚ ༘♡ he chuckled, the sound brittle and malicious. “it’s not a plan,” he said. “it’s… it’s only easier. don’t you understand? everything’s gone. the money, the clients, the respect. i lost it all. so what’s the point?”
˚ ༘♡ you wanted to shake him, to drag him out of the water and back into the real world. instead, you stayed where you were, staring at the man who seemed so far removed from the one you thought you knew.
˚ ༘♡ “you think this fixes anything?” you murmured. “you think disappearing into this terrible motel will make it all go away?”
˚ ༘♡ he didn’t respond, just let his eyes drift to the chipped ceiling.
˚ ༘♡ you stood, your hands quivering as you turned off the faucet and grabbed a towel, tossing it at him. “get out of the tub,” you said, your tone leaving no room for argument. “dry off. sober up. and then figure out what the hell you’re going to do. because this?” you gestured around the room, your frustration emerging. “this isn’t an answer. it’s pathetic.”
˚ ༘♡ he flinched at the word, but he slowly began to sit up, the water sloshing over the edge of the tub. droplets clung to his skin, and his movements were sluggish, like he was dragging himself through quicksand. you didn’t offer to help, stepping back instead, arms crossed as the sound of water dripping onto the marble tiled floor.
˚ ༘♡ “oh my gosh, get yourself together,” you muttered, yet you sounded as if you were on the verge of tears.
˚ ༘♡ he didn’t respond, just sat there for a moment, his shoulders slumped, his hair plastered to his forehead. eventually, he grabbed the towel, wrapping it loosely around himself as he climbed out of the tub.
˚ ༘♡ the atmosphere was suffocating, dense with unspoken words and unacknowledged fear. he walked past you without meeting your eyes, water pooling on the floor with every step.
˚ ༘♡ then came the knock.
˚ ༘♡ it wasn’t loud or insistent, only a single, deliberate tap against the door. your eyes snapping toward the sound. for an agonizing instance, neither of you dared to act, the atmosphere shifting into something more solemn, something grave.
˚ ༘♡ “who is that?” you asked, your voice unstable.
˚ ༘♡ he didn’t answer, but his brow lowered, his unease evident. he took an unstable step toward the door, but before he could reach it, a card slid through the slit beneath.
˚ ༘♡ the stark white rectangle lay on the worn carpet, the edges crisp, as though it had been placed with care. you moved first, bending to pick it up, your fingers skimming the surface.
˚ ༘♡ when you flipped it over, you saw on one side there was a simplistic, unsettling design, a circle, a triangle, and a square, printed in bold black ink. the shapes were clean, symmetrical, and yet somehow they carried a dreadful presence.
˚ ༘♡ you turned the card over, the other side detailed a date, stating the twenty-third of june, and a location, which only stated it being as the same one was before, leaving you bewildered beyond comprehension.
˚ ༘♡ “what is it?” he asked, his voice rough, ridden with something between interest and dread.
˚ ༘♡ you held the thin piece of paper out to him, letting him take it from your hands. his expression darkened as he studied it, his fingers constricting around the card.
˚ ༘♡ neither of you spoke. the silence was unbearable, the air electric with implicit perplexity and the creeping realization that whatever this card was, it wasn’t random.
a/n: a little longer than my other works, please let me know your thoughts and if you would like me to turn this into a series. part three of the professor cho-sang woo series is also coming soon!! 🤍
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No Margin for Error: Chapter One
Paige Bueckers x Azzi Fudd
(Formula 1 AU)
CW: Language
WC: 3000 ish
Notes: Chapter one… Paige’s POV this time. Lmk what yall think
February 2025 - London, England
Paige adjusted the hem of her T-shirt again, for maybe the sixth time since she walked into the studio. It wasn’t even that it didn’t fit—it did, perfectly. It was just basic. Basic red. Just like her jeans. Just like her smile when the cameras started rolling and the guy with the clipboard asked her to take a seat on the little couch next to the champion of the world.
Azzi was already there, already comfortable. Elbow propped casually on the armrest, ankles crossed. She looked like she’d done this a hundred times because, well, she had. And not just media, either. Everything. Azzi Fudd had done everything.
The braids were new. Sleek, clean, symmetrical—probably done the week after the final race, maybe even the day after the championship party in The United Arab Emirates. Paige had watched the press conference replay from her hotel room that night, not because she cared (she told herself) but because it was on. Azzi had said something smooth and cool about “finishing strong” and “staying focused” and “rebuilding for next year.” It was the kind of thing people liked to hear. Paige barely heard it at all.
The producer called for quiet. Cameras rolled.
“Welcome back to a new Formula One season!” The host’s voice was all teeth and excitement, angled at the cameras and then at them. “Today we’re joined by Ferrari’s 2025 driver pairing—defending world champion Azzi Fudd, and the hottest new signing of the off-season, Paige Bueckers!”
They both smiled on cue. Paige’s smile was the kind that fit her face but didn’t go deep. Azzi’s didn’t move past her lips.
The host leaned forward, clasping her hands. “Let’s talk dynamics. Azzi, you’re heading into your fifth season, your fourth with Ferrari, and already a two-time world champ. What does it mean to welcome a young star like Paige into the garage?”
Azzi tilted her head slightly. She always tilted her head when she was being diplomatic. “It’s exciting,” she said smoothly. “Paige had an incredible rookie year. To do what she did in that car? You don’t see that often. She’s fast. Ferrari saw that. Now it’s about translating that into something bigger.”
“Which would be…?”
Azzi glanced sideways. “Winning. Obviously.”
Paige crossed her arms. Not defensive, not obviously. Just—settling in. There was something about Azzi’s voice. Not sharp. Not sweet. Just flatline calm. It made you feel like you were always reacting too much.
The host turned to her. “Paige, you were at Sauber last season. Huge contrast. What does it mean to now be wearing red? To be driving for Ferrari?”
“Means I can finally compete,” Paige said. Her voice stayed level. She was good at interviews. Always had been. “I learned a lot last year, but now I’m here to do more than survive on race day.”
“Teammates, but also rivals—”
“That’s how it is in this sport,” Azzi said, before the host could even finish. “Your teammate’s the only other person with your car. They’re your best benchmark. Your biggest challenge.”
Paige smiled again. “We’ll push each other.”
Azzi nodded once. “That’s the goal.”
There was a stretch of silence after that, one the host filled with a nervous laugh before switching gears. She asked about the new car’s handling, about winter training, about off-season habits. Paige answered cleanly. Azzi answered precisely. The two of them mirrored each other without meaning to—arms folded, then unfolded, hands on knees, then apart. At one point, Paige caught herself watching the way Azzi’s fingers tapped against her thigh. Left-right-left. Steady. Controlled.
She looked away before it could register as staring.
“You two hadn’t really crossed paths since your junior days until now,” the host said. “So I’m curious—first impressions?”
Azzi raised a brow, but let Paige go first.
“Talented,” Paige said. “Obviously. I mean, look at her resume.”
Azzi didn’t even blink.
“Looks like I’ve got some catching up to do.”
That earned her a tight smile from Azzi. “I’ve watched her race,” Azzi said. “She’s not here to just fill a seat. She’s aggressive. I like that.”
There was something in the way she said it that made Paige feel like she wasn’t sure if it was a compliment. Probably wasn’t. Or maybe it was. Hard to tell with Azzi.
The interview wrapped a few minutes later. A couple promo shots, a half-hug that didn’t make it past the shoulders, and then they were done. Off-camera, Paige found her voice again.
“Nice sweater,” she said, half to be civil.
Azzi looked down at it. Black. Cropped. The Ferrari logo sitting just above her ribs.
“Thanks,” she said. “Team issue. You’ll get yours.”
Paige nodded. She already had it. She just hadn’t worn it.
“Braids look good,” Paige added, before she could talk herself out of it. It wasn’t quite a compliment. Just… a fact.
Azzi smiled, smaller this time. Realer. “Thanks. You thinking of getting some?”
Paige snorted. “Not quite my lane.”
Azzi shrugged. “Shame.”
And then she was gone, slipping out of the studio with that champion walk—quiet, collected, barely touching the ground. Paige stayed where she was for a moment longer, fiddling with the hem of her T-shirt again, trying not to notice the way her skin felt too warm.
She was here. In red. With the world champion.
And she wasn’t here to be her friend.
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February 2025 - Bahrain International Circuit
Pre-season testing came fast and the desert didn’t care that it was February. Bahrain pressed heat into the bones of everything: the tires, the steering wheel, the back of Paige’s neck. Her visor felt like a sealed oven door as she climbed out of the cockpit after her first full morning session.
Her race suit clung to her skin in a way that felt both grounding and too much. She tugged her fireproof top down and wiped at her jawline with a damp towel, fingers twitching once against the fabric before stilling. Her engineer—Luca—was talking in her ear, real-time debrief as they walked back toward the garage.
“You’re adjusting well,” he said in his usual even tone. Calm. Not too complimentary. “Sector one is consistent. Sector three, you’re still a bit heavy into some of the final corners. But we’ll get there.”
She nodded once. She liked Luca. He didn’t talk to her like she was a new driver or a little girl. He just talked. Facts, data, line charts, options. She could work with that.
She also wasn’t stupid. The times were up on the board. Azzi had gone out for an afternoon session and was already putting perfect sectors all over the screen, clean and ruthless. Fast lap after fast lap, making it look like a simulation. Paige stood just inside the garage, suited down to her undershirt, arms crossed, watching the monitors.
1st. Fudd. 1:30.232.
Again.
Somewhere behind her, a junior mechanic said, “She’s unreal,” and Paige didn’t turn around.
Her own best time—7th at the moment—sat in small, stable font a little farther down the screen. She’d had one good lap in the earlier run, out of nowhere, when everything clicked and the car felt like it had folded into her hands. She’d gone 3rd, briefly, before getting bumped back down by the Red Bulls and Mercedes clawing through the late afternoon. It didn’t matter much—testing was testing. Times were pointless. But still.
She was here now. And she wasn’t used to not being the best.
“She’s in year five,” Luca said, appearing beside her again with a bottle of water she hadn’t asked for but took anyway. “You’re in year two. Different programs.”
“I’m not comparing.”
Luca looked at her sidelong. “Good.”
She was lying, of course. But only to herself.
It wasn’t jealousy. She knew that. She didn’t want to be Azzi Fudd. That would be ridiculous. She didn’t even like her.
Something in her gut twisted at the thought, the lie of it so sharp she almost flinched. Azzi had barely spoken to her since the media day—just polite nods, clipped greetings, the occasional glance in the paddock. They weren’t teammates so much as two cars painted the same color. And even that felt like a stretch.
Paige hated the way Azzi looked in the car. Not because it was bad. Because it was so fucking good. Like she’d been born for it. The way she threw the Ferrari into corners, aggressive but not reckless. The way she accelerated through corners looked like it had been dialed by hand. Paige had watched one of her onboard laps during lunch break and found herself tightening her grip around her fork.
She didn’t hate Azzi. She didn’t even know Azzi. But her presence was a pressure on Paige’s chest that didn’t let up, even when she was off track.
“I want to run again in the last hour,” Paige said.
Luca nodded. “Soft tires?”
“Yeah.”
Azzi came in just before the final session. Her helmet was off by the time Paige crossed the garage, and for a half-second their eyes met. Paige gave a quick nod. Azzi didn’t smile, but she acknowledged it. Kind of.
“You’re going again?” she asked, voice casual as she towel-dried the back of her neck. Her braids were pulled back, sleek and tight, no sweat ever daring to show up on her.
“Last run,” Paige said. “Soft compound.”
Azzi’s mouth turned a little. Not quite a smirk. “Track’s quick right now.”
“I know.”
“Good luck.”
It didn’t sound sarcastic. That made it worse.
The track felt different this time. Cooler air, less crowded. The Ferrari was so quick down the straight she could barely believe it. It was like having a weapon she hadn’t earned yet.
She hit sector one almost perfect. Sector two matched her best. Sector three—she didn’t overcook turn fourteen, didn’t hesitate into the final corner.
Luca’s voice in her ear as she crossed the line: “Good. That’s a good one.”
Her name lit up on the leaderboard again. 2nd.
She exhaled, hard.
Not first. But close. And for one lap, one brief, blinding lap, she felt it: she could belong here.
By the time she returned to the garage, Azzi was gone. Probably doing data. Probably not thinking about Paige at all.
She stripped her gloves off finger by finger and pressed her palms flat against her thighs. The heat of the run was still in her chest. She didn’t smile, didn’t celebrate. She just sat down, quietly, like she didn’t feel like the floor had stopped spinning.
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March 2025 - Albert Park Circuit (Melbourne, Australia)
Media day on Thursday before the first race in Australia was supposed to be chaotic.
Paige didn’t know what she expected when she stepped out onto the media stage in Melbourne—just that it wasn’t this.
It wasn’t a sea of little girls on their dads’ shoulders, or ten-year-olds clutching Ferrari flags. It wasn’t teen girls in red bucket hats screaming both their names like they meant it. It wasn’t glittery homemade signs that said WE LOVE YOU AZZI AND PAIGE in shaky handwriting, or girls wearing Paige’s old Sauber merch that had clearly been cut to fit them.
It wasn’t this. But it was good.
Better than good. Disarming.
Azzi came out a few minutes later, sunglasses perched low, a quiet kind of ease to her walk that Paige could never seem to fake. Her braids were tucked under her hat this time. She wore the full Ferrari kit like it had been designed just for her. The crowd lit up at the sight of her, and Paige caught herself watching—not for long, just long enough to remind herself to look away.
She hated that Azzi made it look effortless. She hated that Azzi probably wasn’t even trying.
They stood side by side, microphones clipped to their shirts, backdrops branded with every sponsor under the sun. Paige had gotten good at these things: say enough to be interesting, but not enough to go viral for the wrong reason. Smile. Deflect. Keep your words cleaner than your lap times.
Azzi was good at it too, of course. Of course.
“She’s a phenomenal driver,” Azzi said when asked about working with Paige. “I’m excited to see what she can do in the same car.”
Paige smiled, and it looked real. It almost was.
“Azzi’s set the standard,” Paige replied. “I’m here to compete. And push her. That’s what teammates do.”
Rivals, she didn’t say.
They stayed late after the interview. It wasn’t part of the schedule, but neither of them left.
The crowd had thinned a little, but the younger girls stayed. They held out notebooks and hats and scraps of paper, and Paige signed until her wrist started to cramp. She watched Azzi from the corner of her eye—her soft, practiced nods, the way she asked each kid their name before signing.
It should’ve annoyed her. Maybe it did. But it also made her stay a little longer.
—
When the cameras were off and the sun was down, the truce fell apart.
“You didn’t have to act like I’m a rookie up there,” Paige said, unzipping her racing suit halfway, letting the night air hit her collarbone.
Azzi turned. She was in a team hoodie now, sleeves pushed to her elbows. “I didn’t.”
“You said I was here to learn.”
“You are.”
Paige laughed once, bitter at the edges. “I’ve raced since I was six.”
“I know.” Azzi crossed her arms, cool and calm, like she wasn’t aware of how sharp she was when she was still. “So have I. The difference is I didn’t stall in Formula Three.”
There it was.
Paige’s mouth tightened. “Right. Because some of us didn’t get fast-tracked through the junior series.”
Azzi’s eyes flickered, something dark and knowing behind them. “Maybe some of us didn’t need to be.”
—
They both finished the race.
That was the first thought Paige had as she climbed out of the car and slid her gloves off with her teeth. Her head was hot inside the helmet, her neck damp with sweat. Her hands ached from the force of braking over and over again in the corners of Albert Park — not just physically but mentally, with the kind of edge you only got from racing wheel to wheel for an hour and a half in brutal heat.
Azzi had finished second. Paige had come home fifth.
It wasn’t a bad result. In fact, it was a solid one. Points on debut for Ferrari, overtakes made with precision, and no major errors on the pit wall or in the garage. All of it respectable. More than respectable, really.
But Paige wasn’t the one on the podium.
She leaned back against the wall behind the paddock cool-down room, already halfway out of her race suit. She had the top half tied around her waist, and her fireproof undershirt clung to her back and arms like a second skin. She could still feel the heat radiating off the asphalt. Her hair was plastered to her forehead. Her whole body buzzed like an overcharged battery.
Somewhere nearby, the crowd roared — not for her.
They called out Azzi’s name.
Paige looked over in time to catch it — the exact moment Azzi peeled off her helmet. The hair underneath was pinned and frizzed from the heat, but her braids still hung tight around her face. Her eyes were bright, unfocused, the way they always were right after a race, when the adrenaline hadn’t burned off yet. She wiped sweat from her brow with the back of her gloved hand and then with a towel someone from the team tossed her. Her skin gleamed under the sun.
Paige looked away.
It wasn’t jealousy. She was sure of that. She wasn’t sure of a lot of things when it came to Azzi, but she was sure of that.
She just didn’t like her.
That was allowed.
That was normal.
“I need a damn shower,” Paige muttered to no one, adjusting the sleeves knotted around her hips. The back of her undershirt was soaked through, sticking in all the wrong places. Her mouth tasted like heat and rubber and whatever electrolyte drink she’d choked down at the start of the race. She felt gritty, like the entire track had come home with her under her skin.
Someone handed her a bottle of water and she took it without looking, drank half in a single go, then dumped the rest down the back of her neck. It wasn’t enough. Nothing would be until she was out of this fire suit and under cold water with the door locked.
Still, as she stood there in the aftermath, she couldn’t help glancing over again.
Azzi was in her Ferrari suit still — red and black with gold sponsor patches — zipped halfway down like everyone else. She wasn’t smiling, not quite, but there was something like quiet satisfaction in the way she leaned into the team, nodding at something her engineer said, towel still slung around her neck. She looked… comfortable. Like she belonged up there. On the podium. In the middle of this chaos.
Paige rubbed a hand over her face. She didn’t want to be thinking about Azzi right now. She didn’t want to be thinking about anything except peeling this suit off and collapsing under a hotel shower head until her skin stopped buzzing.
The interviews would come soon. The press. The debrief. She still had to say the right things — “Good points for the team,” “Car felt strong in the second half,” “Great to see both Ferraris in the top five.” She’d say it all like a pro. She always did.
But for now, she let herself feel the full weight of the race. Her legs ached. Her core hurt. Her head throbbed, just a little. She had ten points in the bag, the car was fast, and her debut hadn’t been a disaster.
And Azzi?
She had eighteen points and a trophy waiting.
Paige stood there, watching the crew bustle around the podium truck, and realized something else — something subtle and sharp in the back of her throat.
Azzi always made it look so easy.
And that, more than anything, was what got under her skin.
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Media Menace
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* just Some of the fans favourite moments of Y/N being the media menace she is ✨.
It was as a normal interview with Seb standing in the media pin , being asked about the drivers and the line up so far , he listened carefully before he answered " well , I think we have a solid lineup so far, each have their own unique driving style and that makes it more interesting to see and to compete with on track , they surly matured from where they started and........" What the fans didn't expect was when the camera zoomed in on the back of the pin , where some of the drivers were seen carrying a wiggling Charles trying to escape their hold as they marched on , being led by Y/N , who was chanting " to the pit ! , to the pit! " hand raised with a water bottle in it , her media officer could be seen standing at the back facepalming as she watched her driver walking away unfazed by the cameras following them .
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*Crack-heads leader 🪄.
They paused as they came across Fernando , who was being interviewed close by and asked her something while pointing at Charles, she answered back and he nods at her , raising his own water bottle in a cheer , letting them go on their way with Charles seemingly pleading to be let down but no one dared to help him as the rest of the grid and media officers watched in amusement as they disappeared out of frame , the camera zoomed out and turned back to Seb as he finished his answer , blissfully unaware of the chaos behind him .
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* The road to Silverstone fistfight! , choose your fighter ! MV#33 Vs LH#44 🥊💪🏻.
She sat between Max and Lewis, bored out of her mind and fed up with their pity low-key shit talk by both drivers along with her team's principal and the media exaggerating the rivalry between them three , ignoring the reporters trying to bait her with their twisted questions as yet again she got stuck in the crossfire.
One reporter asked "what's your input on the ongoing feud ? " she let out a sigh at the repeated question for the millionth time this weekend alone , answering with a shrug " I don't know mate , I just work here " . Another one asked " what do you think of this ongoing rivalry, and do you think it'll last and how today's results will effect tomorrow's race ? " She answered nonchalantly " I sure hope it wouldn't affect tomorrow's race for I'm starting between them " giving them both a pointed look as if warning them , both looked away trying to maintain a stoic face listening as she went on answering , ignoring her officer who kept waving their hands at her from the back to cut it out " and as for if it'll last I honestly think today's quali could've been a fist fight, you know , end it there and move on with their day but no one is ballsy enough to arrange it , so here we are " leaving the reporters with a hanging jaws and taken back looks along with the driver's media officers as she leaned back into her chair waiting patiently for the next question .
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* "Bitch! , I'm out!" .
Being seated in another post-race conference with Seb and Lewis after scoring P2 after a breathtaking battle against Seb, both Seb and her were beyond exhausted from pushing eachother to the limit but they enjoyed how they kept eachother at the tip of their toes , same as the fans who were at the edge of their seats anticipating who'd cross the finish line first between these two , and the final lap was proof of it , but she made sure to secure herself the position by one tenth of a second ahead of Sebastian who made sure to congratulate her first , everyone was pleased with the race results, well, everyone but the reporters who kept slipping backhanded remarks starting from the post-race interview up untill the actual press conference where they kept asking whether she considered another career or if she ever consider an early retirement , she got bored as another one asked why she still held on to the F1 career instead on Turning to other fields os sports , she gave him a fed up look " I just wake up everyday and decide that I want to make my life harder , why choose something else easier while I can make myself miserable here with you lot asking me the same question in hopes I'd give a different answers?" That got them to shut down for a while before another one asked the same , again.
Before either Seb or Lewis could shut them for their way or choice of questions she took the mic with no hesitation addressing the reporter who asked her for the third time when she'll take the retirement decision " look , and listen carefully cause I'm going to say it once , and I won't be repeating myself . when I Y/N L/N finally decide to retire from F1 my statement would be " Bitch, I'm out " nothing more , and definitely nothing less , so untill I myself say I am retiring I won't entertain this question anymore, and I advise you along with everyone else to do the exact same thing . next question please ! " Leaning back with a leg crossed over her knee as she waited for the next question . And It'd be save to say no one dared to poke at her with such assumptions after that answer , and earning herself the Bear nickname.
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* Toto's karma .
She rolled her head back distractedly looking up at the sky as she had to sit again through one of the team's interviews with her and Lewis both stuck with Toto as he went on and on about the teams competing against Red Bull and their chances this season and his opinion on drivers etc ...., she looked at the side , waving at some of the fans who walked by and shouted for her attention, sending them hearts and making faces before she was brought back by the host asking them three " speaking of the Red Bulls and the on going rivalry , who can you say is your favourite driver " Toto answered before any of his driver's could do, in a dismissing tone " in Red Bull? , I can't say there's anyone one I can name " . she however smirked as she shared a side look with her teammate before she answered ignoring Toto's pointed look giving him a wide tight lipped syndical smile " Oh! , but I know one I could name , you might be very familiar with him after all " the host eagerly look at her waiting for her answer " my favourite Red Bull bull driver is Toto Christian Wolff " Lewis tried to hold back his laugh as she kept smiling smugly at the said man , who looked away at the mention of his name with his eyes clenched in a grimace , wondering what have he ever done in his past life to get her as a karma/driver . The host stuttered before changing the topic , asking the drivers about their upcoming summer breaks and holidays .
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* lando's downfall (literally) .
She stood in the media pit doing an interview with one of her favourite reporters , answering swiftly as the reporter gave her questions she actually enjoyed for once , not the diet and ignorant questions as if she barely knew anything about the sport , let alone drive . Her interview was going well , too well if she could say , because not long after she was halfway through answering her question , a gremlin decided to poke her for the fun of it. Having finished his interview already he turned to her to fill the time before his next interview , and boy would he regret it .
She kept swating his hands away and smacking him in attempt to finish her interview in peace , but no , he didn't pay her any mind untill he was called away . She glared at his smug face as he successfully annoyed her for the day , then she looked at the reporter with a wide sweet smile as she said " he'll regret it , trust me " nodding along as the reporter laughed nervously at her not knowing how to react , but that turned into shock as the driver excused herself for a moment.
she went around the pit sneaking up behind the McLaren driver, giving a thumps up to the reporter who looked at the camera with wide eyes before back at her , only to witness as she swept her foot in a kick aimed at the back of lando's knees, causing him to gasp as his feet gave up on him and he fell face first on the ground mid interview . She dusted her hands in accomplishment as she made her way back to the interview , asking as she smiled innocently " so , where were we?"
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SHY!MEDIA-LIAISON!READER
meet the reader! ── .✦ °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・
find out what she's listening to ↳ [✧ click to listen ✧]
if you ever wanna see her try to be normal online: ↳ [⋆ click to stalk ⋆] you didn't get this from her.
if you've ever wondered how she always looks like a 2008 indie film extra: ↳ [✿ style breakdown (ish) ✿]
personality
she's the team's new media liaison, which means she's great at writing press releases, answering questions, and managing the public narrative. what she's not good at is everything else socially.
she's soft-spoke, chronically flustered, and deeply committed to making sure no one ever finds out how often she thinks about spencer reid hands. she overthinks everything, replays conversations, and says "um" way too much for someone with a functioning vocabulary. she's polite to a fault, avoids eye contact, and when she does manage to say something bold, she freaks out in the aftermath. it's not that she doesn't have thoughts, she has so many thoughts, she just isn't great at saying them out loud without dying a little.
every crush she's ever had has been a prolonged slow burn built entirely on glances and daydreams. she gets overwhelmed easily, especially by gentle attention, and tries to cope with it by pretending she's totally fine.
but once you actually get to know her ... oh. ohhh. she's all dry wit, sneaky comebacks, and intelligent observations. she has this uncanny ability to read people, to pick up on details other miss, and she can ruin your entire worldview with one delivered comment if she wanted to.
hobbies
collecting vinyl records
annotating books in pencil with neat handwriting and sad little notes like ugh and this made my heart hurt. occasionally circles a line just to come back to it later and cry
making spotify playlists with super specific titles like staring at a ceiling fan in july
watching old interviews and concert footage from artists from the 60s-80s
taking long, aimless walks with no destination
pressing flowers in thick old dictionaries that she rescued from library donation piles. has definitely done this on the job once (sorry, emily)
likes
the sound of a record cracking before the music starts
book dedications that say you know who you are (she absolutely does not know who they are, but still cries about it)
drunk cigarettes
when spencer wears his watch on the inside of his wrist
old store signage with peeled paint and missing letters
highlights in soft ink colors (especially dusty pink and slate blue)
rainy mornings and staying in bed an extra 10 minutes just because
hearing a song she loved in high school
people who ask "did you get home safe?"
old postcards and paper maps.
dislikes
being interrupted
when someone talks over her favorite part of a song
when someone compliments her and she forgets how to respond so she just says you too like an idiot
small talk that feels performative
voicemail
jeans that don't sit right
open office layouts
when someone brings up astrology and says oh you're definitely a [sign] and it's... not hers
when someone knocks on her door and she wasn't expecting anyone
when spencer reads aloud of her shoulder and she forgets how words work
relationships with the team
rossi
affectionately intimidating older man. confusing father figure vibes. he calls her kid and she panics every time like she's being graded. he respects her but teases her mercilessly, always asking if her press statements were "written in sonnets" or if she's "gonna cry over a press releases again."
and she wants to impress him so badly and is lowkey convinced he thinks she's some fragile little mouse. except he does notice when something's off and has a scary-accurate read on her despite never making a big deal out of it.
emily
hyper-competent mentor she's half in love with, half afraid of. emily terrifies her in the beginning, mostly because she's so effortlessly cool and sarcastic and seems like the kind of person who can smell fear. over time, though, emily becomes one of her softest supporters. they bond over books and their shared ability to dissociate at social events.
jj
jj is so good to her it's suspicious. it's too kind. jj is the only one she feels okay being openly anxious around, because jj has that calm, nuturing, steady energy that doesn't really demand anything in return. shy!reader definitely cried in front of her once and jj just held her hands and didn't ask questions.
garcia
chaotic good fairy godmother. constant overstimulation. garcia is overwhelming in the best way. she immediately adopts shy!reader like a puppy she found in the rain. constantly texting her things like "this is your color palette" and "what song would play if you and spencer kissed under starlight?" shy!reader is horrible at texting back, but garcia doesn't care. she sends memes and playlists anyway.
luke
reluctant siblings. emotionally blunt but weirdly gentle. their relationship starts awkwardly. like ... very awkwardly. shy!reader finds him too handsome and too quiet and he finds her kind of emotionally unreadable. he once said "you good?" and she said "what? no. yes. i'm fine. did i do something?" and he just blinked.
but over time they develop a weirdly function dynamic, he doesn't talk a lot, she doesn't need him to. he probably leaves snacks on her desk and calls her silent but deadly.
tara
academic respect with real emotional undertow. i think they bond over psychology and trauma research first. tara sees her, really sees her, understands how someone can be so emotionally intelligent and still struggle to speak up in a room. shy!reader looks up to her so much it almost hurts. their conversations are deep, infrequent, and always hit too hard.
matt
respectful distance + weird shared humor. matt is a little too normal. he has kids. he reads the room well. at first, they don't talk much. he doesn't push her, and she appreciates that more than she can say. eventually, they bond over something stupid (maybe some press conference or someone mispronouncing her name) and now they share this deeply specific deadpan humor that no one really gets. he's protective of her in that dad friend way. never patronizing thought.
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