#completely terrible. AND liking the things i like and making it bad is like 😟 how can you like this piece of media if you like it shittily

[dirt-str1der]

Thinking nonstop and reflecting on my past and the people i have talked with whom i now hate. Badly

[alicent-hightowers-spouse]

Omg so I know season four was released a while ago but I recently found my reaction notes to the first six episodes. And they’re really funny so I want to share them with you guys lmao.

My notes on Stranger Things

Before I begin:

-Byler no matter what

-Ronance no matter what

-please don’t let any main characters die 😭

-but if someone has to go make it Hopper please

-or at least just please don’t kill Robin or Max or Dustin or Will

-I want an open confession that either Will is gay or that he has a crush on Mike or both

-although I think it would be best if Mike was the one who confessed feelings first

-I already know I’m not prepared for this at all

-Future Cass, how r u feeling?

Edit: I was correct I was not prepared for that at all 😀

Episode One:

-THERES A WARNING IN THE DESCRIPTION?!

-Why is the lab so gay? 💀

-AYYY IS BRENNER VECNA?

-Don’t know who this boy is that BRENNER is manipulating but he has OCD 💀✋🏼

-Love him for that 🤪

-LMAO HE BE TELLING BRENNER THAT HIS DRAWING SUCKS

-I LOVE TEN PLS DONT KILL HIM

-😀

WHAT

-WHAT

-EL?! YOUVE GOT SOME EXPLAINING TO DO BESTIE

-OMG WAIT IS BRENNER NOT A COMPLETELY TERRIBLE PERSON JGJRJRJ

-Ayo just noticed that Mileven and Jancy are together in the intro so they can’t actually be a couple because none of the other names are 😁🥰

-DAMN EL IS WHIPPED

-AYO JOHNATHAN SMOKING POT?!

-SUZIEEEE LOML YSSSSSSSSSSSE

-DUSTIN STOP PEER PRESSURING UR GF 😭

-BOOBIES HAHA

-I too love BOOBIES 💅❤️

-MAX MAX MAX MAX I LOVE U YESSSS

-Robin’s a trumpet player WHAT?!

-THE DUFFERS DONT KNOW SHIT ABOUT BAND 🙄

-ROBIN IS A QUEEN AND TRUMPET PLAYERS ARE REDDIT USERS

-Do research next time besties

-AHYY I automatically approve Vickie because she plays clarinet.

-she can do no wrong 💅

-LUCAS?

-I mean get it bestie

-slay

-don’t know who this dude is but can he just shut up for a second he’s so annoying 💀

-WHAT?! DOLL?!

-Why the heck is this girl annoying Will?

-Omg why are these kids making fun of a dead person

-But LIEK Will SLAYYYY

-OMG Max 😭

-Does Chrissy have an ED 😟

-OMG someone save Chrissy

-AYO VECNA LEAVE CHRISSY ALONE

-EDDIE SUS

-NOT TAMMY LMAO

-ERICA YESSS

-WHAT WHAT WHAT JFJRIWJDJJFJDJJD OMG I- CRAZY ENDING

But like also I loved Chrissy why did she have to die 😭

Episode Two:

-I’m not buying it 🙄✋🏼

-Hopper SHOUKD not be alive but whatever

-PLEASE MIKE STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE AND GIVE WILL A HUG 😭

-Joyce is such a girl boss

-But Murray is so smart

-THE GUN TO PUNCH TRANSITION WAS SO CLEAN

-Poor Will 😭

-POOR ELEVEN OMG 😟

-AYO NANCYS HAIRCLIP ITS THE SAME AS THE GIRL THAT DANVED WITH WILL AND ITS FRUITY

-AYO BYLER IS DEF HAPPENONG THERES NO WAY ITS NOT AFTER THAT LMOA

-DAMN EL, but like Angela low key deserved that anyways lmao

-Damn VECNA be killing someone every episode

-AYO DINNER WITH MURRAY DINNER WITH MURRAY I HOPE HE SAYS SOMETHING ABOUT BYLER

-Please they literally just confirmed that Mike isn’t actually in love with El 💀

Episode Three:

-BAHHAHA WHY IS ELEVEN GETTING ARRESTED SO FUNNY TO ME PLEASE

-“experiment sexually”

-IF THIS ISNT A CONFIRMATION I-

-AYO ROBIN AND NANCY ROBIN AND NANCY OMG ITS HAPPENING AHHH

-This is some Saw shit right here 💀

-Lucas is an asshole I can’t believe that he’s ratting on Eddie 😒 and I loved him so much before this too 😞

-I TAKE IT BACK SLAY LUCAS SLAYYY

-NOOO MAXXX

Episode Four:

-BAHAHAH THE FROM

-NO BUT LIKE NAMCY AND ROBIN DO BE SLAYING

-ALSO SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE MAX SHE CANT DIE 😭

-NO BECAUSE I WANT TO SEE LUCAS’ REACTION SO BAD WHEN MAX TELLS HIM SHES DYING

-PLEASE I LOVE MAX

-YESSS ROBIN SLAYYY OMG SHE MIGHT BE MY FAVORITE CHARACTER THJRHT

-Ayo this season is violent and gory

-I hate Hopper but that was a very cool escape

-I swear that was so fruity OMG Byler is happening HDHRJ

-PLEASE NOT HOPPER NARUTO RUNNING

-AYO YURI IM ABOUT TO THROW HANDS HOW DARE HE KINDAP JOYCE AND MURRAY THE GIRLBOSS DUO 😡. when they wake up they’re gonna girlboss him so hard thta VECNA is gonna kill him by throwing the homophobic dog at him

-PLEASE WHY WAS THE BABY ON FIRE SO FUNNY TO ME

-MAX IS GETTING ME IN MY FEELS HELP

-STOP THE WHOLE TIME NDING SCENE I JUST- WOW FHJFJF

Episode Five:

-HELP THE WAY HE FLIPPED THE BED THRJRJR

-Death Note vibes 🤪💀

-No but also why does El dress like a Disney charactor 💀 so many layers

-HUHHHH MY JAW JUST DRIPPED

-nahhh THERES no way this crusty old guy is still kicking

-he probably died just from being knocked to the floor

-nah but I’m shitting bricks here what the duck is going on

-OMG OWENS I TRUSTED U WHYYYYY 😭

-Ok so this is a horrible situation for El BUT THE FACT THAT SHE LITERALLY DREW A PRIDE FLAG IS SNEDING ME 😭✋🏼

-This is making me feel like I’m on drugs for fr

-But this whole seaosn is giving me Hereditary vibes

-OMG WAIT A SECOND NO BECAUSE IM FREAKING OUT BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS GOING EXACTLY HOW I PREDICTED AND ITS SO REAL THEIR ACTUALKT GONNA MAKE BYLER CANON OMG IFHJRJEJEJ

-ALSO I LOVE ARGYLE OMG YRS

-YO HOPPER THATS KINDA FRUITY BESTIE

-NOT THIS EPISODE MAKINB ME FEEL BAD FOR HOPPER

-also now I ship him with Enzo. Oops.

-no but seriously poor Chrissy 😭

-but also not her Mom being a Karen 😒

-PLEASE JOYCE AND MURRAY R BOTH SUCH GIRLBOSSES I LOVE THEM BOTH ONG

-I swear to god if this mother trucker messes with Eddie I’m going to throw hands

-OMG STEVE AND NANCY? STRVE AND NANCY?

-OMG THAT ALSO COULD BE A HUGE BYLER HINT (the Sherlock thing)

-LUMAX SUPEEIORITY LUMAX SUPERIORITY

-Joyce and Murray rlly do be slaying though 💅

-No but like was cutting her hair rlly nessecary 😭✋🏼

Episode Six:

-“Steve takes one for the team.” THE DUCK DOES THAT MRAN?!

-Jason r u stupid or dumb? Did u not hear Eddie screaming?! And you can’t beat the devil lmao 😭✋🏼

-Damn these bitches think they’re Miss Trunchbull or something 🧍‍♀️

-AYO MIKE IS WEARING THR INVERSE OF THE SHIRT FROM THE NOT POSSIBLE SCENE OMG BYLER BYLER BYLER BYLER CONFIRMED??!!!????

-OMG YES SUZIE SLAYYY

-QUEEN BAHVIOR

-THE MORE I WATCH THE MORE GIRLBOSS MURRAY AND JOYC GET

-POWER DUO SLAYY

-EHY DO THE PPL TRUST THE FOOD SO QUICKLY THEY ABOUT TO DIE 💀

-religious ppl r so dumb omg 💀

[saintobio]

man thank you so much for the new chapter! I was shaking throughout it the whole time seriously and I need to vent about this topic a little.

the thought of gojohime feels so wrong. the fact that that is your best friend's ex with whom she has a child with? going after that? the fact that that is your ex whom you got a son with's best friend? going after her? it's so fucking wrong. I really can't stomach the thought because I got experience with it (yup 😒) and because I think the best way for Satoru and YN to heal is to never have anything to do with each other at all except their son. if Utahime was a character that was completely separated from all the others, as in no connection to anyone, then I would have been fine with it. but since she's so intertwined with YN I find it so wrong for her to be with Gojo. it really leaves me with such a terrible taste in my mouth. reminds me of too many bad things :( but I respect your decision of course, I just wanted to get this off my chest a little ♥️ thank you for the chapter !

Anonymous said

I get why people are more critical of utahime and gojo then toji and yn.

Utahime and yn are friends and business partners.

Gojo and toji are business rivals.

Gojohime feels like a double betrayal because of the friendship and and it being a gojo x yn fic and you know what i fucking hate gojo and yn together but yn went through so much shit because of gojo that it would be a loss if gojo and yn aren't together.

What's better or worse? To take back the ex that insulted and cheated on you or have that ex move on making you feel like stepping stone for them to be a better person.

Utahime should maybe thank yn if gojohime is endgame that gojo used yn as a training dummy to be a better partner for her.🤣

Anonymous said

maybe it’s petty, but i hope gojohime isn’t endgame. like, after watching euphoria w the whole maddy cassie nate situation, i just can’t stomach the idea of dating a friend’s ex, especially one who didn’t treat them right. i’m glad that utahime can be there for him as a friend which he totally needs, but like… she’s y/n’s friend? it’s so heartbreaking to see how y/n basically has nobody (except Ian and Sachi) on her side and supporting her through her decisions. i’m contrast to gojo, she has so many people telling her that her feelings and actions are ridiculous and invalid. i normally like gen, but her talking to y/n like that this chapter was so unnecessary. ig she’s more of the confrontational than understanding type. as far as endgame for y/n i really don’t care who she ends up with, as long as she and sachi can finally find some sort of peace and happiness. that’s all i want for them. anyway this was a great chapter, and please don’t ever feel rushed to make new chapters, we’ll be here either way. take care saint!!

Anonymous said

god.. honestly i feel so bad for mc! She doesn’t deserve this at all😩 imagine having the whole world antagonize you & your best friend getting chummy with your ex husband that causes your whole trauma. i don’t really care about who she endep up with, i just really want her to finally gain some peach in her life🥺

Anonymous said

Utahime come on hold on for the ladies 😭 resist that stinky man!!!! Bros over hoes!!!!

Anonymous said

hi saint! i hope you’re doing well, sy6 was amazing, and as much as i thought i would be super jealous about utahime’s friendship (or whatever it will become😟) with satoru (which i am a tiny bit cause wtf hime) i just feel like not being jealous about it will soothe the pain as the rest of the chapters come out :,) it’s kind of giving cassie calming herself down in the bathroom after crying and faking a smile in the mirror in s2… lol

hopefully utahime won’t be in her cassie era tho. i just can’t trust her after seeing u say that sy7 will break hearts ahhh. also i’m not ashamed to admit i also believe in gojoxyn endgame supremacy (even tho it’s not looking so good rn) but if we’re being realistic relationships love and marriage take time and as much as yn and satoru keep hurting each other; they just can’t seem to truly leave each other alone, even if it’s just coincidence that they are just always in each other’s vicinity, or at least that’s what i think and i could also be completely wrong, and the reason for that is simply just sachiro. but i also do love the angst i just have no idea if i will be ready for it

it also hurts seeing that document that satoru wrote… i feel like when he remembered that scene, he completely forgot about everything else and didn’t really think about the reasoning for why yn would hide sachi. and i’ll admit when you look at the situation especially after the way satoru worded it “she made me think my child was dead” it is a little wrong but i love my girl yn and i’m standing with her 😩

one last thing, i also can see that yn truly doesn’t want to be alone, everyone is making her out to seem the bad person bc of her mistakes but nobody wants to listen to her and i was rly hoping toji would this time around but i like that toji and gen are the two people who keep it totally real with her, it just hurts cause i love toji sm sigh

don’t think it’s necessary for me to speak more bc you guys are already good at writing down ur thoughts about certain situations/dynamics in the fic!! based on the sentiments abt gjhm, i’m just happy that i’m getting the reaction i wanted sdjsjs i guess people wouldn’t feel strongly about it if she wasn’t yn’s best friend, but she is, and that’s why it’s a heart wrenching sight for readers to see :)))

[seraphic-sapphic-safehaven]

Hey so is it homophobic amd transphobic for me to want lgbt+ to be used over lgbtqiaa? I was told on twitter that since i have a hard time listing letters and because im not included in lgbtqiaa that im homophobic and transphobic and a terrible person who only reads what they want to see and tbh im so upset ive been really horrible to myself rn because of it tbh. I just wanted to be included too especially when the op was trying to tote how inclusive they were and i tried to respectfully ask abt

Them using lgbt+ instead because its actually inclusive of everyone and someone started yelling at me telling me im just spreading exclusionist bullshit and that im a horrible person and i just wanna do bad things to myself bcause of it

Ohh my god... I'm so sorry they treated you that way, bean 😟 Their behavior was completely unnecessary. Please don't think any of this is your fault or that you deserved it. You absolutely did not deserve that. You didn't do anything wrong; you just asked a harmless question. Please, please, PLEASE do not hurt yourself or feel bad or anything like that over this. You. Did. Nothing. Wrong.

There's nothing wrong with using LGBT+. It's still inclusive of everyone because the + includes every other identity that isn't L, G, B, or T. Personally, I prefer LGBTQ+, but still.. LGBT+ is fine. And you aren't "spreading exclusionist bullshit," though I understand where that might be coming from. From what I've seen, most exclusionists say "LGBT," so that might be why they thought that you were excluding people. They just need to understand that the + includes all those identities and more; it's not your fault they don't get that. None of this is your fault, okay? Seriously, please don't feel bad!

From now on, I would try explaining that the plus sign is meant to include everyone else who isn't L, G, B, or T. Or use LGBTQ+ from now on because it's still inclusive.

But to answer your question: No. Absolutely not. Using "LGBT+" instead of "LGBTQIAA" does not make you homophobic or transphobic whatsoever.

[goldie90]

Hey, angel!

🧸, 🛏️ & 🍓 from the ask game

I love you!!

- Nubbins <3

Hello darling.🥰

Well, because I already answered these questions, I would like to talk about my second favorites, if this is okay for you?🥺

🧸(what´s your favorite memory of us?): So, I told you that our wedding is my favorite memory, right? Well, my second favorite is definitely when you proposed to me.💍 I was so happy when you asked me to marry you - I can´t even put it in words.🥰 Also, I think the fact that you asked me this question by the lake where we always liked to hang out back when we were kids was really sweet. This place holds so many happy memories for us, doesn´t it?😊 And remember how I started to cry simply because I was so overwhelmed with happiness? You jokingly asked me if the thought of spending the rest of my life with you is really so horrible, which made me laugh so damn hard. You always make me laugh and that´s one the things I love so much about you.💓

🛏(what´s your favorite part about our evening routine together?): I told you that my favorite part are the conversations we have when we cuddled up together in bed, before we both fall asleep. Well, I think my second favorites are the moments we spend together in our room before we get ready for bed. You know when you´re working on your smaller art projects, while I sit next to you, reading a book📕 and from time to time we exchange some words. Or we looking at your newest pictures together. These moments are always so nice and peaceful and I absolutely love them.😊 I simply love spending time with you, darling.💗

🍓(what´s you´re favorite adventure that we shared?): Okay, my favorite was when you, me and Chop broke into Drayton´s gas station to have a little party there back when we were teens. My second favorite was this chaotic little trip you and me once went on. Remember how everything that could go wrong went wrong? Firstly the people whom picked us up when we tried to hitchhike into the next town, kicked us out of their car in the middle of nowhere (I know you don´t wanna hear this, Nubbins, but you really shouldn´t have burned the pictures you took of them (without asking beforehand) in their car when they refused to buy them.😅), then no one else wanted to pick us up, so we had to walk and it got late, so we had to sleep in some field.🌾 Well, even though that isn´t the most comfortable place to spend the night at, I would lie if I say that I didn´t enjoyed it and I think you know the reason.😉 We definitely had some fun there, hadn´t we?😏💕💦 Of course the next day wasn´t so much fun, at least not when it started to rain💧 and we got completely drenched.😟 Luckily this nice old man pulled over and gave us a ride to the next town.😌 But of course our streak of bad luck didn´t ended here, right?😅 Cause we ended up in this horrible motel. Wait, I think you took some pictures of this place... Yes! Here they are:

🤢It was terrible, wasn´t it? We only stayed for one night before we headed back home. Of course, the way back home also wasn´t easy, because we got kicked out of a car again (why did you cut your hand in front of their eyes, darling??? I know you like to shock other people with things like this, but under these circumstances it was a really bad decision) and we had to spent another night in a field, before we finally got home the next day. And Chop was laughing so hard when we told him about our trip.... If you wonder why I still enjoyed it so much, the answer is simple: Because it was you with whom I made this questionable experience. And because even though the whole trip was a real catastrophe, we were stil able to make the best of it, like we always do. I mean, just think about how we laughed together about our own misery - this is something you surely can´t do with everyone, but you and me are always able to do so and that´s amazing. Also, believe me when I say there´s no one with whom I would rather like to sleep in a field or walk through the rain than with you, darling.💕

Thank you so much for your message. You are the best husband ever and I love you more than I could ever express through words.💘

[ratherembarrassing]

things i had feelings about in supergirl 311: a list by me

from worst to best.

a handful of terrible:

from the very depths of my soul, when mon-el wandered up at the end: STAY AWAY FROM HER.

brainy: you technological snob, you are rude now.

livewire: I FINALLY LOVED YOU AND THEN I LOST YOU.

“stop killing my friends!” 😭

alexandra danvers: babysitting disaster

i’m sorry, who was that woman?

no seriously, WHO WAS THAT WOMAN???

alex isn’t... actually... a total fuckup of an adult? why were they playing it this way? you can’t turn around after 2.5 seasons of This Is Kara’s Protector In Life, and tell me alex danvers is a goofy moron who can’t look after a 12 year old.

kara laughing at alex’s defensiveness over showing her the shining when she was 15 was adorable.

(did chyler actually injure herself? i asked last week but never got an answer.)

in theory, i like this whole storyline just fine.

it’s obvious as hell and the ending is going to break all seven of my hearts, but they’re working with the moving pieces they have on the table and that feels real. kids shouldn’t a plot point, they’re a character all of their own, and even when i haven’t liked her as a person, i’ve loved what they’ve done with ruby as a character in her own right.

ruby’s the one genuine link sam has with alex, alex’s proven herself trustworthy with ruby*, so i even buy that alex seems like a safe space to blurt out OH NO, I’M LOSING MY MIND. and that’s going to bring them together. at the start of this season, alex danvers adopts a teenager seemed ridiculous. now, okay, i can see it.

SORT OF. SORT OF BECAUSE:

*ALEX, 12 YEAR OLDS ARE NOT FOR UNLOADING YOUR DRAMA.

also: maggie misused your/you’re, so she’s cancelled.

also: “it’s been a while since we broke up”. what is the passage of time on this show?

*ALEX, THAT WAS ILLEGAL. WHAT YOU DID TO THAT KID WAS SO VERY, VERY ILLEGAL.

best teamup ever!

a gross exaggeration, but i loved that they were all a little bit useless. imra’s a lovely gentle super powerful... telekinetic? and yet she couldn’t hold psi off at all. meanwhile, that hint that psi may actually not be in control of her powers at all? delicious. that we’re never going to get yael on a regular basis to do anything with her in detail? killing meeeeeee.

“matilda.”

kara danvers, my love.

what i never, ever what this show to do is disprove that kara’s belief in people is enough to make them good, or at least a whole lot less bad.

looking at you, reign.

looking at you, lena.

her little shake before she unlocked psi 😟

the way she stepped behind everyone when they were attacked and let the others protect her 😍

she’s gonna blame herself for leslie ☹️

(i wonder if the last few months has made her more protective of the secret of her identity?)

sam arias: ceo mia

so, what do you do when you have a woman completely losing control of her mind and handy access to a psychic? THAT IS WHAT YOU DO.

RUBY IS WHAT SAM IS CLINGING TO 😭. ruby is why sam was never activated when she should have been, ruby is what’s keeping the human hanging on to her body, is... the drifting apart that sam talked about almost the very first time we met her what made sam susceptible to the manifestation of her powers? threats to ruby’s life now seem infinitely more likely, and i am not okay with that.

odette did a smashing job in that moment of switch, my heart is not okay.

LENA LUTHOR: ALSO BUSY DOING OTHER THINGS

me @ that skirt: thank you for your service.

THAT PROMO FOR NEXT WEEK. 😱