So, context, I play the bassoon in my college band (GPA padding class right there, and I have made good friends) and my private lesson teacher (required for all people with any kind of music scholarship) was shocked when she learned about how I wore purple socks to concerts.
Because my pants are so long, I have to wear these little booty heals, and it still goes most of the way down the shoe. So I can get away with it.
And I don’t know, I thought the video I sent her was funny, so y’all can have it too
Look,,, I'm not saying I'm going to wear goth/punk attire to my next concert.
But "concert attire" is just all black.
And I have this dope ass shirt from hot topic with long sleeves and a chain on the collar, and a skirt I got for Christmas that also is black. But this one doesn't have one chain on it- no, no. It has three!!!
All I'm saying is it would be hilarious if I got a new rule put in for what you can wear to concerts. I know a kid did last year after she showed up in bright red boots.
not a futch but a butch with some feminine aspects, a butch who fucking hates pants and thats why they wear a skirt, a butch who wears makeup and black lipstick and paints white freckles on their face cause well Fuck I'm cute that way, a butch who adores their friends and is as soft and tender with them as can be
But also a butch who manspreads on the train in their skirt, a butch who swears like a sailor and will curse you out in a heartbeat, a butch who gets their hands dirty without a second thought, a butch, a butch who goes to punk shows and makes sure their kin know they are safe far more than letting the enemy know I hate them, a butch who is hairy and handsome and beautiful.
Not a futch, but allowed to be femme. To be soft. To wear a dress if they want. Still butch, still a dyke, still me.
7 6 2 5 4 7 3 2 5 1 4
4 7 4 7 6 4 (when i was a young boy)
6 74 6 7 67 4 53 (my father took me into the city)
6 7 6 54 3 (to see a marching band)
4 5 7 4 764 (he said son when you grow up)
674 6 7 67 4 53 (would you be the savior of the broken)
6 7 6 54 3 (the beaten and the damned)
(notation is only somewhat reflective of timing lolz). the limited palette necessitates a bit of wrongness.. for instance the first B (third note) is supposed to be higher than the other notes but adapting to the lower B sounded better than using the only other higher note - the A7. alas, tis the nature of shits and giggles 🖤
we skipped straight over temperate spring weather and straight to summer temps this week which is nice except for the fact that i have to be in full concert black all day and summers here are not only hot but intolerably humid too
going to svt concert dressed like this and jeonghan sees me from across the arena and says whoah she looks so good in white she will be my wife and SCENE. if u don’t know how i look trust i am beautiful that’s not the issue the issue is me living in serbia Glad we had this conversation . don’t think too much about it