#crycry

[vsyrworld]

I LOVE HOW MY MUTUALS TUMBLR WENT INSANE ON THAT PUMA POST HAHAHAHAHAAHA YES FILL MY TIMELINE WITH THOSE FRUITY PHOTO

[binniesbooks]

No one hypes my fics like my proofreader does! AHAHAHAHA dropping it later! 😋

[whenmarniewastherewithme]

A Diary of 23 year old girl

Cry, cry for you.....

I am extremely tired and devastated . Today I am clinically diagnosed with anxiety.

I don't know if it's the right term, but it was an explosion all of a sudden. I've been stressed and tired for a long term. I thought maybe it was mood swings, overthinking and gaining attention from people. It was not... I am sick of people, i am not a 'people' person, i usually sit in a less crowded space that makes me feel more safer. Along with this slipping ice berg on one side i am confused about my sexual orientation too. I don't know how messy my life is. Sometimes I really want to end things. There are times i've been manipulative to adjust into society. I find its really hard to be a girl, how society makes certain rules to define a girl. Everyday I was struggling to cope up in that circle. It's hard to get into a space that really isn't you... People should normalise things. Being thin or thick is our own choice, no matter what. Wearing oversized clothes and comfortable trousers is my choice, that doesn't resemble what my gender is. They haven't the right to judge.

About my anxiety, i don't have anyone to talk with. No one understands me. Whenever I start to open up people explode or they make fun of me. It's much sadder than dealing with anxiety. Sometimes people deliberately set occasions to fool me. I am tired of living this life. I really need a counseling otherwise things will fall apart for sure.

~Life is harder, hit'em back!

[viorawd]

lil gear 5 luffy

[insaniaez]

world champion pero a qué costo

[crynghost]

Um so… yes

Having flashbacks so Shadow has to suffer with me

Tw for slight bl0od altough rly its just red

[kittydoggie]

I am not looking forward to losing CSP when I switch to Linux.

I've been on the fence about Microsoft's bullshit for literal years at this point, and they've finally angered me to the point that I'm just fucking done. 3 generations of loyal customers ends here. Like, man, my gramps was doing the computer thing before computers were even available to the public. He did some sort of nonsense with the Navy (not that it brought him any fortune, he was not some big researcher or anything) and got the electronics bug and from there it was all she wrote. He passed down his love of tech to his kids, and then his grandkids.

It makes me a little sad to leave Windows, silly as that is, and as pragmatic as the choice is. I'm just over Microsoft right now.

But damn, y'all, there is absolutely no way to get Clip working on any of the Linux distros that I can see. There was a project to get it up with Wine, but that's been dead in the water for years at this point. If it weren't literally a choice between "directly spies on you, no not just your data, but actually you" and "has to use a different program to draw" I wouldn't be picking the latter.

Yes, btw, I am aware of Krita and Gimp. Krita is great, I know Krita is great, lots of people love it! (fuck Gimp, it knows what it did, and I know it feels the same.)

But Krita really isn't what I want, it doesn't have my beloved brushes or a lot of the dynamic tools that I use daily, and it's... I don't want to settle into a new nest. I like my nest in CSP, I have all my stuff in CSP, it's lived-in and I'm not going to trip over things because everything is where I want it. I feel like Arthur Dent, going around finding stuff that is just almost, but not quite like tea. Krita is just almost, but not quite what I want, and I'm just not looking forward to the withdrawal on that one.

[mihai-florescu]

The minigame is kinda addictive im ngl

[bedazzlecunt]

MY FAVOURITE BULLET STOPPED WORKING NOOOOOO

[rawstrap]

how to write sci-fi if i dunno. any sci

[httpscryy]

☆Genshin men confessing their love for you/How they met you☆

Overview..how the two of you guys meet, and how they confess

Pairing.. Albedo, Ayato, Childe, Diluc

Tags..not proofread, fluff, sfw, lmk if i'm missing any!

Author's Note.. ngl i've been debating if I should start a genshin blog account or not but here it goes :sob:

❁Albedo❁

-Probably when you were on a trip to dragonspine, finishing up your commissions when you suddenly ran into some hillichurls and a cryo lawachrul

-Nothing too tough, but you wield a hydro vision, and you understood the risks when using it near cryo enemies, especially in dragonspine

-Not too far away, Albedo was sketching the scenery when he saw you trying to protect yourself while using your vision as little as possible to avoid being frozen. 

-He made his way toward you and to you, he saved your life -And from that day on, you stayed close to Albedo and helped him with his experiments and trouble

-It wasn’t long until he realizes his feelings for you, which was weird because he never felt this way with anyone before

✧Ayato✧

-You and him knew each other at very young ages because his parents and your parents were work partners

-As younger kids, you guys would often have play dates together and you enjoyed every moment of it

-So when you meet him face to face again after 8 years of no contact, you were filled with joy and tears

-Your parents and his parents smirked as Ayato took you into his room to fill you in on everything you have missed, and you did the same too

-You spent time with his new assistant–Thoma– and Ayato’s sister, Ayaka

-Because you were much older, you were allowed to travel through Inazuma all by yourself without your parents having to tell you to stay safe

-You would always visit Ayato, and soon you both caught feelings you guys were never aware of

-Ayato’s parents were always welcoming and nice, they loved how your presents brightened up Ayato’s smile

☆Childe☆

-You were a part of the Fatui Harbingers, so you knew Childe for a long time

-When he first joined the Fatui, he was around your age, thankful that you had a companion

-His first impressions of you were horrible, but you felt a teenie bit better when you realized he wouldn’t talk to anyone at all!

-You had enough and went to him and started a conversation with him, only to pull him back down if he ever stood up and left

-He thought you were stubborn but wasn’t he also? 

-The day he got his vision, you were delighted as a hydro vision appeared

- “You know, cryo and hydro work really well together, so why not get the Tsaritsa to give us missions together?” 

-Just like you said, the Tsaritsa gave missions assigned with your names on them and you were pleased with how far you and Childe had became

-You both were unaware of the feelings that were returned back, so you both kept quiet until the Tsaritsa ordered you two to steal Morax’s gnosis

-While watching the fireworks for the (idk which event it was i forgot ╯︿╰), you finally confessed your feelings to him, which you were surprised when he felt the same for you

ᗢ Diluc ᗢ

-You were overwhelmed by emotions as you strolled down the streets on Mondstat, looking for a specific tavern

- “This just- isn’t working out for the both of us Y/N, you can see that. It’s best if we part ways.” His voice rang in your head over and over again 

-You pushed open the tavern door as the bell chimed, and Diluc looked up at you with wide eyes

-You and him had been friends before his father got into an accident, so you both understood each other’s emotions, but Diluc can read you like a book. And tonight was another round of that

-You buried your head into the crook of his neck as he brought you upstairs into a private room

-He wasn’t fond of PDA, but for you, and for you only, that was his exception

-He had a big crush on you ever since you two were little, so it was kind of awkward just standing there and watching you cry

-He wasn’t having any of it, so he shut you up by a kiss on your lips

-You eyes widened as he pulled away, but hey, at least his plan worked

- “I-I’m sorry I don’t know-” 

-You were laughing, and you know what, you shouldn’t be wasting your tears on people like your ex

-You confessed your feelings to him too, but he was aware that you weren’t ready for a relationship just yet after the incident

- “I’ll wait forever for you, my Y/N. Even if I had to wait 1000 years for you, I will wait patiently, just for you”

Hope you enjoyed, reblogs and likes are highly appreciated! <3

[tinytowns]

redid  my  whole  blog ,    both dash  &  website  theme  .    now  you  guys  will  not  see  me  for  like  another  3  months  adios  /j   

[a1li-ens]

Happy vday u guys! U are all my valentine. Like I have a bf it's him but u are all honorarily so as well. Because you lovingly signed up to read my blog posts even knowing of their dubious quality 💕❤️💕❤️

[siinlight]

I really don't want to close tonight. It's supposed to storm and I'm going to be down a closer. Maybe 2! Yaaaayyyy

[one-last-puku]

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[crynghost]