#cus of my adhd

[scamallach-1]

I’m re-reading: Frantz Fanon’s “Wretched of the Earth”, “Little Women” Louisa May Alcott, and “The Phantom of the Opera” Gaston Leroux

First-time reading: Klee Benally’s “No Spiritual Surrender”, a compilation of mythology about the Tuatha Dé Danann, and compilation of Manx mythology

Bonus To-Read: works by Peig Sayers, Gerald Horne’s “Apocalypse” series, “The String of Pearls: a Romance” (Penny dreadful original, Sweeney Todd)

If you see this you’re legally obligated to reblog and tag with the book you’re currently reading

[drac0line1nn1t]

*Wade drunk 3 energy drinks and has the feeling of I need to go outside and do something or my skin will melt off at 7pm at night*

Wade: C'mon honeybadgerrrr can we go out somewhere? Your ADHD boyfriend needs enrichment.

Logan: Why can't you go on your own? You're a grown ass adult.

Wade: 'Cus I wanna go out with youuuuu.

Logan: Are you basically asking me to take you out on a walk?

Wade: *processing slightly* Yeah basically!

Logan: Wow, alright then.

[graynide]

Sneak or snack!

as a fellow captain underpants fan,

have a lil doodie of Cap twiddling the knots of his cape!! :D

[crypt1dcorv1dae]

I haven't been very active on here lately (been mostly using bluesky and I'm bad at using two platforms at once) but every time I come back on and I just see someone going thru like... All my static posts ? That makes me so happy ... Like legitimately it brightens my day to see people who still like that 25 year old cartoon, not just in a "oh I remember that from my childhood" way but in a "I actually still like this NOW" kinda way ... Makes me happy ... Especially when people like my silly virichie posts cus... Man..... MAN..... I love those dumbasses so much ... Need to get back there tbh. I miss them.

[ddanosaur]

i have a worm in my brain that makes me say dumb shit and his name is justin mcelroy

[socialiseisnotinmyname]

My Butterfly!Lila concept design specifically for my au but thats not the point...

[hometownrockstar]

my dad has to fill out a form too for my ADHD evaluation and i snooped on it to see how he perceived me my whole childhood and ohhhh my god its so validating to see that he was SO checked out of my life like i always knew.

his vs. my answers 😭

[angel-mira]

the state of my mental health tbh

[d1ssenter-be-damned]

*opens trenchcoat to reveal several pamphlets with fic tropes on them* What kind of nicities might you be interested in Tumblr user error-is-bae? `<•##>3

well hello there anonymous tumblr user that im fairly certain is one of two people.

listen man i know everyone and their dog has written a fic where gabriel atones for the errors of his ways by throwing himself into rebuilding lust w minos. but i cannot get the concept out of my head

every interp ive seen thus far has minos be angry, yes, but i dont think hes been angry enough. i want him to break. i want him to tear into gabriel like a rabid fucking beast. i want him to grab him by the throat and throw him to the floor hard enough shards of concrete get lodged in his lungs. i want gabriel to scramble back instinctively because he knows hes no match for a prime soul, especially not without his Light but he's not fast enough and then Minos grabs him again and he can't breathe--

and i want him to just go limp. to accept his fate. and minos just gets angrier because he wants him to fight, he wants to revel in the feeling of his bones crunching and listening to him scream but it's not satisfying if he doesnt fight back and he did not waste away in that god forsaken prison watching everything he'd worked so hard to achieve (peacefully! he never wanted a fight, he wanted to thrive, he tried to reason--) be torn down by his own withered hands only for gabriel to rob him of what little gratification he could receive as if he hadn't already taken everything from him. i want him to roar "why won't you fight me?!" as he lifts gabriel by his collar. he wants to see the spirit that gabriel had before (when they were colleagues, friends even, when they would spend their time debating philosophy and literature and enjoying being together), wants to watch it break under his fists--

(and he thinks of the way gabriel looked down at him so long ago, the divine light of the spear held to his throat shining across his armor, the way he had pleaded for some of that previous kindness to return only to feel as the head pierced his skin and dug its way through his flesh, blood curling down his neck in rivulets and pooling in his mouth as he gasped for any semblance of breath he could take--)

and for just a second he thinks of how things could have been so much different if gabriel had a heart. if he was allowed to rule his kingdom in peace, allowed to let his people prosper and grow and have a second chance. and he looks at gabriel, sad and limp and broken in his grip, but hes not broken like a warrior after a valiant fight or a killer after a spree, hes broken like a fledgling bird with clipped feathers pecking at fingers for its own survival, like a child tucked away in a damp street corner waiting for it to be safe to move again, like the people he had helped build a new life in death.

and on one hand it infuriates him because gabriel is the reason he never got to see his people thrive, never got to see his kingdom grow and live and by all means he should despise him for everything hes done

but at the same time he remembers the gabriel from before the Council, remembers their late nights together, remembers the intelligence and the wit and the charm and the kindness they had Beaten out of him, sees how hopeless and faithless he has become

and sees that he has the chance to be better.

but he has to think about it. so he drops gabriel to the ground and watches as he scuttles back and coughs for breath and looks up at him and can practically feel the confusion and disbelief radiating off of him and if he's honest hes not sure hes making the right decision either. so he turns around and stalks away before he has the chance to change his mind.

anygays. i spent way too long writing this out cus im just obsessed with the concept of them growing closer Slowly because obviously minos can never truly forgive him and gabriel cant ever be rid of that Guilt but i do think there's something there to work from. they just have to put in some effort.

[milquetoaast]

aderall is amazing what the hell

[eyebulb]

Yknow, as a fellow pansexual myself.. I really feel like Blitz is the most pan character that's ever canonically pan'd.

Obviously everyone's experience is different, but he speaks to mine. I talked before about how I think Blitz has a type. Stolas, Fizz and Moxxie are pretty similar in personality BUT different in appearance. Sure they're all twinky, but in different ways.

But, he often goes for the softer ones, the kinder ones, but also people who'll stand up to him. Anatomy is whatever, he can fuck anything, but personality is important.. It's THE thing that drives his romantic feelings.

The outlier is Verosika, so far.. But we also don't know how she was with Blitz. She seems to be bitchier, more vindictive than his usual type.. Even if all of them most definitely HAS a bitchier side to them. I can't imagine her NOT standing up to him tho.

Then again, while I also go for a specific personality type that spans over all genders.. There are certain things I find specifically attractive in certain genders too, even if it's no deal breaker (I'm nonbinary and tend to be drawn towards androgyny. But both long term partners I've had have been very cis. My girlfriend now is an average girl, not even supergirly just.. A girl, and she's hot af).

So he could also just be looking for something different in her. OR given the time in his life where he dated her, he could've been looking for something new and more chaotic to match the rest of his life. Who knows, i hope we find out.

Point is, his type is pretty obviously personality based romantically but sexually his limits are pretty high. If he says he's pan, it makes perfect sense to me.

[a1chamyx]

Exciting stuff is coming for this blog!

Uhhh yeah, so I'm finally getting a project started! (this one has been in the works since early Febuary actually!)

So hopefully (if everything goes according to plan) if everybody likes the debut of the project I will start releasing bi-weekly to once a month stuff on it (There's no real schedule right now, just a plan for me for the future!)

Uhm, yeah so get ready! There's still a lot to be done! But the debut will be *drumroll*

April 1st!

I will probably post more and more teasers in the next 2 days as we get closer, just know that it's coming!

[bunnyfungus]

finished my dwarf's ref finally. i love him so mach if u see him on AF please draw him for the love of god ill kiss u 1 billion times i had to draw him in that gay ass crop top thang to censor his boobs

[dennnisreynolds]

if i ever actually get around to making my charlie-centric comic about the gang in their senior year of highschool, featuring literally every character ever mentioned, it’s over for you folks

[insufferablemod]

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