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stray-cattt · 2 years
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Sweet Dreams, Harsh Mornings
A Valorant Fanfic, once again. If you would rather read it on AO3, link is here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/40655328
Summary: Based off of the post by @honestlyitsjustsam on Tumblr that says "Goodnight ill be thinking of Cypher being in the arms of his dear wife Nora, laying down on their bed and then their cute daughter jumping to their bed to join and snuggle them but only for Cypher to actually wake up from his dream to his alarm sound on his cold and lonely bed surrounded by the monotone steel walls of the headquarters" So I will be using that as my summary :) Some Arab is used (like three words) Disclaimer tho, I don't speak Arabic I used google translate.
In my opinion, not my best work but wooo writing go brr anyway!
Baba: dad, أمي: mom, عسل: honey
 Cypher smiled sweetly at Nora next to him, the sun rays illuminating her face with their gentle glow. Cypher slowly pushed her hair out of her face, carefully as not to wake her. A content hum fell from his lips, his smile growing wider, noticing the drool that was leaving his wife's mouth. He let out a soft chuckle, his eyes looking at her, so calm and serene. How did I get this lucky? Cypher asked himself, as he memorized every freckle that adorned her face.
       The quiet morning either fortunately or unfortunately, did not last much longer. A quiet squeak broke the silence between the two. Cypher rose his head a bit to look at the source. The door was left slightly ajar, but no person was in sight. He was left in confusion until a small laugh was heard behind him. Cypher laid back down and pretended not to have heard a thing. Suddenly he felt a weight on him, smiling he turned to meet his daughter’s eyes. Giggles escaped out of her mouth filling the room.
       “Baba! It’s time to get up!” She yelled slightly, shaking the poor man ferociously.
       “Alright, alright, I’ll get up.” He sighed, putting his arms up in defense. Seeing as her father was awake, she then moved on to wake her mother. Before Cypher's arms could scoop her up and protect his sleeping wife, she pounced.
       “أمي! Gotta wake up!” She squealed as she shook her mother.
       “Hm?” Nora groggily said, a confused look written all over her face.
       “Up! Up!” Their daughter said jumping up and down on the bed.
       “Alright, I think that’s enough little one,” Cypher said, now standing. He made his way over to his wife's side before picking up the small girl. Said girl pouted at him and rammed her head into his chest in defiance, only earning a hearty laugh from him.
       “Are you hungry?” He asked her, booping her nose, effectively distracting her from her pouting fit. She gave a swift nod before reaching out to her mother. Cypher shifted her to his left hip, turning to his wife, who was trying to blink the sleep out of her eyes.
       “Good morning عسل.” Cypher smiled. Nora smiled back, getting herself out of bed. She only walked a couple of feet before pecking Cypher on the lips sweetly.
       “Good morning love,” Nora replied, running a hand through Cypher’s curly brown hair. “And good morning to you too, trouble maker.” She said, turning her attention to the small girl in Cypher’s arms, ruffling her hair. The girl just smiled widely in response before sticking her tongue out at Nora.
       “Now, let’s go get some breakfast. Shall we?” She asked, holding out a hand for Cypher to take. He grabbed her hand, lacing their fingers together, bringing her hand up to his mouth and giving it a soft kiss.
       The three of them all spent the day together from dawn to dusk. Starting the day off with creps and jelly all over a certain someone’s mouth, and ending the day with lamb, sauce yet again found its way all over a certain someone’s mouth. Who that someone was will forever remain a mystery. Cypher sat in his chair reading a book as Nora got the young one ready for bed.
       “I wanna sleep with you and baba!” The girl whined as Nora tried to lead her to her room. Ears perking up at this, Cypher diligently placed a bookmark in his current place. He walked over to the source of the commotion with a hand on his hip. Crouching down, his knees popping in the process, he met his eyes with his daughters.
       “Do you not want to sleep in your big girl room tonight?” Cypher asked her, brushing some hair behind her ear. She shook her head strongly before rushing over to him and clasping her hands around his neck. Cypher stood letting a sigh leave him as he heaved the girl onto his hip for the second time that day.
       “She sure is a stubborn one.” Nora smiled before crawling into bed.
       “Yeah, I have no idea where she gets that from,” Cypher said with sarcasm.
       “Well, it certainly isn’t me.” She responded, laughing quietly. Cypher rolled his eyes in response but let a smile grace his lips. Carefully he laid down his daughter next to Nora before climbing into bed himself. Cypher flicked the lamp off, then rolled over to meet the eyes of his lover. But instead of being met with her eyes, he was met with her lovingly stroking their daughter's hair, she was humming a song lulling their young one further into sleep. Cypher’s eyes held nothing more than love for the two amazing women in his life.
       “I love you, Nora,” Cypher whispered, not wanting to wake the sleeping girl in between them. Nora smiled and opened her mouth to respond, but a loud alarm startled Cypher out of his slumber. He jolted awake, still processing his dream as bits and pieces of it flooded into his brain. Cypher felt his stomach churn, wanting so badly to go back to his dreamland. He crossed his arms around himself as tears began to roll down his face. Cypher looked around him to take in his surroundings, the cold monotone steel walls staring back at him. A similar feeling of loneliness washed over him, almost as strong as the day he lost them both.
       Cypher tried desperately to wipe his tears off but they just continued to fall. Deciding he wouldn’t be able to get himself together before breakfast he let them fall, no longer trying to stop them. He sat in his bed, staring at the wall, praying that he could go back to his family. But even if they were somehow alive, once you join the Valorant Protocol, you can never go back to the life you once had.
       Cypher’s absence did not go unnoticed by the agents that morning, as the distinct smell of his tea was nowhere in the air. Sova made a note to himself to check in on the man and bring him a bagel once he finished his food. The other agents also made sure to check up on him even though he ensured them he was doing well once he had left his room. And if Cypher stayed up the next few nights working on projects to keep himself from dreaming of the again, that’s not my secret to say.
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cleavetheclover · 9 months
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If this post gets 50 notes I’m gonna write this fic:
5 times Omen takes care of agents after they wake up from nightmares, and 1 time they all take care of him <3
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sturniolosstar · 4 months
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angel part 2
c.sturniolo & m.sturniolo
cw - crazy!chris and matt, obsession, drugging, kidnapping, bondage, pet names, female reader
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“I told you we’d come to you.”
That’s the last thing you heard before you slipped into unconsciousness.
There’s a ringing in your ear and a pounding in your head. They seem get worse with every passing second until you blink your eyes open.
And that’s when you realise where you are.
You’re in a room that looks similar to yours. Almost, too similar. Except for the fact that it has no windows, the only thing stopping you from going outside is a steel door.
You attempt to steady your breathing and sit up, but you’re pulled back. You turn your head to look up and that’s when you see the ropes, keeping your wrists tied to the headboard. You look down and see your ankles tied to the bottom of the bed.
And that’s when you start crying.
Your eyes furrowed shut as sob after sob leave your mouth.
You hear the sounds of clicking and the door unlocking.
You attempt to silent your sobs by pursing your lips but that didn’t do much when Chris and Matt walked through the door.
“Hi angel.” Matt coos, sitting next to you on the bed as Chris sits on the opposite side.
You shake your head no, tears streaming down your face as you try to convince yourself that this isn’t real.
“It’s okay, baby. We know this is a little scary for you.” Chris’ hand reaches up to your face and wipes the tears escaping your eyes, placing a gentle kiss to your forehead as he stares down at you.
“Why?” Your voice shakes, eyes staring up at his
“Because you’re not allowed to leave us, honey. You know that.” He frowns
“And it really hurt when you stopped answering our calls. We just wanted to talk to you.” Matt chimes in
You didn’t respond. You couldn’t.
So many thoughts were running through your mind and your vision was starting to get blurry with how much you were crying.
You cried as your wrists struggled against the ropes.
“It’s okay, baby. Deep breaths.” They both smile down at you, but it wasn’t their sweet ones.
It was unnerving.
It made the pit in your stomach grow.
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You needed to escape.
You tried after they left you alone, but it was no use. The door was about a foot thick and locked, nothing that you can pick.
And after the realisation that there’s no way out, you broke down.
Scream after scream leaving your throat as everything that was once neatly laid out on your vanity and bedside table was now scattered across the floor. Some things even broken.
You fell to the floor, back sliding against the wall as you bought your knees up to your chest, hugging them. It was the only comfort you could get.
You sobbed, tears flowing down your cheeks as you knew you were stuck.
No matter how much you didn’t want to accept it, you knew deep down that you’re stuck with them.
You didn’t want to be with them. Not anymore.
But whether you wanted it or not, you’re becoming their angel again.
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wisteriaiswriting · 4 months
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Hello! I hope you're day has been going well! Could I request for Sova, Phoenix, Cypher, and Chamber x reader with a fear of needles. As in if they're about to get a needle they'll grab whoever's hand or arm and attempt to squirm away? Thank you and have a good week!
𝔽𝕖𝕒𝕣 𝕠𝕗 ℕ𝕖𝕖𝕕𝕝𝕖𝕤:
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When you start squirming | Squeezing his hand | Aftercare
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Not sure if you wanted headcanons or a fic so there are both.
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When he found out your fear he made sure he was at every appointment, never leaving through it.
Lets you hold his hand, quietly handling the pain from you squeezing.
Afterwards he’ll make sure you are okay. Carefully caring for the area with bandaids and cleaning it.
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“Мой голубь,”
It was after your appointment with Sage, one that called for you needing some needles. Sasha made sure to stay with you the whole time, not even his hand left yours.
“Finished, are you okay now?”
He had just applied a fresh bandaid to the area, you weren’t even looking at it. Instead leaning onto him, and he let you. After all, that appointment was full of needles. And anyone who faces their fears deserves some rest, and it was well deserved tonight.
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Мой голубь - My Dove
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This man will have to be called in for you, somehow missing this fear completely.
He won’t give you the chance to grab his hand as he will reach for yours first. Joking about the pain to try distract you.
After the needles are done he’s taking you out for anything you want. If you look at something for even a few seconds it is yours, as a ‘Get well gift.’
***
“Hey hey, Sage! What was so–”
Jamie had to pause when he saw the situation, Sage was holding a Needle in one hand and the other was held out. You were leaning away from her, trying not to run away even if you so wanted to.
“Aw love, c’ere.”
Letting you embrace him as he did the same.
“Sage, the needle?”
He watched as she paused, looking at the one she held before it clicked.
“I’m sorry, but it must be done.”
He pulled you closer, into a tighter hug. Letting Sage inject the needle, when she backed away you both quickly left.
“That’s done now, how ‘bout I take you to the new store, think it was a cafe?”
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He has known about this fear but due to work he wasn’t around. Causing him to rush into the room when you start squirming.
Instantly taking your hand into his gloved ones, using anything he can think of to help you. Although he can’t hide the pain well when you squeeze.
He isn’t the best at comfort, but is pretty good though. Anything that comes to mind will be told, even if it isn’t meant to.
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",فراشة صغيرة"
Tilting your head up to see Amir’s mask, due to Sage doing the injections he didn’t remove it.
“You’re strong, don’t let a pesky needle ruin all that work.”
Throughout the appointment he spoke to you, most of the time distracting you from Sage working. And the needles themselves. Soon enough it was finished, and you didn’t realize.
“Look at that, now then, let’s go.”
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فراشة صغيرة - Little butterfly
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Medical appointments aren’t his type of thing but he’ll stay for you. Never leaving your sight or the room.
When you start squeezing his hand he will turn so you can’t see him in pain.
He’ll try his best after, so you’re being taken to the best restaurant. Even shopping after, anything you want will be yours.
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“That wasn’t so bad was it Ma lumière,”
Even with his comments you didn’t look at him, he made it sound so easy. And it seemed he knew it wasn’t working, soon his footsteps got closer. Suddenly right behind you before his arms wrapped around your waist.
“Je suis désolée, ma chère, let me make it up to you.”
Slowly turning you around to face him,
“Dinner, dancing, I know the perfect place. And a reservation for your brave work today.”
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Ma lumière - My light
Je suis désolée, ma chère - I’m sorry, my dear
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cosmichoneibeee · 1 year
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Hi ^^
Could I request some headcanons with Omen, Yoru, Cypher [separate] that comfort crying reader?
Thanks <3
Omen, Yoru, Cypher comforting a crying reader
Warnings: short mentions of injuries and violence | Reader is GN
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤ ㅤ˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠
❝Omen:
At first you didn't even know he was there, in the shadows, watching you cry
It was when you felt a heavy blanket being gently placed around your shoulders that you realized you weren't alone.
He doesn't say much, but you know he's worried. The way his form shakes more than usual, he is very worried about you
Omen won't pressure you to tell what happened, but he would be happy to know.
If someone said something mean to you, he'll pretend he forgot for a while and one day, that person just disappears without leaving any trace of what happened.
If you accidentally hurt yourself, he will constantly remind you to pay more attention after that.
For now, he'll stay by your side if you want company. Literally by your side or hugging you if you prefer.
His cat will also join the two of you as well, just enjoying each other's presence.
He won't force you to be happy and go around doing things like nothing happened, sometimes people just want to be quiet and reflect a bit; but if you want to go somewhere, like go shopping, he'll make the effort to accompany you
It's a little funny to see this faceless figure, almost 2 meters tall, following you around the stores in a mall like a puppy, people are horrified
When you finally smiles again, you can hear a gentle "Hmmm.."
❝Yoru:
When he walked into the room and saw you crying, he froze
Fuck
What happened? You better tell him
He just doesn't know what to do to help you feel better.
Don't get me wrong, he cares about your feelings and loves you so much, but it's hard to translate that into words and actions.
Awkward pats on your head and rubbing his hands on your back, hoping it will comfort you in some way.
If someone said something mean to you..they’re going to regret that very badly later. Yoru it’s going to take care of that
If you hurt yourself, like bumping into the furniture or cutting your finger, please, be more careful, he gets worried
If you’re stressed about life n stuff, he can’t do a lot, but he will be there for you.
He might not be the best expressing his love and admiration, but he's amazing at listening, paying attention to every detail you talk about, and more often than not, being a strong pillar to help you stay confident
“Don't listen to that バカ*, you are amazing just the way you are.”
That’s the best you can get of him verbally, but he’s so sweet though
He takes you for a ride on his motorcycle all over the city. This helps him clear his mind when he's stressed, it should help you too.
He will not give up until your mood is better
*バカ - idiot
❝Cypher:
“Oh no, sweetheart! What happened?”
So sweet and soft with you
He is by your side in a second, already drying your tears with a tissue
Cypher loves you, that's why he subtly convinces you to tell him what happened, without lies or excuses.
If someone said something that made you sad. Oh..they're going to have ALL their information leaked for everyone to see and use.
If you end up accidentally hurting yourself, he'll give you a pretty big lecture about how you should take care of yourself and pay more attention to the things around you.
Anyway, his whole schedule is off for the rest of the day just to be with you.
Will make two cups of his most expensive tea just for you to share
Want to watch a movie? Say the name, in a few minutes he will have a copy on his computer.
Want to go online shopping? How convenient! The stores you love are suddenly on sale.
If you just want to be close without doing too much, yeah, he can do that too, anything that makes you happy.
Amir is an experienced man, he has been through a lot in his life, if you need any advice, about anything, he will try to help you as best he can.
when I said a lot, it's a lot. He's been through some pretty dark times in his life, he'll do everything he can to not see you the same way he did
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nateezfics · 1 year
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SPILLED MILK
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PAIRING — wooyoung x reader
GENRE — smut, fluff, established relationship, slice of life, gn!reader, soft dom!wooyoung, sub!reader
WARNINGS — light smut, hinted unprotected sex, sexual language
WORD COUNT — 393
SUMMARY — for underworldnet’s season of love event day six, make up and/or break up
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There was a saying, don’t cry over spilled milk. Don’t get upset over little things. But today was a day you were most definitely getting upset over every little thing, because today seemed like the day for everything to go wrong.
You slept through your alarm, fell getting into the shower (earning yourself a large violet bruise on your bum), and you left your bread too long in the toaster, the toast being far too burnt for eating. You were frazzled to the max, and it was as if some outside force was hell bent on getting on your nerves. Your breaking point was reached after you opted for a bowl of cereal, but dropped the carton of milk, spilling it on the floor and you. There were tears; you were crying over spilled milk. Literally.
Your boyfriend walked into the kitchen unknowing of your current morning meltdown, and the poor guy fell victim to your ill temper. You snapped at him while trying to sop up the milk with a roll of paper towels, which just so happened to be almost gone and the last one. Only when he retorted defensively did you understand what you did. You were quick to apologize, a soggy heap of paper towels in hand. One look at your face told him everything he needed to know, and he didn’t waste time to forgive you, bringing you into his arms in a tight hug.
Somehow things escalated from a warm hug to your ass being planted onto the countertop, your boyfriend balls deep inside you.
“Poor baby,” Wooyoung cooed into your ear. His lips pressed a kiss into your earlobe. “You’re so cranky this morning.”
You whined into his shoulder. The cologne that clung to his sweater filled your nose, and if he hadn’t been fucking you, you’d be lulled to sleep by the comforting scent. “Don’t tease.”
Wooyoung laughed as he spoke, “You bit my head off because of some milk.” His lips ventured down your neck as his hands readjusted their hold on your hips.
“I said I was sorry!”
“Hm, I think I’d rather hear you say my name instead.” Wooyoung nibbled at your collarbone, teeth sinking in just as he snapped his hips into you.
You moaned. “Then keep,” another moan, “fucking me.”
“I’ll fuck this bad mood right out of you, baby.”
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lactosa2 · 4 months
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Yep, another of Omen bc im in love
STANDING ON BUISSNES
5:34 AM
You were in the kitchen preparing something to eat when you felt a hand on your shoulder, the sudden contact in the middle of the darkness made you jump and look back in shock, you laughed softly with a hand on your chest while Omen looked at you confused.
"Omen…" you whispered with a small laugh of relief and swallowed, standing up straight and waiting for him to say something, which he didn't. "What happened?" You asked and looked at him calmer, knowing that he wouldn't bother you for anything.
He didn't respond, he was too embarrassed to speak or declare himself, he just wanted you, as always, to read his mind and support him, your hand grabbed his in silence and then you nodded, he didn't let you let go of his hand and took you to the room. another section of the base, where his bonsai was located
Once there you yawned and sat in the nearest chair, letting go of his hand. "So… Cypher is still charging you?" You asked, your voice quiet and sleepy.
For a long time, Omen had been begging Cypher to help him discover his past, it was not until Iso appeared in the scene that Cypher agreed, only with the condition that Omen would have to pay him an absurd amount, the main problem, Omen did not He really has income, the supplies for weaving were a gift from Sage and the bonsai is part of the protocol greenhouse, only it is under his personal care, unlike the others, Omen was not human nor did he cover basic needs, therefore he never They gave him a salary, now it is a bigger problem
"I don't know what I'll do…" he whispered embarrassedly as he focused on his bonsai, he didn't change it but he did stare at it, clinging to those thin branches, with the only hope that everything would be okay. "Think positive, he couldn't kill you," you said, trying to joke as you got up from the chair and walked over to him, your hand caressing his shoulder.
"How much is it?" You whispered with a serious voice - "You're not going to-" Omen tried to protest but you interrupted him, "how much" he remained silent, you knew he wouldn't let you pay for him, you knew he felt ashamed of not having a salary as such, And although he had it, it was still not enough, and at the rate of his income it would never be.
"120,000 credits" he said with a low voice, you were surprised and gasped in disbelief why Cypher would charge him so much, you didn't complain, but you took a deep breath and nodded. "I'll deposit it for you tomorrow," Omen's body language froze, not believing that you would pay his debt for him. "You don't have to," he complained and turned around standing upright, looking intimidating because of how tall he is. (yummy)
"just accepts that I'm going to do this for you" you wanted to explain to him that you appreciated his friendship and would help him, but you understood that it would be difficult for him to believe only in words. You once told him that you would do anything for him, and a number is no obstacle to promises, and he needed actions.
He nodded shyly, your hand went to the side of what would be his face, his aura was calmer and more relaxed, without warning, Omen brought both arms around your torso and hid his head in your shoulder, pressing you against him. . You didn't complain, you just laughed softly and hugged him back, wrapping your arms around his shoulders.
"Your rice burned," Omen whispered in your ear as the smoke alarm began to sound throughout most of the base. "I know," you whispered back, laughing softly when he held you close to him.
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etherealinowrites · 9 months
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appease drabble 2 | listen to my tunes!
pairing- female reader x jisung
summary- you and jisung have an impromptu date in the studio
wc- 0.5K
warnings- none
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“well isn’t this a sight to behold.” you announce your arrival, knowing full well that jisung was engrossed enough to not notice an entire person walking in through the door.
he looked up, headphones looped around his neck as he tapped his pencil on the table. a huge smile broke out on his tired face as he welcomed you with open arms.
"there she is." he sighed, waiting for you to hug him.
you shook your head with a soft smile, walking to the table to place the bags on the table before heading to him.
jisung engulfed you in a warm hug, sighing his exhaustion away as you patted his back. "you've been working hard." you pointed out, breaking the hug as you placed a swift kiss to his lips.
he nodded, pursing his lips as he placed his pencil and headphones down. "i really need to get shit done before the jeju schedules. god knows how busy we'll be with the album release coming up in two months after that."
you nodded in understanding, bringing your hands to his hair to play with the sft strands. he leaned into your touch, letting you soothe his scalp.
"you're doing good. im proud of you." you mumbled, knowing full well that every word was true. jisung was a hard worker, along with his entire group. but needless to say, he worked a lot more in comparison when it came to songwriting. especially since he had a bunch of solo skz players to release in the coming year.
"thanks y/n. means a lot." he shifted, getting up to hug you better.
"and here he is again." you sighed and he chuckled.
"i am just hugging you? what? you know i can't go a long time without touching you!" he protested, making you hold a giggle as you pushed him away.
"enough talking. eat first. i know you must not have had anything today." you scolded him, reaching for the bags you'd bought.
“yes that’s just what i needed, i’m starving” he rolled his eyes, reaching over and grabbing a box to open it and dig in. it all happened too fast and he was now stuffing his cheeks and seeing that made you smile.
“you’re looking at me like you’re my mom” he remarked with a teasing face and you cackled at that, hitting his arm gently. “oh you, not really mom but mommy maybe?” you teased back and he turned red, making you crack a wider smile. “oh your adorable, now eat up so i can actually see some of your work” you added.
“yup! at your service ma’am!” he gave you a mock salute and quickly ate, while you tried to slow him down so he won’t choke, but he was like a stubborn kid and hellbent.
“no no! i need to make you listen to my tunes!!” he called out with his stuffed face, making you smile at his adorable face.
oh seeing these boys happy was really all you needed.
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xhanelia · 7 months
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Headcannons for how and what is going on in Valorant HQ pt.1
When special occasions arrive like christmas or easter egg, Chyper is the one that prepares all the little things like the eggs or the presents, decorations and so on. He is the one that makes agents excited for the special days.
HQ is too big that everyone got lost at least one time and either Sage or Brim needed to find them for like an hour and a half.
Then when KAY/O got into protocol, Killjoy made him learn the architecture of the HQ and now he is the one in charge if anyone gets lost in HQ (he gets grumpy all the time if this happens. "I am a killing machine not some kind of gps!")
When Fade sleeps, her room is covered by nightmare veins. Like demonic tree roots is coming from her and spreading all over the room. So she never sleeps near someone. (And when they have a long operation and need another day to complete the mission, she forces herself to stay awake with coffee. Its risky to sleep away from her safe zone.)
About sleeping, KAY/O and Omen does not sleep. In the nights, they keep company to eachother. And maybe to Fade too when she couldnt sleep from nightmares.
If Raze and Breach get near eachother, there is no kind of way to shut them up.
One time Raze blew up the kitchen when she was trying to cook and it started a big fire. Now she is banned from the kitchen.
Yoru has a sweet tooth. Idk why i wrote this but i really think he does.
Its forbidden for Neon to train inside the HQ because one time she accidantely made the whole HQ short circuit and it took hours to recover.
Cypher tecnically could hire a man from darkweb to kill Sova and get away with it but he just does not want to.
Chamber takes pride about being French and the teen agents makes fun of him because of this.
In the protocol, only Chyper and Brim can afford any of Chamber's custom guns. (Dont ask Cypher where did he get all that money.)
Viper helps out Sage and Skye if there is so many wounded people.
The most introverted in the HQ is Deadlock. Even Fade and Yoru was more open when they first step in.
Phoenix is the official heather when its winter time. Altough he is pretty hot by touch, he gets freezing cold when its below 10 celcius. (He is just paranoid theres no way he feels cold.) So you can only hug him because he wont take his coat or his hands off of the coats pocets.
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REPUTATION | 10. "king of my heart"
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Royal Communications from Kalevala House
Her Serene Grace, Duchess Satine of Mandalore is engaged to be married to Mr. Obi-Wan Kenobi.
The wedding will take place within the year in Mandalore. Further information about the wedding day will be released in due time.
Duchess Satine and Mr. Kenobi became engaged while on official business in Oxford, England.
Following the marriage, Mr. Kenobi will have the title of His Serene Grace, Duke Consort of Mandalore, and the couple will live in Sundari.
“It’s rather concise,” Satine said with a shrug.
Obi-Wan looked down at the piece of parchment paper bearing her royal cypher and he made a face of discomfort as he murmured outloud to himself, “‘Mr. Kenobi will have the title of His Serene Grace, Duke Consort of Mandalore.’ I still find that unnecessary.”
Satine glanced over her shoulder at him and asked, “Is it the consort part or the title in general that bothers you so?”
“It’s the whole thing,” he said with a frown. “I don’t want a title. I just want you.”
Her eyes softened and she turned to face him, letting the statement come to rest upon her desk, fluttering amongst the other paperwork that needed her attention.
She wrapped her arms around his ribcage, and when he responded by enclosing her with a tight hug, Satine let her head rest against his shoulder as she said, “You are marrying me, and there are things that you are entitled to. I know that you don’t care about them, but they are still yours.” 
He turned his head slightly to wherever his lips could reach and placed a kiss upon her hair. “I’ve never heard of a man marrying a duchess or a countess and getting a title.”
Satine smiled and remarked quickly, “Well, we’re rather progressive in that regard.”
“Fucking Mandalorians,” he whispered humorously as he squeezed her and she giggled in his grasp. “You’re either killing each other or you’re leading the way in gender equality. I don’t understand you people.”
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Chapter 11/track 10 is up.
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stray-cattt · 2 years
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The Guilt of Life
A Valorant fanfiction; if you would rather read it on AO3, here is the link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/40457532
Content Warning/ Trigger Warning: mentions of death and dead bodies
Sage rubbed her shoulder after a particularly tough mission, letting a sigh fall out of her mouth. The mission itself was simple as was completing the mission, there weren’t any problems there per se. Her mental during the mission though is what made it tough. This hacker had been looking into her teammates one by one and leaving their dossiers exposing them at every site they went to for missions. Thankfully not exposing them all to the world quite yet but still to all of the Valorant Protocol. 
Sage had unfortunately found hers today at Icebox, and it left an overwhelming sense of guilt in her stomach throughout the mission. That feeling, unfortunately, continued throughout the rest of the day. That being exactly why Sage had found herself in the medbay reorganizing things for the umpteenth time today. Just a simple something to keep her mind stimulated and off of the thoughts that would result in her spiraling.
Placing the last roll of bandages in its designated spot Sage let out a sigh looking around her. Glancing at the clock she realized that dinner had started five minutes ago. It had always been a tradition that after missions everyone would get together for dinner, lunch, or breakfast, depending on what time of day it was. Sage stiffly walked towards the door to leave before coming to a halt as a pang of guilt hit her. Should she really go and eat with them? They all saw her dossier. Do they think of her differently now? Both of her arms instinctively hugged her torso as she backed away from the door. Swallowing a lump in her throat, she turned around, away from the door, and walked over to her chair. She ran a shaky hand through her hair. Her hair rather than being up in a ponytail, was now instead down at her sides. I should be the mentally strong one in the group. I should just get myself together and get out there. Idly she fiddled with her hands as she willed herself to get her shit together. But Sage is only human, her mind wandered back to what the hacker had said in her dossier. Have you forgotten those lessons? Over and over, they taught Balance. Action, reaction. Do you believe this does not apply to you? That a life saved does not mean a life taken? Do you? Or is the thought of it too much? That with every selfless act, your toll keeps climbing? Sage choked back tears as she could not even begin to imagine how many times she had resurrected her teammates’ lifeless bodies in missions. Their dead eyes staring back into hers often haunted her dreams but she would never tell them the nightmares she suffered, preferring to keep that all to herself. Sage brought her legs up to her chest and hugged them close trying to bring herself some sort of comfort, as she sat alone with her thoughts in the stale environment of the medbay overwhelmed with the scent of disinfectant. 
    Tears slid down her face as guilt ate up any hunger she felt in her stomach. Soon she found herself unable to choke back the sobs that tore out of her throat. So lost in her drowning thoughts, she didn’t notice the footsteps that approached her.
“Sage is everything alright?” A voice asked above her, a hand touching her shoulder softly. Sage jolted a bit under the touch, that not going unnoticed, said hand retreated away from her shoulder. Finally looking up through bloodshot eyes Sage recognized Cypher looking down at her. Even with the mask on, she knew that his face was covered in concern.
“Yeah, sorry. I’m just feeling a bit overwhelmed. You know how it is.” Sage replied, giving Cypher a pitiful smile, peeling her legs away from her chest and placing her feet flat on the floor.
“Is this about the dossiers the hacker has been distributing?” Cypher asked softly, taking a seat in the chair next to Sages. She let out a shaky sigh, knowing that the man had seen right through her weak facade. 
“If you are worried about the hacker situation, that will be dealt with soon. But I have a feeling this is more about your dossier in particular.” The way she didn’t have to even say a word and this man had already had it all figured out. 
“Your intellect has yet ceased to amaze me,” Sage said, slightly rolling her eyes and giving Cypher a slight smile.
“Do you want to talk about what’s going on in your mind?” Cypher asked, tilting his head trying to meet Sage's eyes that were glued to the floor. 
“Don’t you have better things to do?” Sage swiftly answered.
“The best thing I can spend my time on right now is listening to you.” Sage felt herself at a loss for words at Cypher’s quick tongue. She glanced up meeting Cypher's eyes, he nodded urging her to speak.
“Every time I resurrect someone, I feel guilty knowing deep down that somewhere else someone died because of me. I am messing with the natural order of things, playing god. But I’m not god, I shouldn’t be the one deciding who lives and who dies. I’m human, or at least a radiant. Can I even be considered a human anymore? Am I no longer human?” Sage couldn’t help it as tears began to cascade down her face once more.
“You are human Sage, the fact that you feel guilt from this all proves it. You are doing what you need to, to keep the people of this Earth safe.” Cypher reassured, getting out of his seat and crouching in front of Sage.
“How can you say that knowing every time I resurrect someone another life is lost.” Sage choked out through sobs. All Cypher could do was smile sadly beneath his mask as she ranted to him.
“Because you are only doing what you know how to and what you think is best. Can I touch you?” He asked slowly. Sage nodded, trying to absorb what he had told her. It doesn’t feel like my best. She thought to herself as she felt Cypher engulf her in a hug. Sage grasped the back of his jacket holding onto him as if he was her lifeline. Cypher quietly shushed her cries and stroked her hair, trying to get her to calm down. After a while, Sage’s tears finally began to dry, and she felt her breathing return to normal. Slowly she unattached herself from Cypher and brought up her hands to wipe away the dried-up tears. He patted her back before standing up fully and stretching a bit, letting his back crack from being in that position for a few minutes. 
“Thank you, Cypher, I don’t know what I would do without you.” Sage gratefully thanked him.
“We all need someone sometimes. It took me a while to come to terms with it, but it’s better late than never.” He said, letting one of his signature chuckles out. 
“Now, how about we go join the others for dinner? With all the talking they normally do, there’s no way they’re done by now.” Cypher smiled underneath his mask, offering a hand to Sage to help her up. Sage obliged, and they both made their way toward the dining area. Cypher cracked a few jokes along the way to lift her spirits more, and soon they were welcomed by the rest of their teammates as they took their seats at the table.
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floppydiskettess · 1 year
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VALORANT AGENTS REACTING TO YOU FEELING INSECURE
featuring - sova, cypher, killjoy.
a/n : hi! firstly, i wanted to apologize as i made an error in my last post. i used the phrase “Aishiteru” (愛してる) when this is not the correct phrase i should have used! i am extremely sorry for that, i know little japanese so i was unaware that saying this is not a phrase people would typically use. from now on i will simply write it in english ^^
pink is you btw <3 (also be warned...i used the usage of y/n *shudders* /j)
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Sova
(TW: self worth issues)
"and i'm sorry i left, but it was for the best. though it never felt right."
he is known as the golden boy, he does everything right and is highly respected among the protocol...so when people found out you two were together, some had some...thoughts about it.
"seriously i just do not understand why he would go for them? he could choose any person in the world and they would fall for him."
after hearing the hushed whispers about you, you began feeling extremely insecure about your relationship. why was he with you? they were right. he could ask any girl out and they would swoon..
soon, you realized what you had to do. you truly didn't deserve him...he should be able to love someone else.
you spend the next few days avoiding him. hopefully this would make this easier for you and he would begin to grow sick of your relationship..unfortunately, he noticed your behaviour immediately. he kept trying to ask you about it but you would either tell him you had to go do something, or would be whisked away by someone else.
"y/n, can we talk please?"
"oh-im sorry i really need to deliver this to killjoy. maybe later!"
"wait!....damn it."
one day, he decided enough was enough.
he gently knocked on your door, he was a gentleman after all. upon hearing no response he opened the door.
he let out a soft gasp as he saw your shaking frame lying down on your bed.
"oh ангел..."
you could feel a dip in the bed behind you before feeling a warm hand rest on your side.
"please...why are you shutting me out dearest?"
he hears a sniffle before hearing something that made his heart stop.
"...we should break up sasha.."
you immediately felt him freeze as he withdrew his hand from your shaking body. you hear him quietly mutter something in russian before adressing you
"w-what? ангел please...did i do something to make you feel like this? where is this coming from?"
you could hear the crack and shaking of his voice. the urge to tell him the truth burning at the tip of your tongue. the urge to reach out and hold his hand. but you couldn't. you needed to do this...for him.
"please. just leave me sasha. i cannot keep holding you back like this any longer.." you shakily say.
"what..? love you have never held me back from anything. please...what happened?" he said stunned.
he waits patiently for your reply, before remembering something he had overheard a agent say.
"oh. oh no my Солнышкop...my dearest...is this about what they said about us?" by now, he had shifted to face your back. when he saw your shaky nod followed by a smothered sob. he felt his heart absolutely shatter.
"my little dove, please tell me you know how much i love you. i am so sorry i didn't realize that what that идиот said about you made you feel as if this was the only option."
he felt you turn around to face him, the instant he saw your swollen red eyes he carefully captured your face in his hands?
"i promise you, you deserve everything. i have never felt happier with you, do you understand? if anything, you deserve so much more than I do.." he said while staring deeply into your eyes trying to get you to understand.
soon, you broke down in his arms as he engulfed you in a tender hug. as you cried into his neck muttering muffled apologies, he whispered sweet reassurances into your ear.
that agent wouldn't be bothering you anymore, he would make sure of it.
a/n : i just wanted to say this one really hit me personally. i left one of the greatest relationships i had ever had thinking it was best for the other people, but it was the most selfish thing i had ever done. if you feel like this as well. trust me, do not do it. every day i miss what i could have had if only i had chose to tell them my worries. so please talk to them, they will understand. don't make the mistake i did.
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(TW: SH mention, body issues)
"it's not the way i'm meant to be, it's just the way the operation made me.."
it started as offhand comments that the new agents would throw out.
"i could never wear that LMAO. i love the confidence!"
"wait, they chose something like that as their uniform? i could never.."
but it soon turned into something much less subtle when they found out about your relationship with the local information broker.
"have you seen their arms? its like they are flaunting themself.."
"the attention just encourages them. why else would they wear something that looks like that? i can't believe cypher would choose them over me."
everyday, you would hear at least one of these comments directed towards you, and no matter what you did. they wouldn't stop ad simply find something new to pick out.
cypher was incredibly confused when you suddenly started dressing different. you were much more hidden lately...you were covering your body as if you wanted nobody to look. even i private you refused to show him the old side of you. one day, when you were together in his room he decided to confront you.
when he dropped his mask, you raised yours.
"hey sweetheart...i'm sorry if this is out of line but is everything ok? are you trying to match outfits with me now?"
he softly chuckled trying to lighten the mood, but upon seeing your zoned out reaction he stopped, a concerned gaze filling his features. when you came back to reality, you caught his gaze.
"oh, yes im sorry...i just have a question. do you...like how i look?"
to say he was shocked was an understatement. where was this suddenly coming from?
"what? habibi of course i do. why do you ask?"
"it's not a big deal...just someone has kind of gotten me to really think about myself and how i look." you say as if it were nothing
"what? that is incredibly unprofessional?! you should report them to Brimstone. people cannot be saying things like that." he fumed, how could anybody say that to another person?
"no! no please, it's fine. they are not wrong about me."
now THAT had him shocked. they were not right about you one bit? he put down the object he had been working on before turning around and sitting next to you on his bed. you look at him confused as he gave you a soft but stern look.
"listen to me darling. i don't know what the hell they said about you but i can garentee they are wrong. they are simply jealous. please never let yourself feel upset with how you look. you are perfect in my eyes and that is what matters, is it not?" he says in the most sincere voice you have heard.
you can feel tears forming as you nod and look at the ground trying to avoid his gaze, but soon you feel a gloved hand pulling your face back to look at him.
"there is no need to hide from me my love...i want to see your beautiful face...i am here for you, yeah?"
you feel tears streaming down your face...soon you feel soft yet chapped lips gently kiss away your tears. you wouldn't trade this for the world.
he spent the rest of the night planting soft kisses all over your body (/nsx).
the next day, the rude agent was awfully quiet. you can only imagine what cypher had dug up about them.
you may not feel completely comfortable in your own skin, but cypher will be with you to help you feel a little bit more.
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Killjoy
(TW: personality insecurities.)
"i shine only with the light you gave me."
everyone knew you were the "loud" agent.
after brimstone lifted the "no-fraternization" rule, you were free to be loving with your shy girlfriend in public.
most people found your extrovertedness and her introvertedness absolutely adorable. but you always feared that sometimes you were a little annoying.
one day, killjoy had been working on a turret upgrade while you were rambling about some show you heard jett talk about. but after a while you realized her only response was a soft hum every once in a while. you immediately backpedaled, were you being too loud? was she annoyed at you?"
you immediately trail off and stop talking, she seemed to not even notice your silence as harsh clanking filled the room. you frowned and checked your phone, scrolling back and forth on your home screen lost in thought.
once she had finished, you heard a quiet "yes!". you smiled as she turned around to ask your thoughts on it before seeing your face.
to anybody else, you would seem fine. just distracted. but klara knows you. to her, your eyes are more faded than normal as if you were bored...had she missed something important? she was mostly focusing on her work and assumed you had stopped talking to give her some space.
"Leibchen? Is everything alright?" she asked cautiously.
"hm? oh yes, sorry klara...i was just worried i was bothering you."
her eyes widened as you said this
"why would you be bothering me little maus? i love to listen to you!"
"i don't know, i guess i have just felt a bit worried that i have been annoying you..am i not too loud?"
"oh no! not at all! trust me, i love to hear you talk :)"
she stood up and pulled you into a shy side hug
"so, what was that about the show schatz?"
she asked with genuine curiousity, watching as your face brightened with joy at her eagerness to listen.
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thank you guys so much for the support on my last posts!!!!! i literally am so happy you guys enjoy my writing!!!! i would love if anyone wanted to send me some requests as i am kinda struggling on what topics to write aboutt!!
this fic was very self indulgent and i wrote these all on my own personal experience. i literally finished this and reread to realize "oh shit...these are all me" LMAO. sorry if it is cheesy 😭
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l0serloki · 1 year
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Christmas Joy
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Christmas Time HCs
(Chamber, Cypher, Fade, Reyna)
A/N : MERRY CRISIS
CW : Christmas?, Eating (Reyna), kissing/hinted innuendos, GN!Reader
Chamber : 
He’s going to get you a bunch of gifts!!
I feel like he’s not the type of guy to decorate as much but he’ll get a tree. If you want to decorate he will buy you whatever you wish!
He DOES have the money but I feel that he’s more of a thoughtful gift-giver. Expect trinkets and stuff that reminds him of you! And OF COURSE, a gun! He made it to match with his!
Overall, it’s going to be a pretty chill christmas. He lets you call the shots and lounges with a huge grin on his face. He loves seeing you so happy :)
“Open your gifts, mon chou. I want to see how you like them.” Chamber waved you off the couch to sit next to the tree. Your hands wandered along the precisely wrapped gifts, giving him a warm smile. 
“You didn’t have to get me all of this! You’re too kind, Vin.” 
The two of you sat for quite a while, going through gifts and giving eachother small kisses. You had expected a different outcome than the thought out gifts. This was your first Christmas with Vincent after all! He had seemed more the type of guy to go expensive but, boy were you wrong. Your heart swelled at the thought of him caring for you, turning to kiss his soft cheek.
“Merry Christmas. I love you.”
“I love you too.”
Cypher : 
MAN.
He makes little christmas lights out of his old camera parts. The whole bedroom looks like it was straight out of Wall-E.
“Baby it’s very uhh.. Festive!” “Yes, I know. I am too good.” (Smack that sarcastic bastard)
He gets you two a bunch of ‘christmassy’ teas to try as well. Gotta stay warm!
The presents are really sweet as well! He makes you some homemade tech to always have your back! As he said, “I need you to always be safe. Even when my eyes are down, my love.”
Give this man some love and that’s all he could ask for as a gift!
“I-What is this?” Your eyes raised as you walked into your shared bedroom. Old green and red lights on wrapped wire littered the ceiling, looking straight out of Cypher’s dump bin.
“It’s lights! You told me you wanted the room to be festive.” Cypher shrugged in response, continuing to type away at his keyboard.
As much as the lights were ugly, you had to praise him for the effort. 
“Wow. How.. Festive. Great job, love.” You leaned down to kiss his temple, holding in a chortle. Your boyfriend was something else.
Fade : 
I just imagine her getting you two matching sweaters! (She got Omen to knit them)
Much like Cypher, I feel that she’s a huge fan of warm drinks. She makes hot cocoa and tea! Whatever you wish for is her command :^)
Definitely over decorates the tree and makes cookies! “If Santa won’t eat them then we will!”
Lots of cuddling in blankets and hugs. She craves your attention! (She is very touch deprived, indulge her <3)
She gets you some new clothes & hobby items! She has a keen eye to stuff you like/need.
“Baby, you’re gonna suffocate me!” You squeaked out as Fade’s arms tightened around you. The air was frosty and the two of you laid in bed cuddling.
“No no, don’t be dramatic! You love it.” She graced your face with light kisses, small laughs leaving her mouth in the process. You could only grin at the sight of her so happy, glad to be such a source of joy for her.
“Yeah, whatever you say.” You leaned in, meeting her lips. She separated quickly, face red.
“A little warning would be nice! Whatever.. I guess it is Christmas. That’s your gift though.” She narrowed her eyes in mock sarcasm as the two of you just laughed. This would be a Christmas to remember.
Reyna : 
PLEASE.
She sets up mistletoe everywhere. Like you can’t take a step without seeing her smug grin. “Oh my.. I think you owe me a kiss.” “Rey, please. I’ve given you ten. I need to get a drink!”
She cooks a LOT on Christmas day. I feel like she loves the feeling of you being full & happy with everything. Good food and presence makes the best day!
“I don’t need gifts. You didn’t have to spend this money on me!” She tries to deny them but it fills her heart with joy. She’s honored that you got her such thoughtful gifts <3
She got you a lot of items for missions & some.. ‘Other’ items. “It’s a joke! Or was it..”
“This is so good, babe! You should make this more often.” You praised your girlfriend, digging into the food. Reyna only hummed, smiling at your hunger. 
“I am glad you like it. There is enough for a few days. We will have to open presents after you are done.” The woman rubbed at your back, setting down a drink for you. You hadn’t expected such a huge meal for Christmas morning but Reyna did not disappoint. The food was delicious and the two of you enjoyed eachothers presence. 
After you two had finished eating, Reyna’s arms circled around you. 
“Come, let’s go open gifts. I want you to see what I got you.” Her voice was laced with a dangerous note, sending electric shocks down your body. Soft lips brushed your jawline as the woman pulled you into the living room.
“Should I be scared?” You asked.
The only response you got was another kiss and a maniacal laugh.
Yeah, you should be scared.
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notaspectator · 5 months
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valorant headcanons (or just general thoughts? idk) 7 (still probably cant count?) Sova doesn't.. hate Cypher. he certainly doesnt LIKE Cypher, and he spends more time preaching about how Cypher cant be trusted and needs to change his ways than he spends talking with Cypher on missions, but its not hate like a lot of the other agents claim. Cypher himself doesn't even particularly like Sova. He respects and trusts Sova, but its absolutely hilarious to bother Sova even if sometimes it ends up with him sitting in Sage's office with a bruised jaw and a deflated ego after inevitably getting punched for pushing Sova too far. Brimstone tried pairing Sova and Cypher together for awhile to make them get over it. Cypher opted out eventually, finding the constant presence of Sova suffocating. He stated that he did not feel safe around Sova, but advised strongly against discipline against the archer. Brimstone gave up and just let them remain separate since at least the two were almost neutral if all interactions were kept on their own terms. Sova is not a violent person, still, and everyone knows that. Sova's reasoning for resorting to such against Cypher was due to less than appropriate jokes and the occasional friendly touch to his shoulders. Cypher, admittedly, did feel bad when he realized Sova genuinely couldn't stand such and apologized by quietly giving Sova a hundred credits overnight and leaving a box of tea that he'd seen Sova drink a few times before. Sova, while as unforgiving as always, accepted the peace offering. Periodically, there was a time Omen was greatly jealous of Sova. A little bit before the wraith truly took interest in the spy, and a little bit before Sova and Cypher's biggest fight. Sova still vividly remembers how Omen would whisk Cypher away after staring at the two for a minute, leaving Cypher and Sova equally confused. Sova was less than surprised when he noticed the two spending more time alone in Cypher's workshop, and only confirmed his suspicions later when he saw Omen quietly slinking out of Cypher's room in the early morning. Cypher is overall a very touchy person. No one, including him, really knows why. He doesn't like being touched back without warrant, but his favorite ways to show affection are quick hugs and small offerings of food and beverage. Sova and Cypher always did and still do play chess. no one knows why. Sova claims that it keeps Cypher appeased enough to leave the archer alone, Cypher assures people that it's just his irresistible charm that persuades Sova into tolerating him for a couple days. Realistically, it's a case of correlation / causation, since they only play chess when stress is low and everyone has time to spare. And Cypher is less dramatic when it's just the two of them, since Cypher appreciates not having his face rearranged. Sova has seen Cypher without his mask. Once. The sentinel had been shot in the head by a pistol, hanging onto life just barely, and had removed the mask himself while trying to handle his wounds secretly. Sova hadn't meant to find Cypher or see his face. Sova honestly couldn't describe Cypher's face in any detail, since he had turned away unbelievably fast. Sova only remembers that Cypher had brown eyes, and Cypher already offered basic information like that frequently enough to anyone truly curious. Cypher still remembers the incident. Sometimes it keeps him up at night with paranoia. Cypher never did mention it to Sova, and Sova decidedly never mentioned it to him. It is a conversation the two have been meaning to have for about three months and counting.
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kanaesparadise · 2 years
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Heyo can i request where reader is in a really bad mood and just depressed vibes and the characters don't know why but they actually said something really mean to reader earlier and reader thinks they're a nuisance to them and they make up, can the characters be sova and yoru (chamber and cypher if u can) ( ╹▽╹ )
-zen
Valorant Agents Realize That You're in a Bad Mood Because of Them
Type: Headcanons / Some angst but ends with fluff
Characters: Sova, Yoru, Chamber, Cypher, Jett, Fade
Pronouns: They/Them
Warnings: None
A/N: Hi zen! I hope you enjoy while reading this 'cause I'm really enjoying while writing~ Have a good day!
Chamber
As a French gentleman, Chamber is not someone to upset you or make you depressed easily.
However, his excessive ego can sometimes cause him to hurt you unintentionally.
For example, while praising himself, he may humiliate you without anticipating that it will upset you, and he is not aware of it.
So it wouldn't be unexpected for him to make you feel like a nuisance.
He wouldn't have asked you right away, even if he noticed you were upset the rest of the day.
Maybe you just needed some time and he might have come up to you and bothered you.
However, when he saw that you were still in a bad mood despite the passage of time, he would understand that something was wrong. He need to talk to you.
"Ma chérie, is there something to bothering you?"
If you refuse to talk to him, he won't go because he thinks he's waited enough for today.
If you asked him if he remembers what he said before, he certainly wouldn't remember.
Even if he remembered what he said, it would be too late for him to realize that he had said something wrong.
Do not get it wrong; Even if Chamber found out a little late, he'd feel really bad for making you feel that way.
"I'm so sorry, my love, I didn't want you to think that way."
He would take you out to dinner to make up for his mistake.
The work that needs to be done that day has to be disrupted because he needs to take care of you.
In the following days, he will often check on you from afar or by coming to you.
Yoru
Being in a relationship with Yoru is pretty difficult because you can easily misunderstand him.
He also has trouble showing his emotions.
So it's quite possible that when he's angry about something, he'll say things to you that he will regret. Something he always does.
But doing it all the time doesn't make it right to say such things.
He might not understand that you were upset at first and would make fun of you.
But when he saw that you were getting more upset, he would panic.
Did someone upset you? Are you taken for his joke? Did you argue with one of the agents?
The funny thing is that all his thoughts were wrong.
He would try to talk to you, to remember what he said because he probably wouldn't be able to remember what he said to you.
When you finally told him exactly what he had said earlier, he would froze.
"I... I'm sorry I know I do this all the time but... It won't happen again. I promise."
If you don't want to forgive him, he won't say anything or object to you because he knows you are right.
But if you forgive, he'll show you the loving side he rarely shows, without hesitation.
"You're not a nuisance to me (Y/N), if you weren't with me everything would be much worse for me."
Sova
It is impossible for Sova to say such a thing to you in any situation, but you may feel like you are a nuisance. Because he often corrects your little mistakes.
Sova likes to share it with you when he's nervous, but sometimes he doesn't want to bother you too much.
Sometimes he may unintentionally ignore you.
The reason he stopped ignoring you was because he saw that you were in very bad mood.
Your happiness is more important than your own problems. Also, his first priority is to always make you happy.
At first he would hug you from behind and ask how your day was going, and if you felt comfortable he would ask you to why you were in a bad mood.
He blamed himself since you said you felt like you were nuisance for him and disrupting his work. He thought he shouldn't have made you feel this way.
He would turn you towards him and leave kisses on different parts of your face.
"I'm sorry, my love, I didn't mean to make you feel this way. What can I do to make you feel better? It can be anything."
He would really do anything you wanted. Going out, having a picnic, or just cuddling together.
He can carry you if you want. Let others say what they want, if you're going to be happy, he'll do it.
Cypher
Although Cypher is busy most of the time, he likes to see you around even when he's working.
He still prefers to be alone when he's nervous, so if you unknowingly bother him, he's likely to be rude to you.
Although it usually depends on the situation, most of the time, he realizes that he hurt you right after he said rude things.
But he wouldn't have told you directly that you were a nuisance. Even though he was sarcastic, you could easily understand what he was saying to you.
When he noticed the surprise and sadness on your face, he realized how rude his words were, and his heart started to feel heavy.
"I'm really sorry, my beloved, I didn't mean it that way, I'm just too nervous. I didn't mean to offend you, please don't look at me like that."
He would take your face in his hands and try to make you look at him.
If you don't want to talk to him, he reluctantly leaves you alone but continues to check how you are from afar.
Like Sova, he can do anything you want if you let him fix this situation.
He will do anything to make you happy and see your smile. That's why he doesn't know what to do out of guilt when he upsets you.
Jett
In addition to being quite cheerful and energetic, Jett is someone who gets demoralized very quickly.
She becomes tense and unhappy when she loses a bet, fails to do something she tried to do, or returns unsuccessfully from her mission.
If you have failed a mission together, Jett will complain about everything along the way.
For example, why did she go on a mission with a Phantom instead of a Vandal? Why did she go on side B and not side A? Why is the plane so hot? Why is it raining outside? Why was she sent on a mission with you?
Her last sentence sounds pretty harsh, but Jett wouldn't have known what she was saying in anger. She would have even forgotten in what sense she meant it.
However, when she turned to you for a moment and saw the sadness and disappointment on your face, she would have forgotten her anger.
She would pull you towards her, wrap her arms around you and gently stroke your hair.
"Hey hey hey, I didn't mean it in the way you think, baby. I thought a few more agents were needed for this mission. You did a great job, it was all my fault. I'm just pissed off myself, don't get my word serious but I swear to you; I didn't mean it that way."
It would really broke her heart to see you upset, even if she knew she didn't mean that way.
When reporting to Brimstone, she said that she had failed during the mission, not you.
After being scolded by Brimstone, she would come over to you with a cheerful smile and take your arm and kiss you on the cheek.
"Let's do something outside! It looked like the rain had stopped as we entered protocol."
Fade
Fade is not a dissatisfied woman, but it cannot be said that she is very energetic either.
In general, her jokes are dark humorous and can be difficult to understand, so there is a high probability that you will misunderstand any of her jokes.
She doesn't like being social most of the time, but she likes you to be around. However, as I said, she often says what she has to say without thinking because she is used to being alone.
When she says something when she is angry, you may feel as if she is speaking to you, even if she is not angry with you. But it is definitely not aimed at you.
When she says something you might think like that, she doesn't realize that she hurt you at first because she knows she didn't tell taht words to you.
However, she cannot think that you will be taken over.
At first she would go on with her day as if nothing had happened because there was nothing abnormal for her.
Later in the day, when she saw that your mood was bad, she wouldn't understand what was going on.
Still, she didn't want to panic without knowing what was going on, she thought it would be enough to ask you directly.
While you are sitting on the sofa, she will come and sit next to you, resting her head on your lap.
"Is everything alright, sugar? You look...sad."
With her lying on your lap like this, it would be impossible for you to escape. Because when you tried to get up, she would gently grab your hand and clamp it with her own.
So somehow you had to tell her why you were upset.
While you were telling her why you were upset and what she said to you, she would listen calmly and place gentle kisses on your clenched hand.
"Yes, I said the words you said, but I guess I was misunderstood. You can be a nuisance sometimes, but I've never complained and I love you with your everything. The next time you think that way, don't be upset with yourself, come and tell me."
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I'll be here for You
AO3 Link Cypher never liked spring.
Actually, it was a lie.
He stopped liking spring after their deaths. 
The flowers blooming, transforming forests into a myriad of colours, always gave him a bitter taste in his mouth. 
Nora used to love this time of year, especially in northern countries, where the four seasons existed.
She always loved the sight, and liked to make flower crowns for everyone in the family. 
He had to admit, he missed those moments. “Missed” here, being an understatement.
He longed for what he had lost.
“Amir ?” Said a voice that he immediately recognised as being yours.
How could he forget ?
You were nothing but a lighthouse, illuminating the way to better himself, to heal.
“Yes nour ayni ?” He replied, turning to you. 
You looked like you’ve just woken up, and to be fair, it probably was the case. Cypher was an early riser, contrary to you, which is why he was surprised to see you awake when the sun was barely out.
Did Amir wake you up when he got out of bed ? Apparently, he didn’t need to ask the question, since you read right through him.
“You woke me up because I heard you sob in your sleep. I was watching over you, and I might’ve dozed off or something, because when I opened my eyes again, you weren’t there.” You sleepily explained, some yawns cutting you off here and there.
Coming to the table in the common area, you sat down next to him, taking his hand into yours. Squeezing gently, he watched your expression change from drowsy to worried. 
Actually, it was already worried, but the tiredness melted away, as if the concern you expressed to him was stronger than exhaustion.
It warmed his bleeding heart, just a bit.
“What’s wrong, love ?” You asked oh so kindly, worry bleeding into your words.
It took him a while to muster the strength to explain.
Or even say what he needed from you.
But you waited, ever so patient, always so loving, for his answer.
“It’s… It’s their anniversary.” Cypher finally blurted out, after who knows how long, holding back a sob.
He tried to blink the tears away, before feeling a soft hand on his face, rubbing his cheekbone. 
He knew that warmth was yours, and he leaned into it, oh so needy, so desperate for your comfort.
“How can I help you ?” You wondered, your tone soft and reassuring. 
He just needed you to be with him. To not go on that mission today, to stay with him where he knew you’d be safe and sound. 
But he couldn’t trust his words.
So instead, he freed his hands and pulled you in for an awkward hug, since you were both sitting. Understanding the unspoken request, you shifted position so you were sitting on his lap and cuddling him. Putting his face in the crook of your neck, Amir took deep breaths to try and calm himself down. You rubbed his messy hair in a soothing manner, whispering sweet nothings and reassurances into his ear.
He thought he had his feelings under control, then you simply said : 
“It’s okay love, you can cry. I’ll be here for you.”
And he sobbed uncontrollably as soon as the last word escaped your mouth. 
He didn’t know for how long he cried, just that he needed it.
Your presence and reassuring touch was enough for him to feel safe to be vulnerable, even in an open area like the living room. He clinged onto you, as if letting go would make you disappear.
In his mind, it was the case.
He mumbled a demand between two sobs.
You probably didn’t understand, at the non committal answer that Amir received. Trying to calm his crying for more than a couple of seconds, he finally said after a while : 
“Nour ayni… Please don’t go on that mission today,” He managed to say, his nails digging into his palm as he pulled you in even closer.
“Okay” you answered after a short moment. He breathed out a shaky sigh of relief.
And you stayed there, cuddling each other, waiting for Cypher to calm down.
When his breath returned to an even pace, you tried to move away while saying that you’ll prepare some tea for the both of you. Out of instinct, he tightened his grasp for a quick instant. 
Realising what he was doing, he immediately let you go and apologised softly.
“Do you want to accompany me into the kitchen, love ?” You asked gently, extending a hand to him.
He nodded, taking the offered hand as he stood up.
As he watched you prepare the tea – he noticed it was his favourite – he stood near you, your shoulders almost touching, observing you like a hawk. You seemed unbothered by the intensity of his glance, doing the task at hand with great expertise and concentration.
He did teach you how to properly brew tea, after all.
It did make him smile, ever so slightly, to see his partner do so well in a field that was important to him. 
After a while, you finished the two cups and you turned in his direction, presenting one of the drinks to him. 
Taking it into his hand, he watched you lovingly smile at him.
“I hope you like it, love” you expressed. 
Of course he will.
You made it, and that alone made this tea the best beverage he could possibly have.
Making your way back into the living space, you sat down like you previously did.
Taking a sip of the warm drink, he sighed in contentment.
“Thank you, nour ayni” Amir said, looking at you and trying to just show how much he loved you with just a glance.
It seemed to work, or at least you got the message, since you gently kissed him on his forehead, temple, cheek, corner of his mouth and finally, right on his lips. Each kiss was loving, gentle and caring, and he almost melted to the touch.
“I’ll be here for you, always, my love.”
In this moment, it was Cypher’s only truth.
For @kltira <3
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