#damn i gotta go to class…
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imagine if Charles died on that beach because he didn’t receive medical attention in time and Erik Raven only find out a few months later
Erik finally brought up the courage to go visit Charles again after they split up but when he breaks into Charles’ room he isn’t there
he searches the whole mansion looking for Charles, even calling out to him telepathically but to no avail
that is until he saw the grave stone sitting in garden
Erik never returned to the brotherhood after that night and Raven had to find out after tracking him down in Austria
#man goes to the most random places sometimes…#having diabolical thoughts rn and they have to do with my babygirl dying#sorry maps i subjected you to one of these thoughts in your inbox#damn i gotta go to class…#see yall later or watevs 😻#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#xmen#xmcu#professor x#magneto#xmen first class#wish does not shut up
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whenever a lot is going on and im not necessarily overwhelmed but i am Buzzing with energy cus theres a lot to get done i just imagine this image i have set as the icon for my personal emoji discord server

#mossball.txt#HAD TO WAKE UP EARLY AND GET MY NEW PHONE AND THEN GO GET A CASE AND SCREEN PROTECTOR#AND set it up AND make it to the first day of a college class ontime. im feeling the hyperactive of adhd rn#then when i get home i gotta worry about my phone contacts that didnt sync and then the files on my last phone i still want back#and then i gotta study for my exam tomorrow and get my graphing calculators batteries#those damn Mondays. im crazy
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Got called out in chat for being bad at marvel rivals for the first time and I’m being SO brave about it o7
#Marvel rivals#’cloak either focus iron man or switch’#well you see! I can’t find the fucking iron man. I didn’t know he was there actually the visuals are so much. I’m on a controller and canno#play classes that require ‘aim’. Also I am just having silly fun in tha quick game lobby. Hope this helps <3#I gotta remember to go console only when solo queueing#I cringe so hard from old tf2 experiences of the same thing. I’m sorry im not sweaty or particularly skilled#but I ALSO still remember the time someone went ‘aw damn they were a good medic :(‘ after I got autobalanced. So#Yknow…#I’m missing tf2 agaib but it doesn’t run on my current mac :(#Also I wanna play outside of a bot lobby with Loki but I need to learn how more characters work#HIS ULT IS SO STRESSFUL#I TRY TO NAB A PETER QUILL AND SUDDENLY I AM PENI PARKER. I DONT HAVE A CLUE HOW SHE WORKS
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You know I never get how in dungeon gate manwha how an MC will be like working a construction job before the first gate break then after they’ll quit to try and become an adventurer and it’s like??? With how much city DAMAGE on a weekly basis there is after that??? Congrats you’re now already in an extremely high value and needed career. The amount of construction workers that would be needed not to mention like if ur government paid or personally employed by a guild. Construction would become one of the cushiest jobs in terms of job security + pay. Cause with the extent of damage in these series it’s like no matter how many workers you have it’ll ALWAYS be an in-demand career
#I’d literally be trying to go into construction or a government job with managing awakeners#I’d also like- not live anywhere near America or Asia lmao#cause like the damages are almost ALWAYS there#rarely do you see in manwha about like Britain or France or something being fucked with#not that I need much reason to move out of the US#me fucking off to Italy or Ireland as soon as the first dungeon breaks settle down#yapping#manwha#post mainly inspired by the s class I raised#but also I get that he had entirely other reasons for wanting to be an adventurer and I respect that#but like there’ll be some BROKE MCs going to be adventurers cause it’s high risk high reward then they’re like D ranks or something#and it’s like that’s still stronger than a normal human GO INTO CONSTRUCTION#the money isn’t like billions but damn it’s gotta be safer plus it’s like if you have experience you’ll be hired most places#and even if you don’t most places will take you cause if the cities being destroyed each week you need to keep up with repairs#honeystar
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OC RAMBLE INCOMING:
I’m going to be completely honest here: the whole happy ending I’ve written up for Spamton? The one with the wife and Shirley and “redemption” of some sort? It all started as a joke. A shitpost. A funni haha.
But somehow—rather early on, in fact—it willed itself to be genuine. And for the past three years, it’s given me life. I love the little slice-of-life plots that I’ll place them in. The life of hardship Spamton had endured is now just a bad memory he can tell his daughter he overcame. His wife is there for him after a bad day (and vice versa). And despite this “happy ending,” they still struggle a bit because of their past damage.
Really, it kills me to be vague about it for the sake of spoilers, since there is a story that’s supposed to earn and build up to it all.
#haz says a thing#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune oc#shirley spamton#idk i have a hard time believing people are interested#and i’m not going to be able to draw for it by wednesday bc my classes are starting ;-;#damn me and my…things#anyways i gotta go to work#perhaps i’m not doing the best job of selling this whole thing…
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Okay I did get distracted by a grade being posted and I am about to be both a nerd and a millennial but god ngl I do hate classes where you get full points on all your assignments but don't actually get any actual feedback on them. What is the point. If it's a class where everyone gets passing grades for making the effort but you get actual feedback and comments, that's great! But I would genuinely rather get points docked and get extensive comments on what I did well and what needed improvement and why than this.
#what is the POINT#like at that point it feels like busy work frankly! it doesn't feel like anyone's worrying about whether or not I learned something!#and like I can self reflect on my own learning. I'm good at that. that's fine. but a) not everyone can#and b) it REALLY does not help the perception that a degree is something you pay for but don't actually need to learn anything to get#which is a MASSIVE problem rn. there's no actual value placed on LEARNING THINGS.#like I know for a FACT that I have turned in B+ average assignments at best in this class.#just cuz I only have finite time and I gotta stay sane and it's not an area I'm going to go any further than surface level in.#the overview is good and important! but the work I'm doing is reflective of my investment and frankly it should've earned a B+ at most.#like at least if you're docking a point and telling me what for I know you READ the damn thing. christ alive.#you may ask yourself 'oh my god why are you like this' and the answer is. have you looked at my blog.#anyway. okay nOW I'm going to bed.
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Bought a stupid suit thing. Disgustang.
#speculation nation#i got it on sale but it was still kinda expensive. ughhhh#hates every part of that. it's so stiff and uncomfortable and unnatural feeling.#but business professional is the recommended attire... so to that i went...#felt bad staying so close to close but the employees were nice about it at least. and i still got out b4 they closed (barely)#i wanted to go shopping earlier today. in between class and orchestra. but allegedly attendance is required in the lab.#so i went. didnt really feel like attendance was taken. but i still went.#still gotta finish prepping my resume but i dont think itll take Too long... i got a template to follow#from my web coding class actually. bc we just happen to have a resume building assignment this week.#so by working on my resume im working on the lab!! yay!!!#except im not doing the lab resume rn. just the normal resume. the template is still helpful tho.#also need to do a bit of research into the companies that are there and the interview style thingie#GOD this is going to be a whole hassle. i dont wanna wrinkle my stupid suit so i shouldnt stuff it in a bag.#and i dont wanna BIKE in the stupid suit. so im thinking of driving up to campus. forking over the money for guest parking#do the stupid career fair then drive back home to change and then go back up to campus on bus or bike in time for bowling#hopefully. we hope. nonzero chance of having to miss bowling and web coding classes tho. depending on how long i spend at this thing.#ultimately career bullshit is more important than one day of bowling so like. whatever.#but i still want a reward for sucking it up and going to the stupid career fair anyways. even tho i Really dont want to.#im already planning on skipping my first class. he made it sound like it would be fine + expected. so we can go to the career fair.#and that opens up a good amount of time so. doing that. and then hoping i can make it to bowling class...#it's funny to imagine if i didnt have time to go back home to change. me showing up to bowling in a suit.#im not doing that tho. this shit was too expensive to risk it doing physical activity.#BLARGH i am so supremely grumpy going to this thing. i dont want to. at all. i hate all this Professional Attire bullshit.#but i need to... and i already went thru the hassle of getting the damn suit... might as well just go.#i will simply pout and grumble the whole way. until tomorrow where it'll be full social smiles and whatever the fuck.#need to get enough sleep to make talking easier. no time for any fun stuff tonight.#need to find my damn. razor. bc i need to shave my little mustache thing probably. for 'professionalism'. ugh.#kicking and screaming this whole way. man i dont think i even own an ironing board. gonna have to hang the shit up and hope for the best#longest sigh imaginable... i just wanna write....... or play video games...... wahhhh#at least itll be over tomorrow. but then i will have to do presentation stuff for thursday. ughhhhhh
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can people send me their thoughts about cherik?

it could be anything 😔
headcanons/AUs/general thoughts about them
even the comics versions or xmen 92/97’
i just wanna talk about them 🤩
#gotta go to class soon damn…#anyway feeling lonely and i want to talk about cherik 😻✌️#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#xmen#xmcu#wish does not shut up
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okay but. why does it seem like 24 year old majima’s ridden a horse before. why does he talk like he has Experience. what is this lost lore
#rambling#we just gonna gloss over this#to me this either implies he’s from either a REALLY country background Or on the other end of the spectrum (my personal belief) and he’s#from an upper middle class to well off background and has been to like horse camp or horseriding lessons or something in his childhood#oh man please i love the image of an 8-14 year old majima being made to do horseriding by his parents because hes this#lanky pale ass kid who needs to do SOME kind of sport or something#and boy would he Hate it#he’s bizarrely prodigious at a Lot of the (especially technique based) things he tries canonically so I imagine he wouldn’t actually be Bad#at it after some trial and error but. he’d still fucking hate it. and his cool persona in his head would be riding a motorcycle or something#instead cause that’s Way cooler to him#man I have so many thoughts about young majima I really gotta go into depth on it soon#oh yeah just a note: part of the reason I don’t think he’s from a country background is cause his Real Accent canonically is#a tokyo one which he’s still getting the hang of covering up with a kansai one when he’s 20. meaning there’s not a ton of time for him to#have adjusted into a Tokyo one or something prior if he hadn’t grown up there#so I’m pretty damn sure he’s from Tokyo#that + a number of other details that make him seem to me like he grew up with a more formal education#and ywah blah blah blah#majima#Yuki#sunshine siblings#y0
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I frequently feel completely isolated no matter how much I talk to people. So that's fun
#sorry if anyone sees these im tired of using my personal discord servet to vent. i always spiral too much#anyways i have an idea for a good poem to write for class because of recent events#ughhhh idk i just wish i wasnt so annoying about asking if i can open ip to people#or if someone would just ask if i was okay. i mean actually id probably lie i am not actually good at being open.#but like hey idk it feels nice to feel like people genuinely want to know#ughhhhfhfhf i do this to myself sometimes JSHSJSKDJDJD#welp its just how life goes. i feel lonely all the time and i soldier on#surely helping the next person will make me feel better! nope. surely helping yhis next person will make me feel better! nope. surely-#tgats me. thats what i sound like#yeah idk it feels like everyone is going through something worse than me so itd be a moral failing on my part#to ask them if i could just like. feel bad. noticeably#not even talk about it just look down and out of it for a day#yknow i emailed one of my teachers asking permission to go by a new preferred name#this is at like. a massive very queer and trans art school.#and i asked him permission to do this#and i was joking with my friends about how pathetic i sounded in it#and one of them patted me on the head and said “there there buddy” like very jokingly#but i almost cried because thats the first time in so long someone has like. really tried to comfort me#or shown me much physical affection#my mom gives me hugs and stuff but thats always about her. i dont blame her shes got a lot of stuff going on#but idk its really selfish of me but i just wanna have people see me and feel bad for me and it be about my pain for a little while#ill get over it im just being a teenager but shit god fucking damnit#i just want a break from feeling like my world is falling apart#then getting some footing#then it falling apart again#okay i feel a bit better now better stop the complain train JDJDJSKSJD#hey why do i never hear that it rhymes and everything thays so good#damn i gotta use that more#welp weve reached our stop sorry if anyone ever read thjs. hope you have a nice day tho lol
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yall
#vent in tags kind of sort of?#i'm just so fucking exhausted#this year has taken a lot out of me#it has been a special type of hell trying to balance school and robotics and not going insane#just wish someone (cough cough my parents cough) would appreciate my efforts#cause god damn i am burned out#like bro getting a 4.0 gpa with ap classes and also doing 20 hours a week of robotics ain't easy#would it kill you to say you're proud of me#idk. like i willingly chose this life for myself#doesn't mean it isn't wearing me down#just gotta make it. 2 weeks#and then it's spring break and i'll be good#...yeah#vent
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New guys might just drop... a pair of spoiled siblings, proverbial prince and princess of Flute Street... because they're both rubbery.
#i'm going to find a way to pull this off canon be damned#like if they were normal humans they'd probably be your typical insufferable upper class 20-somethings with no common sense#but they're also squidly with an amber estate and are just big fish in a small pond#though i guess it'll need workshopping#either gotta find a new faction or perform shapeling arts on existing rubbery man lore
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continually fascinated by the variety of life on earth, continually frustrated by the lack of attention given to anything that isn't a vertebrate animal
#damn human bias...#i think about this so much but doing a botany internship this summer has really hammered it in#how can i have learned every class in chordata and every phylum in animalia by high school#and never even touched on taxa in ANY OTHER KINGDOM since#im mad im gonna go work on memorizing major phyla in plantae so i wont be so mad#(obvs the goal is to get through each kingdom but gotta start somewhere)#original
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It's getting more and more certain that I'm gonna get straight As this semester. For the very first time in my college career. My persuasion class is entirely graded, & I got a 95.88% in it. My data governance class still has the final paper to grade, but we got a 97.33% on the presentation, so the paper probably won't be much lower than that, & my current running grade in that class is a 96.53%, so. We'd have to do Pretty Badly to get that below a 90%, so it's almost a guaranteed A. Then there's my gender communication class, which doesn't have a listing on the homework website (bc my professor in that class is real old-school) BUT I got full points on my final essay exam too, which means the Only thing in that class I got points taken off for was my presentation, which Even Then I still got a pretty good grade. So that one's almost certain to be an A as well.
Which leaves UX design class, which is still missing a grade for the project we turned in back at the start of November 😭😭😭😭😭 but they say they're grading them this week so. Sure, I guess. (Still don't know why they graded the more recent project before that one but Oh Well). Anyways, we've been getting really good grades on all our projects, bc it's a level 100 course and their grading criteria is really easy 😂😂😂. So really good grades on all the projects. Not as good grades on the class participation stuff bc I kept forgetting to do my reflections and the readings, but that's not very many points overall. So unless we do badly on the project that has yet to be graded (unlikely), I'm Proooobably going to get an A in this class too. At worst, a B. But I'm hoping for an A.
It'd just be really cool to have straight As for the first time in college. And then maybe, just maybe, I'll do it all over again next semester too >:]
#speculation nation#usually i have at least one class i struggle with more#but i Also have spent every semester before this also working a job.#which that's the key difference i think. it's Impossible for me to keep a job without making sacrifices.#and yknow my dad and my old advisor would tell me that school's more important#but when you gotta work to eat and pay ur way thru school. u kinda Have to prioritize work?#when it comes to staying in ur boss's favor and keeping regular attendance etc etc etc#there were a number of times i ended up so tired from work id get home and look at an assignment and go 'do i Really need to do this?'#check the syllabus to see how much it's worth. and if i think i can get away with it then i skip it.#but not this semester. i finished every stupid fucking assignment bc there Were no work conflicts like that.#(minus the One quiz i forgot which got dropped anyways. and then the readings and reflections i mentioned above lol)#and as it turns out. when u do Every damn assignment. well that directly translates to better grades.#and see even without working a job. full time school is still fucking punishing.#i kept at it but there were a number of times i felt myself cracking.#held it together thru determination alone. one foot in front of the other. i kept going. i finished. and i did a damn good job of it.#couldnt live that way for too long though. it's no wonder i kept having breakdowns in previous semesters#with me trying to do school while also working. full time school just does Not work for me with that.#and even part time school was more than i could handle well.#but i Can be a good student when i can actually Focus on it. my grades here are evidence enough.#so im feeling pride. and im feeling certainty.#i have 3 classes left to complete before i graduate. and im gonna.#i WILL do well on those classes too. and i WILL graduate in may. im speaking it into existence. i WILL do it.
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back on my “crazy these are the same characters” mindset


#callback to one of my old posts#whenever i see that specific picture with charles holding the flower all i can hear is ‘merp’#why? i have no idea#always a difficult task wrapping my head around the fact these are the same people#damn i gotta go to class#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#professor x#magneto#xmcu#x comics#wish does not shut up
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great additions from @scalp-book and @7micahs
truly do not understand how people just slip into relationships and jobs and opportunities and friend groups and lifestyles. to me there are a million obstacles to navigate in a single basic conversation
#I have been a weirdo my entire life and somehow have ways been able to find connection#and some of it my good friends is sheet dumb LUCK#my high school class had some wonderful weirdos in it who I’m still friends with#and the grade above me did too#whereas my sister a year younger than me just didn’t gel as well with the people in her grade#and I thought about it and was like. damn if I’d been a year younger I probably would’ve also struggled with that#like in any group or walk of life there are always weirdos but they’re not MY weirdos y’know???#gotta find that compatible brand of weird#and same with jobs I am only just barely functional-passing enough to make it and even then I have a select group#of fellow teachers who can handle my chaotic energy lmao#so much of it is luck!! and just being chaotically stupid enough to go for it and leaning into your awkwardness and making it endearing#one potato queue potato three potato four#human connection#us weirdos have to stick together#cause we are living in a neurotypical world#and I am a neurodivergent girl 🎶
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