Love is in the Air (Why Didn’t You Tell Me?)
Pairing: Beck Oliver x Fem!Reader
Fandom: Victorious (Nickelodeon)
Summary: Based on the episode of Victorious “Beggin’ on Your Knees,” where you take the place of Tori. Some things are changed.
Warnings: None that I can think of
Y/n=Your name
W/n=Wrong name
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Love was in the air at Hollywood Arts, and you absolutely hated it. You sat on the stairs in the main hallway and watched all the main couples of the school go about their day.
Trina came into view. She was running after Jade. “Babe! I said I was sorry!”
Jade’s jaw tightened as she turned back around to her girlfriend. “You walked in on my auditions!”
“I’m sorry! You know how I get! I see an opportunity and I just gotta take it. Y’know?”
Her words didn’t soothe Jade’s anger. “My audition isn’t your opportunity!”
Trina paused for a moment. “Well, yeah. I know that now...Listen what if I buy you those new scissors you wanted?”
That seemed to immediately resolve a lot of Jade’s resentment. “...The ones that are diamond encrusted?”
“The very same,” Trina nodded. “Do you like me again?”
Jade took a step up to Trina, took her hand, and kissed her cheek. “Maybe...”
The two walked off together.
“Whatcha doin’?” Beck was suddenly looming over you.
You turned around to look at him. “Wallowing in my loneliness.” You turned back around and rested your head on your hands.
“...That sounds like fun,” Beck responded, not knowing what else to say.
“Robbie!!! Robbie!!!” Cat burst onto the scene by running down the stairs and screaming bloody murder for Robbie. She reached the middle of the main hallway and released her loudest scream yet. “ROBBIE SHAPIRO!!!”
The boy came sprinting into view on Cat’s right. “What? What is it? Everyone’s telling me you’re looking for me, Cat. Is everything okay? Are you hurt?”
“No,” Cat answered, much calmer than before.
“Then what is it?” Robbie asked, still very concerned.
Cat’s response was simple: “I missed you.” She then leaned forward and wrapped her arms around Robbie’s torso.
Robbie let his head rest on top of hers. Probably to equally revel in her cuteness and insanity. “I...I missed you too, sweetheart...But next time, maybe try calling me on the phone...” His voice trailed off as he and Cat walked away.
“Hey, guys.” Tori approached you and Beck, hand-in-hand with André.
You immediately rolled your eyes. “Here we go. Yet another couple to rub their happiness in my face.”
“I’m sorry?” Tori wasn’t sure if she should’ve apologised for her happiness.
“What’s with the sour attitude?” André wondered. When he and Tori came to a stop, he traded holding hands with her with putting an arm around her shoulder.
“Nothing’s up. Right, Y/n?” Beck answered for you. Before you could respond to Beck, he asked the three of you, “You guys wanna get lunch?”
Both Tori and André nodded. “Sure.”
Beck grabbed your hand. “You’re coming too. C’mon.” He dragged you along with him.
Outside, you were mainly focusing on your food, which was why you didn’t notice, at first, a guy walk up next to you. When you did notice him, you saw that he wasn’t just a guy, he was Ryder Daniels, a senior. A really hot senior at that. He was talking to you.
“Hey. It’s W/n, right?”
“Y/n.” Beck corrected without looking up from his meal.
Ryder cleared his throat. “Y/n, right. How are you doing?”
“I-I’m doing okay...How are you?”
Ryder smiled at you. “I’m good. So, Y/n, I was wondering if you wanted to go out sometime?”
You felt your eyes widen. “With me?”
Vaguely, you heard Beck go, “With her?”
Ryder gave a weird look to Beck. “Yeah...” He turned back to you. “What do you think?”
“Uh, s-sure.” You had to physically push the word out.
“Great.” Ryder grinned and walked away.
“Great!” you called after him, then turned back to your friends. “What just happened?”
Tori was the first to answer. “What do you think just happened? You got a date!”
Your heart was beating out of your chest. “Really? Are you sure?”
“Yes!” André congratulated you. “Be happy, Y/n!”
You were pretty sure that was what you were feeling. Your heart wouldn’t slow down to tell you anything else.
That night, you had just finished a pretty fun night with Ryder. You couldn’t believe it, but you were pretty sure you had just fallen into your first relationship.
There was a knock at your door.
You walked toward it, confused. “Ryder? Did you forget something?” You opened your door to find not Ryder. “Beck?”
“I don’t like this.” He came marching into your home.
Your confusion only grew. “Don’t like what?”
He jumped onto another subject. “How was your date?”
“It went fine. We’re doing the Full Moon Jam together. Is this what you’re upset about?” you wondered.
Beck’s jaw clenched. “Maybe.”
“Why?” You were flabbergast.
He thought for a second. “I don’t-I don’t know, but I just don’t like the idea of you with someone else--”
“Are you kidding me?!” you shrieked. “All this time, I’ve been alone, Beck. So I swear to god, if you tell me you like me now--”
“I don’t like you!” he shouted back. “I just don’t want to see you with him! I don’t want to see you with anyone unless it’s m--” Beck immediately stopped talking as realisation dawned on his face.
“...Get out,” was all you had to say.
Beck hung his head as he followed your order.
And just like that, you were left alone.
The next day, you were excited to see Ryder again. You were excited to see anyone that could distract you from Beck. You decided to meet Ryder at his locker.
You were about to round the corner when you heard Ryder talking to one of his friends.
“Hey, Ryder. Congratulations! I heard you’re dating that one girl--What is it--W/n?”
“Yeah. Only until she gets me an A on this Full Moon Jam assignment. Then you can have her.”
That was all it took to have you booking it in the other direction.
You weren’t sure how many hours you spent in the janitor’s closet, but you were pretty sure you’d heard the bell ring three times. You weren’t willing to do the math.
Suddenly, the door to the closet burst open. “There you are!” Beck called out, relieved. “Jesus, I’ve got everyone looking for you, y’know...Y/n?”
“He’s using me,” you tearfully informed, “He’s using me to get a good grade on the Full Moon Jam assignment, then he’s gonna dump me.”
Beck didn’t know what to say, “Oh, Y/n.”
“Why didn’t you say anything?” You sprung to your feet.
He thought you were talking about Ryder. “I didn’t know--”
“Not about him. Why didn’t you tell me you liked me before all this mess?”
Beck was ashamed. “I didn’t know about that either until Ryder asked you out.”
“Why didn’t you tell me--?” Your sobs cut you off. You started crumpling into yourself until Beck enveloped you in a hug.
For some reason, life didn’t seem so bad anymore. You hugged him back. The tears kept falling.
“I’m never going to let anyone hurt you again,” Beck whispered, “Whether I have you or not. No one will ever treat you like this again--”
You kissed him.
It was an intense kiss. Beck roughly backed you against some drawers, and you forcefully ran your fingers through Beck’s hair.
Eventually, you two had to part for air, and you just smiled.
“What’s the smile about?” Beck asked. His expression matched yours.
“Oh, a few things,” you answered teasingly. You kissed him again. “I think I know how to get revenge on Ryder, and I’m gonna need your help.
“Anything,” Beck promised you.
“Good,” you grinned, and kissed him again.
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