#do i mention the adderall

[pomogranategf]

the substances r making me feel.b ad

[houseswife]

wilson is like one of those bitches who puts nicotine patches on their partner in their sleep so that they’ll subconsciously crave their presence and associate their time together with the gratification of it. except instead of doing it sneakily, he openly (even reluctantly) exists as the main source of house’s vicodin prescriptions, not only providing him with the high but maintaining this pavlovian dynamic where he actively contributes to house’s pain relief & survival. he’s essentially his lifeline. and for the most part, he doesn’t even do it on purpose!!! because aside from the literal drug connection, that’s what his friendship is to house, too. what bonnie said about how wilson just tries to be a Good and Normal friend but ‘once you’re the subject of all that attention, it’s addictive’. in season 8, he says “I cannot be responsible for the happiness of gregory house.” and then has the audacity to look shocked when foreman replies, “You are responsible, though.” it’s like he’s painfully aware of their fucked up codependency but simply turns his face away from it. he’s even in denial until the very last moment, until it’s not only his upcoming death on the horizon, but the knowledge that they’re both free. I always found his smile after ‘I’m dead, wilson’ a little chilling. because it feels like he knows what that means — the larger, lethal implications of house disregarding any worry about his own future — and only then is he done fighting it.

[toastsnaffler]

taking an extra half an amfexa before I leave work bc [redacted] (popular artist) is playing my city tn and I'll need it to cope with how awful the traffics gonna be when I'm on the bus 💀

[seilon]

love when this is referred to as the gifted kid website. shockingly my mental disorders made me mentally disordered and school never really vibed with that so. couldn’t be me

[morayofsunshine]

i can COMPARTMENTALIZE NOW

[objuct]

your boy is going to eat an edible and play roblox games for the rest of the evening because he cant think clearly due to lack of proper sleep \o/

[starvingratcat]

The fact that I went from feeling like I NEED breakfast to fasting 16+hrs and not eating til past 5pm? In under 3 weeks? Yeah I got this shit

[scarletfasinera]

My sister came downstairs and saw me sitting on the floor trying my best to scrub the coffee rings out of my coasters and she stared at me, then looked at the clock, then looked back at me and said "I'm guessing you took your adderall an hour ago?"

[toytulini]

god that "morning people are an oppressive class" post annoys me in some way i cant. quite. ugh

[hawnks]

all of the nurses at the clinic being extra special nice to me becuase i came in looking like this:

[agdab]

ive been in such a weird brain fog lately

[levered]

modern verse aklla has behavioural issues and that coupled with dealing drugs has her in and out of juvie as a teen. this does little to deter her and she fakes her university admissions. not because she doesn’t have the grades or intelligence for her programs but because she knows a track record like hers will be roadblocks to her acceptances. university just teaches aklla how to be better at hiding the shady things she has a penchant for.

[peachinspiration]

dunmeshi mithruncore (every day I can’t get up to make myself eat at all or get up to use the bathroom or fall asleep or actually do more to help myself unless im told to or someone physically Makes me do it or I finally manage to do so for the first time very very late in the day cuz I forced myself to out of fear)

[morayofsunshine]

currently have the kind of adhd where i have a million bees buzzing around my brain and they won't stop until i create hyperfixation things

[samuraisharkie]

does it not seem sort of. counterintuitive. for the medicine designed to reduce anxiety to raise your heart rate. I feel like that’s not right

[woodnrust]

Okay so I am just immune to caffeine good to know