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[louddonutlove]

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[kyousei-a]

     Genya doesn’t remember when he stopped feeling pain.

     It isn’t something he is unaware of. He realized in the midst of battle, demonic blood coursing through his veins, where injuries that would have incapacitated him otherwhere were ignored like water off his back. Genya used to feel it later, after his arm had stitched back together slowly over the course of the night. It was the ache of humanity catching up with him that left the scars to remind him of the choices he’d made to be here.

     This made sense back then. He had been a demon under the moonlight, and demons don’t feel pain... right?

     Genya realized even that ache of humanity had dulled when slicing vegetables with Tanjiro to share a meal with the group. He watched those bright maroon eyes widen while he spoke about this or that, following Tanjiro’s gaze until he was met with the sight of radish chunks sitting in a pool of blood. He’d cut the meat of his hand and hadn’t felt it at all — and it wasn’t due to the sharpness of the blade.

     So it’s funny, Genya thinks, that I don’t feel this at all.

     What he does feel is cold as the blood rushes from his body. He would have been dead ages ago had it not been for the demonification. Genya sees the puddle beneath him grow with every passing moment, but focus instead is on his sibling hovering and screaming. His vision is starting to whiten.

     He hears little past the sharp ringing in his ears, but speaks anyway. This is his only chance, you know? To tell Sanemi how he feels. Tanjiro said it was okay...

          He’s sorry.                He didn’t mean to blame you.                     He was a burden.                          Thank you.                               He wanted to protect you.

          Please don’t die.

     In a weird way Genya feels himself crumbling away, but that isn’t painful either. It feels more like... an absence. It feels like how he imagines the space inside an empty hole feels. His vision is already white.

     He wanted to see Sanemi smile one more time. The last time was...

     In the distance he hears something. He hears it again, and again. It’s so faint that he can barely hear it, but that ringing keeps—

     ❝Genya-nii-chan!!❞ ❝Nii-chan!!❞ ❝’Ya-nii!❞

     A little body slams into the back of his knees and he stumbles forward. In an instant Genya is standing again. Standing in clothes he hasn’t worn in years with a pounding in his chest that he’s forgotten. He knows that voice. Those voices.

     Grin splits across his face that hasn’t made the light of day since his family was torn apart and he whips around to embrace his siblings. Sumi and Teiko are pulling at his shirt, bouncing and laughing and smiling as Genya kneels to pull them into his arms. Shuya, Hiroshi and Koto are not far behind, each of them jumping over one another to hug their big brother.

     Genya laughs and squeezes the two, now three as Hiroshi bullies his way in between the others, in his arms and touches Shuya and Koto’s cheeks with a warm hand. He’s sure they’re older, or maybe that’s just his imagination. Sis sisters look just like their mother, and Shuya is already as tall as he was at that age. Everything was worth it if this was had been awaiting him in the afterlife. Time with his siblings.

     ‘Nemi can join them later, once he’s helped defeat Muzan and lived a long and happy life. He can find someone to love him as much as he deserves, have a family and treat them like they all should have been. They’ll be waiting here. Together.

     ❝Where’s ma—❞

     ❝You can’t stay here, Genya-nii-chan.❞

     It is Shuya that speaks, the oldest below Genya, and Genya’s head snaps up from pressing his cheek against his littlest sister’s hair. ❝What—❞

     ❝You can’t stay!❞ Koto follows, her small hands balling into fists in front of her. ❝You have to protect ‘Nemi-nii-chan!❞

     Genya’s eyes slowly widen, gaze juggling between the two eldest siblings. ❝You...❞ The little hands fists in his shirt shake and pull at the fabric and he looks down at the three still nestled in his arms.

     ❝You said you would!❞ ❝You made a promise!❞ ❝We’ll be mad at you forever if you don’t!❞

     He’s stunned into silence, eyes welling with tears that slowly spill over onto his cheeks. Sumi, Teiko and Hiroshi hold onto him tightly for a moment longer before each of them are pushing and shoving at his chest. Genya’s shock makes him flounder back to his feet as the five of them huddled together opposite where he stood.

     ❝I can’t go back, I.. I have to stay with you guys!❞ He shakes his head in disbelief, unable to fully grasp what they’re asking of him. Genya was... he was dead. His body has crumbled to ash. In his mind he shouldn’t even be here, in all this white, with them.

     Once again it is Shuya who has stepped up. He’s been a good big brother without him and Sanemi... He should be proud. ❝You have to go!!❞ Shuya yells and shoves at Genya’s chest. Hard. The eldest two weren’t the only ones who inherited their father’s monstrous strength.

     Genya takes one, two quick steps back and a third that feels like the ground has given out from under him. He slips and falls backward, his stomach rising into his throat as he reaches for his brothers and sisters. ❝Shu—❞

     ❝Go protect ‘Nemi!!❞ Each of the five have rushed to the invisible edge. They smile wide and rub at their eyes, waving as he falls backward into... Wherever he will go. ❝We’ll be okay! Promise!❞

     Genya blinks as the wind rushes past his ears. It’s black again. He hears a roaring yell in his left ear and feels arms gripped tightly around his back. Pain shoots through his left side and his body jerks with an uncomfortable groan. Eyes — eye? — peel open only just,

     Sanemi’s familiar white hair, stained red with blood that’s probably his (probably...? Why can’t he...) is the first thing he sees, torn Death haori, scarred skin. Gyomei is kneeling some ways away. Weakly, he reaches left arm around his brother’s back. Fingers curl limply into the Wind Hashira’s at the same time he presses his right cheek to Sanemi’s neck.

     He realizes then half his vision isn’t just blurry, but gone, when his other arm snakes around Sanemi’s back and he can’t see it until fingertips are at the edge of his sight picture. That isn’t important now.

     Only the promise he made.

     ❝Ani... ‘Nemi... Sanemi. They made me promise.❞

[alexhuh]

a new drawing:DDD i’m really proud of it and i wanted to see if someone has any tips on how to improve my art ig

[weedyrocksbaretotherain]

genie from aladdin

[cosmiclatte28]

🎶✨when u get this u have to put 5 songs u actually listen to, publicly. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)🎶✨

1. Take a chance on me -abba

2. Where we are today - mina okabe

3. Honey, honey -abba

4. UN Village- Baekhyun

5. Summer is for falling in love

Thanks for tagging me :)

[saetoshis]

ARES HAS ME THINKING WAY WAY WAYYY TOO HARD ABOUT KIDD NOW >_<

cw: afab!reader, brat!reader, brat tamer!kidd, degradation, size kink, some teasing, choking

kidd thinks there’s nothing prettier than this sight.

your shuddering body underneath him is splayed out in a drooling mess on the sheets, knees digging into your chest with his hand wrapped around your entire neck - he just loses himself in the image of your body at his cruel mercy.

he takes long, hard strokes into your cunt that envelops him tightly enough for him to lose his mind, heavy grunts leaving his lips through a cocky grin.

“shit, look at you.. barely fuckin’ keepin yourself together, huh?” kidd sneers out between shallow pants, admiring the drool on your chin and the watery gleam of tears in your eyes. his thrusts pick up in pace, the head of his cock touching places you didn’t even know were there. he mocks you in a whiny tone, “aww, cute little fuckin’ sleeve can’t take it anymore? want me to go slower?”

“s-shut up,” you bite back between choked moans that every rut of his cock forces out of your chest, his fingers wrapping snugly around your throat. “don’t get cocky j- hah- just ‘cause you’re bigger than me.”

“oh, ‘don’t get cocky’, you say?” kidd takes your empty words as a challenge, big arms handling your body until he’s got you suspended with his hands hooked under your legs to grip your ass as he kneels on the bed. your fatigued arms wrap around his neck in a futile attempt to keep yourself stable as he bounces your tiny frame on his cock. he groans out with a shit-eating grin, “c’mon now, don’t fight back unless you fuckin’ mean it.”

2022 MUZANS.

taggin @lawscorazon @divilyn @aveegrex

[081314]

Welcome to Tsumsted Wonderland 2 – Part 5

Following is part 5 of my translation of the Welcome to Tsumsted Wonderland 2 event. This part contains Chapter 12 (Jade and his tsum), Chapter 13 (Rook and his tsum), and Chapter 14 (Azul and his tsum).

Spoilers after the cut!

Chapter 12

Jade: Now then, let us conclude our stroll here. It’s about time we return to the dorm, and I still need to explain to you about your job at the Monstro Lounge… …What’s this?

Ruggie: Did ya find ‘im?

Jack: Nope. Where the heck is he….

Jade: Ruggie-san, Jack-san. Is something the matter?

Jack: Ah, Jade Senpai. Have you seen Leona Senpai anywhere? We’ve been looking for him almost all day today….

Ruggie: Soon as he heard those tsums came back, he said he didn’t want anythin’ to do with ‘em and went off somewhere. He at least coulda stuck around long enough to sign some paperwork we need ‘im to, ‘cause the deadline’s comin’ up fast. Coulda spared us havin’ to run around the whole school lookin’ for ‘im. Ugh, why do his problems always end up bein’ mine.

Jade: Oh, my. So that’s what happened….

Tsum!Jade: ………

Jade: I must say, it’s rather unusual for all of Savanaclaw to come up fruitless in a search. As you have beastfolk amongst you, I’d gathered you could at least pin down a general area where he might be.

Jack: Normally, that’s the case… But for some reason, we lost his scent when we got to the botanical garden.

Jade: You…. lost his scent?

Ruggie: Geez. Where the heck did he go? I know the tsums showed up again an’ all but it ain’t like they came over to Savanaclaw this time. Jade-kun, if you run into Leona-san somewhere, could ya tell ‘im to come back to the dorm?

Jade: As you all have been unable to find him, I fear my endeavors wouldn’t fare any different… However, I understand. In the event I do come across Leona-san, I shall certainly convey your message to him.

Ruggie: Well, he’s probably gonna be on high alert since you got that tsum taggin’ along with ya, but… I ‘ppreciate it. Shishishi.

(Jack and Ruggie depart)

(Tsum!Jade jumps up happily)

Jade: Tsum-san, you appear to be enjoying yourself. For you to express such delight over watching Savanaclaw descend into chaos… I must applaud your good taste.

Tsum!Jade: ….

Jade: Oh? You’re saying I have no room to talk? Heh heh. I won’t deny that. Nevertheless, you’ve done exceptional work, tsum-san. Not only were you able to approach Leona-san with ease while we were in the gardens, you removed all traces of him even being there.

Tsum!Jade: ???

Jade: Heh heh. You needn’t try to hide anything from me, for I’ve already puzzled out what’s going on.

(A flashback starts from when Jade, the tsum, and Leona were in the botanical gardens.

(Tsum!Jade drapes something over Leona)

Jade (whispering): You even draped a blanket over Leona-san…. Your work certainly is laudable – or should I say – thorough. ……Actually, is that one of the covers we use for the plants? I’m not quite sure you should use that as a blanket…

(The flashback ends)

Jade: When you draped that plant cover over Leona-san, you did so with the intention of camouflaging him, did you not?

(Tsum!Jade makes a “ding ding” noise)

Jade: Those covers are just the right color to blend in with the surrounding soil and foliage in the gardens… And as we utilize them quite often, it’s nothing out of the ordinary to come across one spread across the ground. Furthermore, I grow my mushrooms in that area we encountered Leona-san. Though it is quite the shame you trampled them…. By doing so, the mushrooms expelled much more of their fragrance than usual, so much so as to cover up Leona-san’s scent.  Don’t tell me, you noticed that Leona-san was hiding away while you were busy squashing my fungi?

(Tsum!Jade blinks in agreement)

Jade: As you approached Leona-san, you kept in mind that the Savanaclaw students would surely be out looking for him, so you covered up his scent… It is no mere accident that their dorm is embroiled in such chaos right now. This was all your well-orchestrated plan. Heh heh…. You’re as slippery as an eel, tsum-san. What a truly interesting creature.

(tsum!Jade smiles)

Jade: Ah, that’s right. How about you and I stop by the gardens once more before we return to the dorm? You see, when you’re trying to gain a person’s favor, you must gain their understanding, as well. Were Leona-san to awaken right this moment, he might tear off that plant cover from himself, thinking it was in the way. Let us go explain to him why all this came about, and where the Savanaclaw students are searching for him… And we’ll have him think of us as his allies. I’m sure it will come in use down the line. Heh heh…. Then let us go, tsum-san.

(Ruggie and Jack appear)

Jade: ….Ah.

Jack: That’s weird. I coulda swore I heard Leona Senpai’s name just now.

Ruggie: What a coinkydink. I heard it, too. And I heard somethin’ about gainin’ somebody’s favor?

Jade: Oh, my…. Hello, again. Did the two of you forget something, perchance?

Ruggie: Call it my animal instincts, but I kiiiinda felt like you were hidin’ somethin’ from us. And judgin’ by the way you’re clearly playin’ dumb right now, looks like my instincts were right on the mark.

Jack: You really do know where Leona Senpai is right now, don’t you?

Jade: No, no, of course I don’t. And I can’t imagine why I’d have any reason to hide something from you? I was simply discussing with tsum-san about where Leona-san might possibly be…. Isn’t that right, tsum-san?

Tsum!Jade: ???

Jade (whispering): Wha- Why are you saying “?” right now? Please, you need to go along with me!

Jack: You are way too suspect….

Ruggie: Oooh, I’d just love to hear what you gotta say～ Shishishi.

Jade: As I said, you are mistaken. I’ve nothing to discuss with you two…

Jade (whispering): Ahh, why has it come to this. Don’t tell me, tsum-san had me in his sights, as well…!

Tsum!Jade: …..

(tsum!Jade jumps around happily)

Chapter 13

Vil: Now I understand. So this tsum has an eye for beautiful things, and that’s why it keeps fixating on me like that. ….Hah! It really does know what beauty is, doesn’t it!

(Tsum!Rook jumps up happily)

Vil: And it also knows to keep its distance and appreciate things from afar. I’m glad it understands good etiquette. I can’t even count the numbers of times I’ve had fans totally invade my personal space…

Rook: Why, of course it knows to be courteous. ‘Tis only natural to conduct oneself so when faced with such beauty - for selfish behavior isn’t beautiful at all. We would never mean to trouble you and have that countenance of yours marred by a frown.

Vil: And I hope things stay that way. So, are you guys satisfied now? I have plans with the film studies club later.

Rook: Oh, I shan’t ever grow tired of gazing upon you…. However, I would never be so boorish as to detain you.

Vil: Alrighty. I’ll be off, then.

Rook: Take care, Vil.

(Vil departs)

Rook: Now then, Monsieur Tsum. What would you like to do next?

(Beside Mister S’s Mystery Shop)

Epel: Okay, guess it’s about time to head back to the dorm…

(Tsum!Rook runs across the screen)

Epel: Huh? Was that Rook-san’s tsum just now? I thought he was showing it around the dorm… W-Waaait…! You can’t just go outside on your own like that…

(Rook appears behind Epel)

Rook: Non. You need not worry.

Epel: Waaaah!? Rook-san!?

Rook: Shhh. Be quiet now. I’m in the midst of observing the tsum, and wish to keep my distance.

Epel: You’re tailing it? But why…

Rook: His eyes were sparkling with such powerful determination earlier, and I felt there must be some destination he’s yearning for. Consider, he has already witnessed great beauty in our dorm, and yet he’s still looking for something else. And I want to find out just what that is.

Epel: Its eyes were sparkling… with determination…?

(Tsum!Rook just sits there)

Epel: Ahhh… They just look like a normal pair of tsum eyes, if you ask me….

Rook: Come join me, Epel. I’m sure we’ll witness something entertaining…. No, something beautiful.

Epel: Huh? I-I have to come, too….!?

(Tsum!Rook runs off into the woods)

Epel: Wait, it just disappeared into the thicket…. But it was sticking to the sidewalk the whole time until now.

Rook: Let us go after him. There might be some reason he’s doing this.

Epel: Maybe…. Well, I already came all the way out here, so I might as well tag along.

(Woods behind campus)

Epel: Argh, the branches keep pricking me…… And I’m really tired from having to crawl around like this…. Tsum, just how far are you gonna keep on going?

Rook: Wait, he’s come to a halt. And his gaze is directed at…

???: Cut!!

Rook: Hm…?

(Main Street)

Vil: Let me see. Okay, good. This shot turned out great, and the acting is right on the mark. Let’s end the rehearsals here. We need to get this scene wrapped up before the sun goes down. Focus, people!

Film Studies Club Students: Yes, sir!!

Epel: It’s Vil-san….. And people from the film studies club? Guess they were filming out on Main Street today.

Rook: Now I understand…. This is why he dove into the bushes earlier. Yes, I understand completely, Tsum-san. You wish to observe beauty without intruding upon it….!

Epel: What do you mean?

Rook: When we were talking with Vil earlier, he must’ve got the thought to go see the club’s filming endeavors for himself. And yet, he wished not to disturb Vil and the other students at their work….. And so he elected – the refined gentleman he is - to watch them from within the bushes. From here, he shall neither intrude into any of their shots, nor shall he be seen by any of the performers. This is the ideal spot for observing them, and you did a splendid job finding it, Monsieur Tsum. As I thought, you and I truly are fellow beauty aficionados!

(Tsum!Rook jumps up happily)

Epel: Ah, haha…. It really is just like you, Rook-san…

Rook: Ahh, just look how committed Vil is towards his directorial duties, and how earnestly the club members support him… It’s all so beautiful!

Epel: Okay, I’ll be going now…

Rook: Don’t move, Epel-kun. Won’t your face pop out from the bushes?

Epel: Wha- Are you saying we gotta stay here until they finish filming!?

Rook: Shh. If you speak too loudly, you’ll disturb them. Do not forget, we are in the pursuit of beauty here.

Epel: Aauugh… I-I wanna go back to the dorm…

Rook: And now starts the main event. Let us feast our eyes upon Vil and the other club members as they go about their work – together with the tsum!

Chapter 14

Azul: Come along, tsum. It’s time to go to our next stop.

(Tsum!Azul jumps up happily)

Azul: I see you still have enthusiasm to spare. Please do keep up that good attitude.

Floyd: Man, sea snake-kun’s cooking sure was tasty. Where are we goin’ next? And what’re we gonna do?

Azul: You’re about to find out. Here, tsum. We’ve arrived. Please go ahead first.

(Classroom)

Floyd: …..A classroom? You gonna have the tsum take a test or something?

Azul: No, this classroom is actually the one we use for our boardgame club activities. You and I will be playing this board game, “Business Magic”, with the tsum…. My aim is to see for myself if it possesses the desire to earn madol, and determine what sort of overall decision-making abilities it has.  

Floyd: ….And you’re gonna figure all that out by playin’ a board game with it?

Azul: “Business Magic” is a type of management strategy game. You roll the dice and pick up a card based on the number you rolled. Each card determines if you’ll be starting a new business, developing and expanding your products, putting out advertisements, and etc… And you can also deploy various strategies such as going public or buying out other companies. In the end, you’re competing to see who can acquire the largest amount of total assets.

(Tsum!Azul jumps up happily)

Azul: As expected, my tsum is quick to the draw. When I said you can acquire other companies, that means you can also buy out your opponent’s companies. If you don’t remain vigilant, you’ll plummet to the bottom of the ranks and watch your business get taken over by the other players. It’s a cut-throat game. If the tsum truly possesses the desire to earn madol, it will strive to amass as many assets as it can.

Floyd: Long story short, you’re saying just play like normal? Then let’s hurry up and get to it.

Azul: I’m glad you’re so proactive. Then without further ado, let’s get started…

Floyd: Wait, hang on a sec. I just thought of somethin’ good. How about we come up with some kind of punishment for the loser?

Azul: Are you really sure you want to do that? I’m an experienced player, you know. Well, if you want to come up with something, I’m not going to stop you.

Floyd: I ain’t gonna lose, man. But I mean, I guess it might be kinda boring just to watch the tsum end up getting the punishment.

(Tsum!Azul stares at Floyd)

Floyd: …The heck, tsum? You’re lookin’ pretty cocky right now…. What, you honestly think you can beat me?

Azul: Heh. It appears none of us will be backing down. Then let us compete to our heart’s content, shall we?

Floyd: You’re talkin’ big, dude. Hope you’re ready for what’s waitin’ for ya once you lose.

Azul: You stole the words right from my mouth. …Bring it on!

(Tsum!Azul rolls the dice)

Floyd: The tsum rolled a ….6! Woooah, your company’s market cap is over 3 billion madol now.

Azul: Hmm…

(Tsum!Azul rolls the dice)

Floyd: Tsum rolled another 6. Good going. Okay, let’s see… The card says, “Business is booming! Your profits increase by 200,000,000 madol.”

Azul: I see, I see.

Floyd: The heck do you keep reactin’ like that? I thought for sure you’d be all salty by now.

Azul: Ah, don’t mind me. I was just thinking about how fascinating this game is.

Floyd:  Oh yeah? You sure are persistent, Azul. ‘Cause me and the tsum are running laps around ya.

Azul: …Heh heh.

Floyd: Huh? It looked like Azul and the tsum were winking at each other just now.

Azul: Seeing as we’ve reached the midpoint of the game…. I think I’d like to form a business partnership with another player.

Floyd: Who’d wanna team up with you? You’re waaaay behind me an’ the tsum. Hard pass.

Azul: You never know… How about you, tsum? Would you like to form a business partnership with me?

(Tsum!Azul jumps up excitedly)

Azul: Heh heh. I figured you’d be delighted to do so.

Floyd: Wait, why?

Azul: It’s ability to roll 6’s one after another, and its aptitude in steadily growing its company… Seeing all of that has confirmed it for me: the tsum resembles me not just on the outside, but on the inside, as well. I set my eyes on working together with the tsum, and have been working diligently to expand my market reach, rather than focusing on profits. ….All so that we can grow each other’s businesses efficiently.

Floyd: I didn’t see that coming!! …Now things are really gettin’ interesting!

Azul: Now then, tsum! Let us join forces! Let us expand our ventures together and make Floyd’s company ours!

Floyd: Aaaah, finally made it to the finish line. And the result is….

Azul: You came dead last, Floyd. What a pity. You were doing so well up until midgame.

Floyd: Now hang on a second. Something stinks here. Were you planning on whooping my ass soon as we got to midgame?

Azul: Don’t be absurd. If my goal had been to throttle you, then I would’ve bought you out right at the start of the game. Now then, there was a slim margin between the tsum and I… But I ended up victorious. Focusing on marketing turned out to be the decisive move. Nevertheless, it certainly was a splendid match. Let’s play a different game now.

Floyd: Man, I’m beat. You seriously gonna keep going? So much for testin’ the tsum on its business skills or whatever, sounds like your goal now is just to play around. You guys got all buddy-buddy so fast... It’s like there’s two Azuls now…

Azul: Tsum, how about this one next? It’s a management simulator game that I often play….

(Tsum!Azul jumps up excitedly)

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[louddonutlove]

Sports girls, luck is not bad.

[m-arahuyo]

some questions for writers !!

tagged by the lovely @luvwich :’) thanks so much for the tag!!

aight here goes

Last book I read: if not, winter (fragments of sappho) by anne carson. this is like. from way back january this year :’)

(sidebar that i am looking for her eros the bittersweet. took me years to cop if not, winter, so……)

Greatest literary inspirations: anne carson (the only sappho translations i accept in my life are hers), pablo neruda, fernando pessoa, haruki murakami, and, songwriter incoming, brandon boyd

Things in my current fandom I want to read but I don't want to write:

cyberpunk: honestly…… jus a songbird/panam/v ot3. out on the road. havin a good time. bein sweet. but, yknow, still fuckin bitches up. can anybody hear me

Things in my current fandoms I want to write but I think nobody would be interested in them but me:

cyberpunk: i’ve sort of started a series exploring songv across the game’s diff endings, but like, people are generally reading fanfic for the Happy (understandable) and most of the game’s endings jus weren’t built for Happy, yknow? so……

You can recognise my writing by: raw doggin. sprinkles of errors and/or typos bec i am Bad at proofreading :’) verbose/overlong sentences, lots of references to bodies and body parts, “teeth”, Devotion(tm), lots of body fluids in smut

My most controversial take (current fandom): not sure if this a take per se, but what fans think of so mi after that Big Reveal at NCX is my litmus test for their empathy. like, honestly, anybody can make whatever choice they want on what do w her after that, but to so easily think she deserves all the bad shit for the lie? ye pal sure :’)

Top three favourite tropes: PINING !!! enemies to lovers, and i mean that in a tearing each other down or straight up attempted murder. and what’s it called when the blorbo is jus written as raw power, unhinged, decidedly unattractive, bloody and beaten, on the brink of madness and/or death?? distillation? ye that, Love That

What’s your current writing mood (10 – super motivated and churning out words like crazy, 0 – in a complete rut): i will say…… a strong 2 :’) ye last long form took q a bit out of me and i’ve been laying so long on the floor that i’ve become it. do i have ideas tho? ye!! do i have the words for them? abs not

Share a random frustration: being treated like i’m borderline invisible at work since my last day is april 30th (don’t mind that) but then groveling to me to help fix royally fucked up shit anw when they come a-knocking (mind that very much) ?? can we not be hypocrites please

aight only taggin my angel @sp4cedr4g0n here bec errbody else be shy, that’s cool :’) feel free to do this when u want and tag me tho!! hearts love ilu

[findusinaweek]

Tag Game! Rules: list eight shows for your followers to get to know you better.

I was tagged by @aeide​! Thanks! I was thrilled for this tag and then I realized I suddenly couldn’t remember anything so it took a moment.

Under cut because I added gifs/don’t want to cause extra eyestrain for the strolling folks

1) La Casa de las Flores

OH the DRAMA! All of my classmates in LACS were talking about it when it came out and I thought they were over-hyping it but I was so wrong. I love Paulina de la Mora and would die for her. 2) Attack on Titan

Whatever you say, Erwin. Before I was losing my mind over Brasidas this was my pixelated commander. Probably the reason I was on ao3. I hate 80% of the characters though, never finished it...My irl friends were genuinely concerned for my mental well being when chap 84 released. 

3) Killing Eve

Yeah, that sums it up. If I never finish the series I can never be heartbroken, right?

4) The Magicians

I love the friendships in this show, especially Margo and Eliot’s.  Eliot’s speech about “Becoming me was the greatest creative project of my life” lives rent free in my head. I think seeing Quentin realize that magic doesn’t cure depression was really mindblowing to me.  It’s a cheesy mess but it’s probably my favorite show.

5) Our Flag Means Death

I went WILD for them. Talking about your feelings? Showing me a queer love story that’s not baiting me? Also I think it helped me visualize being older and queer. I don’t think I’ve seen any other show that gave me what this gave me. Especially Jim.

6) Snowpiercer

It’s a trash show. BUT! There is a very cool train and a lesbian wields an ax so there wasn’t any way I was going to be able to say no to loving it. 7) What We Do In The Shadows

This show makes me laugh more than most.

8) Derry Girls

Really, anything anyone says in this show will make me laugh. Orla reminds me of myself sometimes and that worries me. Ok so now for taggin people. Okie dokie @luvjiro​ @cataliinaa​ @whereforartthoumisthios​ @stressfulsloth​ uhhhh hello I have never tagged you folks but we are mutuals now so yeah.  Also anyone else who would like to do this!

[andithiel]

15 questions | 15 people

Thank you for taggin me @crazybutgood it only took me little more than two weeks to answer!

1. are you named after anyone?: Not that I know of, but I have the same middle name as my mum.

2. when was the last time you cried?: Just the other day when I was kissing my oldest son on the cheek (he’s 10 and still have skin as soft as a baby) and I realised that in a few years, he won’t be that soft there anymore, there will be acne and/or beard there. And later I was helping my youngest wash up after dinner and I thought “there will be a last time I see him doing this in this particular way”, the way he moves his hands and how they look now, and now I’ve made myself cry again.

3. do you have kids?: I do! Two of them and they drive me crazy and make me burst with love and pride in equal measures (see above answer).

4. do you use sarcasm a lot?: All the time when I feel comfortable enough with someone

5. what’s the first thing you notice about people?: I don’t know really, just the general vibe of them I think. Also handshake, give me a dead fish handshake and I will judge you.

6. what’s your eye colour?: I’ve learned that it’s called hazel in English, which was very exciting because I’ve always called them brown-green. They’re brown closest to the pupil and then green and then a darker rim around.

7. scary movies or happy ending?: Oh definitely happy ending, but I don’t mind a bit of angst leading up to it. Can’t take scary movies though and I was forced to see enough of them in my teens to last me a lifetime.

8. any special talents?: This is really weird but I can make farting noises by pressing my hand to my eye socket. My husband hates when I do this so naturally I have to do it all the time. I don’t know if this counts as a talent or if it’s even rare, but I can turn my tongue around so it’s upside down. Super useful!

9. where were you born?: Sweden

10. what are your hobbies?: knitting, writing, watching movies or more likely tv shows.

11. do you have any pets?: Sadly no. I think it’s a bit enough of responsibility and turning my life upside down for my kids, and also my husband has allergies. 

12. what sports do you play/have you played?: I’ve been horseback riding once a week since I was a kid and it’s still one of my favourite hobbies!

13. how tall are you?: 167cm

14. favourite subject at school?: I loved all the languages and also when we had nature and science with human anatomy I was at the front of the class eagerly looking at the movements of the esophagus moving. So fascinating! The rest of my class were grossed out.

15. dream job?: I honestly don’t know, and I’m questioning whether I even like the job I have now, sooooo I’ll dodge this one, lalalalalala!

Trying to go our of my comfort zone and tagging some new people, no pressure to do this and sorry if you've already been tagged: @julcheninred @phdmama @sitp-recs @drarryruinedme7 @thehoneybeet @bluebutter-art @evaeleanor @isamijoo @mystickitten42 @thebooktopus @shealwaysreads @fictional @stavromulabetaaa @quackquackcey @purplehotmess

[jekyllnahyena]

Get To Know Me Tag Game

Rules: Tag eight people you want to know better (or just because you feel like it).

Thanks for the tag @chipss-chips >:D

Relationship status: single

Favourite color: pink n green n black who’d’ve thunk

Last song listened to: Cold Cold Cold by Cage the Elephant

Last movie watched: Everything Everywhere All At Once.

Top 3 TV shows:  uufffffff good question. Bojack Horseman is my fave of all time, not that I rewatch it, but yeah. Otherwise gonna go with something that comes to my mind first cause I’m reaaalllyyy bad at this kinda stuff, ayayayayay. The Great. I love whatever insanity that show is so much, one of the few things I actually rewatch from time to time. Ehhhhhhh Andor?? Talked about it with my bro yesterday cause he decided to give it a go and yeah. Love it so much. We spent like 10 min on the irony that it’s a disney show.

Top 3 Characters: Bro, idk :’) gonna go with the first things that come to my mind again, aight? Lez go. Guts from Berserk, Askeladd from Vinland Saga, Death from The Book Thief (look, I could say something like Riyo n Fox n Ponds but those don’t really count. Whatever is going on there, a good 90 percent is own interpretation, I don’t think that counts)

What I'm currently reading: The Book Thief by Markus Zusak, All bout Love by Bell Hooks, Anna Karenina by Tolstoy

taggin: @spacerocksarethebestrocks @brother-genitivi @zipquips @penandsaber @puirell @turtlepie @fire-atwill @stagbeetleboy and whoever else wants to join in tbh. no pressure though!!

[martheidrun]

thank you for taggin me @henrytlney​ (and the banners) , since i don’t know a lot of people i’ll just say have fun with this uquiz for any of your OCs @petit-bunbun​ , @ju-of-tetrahex​ , @caporal-poireau​ . if you want to do it ! 

the harbinger - 

the harbingers have been through fire. you've got the scars to show for it. some people say harbingers are jaded- scary, even, to people who don't understand that the harbinger has seen the edge of the world and survived it. but being the harbinger means you're cursed to watch younger, brighter eyes fall for the same traps you did. trying to help isn't enough for you; you know what they're getting themselves into, and you want to protect them the way no one ever protected you, so why won't they just listen? it's frustrating. it's terrifying. no one should have to live through what you did, and i hope you know that you can't protect everyone but it's damn noble of you to try. it's not your job to save the world but i hope you know you've already made a difference to everyone who has taken your words to heart.

the ghost - 

it's an odd thing, to feel so far from grounded and yet trapped, tethered, unable to escape. there's more you have to do! so why can't you move? i'm sure you have an answer to that, at the very least in the back of your mind. people love to say that ghosts hold grudges or haunt for revenge but they always get it wrong; you're stuck because something or someone chained you down and left you there. you try and reach out to all those bright people who pass through your life, but it rarely feels like it does much more than knock a cup off the table, blow some papers into the air. i need you to trust me- they see it. they're listening. they'll keep looking for you and, eventually, they'll be able to see you too.