#don't know what to tag this as

[lemonxlimee]

Strange how I can't go on hrt to transition no matter how much i ask, but I'm forced to go on hrt to "fix" my uterus even though no harm was being done to me by not producing progesterone and i was happier not having periods. I guess it's different when you're "fixing" your biological sex huh

[vampirecatboy]

getting really tired of living this way, in a body that doesn't feel like mine, seeing a face in the mirror that i don't recognize, none of it is me, none of it is who i'm supposed to be

at the beginning of the year, i had set a goal to start transitioning this year, and i'm running out of time. i came out to my family in august of 2019. i was so scared of things changing between me and my family, but instead, my mom used the wrong pronouns minutes after i came out, and i didn't have the courage to correct her. nothing changed. it was like nothing happened, like i hadn't said anything, and that was far worse than things changing

but i'm sick of feeling this way. i want to transition, but i can't come out to my family first this time. i'm going to tell my therapist, and hope she's supportive. it's a big risk. if i come out to her and things don't go well, i'm going to want a new therapist, and the process of finding one who's good and also trans friendly is not something i want to put myself through right now

i've been seeing her for 6 years, she's helped me through a lot, and the thought of starting over really scares me, but i have to take that risk. it comes with the territory. almost everyone loses important relationships after they come out, and i'm unsure of how things will go

i want to write her a letter, like i did when i first wanted to talk about my mom's abuse. i want to read it to her so i don't stutter and stumble while trying to improvise an explanation.

i wish i had my friends to talk this through with. they were my only support system when it comes to gender. but shit happened, and i don't have them anymore.

i need advice from other trans people, transmasc, transfem, unaligned, anyone who's come out or transitioned or both. i don't care if we've ever talked, or if we're mutuals, if you have advice on how to go about this, i'll take it

tl;dr: i want to start transitioning, but i need to come out to my therapist first, i have no idea if she'll be supportive but i feel like i need to try. if you have advice on how to proceed, whether or not we've talked or are mutuals, i would happily take it

[crowjane]

One of my favourite differences between millenials and gen z is that millenial teens were like "I don't have to read classics to have a valid opinion and I don't like the characters" "I hate the catcher in the rye"

And gen z just:

(Image from pinterest)

[micklio]

sketch commission / +bonus to try out a new brush of Nathan for @beyondbringer 

[lurker-extraordinaire-657645]

....hey guys. i got bored and did a thing

@ask-an-interceptor apollo ask blog time. do what you will with this information

[thegnomecoquette-inactive]

Looking at some of these models pr0-4n4 blogs post and it reminds me to make sure I eat. I love my body and I think I'm beautiful and healthy just the way I am, thanks...

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[pigswithwings]

the angel staying over at my house asked for a nightlight in their room and i told them buddy, don't you produce your own light? what're you gonna do with more? and they said they wanted to see why people like it so much. and also that the nightlight i own is blue and they've been trying to understand color. anyways i think they've stared at it for an hour now

[theboxfort]

Unstoppable Force (my love of seeing other people's takes/stylization on my OCs) vs Immovable Object (my gripping fear of not doing other people's OCs enough justice when I draw them)

[shiverandqueeef]

if you aren't best friends with your lover and a little bit in love with all your friends than what's the fucking point

[lgbtlunaverse]

The world exists in such a baffling state of simultaneous sex-aversion and sex-hegemony. Every social platform on the internet is trying to banish sex workers to the shadow realm but I can't post a tweet without at least two bots replying P U S S Y I N B I O. People are self-censoring sex to seggs and $3× but every other ad you see is still filled with half-naked women. Rightwingers want queer people arrested for so much as existing in the same postal code as a child and are also drumming up a moral panic about how teenage boys aren't getting laid enough. I feel like I'm losing my mind.

[ayo-edebiri]

Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse + text posts

[eric-bogosian]

Re-sharing this post I found on Twitter for people looking for alternatives to NaNo. I haven't tried any of these sites but they might be worth looking into.

[sparrowlucero]

The greatest injustice ever faced is that I almost certainly started the still thriving "clown husbandry" tag on here, but any discussion about it (from a know your meme page to a youtube video with 500k views) says it's a joke of "unknown origin" or credited to this post, likely bouncing off of mine (which was actively circulating at the time with like 30k notes):

This is a tragedy for many reasons, most of all because it wasn't just an offhand joke but actually a direct response to some of the funniest online hate I ever got:

They're erasing the truest history of tumblr: its desperate need to seethe and argue over every obvious joke with more than 10 notes.

anyways here is the canonical pet clown. according to me

[lars-sabia]

Saw some wild marmosets the other day on campus (yes my university has wild marmosets, be jealous). So weird that these are my taxonomical cousins, they look like little rat-creatures.

[jerich0two]

Surprise! It's not Hazbin Hotel, shock horror... but happy pride month! I like this Mordecai headcanon (edit: I've since been told that it's canon!)