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superbellsubways · 11 months

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aw snap

#happy couple #dont let me draw at 4 am #gijinka #object head #webcore #do i put this in the tag??????#virtual assistants #idk man #digital art #doodle

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lymooniee · 3 months

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Uhmmmm we don't talk about how I stayed up even longer to draw more. I just was in such a drawing mood I suppose. Anyways Julie-su sketch, its really sketchy ahh im tired (I have to do a full on thing for her with lesbian flag colours like RAHHHZHHDDH)

(Also @mary-venom's art of Julie-Su is what inspired me to draw her in the first place cause they draw her so cute I can't)

#julie-su #sonic archie #sonic fanart #sonic art #sth #sonic the hedgehog #doodle #sketch #if you dont like being @'d just let me know #i wasnt sure if i should @ or not HFKDJF #anyways i love her #shes such an aroace lesbian or aro lesbian #shes just gosh #i had fun drawing her #like #FHEJEJ gotta find the coolest dynamic pose for her #she she she she #anyways i sleep now because holy why did i stay up till 4 am im so stupid

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skitskatdacat63 · 8 months

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I drew all of my historical AU Sebs!!!!

In order they are(with relevant links to lore info if you are curious!!): Napoleonic Hussar Seb(x), Renaissance Muse Seb(x) and Boy King/Emperor Seb(x)

Let me know which you like best!!!

#oh my fucking god this was truly the endurance race of drawing sessions #i just drew for four hours straight or so......FUN!#and it is now almost 5 am on a school night so pls wish me luck in school haha #basically this spawned from me seeing if i could sketch all 3 of my Sebs easily and then whoops 4 hours later they are finished!#i think now i can draw the hussar uniform with my eyes closed. it was so comforting to draw honestly ;;;;#this is actually the first time ive drawn boy king seb with colors!! so i think it turned out pretty well?#hey guys do you notice what all of the Sebs have in common...? they all have a gold motif...GOLDEN BOY CODED!!!#anyways i think the most developed of these AUs is boy king seb which is funny bcs its the one ive created most recently #but gaahhhhhh ive done so much research and im literally brainrotting over it constantly #now i need to draw fernando in his 3 AUs hahaha but drwing Seb is sooooo much more easy/comfy for me #did you guys also notice i have a fondness for a specific seb hairstyle? malaysia 2010 my truly beloved youve served me so well #i mentioned this already but like i dont get how drawing these kinds of clothing is far more preferable to me than drawing racesuits #well anyways i have so much fun researching into these different eras!! and then very fun to mix it with the drivers #im very surprised i was able to draw this. im not usually able to draw good chibi anatomy #but like seriously i think i was posessed by my thoughts of boy king seb and i just couldnt stop drawing #in didnt really have any mental roadblocks which is surprising #but then again these drawings are me mixing my two major interests atm so ofc it'll come to me easily and make me passionate!!#anyways time to go sleep pwease dont let this flop my hands literally are overheated from drawing LMFAO #catie.art.#sebastian vettel #f1 #formula 1 #f1 fanart #formula 1 art #formula 1 fanart #f1 art #boy king au #renaissance muse au #hussar au

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aq2003 · 7 months

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thinking abt this due to a bunch of other media i've consumed recently but i have a special place in my heart for the fictional characters in sort of more fantasy/sci-fi settings with a separation between their queer identity and their struggles that aren't necessarily bc of that identity itself but manifest through allegory instead. i'm thinking of gwen stacy in atsv who is absolutely a trans girl that was accepted by her dad when she came out, but also her storyline about "coming out" as spider-woman/how people can only see half of who she is, is the most transgender thing about her. i'm thinking of aziraphale and crowley who are in-universe genderless/sexless bc all angels and demons are but the thing that makes their narrative truly queer is how they live in fear of their love being found out by the oppressive systems they live under (+ how they react to it in different ways). the doctor; someone who sure is technically genderfluid because they're a being can change gender with each regeneration but also their transness (and bi/gay/aspec coding) stems from how they interact with their companions and their at-all-times-complicated relationship to their identity. like there's lots of value in queer characters whose struggles are textually connected to their queer identities and face homophobia/transphobia/aphobia head-on but i have a lot of love for stories that build worlds where queerness isn't as big a deal and is accepted by the people in them, but the struggles the characters face are still a thinly-veiled metaphor for queer reality. makes them just as complex and identifiable through that, and shows that the writer(s) have a higher level of understanding of the identities they're portraying than just an outsider pov

#gwen stacy #spiderverse #aziraphale #crowley #good omens #doctor who #dr who #queer #trans #i think yamato onepiece fits in here too but i dont know enough about him to say for sure #the examples i give r not what i would consider like..100% perfect queer rep but lbr most queer rep isnt perfect. it SHOULDNT be perfect #and sometimes the flaws just draw me in instead #dont let me think about doctor who at 4 am i will sleep for 5 hours and wake up to write posts like this #misc

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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months

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#well. today was a nice day of not doing anything but drawing really. theres an au where i went to art school and am a happier person lol #except not really bc im sure my head would ruin that too. anyway. its a shame i have to return to the pain tomorrow. i have so much to grade #plus a paper to write plus data to work with. a protocol to figure out. and an exam to study for and a final project thatll kill me #god. i also have to get ready for lab Monday. christ. and what shall i say to my therapist Tuesday? well we could try to tackle the deep set #looming issue that prevents me from getting better in our tiny 50min session or i could be like listen. just fucking listen. let me give u #the case 4 and against me having adhd so i can stop feeling fucking nuts. just like give me feedback. ya kno?#it would b inattentive bc im not hyper unless im losing my mind and bordering on hyp0mania. but my focus is something i cant control #executive functioning has always been a problem but now im so worn down im in danger of actual consequences. and its not just things i dont #wanna do. im not just anxiously avoiding. i cant start tasks and stick with them. i flip back and forth and get nothing done. i spiral #sometimes for hours. im not doing anything fun im just not doing anything. frozen in anguish. i dont even wanna think abt how much money ive #lost by not filling out reimbursement sheets which arent hard to do. theyre easy i just never do them. why??? i dont fucking kno. but im not #forgetful. im thinking constantly abt these things. i just cant make them happen. theyre stuck buffering. i do have memory issues tho #my short term working memory is like that of a literal child. so i cant follow complex instructions. i constantly need new info. constantly #need sound. spoken words plus music at the same time. but the main reason i need an answer to this is the reading issue. which is that im #dyslexic but also my thoughts r like an interfering frequency. without realizing ill b thinking and not reading. its a problem no matter #what im reading. its severely disruptive. i will physically read out loud to try to hold my attention in place and still get distracted by #my own head. do u kno how frustrating it is to read something aloud 3 times and not know wtf u just read bc u arent thinking abt anything #interesting u would rsther b reading but u can't fucking pay attention long enough. genuinely if its not adhd and i cant get medication to #fix my focus issues i dont kno wtf im gonna do. im so bad at reading and its extremely frustrating. but is it just dyslexia? idk what i #described doesn't fucking seem normal or like a reading problem. sounds like a focus issue. so riddle me that #idk ive got adhd on both sides of my family plus my focus fluctuates with ny hormones plus homones possibly induce hyp0mania. like i mean #ive got other issues which make a diagnosis difficult to parse but like i feel like that's decent evidence for possibly adhd? my friend said #she was always worried she had a brain tumor before she was diagnosed. to me ive always felt like my brain is full of holes. im missing the #parts that would let it operate correctly. the frontal lobe is just fucked. ugh. i wonder how much accommodation i could get from the #disability office if i actually went to them. i wont bc im fucked up and i dont think they could actually do anything for me at this stage #but alas im curious. ugh. y do i do this to myself? i kno y but not enough time for that in 50min. bad attitude mostly. half my brain #just craves death. the other half is just trying to tread water but its hard with someone trying to drown u. so its all fucked #unrelated

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earl-grey-love · 1 month

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I am honestly rather tired of drawing the uniform from the game like for what purpose is it THAT complicated? Give a girl a break.

#still gives me joy to do it tho #I am drawing references of my si #and also I listened to a 4+ hour infodump from my fave yter about her special interest #I already knew 95% of it already but hell yea did I wanna hear it again lets go!!#but yea I said it before I think but omg putting on that unform looks like itd take forever #no wonder like half the characters dont even try 😭#sunny speaks

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brainlessbaguette · 4 months

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Quick update, I had originally planned on opening commissions, doing a holiday doodle, and maybe some more pokémon sketches but uh my family decided we were instead gonna do a Covid Christmas. So I'm gonna temporarily disappear for a bit. All is well, I'll be fine.

Sharing a bit of knowledge, vaccinated is not a get out of jail free card so please be careful out there. And if your unvaccinated please be extra careful, because this sucks, you don't want this. Stay safe and channel your inner germaphobe this holiday season.

Anyways happy holidays hellsite! Keep being your cursed self!

#I wrote this at 4 am with a fever #hekkin wild #may delete later when my awake brain finds this #but I also dont want to just disapear for who knows how long #I thought we were almost done and all was good but this mf entered a stage 2 #and everytime I try to draw I sneeze on my ipad #Just let me doodle world #please and thank you #tag rambles are my favorite because its just optional text #like the main post is my refined and edited thoughts and the tags are 100% gremlin brain #sucks if your trying to filter a tag tho #sorry to those who filter tags #“stay safe and channel your inner germaphobe this holiday season” would be an excellent crappy hallmark christmas movie tagline

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devotedlystrangewizard · 5 months

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my thoughts on fire emblem will never be coherent because on one hand you have the nerd part of my brain who hates fire emblem three houses for every second it spends outside of traditional fire emblem gameplay flavours and on the other hand you have the gay idiot who just rewatched ferdinand & hubert's A+ support for the 5th time this year and also has about 280 hours put into fe3h

#'i dont really like 3h' i say starting yet another fucking playthrough #when 3h peaks it PEAKS ok. its just that im not a fan of p5r for the exact same reason. the Life aspect for ME takes away from the main draw #id like p5r more if it was mostly just dungeoncrawling with turnbased combat (i know this because i have and enjoy smtv)#and id like fe3h more if i could skip through the months with no repercussions. now that im chaining ng+#and yeah thats on me for wanting to make s rank everything byleth a reality. i know. i just get bored during the months #and also just the entire first act of the game because again. ive played through it so many times #theres a reason i appreciate fates having the option to just skip to the part where the path diverges on subsequent playthroughs #im so tired of tutorials...#'wow byleth have you considered standing in the trees' WHEN THIS GAME RELEASED I WAS 15 ISH AND AT THAT POINT I HAD ALREADY BEEN STANDING IN #FIRE EMBLEM TREES FOR AT LEAST 2 YEARS. ID BEEN AWARE OF THIS MECHANIC FOR 3 OR 4 #I GOT MY FIRST FIRE EMBLEM GAMES WHEN SHADOWS OF VALENTIA DROPPED STOP TRYING TO TEACH ME OLD SHIT WAHHHHH #i am once again asking for separate toggles for general fire emblem gameplay tutorials and gmae-specific tutorials #also bring back having harder modes skip tutorialization entirely #i dont even mind playing the prologue or the first few chapters that much i just hate the constant interruptions #only for jeralt to tell me that i can stand. in the fucking forest.#fe3h blew up the franchise. ok. i get the tutorial is necessary for newer players because fire emblem can get really confusing #especially when youre new #but pleas.e... separate toggles... let me turn off gameplay hints including the forced tutorial in the prologue..... im begigng

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n0ct0urn1quet · 1 year

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being an artist means you can draw literally whatever you want but it also means experiencing The Horrors from time to time

#the horrors can be many things ranging from absolutely fucking hating your art with every fiber of your being #or just. hand cramps #...for me its hand cramps KLASKLJLKJG #because what happens is like. lets say i draw a LOT in a short span of time like. i draw every day for like a week. maybe 2 weeks #and then i go through a period where i dont draw for like a MONTH and so when i get that burts of energy and want to draw #even just draing something small mkakes my hand just crmap up and its jjust like . ow :(#i am experiencing . thr horrors!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#but also i rly do enjoy how my art looks rn i think #i drew some good art yesterday (that i. cannot show here. bc um. its 😳) and like. idk! i just think it looks good #i finally kinda figured out like. a good lineart size. size 4 (or 5)#bc a lot of the time i would just use whatever size brush i used to sketch so usually like a 6 or 7 or even like. 10 #but then i kinda realized the lineart was too thick so i started skethcing bigger and drawing with smaller lines so . yeah <3

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codecicle · 8 months

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[announcer voice) a certified cutie pattootie vs my drawing skills (nonexistent) at 1:24 am FIGHT!!

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#charlie slimecicles smile is the most amazing and sweet thing on this entire fucking planet AND YET. I CANNOT DRAW IT FOR THE LIFE OF ME #IM GOING TO DRAW HIM IM GOING TO WIN IM REASSURING MYSELF BECAUSE IM FORCING MYSELF TO DO IT #artblock sucks ass i want it gone #and ya know what? im forcing it gone #LETS GO LETS GO LETS GO <- ate ice cream and beef lo mein today. nothing else #im running on prayers hopes and dreams #OH SPEAKING OF WHICH!! whenever i finish the drawing ill also show the notebook i customized >:D #genuinely dont know why i felt like making the notebook a sketchbook btw i stole it from my dads desk and a ton of pens and markers from #our storage room. then in a 4 am haze i drew some things on the front

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sucktacular · 1 year

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friendly reminder that if you wanna draw you should draw because I wanna see it and reblog it and eat it so it'll be with me forever

you MADE something!!! that straight up DIDNT exist before??? that's so incredibly metal and amazing and sick as fuck im so proud of you

#i dont care you 'skill level' or whatever nonsense #YOU DID THAT!!!#and my god you should be so proud because I am #i should get magnets to print out ppls art and put on my mini mini fridge that only holds like 4 cans of soda #but like esp if youre in you're 20s??? LATE 20'S???? PAST YOUR 20s???? HOLY SHIT IM SOO SO PROUD OF YOU #cuz its so so hard to get yourself to make and create after youre a kid or a teen #esp if you never really fostered that creativity as a young person #like you DID that you mADE that youre so so amazing #this also applies to writing and crafts and anything where you made something #like ive struggled for a long long time to like my art let alone want to make art but listen listen listen #everytime you make something it gets easier to make it again #you dont have to compare yourself you dont have to strive to draw like whoever #the secret is everyone wants their arts to look better or be better or easier even the really really talented professionals #we are learning creatures no one is perfect and its so so beautiful that that is a thing cuz like #i dont want to see beautiful rendered sistene chapel paintings everyday!!!#like theyre great and im in awe but i could be in awe and enjoying art jim bob down the street doodled on a bench #i see my partner doodle in my notebooks when they make phone calls and are on hold and i think its so beautiful #its just shapes but like they were there and they did that and I didnt? its beautiful and fun and reminds me they were there #you are here and im so glad you are because we get to enjoy things and create and love and just exist #life is hard and we created a society that can be so cynical and were so busy all the time #but i love us i love people i want so badly to love us all because we are different and dont always agree but we create and we exist #and i think thats enough at the end of the day. to just exist.#so you made a lil doodle? i want to see it because ive never seen it before and i think its so awesome genuinely that you did that #sucktacular sucks

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 years

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I have a tiny side bit of money leftover from a sculpture commission just sitting on my paypal (I would never input my real info directly into tumblr/pay directly with a debit card or something lol)... very much adore the concept of having the potential power to spend $10 and tumblr blaze promote a silly picture of my cat

#i dont even know if they let you pay through paypal but... lol #OR I could use it legtimtalry to promot like.. worlbuilding or my sculptures or a costume but.. hmm #no... would rather do cat in silly hat #HJBHb there's like a $125 option to have a post be seen by 50.000 people #if I was rich.. you know what... maybe... maybe I would directly send 50.000 people an image of my cat #Which I know people have already done this. I've seen posts of people promoting their cats #not saying it's a unique or interesting funny idea #it just makes it more interesting that it would be MY specific boy #not just any boy but MY special boy in his special hat #Or I could do like.. $30 .. promote one cat post. one art post. one post maybe for when my game comes out #It's just hard for me to ever be leigitimate about anything like that though i HATE self promotion SOO much #not in a 'omg sellout cringe' way or like a 'im insecure in myself' way but just .. LITERaALLY the only issue I have with it is #how much of a weird hermit I am and I hate drawing attention to myself and being percieved #NOT because I think I'm bad - I actually am more confident than most people I know/have a fairly stable self concept and am not #like constantly filled with doubt and fear and self loathing and like drinking to escape myself or whatever a lot of people do #literally the issue is just... my brain conceptualizing the idea of interacting with the outside world.... I do not like the idea #of anyone knowing who I am or knowing I exist.... YET to succeed in a creative field uh.... people indeed must know who you are and know you #exist gjhhjbjbj.. YOU KNOW WHAT iinstead I'll tumblr blaze a post promoting a Support Group for people #with schizoid personality disorder who are ALSO have creative hobbies. Me and 4 other people in a group chat can have a single conversation #about how annoying it is to have to participate in society and form connections and Be Percieved and then we all leave the group chat #and none of us ever talk to each other again because we forget and have 0 social drive ghghj... I think any Cluster A group chats or support #groups that function successfully HAVE to have people that are comorbid with other conditions that make them more open to the idea of #conversation because every straight up super hermit schizoid or schizotypal friend I've met we NEVER stay in touch because both of us #are SOOO far on the end of the spectrum of having literally no drive to talk to other human beings whatseoever that it's like... impossible #to keep a conversation going ghhjbj. I can't get along with HIGHLY social people but I tink it's inherent that all of my friends need #to be at least SLIGHTLY more social than me or we will simply never talk. ANYWAY OFF TOPIC ghbhjbj #main points: love the idea of promoting an image of my cat. I am also intrigued by the option to promote something else like my art #but I severely struggle with things like that due to my own Hermit Problems and not even anything serious like 'self doubt' or something #Deep And Meaningful it's literally jsut 'eughh... but then.. People(tm) would See Me' hbjhbhj #YES that is the point dumbass. you are never going to have a career. ghgh... Cat photo is most important though.. Plotting

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chisatowo · 2 years

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Gotta love setting yourself up for misery by bookmarking a bunch of characters in artfight way too far in advance, inevitability leading to like half of them ending up on the same team as you

#rat rambles #oc posting #hopefully I can be the cool bookmarked oc you rly wabted to draw but now cant for someobe else too 😌 pass on the suffering #I also am hoping to less set myself up to only gety cats drawn again this year #I love them dont get me wrong but seth does not need another 3 attacks this year I think cfkfhtjf #well ok I dont want them to get less Id just want my other characters to get more #wait forgot that seth actually got 4 last year popular little guy #ari got two for their introduction to the artfight page so thats fun for them but also makes me thimk I should remake their ref #really all I can rly hope for is that someone other than my sibling will attack one of the staliens this year fmfndjf #oh also the grape twins fox grape got one last year and I still adore it I love their designs sm #also suckerz let this be her year

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caramelmochacrow · 9 months

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OK. I PROBABLY SOUND LIKE A FREAK BC IM EEPY BUT I REMEMBER VERY WELL IN PIXIV THERE WAS THIS PERSON WHO DREW LIKE. A HUNDRED NOASAKI DRAWINGS AND THEY DREW NOA VERY CUTE AND COOL SO I WENT TO SEARCH IT UP BUT FOR SOME REASON IT WASNT THERE. I THINK I MADE IT THE FUCK UP BC I WANTED DRAWINGS OF NOA WHERE SHE LOOKED COOL N STUFF.

#crow talks #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #i would ask someone to help me find it but. im not letting that person go through what i did in pixiv.#but. if u dont care abt messed up drawings and shit can u please help me find it?#iut's literally 4:00 AM and ive spent two whole hours trying to find this bitch

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dabihaul666 · 1 year

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still fucking insane 2 me that i can just stumble onto or someone will like a post of mine and its like , dabihaul is in their bio on twitter like how dont i know you and how dont u know me and then i get to their profile and it’s all l*o posts and p*rcy art and its all sub dabi and im like........................................ ok i see but this doesnt improve the situation either lol

#its a dilemma! i feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooo terribly about not being good enough at drawing and never having published any writing bc i #have severe mental afflictions and writing is literally the hardest thing in the world 4 me to do i have failed more classes than passed due #to written assignments and papers like #it makes me wanna get REAL shitty and snarky and bratty which people also don't like so not only am i an untalented nobody i also have a #shitty personality 2 keep ppl from even pity liking my shit #BUT lets be real there's a lot of things about me ppl dont like about me besides my attitude even when im on my best behavior and i HAND TO #GOD think i have some aura that people can pick up on about me #anyway it makes me wanna delete everything and start over but people would a) recognize me probably and b)...... idk #i have this crisis like twice a fucking year at least!!!!!!

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vampire-fanboy · 1 year

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people should draw madeleine more with facial hair it makes me sad you dont

#issak.txt #:(#<- that right there #is me #when you dont draw him with facial hai #r #I FORGOT THE R HATE MYSELF #anyway guys please he'd look lovely #im going insane its like 4:40am #im listenong to like #WFLYTD (GOODMORNING)#by six impala #n loopp #oh my odgod its almost 5am #guys why are you letting me post like this so late im going mental clearly!!!#smh smh you guys see me as a CLWON #i am #ok anyway draw madeleine with facial hair you guys are cowards and homophobic bye

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