Loveless, as in, am I doing this right? Am I feeling Love correctly? Am I performing Love correctly? Am I supposed to be thinking of it as a performance at all? No. <2
Lovecore, as in, my heart is still beating, and doesn't that count? I saw a thunderstorm so life-affirming, I cried. Doesn't that count? Yes. <3
Aromantic, as in I will walk this Earth alone. I will walk this Earth beside those I love. I will walk this Earth. Everything looks blue from far away, but from up close? It's all green.
984 notes
·
View notes
i love Roach so much. truly the duality of man. he can go from ‘knives are knives, meat’s meat’ to that gay little gasp he does when stede insults the orange cake. he’s literally perfect he can do it all.
2K notes
·
View notes
How to sink into melancholy in three easy steps:
Step 1 - Play the track 贖罪 -syokuzAI-
Step 2 - Think about Yakou
Step 3 - Cry
And there ya have it! You are now an emotional mess just like me!
7 notes
·
View notes
sophia coming home and pretending that Nothing happened. going about her life like everything is happy and okay and like she's not having a complete breakdown every single day starting from the moment she wakes up to the minute she goes to sleep. she withdraws from society almost as a whole but with the people she still talks to? she's the same old sophia and honestly? its terrifying to those she's closest to. they expected sadness, they expected depression and overwhelming emotion, but they're met with smiles and jokes and laughter and a lot of them - especially her parents - don't know how to react, so they don't. they also pretend like nothing happened, like their daughter is totally fine. and that just makes her recovery so much worse. so much harder. it takes so much longer than it should.
6 notes
·
View notes
Rise again, rise again!
Though your heart, it be broken, or life about to end
No matter what you've lost, be it a home, a love, a friend
Like the Mary Ellen Carter, rise again!
____
(2nd attempt at posting whoops) im crying over hank singing stan roger’s mary ellen carter to connor? the thought of connor and hank working together to pick up their lives and right their wrongs and giving it their all for the sake of trying to be better regardless of if they succeed or gain forgiveness or not got to me. alright.
refs under the cut
https://www.alamy.com/stock-photo-laughing-young-man-playing-guitar-while-sitting-on-stool-137660287.html?imageid=66B146F8-D00B-4577-9D59-70CFB3BE67EE&p=383975&pn=1&searchId=3278175a800b4f5d9ec235cea66ea439&searchtype=0
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/857091372803590301/
consider supporting me on ko fi! /maddsmallow
34 notes
·
View notes
wish there were like… agere babysitting services. even if daycares and stuff would be too much, just the idea of a temporary cg who comes over with the intention to safely and lovingly regress u and keep u in that headspace until say, bedtime?
maybe they sleep over and u do breakfast together?
dni nsfw/kink
24 notes
·
View notes
21. dealers choice w/ that kiss meme!
26. a kiss while one or both parties are crying
she can't help it. she acted to tough on the outside ( in fact , she was a pain in the ass ) & yet , it was so easy to get her to cry. Emotions that were such a taboo to feel growing up only grew stronger inside of her as she aged. Kraglin usually got the worst of it. ( a glass thrown at his head , a punch to the side of his face , the yelling she would do at him , he shouldn't be staying near her anymore. ) She shouldn't be getting the support she was , with how she treated him.
The blow of Peter leaving , Rocket almost dying? And now she hears that he was involved in that too?
Her overly large isolation gown that she dawned all too often now doesn't even try to get in the way when she rushes over to greet him ( she'd been watching them come back from her view upstairs , a hurried attempt to run down there and respond was proved useless and from the state of the room one could tell.
There's some new scratches on him , she would hit him for him later , hell , she wanted to hit him for it RIGHT NOW. But in true Cherri fashion , she can't , because the tears came first , as they always did. When she was a child , and now well into adulthood. Instead, she pulls him down and embraces him into the tightest hug her thin frame could muster , a kiss being placed on the side of his head ( but she's careful of the implant ) , Cherri gently knocks their heads together , staying there , feeling her knees start to buckle & sobs only get worse. For a moment , she attempts to catch her breath.
Her chest erupts with a hoarse cough that makes her legs go weak, it was like diffusing a bomb when she got like this , nights of worry rearing it's ugly head.
" where did you go!? . " she says borderline yelling at him, her grip is tight, their posture would make her back hurt later. " y-you shouldn't have gotten involved! What if you died!? Then what . . . t-then what was I goin' to do? "
of course she doesn't know the whole story . . . .all she knows is that he was somewhat involved.
@obfontri
2 notes
·
View notes
something about the world is ugly played in your hometown after years of being away and you don't live there anymore but it's still Home
63 notes
·
View notes
oh yeah yesterday i watched Carrie for the first time and i want u to know i felt every emotion known to man
i knew about the iconic blood scene & that shes bullied and not really anything else. the leadup and music...
i felt such fury for her and cried like a little baby wtf
13 notes
·
View notes