#emotionally confused

[zerolockfan]

[hobohobgoblim]

I had higher hopes for my hormone day.

Then again I had to go 5 different pharmacies to get them afterc2 and half years on a wait list so the fact that all my friends were too hungover to come out, my co-workers were absolutely fascinated by the future of my genitals no matter how often I told them that was none of their goddamn business and my favorite bar didn't have my favorite song on karaoke is just kinda fitting for my so-called life.

[tyhalloweencats]

SHE IS FUCKING UNDER ATTACK

[oscarlovesthesea]

ok but he was fully flirting here. I think it's so funny that Charles was like "idk if I'm in love with you but we have all eternity to figure it out" and then literally an episode later he was like "welp time to start thinking about this!" and immediately started openly flirting with Edwin. you go bisexual king

[xtime4ames]

i blast her with ray that makes her austistic and touch starved and aromantic

[vintage-bentley]

I do not feel comfortable being openly homosexual in the company of “queer” people. Even hinting that I experience absolutely no attraction to the male sex is stressful, because often this results in a bunch of questions that equally feel like bafflement and interrogation. “What about THESE men?” No, not them either. No men. “But this man identifies as a woman!” I am not wired to be attracted to pronouns. “What about this man? He’s femme!” He is still a man, and I am still a lesbian. “So just no men at all?” YES. What is so hard to understand about that? Why can’t you just accept that female homosexuality exists, that it isn’t an evil ideology, and that it’s just how I and many other women are born? Why can you accept and understand so many things, but draw the line at a woman having no interest in the male sex?

[deadpoetsandlivinglegends]

Something something every time Charlie isn’t fighting to be the center of attention, he is always looking around to others to gauge their reactions and silently observing them all something something he is searching for connection, to fit in and be loved but he doesn’t know how to ask for love so instead he gains their attention by acting out in ways he knows they’ll notice and tries to pretend their attention and love are the same thing

[sokkas-therapist]

Breaking my silence: I think Zuko’s “I’m angry at myself” explosion in The Beach episode was queer coded

*runs away before I can be booed off the stage*

[ghost-bison]

has rtd turned into moffat or am i having the most fucked up dream rn? i feel like i just had a stroke

idek what to think of this episode anymore. like i did have the time of my life watching it cause well it was entertaining to say the least

but it was also......deeply fucked up?

like it felt like a fanfic: belinda and 15 just accepting that they have a child together? the doctor being like "we met just so that we could have a child together [without our knowledge or consent]" and belinda just rolling with it?

i know it was all fake in the end but somehow it didn't make it any better. like it was just horror after horror after horror and that's kind of a rtd thing, to leave you speechless

but what also used to be a rtd thing was loose ends coming together and making sense in the end, plots being threaded together in a beautiful web that actually made sense. but this wasn't it.

it wasn't fucked up in a "midnight" or "donna's metaphorical death" way anymore. it was just fucked up. it almost feels as though rtd gave bits and pieces then was replaced by a fucking idiot?

rtd1 was magnificent. idk what to think of rtd2 anymore other than i am now deeply disturbed and i have no fucking clue how to express this

maybe it's all going to make sense in series 16 (if we even get one): explain why susan's back, if billie piper actually is the 16th doctor of course (i immediately noticed she wasn't credited as such when i went "ok this is way too big i'm gonna check the credits"), why the rani and bigeneration were relevant, mrs flood, ncuti leaving so abruptly (did he actually fucking leave??), wtf was belinda doing here after all (a child? really?), why ruby retains memories that even the doctor doesn't, etc... but even so, couldn't they just make it work within that 15th series? plots criss-crossing between series doesn't fucking work i thought this was obvious

we need the old 13 episodes series back cause that 8 episodes format isn't doing SHIT

[borkthemork]

One of the things about Kirigiri and Naegi's dynamic that breaks my heart a bit is how confused Kirigiri gets over Naegi wanting to talk to her and being able to hangout with her.

She's a very lonely person. She has lived her life having guardian figures who left her at a young age or worked her to the bone to become a detective rather than a person. The people she did care about either betrayed her at some point, or used her for their own goals due to how intense her field of work is. So when Naegi hangs out with her or tries to reach out, she finds him an enigma she is trying really hard to understand, because the idea of being unconditionally loved in this way is still a new concept to her.

And she doesn't realize how much she wants this goofball by her side whenever he does ask for her time.

Some of her beginning dialogue before the FTEs start is her trying to give him an out to leave while giving him the option to stay to hang out. It's subtle, since we know Kirigiri can decline this guy at any time and seems to be more focused on the mystery than making friends, but even when she is silent or she talks with him akin to an information exchange, she lets him in through indirect language.

In her second FTE, she even gave Naegi a quiz to see if he is as trusting and loving as he seems, because she's so hyper vigilant over getting close to someone who might have ulterior motives. They're in a Killing Game, it makes sense, but there's this personal wariness of wanting to be close and yet being so hurt from past experiences that she has to test the waters bit by bit.

At some point in her fourth FTE, even when she admits that she isn't the kind to get emotionally involved with people and tried to rudely ask if they can finish the convo, she still makes a transition into talking about her gloves anyway.

She is continually testing how far and loyal Makoto is to being her friend that she indirectly tries to reach out about her own experiences.

She hasn't had someone to confide in about her worries and struggles at all in this school, after all. She doesn't even know how to make small talk or conversation without it being related to stuff such as the investigations or the mystery. Her social skills are very bad, she is serious all the time, and her sense of trust is continuously changing out of fear of getting hurt. Most of her and Naegi's hanging out during FTEs is them walking through the school in silence while she looks around, drinking tea, or doing nothing in particular. She doesn't know what to do with some guy who is okay with being in her presence for the sake of just...being there.

So when Naegi talks to her, it leaves her in this weird liminal space of wanting him close and yet far away. She tells him to go away, and yet comes to him for assistance. She uses him and breaks his trust, and then gets upset when he doesn't trust her back. She says she doesn't want to tell him about herself, and then quizzes him so that he can learn more about her.

She lets him into her space in small different ways, and it adds context as to how much more open Kirigiri is to talking to him in Chapter Six.

She has been wanting to tell someone about what she found for so long, and when Naegi showed how much he trusted her due to the Chapter Five trial, the dam opens. The moment they are away from cameras, she shows how emotional and vulnerable she can get. She had him in the room where her father's bones are, she tried to remain calm while asking Naegi to give her space to mourn her father, she talked to him about how uncertain her feelings are now, and basically everything that has been on her mind.

She's like an abused cat who befriended an emotional support dog, trying to get used to the fact that someone unconditionally cares for her

[sacredhyacinth]

sigh 😔

[23z567]

The quality is piss but idgaf

[cringelordofchaos]

SOUTH PARK OMORI AU BECAUSE IM ACTUALLY INSANE

If anyone has any questions about what the actual fuck is supposed to be going on feel free to ask !!!

Hopefully this makes sense to someone out there

(basically stan is sunny, Kyle is somewhat Aubrey, Kenny is somewhat kel and a little hero, Cartman is NOT hero though, butters is basil and shelley is mari. And tolkien is kim now ig.)

[imafuckinstar]

i could be convinced im a demigod purely because of how vivid my dreams are but in a way that one of the olympians is completely fucking with me in the dream cast. like none of the plot lines are making sense, im existing across two completely different metaphysical planes, somehow jason grace is there, but im physically experiencing all of it nonetheless

[colloquialcolors]

every time i think im reaching the end of the emotional climax of Sea Of Stars somehow there is. More Plot. More Stakes. More more. So out of fear of spoilers i cannot yet look up gifs of this scene. but. to just. commemorate

garl..... my guy my buddy my pal.....

big bread for dragon and the power of friendship.... whatta game

[huntressfeyre]

please everyone watch etoile on amazon prime i need a second season