An introduction, if you will, to what you're seeing here.
For anyone who knew me during my days being an ally to TRAs and transmedicalism, this is truly what I feel. I want to just come out and say my contribution to the GC/radfem/lesbian separatist movement may seem very small for now since I've started getting more comfortable in my views (and still getting used to really using my voice to push back against everything thrown at us), but this is a side blog dedicated to supporting everyone here, in this radical sphere.
My priorities lie mostly with lesbians, especially autistic lesbians who usually don't get any voice to speak in these discussions at all. Our voices usually get shouted over by people with no good wishes to us, who don't want to see us succeed or think we are just plain weird. I want to see a world where lesbians of all kinds can be free to love exclusively females without being hassled by ANYONE who does experience male attraction (or males entirely). To support lesbians through their exclusive issues regarding life. To laugh and bring joy to lesbians with my perspective.
While I am not a radfem actually (mostly because I don't share their views on certain things), the views that are important are to support women and maintain our sex based rights, and fight for the protections that we rightly deserve. For me, being gender critical (and actually gender crit, as in still wanting to break down the sexist gender roles and not forcing people into them) and lesbian activist is my biggest wish in life.
I don't want women to ever have to suffer in this world. I don't want us to be forced into gender roles by both fundamentalist rightists who want us barefoot, pregnant with children we don't want, and made to share a bank account with males we didn't ask to marry under the eyes of God...and also not by those supposed progressives who want us to live in a squalor based polycule thing where the AMABs will hold us to traditional "female" roles while claiming that we aren't in a gender-based relationship.
My dreams were to wake up with a woman by my side, and to love her as her natural self. I wanna snuggle up on the couch or bed with my games and shit to spend time with her. I want to make her some meals and be able to enjoy my time hearing her voice. I want to look to my side and see there be a woman who was born as such and not a male manufacturing himself to make himself the perfect woman for me (all while maintaining the tradcuck notion that I should be his sex property).
It's simple. I want the best for women. I will always support women. Why? I love myself and other women too much to let us fall to the wayside by males prioritizing other males that happen to like sexist stereotypes of us to the point of caricatures. I especially support autistic women, because it seems like no one's supporting us when we are gender non-conforming and forced into being something we aren't.
Listen I love the resident evil games just as much as the next person, but will I ever actually play them? Fuck no, I'd piss my pants, vomit, and shit all at the same time.
i kinda don't distinguish dr3 and sdr2 Chiaki becuse I close my eyes at the part of the canon that says she's dead lol. it's my world and my rules she's alive and well ok
favorite thing about them
Her passion to her hobby/talent. I relate to that a lot and also find it a very interesting quirk of hers. Like other ultimates don't really lose their sleep and food to do more photos or cooking or else. Other than Ryota and that's why we kin him too. Idk makes me wonder why Nanami is the way she is
least favorite thing about them
Here's two 1) The way fandom treats her. She gets SO much hate and for what? She just wanted to play her silly games all day and have friends :( The "mary sue" treatment like yeah she's not the best written character in the series but she's fine! It's not a crime to not have a detail backstory or character. it's sad we don't have it, but it doesn't make her awful. Oh and I HATE the "waifu bait" thing!! The fact that Kodaka said in the interview that he made a character with similar hobbies as him is not the same as waifu bait! I can relate to this feeling of his and see nothing bad with it. She's not just a pretty looks and "uwu gamer girl" (she doesn't fit the stereotype at all imo) and those who think otherwise didn't really pay attention to her. And 2) How little focus she has despite her role. I wish dr3 spent some time developing her character and story. We know very little about her life before the events! And it's sad! Her behavior gives a lot of food for thought of why she's the way she is and I would love to see more canon material about it. Esp if we consider that in canon it's the real Chiaki. Not focusing on her as a person was a big mistake
favorite line
From sdr2: "Nagito can you please be quiet" like yes girl!! So epic of her. AND THE WAY NAGITO IMMEDIATELY SHUTS UP FDKGMJ. And "How should I lure out Nagito? No, acting sexy won't work..." like girl why was it the first idea you had huh?? Huh?? huuuh??? 👁👁👁👁
From dr3: "I wanted to play games with you... One more time..." and her whole near death speech in general. like GIRL YOU'RE DYING AND YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONE WHO SHOULD SAY SORRY?? Let me hug you T^T I had to rewatch that scene for this and it breaks my heart everytime. ON A BRIGHTER NOTE it's not a line but a k.o she gave Hanamura even tho she was affected by the soup. It was so badass of her like YEES GIRL SHOW HIM!!!! #HanamuraSlander
brOTP
So many honestly... Hinanami and even komanami, her and chihiro and her and sonia... I feel like she would get along with a lot of people
OTP
Komanami 100%. Nanami canonically has always been the only person in their class who didn't hate Komaeda at every point of the story. She has always shown compassion and support to him. While also not approving of his wrong actions and doing her best to show him that there's other way. That he can be their classmate and friend too. There's part in her dr wiki page that says "Even self-deprecating Nagito Komaeda understands that Chiaki would always invite him even if no one else would" LIKE?? And people still say that they canonically hate each other??? I'm sure they were friends in dr3
nOTP
Hinanami lol. Sorry to every hinanami lover here but I don't see the chemistry at all. And I just feel like the impact they had on each other hits stronger if you think of them as friends. At least it's the way I see it lol. Don't think it's bad tho, it's definitely nice. Just not my cup of tea
random headcanon
Autistic!! It makes SO much sense, the most making sense thing possible ever. Gaming is also her coping mechanism and a way to hide from outside world, that feels too unpredictable and scary to her
unpopular opinion
Things i said in "least favorite thing about them" and also does headcanoning her alive and giving her more character traits and more detailed story counts? idk. Also there's no way she's as skinny as in canon
song i associate with them
"Apparently there's a cheat code for happiness" eng cover by Milkychan. Because I heard in a first Nanami edit I saw back in 2019 by an editor that since long deleted their videos... They greatly inspired me to edit too. Other than that it also fits her. The way she also interprets things in life as in video game. I can see her understanding key elements of happiness at life as some video game achievements or boosts klhgbn
hellloooo i'm nyx and this is where i live (not really).
👾 i'm in my Gamer Era so i've been posting about hades a bit and i've been meaning to play more limbus company. and i have a special place in my heart for my beloved psychonauts 1 and 2
👾 also i post a lot about the lackadaisy webcomic and animation i love those autistic cats
👾 ngl i'm kinda between interests at the moment so you'll be getting a mixed bag here but hopefully you'll have a good time. i am simply posting about my epic little beloveds and doing gay shit
It’s great, I love it, not much of a gamer myself (because I SUCK at it) but I know a decent amount of lore and absolutely love the gameplay.
But while consuming Tears of The Kingdom content, I realized what it is about Zelda that keeps it from becoming a hyperfixation for me.
The facial expressions and general emotiveness is low across Zelda stuff, at least what I’ve seen.
And at first I thought it was just my evil writer brain, like I want to see Link cry and break down etc, but I realized I also want to see his smile. I want Link to laugh and spin Zelda around when he saves her, and I want Zelda to cry and laugh and shout-
Im a sensory seeking autistic, and I LOVE when characters have big feelings. I get a lot of big feelings and it makes me happy when characters do too.
everything else about Zelda is prime to be a hyperfixation for me- epic lore, cool world, tons of timelines and versions to play with- but the lack of big feelings holds me back.
this isnt a secret. buy indie games enjoy indie games support indie games
never use a mic in a team-based fps unless youre in ranked (even then good luck) or being funny
buy klaus.
if you like an indie game become insane and post abt it. theres that post on here thats like one autistic teenager is worth more than 1 million dollars of advertisement and its right
heres what ive been playing recently:
ravenswatch (early access): isometric rougelike abt dark fairy tales that is surprisingly fun and difficult. friends recommended
ravendawn (i know): old school-like fantasy mmorpg with class mixing similar to archage. good to kill a few hours.
YOMI hustle (your only movie is hustle): turn-based fighting game where turns are half a second each. really fun to kill your friends.
super animal royale (free): 2d-on-3d battle royale where you are a little animal with a gun. has a battlepass. fun solo or with pals but getting into a game can be slow
Yuki-the-gatekeepy shall be stealing the electric type gym leader from Paldea region Iono for herself. Iono is literally just what I need in my life. GENDIES AND ALL THEIR SUPPORTERS NEED TO KNOW THIS AIN'T FOR THEM.