#feel for my postman rn

[becca-e-barnes]

Nomad Steve being so mean to you while pounding into you from behind using you like a pocket pussy as he whispers The dirtiest things in your ear.

I have simple needs and right now, this would meet like 80% of them 🤤

Nomad Steve fucks and he fucks hard because he knows how you like it nice and rough and fast. There's nothing that gets him off quite like the sight of his length slipping into your body, glistening with your arousal and hearing you whine when every single thrust lands just right.

"God, you're gonna cum again? So fucking pathetic." He growls, spanking your ass hard. He knows the spank made your eyes roll back in your head and from the muffled sob, he can tell you're biting down on the comforter.

"I can use you like a fleshlight and you just get off on it. You know how fucked up that is? You know how fucking slutty that is?" He smirks because oh, now your pussy is dripping onto the bed.

"This cunt is addictive. So warm and wet and tight. Can't get enough." He angles you slightly differently, arching your back more and pressing you further into the sheets. It lets him pound just a little deeper, slipping every last inch inside you before pulling back and slamming in once more.

"S-Steve... That's good. 'S so good." You babble, hardly able to focus on anything but the methodical way he's sliding in and out of you, reaching spots only Steve has ever managed to reach.

"You gone cock drunk? Oh fuck, you have. Slurrin' your words like this fat dick is the only thought in your head. Stuffed you so fuckin' full you can't think straight. That's all it takes to break a cute little slut like you." His speed only increases after seeing what this is doing to you, determined to see what you're like after one more orgasm.

You're hardly even sure you can handle it, all you know is that you need it. You need it like you've never needed anything. "Rub me. Please Captain. Play with me." You whine so pathetically, he knows he has to give you what you need.

One huge hand slips between your soaked thighs, two fingers circling your clit just a little too harshly. It doesn't matter though. It doesn't matter that they're rough and calloused and not as delicate as you'd need them to be. They're offering the stimulation you're so desperate for and after a few minutes of frantic grunts and low moans, your body is clenching and fluttering around him again.

"Mhm, God. Holy shit, you're gushing. Lost control, didn't ya? That needy pussy can only take so much." Your orgasm almost throbs it's way through you. It's a burning kind of pleasure. A tight, electric pulse that's so good, it's a fine line between just enough and too much. Yet the Captain still isn't done with you.

[uramilf]

A/N: Hi everybody! Here’s the prologue of my first series fic called The Record Shop. I’m extremely excited to share this, enjoy the first part! Don’t worry, it’s gonna get more exciting in the first proper chapter. I hope you guys like the sound of our main character Penny (she is named this because every OC i come up with is given a name that I would defo name a baby in the future and penny is my top name rn) Ps. the gif below is exactly how I imagine Matty looking for the duration of this fic lol. I’m sorry but I love mullet Matty xox

The Record Shop —Prologue

Matty Healy au x OC

Warnings: No smut in this part but this fic will contain smut and angst!

*Penny’s POV*

I moved to Manchester from London in June, ready to move on from my shit relationships, my shit job, and my shit family. I had managed to find a new job in a hairdressing salon, hopefully with staff nicer than the last one I worked at. It certainly seemed that way, and the higher pay was a thrilling bonus. My new flat was small but cosy, and I planned on making it beautiful. It was already packed with all the things I loved; scented candles and fairy lights and pretty cushions. I had stuck a few of my favourite bands’ posters on the walls and propped up my guitars in the corners. There were little potted plants on the windowsills and a couple of soft blankets draped over the sofa. My clothes were hanging on a rail in my new bedroom and my record player had been plugged into the wall beside my bed.

I looked around my new flat, thrilled with how much it felt like home already. That is, until my eyes fell on a pile of photos of me and my friends from back home. The pictures spanned over 5 years, from we were 16 and still in school, til now when we were 21. I had left school after my GCSEs (which were abysmal, so it’s a good thing I decided not to go to uni), did a short hairdressing course and got my first job as a proper hairdresser at 20. I worked in London for a year until my relationship broke down and I decided it was time for a fresh start, away from him and away from my family who were still upset that I didn’t complete my A-Levels and “make something of myself.” I felt a pang of loneliness while looking at the photos, realising I didn’t know anyone down here at all. I wasn’t yet friends with my new co-workers, I didn’t know my postman or the staff in the local shops, I didn’t know which nightclubs were good, not that I had anyone to go out with. I didn’t know my new doctor, or my new dentist, or where to get a nice cup of coffee. Everything that I knew about London was gone. But if starting over meant knowing nothing, I would just have to live with it.

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My first day at work was great - my co-workers were friendly and seemed like the type of girls you could really have a laugh with, the customers were chatty enough to keep me entertained throughout the day, and I felt for once like I was in control of my own life. As I walked out of the salon at 5pm clutching my handbag, all feeling of loneliness had dispersed; and I was elated.

A couple of streets away from my flat I walked past a little record shop with a neon pink “open” sign on the door. I could hear Fleetwood Mac playing from inside, which instantly got my attention. I decided to have a browse, maybe treat myself to a new record. Stepping inside, I had a quick look around. The walls were painted a calming cream colour and were lined with band posters and shelves of CDs and records, and I instantly spotted some of my favourites. There was no one at the cash register, but I assumed the staff had nipped out to the back as I could hear a couple of men laughing and chatting. I stepped into the 90s section the shop, flipping through the records in the middle. Just then I heard footsteps in the back corner of the store and looked up.

A boy about my age was standing there, wearing a black t-shirt with the store logo, a pair of black skinny jeans ripped at the knees and black boots. He was gorgeous; deep brown eyes and soft-looking brown hair that was shaved at the sides into a kind of mullet style (which usually I hated, but he made it work). One of his ears was pierced with a small hoop earring and his bare arms were covered in tattoos. He looked to be a good bit taller than me, and he was thin but the tattooed arms seemed quite muscular. The name tag on his top read “Matty”. He smiled a gorgeous smile at me and I felt my breath catch in my throat.

“Can I help you with anything darling?”

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A/N: thank you for reading! Soz for the very long note at the start but I wanted to get some things out there lol x

[abigail]

nooooo I’m so scared of my postman actually. like.. ok someone tell me if I’m being insane or if you’d be a bit freaked out too

ok so.. I moved into my new place in late spring time and since living there I’ve had a few different posties but recently this past like.. idk month or two I’ve mainly just had this one guy, I’d say he’s around 40-50 y/o.. at first he was just idk. normal lol ?? like didn’t say much just got on with his job etc. after a few times he’d start just.. commenting on stuff I guess ? like I’d answer the door in my pyjamas and he’d be like ‘oh hehe sorry for waking you up’ and idk.. ur a post man surely you’re greeted at the door of lots of people in pyjamas ??? (especially because it was like 8am on a saturday idk anyway). he then started saying my name a lot which.. he obviously knows from my mail, but he’d say ‘abi’ and I never get post with my nickname delivered so he just decided himself to use my nickname (which I find odd because.. personally I don’t really use a nickname for someone unless they tell me it’s their name or I hear other people using it or obvs if we’re close etc but maybe that’s just me !!)

then the other week I answered the door and he.. paused to hand over my mail.. to tell me he saw me by the charity shop in the main area of the town I live, I just said oh yeah they have good stuff sometimes and he just then asked if I work there ??? I said no … so he asked if I work around there.. I said no I work ‘in the city’ (the town I live in is like wedged in between two cities and I didn’t specify which one) and he just quietly repeated ‘in the city’ back to himself while handing me my mail ???? I told this to my friends and they agreed it was weird behaviour btw

so anyway.. with it being this time of year I’ve ordered more stuff online than usual because I’ve been buying christmas gifts and I’ve had a few friends mail me gifts for me so I’ve had to answer the door to him more frequently and idk each time he has something to say … like recently he said “oh that one looks interesting what’s in that” with a little smirky face and I’m like oh .. uh.. it’s a gift ????? like.. idk it’s just a bit weird considering the previous stuff ??? or is it just me ???

but yeah what caused me to write this is what just happened.. I’m waiting at the bus stop into the city and I see the post van drive past but then slow down.. it takes me a second to think oh shit is it him so I awkwardly turn to look away and then the van reverses back to the stop even slower until the window is in line with where I’m stood so I have no choice but to notice.. he shouts ‘abi’ and then asks what I want to do with this parcel he’s got in the back.. I’m like ??? uh.. my partner is home rn until midday or something ????? because well.. they are. and like he must know I have a partner because he would’ve seen their name on the mail he delivers and he probably has had my partner answer the door to him a few times too so idk why wouldn’t he think that like ???? and for him to recognise me while I’m at the bus stop and stuff ????? idk man it made me feel so yucky !!! anyway he asks then if I’m heading to work … I say yeah (so now he knows which city I work in ough) and he’s like hmm. ok see you soon and then does a full u turn to where I live .. I assume to deliver my mail but like.. surely he’s got a route he’s meant to follow like he was originally going in the opposite direction ???

yeah idk.. I might just be overthinking it like he’s probably harmless he just seems like some guy but considering it all and it’s the fact he obviously knows where I live because he’s my postie just makes me feel so…. idk. it creeps me out tbh like the vibes are off lmao

edit to add - also consider the fact the area I live in isn’t tiny like.. it’s not a city or whatever but there’s lots of houses and sure he’ll only be doing mail for one section of the town (I assume) but stillll he’ll be seeing so many people daily why is he always recognising me like. I’m not even wearing an outfit that makes me stand out today how did he instantly spot me.. ALSO the second I posted this I got an email saying my parcel was delivered so yeah he literally did do a u turn to my house to deliver my mail rather than do his normal route uhuhhhhhhhh…….. like thanks but ??? why am I getting special treatment lol

[sandwichfordinner]

Hi hi! Ok so can we have edgar headcannons with a gn who does digital art and their s/o teaches them on how digital art works? (I hope this isnt breaking your rules and your emil and ada fanfic is hella good :D)

Edgar with a s/o who is a digital artist

Guys I am sorry for not posting.. I am at my writer block era rn..😭

Can we all ignore in the last fic how I wrote that Edgar didn’t like the digital drawing too, thanks.

ALSO TYSM! <33

* Yours wasn’t a regular one. When you draw something quickly in it it becomes live, and slips out of the screen.

* Yours wasn’t a regular one. When you draw something quickly in it it becomes live, and slips out of the screen.

* Yours wasn’t a regular one. When you draw something quickly in it it becomes live, and slips out of the screen.

* It can be butterflies, birds, anything.

* And that’s the thing that it makes it a lot useful.

* You can even always draw the other survivors items but just once. You’re kinda like lucky guy but more lucky cause you draw those things really fast in it and the screen gives it to you so you can use it.

* All of the survivors excited they always bother you to draw something real quick because they need it, or it’s just because they want to see an animal or toys or other things.

* Example Emil and Ada really wanted to have a pet which is not dog. You guessed they were more of a cat person.

* So you drew a cute little grey baby kitten, and when it came out of the screen you put it in a little box with holes on the top so it can have air and gave it to their 1-2 years anniversary.

* The moment Emil opened the box, and Ada beside him watching , his heart melted when he saw a little kitten in the box.

* Ada gasped and held her hands on the mouth of shock because of how cute it was. Both of them were holding it carefully and petting it carefully.

* Months have passed and the cat has grew, it was a she. She was a really calm and good cat. Both Emil and Ada were really grateful to you.

* Okay to the main part, where Edgar took interest in your digital art.

* Sometimes you watched him in your free time how he draws, Whenever it can be in the waiting room, garden, or even his room if he let you in.

* Every time when you watched him paint , it made him feel special finally. It has been a lot of time since someone took an eye of his art. Sure the others know that he paints, but they have never really took interest in it. How can they be! Art is a very creative , ease hobby. It’s even better than being an acrobat, dancer, batter, postman etc. They don’t understand! Well that’s what he thinks.

* One time when he was painting next to you, you thought maybe you can copy what he paints and draw it on your tablet with different colours.

* So you got out you tablet and pen out of your bag and started drawing. You were glancing his painting from time to time , which made him raise a eyebrow of confusion. He stopped painting and looked at the screen. It was his painting!

* He scoffed, mad how you copied him. You probably will show it to the others and they won’t stop praising you how good you drew it!

,,Why are you copying me.’’ He broke the comfortable silence which made your body to take a screenshot.

,,I… well uhh, I thought you’re painting was really nice and I wanted to try too with different colours… I wont show it to anyone I promise!’’ You looked down at the screen from embarrassment, avoiding eye contact.

,,Tch why are you doing this anyway.’’

,,Because your paintings are nice..’’ you said softly still avoiding eye contact.

* His cheeks reddened from the praise and went back to painting leaving him quiet.

,,I won’t show it to the others I promise!’’ You were waving your hands in front of your face panicking.

,,Okay. I believe you.’’ He said quietly but you heard anyways because there was no one in his room except you and him.

* You calmed down and looked again at your screen. Your drawing was almost like his in the canvas but it was with different colours. Your cheeks were getting hot. ‘Please don’t tell me that I like him..’ you thought still staring at your screen blankly.

* Edgar noticed your staring and asked you.

,,Are you gonna continue or..?’’

* You quickly got up from where you were sitting, face red as tomato.

,,No I am good! I just need to rest-‘’

,,Why is your face red? Let me guess. It’s cause I made you embarrassed right?’‘ He smiled at you.

* Your eyes widened and your face got hotter.

,,I um.. well no?? It’s just i feel uhm hot.. NOT IN THIS TYPE OF HOT ITS JUST THAT MY FACE FEELS HOT AND..FORGET IT I WILL GO REST..’’

* He clearly knew you were lying but he brushed it off.

,,Alright then. Bye.’’

You quickly got out of his room. Hands sweaty and shaky.

* You face palmed.

,,How can I be this weird??’’

,,What’s the matter Y/N??’’

,,Oh uh! Nothing Emma I just feel tired that’s all!’’ You laughed awkwardly.

,,Why is your face-‘’

,,Bye Emma!’’

* You fell in love with the painter 💀.

* From time to time he tried to draw on your tablet. Let’s say he did enjoy it. Actually he did a lot.

* He didn’t need to get dirty and stuff.

* At the beginning you explained to him what to do, effects, blending, details. Although he knew about details.

* He remembered everything you told him and tried to draw in it.

* First tries weren’t bad, but later on he was really good at it.

* So now he was drawing on a paper and digitally.

* Most of the times you needed the tablet for your matches or because someone needed something and you had to draw it. He didn’t mind that.

* Both of you became really close because of art.

* (Thanks to the art🙏)

* You kept falling more for the painter, you thought those feelings would go away..

* So you just had to do it.. confess.

* It took you a day to plan everything. The confession was in his room.

* You were drawing a heart with the name Edgar on it.

,,Hey Edgar?’’

,,Hm?’’

,,Can I tell you something?’’

,,Sure’’

* You shoved the tablet into his arms. He looked at the screen and saw a heart. Before he can think of anything, this heart hit him on the face.

,,OH MY GOSH EDGAR?? ARE TOU OKAY?!’’ You asked him panicked. He lay on the floor, the big plushie heart hugging his face.

* You quickly snatched the heart which was read ‘Edgar’ on it.

* You tried stopping the heart going to hug Edgar again.

* He got up confused and looked at the heart you were holding in front of your hands.

* He narrowed his eyes to read the text.

* ‘Edgar’ was written on the middle of the heart.

* He quickly understood everything and his face reddened.

* You successfully stopped the heart from moving leaving it a normal heart plushie/pillow.

* Both of you were staring each other’s eyes with red faces.

,,Do you.. like me?’’

,,No.. I don’t only like you.. I love you.’’ You tried avoiding eye contact.

* Something made Edgar’s heart flutter from excitement.

* He was holding where his heart was, sweating and really red.

,,I… I love you too.. Y/N.. I love everything about you.. How creative you are.. how you.. made me feel special too.. you are one of the nicest people I have met in my entire life… protecting me during matches… How can’t I fall inlove with a person like you..? You are amazing..’’

* He tried to confess too.

* Both of you were speechless and with red faces.

* You grabbed his hands and kissed him on the lips.

* The kiss was soft. He returned the kiss when he grabbed your face.

* It didn’t last long after both of you pulled for some air.

* Edgar has finally found the meaning of love. True love.

* And with a talented s/o who knows how to draw digitally.

If you all are wondering why my fic is weird written and why are the same sentences copied than one time.. than that means I am violating their community guidelines??? I am literally not writing nsfw here?????? 💀💀

[monratarot]

Hi Moni❤ I would like to request a love reading from you.

My question: How will my future relationship dynamic be like with my crush S?

I've been crushing on him for a while but things have been stalemate for me, meaning there is nth going on as of rn between us. Jux want to see if we will have any type of connection in the future and if it will develop into sth more. Tbh, anything that comes up related to our future connection pls. Thank you.

My initial: A, my sign: ♊(june born), his sign: ♌(aug born)

Hello, dear ! Thank you for your patience and interest in my blog and your request.

Feedback is very much appreciated and if you consider tipping me, you can do so on my ☕️ko-fi.

Count of questions/requests and answers 21/30

Without wasting any time, let's get into your reading!ღ¸.🌸´`🌸.¸¸ღ

I can see that you are going to be disappointed and sad because of this person. I think that you will deal with some change because your situation is kinda stagnant for the moment. Because of this person, you are going to feel confused and there will be a lot of arguments. You will be upset because of this situation but no matter what happens you will be able to move on. You will deal with a difficult decision that you must make when it comes to your person and don't forget that this can have consequences(not necessarily a bad thing, it can be seen more as an elaboration of an unpleasant connection). If you have the courage to take this step and understand that there is nothing bad in moving one from an unfulfillment situation you will be blessed with a new beginning, stability, and renewal. You will deal with lots of communication, and positive news, just be careful not to say yes to everything(you can refuse everything that you think isn't good for you). Choose wisely and enjoy all the good news. You can travel to see a person that you have been separated from. You will put a lot of amazing work into improving yourself, especially after that break up with your person. You may face an intense love situation, with a lot of compatibility with a person. Also, now you can deal with a person who is in a hurry to be in a relationship, someone who wants to make you feel special(just keep in mind that sometimes things that start too quickly can have an abrupt end). You two will communicate a lot through messages, and WhatsApp, but keep in mind that things might move pretty fast. Try to take it easy and also make your person understand that there is no need to rush. Apart from that you need to understand that this connection can be with the person you are talking about(but definitely not now because now they will disappoint you - it can be due to the fact that they have someone else in their mind and think that the grass is greener on the other path and after seeing the true face of their other person they will come back to you - it's your choice if you want to take them back but if you ask me better not)or someone new(they can work as an event organizer, pilot, postman, computer programmer, web designer). Because of the influence of Aries, someone can be impatience(can be you or your person) and I guess this is why your person wants to move on fast to the next step in your relationship. But the good part is that there are great indicators that this will be an important relationship for you. You can communicate and express yourself in front of this person, you will gain more confidence in yourself due to the influence that they have in your life. Both of you will communicate about your communication and for a healthy connection you must be open about your expectations(by doing this you will both have emotional support from each other). There can be some minor dishonesty but you will make efforts to build the right foundation. So my dear, don't be too focused on your person right now. They won't be able to give you what you want, deserve, and need especially at this moment. Now is the moment to focus on yourself and after that, you will see what decision to make. I don't have indicators that this wonderful connection will be with the person you are thinking about, they can only come back to your life after leaving you sad and disappointed. But as you can see in the reading everything will be fine in the end. So if you feel that there is no future with that person after a period of focusing on yourself just move on, don't try to force things because everything will be fine in the end! Angel message: Change your attitude to one of acceptance. Relax and take stock. Ask your angels to enfold you during this waiting period so that you can listen to the promptings of the Divine. So not rush off on some wild goose-chase of your lower will. Patience is always rewarded. Affirmation: All things happen at the perfect time.

Wish you only the best!🍀

Moni🧚‍♀️

[lovingempress]

So! Update on me for all the lovelies I’ve ghosted (OTL I don’t deserve y’all 🥺🫶)

Recovering nicely from the allergies- I can breathe again!! 🎉 and it feels GREAT 😁 (oh breathing clearly my beloved, I’ll never take you for granted again~)

I also got into the nursing program this year!! So I’ve been busy trying to get all my paperwork in order for that one, and still have a bit to set up for that one. Kinda been running around like a headless chicken a bit tbh, but for the most part, it’s been going smoothly~

Something else that happened last month- I got a new job!! I’m still in training right now, and have a bit more competency tests & training to go before I officially start, but it’s been going good so far! I’m really excited about it (*^▽^*)ア

I have been having some issues with some government paperwork on the side that’s still stressing me out (istg a helpful government official sounds like an oxymoron these days ueueueue 😭) but it’s… progressing, ig is the word for it. It keeps backsliding, and I dunno why they’re reporting my paperwork as unsigned and all even tho I have photo evidence it WAS, and I feel like my postman(woman?) has a vendetta against us rn with how late things are getting to us (srsly, it gets reported as “delivered” a day or two before it actually does, smh), but!! Progress! It is happening, just,,, very slowly

[sk3tch404]

“Keep sending ideas!” Yay I think— I have no ideas. THE ONE TIME I ACTUALLY WANT TO GIVE MY IDEAS MY MIND IS BLANK 😭😭 COME ON BRAIN THINK! 😔 maybe a dependent Yandere who clings to darling but isn’t stupid?? Like they know when darling is trying to manipulate them but just goes along with it unless it’s going outside, taking to other, y’know?? I feel like this fits Victor because as a postman he regularly see’s peoples emotions and has learned what emotion is which. He’ll allow darling think she’s in control but in reality he’s just doing this to “Please ” then? Make them think their in control when in reality it’s him who’s pulling the strings. Anyways it’s basic I know but this is what I got, are you pulling for any skins in this essence? I LOVE ALL THE SKINS! BUT I DONT PLAY HUNTERS OR GARDENER 😭😭 AND SAME WITH THE BSD CROSSOVERS MOST ARE MALE CHARACTERS, I PLAY MOSTLY THE FEMALE ONES BECAUSE THATS WHO I MAIN 🤡🤡 BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU?? I’M ON A 3-DAY WEEKEND SO YAY!! 🥰🥰 Lazy regards - ☁️

I LOVE THIS CONCEPT SO MUCH!

Especially because Victor has spent so much time observing people's emotions and reactions during his time as a postman. He'd see through his darlings tactics so fast that, it's actually really concerning.

Victor keeps up his nice quiet boy act as to reel his darling in. He doesn't care if darling is only doing it to get on his good side and get him to do what they want him to do. When the time comes, he'll pull them out of the water and keep them on the hook, just to teach them a lesson as to not play with others feelings. Especially when their act is so obviously superficial.

He'll send darling all his letters, he'll let them pet Wick all they want, he'll let them use him as bait when the hunter is near, but what he'll never do is let them go without getting what is due.

A check of darlings love perhaps? Or maybe he gets so frustrated with darlings superiority complex, that he'll just have to show them who's really in the understanding.

Victor is nice and quiet, but he isnt an uwu plz dont be mean to meh 👉👈 HES SICK OF PEOPLE BEING FAKE AND PUTTING UP FACADES JUST TO LOOK GOOD IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE. THEIR TRUE COLORS AND FEELINGS COME OUT WHEN THEY READ THE LETTERS HE SENDS.

Idk who to put this idea in for at the moment, but perhaps I will do something like this if the future wills it :D

Yanderes who use their charm and socially manipulate their surroundings in order to get to their darling >>>>>>>

I WANT EMMAS SKIN BUT I DONT PLAY HER SUPER WELL AND NETEASE NEEDS TO GIVE ANNE A LUCY SKIN RN. I WANT ALL OF THEM BUT IDK IM POOR.

I dont have online schooling on fridays bc yeah but im still not leaening bc am learn visually 😆😆😆 3 day weekendsssss

[kitlaurie]

Widower Santa and the Slacker Postman who's about to lose his fucking inheritance (Upbeat Ver.)

Stuck - Caro Emerald

Round and Round - Sia

decide to be happy - MisterWives

Sunshine - Sia

Love is Mystical - Cold War Kids

The Lotto - Ingrid Michaelson, AJR

I've Got My Love to Keep Me Warm - Ingrid Michaelson

My Old Santa Claus - Sia

100 Years - Or3o

A Hand for Mrs. Claus* - Idina Menzel, Ariana Grande

I made another Klausper playlist a while ago (with some input from @lisondraws ) but I felt like making a happier, more upbeat version (well, mostly. I couldn't NOT put My Old Santa Claus on it. And the music's still upbeat even if the lyrics get sad!). I wanted to keep it relatively short too. I still like the 1st version, but it's pretty sad and sappy and I'm not in the mood for that rn!

I'm really happy with the mood of this! It just feels like them to me. And I liked making a short, more focused playlist.

*(I love having this song here because it really captures Jesper's underappreciated behind the scenes work, but my favorite way to think of it is actually imagining Lydia and Jesper singing it as a duet to/about each other in post movie/Christmas Ghosts au.)

[girlsworlds]

3, 12, 13 and 30 :^)

what’s your favorite candle scent?

i love vanilla cause im basic<3

how are you?

uhhh weird question... kind of scared honestly. i genuinely have no idea what my future is gonna look like and i feel like i want to do lots of things but i missed the time to start doing em. my social life is really good rn though so i'm feeling very supported... i love my friends more than anything and we currently hang out every day so i'm never alone. many of them will leave the country or city in September tho but i'm trying not to think about that.

what’s your comfort food?

my moms mashed potato, my grandma's dumplings :)

what reminds you of home (doesn’t have to mean house… just things that remind you of the feeling of home)?

rivers, wild meadows, summer nights, tight hugs, vanilla deodorant, swallows, wild raspberries, cats, the songs 'home' 'cigarette daydreams' '10 o clock postman' and 'tommi', waking up past 11, busy bridges, the smell of mandarins, colourful gemstone silver rings, watching my friend mila facing her stove while i watch her cook and entertain her from her kitchen couch, jumping and dancing with my girlfriends and screaming to our hype songs, having calm late breakfasts together after parties, borrowing clothes from each other, ginger tea, handwritten letters, 'i love you'

[vaguely-gestures-to-the-void]

Hindsight: My thoughts on Loki (2021)

As always, thanks for being here my friends. There’s definitely more nuanced discussion of this show, but I’m here for the vibes. Anyways, here’s my thoughts on Episode 3 of Loki. Bear in mind I hadn’t watched episode 4 before I wrote the review for 3. No hate on anyone/thing, it’s all my opinion.

Episode 3: LAMENTIS

Pre-title scene

I rioted when I heard Hayley’s voice. It’s a win for all of us.

C-20! Sylvie!

C-20’s lil dance was adorable. I love her.

I want Sylvie’s tie dye.

Is that Ralph Bohner?

The same place, but at night. Coincidence? I think not.

Sylvie’s powers have limits. She can’t search someone’s mind and take information, she needs them to willingly tell her though she can use her powers to do that.

TVA

Sylvie’s experienced. Always tie your hair into a bun before a fight.

Her music is nothing like what we’ve heard previously. It’s the Sylvie show folks.

The mural on the left side of the hall is the one from the credits scene.

The plaque above the elevators says ‘FOR ALL TIME ALWAYS’.

Even in the mural on the right side, the Time Keepers aren’t equal, the middle one takes up the most space.

Ravonna!

I love how their movements are similar. The head-snap-hair-flip combo is nearly identical, reflecting how they are the same person to some extent.

2077 Lamentis - 1

“Get off my leg!” SiblingTM energy.

“Goodbye, variant.” She sure has the Loki drama.

I finally remembered it’s called a TemPad. Rip.

“Don’t ever call me that.”

“Tech savvy?”

That’s so Ragnarok.

I love the music as we pan up to the planet. It’s the familiar, anxiety-inducing ticking for me lads.

“You idiot! This is Lamentis - 1.”

“I don’t know what that means!”

My siblings when I can’t restart the router (every country has an AT&T).

I like that it’s a moon that’s inhabited. It’s nearly always the planet, still not great for the people on it.

That slide to get under the dump truck was so smooth.

“So we’re a team now?” Jesus Loki needs friends. Probably a good therapist too.

“Didn’t need your help!”

“You’re so weird!”

I like the way Tom runs. Don’t know why. Just do.

Sidenote, my favourite running form is Chris Evans’.

Sylvie’s magic flickered so I genuinely think the enchantment didn’t work.

“Well then I’ll cut it out.” I like the way she says that. I am questioning so many things rn.

“Just because I have to work with you doesn’t mean I wanna hear your voice.” It’s ironic since they spend so much time talking about themselves.

“Alright, well, slow down… Variant.” They really play off each other’s egos to find weaknesses.

“You don’t know what you want.” Sylvie’s more straightforward in everything she does. She efficiently points out Loki’s flaws but when it comes to a goal, she’s meticulous.

“...just walk away.” Loki stops walking, but Sylvie does walk away. There is distance between them (for now).

I’ve had experience with mining towns like this one and whilst they weren’t so out-of-this-world (ya know) there is a tendency for rural and isolated communities to struggle with old/not maintained infrastructure. This is not everywhere, but it’s not uncommon from what I know. Even though these towns are a source of wealth, there isn’t distribution of the money and it’s a grim reality that’s being shown. I appreciate it.

The shot of them walking past a slab of that planet towards the hut is incredible. Wow.

The person in there is just waiting for their death. I’m going to be addressing a lot of the harsh realities in this episode folks so it won’t be so cheerful.

I understand that people weren’t so happy with this being a filler episode, but I think they got it right. It’s strange that a literal planet-moon collision doesn’t bring the tension that the hurricane did in the last ep, but by having an atmosphere that wasn't so omnius, they conveyed (to me at least) that hope was already lost. In the Roxxcart Disaster, the people believed that it wasn’t going to be the end. There’s desperation on Lamentis - 1 but as Sylvie said, the collapse of society occurs. That’s a large group of people realising that class divides will cause slaughter. It’s greed portrayed in two different ways, one being the integration of excessive capitalism into society, the other being social structure based on oppression. Not everyone’s reading into Loki like this but it’s a change from how Marvel usually approaches conflict.

We learnt about the characters and whilst I’m not a fan of when a plot line is moot (my bet is that Loki and Sylvie will be rescued next ep, making all the attempts to get off Lamentis - 1 pointless), it’s necessary for the characters to develop. The way Loki and Sylvie end up on Lamentis - 1 makes sense and the plot doesn’t feel forced.

“It’s remarkable that you made it as far as you did.”

Devils is recurring in this episode. Maybe this has implications on future episodes?

“Which one was that, diplomacy?” Why are their interactions so funny?

I don’t think I need to comment on the significance of the train station scene.

I would like to acknowledge that though this is good writing that’s relevant in the time it was released, we shouldn’t forget it’s coming from large corporations who aren’t perfect.

How do they just walk past the line?

The people who snitched were right in front of them.

Did the cat get Loki’s silvertongue? That was the most graceless lying I’ve ever seen.

Sylvie not sitting with her back to a door makes sense, but why won’t Loki go backwards on a train? They both have little quirks.

“That’s not a plan. That’s just doing a thing.” Loki went to the Thor school of planning, it’s Get Help all over again.

Loki’s exaggerated nods at the other guards lol.

Sylvie growls whenever she’s mad, it’s hilarious.

The close ups of their faces when the conversation gets personal and isn’t just trading jabs is great for conveying the authenticity of their answers.

Loki not pressing Sylvie when she clearly didn’t want to talk about what happened to her mother is something I appreciated.

Here’s to Tom for having to do magic for more than 10 years now. He’s so serious, I can only imagine how funny it is without the effects.

“Well she did.” Yeesh, has Loki gotten time to grieve?

Sylvie is genuinely impressive.

“Pity the old woman chose to die.”

“She was in love.”

I don’t quite understand what they were talking about then, I guess we’ll find out later?

Loki, why are you so unnecessarily dramatic?

I laughed. Who am I kidding, they’re dorks and I love them.

Loki is trying to find out anything, anyone who could be used against Sylvie.

Here’s to the postman, they’re probably dead but we appreciate Sylvie’s happiness anyways.

“A bit of both. I suspect the same as you.” AND THAT’S HOW YOU WRITE IN REPRESENTATION FOLKS!

Let’s just take our scraps and be happy, eh? It made my week.

They both need real relationships of any kind, guys.

“Love is… uh, something I might have to have another drink to think about.” Me whenever anyone asks me about my love life.

“You do realise… ...a civilisation’s only hope?” I think this was Sylvie’s way of making sure Loki’s (albeit grey) morals and drinking habits don’t interrupt her plan.

The train sure gives me Snowpiercer vibes.

Do I have to talk about Drunk Loki?

Tom’s singing voice is lovely.

Sylvie’s eyes shift nervously to the door and then back to Loki. She’s initially tense but she relaxes slightly though she knows she’s gonna have to clean up the mess.

“Nobody cares. It’s the end of the world.” Again, Loki’s headspace is one where existence is futile.

The green walls contrast the purple lighting nicely.

You can see plants (?) from the outside if you look out the windows. Talk about attention to detail.

Bruh what is the dagger about? Drunk Loki’s a comedic genius.

The descending notes in the background of Loki’s fireworks.

Sylvie’s smile when she goes to attack is animalistic. I’d like to see her character explored more in terms of how she views violence.

YEET.

“You’re right. I’m a god.” Loki’s defense mechanism is to state that his motives are above the understanding of others.

“You’re a clown.” Sylvie tells it as it is.

Loki and Sylvie’s reactions to the TVA contrast the most here. Sylvie is potentially motivated by vengeance or a need for revenge whilst Loki has resigned to numbing the pain (for now at least) as he comes to terms with his reality. The question of what drives you is so important for these characters, I’m excited to see whether they’ll find a common ground and wreak havoc on the sacred timeline.

Loki and Sylvie both struggle with communicating in a healthy way. Sylvie calls him out on his directionlessness and Loki tells her what may be the harsh reality of her plan. Neither of them are willing to accept it, but there’s potential for a strong bond if they do.

Sylvie’s scream lmao.

I love the colour of Loki’s pants.

Problem? Solution! Do thing! Is Sylvie’s method of thinking when all is lost.

Gosh I love the shots in this episode.

“That’s a pretty good life.” Sylvie’s definitely not lived as a royal, or not from what she remembers.

“I just need to know if I can trust you.” Sylvie giving up how she enchants people is an olive branch because as useful as the things that Loki told her may have been for manipulation, they both know the importance of her upper hand. But she only relents once Loki doesn’t have the TemPad. Later, when she asks whether she can trust Loki, it’s more of a reassurance because he’s already been vulnerable around her.

The actor’s body language and facial expressions are incredible. Loki’s eyebrow’s furrow slightly when Sylvie mentions C-20’s mind but Tom takes a second for the information to be processed rather than instantly reacting to Sophia’s next line. She does the same when Loki talks about the TVA workers being created. What skilled people they are.

The city is a wonderful piece of set design.

“We do, and you can.” They step into the light, neither of them have tunnel vision and are able to see a bigger picture.

“They’re gonna let these people die.” This show explores a side of Loki we haven’t seen before, his morality and compassion. He has grey areas that could be explored in the next season. It also points back to how Sylvie and Loki differ in their view of others. I think this is partially because of their childhoods. Loki was raised as a prince and cared about his people, but Sylvie doesn’t share that perspective (“...they usually survive”), maybe because of her past. Hopefully in the upcoming episodes we’ll get a bit more of her backstory.

That sequence is beyond words. The constantly rotating and revolving camera really hammers home that it’s a disorienting fight for their lives at the end of the world. I’m speechless, just watch it.

The music in that blue-purple-pink club was banging tho.

Loki and Sylvie’s posture, facial expression and general body movement is similar. The variant point is hammered home here.

It’s interesting how Loki is in shock/denial of the Ark being destroyed whereas Sylvie immediately leaves.

The end music of this episode is beautiful. I love how it all builds to leave us on the soft tones of Dark Moon.

No one’s interested, but my mum and I bonded over the Jim Reeves version of this song and the Bonnie Guitar one.

Ep 3 review

Short episode with not much going on other than character development. However, if the first two were anything to go by, this episode will have greater implications on the plot. The pacing of this show is a bit strange, but we may see this change in the next season.

I mentioned previously that it would be a shame if the entire plot of this episode was made irrelevant by how they get off Lamentis - 1 next ep. This show has been really good at keeping us on our toes with the writing so they probably won’t take turns that have been speculated.

Happy mid-season guys! The following two episodes were apparently Tom’s favourites so we can expect some mayhem up ahead. See you next time!

Here's the link to my Ep 2 review

[wherewindysurgeswend]

30 questions tag game

thank you so much @veiliza

1. nickname: lulu, lu, or lucie-lu

2. gender: female

3. star sign: pisces

4. height: 5′3″/160 cm

5. time: 8:13 am

6. birthday: march 5th 

7. favorite bands: the chicks!

8. favorite solo artists: far too many, but i’ve been vibing with pete seeger, phil ochs and ella fitzgerald lately.

9. song stuck in my head: i ain’t marching anymore by phil ochs 

10. last movie: the postman always rings twice (1946)

11. last show: glee... feel free to judge me but i’m watching with my sister bc sometimes i need to turn my brain off.

12. when did i make this blog: uhh idk?? i think around 2017 or 2018? i made my main blog in 2016 but i didn’t make this one until later.

13. what i post: idk writing stuff??

14. last thing i googled: “hallelujah lyrics”

15. other blogs: my main, @johnsonshildy and a few others.

16. do i get asks: occasionally

17. why i chose my url: it’s from the poem the sad shepherd by w.b. yeats: “there was a man whom sorrow named his friend/and he, of his high comrade sorry dreaming/went walking with slow steps along the gleaming/and humming sands, where windy surges wend.” i just thought it sounded cool i guess

18. following: 237

19. followers: 58

20. average hours of sleep: oof 8 if i’m lucky but usually 6

21. lucky number: 8?? i guess??

22. instruments: piano, alto saxophone, harmonica, and some ukulele

23. what am i wearing rn: jeans, a grey t-shirt and a grey and green flannel

24. dream trip: europe!

25. favorite food: french toast

26. nationality: canadian

27. favorite song: no.

28. last book i read: well i’m currently rereading the perks of being a wallflower.

29. top three fictional universes: idk honestly

30. favorite color: spring green

not gonna tag anyone this time :)

[ohbeeones]

thank you to cat/@sunidelphia for tagging me to do a 2019 year in review! let’s see if i actually did anything this year :) (also sidenote by me: none of these are gonna be in order, it’s hard enough for me to pick 5 new things bc i’m very much a person who watches/reads/listens to the same stuff over & over again lol.)

♥️ top five films you watched in 2019:

christopher robin (2018)

fight club (1999)

what we do in the shadows (2014)

detective pikachu (2019)

the postman always rings twice (1946)

♥️ top five tv shows:

iasip (duh)

bbc ghosts

mob psycho 100 (actually still watching in 2020...)

good omens

gotham

♥️ top five songs:

tempo by lizzo

venus by sleeping at last

i believe by the jonas brothers

reaper man by mother mother

two slow dancers by mitski

♥️ top five books that i read in the last few years bc my ability to read in 2019 has seriously crapped out:

ahsoka by e.k. johnston

simon vs. the homo sapiens agenda by becky albertalli

as you wish: inconceivable tales from the making of the princess bride by cary elwes & joe layden

the abc’s of lgbt by ash hardell

...do piano books count? 😅

♥️ five (or more) good/positive things that happened to me this year:

got a nice raise at work and got a bonus for being a good THE BEST employee

learned that i’m never gonna have any friends if i don’t put myself out there (in irl and online) & putting that into practice

got to see my favorite boys in concert again~ (no guesses who)

my senior doggos both got thru this year without any serious health problems (*cough* like 2018... *cough*) (it’s not really about *me*, but it is. happy pets = happy me)

still battling with mental & physical health (as always) so uh... the fact that i’m still here? in 2020? hello??? that is a win idc

♥️ i’m literally so behind on tumblr rn idk who has & hasn’t done this, so if you want to play feel free! 💜💜💜

[endwalkr]

I WAS HOPING YOU'D REBLOG THAT LOL... FFVII and Twilight Princess?

sorry it took me so long to reply! test week am i right ;D

i’m not very familiar with the ff7 ost, but i think i know enough about it to be able to answer! 

twilight princess: 

Fav Character Theme:

ooo the only character themes i can really think of are ilia’s, midna’s and zelda’s lullaby, but i love midna’s theme a lot! i like how the motif is used in different songs too, it’s really great :D

Fav Area Theme:

oh god there’s a ton in this game, i like ordon village cause it’s just so nice and calming, lake hylia for the same reason, OH SHIT i forgot about hyrule field… it’s just so heroic and nostalgic and i love it. 

Fav Battle Theme:

THE FYRUS THEME 100% the orchestra rendition is even better!!!! i LOVE the part where you’ve knocked him over and the game’s like GO KILL HIM! HELL YEAH!

Fav Boss/Final Boss Theme:

the ganondorf theme. i’m really used to the 25th anniversary orchestra versions so the original sounds a little off to me but it’s still a really good composition :0 i just go crazy over that ganon leitmotif sjkghksjhgk

Personal Fav Theme:

this is a little hard to say since i don’t feel suuuuper strongly about this ost! i’ll just name a few i like a lot, gerudo desert, midna’s lament (duh), hidden village, and all the songs i mentioned earlier

A song you didn’t like at first but grew to like:

the hyrule field night theme. it used to freak me out but now i think it’s really nice and soothing! 

One of the first songs you heard from the game:

i think it must’ve been the 25th anniversary movement, so… the title screen? it’s a really good song so that’s perfect :D

A song that gets you pumped:

both orchestra pieces fucking get me going man ! the second one almost made me cry just now jhgkshkgs it really reminds me of super mario galaxy and that ost is so dear to my heart too

A song that makes you happy:

there’s a ton of silly songs in this game: malo mart, the postman’s theme and oocoo’s theme so i guess they make me smile :) other than that, the title screen and other nostalgic stuff

A song that makes you sad:

IUUUH HHH the first 2 seconds of the staff credits is already getting me teary eyed :*(((((( 

The song you like least from the game:

the dungeon themes i guess. i don’t usually care for those at all, especially the arbiter’s grounds isn’t pleasant to listen to at all jhgksg

final fantasy vii:

like i said, i don’t know this ost that well, so i’m probably only gonna answer with super popular pieces shkghks

Fav Character Theme:

tifa’s theme! especially the advent children one where it’s a piano solo. it’s so gentle and soft, it reflects her perfectly!

Fav Area Theme:

underneath the rotting pizza. the bass made me lose my mind at first jshgkjsdhgks also the good ol main theme motif ;D ALSO ALSO i fucking love the build up to absolutely nothing shdgsk forested temple too, gotta love the james bond chords 

Fav Battle Theme:

i rly like both fighting and still more fighting! i love singing along with the boss theme to see if i can keep up with the fast ass organ shredding sjhgksdhgks (also theres too many names for the normal battle themes i never know which one’s the best)

Fav Boss/Final Boss Theme:

JENOVA COMPLETE BABEY!!! preferably the distant worlds version. that’s definitely the apocalypsis noctis of ff7 for me

Personal Fav Theme:

opening bombing mission for sure. i’ll get into that later

A song you didn’t like at first but grew to like:

i listened to a few of the ff7 songs on the ffxv car radio and i never really liked the cosmo canyon music for some reason? but now i really like it. i’m not sure why lol

One of the first songs you heard from the game:

distant worlds opening bombing mission!!!!!! i watched all crisis core cutscenes in the week before botw came out in february 2017 and then watched the ffvii remake trailer that was available at that time. i guess i just really loved the background music so i then proceeded to play obm on our trip that entire week jfhgkjshsgk

A song that gets you pumped:

crazy motorcycle chase! i’m bopping to it rn skjghjskh also jenova complete and one winged angel. also j-e-n-o-v-a!

A song that makes you happy:

the main theme :’) i guess it doesn’t really have that nostalgic factor for me but it’s so elegant and pretty and then the mysterious dark part happens and then it ends all beautiful and its just good. 

A song that makes you sad:

i don’t know enough abt the original ff7 to really answer this? there’s not really any song that makes me sad (YET). the main theme is so good that it does give me surrogate nostalgic feelings about this game even if i’ve never played it sjhgksh

The song you like least from the game:

i’m not sure! i guess the more dissonant music that’s supposed to sound unpleasant. it’s that way with all osts lol

[ronracer]

Yo,

I have never doubted my feelings towards anyone I have told I love them. And outside of going a little beyond my means to make them smile I've never had to prove how much I truly love them....

But I've been dealing with this company BasicInvite.com

Screwing up our Save the Dates... And watching my fiancee tear up enraged me to a level I never knew... Like I love her so much and on such a primal level that just half tears in her eyes

Let's back up a bit.

Wedding Planning Pt2: invitations

I'm kinda jumping ahead of a bit but im pissed rn so we'll circle back around to the cute fun stuff of this topic. I'm sure by now you all have seen our bomb ass engagement photos. We loved them so much we wanted to use them as our save the dates!

We ordered our save the dates through this company. Being the life-long procrastinators we have chosen to be admittedly we sat on this longer than need be. So we Paid extra for the faster shipping. We get all giddy and excited because it's just one more step towards our new lives. Of course she goes to check on it first ... But the tracking number we received was not working. Called customer service and TREVOR explained that somehow our save the dates were lost!!

Some shit about the post office not scanning the box or something. Now they are a small business, probably have one person taking mail. Part of me felt like they just forgot to put the box in the mail. None of that mattered though. We NEED these save the dates ASAP.

He assured us he was print us new ones and they would be shipped out immediately and they would refund me The extra shipping cost. I lightheartedly tell him The misses will kill me cuz The was my task so don't worried about refunding the money and if we have to pay more to get same day shipping we'll do that. Apparently they can't do same day shipping which makes no damn sense but whateva. The next morning the original package mysteriously  gets an update on the tracking number. Interesting... But regardless Trevor said he would send us a new set. Then we get an email. They TOO have noticed movement on the package and now will WAIT and see before they send a new set.

Um..

..No. We explain to them that we could not afford to wait, which is why we paid extra for the shipping anyway. I asked again for Trevor. He said they understood and would go ahead making the second batch. They were just "letting me know"... Ok... A day goes by and we reach out again because we havent got a tracking number for the second batch. They tell us that the second batch did not pass its quality control inspection and now they have to print a THIRD batch which would take another 3 days!!! They said the good news was that it looked like the original batch would be there the next day anyways. Upon hearing this my sweet little future wife begins tear up off pure frustration. Because honestly, and tell us if we wrong, but it really felt like our original assumptions about them just forgetting to mail the first box was correct. And now they are dragging us along until it shows up so they don't have to make a new box...

Am I wrong?

At this moment my patience had worn out.

I demanded to have this new batch made and shipped the same day because at this point we had wasted too much time to get a refund and go anywhere else. They gave me some b.s. about having a contract with USPS and can't do same day. I demanded to speak to a higher up which i was denied.

Fuck that.

You see the unseen problem small businesses have is that They rely too much on their own social media. So finding the CEO was only a click away.

And I sent him a lengthy FB msg

After that They assured me I would be getting my package that day and give me a full refund. Of course I had heard this three times already. I told them I would NOT get off the phone until my packing is literally in the hands of the postman and I get an email SAYING it was shipped. I'm not kidding you guise. I put the phone on speaker at work at say there with them for 5hours.

They actually sent a picture of the box on the truck and then tried to hang up on me! Hold up. No. I said I needed both the picture AND update on the tracking. Not just being a dick about the situation but if we all remember in the beginning how this all started was them saying "the mail man must have forgotten to scan it..." So you will WAIT with me as I refresh until it says on the way. But I felt bad for the poor girl on the phone, syd I think her name was. So I said this is Trevors fault put his ass on the phone.

There was a strange silence then she says he's out of the office... I really hate when people try and play you like we haven't all worked customer service and managers have given us the I'm not here face

I asked when he would be back and she says she can't give me his schedule. I then tell her if I have to call back for him the civility of this interaction, which was already at a low point, will be null. Further more I have enough sky miles to fly to Utah in the morning if I have to.... By this time the tracking has updated... She tries again to get off the phone. I say where's Trevor.. Oh he has magically reappeared.

Sounding annoyed by having to talk he immediately goes into this bland ingenuine corporate apology. BUT instead of apologizing on behalf of BasicInvite.com this foo says he stands by the quality and service of BasicInvite.com and he apologizes for USPS!?

Bruh...

How you gonna be so self absorbed you gonna blame the Untied States government.

Even if it's true they messed up the first box, which I still don't think they did. What about the 2nd box? Why did I have to curse two poor customer service reps out for you to figure out how to do same day shipping? He then tells me he thought maybe we were trying to get something for free

I went ALL the way off.

I said several times I didn't care about the money for these cheap ass save the dates I wanted the save the dates! I even suggested paying extra. So where in the fuck you get the idea I'm trying to get over?.. He hung up. I called back and got poor syd answers. I say put Trevor on the phone she again says he's not taking calls. I told her I will call everyday for the rest of this year until Trevor or Brock takes my call and gives me a real apology.

They truly had no idea who They just crossed.

I called everyday And only saying hello can I speak to Trevor til They blocked me. I then used the website chat. They blocked my IP from going to their website, then gave me a refund. I went to Starbucks used two pcs and vpns til they had to install a new chat service that could block instantly. Still all I said was hello I need to speak to Trevor. Finally getting a formal cease and desist email I stopped.Trevor you should thank your god that my god put a woman in my life with some sense because I was really prepared to torture you for the rest of my living days.

So now I have double the save the dates and nothing to do with them. If It were up to me I'd burn the whole lot of them post the video on IG and tag BasicInvite.com

Anyone out there listening please do not use these people. I should have known from the name they some basic bitches.

[szopenhauer]

What’s the longest amount of time you’ve gone without bathing? dunno, didn’t count, there were times I was in places and situations I couldn’t like hospitals with drip attached or being so depressed I didn’t care nor have energy to do anything

Have you ever cooked with crab or lobster? Could you ever bring yourself to kill a live lobster/crab? hell no

When was the last time you went through a drive-through? never been through it

Do you own any plaid/flannel shirts? at least one

Are there any foods and drinks you only have around Christmas? maybe

What kind of animal did you touch last? Was this animal one of your pets? my dog

Which colour do you prefer, red or blue? blue?

How would you describe your sense of humour? Have you ever offended someone when you were only joking? it’s complicated and yes

When was the last time you cried - what caused it? I was moved rn because Amber reminded petting a pug :3

Do you have a lot of artwork around your house? What kind of art? omg yeah

When you paint your nails, what kind of colours do you tend to go for? black or red

Do you prefer fruit or vegetable juice?  vegetable juice is gross

What’s the weather doing where you are?  it’s cold, rainy and snowy at once, brrr

Are you eating or drinking anything right now? I finished my water but maybe I will get some more

When was the last time you visited the dentist? recently...

What time do you consider to be too early to go to bed and to get up in the morning?  too early to go to bed is before 10 pm for sure and too early to get up is definitely before 8 am 

Are you between the ages of 30 & 40? not yet

What was your favorite Saturday morning cartoon growing up? I liked many

Any posters on your bedroom walls growing up? not really

Do you remember the first time you drank a beer? that didn’t happen and not gonna

Did you ever try cigarettes? once

How did you spend your summers growing up? long story

If you could change anything from your teenage years, would you? sigh...

Do you remember your first time? yes?

Ever look back and wish some things were still the same? obvi

Did your parents live in a different country before you were born?: they didn’t

Have you ever dated someone who was terrible with money?: could say so

If so, how did it affect the relationship?: annoying

How often do you paint your nails?: last time I painted my nails was several years ago

Have there been any periods in your life that could be described as being chaotic?: omg

How do you feel about your body?: there are about 20 different opinions

Who is someone you would like to get to know better?: my alters

At what point do you consider a relationship to be ‘long-term?’: for me it’s longer than few months

What jobs did your parents have when you were growing up?: my dad was a postman :D

Do they still have these jobs? Or different jobs? Or have they retired?: my mom is retired and my dad changed job 

Do you own any winter sports equipment?: sanki 

Would your parents be okay with you dating someone of another race? if they were a man then probably more than me being in a homosexual relationship I am now :(

Do you like when friends stop by unexpectedly? nooooo

Where are the following people and what are they doing: mom, dad, sibling(s), best friend, significant other, ex, and last person you kissed? parents are in the kitchen, dunno where’s my sister, my SO are working

How strong are your feelings for the last person you kissed? how to measure that?

Is music a daily part of your life? it seems

Who was the last person to message you on Facebook? What would you do if that person told you they have feelings for you? Muriel, our system date but Muriel is just a kid yet!

How did you feel when you woke up today? no comment...

Who was the first person you talked to today? What did you talk about? in real world? mom

Do you think the last person you Facebook messaged is a virgin? umm...

Does it matter to you if your significant other smokes? I am against smoking irl

Did you watch this year’s Eurovision?: there was no Eurovision this year which is sad because I counted on that stupid band from Russia

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85 questions tag

rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people tagged by: @mncmosyne​ and @fck-tamlin​ thank yooooou!!

idk if i can tag 20 but tagging: @afellowslytherindemigod​, @girladamparrish​, @lunarcaustics​, @tibcrias​, @nestarchron​ i mean 5 is a good number

the last … 1. drink: water 2. phone call: my sister? calling from upstairs asking me who was at the door (the postman) 3. text message: 'yeah...n realising how pointless it is’ me makin lists to go on my blog 4. song you listened to: seventeen - don’t wanna cry #svttrash 5. time you cried: well saturday was pretty messy 6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: yea if i start thinking abt it now im gonna throw a plate 8. been cheated on: nope 9. lost someone special: yes  10. been depressed: don’t know 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yes :(( n i throw up all the time fuck my life in the last year have you … 15. made new friends: yep! n now they’re an ocean away from me lol 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: yes omg me n my friend could not stop looking at this picture oh MY GOd just thinking about it  18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah but they werent important so 19. met someone who changed you: yeah, n for the good me thinks 20. found out who your friends are: i have like 3 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: yea can we not 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them but we don’t really talk 23. do you have any pets: i want a pet chinchilla but i have a hamster instead n he’s kinda cute 24. do you want to change your name: YES who the heck is alecs?? lol who the heck spells it like that ??? i’d be going by my first name instead if it weren’t so ugly but alecs isn’t as bad as it 25. what did you do for your last birthday: i was in korea :< went to a garden n read, ate a really good burrito 26. what time did you wake up: 8:30am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: tryna find nessian fics :// 28. name something you can’t wait for: september!!!!!! starting uni!!!!! maybe seeing my boyfriend but really just can’t wait to get out of this house 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: an hour ago before she went to work 31. what are you listening to right now: warpath - ingrid michaelson LISTEN TO IT 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah but he wasn’t very interesting,,, or am i the not-interesting one 33. something that is getting on your nerves: no money no motivation my dad 34. most visited website: rn it’s tumblr 35. hair colour: brown/black 36. long or short hair: longish for my height i guess 37. do you have a crush on someone: yea 38. what do you like about yourself: i laugh at anything n i like my lips they’re a real nice shape 39. piercings: ears 40. blood type: A i think 41. nickname: mostly al, snail child, lexi, idk not many people call me nicknames :( 42. relationship status: in a relationship with a nerd 43. zodiac: taurus roar 44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: brooklyn nine nine, the office, miranda, teen wolf s3 lol, REPLY 1997 and 1988!!!! oh my god 46. tattoos: no but i want some!! i want a tiny number 3 behind my ear, a heartbeat on my pinky finger and a korean quote on my ribs or collarbone 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: i had my appendix taken out when i was 7 49. piercing: yea again 50. sport: running + lacrosse 51. vacation: take me to peru!!! 52. pair of trainers: idk what they’re called but they’re nike  53. eating: fucking love fruit n cake 54. drinking: i don’t really drink fizzy drinks, so just water 55. i’m about to: get really mad cuz my laptop is running slow, think about editing something 56. waiting for: an ember in the ashes #3!!! oh my GOD, the raven cycle show?!!, uni to start n for my dad to stop thinking i’m still 13 (i’m 20) 57. want: to get a call back from that one job i want, pepperoni pizza 58. get married: yeah when the time is right i guess 59. career: this makes me feel so fucking stressed  60. hugs or kisses: i like both 61. lips or eyes: eyes !! oh god 62. shorter or taller: taller but everyone’s taller than me cuz im short as fuck 63. older or younger: same age or just a lil bit older 64. nice arms or nice stomach: ARMS  65. hook up or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: both idk mostly hesitant  67. kissed a stranger: nope 68. drank hard liquor: yes 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: nope don’t wear 70. turned someone down: do you count unintentionally friendzoned 71. sex on the first date: nah not for me 72. broken someone’s heart: i prefer the term unintentionally friendzoned 73. had your heart broken: either by friends or parents 74. been arrested: nope 75. cried when someone died: no 76. fallen for a friend: if i count my bf now? but before, almooost but shhh  do you believe in … 77. yourself: selectively cuz i’m always on the fence 78. miracles: no 79. love at first sight: no 80. santa claus: always ??????  81. kiss on the first date: yes it’s cute if it’s lil a lil peck y’know 82. angels: no other 83. current best friend’s name: richelle 84. eye colour: dark brown 85. favourite movie: too many ahhh gna go with train to busan from the top of my head