i love having a snzfucker girlfriend so much she makes me feel so attractive and special in moments that i’ve normally been made to feel gross and embarrassed and small, like i should be ashamed of things i can’t control.
not only does she treat me with kindness and patience when i’m having a horrible allergy attack and can do nothing but sniffle and sneeze, she makes me feel pretty and worth loving and even sexy and it’s so special and i’m never going to get used to it
Every time I hear "and the old widow goes to the stone everyday, but I don't I just sit here and wait, grieving for the living' from Ivy by Taylor Swift I can only think of Neil Perry because he was dead before we watched him die. It hits so much harder when you're rewatching Dead Poets Society and you can see Neil lose himself around his father but then its juxtaposed when he's with his friends. "Grieving for the living' is literally about Neil because he did not commit suicide on impulse.
since this is actually a redraw of a piece I did when i was 17 (which is in itself a redraw of something I'd drawn at 16) I thought I'd share the older versions just because of how crazy a jump in skill it is!
I think i redrew this a third time back in like 2019 but that was like ink on paper, so I'm not gonna count it here... mainly cuz I don't want to have to find it.