#get sccared

[ask-nathaniel-briteshboi-lotf]

"Vampires- they like to bite people right? My cousin bit my once."

Kitt unties a bandage from around his ankle, "See, it sccared."

"It wasn't cool- or turn me into a vampire like you, but- but it did have to get disinfected. It made- made the doctor ask a lot of weird questions."

Kitt ties the bandage back around the scarred bite, opening his mouth slightly, "I- I have five canine teeth though!"

( @the-kitt-records )

Ewwwww, where'd you get so many teeth? Y'know if you have teeth you're supposed to keep them in your mouth, that's what my mom says.

I don't know what you mean by canine though, are you stealing dog teeth!? -🦇

[girlwithnoface]

not the time but im getting sccared

[yellow-pikmin-posting]

takign. so long for thm to be redy to leave . every day i am Hoping. but evry day. dont knww if il make it tbat long if the waitign continues

whatif i get eatten. or. squshed. or anythgin that Kills its normal. so much dyign hard to live for long. but i hav somethin i hav to do.

cannt die yet. ok. have to stay safe. Sccared to go out side sometimes. not any more dangeros but... have a reson to want to keep yoing. and now i am scaret.

dont like thias dont like veinG. so so scated evrry day. this is why i am Leavign. when they leage. Getting on theirb"ship" and going where it is safe

juat have to make it that long

scared to leve the onion thiugh. dont want to. dont want to die

scared

just a litle longer ok i will. make it out. i wil make it out and never ve afraid again ok. it will be safe. i can do thigns. for me. not for survival just gor me. to have fun.

just a alittle bit longer

[scared-slenderman]

*Kisses you homoerotically in a non-scary way*

gets sccared anyway <3 hoep this helps.

[slowishgreen]

Today my search for the "Three Movies I Caught on Very Late Night TV as a Kid and Got Me Kinda Traumatized Sccare but also Intrigued" (from least to most upsetting):

So they were:

Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain by Jean-Pierre Jeunet - the scene of her as a kid messing with the antenna, which wasn't scary at all, but since it was on so late I was sure it was an adult movie. I also like it a lot.

Four Rooms by Allison Anders, Alexandre Rockwell, Quentin Tarantino and Robert Rodriguez - I found this one today! Idk it looks weird, it got stuck into my memories because I only remember seeing a dead woman inside a bed and Madonna in leather.

The Piano Teacher by Michael Haneke - the bathtub scene. It got me so upset as a kid. Then I found it here and looked up the story and it's even more upsetting, so I don't wanna get near it.

That's it!

[hollowscreekmuses]

Avery nods, so far he haven't really gotten the chance to ask those things that had been troubling him ever since become a wolf, it was all new and confusing to him, "Just--how long does it take to get control? or at least enough not to freak out at every little fucking thing?" He figured he had a long road ahead of him, but if he could at control it enough to not be so dangrous to everyone, including himself, that would be the most important first step.

"Yeah, I--" he sighs, been trying to hide, to deal with his on his own because at first it was all so confusing and he was so sccared and embarrased with the way he was acting he figure pulling himself away was the best way, now he could see it it was not, "I tried on my own but its not working, like I said" he shakes his head, "I'm a music producer, but I had to leave that on hold for the time being, I'm hoping there's a studio close by I can use in the future, or maybe find a space to build my own," and at that he actually lights up because, well, he always did when the topic was music, "right now I don't feel ready to work, and I don't want to end up helping people make crappy music, because my heart is not in the game, so," he really loved what he did and wanted to give it his best, right now there were too many distractions, "So at moment to get by I'm giving some one on one guitar lesson and I can do vocals too if needed but guitar is mostly where my experience lays," he explained. "Yeah so am I," Avery looks down at his hands while he speaks, the whole thing is very embarrasing to him, to have punched his dad like that, it was not like the guy was getting any younger either, so he pretty much attacked an old man, "Do you think--one ever gets control enough to--not risk others safety?"

"Hum, yeah, mostly just when I'm hanging out with friend, but I wouldn't pass on a drink and a nice chat, seems that's something I've been needed, yeah'" he smiles at the other, "That sounds like a plan, and thaks Theo, you're very nice!"

Theo nodded his head once more, he really was feeling lost most of the time. Most times it wasn't fully related to his wolf, but it was what started everything after all. ''Yes, feel free to ask anything,'' he said with a smile. He was happy to get the chance to help someone else with it. He was so used of being the one who usually needed help, it felt nice to reverse the roles.

''I understand that, it's scary. You don't want to hurt anyone, but that's why you shouldn't be ashamed to ask for help. Most people here could at least direct you in the right direction.'' Even if they weren't all werewolves they all knew at least one. ''Where do you work?'' He asked curiously this time.

''I'm sorry that happened to you. Hopefully you'll get this under control soon and then you'll be able to see them again.'' He felt positive about it. He never heard of anyone who just wasn't capable of controlling it. He just needed more time. He walked until he reached the den, walking in like he was at home. It felt this way sometimes, he had spent so much time here since he first turned. ''Do you drink? I'll buy you something while I tell you about the place. I could introduce you to some people even?'' He offered.

[incorrect-get-scared-quotes-blog]

Lloyd:Why did the chicken cross the road?

Adam:Why?

Lloyd:To get to the idiots house. Knock Knock.

Adam:Who's there?

Lloyd:THE CHICKEN!

[blue-sterling0357]

Hi! Can I request Bard with a multilingual fem s/o? I can see her maybe asking him out or even flirting with him in her native tongue. Maybe she might call him some pet name like “mi vida,” “corazón,” “amor,” “cariño,” “mi rey,” “amorcito,” etc.

Note: Also, “gordo” is a legit pet name. I know this because I’ve heard it used this way irl.

(Love that for him, imagine him fainting because you called him something romantic in your native language. i also did other languages as you said they're multilingual)

Bardroy X Multilingual! S/O

☤ Bardroy loves the fact that you can speak more than one language, he never understand how somebody can learn other languages, like you know Spanish, English, Italian, Korean and Hindi.

☤ Whenever you talk to him, you sometimes unconsciously slip into your languages, it's sccares the shit out of him, but he calms down again after a few minutes, so there's that, use this info as you please my dear summer child.

☤ If you can, please try to teach him some languages, he feels sad knowing he only knows one and that is English, which is something nearly everyone he meets can speak, even if they're foreingers....He's not the easiest to be patient with...

☤ He loves when you call him nicknames from different languages like "Corazón", "Amor", "Mi Vida", "Bello", "Ciccino", "Caro", "Tesoro", "Jannu", "Sundari", "Jagiya", "Yeobo", "Wangjanim", "Nae Sarang" and so many more, he doesn't care as long as he knows you're using it from him and only him.

☤ When you first called him something in one fo your languages, he immediately turned red and fainted there as he got so shy by you calling him something in one of your languages.

☤ Oh! He gets so jealous of people when you talk to them in one of your languages because the person doesn't know English and he knows he shouldn't be, but he can't help it as he thinks it should only be between you and him.

☤ You also asked him out through a love letter in one of your languages, not knowing he had Sebastian translate it and write it down in English for him, only then did he find you and kiss you hard on your cheeks.

☤ He loves when you speak to him or speak to someone in one of the languages as he loves how the words come out and how sweet or badass they sound, he thinks you look sexy when you speak something.

☤ He would have you translate random notes and then he would gifts those notes and letters with something back to you and all embarrased as Sebastian is not patient enough with him to translate things for him to gift to you.

☤ He and others would also sometimes join Ciel and Sebastian to trips to other countries where you and Sebatsian both often prove to be extremely useful to help translate certain languages for them.

☤ Ciel and Sebastian also use you in their investigation to question certain suspects or to find some witnesses for the investigation or to basically search for clues.

☤ Overall Bard loves this thing of you....<3

[kunosoura]

like it would already be tight as a schmoovey shooter but then it gives you the summon a mech button... been having a blast in single player and I'm sccared to pop in multiplayer to see just how badly I can get styled on lmfao

titanfall 2 really is sick as hell ..

[lilac--sun]

Back from Indianapolis so I'm posting more<3

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When the gang would play poker together Horror never played and just walked around the table and one day Dust got annoyed and demanded Horror sit down and play, so he did and he beat everyone's asses, Dusts jaw dropped "THATS NOT FAIR-" "I've been watching how y'all play for years now.." "cheater" "calm down. he won fair and square.... annoyingly but fair"

When Killer gets mad, which is already rare, he will go to the training room and throw knives with terrifying accuracy especially if it's monster/skeleton shaped. he has better accuracy on his bad days then Nightmare on good days

Dust was able to see cChara when they were still attached to cross and he basically said "see one ghost why not see them all" Cross felt...less crazy afterwards

Cross is extremely strong for his size, he's on the shorter side on sanses but he could lift hundreds, his big knife made from pure magic? Probably around 130-150 pounds and he swings it around like it's cardboard(he makes it heavy so people can't pick it back up if he drops it/if he can't unsummon it in time)

"pfft, it can't be THAT heavy" "try for yourself, took me a few years plus all my previous guard training to be able to swing that thing around like I do. " "Yeah, Yeah, sure whateve- HOLY SHIT?!" "told ya" "Nightmare, pick this up" "I've tried before, his physical strength is immense for his.. size" "I'll take that as a compliment"

Error loves to pop in randomly throughout the day and scare the shit out the gang

"hEy everyone-" "AH-" "OH-" "bro you HAVE to stop doing that before you get punched" "yeah I agree with Killer on this one" "eh, it's fFunny sccaring youU"

Nightmare has the loudest genuine laugh out of everyone, when you get him to laugh more than a smile or a chuckle, you're lucky because only Dream has actually heard it back when they were kids, NM thinks it's annoying but it's actually really genuine

[a-sweet-pea]

Demon Slayer Drabble

When you’re in love with a new anime but you don’t have the mental fortitude to commit to writing a whole-ass story

Please enjoy this fast-food fanfic

Seriously, it’s the McDonalds french fries of writing

CW - Blood, Mention of Violence

- Tanjiro and Zenitsu are tag-teaming on a mission

- They get into a battle with a pretty strong demon (not a Kizuki or nothing, but something with a tricky Blood Demon Art they haven’t encountered before)

- They defeat it, but Zenitsu is wounded in the battle so they stop at an inn so he can rest

- Tanjiro wakes up in the night

- He smells blood

- He draws his sword and follows the scent down the hall

- There’s a demon in Zenitsu’s room, but the smell is strange; it doesn’t smell like the demon has ever devoured anyone. Maybe it is freshly turned?

- Not only that, but there’s a stink of fear coming from it

- He can’t see anything at first; maybe it’s invisible?

- No, there next to Zenitsu’s arm, a creature 6 inches tall bares its sharp teeth

- Blood Demon Art - Aedes Aegypti

- Tanjiro reaches down and grabs it before it can bite Zenitsu, and, startled, it bites down hard on Tanjiro’s finger, but the bite doesn’t hurt

- The demon releases the bite immediately and looks up startled

- It catches a glimpse of the sword in Tanjiro’s hand and its pale face goes even paler

- “D-demon Slayer...”

- Tanjiro holds its body in a firm grip, it’s arms are pinned to its sides

- Tears stream down it’s face; its not an act, it absolutely reeks of terror

- “You haven’t devoured a single human. How are you still alive?”

- tinydemon.exe is not responding, only sad crying

- Tanjiro walks back to his room, his grip loosening ever so slightly

- Lil demon has been demoning for about fifty years

- Don’t ask how she got turned, it doesn’t matter and I’m not going to bother coming up with how, I just know it wasn’t Kibutsugi and she got small when she turned

- She’s been sneaking around at night, feeding from sleeping people, and her Blood Demon Art makes the bites numb so she doesn’t wake people up

- Even though she doesn’t kill people, she can’t blend in with humans like Lady Tamayo can, so she’s super lonely

- And she’s terrified of running into other demons because they are all so much stronger than she is

- And she was caught by one in the past that liked to amuse himself by pulling her limbs off, and then letting her feed on his prey before he ate them, just enough so she could regenerate them again

- But the only thing that sccares her more than other demons

- Is Demon SLAYERS

- Tanjiro gets back to his room and opens his hand so the demon is just sitting in it

- It’s a girl; her hair is dark like Nezuko’s, but it’s straight, and it fades to blood red at the ends

- She’s wearing a makeshift kimono sewn from silk scraps, the sky blue color of Urokodaki’s jinbei kimono

- “Is it blood? Is that it? You drink blood, and that way you don’t have to eat anyone.”

- Sad nodding.

- “Do you have a name?”

- More crying.

- “P-please, just make it quick. I-I don’t want to be in pain.”

- “I’m not going to hurt you.”

- *Press X to doubt*

- Tanjiro opens the chest and Nezuko climbs out

- “My sister is a demon. She’s like you. She doesn’t kill people.”

- Nezuko walks over and stares for a second

- Then she just gives the demon litlle head pats like

- Yes, of course, this is my sister and I love her

- And Lil demon is just so confused and overwhelmed

- And she tells Tanjiro about the demon that hurt her

- And how lonely she’s been

- And Tanjiro’s just like

- MUST PROTECC.

- I guess I have TWO demon sisters now

- And that’s FINE

- And he’s like ‘Come with us, we can make sure nobody hurts you, demons or slayers.”

- And holds out the finger that she bit like “You hungry?”

- And she’s all shy like “Well, yeah, but I don’t want to-”

- And Tanjiro just laughs like ‘Dude, Inosuke headbutted me three times yesterday, this is nothing.’

- So she has a lil snack, but she keeps looking up at him like ‘are you sure this is okay’ like that one video of the slow loris taking the rice ball

- And when she’s done, she’s just so overwhelmed from the stress and adrenaline she zonks out

- And Tanjiro hands her to Nezuko and they just have a lovely sister snuggle nap

- In the morning, they get up to go

- Zenitsu is itching a bite on his shoulder like “I think this place has bedbugs.”

- And Tanjiro is like “About that...”

- And he pulls him into a dark closet and pulls the little demon woman out of his pocket

- And Zenitsu FREAKS

- He’s just like “HOLY SHIT A DEMON, Don’t let it hurt me!”

- Tanjiro is like “She’s six inches tall, man, calm down. Besides, she’s like Nezuko, she doesn’t eat people. She just drinks a little bit of blood. As a treat.”

- Zenitsu calms down and crouches down to stare at her and then he just starts pouting

- “What’s wrong?”

- “Seriously dude, you have two beautiful demon women following you around now?”

- Little demon blushes. “You think I’m beautiful?”

- “DUH, you’re GORGEOUS.”

- Tanjiro grabs Zenitsu’s hand and places the demon in it.

- “I have to protexct Nezuko. Can you keep her safe?”

- Zenitsuhearteyes.jpg

- Demon can’t remember her human name so Zenitsu calls her Hiina

- Hiina means “cute little thing”

- And she is really flinchy about her arms and legs being touched

- So instead of picking her up, Zenitsu just lets her climb up him to get places

- Like a lil spider monkey

- And when there’s battles, Zenitsu is like ‘Must protect beautiful sister Nezuko’ and ‘Must protect precious darling Hiina’

- And he gets so stressed out he faints and goes full Lightning Protector Of Beautiful Women mode

- I know I should have written this as a full fic, but I wouldn’t have ever finished it, so this is better than nothing right?

- And the idea made me so happy

- that I had to just get it out and share it

-And now I have a tiny demon OC, so that’s fun

BONUS AUTHOR’s NOTE

@entomolog-t saying they’re going to name their tiny vampire Aedes even though it’s so obvious

Asweetpea wonders what’s so obvious about it

Is there some cool mythological greek vampire I’m forgetting about?

Probably

Asweetpea, a few days later, binging Demon Slayer and coming up with the idea for a lil demon that only bites humans, doesn’t devour them

WRITING FURIOUSLY

They need a Blood Demon Art that would numb the bites they give to humans so they don’t wake up

Googles the name of the anesthetic protein that mosquitos have in their saliva

SONOFA-

@entomolog-t, I promise I was not trying to copy you

It’s not my fault that a tiny demon that feeds on blood is very similar to a tiny vampire

I made mine a lady, okay?

[kingwuko]

(Please note I haven't read the comics.) Hello, good morning (at least where I'm from!) Or good afternoon or evening, I have brought to you some more Wuko headcanons and they are, drum roll please:

-The outside of their fridge is stacked with papers. (The inside of their fridge has, like, two eggs and a cartoon of milk, they need to go shopping.) Papers from Lin about the police department, recipes from Pema for airbender food, recipes from Grandma Yin for what to do with all the halfway-decent fruit from Lu's cart in Ba Sing Se she sends once a month, a NutTuk magnet, a landscape drawing of Republic City drawn by Meelo that he insisted go on top of all the other papers, an 'airbending scroll' drawn by Ikki that Wu and Bolin both agree just look like stickmen dislocating their stickjoints, a colorless sketch of BumJu that Jinora said they could gave the final picture of once it's done. (Probably didn't give it to Uncle Bumi because he'd gasp in horror and say "This isn't BumJu! This is a fire ferret!" And she'd either end up taking that to heart or starting a lecture about spirits.) Also on the fridge is a list of emergency contacts with Asami at the top.

-Their apartment isn't really decorated besides for the fridge. The only thing they have hanging up is Mako's badges and various awards from the police academy, Probending awards, and pictures of Team Avatar and Co. Some pictures, like the one Mako took of an off guard Bolin playing Pai Sho with the champ Pabu, get smushed up against the spirit vines growing outside their apartment complex. (Mako couldn't decide whether or not being the farthest away or closest to the Republic City portal was good or not until Korra AND Jinora lectured him about spirits and humans living in harmony, good spirits and bad spirits coexist, he can't remember the rest.) They have a radio that plays quiet, jazzy tunes Wu will dance to and sweep Mako in, it's right next to a science experiment they did with Meelo and Ikki (hypothesis: do plants from other nations grow faster than others? with each plant with different soil from each nation.) It's a simple life and a lot less suffocating than that of the Earth Kingdom, but it also has the Avatar and her engineer girlfriend, a lavabender, a rebirth of a nation, and 💖Mako💖

-That's not to say they don't go on adventures. They'll often accompany Tenzin and Pema to find airbenders, sometimes Kya and Jinora will join and Kya will tell embarrassing stories. Tenzin will come back with how they didn't talk to each other for months over fighting over Lin. Kya will then reply "What do you know you're the youngest" (which is so freaking funny) and Tenzin will just clench his jaw and change the subject. Once when this happened, he suggested signing songs and decided to start off with an "airbender song Father thought me." It was Secret Tunnel. Wu immediately pointed it out because he had learned some songs from Chong when they were in the Earth Kingdom and that it was more Earth Kingdom (specifically Omashu) origin than anything else. And Kya just starts cracking up at that and points out "Not everything Dad taught you was a secret airbender thing!" Tenzin was grumpy and silent for the rest of the ride. Ever since then Wu will quietly sing Secret Tunnel and it just makes him break out into a grin because, oh my god, airbenders are hilarious. Mako just melts at his singing, no matter it may be, and his big grin.

-Since Wu can't bend and it's something he feels insecure about, he decided to take up weaponary. He heard Tenzin's Uncle Sokka was a master at weapons and even had a space sword but, sadly, there were no cool outer space rocks to make into swords in Republic City. It's ok because he didn't really like the way a sword felt almost like it was tipping him foward because he didn't have balance, bow and arrows caused blisters on his hands and he needed aim anyway (shitty eyesight Wu rights), and boomerangs came back fast and knocked him backwards when he did catch them. Finally, he tried throwing daggers and they're much easier and don't require aim, just general area. He has a set of two throwing daggers, a green orietnal set with an Earth Kingdom symbol and badgermoles on the handle, and a practice set that Mako got for him. It has a simple wood handle and blade that constantly needs sharpning. The handle has a heart and a "M+W" carved into the handle. He first tried throwing them on the spirit vines until Jinora got upset, then Mako got him a dart board and they'll play knife darts. They've both gotten really good at throwing.

-Mako didn't get back into Probending because of his arm and he feels weirdly jealous when he sees Bolin with a bruise the size of a pizza pan on his stomach and Korra with healed burn scars on her arms. He knows he why he's upset and that's because he misses Probending and the exhilaration of it, and knowing why he's upset makes him more upset and it's a cycle; so sometimes when Wu catches him listening to the match while clenching and unclenching his jaw, he'll softly turn off the radio, run a hand gently up his sccared arm, tracing the scars like it's the Bayan-grove tree roots, telling him it's ok, there is bravery in your scars, and pick his hand up to kiss his knuckles. When it's really bad, like when he wakes up at night feeling filled with electricity and lightning and the power Ozai praised Azula for having and shaming Zuko for not, he'll open the window and point his scarred arm outside. Nothing happens. Nothing ever does, but he feels a little relieved and will go into the bathroom to wrap his arm up tight before going to bed again. Wu notices and leaves the window open while they sleep, sometimes wrapping his arm for him.

-Sorry for the angst, but now, please consider: them babysitting BumJu and it's a mess because what do spirits eat? And Korra, BumJu went into the Spirit World agai, is that normal? And Jinora how do you play with spirits, do you just chase them around or throw a stick?

Anyway that's all I got, have a great day!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖

OP all this is beautiful and well thought out. I especially like Wu using throwing daggers.

[traumatin]

it hurts because even now, a year later, i can’t get away from you.

every day i’m so scared that i’ll see you somewhere.

and it’s getting worse by the day.

where do you work now?

where will you go to school?

i need you to be away from me, i’m so afraid that you’ll be around the corner.

i can’t even think right now. i’m only scared.

sccared. scared

s c a r e d . . .

[laceymorganwrites]

Relationship HCs

Genya:

 okay first of all: why the hell ain´t there no gif of my Boy?

 second: i totally read the manga because of this request

 and i´m in love

 as for the actual headcanons:

 you were scared of Genya at first, Tanjiro and the others told you scary Things About him

 but when you met him None of that was true

 well, some of it was

 you Always thought he had a unique look, he was very handsome

 the only Problem was that you didn´t know how to Approach him

 he Always seemed so distant, as if he didn´t want to be here for some reason

 you started thinking he avoided and hated you

 of Course that wasn´t true, he just thought he wasn´t good enough for you and you´d be disgusted by him anyway, so why try?

 one day you finally approached him

 “Your gun Looks cool” yeah, Pretty lame, but it was the only Thing that came to your mind

 at first he needed some time to process that you actually talked to him

 but as he realized that you really were interested in sparking a conversation he told you all About his Knowledge on guns

 you didn´t understand a Thing, but smiled anyway

 it was nice knowing that you finally cracked him

 you didn´t know how to confess your Feelings to him after you two got Closer over time, so you did the only Thing that he could possibly understand

 you made a corny gun reference and made him chuckle

 that was the closest Thing you ever got him to laugh

 he still doesn´t believe you though because he thinks the others are all better than him, he´s not even a pillar, what could you possibly want with him?

 “If I wanted any of the others, I would´ve asked them. But I asked you, because I want you and nobody else” you tell him and he still doesn´t get it, but he wants to be with you too, so you´re together now

 he tries to be a better Person for you

 he wants to protect you and wants to become even stronger now

 Genya is very insecure so you have to cheer him up 

 tell him how strong he is, how different from the others, how unique, how you´re not revolted by his ability, how he´s everything you ever wanted and so much more

 tell him to stop comparing himself to others, that he´s good the way he is, that it wasn´t his fault his Family died, that his brother was wrong in saying he could never make it, that his brother doesn´t hate him

 okay, i want to expand more on the insecurity aspect

 he´s just really broken and fucked up from his past and thinks the only way to atone for his sins (which he didn´t commit) is to get stronger and reach a certain rank

 you have to be there for him and tell him that ranks don´t matter, they don´t define his strength

 he can get into a pit of Darkness really fast, so you have to be the light and Hand that guides him out

 Genya is such a loyal Person, he´s so grateful to you for sticking with him and Always Standing up for him

 he´ll never betray you in any way, he Always has your back and protects you

 he likes it when you Play with his hair

 he also likes you to watch him while he Trains

 doesn´t really do PDA, not the most touchy guy out there

 but in private he tries his best

 his kisses are Always Kind of harsh, but you get used to it quickly

 really likes to grab your hips though

 he really wants you to meet his brother one day

NSFW:

 I´d like to think he´s a virgin as well, or just inexperienced

 Genya is a Sub, sure he likes to top, but he´s a Sub

 and a sweet one at that

 sex to him is very Relaxing and calming

 gets off on you telling him what to do

 is into mututal Masturbation

 could spend Hours going down on you

 he´s a biter, he´ll Always gently nibble at your skin

 he´s very romantic during sex, very gentle and soft

 his Hands are all over you, Tracing your Skin

 he leaves kisses all over your Body

 he´s just so soft and slow, i cannot

 his lips still tremble from time to time when you kiss

 has a praise kink

 Needs to know how good he is

 super into fingering

 was anxious about his first blowjob and refused to get one because he was sccared of letting go

 but once he´s done it, it´s his new favorite Thing

 has a thing for your Hands

 likes it when you pull his hair

 has trouble falling asleep and is a light sleeper,so cuddling after sex helps him fall asleep

[i-ate-my-gender]

I have no followers or people that care, but i am going to tell a s t o r y.

TW: BLOOD, SWEAR WORDS

Now this was a loooooooooooooooong time ago, but my fucked up brain managed to hold on the memory cause it sccared me. now this story takes place in the noisy, messy, hellscape known as middle school. Little six grade me had a small clue how bad this whole thing was gonna be, but was optimistic nonetheless. This particular school was trash. They needed money real bad. So they decided to do a “fundraiser”. and by fundraiser, i mean you pay money to fuck around on the field with bouncy castles and shit.

They did not skimp on the bouncy shit though, there were obstacle courses, bouncy castles, things you like.... run on? idk. but the crown jewel of all of this was a like 20ft tall warped wall. you heard me right. like from american ninja warrior. and me, being the fucking adhd little shit that i am, was like “oh fuck i wanna zoom up that shit” so i go and get in line. now it was around the end of the fundraiser and things were starting to be taken down, and all these parents were making announcements that everyone would get one more turn. now, unbeknownst to me, some eighth grader were like “i dont wanna” and just kinda decided to hide at the top of the structure. the warped wall was like shaped kinda weird, it had three options of walls you could nyoom up, had a little area to pass through, and then a slide so you could get down.

so im at the like very end of the the line, theres one or two people behind me, and my turn comes up. so i go, nyoom up, and then make it totally first try like the boss i am. i reach the top, pump my arms in victory, and turn. the victory melts off my face like popsicles in the hot texan sun. in that s m a l l passing area are like 20 bigass eigth graders. Me, being A. New, B. claustrophobic, and C. have sensory issues, was scared out of my mind. so i start pushing my way through trying to get to the slide somewhat desperately, and as i am, the wrong block on that sweaty loud jenga tower was pushed. one more kid came up. Mind you, it was a little girl, like 11. but that was all that was needed. the tower, starts agonizingly slowly tilting, as if in slow motion. all the noise and messing around had stopped now. but it was too late

down the tower goes, and all the noise resumes again. I dont remember much, but i remember this. limbs flying. screaming. scratching. kicking. the collective “eumphh” as the tower hit the ground. people running out, scared of suffocation. emerging into the sunlight. the gasping of those around me. me looking in a mirror. a line of red on my cheek. 

there was a lot of apologzing and fawning after but i blocked most of it out.

the end. 

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