#going back into the void ✌️

[redxcrackle]

GUYS I ACTUALLY DREW SOMETHING AGAIN!! ITS GRAY!!

[bluebirbbb]

a choir of furies in your head

[echoes-of-the-unknown]

Over a year later, I’m finally letting this drawing out of my pile of monkie drawings. . .

[mjtheartist04]

Heya guys! Tomorrow I am gonna be on vacation for two weeks and after my vacation I am gonna be on break..Im gonna be super busy and I want to be able to improve my art on my break! ((If I can but it don’t hurt to try! >:D)) and I just wanna take some time off the internet and just enjoy life for a bit, I promise I’ll be back! I’ll see y’all soon🫶 love you all!👋

-MJ 💖

[out--of--ordinary]

My switch froze loading me into my first ever nether portal in my survival game and at first I thought it was just taking a while to load so I gave it time (45 mins lmaoooo I should have known) then I force closed the game and reopened it and it said I died by suffocation and all my stuff is gone 🥲 see u never Minecraft lmao let's see how long it takes for me to cool off and decide to play it again

[cosmicdream222]

DMT breathwork video to enter the void

This morning after I got up and fed the cats, I felt like going back to bed to meditate. I looked through some of my saved videos for inspiration and decided to do a breathwork video. I have practiced breathwork on and off since around 2018 and I highly recommend it for overall wellness and nervous system regulation, but in the past few months I’ve seen it recommended many times to enter the void or shift.

Wim Hoff style breathwork is the one I’ve seen recommended, but I just could not get over the guy’s overhyping cartoonish-sounding voice 😭 So a few months ago I found this YT breathwork teacher Breathe with Sandy who has Wim Hoff style guided videos. His voice is sooo soothing, his audio/video production and sound mixing are top quality, and the dude really knows what he’s doing!

He published this DMT breathwork video on Christmas and since then I had tried it a few times and enjoyed it. I figured I would do the video and then queued up something to chill out to afterwards.

This kind of breathwork is pretty intense tbh, and I thought there were only 3 rounds, but there are 4. When he said we were starting the 4th and final round I thought omg another one 😭 I need a break for a sec. So I just stopped the breathing pattern for a min and zoned out.

Next thing I know I can’t feel anything, can’t hear the music or Sandy’s voice, can’t hear the loud brown noise I have playing in my room. Holy sh!t did I really just enter the void that easily!? Yes, yes I did 😭 I was so startled and surprised that I couldn’t even feel my headphones or hear anything that I snapped my awareness back to the room to hear the video again.

But omg y’all I wasn’t even trying or affirming for the void cuz I figured I would after the video ended. I’m so shocked it happened so quickly and easily. Next time ima not be so shocked and actually affirm for something 😭

So my fellow void seekers, give this video a try and see what happens. If you’ve never tried breathwork before it can be really intense, and you might need to practice a few times before you get the hang of it. But if you’re someone like me who overthinks and gets too impatient with traditional mediation, breathwork might be the way to go ✌️

Note: “breath retention” means holding your breath. Wim Hoff style breathing, what Sandy uses in this video, does the breath retention on the exhale - when the lungs are empty. The style of breathwork I learned from Tony Robbins and a trauma-informed breathwork coach Samantha Skelly does the breath retention on the inhale - when the lungs are full.

I don’t know the reasoning behind either style, but I prefer to do the breath hold when my lungs are full and that’s what I did this time too.

[dolli-is-me]

Introduction: welcome to my cozy little blog ♡

About me: you can call me Dolli or Dee, I am 6teen, from middle east , a Muslim, she/her 💗, I've been in the subliminal community since 2019, and in the shifting community since 2020, and I found out about LOA and the void state in late 2020, but I recently found Tumblr which is way more supportive than other platforms, my personality is kinda over energetic and really daydreaming at any time possible, I'm an ENFP, and I'm sort of a sensitive overthinker sometimes- but I love to hype people up! I'm glad to meet everyone here

Current status of being: I've been taking void and manifesting in a newer light now and I'm currently working on my concept, which is quite good, I'm close to enter the void, I'm so sure you'll enter too 😔✌️✨

Likes: butterflies, compliments, pink and purple, romantism art, painting, drawing, cats, manifesting for fun, helping people, Melanie Martinez songs AND DEFINITELY SWEETS OML-

Dislikes: hurtful words, mocking, feeling insecure, racism, and animal abusers (who tf hates them-)

What have I done so far?: manifested decent small things in the past using any method (like waking up at an exact time, revising my past grades into new good grades, growing my eyelashes longer, changing the tone of my voice, major weight loss, sweets and desserts... etc etc) but at that time I used to restrict myself from what was "a big manifestation or a small manifestation", so I'm currently fixing this limiting beliefs and decided to go with the void, used to be a heavy subliminal user in the past, I still use them but not over obsessed with it like before, had a couple of lucid dreams, and of course used the power of the subconscious mind countless of times for daily things

Why did I start this blog?: I wanted to help, I wanted to guide people, in fact, I made this account to help others when they are desperate, because I was also on a point in my life where I was extremely desperate, crying every night, I found out about changing my mindset the hard way, so I want to help others finding it out the easy way, I love to help 💗

Rules before engaging in my blog: just please be nice and respectful, be kind and I'll definitely help, no hating, this area of Tumblr is the calm and accepting community, other than that I don't have a problem! I support anyone regardless of anything with them, every race/gender/ethnicity etc etc...is welcome here! Just please respect everyone's opinion and be kind 💗

DM status: open! I wouldn't mind to help and listen to you at all💗

Asks status: open! You can ask me anything, I'm more knowledgeable in subliminals and subconscious mind, I also know about shifting (haven't shifted yet), I'll try to answer with all I can think of, don't hold back 💗

Taken anons: 🩶, 🎀, 🌙, 🦭, 🍫

So let's start this journey, we will both shall get our desires, you can do it, I'm so proud of you 💗

[organicfirewood]

The Tortured Poet's Department (Katie's Version)

basically i'm liveblogging this as i listen. talking into the void; this is more for me to reflect back onto than a genuine critique of the album.

Most excited for: "Florida!!!" "Down Bad" & "WALOL?"

I'm hoping that this album will sonically resemble folklore and evermore... more acoustic, stripped-back, and raw. I'm still wondering about the "✌️" imagery and how that'll play into the album... maybe feeling two-faced or double-crossed?

Fortnight (feat. Post Malone) - ok... rehab. uh oh. swifties have been calling her a drunk for a while... but nobody ever took it seriously. this must be about a rebound... i don't want to say MH. ugh i loooove how this sounds. like a more sober midnights. no pun intended... sorry. post malone was honestly such a genius move for this song- his voice sounds very youthful paired with hers... hopeful.

2. The Tortured Poets Department - YESSS 80's into!!! god i love this instrumental so far. (I use a typewriter!!!) holy fuck nooooo this has the charlie puth lyric. more wedding references.

3. My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys - ok. that charlie puth lyric left a bad taste in my mouth im trying to recover. i like that her vocal tone is a little darker here- would lower register apply for this? "he only runs because he loves me" real af i get you, queen. love that we've graduated to only having sandcastles instead of fortresses. these lyrics are also very ex-best-friend-coded... im projecting.

4. Down Bad - funkyyy okay. aww dun-dun-dun-dun! i wonder what mr kelce thought of all of this... oh, to be a fly on every single wall. yeah i like this one a lot. somehow also very 1989(tv ftv) coded. this sounds like denial into anger if we're still talking about the stages of grief. "like i lost my twin" is like "twin fire signs." i think she keeps seeing herself in her partners and feels abandoned when things don't work out.

5. So Long, London - ok intro eatssss down! this sounds like a driving-on-the-highway-song. i like how "talky" this is. it's very theatrical. this gives the sense that they (taylor and whoever this may be about) may have bonded over their sadness and the other party got upset when she started to heal. also, another reference to altars, but that may strictly be a religious metaphor.

6. But Daddy I Love Him - the intros are great. love the acoustic sounds. i really like this one a lot... this is a lot more whimsical and could almost fit on a Speak Now-style record. yeah, this is fantastic. such a quintessential Taylor Swift song. i'm terrified of how literally people (millennials on tiktok) are going to take this.

7. Fresh Out The Slammer - YUHHHH these intros!! ugh god i love a western motif. this is beautiful. this might be my favorite so far. i can't help but wonder what "time" she did. rehab, like previously alluded to? a rebound? a tortuous relationship? the period in a public career where one is constantly criticized and scrutinized? another ring mention.

8. Florida!!! (feat. Florence + The Machine) - huh. weed and babies. awesome! i agree, florida is one hell of a drug. "cheating husband..." uhokok. ok yes swamp imagery! yes southern/florida gothic! what shitstorm happened in texas? taylor please eliminate the urban sprawl in florida it'll give you more room to bury bodies!! pleaseee.

9. Guilty as Sin? - again. great intros. uh oh. is it just me, or does this sound like a 1975 song?? i like the production regardless. "we've already done it in my head" again real af. this song is real af. this is like limerence... these lyrics are kinda pushing the envelope, no? for taylor's standards, anyway.

10. Who's Afraid of Little Old Me? - another western-esque motif. we are scared of you taylor, i promise. contained scandal... oh? is this the cheating allegation??? this bridge was legitimately chilling. her reputation era was only a scratch on the surface. i think she needs a legitimate full-blown villain era (as a treat). i'm scared for track 13.

11. I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can) - moooore western motifs. yuh okay i like this one. more texas. what happened in texas? did anything happen in texas or is it just a placeholder? the vocals on this one are like velvet. "GOOD BOY"???? and the references to angels??? please. please. thank you, taylor.

12. loml - sigh. im not ready for this one. "better safe than starry-eyed" is a fabulous lyric. i can't wait to see that on fan merch everywhere. another reference to marriage. this is very reminiscent of "you're losing me." more rings and cradles. christ. loss of my life! loml.

13. I Can Do It With a Broken Heart - im not ready i dont think. the intro, again, is great. sounds like setting up the tour. i hope that this album was therapeutic for her. yesss i love this one actually. i love when artists do the sarcastic happy-sad trope. taylor, please know that 90% of the eras tour crowds was and is sympathetic; we were only cheering for you, not for what you do. yes key change! yes i love this one!

14. The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived - jehovah's witnesses mentioned. just wanting to know why is so incredibly valid and a universal truth, i think. this one left me with a pit in my stomach.

15. The Alchemy - chemicals... hospitals... i hope she writes an autobiography one day. touchdown! so this is a travis-era song? i like the sound design of this one.

16. Clara Bow - nooo im not ready. stevie nicks reference!! :) i don't think she's exactly regretting her fame, but certainly re-evaluating it here. we (media, society, swifties) need to leave her alone, please.

I hope that the creation of this album was cathartic for her; it feels intensely personal. I don't like speculating about her life, yet so many of these songs are extremely context-dependent. Most of all, I hope that she gets the healing she needs. She's such an important figure for so many people; more people want the best for her than don't. It's been very clear for a while that she's been suffering. Everyone breaks at some point... I keep seeing The Tower in my mind.

[jackals-ships]

okay starting with the "moon + earth is gods bodies also the stars and sun don't like. Exist" thing bc it Altered My Brain Chemistry. How? uncertain. probably for the worse- /lighthearted

so in elder scrolls lore you have the aedra and daedra (lit: our ancestors and Not our ancestors) and they're Also et'ada or The Original Spirits. they were made by the playing around of Anu and Padomay which are primordial forces doin their things

among the et'ada you have lorkhan who is either a trickster or a cool dude depending on who you ask, and is the reason Why mundus+nirn exists. it was his project for funsies or to fuck around Again depending on who you ask

so lorkhan tricks/persuades the aedra to help him with his project but doesn't mention "yeah your power is gonna be drained. lol lmao even" and the eight (or nine) divines are the ones that invested most of their power into everything and became the earthbones, they stabilized everything and also made kids which became the various races (there are other smaller et'ada but they didn't put as Much power into mundus so they're not rly venerated)

now the Daedra are the ones who went "hm. nah. i think you: are a bitch baby I don't wanna help" and made their own planes instead (which is why they're more powerful also, theyre not bound like the divines)

now MAGNUS is fun, he's the god of magic and also the one who did the designs for mundus. but he started having doubts about the whole thing and eventually that lead to the convention being called where lorkhan was punished. he wanted to terminate the project entirely but too much power was already put into it, this didn't stop him from going ✌️ im out tho, so he fled back to aetherius and ripped a hole in the fabric of oblivion which made the sun (which is also in universe called Magnus) and this was happening at the tail end of nirn being made apparently

the stars are a similar thing, many of the other et'ada who didn't put as much in looked at everything going down and went hm! no thank you! ✌️ and followed Magnus, making a bunch of Smaller Holes which are the stars (they're also called the magna ge + fun fact Meridia was a magna ge but got kicked to the curb for "consorting with Daedra" and used to be called Merid-Nunda)

BACK TO LORKHAN THO at the convention everyone basically went "hey. what the FUCK dude" and he went "shrug emoji :3c" so trinimac "reached in with more than hands" and ripped out his heart with intent to destroy it

however according to the monomyth "But when Trinimac and Auriel tried to destroy the Heart of Lorkhan it laughed at them. It said, "This Heart is the heart of the world, for one was made to satisfy the other." So Auriel fastened the thing to an arrow and let it fly long into the sea, where no aspect of the new world may ever find it." (side note. i do not like some of what kirkbrides written. this however? Fucks) that's also why the heart of lorkhan is inside red mountain an all that fun jazz

NOW THE MOON THING comes from a book called "the lunar lorkhan" which is fun and basically states that yeah we don't know Exactly what happened at the trial but when lorkhan got his heart ripped out he was also cut in two and flung back into the void, where his body made the moons

tldr god is sort of dead and sort of alive also other gods tore through space and made the sun + stars

[echoes-of-the-unknown]

No context for you (he lost a bet with Mei)

[gimmeurtmi]

Ok one, yay for your semester being over!🥳

But two, I heard you were feeling down. 😕 So I once again come bearing gifts because I can't look at either of them anymore without thinking of you.

This one just feels very relevant:

https://youtu.be/F5QRK22nJS4?si=HajQB0WDK_V-j6TV

Just him comforting you. Yes, yes, yes. It's what you deserve 🙌

And I'm pretty sure we were all screaming about it when it first came out but this is still my Roman empire

https://youtu.be/ptTwuYRu97s?si=i7x0Xj4lnhUd1Mwm

When it tell you I am foaming at the mouth 😵‍💫😭😂 just him sitting in it eating away, having the fucking time of his life.

But also consider, him having a slight tummy ache after and curling up in your lap for belly rubs. 😭 All soft and snuggly, slightly whiney but still so so cute 🥺 Thank you I'll be seeing myself out now.✌️

link 1, link 2

yessss the semester is over!!!!!! my next one starts in two weeks when i usually get about two to three months in between but my semester was pushed back two months because of some things that were going on at the uni so while it does make this year super stressful at least we’re all going through it and at least things aren’t worse like they could be djdjdn

oh gosh :( the way he was serious for a sec when stay said they were working hard and then he started goofing around trying to make stay laugh 🥹 and how his smile got sososo soft when they did start laughing!!!!!! ngl if minho gave me permission to yell into the void i would but perhaps not with so many people around lol

popcorn seung will always be in my heart we all moved on too fast from him. oh. to be a lil popped corn shoved into kim seungmin’s mouth. uh.. i’m sorry i said that…

but yesss cute whiny seungie!!!!!! he doesn’t usually give in to his cravings but this one wasn’t his fault he was surrounded by endless popcorn!! he’d do his lil pouty and ask for your comfort then after he feels better he’s back to being a little shit all “ur so whipped can’t believe you rubbed my tummy all night lmaaooo” as if he wasn’t begging you to and whining out your name every time you stopped 🙄🙄🙄

i love them both so so much!!! thank you for these 🥹😭🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[potatoesandsunshine]

hit me with that hawke/sebastian shipping bingo ✌️

hi peach thanks for the ask sorry this is probably more than you were looking for haha

okay so. the thing with this ship is that. you have to understand i got back into it by opening a notes doc called ‘hawkebastian bad ending’ where hawke murders sebastian in the final confrontation instead of anders due to the whole “i am going to invade kirkwall” threat. I said “oh, I can do a quick angsty oneshot and get back in the da2 mood, this’ll be fun, it’s a very tragic turn for my Main Hawke (blue/mage/in a bit of an It’s Complicated with varric). That’ll be it.”

But then I played da:i again so I made up a new da2 worldstate and fell in love with Jessalyn Hawke (red/rogue/rivalmance Sebastian) so deeply that I still had a ‘look how they massacred my girl’ moment when I ran into The DA:I Hawke Situation. In my mind they’re basically a... it’s like they’re both the desperately lonely person trying to wallpaper over the void in their souls using the love of the other person in the relationship. I have this little outline—that I’m pretending isn’t growing into a Bigger Story—where somewhere post-leandra’s death but pre-champion fight, Jessa and Sebastian head off deeper into the free marches on A Generic Quest and stumble into a very quick romance novel where they’re Overcome With Passion in a barn and the next morning decide “oh you have to Take Responsibility For Me” and get secret-married in a provincial chantry and just... do not tell anyone about it. (there’s a lot of ‘broke my vows’ guilt for seb and a lot of ‘everyone i love dies’ fear for jessa but again, they’re both so so lonely and want to hold onto each other even if it hurts). Secret marriage! Complications! Jessa ‘murder-machine’ Hawke head over heels for Sebastian ‘burns-for-revenge’ Vael!

Does she still kill him at the end of the game? I haven’t decided yet! We’re seeing where it goes! They definitely make each other worse—but how bad could having someone that loves you really be?

[crepuscularqueens]

tysm @sambambucky for tagging meeee 💕💕

Last Song: all saints by bear mccreary lmao 😗✌️

Currently Watching: the bear season 2 (is anyone else watching this its sooooo good. the epic highs and lows of trying to open a restaurant)

Currently Reading: have to revert back to saying age of vice by deepti kapoor even though i haven't cracked it open in..... [redacted] (this is also so good i just... am terrible about actually opening this book when i carry it around everywhere)

Current Obsession: no one is prepared for what i will be like when i watch nimona. im GOING to lose my mind i have been waiting SO long for this to come

no pressure tags 💖💖 @infp-obsessing-over-everything @void-zi @coldwatercas @nymhciv @stoppablethetramstory

[penisbutnotgay]

I started uniquelymeandmyworld's void challenge a week ago on the 15th of February. I entered the void state five days later on the 20th. I first learned about the void state in maybe April of 2022, so that's a little less than a year. I entered the void but didn't manifest anything, I read others success stories and how they didn't manifest anything on their first entrance and I thought that was silly but it happened to me so... 🤡

What most surprised me was my reaction to coming back from the void, I thought that it would be this huge exciting moment, that I would be hooting and hollering, but I was just like "oh, I entered the void state."

So yeah, these were the two subliminals I listened to:

During the day and at night I would affirm in my mind "I am a master of the void state."

I think that's why I didn't have a big reaction to entering to void, when you master something, it isn't super special or exciting, it's just more of the same.

I'm not going into every detail here, when I enter again I'll post a more detailed success story. I'm really just writing this for myself, that's why I'm not tagging anyone or adding tags.

Have a nice day, don't doubt your power and just follow the challenge. ✌️

[4uru]

Being in the shadowhunters fandom is fucking wild,

bc i famously dont like cc and been here for 3 years now holy shit, some of the ppl here were here before i could even say goo goo gaga and shit,

so lemme explain my journey that nobody asked for✌️🤡

i have a strong hate for tmi, bc it traumatised me at the ripe age of twelve and book malec made my queer tween brain think i was a mistake and a stain on the universe for being a closeted bisexual.

The only character i cared about was simon and then cc made him cheat on the two most wonderful women. That didnt go well with my divorced parent having ass. Do i need to mention that it was around this time i came out to my parents during quarantine of 2020 june and promptly got shafted and traumatised. 🙃

I only read tmi bc my stepmother got me chog. And i read a 100 pages before i decided i needed context for this shit.

Anyway, I finished tmi, hated it, wanted to read tda, then went on to read tda, illegally, and got shafted when I found out I accidentally read summaries of the first two books. And not the books itself, got angry at me for being dumb and then went to read the 3rd book, finished it in a haze of rage and sleep and I barely remember what happened.

I tried to litsen to the audiobook of tid and after like 7 hours, the first part, i fell asleep. And lost patience to rewind the whole thing.

So i gave up and instead finished chog and then finished choi but i barely remember anything.

Last year around september i downloaded the whole tid triology to finish it, i made it to the point i left off last time, but got bored.

I got thru 7hours of ghost of shadow market on yt before it got deleted 👀

I skimmed Sobh bc the writing style there is fucking atrocious I do not know what happened, and I'm not sure if I want to know either. I maybe will read twp when I'm an old man with chronic back pain and way too much free time on my hands. So yeah. I will read Chot bc of Alastair Carstairs and Alastair Carstairs only.

Love some ppl in this fandom, but they don't know me yet. Did feel good during Alastair Carstair month when I was most active with my fics and drawings and I saw my fav blogs reblog my stuff. i had extreme fanboy moments .

I fill the void in my heart cc created by drawing her actually good and fleshed-out characters.

I loathe this woman for many thing and one of them is, creating this blasted universe which has so much potential; which would be so much better if someone who knows what they are doing got their hands on it.

I may or may not have 17361881367829 plot Lines that serve only one purpose, "have jace and clary not kiss when they believe they are siblings and sebastine doesn't have a raging hard on for them"

So I'm just a Bengali queer+trans teen with a hyper fixation. This fandom is my hell but I got comfortable. I come in and out, and each time watch it becomes just a little bit worse than before.

[the-void-writes]

Every lunch period, I take my little notebooks and old spoiled food over to the art room - a room with loud colourful walls of silence. The only place in the world where I could find peace. Perfect solace.

A perfect quiet with them. My only friend.

Before I go in, I always toss my lunch out, spoiled by my rancid energy - my own loneliness erupted the sandwich in mold and mildew. Regardless of if I had just made it earlier that day, or two minutes before.

Would my friend care if they knew?

It was stupid. It was weird. But mostly stupid. Spoiling everything I touch. was it my imagination? hallucinations? Did I need to get on pills? was it real? the smell sure made people avoid me in the halls.

But my friend never smelled it. They always welcomed me.

But, I wondered what would happen if I touched someone. I wanted to touch those who gave me rancid remarks and side eyes. I wanted to. But I couldn't. I didn't have it in me. This was my favourite part of my day.

I wiped the smell from my jacket, walking into the art room. They look up from their book. The void of their eyes smiling up at me, and waved. Were they real? Were they my imagination? Their eyes were black as night with stars moving as the milky way reflected back at me. I loved it. But starring too long always made my head hurt.

I sat with them with a soft smile. Glancing at the notebook full of doodles. kids with powers. kids who found better parents. kids who needed help. just like us. just like us.

I turned to get my own sketchbook out, but they tapped the table and made me look.

they slide a container in front of me.

with chop sticks on top.

gloves to the side.

The gloves were made of the same material as my clothes. the clothes admistered by this stupid school for freaks. But these rancid teachers never seemed to care if I ate.

My eyes watered.

And I only just noticed how hungry I was.

Not for food.

But for a love like this.

A friend.

Someone that actually cared.

.

for the character descriptions 👀🙈✌️ (lol sorry that was long)

@bloodlessheirbyjacques ✨🔥

🥺🥺🥺 JACQUES I’M CRYING

You wrote it in-universe from a Freak’s perspective 😭

And I have no idea how you did it, but you literally described my high school experience, eating lunch in the art room with my best friend because no one else liked me.

Just— for real, this is the sweetest thing I’ve ever read, thank you. I’m so glad you’re in my life. 💕💕💕