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laurenkmyers · 7 months

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i got up at 5am for the love sea pilot and i don't regret a single goddamn thing

#love sea the series #fortpeat #gonna cry myself back to sleep #it's now 7:20am #night #i can't believe i have my boys back on my screen

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a-dumb-sarcastic-bisexual · 1 year

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Like the majority of society I’m obsessed with Nimona

And I rewatched it a million times and one thing always sticks out to me

There are moments when Ambrosius is surrounded by light like a little protective bubble

That keeps him away from the man he loves more than anything

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demigod-of-the-agni · 1 year

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A thing for @breakfastatmiles' dtyis challenge on instagram :)

Been a while since I drew the world's most favourite boy (like. almost a year ago???? uh woops) I wanted to draw something for Percy's birthday but alas I had no idea what to draw :'') consider this late Percy Jackson b'day art

Variants under the cut

#also stop i literally just realised one of the texture images i used has the fucking “stock photo” in it im literally gonna cry #praying to every god that yall never find it. and if you do.... exclusive pictures of dino agni :)#anyway i spent probably the whole day on this. my anatomy exam is tomorrow and i know jackshit #(convincing myself that it's okay i was using anatomy knowledge to draw percy lol haha hashtag in denial and sleep deprived)#i guess now i have to go back to finishing assignments..#percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson fanart #pjo fanart #pjo #myart #artoftheagni

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saturnsfallen · 3 months

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nah MHA is ending too fast✋😭

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piningpercussionist · 8 months

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kim doodles! mostly based off comic panels, if it wasn't obvious

#i am so so tired #i am going to sleep for ten BILLION years now #spto #sp comic #spvtw #spvtwtg #kim pine #fanart #art #spto fanart #scott pilgrim fanart #ms paint #i was gonna do another kimona doodle in this set but i did not leave myself the space and i am too tired to keep going so. rest. shall have #ooc #(*quietly comes back and adds her freckles* shhhh its fine...)#(also coming back to say that it is VERY fucked up/funny that i said i would sleep for ten billion years and then got 3 hrs)#(gonna Cry Abt It [internally])

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dylanconrique · 5 months

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okay, but i need the girls to try and cheer lucy up by getting her drunk, only to have their plan backfire when lucy starts sobbing over and over about how much she misses and still loves tim.

#*carly catalogs #i'll start writing this after i walk my dogs #the rookie #the rookie s6 #lucy chen #chenford #otp: you know me so well #made myself cry imagining lucy lying strung out across both nyla and angela's laps while slurring her words about wanting tim back #and angela strokes her hair as her and nyla shush and soothe her to sleep like one of their own babies #you show your truest colors when you're drunk....#and ik lucy's gonna put on a brave face and act like she's not as emotionally destroyed as she is #like 'i still love him. i'm always gonna love him.' 🥺🥺

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dukeofqueers · 1 year

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feeling like absolute shit i just want Deogracias back

#blasphemous #blasphemous 2 #blasphemous 2 spoilers #(for following tags)#he watched over the penitent one's casket. never left his side. he died right here and kept holding unto it. i'm fucking bawling #going back to the knot of the three words & pulling up the old screenshot ended my life #the new guide lady is cool but oh my fucking god. deogracias....................#i'm gonna cry myself to sleep thinking about him #i need to draw him

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andvys · 23 days

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I'm supposed to be spending my summer in Italy with Steve but instead I'm rotting in bed, the hell is this?

#I was born into the wrong reality smh #this man shows up in my dreams gives me everything and then I wake up into this ugly reality and cry myself back to sleep #im gonna kms

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tomfrogisblue · 10 months

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I have finally finished O Segredo Na Floresta.

I have cried more than I thought possible.

And I fear I shall never be the same.

#i have discovered that however bad quarentena was - cellbit has tons more angst material ready to unleash when least expected #it was so so so good but my god - i have never felt more empty #you ever see a piece of media and think yeh this is gonna change the way i view certain things forever - yep.#but now i enter the ordem episodes that arent captioned and only have the youtube autotranslate - the final boss for my portuguese knowledge #cellbit #ordem paranormal #this post is sort of my proof to myself when i actually finished the bastard - this season was three billion years long i swear #and still so long to go #cellbit will continue to stab my emotions for many more hours to come!!!#it is very late at night and i am very sad. TIME TO START THE NEXT ONE :D #o segredo na floresta #enigma do medo #bro i need to yell at someone about the last like hour of the damn thing because i have many things to say. or maybe just cry some more #at least my portuguese is much better now lmao. I'll get to a point where i can just listen to an episode with no subtitles if it kills me!!#hopefully cellbit will be back on the qsmp soon to rip my heart out with a cute lil cubito delivering heart wrenching angst for some variety #qsmp #ok sleep time lmao

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tamagotchikgs · 3 months

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i just woke up n i feel so bad both mentally and physically i dont know whats going on

#this is the worst ive felt in so long #my anxiety is at a an all time high it is fully governing my brain rn all i can think about is everything i did wrong socially yesterday #i feel nauseous in my body n my head #just ag.u..... i want it to end i want it gone #it feels like my heart is attacking me frm inside #im also still sososo tired i dont know why i woke up so early it's only 3am #im gonna try n smoke myself into falling back to sleep i guess o(-<#i just want 2 cry everything hurts #i also woke up w bad acid reflux i think because i forgot to eat yesterday except for a cherry coke #i miss when i used to be able to do that regularly #i miss when my body allowed me 2 treat it like shit #i cant even drink water it hurts so bad o(-<

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jesusbutbetterrr · 8 months

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#i wanna run off and disappear off the face of the earth #i wanna be held and told everything is gonna be ok #i want to leave everyone behind and stay by myself for the rest of time #i wanna to not give my love so freely knowing it can't be returned at least not as eagerly #i want to be able to sleep easily #i want to not turn to sleep as my only way off running away from stuff when i can't just get high #i wish that i could talk about my problems and have them magically disappear right afterwards #i want to be loved back by the person i like the way i love them #i want to not be so naive #i just want a hug for once #i want to not over think everything #i want to be consistently happy for at least a fully day #i want to be able to talk to people everyday and check in and hear about everything they have to say #i want to not cry over everything so easily #i want things to truly go my way for once #i want to not feel guilty for everything

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thedappleddragon · 2 months

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Hmm

#thanks for coming to my ted talk #vent #I know it’s just the 2 am talking #on top of some very shit events occurring today #but I feel like making some decisions that will ruin my life #not in a a danger to myself or others kind of way at ALL don’t worry about that #I mean like #destroying personal relations with my peers kind of way #I’m so utterly and completely fucked #my future roomate bailed on me 2 weeks before school starts #so if anyone wants to live in Muncie #my place is wide open #fucker #what is her problem #like legitimately #I’ve been making myself sick over this for going on #SEVEN HOURS #I can’t sleep #I’ve just been so utterly fucked over I don’t know what to do #and I’m not gonna have even an inkling of a solution until my apartment complex emails me back #and it’s a fucking weekend so who knows when that will be #if I think too hard I’m gonna cry about it #Steph is such a life saver tho. listening to me scream about this and playing video games drunk on call with me #fuck #I’m going to blow my goddamn brains out. but not actually #I guess on the bright side I might get to live alone

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ialwaysknewyouwerepunk · 4 months

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#had a tough day today bc i had to meet up with our hr manager for a 'talk' about my absence #i was so nervous for it that i was drained before it even began #i asked a colleague of mine to be there #an older man who i trust with these things bc he's very calm but often knows what to say at the right time #and is very sensitive #he could tell i wasn't doing well before i told anyone #he's dealt with his own darkness as well so i know that's why i gravitate to him #the conversation went okay. i said what i wanted to say #the hr manager clearly wanted to see me /wanting/ to come back on monday lol #expecting a quick fix like they always do #she did take away my main points so i really hope i see the results. and i asked to come back without my manager breathing down my neck #i hope that gets respected too #then afterwards. after already almost crying a million times my colleague asked if i wanted to bike with him to this statue #that got placed here today bc it's a traveling thing to raise awareness for suicide #he supports that cause bc his son is a victim of suicide #and i could tell he was having a hard time but then he also actually said it #i was crying man. he doesnt know how deep it goes for me but #i think i gave him a bit of comfort being there. showing i understand #when i got home he texted me to thank me for going with him bc he couldn't have done it alone.#im gonna cry myself to sleep tonight #my posts

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saeshiraw · 1 year

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tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

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imperpetuallylost · 6 months

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kinda crazy but…

im gay for you

:o no way i’m also gay for u <3

#also i’m fucking exhausted it was a long ass day of robot #i broke down crying for no reason in the middle of my last tech interview for drama #because i was so fucking stressed abt hosting the robotics comp this weekend and waiting on college decisions #and also two of my friends were like in the hospital at the time #one bc they hadn’t eaten in like a week because of an ed and we’re doing really badly #and the other because they had to get stitches bc of sh #but i couldn’t really explain alllll of that to my drama teacher #anyway #i did hear back from one of the schools tho!!!!! and i got in!!!!!!#but they didn’t give me as much money as i would have needed to commit there #so like i probably won’t end up going even tho i really loved the school and it’s kinda my top choice #and also the accepted students days all conflict and i ended up signing up for one that would mean id miss the end of district champs #for robotics if we qualify #which my hopes are vaguely high this year #but now i’m gonna have to miss part of it if we do ://///#and the other more competitive one i’m waiting on hearing from some time this weekend i’ve been checking the portal like every twenty minute #it’s really bad #anyway i’m gonna go take a shower and then go to sleep before i drive myself to another breakdown #idk why the tags of this ask was my place to say all of this but it sure was

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banqanas · 7 months

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To celebrate the first day of FANTASTICS arena tour, INTERSTELLATIC FANTASTIC in Aichi, Tower Records store (Otaka branch) has prepared a set of special banners decorating the FANTASTICS' corner in their store

At the center of the corner, a rainbow coloured banner welcomes customers saying:

Tower Records Otaka store is FANTASTICS' major supporter chain!

[From right]

🌍: Japanese Otaku Genius Performer, SEKAI!

🐥: The kind but always in a hurry aniki aniki, Sato Taiki!

🦖: Shining bright in summer and the whole year round, the elegant older brother, Sawamoto Natsuki!

🐵: From the land of Kyushu, appears the extremely popular, Seguchi Leiya!

🦙: Aichi's pride and joy, strong will, full of spirit, Hori Natsuki!

🐸: Du-ru-ru-ru-ru-ru-run! 10KEICHAN! (Loud voice) Kimura Keito!

🥦: Vegetables have zero calories, life motto of the Muscle Prince, Yagi Yusei!

🐶: Full on positivity, the chatterbox boy, Nakajima Sota!

🌻: The Tokai Monster, STMN, Nakao Shota!

*TL Note: these are all catchphrases that each member used to introduce themself before

#fantastics from exile tribe #fantastics9 #the wayy they had a banner for shota too :'''''')))#this store is going above and beyond i hope they prosper #the （大声) in keito's made me lose it skfbksbcksbcls #YARUKI! GENKI! HORI NATSUKI! is always an all time fav #miss horinacchan introduce himself like that again #gonna listen to turn back time and cry myself to sleep now oyasumeme

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