#gush over him in my asks

[glitchedcosmos]

can we be mooties.. 😓 I have barely any friends who love sonic as much as me

I say yes, yes we can be sonic mooties, we can be such sonic mooties it’s insane. I welcome anyone who wants to be sonic mooties

[insideyourimagination]

you know what it is…it’s the fact that will has been open about having OCD, anxiety, depression, dyspraxia and having su*c*d*l thoughts that i admire so much. being diagnosed with a learning disability (dyscalculia) and having depression & anxiety and dealing with su*c*d*l thoughts myself, it just makes me feel so seen.

[madame-fear]

Man I think Elliot grihault is the only person alive that can make being soaking wet look good. I mean seriously every scene during the storms end chase, every gifset I’ve seen of it, he makes it work. Even with his hair blowing everywhere it works. Not everybody could pull that off, most look like drowned rats (myself included lol). I don’t think Aemond looks good at any point soaking wet during the chase (no offense to ewan) but yeah it works for Elliot

PLEASE THIS IS SO FUCKING TRUE HOW CAN ELLIOT LOOK SO CUTE AND BEAUTIFUL WITH HIS HAIR BEING BLOWN AND FULLY WET???? 😍😍🥰🥰 Gooods I swear the entire scene everytime I re-watch it I just swoon over him 🤤 I’m glad I’m not the only one who thinks this!! Me personally I look awful, like if a giant had just taken a great piss at me 🥺

This post is officially a wet Lucerys appreciation post.

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

ugh i must confess i hate naoya so much i can't like that brat's cover

PSHDHDHHD THAT’S UNDERSTANDABLE ANON!!!!! he’s awful i do NOT blame anyone for not liking him 😭😭 unfortunately i’m a sucker for wellwritten villains laced in irony so i <3 him but that’s my own issue LMAO

i’ve been thinking abt him a lot recently so i’m using this ask as an excuse to talk abt why… i like him…. pls feel free to ignore this anon !!!!!

sigh….. he’s just . so Good. definitely my favorite minor jjk villain (reggie & uraume are close behind >:3)… he perfectly encompasses everything that’s wrong w the world of sorcery + the zenin clan in particular and i genuinely think he’s such a realistic take on what misogyny looks like?? he makes me want to throw up. the fact that he idolized toji so deeply and hated his family for not understanding toji’s loneliness and strenght only to make that EXACT mistake w maki just because he never saw her as a person…. refusing to accept that she caught up to toji before he even got close….. 😵‍💫😵‍💫 it’s so Good.

and don’t even get me STARTED on his deaths bc they’re some of my favorite moments in jjk when it comes to pure poetic cinema LMAO….. his whole speech about how “any woman who can’t walk three steps behind a man should get stabbed in the back and die” only for him to die when maki’s mom stabs him in the back + a SECOND time when maki stabs him in the back (and she’s even standing three steps behind him <3 so considerate of her <33) yeahhhh it just Does something to my brain. oh and that’s not even mentioning the fact that his domain expansion is formed in the shape of a womb + that he loses against maki because his domain registers her presence as an object….. akutami COOKED w this fight holy shit

but yeah i just. think he’s awful and wonderful and i can’t WAIT to see him die in s3 :333 i am fond of him but . in the same way a scientist is fond of the frog they’re dissecting…. yk………

[thoughtfullyrainynightmare]

Heyo 💘 For the ship game, how about Nozel x Vanessa, Yosuga x Mereoleona and (thinks about something outside of the box) Magna x Rebecca? I would have also asked for Fuegoleon x Solara, but since you've already answered them. Except of course if you want to talk some more ;)

Hiya~! ^^

Ooo! Hmm...

Nozel x Vanessa

(Kinda) doesn't make sense (??) and ... doesn't (??) compel me ??

Like.... I feel bad typing that, but it's not something for which I'd write a fic if I was not prompted to do that, if it makes sense? As in, if it wasn't requested, I wouldn't make content for it, so I can't say that it compels me in that essence. But I can't say that I'd dislike it either, because I do write fics for it it, and I absolutely don't mind writing fics for it. It's just not a love relationship for me with this ship. The reason why I say that it wouldn't make sense, is that I don't think they've really interacted in canon, and I'm still struggling to piece in my head how they'd get together. As in, usually, if I'm writing for a ship, and I have it established (at least in my head) how a ship came to be, then I have an easier time with picturing how the ship operates.

Overall I don't mind the ship, it's just not something that I love for me. (But I am also very biased for Nozel being shipped with my mutuals' OCs... ^^')

Vanessa is the flirty one, and Nozel is the stern one. But they're also birds in cages. Only that Vanessa has broken out, Nozel hasn't, not really at least (yet). So, while I say that it doesn't make sense, there are absolutely thematics to both of them that work with this ship.

They're just two birds from two very different cages.

Yosuga x Mereoleona

Makes sense and compels me

She's the firey lion woman and he's the tiger man. They could (probably) take each other on in a fight, and though I think Yosuga would lose, he would not be sorry for losing.

I know, I know, this ship is kinda hinted at in canon, but I can just see these two locking eyes and saying "you. fight me." after which (the brawl) they'd build mutual respect, and from there on a relationship.

For me, this ship just works, for some reason. And Mereo would wife Yosuga.

Magna x Rebecca

makes sense and doesn't compel me

I can see Magna settling down in some point, and being the good guy, the Real Man(tm) that he is, I can see him being a Family Man(tm). And Rebecca, while having to have looked after her younger siblings, is Motherly(tm). So, I can see these two working out.

It wouldn't be a particularly fun paring, but it kinda does make sense. However, I'm not particularly interested in it. It's just another personal preference. But overall, I'm neutral towards this ship as well.

[whoreiaki-kakyoin]

I love when people point out that your special little guy is manipulative or evil as if it’s never occurred to you because it really won’t ever stop me. “Aaravos thinks only of power, he’d only use you for personal gain!!!!!” Okay and I will personally be gaining that dick what’s not clicking!

[thebigshotman]

Gingerly places a small , decorative wreath on top of Spaul's head . Preparations for Christmas include decorations , gifts , and spur of the moment trinkets like this one to . He doesn't have to wear it , but with how careful Eileen is she's making sure the little holly berries stand out along side his painted cheeks .

*AH-

He gets cut off with a desktop notification noise as Eileen places the wreath on his head, the beautiful-yet-small decoration just escaping the wrath of the various gels and greases in his hair by resting right on top of his fake black mop. The noise times perfectly with her placing it. Even from this gesture alone, he could tell his precious Hazelnut really, really liked Christmas. Something he unintentionally screwed up for her due to his paranoia last year.

*TH1S…IS [[decorative Christmas wreath]]!!! I’VE S33N THESE BEFORE BUT NEVER [[experience]]D IT MYSELF!!! LIGHT nERS G4VE THEM TO US AND-AND-AND-4ND

He’s remembering, quite vividly, the day the gracious Lightners introduced Christmas celebrations to Cyber World. They gave his Addisons wreaths-well, digital wreaths made of synthetic material-to decorate their storefronts and they had looked so amazing…

*-TH1S IS [[The Real ThingTM]] THOUGH!!! FR0M THE [[Light]]!!!! I’LL W3AR IT, I’LL KEEP WE4RING IT [celebrate the holidays in style!], 1T L00KS LIKE A [[heavenly halo]]…

He could keep pattering on and on, looking up into her eyes and feeling blessed that he’s been chosen to wear a real, Heavenly wreath by his angel, but one look and his energy gives way into love and adoration. Lovestruck marbles appearing on his glasses as he finishes with one final, but no less chipper statement.

*…IF U LIKE [merry Christmas!] TH4N SO DO I!!!!

He hasn’t celebrated it properly in decades, but all that will change if she wants to celebrate with him. Even if his voice gets in the way.

[mrs-kelly]

Oh no oh man oh no suddenly struck with a crazy bout of yearning where is my Charlie when can I hold him oh my God I need to kiss him and tell him how much I love him he needs to know it ok he needs to know that I love him for all that he is and I’m never ignoring the parts of him that others might think are gross or weird I love all of it

[risuwu]

for the blorbopost- itou gintamas?

i would not classify itou as a blorbo, hes more of a meow meow or a gf which i consider to be separate, but here u go

original

btw these are 2 different girlfriends to me

[self-ships-ahoy]

So guess who got polls.

Hint: it's the same person who's still fighting that potential f/o.

[gumilac]

i cosplay lucy from cyberpunk edgerunners, yor from spy x family, hutao from genshin ANDDD yumeko from kakegurui

and aki reminds me of this cat pic i found yesterday HAHAHAHAHAH

but yeahhhhh what about youuu? anything new youve been trying to work on or hows your life out of tumblr? id love to catch up with what youre doing -`♡´-

omg! those are such good cosplays, i'm sure you looked amazing in all of them <3

WHAHAHSKAMAH NO BC I DO LOOK LIKE THAT SOMETIMES 🥹🥹🥹 school is kicking my ass but, i get to rest for a month now before it all happens again

i've been doing great lately! met the nicest guy this year and yeah >>_<< i like him a lot HAHAHAJSJA + i also celebrated my birthday recently yay! i've been trying out dancing again actually and i'm finally catching up with my tbr list

other than that i'm greaat hihi, this year has been pretty amazing <33

[lyxiannnnnn]

There is no reason for this message.

WOOOOOOOOOOOO LET'S FREAKIN GO!!!!!!!!!!!!

someone has sent me an ask for no reason!!!!!! very cool thank you!!!!! :]

[trashlie]

Please tell me about your shoujo journey. Do you think Skip Beat will outlast ILY? 😂 The pacing is on a whole other level of slow, I gave up on it, two decades running and Kyoko's only aged a year damn! I understand the frustration with the flashback, it is quite sluggish, but we're seeing the true impact Alyssa had on Shinae's trust, how it affects her relationship with Nol now, and what it means for them in the future. Plus we're getting some vital Alyssa content. I feel like she's become even more ambiguous to me. I have no idea where her head is at. I miss reading your analysis. I'd love discuss to her with you after the arc ends and we get our long awaited Shinae x Nol moment. It's been so loooong since we've seen them.

OOOOOHHHHHHH MY GOD ANON LMAO that question just made me pause HARD lmaooooooo. Listen. For alllllll the shit people say about ILY, I just feel it in my BONES that Skip Beat will outlast EVERYTHING lmaoooooooooooo GOD. Like, I'm sorry but ANY TIME people talk about slow pacing I'm just like.... I'll read this whole 30, 50? page chapter and WHAT HAPPENS? HOW MUCH TIME PASSES? NONE! lmao I like to do an annual "catch up" on Skip Beat now and then (when I remember lol). Like I LOVE that the mangka made it about more than just Kyoko's love life but also MAN each acting project is literally years long for us as readers!!!!!!!! lmao thanks to Skip Beat I have the patience to weather ANYYYYTHIIIIIIING hahahahahaha. Taking three months to get through a flashback arc? I can handle it! ILY could take 10 years to reach completion and I'd be, frankly, okay, because at least it could wrap up faster than Skip Beat ever could LMAO (and honestly like... 10 years of solid story telling is pretty ace in my book but that's a whole other thing lmao)

As for my shoujo journey, I'll be honest, it's not SUPER long! I didn't start reading manga until I was graduating high school, so by the time I started to dig into things, after some time I found myself growing out of it? Or, rather no it was more like... there's just a lot of tropes that were present in shoujo I was finding I wasn't into? (Like, oh my god so many triangles where I'd be like MEH I actually prefer the second lead. I learned very fast that a lot of your typical "first leads", at least back in the day, were NOT my style.) I still have a soft spot for a lot of stories that I loved, though! I haven't read Lovely Complex since god probably 2014, 2015? But I STILL loved it back then and I'm really eager for a re-read. I uh.... I really went through a Hirunaka no Ryuusei phase? Like.... lmaoooo it was a Big Thing for me hahhaha (I own the series in Korean, actually!!!!) My first two manga, though, were Skip Beat and Hana Kimi; my friend bought me the first Skip Beat volume at our school book fair and another friend bought the first few volumes of Hana Kimi and shared them with me! Hana Kimi is one of those that like.... you know it doesn't hold up over time, it leans heavily on tropes that are considered ethically nonos these days, but it stays special to me because in spite of all of that, idk I just! Enjoyed it! And now that I'm older I am okay saying "I LIKE THIS THING THAT IS FLAWED AND IMPERFECT AND I DO NOT NEED TO DEFEND IT" lol you know? There was the obligatory Vampire Knight phase that I finally fell out of but OOOF that was A Thing. (I was SO obsessed with it at first lol and I LOVED the art sooooo much that I read another series by the mangaka, MeruPuri which, frankly, was REALLY weird so nothing about Vampire Knight actually surprised me ngl LMAOOOOOO) You know I remember once starting Special A but I do not think I ever finished that! I put myself all the way through Ao Haru Ride even though I kept telling myself I needed to drop it and pretend it didn't exist. God what a trainwreck that one was lol like.... idk I'm not saying this as a dig to people who did enjoy it! There were just times I wanted to enter that story and punch people lmaoooo but I wonder what I would think if I went back and read it again now in the vein of like.... sometimes people are selfish and make bad choices because they are human? lol I also REALLY loved Orange but I'm going to admit I haaaaaaaaaaaaaated the ending and to this daaaaaay I haaaaaaaaaaaated it so much but that's a whole other post lol. LOVED the story, LOVED the art, was super into the theme, but just hated the execution of the ending SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH ;A;

lol I said it's not super long but look at me, rambling on and on!

I know no one is surprised that I wound up talking A LOT and just.... following, there's so much ILY rambling going on about why I appreciate and enjoy this flashback arc, and how I think it boosts the rest of the story so far lol so here's a read more, haaaha.......

I definitely feel you on how Alyssa feels even more ambiguous lol which is so funny. I love the insight and having a better idea of who she is as a person, even if we still don't fully know all of her motives. Just seeing her as a complex character like everyone else has been great. We all know I'm a sucker for parallels lol and seeing how everyone has their own traumas, that everyone has a root for who they are, is the stuff that keeps me hooked on ILY. Alyssa was very easily written off by people and I don't defend her or anything - I really hope we get to see her take responsibility for her actions and ownership for the hurt she has caused, whether on purpose or not - but also, it always felt like she was suuuuuuuper reduced down by fandom on a whole. I think a very human thing quimchee is good at capturing is that we don't always mean to hurt the people we do, but it still happens, and that sometimes good intentions can make things worse in the longrun - and this can go for Alyssa towards Nol or Shinae, frankly.

Honestly, too, something I love about her is like... like you know how if you read a novel, the protagonist is supposed* to be the character who makes the right choices and does good things? And when people are presented an "unlikable protagonist" it's usually a character who is acting on their emotions and responding to their experiences - it's a character making the choices that we ourselves might make. (* I'm saying "supposed" here because a protagonist DOESN'T have to make the right choices, but it turns out people really hate media where female characters make selfish choices lmaoooo) I guess that's what I like seeing about Alyssa in this flashback. I've seen a lot of people say that Alyssa is weak for caving to peer pressure or something but like... was that not the middle school experience? I don't know a lot of people who were super self-assured and full of confidence in middle school - but especially someone in Alyssa's position who has never really interacted with kids her own age and is so afraid of ostracization. Like a lot of the woven storylines of ILY, something I love is that we are shaped by our experiences, right? Most people never faulted Shinae for shutting down and putting up strong defenses when we first met her in the story, because we know she'd been screwed over by life and people and as people who have been there before, we understand self-preservation tactics. She even basically admits it herself that she WANTED to open up to people. Shinae wasn't guarded because she hated people, she lied to herself because of how much she'd been hurt and she was afraid to take that chance again and try it. Shinae is afraid to be burned, Alyssa is afraid for people to ever have a chance to burn her. It's so inherently HUMAN to be afraid of being alienated, to want to BELONG, to want to feel like you fit in. She faces a daily crisis in how she is desperate to belong with people who might not accept her if they knew what she was truly like.

And idk, I cannot fault her for that completely, because it took me until my early-to-mid-20s to learn to be okay on my own and that it was better to be myself than try to fit in where I wasn't wanted. I put up with shitty friendships for a long time because I had myself convinced that it was all worth it. So a middle schooler struggling with this is SO VERY real, and it's wild to me to see people fault her for this. Alyssa has done some things worth being mad about, but seeing her written off for being a human middle schooler is WILD to me.

That's a whole other tangent LOL but it's something I haven't really gotten around to ever talking about. Like, whatever, I cannot - and I won't even try lol to - convince people to like Alyssa, but frankly, I think all of the characters of ILY are SO dimensional and fascinating, how can I not enjoy exploring parts of their story? I think sometimes people think that if I say "I enjoy a character" it means I endorse everything they do. I DO like Kousuke and Alyssa. Would I want to be their friends? Good grief, no. But I'm here as an observer of a story and I think it's fascinating to see how their experiences bring about the circumstances of this story. That moment of dramatic irony when Alyssa promises that she won't stop being Shinae's friend, but we know how it all ends, we all know that's a promise she does not keep, and we know how those events affect Shinae and much of the story that unfolds!

how it affects her relationship with Nol now

I feel like this is something that doesn't come up a lot? Or maybe I just missed any period of fandom when they might have discussed it? Like.... if Shinae hadn't been burned like this by Alyssa, she wouldn't carry the paranoia she does - not about Maya and Rika and certainly not about Minhyuk. Even to this day, we saw that Shinae worries that even the people she trusts are humoring her - because she's been there, she trusted someone who hurt her. The entire trajectory of her relationship with Nol would be completely different! A really beautiful aspect of Nol and Shiane's friendship to me is not just that he managed to make Shinae open up - it's that now that we know how Shinae lied to herself, how she was hurt in the past, how trusting people burned her so badly - but the fact that despite everything she'd been through, she WANTED him to be someone she could trust, she WANTED him to be worth letting down her guard.

Like, again!!!!! Everything that happens in this story only does so because of circumstances and events that precede it. Shinae going to Nol's school was not just because she wanted to check on and see her friend - she was desperate to prove herself wrong, desperate for Nol to prove that he was worth the chances she took, that trusting him was not another mistake she knew better than to make.

I think a flashback arc shows us more than just insight into her relationship with Alyssa, which we've established was something very important, something special that was destroyed. It's the juxtaposition of pre-accident Shinae, who was willing to open herself up, who was plucky and bullheaded and just wanted to be appreciated it. Contrast that with the Shinae we meet early in the story, who has herself convinced it's okay to be alone, when now we know she was yearning to be appreciated, maybe yearning for someone to fight for her the way she fought for Alyssa but believed that something like that wasn't possible. I think we also see the flashback because while we've seen some of the ugly moments of Shinae's life, we never really saw how we went from this point to that point, you know? How there are small pockets of things in her life that make her want to keep believing in what she knows better than to believe - in teachers who listen to her when she tells the truth, in friends who stand up for her and defend in - even as her life starts to crumble. She can't escape her past, she's literally being haunted by it, even as she tried to put it all behind her. Her father is falling more and more into alcoholism due to stress from school plus his job, and soon he's going to be saddled with medical bills and having to take care of Shinae, which is probably what derailed school completely. THESE are the experiences that made the Shinae we know - a Shinae who is TERRIFIED of being hurt but also LONGS to be proven wrong, a Shinae who wants to share an experience she thought maybe she doesn't deserve, a Shinae who quietly believed maybe the universe just wanted to punish her for existing but still tries so hard to defy it.

Idk like yes we get that sense of Shinae without the backstory, but I think it really emphasizes this so much more? And I think it's also some kind of proof, maybe, that Alyssa IS more important than people have given her credit for, not just in the past but also in the future of the story. She doesn't exist just to move plot and drive wedges between relationships or something lol she, too, a complex character with complex experiences and god isn't that the sum of so many moments of people headbutting? That we are complex and sometimes struggle to see beyond our own issues, because what we deal with blinds us? Alyssa is blinded by her desire to escape her family and experience something NORMAL and be liked. Maybe she DOES want attention! Kousuke is blinded by a sense of destiny instilled in him since he was young, blinded by paranoia that fed off of this "destiny", blinded by his inability to accept his father's human nature, blinded by his fear that the only thing that makes him matter to his father is threatened. We met Nol thinking he was a character who looked out for others but even he's been blinded by his misery and by the feelings of worthlessness that has been punched down into him.

We butt heads with people because sometimes we are so caught up in our own struggles that it's hard to understand that others struggle, too, and I think that's where some of the best conflict comes. Like yeah there's good conflict in "Shinae has been roped into attending this horrible formal" but there's something poignant and painful in "Shinae unintentionally repeated the Alyssa cycle when she let Nol in" and even BETTER we get to see how she's grown from it!

This is, as always, lmao a very rambling tangential departure from the main point lol but!!!!! I have had a lot of feelings here and I know part of peoples' irritation is they want to get back to Nol and Shinae right now, but I think seeing Shinae's past helps create even MORE appreciation for what Nol means to her - that he is someone who hurt her but she is still willing to give another chance - and moreover, that we can see that though Shinae came from a loving home, she, too, has suffered her own abuse, was battered and beaten down by people, and unlike Nol, she was able to conclude it doesn't make her bad. Idk it's so beautiful to me and I get really overwhelmed lol it makes me appreciate their friendship SO MUCH more, for what they mean to each other and what they can be, you know? Seeing Shinae's resilience, through the new girl at middle school hoping to start all over to failing at that to putting up that guarded wall to finally taking a chance, finally giving in and accepting that yes, she still has hope, there's still faith, and Nol was that spark. UGH!

ANYWAY lol I do think we are probably nearing the end of this flashback arc. I don't know how many episodes I think remain - I generously said less than 10 a week or two ago lol but I think that was very generous. The timeline (and Alyssa's behavior) feels like we are approaching the point of Alyssa pushing Shinae and YES i will be so happy to go over the whole arc with you!!! I've been wanting to make a post that I keep holding off on, because I don't know if it would be better to do it now or wait for the whole arc to end, but I think there's a good conversation to be had about how a lot of Alyssa's behavior is directly tied to her homelife - how it's implied her father is someone who, at the very least, shouts a lot - and how that ties into her deflective, people-pleasing nature. Again, Alyssa is not really a spineless, MEAN-spirited person. She, like everyone else, is just the sum of her experiences, and I don't think she's learned to deal with them in a healthy way. (And frankly speaking, what about her relationship with Nol IS healthy anyway?)

I know this is so much more than you bargained for lol but you KNOOOOWWWW I love these asks and it HAS been so long since I got to just.... ENTHUSE about this - not just try to analyze or talk about what an episode has revealed but just GUSH about it lol so I could not help myself! But yes, once this arc ends, I will be READY to dissect and discuss EVERYTHING. I feel so emotionally invested, knowing that Shinae is about to experience the worst burn of her life, while she's still so trusting and earnest and aaaahhhhhhhh it's going to HURT so much ;~; But in a maybe cathartic way. (Also, and this is something I should get to later, I think something big about this flashback is that, y'know, it's kind of implied that Shinae has repressed a lot of this. Her memories of the moment are hazy, Alyssa appeared in a series of people Shinae was shocked to realize she harbored so much anger towards. I think as much as this is for US to see exactly what happened, I think it's also kind of a wake up call for Shinae, who has repressed and ignored so much of this, and I'm really REALLY curious to see how she reacts after return to the present. Is she angry? Sad? Sad for her younger self? Is it cathartic for her? How raw is it? Aaaaaaaahhhhhhh)

[crowtechs]

🎫 here's a gush pass ^^ feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other self shippers!

THIS IS SO NICE TO FIRSTLY SEE WHEN I GET ON HERE THANK YOU ANON <3 im so excited!!

this is 100% on dave strider im so shdjfksgsg 

but anyway! (this is long to me so hjfkdg)

dave means so so SOOO much to me, hes so overly special to me and its funny to know that i thought he was overrated or like i thought like the kids in general were boring! but theyre NOT!! theyre so fascinating to me, and dave especially!!

i find his personality so ???? nice?? i love his personality so much??? like SO MUCH?? i dont follow canon anymore with homestuck almost at all but i do know enough to know that he genuinely covers himself with the cool kid facade majority of the time even though it will slip regardless and hes like im not gonna express ANYTHING and then you see him CRYING OVER PICTURES or the fact that hes so expressive hes like psh nah im not expressive at all ok liar <3

speaking of me not following canon: the fact that he had to see his friends DIE CONTINUOUSLY and he still tried to stop it even though its the inevitable ??? or the fact that he tries desperately to save them by any means?? or the fact that he does anything in his power for his friends / sister to not do something stupid?

hes so loyal. i feel a lot of people forget he is very loyal to people and he has a huge heart. again im pretty sure he would rather die than ever express that openly but like !!! i just !!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAGHSJFDGDFH hes so cute and hes such a dork! LITERALLY hes so dorky!! as much as he wants to show himself as cool calm and collective hes the biggest dork to ever exist and he makes me so sdkhgdfkghfdh

i also got very interested in the dead because of him actually!! because dead things make me think of him!! also, hilariously, i never actively wore shades but now i do because my brain goes “you two are matching” and i just ujhdgjkfh and probably because im light sensitive BUT THATS BESIDES THE POINT

im very attached to him, like so overly attached to him and im pretty sure he will never ever go away because he means the absolute world to me and i adore him more than anything ever <3 his character and just him in general is so !!! well thought out to me and AND THE FACT HE MAKES A STUPID COMIC IS SO CUTE SHDJKGFH 

i read that entire comic. it made no sense and it was so dumb i loved it

if i continue to type i will be here for 20 years just know he is my everything and he is my world, my moon, my stars, my universe, the reason i am able to even get up in the morning the reason for everything hes just so shdklgdgjdfhd aaaaaaaaaaaaa <3

[dourpeep]

ngl I forgot he likes pickles- I always just gave him coffee, but yeah I can’t handle bitter coffee either. I’m fine with some bitterness, in fact I prefer a bit of bitterness, but too much can absolutely kill my all to sensitive taste buds (╥﹏╥) pickles are....no-

He honestly seems very sweet from the heart events I’ve seen, so understandable. One of his favorites are also wine I believe- Your cellar must seem like a treasure trove for him wwwww so romantic

Okay- listen,,,, I don’t know why either but every game of sdv I’ve opened, I’ve always went with Sebastian- I only recently found out how disliked he was in the fandom OTL but I can’t help it (╥﹏╥) idkkkk maybe it’s the late night bike rides? the fact that he just took a frog in because it was hurt? how he’s just so adorable when he smiles kabxhsjsb???

I’ve seen quite a bit of it and I think I’m just gonna have to make a couple dozen almond tofu to drown Xiao in after I finish the archon quest-

I will gladly accept the patpats of encouragement, and try to capture some of that slippery motivation that always seems to escape my grasp- ᕦ(ò_ó)

Down bad in tags-

Ehe I've tried drinking coffee but my tastebuds are too sensitive to bitter--I prefer tea! Though even then I tend to take my tea with cream and sugar-

I have a sweet tooth

kdjfosiehfe please he's very endearing! His 10-heart one as well, haha, but it's sweet how he does his best despite his anxious nature. Very admirable + cute of him hehee

AND DWDW THE ONLY TIME I EVER PICKED SOMEONE ELSE WAS MY VERY FIRST GAME-- I started romancing Emily and then somehow??? Ended up with Harvey and then ever since I've only ever romanced and married him- (': something about him is just very nodnod

And Sebastian is cute!! I haven't actually done any of his stuff past reading his events and stuff on the wiki, but I support u mmhm yesyes

And y e s please give Xiao so much love and affection wait would you say that Sebastian gives of Xiao vibes? Or Xiao gives off Sebby vibes?? That's the real question-

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Remember when Brodie Grundy and Tim Broomhead were broommates