#ha you didnt think i wont make something for my baby boy did you

[beetlebug-bii]

Part 3 of feral mc but with Belphie being released from the attic. Just imagine Belphie trying to kill mc and they just bite him. Not even Barbatos could handle the child so I highly doubt Belphie could either lol.

Feral Child Mc (part three)

MC Gets Betrayed & Bombastically Side Eyed Their Way To Beating A Bitch.

A/N: I like my writing to be nothing short of silly goofy, i also wrote this at like 4am two weeks ago and was so surprised to see it in my drafts. Did i proof read it? No.

Enjoy anyways💕

Now, you have been a menace since you've arrived

Only truly unstoppable by Diavolo, Lucifer and Barbatos on a good day

Today

Was not one of those days

No

Not at all

You see

Late in the night after being very snuggly tucked in

And then duck taped to the bed

And then your pajamas stapled to the bed

And then tied to the bed

In their defense

Not a single brother has gotten a single decent night of sleep

Not since Mammon awoke one night to see your little face peeking out from the vents

You screamed at him and launched from the darkness, stealing his sun glasses before scrumbling deep into the walls

no one has ever heard Mammon scream so loudly

Needless to say they were pretty fucking done with your scrumbling

Besides, they tied Satan to the bed and look at him! A totally chill and normal member of society :D

Anyways you were built different and managed to escape

You had to check on your little friend in the attic after all, it had been a few days

Upon going in, you glared at eachother for exactly three minutes and fourteen seconds

Before he started the whole sweet act on you

"Awh hey, you can let me out now right? You can do that? Whose a good little human?"

Offense taken

You werent a dog

though you wont lie and say you havent growled back at Cerberus before...

No you know what

Who does this man think he is?

You are a child with 6 of the deadliest pacts in the world!

...

...

...

Wait a second

Who thought that was a good idea

Genuinely

You are feral

A monster

The other students at RAD cower before you

You made the Angel's cry

YOU CHOKED BARBATOS WITH A SHOE LACE

WHO IN THE 7 CIRCLES OF HELL THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA TO MAKE A PACT WITH YOU OF ALL PEOPLE

well whatever it's not like this is gonna come back and bite you

But you werent gonna release the bitch from his kennel

Not without a price

Mammon would be so so proud of you!

It took a lot of back and forth, but he promised 12 firecrackers, a new plushie, and a trip to the candy store

Hell yea candy

Open up oh magic lock

Oh he fucking kicked you across the room

Well that's not fucking candy

Lying prick

So this fucking incel loser started ranting about something or other

To be honest you didnt care

In fact you decided he didnt get a monologue

You were pissed off

You freed him

Were you the embodiment of capitalism while doing so?

Maybe

But that doesnt mean he can just hit you

Like

You have such a cute face

He's just mad that you're the baby of the family now

And that thought gave you a great idea!!

"I'm telling Lucifer"

Would have been your final words

Had you not been

Well

You.

Next thing you know he's chasing you down the stairs, grabbing you and choking you out

Which

Not gonna lie

Was a bitch move

So you kicked him square in the jaw and started screaming, just like papa lucifer taught

Stranger danger kids

Dont release strange men from the attic in exchange for candy

It's not worth it and they are lying

So obviously you pissed off what's his name

You're pretty sure its bitch boy

Anyways so you pissed off bitch boy and he started trying to stab you with a chair leg

Which was like

So rude

And the others were like bro stop

Except more panicked you're pretty sure but you werent a crybaby bitch like this loser so you know

You had to go for the knees

You slid around him, kicked him in the back of the knees

This wasnt your first rodeo

Apparently

Because you climbed on the demonic cow and grabbed the horns man

You were holding on for dear life before you just bit into his head

Like

I dont think he even knew what to do at that point

You ruined his WHOLE SPEECH

THEN FOR SOME REASON YOU GOT MAD AT HIM

gee I wonder why

THEN HIS BROTHERS SHOWED UP

THIS WASNT SUPPOSED TO BE HOW IT WENT AT ALL

PRICK

Recounting this tale now, a few months later, you'd like to think that he was just being the most frfr brother out of everyone

You two had to be torn apart like a pair of summer popsicles

You were kicking and screaming

He was kicking and screaming

Mammon was kicking and screaming, somehow his leg got caught in between you two

It was a warzone

The hallway was destroyed

Multiple bedrooms? Just gone

The brothers?

So

So tired...

None of that fake shit

Deep down you know you would've won though

You still call him bitch boy💕

[sukirichi]

Aaaaaaaa sukiiiiiii why you do this to meeeee 😭😭

Brain mush, im very exhausted so im sorry if ill rant dhdhajdjs

The whole rin diary part - sparked lots of joy 🥺🥺🥺

This part right after

This does not spark joy 😒 like really? really? After we kept admitting we still love rin even while being with omi we go ahead and say that? Especially after reading the damn diary... Really?

This update made my heart shatter for our dearly idiot rin even more.. He keeps thinking we just... Wont love him if we know who he really when (jokes on him we do know) and it just.. It really breaks me

The fact he truly looks that low on himself to the point he believes we are with him just cause hes a prince and if he never was we wouldnt even notice him... Bruh i just.. I want to hug him.. Royal life truly shattered him mentally to the point he has no self esteem uh..

This part tho caught my attention:

He keeps trying to push us away but perhaps cause he's noticeable tired, I mean its described at o e point that he has dark circles under his eyes, what i believe its because hes been sleeping on the couch or something because he refuses to sleep in the same bed as iris (since he did kinda hinted that she had the bed all to herself). And perhaps thanks to him being exhausted he just cant stop himself fron letting little truths come out, he didnt even seem to notice it while we truly did.

Im still disappointed? Bitter? Ahahahha that the baby is staying dhshshhdhoas he's our hubby man i dont want him to be having some other bitch's baby when neither he or she wanted it 🙃 like please just do something good for the story iris and go ahead and lose it 🤣🤣 at this point only the queen will be pissed and we love that royal bitch pissed 🤣🤣

Sorry i wanted to give a better review but damn my job has been killing me ahahahah thank you so much for another update tho, these even tho they kill me 🤡 in a way always cheer me up and make me having something to look forward for.

Also yes kuroooooo destroy the bitchhhhh ahahhaha

the rin diary part!! man I remember having to like sit down for a long time just so I could use the perfect words LIKE WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME ITS HARD TO BE POETIC LMFAO. not that it DID become poetic but it was the best I could pull out of my ass lmaoooo. omg okay I get that it doesn’t spark joy but hear me out!! at that point we’d already fallen for kiyoomi and yknow like… we already know that rintaro hasn’t been that good anyway, and we’re finally choosing what’s right, what’s BETTER (because dtd!yn has always been a character who will most likely end up doing what she thought was right and its really hard to change her mind lol but it’s just!! a matter of what feels right in that moment!!) and in that moment choosing kiyoomi and finally accepting that he has feelings for us felt like the right one! and the diary you know, it really is confusing cuz like – WE LITERALLY HAD JUST BEGUN OUR THING WITH KIYOOMI AND EVERYTHING IS GOING WELL then we see that our husband has always been secretly writing his feelings about us LIKE THE TIMING HONESTLY CAN’T GET ANY WORSE LOL

oh yeah… rin’s inferiority complex has just completely gotten worse because all his insecurities have gone from ten to a hundred. like he somehow always felt like he wasn’t good enough but to know that he was never a prince?! my boy needs therapy. and yes omg that part!! I know during the scene where he kicked us out our room was trying to imply that he wants to share the same bed as iris but naur!! my boy rin won’t even touch her within a ten foot pole in that moment, he just stays on the couch and can barely sleep because he sent us to belleview manor of all places. I just know he stayed up all night thinking about what we’re doing with kiyoomi and well… his imaginations are right because we’re making out with him lol. LMAOOOO I KEEP FORGETTING ABOUT THE BABY I think its bcos iris has been off-screen for such a while now that lowkey I forgot she and the queen existed (in other terms I’m just too excited to write about runaway rin and yn!! and I’m such a pea brain lol)

also no omg!! I hope you’re getting some rest and a well-deserved break though! and thank you so muchhh IM SO HAPPY YOU’RE ENJOYING DTD HEHEHEHE as always I appreciate you for showing so much love and I’m sending you more back!! <33

[gale-gentlepenguin]

Gale Reviews: ML Season 5 episode 3 Destruction

(Spoilers below)

-Marinette was watching Alya's video on the ladybug and Alya caught her in 4K. She knew Marinette is worried and is sleeping over. This is good friendship

-Gabriel still being a bitch. Forcing the Kwami to help

-So learning about the rooster. He cant just copy the powers of other Kwami. So at least he isnt THAT broken.

-The kwami are totally trolling him. I love it.

-Xuppa my lovabale monkey child. KEEP TORTURING HIM

-The Kwami family defend themselves against the abusive Gabriel. HOW ABOUT YOU LEARN GABE!

-Nice Try Gabe. But their owner IS LADYBUG. Fu being smart made sure to say the guardian was LADYBUG. Look at that. Fu was actually being smart with that.

-Oh no, Gabe is using them like GOOGLE MAPS!!!

-Sabine in Pajamas... Nice

-Damn it, Tom is adorable. I will not interfere... for now Tom.

-Something seems off. What present?

-Did Marinette think this far ahead?

-OH DAMN! This is smart! They planned in the event Hawkmoth ever got one of them. Well played.

-Alya shows up and is like "I caught you creeping in 4K Hawky!"

-"Hey thats censorship." That made me giggle

-Xuppa my sweet boy. You are now my third fave kwami

-Now we at the Ice Rank

-And wipe out.

-The ice skating guy just like "Here you go sir". Like it isnt the villain of Paris.

-Gabe thinks he is being clever. Side note, this look he has is growing on me. Except the ears...

-This guy just took a selfie with Monarch like it will get him cred

-Hawk-Penguin? HE F***ING WISHES

-HE TWEETED IT. AMAZING

-And now the wax meuseum

-ITS A TRAP! Well done.

-42 Halfwit Street. This is the donkey drawing of oblivio for season 5

-And IT WAS THE REAL CHAT NOIR

-Oh cataclysm, and tied to him. THEY GOT HIM.

-TAKE THE MIRACULOUS OFF OF HIM NOW!!!

-the kwami think they are free. But its episode 3, way too early.

-LADYBUG STOP THE MONOLOGUE! You are leaving yourself open!

-Well at least he didnt try to escape during that.

-Damn, Gabriel ate a cataclysm to escape!

-Oooo, that looks painful! Damn. He deserves it

-You know what, I will give Hawky props, I didnt think he would actually do it.

-Oh s***, Chat noir feels guilt. Baby boy no. He doesnt count as people, dont feel bad.

-Well, this is Gabe's fault.

-SO THIS WAS ALL A FLASHBACK EXPLAINATION TO ALYA?!

-So marinette came up with a plan in case this happened. So this is what she did. Thats a clever plan. (I wont explain it, watch it, its clever)

-Simp noir is canon and a key part of the plan. Brilliant.

-It is cute to see this more playful side of Marinette, explaining the plans

-The kwami deserve a reward for their acting

-I love seeing how they planned the pose.

-So Marinette out here playing 4d chess. She only never expected Gabe to cataclysm himself. So I dont blame her.

-I am with Alya that plan was brilliant

-The alyanette juice is great

-Wait a minute. THIS HAPPENED BEFORE MULTIPLICATION?!

-OF COURSE IT DID, SO WAIT, EPISODE 26 OF SEASON 4, SEASON 5 EPISODE 1, AND 3 ALL HAPPENED IN THE COURSE OF A DAY?!

-Oh that is a nasty mark you got their Gabe. But you deserve it.

-Oh no the ring making process is really messed up

-HE MELTS THEM AND THEN MAKES THEM RINGS

-Nathalie, why are you helping him?

-Gabriel really making these rediculous bling for the sake of elaborate BS

-All to hide his cataclysm, he decided to look like a sterile tampon

-And The rings give him a new suit

-I do think the transformation leading to it looks cool. But its crappy costume

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OKAY I HAVE THOUGHTS!

So I think this episode was well written, it had drama, it had comedy, and it had lasting consequences.

I like that Gabriel didnt get out of this unscathed.

I do find it fitting in the timeline a bit weird... But aside from that. I dont mind it

8.5/10

I still think Evolution is the best episode of season 5 so far. But this one is pretty good.

I think leaks or not, I will be willing to watch the episodes and judge them on their merit, not just the leaks

[borathae]

Chapter 11

You peek through the spy first. You aren’t that reckless. wattpad canon yn gotta learn from her

WHO IS IT?? no jimin pls old man?? is he evil and young like the queen in snow white

damn the familiar, letter and invitation everything just hits soo magical haha very old fashioned in a fairy tale way gregor pointing at himself is uwu pls im crying over a cute grandpa

“Ah, no don’t bow" ... “Of course Miss” .... bows again, same energy as dont apologize its ok, im sorry ..... oh sorry again

baby the old man is probably younger than him ACTUALLY NO ITS HIS DAD'S BESTIE family friends you know ahah haah ha 😃

Lace up boots with a petit heel and toe cap.OMG ITS SOO HOT MOMMY SHOES SHUTU P IM BARKING ALREADY ASAAAHAAJS

It looks handmade, all of it, DID HE DO THAT ?? “It feels wonderful on bare skin. You should try it out some time.” STOP I HAVE A LIFE Golden and the diamonds and pearls are clearly real. HOW RICH IS HE WTF

“Nope, I’m out”, you say and close the box quickly, “this is too much.” mood

OMG OUR BABIES FINALLY YAY HI KOOKLES

how did he not see/smell us???

“It’s pretty”, Jungkook whispers, fumbling with his thumbs. OMG HE SPOKE DIRECTLY TO US AND DIDNT RUN AWAY im selling my non-existent properties to him HOBI STOP TEASING THE BABY

“Two hundred bucks?” me if i win it: WE ARE RICH NOW WOOHOO

dont tell me hes gonna wear his old uniform haha “His grandfather served in the war. It’s his way of honouring him. Right Jungkookie?” right 😃😃💀💀 I bet your grandpa would be so happy to see you Jungkook” 😭😭 im dead pls

OMG TAE SEND US A WINK *FAINTS nooo we just got 2seokook for a second talk to them pls

what’s with this seductive intonation of ‘pleasure’ as if that means something to you?ofc she wont remember it ugh joon fuck you

poor yoongles being ignored tae: 😍 yoongi: -_- jimin: 😒 namjoon: 😏

FUCK OFF JAMAL boi wdym u can make it ur convo?? 👀😃🤨

ofc father louis williams suga adams junior the third wont like to dress up for the ball

It seems like everyone hated each other secretly and as if smiling was forbidden.  reminds me of tae saying friendship as a force of habit

hmm joon likes it U AINT FORGIVEN tho 😒🙄I TAKE THAT BACK

“Inspiring?” you make sure, laughing nervously, “you mean evil, don’t you?"  SIR??

very evil vibes, no more daddy vibes marty im scared pick me up

“what’s Gregor doing at her place?” ..Taehyung seems…frightened TAE IS SCARED THATS IT BYE IM LEAVING TO UM IDK MARS

Taehyung seems to visibly relax, even going so far as to exhale in relief.  phew we got 2seokkook to save the day

“Will you children be quiet for once?” Yoongi growls thanks HE IS THE MAN ONCE AGAIN, solved jinmin's petty fight (major??)

“Why is everyone staring? Continue you with your pointless existence, will you?” KING SHIT YALL

He disappears behind a pillar and then you can’t see him anymore. boi wut where did u go???

TAE IS SCARED AGAIN???? WHY IS JOON ANGRY they are almost hypnotising you, “yeah, okay better this way.” ok again this hypnotizing shit aah

wow we are going to make out here?? ok i will take that haha im not confused anymore haha, jokes aside is he hypnotizing us? cuz she is taking more time to think and just easily disregarding everything else

who's close?? jimin and joon?? wow shit seems so intense wtf its just gifts?? unless tae is broke and he took a loan for it

holy shit tae could be a whole ass kilgrave with the mind control. How long does it take for the power to wear off? was jin also controlled like that?

fuck jin's doing the same thing except he is trying to calm her down

fuck im so confused scared and slightly pissed

WHO IS IT?? no jimin pls old man?? is he evil and young like the queen in snow white

lmoaoaooa imAGINE FAHSDF

damn the familiar, letter and invitation everything just hits soo magical haha very old fashioned in a fairy tale way gregor pointing at himself is uwu pls im crying over a cute grandpa

like it's so romantic JFADJFJ my bitchass would fall so hard for it JFJDASFJ

Lace up boots with a petit heel and toe cap.OMG ITS SOO HOT MOMMY SHOES SHUTU P IM BARKING ALREADY ASAAAHAAJS

HAHHHA Not you going into horny mode JFJDS

It looks handmade, all of it, DID HE DO THAT ?? “It feels wonderful on bare skin. You should try it out some time.” STOP I HAVE A LIFE Golden and the diamonds and pearls are clearly real. HOW RICH IS HE WTF

NO BUT IT COULD ACTUALLY BE THAT HE MADE IT HE IS ALSO WAY TOO RICH *sucks his dick*

how did he not see/smell us???

boy was probably well fed and not feral for onCE jfjasdjf

“It’s pretty”, Jungkook whispers, fumbling with his thumbs. OMG HE SPOKE DIRECTLY TO US AND DIDNT RUN AWAY im selling my non-existent properties to him HOBI STOP TEASING THE BABY

he is such a shy bean in SA I sob :(

“Two hundred bucks?” me if i win it: WE ARE RICH NOW WOOHOO

NO BUT ME FR bro no joke I spend 2.200 € yesterday on new photography equipment and I would literally kill to randomly get 200 bucks :')

what’s with this seductive intonation of ‘pleasure’ as if that means something to you?ofc she wont remember it ugh joon fuck you

like ugghhh rancid nasty

poor yoongles being ignored tae: 😍 yoongi: -_- jimin: 😒 namjoon: 😏

lmaooa for real fajdsf

FUCK OFF JAMAL boi wdym u can make it ur convo?? 👀😃🤨

BRO IS SO CONFIDENT LIKE BESTIE.

It seems like everyone hated each other secretly and as if smiling was forbidden.  reminds me of tae saying friendship as a force of habit

mhmhmmmmmmmm

“Why is everyone staring? Continue you with your pointless existence, will you?” KING SHIT YALL

HE IS SO ANGRY IN SA I WANT HIM

wow we are going to make out here?? ok i will take that haha im not confused anymore haha, jokes aside is he hypnotizing us? cuz she is taking more time to think and just easily disregarding everything else

like the hypnotising has to STOP

who's close?? jimin and joon?? wow shit seems so intense wtf its just gifts?? unless tae is broke and he took a loan for it

lmaoo imagine 😭😭

holy shit tae could be a whole ass kilgrave with the mind control. How long does it take for the power to wear off? was jin also controlled like that?

LIKE LISTEN HE IS ACTUALLY SO SCARY *sucks his dick*

[winderlylandchime]

3x03 1/3 He is ready with a soda, coffee and a pack of cigarettes. The essentials to watch qaf: ‘okay let’s do this! How will they piss me off now?..look at my Bri Bri hanging out with his son! BRIAN? VOLUNTEERING? Yeah, right. He made files for them? I need an episode where they just show him working and coming up with shit because I wanna see my baby shine!!! HE IS MAKING THEM PAY THEM? HAHAHA GOOD FOR HIM! *he is now screaming on top of his lungs* 100% OF NOTHING OR 80% OF MORE THAN YOULL EVER FUCKING DREAM OF. BRIAN FUCKING KINNEY!!! although he would deliver that line bette- oh I don’t like that car.’ Tv is now paused because he has a lot of feelings about the car. ‘Jeep was better. Jeep is better! But if he wanted a classic or something cool, why not a mustang or something? And i know what youre gonna say! (I want everyone to know, i wasnt gonna say shit since idk shit about cars) People think ‘vette is better but i, a proud owner of a mustang 66 *holds his palm up* DIS *snaps his hand down* AGREE. This *waves to paused corvette* is shaped like a peanut! Nobody wants to drive in a peanut. Nobody likes that car unless they are 70. Why would he buy this? I get that he’s spending money cause he misses Justin but this? Not cute. And not to be hetero car dude but i just want to know what does he like about a peanut shaped car?’ There was A LOT more about the car..A LOT more. It involved youtube videos. ‘EVEN MIKE KNOWS ITS BOYFRIEND REPLACEMENT! FINALLY I AGREE WITH MI-oh god, see what this peanut did to me? It made me agree with Mike. YOU DID HAVE A BOYFRIEND! Oh look! Bri Bri isn’t suicidal about being 30 anymore. (Brian says he plans on being dead by 39) well never-fucking-mind. You are most definitely *starts singing* STAYIN ALIVE, STAYIN ALIVE AH AH AH AH STAYIN ALIVEEEEEEE BECAUSE I, I, I WONT LET YOU DIEEEEEE. Ohhhhh road trip to New York? COUNT ME IN! I love New York! Is he gonna go to new york and then blondie goes after him to kinda make a cool parallel to the time blondie ran off to new york? OH MY GOD I WAS SO WRAPPED UP IN THE PEANUT I DIDNT NOTICE THEYRE PLAYING MY FAVORITE SONG!! Stupid fucking peanut’ ‘i love seeing Debbie smile and happy but a cop? Really?’ ‘ITS BRIAN! Why does he look nervous? Did he just stumble? HES GOING TO JUSTIN?!?! OH MY GOD OKAY OKAY (his name) BE CHILL! We can do this, chill *pauses the tv and actually physically shakes his whole body* HE HAS A PROPOSITION?! Of course he went to Blondie for it, is he trying to win him back-no! We aren’t doing that Bri! He fucked up. But seriously is he trying to win him back? DIDNT HE TEACH YOU ANYTHING? Never do what youre good at for free! *waves to Brian* he is so hot.’ ‘What procedure did Melanie do? I dont wanna be dumb and wrong but how could she have something wrong with her uterus and then a laser can fix it all? That sounds wrong, did a man write this? Probably. Who will be the fath-BRIAN?! He didn’t even cause you that much problems. WHO KNOWS IF HES EVEN NEGATIVE?! FUCK YOU BITCH! FUCK YOU ALL THE WAY DOWN TO HELL! He better not give her his sperm!’ Ethan just popped up on tv ‘OH FUCKING HELL i forgot he existed since i havent seen him in a while. HOW DARE YOU CALL HIM JUS! Nobody. Nobody on this Gods green earth is a bigger snob than you goat boy. No, someone HE knows, YOU don’t even know how to properly shave, call me back when you can actually grow a beard. He isn’t trying to win him back because HE didnt do anything wrong! You are SO fucking jealous. Jealous of his money, jealous of his life and jealous of his looks….rightfully so. But it doesn’t look good on you swetheart, just like that goatee. PROVE IT? I am begging every god that has ever been talked about to PLEASE MAKE THIS STOP’ *immediately pauses tv* ‘every time someone does or says something nice to BriBri, he asks what they want, HAS NO ONE BEEN NICE TO HIM EVER?! Except blondie until he fucked it up. And me! I’m nice to him too! I don’t want Brian to have more kids, i know theyre cute but what if you end up with a boring kid? What if you end up having a Ben?’

CARNIVAL! Such a good episode.

Brian making them pay him is so iconic. This guy.

YES I know nothing about cars so I'm glad your brother can weigh in that the Jeep is far better than the 'vette. Sorry not sorry, the corvette does look like a peanut and it screams mid-life crisis. And just to point out 30 IS NOT MID LIFE. (Sorry read a fic [in a different fandom] where the two characters were 34 and described as middle aged and I had to throw my phone across the room).

Your brother describing Brian as so hot gives me life. Thank you. And yes to all the screaming that he goes to Justin for the poster. You just know that was in his mind the entire time he was negotiating.

‘What procedure did Melanie do? I dont wanna be dumb and wrong but how could she have something wrong with her uterus and then a laser can fix it all? That sounds wrong, did a man write this? Probably. YES men definitely wrote this. Otherwise the female representation would have been... y'know... representative.

Melanie trying to decide who the father should be and then 100% goes with the most wrong choice ever. Let Emmett father a child!

Jealous of his money, jealous of his life and jealous of his looks….rightfully so. But it doesn’t look good on you swetheart, just like that goatee. <- this is legendary and I will never ever be able to watch Ethan and not think this.

very time someone does or says something nice to BriBri, he asks what they want, HAS NO ONE BEEN NICE TO HIM EVER?! Except blondie until he fucked it up. And me! I’m nice to him too! HAPPY SIGH. He gets it, he really really gets it. The people I have coming to me about the house on fire analogy he made. I'm telling you, you've got to introduce your brother to fanfiction...

What if you end up having a Ben. I DIE. (also, true)

[glame]

Privilege pt.1

A/N : i just wanted to write something about toxic!rafe. im such a whore for angst. and for Rafe angst? you name it. it is long. so im gonna publish it as parts. i hope you like it. its a bit long i know but its not done yet.

TW : ANGST. cursing, drugs.

''Mrs. Country Club! its a pleasure to having you here.'' Barry shouted as he saw you.

you were looking for Rafe for the last hour. he was supposed to be with you. at the Country Club. for your 'after dinner coctail'. and guesss what everyone, he didnt show up. so here you are at the Cut in your denim skirt and a white corse top with white Converse's and hundreds of golden accesories on you.

''is he here?'' you asked with an angry face and a tone. you were angry. he started doing this shit since beginning of this summer.

''he blacked out. what the hell are you doing to this boy?'' he laughed.

''when did he get here?''

''i dont know. like… it was 4 or 5 i think.'' Barry sipped from his beer.

''you cant be serious. its 9!''

''it is?'' it surprised him.

''where the hell is he, Barry?''

''there.'' he pointed. ''he was talking abot something fancy. you Kooks like fancy shits.''

you ignored him and headed to Rafe. he was laying on the couch. white powder around his nose. sweat. he really blacked out. you didnt say anything. as the time Barry sat down on the other couch.

''how much do you want to stop selling this shit to him?'' you suddenly asked.

he started laughing. ''what are you talking about princess?''

''you heard me. i wont repeat myself.''

''nah, girl. i wont do that.'' he was lighting a joint.

''im offering you money. what is it you wont do? you will do

everything for money.'' you looked at him.

''you give me money once then we are done. but Country Club? he gives me money every day, princess.'' he laughed. ''and you think he will be okay with this? he will come to me with more money just for this shit.''

it made you angry. clearly. ''good night Barry.'' you left his house. you left Rafe. tears all over your face.

when you got home your dad stopped you. ''you're early, moya lyubov.'' he was drinking whiskey.

''yeah. its just… i… i-i dont wanna talk about it.'' you knew, youre gonna cry if you talk. and for you Russian dad nothing can make you cry. he would kill Rafe. if only he knew.

''okay. want some popcorn and wine?'' thats your bad mood recipe. popcorn and wine.

''please.'' you crawled to the couch while he was in the kitchen.

''what are your plans for tomorrow darling?'' you could hear the corns popping.

''no plans. what about you?'' choosing what to watch.

''no plans either. what about Tennis or Golf?'' he was trying to hype you. but if you gonna go Golf that means you gonna see Rafe. and you dont wanna see him.

''Tennis sounds nice. we can make it work.'' you choose one of the stupid reality shows. and he sat down next to you.

''i love you so much. i would do anything for you. i just want you to be happy.'' he kissed your cheeks. ''youre my everything. you mean the world to me.'' he hugged you. ''my baby.''

since your mother left you you grew up with nanas and your two doberman dogs. but your dad was so good for you to feel the emptyness of not having a mother. Figure 8 was so good for you. a summer place. wealthy families, big grass fields, houses with big gardens, sea, children. since youve known yourself youre living in this heaven. and since youve known yourself your dad always telling 'i dont have anything but you. youre my world. my everything. youre the only person i love. youre my baby. i would do anything for my baby.' you havent understood. you know youre wealthy, you have bodyguards, you have nanas, cars but your dad was saying i dont have anything. as you grow up you understand what he has been saying.

you felt the phone vibrating in your pocket. you took a look what was it. it was Rafe. 'im sorry baby. i know i fucked up. ill make that up. ok? i love you so fucking much. plz answer me when you see this. i promise ill make that up' you ignored his texts. always same words. same texts. same things. nothing changes.

….

''okay baby. give me your hand.'' he was holding your hand. and leading you.

''Rafe, where are we going?'' you didnt know where you were going. but it must have been something with his 'make up'. he took you from home. after your dad and your Tennis day.

''we are here.'' he opened your eyes.

a scene. two big pillows and a bottle of wine. with cotton candies. you like this activity. he knows. every week you go to open air cinema. but this week you have some big problems like him not showing up. so you looked at him.

''its Ocean's.'' he showed you the pizza box. ''and we have four-cheese too.'' he was giving you puppy eyes.

you smiled. ''dont make me cry ever again.'' his smile dropped. ''never baby, never.'' he kissed you.

you spent all night watching Ocean's. yeah. 11, 12, 13, 8. four of them.

''i love you. i love you so fucking much. you cant even imagine. but i fuck up. youre the only one who knows me. i cant manage things sometimes. i dont want to make you sad. i would never want that. and i would never mean to do that. im trying. im trying for something. i dont know if i can do it or cant. but i really am trying.'' he burried his head to your neck.

''i know baby. but somethings makes me sad. i know youre trying. and i believe you can do it. keep trying okay? you can do anything.'' your hands in his hair. ''but dont let me down. okay? i dont want that?''

''no. no, never. trust me?'' he raised his head and looked at you.

''in Rafe i trust.'' you smiled and he started to laugh his breathes were hitting to your neck.

when the movie marathon over he started to talk. something when you two stay together and he was about to sleep. ''Sarah's driving me crazy. i cant stand her. she is so dramatic. im living with the bitch.''

''dont call your sister bitch. she is not a bitch.''

''thats why im saying 'im living with her.' she is always the favorite one. and me? im the troublemaker. everythings because of me. but its not. and Wheez. i dont understand she is 13. how can you be 13? she cant drink or i dont know. it must be hard for her.'' he breathed. ''Rose is something different. she is okay but i dont know. she cares about us actually. espically dad. dad is complicated. i dont know what he wants or what he works about. he hides it from me. but from Sarah? he even called her for help. im sick of this. Top and Kelce are okay but theyre not you. i love you. its just you. you listen to me, talk to me, you love me too. you make me feel this shit. youre the only real thing. i love you baby.''

thats how you two. thats your relationship. when you were kids he always held your hand. and at the age of 7 he kissed you. but it never happened again. until you were 16. you were always close. like super close. he never allowed to any boy to hurt you, any girl to fight with you. nothing can brake your heart. he was always there for you. but not a love thing until the age of 16. he kissed you again at the park. where he kissed you first. he broke up with his one-week-girlfriend. because of you. and you kissed him back. at the age of 17 you made it official official. going parties together, pda, gifts, dinners, night walks. youre the it couple of OBX. and how toxic you are you love each other.

''i love you too Rafe.''

[stardustalec]

happy birthday alec! 🎉🏹

[lizandbo]

hi:)

could i request a scenario with mha boys where the reader is midsize and she is a foodie. she like cooking in the dorm kitchen, but her bf notices her not cooking as much and feeling self-conscious. srry if it sounds stupid :) <3

OML NO IT DOEST SOUND STUPID I LOVE THIS SO MUCH AHHHH

thankyou for requesting<333 i literally squealed when someone actually requested something :,) sorry if its long tho lol

Masterlist

if you wanna request other things go ahead!

katsuki

Since you like to cook and katsu is good at cooking, yall can have lil dinner dates yk?

anyways yeah katsuki doesnt care if you eat like 6-8 times a day n make a lot of food

whatever makes you happy and comfy is what he wants for you

Usually you make food for the two of you in the afternoons, a mini date(?)

he spots you in the dorm kitchen and makes his way over to you; snaking his arms around your plush waist, putting his head on your neck

Katsu observes the food that your stirring rn and goes:

“Are you making a plate for yourself y/n?”

“Yeah..?”

“Why’s it such a small damn batch then?”

“Im just… I guess im not that hungry today”

“Damn nitwit you think I dont notice? yesterday you only ate itty bitty snack. now today your portion of the food is rat sized shit”

he left the silence for you to answer, which you didnt really wanna answer since katsuki would quite literally explode if you told him the truth

“Theres nothing to worry about i just kinda got off tack the last two days ig”

“…fine”

the next couple days hasnt been any better

he saw you scrolling through tumblr, but around this time you were eating or at least both at the same time

“y/n stop fucking with me”

you: 😀❓

“tf do you mean”

“Im not blind y/n you stopped eating, this isnt like you”

he was practically towering over you while you were sitting on the bed

Kat stared in the middle of your gorgeous soul

“speak damnit..”

“… do you like me this way?”

“What?”

“Like.. big? and i know eating all the time wont help either”

“This is the most dumbassery I've ever encountered in my whole life, it doesnt matter to me if you are bigger than most people. the only damn thing that matters is the person who you are in the inside… im not tryna be sappy damnit”

katsu crossed his arms “now, were going to eat your f/f whether you like it or not” he grabbed your hand and dragged you to the kitchen to have a lil dinner/ cooking date

throughout the dinner/cooking date he said lil reassuring words to you to help out your insecurity

kirishima

^ this is basically how he acts after sparring

Kiri hugs you from the back placing gentle kisses on your neck, going up down n across the nape

the gesture tickles you a bit, scrunching your shoulders up a bit

he squeezes you, loving the way that your whole body feels like a pillow

“How about we go out and eat today?”

“But its really expensive, i can just make something quick for you”

Kiri squishes you even more and basically hops on the couch with you still in his arms “but we can get all the food that we want tho!”

All you wanted to do is just run away, laser all the fat off and just be done with it and feel like a ‘normal’ person, without feeling like your being judged all the time

“Yeahh but we can also eat something… more healthy”

“but you always love to eat with me! whats wrong?”

“Idk i just dont feel like it today”

“Its ok, somedays are just like that”

he kisses you quickly and yall stay and cuddle there for a bit

eventually you guys pick up some snacks together

even just picking out something or mentioning food just makes you go uneasy and eiji notices

for the whole week you havent been doing your normal cooking, just simple quick snacks after school and avoiding eating out

kiri realizes he has to do something bout this

“hey baby?”

you were sitting at the table, scribblin things down

“did you eat today?”

“Yeah i ate some cereal and thats about it”

😐 “baby no you gotta eat more, why dont you cook for us!”

you continued scribbling

“But i dont need to eat more do you even know what i look like??”

“Yes i do and its a wonderful sight”

“Eijiro no”

“Eijiro yes!”

“wtf is wrong with you kiri”

“I look like a bloated walrus or a whale about to explode”

“No you do not look”

he squat down to your tummy, lifted the fabric that was covering it kissed it a bunch of times n nuzzling and everything

your cheeks got heated really fast by the action

he looked up to you “see? you got nothing to be ashamed of, its a really nice pillow” he went to your chest and nuzzled that too “and heres your really sweet personality”

he hugs you really tightly and kisses at the crown of your head and his hands goes to your cheeks and squishing them too

“your so cute, you know that?”

“Shush”

yall ended up cooking together, mostly you tho

“Your like a wizard in the kitchen!”

“And your the goblin that never learned how to cook”

“Damn y/n ig someones grouchy”

after yall are done making the food he spoonfed you, making sure that you felt loved and understood

[shigarak1slut]

Hello! I saw your requests were open, and wanted to request something for Bakugou? I was thinking, there's hcs about why he doesn't want to hold your hand, in case he accidently sets off his quirk. But could you write something for if he did set o his quirk by accident, and he injured you holding his hand? Not enough to do serious damage, but it still really hurts? If you can't don't worry! Thank you for reading this! Love your writing btw, it either makes me super happy or I cry for days💀

Hii

I've never read this hc it's so sad

So I had to do it

Hope you like it

Dating bakugo was great . No dating bakugo was fantastic. This boy seemed like he knew how to do everything right all the time .

But even though you guys were dating for seven months now and you had all ready explored each other body multiple times he still insisted on not holding your hands.

"Come on Katsuki just hold my hand just for five minutes." You plead almost everyday but the answer was just a plain "No" from him or a "I dont like physical contact" .

The second one did seem like an excuse since he would all ways find a way to touch you. Shoulders touching ,you sitting on his lap , putting his head on your lap after hard days etc

And even though you guys were doing great it always bothered you how he denied holding your hand no matter the occasion . It made you feel unwanted.

One night just before you guys fell asleep overthinking got the best of you.

"Katsuki , do you like me ?"

You asked braiding your fingers together and looking at the ceiling.

"No I spend ten hours a day with you and sleep at your place because I have nothing else to do." He said sarcastically .

"I'm serious. Do you like me ?" You said again

He turned around to look at you but your eyes were still stuck on the ceiling. " Of course I like you dumbass why the fuck are you even asking that?" He said angrily

Why were you questioning his feelings for you ?

"Its- it's just that- Its just that you never hold my hand Katsuki." You said trying to gather all your courage.

"This shit again? I just dont want to,what does this have to do with me no liking you ?"

You sat on the bed and looked at him still lying there .

"Every other couple does, look at denki and Sinsou their hands are basically glued together. You never do it ." The last sentence came out more like a thought to yourself .

"For fucks sake , I dont want to hurt you, okay ? I would love to hold your hand but I still cant control my fucking explosions. What happens when I hold your hand ,get mad and explode ? " He said looking in your eyes .

You sat there speechless " Babe, that's why you dont hold my hand ? This is stupid, I know you wont hurt me."you said looking back at him

"How do you know that?"

"Because I trust you." You said, " I trust you enough to know that you would never hurt me baby." You extended your hand." Hold it."

Bakugo looked at you in disbelief

"Just do it."

He extended his hand to hold yours. You braided your fingers together.

"See ? Nothing happened and nothing will ever happen . Okay?"

"Okay"

This was the scene that played again and again on Katsukis Bagukou mind like a broken film while he was waiting outside of your room in the ER.

And to think how great this day started.You and him had decided prior this week to go shopping in the nearest mall from your house and you were having the time of your lives too. That was until Bakugo heard some not so nice comments from a group of boys next to you.

Look at her she could practically be a pornstar with this body

Im sure shell be good at it too

"The fuck did you just say ?"

How could you be so stupid to trust him ?How could he be so stupid to trust himself ?

He was shaking to the thought that he might have hurt you beyond repair.

He could not believe he did it.

The door opened and a doctor came out .Bakugo jumped off his seat. "How is she ? How is her hand ? Will she be okay ?"

"Hello Mr.Katsuki , I can assure you that your wife is in good condition. Her left hand has a second degree burn that will need some time to heal we provided her with some painkillers and she is resting well at the mom-

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST ASK ME?"

Your voice was heard through the entire hospital.

Katsuki run to your room where he saw a terrified nurse and you fuming from your anger.

"Y/N, is everything ok ?Did something happen ?" Katsuki stepped a little closer to you.

"This man right here has never hurt me in his entire life until today . He would never do it intentionally do you hear me ? So you can stop asking if the love of my life is abusing and maybe get the papers ready cause I want to leave, NOW."

The poor nurse run out of the room

"Can you believe her?"

Bakugo didnt answer he just fell into your arms holding you in a tight hug.

"I'm so sorry love. I cant believe I hurt you , I'll make it up for you okay ? If you want to break up I get it."

You were left speechless with the sudden change of behavior. He was never that touchy in public and he never expressed his feelings,through words at least.

"Katsuki Bakugo get it together. This was an accident okay ? You are not some type of dangerous monster you are my fiance and I would never leave you . Hit me with a thousand explosions and I'll still be here you hear me ? " You looked him in the eyes. "There is nothing you can do that can hurt me enough to stop loving you . Okay?"

"Okay"

"Perfect. Let's leave now before this shitheads try to keep me here forever. Wanna grab a burger on the way home ?"

"Whatever you want shitty woman."

"That's the spirit"

[spookysquish13]

First time knife play with JJ Maybank

First time knife play with JJ Maybank

*Author note: I got locked out of my old account (spookysquishsworld) and am reposting all of my old writings

This morning there was a tiktok video going around where Rudy was playing with a knife. It brought something out of me, and i know everyone wants more JJ smut. So here yall go. I hope you like it.

ALSO if anyone has tips on how to format more easily, i write on a different app and then paste it into the text box… ??

TRIGGER WARNING HARD CORE. KNIFE PLAY. THIS COULD BE TRIGGERING TO SOME. DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY BLADES OR KNIVES. WARNING: Knife, blood, blindfold, choking, fingering,

JJ was sitting in the little cabin of the steering wheel of the boat, groaning that he was bored, leaning his head back against the wall. He takes out one of the fishing blades packed on the boat. He takes the blade out of its canvas sleeve, in a place that you could have sworn was slow motion. You are watching him through the back window of the cabin. Watching him take out the knife, you feel your eyes grow in size. Gulping quietly so you could continue enjoing the show started feeling your core grow hotter. JJ starts tossing the blade up into the air trying to catch it. The danger of him potentially getting hurt grew an excitement deep inside of you. You didnt know what this was. Why the sight of the blade excited you to your core. What would it feel like? Would it be cold? What would it feel like to give JJ all of that control. You knew he would never do a thing to hurt someone else unless provoked. You swallow hard trying to keep your hand out of your shorts. The others close by. Now JJ is starting to twirl the blade between his fingers. His face twisting with concentration, making his dimples come out. You could see one of his brows furrow. With the rings on his fingers, and the knife moving swiftly could have made you cum from the sight. JJ felt someone watching. He looked over his shoulder, still twisting the blade. You both made eye contact. JJ giving you a sexy smirk, his eyes growing a deep blue. You moved away quickly from the window and plastered your back to the wall aside the window. Trying to catch your breath from the sight of the sun kissed blonde with a shiny knife. —————– All of you have now returned from the boating adventure and you excused yourself into the bathroom of John Bs house. You splash cold water onto your face trying to collect yourself. You all were still hanging out but your heat never faded. As you unlock the door, you find JJ standing in the doorway across from the bathroom, his arms crossed. You started getting worked up again just from the sight of his muscles. “Hey, y/n, can I talk with you?” JJ asks. Motioning to his bedroom. “Where are the others? ” you ask JJ, your heart beat raises, feeling like you just ran. “I shooed them off” JJ says giving you a wink as he looks back behind him to make sure you are still following. As soon as both of you enter into his bedroom he closes the gap between you and backs you into the door, closing it behind you with a force that made you stop breathing. This is it, this could be the moment you were waiting for. JJ kisses you with such a force you could not keep the moan down that was escaping your mouth. His hands were on your hips, pulling you closer. Your head was spinning from his touch, you waited all day for this. JJ kisses from your mouth down your jaw, hitting all the right spots. Against your neck he says “Y/N, we need to talk about something.” You take a deep breath trying to focus on what he was saying. You try to untangle both of you, so you weren’t distracted. “Ok” you say sighing that he broke up something you were waiting for. “ I saw you watching me playing with the knife….” He trails off, you nodding you head, hoping that he could put two and two together. He was a smart boy. “…. I think I want to try something with you.” You heart jumps and your eyes fill with the same lust that he looked at you with multiple times before. “Im not sure how or why but watching you play with that knife did something in me that I didn’t know could happen….” You confess, letting all guard down, looking at your hands because you didn’t want to look him in the eye, you would have just died from embarrassment. JJ comes swiftly to your side and gently puts his hands on both sides of your face, bringing you to look at him.“Baby, there is nothing to be ashamed of, I know these thoughts can be scary and intimidating, but as long as we are honest with each other and talk about things before And after, we can do this. Honestly, it what I was thinking about while playing with it.” He kisses your nose, resting his forehead against yours. “I

was curious how you would take it, we already have been dabbling into some kinky things in the bedroom…” he continues talking as he wraps his hands around your waist. Closing your eyes with the feeling of him wrapping you into him, you laid your head against his chest. You were trying to memorize his smell around you. How his arms felt wrapped around you. “You know my rule, you can tell me anything and I wont judge. As long as you are honest and remember the safe word, we are golden. You remember the word right, babygirl?” How could you have forgotten, you sat in bed with him late at night, laughing and forgetting the world around you. You were trying to come up with a word that would completely pull both of you out of anything you were doing. Toilet. Toilet was the word you settled on. You talked about golden showers and both of you agreed that, that wasn’t something you’d be into. JJ spoke up, pulling you out of your memory. “Do you want to try? The gang wont be back for hours. The house is ours. We can be as loud as we want….” He kisses you hard and chokes you a little, the coldness of his rings makes you gasp against his mouth. “we all know you have trouble being quiet, princess” JJ says against your mouth smugly, knowing full well the power he has over you, to make you into a crumbling screaming soaking mess. He picks you up and tosses you onto the bed. He makes contact with your mouth and you moaned at the touch, kissing you so you wouldn’t notice, he blind folds you with the bandana from his back pocket. Kissing down your neck, sucking hickies into your collarbone, he slowly pulls out the knife from his pocket, the one you saw earlier, he lifted from the boat. The first contact was your shoulder, you gasped shockingly from how cold the metal was. Colder than you imagined, ice like.JJ drags the knife softly against your delicate skin, never picking up the blade off of you. He cuts one of your straps from your shirt, which makes you scream quietly from excitement. He continues to drag the blade up against your neck, against the sweet spot near your ear, and down your cheek. Your heart is racing and you are practically panting, drool tipping out of the corner of your mouth. JJ sees you drooling under him, a soaking and panting mess. He becomes hard and grinds his hips into you so you could feel what you do to him. “Open your mouth stick your tongue out.” JJ orders with a deep sexiness to his voice. This tone of his is one you love, one where he is taken over by lust and cant get enough of you. You close your mouth tight, being the brat you are, knowing there would be a fun punishment for this act of disobedience. JJ stopped grinding into you and lifted himself up off of you. He turned your hip to the side, your back still on the bed but your left hip in the air. He dragged his hand across your underwear, making brief contact with where you wanted him the most. All of the sudden you feel a smack and a sting. He spanked you, leaving a red hand print on your bare ass. The noise that escaped your mouth earned a growl from him. Your chest raising and falling rapidly from all of your excitement. “Open your mouth. Stick your tongue out. I will not repeat myself.” JJ says as you feel his hand around your throat. You stick your tongue out, letting all juices free flow. You feel the cold metal pressed flat against your tongue. You couldn’t stop drooling. You only ever could drool that much while you were sucking him off. When you feel the cold leave your mouth you start begging. “JJ please, I need you. Now, please.”“Tell me what you want, brat” He spat back at you, tightening his grip around your neck. Your head falls back and you beg him “Please touch my pussy, I want your fingers, your tongue, the knife, your dick. Please anything. I just need something. Please” The need you had for him almost brought you to tears. JJ drags the knife down your bare stomach, your shirt was long gone. You arch your back and JJ could see all the goosebumps forming. He starts biting your hips, sometimes too hard and there was blood popping out

of some of the teeth marks. He dragged the knife down to your panties and with one quick motion he cut off both sides around your hips. Tugging on the cloth he ripped them from the front so there was friction against your clit. You gasped so loud and was so shocked you gripped the sheets around you. Knowing if you reached for him there could be bad consequences. Biting and sucking at your hips again, he pushes your legs aside and finally gives you what you begged for With out any warning he pushes two fingers into you. Still feeling the blade, over a hip and down one leg tracing your ankle and then coming back up. “Baby, you are a dripping mess. I never knew you could get so wet and wanting. All for me.” JJ practically growled against you “Yes baby you are doing so well. I love seeing you like this.” You bucked your hips against his fingers, still inside of you. This Was all you needed to just about cum. He immediately removed his fingers and you whined so loudly you startled yourself. Edging you once before letting you get any closer. “OPEN"He demanded once again and you obliged you needing him more then a punishment He stuck his fingers in your mouth "Taste yourself, baby girl taste how wet you are for me.” You start sucking on the fingers in your mouth, tongue dancing around them like you were sucking them off. This earned a deep growl from JJ in your ear. A “please” escaped your mouth without even thinking. He starts to drag his fingers, softly barely touching your skin, down to your wet hot core he pushes you back over so you are laying flat on your back, legs wide open his for the taking. He flicks your clit just to tease a little bit more before giving you what you want. You were now open mouth panting and whining, some noises you didn’t even recognize. He put two fingers into you going at a pace you didn’t think was humanly possible, again things were slow motion you didn’t think he could go any slower. “Stay very still, do not move a muscle or I will stop he orders” JJ places the cold blade onto your clit and you move your hands deeper into the blankets bracing yourself so you didn’t move. He curled his fingers to hit your g spot and you almost cried. You needed him more than you ever needed him before. “p…..please JJ… please make me cum….. please baby….. I’ll do anything just make me cum……” you plead knowing you couldn’t stay still for much longer he removes the blade and you start to protest “Please…” as quickly as he removes the blade he replaces it with his mouth sucking and twirling his tongue so skillfully he starts pumping his fingers rough and hard, a pinky grazing your other hole his hand is now dripping from your juices “baby cum for me you are doing so well, you are almost there….” pounding your g spot over and over with his hand you feel the rings slipping close and close to your entrance, his fingers deep inside of you. your back raises from the bed as you feel the knife flat against your belly just enough to feel the coldness you release and scream like you were on a rollercoaster you were on one of your own high JJ had to use his arm to keep your legs open, holding you down still pounding you with his fingers making sure he gets everything out of you as you let go of the sheets coming down from your high he moves to place the knife on the bed and to slip the bandana off of your face kissing you everywhere on your face and finally your lips you lay there limp tears escaping your eyes you breathing so heavy you weren’t sure if you’d ever catch your breath He lays down next to you in awe and kisses you gently against the mouth you laugh against his lips unbelieving that you just came that hard “wow” escapes your lips as you run your hands through his hair his hand laying lazily on your hip “I didn’t know you could scream that loud Y/N” still laying there euphoric blinking to try to make sure this was reality, nodding slowly “you really liked that didn’t you y/n”“yes I had no idea…. i .. it… wow…. more ….” JJ giggled that he had you speechless “ I will be right back baby okay? Just stay here, Im so

proud of you” he put away the knife and brought you some water and covered you up with your favorite blanket you could make sense of words now…. “Wow JJ fuck, that was awesome. I had no idea” He came up behind you cuddling into you under the blanket kissing the side of your face “Im glad you liked it I can say its one of my favorite things now.” “Me too, i thought it would be different” “how so” JJ looks down at you making sure you were okay “that it would be more dangerous i guess” he feels you shrug against his arms around you “as long as you don’t jerk and move too much i have all of the control. I wont ever hurt you baby, I’m so proud of you. you did so well” “ JJ I’m glad we can trust each-other this much. I wouldn’t be able to do any of this if it wasn’t with you.” He kissed you softly against the mouth and your hunger reappeared How could it not with a sun kissed blonde god next to you “Your turn for me to make you cum JJ” You say climbing on top of him feeling his dick hard against your bare clit. Shuddering at the feeling since you were still sensitive, smiling. you both melted into the blanket, not coming up for air until the sun rose again

[bloodycassian]

COLD NIGHTS - Cassian x Azriel x Reader - Prompt: 

hi i love your work so much!!! I was thinking a cassian x azriel x reader (i just love them sm, why have one when you can have two ) where the reader is sister of a high lord maybe day or winter court, and reader goes missing (kinda angsty) and her brother (a high lord) panics and goes to the night court for help (bc if her two bat boys can’t find her who will)  and az and cassian go full on panic mode and search for the reader, i was also thinking a fluffy cute ending where reader is just cuddling with azriel and cassian while her wounds heal take as much time as you need to write this, don’t pressure yourself. Take care lovely

Kallis would never forget the screams. The terror and panic that rushed through him when he realised that you were gone.  He sent half the city to search for you. He called upon Helion to inspect the magic. He was frantic in finding you. But it was like you had just disappeared out of nowhere. No sign of struggle, not a drop of blood spilled. The offender was sloppy in their ways, but their magic was strong. Helion could sense it.  They had a deathwish from Kallis himself if he ever found them. +  The first thing you saw were your cracked and bloody hands. They were split open from the dry cold wind. Sea air drifted into the cave. The cold brutal howling outside mixed with the roar of waves breaking confirmed your nightmares. Cape Tragedy. 

The islands off the coast of winter were known for their unforgiving nature to ships. Hence their name, Cape Tragedy. Also known as the Tragic coast, no stories were ever heard of any survivors of those crashes. If they had managed to survive the churning water, then the false salvation of the islands would kill them. It happened often enough that there were lighthouses set atop many of the bigger islands for ships to avoid on stormy days.

You coughed from the dry air, earning a pair of yellow eyes to dart to you. One of the three lesser fae males noticed you were awake and clapped. "She wakes! We've been waiting for you, sweetheart." His green skin was pale in the overcast light streaming in from the mouth of the cave. Snow Bear pelts lay all around. A disgrace in your culture. No citizen of Winter court would do such a thing. You looked to the walls to find weapons, and strange markings along the stone. Sailors from far away lands. 

Not even sailors. Pirates. A chill ran through you.  

"We're going to get your weight in gold, pretty one." The scaled male curled a piece of your hair behind you ear. Your stomach turned, and you tried to scoot away. "My brother will kill you first. And he'll take a long time doing it." You promised, trying to make your voice sound strong. Terror had you by it's grip though, and it was hard to do anything other than panic

. "Your brother? The pretty one that shears the Elk?" The green one asked. You laughed, and then were hissing in pain when the scaled male yanked on your hair. "What's so funny?" 

"You think my brother is an elk herder?" You spat "You must be dumber than you look." The males glanced between each other, then to the one who hadn't said anything yet.

"Who ye think you are then?" The male holding your hair stammered, trying to keep his panic under wraps. 

"Kallis' sister." You said with deadly calm. "And the high lord does not negotiate." 

"If you're so noble why you got such a mouth on ye?" The third male finally spoke.

They laughed.

"Maybe we will see just how much of a mouth-" He started again. He didnt have a chance to finish his disgusting words. You kicked, bending an ice spear straight up from the rocky ice floor and through the third male's body. Then the beating from the other two came. 

They bound your wrists and ankles in rope and tar. Their hands shook when they did it. It gave you a small bit of satisfaction. The potion they gave you to knock you out was just barely strong enough. You fought it as best you could, but it won. You could only hear the faint sounds of arguing then a crash of glass, then the cold winds whipping around you. And when you woke, your body ached.  The cold bit into your limbs. Your fingers were pale. Far too pale to be healthy. You knew frostbite when you saw it. Your body refused to move under your own power. Your blood was frozen to the icy ground. They had used a potion and transported you to a peninsula, and you could only faintly hear the ocean below. You could feel the potion wearing off, but you knew you weren't healing. Not yet. You reached down into your own mind, picking up the fading tendrils of power. Of your bond to the two you knew could save you. And you pulled as hard as you could manage.  --- "Fuck." The roaring thought shook Cassian awake. Bleary eyed, he glanced about the room as if there was someone actually shouting at him.  Then he felt it. The weak tug that had been silent for so long. And he knew it was nothing good. Frenzied, he met Azriel at the dining area. Where they spent the rest of the night planning, deducing a probable reason for you to be calling so weakly. They sent their worries to Rhys, but they were shooed away. "I'm researching. Meet me in the library at dawn." The two males tried to comfort each other. But the worry pulsating through the bond was too much to focus on. So they waited. Kallis appeared that morning. He spat his story and begged for help, practically in tears as he spoke to the three Illyrians. Cassian and Az knew something was wrong the moment you were attacked. Court laws forbade them interfering on Winter Court territory though.  As soon as the approval was given, the brothers winnowed to the border of Winter and started flying. + You were coming to terms that you would die in the cold. You had imagined death differently. Battle was the primary way you thought you'd die. Or at the end of a High Lord's magic for being too much of an advisor. Smiling at the memory of putting Tamlin in his place, you gave another tug down the bonds to your mates. And like a snap, they both tugged back. Almost in unison. It was hard to tell. You closed your eyes, listening to the soft waves below. They lulled you into a cold sleep yet again.  + Despite the cold, the Illyrians flew as fast as they could. They could sense your light fading, and chased it for mile after mile. Their wings cut through the harsh winter winds, fueled by rage and desperation. Then they spotted the dark figure frozen to the snow below. Cassian landed first, a few feet away. The ice cracked beneath him. "Get us out of here." He growled to Azriel.  "We need to make sure she's okay before we move."  Cassian growled, but didn't protest. Azriel understood. He felt the anguish and frustration through the shared bond. Az's hands pressed gently to your neck, checking your pulse. He swore. "Baby, we need you to wake up for us. We're here. We got you." Cassian put a hand to your cheek and fought back the tears that threatened.  You groaned in response. They both sighed in relief, their breath making clouds in front of them. "I'm stuck..." You managed through your stiff jaw.  Cassian stroked a thumb over your cheek. "Stuck? Honey you're-"  "Cas..." Azriel nodded to your side, to the ice that crept its way up your damp clothes. Azriel could have taken a very very long time torturing the beasts that did this to his mate. The rage coiled in his gut at the sight of your injuries. The only reason you hadn't bled out was the blood and water mix turning your wounds to ice.  Cassian pulled at the ice web that encapsulated you. Under the heat of his rage it broke, and broke and broke. Azriel placed small patches of his shield over your frostbitten fingers. "We're gonna get you out of here. Just stay still." Azriel smoothed back your hair, and darkness swirled over you. The change from the harsh overcast light of Winter court to the soft sun of Night court was jarring.  Madja put her hands on you and you were asleep in an instant. Her warm hands were a blessing from the Mother.  +  "She's lucky she has that Winter blood in her or she'd be dead." Madja wiped her hands off and handed both the Illyrians a small vial. "That is the scrap from a poisoned sword that broke off in her shoulder. I got all the pieces out, but the poison lingers. It may heal slowly, but it should get better."  Anguish burned both of their stomachs. Azriel's throat tightened and he looked away, but gripped the vial tightly. Cassian stared at it, his eyes murderous. Madja left without another word. "She was almost killed. And we couldn't do anything." Cassians' voice was low, with violence dripping from it. "We need her here. In Velaris where we can... watch her." He didn't know what he was saying, but the instinct to protect was overriding every other logical thought he had. Anger burned and burned in his stomach, swallowing him with rage. He could feel Az mirroring the same feeling, but with a cold deadliness that begged to simmer out of him.  "You know she wont go for that. She loves her home too much. Her brother." Azriel whispered back. "We're her mates. She should be with us." Cassian was looking for a fight. All the tension and anger of the day had to be worked out. Azriel felt it too. His shadows ran anxiously through the room.

The wind outside howled. It shifted the dark clouds that covered the moon. It seemed to be a cold day in all of Prythian. A cold day in your mates hearts to the pirates that had taken you. They spoke their rage mind to mind, imagining the ways to torture the bastards. 

How to find them would be the first priority. Azriel kept circling back to that part. + The healer cleared his throat at the door. "She's asking for you." He nodded to Rhys' brothers. They left Rhys behind in unison, walking in perfect step with each other. Their minds hummed together over that bond they shared with you. "Protect protect protect." They both seemed to demand.  Azriel knocked softly, his heart flipping when he heard your voice again. "Get in here." You demanded, giving them a broad smile when they practically shoved each other out of the way. 

"Come keep me warm." You weakly folded the blanket back, exposing some of the bruising on your skin. 

They complied with enthusiasm. Azriel's hands were cold at first, but they got better when he reached around you to hold Cassian closer. They worked in tandem to keep you covered, making sure that you weren't too crowded or too warm. Azriel summoned his cool shadows when you got too warm and had to kick the blankets off. Cassian's warm breath would keep you warm when they became too much. You traced Azriel's cheekbones, the sharp edge of his jaw while falling alseep. Cassian's muscled forearms hugging you from behind were like a heavy pillow. 

"Rest now, we can have more fun later." Az winked, making your stomach flutter. Cassian groaned and pulled you further to his lap. You tried not to think of the hardness that pressed to you now.  "Goodnight." The shadowsinger kissed your forehead and like a light, you were out. Finally resting peacefully wrapped between your two mates and their warm bond you all shared. 

[edge-lorde]

For the ask meme: 1, 30, 34, 35 and C! For any of the brothers unnamed ( or for all four of them if u feel like it c: )

ill answer for all of them just cause c:

What’s the maximum amount of time your character can sit still with nothing to do?

'mom' clone- probably a day or two. hes definitely used to the old way of receiving orders where the clones just do them without asking questions, just standing around doing nothing included. without the hive mind to keep his mind from wandering though, he's used to being on his feet all the time and would eventually get antsy without a project.

'baby'- probably a few hours at most. this clones doesn't have the experience of doing orders without questioning them and would find something to do once he got bored/didnt think there was a good enough reason to be doing nothing.

'funny'- also potentially a long time depending if it was an order. if he knew his job was to stand in one place by himself for a certain number of days he might be able to do it by zoning out and entertaining himself with his thoughts (like me in high school tee hee hee). if he was just on his own or with his brothers then like 20 minutes.

'shitty' clone- like 10 minutes lol.

30.  Who do they most regret meeting? 

shitty clone grouses, and mom clone is tired, but i dont think any of my boys regret meeting each other or anyone else. baby clone kind of regrets sitting next to shitty and funny clone right now, but not meeting them in general.

34. How hard is it for them to shake a sense of guilt? 

(: very lol. it would be easiest for baby to do this, not having the same level of hordolic guilt as the others. next easiest is probably mom clone, who is comortable enough in his identity to keep a lot of personal guilt at bay because he actively is trying to keep the horde afloat, and doesnt think anything the horde did is wrong, and is too busy to be thinking about himself... then funny clone who is more likely to ignore his guilt and just keep going even if it never fully goes away. it would be the most difficult for shitty clone, who feels all emotions very strongly and then feels guilty about feeling them.

35. How do they treat the things their friends come to them excited about? Are they supportive? 

mom clone- yes. hes a little stuffy and doesnt always understand where the others are coming from but he always tries. even if its against horde custom-- he wont discount it out of hand and hes not a snitch.

baby- is wary at this point lol. he has a significant disadvantage when trying to tell if someone is messing with him and a lot of older brothers.

funny clone- he would be excited and giddy, if a little bit of a troll at times. he would be happy for the attention and is very easily entertained.

shitty clone- hard maybe. he would probably mock whatever the thing was but can usually be coaxed into having fun with something anyway. however he IS a snitch lol, will still snitch even if he is supportive.

C. Did you have trouble figuring out where they fit in their own story?

for these main boys, no! coming up with an active character like shitty clone is what made the comic-- his arc and funny clones arc are the whole story. i had the idea for baby clone later but his arc is about as thought out as the other 2's. mom clone is the only one im having trouble with. i see him more as a character who represents something, his arc doesnt move the plot, but it is related to it... im still trying to find a way to give the poor boy a break!

in the early pre-plot comics i had some where he got to be more happy and silly, id like to bring some of that back... but now it has to make sense in the timeline or something :P

[wickedpact]

dear tumblr user crim wickedpact pls write the essay/dissertation about nicky being shakespeare's fair youth (if you have time, ofc!!)

Not To Imply Nicky Was Shakespeare’s Fair Youth But Ive Read The Fair Youth Sonnets & Nicky Was Definitely Shakespeare’s Fair Youth, an essay by me, tumblr user crim wickedpact

background knowledge: our man shakespeare wrote some 120 sonnets about a young man referred to as the Fair Youth during the mid 1590s; there has been some debate among shakespeare enthusiasts whether shakespeare’s interest in the Fair Youth was platonic or romantic (but like. they were definitely romantic). no one knows for sure who the Fair Youth was, but it was definitely nicky and my first and most important piece of evidence regarding this hypothesis is the ‘lmao babe do you remember that guy who had a crush on me?’/ ‘i try not to remember the guy who had a crush on you’ look joe and nicky exchange when Merrick brings up shakespeare during the movie. especially since gina confirmed in a tweet that joe and nicky canonly did know shakespeare

my second piece of evidence is that it just Works (except for a couple small facts like.. the Fair Youth was prolly closer to his 20s than his 30s. and the fact that shakespeare implies that the Fair Youth slept with his mistress at one point. but he doesnt know what hes talking about shhh we IGNORE)

long post under cut

A. The Description Matches

when describing the Fair Youth (who I’ll call the FY from now on), shakespeare says he has a ‘gold complexion’ and ‘beautiful eyes’ and compares him to a ‘summer’s day’. He says the FY has “A woman’s gentle heart" and “An eye more bright than [women’s are], (...) Gilding the object whereupon [they] gazeth”

As much as shakespeare’s perceptions of sexuality and gender are very........  late 1500′s (whoo boy sonnet #20 is a wild ride) ...... the description does match, and also:

  B. The Fair Youth Refused to Get Married

it’s never really said why one way or another (shakespeare assumes it’s because the FY is selfish) but the FY didn’t/wouldn’t take on a wife and have a kid, and this was something that was a real sticker for our man Willy S. because, as he says in his sonnets a million times: beauty doesn’t last forever, but having a child not only passes down the FY’s beauty, but also blesses the woman the FY would have a child with (im not saying shakespeare wanted to bear the FY’s children, but he definitely did)

Whose fresh repair if now thou not renewest, Thou dost beguile the world, unbless some mother. For where is she so fair whose uneared womb Disdains the tillage of thy husbandry?

(ie. If you don’t renew yourself/ have children, you deprive the world and deprive a woman from having your child, since what woman out there is so beautiful that she wouldn’t want to bear your child?)

Like.

1.) if nicky is the FY then so many of these poems center around the idea of nicky growing old sometime soon and that must have been pretty funny to Nicky and

2.)  the fact that shakespeare would have been So Desperate for nicky to find a wife must have been the opposite of funny to joe. considering the ease of his and nicky’s relationship and the fact that being gay in late 1500s england was probably not a walk in the park, it is very likely shakespeare wouldn’t have known they were in a committed relationship-- or at least not known how close they actually were. Thus:

  C. The Rival (aka. Joe)

shakespeare mentions having a poetic rival in regards to the FY in several sonnets. In sonnet #21 he talks about how he’s not like Those Other Writers who use grand metaphors to talk about their muses

So is it not with me as with that Muse, Stirred by a painted beauty to his verse, Who heaven itself for ornament doth use And every fair with his fair doth rehearse, Making a couplement of proud compare With sun and moon, with earth and sea's rich gems, With April's first-born flowers, and all things rare,

(ie. I’m not like other poets who, when inspired by a ‘painted beauty’ use heaven and every other beautiful thing on the planet to make a grand comparison to their muse: he specifically lists the sun and moon as examples as well as other beautiful things)

He then goes on to say

And then believe me, my love is as fair As any mother's child, though not so bright As those gold candles fixed in heaven's air:

(ie. my love [the FY] is as beautiful as any other beautiful person, though I wouldn’t compare them to the stars/heavens (which is what he means by the 'gold candles’. those are stars.))

So shakespeare insults poets who compare their subjects to the sun, moon, and stars (amongst other things) and in the comics, Joe does literally exactly that

That man is the stars in my sky, and the sun that lights my days. That man is the moon when I'm lost in darkness, and warmth when I shiver in cold.

shakespeare also goes on to say in the same sonnet “Let them say more that like of hearsay well / I will not praise that purpose not to sell” which is to say ‘let people who like that kind of language use it, I wont because I don’t want anyone else to have the subject of my affections (the FY)’.

(which is a bit of a contradiction regarding his feelings abt the FY getting married, but these sonnets are full of contradictions. shakespeare was a confused dude; man spent the first 100 or so sonnets convinced the FY loved him back only for him to start wondering if the FY ever loved him near the end)

(not to mention Marriage For Love wasnt really.. much of a thing in Ye Olden Times but thats a different conversation. so shakespeare prolly didnt associate marriage with love/competition? anyways)

Shakesy-boo goes on to complain about this rival several times. In #79, he says

Yet what of thee thy poet doth invent He robs thee of, and pays it thee again. He lends thee virtue, and he stole that word From thy behaviour; beauty doth he give, And found it in thy cheek: he can afford No praise to thee, but what in thee doth live.

(ie. everything ‘your poet’ (as the FY apparently favored this unnamed rival) says about you, he takes it from you in the first place. he talks about your virtue, but learned the word from watching your behavior. he calls you beautiful but only discovered beauty by looking at your face. every compliment he gives you he took from you in the first place)

[and, as a smaller example, he also bemoans the fact that people want to paint the FY in #67, saying, “Why should false painting imitate his cheek, / And steal dead seeming of his living hue?”. and yknow. Joe’s an artist.]

And then another example in #86

Was it the proud full sail of [the rival’s] great verse, Bound for the prize of all too precious you, That did my ripe thoughts in my brain inhearse, Making their tomb the womb wherein they grew?

Was it his spirit, by spirits taught to write Above a mortal pitch, that struck me dead?

(ie. he’s talking about how he’s having difficulty writing abt the FY and is rhetorically asking if ‘the proud sail’ of the rival’s verses was the reason his ‘ripe thoughts’ were killed in their ‘womb’. He then asks (again rhetorically) if it was the rival’s ‘spirit’ (or creativity, maybe) ‘’’‘by spirits taught to write’’’’ that killed his own drive to write. none of the analyses I’ve read really explain what shakespeare means by ‘spirits taught to write’, other than maybe being a joke or reference to something we dont know, but... ‘taught by dead people to write in a way mortal people can’t’ very much sounds like a description of an immortal poet, eh?)

Which brings me to,

  D. Willy Boy Thinks There Are 500 Year Old Writings About the Fair Youth

shakespeare talks about people having written about the FY ‘500 years ago’ from the late 1500s in #59 which......................... would have been around 1100 AD. :thinking face:

Oh that record could with a backward look, Even of five hundred courses of the sun, Show me your image in some antique book, Since mind at first in character was done, That I might see what the old world could say To this composed wonder of your frame;

(ie. Oh if I could look back 500 years and see how you were described in some old books so I could see/reference what people used to write about you)

Which again brings me to,

  E. I’m Not Saying shakespeare Stole From Joe, But:

1.) In #22, shakespeare says this,

For all that beauty that doth cover thee, Is but the seemly raiment of my heart, Which in thy breast doth live, as thine in me: 

(ie, your beauty is due to the ‘clothes’ my heart gives you-- probably means something like ‘you’re beautiful because i love you’. goes on to say his heart lives in the FY’s chest, and the FY’s heart lives in shakespeare’s chest)

so: shakespeare tells the FY he has shakespeare’s heart. in comparison, Joe calls nicky ‘my heart’ in the comics...... :thinking face x2:

2.) In #109, shakespeare tells the FY ‘thou art my all’,

For nothing this wide universe I call, Save thou, my rose, in it thou art my all.

which rings similar to Joe’s ‘he’s all and he’s more’ as well as (from the comics) ‘he is my everything’

and just saying. joe looks pretty #done the mention of shakespeare.

  F. The last One

Despite shakespeare writing 30+ poems about the FY eventually growing old, the very last poem he writes about/for the FY says,

O thou, my lovely boy, who in thy power Dost hold Time's fickle glass, his sickle hour; Who hast by waning grown, and therein showest Thy lovers withering, as thy sweet self growest. 

(ie. you [the FY] have power over the ‘mirror’ (fickle glass) of time as well as time’s ‘harvesting’ ability (sickle hour) and as you grow older, you remain beautiful while your lovers [shakespeare] wither and grow old)

The transition from ‘get married and have a baby before you get old!!!!’ in #1-20 to talking about the FY’s presence in 500 y/o books in #59 to admitting the FY isn’t growing old in #126 kinda seems to imply shakespeare learning of/about nicky’s immortality at some point, and this last poem is him accepting it.

TLDR: not only does it make perfect sense if nicky was the Fair Youth from the FY sonnets, but it also makes perfect sense if joe was the Rival from the FY sonnets. its canon nothing will convince me otherwise

[heyitsyn]

Manager!Seijoh MATTSUN Route

a/n: KAJDSLFKSDJFLKDSJFLKSD HERE IT IS OMG I FINALLY GOT IT DONE AND AAAAAA ITS BEEN A LONG WHILE SINCE I DID A ROUTE SO HERE IT IS BABES!

LOOK AT THIS MAN !!!!! LOOK AT HOW FREAKING BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING HE IS LIKE CAN WE PLEASE RECOGNIZE MATSUKAWA ISSEI LIKE WE NEED MORE RECOGNITION FOR HIM AAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kyaaaaaaaaaa

mattsun-senpai!!!!!!!

hehe omg y/n who? i only know gigi :”)

but we can give y/n some love for nowwww

SO MATTSUN

uwu yeyyyyyy

we finally getting with mattsun babie!!!!!!!!

aaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

*cue mattsun brain rot*

also a lil disclaimer: i do not fully remember all the moments i’ve written for mattsun in ALL of my works so if i dont mention it, please PLEASE either message me about it so i can add it or excuse it :(

ogei ANYWAYS

really GOING INTO THE ROUTE THIS TIME

so we’ve done iwa, oiks, and kyo and last but certainly not least, matsukawa issei has finally arrived

there were definitely a lot of chemistry between you and him especially as you were constantly babied by him because of your naturally shorter height

lol but like everyone else is shorter than him tho

you were constantly treated with a cuter teasing and mattsun loved to pick you up all the time

sometimes, you would just be doing normal things like checking off something of the players in your clipboard

when mattsun would come up behind you and wrap his arms around your waist

that was kinda your signal that he wants you to hold him which means you turning around and jumping to his arms where you wrap your legs around his waist and he just holds you

mattsun usually snuggles his face to your neck while, with your arms around his shoulders, you continue to do your duties

at first, it definitely flustered you because you didnt think it would be appropriate to show that much affection in public especially to the team

but mattsun’s puppy eyes (which the others have never seen before by the way even makki) persuaded you

‘come on, y/n-chann,, even great players need to recharge too’

this boy does NOT LET GO THOUGH

he holds on to you and not once does he loosen his grip which prompts you to just stay there with a sigh

‘mattsun-san-’

‘no’

his protests would be muffled because where his face is and you cant help but turn red when he does this since his lips faintly brushes against your skin

ooooooo the boys hate that though

they hate the fact that youve become so accustomed to mattsun holding you and you would just brush it off like it was such a normal thing

like THEY WANT TO CARRY YOU TOO

especially iwa-chan but nahhhh this aint his story so he can move on

there was a part in the recent kuws that i mentioned about the photocards?

remember? granny inko and the cafe?

well, the whole story is this:

you and the team wanted to hang out outside of school and it was summer so the only time yall ever see each other is during practice but thats no fun

so they organized cough cough oikawa forced everyone to meet up at the mall for some ‘quality team bonding time’

originally you were against the idea bc duh this was summer vacation and you really want some peace and quiet and you time, yanno?

but again,

issei’s puppy eyes

CURSE HIM FOR HAVING SUCH BEAUTIFUL EYES

so you ended up going and you were kinda grumbly when you arrived but whew when you saw those boys

my GOD

you may be just their manager but you were a girl too

you know handsome boys when you see them

obviously the other girls in the mall thought so too because they kept staring at the small group and were whispering to themselves

even as you walked and passed some of them, you could make out what they were saying

‘oh my god those guys over there’

‘do you think theyre single?’

‘obviously not!’

‘well it wont hurt to ask, right?’

‘especially that tall one. his eyebrows could do some work but we can change that’

your eye twitched at that comment and you resisted the urge to smack her in the face for even finding a FLAW on your boy’s face

so you sucked in a sharp breath and confidently walked over to the boys, trying to ignore the heated stares the girls and the gays were giving you

it was makki who saw you and he brightened up at the sight of their adorable manager-chan 

‘eyo y/n!’

oikawa brightened at this and he would’ve ran straight to you if iwa didnt grab the back of his shirt

STOP HE ISNT WEARING THAT HORENDOUS OUTFIT YOU HEAR ME? HES WEARING SOMETHING DIFFERENT OKAY?

you grinned at them and you naturally found your spot right next to issei, who wrapped an arm around you

his arm was tightly around your shoulder and you instinctively held on to his hoodie to which he noticed but didn’t say anything and just smiled

‘y/n-channn~~~~ come give me a huggie~’

tooru whined and you rolled your eyes

this boy may be a full adult already but his mind structure surely isnt

‘oikawa-san, we’re in public. please refrain from being childish’

he pouted but knew you werent really serious with your scolding

iwa had to herd everyone to the actual mall and they started talking about really weird and random stuff like a recent drama that happened in one store and the one kid who stole something from the other store

‘-was a really expensive shoe! the nerve!’

oikawa tutted and you chuckled

while the others were at the front and just chatting, you strayed behind with mattsun, who still kept you tightly beside him and made small talk with you

‘its really cute seeing you hold on, y/n’

he teased and you flushed but pouted at him

‘hm, you want me to let go then?’

he was quick to refuse but you just laughed and issei rolled his eyes at your silliness

‘as if i would let you go. dummy’

he chided

but he did it with a smile

the kind that every lovesick fool had

the kind that naturally appeared at the sight of a lover

the kind that you reflected

it was a really fun time except for when oikawa started whining and complaining about you and mattsun running off to do your own thing

‘WHAT ARE WE? THIRD WHEELS?!’

tooru accused and you were about to deny but mattsun cracked a smile

‘well, technically, you would be the eighth wheel’

STOP 

YOU CACKLED

more like a laugh escaped you but you caught it and disguise it as a cough

kyo and iwa were red while oikawa was just fuming and demanding you to go with him

you couldnt help it

you wanted to hang out with mattsun a lot bc you knew he hasnt had the time to go do something else other than babysit his siblings and he has been down lately with his job and granny

oH

I FORGOT TO MENTION

YOU KNOW GRANNY NOW

holup

get in loser we going on a flashback

FLASHBANG

*poof*

okay

so it was a weekend so there wasnt practice and you were just doing some errands like picking up more bandaids and some candy for natsu and such

but you did it without eating breakfast first so you were starved and you finished around noon

that caused you to go looking around to eat somewhere near

across the road from the shoe store (like a foot locker or sum like that), was a cute little restaurant

it wasnt a typical building and it stood out from the surrounding high rises of the city

the roof was shaped to look like a cottage and the door was quite literally

a front door

the kind you’d find in a normal cottage out in the country

the only thing distinguishing its identity as a restaurant was the sign board outside that mentioned its daily special

‘oooo f/f (favorite food)’

it immediately lured you in and you found yourself even knocking at the door before going in

the inside looked like a normal restaurant but it had a homey feel to it

especially with the grandma who stood at the small table in the front with a gentle smile and a menu

‘just one today, dear?’

she asked and you nodded, grinning

she led you to a table at the corner and told you to pick a drink while you look for food

‘you went shopping in this heat? my my’

you sheepishly smiled at her on top of the menu

‘im a manager of a sports team so i needed to restock on medical supplies’

granny immediately thought of issei as he played a sport and you going out to buy medical things made her heart warm

‘youre a good manager, dear. going out for them at the hottest day of the year’

man, that felt good

sure you were always told by the team how good you were and how much they appreciate you

but hearing it from some completely random stranger made you really really touched

‘well, we wouldnt want to be out of stock just in case someone is really injured’

granny clasped her hands

‘tell you what. you pick whatever drink you want and it’s free’

you started to refuse her and told her that it was fine but she waved you off

‘ill tell issei to take it off your bill so dont worry about it, dearie’

issei?

no

there are lots of other issei’s in the city so it couldnt be your issei

right?

so you brushed it off and decided that you werent going to win against the old woman and told her what you wanted

when you knew what you wanted to eat, you placed the menu down and looked around the interior of the place

there were pictures of what seemed to look like from years before as the lady in some of them looked like the granny

from pictures of famous people who came here to what looked like just complete strangers

they were all who decorated the walls

then

it caught your eye

a picture, maybe a table down on the right

looked like it could be mattsun

younger, definitely

but still mattsun

‘no way’

you mumbled and as you leaned forward to get a closer look, the granny returned to ask what you wanted

‘what can i get ya today, honey?’

before you could get your order out, you smiled up at her to ask the question

‘by any chance,,, do you, know matsukawa issei?’

you were fully expecting her to say no and continue on

but she lit up and nodded

‘mhm. why?’

you awkwardly laughed

‘oh. um, hes,, just a friend’

granny didnt believe that as she could easily tell what that laugh was but she shrugged it off

‘in fact, hes here right now. hes probably taking an order as we speak but when he comes by i can--- ISSEI!’

she shouted and you jumped

the people around you did too but issei didnt, instead smiling and trotting over

you stared at him, eyes tracing his figure at the sweat running down his exposed forearms and the black tee that stuck to him like second skin which accented his built body

there was redness in his cheeks and he was panting, maybe due to the heat or due to the running around 

but

my god

he was beautiful

LAKJSFDLKFJS

HELP MATTSUN BRAIN ROT KICKING IN

it seemed you were too busy with your staring to hear granny as she had to snap you out of it

‘honey?’

you jumped and issei laughed, partly flustered with your stare but find it funny as this was just so you

‘granny, that’s y/n, shes my manager’

you bowed slightly to granny and she started wiggling her finger

as if to remember something

‘y/n,,,, y/n,,,, ive heard that name before’

she said and then came to peer at your face closely

you became self conscious under her stare but she pulled back with a surprise

‘ah! y/n! the one that issei talks about! the one on-!’

before she could finish, issei had the audacity to put his hand on her mouth to prevent her from saying anything else

‘granny’

he warned with gritted teeth but you laughed

‘its alright, mattsun-san. let her continue’

he playfully glared at you but apologized to granny

she gently whacked his arm 

‘you need to follow my lead if you ever want her as your girlfriend, issei!’

she scolded which caused you and mattsun to turn red

‘granny, please’

he was starting to get flustered and you were too 

thank god she noticed because she stopped then apologized before pushing her and issei back to hide away from you

you raised your hand not because you wanted to talk to issei

but you didnt get to order

dont worry! she came back to take your order but didnt talk anymore about issei

but she did finally start opening up later though

granny came over to give you your bill but noticed your staring at issei

‘oh, dear’

she giggled which made snap you out of it

‘oh!’

you said in surprise but she waved it off

‘youre not the first to do that so its okay, darling’

you sheepishly smiled

‘but issei’s a good looking young man, isn’t he? very much different to his younger self yet very much the same’

your heart became warm at the soft and gentle tone of this grandma

‘he would not be happy with me if i told you this so i will only tell you a fortune. here, have a fortune cookie’

as you broke it and read the message, a snort and a disbelieving gasp was all that came from you

inside

was a fortune

that said

‘the love of your life is right in front of your eyes’

SO YEA THAT WAS HOW YOU MET GRANNY

WE’RE BACK NOW TO PRESENT TIME

so you know granny now and you go visit as much as you can mainly to see her and talk to her but also to watch mattsun work and aksjflakds ugh hes just so hot 

but you found out from mattsun that granny has been getting sick lately

this is making him worried and although you havent known her for a while, you noticed that issei is very close to her

she was like his own grandmother

so hearing that she wasnt doing good made you worried and obviously mattsun has been concerned for a while

this outing has helped you distract him from that and just focus on you and the team today

well,,,

mainly you

but we aint gonna talk about that

you and issei slipped away a lot from the others like going to a candle and scent shop or to a sports good store

but it didnt matter where you both went bc as long as you had each other, it would be fun

you were both currently at a clothing store that you randomly went in and were now picking clothing for each other

‘issei? can you look at me?’

he had a smile on his face mainly because you called him by his first name

you didnt even notice and was too busy looking between his body and the shirt

‘hmmm no too plain’

you continued looking at clothing but mattsun continued looking at you

god, call him by his first name again and he will go feral

like deadass stride over there and kiss you till youre out of breath type of feral

aklsdfjalksdjf

in the end, you both got clothing for each other and were told to try it on then come out when youre ready

you stood behind the curtain, giggling 

‘okay, mattsun-san! on 3! 2! 1!’

you pulled back the curtain and issei stared at you, eyes glued on you

no

his taste in clothing may be incredible

but you

you made it better

you made those clothes look like they were honored to be worn by you

you were just so

wow

you felt small under his stare and twirled around

‘so? how do i look?’

he didnt respond, instead slowly stepping forward

and forward

and you didnt move

until he was right in front of you with the tips of his toes touching yours

his tall height made him have to bend down to look at you but you had no problem in looking up at him

there were no words exchanged 

just passionate eyes clashing with each other

you really were about to just kiss then there

BUT

THERES ALWAYS A BUT

kindaichi shouted for your name at the end of the hallway of dressing rooms

‘Y/N! THERE YOU ARE!’

ngl, mattsun seemed irritated

you watched as he closed his eyes and looked away to clench his jaw

you giggled and pushed some hair behind his ear 

‘youre cute’

mans switched up so fast and he smiled softly

‘no you’

help kindaichi is just like -_-

you guys ended up paying for the clothes and finally went to go and meet up with the othersd

kindaichi was all red in the fact after he realized that he interrupted an,,,, intimate,, moment and stayed away from mattsun after he got glared at aldkfjd

the team didnt really say anything else as everyone d i d go on their own ways and do their own shopping

there was one time that kyo did try to whisk you away but like this aint his route and uwu if you want to read his, its right here 

it must’ve been a few hours since yall arrived so everyone has been wanting to go and grab something to eat

since the mall was kinda like half outdoor and half indoor, you and the guys were walking outside to see the different restaurants 

while laughing and talking down a sidewalk, oikawa gasped suddenly

duh everyone halted and looked around

‘what’

iwa asked and oikawa pointed at the sky

‘look! sunset!’

tooru loves sunsets and just the sky period so he was wanting to get a picture of the sky for his ‘collection’

everyone ended up having an impromptu photoshoot with yall having pictures with each other to mark this memory

thank god akira brought his polaroid

cry for his film

you asked for a turn in the camera and excitedly ran over to mattsun after taking a picture with yahaba

‘issei! lets take a picture!’

he detangled himself from makki’s arm and came over to you 

‘sure sure’

issei was smiling and you happily asked makki to take the picture for you

‘how do you want me, babygirl’

you thought about it before gesturing to mattsun’s back

‘imma jump! can i jump?’

he giggled cute and nodded

‘cmere’

you squealed when he pretended to drop you but his strong hands were firm on your thighs 

he made you feel safe

your arms were wrapped around his neck and makki counted down

‘3!’

‘2!’

‘1!’

*chick*

you asked for one more for you so therefore you guys had one polaroid each

‘thank you!!’

you thanked makki for his service while mattsun stared lovingly at the picture

you were smiling so wide

and so happily

his face was equal to yours and the background completed the polaroid

truly a moment captured in camera

i think that mattsun definitely was in love with you but he didnt really realize it immediately or have that ‘oh shit!’ moment bc,,,

i dunno

hes weird like that

so it def took him a while to understand 

but he understood it during that one time

referenced in manager!seijoh part 5

you were both left in the gym to clean up bc everyone had something to do like oiks had to go home bc takeru got sick and iwa also got sick and you just volunteered to clean up and mattsun stayed behind

you were sweeping the floor and you unconsciously started humming as you swept and started swaying a little

mattsun heard you as he pushed the carts and watched as you just swayed and twirled around and he found himself smiling at you

you noticed him stop in front of you and he bowed down, holding out a hand

‘may i take this dance, m’lady’

you laughed

‘what? whats going on?’

he softly held your hand and pulled you to him

‘you were dancing and i wanted to join you’

you nodded and looked up at him, eyes half-lidded

‘stand on my feet, chibi-chan. i can lead while you sing’

it was a random song you heard from the radio earlier but you complied while he moved with your feet on his

you giggled when he would lean down to softly kiss your forehead and shriek when he would unexpectedly dip you down

either way, at 8:34 PM, you and mattsun danced under the gym lights with no witness except you and him

issei laid on his bed that night, thinking about you and the possibilities of a future with you

your pretty smile

that adorable thing you do when youre nervous

or the struggle that shows in your face whenever you hid your excitement

gosh, he would love for your child to have that smile

alkjfdlkafk

mattsun suddenly sat up on bed, furiously blushing and beet red at that thought

of course, it made him confused at why he was thinking of you like that and in that way but as he thought about it some more,,,

he didnt think that wouldnt be a bad idea

it actually sounded nice

having a small family in a small house, dogs running around your feet, sunday morning pancake rituals, wednesday movie nights that the kids would fight over

gosh

then he was like, maybe,,,

i like that

is that normal?

is it normal to think about that stuff with your friend, even liking it?

lol mattsun darling, you like her

thats how he came to his predicament with unsure feelings

he was in no way denying it or anything

but he was confused

mattsun is the type of guy that wants to be sure and get his shit sorted out and put together before involving you because he doesnt want to just suddenly be unsure and hurt you

so

he went to granny

he has like 5 year old siblings so he couldnt just ask them for help

OH RIGHT HE HAS SIBLINGS

okay so lemme go back to granny

he came into work that early morning with eyebags on his face which made granny worry so she pulled him to break room to talk to him

mattsun kept telling her he was fine but she gently hit his arm to look at her

‘look at that! ‘sei! youre not alright! please, if you can, talk to me? hm?’

help i love granny

issei sighed

‘theres this girl. her name’s y/n and,,, i dont know what to do’

he mumbled and granny hummed

‘i was right. you have woman troubles, sei?’

he nodded

‘i like her, like a lot, but i dont know if i love her. i dont even know what love is, im too young to really know it so i cant surely and fully say i love her when i dont understand the meaning. and say i do something about my feelings. what then? we date? but i dont want to date just because i like her and wait it out until that feeling fades away. i want to seriously be with her but i dont know if im ready for that yet- wait, no i think i a m ready but i don’t think im capable to love someone as good as her’

granny felt sad for issei as long ago, she did have trouble with her feelings and knows exactly the struggles of self-worth compared to someone she was in love with

‘you know, sei, no one truly knows how to love’

mattsun’s eyes moved from the floor to granny’s kind smile

‘we all learn as we go and sure, we make mistakes. but sticking together and going through it together is what makes it love. no matter what age or gender, as long as someone has been shown and given love, it’s only natural for that to be reciprocated. love doesnt need to be understood, love needed to be felt’

my god socrates who?

she shakily patted his head even though he had to bend slightly 

‘as for being ready and being capable, you never know until you try. no amount of preparation is going to help you unless you actually do it. a child would never learn how to walk if they don’t lunge for those first steps. and besides, this girl, miss y/n, would be grateful to have someone like you either way. you may not see your own goodness but everyone else does, remember that’

so in a way, granny was who made issei realize

she was right

love didnt need to be understood

love needed to be felt

and he did

he felt love with you

he felt love for you

he may have not realized it then, but dancing in the middle of the gym floor, no music but your humming, he felt peace

peace

love

love was peace

no,

love is peace

love is home

he felt home

with you

after that, issei couldnt stop being away from you

no matter where and what, he was always there and you loved spending every moment with him

you were grateful for his presence as he was the only one who made you feel a sense of peace amidst the chaos of the team

and thus created a deeper bond

even at the earliest buttcrack of the morning,

you would be with issei

like when he couldnt sleep and everyone else in the house is, he would sneak out and go over to yours

you were up late, just laying there because you had a feeling that told you to stay awake

and that feeling was right

because your phone dinged and it was a text from mattsun

ma(tt)sun: baby bear, come down <3

you sat up quickly, grinning because you always loved being with him

mattsun made you feel safe

he was someone who didnt hesitate to offer his help and brought you back down when you started feeling out of sync with reality

he was just different from everyone else

maybe thats why you really liked him

you tip-toed out of your house and in a hoodie and sweatpants with disheveled hair, you ran to meet mattsun by your gate

help natsu is standing by the window with a mug of coffee bc your feet creaks the entire house awake

mattsun stared at you as you ran to him with your wide smile and rugged appearance

was it your hair?

a new style?

or a new hoodie?

or was it just because you were smiling?

or was it your bright eyes?

something made you extra beautiful tonight

‘hey hey’

you quietly greeted and he grinned, wrapping an arm around your shoulders

instantly, you burrowed into his chest and mattsun felt his heart beating faster 

your perfume filled his nostrils

wow

he loves that smell

you both stood there, just embracing each other until a sudden chill of wind broke you apart

‘whats up, mattsun-san?’

you asked and he peered down at you

‘i had an intuition. ramen, ramen, ramen, ramen,,,, telepathy thing, remember?’

he joked and you laughed

‘yes. you were right, mattsun-san’

‘so lets go? the shop’s closed but the convenience store isnt’

so you both ate a cup ramen in 3 in the morning at a corner store

you both couldnt stop laughing and giggling and passerbys may think yall were drunk

‘hey, call me by my first name’

mattsun asked and you nodded

‘okay. issei?’

sure hes heard it before at the time in the mall where you subconsciously called him that but you actually knowingly calling him by his first name made his entire body warm up

‘u-uh, actually, maybe not, maybe dont. dont call me that’

he stuttered, suddenly feeling shy and watching as he stirred his soup around

you laughed

‘issei? issei? issei?’

you were feeling really playful tonight, maybe because of the late food or food drunkenness but you were teasing him

you even stood up and getting all up on his face, calling him by his first name because you knew how he reacted to it

‘issei? issei? issei! isse-’

you froze

he was

oh my god

what

he was

Y/N WHAT WAS HE DOING

here he was

at let’s see,,,,,

3:14? 3:14 and 25 seconds?

at 3:14:25 AM on a tuesday morning, matsukawa issei kissed you for the first time

‘i told you to not call me that, didnt i? bad girl’

HELP IMMA CRY

NO

UM

OKAY BYE

lets just say it was awkward

like really really

awkward

we not going to talk about how you literally malfunctioned and left him alone there since you ran all the way back home

natsu was watching tv at the living room bc he couldnt sleep but just as he was nodding off, the door loudly slammed shut

this boy fell off the couch, startled, and was about to run when he saw you, darting in to the living room

he watched you pace back and forth with your hand over your mouth

your face was really really red and your ears could be blowing steam right now

and your eyes were blown wide and he was really worried

natsu scrambled off the floor and grabbed you with hands on your arms

‘did he hurt you? that guy earlier. tell me right now, did he hurt you? touch you? i will kill him, just tell me whats wrong, dont worry i know where to hide his body just tell me and we’ll handle it ourselves, okay? so-’

he rambled but you waved your hands

‘no! no! god no! isse-no, mattsun! mattsun would never!’

you shrieked

girl please, your parentals are tryna sleep

no but they really are still asleep how the heck-

‘so whats wrong? why did you come in here looking like this?’

natsu furrowed his eyebrows and you quickly tried to calm him down

‘theres nothing wrong! really! well,, something did happen, bUT! nothing bad happened! i swear!’

he didnt quite believe you but if something happened, you would be sobbing right now so at least he was assured you werent taken advantaged of

mans thought he finally had a use for his baseball bat

too bad

in a few hours was school and you contemplated on how to face mattsun

the entire time you were getting ready, you were worried on what to do

should you avoid him?

talk to him?

pretend nothing happened?

well,,,

thats what he did

just as you were about to talk to him, issei walked up to you like nothing happened

‘y/n-chan!’

he grinned and you awkwardly smiled and waved

was he acting like nothing happened?

‘mattsun-san, about what happened earlier-’

‘hm? nothing happened, though?’

help why is he like this

you stopped

oh

okay

sure we can continue like that

so you did

you smiled at him and waved it off

‘oh um, nothing! nothing at all!’

oh no

mattsun was sweating buckets

he fully intended on talking to you and sorting it out today but he panicked and just took plan d

he skipped plan a, b, and c

he went straight to d

wait

no nvm thats not appropriate alkdfjalsdkfj

mattsun was scared

he was scared of what you would say and outright reject him 

he knew it was impulsive and shouldnt have happened but he didnt regret it

but he would start to regret it if you would directly turn him down and he really cannot handle that emotionally

and then the friendship would become awkward bc now you know he likes you and you would start to overthink and you would become uncomfortable with each other so you guys would drift away and the team would start asking questions and now it would be awkward around them too and aaaaaa

disclaimer: this is matsukawa issei’s brain

so if acting like nothing happened would do it, then he will

it was going good

everything felt normal and you guys were as close as before

late night ramen runs were still happening and you still stuck around him as much

and then it happened

it was during a movie night hang out with the team at iwa’s house bc everyone goes to iwa’s house akdjlkf

you and the team were scattered around the living room but naturally, you were next to issei on the couch

it started from 2 pm to what was now nearing 11 pm

this time, it was oikawa’s turn to pick the movie as he finally won rock paper scissors

of course, my mans oikawa chose a rom com but it had a sad ending 

“Always Be My Maybe”

it was a movie about childhood best friends who suffer from skinny love and desperately trying to show each other that theyre in love with the other but their insecurities and doubt drove them apart into a new lover’s arms

help i just came up with this movie and the one i looked up online didnt really fit into the plot but like i dunno i havent watched it kadsjfl

‘kawa, why are we watching a sad movie?’

iwa grumbled but he pushed the play button anyways

‘well,, i think its a movie we can all learn from’

no because oikawa is trying to help mattsun and you since he is tired of the constant longing stares 

oikawa totally knows that’s self-subotaging but hes not ready for that conversation

ngl, for a team of grown men, you would doubt a rom com/sad movie wouldnt move them but by the end, as the two lovers met a decade later and walked away for the final time towards their respective partners, everyone bawled

‘noooo!!!!!!’

oikawa cried, glomping himself to iwa’s shoulder, who was sniffling and wiping his tears with the collar of his shirt and patting his friend’s back

everyone else was sobbing and you were no better

mattsun wasnt hardcore crying but he did have a few tears slip

with all the crying, you felt your throat getting dry so you stood up

‘i-imma go and get water’

you excused yourself and quickly ran out to the kitchen 

god why were you crying this hard?

youve literally watched hachi yet you didnt cry this hard

but why with this one?

were the actors that good?

the plot?

or was it because of how similar your situation was?

being desperately in love with your best friend?

and him throwing the only opportunity for you to tell him?

you hunched over the sink and you hiccuped, trying to desperately wipe away the tears and practicing how to get your breathing even

while you were in your dilemma in the kitchen, mattsun stared at your spot next to him

that movie, he definitely knew oikawa was up to something

but he would think about that later 

right now, he was too busy freaking out

that movie was like a wake up call for him

all that overthinking and avoiding the subject and self-depricating thoughts of denial of why you would love someone like him

if he didnt do something, that could be him to you

sure the circumstances werent the same as he was the only one pining wrong but either way he didnt want that

that movie was like a prediction or a glimpse of his future

watching you in the arms of someone else, maybe a family

the little girl that was supposed to have his messy wild hair and your eyes

were now morphing into someone else

the someone else who was man enough to even ask you out for coffee

and snatched your heart right under his nose

that thoroughly scared him which caused him to stand up quickly, scaring kindaichi who was next to his feet

issei maneuvered himself towards the kitchen with the only thought in his head

be. honest.

he found you hunched over the sink, gripping the sides

his heart reached out to you

‘y-y/n? um, i have something to say-to tell you’

he fumbled

you jumped at his voice and frantically tried to calm yourself

you awkwardly laughed

‘w-what is it, mattsun? im literally sobbing on a sink right now, can it wait until im mentally stable-’

‘no. i-i need to say it now. or ill chicken out’

you turned around and the sight of him made more tears spring up

‘well? say it’

you encouraged and he took a deep breath

love is peace.

love is home.

if he wants you, he needs to say it now

‘i dont know,, i dont know how to say this in a way that makes sense but-um-i like you. wait-! like! i like you, a lot. like the kind that,, im in love. im in love with you, i love you and everything about you, even that thing you do while you eat bUT thats besides the point!’

he rambled and you started rapidly gasping for air because oh my god

this was it

he was confessing

he took a step forward and you made no move to stop him

he looked into your eyes

‘youre the sun in my galaxy and the peaceful home of my world. i cant lose you to somebody else like that lady, i just cant. even if i get rejected, i want to go knowing i tried my best. i dont want to look back on this and think about the what ifs or the maybes. i cant let you be my maybe, y/n. so if you’ll have me, i will tell you everyday that everything i feel about you, i havent felt before. but its good. its the best feeling. i dont understand it or have a meaning to it but i dont care. because you make me feel happy, safe, peaceful. i may not be able to give you the world but i will spend every day of my life trying. because i love you.

i love you, l/n y/n’

HELP IM CRYING BYE

you were shocked

his words made you lose grip on what was true and what was fantasy

you spent hours late at night, imagining him say that he loved you

and now it was happening, because of some movie oikawa put on

so you start laughing both in joy and relief

god the things you want to say

but you cant

because you were too happy and too excited to interrupt this moment

however

issei interpreted this as you rejecting him

he thought you were surprised and shocked, maybe even scared

issei was starting to get embarrassed bc you were laughing so you must be laughing at him and how stupid he sounded

that split second of bravery was now gone as his fear was back

but this time, in ultimate mode

he couldnt even say anything else so he was about to turn and run

but you sensed him about to run away

so you grabbed the first thing you could

his sweatpants string pulled him straight to you and this time, you kissed him

his eyes were wide and he really felt like he was now slipping into hallucinations

wasnt this part of the stages of grief?

but no

the softness of your lips

the warmth pressed against his own

the arms around his neck and the waist his arms were around

they all felt so real

because maybe

it is real

maybe, you feel the same way

maybe, his feelings were reciprocated

maybe, 

just maybe,

you loved him too

oikawa and the team were peaking over the couch and they were all both crying and celebrating because finally

you guys were together

but that meant you werent theirs anymore

oikawa patted himself on the back because once again,

oikawa tooru saves the day

they all pretended to be surprised when you guys announced your relationship 

like the surprised dude in that one painting

the scream, i think

OH 

ALSO

GRANNY

oh my gosh she was so happy

you finally came back to the cafe but this time with issei

she was wiping the counter and was about to greet a customer when you walked in, with issei’s arm around your shoulders

‘issei’

she whispered

‘hey, baa-chan’

he greeted and you bowed slightly

she rushed to greet you both at the front

‘youre supposed on your day off’

she mumbled but issei shrugged

‘we wanted to tell you first’

he grinned shyly

you shook her hand but granny pulled you into her arms

‘you are now my family!’

she exclaimed, squeezing you

she may be 80 something old but that lady still has arms of steel

‘take care of him, darling’

she whispered to your ear as she hugged you

‘i will, i promise’

granny rushed to seat you both and she pulled out a chair

‘oh i am so happy!’

you felt happy too

granny was someone important to issei, even more than his own parents as he quickly took you to meet granny again

‘thank you so much, baa-san’

you thanked and she waved it off

‘please! if anything, i should thank you! he really scored a pretty one, didnt he? my gosh, im so relieved. i have been worried issei wouldnt find a girlfriend because hes too busy working or fussing over me!’

issei stood up

‘reminds me, baa-chan. it’s noon. ill get your arthritis meds’

he just wanted to rush out of there

once he was gone, granny leaned close

‘i have known issei since he was only 14. he wanted to work and i gave him a spot but that little boy refused to leave until i had to kick him out! he dedicates himself into things that he finds most valuable. in all my years knowing him, he has never been so dedicated to anything until he met you, y/n’

she whispered but you felt shy

she was telling you everything

‘he’s practically my grandchild. i was so worried, that he would put everyone else before himself but you are the one that made him think about himself, for a change. that poor boy came to me not knowing what he was feeling because it’s the first time issei really asked himself what he wanted. and he has found that he wants to be with you and he loves you. he loves you more than his mind can really process. so im thankful for you, y/n. youre really, really important to issei and i wish you all the beautiful and hope-filled years to come’

you felt tears pricking your eyes as she bowed a little

‘though i have a favor’

she asked and you nodded

‘anything’

‘make my issei smile, hm? no matter what, protect that smile and make sure he never loses it’

we’re not gonna discuss about granny’s age and her death bc we dont do sad stuff in this one so we’re gonna pretend she lives forever, okay?

SO ONWARDS TO TIMESKIP

as usual, this is around olympics era timeskip

so thats like 9 years?

you and issei have been married since you graduated high school because this guy cannot wait

he waited 3 years he cannot wait any longer

so now, you guys got a little family

issei was over the moon when you both had a girl bc it was the little girl he thought about having with you

then a son

and later, you are expecting another one

help why is y/n always pregnant in the routes what

except for kawa’s

in one of them

lol ;)

so back to olympics

you and issei held tightly to a child since there were so many people in the stadium

there were pictures everywhere and posters of the players but mainly team japan

himari was tightly clutching issei’s hand as the 9-year-old was unfamiliar to such crowded places

you later decided it was a bad idea to bring a newborn to something as chaotic as the games but didnt make that decision until you were already at the stadium

so you tightly held hiroto on the baby chest carrier thing 

he was only 3 months old so he was still as his sleeping phase but he was the kind that refused to wake up no matter how noisy it was

so you were lucky there

‘ah, where is everyone? iwa told us to meet him here’

mattsun mumbled and you rubbed his arm

‘he’s probably lost in the sea of people like we are, sei’

he hmphed until himari gasped

‘uncle kawa!’

she pointed ahead and there he was, oikawa tooru with his blue san juan jersey

the man towered over a lot of people and his short brown hair jumped with each step

‘mari-chan! toto-chan! mattsun! y/n-chan!’

he shouted and you smiled while mattsun glared at him

‘god, youre still so loud, oikawa’

he complained and tooru was about to complain when mari stomped on her dad’s foot

‘kawa is not loud, papa. he has to shout because it’s so noisy’

she defended and oikawa had a smug look

‘as expected of my darling, goddaughter’

he praised and raised her to his arms

mattsun turned to look at you

‘why couldnt makki have been her godfather instead?’

‘hey!’

offended, oikawa whined but he was cut off with a hand to his head

the only person who would do that was

‘iwa-san!’

you exclaimed and he grinned, going to give you a hug but he noticed the baby on your chest

‘oops. little man on the way, here’

iwa gave you an awkward yet warm hug

‘wheres the others?’

mattsun asked and iwa jutted his head to the side

‘already at the cafe. what took you guys so long?’

mattsun rolled his eyes but grinned

‘its not like y/n just popped out a baby from her va-’

‘issei, say another word and youre going to be in one of your coffins’

you threatened, a smile on your face while fixing your son’s wild curly hair

‘ah, y/n-chan still has her tongue’

the others cheered when you arrived and makki made a beeline towards the hiroto

‘oh! hiro-kun!’

he sang but you placed a finger to your lips

‘oh, hes asleep?’

you nodded

makki hunched over his head and poked the exposed nose

‘hello, hiro-kun’

he whispered

nononononono i cannot be getting soft for hanamaki takahiro right now

hiro sensed that his godfather was near because he shifted and raised one eye open

you softly smiled and gently pulled him out of his carrier

‘wanna go to takahiro?’

not you and issei naming your son after makki because you knew makki probably wouldnt get married and your son is his only chance of fulfilling his dream of having a son named after him

you and others caught up with each other as everyone was now in different parts of the country or even the world

kyo was now a completely different person from before as he was even playing with mari and oikawa was making grabby hands at the other baby

‘makki!!! my turn!!!’

makki glared at him before sighing

‘okay. you go to tooru now, hm?’

he placed the baby bottle down on the table and got up to go over to where tooru sat so he could give away the baby

‘he just ate so hold him like this, oikawa’

he taught oikawa how to hold the baby but oiks pouted

‘you know i stayed with y/n-chan and mattsun when mari was born? so i know how to hold a baby, makki-!’

‘*bleh*’

everyone stopped as hiroto made a burp sound shortly followed with a slightly disgusting sound

tooru froze, hands still on the baby’s bottom and back

his eyes twitched and you and issei huddled to keep your giggles in

‘did he-’

‘yep’

iwa grimaced as he looked over to his friend’s shoulder

the expensive and premium jersey

now stained with baby throw up

‘hey, at least he didnt-’

as kindaichi started, there was a foul smell that engulfed the area

there on tooru’s right hand, was a stinky baby butt

was he

holding

a dirty diaper

right now?

oikawa screamed

a/n: help i have started going to the gym and its so hard but i keep thinking about iwa being a physical trainer and im just like, ‘well, i gotta pretend iwa is here and look good’, please thats the only way im able to push myself during that 20 minutes on the treadmill

ALSO THANK YOU SO MUCH DANGO ANON OR KNOWN AS @fushigurohearts​ FOR GIVING ME SO MANY IDEAS AND LORE AND I JUST LOVE YOU BAE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING 

[iamjungkooked]

!! New Fic Alert !!

Title: TBD

Pairing: Jungkook x female reader

↳Genre: Romance, Angst, maybe some smut (idk yet)

↳Word count: TBD

↳Rating: 18+

↳AU: roommate AU!

↳Summary: When given the choice between option A: (enduring a little bit more suffering with my insufferable parents) and Option B: making a choice that may lead to more of a shitshow and maybe a bit of a heartbreak, I will always choose option B. Option B has a name, Jeon Jungkook.

RELEASING ON: TBD (sometime in January 2022)

Authors note: Its been a while, hasn't it? Honestly i just didnt have any inspiration to write but I am so glad so many of you stuck around. Thank you so much for that. I am not going to make no promises or say I am going to try to write more (i likely wont), but I'll try to publish this story in January. That much I can say. So I hope you like this sneak peak. TITLE TBD. I still have to finish writing this.

Jungkook slides a couple of bills across the bar as we get up.

“Hey! Where did you go? I have been looking for you” the chump comes out of nowhere.

“What’s up champ?” Jungkook stands up and throws an arm around him. He’s wearing black ripped jeans and a black half-sleeve t-shirt tucked into his jeans. His arms are filled with ink and it draws me in.

I can’t help but draw a comparison between them as I observe. Jungkook looks infinitely better than the chump dressed in chinos and a white button up shirt.

The chump looks confused. “Who are you?”

“Let me tell you something” Jungkook whispers something in his ear. With wide eyes, he looks at me and then walks away as if he’s seen a ghost.

“What did you tell him?” I question.

“That you are pregnant with my baby and that your parents are going to disown you once we tell them today and that he’s better off finding another girl” Jungkook looks proud of himself, a beaming smile on his face.

I gawk at him. “You did what? Jungkook, you do know that this is going to spread like wildfire right?”

“Don’t worry” he throws an arm around my shoulder. “You can live with me once your parents kick you out. I’ll take care of you” he presses a kiss to the side of my head. “And our baby”

“Oh my god” I groan. “I am sure my mother will hear of this”

“That’s perfect then. Make a scene and leave your house” he looks down at me, a good-for nothing smile on his face. He talks about it so lightly it blows my mind.

“You’re serious?” I frown at him.

“Very” he looks me straight in the eyes. “Honestly, you need to leave that place”

It wouldn’t be bad to live with Jungkook. It would be nice for once to have someone who will be present for me. For a moment I actually consider it. My mind plays me a highlight reel of how the conversation between my parents and I would go down. I can imagine myself packing my bags and leaving my house to live with Jungkook.

“Okay. So if my mother asks, is it a boy or a girl?” I wiggle my brows at him. I won’t lie, playing pretend is king of fun. Especially with him.

“Girl. I have always wanted a girl” he looks serious for a brief second.

“You?” I scoff in disbelief. “Don’t you want another mini Jungkook?”

“Oh god no” he shakes his head. “I don’t want that disappointment”

“What are we going to name her?” I ask as we begin to walk, his hand wrapped around my waist.

He pulls out a vape. I don’t think it’s allowed but who is going to stop the rich kids from breaking the rules? We know how to use “daddy” as a threat. “Violet. I have always loved that name you know”

I smell strawberries as he puffs out the smoke. “If it’s a boy?” I play along.

“I am going to abandon you two. If he’s my son he’s going to disappoint me” he chuckles.

“You are crazy Jeon Jungkook”

He winks. “Now let’s go give your parents the good news” he smiles from ear to ear, dimples on full display.

I hope everyone had fun during christmas/holidays! Stay safe out there please. Take care of yourselves! ❤️

[kaz11283]

Of Course I'm Here

Characters: Come on you know by now how this goes (Loki x you) (Team x you, platonic)

Warnings: None. And really if you ever see anything that I might need to able as a warning please let me know... I'm the person who forgets there are people out there that get offened by the word F*** if that is an exapmle of anything.

Summary: Mid battle and the avengers keep looking for an answer as to why the God of Lies hasnt showed up yet. Of course you have no idea but at least he proves them all wrong.

ANNOUNCEMENT TIME: hey guys Im back, I know it hasnt been long but I also know I havent been posting every single day like I was, i got into a weird little funk where I didnt want to do anything, I was just feeling completly drained, and I felt bad because I have my little and I didnt even want to play with her because I have just been so TIRED, but I'm feeling better. Work has been kicking my ass here lately and ive been working over 50 hours a week so ive literally been coming in, eatting / feeding the little, getting us ready for bed, and crashing as soon as she falls asleep. But im here now. I will probably be more active on weekends than during the week because I have more time to spend working on stuff but I will be posting also during the week just not daily. At least until after state comes. Thank you so much for the reblogs, likes, comments, follows, and messages please keep them coming! If you would like to be tagged please ask or message, and requests are open. Love you guys so much! 💚💚💚💚💚

Loki Masterlist

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"Y/N, BACK UP I NEED BACK UP! EYES IN THE SKY!" Tony yelled from above, you and Clint stood back to back on a roof top shooting as many bad guys as you could. Clint took aim at another carrier, shooting at the engine causing the entire thing to blow up raining debris and hot metal around you.

"Damnit Clint! Farther away make sure they are farther away!" You yelled popping him on the head with an arrow before aiming it at the thing that was chasing Tony.

"Where is lover boy at? You.sent him the location right?" Nat asked into the com.

"Yes I sent him the location, no I dont know where hes at." You mocked.

"Did you send him the right location?" Sam asked.

"One time, one dam-"

"Language!" Steve chimed in causing everyone to groan. Gun shots where ringing all around you and you could here metal on metal paired with Hulk screams coming from another building over.

"Language." You mocked muting your com son that no one but Clint heard you. "I am a 26 year old woman, I think I'm old enough to cuss if I want." You drew back your bow and sent another arrow flying into another goon that had Nat trapped aginst a wall. She shot you a thumbs up before running off. You hit unmute on your com.

"Jesus, 26? Baby, you sure you don't need to be at a babysitter instead of on a building killing things?" He laughed.

"Dont worry Hawk, when we get done here I've already booked you a nice nursing home to be put into." You put your bow around you and stood on the edge of the building. "I need a better view." You looked round, the top of a taller building caught you eye. "There Hawk, we can cover a better radius from up there, get closer to the action."

"DOES ANYONE KNOW WHEN THE GODS ARE GOING TO BE HERE? WE NEED MORE HELP WERE GETTING TIRED AND OUT NUMBERED!" Tony came over the coms screaming.

"How do we get up there? Or do I even wanna know?" Hawk came to examin where you were talking about.

"Im jumping, you cant tell me that someone wont catch me." You shrug.

"GODS WHERE ARE TH- Y/N DONT YOU DARE JUMP!" Tony stopped and hovered right were you was standing.

"Then take us over there. We need higher ground, we cant cover everyone from down here." You crossed your arms.

"Where are the gods at y/n?" He asked again

"I. Dont. Know. Jesus you guys act like I'm suppose to be there keeper!" A simultaneous you are came from everone through the com causing you to roll your eyes. "Hes gonna be here I swear it! Now take me to the building or I jump. 1.....2....-" Tony grabbed you by the collar of your jacket and flew you to the building.

God these things were everywhere and you were starting to run out of arrows. After shooting another ship and causing it to blow you heard what was unmistakably pounding on the roof top door leading to where you currently was at.

"I have some univited guests about to join my party. Anyone available for some assistance?" You yanked out the two emerald green and silver daggars that your boyfriend had given you not long after you had started dating after throwing your bow around you.

"Buy some time kid, I'm on ground level right now but I can try to get up there as fast as possible." Bucky called over the com.

"Buy some time? Ok. I can do this. I work better from afar but a little hand to hand never hurt anyone, just easier to get stabbed this way." The first of the things busted through the door running straight at you. You jerked out of the way missing his staff by just a few inches. Quickly turning you flipped the dagger like Loki had showed you and stabbed him in his side causing him to fall to the ground before the next one tried to impale you.

"I have two daggers and they have freaking staffs! Back up! WHERE THE HELL AR-" you were interupted by static in the air and a bright light. The bitfrost had just opened up leaving to gods standing in front of you and taking out the remainder ofnthe bad guys. "HES HERE! I TOLD YOU GUYS THEY WERE COMING AND THEY'RE HERE." You pulled two extra coms from you pocket and gave them to Thor and Loki.

"Always a pleasure to battle beside you Lady y/n." Thor smiled takkng the com and putting it in his ear before taking off again.

Loki sauntered over to you and put his arm around you waist, you put the com in his ear as he rolled his eyes. He leaned down and gave you a quick kiss.

"You got a new outfit." You smiled at him. God the way he looked in his battle clothe always did something to you, the horned helment was a plus.

"You like it." He smirked down at you pulling you closer.

"Your wearing your horns to." You reached up and brushed a peice if hair behind his ear.

"STOP. STOP NOW. WE CAN HEAR EVERYTHING AND ITS GROSS." Tony yelled causing you both to roll your eyes.

"Quick run down, bad guys everywhere, no end in sight, and I'm out of arrows pretty sure Hawk is too." Loki waved his hand over your quiver making more arrows appear.

"I see you had to use your daggers. I am sorry for not being here. Are you hurt anywhere?" He asked stepping away from you to examin you.

"Small cut on the side, nothing I havent dealt with before, Ill be fine. You go make sure Hawk is fully stocked up and help the others. I got a birds eye view of you right here." I leaned in kissing him one more time before smiling at him and pushing him away. He kissed his two finger before placimg them over his heart and you did the same, "always." You both said before he disappered.

You could hear Thor laughing at the chaos going on and Steve trying to direct the god of thunder on what to do. You had learned earlier to just let him do his own thing and he would be fine. Tony was still trying to micromanage everything when you heard Loki mumble something in an old language and his com cut out. You had figured it wouldnt have stayed on to long though but at least you had tried. It had calmed down up on your end so you decided to finally go back down to where Clint was at shooting an arrow with heavy duty rope you glided back down next to him to watch what was going on.

"Hello, earth to y/n." He snapped his fingers in front of your face. You had been to busy staring at Loki and that damn helmet. "I dont even understand why were friends." He rolled his eyes propping up on the ledge watching as the rest of the team secured the last of the bad guys.

"Because we both shoot arrows, because we are both the best in the team, or because we both know we are the best looking one on the team so we have to stick together." You laughed jumping up so you could sit on the ledge.

"The birds can come out of their nest now." Bucky called over the coms causing you both to sigh.

When you and Clint had reached the bottom you walked over to Thor theowing your arms around the big goof ball.

"You are amazing during battle as always." He beemed patting you on the shoulder.

"As always? Thor youve only fought with her twice." Steve said beside you.

"I had a week off. Went to Asguard, spent time with the boys. Someone had to keep them in line." You shrugged like it was no big deal.

"She was amazing!" Thor went on telling the story of the fight you had all gotten into.

"Mothers been asking about you by the way dear. Wants to know if you've decided to come stay for a while." Loki leaned down and whispered in your ear.

"I think I'm leaning toward a yes. I can't stand being away from you, you had been gone forever this time." You reached for his hand as you both walked to the quinjet.

"I was making arrangements to have our room redone. I figured you would come with me." He gave you a knowing smirk as he reached up to take off his helmet.

"Leave the horns on. I have a suprise for you when we get home." You pulled his hand away from his head and smacked his butt.

"You are a little minx." He laughed chasing you into the jet while the rest of the team groaned and rolled their eyes.

"Even if you wasnt moving i would be kicking your ass out! I am so sick of the PDA between you two." Tony hollared after you.

"Leave them alone Tony, they are courting. Im just glad my brother is happy and not trying to stab me." Thor clapped Tony on the back.

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