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why did no one tell me that the monsters TLOU looked like LITERAL FUCKING mushrooms 🤡
#haha I need to watch this now#the last of us#tlou#tlou hbo#random thoughts#joel miller#ellie williams#pedro pascal#bella ramsey
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as promised tumblr, the drawing has been done
#i know there’s at least something (or someone) in that dungeon who’s delicious!#haha i jest! i just love kabru with my whole heart and soul#there will probably be more art? at some point? but for now all i can do is sketch him bc i think he’s um#well i think kabru is one of the most perfect characters ever written#i wish i could have captured more of his weird and nervous possibly sweaty charm but i was watching a scary tv show#and i really just needed to see a beautiful smiling man#kabru dungeon meshi#kabru#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#mithrun#dungeon meshi mithrun
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"Could I have your hand, sir?" Max didn't move, which Dexter was, sadly, getting used to.
"Sir?" Max jerked, then turned and stared at him, lost and blank. "Your hand, please."
Max's hand lifted shakily, and he laid it gently in Dexter's upturned palm. Dexter gave a quick and quiet "thank you," then turned it over in his own hand, observing him closely.
Too closely - his knuckles were rough and his fingernails were dull and cracked in places. His once-soft, not-a-day-in-his-life-subjected-to-hard-labour hands were now, already, toughened and split and scarred in places, especially the heel of his palm. He turned it over again, this time to stop looking so intensely. He had only wanted to give it a cursory glance to begin with.
"Do you know what I see, sir?" he asked as conversationally as he could manage, running his fingers along Max's abused flesh. He seemed to be at least half paying attention, his eye gazing down between them, and he'd occasionally twitch, encouragingly Dexter thought. He seemed to want to curl around him, then stopped and shook, his hand squeezing into a fist. Dexter coaxed him back out, encouraged him to hold himself lightly.
"What do you see?" He was almost startled by Max actually continuing their conversation, that happened so rarely now, shaking and quiet as it was. He took a deep breath, was he really going to do this?
"I see a hand, with five fingers." Max remained quiet, though his brow curled, and a guarded look came into his eye, though he still wasn't looking at Dexter. He felt a pang of guilt, but he had to try. "What do you see?"
Max's eye unfocused and began to water. He looked up, but not enough to reach Dexter's gaze in return, instead staring through his chest, and he felt just as hollow and empty as he must look to him.
"Do you take me for a fool, DAX?" Quiet and as close to angry as he'd heard since they'd been here.
No, not angry.
Betrayed.
He swallowed down the stinging lump at the back of his throat. He had to put on a brave face, had to keep his composure if he wanted Max to get better. That was the only thing he wanted, more than anything.
"Of course not, sir. Genuinely, what do you see?"
Max pulled his hand away and turned his body, his bandaged side facing Dexter. Shutting him out, pointedly. Dexter's empty hand curled into a fist, he was no better.
"Please, don't..." Max took a shallow, shuddering breath, and several beats before he spoke again, even quieter. "Don't ridicule me." Dexter could hear his breath catch, and he wanted nothing more than for this all to just stop.
"Sir, I didn't-"
"I've had enough of that." He shook his head stiffly, the action strange and wrong, like he had forgotten how. He stilled, his head turned even further away. "More than enough."
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#ZEX#Dexter Favin#And a drabble-fic under the cut#I ended up writing that the night after I read - I was a bit too inspired while busy so it's a little on the unfocused side haha#I would've cleaned it but I worry it wouldn't make it out of that stage! Please enjoy it for now <3#This set is mostly periphery ideas - inspired by events rather than directly shown ♪ I suppose the first two kinda count tho#But they're more directly of the little scene I wrote ouò Poor ZEX </3#And Dex! He's usually so capable! But he's stretching himself so thin ahh it's hard to watch in the best way#Of course he doesn't want to give ''Max'' over to just anyone - anyone at all really - both of their trusts have bottomed out#But how much could he reasonably care for him in that state? When he's still being actively haunted and most importantly - Not Max#He needs helps he needs support he needs to sleep and shower but a second with his eyes off Max and - then what? He'll immolate from fear#It's hard to imagine him crying but pushed to this extreme? To the thought of losing Max utterly and completely? Hhhhh#I do also just love him being possessive even outside of how terrible the situation is - he's always had his glimpses but this situation#Brings out the worst in him <3 In terrible ways#Really his method is just setting ''Max'' up nearby and prompting him over the sound of the shower like that's not nerve-wracking at all#Like he already doesn't answer half the time if that#As for the mini fic I was really interested in Dex's line about indulging ''Max's'' delusions#Apart from the fact that they're not delusions - not that anyone believes him outside of the Institute - what it means to indulge is weird#I saw one example of how to handle delusions that stuck with me - how not to deny them outright while also not reinforcing them#Since it's not actually helpful to be told ''That isn't Really happening to you'' when to you - to ZEX - it really is! How invalidating#And so rather to take the approach of ''I don't see/feel/hear what you are - I can't find any evidence of it myself'' and extrapolating#Dex taking the approach of ''What reality are you experiencing right now?'' and trying to build from there!#Unfortunately ZEX has already been treated like....well like all that - he's not in the mood for games even well-intentioned ones#He /knows/ he's in a human body. He can feel that and see that and understands that. It doesn't change who - what he /is/#The idea of a completely broken ZEX is so sad to me :( He's so strong and prideful and vivacious - Max really is another him </3#It's not the same but he was saved from death! To fall into torture... But even despite that I want to see him succeed! As much as he can#Even in that small and shaking way I want to see him be hateful and spiteful - angry. Powerful <3 Fighting ♥
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i thought it was a given guys why are you shocked?
#interview with the vampire#iwtv#vampire chronicles#amc iwtv#amc interview with the vampire#maybe it's bc as a book reader i have more context but it's like someone said last week: you can't go to circus and be mad there's clowns#lestat punched a priest's head in and louis said yes take me in ep 1. ep 3 had lestat throwing a fit over what louis eats. this shouldn't#come as a surprise to anyone even if you've just watched the show#my reaction to the end of the ep was more 'haha yikes there they go. get the matches ready louis. WAIT WHY DOES LESTAT FLY ALREADY' caliber#like of course they're horrible to each other too. ofc lestat sucks. that's a given! that's why any of the 2020s stuff is happening now!#louis wouldn't have a need to air his feelings to daniel if he and lestat live full-time in the fluff fields. they're messy and fucked up#that's why the narrative is compelling
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its 5 am, i am barely alive but i am kicking my feet bc today is my last day until i go home on saturday for a month of winter break and also:
look who came home in 16 pulls 😩
#tears of sophie ; not themis#okay but ngl that week break i took from socmed in general was a nice reset#also bc i have 3 assignment due in early jan so i should be working on them#and also sm has happened like i still need to watch gensin livestream or at least the trailer and hsr livestream later today ?????#AND THE FACT THE NEW TOT UPDATE HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE HOURS AGO#sobs#ill be active again either later today or on the weekend tho !! we just have to see when i have the energy after i finish packing some stuff#anyway i need to sleep now bc i have to get up in a couple hours…. haha…..
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Leomngrab,,,,,,,
#lemongrab#he’s just like me fr#or how I was when I was younger and more stressed out and angrier anyway#poor guy#wouldn’t wish that on anyone#funnily enough I prolly would’ve hated him if I’d watched AT them#but now I’m just like dude this guy needs to be told he is loved and accepted#and given a hug if he wants one#adventure time#my art#fern cameo#lumpygrab#lemonspace#Jake cameo#bmo cameo but I fucked them up pretty bad HAHA sorry bmo#sketches and bases
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Everyone needs to drop everything and watch moon girl and devil dinosaur right now!!! It's SO GOOD y'all! The animation is smooth, snappy, creative, and fun! (And it's done by the same studio as rottmnt!!!) The characters all feel fresh while being incredibly likable and charming. And the soundtrack is seriously god-tier!!!
Plus, that's not even mentioning all the representation! All the main characters are POC and there are multiple moments of LGBT+ rep!
This isn't even scratching the surface! The show has so much heart and clearly has a TON of passion poured into it! I literally can't recommend it enough! If you're at all interested, go check it out! The first two episodes are up on Disney's YouTube channel for free!
#plus they've already made a dig about disney's live action remakes 😂#that's just the cherry on top haha!#it's also got eyecatch cards which is a person love of mine since we hardly ever get them here in the west#i really want this show to do good because we need more shows like this!#i want more creative 2D animated shows like this!#i also wish marvel would start to go more in this direction but i know that's just a pipe dream 😅#I'm rambling now haha#i just have a lot of thoughts and feelings about this show#and they basically all boil down to PLEASE WATCH THIS SHOW!#moon girl and devil dinosaur#disney#disney channel#marvel#rottmnt
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binge read all of kaiju no 8 a couple days ago :::) and im all caught up w the anime now too i am hooked holy
#haha i start my internship in a couple days so im feeling really shitty and anxious and need to bury my feelings w new media#I LOVE THIS SERIES??!!! A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i didnt do research before starting the anime like i usually do..so i had zero idea who the voice actors were#BUT THEN I HEARD HOSHINA SAY ONE LINE AND WAS IMMEDIATELY LIKE. ASAGIRI GEN IS THAT YOU?!?!??!?@??@?@!?!!?!?!!!#IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND OOOOOOOH THE ACCENT IS PERFECT!!!!!#hoshina is my favourite.....silly guy who wields his sword for fun... i also caught up with b side bc i heard he was the main#and i cried lol...#also cried a couple more times during my run through the manga haha#kafka... ohhhhh kafka as a protag!!!!!! HES SO SO AMAZING#guy in his 30s fueld by a promise w his childhood friend to stand next to her and eliminate all the monsters#THE WAY HE CARES SO MUCH ;O; THE IMPACT HES HAD ON BOTH RENO AND KIKORU#KIKORU MY DAUGHTER ;O; SHES DONE SO MUCH SHES DONE SO WELL SHES AMAZING SHE DESERVES SO MUCH PRAISE AND LOVE#yea....i like these guys i think they are very very cool I CANNOT WAIT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT THEM#honestly kn8 episodes are gonna be what gets me through the weeks now...#both these eps and ALSO THE NEW TOURABU ANIME BUT IM SO SAD ITS ENDING IN 3 MROE EPS :(((#literally either teared up cried or screamed or all 3 a ton as i watched each episode tkrb will always cheer me up#i am gods most predictable pathetically weak soldier i saw hoshina who smiles like ranpo and laughs and jokes around constantly and yet als#has this huge sense of like... what is my purpose. what is my proof of existence. how can i be asked to just drop the one thing that ive#kept at all my life. thats all i have out here thats the only way for me to save people and prove i existed#that keeps me this role in this force in this organization and this is all i ahve to live for#HES SO URUHRHTUGHGSDFKJFK#GUY WHO ON THE SURFACE SEEMS SO HAPPY GO LUCKY AND SIMPLE WHO SHOUDLERS AND KEEPS SO MUCH TO HIMSELF WHO IS SO PASSIONATE ABOUT ONE THING#THAT HAS SHAPED HIS ENTIRE LIFE WHO CARES SO SO MUCH AND JUST WANTS TO DO WHATEVER HE CAN BECAUSE ITS ALL HE CAN DO#i discovered bsd when i was 14 years old discovered ranpo bsd and was never the same#comfort character fr actually..so comfort character that it transcends just the one series#lol enough rambling i shall go back to playing hades watching one piece with kn8 manga tab open split screen style and listening to p3r#soundtrack so that i can stop thinking and forget that i am actually somehow a person#willows rambling branch
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*sniffle* well, that's that then. voyager has made it back to the alpha quadrant (albeit i'm not the biggest fan of the "timey whimey antics save the day" means utilized but i've seen similar plots play out far worse so i'll accept it with minimal brow furrowing), my mind & heart are full with a new sci-fi obsession, and while i know i said i'm diving into TNG asap, i do think my little ticker needs a minute to process & say goodbye to the star fleet captain who-- no matter how good picard/other captains i can't wait to meet are-- will now forever be My Captain(tm), and her intrepid crew (i'll even miss the doctor!) of the U.S.S. Voyager o7
#i've been trying to draw it out (i did a good job at slowly watching the first seasons but by the last few i couldnt resist the binge lol)#gotta also put prodigy high on the list since the grapevine tells me janeway returns#although i think it got an early cancellation bc of course it fucking did#star trek voyager#lots to think on and maybe post about but thats for later#also ive heard conflicting reports about Sevens return in picard & autostraddle may have queerbaited me but idc whats canon i know what i k#what i know and i know that everyone that far in the future is bi until proven otherwise especially our girl#☝ distinguishing romantic partners based solely on gender is an imperfect parameter for efficient seeking of suitable individuals#dani talks about tv#1 question i still need answers to: what IS the star fleet hr protocol for what happens to tom & janeway in threshold????#love how some episodes are these cosmic horror displays that never get referenced again like WHOOPS hyperevolved me & my captain#& LEFT OUR ALIEN OFFSPRING ON THE PLANET we landed on. anyway now back to whatever shenanigans tuvok is up to!#haha it was great though. season 3 alone has a lot of my favorite episodes
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You can understand the simultaneous facts that it is an issue Thomas hasn't posted a sanders sides episode for 2 years despite promising higher production (full team, patreon writers) AND that since said promises, hes gone through health issues and personal issues. Plus whatever global issues in general that have been going on.
Not to mention there has been several other projects Thomas has been incredibly passionate about (roleslaying with roman, my roomate is hades, music production, skits, videos with friends, etc.)
Thomas is a person. Thomas can be held accountable for delayed content and be treated with the same empathy anyone deserves in these circumstances. At the same time!!!!! Crazy right
Life is unpredictable.
I don't know, just my thoughts on the apparent discourse that's going on
#sanders sides#discourse#Idk man I forgot how toxic some parts of this fandom was#Part of the reason I initially left it but now that I'm back I need to adress this#Treating Thomas with empathy us NOT the same as babying him#Yes he set high expectations yes it has been a while yes I'm getting sick of it too but MAN the MALICE some of you have been showing#It's shocking tbh#Take a chill pill and watch someone else for a bit!#It's just youtube#I'm hyperfixated on this series but even I can deal for a bit#He's working on big things and yes it's taking a while but let a man breathe#Can it just be a funny haha meme that it's been 2 years and not actual DEATH THREATS#Sigh#Anyway love you Thomas sanders thanks for existing#Shout out Thomas sanders#thomas sanders#My favourite flavour of sanders frfr
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Celebrating my birthday by getting Fucked Up (watching Emesis Blue again)
#god this film is SO GOOD#i understand nothing and everything all at once#the cinematography is immaculate#and the symbolism#and just#EVERYTHING#i am not a film nerd but this one is so good I can’t help but recognize these elements within it#I need to bully my friends into understanding tf2 lore so they can watch this with me and really appreciate it#tf2#emesis blue#oh yeah I’m 1 year older now haha#ancient in moth years#not so ancient in human years#moth years are more fun though#my rambling#death-by-moth
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desire to watch more slay the princess vs fear of horror games. fight
#i watched rtgame's playthrough and i was largely ok. put my hand over the screen for bits of the specter#and i'm not sure i'll ever do wraith tbh i think that one's too much for me. maybe not nightmare#but like. i haven't seen thorn. thorn should be fine. etc#but yeah i know the devs said not to watch playthroughs but consider. i cannot watch this game alone lmao and in this context#a streamer counts as “not alone” haha#i just need another voice....#also my computer chair faces away from the door so FUCK that (i can't move it apartment small furniture heavy)#it is so funny though. normally i avoid horror like the plague bc i know myself#but i saw the stp ''please don't'' art and was like. well. i have to now. this is my brand#(i did pre-read the trigger guide and google as necessary to not completely be freaked out though)#txt
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Thanks!!! This was fun, and kinda hard to narrow it down.
MY 9 FAVOURITE CHARACTERS:
You can pretty much sus my personality from this haha.
@mediumsizetex , @bluegirrafe17 and @ask-donkey-in-trouble feel free to join in too!
#rarity from mlp#ed from cowboybebop#scootaloo from mlp#azi from scavengers reign#go watch scavengers reign NOW#applejackie from mlp#ymir from attack on titan#the most under dog ever dawged#ussop from one piece#taako from the adventure zone#louise from bob burgers#loveable lil shit characters#i would have put Trixie as wellfor that reason…but variation is needed haha#honourable mentions#radicles#from ok ko#levi and hange#from attack on titan#bmo adventure time
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oh angel beloved i am always thinking about you… the show. not the character. the only thing i ever think about angel is “they turned that man into a muppet”
#i’m sure i would have thoughts about him if i actually watched any angel content again. for now though the brain is Spike Zone#season (five?) was so bad. my favorite episodes are in there though haha#why we fight and smile time 💕✨🥰❤️🖤💕✨💕🖤 kissing those eps on the forehead#need to rewatch angel so bad though. i miss fred#do NOT miss evil cordelia pregnancy. but i miss cordy though#idk it would be good for me. i should also watch buffy again but that would just be Work#once i started watching angel i was only watching buffy as necessary to catch up for the crossover episodes 😭#like i would kill and die for spike content but i don’t wanna watch him be super pathetic over buffy that much#i say as if he isn’t Constantly pathetic. anyway#valentine notes#angel the series
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Over 5 hours and for what 💀
For it to not even be done agsgshdnns but honestly? I can go with the hair the way it is so a win is a win
#This is roughly how it should look??? Now I need to redo it so I can do it properly#I do not and never understood how shading works agshshsj#If is not obvious I'm working on a Attack on Titan x Stardew Valley thingy lol. Already have the background for each character#And the places where they do live and stuff#God knows who's the farmer tho#Anyway doing Eren was a pain in the ass and I had Elliott to model over 💀#What have I signed myself into???#Anyway it looks nicer than I expected. Color wise I mean#I was going to do the manbun Eren at first but ummmm that's too complicated for me haha homeless Eren it is#this is just for fun#Like I'm not doing any mod for the game or anything. Just a little project to pass the time#I don't know why I feel like he would randomly punch me in the face#Watching him now I'm annoyed I didn't think to make him live in the tent in Linus's place#Missed opportunity. Mikasa and Armin would totally sneak some food to him#I forgot about Linus's tent#this annoys me so much#... I guess I didn't add Porco... He could live in the tent if he wants
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I've done so much walking today!!!! I'm actually exhausted! Can't wait to go to bed tbh 😴
#i went the zoo again but with my mum#and the place is massive so i always walk so much!!@#i am a walker anyway since I 100% am never getting a car#so I walk a lot of places if im not getting public transport#but i always do like 10 billion steps when I go the zoo haha#all the tigers were out as a family 🥺 i love them!!!#and I love the penguins as well!!! my faves! got a lot of new pics!#i still need to edit ones from last week 😭 i have a heavy photography backlog for my instagram!#need to collect my niece from school then im gonna do some guitar practice#then start new essays and then watch a film#im also doing doing more coding practice which i've been doing for 7 years#but now im practicing making my own game for my niece and nephews to play
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