✩ »› SUMMARY: an unexpected visitor from the past shows up for a final goodbye, but you won't let him get away again that easily.
✩ »› PAIRING: blade x fem!reader
✩ »› WARNINGS: HEAVY BLADE & QUINTET LEAK/LORE SPOILERS. hurt/no comfort(?). reader is implied to be a vidyadhara. pet name (àirén (愛人) meaning "lover"). mentions of death. so extremely selfship coded that im posting late. unedited.
✩ »› NOTE: this was supposed to be a drabble but it's hit 2k. whoops.
you were cold. it wasn't like you to let anger fester in complete silence— especially when it was directed towards him. blade was unsure how to feel about it, as he'd never been a target of your temper. he could tell by the stern grip you had on his wrist, and how you pulled a little too hard on the bandages you were redressing. you were tight lipped, eyes fixated on the wounds that would never fully heal. it was a stark comparison from how tender and gentle you would handle him when he came to you hurt. although, you could argue a few differences in him that you had noticed too.
like how the once dexterous hands you were mending used to create beautiful weapons in years long passed, and now they would never design an ornate blade again. his strands of snow white hair were now so blue they were nearly black. the boyish smile that he always donned as soon as he would see you.. had not once reached his lips since he had first shown up. the person you were helping was just the shell of a man you once knew.
the man you knew was ambitious and resilient. the master crafstman who worked his way from the bottom up in a foreign land was now a skilled fighter who wielded his own blade. you could remember each time he attempted to spar with dan heng– ending up being knocked on his ass and at your door with a new wound for you to patch up. how fitting was it that you were the first one there when he awoke from death's door.
you were there to hear his screams, to sit aside as he healed himself faster than you ever could, to silence the monster that stirred inside him. the first time the mara struck, your power over imagination was finally useful after weeks of just helplessly watching him break and heal over and over again.
and you watched as he lost his memory every time– the way he looked at you in complete and utter confusion. he would hold your gaze until his mind pieced everything together— his bottom lip trembling in relief and his hands cupping your face. while the breath of fresh air you provided allowed him to feel safe, it could never silence those from the nightmares that would plague his mind for days to come.
you hated seeing him in so much pain, especially because there was only so much that you cold to do help him. the mara healed him faster than you could, and it left you feeling utterly useless to watch the cycle start and end on a loop until his body became adjusted to it.
then one day, he was just... gone.
you didn't know what happened, or what was going through his mind. did the mara-strike? did he have another nightmare, only for you to not be there to pull him back to reality? or... did he suddenly realize that he no longer needed you? the need to know these answers nagged at you until you finally broke the silence.
"do you remember me," you started off your question, rolling the bandage over hist wrist, "or did you come here out of instinct?"
he was silent for a moment, staring at nothing in particular. he still refused to meet your eyes, knowing that one small glance was all it would take to find himself remembering all the happy moments that he needed to forget.
"i remember," he finally responded. he always would. every scar, every nightmare, every time the monster took over. he remembered all of it.
he didn't think he could forget the face of someone he once deeply cared for– someone he didn't want to admit he still cared about. he'd never forget the gentleness of your hands, despite you being rough now, or the way your presence alone was enough to ground him.
"then why are you here?" you gritted out, a rigidness in your voice he had only heard maybe once or twice before, and never directed at him.
he didn't know how to answer that. there were several ways to do so, seeing how open ended it was. of course, he knew you didn't mean why was he on the luofu, but why he had sought you out after all this time. he could lie and say it was instinct, or that he just felt like taking a trip down memory lane. to tell the truth would be opening a door of emotions he had suppressed for centuries, which lead to vulnerability.
because the truth was, he missed you. he missed how whole he used to feel– how human he was. he missed the peace he could get only from you. while kafka could temporarily silence the hidden monster, you could put it to sleep. and he wanted to feel completely human one last time before his life could finally end.
his silence was a good enough of answer for you.
slowly, you let go of his hand, letting his arm drop to his side. before you could stand, he let his head drop and rest on your shoulder. you stiffened, sharply inhaling at the sudden urge to pull him closer. his breath wavered, realizing the rift between you two couldn't be sewn up by history. you two had a lot of history, and yet you still weren't sure that's what the two of you were now.
you almost smiled, looking back on the days when everything felt so… right in the world. if you indulged those memories, you knew you'd break your resolve.
though it seemed your mind wouldn't allow you to escape it as soon as it felt your longing.
glimpses of the instant connection between the two of you when you first met, helping him at his workshop instead of doing your duties as an elder, watching the sunset together as you sat atop the jade gate, putting paper flower crowns on his soft hair. all the little moments and the big one's briefly flashing before your eyes.
you remembered when he had first moved to luofu. you'd been sent to the artisanship commission when they requested medical attention for a collapsed resident, tending to the outworlder who had gone days without eating and a solid eight hours of sleep. you normally would have lectured him on taking better care of himself, but you couldn't help how shy he'd made you feel with just a sheepish smile. you simply ordered him to bed rest for a few days, which he in turn spent waiting outside of the alchemy commission for you to get a break so he could treat you to lunch or tea.
what started as a few innocent dates blossomed into a romance that was doomed from the start. a human and a life long species were never meant to last. most on the luofu saw humans as ordinary, and you saw those who resided in the luofu as reckless and chasing a dream they could never achieve. he changed that.
he changed so many of your outlooks just by being himself. he made you see the beauty of a human life, and how one lifecycle wasn't inferior to another. he'd shown you the true meaning behind the beauty of the world with just the warmth from his soul.
a warmth that was still there, but barely hanging on.
you closed your eyes, allowing yourself to lean into him. you could feel him relax, exhaling a breath he didn't realize he'd been holding. slowly, he wrapped his arms around you, resisting the urge to give in completely.
just as you opened your mouth to repeat your question, he finally spoke.
"i needed to see you," he paused, his voice soft despite clinging to you as if he were petrified that you would slip away from him. "just one last time."
your bottom lip trembled at his words. just one last time. it sounded like a goodbye– one that you never had to begin with. but this farewell seemed heavier than any you had ever faced before, as if it held a double meaning. it made your heart clench tightly in your chest, and suddenly what little strength you had holding your resolve fractured and fell apart.
"àirén, you're not supposed to go where i cannot follow."
death was the one place you could not follow, just as he could not follow you into another life. your species could not procreate, and any deaths lead to dwindling numbers. you were stuck in an endless cycle of life and rebirth, destined to one day forget who you were even holding onto. you weren't sure how much time you had left anyway. a day? a year? so much time wasted without him when you could and should have been there for him.
even if he were to die, and you were to molt the next day... you knew deep down you'd awaken missing a piece of yourself that you would never be able to find. while rebirth would erase any memories you once had, it could not completely sever emotional ties. you'd seen it yourself. couples always found each other again even if they couldn't remember– the special bond they shared would carry over no matter how many times it was forgotten.
but what of those who created special bonds with mortals?
was a life with a hole permanently embedded in your chest better than death? or would it feel the same? maybe they were different. the feeling of a waterlogged existence versus a peaceful end. to live on despite the pain instead of succumbing to an endless darkness. you didn't know which would be worse.
yet, you found yourself sighing, tears finally trailing down your cheeks. you never thought one person could make you question life itself. and you never expected to be able to find any beauty in death.
"then again... six hundred years is a long time to live, isn't it?" the words you spoke shook him, causing him to lift his head.
the fire that made up his eyes found yours, desperately searching them the way he did when waking from a nightmare. he knew what you meant, and he knew what you'd be giving up. after all, the general had warned him to leave you alone. that you were finally serious about your job, and that you had a little shadow who followed you around and learned from you. he couldn't– no, he wouldn't ask you to leave everyone and everything behind. oh, but aeons, he wanted to.
he wanted to give into his selfish desires, to live what little time he had left with you by his side. he wanted to settle his scores, not just for himself but for you as well. for the time lost and the pain you faced as he went through his unwelcome change. yet he refrained, taking off on his own because he couldn't ask that of you. only for you to tell him he never needed to.
it was something he couldn't wrap his mind around. you had been angry– harsh glances and touches to confirm that when you refused to talk. now, you were sad and telling him what he'd only dreamed of hearing. he wasn't sure if you were messing with him–toying with the emotions he'd been suppressing for centuries.
the only thing he could bring himself to ask was, "why?"
"time does not heal all wounds," you couldn't help but look away. "and i know what is waiting for me in the next life. time also cannot erase what is held in the heart. while i may be angry and hurt, i've never been able to hide that i still love you. i will always love you."
perhaps he was your greatest weakness, and you were his. maybe it was senseless to rush into an ending you couldn't come back from. but at the very end, you'd at least have him.
you could not live for someone you'd inevitably forget. but to give your life for them? well, you thought while finally meeting his eyes again. you cupped his cheeks in your hands before bridging the gap between you two, maybe the most romantic ending for you both could only be death. all you had to do was just hold onto him while you waited.
→ content.warning ; yandere, smut, blood, gn!reader, male! yandere, murder, mating press, making out, unhealthy relationship, toxic relationship, abuse, dubcon, selfharm, yandere photographer is your boyfriend as well which is why it says yandere!boyfriend in the tags!
→ notes. ; my bae(@cutiesgawr) was supposed to write this but she is so sweet that she let me have the idea <3 ; changed ideas, which is why it says yandere boyfriend but he is your boyfriend anyways!
Yandere!photographer who you met when you were walking and he saw you! He had to take a picture of you, he was in the photography club, you posed for his picture. He treasures that photo of you.
Yandere!photographer who treasures all the pictures he takes of you with his camera, how couldn't he?! You were so perfect and you were the perfect one for his pictures that he was missing!
Yandere!photographer who gets all happy when you feel inlove with him, he gets so giggly when you accept his confession!
Yandere!boyfriend who will do anything to keep you with him, his hands on your body as he can finally say that you are his and he is yours. Everything his. You were so precious and there's no way that he will let you leave him.
Yandere!boyfriend who will punch and stab for you, he can't let anyone harm his baby! He has to make sure yourself and when you feel proud of him... He gets his present, you. Under him, writhing in pleasure as your legs tremble and your hands grip at his chest.
Yandere!boyfriend who touches your sex, over and over even when you're taking a break from climaxing. His finger press down in your sex as he smiles. He knows that only he has this affect on you.
Yandere!boyfriend who scares away your friends, why are you sad? You should be happy that those rats are gone! You only need him in your life anyway so what's the point of crying?
Yandere!boyfriend who accidentally(not) kills your best friend, he didn't mean it, let him please you and forget about that whore Rat! Who goes on his knees and his tongue lands on your sex.
Yandere!boyfriend who makes you cry due to pleasure or is it of sadness? He loves your tears, your cute hands on his chest, as you weakly hit at his chest. He just finds you so cute, his hand grips hard at your arm when you hit his face, seems like he was to teach you a lesson, ah.
Yandere!boyfriend who breaks down when you say that you want to break up, hands balled in a fist as he stares at you. Eyes twitching, he can't believe what he is hearing....
Yandere!photographer who breaks stuff in his house, breaking mirrors and furniture. Everything including himself, he grabs a knife and cuts into his skin. Writing your initials into your skin with his blood, he will take the best photo of you.
Yandere!photographer who finds you when you're taking your morning walk, you were beautiful in your outfit, his smile as he nervously grips onto the knife. His camera in hand, you were going to look so beautiful...
Yandere!photographer who stabs the knife into you, your face of surprise as you fall onto the pile of leaves. His smile never leaving as he cuts himself, mixing your and his blood together.
Yandere!photographer who draws a heart on your face and his initials on your face, he smiles at you. Backing away as he snaps a picture.
He looks down at his camera, as the picture slowly prints, he looks at the photo, you were so beautiful. Your sweet body and pretty face with your pretty blood, oh how he adores you!
He blinks as his eyes widen, the camera and photo falling onto the ground, his eyes widen in surprise. You grab the knife from his hand as you stab his chest and face, his hands falling to the side as your vision shows black dots.
You fall down next to him as you look up at the sky, your chest hurts and your head hurts, it's getting harder for you to breath. Your eyes close.... Atleast you got your revenge on him, you let the blackness take over you.
バレンタインのネタ探しにバレンタインの町をうろついていたんですけどこれというのが見つからずにいたらで若き日のチャールズの設定(34ちゃい)でやってるred dead onlineでバレンタインの時期にA Land of Opportunities (チャンスの地)のLove and Honor(愛と名誉)をやると特別な服がもらえるイベントがあってPC版悪質チーターで人間不信ながら衣料品目当てで参加してこれだと思いまして。アーサーとチャールズの愛の逃避行を手伝うミッションしたいな~って。チャールズのお羽がついた髪飾り可愛いのでアーサーの時もつけてほしかったな。
Master Tigress Origin: In the ancient China, tiger's protect everyone from the Evil spirits and demon's. In that time a famous emperor rules Over the "Lanzhu" City. Name - "Qin shi huan"- he build the "Great Wall of China" to protect everyone from the demon's and monsters. He also created terracotta army tradition, And he is the first emperor who unified all States in one piece in China. He had Two Son's - Name - Fusu his Eldest son and Wuxi his youngest son. After his father's death. One day a powerfull demon attack in "Lanzhu City" and attacks on everyone and Steals everyone's life force. Wuxi died during that war. But that demon is still alive. Fusu attack that Demon Until he sickly Injured, Fusu and his wife somehow Escape from there, fusu Oaths i will kill that demon someday! and Travel through lands and lands for Help. They found a Village and they start living there. After a Year they have a Child a girl with beautiful eyes, and smooth fur they give her a name- (Àixīyǒng) after some days later that demon Attack that village also. Fusu attack that Demon but his wife says we need to protect our Child first. Fusu: Agree with his wife but Hesitatedly. He realised he needs to protect his daughter first. So they leave that Village and came in the valley of peace They found this valley covered with mountains and bamboo forest, but there everyone gets fear from them and says you are a monster leave our village! because they never seen a tiger before.. so Fusu and his wife were leaving. They see a Orphanage near at the valleys End. They leave (Àixīyǒng) mean Tigress at the front door. And go away... The End.
Ok maybe you was thinking.. why valley's people are so rude and mad at them. because in that time, in the valley of peace only Sheep's, goats, goose's, Rabbits,Ox Resident's. I means This all are prey of tiger so They hate tiger's. We seen this before in the Kung fu panda secret of the furious 5 (master Tigress episode) That's why when owner of the Bao gau Orphanage and other Children discover that it's a baby of tigers they are so fricking mad. That's why they call her a ( MONSTER )
But this is not truth She is just so much powerful and she has sharp claws and sharp tooth's.
When I was a kid i wonder why tigress get's so angry all time? But now I know Why she always look like she is angry. But actually She is firm, disciplined, focused, careful. And another reason is Shifu's rude behaviour you know always mood off person 😁 from Tigress's childhood she lost her parents, her home, and shifu rises her through hard training without any friends, and shifu never show Pride and much love to her. Cause shifu afraid from ti lung's past happens. Ohh that's so horrible 😨 for tigress. When Tigress is younger shifu train her like this.. tigress wake up in the morning and starts kung fu traning and it's end's at afternoon. I mean she missed all Fun,happiness, humour, friends. Ohh my god! Just think guys, like She is a robot that just Obbying Shifu's Oder. That's why she looks angry always. But truth' is She is empty from inside. She is always tries to be serious and focused. Also She knows how exactly someone feels when someone lost their parents. that's why she understands Po. And THAT'S WHY SHE IS WORTHY FOR THE DRAGON WARRIOR TITLE. ( KFP 4 sucks 😞)
And one last thing... (Àixīyǒng) It is Chinese name. That Means-
If you stay in yesterday's frustration, you will have lost the blessing God wants to give you today.
I only have one thing, which is to forget what is behind, work hard on what is in front of me, and run straight towards the goal. To receive the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus (Philippians 3:13-14).
06/06 Bible verses
The LORD will accomplish what concerns me; Your lovingkindness, O LORD, is everlasting; Do not forsake the works of Your hands. (Psalm 138:8)
The LORD will do what is mine; your steadfast love, O LORD, endures forever; do not forsake the work of your hands (Psalm 138:8).
06/06Good words of wisdom
1. If the land is not cultivated, weeds will grow thickly. The good deeds should be done every day, all the time, and constantly.
2. When facing real life, you must know that waiting for changes is a kind of ability! Let nature take its course, which is a kind of happiness!
🧡📷️(´Y`)🤤💨✨
It looks like there are readers from many countries, so I'll write in both Japanese & English... I'll try my hardest😭
⚠ tbh, maybe that's not exactly what they mean
なちゅ頭がアップで\デデドーン/密かに笑った
(Natyu's head stand out the most! hehe)
微笑みをたたえるハムスター……🐹✨(Smiling hamsters)
最近は野良や今すぐプロミス多めだけど、(あんまり回してなくて見慣れない)ガチャ含む色々なコーデやら知らない可愛いアイドルさんを見られてすっごく楽しいのヾ(*´Y`)ノ”
(I've been doing a lot of Nora & Imasugu Promises recently.*1
It's fun to see a lot of coords from the gacha that I don't know much, and lovely idols that I'm not familiar)
*1
'野良プロミス(Nora Promise)' ≒ Let's promise with anybody, and 'Imasugu Promise(いますぐプロミス)' ≒ Let's Promise right now ...maybe
外国人プレイヤーがどうやってアドパラの日本語を理解するのかに興味アリ! 難しそう、すごい……😊
I want know how non-Japanese players understand and judge word in adpara... That's amazing because it's I think really difficult!
あまり時間を合わせられなくてトモダチ限定プロミスは開催しづらいけど、モチベーションはまだまだ枯れていないよ🔥
(I don't get to play 'friends only promise' much because I can't make times, but I've lot of motivation)
何よりも幸せなのは、プリパラやアドパラの話をプレゼンっぽく(?)話していたらアドパラや本編のアニメ視聴を始めてくれた人がたくさんいること……。
早い人だともう70話以上見てくれてるみたい。凄すぎ…… マジ嬉しい!😭🙏
(I'm very happy that many people started playing adpara or watching anime when I was giving a presentation about Pripara & Adpara...
A friend have watched more than 70 episodes,wow! very fast pace! Amazing! I'm absolutely thrilled~!🤩)
先週くらいかな、試しに英語でプロミスを立ててみたよ💨
(I tried make 'promise' in English at last week)
英語でプロミス立てるの、、、難しすぎた!
アドパラの文字数制限を考えると、1文字に意味を込めやすい漢字を含む日本語よりも悩まされたよ……。
(It's difficult to write in English considering a character limit in Adpara
Japanese with Kanji is easier to convey meaning in just one character than in English*2 )
まぁ英語をちゃんと理解できていないのが大きな理由の一つだと思うけど😔
(But... One of big reasons is really difficult to understand in English for me)
*2
e.g.
adpara→アドパラ
mix coord→ミクコ、ミックス
fav coord→好きな服で
solami→そらみ
pls→頼む、お願い
etc...
スラングって教材にはあんまり出てこないけど、気楽なお喋りにはよく使うみたいだし、たくさん覚えられたら多分めっちゃ便利だろうなぁ😵ちゃんと理解できたらの話だけどね
(Slang isn't often found in learning materials. However, it's frequently used in casual communication, isn't it?
I want to learn lot of Slangs because that's maybe very convenient!
Awww, If I can understand that better...!)
あと、気づいたんだけど、プロミスのタイトルと説明を英語で書くと日本人プレイヤーが素通りしてくっぽい?
成立までにめ~っちゃ時間かかったな……
(I realized that if I write the title & explanation in English, Japanese players won't come. It took a long time to be formed haha)
他の国のプレイヤーと交流してみたい時にやってみるのはいいかも?
どうせ同じゲームしてるんなら色んな人と遊んでみたいしね~!
(It might be a good idea to do that when I want to interact with international players!
Since we've come to Idol land, I want let's play to live & photography with all kinds of Idols!)
読んでくれてありがとうございました! ハァ、ハァ、これを書くのに3000年ぐらいかかったw
(Thank you for reading! This took me about 3000 years to write hehe)
ちゃんと自分の気持ちを伝えられてるのか不安で地味に泣けちゃうね……🤣
(I worry I can't express myself well in English! I weep a little hahaha)
SVO? SOV? なにそれおいしいの?
(Subject - Verb - Object word order?
Subject - object - verb word order?
What's that? Is it yummy~~~???)
さて、今日は6月2日です。次はRONI(62)にちなんで何か書きたいですね。
(By the way, today is 6/2! I want to write something because RONI means 62 next time)
たぶん英語で言うleetみたいなもので、日本語では6はロク、稀にロと読めますし、2はニと読みます。
(Maybe that's like a leet(1337). In Japanese, 6 can read as 'roku' or in rare cases 'ro', 2 is read as 'ni'.)
ではまた~!(See you next time!)
🐍👣
well, for=4, you=u, Aipri can be written as 41p21 by any chance?
... ムノア尺ノ... קгเקคгค... ι∂σℓ ℓαη∂... わけがわからないよ
蜘蛛の糸・Kumo no Ito・Spiders Web ザアザア・XAA-XAA 仮名, Romaji, English LYRICS
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カタカタカタカタ その時を待つ
Katakata katakata sono toki wo matsu
Rattling rattling wait for the time
ガラガラガラガラ 獲物を狙う
Garagara garagara emono wo nerau
Rattle rattle to aim for the prey
ほらもう待てない
hora mou matenai
I can't wait anymore
泡をふくほどに害んでほしいな
awa wo fuku hodo ni yorokonde hoshii na
I want to beat you till you foam at the mouth
美味い美味い舌の上
Umai umai shita no ue
Delicious delicious on the tongue
とろけちゃうよね
Torokechau yo ne
It melts
今日くらいいいじゃない
Kyou kurai ii janai
Today isn't as good
いただきましょう
Itadakimashou
Let's eat
可愛い可愛い
Kawaii kawaii
Cute cute
何しても
Nanishitemo
No matter what
許されちゃうよね
Yurusarechau yo ne
You will be forgiven
駄目だよ
Dame da yo
It's hopeless
傷付けちゃ
Kizutsuke cha
Harm you
かわいそうだよ
Kawai sou da yo
Cute, that's right
幸せな暮らし
Shiawase na kurashi
Happy life
命の彩り
Inochi no irodori
Colourful life
みんなが決めた僕らの価値だ
Minna ga kimeta bokura no kachi da
Everyone decided it was our worth
お願いしましょう
Onegai shimashou
Let's go ask
何処へ行きましょう
Doko e ikimashou
Where we should go
それともそもそも
Soretomo soretomo
Or even
興味示さず
Kyoumi shimesazu
Without interest
踏み潰されるのか
Fumi tsubusareru no ka
Will I be crushed
あーギトギトのネチョネチョ
Aa gitogito no nechonecho
Ah sticky sticky
蜘蛛の糸にくすぐられ
Kumo no ito ni kusugurare
Tickled by a spiders web
あータチの悪い夢だ
Aa tachi no warui yume da
Ah it's a bad dream
ヨダレまみれ踊りましう
Yodare mamire odorimashou
Let's dance covered in our drool
神様信じてる
Kami-sama shinjiteru
"I believe in God"
人が言うけど
Hito ga iu kedo
People say
嘘だね
Uso da ne
It's a lie
自分がさ
Jibun ga sa
I am God
神様でしょう?
Kami-sama deshou?
Right?
従え従え
Shitagae shitagae
Obey obey
私に従え
Watashi ni shitagae
Obey me
気持ちは要らない
Kimochi wa iranai
I don't need feelings
美味いが不味いか
Umai ga mazui ka
Is it tasty or not?
かわい使える
Kawai tsukaeru
Cute and useable
豊かな暮らしに
Yutaka na kurashi ni
For a prosperous life
口さえ開けず
Kuchi sae akezu
I can't even open my mouth
身体を開かれ
Karada wo akare
Open your body
お前は美味そうだ
Omae wa uma sou da
You look delicious
そう素敵な世界だね
Sou suteki na sekai da ne
It's a lovely world
夢の国ネバーランド
Yume no kuni NEBA-RANDO
Land of dreams, Neverland
そう幸せな世界で
Sou shiawase na sekai de
It's a happy world
頭だけが笑ってる
Atama dake ga waratteru
Only my head is laughing
人が全て決めると
Hito ga subete kimeru to
When people make all the decisions
誰が決めたその摂理
Dare ga kimeta sono setsuri
Who decided that province
あーギトギトのネチョネチョ
Aa gitogito no nechonecho
Ah sticky sticky
蜘蛛の糸にくすぐられ
Kumo no ito ni kusugurare
Tickled by a spiders web
あータチの悪い夢だ
Aa tachi no warui yume da
Ah it's a bad dream
ヨダレまみれ踊りましう
Yodare mamire odorimashou
Let's dance covered in our drool
人の価値はいかほどか
Hito no kachi wa ika hodo ka
How much are people worth
使い道があるのか
Tsukai michi ga aru no ka
Is there a way to know?
仲間達は消されたよ
Nakama tachi wa kesareta yo
My friends have been erased
お前達の仕業で
Omae tachi no shiwaza de
Because of your actions
credits:
仮名: Official MV
Romaji: Me
Translation: Me
Please do not distribute my translation without asking and giving credit
"Is this a prison? ..I suppose it's only natural..."
𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨
Name: Watanabe Noa / 渡邉 乃愛 (The kanjis in her last name mean "transit, ferry, cross" and "border, edge, margin", while her first name means "possessive" and "love, affection".)
Status: Prisoner 008
Gender: Female
Age: 26
Birthday: June 29 (Cancer)
Height: 176 cm
Blood type: A
Image color: #6F8FAF
Occupation: Waitress
Personality: Noa's natural demeanor is shy and sensitive, easily startled and made upset by the actions of others. She's been trying really hard to put herself out there and socialize better. But...It's just too hard! She can't do it! Not without...
Along with Mayumi, she's earned herself a big sister reputation in Milgram simply because she's older and more responsible. Yay for her? She's honestly terrified of the other prisoners, but she can't find herself to say no to them when they ask for help. Maybe helping them will get them to leave her alone faster too...
Surprisingly, she has a drinking habit. She'll request for a few shots of gin every night. It's probably the only things stopping her from begging for the death penalty. Funny how that works, huh?
𝐌𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨
Which canon Milgram song she would cover: Magic (This happy pinky promise hurts to break; They said it more than enough; It’s the sorry spells) (None of the current Milgram songs fit her very well, so...)
Which DECO*27 song she would cover: Love doll
If she could cover a song by a different Vocaloid producer, which one would it be: Irony by Scop
Her MV description: Her MV involves water a lot. The colours shown have a sort of dull, greyish quality to them. Like Mikoto's MV?
Her MV would start with her being surrounded by water, as if she had been dropped into the sea. Bubble escape her mouth, she chokes and starts to drown. She tries to swim upwards. But no matter how much she flails about, the water never seems to end.
The camera cuts to her at her wedding, all clad in an elegant white dress, holding onto the hands of a man with his face blurred out with squiggly black lines. They lean forward to seal their vows with a kiss.
The camera cuts to the water again. This time, Noa's husband is drowning in there with her as well. He grabs her waist and tries to swim towards the surface, but they both continue to sink further down, away from the light above. Noa closes her eyes in defeat.
And wakes up to a beach. Sand clings to her face and hair as she sits up, looking around bewilderedly. Her gaze lands on her hand eventually, her wedding ring glinting under the sunlight. Her husband is nowhere in sight. A single tear slips down her cheek. The MV ends.
𝐕𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬
-- 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨 𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬
(Timid) My name is Watanabe Noa. I'm 26 years old. I work as a waitress at a cafe. Um...What exactly is going on here? We're not being held hostage, are we?
(Whispering) I *o*e y**.
-- 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐫
Until death do us part.
𝐓𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐚
Her favourite colour is beige.
Her favourite food is tiramisu.
She likes to watch drama movies. She'll rewatch the ones that make her cry over and over again too.
𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬
I cannot draw. So picrew saves the day once again!
RULES: You can usually tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to. Put your playlist on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, and then tag 10 people. No skipping!
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1. Like a Weed, Naturally, as a Matter of Course - Daisuke Ishiwatari, NAOKI
"It's not evil or sacred, it's just life" / "Oh he flies, to be the wings of the flightless" / "He never wanted a special day, she just wants to be there"
2. ケッペキショウ (Keppekishou) (Clean Freak) - scop
"Look, for everyone to be happy is expecting too much" / “Wait. Don’t push yourself.” There’s no one who’d say that- / "In this world filled with egoism, even taking a breath is difficult."
3. Raise your Flag - MAN WITH A MISSION
"We can struggle and muzzle the world before it fades away" / "Keep struggling, collapsing and losing your spirits, Then crawl on up and just keep running!" / "So just raise your flag, no matter how many times you feel crushed and lose your way!"
4. The Roar of the Spark - Daisuke Ishiwatari, NAOKI
"Under the sacred briars, never stop, just go" / "Dive the deep blue sea, it is hard to breathe. The light goes out again" / "Under the lonely moon, in an influx of words, this road shines with my colours"
5. 86 - Dasu
"The end of this world is full of lies and promises that haven't even been given a chance" / "If my grudge to the heavens can be heard, I hope I'd be given a chance" / "It won't be fun if the darkness played fair."
6. 威風堂々 (Ifuudoudou) (Pomp and Circumstance) - UMETORA
"As for the rules of this meaningless world, it's pointless to describe them" / "Live LIFE as you please, making it your own depends on you" / "In this world there's nothing else, the only certain thing is yourself"
7. 愛と憎しみのSAGA (Ai to nikushimi no SAGA) (SAGA of Love and Hatred) - Tetsuei Sumiya
"For love always, love always... comes with the burden of hatred!" / "If I walk to avoid the light, I'll find myself in solitary darkness." / "Ah, everything in this world is in love. In love for love's sake alone!"
8. 妖しく Get your heart (Ayashiku Get your heart) - 5 to HEAVEN
"If this heart had no bounds, I'd fall in love with you, and take you away in a heartbeat." / "I pledge my love to you, bewitchingly, tenderly and beautifully. And for the price, your fluttering heart" / "Your soft gestures and casual affection are a flower that bloomed on dry land."
9. QUEEN - Janne Da Arc
"At the end of your sweet words, I saw your cold smile." / "Tonight for sure I'll turn my fangs on your whims, but I'm sure I'll just end up wagging my tail and go along with it" / "But I'm spurned on by desire, in our twisted love"
10. Fear Not This Night (2018) -Maclaine Diemer
"Darkness spreads throughout the land, and your weary eyes open silently." / "Though shadows fall, still the stars find their way." / "Who needs the light?"
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In true poetic fashion, after I complained that I was getting too many edgy or depressing songs when I have a lot of cute and peppy songs in my playlists too, it finished off by giving me the grim version of a much more positive and hopeful song. Go figures, huh??
Also since 7 and 8 were both somehow from Fairy Ranmaru, it means I am obligated to shill for it. Go watch!
AND because I am very shy, I'm going to arbitrarily tag anyone who even glances upon this post.
The story of ``The Little Mermaid,'' which has been handed down in Kumamoto Prefecture, is a story of love and separation between a beautiful mermaid and a fisherman.
Once upon a time, there lived a beautiful mermaid princess in the Ariake Sea. One day, the little mermaid emerges from the depths of the sea and appears beautiful as she sings a song on the shore of the waves.
Her singing voice was so beautiful that many people were fascinated by it.
A fisherman was attracted to the mermaid's singing voice and went to the beach. There, the man met the little mermaid and was captivated by her beauty and kindness. The two love each other deeply and have a happy time together.
However, the mermaid was unable to continue living in the sea and was unable to settle on land. Knowing that she must return to the sea, she decides to break up with the man.
Although the two are deeply saddened, they are unable to go against their fate and end up parting ways.
After that, the man continued to search for the little mermaid, but he never saw her again. The little mermaid remained in his heart forever.