Oops-
I accidentally became moots with a lot of cool undertale/UTMV artists-
*inhale*
@nobodys-reblogs Like, you were my first idol on here that I befriended 🥺 AND NOT BECAUSE YOU WERE MY IDOL- you legit just seemed cool, and I am very VERY grateful each time I see '#friend tag' with you!! I also love your style, it gives a sense of comfort because of the shades you normally use!! (<- psstt I also like your doors content!)
@inka-boi I love the way you draw chubby and plus sized people, literally helped with my own drawings of different body types! You're also super nice. And well, my mum—I love the purple yarn family, I live for the purple yarn ship, you're super sweet!
@zombiestar1934 Uhm, yeah—Yoink. Your art is very yoinkable, VERY HUGGABLE!! Looks like it was drawn in a library, where you had the peace of only hearing your drawing tablet make 'lil clicks! I love the hearts you add to blush, and the smiles you give them! Yet you're just as capable of making angst, and I love Angst :3
@absurdumsid I want to hug all, and I mean ALL your drawings. ESPECIALLY horrorpills, I love the clean look they all have, I love looking at your art, and I just- aghghgh your so cool!!
@italic-doing-random-shit man you're just very awesome, idk how the hell I manged being moots w/ you but I'm vibing with it, your art is like, yum. It gives me, hm... Oh! Okay it gives me animatic vibes, like you'd be a good animator! /pos!
@inkcat1987 AWE. JUST AWE—I love how sweet your style is, and I'm especially liking the middle school AU!! Once again, soft as angel wings!
@axinfinity there's just- there's something so HOLDABLE about your art! I just wanna pick it up and protect it!
@ant1quarian ah yes, a fellow UTMV enjoyer who collects a very specific sans, that being Dust in your case! /vpos. Your style, it's like moss. It has a natural feel, it looks like it'd smell like rain, like feathers and it's so... like this song, The Moss is how I feel when I look at your pfp!
@dzasterdumpterfire Stars. Your art looks like stars, I'm fairly sure the lighting comes from the stars. I dunno it's just kinda mystifying to look at!
@endless-emptyness Your art >>>> Very pleasant to look at. I really enjoy the facial expressions you do!!
@solusminds your art feels like it was crafted in the cozy darkness, illuminated only by a single lantern, while winter blazes outside. It's so nice and warm feeling!
@kiyo-void A lovely painting! All your works feel like they were painted, painted and set in a cool breeze to dry, especially your digital art, and I am LIVING for it! Plussssss Runetale is super cool!
@denieatsart HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE that's how I feel looking at what you make!! I love the kinda like, layered look your art gives!!
@largefound can't say a bad thing about ya, you're cool, your art gives cool feelings, cool vibes everywhere!
Annd... it's late, I can't think of anyone else BUT IF I DO I will ADD YOU to the list!!
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@rushin-safire. Yeah, your art? Feels like it was drawn with a cat in your lap while you've just come home from the Cafe, still sipping on your coffee. :3
@nashdoesstuff for the LIFE OF ME I can't figure out how the hell to search your art, hpw am I screwing it up?? But anyways it probably tastes like gummy bears. /pos.
@nightmarish-qeuwusha Your art tastes like cotton candy! I think that your art was woven from candy floss and glittered with stardust! ^^
@analexthatexists Containment! I feel like your art gives off SCP vibes, I feel like I'm some sort of entity when I look at it, and that, is, awesome!
@determinedfanartist okay but like, your art is "I drew this specifically bc I love my friends" and I cannot be convinced otherwise. /pos
@mrfellsans Ah, cartoony. Specifically with that dapper charm to it! I'm talking bendy and the ink machine, I'm talking swing, I'm talking pleasant to look at as you have a modern spin on it!
@the-second-reason your art is that chill older kid, the one that helps ou their younger peers figure out stuff. They're the super relaxed big sibling, your art has a mellow style, gives chill big sibling vibes. :]
@dustsansm1 I mean this in the best way possible, your art feels friendly but has anxiety. And that's okay! Your art gives me like, it wants to be friends w/ someone but too shy to do so. It has a sorta 'I'm trying my best' style, when it's already really good!
@spookuzm cover artist! I feel like you'd do well drawing the characters that you put on the cover of stuff, your art vibes me those vibes! Like it's the peak inside a new world! ^^ Hey side note this changed to comfort artist
@mellybabbles Reflections, your art makes me reflect on myself. What was behind it? Every line you etch into it makes me think, ponder, as if it were drawn from a mirror.
@wickjump ICON. Your art is SUCH an icon, you're RADIATING icon vibes. The colours you use seem to naturally give off a hue to it, giving it that pop! It's beautiful and clean and iconic! ✨️
@hialeisanimation I mean this in the most light hearted way possible—It's just happy. Like your art is the definition of :3 and I am VIBING w/ it, very lovely to look at!
@joonebugg your art has PERSONALITY, like they don't take shit from anyone. Like looking at it, feels like they'd be the decals for a 1970s diner and they're like the characters, they work too hard to take orders from ungrateful customers. THAT'S what your style looks like to me.
@milkybnnuy so your style (especially when you draw Fell!NM) is so dark and radiates that dark energy and pretty pretty please I need more angst- /pos (edit: dear cod I got that angst)
@bluu3berry - you really utilize shades of colour really well, I think you've done a wonderful job with Bluu!! /Gen! I think your style really reminds me of an older cartoon with their softer colours, like Charlie brown! And, I love Charlie brown!
@hiro-doodlez - Your art uses ALL of your canvas to your advantage! Like rarely have I ever seen you draw something and leave a blank space, which also helps you create a ton of interesting shading! I like how you draw over colours w/ other colours, so your base colours helps the top layer—Does that make sense? ^^ like, your style is very out there! Very you, very recognizable!
@dustbvnnyy Y2K INVADER ZIM like it's awesome, your artstyle gives me y2k alt vibes!! I love the soft saturated (is that a thing? ^^') colours that go into your pieces!!
@murder-clown-around-town fun!! I saw your pinned post and from what you drew IT LOOKS SO FUN!! Like a balloon animal!! I like how the lines overlap and create a structure!! :D
@miracle-negative soft and heavenly! Your art, even using a darker pallet is soft and smooth!!
@yellow-computer-mouse it's quite relaxed! I like the shading you did on that smoking Dust picture! ^^
@eco-systeme royal! You have a very royal, a very fancy looking style to me!! Like, someone paid you a good amount to draw it! I hope you forever remain creative, love your art!
@wishtale-blogs spring vibes!! Absolutely beautiful spring, butterflies, meadows and more!! I LOVE MONARCH I've literally never seen orange and pastels work well like yours does!!!
@swiftmitsu YOOO MY FIRST FRIEND MADE ON DISCORD!!! I'd like to say I'm a huge fan of your artstyle! It's a good mix between adorable, but can be taken seriously if the tone demands it! This is a hard skill to acquire, because a lot of adorable art can be hard to feel the wanted emotions conveyed — But you found just the right balance! I always look forward to you posting! ^^
@cocopebblez Detailed and stylish! I look at your art and go WOAH, I look at your sona and they're STUNNING, I look at you and I see cameras flashing as paparazzi tries to get your photo as you strut down the red carpet. So fame worthy is how I perceive your art!! And fame in the future I see!
@underfaithangelz welcome to the wall! I see your art has a very lantern vibe! Using this as my reference! I love how you can use low lighting and still make everything perfectly visual! It gives it a warm glow! I think your style is like fire, with all the intricate brush marks like flames! Beautiful and gorgeous just as your voice!
Also, we may not be moots—But honourary mention to @somegrumpynerd you're my comfort artist, I go searching for Dadmare if I'm down and I find your art—I love how it just looks like the embodiment of Marshmallows. I love how you draw each and every scene you've made, the emotions you convey even if it's supposed to just be a silly post! Just ahhhhhh I love looking at what you make!!
Have a good day, night, evening, morning, or whatever time it is for you guys!
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Chapter 20 - Conspiracy
Conspirancy (noun)
1. a secret plan by a group to do something unlawful or harmful.
2. the action of plotting
Tags & Warnings: Stalking, Obsessive Behavior, Abusive behavior, Acts of violence
The Vee Tower was always buzzing with electricity. Every power line, every socket, every video feed and neon sign was pulsing, giving life to the hustling and bustling of the citizens of each side of the pentagram, illuminating the city with screens of every kind - signs, phones, tablets and TV's alike. All of it's current pumped into the main line, running like blood through a powerful, all encompassing, overseeing body, leading up to its highest point and heart of the Vee's operational building:
The Control Room on floor 66.
And within it sat Vox, connected with his network at all times and places. The eyes and ears of the modern age, the miracle of digital technology at his very fingertips.
Normally, he'd be busy managing the evening program, making sure his schedule of news, shows and most importantly advertisements was executed as per his plans and wishes and not how the cunt, Katie Killjoy - who made good on her name sucking every bit of fun out of television off camera - or his incompetent production assistants whose names he never bothered to learn thought it should be run. But when he got the ping of his private spycam, every single one of the hundreds of screens surrounding him showed the same live video feed:
Alastor.
The grinning deer demon was exiting the Carmine weapon factory, his image slightly corrupted as usual. And next to him... well, there was a flashy little thing next to him. When the figure stepped further into the range of his camera and the drone refocused the lens, he started his facial and image recognition protocols, but seconds after he wouldn't have needed them anyway.
His grin became predatory, the image of the lynx demon girl crystal clear and unforgettable on the screens as well as in his mind. The alias ['Roxxy?'] popped up next to her face, and he hummed displeased, her file and everything else the 'Observer'-program could provide him about her flooding his visual interface, but only taking a second to really go through it. All of it wasn't worth much, his informants, spies and connections useless as they were barely able to find any tangible information on that slut. The only reliable source would've been Angel Dust, but that spidery whore wasn't under his, but Val's contract, and the less Val knew about Vox's still ongoing obsession about Alastor and his plaything, the better. The moths jealousy knew no bounds, and the Radio Demon has always been a sore topic between them.
Vox watched with narrowed eyes as the drone followed them through the heart of the city, and he seethed at his own stupidity to not have the drone equipped with audio feed. Whatever they were talking about must've been something good because not only had Alastor an infuriatingly proud grin in place, but his lackey with tits, not bothered at all at the dozens of eyes that followed her wherever she walked, beamed at him too. Literally.
Vox had to switch through different filters to confirm he wasn't fucking hallucinating. That bitch glowed. Brightened in an almost golden aura of energy, pulsating, vibrating with each step she took.
Vox snarled and growled, the monitors in front of him screeching as his fury doubled at the sight of that shameless and insolent whore of a nightlight next to the Radio Demon. Ever since the little incident at the Lava Lounge, Vox had tried to find out more about just who she was. And came up short on every corner. No pictures, no records, no acquaintances, no digital footprint whatsoever. Just like him.
Since when was she in hell? Fuck if he knew.
Where did she meet Alastor? No fucking idea.
There were only three things he knew about her.
One: She was somehow tied to the Radio Demon, although Vox didn't know just in what way exactly, but he had a hunch, and if he was right, then things could get very interesting.
Two: She resided at the doomed, stupid hotel that the monarchs daughter threw together in the worthless attempt to redeem sinners (What a joke that shit was!)
Three: Despite her nice ass and rack, she was a worthless, talent less, classless bitch, undeserving of being at an overlords side, especially Alastor's.
The pair had stopped, and Alastor's hand on her shoulder made Vox snarl, the pixels on his screen glitching violently. The feud between the TV and the Radio Demon had lasted for more than five decades now - what once was a close friendship of mutual respect became a vicious rivalry after a bitter fallout, and Vox still felt the lingering of disappointment burning in his chest.
Yes, Alastor had disappointed him. Years of work, dedication and loyalty from Vox destroyed with a simple 'No.'.
From any other? Fair enough, move on.
From Alastor, however – unforgivable.
Lost in reminisce, Vox startled when the control room was suddenly dipped in bright, yellow light.
That bitch hung around his neck, hugging him.
And to add insult to injury, Alastor, whose face was now clear and undistorted, returned her touch, with an expression Vox has longed for ever since they parted ways. His claws sank into the main panel, drawing deep ridges that sparked as they dug their way through metal and wires. The lights flickered, sparks flying as his connection to the main network overheated by the raw anger he felt. Screens went black and lights out, the red emergency lamps switched on as he caused a power outage throughout at least the whole building.
Whatever this was, and Vox would sooner throw himself butt-naked in front of the blade of an exorcist before he labeled it something like adoration, or worse - love -, he needed it to stop. He had tolerated this little hotel project, knowing Alastor used it as a sheer side-gig to sate his never-ending hunger for entertainment, it was something Vox could live with. But another demon, shifting Alastor's focus away from him, Vox? Making him look this soft, this weak? Fuck no. Something must be done, something drastic.
His head rang, showing an incoming call from Velvette, and the sound broke his spiraling thoughts. With an annoyed sigh he picked it up.
"What the hell, Vox?! I hope for your sake you did electrocute yourself, because if not I'm about to kill you."
"OH MY STARS!"
Disregarding any and every customer Rosie had been animatedly talking to, as soon as you and Alastor came through the heavy double doors, golden bell chiming at your entrance, her tall figure stormed through the isles of the store, arms outstretched, before the tall demoness caught and engulfed you in a warm and happy embrace.
"Do my eyes deceive me? My favorite dove, oh how I've missed you! Look how you're glowin'!" she cried out, twirling you around as she checked you over like an eager, yet extremely fashionable mom before pulling you in a bone-crushing embrace. Her enthusiasm made your tail fluff up and you sighed happily, wrapping your arms around her and hugging her back. "It's so good to see you again."
When she let go of you, she eyed Alastor as he stepped up next to you, giving him a rather pointed look and tilt of her head. "And it's wonderful to see you too... Finally."
"No need for your reproaches, dearest, our kitten is here at last, and very eager to see you."
Alastor's smile seemed less menacing for a moment, a subtle sign of playfulness when he looked down at you. You couldn't keep yourself from giving him a subtle smile, ears lifted and alert to the melodious sound of Rosie's laughter as she clapped her hands, turning to the customers that had watched the ordeal.
"Ladies, gentlemen, and those in between - feel free to roam around, my staff is available should you need help, but I will be taking my leave. Don't give me that look, Gladys, you don't need me telling you that you don't need another fur coat."
She dismissed the small group, some of them (especially the cannibal lady she had called Gladys) shooting you dirty looks and gossiping behind their backs, before Rosie turned back to you and Alastor, her hands resting on her hips and a big smile on her face. "Now, you two, come along."
Rosie led the two of you behind a dark, velvet curtain and into a smaller room, with a large, red sofa and a matching tea table, a few cabinets, a shelf of books and a fireplace with a mantle. It was cozy, and the scent of roses and asphodel was so strong it was almost dizzying. Alastor's shadow popped up on the floor and Rosie's eyes darted to it with an amused chuckle as Ozul helped you into a chair.
"I see the old boy is wrapped around our darling girl's little finger."
"He seems to be. And he is not the only one - We have been quite busy, as I assume you have as well. How have you been?", Alastor said as he took a seat next to you, shooting a condescending look at his shadow who lingered under your feet, fizzing happily.
"Oh, you know my nick of town - it's always the little known song and dance. Business is booming, especially since your little hotel sent out the countless invitations to a certain Blue Moon Ball to everything that has a name in hell." She shot you a knowing wink. "Of course you received my acceptance letter?"
"We did, thank you Miss Rosie. We are honored to have you attending.", you said, bowing your head a little. Rosie gave an affectionate chuckle. "Oh, no need for all the courtesy, dear, we're friends, aren't we?"
You blushed a little. While you considered Rosie a confidant, a trusted adviser... hearing her calling you a friend stunned you more than you thought.
"Yes... we are, Miss Rosie."
She handed you a cup of steaming, magenta colored tea that smelled of hollyhock and lemon, and you thanked her, your lips twitching and eyes honest and heartwarmingly happy.
"No problem at all my darling dove, it feels like I've waited a lifetime and a half for your visit and I know how much you love to indulge in a good cup of tea. And speaking of problems..."
She shot Alastor a meaningful glance, and you could hear his eyes practically rolling as she made a shooing gesture with her hands. "You can make yourself scarce for a while, I need to catch up with her."
It took a lot of strength not to laugh at Alastor's face. His brows furrowed, his smile tensed so much his gums showed and his eyes darted to the heavy curtain, a muffled, obnoxious laugh erupting on the other side.
"Oh don't mind me, dearest, I'm sure there is plenty you two can converse with me staying..."
"Out with you. You can keep yourself entertained with Gladys, she's bothering me almost daily to speak to you." Rosie emphasized her words with a glare, and even though she was a woman, no, a demon of such beauty and grace, it was obvious that Rosie had the same air of intimidation Alastor had, if she wanted to. Must've come with the title of overlord, you guessed.
You could practically feel the static humming around him, and with a deep sigh, he stood up, adjusting his overcoat and bow tie.
"Very well. But don't expect me to return to the hotel without her, dearest."
Rosie rolled her eyes and waved him off, and as the curtain fell back into place and a high pitched hum of female voices arose, all calling for the poor radio demon, she sat down across from you, leaning forward with a smile that looked more than pleased.
"Now then, do tell, what you've been up to since we last parted, my darling?"
The words were spoken in a conspiratorial manner, a wicked, excited grin on her lips. It made you a bit nervous, not sure how much Rosie knew about you and Alastor, and if you should be careful with what you say. Your tail twitched and whipped, and you took a sip of the tea to calm your nerves.
"I've... had a lot going on. Work is taking up most of my time, but I've been learning so much. From Alastor, and the rest of the staff."
Rosie listened intently, nodding her head as she sipped her tea, but her black eyes felt like they roamed your face for any little indications of more. You were aware that you were blushing, the memories of the past month, of the things you experienced with him, of what you learned... it all came flooding back, making your heart race. Rosie seemed to notice, and chuckled quietly.
"You have grown, dear. Even more than I've expected - and that's a good thing. I won't pry, but I have a certain feeling about the two of you, especially after Alastor's last visit, and if you want to talk..." She gave a subtle nudge, her head tilted and her eyes soft now.
You gulped down your tea, but her gaze was kind and understanding, making your shoulders relax as she patted you hand. Rosie was your friend, but much longer before, she was Alastor's. You knew he trusted her, for decades it had been this way, even so much so that she knew almost everything about your deal and the conditions around it. If there was anyone in hell you could really, truly lay it all out - Rosie would be the one. So you sat down your cup, and started to talk.
"Angel Cakes~", Valentino coos, dangerously alluring and his voice dripping with poisonous sweetness. The spider freezes, his wide mismatched eyes staring back at him from his vanity mirror and he can see the fear in them. He knew this tone just too well. Valentino hummed, walking closer to him, and in the reflection he could see that he wasn't alone. Vox was sneaking up on him too, a bit further back, lurking in the shadows like a shark in deep water. The fuck was he doing here?
"How about a little break, hm, pastelito? I want to have a little chat with you."
Angel, tried to stop his hand from trembling as he sat down the brush loaded with rose-colored blush he was holding. His eyes darted once more to the TV demon at the back of his dressing room, arms crossed and legs stiff - but his eyes were transfixed on him. It sent a shiver down his spine, but he inhaled quietly, hardening himself and put on the mask Angel knew was safest with Valentino.
"Of course, Mista' Valentino, I always have time for you~" He hated this honey-dripping, high voice, but he smiled nonetheless, turning on his chair with a flourish of his hands and looking into the mans eyes with his head tilted to the side. The bug overlord let out an appreciative chuckle, a grin splitting his face as he took another drag from the awful blunt that sat at the end of his cigarette holder, exhaling the sickly sweet pinkish smoke that made Angel always dizzy, hazy and willing.
"Hmmm. You know," the moth only had to take a few strides with his long legs before one set of his arms came to rest his hands on his shoulders, while his other claws raked playfully through his chest fluff and Angel could've vomited right there, feeling the eyes of both overlords on him, one pair lustfully and threatening, the other full of hatred and scorn. "...a little birdie told me you agreed to an outside gig? Showing off my money-making body at some wacky, degraded ball at the little princesa's hotel you ran off to... for free. You wouldn't be this stupid, right, baby?"
Angel's brain reeled, trying to quickly find the prepared deflection. He had known Val would find out eventually, would confront him - he would've been a fool to think otherwise. Despite what others thought, Angel wasn't stupid... anymore. But he was still scared, and the fact that Val brought Vox to address this was something he would've never anticipated. Which made him skittish, nervous, and his facade so much weaker.
"V-Val, I... it's nothing, it's just a short, little dance..."
One moment, he was sitting on the stool, staring up in those cruel, burning eyes of the insect-demon who ruled and terrorized his life, the next second, he was knocked over on the ground, cheek burning and eyes watering. He touched the stinging skin on the left side of his face and winced at the harsh pull on his hair and neck that snapped him up and back, forced to look into Val's maniacally smiling face. "And since when do you get to decide what jobs you do? I FUCKING OWN YOU, you won't even show your left ass cheek on a stage without me getting fucking paid for every little inch. But if you need a reminder..."
A dangerous sound was his only warning before Val grabbed his throat, and he fought for his breath while his pimp slammed him up on the nearest wall, crying out as his bare back hit the hard concrete with painful force. Val kept grinning, red drool starting to leak from his mouth, and he tightened his grip, but a sound made him halt.
Vox cleared his throat, looking away from the scene before him with a stoic face. "Val, we have to meet Velvette in ten. Get to the point."
Even though Angel hated Vox, hated how indifferent he was to what happened right in front of his stupid fucking flat face, hated his ignorance and arrogance... he was grateful that he decided to intervene, although he knew it wasn't to spare him more pain. Air flooded his lungs as Valentino let his neck go and dropped him to his feet, the moth growling deeply, obviously dissatisfied.
"If you shake your bony ass on that bitches stage, I will get money for it. Luckily for you, babycakes, Vox told me you had a little friend, fresh meat with a nice ass and some stage talent, and I'm gracious enough for a little trade."
His heart sank to his gut. His arms lifted, and even though his chest rose and fell from his still labored breathing, he willed himself to hold it together, his wide eyes fixated on Vox's still unmoving face. Was that asshole still that pissed about that night, willing to go as far as to go to Val about her? "Are... are you serious? She can't... Rocky isn't that kind of performer. She's..."
Val didn't let him finish, instead he grabbed his face, fingers digging into Angels cheeks and he winced when he felt small drops of blood running down his jawline. "I don't care. Either you'll get her down here for a little negotiation, or you won't ever recognize your butthole after I have you work every goddamn actor twice. And you sure as hell won't be able to shimmy it for the princessa perra a month from now either."
Angel's eyes teared up, not because of the sharp pain caused by Val's hand, but by the thought of Rocky taking his place in it.
Not another one.
Not her.
Never her.
He knew what Valentino wanted him to say, what he was supposed to. Yes, Valentino. Of course, Valentino. Amen Valentino. This was how it worked, hell, this business, his contract. Throw others under the bus to save your own skin. Don't trust, don't attach, survive. Yet he felt a burning resistance that closed his mouth shut, even when his pimp took another blow against his face and knocked him back to his knees with the bitter taste of blood in his mouth.
"Fix yourself up, your shoot starts in five. And until your little bitch friend knocks on my door, you'll work double shifts, carino."
Valentino turned around, joining Vox who was typing something into his phone, leaving a shattered and shaking Angel on the ground. The TV demon looked up when his partner grabbed his shoulder and pulled him to the door, a small smile on his lips as he shot the beaten spider struggling to sit up again a cruel, satisfied look. "I hope you are right and that slut is worth the hassle... He'll look like a fucking trainwreck for his next shoots. Las cosas que tengo que aguantar, fuck."
Angel blinked, dumbstruck, as the pair of overlords left him, door slammed shut, and he slid back against the wall, resting against the dirty floor and mind blank.
Rosie had listened without interruptions to everything you told her, gasping and ooh-ing and growling at all the right pinpoints, but never interrupting. Of course you've left out delicate details, but you went as far as to tell Rosie that things got physical with Alastor, and her expression at that revelation had been both shocked as well as smug, the latter of which confused you profoundly.
Now that you've ended, teacup empty and tail stiff and ears lifted, you stared up at her, fidgeting in the heavy silence you couldn't really interpret. She held her own cup in her hands, claws scraping over the rim and lost in thoughts, eyes trained at the tabletop. Her brows were raised and her lips turned upwards a fraction, a mix between amused and surprised. You wondered what went on behind her pitch black eyes and parted lips.
"Well, isn't that a turn of events." She said, setting the delicate china down and clapped her hands together, folding her long, white fingers into one another. "So just to be sure, dove, it sounds an awful lot like your devotion isn't based solely on your soul contract with our dear deer anymore... Am I right?"
Your face burned, and you threw a look over your shoulder, making sure the curtain was still closed.
"I... I can't speak for Alastor, or what he might think about this situation." you whispered back as you set your teacup down, careful that your volume couldn't be picked up, your face heating up. "I don't even know what you would call this 'situation' exactly. But... yes."
Rosie chuckled knowingly, a delighted smile on her face, as if she won a bet. "I would've loved to see his face when you told him."
"Told him?" you echoed, a confused look on your face. Rosie's expression fell, but she still grinned at your bewilderment, the soft sound of a laugh rumbling from her throat. "Well, you did tell him, didn't you? Surely he knows about..."
But after looking at your face, fallen and almost scared, she just said "Oh." and reached for you over the coffee table.
"I can't," you explained, slumping your shoulders, eyes cast down in shame. Rosie seemed puzzled at that, so you continued to explain. "...I have no idea how, Miss Rosie. I'm not even sure that Alastor really... I'm not nothing to him, I know that, but..."
... I'm not ready to risk what I have until I can be sure I won't lose it,
you ended the sentence in your head. However you felt for Alastor, you were honest when you said that you didn't know what to call it: Was it just infatuation? Was it a fleeting crush, or was it more, was it something serious?
And it was obvious that he felt something for you too, whatever it was, but there were still too many uncertainties, to many fears and doubts that still needed further exploration, still needed to be unveiled and figured out. You thoughts went back to your conversation with the goetian prince and what Alastor said just before you went to see Stolas.
“It's not like the powerful would make concessions and give up the advantages their status grants them.”
And that was the real crux, wasn't it? Whatever feelings were involved - there was the ultimate, undeniable power dynamic that came with selling your soul, the very thing Angel was worried about, even though he didn't know the full extent on your end. Master and Servant, just like Pimp and Whore.
“You play stupid games because you think he loves 'ya, and if he's... not in it like you are the prize 'ya get is more than you can chew...”
Was Alastor 'in it' as much as you were? Was he even capable of it? Fondness was one thing, a good thing, a beautiful thing that was able to make your heart flutter. But even though you couldn't label what you felt for him, 'fondness' wouldn't even begin to cut it. What would prevent you from sharing the same fate that had Angel put in the position he found himself in? And what did Stolas say?
"There came a time where the knowledge of the wrongness of it all became too much. I felt like I held him a prisoner. He felt used and toyed with."
While he hadn't made a soul contract, his relationship had been almost destroyed by the imbalance of power, only to be saved by freeing his imp partner from his bounds to him. But would Alastor free you one day from your contract? Or better yet: Would you want him to?
Rosie gave an understanding click of her tongue, patting your hand and gently bringing you out of your head to lift your eyes and look at her, where you saw a small, apologizing smile.
"I was assuming, dove, I'm sorry. I didn't want to prod you and make you all gloomy and serious. But I've never seen or heard Alastor behave that way with anyone, less a soul he owned, and when you both came in here and looked like... well, I mean - that's why I thought..." She glanced at the curtain with an exasperated look and sighed. "Do me a favor, dove - be patient for a little longer. This dunderhead has the sharpest mind in hell regarding deals and power, but when it comes to... other things he can be a complete numskull. Useless I dare say."
Your lips curled into a smile, finally, and Rosie, after she patted it one more time, let go of your hand and rolled her shoulders, craning her beautiful, slender neck.
"Enough of talking about this old, foolish nincompoop now - when there is a much more interesting topic I want to stick my nose into."
She stood up and rounded the table, gesturing you to follow her. You did, startled by the sudden change of pace and hurried after her as she crossed the room. "I'm not sure what you mean, Miss Rosie."
"Your powers, my dearest. When Alastor first told me about them I was already intruiged, but with everything you've told me today, I am absolutely curious! What a marvel, to be able to multiply yourself, just based on feeling strong emotions alone!" She opened a door next to one of the cabinets and beckoned you to follow her upstairs, but you hesitated and gave a nod towards the curtain. "Aren't we gonna get Alastor first?"
"Pah, he can stew a little longer in the presence of Gladys and her awful girlfriends. Maybe that'll teach him a little more appreciation for the exquisite quality of company he has gotten so awfully used to."
You giggled, and followed her up the narrow stairwell that lead into a wide, victorian-era styled living room. A Chippendale settee and chaise were located by the windows overlooking the marketplace of Cannibal Town, on the opposite side was a fireplace made out of white marble. The room was tastefully decorated, not flashy or eccentric, just comfortably simple and yet everything seemed like it was curated with care and a good amount of luxurious taste.
"You know, what you and Alastor told me had me thinking." Rosie said while she walked you over to the seating area, her hands firmly on your shoulders, and sat you down on the biggest of the three sofas. There was a soft, beige cashmere blanket draped over the armrest, and you couldn't help but let your fingers run over the silky texture. Rosie grinned at that, but continued.
"While it seems like your... simulacra only extracted themselves when you were overstimulated by a strong emotion, I wonder - have you thought of willingly force them out to use them?"
Your eyebrows shot up. "Force them out? You mean, on demand? To be honest, no, I've haven't really thought about this."
"And why not?" she asked, amused. "Think about it - If you can conjure them, if they can act autonomous in your own image while you were incapacitated by the sheer force of your emotions... what would you be able to do if you'd be able to channel your feelings and guide them to do your bidding?"
You took a moment, letting the thoughts run wild in your mind. The voices in your head and the copies that had split from you had scared you, in a sense. But hadn't Alastor had kind of the same thought, after the first copy appeared? Didn't that very sentiment started the whole.... situation between the two of you? To make you face your emotions, feel and... what was the word he used? Dominate them? But then it became... forgotten almost, you realized, pushed aside by all the flaring passion and Alastor's time away and Dante and... You shook your head.
“Alastor thought so too, but... I... I'm not sure how I'd do that.” you answer, nervously curling your tail around your leg.
Rosie folded her legs elegantly, sitting cross legged opposite of you and touched her chin with the tips of her claws. "Well, it's all trial and error, dove. But I have an idea, if you are willing to experiment a little with me? Not to be crass, but I suppose you'll be more... concentrated when it's me that guides you instead of Alastor." She gave you a cheeky grin with the last sentence, and you couldn't suppress the ashamed huff that escaped you, ears flicking at the implication. She laughed, and unfolded herself as she got to her feet.
"I take that as a yes, then. Now - Close your eyes, sweetie." The world around you got dark as you followed her instructions, sitting completely still as you heard her footsteps wander behind you, and then you felt a weight on your shoulders, something soft and with a lovely, eerily familiar smell..
"Is that the blan..."
"No talking love." Rosie interjected, letting her hands run over your shoulders to drape you in what you suspected was the cashmere blanked that had laid next to you. You wondered about the reason, but her voice cut off the line of your train of thoughts, it's rich softness still pleasant and beautiful, and yet almost coaxing.
"Let's tap into happy emotions dear, I presume that's the safest for now. Think of any- and everything that makes you happy. Sift through your memories, old and new, fuzzy and vivid. Nothing is too small, nothing is irrelevant - visualize it, make it yours and focus."
You inhaled deeply, the scent of vetiver, burned wood and amber oozing from the drape around your body - and thought immediately of Alastor. It smelled so distinctly like him, of course Rosie must've planned this, and you wanted to make a remark about that but you held still. Yes, your most recent happy memories heavily involved him, so why fight it?
So you let them in, his proud, burning eyes after you sang a Fuck-You to Vox, his sort-of-confession in the radio tower, his guiding hand on your back as he took you to Mimzy's... but it wasn't just him. Interwoven you also thought about Angel, singing the Time Warp with you and about the way he hugged you tight. About Husk's lit-up expression as he played the trumpet along with you. About seeing Dante again and his reassurance to support you, Charlie's thankful eyes and even Vaggie's mouthed apology.
"That's it, love, keep it up." Rosie whispered, fascination rivaling with coercion in her voice. You felt so warm, enraptured by your flooding emotions, and you visualized them as if they were played on a big movie screen, you heard your inner voices calm and only one of them talking, narrating, almost singing, recounting these moments when you truly felt happy.
Your inner vision changed, and you saw a figure sitting on a fire escape, the silhouette elegant and beautiful against the light of a rising sun, heard a calm, deep and smooth voice calling out your given name... you tried to remember who that person was as it opened its arms - a woman, slender and tall, and she turned to face you, her features slowly sharpening, a soft smile with plush lips, a straight, flawless nose, deep blue and green eyes that reflected the sun in the most beautiful way.
"Don't be sad (Y/n), the Academy is only a few hours away... I'll be fine here. But you... You'll go and show the world what I've always seen in you. A diamond, ready to shine."
'Mom...', the voice whispered with you in realization, and you felt her embrace you, felt her arms around you as if she was standing right in front of you.
And as she did, you fell apart in her arms.
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Annnw that was so sweet ! What the hell 🌸🌸
Very adorable and in a same time a bit worried ? I hope you are okay ! And I'm glad our discussion make you happy and you look forward to read chapters ! But... be okay please ? I mean I wish your unhappiness won't last !
By the way I always im happy to read your answer or even laugh at what we create ! Its very cool !
In dont underestimate myself, but I keep my myself in check. Modesty is a good partner in crime 🤣
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I didn't know for IbisPaintX ! I never draw digitally and haven't a tablet ! But I could try one day this technique ! *screen what you said to remember* thank you !!
And when I gift you or gift you back remember its a GIFT, giving back is not obligatory and should not be forced. I don't draw to have something back. It make me happy, sure, but talking is a gift too for exemple. Its my way to say thank you in better way than just words 🌸 okay ?
Care for yourself first and I will be right here on the side. Your performance of doing anything or nothing will not affect how I see you as an artist, or myself as a follower.
You deserve it or I would not draw it, I assure you 🌸🌸
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Its nice to see you like differents fanfics ! Its better even. I don't read fanfics myself, never had, BUT I left some nice comment under his work.
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Twilight was a ride. But I was watching for the actor who played Jacob, at the time. I'm almost not sorry ahah.
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Oh interesting! I didn't know about Cain being like prisoner of his own life somewhere. That is sad ! I imagine him kind of insane with that description !
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Its past 200 now ! So I will definitely draw Verdelet in maid outfit !!
It will be fun. *me just caring about the historically outfit*
And for Hürrem, I mean I made a first version and it was meh because it was late at night so I did it again and this is the one I sent you.
Honestly, all my character creating have two phase. One day I will put all the old version of characters together or something it could be funny !
Thank to you to have created Giovanni like what ? I need him please don't forget him ahah. Kidding.
Take care of YOURSELF ! Kaledya. Really. 🌸🌸🌸
No, no, I'm like a radish(This is an idiom means I'm perfect) or I'm right as rain., don't worry!!!! 🫂🫂🫂
I'm just a little stressed about exams, that's all!!!!
(I hate art exams)
I just wnt to say I seriously love your work! You are seriously one of my favorite authors!!
Yes me too!! I seriously have so much fun in our conversations!! It's a whirlwind of fun, chaos and creativity!!
And I agree!!! Modesty is always the best! (And of course, ıt is the best partner in crime. After all, no one wants to end up like Icarus)
And I'm really glad you didn't underestimate yourself!!
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Yes, ibis PaintX is a really nice program, the best part is that it is free and can be downloaded even on the most rickety phones!!
Before I got a tablet for my computer, I was always drawing on my phone.Seriously, once you get used to it, it's a lot of fun.Or you can use paper sets as sketches.Convenient for creating a color palette for your OCs too!!
And Always!!!
No, no, I don't feel any forced to return it or something!!. Just love giving gifts and I really want to draw!! And the scenes you wrote and I seriously love drawing your OCs!! It's kind of like drawing fanart for a TV series I like.I feel happy when I draw,And the fact that the person I give a gift to is becomehappy is something that really makes me happy!!!
And yes, I totally agree with your opinion!!!
And thank you so much for your kind words.
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I'm really surprised to hear you haven't read any fanfics.But I can understand, it's perfectly normal if you haven't found one that interests you.
But I'm so glad to hear that you left a kind comment under that fic!!
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LMAO There's no need to be sorry! Even though Twilight is a highly criticized movie series, it is still a fun series to watch I don't remember ever getting bored while watching it.. And yes, I was watching it for Jacob too! (werewolves seemed really cool at that time.)
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Yes, but also he cursed with a seriously creative curse.And I agree that a person who has lived that long has at least a little insanity.
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Hehjejeehe I can't wait to see Verdelet in a historical maid outfit! *Prepares to slam the credit card on the table*
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Oh okay!! And I haven't seen the 1st Version, but I'm sure it's nice, But I really love the way it is now so everything is Perfect. 🛐🛐
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Yes, seriously, it always happens when creating OCs. The 1st version is incomplete, but it opens the door to the real concept. The 2nd version is perfection!
And I really would like to see something like this! It would seriously be fun to draw and see!!
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I'm so glad you like Giovanni!! And don't worry, I won't forget my sneaky fox baby!!
I Will Madam!!(つ≧▽≦)つ❤️❤️
And take care of yourself too!!🫂❤️❤️❤️
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