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#he deserves all the sleep in the world
loveackermannn · 1 year
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How do you think Levi sleeps next to you? Stiff as a board? Curled up against your side because you’re so warm and he subconsciously moves towards the heat? Does he allow you to cuddle him? Does he wake from nightmares often? If he can’t sleep will he lay awake stroking your side to remind himself that you’re still with him. What about things like sleep talking or sleep walking? Imagine waking up to find Levi trying to brew tea in his sleep. Standing guard by the kettle in his striped pajama bottoms and loose cotton shirt. I wonder if he hums little lullabies to help himself get to sleep. Thoughts?
☰ SLEEP A WHILE, SWEETHEART. .ೃ࿐𝐥𝐞𝐯𝐢 𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
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this is so so sweet i love this ask!!
levi is a very light sleeper, so even the slightest movement from you would strike him awake at any time. however, it wasn't easy to convince him to sleep in the same bed as you even when the two of you began dating. he was very much adamant that he needed to stay up to finish several documents for erwin, but you maintained your persistence – and just like that, he gave in too quickly.
you noticed how dark his undereyes have gotten and you would gently scolded him for not listening to you sooner about sleeping early. he merely grumbled into your shoulder as you tugged him along and into the shared room in which you mostly slept in – he always ended up falling asleep in his chair until a few hours had passed, you figured his posture must be horrid at this point.
so, you assisted in removing his jacket and loosening a few buttons on his dress shirt. he slipped off his cravat, setting it on his nightstand and slipped under the silky duvet to join you. he laid inches away from you, not making any effort to move closer as he didn't want to seem abrupt.
but, it was when you took his hand into your own that made him avert his eyes onto your tired features and he could feel the tension leave his body – you were just so pretty. his face softened just for you and he couldnt help but ask, "what is it?"
you lightly groaned, half awake and half asleep, muttering the last few sentences that you could manage, "you're too farrr.. come closer, it's freezing you know?"
he chuckled, hesitant and somewhat clumsy at first, "are you sure?"
"of course, my love," you confirmed, rubbing your eyes and inching yourself closer and closer to the warmth of his body.
levi tensed the moment you made full contact with his chest, not even registering the fact that this was really happening. the person he's wanted for all these years was sleeping soundly right by his side because you felt safe enough to do so. he couldn't fathom it, it almost didn't feel real.
though, when he finally moved his arms away from his sides and gently wrapped them around your limp form, it confirmed that this was real and that perhaps he could actually get a good night's rest because of you.
he looked down and upon hearing the quiet breaths that went in and out of your nose, he's never felt more at ease than he is now. he felt the corners of his lips perk up into a small smile that was only ever reserved for you, but since your eyes were closed to notice, he kept it to himself.
from then on, he cherished the nights more than he used to. he'd always been terrified of waking up from another nightmare, but with you by his side, everything seemed a little more okay. he didn't have them as frequently and instead, were replaced by dreams of where you existed in them. your warm smile that had him sinking into the ends of the earth or your tender embraces that had him cling onto the stars.
he got more than just 3 hours of sleep, eventually getting to the point where he could sleep peacefully through the night. he was truly indebted for all that you do, even if you don't realize it.
if there are some nights when he can't fall asleep for any reason, he'll just stay awake, making sure you're at least getting the rest you deserve. it's very grounding for him and it does give him the reminder that you're not going anywhere, you're still alive and well.
he'll word vomit sometimes too – conscious or not. what i mean, is that i can see him sleep talking, but only when he's having a nightmare. when he's awake and can't sleep, he'll just mutter sweet nothings into your ear about how much he loves you, it's very gentle.
"i love you. more than anything in the world, my love."
"my sweet girl. look so pretty like this.."
"for as long as i live, i'm gonna make sure nothing happens to you. i swear it."
and the concept you brought up that if he sings lullabies to help him sleep??! ugh that is just perfect, he most certainly does.
it's mainly songs that his mother used to sing back when he couldn't sleep as a child and it always seemed to work wonders for him every time. it must've been the smooth and calming tone of his mother's voice that put him to rest so easily or maybe it was the comfort it brought him to know that it wasn't all bad – that there was good in the world for him, big or small.
he'd do the same for you, if ever you can't sleep, he'll hum a little tune while you're curled up in his arms – it's a messy collection of different pitches, but nonetheless, the low rumble in his chest and soft ministrations of his hands rubbing your back is enough for you to close your eyes.
as soon as he knows your asleep, he'll kiss your forehead followed by an audible whisper that you're able to make out with the remaining bit of consciousness you had left,
"goodnight sweetheart. see you in the morning."
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can-a-tuna-fish · 3 months
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I love that Michael says “I was fully prepared to watch you suffer” like he hasn’t been laying around looking at the wall like this every night for weeks.
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potatounicoorn · 4 months
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As if Kuruk being claimed as the worst Avatar in history, while he cleaned up Yanchens mess, dedicating his life to slaying bad spirits while getting no reward but only hatred towards him, losing his wife on the wedding day in progress AND his own life at the early age of THIRTY THREE by literally rotting from spirit powers was not enough suffering for a lifetime. Hah. NooOOOo!
Apparently universe does not want to give this man a fucking break because his "team Avatar" his "best friends", keep being the absolute assholes even after his death AND LITERALLY BETRAY HIM IN HIS NEXT LIFE. AND THEN KEEP MAKING HIS RECARNATION'S LIFE MISERABLE. WHY WAS NOT ONE LIFETIME ENOUGH, WHY??
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evakant · 1 year
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i know wei wuxian is first pick as god/personification of death etc. etc. (duh, perfect choice, so sexy) but i would like to propose jiang cheng for the part. in the same way elizabeth swann is death from that one post about her kisses damning the men she loves
in the way everything he touches and everything he loves seems to be doomed (sect, parents, sister, brother)
wei wuxian as life!!! as god of life!!! coming back, unkillable. life giving (core transfer, wen ning, etc.)*
jin ling doesn't die because at the end of the story, at the guanyin temple, wei wuxian is there too. to protect him the same way he protected jiang cheng
and this is why he (wei wuxian) has to go back to being yunmeng jiang's head disciple, in this essay i will—
*i'm not saying he lives well, but he lives! he fucking claws and crawls and fights his way out of the burial mounds, he just doesn't fucking quit** you know what i mean
**until he does, but that's a choice he makes.
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nymime · 10 months
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I just wake up, and my mind come with and idea.
What if Steve had the amount of cats i have? Eleven of them. And, the cats help his crave for touch. Every night, since he can remember, he left his room, and goes to her mother’s one (His mom and dad “sleep” in different rooms.), an how her mother isn’t there (both parents left again) he sleep there, with all the cats around him.
The biggest one, a siamés, is sleeping on the pillow above steve head. Two in his chest, A black cat is just a common one, the other an “american” one. Another cat is sleeping across him, shoulder to shoulder, is black and white and he stretched until he can touch with the tip of his tail Steve right shoulder and with his paws his left. Two more are between steve legs, he makes a strange of “O” shape with them and in there two cats sleep. Against his right thighs, he have the second biggest cat, who is in a croissant shape and is always in watched of any move outside the room. Cuddling with another siamés in his right arm, Steve protect the small female there. On his left, he cuddle with two more cats, that they snuggle between both, stripes and orange fused, you can’t say where cat start and where the other ends. The last cat is on his feet, the older of all of them, sleeping in a loaf shape and watch for all of them.
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A little representation of the position of the cats and his colors/races.
The Brown and Blue one are both Siameses. The first one is the bigger of all cats, the second, is female and the smaller of all. Bicho & Candy.
The three shade of Yellow, are the typical “American Cat”, the ones who have the “M” in the forehead. In order of position, from lighter to darker yellow: Gato Chico, Llorona and Allura.
The one in the shoulders, is black and white, the “stretchy” and “elastic one”. Felipe.
The purple one, is the minor of them all, a black cat with big green eyes, Tanjiro.
The red one is an orange cat, don’t treat yourself, is the sweetest cat of all of them. A little gentleman. Thor.
The pinky one, the light pink, is the older of the cats, a black kind of gray old cat, with yellow eyes, Violeta.
The green one, is a persa, a black fluffy and beautiful persa cat, with a yellowish and green eyes. Mota
And the last pink, the darker in the thigh’s, is a gray cat, the mean one, who hates everyone except Steve. Lady.
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lyselkatzfandomluvs · 5 months
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Xiao ShùnYáo 肖順堯
IQIYI Scream Night 愛奇藝尖叫之夜 (16/?)
XSY Studio Wb update 2023.11.25
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I am upset at iQiyi, giving an award to all the cast members present except YáoYao. It's their own award gala, it's not nice to leave him out!!! 😤😤😤
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soldier-poet-king · 11 months
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Cemeteries of amalo bk 3 isn't out til next year but maybe I'll reread the first two again just to ruin me bc thara is The Most Of All Time for me in every single way imaginable and I know I say that about a lot of shit on this web site bc I love hyperbole but it really is true about thara. Top 5 Fran coded characters of all time bc it's in literally every single dimension of his being
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andiloveyoutooangel · 4 months
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"I know that face." Her voice is low, raspy from sleep, but still playful. He floats above her, caught in the act. Morning sunlight slits through the cracks in the blinds he's trying to close. Whatever doesn't fall on his skin lands like patchwork on the blanket she's curled up in, her tired eyes meeting his. "What are you worrying about now, hmn?"
"Ah, désolé, did I look worried just then?" Despite his self-assured tone, his expression betrays his sheepishness, as he ducks down to press a kiss to her forehead, "I only wanted to close the blinds so the sun wouldn't wake you before your alarm. I guess, uh, I woke you before your alarm, instead...?"
She's been so tired lately, is what he doesn't say, so busy and drained of energy. He wants her to be able to rest fully, as much as she needed, in the way where he'd threaten a solar eclipse if the sun dared disturb her on her first day off in so long.
"Taylor, you're so dear to me. Thank you." She says, simply, sincerely. Her smile is warmer than sunrays, "It's okay, you don't have to. Sun's good for me, in the winter."
"Ah. Okay, okay." So he leaves the blinds, slightly ajar. No solar eclipse then, if his love prefers the light. The dark of the room is warmly hued, tinged with mellowed gold. He hovers awkwardly, wings slowly flapping to keep him uncertainly afloat.
Wordlessly, she raises a wing and an arm towards him, an invitation, a request. Slowly, carefully, he lowers himself beside her. With much less care, she unceremoniously tosses the blanket over him so they're sharing, and he grins, ducking his chin beneath the covers.
He lets a wing drape over her, covering his charge, his human, his partner. In turn, she intertwines a hand with him and closes her eyes. Safe, content, trusting.
"I love you." She says, squeezing his hand gently.
"I love you." He returns, and they doze until the alarm wakes them properly.
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lazarus---rising · 3 months
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need 2 be put down i thinm
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graybluejay · 1 year
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I want to see Morty happy, but I also want him to suffer lol. Ykyk? I love the boy sooooo much and the poor boy and he deserves the universe but I love seeing him suffer… :D
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rafasbiscuits · 9 months
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I WOKE UP TO THE BEST NEWS POSSIBLE.
DOMINIC THIEM GOING TO HIS FIRST FINALS SINCE 2020 GUYS AM I DREAMING.
I'm so happy someone slap me to reality I'm crying
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celenawrites · 9 months
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I keep thinking about writing Simon in domestic situations and idek how to cope with it
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leatherbookmark · 1 year
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i had op blocked so ray’s rebloggathon was tragically Absent from my dash but now that i caught up, *hyeju voice* el oh el
#and OF COURSE it's this user lmao#and OF COURSE they have a piss poor grasp on jgy as a character#'jgy setting up a 10+ year scheme that would allow him to reach the highest possible power in the cultivation world' lichrally did not#happen. like of course you think wwx is Morally Better than 90% of the characters if you see them as those villainous caricatures#(also the idea that wwx is the protagonist because he's morally Good and we're supposed to root for him is amazing#because idk op's country nor its curriculum but we read crime and punishment in high school. books where the protagonist has Something#Wrong With Them are not some kinda advanced shit you have to go through an initiation and a blood pact to see. its high school#'well Y is bad because everything they've ever done is bad and evil. meanwhile X is good because everything they've done was either#good or fully justified or forced onto him by the circumstances' is op aware how silly this sounds#jesus the more i scroll down the more bullshit i see. jgy antis are notorious for pulling shit out of their ass and trusting our number one#source of information sect leader yao but this is just. very funny. jgy's decade+ plan of killing people to achieve the highest position in#the jianghu. the way they believe 100% that jgy has killed jrs. the way they clearly got the sect he exterminated for jrs's murder mixed up#with the he sect that was murdered for xy yes but UNDER JGS'S RULE. it's all there!#'i really don’t think i’m reading the same book as some of these people' are you reading the book though#shrimp thoughts#ok i'm gonna go to sleep but gosh#the funniest thing is that people aren't even fully condemning wwx for doing the fucked up shit he did. i've never seen anyone insist that#wwx is actually the villain or that you're supposed to hate him. just that he had his moments of unnecessary cruelty#WHICH IS UNDERSTANDABLE wc and wlj killed everyone in the lotus pier i understand fully why he'd go there. but the same understanding#is not being extended to jgy and his cruelty is being used as a gotcha re: why he's actually the worst evilvillain who doesn't deserve#sympathy. and like bro no they are BOTH exhibiting unnecessary cruelty because they're driven by fury and hatred for people who ruined thei#lives. they're sitting at the same fucking table! but noooooo wwx is an angel. come the fuck on
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trashcanalienist · 2 years
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#i lay in bed for hours cradling my bear the one thing that gives me comfort and i think of ends endlessly#i could try to reach out more but i don't want to worry anyone and i'm so tired#what keeps me here? intertia? my family? my friends? my little beast? my boyfriend?#do i deserve those things? if i do do they deserve to lose me? life is only suffering for me but other people seem to be having a grand old#time. having endured so much pain i do not want to ever inflict it on others. but i want to stop hurting. life is a series of decisions and#consequences and then one way or another it's over#radius. you would understand this complicated dilemma of mine. if your robots did not require your sacrifice - if there was no purpose to#your end nor as there never is any purpose to your life...#dear primus sweet helena what of you? if all beauty and curiosity in the world was unattainable and forever beaten out of your desperate#loving fingers#dearest henry if the secrets of the universe were universally denied to you...#i can only ask from you who want to live. because all those who wanted otherwise got exactly that and it seems they would be#and must have been fine with that.#oh chester. ian and dеad and layne and kurt...and i don't want to think about things not known for sure but. god. i am terrified to think#of -- of anything concerning that. he was alone. they all were whether through purposeful isolation or just a few hours and it really#doesn't take all that long. i know this well. i can still taste it. when you dedicate yourself to it suddenly it runs hotter than ever#before. it's...indescribable. life or agony? maybe both. red.#ah what was i saying...#oh yes the middle ground i walk#for that -- is where i sleep. i cannot help but think and think constantly. i fever and rush and howl and cry and feel so much#erik? if you had known that redemption could only come by your own hand but would never make you accepted?#if you knew that that which you have been so denied and that which no human could live without...#hated you so and would never accept you for the beast can never be loved by society even if he stays his place#and you glorious phantom would never be so self-effacing even as you loathe what you are. my friend.#and winslow. what you have been through.#words i speak#phantom musings#nonsense
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help
#woke up cause of a bad dream#ugh this has never happened to me before#this is why i shouldn't sleep early god it's fucking terrifying#i scored 36/100 in my accounts paper#and for some reason we even had answer sheets#and i found out before my dad#so even in my dream i was fucking thinking of ways to hide it from him#and i woke up cause i was freaking out abt what he'd do if he saw my answer sheet#cause i told him the exams went well but like i lied#i told him that i attempted 100% but obvi i did not and i fucking woke up cause it was terrifying thinking#what he'd do once he saw the blank pages#unbelievable it's in my brain this feeling this fear fuck#thankfully irl we can't see answer sheets unless we pay money and usually i don't think he'd do that cause he's like move on and study hard#for the next attempt and forget the past#oh god why am i like this literally everyone around me is soooo comfortable abt failure they're all like it's ok it's a learning experience#but it feels suffocating to imagine seeing the world FAIL#and it's not even fair cause I'd deserve to fail i practically set myself up for it#i don't know what was i doing feeling lonely feeling sad not studying scrolling twt reading fics#wtf that's not middle of the exam behavior#and the worst part is that i don't know if i won't do it again#the worst part is i feel like I'll be stuck in a loop of failure and by the next year everyone will just give up on me#man i say housewife as a joke but god no i can't be that it's suicide basically#fuck fuck fuck#i understand logically it's ok to fail but omfg pls just god help me#it's okay right disappointing parents?#like i disappoint them yes but also#fuck they suck man they always say raat ko kuch bhi lage call us don't suffer alone#but that's just for physical distress right#i wish i could go to them and sleep with them and they'd say oh baby it's okay if you fail there's more to life that this fucking degree ₹#mes
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noxtivagus · 2 years
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I FEEL SM BETTER AGAIN
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