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#he said 'you're the only person i trust to give me book recommendations' and i said 'you like nasty shit' which he scrunched his nose at
el-im · 1 year
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coffee w charlie from 1-2:44. he says: “thank you for your enthusiasm. i wasn’t sure if this was going to be weird or not, and i didn’t know how to tell my wife i was going to go hang out with a 20 year old after she left so i didn’t say anything.” sir. 
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phas3d · 6 days
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Annoying Habits Pt. 2 || Slytherin Boys
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type :: fluff
tw/cw :: none
contains :: draco malfoy, tom riddle, mattheo riddle, theodore nott, lorenzo berkshire
summary :: cute and stupid things they do because i love fluff for some reason right now - 🐍 :: masterlist!
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DRACO MALFOY (saying "fun facts" that's common knowledge)
Being the smartest person in the room is the hardest thing ever, so thank GOD Draco is not him. He will run to you with full confidence to tell you about any new discovery he makes. It's new to him, but common sense to everyone else. But you don't have the heart to tell him it's basic knowledge because you know he'll never trust you again.
"You HAVE to follow me, it's the craziest thing EVER!" Draco said as he dragged you out of your dorm to run to the quad.
Whenever he's done this, you knew you needed to put on your best ever acting skills. You follow behind him, trying to predict what he'll say but before you complete those thoughts, he cuts you off.
"LOOK. AT. THIS!" He says as he points at the sky. You were confused, genuinely unsure of how to react since you weren't sure what to be shocked at.
"Oh wow uh, that's amazing!" You say hesistantly."
Draco was unsatisfied with your reaction, understanding that you had no clue what he was referencing too.
"Love," He paused for dramatic effect "Do you not see the MOON is fully in view during broad daylight?"
He said it with the highest confidence, somehow gaslighting you into genuinely feeling dumb despite knowing the moon is out during day time.
"W-Wow! You're so smart!" You say as an automatic response as he smiles, glad to teach you something.
"I know I am" He says, despite it not being in his personality list at all.
TOM RIDDLE (mocking you)
It is in Tom's blood to be mean, since he is he son of Voldemort. This caused him to have a tremendously hard time trying to make friends. Even when he acted as if he was a normal person, he would get tired and eventually snap to his true self: a blunt cold person. Because of this, he's not sure how to act in most situations since he has no clue how to react to most things. Thankfully, he has you to show him how to act.
When you two watch movies, he pays attention to you as well to see how to react. Or when you go out and talk with others, he copies your little mannerisms. It was cute at first to know that you're helping him adjust to society. But it quickly become annoying since he is extremely good at reading you.
It's gotten to the point where he can predict almost everything that you'll say, matching your tone, pitch, and even lisp perfectly. You could say nothing during a conversation and he'd be able to fill in the gaps exactly how you would.
"Tom-" You were interrupted.
"Where's my science notebook?" Tom mocks you, using a higher voice and over-exaggerating your harsh k's.
You sigh, which he also copied, before you playfully hit him with a small smile. "I told you to stop copying me!" You and Tom both say in unison.
"Your book is on your bed, hidden under your unfolded clothes. I recommend you clean it, I can tell all of your clothes are wrinkled already." He says as he flips his book to the next page.
"Oh shut up" You say as Tom copies you yet again.
MATTHEO RIDDLE (Annoying Tom)
Although Tom and Mattheo don't interact much in public, in private the two have a strong bond that can only be understood by each other. Their usual converstations consist of Mattheo raging about something, going into insane detail while Tom silently reacts whilst doing his homework. Then, Tom will give Mattheo a lecture on why what he did was fucking stupid which Mattheo spaces out to.
Since you've been with Mattheo for almost a year, you've been graced with the Riddle brother's bond, witnesses their odd converstations first hand. You've gotten used to it, blending perfectly in to their bond.
One thing that surprised you was the fact the Mattheo suddenly turns into the most annoying and needy person ever the second he's with Tom.
"Can you shut the fuck up and do your work?" Tom said, annoyed at the fact that you and Mattheo were sitting at his table in the library.
"It's not due until midnight! I'll just run to Snape's class at like 11:59 sharp." Mattheo said as he continued to make fake paper swords and shurikens.
"Okay sure do that, dumbass, see what happens." Tom mumbles, finally gave up on trying to convince his brother to do his work.
"You should listen to him~" You said as you flipped the page of your textbook whilst taking notes.
"Don't side with him! You're MY girlfriend!" Mattheo said annoyed by your words.
Tom smirked and nodded his head at you slightly, showing his small appreciation for you siding with him.
THEODORE NOTT (lying for fun)
He's basically like SZA, lying for fun because it's a good conversation starter. He first started doing this when he first came to Hogwarts because he wasn't sure how to start a conversation with someone. He would lie by saying he never had popcorn before or that he's allergic to dragon scales so people would be interested.
Now he's popular and has no need to lie for attention. But, it's an addiction. He can't stop making silly lies that are just borderline believable. But now he's widen his horizon, now he lies about history, teachers, other people, and more.
"Did you know Draco's mom is colorblind?" Theo said as he entered the Slytherin dorm. You sighed, already being able to tell he was lying since you knew him so well.
"Whaaaat?! Is she? Like for real???" Lorenzo questioned as to how Theo found out before himself, especially since he was raised by the Malfoys. "That makes sense why her outfits for funny lookin' sometimes."
"That's so sad man." Mattheo said solemly, as if Theo just said Draco's mom suffered from a permeant disease. "She sees life like those old ass Mickey Mouse cartoons. All black and white."
The three idiots looked down at the floor, feeling pity for Draco's mom colorblindness. you scoffed at their stupidity but suddenly Enzo spoke up.
"We should make her a get well soon card!" He said with a smile.
"Don't do that-" You were cut off by Theo's hand covering your mouth.
"No we should! Make sure you only use black and grey though." Theo said.
LORENZO BERKSHIRE (repetitive questions)
Although Lorenzo was the same age as you, he still trusted you way more than himself. You helped him pick everything, from outfits, food, dates, and more. Of course he would help too, but he just loved hearing your input since he wants to be the perfect boyfriend for you.
But, this habit of getting your approval for things started to sneak into schoolwork and paperwork. It started with him checking his answers with you, a completely normal thing. Then checking that his paper was the same as yours, also pretty normal. But as time progressed, he would ask you to double-check his stuff on dumb stuff like whether he grabs the 10th-grade paper or the 11th-grade paper, or what he puts in the "date" section at the top.
It's been even worse lately since he was applying for multiple colleges around the UK and US. You were doing the same, needing to desperately focus on your essays and studies to do the different school's entrance exams.
"(Y/NNNN)!" Lorenzo called out to you, despite you being literally 2 feet away from him.
"Yessss, Lorenzooooo?!" You said, giving the same energy back.
"Where it says "enter social security number" do I put my social security number?" He asks, full seriousness in his tone.
At this point in your life, you were so sick of this man so all you could do was stare at him until he decided to guess what he should do. You stare was strong, but his innocent eyes and cute face was overpowering you.
You weakly nodded, losing the one-sided battle. You thought it would be the last question from him, maybe he would get the hint you were annoyed.
"So, where it says "pick major" I put the thing I want to major in, right?"
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thank you for the support ! 🐍 :: masterlist!
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priceyprice · 6 months
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Prof!Price
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Prof!Price as he's sitting behind his desk in his professor office.
His class is in 20 minutes, waiting for the printer to copy the last minute quiz for the students and see how much they're learning with his works and his passion.
Professor Price is a responsible man. You'll never see him late for something. If he won't be able to make it, he'll call in advance to make sure whoever he's meeting doesn't have any worries or don't waste their time waiting for him. It is not a surprise seeing Price earlier than the hour expected.
He's also good with suggestions. He can suggest any book, a good restaurant, a good country, and even an excellent person. He would recommend anyone or anything that's fit for the role they asked him.
If other teachers asks him about who's the best student in his class, he would have in mind just one person.
Obviously, that person can't fail him.
"W-Wait..." She said as she threw her head back in ecstasy. "I-I can't ans...answer if you're like th...like this oh my-..."
Price stopped kissing her. His head appeared from under her skirt as he looked up at her. "Mmm... That's not the answer I'm looking for. Try again."
He went again in between her legs as his tongue licked a straight line through all her sensitivity. She lets out a little whimper and wriggled, feeling the uncomfortable desk below her. "Wh-why ar... ah... are we doing this...?"
"You're my best student." He said, kissing her inner thigh, marking it with a little bruise. "I need to make sure my student is well prepared for her quiz and doesn't let down my word of trust I put on her with other professors." Price said as he let out a little laugh. She almost collapsed when she felt his hot breath all over her.
Truth be told, he just wanted to eat his lover out before class starts. The bonus points are the favoritism he has that let her see the questions of the quiz.
He sucked her bud like it was the last time he would be between her legs. Her wetness is getting stronger by the second as she's starting to feel the familiar heat below her stomach. "Now tell me again... According to the book, what happened to her when she saw him at the cliff?" He said before his tongue entered her insides. She lets out a moan as one hand flew to his head, fingers locking around his short hair and the other crumbling the paper with the questions and answers. "Lord... Price I can't... it's too mu-..." She cried before she could even finish her sentence.
"No, my love, it's not too much. You can take this. Now answer the question." He said groaning, savoring the sweet and salty taste of her essence. His pants were about to burst in any second. He wanted to make love to her and treat her as she deserves, but they don't have the time for that.
His tongue picked up again the pace, giving her rapid thrusts as his hands adjusted the grip on her thighs. John's pretty sure his fingers will be leaving marks and bruises, but he doesn't care. He will take care of it later in his bed.
She moans loudly, raising the probability of getting caught by someone passing through his office. "Oh... I'm close. I'm very close..." Her eyes getting watered with the feeling of the familiar knot in her belly. "Slo... Slow down... no, I'm too close... Fuck... I'm..." At this point, she couldn't even say something coherent, her mind clouded with an intense pleasure.
His tongue didn't stop at her remarks. Price just picked up the pace, going faster. "Come for me, my love. Let me feel you."
Those words snapped something inside of her.
She cried loudly when her orgasm broke. Waves went through her body, making her a shaking mess with pure bliss. Her juices went all over his lower face, and he drank it like a fine wine only made for him.
She collapsed on his desk, looking at the ceiling of his office. Chest rising up and down as if she was running a marathon. The hand that was on Price's hair started caressing his head, thumb grazing his ear softly. Her eyes closed for a second, liking the feeling of his hair in her hand.
There is nothing better than getting tongue-fucked by your professor in his office, she thought with a sarcastic emotion.
Three knocks on the door made her jump slightly. Her heartbeat went up within a second, leaving no rest to her breathing.
Someone is there.
She tried to get out of his grip, but he held her steady in that position. "Price, there's someone knocking on your do-...Ah fuck-..." She flew one of her hands to her mouth when his tongue entered her sensitive hole again without any warning.
"Jo... John, what are you doing?!" He stopped kissing her, peering over her skirt for a second. "There's someone on your door and you-..." Her sentence got interrupted by a moan when he sucked her sensitive folds all over again.
"You didn't answer my question." He said in a serious tone, angry at the person behind the door, interrupting his precious time with her. He doesn't care who's waiting for him. The only thing that matters is her right now. "Tell me what happened to her when she saw him at the end of the cliff."
She puts her elbows on his desk to get some support to look at his eyes filled with hunger and lust. "Are you serious-... Oh my..." She threw her head back again, letting out a little cry when his tongue licked from her hole to her clit.
"Tell me, hurry up."
Her mind was clouded again with the feeling of his tongue only. Is incredible how much control he has over her, how much he knows about disconnecting the only string of her consciousness, and only bringing her to a stage of pure ecstasy.
She opened her mouth only to let out a whimper. "Shh..." He said, tapping her thigh, a gesture he does when he wants to silence her. "You better start answering before they know that you're in your professor's desk with legs wide open, showing him where you like his mouth."
Three knocks again made her fear grow bigger. She doesn't know why he's taking this situation in a slightly matter. Just a simple door is hiding the person from seeing this scandalous scene.
But also, it excites her.
The feeling of her professor and her lover not wanting to let her go with his hands on the soft flesh of her thighs gripping her with so much force is driving her crazy.
"J-John... no..." His tongue picked up the pace he had earlier, her back arching from the surface of the desk. "Price... Okay I'll-...I'll sa-... ah... say it." She bit her lip, trying to stop a moan from the depths of her throat.
"Go on."
"Fuck... She collapsed... She collapsed at the same time... he jumped into... into the cliff." His mouth cut any contact, shivering when cold air hits her as her chest was rising and falling fast, letting her catch a long breath. Before she can process what's happening, his hands takes her underwear, putting it back on.
Price helped her get off his desk. She gets off but places her hands on his arms, trying to look for some support to her wobbly legs. He puts an arm around her waist, holding her steady.
"Be careful, my love. I don't want you to fall."
She looks up at him with disoriented eyes, still trying to get down from that cloud of ecstasy. She looked so beautiful, with her hair in a few directions, a few strands plasted in her sweaty forehead and a cute little blush, as if Claude Monet took his time to pick the most beautiful red for her to mark her cheeks. He almost forgets the person behind his door, waiting for his approval to come in.
Price kissed her softly and took her hands. "I need you to get under my desk and wait until that person is gone. Can you do that?" She nodded, looking at him. She went down on her knees and crawled under his desk as he sat down, with her between his legs.
Price adjusted his hair and shirt, cleaning the remnants off and making it seem like he wasn't eating someone on top of his desk a few seconds ago.
Suddenly, a little hand comes up to his leg, and a head rests on his inner thigh. He tensed at first but relaxed when he saw what she was doing.
She was hugging him.
Fuck the emotion he was feeling was beyond universe. She's so cute. He loved her so much.
He rests a hand on top of her head, caressing her hair softly. "I love you." He said with a little smile.
"I love you too."
Price cleared his throat, getting his attention back to his door.
"Come in."
The doors opens revealing one of his colleagues and friends, who interrupted his precious time with his lover. "Vargas, Good evening. I apologize for making you wait. I was talking with a colleague on the phone and I couldn't hear you."
"Price, hermano, I'm surprised to see you here." Said Mr. Vargas with his eyes wide. John just raised an eyebrow at his comment.
"What do you mean? This is my office."
The professor checked his gold watch, glasses slipping off his nose while his head was tilted down. "Your class starts in 10 minutes, I think you're a little late."
Price's smile dropped a for a second at that. Fuck... he hates being late to his class.
Price is that kind of professor to be in the classroom 30 minutes before class starts so he can prepare everything and make things go smoothly. But right now, he doesn't have anything except the bunch of copies lying on his printer.
He won't blame himself nor the person under his desk. If it means eating her out and pleasuring her, it will be an honor to be late every day for the rest of his life.
This wasn't the first time to be almost caught in a situation like this. Sometimes they're very cautious with everyone and everywhere, but other times... things like that happens and Price needs to hide her under his desk or in a closet and try to finish his conversations with the other people.
"Bloody hell, I'm late."
Vargas laughed at that, but his expression was quickly replaced with one of confusion and curiosity. "What's that on your beard?"
Price touches his beard with his other hand and nearly froze at the sensation.
It was soaked.
He totally forgot about that detail.
The hand that was caressing her hair puts a little more pressure on. She was frozen on the spot with that question. "Oh, this?... I was drinking water before you entered and accidentally spilled it out."
Of course, he would say something like that. How can Price explain that his soaked beard was thanks to the woman under his desk, with a really notable expression of being eaten out?
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The masterlist for this series is here: ( John Price Masterlist )
I apologize for any mistakes or misspelling. Any suggestions are appreciated. 🫶
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randomsillyfangirl · 11 months
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Oliver Otto x Reader
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To start this off. Ik many people think that Oliver is gay, which is alright and people are allowed to think whatever they want! Me personally, I don't really give him a label. But I do think he likes girls, since he's shown much interest in them. I do not mean any harm with this post! If you do not like it- please just scroll away 💕
But anyway, again I will still be writing Pablo Gavi x Reader. I'm just watching American House Wives rn and am obsessed with Oliver lol
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You and your family just moved to WestPort. Your father was a famous author while your mom was the ceo of a famous book company- matched made in heaven. You were an only child, their only daughter. And in a whole new country.
In the first week of your family moving your mom and Katie became besties, your dad and Gregg became friends. But you? You felt so alone. Everyone else seemed to be snobby. You didn't like them- you weren't raised like a WestPort kid.
Your family was going to the Ottos house, they invited you to their home for a barbeque. " and young lady, you better not be on your phone or reading the whole time we're there! " your mother warned and you sighed, you really missed home and didn't wanna be around WestPort type people.
Thankfully the Ottos weren't those snobby WestPort people, but you still wanted to be alone. Taylor tried talking to you, and you two did have a conversation. " what sports are you into? " Taylor asked, but before you could respond Oliver started to insult his sister, " all sports are useless they're to get into college. You're just wasting your time. " he said and you rolled your eyes.
" actually, that's not true. What's more important is experience." you corrected him, when you made eye contact with him you had to hold back a smile, he's so cute.
Oliver was going to give you a response before Taylor stopped his comment. " you dress so... Let me dress you!! " she started to beg. You sighed and nodded, " mom, me and Taylor are going to our place to try on clothes." you told your mom, but Katie demanded that you bring Oliver too.
At your place, Taylor went through your closest. " you have really cute clothes! Why don't you wear them?" Taylor asked. " because WestPort kids don't." you sighed sitting on three bed. Oliver stood against the wall, looking around your room.
(See below for the outfit + hair Taylor chose for you)
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When Oliver saw you, he smiled. Taylor noticed and her jaw dropped abit- Oliver wasn't being a bitch? What's going on!
Oliver coughed to signal to his sister to stop being weird. You smiled back at Oliver. " you're in my English, aren't you?" you asked looking at him. He nodded and chuckled, " don't forget, also in your biology." you nodded and laughed, " almost forgot."
Taylor went to ' go to the bathroom '- aka give you two some time to talk. " why'd you move to WestPort? You seem like you hate it. " Oliver asked. You sighed, " my parents wanted to expand their business from (your country) to the states too. And here, we can make connections. Everyone loves it here but me." you sighed again. Oliver sat next to you, " trust me. It gets better."
The next day at school, you wore another outfit Taylor recommend for you. (See pictures below) You didn't have any friends, so you walked in alone. You got alot of attention. You weren't wearing skinny jeans that cost $300 with some ugly expensive grandma sweater. You were wearing a Pinterest type outfit that probably cost you $20, excluding the shoes.
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You were getting attention from the girls, more of them questioning you. But the boys? They liked your outfit. Yawning, you walked to your class, you could feel peoples eyes on you and you hated it.
Oliver watched you walk in. " isn't she pretty? " he heard one of the guys say and Oliver nodded. Cooper nudged his shoulder, " ceo and successful writers daughter right? Perfect for your mission. " he teased, but Oliver wasn't listening; all his focus was on you.
In English, it was a pair assignment. Cooper wasn't in his class, so nobody interrupted his plan to ask yo- who the hell is that? Some WestPort snobby guy was asking you to be his partner. " so darling, you do the work my dad will do m- " the guy was proposing his idea until you interrupted, " I'd rather get hit by a car." which seemed to annoy him. You looked over at Oliver and smiled, giving him the confidence to ask you to be his partner.
" You? Me? Working together? What do you think? " Oliver said sitting next to you. You smiled and nodded, " I'd like that. We can go to my place after school? Since I've been to yours already " you chuckled and he did as well, " I've always wondered what the house of a ceo and writer looks like. " he said making you laugh.
You lived in one of the larger houses in WestPort. Oliver was checking out the place, amazed, it was a gorgeous house. You sighed, " sorry it's not very fun.." . " it's amazing!! " Oliver basically screamed, hearing an echo. You shook your head but chuckled, " it looks nice.. But it's lonely " Oliver listened to your words, " yeah, like cooper.. " he said, sighing to keep talking " but hey, you'll make plenty of friends." he said smiling, making you smile.
You looked at him, " wanna see all the useless and expensive crap I have? " he nodded repeatedly, " umm yeah! " and his reaction made you laugh. Going into one room, " this is where my dad keeps these random glass statues. " going on into another, " my moms old coats, boringggg " and then finally, " my records and record players " you said, going into the room next to your room.
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In your room, you two started your group project. Your project would last for half the school year- a massive school project.
But the two of you started to get really close during the time. He was your friend friend in WestPort, other than Taylor.
" so I was thinking, we hang out. My place. " Oliver proposed the idea to you. You nodded, " yeah sure, I'll bring the study stu- " you were saying until Oliver intrupred. " no no. No books. Just you and me. Hanging out." he clarified. You smiled and felt you cheeks go light red, " I'd like that." you told him, making him smile too.
You two went up to his room later that day. You sat on his bed, " sooo, what we doin?" you asked him. He looked at you, a little panicked, " what are we doing?" he repeated and you looked confused.
" you have no plan? "You said and then laughed at the lack of response. You weren't laughed at him, you were laughing because it was sweet. You got up," wanna see what we just got at my place? " and Oliver nodded, so you took him to your place to show him.
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Your parents got in a massive library. You ran to one of the shelves, grabbing the ladder and climbing up, " there's a book in here that reminded me of you!!" you yelled, looking for the book. By ' reminded ' you meant ' I specifically asked for this book, to give to you. ' hey, that's how girls work.
You came back down to him with a book, before you could speak Oliver already took the words out of your mouth, " how did you know I wanted this book!? " well maybe not exactly what you'd say, just rearrange it.
You nodded, " thought you'd like it." you gave it to the brunette. " you can have it." And you both smiled. Oliver coughed, " I was wondering if tomorrow, you and me, alone, go out somewhere. No studying, but this time I'll have a plan.." he said, fidgeting with the corners of the book.
You smiled and nodded, " I'd like that.." Oliver was trying to ask you on a date, Taylor said that he should.. " she likes you! " Taylor yelled at Oliver. " but how do i ask her? If I ask her to go out- she'll assume it's got studying! " Oliver argued. Taylor laughed, " then ask her to go out alone, and mention no study. And people call me dumb." Taylor scoffed.
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I hope you enjoyed!! <3
Ik this is all over the place- but I actually had fun writing this.
For the people who asked to be tagged in a oliver otto x reader post: @y4sm1nsstuff @animesimp3456 @hunterluvr
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humblemooncat · 11 days
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Crystal (pt. 1)
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Sit back and kick your feet up a while, we have a lot of places to go through!
So much so, this will need a reblog with a part 2!
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@entropytea - Crystal, Balmung | Mist W13, P42
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This house's layout was stunning! Despite it being a small, the use of lofts and partitions made the space seem so much larger!
Not to mention, it's all very beautifully furnished! It looked like I was walking into a designer home! Also, very big fan of the gazebo leading into the house. What a clever use of it!
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Crystal, Balmung | Goblet W9, Sultana's Breath Wing 1 Apt 39
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The apartment was similarly gorgeous. The layout is beyond amazing, and really makes you feel like you're stepping into some sort of woodland hut that maybe you should not have. Cozy, but a little ominous at the same time!
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@cadrenebula - Crystal, Balmung | Goblet W21, P60
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He was trying to blend in with the flowers. Silly boy.
What a lovely FC hall! Very spacious, but at the same time very cozy!
I love all the facilities and how thoughtfully they cater to the company's residents. Even down to the little dressing room leading to the stage downstairs. Very cute.
I also had a toot around the rooms that were open, and I must say, there are a lot of pretty, creative rooms in there! Each one had its own distinct personality, and I loved looking through them all. <3
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@alannah-corvaine - Crystal, Balmung | Mist W17, P18
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All I have to say is wow
The interior of this house is so well-done, every nook and cranny is filled with decor that really brings the whole thing together! Along with the BGM, you'd think you were walking into an Ishgardian manor, not a seaside cottage!
Definitely worth a look if you're in the area! <3
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@wayward-hatchling - Crystal, Coeurl | Goblet W23, P13
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I was NOT expecting to be invited to an in-game pizzeria of all things! That said, it was VERY cute!!
It really does give off hometown pizzeria vibes, from the brick interior to the wrought iron-backed chairs. It's extremely charming, and I will definitely be coming back sometime.
But before I left, I had to give my husbuns a little dinner date. <3
HIGHLY recommend everyone to visit at some point! It's a very fun little place! And it even has an arcade!
Just mind the mascots. We've seen too many horror games to trust them...
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@disaster-husbun - Crystal, Goblin | Empyreum W26, P42
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First off, hello hello! Nice to see you as I rolled through! <3
You made such good use of the space and slots provided in a large! It's hard to do effectively without blocking off a good chunk of it, but it looks very nice! Spacious, but in a cozy way!
I loved how you decorated each space inside, though the warm, cozy study was my favorite.
My second favorite though, was the basement. The floral walls leading to the tables was very nice, and the walls would be a beautiful space to gpose if you need a patterned backdrop.
Overall, very beautiful home! I would highly recommend stopping in if you're in the area!
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@cadrenebula - Crystal, Goblin | Empyreum W25, P59
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Another cute FC hall!
I love the look of the cafe downstairs! It's bright and open while still feeling communal and cozy. I could see myself whiling away the time with a good book and a cup of tea down there.
Very clever with the bookshelf upstairs btw! It's a nice way to make the place cohesive while still giving everyone a little hideaway to their rooms!
Speaking of; both of the rooms are nice! The second room having only the bath is amusing, but I also totally get it. Sometimes you just need a hot bath and no thoughts. xD
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I only had time to get to so many today, unfortunately, but I plan on getting the rest of Crystal and Primal done tomorrow!
Thank you all for allowing me into your beautiful homes so far! I can't wait to visit the rest!
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viviennelamb · 1 month
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“Reading books from men who don't know much will only get us so far.”
Isn’t yogananda a man? I’m confused. How do we decipher between which men to listen to and which to disregard? Aside from the obvious not participating in sex/lust. For some reason I don’t think that their celibacy is enough for me to commit to following their practices. After sex comes a man’s second love: control. I think it’s possible for some spiritual teachers to abstain but still want to have control and influence over a large group of people. Maybe I’m being too skeptical. Thank you for all the Q&A’s btw ❦
"Men who don't know much."
Yogananda knows what he's talking about.
A man who doesn't know what he's talking about will always lead people to sex, or at the very least, advocate for women and men occupying the same space. I've never seen a situation where this isn't the case. You can decipher whether you want to listen to somebody or not based on your intuition. If you would rather not do something, don't do it.
You have a healthy amount of skepticism. Men have flooded the market with their bs. You'll reach a point where you want to know the truth, and here it is. I wouldn't talk about it if it wasn't the truth or if it didn't work for me. I don't think you should do anything you're not ready for. It took me a couple of years to start myself.
I don't see meditation owned by any one person, but about physical, psychological and spiritual health. You can pick your Spiritual teacher, but the teachings that give results are the same: commune with God directly through meditation. I like shortcuts wherever I can take it, so step-by-step instructions from somebody who has already mastered what I'm looking for is what I wanted.
My Guru is Olivia the Avatar, and she recommended Yogananda's Lessons, so I took them. I trust her recommendations. I understand that many women are wary of males which is why I post about Olivia.
I used to think the same way as you, but my nervous system has been destroyed by distractions, addictions, overstudying, overworking and overexercising. I had to concede to the fact that I needed to learn how to live properly, instead of disjointedly looking for solutions and reading sweet nothings. You can look wherever you want, you will always be led back to what Yogis have suggested: going within, which I didn't know how until I learned how to meditate.
Everybody takes what Yogis have said in bits and pieces and attributes it to themselves or their movement. Even Yogis said that men and women shouldn't be together... do you see why their teachings are so unpopular? The ordinary man despises Saints because they embody everything men say is impossible.
Yogananda doesn't say they're his practices either, they're passed down from a line of Spiritual Masters, Jesus Christ being the first one as he meditated and lived in the world, but wasn't of it. Yogananda introduced the Science of Yoga to the western hemisphere.
In my case, chastity is enough for me once I came to understand the extent to which lust and sex turns people into monsters. I've experienced controlling women, so it's definitely not a male thing. Only lustful/sexual individuals are emotionally unstable and will kill you for nothing.
When it comes to control, how can somebody else control you once you have control of yourself? If you don't control yourself, something else will. Once you grow your understanding of how reality works, you will see that the control men attempt to exert over others is a fallacy. But you won't know it if you haven't cleaned up your mind of their brainwashing.
The only way to find freedom is to control yourself. In your case, I'd recommend to keep reading, but you will reach that point where you get intellectual fatigue and you will remember this.
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hi! I was curious if you could do a hazbin hotel match up? <3
I go by she/they. im pansexual, im not too picky. I'm originally from Guatemala but was adopted to America! I have dark brown eyes with gold rimmed glasses with peircings; nose stud and septum. Im also a bit on the bigger side like mid size, im super insecure about it due to family problems making it worse. im getting bette with it though! I'm a Pisces and an infp. When first meeting me I'm normally shy and keep to myself and I've been told I look mean since of my resting face but trust I'm the silliest person you have ever met. when getting close; I love to joke around and I tend to be rude and "out of pocket " with my humor. (think of like smiling friends or oneyplays for reference) I love helping others if it be medically or just listening. speaking of medical; I'm almost done with schooling to get my EMT certification! I've always wanted to help someone every since I was a child. since I chose this field I am a real stickler for anatomy and physiology, with that being said I like to point out mistakes in movies which can get super annoying but it's something I love to do. another thing I love is the elder scrolls series! I love the real life inspo it's taken for the game universe, plus I love the medival vibe it has. I also love history such as artifacts from the past, historical texts, and medical practices back then. I'm a huge horror fan as well; scream, thanksgiving, SAW, Halloween, the omen. I love the classics! I also love crime cases too. I also love music,my favorites being malice mizer, gulu gulu, nirvana , ice nine kills, korn,slaughter to prevail and powerwolf! I like gothic type clothing but I normally dress in a baggy shirt and jeans so I feel out of place lol. I'm not the super touchy type (depends on the mood) because it gives me the ick. I'm more of acts of service and quality time type of lover.
I hope this is enough information! I love your writing < 3
Your hazbin hotel match is...Husk!
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Your runner up is Lucifer but I eventually settled for husk.
Husk is an understanding lover who tends to be rude at first and takes time to warm up. But when he does he really cares about you in his own way.
On the outside, people really wonder how 2 individuals with an RBF got together. While in reality you two are an exemple of grumpy x sunshine. You're silly and he secretely loves it. It can be seen in the way he looks at you when you do your things. He even broke a glass once cuz he was watching you. Angel never let him forget that. Husk actually likes your jokes and always add a little comment of his own. He's also funny but in a sarcatic way if it makes sense. His humor also tends to be dark.
Husk is really proud of you for wanting to help people and for choosing your field. In his entourage, he is surrounded by selfish people (besides charlie and vaggie but they're recent and an exception). To him you're the sole light in his dark world. He always has your back, supporting you the best he can by making your life easier (he keeps the house relatively clean etc).
You two always have quiet date nights at home. He enjoys watching horror movies with you and probably has some nice horror recommendations but they're books. Those dates also include a dinner made by him or the both of you. He shows off by making some dishes only made in his time lol but you're the queen of snacks he admits it. He makes some very good cocktails for the both of you and the nights is spent watching movies and having talks that rabge from serious ones to silly talks that make him sigh lovingly.
He doesn't mind that you're not a big fan of touch and respects that. Overall he's a rough boyfriend but still very caring. He'll do his best to make you feel loved despite his flaws
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heavensbeehall · 4 months
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"Mockingjay", Chapter 5
Part 1: The Ashes
Chapter 5: Katniss gets prepped! Katniss takes the Preps to lunch and Posy is the cutest. Gale tries to make up with Katniss after defending Coin's ultimatum the previous night. Katniss is still angry. Gale stands by what he said. They are sent to Beetee in Special Defense. Beetee is watching hummingbirds. Gale thinks of a way to snare them. Beetee has made a new bow for Katniss, which is very cool. But Katniss can't say the line "People of Panem, we fight, we dare, we end our hunger for justice" because it's dumb. And then our old friend Haymitch Abernathy shows up.
Thoughts:
I didn't queue anything for today. I am behind on my reading. It feels oddly like I didn't do my homework.
But she has been the quickest to determine that I have an agenda of my own and am therefore not to be trusted. She has been the first to publicly brand me as a threat.
In this respect, Coin is a bit smarter than Snow, maybe? I don't think he thinks much of women, especially teenage girls, and thought he had her "under control." A lot of what Katniss has to do in this book (going where Coin wants, faking her simulation in training, and most crucially saying yes to the new Hunger Games) is about lulling Coin into that false sense of complacency.
She told me she had several mice at home as pets. The thought repulsed me at the time, since we consider mice vermin, unless cooked. But perhaps Octavia liked thembecause they were small, soft, and squeaky. Like her.
Another comparison between the Preps and animals.
But it's Posy, Gale's five-year-old sister, who helps the most. She scoots along the bench to Octavia and touches her skin with a tentative finger. "You're green.Are you sick?" "It's a fashion thing, Posy. Like wearing lipstick," I say. "It's meant to be pretty," whispers Octavia, and I can see the tears threatening to spill over her lashes. Posy considers this and says matter-of-factly, "I think you'd be pretty in any color."
No real thoughts just love for Posy Hawthorne. She's a star.
"I mean you put her in a bad position. Making her give Peeta and the others immunity when we don't even know what sort of damage they might cause," Gale had said.
Gale, babe, you've fallen in with a bad crowd. (And I know it's because he's excited to finally be part of an army that will take on the Capitol, but I want to sit him down, like on a bad sitcom "special episode" and say "Is Alma Coin pressuring you in any way, Gale? If Alma Coin jumped off a bridge would you do it too?")
In preparation for the Quell, I saw a tape where Beetee, who was still a boy, connected two wires that electrocuted a pack of kids who were hunting him. The convulsing bodies, the grotesque expressions. Beetee, in the moments that led up to his victory in those long-ago Hunger Games, watched the others die. Not his fault. Only self-defense. We were all acting only in self-defense…
Ugh I want to know more about how all the victors won, does that make me an awful person? Also, why does fandom not blame Beetee for what happens later like it does Gale?
But I don't know what to tell him about the aftermath of killing a person. About how they never leave you.
I don't know why but this made me think of the book Say Nothing by Patrick Radden Keefe. It's about the Irish Republican Army in general. But there was a bit about the disconnect between the Irish people who lived in Belfast and heard the bombs and the American Irish Diaspora, who often sent or paid for the weapons. It's a lot easier to say they should keep on fighting if you don't have to do the killing. Anyway, I recommend the book.
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morgue-xiiv · 1 year
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I cannot stress enough how saying "you should only play Disco Elysium if you're skilled at literature analysis" is directly equivilent to a parent taking a long drag off a cigarette and smugly saying "why would I bbuy you a bike for christmas? You don't even know how to ride a bike". I have learned literally EVERYTHING I know about literature analysis in the 2.5 years since I played Disco Elysium. Literally everything, No LITERALLY everything. you know that SMBC comic where there's a literature question and the mathemetician responds "book said so QED"? That was me. I had 1 on 1 tuition in English lit and lang and I genuinely tried but I was incapable of understanding what literature EVEN WAS (despite reading constantly). 3 years ago I LOATHED poetry and did not know literature HAD themes. Denying someone access to texts worth analysing because they might not have the skills to analyse them yet is so stupid I can't even refute it; all I can do is describe it and hope the error is self evident.
This is probably the exact issue that prevented anyone from teaching me literature as a child: "I know he's struggling, so let's give him something with even less substance so he's even less motivated and there's nothing that can really resonate with him anyway"
If someone has a bad take on a piece of art you like my recommended approach is one from: 1) ignore them, roll your eyes if that's fun for you. 2) say "I think you're wrong, cos... etc." 3) block them if the take is odious rather than simply incorrect and or it's recurred enough times you'd rather not see more from them and risk missing out on any good posts they may have later. Just choose one as appropriate for your energy levels and investment in the topic or person. If your response to someone misinterpreting (or just differently interpretting) a piece of art you like is "huh I suppose we should gatekeep art" I suppose we should gatekeep having an unbearable sense of superiority, since you've shown you can't be trusted with it.
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renticat · 6 months
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You wouldn't understand me because we're not in the same page anymore.
It's funny but it's true. It's true because I scroll on of my following page and all the words (mostly poems about heart break and prayer) is just like soo strange to me now. Okay the heartbreak part maybe it's still true but not the other part and even like the cheeky longing for someone, I don't really feel that much anymore.
Okay lies but back then I limerence for someone who don't even see me as me, like he puts me like place to go when he's feeling sad but then my self love was zero and like hoping maybe one day he understand that I was always there for him.
And years of broken hears made me realize it was not worth it all along, if they don't want you as much as you want them, it's almost entirely your fault to staying in that situation, unless you want to be treated like consolation prize forever.
Back then I wouldn't understand this at all, like my mind on a whack but now, it's Tuesday again and someone kinda lied to me. It hurts but it doesn't hurt like bad before because I always thought the problem is me. Maybe at dome part but also they can be assholes and liar too so yeah if I let myself to be sad like this he won cause maybe the reason he's being so nice is because he's so horribly nice manipulative person ot idk he's not lying he just can't fulfill his words rn but isn't that already count as lies?
It's so sweet until it's not. It's like that you give someone power over to make you happy, you also give them power to makes you sad. But isn't that love to share and lowering your boundaries and really like being naked with all your feelings? Well it's true but again be careful because change also inevitable so unless you prepare for all the heartbreak, there's no one you can really trust (esp if they already knew too much about you, what makes you hurt). Yeah sharing is caring but also opening gates to your deepest darkest fear that's why the Robert Greene's book of power said something about just say what you needed, don't reveal too much because silence is power. Everything can be used against you, your words and I talk too much hope people would not misunderstood me but then mostly it just backfires anyway.
I have nothing to lose, and yeah I could handle the feelings lol not that is not hurt but it's getting better now managing my emotion. Is just funny all the Indonesian writings I like is not resonance with me anymore, only some very little of them because it's just whole different page of me now, I am not in the same chapter.
And I remember you, saying something like this back then and now I understand. I've been into those position before and now I am not but yeah I do understand is just different now. You ever fall in love with someone, someone who didn't put as much effort as you and then you feel so miserable and unloved because you feel stuck and it's like hopelessness get the best of you so you're sticking around until you found someone better that truly loves you and understand you. It's amazing, I am happy for you but also sad because now you're abandoning me? Your friend because you just don't need me anymore. Idk.
And yeah I wish I could met someone just like you and then starting a new chapter but Idk if I can be that lucky. I never been that lucky and I am impatient cat as the lies has built up so high now I can't even tolerate mild bullshit. Gosh, the recommendations though in this tumblr still kinda crazy, I have this for more than 10 years but yeah never posted until 7 years ago, and I wiping out again and again as my life in real life is going on and off also.
I didn't speak English that much back then haha just reblogged something cute, pictures and yeah I was just 16 lol now I feel so old like grandma. Fuckk see why can't I chill and not swearing? Well it's because it's not my language. Sorry huhuhu. So you also just want to read what you already believe then? Haha yes and no because I've been on that position and now I can explain it a little the cognitive dissonance and yeah read more about psychology.
You need to be aware what you put in your mind but then like this now, I just mindlessly scrolling because I miss someone who didn't miss me. It's not that easy getting rid of this habit esp when you have the hunger of love you didn't received as a kid. Need works and lots works but in the end it will get better. Yeah if you want to. My emotional state is actually better is just the financial state makes me desperate but then it's so bad because years of on and off sadness and me trying to untangled the root of all the craziness. Indoctrination. Is no joke. Some people fit and love it some have no choice but to obey and ofc everything is great and okay if you choose to but in my case is not that I want it.
So yeah miss me, call me. Lol but you just give me something when you're lonely, sly foxes. I hope everything will get better even I don't know hoe. How.
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Hmmmm arghh I am sad hope someone just adopt me as their cat for real.
Take me away from here... Ugh 😒
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castle-dominion · 1 year
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castle 5x22 the squab & the quail
hhhhhh this episode reminds me I have work this afternoon screw that. I just prayed an entire rosary so I get to go home early
Ok wow gay servers such a thing, loud chefs, loud expo, GIVE THEM THE GOSHDARN CHIT THO squab & quail DON'T TOUCH THE PLATE LIKE THAT Spray on purpose or...? poison? Ew glass tables
that is a lot of money & pricey af the poison would not work that fast... in a situation like that, point at some SPECIFIC person & tell them to call 911
Girl he's playing a videogame pwned XD he had plans to play with Patel! it's not my mom it's worse XD so true bestie
canadian lol
lmao ew capitalism
clipped the *oof* now
RC: Last supper list. (off their look) You and a table of 12 with anyone from history. What is mine, you ask? I’m glad you did. In order it is, Lincoln, Einstein, Ian Fleming, John Lennon, Joan of Arc, Sinatra – (he notices BECKETT’S face dropping. she sighs) And you, of course. Ok but Joan of Arc MMMMM that smile from ryan XD
at least he holds up a finger nice of him ig HE KNOWS HIS BOOKS
Esposito has returned Lmao ofc it was propped open, u know how hot it gets & how many chefs smoke?
"when you're paying attention" lol
dark hair MAYBE
shouldn't be but it always is RC: Corporate raider shutters a chemical plant and ends up eating crow. Or in this case, poisoned squab. It’s poetic. Diabolically speaking.
Nice outfit on esposito. also ryan. & everyone. Like beckett.
Maybe smth from the carribbean where his family was?
I don't need to clip but Iwill, lanie <3
castle REMEMBERS the menu? maybe ryan just didn't know lol
Lucas, this is the kid who said yes chef & served the plates
Yep all this screaming. I don't want to go to work.
KB: Do you know anyone that would want you dead? Eric Vaugh: No Me: you're a rich capitalist, what are you thinking? he's actually... surprisingly,, considerate
Petra? the indian boy?
PRIVATE security
a heart in the coffee <3 <3 I could clip this but I won't RC: (scoffs) Jealous? (off her amused look) Yes. Yeah he's cool & stuff but I love YOU KB: he is not interested in me VG: hi, he wants u specifically I think it's cool how she wants to recommend specific uniformed officers lol ONLY beckett?
Hit list? clipping this jenny my beloved wow esposito's hair JE: Because at the moment he is stupid drunk. Seeing double. skfjslkdjfsdkfsj RC: To make him the best damn cup of coffee he’s ever had.
He did a background check? good afternoon <3 David Anderson (the attorney): If he gives you any trouble we can put him on investor conference calls all day.
Saxiphone Lanie my beloved freebie five?
Talented researcher bro Beckett's turtleneck <3
I like her outfit & esposito looks kind of boring but nice & ryan looks beautiful I recognize her tbh the room is too dark. The other room needs to be darker for the glass to work
castle rattling the door what is even..?? XD XD XD RC: Okay, so after two cups of coffee, a latte, and three espressos our homeless friend Mr. Hazelton over there finally sobered up. yk i'm clipping
nice transition into the building them walking, rly good
Oof right in the head like that...
OH YES THEY REMEMBERED THE ALLERGY THEY GAVE HIM IN S1 HECK YEAH KR: I’ll live, unlike Cory Harrison. Ok that reminds me, in the The Ring episode, ther was no forced entry for the first vic, they never solved that
Ey beckett is here VG: You and the boys can go back there Mr. Castle. Why kill the busboy after getting him to kill someone else? using one murder to cover up another?
Just like my mom. She trusts me, but not the ppl I'm around castle chill
RC: Let’s get to that restaurant and get some answers. CASTLE leads the way out the door but RYAN and ESPOSITO don’t follow him. They head for their desks. RC: Seriously, guys. I mean it.
is this the same hotel they used in LA?
Sussman? gun ok yeah valid but ew she's right Ooh! Thank you sir! the essential lol, booze & a pretty girl
*hits himself in the eye* you know during The Thing, she coud have said "we were that close because he did a dumb" but the champagne was already poured so it would not have been a good excuse *update* yeah castle visits the hotel at some point after champagne before The Thing
Ooooof, legit? This is new york!
She is going to reveal that!?!? not too much tho ooh architecture! You patented that? I mean,,, you have a reason,, but make it free too bro I have suffered for it XD
Gates is so pretty castle not knowing how to do stuff & ryan doing it for him jashsjdfkjsfdh also castle investigator moments, gates is probably impressed what's on his neck? KB: Oh my gosh. You’re sounding like my dad dropping me off at summer camp. Remember petra tho? JEALOUSY
Tory jdsfdsjflkh I love her See? I mentioned the neck THE PRESCHOOL I was right! POSSIBLE match
Apple XD & alexis <3 Castle don't yell at your daughter MARTHA NOT THE RIGHT THING TO SAY & alexis' shirt martha is sort of right but GIRL SHUP
Wait they said ballistics would take a few hours, why are they still at work? why is CASTLE home? He would be the one to stay as long as possible! why didn't they text the photo last time? JE: Yep. He’s a match for height, age, and placement of creepy neck tattoo.
He really is a charmer except for one thing: why won't you sleep with me? Well you could CALL castle & ask his permission... say "hey I want to sleep with him but I LOVE you & I want your permission, because I respect you & if you say no then I will not" & that might actually be the thing to drive castle to say yes bc she trusts him & loves him & will always come back to him even if she sleeps with this guy. & also castle would be able to say she slept with eric vaughn & still chose me
He dead?
Castle <3 lol she's right KB: Yeah, preferably one without windows that snipers can't shoot through.
KR: Hey Beckett, I hate to do this to you, but I need to take your statement. *taps his notebook* Beckett could have said "actually if he was there I must have been a bit farther back" also it's cool how dever gets to wear his wedding ring (with duplicates of it) on camera bc his character is canonically married. & ryan's wife's actress is married to ryan's actor. Cool af. KR: Right … (he moves to where she gestures) … here. *He looks up and realizes he’s right in BECKETT’S space. He backs up a bit and looks to the hole in the window.* *almost clocks her in the jaw* stumbled you say. ryan taking it down as if he believes her yk rly sus, eats the wrong food, stumbles at the shot, sounds like he knew what was going on. KB: He kissed me castle KR: I'M DONE HERE *leaves*
RC: Well, if he kissed you, why wouldn’t you just push him away? KB: RC: Oh. Which is why he’s not dead.
She's from a farming family? She's a lead researcher. I'm proud of her. Why else would he want toxin? Oh. nvm. rival lab. AFTER the drop? No deposit fee? I would say "one quarter now to know you're good, I give you what you want, the remainder after" or smth.
Going on a tour! WAIT WHAT? HE AUTHORIZED IT? mexicali? she believes him too much girl that's exactly how they make money.
RC: Oh Beckett. That’s what they said about Bernie Madoff. Like Madoff, it’s quite possible Vaughn’s entire empire is a house of cards. If Felder was going to visit MexiSolar he would have found out about the scam. The house of cards would collapse. Eric Vaughn couldn’t have that. And what better way to get away with murder than to make yourself look to be the intended target? Don’t you see? This entire thing is a charade.
RC: Of all the confessions over all the years, this one is going to hold a special place in my heart. the universe demands why not get ryan or esposito?
Right, he doesn't actually look at the things he signs, he doesn't oversee the day-to-day... that's how you become a billionaire. He would NOT have JUST ONE person overseeing, he would delegate. it's like when you're a chef, if you own the place you don't cook. If you are a manager you don't line cook. You delegate to your test kitchen manager, your individual establishment managers, they delegate to their sous chefs & chefs to parties, there is not (usuall) one person who owns the place & then delegates to a single manager, they would delegate to multiple people who are in charge of different things.
RC: Oops yeah digging your own grave b'y
key word: FEEL LIKE you know them right, new york is way closer to the canadian border than mexico. Ooh the music!
Tell him he's on your last supper list. I like his outfit Do you? *tries to catch him in the elevator*
viddy game & a rose. playstation specifically. HE JUST BROKE THE CORD
Just symbolic
Becks, you can ask him again.
Ok I have an extra 12 minutes. Then I have abt half an hour before I need to go to work. Which is stupid. I need to leave for work an hour & a half before my shift!?!? I mean it is a 45 minute bus ride & I need to be there 15m early to change & iron so that's an hour, but my bus either gets there 5 minutes early (or less) or 35 minutes early. So that's another 15min there, & ofc I need to give myself 15m before I leave just in case. That's more like when I stop doing whatever I'm doing & get ready to go. But I might not be able to get it done in 15m so I need to use these 10 extra minutes right now. I need to put on my binder & make sure I have my bus tickets & stuff. Then I can leave. so it's an hour & a half. ew af.
So I might not get started on the next castle, I might instead try to post some of my drafts & clips so I can get space on my phone.
Pray that I get cut early pls.
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blue-kyber · 2 years
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Ok.
There was no way I was going to read A Court of Thorns and Roses, or the books that came (heheh) after it, but out of curiosity, I wanted to know why my dash was covered in fairy dick, and if the dick was that good, so I watched the funniest review of all the books.
Bro, I still can't find a Plot among the Dicks.
I get its fairy smut - and I can let that slide. Smut's a 'release' for some people. You're welcome to it.
There were elements I didn't like. And it wasn't the smut just because I'm ACE. Among the messed up parts of the story, turning one character from the protagonist to the antagonist, and then shitting all over him for the next few books in a savage manner that makes you go "just leave the guy alone already. He's dead" and then erasing all of that with a "let's be the bigger person here. Life's too short to stay angry." Like........... Bitch, you and the rest roasted Tamlin's corpse over an open fire for hundreds of pages. His PTSD was seen as evil and no one tried to help him, but your candy ass was healed because you're fuckable?
And THEN there's the fucking in the sky scene where people's houses are almost destroyed by Rhys' massive shlong. NOT TO MENTION... the BJ scene in a tent where where people are LITERALLY SCREAMING AND DYING OUTSIDE THE FABRIC.
Plus, the "oh, I feel so bad for them" Feyre who has 5 houses but can't figure out how to help the victims of the war. Bitch, give up a house or two! You say you're humble and don't need excessive stuff, so even giving them 3 of your 5 abodes shouldn't be hard for you.
And how feminism was invented because a woman was suddenly given permission by a man to make her own choice. Like... Woke, but not. I get that it's set in a patriarchal time, and it's a mysoginistic world, but come on, really? Rhys is an asshole in the first book, then suddenly Mother Teresa with a huge dong?
It's really just high and mighty "I'm better than you" rich immortals trying to find something to do, and deciding on each other.
Then there's the non-consensual stuff I won't get into, the manipulation, and the comment of her mom being 18, when her father was 900 YEARS OLD.
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I paused the review video right there and said out loud, "OK, NO."
Like, I know the race I created can live to be over 1K, but even THEY have rules regarding the minors of their species.
BUTT....
I did cum away from this book with some helpful information:
The repetitive writing (like, Melissa wrote the same thing 4 or 5 times, and then again from different POVs as if the reader can't be trusted to fill in the blanks with their imagination). The repetitive writing (see what I did there?) taught me that maybe my sister is right about the tangents I go off on in my book. When I have the time and focus, I'm going through it carefully to either remove, move, or adjust these tangents.
The POV. I need to make sure I stick to a POV for each chapter. If I switch it up, then I need to make it very clear who's eyes we're looking through.
Don't give your boyfriend head when lives are being snuffed out within earshot.
Make sure the age gap between romantic partners in the race I created is reasonable and doesn't include minors. i.e. A 150 year old young adult should leave a 50 year old kid alone. Yes, a generation is 30 years, but they're only allowed to be together if they're both adults, or both dating below the age of 100. Or if the other person is from a race that doesn't live much beyond 100. Because, really, options are limited, and short-lived species get a pass - but not below the age they're considered minors. For fucks sake, leave the kids at the park.
If anything, - like the Star Wars Sequels - these books gave me insights on how NOT to structure a story, and how not to write. So it's a good example of what not to do. Like repeat stuff. Like I just did. See that? Learning. :)
All in all - smut aside - these are terribly written books I wouldn't recommend if you want any kind of decent interaction or plot.
But if you want fairy dicks slapping you in the face, and you swoon over the swooning, and pine over the incessant pining, and that's the reason why you're reading them, then by all means... Bon appetite.
My guess is you also like "Fifty Shades," "Twilight" and "The Mister," so those tags are blocked, too.
...Except "Twilight," because the memes are just too good.
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nogenderbee · 2 years
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Teen!mc who's very quiet but when they open their mouth literally doesn't shut up
gender: neutral
type: platonic, headcanons
characters: Lucifer, Mammon, Leviathan, Satan, Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Belphegor
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Lucifer:
· at first he's glad for the silence, in this hause it's rare that someone who's that comfortably quiet
· but after some time he'll be a little mad about it because you basically don't answer his questions
"MC, I understand if you're uncomfortable but I think you can answer yes or no question"
· when you finally said to him at least one word he will be very happy that you finally opened to him but will try not to do anything special for that reason
· when you started talking to him daily at first he will be very happy that you're so opened to him but after some time he will get a little annoyed
"MC...I really appreciate that you trust me that much but can I please get 10 minutes if silence?"
Mammon:
· he literally didn't understand how can someone be so quiet!?
· despite how quiet you are, he still talked with and and he even don't know why
· when you answered him for the first time he did everything he can to not show that he cares about it
"O-Of course ya gonna answer The Great Mammon!"
· when you first started talking more he couldn't help but smile a bit
· when you got to the point where your mouth literally didn't shut up he was shocked but also happy that he got partner to talks
· every week you meet Mammon and maybe Asmo for talks about everything and nothing 24h/7 Lucifer really is tired about it...
Leviathan:
· he's very glad that you're so quiet, he finally have someone to play or watch anime in peace
· but he's a little sad that you two can't talk about your interest
· so when you started to talk with him he was veeeery happy
"Ahhh! I can't believe you opened to a yucky otaku like me!... B-But I don't dislike it! Quite the opposite..."
· but after some time when you talked 24h/7 he was done
"MC, can we please watch this anime in peace?"
Satan:
· another person who is grateful for silence, he finally can relax and read a book around you, at least for a little while
· hoverer when you grew closer he is concerned that you're scared of him
"MC, you know I would never hurt you, right?"
· day as always he asked you what do you think about book he recommended you, he wasn't expecting any answer but there you're surprising him
· since that day he was paying way more attention to what kind of question you answer and to what kind of question answer more, he don't want to force you so he will secretly give you signs that he's glad that you opened to him
· but when you started to talk 24h/7 he have 2 reactions:
· 1-when he's not that mad: "MC... let's read in peace, okay?"
· 2-when he's mad: you're dead and if for real or not it depends on how fast you can run
Asmodeus:
· he's that person who don't care if you talk a lot or not
· likes to talk about everything and nothing around you because he knows that you're not gonna judge him
· but after some time he needed advice from you like: is this outfit suits him, is makeup looks good etc
· when you started to talk more he was soooo happy
"Awws MC~ You're opening to me! Finally we can we will make up for the lost time! Lest stary with the color of your nails..."
· when you started talking 24h/7 literally both your mouths didn't close even for a second
"You think they will stop soon...?"
"They only started..."
Beelzebub:
· another person who doesn't care if you talk a lot or not
· for him it's enough if you shake your head and it's always easy questions
"Do you want something from bakery?... Okey"
· but after you started talking with him he was very happy and not knowing why, right after this he talked you to your favorite bakery/restaurant
"Do I need a reason to go and eat something? I'm just hungry..."
Belphegor:
· as long as you don't disturb him in his nap, you don't disturb him at all
· as the time pass even he don't know why you started talking to him but he had two reactions:
· 1: will silence you because he wants to sleep
· 2: less likely option: he will talk with you
· when you talked to him for 24h/7 he literally avoided you everyday
"MC, let me sleep..."
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the-rule-of-beasts · 2 years
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Could I request how hugs with Leshy or P03 would feel like? Of course this could go to the rest of the Scrybes! Or just the reader (or player) hanging out and really feeling more comfortable in their presence enough to want to show their affection and care in some way? Platonic or more familial? If not that’s fine just feeling a little emotional!
Oh anon,,, you sweet sweet anon,, you don't understand how soft this ask makes me. Hugging the Scrybes?? Yes. Absolutely- I would literally die if I got to hug any of those guys 🥺
Leshy
Listen- LISTEN. The man is touch starved. You know it, I know it, he just is. However, he is an incredibly awkward man and refuses to ask for affection. Whether or not it's a conscious thing is up for debate, the point is he doesn't ask.
So with that in mind, hugs with Leshy would be... A little awkward at first?? He's unused to any sort of physical contact, much less positive contact, so you hugging him would take him a little off guard??
I think a part of him doesn't think he deserves the affection, some deep seeded self loathing and like,, guilt. But I think he'd appreciate it once he got used to it, it's just that initial hump that's a little hard to get over.
At the beginning he would be super gentle with you. This is the kind of man who absolutely wrestles bears in his free time, he is BUILT. But also very anxious. He'd be terrified of accidentally hurting you, so he would handle you like you were made of glass. He'd get past that eventually, but he's just a very anxious individual.
Once he's actually moved past those initial hurdles, he absolutely adores physical affection. There's something deeply heartwarming about you trusting him enough to touch him, and it becomes one of his main ways to express affection.
A hug from Leshy feels like you're being completely surrounded by him. He holds you firm enough to feel present and he tends to rest his chin on top of your head. His smell of petrichor and moss tends to be a bit overwhelming but like?? In a good way?? He also tends to either bend closer to your height or just,,, pick you up. Like I said, he is a strong man.
I feel like he'd probably give some of the best hugs out of all the Scrybes?? Very warm,, very lovin- 9/10. Though I think the best hugger would be
Grimora
This woman has all the sweet firmness of Leshy with absolutely none of the hoops to jump through. You could meet her for the very first time and immediately ask for a hug and she would be MORE than happy to oblige.
She's unsurprisingly a bit cold to the touch, but not unpleasantly so?? It sort of feels like flipping your pillow over to the cooler side.
She's so squishy. You don't understand- it's like hugging a kind stuffed animal that hugs you back. She's got her own fair share of strength, so her hugs are very firm- nice and squeezey. She's mastered the art of hugging and you cannot change my mind.
She smells faintly of lilies and gardenia. Just vaguely flowery. For the most part it's this sort of musty smell?? The best I can really describe it as is that really nice old book smell. Hugging her feels like you're in an old antique bookshop, it's pleasant!!!
10/10 hugs, would recommend.
Magnificus
I feel like physical affection isn't really his go to method for expressing himself?? He tends to keep himself emotionally separate from everything around him- what with the premonition angst he's dealing with on the daily- so he tends to try and keep himself distant in cold.
HOWEVER. I personally subscribe to the 'Magnificus is actually a secret sweetheart' theory, so he would be fine with hugging you if you asked. But like,, only if you two had some kind of positive rapport going on.
He's a bit more aloof about hugs than Leshy and Grimora tend to be, he's doing his best to keep himself separate from the affection and trying not to like?? Get to attached?? He's failing miserably, but that's a story for another day.
You know those dogs where like,, you go to pet them and your hand just?? Keeps going?? That's Magnificus. You go in for that hug and you just,, keep going. There's a body in there somewhere, but man, there's so much foliage to content with.
It's weirdly nice?? This is coming from someone who has hugged various trees and bushes in the past, it feels weirdly nice. His leaves tend to run pleasantly cool, but there's some small amount of body heat that reminds you that you are hugging a person, not a bush.
His touch is a lot lighter than Grimora and Leshy's, but he makes up for that in length. He tends to hold you rather than simply hug you, closing his eyes and trying his best to stave of his premonitions for a moment. He's aloof and a little cold, but he's just as touch starved as everyone else.
He smells... Interesting. There's that faint smell of oil paint and old books, but there's something distinctly?? Ozoney?? Like that smell that pops up after lightning hits close by. It tingles and feels a little weird, but it's not exactly unpleasant?? Sort of like,, the feeling of chewing strong minty gum without the smell of mint. It's weird, but he's a wizard so you tend not to question it.
7/10, he's doing his best
P03
He's... Look, he's an emotionally constipated bastard, what else can I say??
He pretends that he hates it when you touch him, that he's above such disgustingly organic ways of showing affection but?? That's a big fat lie?? In actuality he EATS THAT SHIT UP.
He would never instigate is the thing- that's on you. And he wouldn't reciprocate right away either. He'd probably try and shove you off the first few times, though his attempts get weaker and more half-hearted as time passes.
There's a part of him, a part he tries to bury, that really needs that sweet sort of innocent affection, you know? He needs to feel wanted- loved. He'd never admit it, but having you trust him enough to hug him? To put yourself at risk just to express your affection for him?? It makes him feel all warm and bubbly inside. Just... Don't try and get him to admit it. That's how you get scrap metal thrown at you.
Unfortunately hugs with P03 wouldn't be?? The most comfortable?? He's very cold and pointy with very little give, and he never really holds you very firmly?? But it's more the principle of the thing than anything else.
He likes it when you hug him from behind and put your head on top of his screen. It's a bit more comfortable for both of you that way, and that way you have a bit more trouble seeing his dopy little smile. Like I said- he eats this shit up.
I feel like he smells like a workshop. Like,, metallic of course with that pleasent hint of gasoline and motor oil. There's a slightly smokey quality to it as well- like the smoke from a campfire. Unexpected given the setting, but pleasent. He always smells faintly of rust as well. The joys of being a robot who dOESNT TAKE CARE OF HIMSELF!!! >:(
Overall,, I'd give him maybe like?? A 6/10?? He's got the spirit, he's just pointy and bad at expressing himself.
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devilfemdom · 2 years
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Informationlist
I made a collection of information about the Obey me boys that I deem important, throughout lessons and events
I'll keep adding new information
There will be spoilers
Last Update [04.08.2022]
Worst fears
Lucifer:  (heavenly?)Light. It's a who not a what. So maybe god or higher-ranking  angels (Simeon seems to have the same fear as Lucifer) (maybe god  (their ‘father’) or the end of time, the day of justice. that's rather  unlikely though)
Mammon: Angry, Demon form, Lucifer
Leviathan: Angry, Demon form, Lucifer
Satan: Being an inferior copy of Lucifer. (Satan hates himself and is consumed by self-loath. Doesn't wanna be a copy)
Asmodeus: Ugly self
Beelzebub: Losing another member of his family. His twin brother Belphie
Belphegor: Being left behind by everyone. Being all alone (like in the attic)
Angel hierarchy
(most of this is revealed in lesson 50-52?)
Lucifer: Seraphim
Mammon:  Throne - Angels of will and justice. Givers of positive energy. (Luci's  fave and most trusted assistant - can do anything he puts his mind to  (asmo said that the twins agreed) wants to be like Lucifer (recommended  as Cherubim(promotion), by Luci)
Leviathan:
Asmodeus:
Beelzebub: Cherubim (rumor says he might get a promotion as seraphim)
Belphegor:
Simeon: Archangel (Former Seraphim)
Luke: undecided (wants to be principalities)
The  angel hierarchy that I found, to understand who is standing where (This  is the most complete list I found with every angel they mention in the  game)
Seraphim - Angels of love, light and fire. Guardians of God’s throne  
Cherubim - Angels of harmony and wisdom. Guardian of spiritual sanctuaries
Throne - Angels of will and justice. Givers of positive energy
Dominions - Angels of intuition, the leaders. Give guidance to lower angels
Virtues - Angels of choice and motion. Provide enlightenment
Powers - Angels of power and defense. Keepers of history; the warriors
Principalities - Angels of time and blessings. Guardians of countries and cities. Education of the Earth
Archangels - Ruling angels, God’s Emissaries. Protectors of human life
Angels - The messengers of mankind. Guardian of humans and nature
Dearest to them
Lucifer: the ring of light
Mammon: the matching keychain
Leviathan: the autographed (simeon) script of "with you" (the school musical)
Satan: the book that made Luci and him swap bodies
Asmodeus: asmo and Mc themselves (selfie as a placeholder/reminder/memory)
Beelzebub: his star (thought about food tho)
Belphegor: his star
Personal style (what they wear/ would like to)
Lucifer - practical, formal a bit intimidating (doesn’t care as long as it looks proper)
Mammon - cool
Leviathan - comfortable
Satan - practical, casual (cat inspired if possible)
Asmodeus - beautiful, pretty, cute
Beelzebub - sweet and practical
Belphegor - practical and comfortable
Diavolo - tough, strong, reliable
Barbatos - practical (easy to move in)
Luke - cool
Simeon - delicate
Solomon - beautiful
Events
Gemstone event (what they admire about you)
Mammon: your kindness (gold-yellow)
Leviathan: your strength, makes him want to be brave (orange)
Luke: you soothe him and make him feel at ease (pale blue)
Simeon: admires your presence and you in general (emerald green)
Solomon: he trusts you and can be himself around you (royal blue)
Asmodeus: passion, no one besides himself and you get him as fired up (pink and red mix)
Belphegor:  obsession, he's always completely devoted to you, you're always in his  thoughts (looks like stars floating around, a little planetarium in   itself)
Beelzebub: he appreciates your honesty (transparent- is edible)
Barbatos:  sweetness, appreciates your gentleness, although it's sometimes a   reason for concern, it intrigues him the most (milky white- is a natural  sweeter adds sweetness to stuff, like coffee is called dark sugar drop)
Diavolo:  likes that you respect order (has the same color as diavolo's eyes and  only falls near particulary powerful demons, is avoided by people and  got the name 'Diavolos jewel")
Satan: freedom, loves your free spirit like that of a cat (cat-shaped!)
Lucifer:  eternity, although he knows nothing lasts forever, he wishes it would,  wishes for an eternity with you. Also his feelings for you will never change, not now, not ever (crimson)
Satan  talks in cat puns as soon as he lets his mind wander. Was embarrassed about it, unless you say you like it + answer with a cat pun yourself. He'll blush is bashful and says another cat pun
Also wants to be pet by you(??!?!-he got my interest lmao) (Gemstone event 2021) (2-18)
Summer Event
Leviathan and Mammon are on equal footing, in power, when they are in the sea (Summer event 2021) (1-8)
Barbatos  and Diavolo drink together, Barb sometimes falls asleep when drunk, but  isn't usually affected by alcohol (Summer event 2021) (2-C)
Simeon loses his ability to speak properly when drunk (Summer event 2021) (2-E)
Barbatos can do (human) magic tricks! (Summer event 2021) (2-F)
Solomon can talk to fish (Leisure event 2022) (1-10)
Leviathan knows everything under the sea (Leisure event) (1-10)
Mammon can lift you up and spin you around (Leisure event) (2-C)
Barbatos is good at throwing knifes (Leisur event) (2-E)
Lucifer   didn’t want to get a massage, but got dragged there and when he got   his  massage he relaxed, feeling like all the stress is falling away,   and  fell asleep (I’m just adding it here cause I was surprised,   cause  people, SOLOMON, were there and he was able to let his guards   down and  actually fall asleep) (Leisure Event) (2-F)
Magical Eggs what will hatch?
(Names they gave their creature)
Caeruleum - Lucifer
Lucky - Mammon
Jerry-chan (jelly?) - Leviathan
Fabula  - Satan
Bella - Asmodeus
Pom - Beelzebub
Sleepy - Belphegor
Ryan - Diavolo
Adler - Barbatos
Lucas - Luke
Jeremy - Simeon
Connor - Solomon
Devildom lullaby that Diavolo sings: “Rock a bye creature on the tree top... When the hellfire blazes, the cradle will rock...” (Magical Eggs what will hatch? Event)
Hyakki Yako
Everyone’s wishes
Lucifer - for mc to have fun and enjoy life
Mammon  - for ever single day to bring a smile to mc's face
Leviathan - I wished that mc and I could stay up all night playing games together
Satan - that mc and I could sit down, relax and read a good book together
Asmodeus - for mc and I to grow even more beautiful together
Beelzebub - my wish was to eat plenty of good food...together with mc, of course
Belphegor - for a nice, cozy afternoon nap together with mc
Diavolo - for mc's and all the denizens of the devildom to find happiness
Barbatos - for both young master and mc would find peace and contentment
Luke  - that we'll stay friends forever
Simeon - that we'll all get to spend plenty of good times together in the future
Solomon - for each and everday to continue to be as good as it is now
Solomon is insecure about his appearance, evidence here (I was surprised by it, that’s why the backing up)
Random facts, revealed in the story , daily chats, devilgram and co.
Lucifer  had 6 wings as an angel, but tore two of the out during the fall (   maybe to obscure his identity or to make it clear to the heavens that he  is against them?)
Michael taught Luke some human world star   constellations and apprently Mammon (the brothers?) too, the latter   doesn’t remember it correctly though
The human world has a cluster  of stars that represent seven sisters, it’s called the Pleiades. The   Celestial Realm has a cluster of seven stars too, those represent the   fallen brothers though. This cluster has three additional stars, Satan   thinks it represents the three realms/species. Mammon thinks the ‘human’  star represents MC. (Normal lesson) (52-19)
Mammon can make balloon-art (daily chat)
Also Mammon is into chess and is pretty good at it, he plays it online and has "a pretty high rating" (daily chat)
Lucifer and Satan are into chess as well, and play together from time to time
Lucifer is not a "morning demon", as in he doesn't like waking up early, he is a late riser and prefers the night (home screen)
Diavolo's  mom died right after giving birth to him, and his dad has always been very strict with him. He doesn't know if that is because he was raising  him to be the future king or because out of resentment because   childbirth killed the one he loved most. He still doesn't know. And ever  since he was young he never got a chance to talk to anyone outside the  castle.
Luke's favorite scent is orange (daily chat)
All of the characters are mutlisexual, and not just exclusively for MC.
Michael and Simeon used to call Lucifer "Lucy"
Simeon calls humans "little lambs"
Just  as Leviathan can summon Lotan, Beel can summon a "Legendary Rock Giant"  and Belphie can summon "the forbidden Dark Specter of Despair"
Lucifer makes an embarrassing noise when you tell him to stay 👀
Lucifer had Mammon sleeping as his phone screen for a while (daily chat)
Mammon sang lead vocals in a band at the RAD school festival once
Mammon wrote a love ballad "even if I wind up as a Demon I'll always love you"
Barbatos likes metal music, he likes the human screams
Beel has Belphie as his phone screen (daily chat)
Satan had an artist acquaintance of his, paint our portrait and all of them want it to hang next to their portrait (daily chat)
Luke has a collection of adorable band-aids, with animals on them (daily chat)
Luke wants to get matching cups (daily chat)
Cerberus took a liking to Luke and MC (Devilgram story)
Luke can canonically fly (daily chat), as can Simeon (gemstone event) and Solomon (devil gram story)
Asmo  has a favorite lip balm, where his lips get as soft as a "baby bottom",  it's called " dark rose" - mammon wants to get it for mc (daily chat)
Luke is curious to see what human world schools are like (chat of Belphegors birthday card of 2021)
Leviathan rarely ever gets fan-mail; meanwhile Lucifer and Diavolo get the most (Normal lesson 71)
Simeon is good at drawing, he usually draws still life (daily chat)
Simeon's favorite Devildom food is black tapir (daily chat)
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Haha alright, if you're up to another one maybe PolEst again with "You stayed?" or, if you want to write another ship instead, maybe EstLiet for the same prompt c:
OOoooo we need more PolEst/EstPol in the world sooooooo-
Prompt from this list, open to ask!
What really interests me about this ship is just the whole religious divide of it, I just began reading a book about Estonian mythology and even there was stated that Catholicism was never able to shake the paganism. I haven't found any info about the Polish-Lithuania era trying to do anything different to more try and get Estonians to truly become converted, so it's a interesting dynamic to explore sure that Poland and Lithuania wouldn't have maybe been as rough on him as the Teutonic Order and Livonia were.
______Tw implied religious trauma______
It was the nightless eve of Midsummer, when Dawn and Dusk get to touch without the seperation of the nightly sky.
War had been over for a few years already, but the wounds still ached, the concequences were still going to affect him for a long time.
Estonia was on his own right by a slowly dying bonfire, he had managed to convince Latvia - but also Lithuania, to spend a bit of time together on Midsummer eve. How did he manage to get Lithuania of all people who is meant to be a ruler of his to join in? Simple, he's become familiar with the brunette's personality, and a bit of reminding of the pagan days and just 'Harmless fun, besides someone should probably keep an eye on us don't you think?' managed to get the Lithuanian to hear him out and join him.
Although, at one point Poland did find them, but thankfully he was able to get Lithuania to convince the Pole they're just having a nice bonfire night. Also tell the Pole to just leave them be. Is he using and taking advantage of how easy it's to persuade Lithuania? Maybe a little, and he does feel a bit guilty about it, but he really didn't want the eve to get ruined by that heavily Catholic blonde that doesn’t seem to shut up.
After that he, Lithuania and Latvia all got to talk, almost like equals, which was still a new experience for Estonia, something he had only gotten to get a little bit from Sweden, but still not much. Soon enough though Latvia became tired, and so it was decided to go in for the night, but Estonia had requested to get to have time for himself, and miraculously, Lithuania seemed to trust him to not cause trouble.
Would recommend not to put so much faith in me like that, Leedu. He couldn't help but think to himself, but he was still absolutely going to cherish the time alone. He's gonna use this to be able to relax even a bit for a little before Livonia is gonna come over to punish him for it, like they always do.
Ugh, even when dissolved they still have power over me and Latvia, why can't Poland and Lithuania stop them? He can't believe he's the underling of an underling, how many times lower can that end up going? At least with Sweden he gets a break from Livonia, but he also feels a bit guilty about it because it means leaving Latvia alone with them. Lithuania did intervene when a fight had started between him and Livonia, but will he stop Livonia from punishing or humiliating Latvia when Estonia isn’t there? He doesn't want to have doubts, but he has. Why does life have to be so difficult?
"So like, how long are you gonna be all alone here in silence?" Estonia immediately sprung up from his seated position, turning around and quickly grabbing a nearby stick ready to have fire added to it if needed.
"WoaH woah calm down I'm not here to stab you or anything!" The Pole subtly rose his hands up to indicate he is not armed, Estonia still remained tense, even if he knows by now the Pole likely wouldn't at least, hasn't yet, raise a hand on him, it didn't mean he trusts him.
"What are you doing here?" Estonia suspected the Pole was maybe coming to call him back to the house.
"Well, I was waiting for this bonfire night to get finished up or something." Poland responded as he calmly approached, looking over at the fire that was set up safely to not cause any wildfires.
"You stayed?" Estonia asked rather surprised, raising a brow as he only then properly threw the stick into the fire. Did he really just wait around here somewhere or did he come back only now? He's gonna guess the latter, choosing to come after Estonia didn't go in with the two Balts.
"Well of course I did, I wanted in on this too!"
You? In on this?? Estonia didn't want to believe it. Before he understood if he wanted to tag along with the rest of the group but now it was just Estonia, why would he want to be here alone with him?
"So, tell me about what this whole thing is about." The Pole plopped down next to him, too close, making Estonia shift away to have distance. He wants to hear about his pagan traditions? Clearly the Pole hadn't fallen for the idea that it's just some bonfire night.
It has to be a trick! He is trying to find the roots to pull out. He was distrustful, many before Poland have tried to pull him away from the beliefs close to his heart, make him bow down to their one single mighty god, who in his perceptive, seems like quite the selfish and self-centred god at that, having people do their dirty work. Calling sin upon those who commit bloodshed but not punishing the ones who do it to spread the belief of him. Punish those innocents who simply don't want to put their faith in him.
I'd rather die than bow to a tyrant god like that. Estonia thought coldly, he swore he could feel the scar that runs from his shoulder to his chest, dangerously close to the heart, scorch with brief pain. It's been centuries but it feels like he can still feel the sword that had cut into it. All because some religious folk couldn't accept a no.
"Why would you want to know?" Estonia spoke with a bit of sharpness in his tone, he wanted Poland to be aware that he isn't going to fall for any of his attempts to get him to turn over.
"To know you better?" Poland simply said, giving a small shrug.
Lies, why would you wanna know anything about your peasant? Estonia kept being in denial. Even so, Estonia sees himself as stubborn, no matter what Poland may try he is not going to move over to actually liking their Catholic religion, so he chose to just tell him.
"Well, for starters, every Midsummer Eve people gather around to light a bonfire and spend time together..."
Poland would proceed to actually be quiet and listen for the rest of the night, only occasionally asking a few questions.
|| Alrighty I hope this good -TwT ||
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