So starting of why i adore sl!Scar is because - "The sunflower is seen as a sign of hope and warmth, positivity and strength, strong bonds and lasting happiness" which is the complete opposite of what happend to him and how he really was forced to be a bad person, stop hopeing for a good life. I think it's a good thing for my microwave-flower-symbolism-spinning-brain.
The idea that Scar had that hope for the character to seem happy and loved becouse i tell you !! He knows things about flowers !! Because of how he used that before i refuse to think diffrently. (Cough cough the poppies and lilacs that represent "death and first love" umh cough cough what desert).
The "watchers favorite" is so silly to me and i like how has such "destiny" FATUM rozszerzenie z polskiego się kłania (??? The word seems wrong).
The both skins are beautiful. I like the sunflower one more but i hold both in my hands like a cup.
The comeback to third life is AAAA i am normal about it.
Randomly thinkin about Chilchuck today, and how he tries sooooo hard to self sabotage
like for example, other half foots on the island think that he's a greedy asshole who only cares about money, and he does nothing to try to disprove that
but then there's this omake at the end of book 9 that shows that people treat half foots fucking TERRIBLY and chilchuck started a union to protect them
and then in the bicorn chapter, he doesn't want Marcille to keep digging into his personal business so he tells her he CHEATED ON HIS WIFE
but he just COMPLETELY fuckin lied about that and made himself sound so much worse than he is bc he's afraid of being vulnerable with people and would rather everyone believes he's a shitty person so he can keep them at a distance
and the thing that's memed so often is that he refuses to help with fighting most of the time because it's not part of his contract
but if you take this lore into account (not gonna add those particular images to this post simply bc I've used them in so many posts already LMAO) along with this tidbit from the world guide:
then it's like. yeah he has to keep his weight low so if he gets killed or severely injured and has to be healed, that could be really dangerous for him. and even if he was healed at that point he'd end up being a burden to the party after that point, he would be too dangerously thin/sickly to be able to help.
Like, Chilchuck has so many things about him that APPEAR to be character flaws, but every single one of them has a very reasonable explanation. He just leans into the mischaracterization bc he's emotionally withholding and can handle people thinking he's an asshole more than he can handle opening up to anyone. he's such a well thought out and interesting character
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