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bruisedboys · 4 months
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hii!!
congrats on 6k pretty sure i binged ur entire blog like yesterday
id like tasm!peterparker and candycane 35 (from the second list)
thank you!
join the celebration!
prompt: sender  curls  up  against  receiver  in  their  sleep
tasm!peter parker x fem!reader
Peter’s very lucky you’re not awake when he gets home, because he’d definitely be scolded (lovingly, of course, but scolded all the same) for being back so late. He can imagine the pinch between your eyebrows, the downturn of your mouth, how you’d frown at him and say, baby, you need to stop staying out so late. I get so worried. But then you’d kiss him and help him clean up like he deserves it.
You don’t do any of those things. Rather, you’re fast asleep in his bed, achingly peaceful in your slumber. Peter’s heart does something funny when he climbs in through the window and finds you knocked out cold in his clothes, a big t-shirt with a Star Wars graphic plastered over the front, and a pair of his checkered boxers. Your face is smushed adorably into his pillow.
Peter bites his glove off and tosses it to the side to stroke your warm cheek with the back of his hand, fingers gentle where they brush hair from your sleeping face. You preen at his touch, leaning up into his hand, as if you know it’s him even in your sleep. Peter’s chest feels so heavy with fondness it almost hurts.
He moves away before he can get too distracted — he could watch you sleep all night if he could, but he’s super tired and wants nothing more than to get in bed with you. He showers at lightning speed, forgoes patching up the mild cut over his eyebrow (he’s sure he’ll get an earful about it in the morning, but he doesn’t really care right now) and slides into bed next to you, careful not to jostle you too much.
Still, you stir. “Pete?” You mumble, barely a word, mostly a slurred sound rather than his name. You tilt your chin up towards him in the dark. Peter can’t see your eyes but he guesses you’re awake, if the way you’re curving towards him is anything to go off of.
“Hey, angel,” he whispers. He presses his hand to your shoulder, his thumb rubbing at your collarbone. “Go back to sleep. Sorry for waking you.”
But it looks like you’re already fast asleep. Peter’s gets a closer look at you and realises you hadn’t actually been awake at all. You’re still very much asleep, your chest heaving with slow and steady breaths. You nuzzle your face into his hand and bring your knees up into his side, curling up against him in your sleep. Peter feels something akin to an explosion in his chest, totally flattered at the idea that even in your sleep, you’re searching for him. He’d kiss you silly right now if you weren’t peacefully asleep. It’ll have to wait until morning.
He gets an arm around you and pulls you closer to his chest, lethargic with fondness.
“Sweet girl,” he murmurs to you. He presses his mouth to your hairline in a long, slow kiss, speaking against your skin when he says, “I love you.”
You make a sound in your sleep like you’ve heard him. Peter falls asleep with his heart full.
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lynn-writes-things · 2 years
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Ok you touched upon it in your GOD TIER relationship writing but could you do headcanons for the jjk men that focus on how possessive and/or jealous they are with their partner? ☺️ Thanks
oh ASBOLUTELY I can!! thank you for the request!! :) I'm lovin' these haha
jealousy, jealousy - jjk men
starring: Yuji Itadori; Megumi Fushiguro; Yuta Okkotsu; Toge Inumaki; Noritoshi Kamo; Satoru Gojo; Suguru Geto; Toji Fushiguro; Naoya Zenin; Choso Kamo; Ryomen Sukuna
cw: some of these get pretty suggestive!! ; very very very brief mention of a knife k!nk in Toji's, but I promise I did not elaborate at all I promise <3
Yuji Itadori:
1/10
he only really gets jealous if you're laughing at some guy's jokes if he doesn't already know him, cause he likes being the person to make you laugh the most :(
ngl he gets a teensy bit pouty even if one of his friends make you laugh harder than he does :((
he's not overbearing tho, he gets that you're your own person and can talk to/laugh with whoever you want, but he might get a bit irked every now and then
he'll probably come up and throw his arms around you, or kiss your cheek, and tbh he's such a social dude that he'd probably start talking to the guy
(tbh they'd probably become friends, it's Yuji, man just goes around being his sweet himbo self and ends up collecting a new buddy everywhere he goes)
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Megumi Fushiguro:
7/10? mayyybe 8/10?
he's super insecure in himself, having such a rollercoaster of an upbringing will do that to ya'
idk he just doesn't see himself as being as he really is, he's got a lot of childhood trauma that keeps his self-confidence stunted
(because evidently Fushiguro men cannot grasp the concept of therapy)
he'll either come up and grab your hand/pull you into a side hug or somethin' along those lines
nothing too extreme, he's not big on pda ya know?
OR he gets really pouty and reserved
you'll have to get him alone and ask him what's wrong, pls help him figure out how to talk through his problems dude, he needs the helping hand
reassurance and affection will fix him right up, don't you worry!!
the key to fixing a pouty Megumi is just lots of love <3
ngl if you're gonna throw in some minimal spice here, he'd totally be the type to mark you up that night (probably not anywhere too visible, he's still Megumi, still a very easily flustered baby boy <3)
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Yuta Okkotsu:
2/10
he's got a bit of insecurity in himself, but ever since making friends with his classmates he's really gotten better with his confidence!
sure, dating you kinda shook his nerves back up, but he trusts you completely, he doesn't think you'd ever cheat on him, so he doesn't really get too worried about it ya know?
that's MOST of the time
sometimes someone will just rub him the wrong way and he'll step in, usually just kinda hugging you from behind or kissing your cheek/forehead or somethin' like that
he'll definitely make a point of calling you by a cute petname while doing it too
like a lil' "Hey baby!" or "Hi, love!!" :) <3
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Toge Inumaki:
7/10, bordering an 8/10
he's just.. insecure :(
between the seals on his mouth and his limited speech, he just doesn't really feel like he can give you the kind of love that you deserve
cause he's too worried about uncovering his mouth to kiss you in public, and he can't fucking talk to you
it just makes him feel bad, like you deserve better
that being said, he doesn't wanna lose you, so he will absolutely fight for you if someone tries to flirt with you
he's got no issue with other forms of pda, so he'll come over and wrap his arms around you, put his head on your shoulder, or he'll just straight up grab your arm and pull you away (not hard, baby boy would never ever hurt you)
he might get pretty pouty tho, probably get pretty in his own head about it
so you'll have to kiss him and hold his hand and reassure him that you love him, that he's more than enough for you, and that you'd never want anyone else - just him <3
now.... I have touched on this......
if Toge can TELL that you're playing it up and TRYING to make him jealous?
ngl it kinda turns him on if you're doing it on purpose lmoa
this mf is NOT afraid to leave visible hickeys <3
let's just say he's gonna make damn sure that you know you are his <3
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Noritoshi Kamo:
hmmmmmmmmmm, 5/10? maybe?
idk it's hard to gauge with him cause he refuses to act on his feelings for the sake of saving face publicly
like he absolutely gets jealous, but he'll never really show how jealous he is
he'll just kinda come up and say that he needs you for something
or generally come up with an excuse for you needing to leave
if he's REALLY jealous then he'll lead you away with his hand on your wrist or arm
he's definitely the type to talk to you about it once you're alone together
you won't have to force it out of him (like a certain somebody) cause he wants to clear things up right away
he's got enough stress goin' on, he doesn't want your relationship to be stressful too, so he's big on communication <3
he's a verrry affectionate guy in private, so if you reassure him of your love and give him lots of cuddles and kisses then he'll relax and be happy <3 :)
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Satoru Gojo:
9/10 if you add in the possessive factor
if we take away the possessiveness, mayyyybe closer to like a 4/10
Gojo is one cocky son of a bitch, but he is also a fucking ball of bottled up trauma, ya know?
he trusts you as much as he can, but again, trauma comes into play here
man has deep rooted trust issues and until he properly addresses and works through them with you, he can't allow himself to fully trust that you won't leave him out of nowhere too
ANYWAYS
he's good at fronting ya know? so if someone's making him jealous, he's apt to just cling to you like a child and flash the dude the cockiest fuckin' grin after he kisses your cheek super obnoxiously (we're talking full blown "shmack!" noises)
"Made a new friend, my lil' mochi? Whatcha talkin' about? Hm?"
nowwwww if you TRY making him jealous, he will not take the bait
he will simply wait until you are alone (even if that means dragging you into a closet somewhere) and uh... he'll make sure everyone in a nearby radius hears you say exaactly who you belong to <3
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Suguru Geto:
ahhhhh, the cunning, conniving, cocky bastard himself <3
0/10 tbh
like I said in the other post, he's too confident in himself and in his trust for you to really get jealous
he is possessive tho, but in a really cocky way??
if he sees someone getting a lil too friendly with you, he'll come right up and sling his arm around you, kiss your temple, and just join right into the conversation
if the guy stops talking (cause Suguru is fucking intimidating with how calm and collected he carries himself) then he's very quick to fill the silence
"Oh, don't stop on my account. You were saying? Something about how nice my baby looks, right? Go on, continue, aren't they stunning?"
all the while he's got this mf look in his eyes, his smug ass grin, he doesn't even have to say anything to get the message across
"Bet you wish you were me, huh?"
ngl there's also a quiet implied threat, like he's daring the guy to actually speak up
alternatively he will give you a look
I'm thinkin one eyebrow slightly raised, unamused expression
this mostly happens if you're the one trying to make him jealous
all in all this look of his towards you has a very clear message of "Get over here now or you will regret it"
yes sir 🛐
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Kento Nanami:
another 0/10
not the jealous type, he trusts you completely and he's pretty confident in himself
he's very good at communication, and he's willing to do anything to make things work, so he's not worried about anyone stealing you away from him
the only time I can really see him stepping in is if someone's flirting with you and you're clearly uncomfortable and the guy isn't letting up
it's then that your big strong prince charming will swoop in and put his arm around you, or just kinda step in front of you and firmly tell the guy that you are taken
Nanami can be a pretty intimidating guy when he wants to be, so it's very likely that the guy will back off
if not? well, Nanami knows how to fight, and he isn't afraid to get his hands dirty if it means saving you from some creep <3
oh-ho, but if you try to make him jealous? giggling, maybe throwing in some light touches to the guy's bicep or somethin?
he knows what you're doing. ha.. haha.... oh honey, you ain't walkin' tomorrow :)
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Toji Fushiguro:
hehe
10/10, possibly an 11/10
like I said, my man's a double whammy, he's jealous AND possessive
he trusts you to the best of his abilities, but it's very very hard for him, ya know?
everyone who was supposed to love him growing up only ever hurt him, then the one person who he loved, who taught him how to love and to be loved, fucking died
so, he's scared, trusting somebody scares the hell out of him, but he does trust you as much as he can let himself (it'll get better as time goes on, but ya know, it's just gonna take a bit)
basically what I'm getting at here, he's still not totally certain that you're gonna stick around (and quite honestly, he doesn't know why you do in the first place)
he is also MAD possessive tho, you are his and he does not intend on sharing <3
if he sees another man so much as look at you twice then he's pulling you closer, wrapping his arm around you, kissing you, throwin' out lil "Hey there, doll" and stuff like that
if you happen to be away from him (say he went to the bathroom or something) and comes back to see some guy with you, if you look even mildly uncomfortable, or if he can see you trying to get the dude to leave you alone, and he won't.......
hehe, that dude is gonna be napping for a bit! ......on the ground! ...........in the middle of the bar! ......he might wanna invest in some concealer for the black eye tho :')
he's scared you're gonna leave, but make no mistake, nobody is fuckin' takin' you from him without a mf fight
no matter the circumstance, a jealous Toji is a very good assurance that you uh.. yeah.. yeah I think you get where I'm goin' with this
he is not afraid to leave visible marks on that pretty neck of yours <3
ngl my knife k!nk is gonna scare people away here so I'm just gonna keep that on inside! use your imagination!! :)
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Naoya Zenin:
8/10
he's honestly a pretty insecure guy who tries to act overly confident to mask it cause his clan taught him that any signs of weakness will make him unworthy
his family is just so damn strict with him, always has been, always making him feel like if he makes one slight wrong move then he's just a total fuck up
that translates to his relationship with you, he's terrified of making a mistake, he's constantly overthinking things and feels like he's screwing things up with you all the time
he just never feels like he's "good enough"
that being said, if someone's gonna try and steal you from him, they're in for a fuckin' fight
much like Toji, he may be insecure, but he loves you too much to let anybody take you away from him <3
if someone's flirting with you - hell, if some guy so much as looks at you wrong - he's grabbing you and kissing you
not a peck, no, he'll kiss you like it's the last thing he's ever gonna do
he's gonna leave you breathless and EVERYONE is gonna know that you're his <3
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Choso Kamo:
1/10
I was gonna give him a 0/10, but I started thinking more about this
he's not quite a cocky man, but he is very sure of himself and confident
and for him to love you means that he trusts you completely
but he knows that he's kinda.. not really up to date on a lot of things
he wonders a lot why you'd rather be with him than someone who can relate more to you and understand your little references
(help, now I'm just picturing Choso as fucking Steve Rodgers, after you start introducing him to more media he'll just start fucking going "I understood that reference!!" and be so proud of himself)
ANYWAYS
like I said tho, he isn't much a jealous guy, but he is cautious, so he'll step in if he sees you talking to a guy he doesn't know
either just stands by you lookin' all intimidating, or he'll wrap his arms around you
he won't say anything to the guy, I think he'd just kinda stand there (menacingly), givin' the guy a look
if he does recognize the guy then he's a lot more chill about it, unless the guy happens to be a known slut like Gojo or Geto
even then, he knows they won't try anything if he's by you, so he'll just be a lil extra clingy <3
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Ryomen Sukuna:
0/10 for jealousy, 1000/10 for possessiveness
ain't NOBODY touching you <3
some guy dares to flirt with you? haha, hey buddy, how's hell treatin' ya?
if he's in a good mood then murder can be avoided, but the guy will prooobably be scared shitless when faced with a big scary Sukuna giving him a death-glare
big scary guard dog <3
he also doesn't ever leave your side because of his possessiveness, like he is always right there, always holding onto you in some way or another
you are his and he will not fucking share <3
no one shall even have the slightest chance <3
oh, but I mean, obviously if he gets even mildly riled up, he's obviously gonna have to "remind you" that you're his, and his alone :) <3
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bambisnc · 2 months
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OK! [or, group projects w riize]
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pairing : ot7 x reader! genre : fluff with crack delicately lined in cw/tw : food mention + use of caps wc : idk ,,
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shotaro ,. ! - the mood maker!! - is the person who Socializes, helps to coordinate between the members, makes the gc, arranges meet-ups; just overall supportive and cheerful even if your team is doing literally nothing and is very likely about to get an F (D:) - shows up w like cut fruits for everyone, goes on coffee runs + writes encouraging lil messages on sticky notes and leaves them around/in notebooks etc etc - also x2 i see him as someone who like,... doodles on your people’s hands :( draws a smol star and writes something adorably cringe like “ur my star ^-^”
eunseok ,. ! - he’s the type of guy who’d take charge and delegate work to everyone; to put it simply : BOSSY AF. dare i say dictator coded even, but hey, he just wants this to get over with yk?? - bit scary to work w at first but when if he warms up to you he might would definitely indulge in a lot of partiality; assign you the easier tasks/the tasks that you prefer + if someone pisses him off he would, w the nicest sweetest smile ever, assign them the worst possible task.. - can be bribed if you offer to help w his work though sooo :) do w that what you will :) 
sungchan ,. ! - trust on me this, he’d be the one who’s always “busy” except in his case he probably fr is bc my guy is just into That Many extra curriculars - you call him up like hey where are you we’re supposed to meet at *insert name* coffee shop rn?? and he’d answer w all seriousness that his “rap music club members have a mandatory team exercise for which they’ve gone fishing and after he needs to prepare an ad for the video game club because he kinda insulted the ad making team and now they’re all on strike . oh and he has football coaching (as in he needs to coach like a bunch of tiny kindergarteners as a favor to some aunt) right in between!” - he’ll send all his work at like 4am tho dw ^^ sleep is for the weak.
wonbin ,. ! -perfectionist!!! he would be The aesthetic stationery + supplies guy with like pouches and pouches of pretty washi tapes, metallic coloured calligraphy pens, stickers and much more - would definitely call out people if their handwriting was bad.. - also he would totally use the project as an excuse to get to know whoever he’s interested in~ might offer to split the work into like duos and immediately choose you as his partner~ - prepare yourself for a lot of really obvious and goofy flirting..
seunghan ,. ! - ah yes the wise guy (genuine) (no why does he fr know everything about Everything) - puts out the most thought provoking, viewpoint shaking, world stopping arguments then half-slumps over the table and or rests his entire weight to lean on you and mumbles something about wanting to watch shin-chan >< he’s versatile (read : cute) like that - also would quite honestly go along w any idea no matter how bad it is <3 + seems super calm and composed but watch him be the most excited when taro suggests some team bonding at an arcade/festival :( <3
sohee ,. ! - he gives me manages stuff best under high pressure situations - if you’re freaking out about one of your teammates cough cough you can guess who it was having fumbled up and accidentally written down the wrong date and oh no your project is due tomorrow?! don’t worry! he’s got this :D - procrastinator at heart but for the right persuasion tactics done by ahem a certain someone (it’s you) he’d probably give it his all <;3 - also he’s an enabler at heart.. supports the ideas which he knows are going to be a trainwreck just for funsies
anton ,. ! - :(( he is Doing His Best okay - gets a bit overwhelmed due to the rising panic and chaos + leads to people being very partial to him but honestly yk he deserves it <3 - also a rich guy tm, would definitely ahem ahem pull some strings to get some extra fine quality materials~ - feel like he’d be good at research work + another 4am worker would definitely pester you to join zoom calls or ft you and be like hey!! look at this!! i did this!! is it good!! - as an excuse to show off to yuo splurges a lot for an end of the project celebration for sure
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notes : inspired by very very real life events (wrote this in a zoom meet w my current group proj members ehe)! if you know me irl and feel like these are based off of you.. they're not!! you're simply hallucinating!!!! <333 + [m.list]
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allyheart707 · 1 month
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*walks into Room /w the turtles* me: I come baring gifts!!
*walks up to Donnie* “I got you noise canceling headphones and a weighted blanket! I.. I tried my best to get you a book, but they wouldn’t let me.” I kneel down and whisper “you’re doing great. I know it’s a scary situation and there a lot happening right now, but I believe in you. I’m so proud of how well you’ve been handling this change. Please remember it’s ok to be different and feel big emotions or no emotions at all. Don’t let anyone down you for who you are.”
*walks up to Leo* “I got you a wooden-play sword (for some reason that was ok for me to give you-) and a unicorn plush!” I whisper “you’re going to be just fine. Just know that you’re enough. You don’t have to prove anything to anyone. I’m so so SO proud of you. You’re the best fighter I’ve ever seen, you’re amazing! I adore your fighting skills. You’re not worthless. You shouldn’t have to earn people’s love. You’re deserving of all the love in the world.”
*walks up to mikey* “I got you finger paints and glitter!” I whisper “thank you for helping people. Your heart is so so big and beautiful!” *hug*
*walks up to Raph* “and last but never least, I got you a heart-shaped pillow and a friendship bracelet!” I whisper “you can do it. I love your kindness. I appreciate your want to help. You’re doing a great job bringing people and yourself together. Thank you for looking out for your brothers. Don’t worry too much big man.” *hug*
I would have drawn this all, but I’m in a motivation burn out rn :,) At least I was able to draw the gifts :D!
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You are totally fine not being able to draw everything- I super get it! I also didn't end up drawing a lot for your response- but hopefully you still like it! It's more my retelling of events rather than continuing the story? Also- sorry in advance for how long it got, I was just very excited about all the adorable words you told each of them and how they would respond to it ;v;
Your ask was such a joy to read- tysm for sending it! :DD
Donnie stares at the large assortment of items in the person's hands, wondering which were for him, and for some of them.... what they even were. The human comes to him first and he tenses, confused as the stranger kneels down to his level. Odd, but Carol does it enough that he isn't completely lost.
“I got you noise canceling headphones and a weighted blanket! I.. I tried my best to get you a book, but they wouldn’t let me.” He stares at the items offered for a moment, then takes them with a small nod. He doesn't really know how to feel about them yet.
He holds the blanket that was covered in small glittering stars in his hands, the weight oddly comforting- Like when his brother hugs him, or the times he would hide under their bean bag. It was familiar. And, after inspecting the other grey object in his hand and connecting it to the words she spoke about "noise canceling", he assumes the soft cushions were meant for his ears. He slowly tested them out- pressing one against his right ear. Determining the effect wasn't painful or uncomfortable, he slid them all the way on.
The sound of Raph and Heishis whispered conversation, of Mikey's excited squealing, and of the humming of the vents was suddenly dulled.
It was.... nice.
He knew he should thank the person, he should be as excited as Mikey who was still squealing by her side.. but he didn't know the human. With the new room, his new "brothers", and everything else that had been happening.... he couldn't bring himself to force a smile or even muster a thank you, though he knew he should.
“you’re doing great. I know it’s a scary situation and there a lot happening right now, but I believe in you. I’m so proud of how well you’ve been handling this change. Please remember it’s ok to be different and feel big emotions or no emotions at all. Don’t let anyone down you for who you are.” She whispers to him.
He still didn't want to talk to the new lady, or smile at her, or thank her. But now he felt a swell of relief flood through him, because that was okay. So, he took the gifts with another nod and found his way to the corner of the room, watching with silent awe as she began to pass out the rest of the gifts.
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Heishi watches tensely as the enemy first approaches Donnie, claiming that they had gifts for them. Right, like he would fall for that. This was clearly some scheme to lower their guard- but he was a warrior, not some child who could be so easily swayed.
He noted as Donnie made his way to the corner, blanket and headphones in hand. That left the strange viles, the sword (it was wooden, but with enough force maybe he could.... hmmm no, not yet. Not while still stuck in a locked room...), and a few other softer objects that he couldn't quite make out.
Then, it was with dread he realized that the enemy was approaching him next. His shoulders raised and he showed his teeth, hoping to scare her off. Thankfully, it seemed to work as she stopped a few feet away, bending down and offering the sword to him
“I got you a wooden-play sword (for some reason that was ok for me to give you-) and a unicorn plush!”
... Why would she give him a sword of any kind? UGH! Was he really that unthreatening? Was he really so bad at his one purpose that they would mock him by giving him weapons knowing they could beat him?!
... well he would show HER! He will take that silly play sword and-
“you’re going to be just fine. Just know that you’re enough. You don’t have to prove anything to anyone. I’m so so SO proud of you. You’re the best fighter I’ve ever seen, you’re amazing! I adore your fighting skills. You’re not worthless. You shouldn’t have to earn people’s love. You’re deserving of all the love in the world.”
... well, now it didn't really feel like she was mocking him- maybe she was just crazy.
"Yeah... well, I am the bestest warrior... I don't gotta earn anyone's love, cuz I'm... I'm just that cool. Heh." He stammers, rushing to grab the sword and the other item he hadn't really noticed before.
When he got a safe distance from the enemy, he wasn't exactly sure why he turned his back to the enemy but he just.... couldn't face her. His whole chest felt warm and oozy in a way he wasn't sure was normal.
He shook his head and focused back on the items in his hand.
The sword...
and...
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Mikey was bouncing on his feet as he followed the new scientist around the new room. She was so nice- he hoped she would stay forever and ever! Maybe she could convince the scientist to let Carol come back and they could all play together? He squeaked again a the thought.
“I got you finger paints and glitter!” It took a moment for Mikey to realize she was talking to him, to absorbed in his daydreams of introducing her to Carol and George.
He claps his hands together and looks up at the sparkly tubes and jars of color that she held out for him. It felt like Christmas all over again!!
“thank you for helping people. Your heart is so so big and beautiful!”
He was hugging her before she could even finish the sentence, and he couldn't help but chirp with glee as she hugged back!
"Thank you! Ohmigosh!" He pulled away after a moment, taking the jars from her hands and spreading them out around him on the boring brown floor.
After a few moments of struggling against the lids, the vibrant colored jars were now open. He let out a mischievous giggle that turned into a cackle as he made up his mind:
These floors were not going to be boring brown any longer-
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Raph stood awkwardly at the table, watching as one by one his brothers were distracted by the humans gifts. Finally, she turned to him.
“and last but never least, I got you a heart-shaped pillow and a friendship bracelet!”
His tail lightly twitched behind him, unsure if he should be excited or nervous. Pops told him that humans were dangerous to mutants like him but... this one seemed okay... maybe if he asked her nice enough she would take him home?
...no, no... he couldn't tell her where his home was. Dad said he could never, ever, EVER tell anyone where they lived.
But... then how would he get home? He frowned.
“you can do it. I love your kindness. I appreciate your want to help. You’re doing a great job bringing people and yourself together. Thank you for looking out for your brothers. Don’t worry too much big man.” She ended her small speech with a hug, which he melted into.
Yeah. I'm Raph, their big brother.
He had gotten this far, had found his brothers, had brought them together- even when pops said he that it wasn't possible!
And, now he just had to bust them all out of here!!
He smiled at his new friend, and gave her a toothy grin.
Raph was going to be the best big brother they ever had!
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spoodrm4n · 2 years
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Hello :) I have a request for Steve x Reader, it’s based on the prompt of the kids watching them (being all cute) and one of them says “I’ve never seen him this happy before”.
It’s pretty open so write whatever feels write just make it super fluffy bc I’m a sucker for those <33 Thank you SO much in advance, I love your writing!
it's halloween in this lil drabble because i need fall asap!!
It Looks Good On Him
Pairings: Steve Harrington x Reader
Warnings: none! just a whole lotta fluff :)
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You found yourself walking through the rich neighborhood of Hawkins with your boyfriend, Steve, taking the kids out for Halloween. This was your first time chaperoning the kids, but Steve had watched them last year, so he knew what houses to hit for the giant candy bars. You and Steve were walking behind the group, letting them take the lead for a bit. 
“You think I can convince one of them to give me a candy bar?” You smiled up at Steve and he laughed at you, eyes crinkling at the edges and grip on your hand tightening. Unknown to you both, the group of kids weren’t oblivious to your conversation or the sickly sweet looks you had been trading all night. 
“Ugh, can’t they just get a room already?” Lucas gagged, turning back around to the party. 
“I think it’s cute!” Max declared, shoving Lucas in the shoulder playfully. “Besides, you don’t think it’s gross when it’s us.” Max stuck her tongue out at him. 
“I think it’s super nice that Steve’s finally found someone for him.” Will shrugged, kicking a rock that was on the road ahead of him. 
“Totally! Y/N is like the perfect match!” Mike agreed, nodding to the two. The two of you continued walking behind them, giggling and whispering to each other. You and Steve had met in High School, but you had only passed each other in the hallway, never really speaking to one another, but acknowledging that the other existed. It wasn’t until you had gotten a job at Scoops Ahoy that the two of you actually started to talk to each other. You both had gotten along well– maybe even too well– and you had developed feelings for Steve. Unfortunately, you had gotten wrapped up in figuring out the secret Russian code and getting stuck in their underground base. You and Steve went through it together and it had ended up okay. The two of you got together shortly after Star Court and had been loving every second since. 
“What do you think they’re talking about?” El tilted her head to the side, eyes scanning the couple behind them. You were motioning with the hand that wasn’t laced with Steve’s as you were talking to him. He was just staring back at you with a soft smile, pure adoration in his gaze. 
“They’re probably plotting to steal our candy.” Dustin rolled his eyes, leading the party to another house. Dustin turned back to really look at the two of you. Ever since Steve had asked you out he had been overall more of a joyful person. He smiled more, laughed more, and the usual tension in his shoulders had disappeared. Dustin had noticed the change and he couldn’t be more happy for his friend; even if that meant he had to share Steve with you. 
Steve leaned down and captured your lips in a quick kiss. You both parted and you giggled, cheeks turning pink. You grinned up at him and continued your conversation. 
“I’ve never seen him this happy before.” Dustin blinked, voice soft almost like he was talking to himself. 
“Yeah, it’s a good look on him. He deserves it.” Max smiled at you two. She liked the effect you had on Steve. 
“Come on, guys! Stop gawking over them and let’s get some more of those king sized candy bars.” Lucas groaned, taking the lead of the party.
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For your Blueys Bird Blurbs celebration, can I please request smut, Eddie x reader and for the 3 words; shy, forbidden and true
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the boldest words
princess!reader x bard!eddie
prompt: smut with eddie, shy, forbidden, and true.
this one was super fun to write! I'm very glad I was finally able to finish it. It ended up being a smutty fluffy piece that I really enjoy, and I hope you do too! 💙
tags: 18+. smut, oral (m receiving), semi-public sex, class differences
Bluey's Bird Blurbs 1k Celebration | blurb three: the boldest words (4.1k)
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The royal library is your favorite place to spend time. Not because of its rich, ornate furnishings, its soft flowing tapestries or whimsical landscapes depicting far-off lands you’ve oft yearned to walk into, though those things are certainly tantalizing. It’s not because of the sunlight that streams through large cathedral windows in the day or the flickering of the candles in the night, both casting warmth and comfort over the cavernous room, though the gleaming does always make you feel at home. It’s not the towering shelves made of polished wood and carved with intricate designs and the armchairs plush and deep, perfect for sinking into with one of the tomes plucked from rows of endless choices, though that is, of course, quite cozy. And it isn’t the books themselves— works of art, bound in rich leather or velvet covers and embossed with gold or silver filigree, their pages made of the finest parchment and filled with elegant calligraphy and illustrations, though the knowledge contained in each is like a small world unto itself. 
No. Instead, the royal library is your favorite place to spend time for this reason: because only within those labyrinthine rows and columns which weave a maze of wisdom spanning generations— only in the hidden alcoves, tucked within cracks and crevices, secreted away from prying eyes— are you able to sate your burning need.
And that need you feel has naught to do with the pursuit of learning.
With a quiet exhalation of bliss, your head tips back to make more room for lips and tongue, thumping against the surface behind you. Yet when your skull makes contact, it doesn’t meet wood; instead, you encounter plush velvet, the fabric soft and supple as it cradles your body, protecting your loose blue gown from catching on any harsh wooden grooves. The velvet is red as a smoldering flame, clashing brashly with the poise of your royal blue silk, which is adorned with jewels that glint like stars in the midnight sky. That protection does not belong to you, but rather to the man pressed tight against your body, who now has your thin skirt rucked up around your upper thighs, held up by fingers made callused by the lute’s unforgiving strings. 
All is hushed in this place, and silent you both need remain. The only sound you hear is the jostling of your clothing: the hasty way he pushes his hose down around his ruddy knees before tugging open the fly of his brais, the drag of his forest green tunic against the thin bodice of your dress where your chests brush with every movement. Layers stand between you, and yet you barely feel them. There is just his hot skin, then linen, then silk, and your hot skin— no corset or even chemise to further separate you from the only man who can conjure such a passionate ache inside you. It matters not that he is a bard, and you a princess; that burning need you feel can only be satisfied by the meeting of your mouths, your hands, your bodies; by the tight stretch stretch and fill of his thick cock; by the pounding of Eddie’s hips pressing you into the bookshelves as he fucks you full of his vigor and passion.
It is a daring thing to roam the castle without the proper undergarments, though no more daring than these escapades you have been getting up to in the Royal Library these past few months. They occur late in the evening after you have retired from the company of your handmaids and attendants, the ladies of the court, and the presence of your mother and father. A secret affair that leaves you glowing far more radiantly than the crystals in your diadem, stolen moments of sweet whispers and heated passion as you nestle together amongst the dusty tomes. The library is labrynthian and largely unoccupied at night, and it isn’t difficult to evade the few souls still loitering here in pursuit of knowledge, stealing your way to your bard’s chosen alcove: a tight corner of bookshelves wedged near the back left wall, made safe from discovery by the narrowness of its entryway and the tedium of the subjects contained in its books.
Here you have made your love nest these past months, and never before has it been disturbed until this night.
Two sets of footsteps clack across the tile along with the hum of conversation, growing in volume as unseen figures approach. Instantly, you and Eddie freeze. You meet his wide panicked eyes, and the bob of his adam’s apple hints at the depth of his fear. Despite it, Eddie does not bolt; he merely soothes the backs of his fingers against your cheek. Soft and slow, he strokes you, a reassuring touch that bids you stroke his cheek in return. You are grateful for the strength he offers as your heart pounds in your chest when the footsteps discern themselves into two distinctive cadences both familiar to you. The approach of the figures is unmistakable— there is the calm shuffle-step of the royal advisor, walking measuredly beside the bold tread of your father, the king.
There is no risk of them glimpsing you with Eddie behind the shelves, but their presence is unnerving nonetheless, as if they will somehow sense your presence simply because of how deeply scandalous what you’re doing is. Slowly, as they approach, the quiet hum of their voices sharpens into words, and you remain nervous until you hear the weary but uninhibited sigh of your father slumping into one of the armchairs near the darkened window. They are discussing something about trade agreements with a neighboring kingdom, something about tariffs and access to your kingdom’s ports. The voice of your father’s advisor is equally as loud and uninhibited, and as some tense moments pass, you relax as you realize that your father has merely chosen this place for the same reason you and Eddie did: because he knows no one else would be here.
With that, the crease in your brow relaxes, your eyes filling again with the heat pooling in your belly as you shift your hips and feel that despite his fear, Eddie’s hardness has not flagged inside you. You glide your hands up his chest, and the rustle of the fabric is covered by the discussion happening just behind the shelf you’re pressed against. His face has changed from fearful to questioning; in lieu of a verbal answer, you instead cup your palms around Eddie’s jaw and guide his mouth back to yours.
After a brief moment of hesitation, Eddie begins to kiss you back; the tension slowly melts from his body as you coax him with your mouth, and you feel the last of his reticence slip away as your tongue plays against the seam of his lips. They open for you, and as his tongue brushes hot and wet against yours, his hips shift forward, steadily pressing you back against that unyielding wood until the fat tip of his cock is nestled as deep inside you as it can go. Satisfaction simmers; you slink your arms around his shoulders, as he slowly— so agonizingly slowly— circles his hips, rutting into you as the voice of your father continues on right behind you.
The conversation shifts to more personal matters, but you are hardly listening; all you care about is the way Eddie’s hot hips are pressed to yours, skin to skin, the coarse drag of his pubic hair sparking delicious pleasure against your clit. You break from the kiss and nuzzle against his cheek, pressing kisses there and stretching your spine as that pleasure builds. You relish in it until Eddie, no longer content to grind himself deep inside your wet heat, suddenly pulls his hips back. The length of his cock leaves you until just the head remains in your entrance; it’s a loss until he slides back in, stretching you thick and full of him in one long, achingly thorough push after another as he begins to fuck you properly again.
You muffle a whimper as his motions quicken and his warm breath pants harshly against your neck, huffing in your ear. You long to hear the rumble of his voice instead of your father’s or his advisor’s. Eddie’s voice is husky and warm, but that is only available to you in the Great Hall, where all you can do is watch him from a distance as he entertains with songs, and plays his instrument, and flashes dark eyes in your direction. Dark roguish curls— so different from the other men of the court that surround you— tickle your cheeks, swaying rhythmically as you clutch at his shoulders, fingernails raking out a silent plea for more. He obliges you as he always does: hot hands slide up to grip you firmly around the waist as he pumps his hips harder, sinking his cock into the tight wet heat of your cunt, repeatedly plunging against that spot that has you biting your lip to keep from gasping aloud. 
Your ears perk when, amongst the litany of words your father is spilling loosely from his lips, you hear a familiar name— your own. “I swear to you,” he grumbles, his voice nearly echoing in the tall space between the shelves, “I know not what else to do with her. I am at my wit’s end.” 
“I understand, sire.” The sympathetic lilt of your father’s advisor fades in your ears as Eddie licks a fat wet stripe up the side of your neck to the lobe of your ear; you cant your hips into his thrusts, moving with him in a rhythm that has his eyes hazing with desire and his lips curling in a pleased, dimpled grin.
"What can we do about her?" your father mutters, his frustration clear in his voice. "She won't even look at any of the suitors I've introduced her to, let alone speak to them. First was the duke of Wellesley, which I thought was merely a fluke due to his, admittedly, rather stuffy countenance. But it was the same for the next and the next…” He huffs harshly, and you can hear his heavy hand thump against the fabric of the chair arm. “Countless perfectly acceptable suitors, all rejected outright without any consideration by my obstinate daughter." 
The advisor’s question is measured and even. “Why do you suppose that is, your highness?”
It’s a deliciously naughty thing to hear your father attempt to theorize about why you may have rejected all these men while you’re allowing the royal bard to fuck you right under his nose— a man whose flashing smiles and husky voice and talented fingers have brought your unsuspecting father such entertainment.
“I know she can be stubborn,” your father sighs, “but at heart, she’s always been a timid girl. I’m concerned that, perhaps, the process of choosing a husband is too intimidating for her.”
Eddie’s eyes are dark liquid smoke, and you shiver as you watch a a smirk slink across his lips. He ducks close to you, crowding you even closer against the shelves until the scent of his curls is all you can breathe— musky and rich like incense mixed with the leather of his sachets and the salt of his skin. “S’that true?” Eddie murmurs against your ear so quietly, the hum of it playful and knowing, and you whisper a moan as his fingers trail up your waist to ghost over your breast. You nudge your chin against his jaw and smile into his cheek; your grin widens, self-satisfied when you roll your hips into his, and you hear him hiss through his teeth. 
Eddie’s revenge comes swiftly; you gasp as he pinches your nipple over the thin silk of your dress, rolling the bud between his deft fingers and pulling so that your legs tighten against his hips and your pussy flutters around him. Behind you, your father continues, “Perhaps she is overwhelmed by the expectations. Reticent to perform the duties she knows is expected of her.”
 Eddie’s low chuckles husk over the shell of your ear, and you shudder as the wicked sound makes your belly tighten. “You’re just a shy little princess, aren’t you? That’s why you’ve been rejecting all those eligible suitors, hm?” Your hands slide down to his upper arms as he teases the shell of your ear with plush lips; your fingers clutch his biceps tightly when he nibbles the lobe, taking it softly between his teeth. His hips begin to pump more harshly into you and his breath quickens against your skin. “They wouldn’t know what to do with you,” Eddie mutters, one hand snaking down to cup beneath your ass and tilt your hips forward, pulling them flush against him for a better angle. “Those pompous courtesans wouldn’t know how to make you sing.”
You drink in the hint of possessiveness that flavors Eddie’s words; he’s pressed up against you so close, but his mutterings only make you want to be closer, impossibly closer. You twine your fingers in his hair, clutching at his hip with your other hand, holding on as he rolls his pelvis into yours with every stroke. “Mmm,” you hum, your whispered answer throaty with feminine need. “Play me the song only you can, oh humble bard, and I’ll sing for you.” 
You meet his possessiveness with some of your own, and it spurs him on. Eddie pulls you into a deep, wet kiss, and you muffle a slight moan against his lips as his fingers tighten their hold on your ass and his other hand dips between your legs, seeking the treasure below your soft curls. He nestles one finger within the slick heat of your folds, pressing expertly against the bead that makes your eyelashes flutter and your toes curl. “Yes, Eddie, right there.” Your whine ghosts over Eddie’s lips, and he swallows it up with another greedy kiss. 
The king groans and mutters and huffs loudly in his frustration, but you can still hear the wet sounds of your arousal every time Eddie pushes into your body, the evidence that your drooling, needy cunt will soon be satisfied by his dutiful efforts. Your father is lamenting your unwillingness to give any man a try, but Eddie is playing your clit and fucking your pussy until you’re left writhing with the force of your fire, burning up, hushing little mewls of pleasure against his hair. The king wants you to envision the future you’ll have with one of the princes or noblemen he has suggested, but you can do no such thing. Because Eddie is clamping his heavy, ring-clad hand over your mouth as the pleasure peaks inside you, blazing through your body to turn your vision white and wash you in waves of sparkling fire.
The advisor suggests several remedies for the situation, and though the king rejects them all, none would work regardless of his ire. Because you have all you need right here in the arms of your bard; he holds your trembling form, rutting into you softly as you come down from the place he has taken you to, settling back into your body with a shudder of bliss and a heavy satisfied sigh. You wrap your arms around him; you hold him close, and he you, breathing against you deeply. His heart pounds, but his hips still, and despite the stiffness of his cock— so stiff it must be near painful— he doesn’t seem to be in a rush to reach his own conclusion. 
Eddie has just pressed a kiss to your cheek when the advisor says something wholly unexpected. “I suspect that she may…” His words taper off into hesitance, and though you’re stroking Eddie’s curls back from his face, you’re also listening now.
“Speak freely,” your father demands, and his advisor rushes to comply. 
“She may have an unusual soft spot for the bard. And perhaps… perhaps she harbors some… concealed aspirations.” 
As soon as the words have been uttered, Eddie’s head jerks back, his brows flashing in surprise as he meets your gaze. And you know that the truth of those words can be read all over your face. There is nothing to do about it— no way for you to conceal the way your eyes reflect the soft green growing beneath the blazing red of your passion. 
This affair may have started because, when you watched the bard over those many months since he began his service, you’d found him to be enviably uninhibited— all eager flashing grins and hearty laughter and beautiful, playful song, wild and free. You watched him, and when he noticed, he started to watch you. And what budded in the smallest of gestures grew to what it now is.
It had begun as an escape. A fantasy. But it has become more than that now, and that is evidenced in the shyness of your smile, the tenderness of your thumb stroking the plush of Eddie’s bottom lip, the way affection pools in the dark ink of his eyes, echoing what’s found in yours, deepening each time you give yourselves to one another this way.
Even in the dimness of the alcove, you can perfectly picture the man who cradles you against the bookshelves. He is pale of face, with a strong jaw and a soft nose, plush lips and wide, expressive eyes— eyes deep as the brown of his long, wild curls except for when the sunlight hits them, turning them to honeyed mead. You kiss Eddie softly, lingering there for a moment, and when you pull away, the smile that dimples his cheek stirs your heart. His is a radiant face with an equally radiant smile, beautiful in its wildness, and you could never tire of gazing upon it.
But Eddie’s smile is short-lived when your father’s loud scoff bites through the shelves. “What utter childish nonsense is that?” The mockery of his barking laugh— a single, scornful exhalation— makes you both flinch. “My daughter is not so foolish as to entertain such ridiculousness. The minstrel serves his purpose. He is entertaining, I admit— skilled at his rudimentary craft. But to suggest that she would look twice at a rogue pleasant like him…?” 
The king laughs again, and it is far more amused this time. Somehow, the sound of his mirth is worse than the scorn, especially when you see the subtle crumple of Eddie’s brow, the shuttering of his expressive eyes. “You should know this is not a time for jests, Steven, though I appreciate your attempt at levity.”
Despite the truth of the words— that he is beneath your station, that you should not even be speaking with him, let alone cavorting with him— you can see how the dismissal wounds your bard. And what wounds him wounds you; to see his shoulders shrink and his hands grow hesitant in their grip pricks you like your father had meant to cut you with his barbs directly.
A fire lights in your eyes as you make a decision. You know the truth of how you feel in your heart, but you must communicate that truth to Eddie: that while his station may be beneath you, you do not regard him that way, and you never have.
Gently, but firmly, you push Eddie away; he drops his hold on you immediately, and his cock slips out as he backs up to put distance between you. You ignore the way his face falls in favor of sinking to your knees before him and taking him without hesitation into your mouth.
You can feel his entire body tense as your lips stretch over his fat head; you let the thickness of his cock sit heavy on your tongue, looking up at him as he looks down at you— flushed, wide-eyed and so alarmed he looks nearly terrified. “I don’t know what the reason for her hesitance is,” your father says, “but if she refuses to choose, then I’ll make the choice for her.”
The words should conjure fear, that same fear you see inside Eddie’s dark ink eyes. But they don’t. Instead, you grip the base of his cock and tongue the underside, tasting the musk of your slick as you lave the vein that runs along it. You mouth at him gently until Eddie’s hips twitch and the panic on his face has been largely overtaken by pleasure. You hear the creak of the armchair and the clap of the king’s hand against his advisor’s shoulder. “Let us retire for the night,” he says as you stare up into Eddie’s eyes, hollowing your cheeks and sucking the taste of your pussy from his cock. 
Eddie is trying so hard to be quiet as the two pairs of footsteps begin to recede with the agonizing slowness of two men meandering off to bed with no true hurry to get there. You bob on his length, working the remainder with your hand, determined to show him the depth of your consideration. The strain begins to form on his face— the thinning of his lips, the grit of his jaw, the cords of his neck growing taut, the pinking of his cheeks, the subtle shifting of his hips to meet you every time you suck him down. And all the while he stares down at you, enchanted by the sight of your forehead crowned with a diadem but your cheeks streaked with eager tears as you take him as far as you can into your throat, nestling your nose against the curls still matted with your own release. It is hard work, but work happily completed as the footsteps finally fade to silence and the first of his whimpers muffles through his teeth where they’re clamped against his bottom lip, turning the flesh a ruddy red.
With you so determined and he so enchanted, it takes little time for you to work Eddie until he’s gasping and moaning quietly, spilling rope after rope of his hot release into your waiting mouth. You work his head with your laden tongue, and the sight of Eddie biting his fist in a desperate attempt to stay quiet makes you flare with want despite having just been sated.
When the pulsing of his cock stills and his thighs relax under your palms, you pull off him and swallow his load hastily, breasts heaving in your midnight-blue gown as you gaze up at him. You swipe a thumb beneath your lip, panting with ragged feeling, “Your princess falls to her knees for you. Not my minstrel— my lover.” The fierceness of your truth is written plainly in your words, the loudest, boldest words you have yet uttered betwixt you. “Taste your seed on my lips and know that I am yours.”
You have only a moment to see the way Eddie’s face contorts before he’s on his knees, snatching up your face in his callused hands and mashing his mouth to yours. You open for him, whimpering needily as he dips his tongue into your mouth, eager to taste himself on you— to see for himself the evidence of your declaration in the act of service you’ve provided him. 
When he pulls away, you find more truth desires to spring free. “I would sooner forsake my crown than marry anyone but you, Edward,” you tell him solemnly, and the earnestness of your words twists his lips into an expression of bashful hope.
“I have nothing to give you, Princess,” Eddie reminds you.
You draw your thumb across the crest of his cheekbone— a light, reverent touch. “You need give me nothing but your heart,” you reply, voice supple as the velvet of his cloak that protects you. “It is enough.”
His eyes flick between yours, and you ache with the hesitance you see there until his brow crumples again for an entirely different reason. The ache inside eases to a soft, wondrous blooming as he gives you just what you asked for.
Eddie kisses and kisses you until your heart is throbbing and your eyes are pricking with the sentiment he’s pouring out upon you. Eventually, the stream slows; it trickles into the reverence of his hands stroking your neck and hair and the softness of his lips against the corner of your mouth. Those beloved lips feather over your cheek before lingering against your forehead, just below the unyielding circlet that presses to your skin, the symbol of your royalty. 
Your gold and jewels will separate you no longer.
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Luke Alvez x Fem! Reader
Summary - Luke Alvez has the unjust reputation of being a ladies man. All he really wants is to settle down and when he meets you, he thinks he’s found the woman he’s been searching his whole life for. The only thing standing in his way is your boyfriend.
CW - set ups, blind dates, drinking, hangovers, mentions of sex but no detail, swearing.
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Luke Alvez didn’t like the term ladies man. It was a turn of phrase he’d first heard to describe him by his old partner Phil and something that seemed to stick with him since. 
He’d gone from serving overseas, straight into the FBI, neither of which were conducive to allowing long term relationships. 
Other people did it, it wasn’t as though it was unheard of. But Luke liked not being tied down, he enjoyed it just being him and Roxy. It was far less complicated that's for sure. 
When he joined the BAU, he was accused of not wanting to get close to even his new team. He’d overheard Emily profiling his desk, assuming him to be a loner with commitment issues. 
And maybe there was an element of truth to that. In his time with the Fugitive Task Force he’d moved around a lot which made it impossible to form a lasting relationship. Was it through fear of getting close to someone? He wasn’t sure. He didn’t think so, being alone just always seemed easier somehow. 
But a ladies man, he was not. 
In reality, Luke was the polar opposite. He was a hopeless romantic, he had a huge heart that had so much love to give he just unfortunately hadn’t found the right woman to receive it. 
When the members of his team started setting him up on blind dates, Luke had at first tried to protest, but ultimately it had been easier to just go along with them than argue against it. 
So far he’d met Janice, Kristy’s work friend who was incredibly overbearing. Olivia, a TA at the university Spencer lectured at who was sweet but fundamentally boring. Then there was Garcia’s friend Nicole who was deathly allergic to dogs. Ramona, Rossi’s publisher, Hariet, a woman from Emily’s gym and Grace, Tara’s old college roommate who was new in town. JJ was only the one kind enough to spare him the pity of trying to find him a date. 
The fact that none of the women went on to get a second date invitation only went to perpetuate their image of him being a ladies man. 
Luke preferred the term fussy. 
He took each woman to the same place, a bar in his neighbourhood called the Steel Star Tavern. It was a lowkey hole in the wall that served cold beer and hot fries and had the added bonus of being close to his apartment so when the date inevitably didn’t go well he didn’t have far to drag his sorry ass home.
After six dates with six nice yet unfulfilling women, Luke had drawn the line. No more set ups, no more blind dates. He’d humoured his friends for long enough but now he was done. 
He sipped his beer and ran his hand over the scratchy stubble on his chin as a long, pent up sigh escaped through his nose. It was a Thursday night and the Steel Star was only a quarter full at best which allowed him to sit and wallow in his loneliness without being disturbed.
Or so he thought. 
He was looking down into his beer and didn’t see someone approaching him. It wasn’t until his company’s shadow cast over the table that he looked up to see a figure standing next to his table. 
“Another date? Jeez, you really do get around.” You chuckled, picking up the two empty glasses on his table. 
“You been watching me?” Luke cocked an eyebrow at you as you placed the empties on a tray cradled in the crook of your arm.
“You come in here so often, every time with a different woman. It's hard not to notice. It's part of my job to get to know the regulars, you know?” You shrugged. 
“Right.” Luke nodded. “It’s not quite as terrible as it looks. My friends worry about me, I guess. I begged them not to keep setting me up but they are the most stubborn group of people you will ever meet in your life. I’m not a dog or anything like that.” He had no idea why he was telling you all of this, trying so hard to convince you he wasn’t the ladies man he’d been pegged as. 
Clearly you didn’t know why this stranger was telling you all of this either, by the way your lips twitched into an amused smile.
“Contrary to popular belief, bartenders don’t actually enjoy hearing the sad life stories of our patrons.” Your eyes sparkled playfully and your words caused Luke to chuckle.
“Fair enough.” He nodded. “Thanks for making me somehow feel worse than I already did.” 
“You are most welcome.” You smirked at him and then you were turning on your heels and sashaying towards another table to clear more empties. 
Luke watched you go with a shake of his head and a smile playing on his lips. And god dammit if he wasn’t already smitten.
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Luke nursed his beer for around an hour, unable to stop watching the way you seemed to float around the bar. Your smile was an easy one, but most definitely practised. Inside these walls you were in your element, confidence exuding for your every pore but he was sure outside of the door of the Steel Star you were riddled with insecurities. 
Sometimes, he just couldn’t turn off the profiler within him. 
Just as he was considering leaving, heading home to another pathetic night spent on his couch with Roxy, two shot glasses were being slammed on the table in front of him and someone was sliding into the booth opposite him.
You gave him a smile out of the corner of your mouth and nodded towards one of the shot glasses. The liquid was amber coloured and he could have a pretty good guess it was probably whiskey. 
You picked up the other glass and held it in your hand, waiting for him to do the same. He complied and wrapped his hand around the little glass, lifting it to click against your own. 
He waited for you to bring the glass to your lips and down the contents before he did the same. You hissed before slamming it back on the table top.
“Should you be drinking while you work?” Luke raised an inquisitive eyebrow at you.
“I’m finished for the night.” You shrugged.
“And instead of going home you decided to join me? Even after my sad life story?” 
“I can go if you’re going to make a big deal about it?” You shrugged like you didn’t care much either way. Maybe you didn’t.
“Not making a big deal, just observing.” 
“You do that a lot.” You leant forward on the table. 
“Do what?” Luke mirrored you.
“Observe. I’ve noticed the way you always seem to be on high alert, you give the once over to anyone who walks through the door. Hell you’ve been giving me the once over all night.”
“Occupational hazard.” Luke shrugged. 
“What do you do?” You narrowed your eyes on him.
“If it's ok with you, I’d rather skip those kinds of questions. The get-to-know you spiel. I’ve been on more dates than I care to count recently and I’m sick of talking about myself.” Luke exhaled. 
“Works well for me because I’m already sick of hearing about you.” Your eyes sparkled again and again, Luke laughed. 
“Perfect.” Luke shook his head in amusement. “I mean, I could maybe stretch as far as telling you my name.” 
“Don’t feel obliged, I won’t need to remember it anyway.” 
“Ouch.” Luke pretended to be offended, holding his hand to his heart. “Woman, you are cold.” 
“As ice.” You smirked. “Fine, tell me your name if it’s going to make you feel better.” 
“Luke. Luke Alvez.” He held his hand out across the table for you which you scrutinised for a moment or two before sighing. 
“Y/N.” You reluctantly shook his hand. It was warm and rough, calloused in places. 
“No last name?” 
“Nope. Just Y/N. You know, like Madonna or Cher.” 
“Ok, Cher. You want another shot?” 
“Only if you’re buying.” You winked at him and Luke swore the small gesture stopped his heart. 
Was it possible the woman he’d been searching for had been under his nose all this time? Because from where he was standing, you were just about perfect for him in every way, even though he barely knew you. 
His friends called him a ladies man, but Luke Alvez wore his heart on his sleeve. The problem with that was, leaving himself so exposed made it easier for him to get hurt. 
And he was about to find that out. 
***
The hangover that ensued the following day was like nothing Luke had ever felt before. He was sure his skull was trying to cave in and that his insides had turned against him, he was sure it wouldn’t take much for yesterday's food to make a reappearance. 
Thankfully for him the team didn’t get a case and he was able to quietly die at his desk. 
The previous night's events played over in his head on a loop and he was grateful that the alcohol hadn’t inhibited him from remembering every beautiful detail. 
After drinking at least an entire bottle of whiskey between you, you had stumbled back to Luke’s apartment. 
He lost count of exactly how many times he’d had sex last night and well into the early hours of this morning. But each time has somehow been more mind blowing than the last. 
He’d been alone when he woke up this morning but that didn’t deter him. 
When he finished at work for the day, feeling slightly more human than he had when the day started, he went straight to the Steel Star and found you behind the bar with ease. 
He smiled as he made his way over but you didn’t return the expression. Instead your brow was slightly furrowed and if he wasn’t mistaken he could have sworn you rolled your eyes. 
“Hey,” he approached, leaning on the bar. 
“What can I get for you?” You rolled your lip between your teeth. 
“Uh, I wasn’t here for a drink.” He chuckled dryly. 
“Weird of you to come to a bar then.” 
“Uh…” he scratched the back of his head at your frosty demeanour but he wasn’t easily perturbed. “What time do you get off?”
“Why?” You straightened your back, a defence mechanism. 
“I thought I could maybe take you for dinner?” 
You started to laugh and this time you definitely rolled your eyes. 
“What part of last night gave you the impression I would want you to take me to dinner?” You folded your arms across your chest. Another defence mechanism. 
“I thought we had fun.” 
“We did.” 
“Uh, so I figured we could have fun again?” He was frowning deeply. 
“We had fun. Past tense. Let’s just leave it at that.” 
“But uh…I thought that-”
“I have a boyfriend, ok? Jeez if I’d known you’d get this clingy I wouldn’t have bothered.” You dropped your arms to your sides. 
“You’ve…you’ve got a boyfriend?” Luke stood back up from the bar, feeling his heart clench inside of his chest. 
“Yes.” You shrugged. 
“Yet you slept with me?” 
“Which should give you an indication of the kind of girl I am.” 
“You…are you for real?” Luke swallowed thickly, feeling his hangover flooding back tenfold.
“What can I say? I…” You trailed off when the door behind the bar opened. 
Luke noticed the way your body tensed as a scruffy looking man in a leather jacket ambled out, eyes cast downwards at his phone. As if sensing he was being watched, he glanced up and met your eyes.
“Oh, hey. Didn’t know you were working today.” He offered you the vaguest hint of a smile as he spoke.
But when he went to pass you, his hand grazed over you, from your lower back around to your hip. It was a brief moment, so fleeting anyone else might have missed it. But not Luke.
“Him?” Luke scoffed, garnering your attention back to him as the other man walked away, head back in his phone.
“So what?” You shrugged.
“What does he have that I don’t have?” The second the words were out of his mouth he wished to take them back. 
They made him sound so pathetic, so clingy as you’d called him. And it didn’t surprise him when you started to laugh. 
“You should leave, Luke. Last night was fun but it’s never gonna happen again.” You shrugged once more before turning away from him and starting to clean some glasses. 
And despite the fact he didn’t want to leave, it was for the best that he did. 
Luke Alvez was certainly not a ladies man. Far from it. 
***
Weeks passed and Luke couldn’t stop thinking about you. He’d never felt like this about a woman he’d just met, a woman he hardly knew anything about. 
You were stuck in his head like an earworm, a song he couldn’t get out of his mind. And it was equal parts the sweetest yet most depressing tune he’d ever heard. 
After a few weeks, sick of feeling sorry for himself he went to Reid and told him he wanted to see Olivia again. She was, in the nicest terms, the best of a bad bunch. 
Spencer had been surprised by his change of heart but nonetheless said he’d pass the message onto his colleague at the university. 
Four days later, Luke took her for dinner. 
The month that followed he’d taken her for three more dinners and one movie. 
Olivia was an exceptionally nice woman. She was pretty in an understated way, not flashy or showy. She was incredibly smart, working towards a doctorate for which she told him Spencer was helping her with. 
She liked books and foreign cinema, playing chess and meandering museums. She was for all intents and purposes the female Doctor Spencer Reid. And as much as Luke liked Spencer, he didn’t want to date him. 
But maybe she was just what he needed, who knows, maybe she could be the woman of Luke’s dreams. He very much doubted it, but stranger things had happened.
After a month of dating they hadn’t even kissed, hadn’t even so much as held hands. She was a really nice girl, but there wasn’t an ounce of chemistry between them. And he’d started to get the impression, by the way she constantly brought the topic of conversation back around to Professor Reid, that she might harbour a little crush on her coworker.
After dinner that night, Luke knew it would be their last and he was sure she knew it too. But as they left the restaurant he mentioned drinks and she was happy enough to oblige. 
He told himself he didn’t mean to take her to the Steel Star, that it had just been a simple coincidence that they’d been nearby. But whether he’d meant to or not, that was where he and Olivia ended up. 
He’d spotted you behind the bar straight away as Olivia excused herself to use the bathroom. He made a beeline for you and he definitely noticed the roll of your eyes this time. 
“Jesus, Alvez. Can you not take a hint?” You frowned at him, your back immediately up. 
“You think I’m here to see you?” You scoffed. “Please, you’re not worth the chase.” 
“Oh really?” You scrutinised him. “Why are you here then?”
“If you must know, I’m on a date.” 
“Funny, because to me you appear to be alone.” Your lip twitched at the corner in amusement, 
“She’s using the bathroom.”
“Convenient.” You nodded. “Let me guess, any minute now this mystery woman is going to call and say she felt sick and had to leave?” 
“You think I’m pathetic enough to come here and make up a woman to try and make you jealous?” He couldn’t believe this. 
“You were pathetic enough to think one night of sex meant I’d fall for you, so who knows?” 
“You really are an ice queen, do you know that?” He spat.
“And you’re a pathetic sap.” You bit back. 
Luke went to reply to try and hurt you like you were hurting him but before he could form an insult, he felt a presence at his side. 
He glanced down at Olivia who smiled meekly at him, toying with the strap of her purse with her hands. You looked between the two of them, your blood boiling in your veins. And it was only made worse when Luke wrapped his arm around the petite woman’s shoulders. 
“Y/N, this is Olivia. My date.” He turned back to you, his eyes dark. “Olivia, why don’t you get us a table while I get the drinks.” 
“Ok.” Olivia nodded with a small frown as Luke let her out from his hold.
She practically scurried away while Luke smirked at you a little dangerously. 
“I’ll have a beer and a glass of white wine. Please.” He leant on the bar, a smug look on his face.
You swallowed down your emotions and turned away from him to make his drinks. There was a swirling in your stomach, a tightening in your chest that you couldn’t place. Surely it wasn’t jealousy? You couldn’t be jealous because you didn’t like Luke in that way.
He was good in bed, there was no doubt about that. And he was unfairly gorgeous, sweet and fun to be around. But you didn’t like him, you were certainly not jealous.
You returned with his drinks and he paid you, that same self-satisfied smile on his lips that you half wanted to slap off of him, half wanted to kiss off of him. 
“Y/N?” He said your name as you went to retreat again and you turned to him with a cocked eyebrow. “I might have just been a notch in your bedpost, but I guess you were just a line in my song.” 
And with that, he picked up his drinks and walked away.
***
After only one drink, Olivia called it a night and Luke walked her out of the bar and waited with her for a cab. 
As she was slipping inside she confessed she didn’t think they should see each other anymore as she was interested in someone else. 
It didn’t take the genius himself to figure out who that was. 
Luke had smiled and placed a soft kiss on her cheek telling her that he understood. He watched the cab peel away and turned to head in the direction of his apartment. 
As he walked, he glanced up the alley that ran down the side of the bar and he could make out a shadowy figure leaning up against the wall. And his instincts told him exactly who it was. 
He knew it was best if he kept walking home but of course that’s not what he did. With a sigh he turned up the alley and slowly headed your way. 
You barely offered him a glance as he approached, instead looking down at your hands. Luke stopped a few feet in front of you and folded his arms across his chest. 
“She didn’t seem like your type.” You couldn’t help the words they left your lips. 
“Uh, and what exactly do you know about my type?” Luke felt the smirk tugging at his lips. 
“That mousy little thing? She’s seriously your type?” Your eyes snapped up at him and that’s when he saw it. 
Jealousy. 
“Looks can be deceiving, Y/N.” He unfolded his arms and shrugged, stepping closer to you. 
“Oh yeah I’m sure. A mouse in the streets but a freak in the sheets is she?” You rolled your eyes. 
“That’s…that’s none of your business.” He felt a blush creeping to his cheeks. 
“Oh my god, you haven’t slept with her, have you?” Your jealousy seemed to fade in an instant, replaced by something much more amused. 
“Again, that’s none of your business. Why the hell do you care anyway? You’ve got a boyfriend!” Luke raised his voice slightly but you didn’t even flinch. 
You tore your eyes off of him and glanced down the dark alleyway. Your arms snaked around your waist as if you were trying to protect yourself from something. 
“He’s not my boyfriend.” Your voice was so quiet Luke barely heard it. But he did hear it, he just wanted you to say it louder. 
“I’m sorry, what was that?” He tried to hide the delight from his voice 
“I said, he’s not my boyfriend.” You let out a haggard sigh. “We’ve hooked up a few times, I don’t even know why I said he was my boyfriend.” 
“What the fuck?” Luke frowned deeply at you. “Why would you lie about that? I was…”
“You were what?” You quickly asked with your own frown. 
“Jealous.” He admitted with a sigh. “I was jealous because I was dying to be him, how messed up is that?” 
You gnawed on your lip, taking one tentative step closer to him.
“You deserve more than I can give you, Luke.” You shrugged but he was shaking his head. 
“That’s not true. You’re more than you think you are.” He softened. 
“I’m more than you bargained for, trust me.” 
“I don’t believe that.” 
“Well it’s true. I’m a fucking mess, Luke! My whole life is a mess. You deserve a woman who has her shit together, a nice, kind woman who wants to settle down and live in the suburbs and bear your extremely good looking children. But that’s not me.” You huffed, feeling tears suddenly burning the backs of your eyes. 
Weirdly, Luke was smiling at you. 
He stepped dangerously closer, raising a hand cautiously and cupping your neck. You remembered all too well how intoxicating his touch was and you shuddered a little. 
“Just tell me one thing.” He lowered his voice. 
“What?” You replied in equally hushed tones. 
“Am I worth it?” 
You narrowed your eyes on him curiously, not understanding what he was getting at. His fingers gently brushed your flesh and it was making your knees tremble. 
“Worth what?” You swallowed thickly. 
“Allowing yourself to be vulnerable for? I’m not asking for the world on a silver platter, Y/N. I’m not asking for a home in the suburbs and extremely good looking children. I’m just looking for someone who might want a little more from me than just sex. 
Someone who wants to spend time with me and not just when they’re drunk. Someone who will go to dinner with me, maybe eventually meet my friends. Someone to cuddle up on the couch with and watch bad TV. Someone to go for walks in the park with me and my dog. I’m not asking you for forever Y/N, I’m just asking for a tomorrow.” 
His eyes were begging you, pleading you to see that there was more between you than just one night. 
It wasn’t as though you really needed convincing. You’d known when you dragged yourself from his sleeping embrace that you could have a future with this man if you let yourself. If you allowed yourself for once to be happy, you knew this man wouldn’t disappoint. 
But still, you liked to keep your cards close to your chest. 
“Wait, you have a dog?” You cocked an eyebrow at him. 
“A Belgian Shepherd named Roxy.” He beamed as he talked about his beloved mutt. 
“I do love dogs.” You mused. 
“I have no doubt that I can make you love me too.” He blurted out rather bodly and you felt the smile spreading across your face. 
His hand was moving around to the back of your neck, fingers grazing gently across your baby hairs that grew back there. 
You swallowed again, feeling slightly light headed due to a combination of his touch and the way in which he was looking at you. 
You believed it wholeheartedly. You knew falling in love with Luke Alvez would be the easiest thing in the world. You were probably already halfway there. 
But you still didn’t want to make it so easy on him. 
“Cocky son of bitch, aren’t you?” You smiled, moving your own arms upwards until they were wrapped around his neck and your bodies were flush against one another. 
“I actually prefer the term charming.” He grinned at you. 
You couldn’t help but chuckle at this man in front of you, the one still gently caressing your neck. 
He’d done the impossible. In the space of one night he’d wormed his way in your heart, like a catchy song gets itself stuck in your head. He wasn’t just charming, he was a miracle worker. 
Instead of responding you simply closed the small space left between you and crushed your lips together. 
Luke didn’t waste any time in deepening the kiss, his other hand finding solace on your hip. 
He kissed you until your lungs were empty and even after he continued to kiss you some more. 
When he did pull back he gasped for air, his lips deliciously puffy as they quipped up into a smirk. 
“I lied before Y/N, when I said you were just a line in my song.” 
You frowned a little at him, keeping your arms wrapped tightly around his neck. 
“What do you mean?” 
He placed a chaste and tender kiss to your lips before he rested your foreheads together and whispered, “you’re not just a line, you’re my whole damn song.” 
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melrosing · 5 months
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I just find so much of the whole Lyanna Rhaegar thing so interesting. And its something I've explored more in my fanfics (that I've not really posted). But it's really weird to me that so many people's take away was that they were starcrossed lovers when... Rhaegar was like 23 (idk, an adult), married with a kid and Lyanna was a 15 yo. regardless of many factors, Rhaegar was still in the wrong in kidnapping her (no matter how willing of a victim she was). I totally buy that they thought their love story was that of starcrossed lovers.
also I love Ned having a complicated relationship with Brandon. I'm a sucker for Ned/Cat, and it's always strange to think that had things gone right she would've married Brandon. Like, it must be weird to look at the family you love and know you wouldn't have any of it if your brother (and to some extent sister) hadn't died.
Anyways, love the ending of season 1! I've found the whole thing super fun!
Yeah, I talked a bit about how I see Rhaegar and Lyanna here - like I'm sure they felt like star-crossed lovers, and GRRM the Shakespeare fanatic has certainly incorporated a handful of Romeo & Juliet tropes into their story. But they're also a lot more complicated than that. I can't disregard Lyanna's age, I can't disregard Rhaegar's obsession with prophecy and how that may have played a part in his pursuit of Lyanna (and his pursuit of a child from her body), and I can't disregard how he treats Elia and their children.
And people do minimise the affront to Elia which is really irritating to me, like as you can see per my sparknotes thing I don't believe that Elia ever came to love Rhaegar - I think at best she may have thought in the early days she was lucky to have such a worthy match, but that there's otherwise no suggestion they were close or even had any especial rapport. So, fine - it was a political match and not a love match - so if either of them privately committed adultery, that would be one thing.
But humiliating Elia in front of virtually all of Westeros by making a show of disregarding her, when she is either pregnant with his child or has just given birth to his child... and then later leaving her and their two young children in the charge of a teenager and a pyromaniac??? like sorry no i'm just not having it babes. it's not on
And yeah I definitely like the idea of Brandon and Ned having a kind of spiky relationship! I think Ned loved his brother but I can imagine there were things he disliked about him. And that Brandon could be quite callous towards Ned, treating him a bit like a doormat, condescending to him etc, and not even realising he's doing it because Ned's feelings hardly register with him.
It would kind of make Ned's close friendship with Robert more interesting, because I think Brandon was probably a lot like Robert - but here's a version of his brother who has time for him and jokes with him and confides in him etc etc. So it was easier to look past Robert's foibles and failings.
But then obviously Ned would feel a lot of guilt for having resented his brother once Brandon is gone (and Brandon dies proving how much he truly values his family), and for having inherited everything he was meant to have. It makes me think again of Jon as like a twisted outlet of penance for Ned. like he would always have cared for and protected Jon for Lyanna, yet part of him thinks he deserves Catelyn's resentment and the judgement of society that comes with Jon, but for own private guilt.
anyway thanks so much for reading they're really fun to write! working on plotting out the next bunch tonight....
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any nurseydex fics on ur mind lately? I find myself thinking about them more lately but seem to have read everything for them!
to be honest i’ve not been reading too many new fics lately, i’ve mainly been writing. hopefully some of my own fics will be out there and on your mind early next year!
but here’s some from the amazing folks on this here site that stay on my mind. most of them aren’t new, i’m not very good at keeping up to date, but hopefully there’s something new for you here that you’ll love!
under the cut because this got long <3
a comprehensive guide to not talking about it by @alocalband
Nursey tried to kiss him.
Derek Nurse tried to kiss him.
The more Dex thinks about it, the more absolutely ridiculous it sounds.
one of my favourite fics of all time. just perfect. read anything by them actually, they’re all brilliant! this one though, i revisit it so often i could recite it by now.
to be alone with you also by alocalband
Will and Derek spend their junior year learning how to live together, learning how to be friends, and, eventually, figuring out that they'd like to be more.
im not going to list all of their fics (even though i could) but this one needs listing. always on my mind.
marie, hold on tight (and down we went) by @petedavidsonscock
Nursey says, “I’m melancholic as fuck right now, bros.”
Chowder opens his mouth to prompt him to continue, but Dex elbows him and mutters, “Don’t encourage him.”
short but so, so sweet. they’re best friends!!! also poor chowder. his endless over it-ness is one of my favourite nurseydex tropes
counting stars (what we could be) also by petedavidsonscock
Nursey has spent the last four years pretending to believe in astrology to annoy Dex. But with graduation coming up, the bit has to come to an end. Luckily, Dex is probably going to take the news in a really chill, normal, casual way.
this made me laugh out loud. nursey would totally do this and it would absolutely play out in this exact way. hilarious
in front of the same bathroom mirror by @geniusorinsanity
It's not surprising that sharing a room changes things, but neither of them expect the most important conversations in their strange, awkward friendship to happen in their shared bathroom.
(Or: five conversations Dex and Nursey have in a shared bathroom, and one in bed.)
UGH! just something about nursey and dex learning to live alongside each other and talking about the important things and being BEST FRIENDS. and kissing. obviously. this is another fic i reread every month or so
too much (extra) by @denois / @sexydexynurse
Dex nodded, not moving his gaze from the path in front of them. "Well, if there's anything I can do to help, I've got your back."
Snorting, Nursey's mouth let out the first words he thought without his permission. "Not much you can do unless you're going to date me."
i was smiling all the way through this and so i think more people need to read it. it’s super cute. dex wooing nursey is honestly one of my fave things because he deserves it!!!!
kiss my chapped lips and call me yours by @omgdexnursey
Dex prefers things that are easy, simple, and straightforward.
Nursey is none of those things.
angst warning, but also CUTE WARNING. this is a really sweet story. because nursey is SO MUCH and dex doesn’t get it until he does. but them learning to take care of each other and being soft… i need a minute
i’m sinking fast (it’s alright)
Dex blinks up at the ceiling a few times, trying to reckon with himself and the constant loop of what are we doing what are we doing what are we doing spinning through his dehydrated brain.
When he turns his head, Nursey's already dozing off. Dex sighs, gazing back up at the ceiling, puzzled by the warm press of Nursey’s leg against his, the very insistence of them sharing a bed.
Friends don’t do this, he thinks.
the character development in this is just. i love it. the journey through the seasons, the passage of time… gorgeous
i’m a fire and i’ll keep your brittle heart warm by @jennybeantime
It's senior year and No, Dex is Not attracted to Nursey and No, he is Not going to do anything about it.
use a taylor song as your fic title and you’ve got me. obsessed with how soppy and cute this story is. obsessed with dex having absolutely zero self control. obsessed!!!!
can’t hide from you like i hide from myself by @andtimestoodstill
In which Dex has only applied to jobs in cities that Nursey has applied to grad schools in. They are Not Together.
oh gosh, their banter and interactions in this are so charming, chowder and the others included. even the arguing (there’s arguing!! angst warning!!!). i really enjoyed this, i never read much later fic but this is a great example. adorable
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What if Cody had REDDIT😂😂😂
AITA for building my crush's face?
Asshole
u/throwawaymeister OP
I (17M) am currently in a gameshow. The other day my crush 'Jen' (17F) was eliminated.
Today we had to build something from a bunch of materials but we weren't told what to build. Since my team was doing NOTHING I decided to build Jen's face as a cute way of remembering her and also it's an awesome act of romance.
Anyway it turns out we were meant to build a boat and the rest of my team are super pissed about it because the other team HAS built a boat. So guys, AITA?
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u/trustinspa
INFO: Are they way ahead?
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u/throwawaymeister OP
yeah, so we've got to go. We need to build something to sail, something we can row.
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does it need to be a boat?
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↳u/throwawaymeister OP
Not necessarily, as long as it stays. afloat.
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u/guysweats
WHY DID YOU BUILD JEN'S FACE???
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u/JenMasterson
YTA. Based on OP's replies it's clear 'Jen' doesn't like OP and he's being reeeally creepy. I hope your stalker leaves you alone. She needs therapy but kindly, so do you.
EDIT: GUYS. I'M NOT THE JEN OP IS TALKING ABOUT.
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u/HeyJude16
INFO: Is the other team's boat ready to sail?
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u/throwawaymeister OP
Almost, they're just hammering in the final nail. They really did this fast, I think they're gonna be back in first class.
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um. First class? Of what? Why?
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BECAUSE WE BUILT JEN'S FACE!!
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u/SierraFan2007
If it's not clear OP is Cody from Total Drama. I only heard back from my friend Sierra (she's competing in the new season she got on! Please support her when the season starts on cable) the other day as they won't let her use social media but she won a challenge letting her talk to us and omg she doesn't see how TOXIC OP/c*dy is. The cast vote people off and he votes for her EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. AND WHEN THEY'RE VOTED OFF THEY'RE THROWN OFF A PLANE 30,000 FEET HIGH IN THE AIR. AND SHE'S BEEN DOING SO MUCH FOR HIM AND SHE DOESN'T SEE HOW MEAN HE IS. So he WANTS HER TO FALL OUT OF A PLANE??? Also do you never sing in challenges because you're always on Reddit or something GET YOUR HEAD IN THE GAME!!!
YTA OP, Sierra deserves better and the official Cody fanclub hates you.
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u/Iluvrealitytv
A fan dating a reality TV star? I don't see how that could work😂
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witchersoldier · 2 years
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Stars He Hung || part two
azriel x fem!reader
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PART ONE PART THREE
SUMMARY: He hung the stars for you. Then he made you cry them all.
WARNINGS: (+16) first person pov, angst, suicidal thoughts, unrequited love, more angst, probably bad writing.
WORD COUNT: +1200
Author's Note: I feel like I rushed into this one and it ended up more of a filler chapter than super important part of the story. It's not as good as I thought it'd be. But more is to come, hopefully faster than part two came. This was not proofread. Also sorry if I forget to tag anyone, I suck at this posting fics thing
tag list: @clara-geekhime
@yakoxshadow
@feysandzoyalailover
@tell-me-a-poem
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“Y/N sweetheart, are you awake?” someone knocked on my bedroom door, asking for me with a soothing voice. Barely awaken and already had a hammering headache, the consequences of crying myself to numbness hitting stronger than ever. I sat up on the bed, stretching my legs and arms. “Who is it?” I asked in between yawning. Slowly walking to the mirror placed above my dresser, I saw my reflection and the remaining golden stains on my face and neck. “It’s me, Feyre. Can I come in?” shit, I thought. I must have cried more after washing my face last night, when I thought I had calmed down. “Just a moment, please.” I responded while running to the bathroom sink to wash my face as fast as I could. Just before opening the door, I noticed my face wasn’t the only thing stained with golden tears, my pillow was too. Extending a hand towards the pillow, shiny purple tendrils of light seeped from me and reached to turn the messy side down.
Opening the door when everything seemed in order, Feyre’s big blue eyes greeted me, a sympathetic smile matching her doe eyes. “I won’t beat around the bush, so please, let’s sit down so we can talk.” She asked, worry in her voice. “Feyre, I appreciate your concern, really. But everything’s fine, you don’t have to worry.” I tried to assure her, but she just ignored my words and took my hand in hers, leading me to the lilac armchairs I had by the window, near the bookshelf-covered wall. Sitting down, I stared at her for quite some time before she spoke, “I talked with Amren earlier, about what I saw last night.” The words were carefully said to me, she knows it’s a touchy subject and I know that what she found about my condition is not going to be good news. “How bad is it?” I want nothing more than to be over with this conversation, so I can go back to the never ending self-pity cycle. “It’s a disease called Star Tear, caused by-” she paused, taking in a long breath before announcing “It’s caused by unrequited love.” I saw pain and confusion in Feyre’s eyes, it hurt her to tell me about this. Which is totally understandable, I’d hurt too, if I had to tell my best friend the fae she’s hopelessly in love with doesn’t reciprocate her feelings. But why is there confusion in her? Everything is so obviously clear. “The star light you’re crying; it’ll damage your vision. Within the first five days, the colors you see will start to fade away, until the only color you can see is from the golden tears.” Feyre was fidgeting with her hands. It’s been such a long time since I saw her antsy, anxious. “What happens after the five days? Do I die?” If I’m honest with myself, that’d be a great relief. Not having to deal with the shame, the pain he’s putting me through. “No. After those five days, you start losing your vision. If by the seventh day you’re still crying stars, you’ll be permanently blind.” How poetic, I think, living in the City of Starlight, crying stars for the love you give to a male who doesn’t seem to know how to love, then being blinded by love and stars. All those dreams I had as a youngling, about loving someone who makes you see stars, they were so misinterpreted. Everything I once craved turned into my own ruin. I dug my own grave, I cursed my own future. I deserve this awful destiny; I should be fated to an even worse one. I was so stupid. I am so stupid. He made me stupid.
“Thank you for letting me know, Fey, but I need to be alone right now. Please.” Holding back those stupidly bright tears were so difficult, so fucking difficult. Feyre has so much do deal with, I can’t stress her any further. I’d never forgive myself if I was to blame for worrying her during her pregnancy. This is the one thing I can’t bear to do. She stands up, but not to leave my room as I hoped she would. She stood in front of me, offering her hand before she sat by the arm of my own chair. Looking down at me, with her eyes so warm and comforting, “Y/N, I…” Feyre stopped as if she was balancing her words and deciding against voicing her thoughts. “It’s okay. Take your time. When you’re ready, come down and let’s have something to eat, okay?” I nodded before she left.
Overthinking all night, I barely got any sleep. Tossing and turning in my bed, my blanket fell off so many times, I lost count. My cheeks were once again dirty with star tears as I stare at my reflection in the mirror, trying to look presentable for the day. My temples hurt, headache taking over me, with something like pieces of a puzzle itching in my mind, trying to come together. She needed to ask me something, I noticed that. Whatever it was, must be like a blow to the stomach, something so hard to take in that Feyre, my High Lady and best friend, couldn’t ask me. As if anything she had to say could make me hurt more. Little did she know that there’s almost nothing left of me to hurt. Seeing Azriel giving Elain that necklace, being so close to her, feeling his desire, it ripped me apart. My chest tightened so much, there wasn’t enough air in the world for me to breath at that moment. I felt like my heart was tied by a rope so strong and powerful that I couldn’t get away from the scene. I was frozen in place. Tied to him. And the more I had to stretch that rope that bound us together, the more it hurt. Walking away from him physically hurt. I don’t think something could ever hurt me more than the weight of this rope on my chest. Crushing my heart, begging for release. Release.
I didn’t realize he had finished cleaning me up until I missed his body warmth beside me. Blindly reaching out to him, I touched his scarred hand, grabbing his attention back to me. “I love you, did you know that?” I said barely above a whisper, unconsciously caressing his hand. Azriel leaned down and softly kissed my forehead. He’s always been sweet to me, but even in my almost dozed off state I could feel the difference. This was tender, loving and even a little melancholic, as his lips trembled and tears formed in his waterline. I wish he would open up, let me him. I want to understand him, but right now I can barely keep my eyes open. “Let me in to your heart, I would never hurt you.” I muttered before the warmest and brightest of feelings inside my chest lulled me into a deep sleep.
“You already own my heart, my mate.” Azriel whispered to himself. The realization sending chills down his spine. He longed to feel like this, but there were so many things keeping him from getting what he’s always dreamed of. So many thoughts restraining him, keeping him trapped in this dark and cold pit, in a loop of fear and anger, sadness and self-hate, pain. What does it take to get out of this place? How does he let go?
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foranpo · 1 year
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ੈ˚★ stand by you.
anon asked: Can you write reader wants to break up with Itachi bc she has zero frnds and she's not that active,she's introverted and doesn't know what she wants in her life,she feels super insecure about herself and feels like shes boring and she's not the best choice for him?!? She sometimes stays depressed and anxious
fandom: naruto.
character: itachi.
reader: gn!
genre: drabble.
content: hurt/comfort, talk about negative emotions.
word count: 1k.
cole’s note: this is small, but i think that if i made it bigger it wouldn't be as 'powerful' (idk wat words im searching but yea lets go w it) anywyas, this a little love letter and hope you like it <3
 ੈ♡˳────── enjoy the reading <3 ──────
You couldn't control your tears.
You felt pathetic, utterly ridiculous at that moment, carried by your emotions, run over by your brusque words that broke from your heart and expelled painful truths for Itachi. You couldn't do anything but cry; no more words lay in you, no more fears longing for daylight, no more confessions needing to be heard.
At that moment, all you needed was to cry.
And Itachi let you cry.
Without uttering a word, without letting himself be carried away by the suddenness of your hurt, Itachi remained by your side. Embracing you with the affection of someone who would never leave you, caressing you with the love of someone who would never stop loving you, Itachi stayed by your side. He waited —patiently, thoughtfully, Itachi waited for your tears to dry, for your heart to ease, for your mind to clear.
Itachi waited for you.
Itachi didn't abandon you.
Those were suffocating moments for you. The uncertainty of what awaited you made you more nervous, the constant love that Itachi insisted on showing you making you even more anxious, even more guilty, even more hurt.
"Is that really what you want?"
Itachi's question didn't wait for the continuous lines of your tears to dry on your face; as soon as your crying stopped and your face moved slightly away from his chest, Itachi quickly attacked you with that question that had been tormenting his brain since he heard your words.
Was that really what you wanted?
Was it?
You didn't know. It was all still very confusing for you; everything was still shrouded in a strong and thick cloud of darkness, all your thoughts pushing against each other, leaving no room for any clarity or certainty. You just didn't know.
"Be alone. Is that what you really want?"
Alone.
With no one.
With no one. Without Itachi.
Without Itachi. Without Itachi. Without Itachi. Without…
"Throwing it all away just because that's what you think you deserve?"
You deserve it.
You know you deserve this. Loneliness. Isolation. You know you deserve nothing more than the constant imprisonment of your mind, the total pain and anguish you use as a treadmill every time you decide to leave the house. It's what you deserve. You know it's what you deserve.
"Why are you willing to throw yourself away, just to remain broken? Didn't you survive long enough? Don't you think now is the time to start living?"
You couldn't look at Itachi.
You felt pain. Hurt. Anguish. A little frustration, even —for the words you said moments ago, wanting to break the promise you made to spend this life together, breaking the commitment of an eternal love that was created under so many stars; for the words that Itachi was muttering to you now, filled with the anger of not being able to protect you from your mind, too melancholy to have any effect other than weighing on your conscience.
That's why you listened to Itachi. And you waited.
As he waited for you moments before, he waited to help you, he waited to speak to you, you were also waiting for Itachi; you waited to hear him, you waited to understand him.
"Why do you run away from the happiness you deserve? Why do you self-sabotage to remain trapped in your darkness? Don't you think it's time you went out into the sun? Let it be that light and warmth that comforts you instead of that cold and painful darkness that you insist on enveloping you."
You shook your head, your eyes filling with tears once more, your heart squeezing with each word spoken by Itachi.
How were you supposed to be able to explain to Itachi that all the sea that existed inside you, destructive and aggressive, managed to be deeper than all the profanities you shouted at him moments ago? How were you supposed to express all the waves and currents that gnawed at you inside, crumbling all your dreams and thoughts? How were you supposed to manage to be coherent when a whirlwind of fears and emotions drowned your heart so casually?
"It's not because you want to abandon me, that I'm going to let you abandon yourself."
You shook your head, the tears heavier than ever, desperately wanting to release all the suffering that was running inside you, wanting to free yourself from the strong grips of darkness that had been consuming you for too long.
"If that's what you really want, if ending our relationship will make you feel better, lighter, I don't object. But if you're going to dive deeper into your sea of torture, I have to intervene. I won't allow you to let yourself be drowned in your thoughts even more when I know I can make a difference. Big or small. I know I can help you. I know I can give you a little bit of my light."
"Don't you understand this is for you? That this is the best for you?..."
It was difficult for you to speak, your words escaped in a murmur, clearly afraid of reaching Itachi's ears, too nervous to be refuted by Itachi's sentimental logic.
"The best for me?" Itachi couldn't contain the small laugh that escaped his lips with a tenderness capable of instantly softening the atmosphere between you. "How could it be the best for me, if I only want you?"
He took your hand, stroking it with his thumb. Itachi's eyes were now staring into yours, a lightness and warmth shining gently in his eyes.
"I may not contain constellations within me, I may not even know how to recite the most romantic poems; but I can give you my heart. Small, corrupted by the world, sometimes even broken, but always whole, always pure, for you.”
A caress on your cheek, a long, thoughtful, heartfelt kiss on your forehead.
"We are all broken. We are all destroyed, my love. But it is what we decide to love that gives our lives meaning."
A caress on your face, a slight gesture to lift your chin and look at him.
"I decide to love you with all my darkness."
A tear shed gently comforting itself in Itachi's hand, a slight smile released by him.
"Let me love you. Let me help you."
A quick kiss on your lips, another tear from you to temper Itachi's lyrical words.
"Please. Let me stay by your side."
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blonde-and-cat-suc · 5 months
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choose violence ask game: 3, 12 and 22?
p.s. love your blog, please keep spreading the truth!
And I love blogging <3!!! I do it for the girls and the gays.
>>>><<<<
Answers under the cut . . . This is gonna be a long one.
3) Screenshot or description of the worse take you've seen on tumblr?
Okay, so, the only problem with this one is that I've literally seen too many to count. But the one that I'd often seen and had the most visceral reaction to were definitely the longer, well articulated analysis posts from stans that did SO MUCH bending and twisting to claim Adora being equally toxic/(and or abusive) to Catra. Which, obviously, I also spent time analyzing. Trying my best to understand what was going on. And you know what? I get it. I don't agree. But I get it. Adora and Catra grew up under the same circumstances, so yeah, they wouldn't be entirely innocent of picking up bad habits from their childhood. Realistically. Fine.
But implying that Adora is worse? Worse than Catra?
...
Anyway, I've suffered from my own self-inflicted torture in the past. I wish I hadn't spent so much time reading stan analysis the way I did, but... Here we are.
And that's just on Tumblr. I don't believe that other social media/forum sites are better or worse about c//a and SPOP, but I have seen worse in The Wilds. (At least on Tumblr there's the filtering options. Everywhere else, good luck).
12) The unpopular character that you actually like, and why more people should like them?
Guys. I LOVE SWIFT WIND. I FUCKING LOVE SWIFT WIND I DON'T CARE THAT HE'S ANNOYING THEY'RE ALL FUCKING ANNOYING!!!
First of all, yes, yes, yes, Swift Wind is horrendous wasted potential (surprise, surprise), and yes, of course, I'm still pissed over it. Those scenes where he's so loyal and kind to Adora, and she, having no other point of reference for a friend, much less a resourceful friend... Like, awwhh. Plus, he makes it very clear that he has his own will and isn't just mindlessly following Adora around like a god-honest horse would. He has his own agenda. He doesn't have to go into battle with Adora, and doesn't gain too much from risking his life to help her and her friends in the short term, but Swift Wind does it anyway. He's interested and invested in Adora, personally, anyway. He wants to be there for her and support her growth as a person.
And Adora deserves all of those amazing, raw, sappy, fairytale friendships!
I DON'T CARE THAT HE'S LITERALLY A HORSE HE IS STILL FUNCTIONALLY A HUMAN BEING. THEY ARE BESTIES. THEY LITERALLY HAVE A MY LITTLE PONY FRIENDSHIP IS MAGIC LINK GOING ON. THEY SHOULD HAVE CONSIDERED SWIFTIE TO BE APART OF THE BEST FRIENDS SQUAD, I ACTUALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY HE ISN'T.
MORE LOVE FOR SWIFT WIND!!!
22) Favorite part of canon that everyone else ignores?
In my experience, this is the type of fandom that cultivates, um, extreme niches, for lack of a better term. As in, literally what my blog is compared to a "stan's" blog. They're like. Different SPOP fans everywhere, so I don't truly believe that there's a portion of this show that is genuinely ignored... There's someone out there that liked even the tiniest, unimportant fraction of this show. Just got to go find them. (Hell, I know people that love, like, Tall Star specifically, out of all the other characters. Nothing has gone totally unnoticed, which is something I really love about the fanbase as a whole, despite everything).
Anyway, to keep it short, my favorite "underappreciated" parts are hm... Maybe the parts where Adora gets to explore the world around her? And not in a super plot related way. I know that the BFS goofing off so much isn't totally ignored. But I like to see that Adora especially was still learning new things everyday in canon, just like, randomly. Nothing to do with the Horde or the Rebellion. Just. She should be excited for the new world around her, dude. Those are pretty rare moments in the show, actually. Wish there were more.
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jjtheresidentbaby · 6 months
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Little Spencer ‘Spider’ White headcanons
♡ attached to day 6 moodboard for fictionalagerechallange
notes: I ignored canon for a minute so I can do whatever I want — also this more so turned into me rambling about a fic idea I have in form of bullet points hshjsj
warnings: set in a classification au, talk of underage drinking/smoking weed, spider being insecure about his regression, swearing, his parents aren’t great, just angst tw
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talk about repression. god he wouldn’t know what healthy coping is if it slapped him in the face
so so insecure about being a little to the point that he just doesn’t tell anyone — yeah this backfires…
has this whole “system” where he forces himself not to regress (even if he really needs to) until he’s alone and 100% sure that nobody’s going to bother him or risk anyone finding out
even Ant & Dusty don’t know for a while
because it all comes crashing down — as does most genius ideas Spencer gets tbh, he’s horrible at good decisions okay
but back to before anyone else finds out — his regression is kept to time alone in his room, maybe a kids movie going if he can convince himself that it won’t be the end of the world to allow himself some comfort
him hating the fact that he’s a little definitely bleeds into the times he’s actually regressed, he has a hard time relaxing fully, refuses to buy himself any little gear aside from what he already has, just lacking proper self care even more than normal
his regression is super emotional and taxing for him, which means he avoids it even more
can not stand when people make jokes about him possibly being a little — and everyone knows it so ofc they do it more
takes to drinking and smoking weed a lot heavier once he gets his classification and is hit with all that insecurity
the only backfire of this is that occasionally if he smokes too much he’ll start to slip and have to make up some excuse to either go home or drink enough to get blackout drunk and distract his mind
panics anytime another little is around him and asks him to play or really anything — people usually assume he’s just a neutral that has no idea what he’s doing
promptly ignores any speeches or comments in media or told at school about how important it is for littles to regress regularly and how not regressing can cause serious harm
he’s fine. definitely fine.
until he’s not and something happens and he’s suddenly involuntarily slipping into little space about to go into a panic attack because he’s around people and can’t leave
whoever finds him in that state deserves a gold star for weeding through his cries and mumbles to figure out what the hells going on
so sooooo resistant to having a caregiver around once he’s found out — still denies he’s a little, while he’s regressed, because yeah that’ll totally work
eventually Malakai & Amerie get him to talk about it, cause he lowkey can’t say no to either of them and they’re the most coaxing patient cg’s ever
they’re downright horrified when they find out how long he’s been going without regressing and how badly he’s been taking care of himself
Malakai almost cries seeing the pathetic 1 pacifier & sippy cup & 2 stuffed animals that Spider thinks suffices as enough little gear
the whole SLT’s group is equally as taken back by this information and promptly go on an online shopping spree to get Spider some new/better little gear
he doesn’t talk much while he’s regressed, falling more towards the baby space side of regression
clings to anyone that’ll let him once he gets over the whole ‘nah I don’t need a cg’ thing that goes on for a while
really likes sitting with Quinni and listening to her talk about Angeline of the Underworld lore — he might not understand it but he likes hearing her talk and she always has fun stickers/makeup on or little clips in her hair that he likes
has apologized a million times over for everything that he did — he’s been throughly assured that it’s okay and he’s forgiven but he still catches himself apologizing again
even once the group finds out he’s a little and he gets more comfortable in his classification there’s still times he doesn’t regress when he should or still falls into the feeling of being insecure about his regression
horrible at communicating things when small
has sat through entire conversations about Big topics™️ while small and only said something when someone asked his opinion on it — every cg in the group has tried to talk him out of the habit, it doesn’t work
practically every person he ever “hated” while big becomes his new favorite person when he’s small — he gets throughly teased for this
Sasha reluctantly lets him sit with her while she plans out whatever protest she’s going to be a part of — she’d never say it but she doesn’t find Spider that bad when he’s regressed
Harper also falls into the reluctant cg status when Spider’s small
Quinni would too if she wasn’t so forgiving and sweet, she could never be reluctant about taking care of anyone and yeah that includes Spider
Darren hates this. But they don’t take it out on Spider when he’s small as they aren’t mean but it’s definitely known when he’s big
his parents suck for a plethora of reasons but especially once he gets his classification — he doesn’t talk about it often or even acknowledge that his home life isn’t great, but sometimes when he’s regressed he’ll get triggered into crying fits over what his parents have said/done
the SLT’s group hate his parents. all of them.
if he can help it, he won’t be at home and will go to a caregivers house or find some activity to do
Ant’s parents also suck so they spend a lot of time at Malakai’s together
if Spider’s regressed and Ant’s around it is pure chaos, absolute madness, the caregivers of the group have to reign them in all the time
Malakai & Amerie are definitely Spider’s favorite caregivers and he’s shameless about it. nobody’s really surprised tho
he also clings to Dusty quite a bit
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Thorin x husband!dwarf!reader fluff
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A/N: Since there's not much hobbit x male!reader stories, I decided to write some for you guys. I'm actually super nervous about posting this, since it's my first time writing fluff with Thorin. So please go easy on me and remember english is not my native language, but I still hope you lads enjoy this super cheesy short fluff.
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"Are you coming to bed, Âmralime?" you heard the deep voice of husband say.
You were immersed in a book, you had recently bought. It was a very simple story nothing spectacular. But you had waited for an exciting plot to happend. It had been nearly 2 hours and nothing really occured. You decided to close the book bound in brown leather and turned your (h/c) head to your husband awaiting your response.
"I'm coming, my love," you answerd him.
Slowly, but surely you made your way towards your bed. Taking your shoes off first before getting under the covers. You were already wearing your comfortable nightgown.
It was night time outside, stars were shining bright and a soft, cold breeze coming through the window made you shiver a little.
"You're shivering husband, come Ghivashel, let me warm you up," Thorin offered.
"Being in your presence alone makes me already feel warmer," you whispered towards him.
You weren't normally so sweet, being a strong dwarven warrior and all, but in the presence of your husband you can't help but let out more of your soft side the others rarely got to see.
Your husband smiled at you. His bright and white teeth being visible. It was a very genuine smile and it made your heart flutter. Oh how you loved your husband's gorgeous smile and his beautiful bright blue eyes which shined even brighter everytime he looked at you.
"What did I do, to deserve such a handsome husband as you, (Y/N)" Thorin spoke softly.
You chucked, feeling the heat rush to your bearded face.
"And I wonder how did I get so lucky. Married to such a fine dwarf as yourself."
Thorin beamed at you.
"I truly must be the most luckiest dwarf in the world, because I'm married to the most attractive dwarf in Arda," he commented.
"Now now don't go too soft on me, Oakenshield." you teased "For now just let us sleep. We can continue flirting in the morning."
That answer made him chuckle. The bed creaked softly as Thorin came closer to you. He softly wrapped his hairy, muscular arms protectively around you, as if he was scared you would slip away from him. Not that you ever would, being a robust dwarf an all, but you can't help but grin as he held you tightly in his embrace his arms wrapped around your body, as you both lay on your side. He pulled the soft blanket tighter over your bodies and you began to snuggle your head into the crook of his neck, your beard slightly scratching against his skin. You breathed in his strong masculine scent. It reminded you of home, where you are right now, with the love of your life.
Even a strong dwarf warrior still needed some love and care too.
Your eyes scanned over his muscular body, covered in scars. He was so very handsome. It didn't take long before you began to hear your husband softly snoring right next to you.
Ever since your marriage, your life has been filled with constant happiness. Thorin may be grumpy and moody at times, but around you he became a total softie. Like butter he would melt in your embrace, you brought out the best side in him. Being with you has left him feeling more at peace than ever before. He's a tough dwarf but you, as his better half knew how to handle him and put him in his place, if the time called for it.
You stared up at the peaceful, sleeping form of your husband one last time, before the slumber slowly began to take you. You smiled and closed your eyes. Still laying in your husband's robust arms. Around him you truly felt safe, he was yours and you were his, nothing would ever change that.
And soon you found yourself in a world of wonderful dreams, laying right next to the love of your life. He truly made you feel like the happiest dwarf alive and the cold air of the dark night being completely forgotten as you shared warmth, the sound of both your deep snores filling the room.
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Hihi!! Can you do like Tsukasa x reader (gender neutral if possible) whos just overall super physically affectionate and now im not sur which format you write in but hcs would work fine (although if you write in a fic format thats perfectly fine too). Like seriously i just want to hug the silly guy
Also in case i ever request again (and i very likely willl hehe) can i be 🍁anon? Thats it have a nice day/night baii :DD
TSUKASA WITH A SUPER PHYSICALLY AFFECTIONATE READER
TTHIS IS SO REAL tsukasa definitely need a hug, the silly dude ever. and btw just to let you, and others, know ! i only do headcanon type of writing since they’re very easy to do <3!! thank you for requesting, and welcome, 🍁 anon, we hope you stay and enjoy the show!~
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TENMA TSUKASA (天馬司)
TSUKASA is a big fan of physical affection, it’s one of his main forms of showing his love and gratitude towards you.. but he doesn’t even come close compared to you!
in fact, he’s so used to receiving a hug or at least a little kiss on the cheek from you that if at one point you forget, he’d think you might be mad at him for something!
which doesn’t totally cause him to come over having a fake rose in his mouth asking for your forgiveness in the most theatrical way possible, no no no!
sometimes it could be a bit suffocating for him, but not in a bad way! it’s like a bunch of clouds surround him and squeeze the life out of him whenever you give him your daily dose of surprise hugs.
he could try and out-do how much physical affection he receives from you every single day but he would fail, badly. like.. really really badly.. almost to the point where you’d notice he’s giving you more attention than usual.
like, he would be very embarrassed or nervous whenever you comment how he’s giving you more physical touch than usual, using his lame excuse as "what? can i not show my upmost gratitude and love towards the most valuable treasure this future star has ever laid eyes upon?"
there is never once a boring moment in TSUKASA’s life now that you’re in the picture. you’re simply proving that you truly love the future star, how could he not bathe in the shower of your affection? (metaphorically.)
like, he could be walking home from you and suddenly you jump out of the bushes to give him a hug! when you did it for the first time he genuinely screamed very loudly, now he simply yelps but knows its you so he smiles!
there is never a time where you two are in the same place and not touching each other. in public he would simply hold your hand and maybe a kiss on the cheek a few times. in private he would give you a bit more kisses than in public and would hug you much more.
in short, TSUKASA loves your constant affection to bits! he would gladly open his arms out just for you to give him everything he deserves!.. as long as it isn't in public of course. he'd feel highly embarrassed.
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