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#heads or tails?
play-my-game · 5 months
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boredom-thingy · 8 months
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Sometimes I get hit with a wave of grief and I don't know where it came from. And then I realize that maybe I'm mourning myself. I'm mourning the life I thought I was going to have, the life I had planned before I realized that I simply couldn't handle it. My body and mind couldn't handle the heights I dreamed of, the stairs to get there were too much. So I shortened the journey, I dropped parts and pieces, I lost myself trying to find myself.
I'm grieving for my friends who feel much the same way and I'm grieving for the fact that they have to see me suffering. It's not fair for them to have to handle my suffering, my mourning on top of their own.
I'm grieving because I've watched the people I love more than the world, more than myself, throw themselves over the edge of cliffs I don't know if they can come back from. I've watched myself go over the edge of those very same cliffs and I grieve the uncertainty of if I will ever make it back. If I will ever be able to learn how to love and be loved, how to convince others to see themselves as worth something more than what they believe.
This is about mourning the endless cycle of suicidal heroism, killing yourself for those that you love and them doing the same for you. Mourning the understanding that that cycle is hard to break, the fact that none of us understand the word "rest" anymore. None of us know how to accept love and therefore don't fully know how to love. Killing yourself for someone you love is terrible because they never wanted you to die at all but we're caught in a cycle of killing ourselves without even realizing that that's what were doing.
I'm grieving that my inability to think I could ever be enough has sowed the seeds that bloom into grand gestures that betray my self loathing. The flowers grow in my lungs and despite their beauty, I can't fucking breathe.
Kindness is a violence of it's own, and we are familiar with violence but not of that kind.
I grieve for the sun I stare into, but cannot feel.
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puppyeared · 1 year
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learned something about myself lately
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seldompathic · 7 months
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But it will
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sad-leon · 9 months
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So some of y'all need to go touch some grass and learn that brotherly affection can include forhead and cheek kisses without it being gross
I like to imagine Leo is very affectionate, but when his brothers show him affection, he freezes up. Especially after the invasion, he fucking cries when his brothers show him affection wihtout him needing to "earn it" or anything like that
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salamispots · 11 months
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on to the next gift wip
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sunnystrikerz · 20 days
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Mac and his scary titan privileges :]
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natp20 · 6 months
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just a lil guy (evil)
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peaceandlove26 · 6 months
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wip of my new favorite baby, designed by graymutual, currently unnamed but definitely a twiluna child
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dracula-enthusiast · 7 months
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my first thought upon seeing this panel
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dailypokemoncrochet · 2 months
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neurotypical-sonic · 1 year
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whenever he has to toss a coin, sonic always calls tails. send post
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bluewolfangel01 · 1 month
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Levi: "I don't understand why you like someone as pathetic as me, I'm not that good at anything other then being a nasty useless otaku, (insert more self degrading here)."
Mc: *blank faced, moving sneakily close to Levi and picks him up bridal style*
Mc: "Snake <3."
Levi: *Stunned silent, he doesn't move for a few moments, then his tail curls around Mc's leg, and leans into their touch.*
Levi: "Y-yeah...."
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freys-dumpster-fire · 1 month
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reunion
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acnologias-ass · 3 months
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It's still Pride Month so have some Fraxus I guess 💚💛
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puppyeared · 3 months
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(guy who has never played cotl) haha au time
#this started as a design exercise bc i couldnt get sphinx/devon rex narinder out of my head#but the whole time i was thinking man imagine if the lamb brings him in as a follower but nobody knows he was actually. you know#and the followers are like haha wow our leader channels the power and wisdom of the one who waits almost as if they were them#would that be cool or what. anyway heres narinder reassuming his pre-bishop form and everything his flesh remembers before godhood#ok now im gonna ramble abt design notes#the singe marks were inspired by fallen angels like how some ppl say they burned while falling from heaven. i wanted smth like that when#the lamb is resurrected by nari.. their outfit is inspired by papal cloaks while narinders is based on crusader armor#the lambs name 'bellwether' is also a term used for sheep that wear a bell and lead the flock and i thought that was cool#idk what the thuribles do yet but i do have smth in mind where theyre linked together. and ofc the lamb has a shepherds staff#very proud of nari's little devil tail!! and it was hard to see bc its so dark but he has wrinkles around his forehead to conceal his#third eye. even he isnt aware of it (for now)#idk where im going with this au i just have a bunch of ideas?? basically the lamb is keeping nari's identity a secret from him so he doesnt#go down that path of powerhungry destruction. smth like trying to lead him down a better path but feels guilty lying to do that#also theyre in love with each other and theyre stupid pining idiots abt it. mwah#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#the one who waits#cotl the one who waits#narilamb#art#au#myart#my art#character design#cotl au#false prophet! au
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