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thepenguisalive7 · 10 months

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Being tired is hard, bebou 🥒 clip

#What if I cried hmm what would happen then #badboyhalo #qsmp fanart #badboyhalo fanart #Etoiles #qsmp etoiles #etoiles fanart #bagi #oibagi #dapper qsmp #sweetduo #qsmp

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fala-alfredo-pasta · 20 days

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A very self indulgent tatted and pierced up Ichimatsu thas it

#mr. osomatsu #ichimatsu #ichimatsu matsuno #ososan #osomatsu san #matsuno ichimatsu #my art #suggestive #piercings #tattoos #todomatsu #he's there verbally and spiritually but not emotionally cuz he's tired of ichimatsu's bs #he spends all his money on cat treats -- tattoos--and peircings #the tatts on his body cost a lot more than totty's phone and it pisses totty off lol #ichi: ''yknow monetarily my body is worth more than everyone here.''#totty: ''and yet you look the cheapest why is that? hmm? 💅''#ichi: ''bitter because you desperately want a tattoo but don't have the balls to commit to one huh?''#totty: *holding back tears* "f-fuk you.''#totty caves and finally gets a small tattoo on his thigh #he cries while ichimatsu holds his hands through all of it #ichi's so proud of his baby bro can't even tease him cuz he knows totty is being so brave about it #but also ichimatsu is an even bigger bitch when getting his tatts and literally passes out #every single time because needles man. But totty don't need to know that lol #choro: ''you can get a needle inserted in you for hours at a time but can't sit through one 1 min vaccination??''#ichi: ''it's not the same fappy. I get a cool forever art piece with a tatt. What do i get with a vaccination??''#choro: ''the avoidance of death and illness.''#ichi: ''exactly why prolong my existence here?''#choro: ''we really need to get you a therapist.''#a e i o queue #made and tagged this months ago and forgot i never posted it

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midnight-els · 10 months

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For All Mankind - 3x05 and 4x04

Remote in my darkened exile, the days dragged by so slowly, without grace, without inspiration, without life, without tears, without love. Then my spirit woke and you, you appeared again, like a transient vision, like pure beauty’s spirit.

#this show is going to kill me #it was the SAME MUSIC in both scenes #what if I cried hmm #that poem being used to reference them being canon 😭😭😭#can't wait until we get the most devestating margo/sergei reunion and I get to add it to this set #for all mankind #fam spoilers #margo madison #sergei nikulov #margo x sergei #my gifs

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thomas-the-goat-of-satan · 28 days

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but amongst the pastiche of war and desire. beauty and damage. I saw Claudia. in an impossible afternoon light she could never survive in. Claudia, as Madeleine perceived her. resplendent. rendered even more beautiful by her beholder. and I knew then, with all certainty, she would be a better companion to Claudia than I ever had.

#what if I cried #hmm??#interview with the vampire #claudeleine #claudia #madeleine eparvier #louis de pointe du lac #cloey talks iwtv #mine

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whiterunguard · 5 months

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If hes not a girl why does he wear a skirt..... Checkmate. imperial libberals .... HA!

#talking #skyrim #shitpost #general tullius #what if i peeled all of my skin off and turned it into a handbag. what then #i really hate this fucking guy #i wish he would drop dead #genuinely i want nothing more than to see him burn in fucking hell for all of eternity #im going to put him in a blender and turn it on #im going to dangle him over a pit of sharks and cut the rope #im going to drop a comically large anvil on his head #im going to put on knife shoes and stomp him to death #i hate you general tullius i wish you nothing but misery and pain and sand #sadness not sand #whatever i hope you get sand too dipshit. all in your fucking shoes you pathetic worm #i bet he cries himself to sleep at night #everybody beat general tullius with hammers #NOW NOW NOW #KILL THIS DISGUSTING CRETIN WITH BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA TO THE BODY AND HEAD #hey btw im the most normalest guy in the world #you can trust me #ive never said anything strange or perhaps peculiar in my entire lifetime #and this is a fact #so i think you should um. believe im the regular person on this planet Earth #and nothing is more true ok #maybe i do hold a little disdain for this weird thing. hmm. sooo what.#so what if i put out a little bit of peanut butter with rat poison in it to kill him huh. so what #what are YOU gonna do about it. hmm. yeah nothing #that's what i fucking thought.

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itsaseamonster · 1 year

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My Tav: *barges through the gate to Baldur's gate for the first time since the Nautiloid* whERE IS CAZADOR SZARR'S PLACE?

4 hours later, my Tav: *closes the gate to Baldur's gate* I should not have gone to Cazador Szarr's place yet!

The Gazette headline: Local bard bites the dust! What the fuck did they even think?

#the moment I got to the Elfsong tavern my goal was set: put down cazador szarr #little did i know that my level is too low and that I will be fighting without Astarion at the beginning of the fight!#we emerged victorious but at what cost #it took me 4 hours and so many reloads oh my god #before i even devised any tactic?? stoopid!!#and then when he finally died #thanks to laezel #there were still so many enemies to fight!#sleep for 10 round?? really??? ten????? fuck you! reloads.#best fight in the game yet 10/10 i cried #and then!!!! then I let Astarion ascend accidentally!!!!!#i was like hmm will there be a chance to persuade him i thought they said you can persuade him when will i be able to persudaee hiiimmm?#my save games are hilarious tho because I have them named of course #all is good in tavstarion nation now #seamonster plays baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #astarion

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gothicenochian · 15 days

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Tension is the cosmic misfortune

I take these hands, and I multiply them.

A set for me and a set for you.

We fiddle with them at the table,

unable, no--

unwilling, to show the other the truth.

A subtle glance to the right, your veins are green

I'm tracing over scarlet and blue

I'd point it out but the words aren't there, I freeze.

A mumbling from the right, you take your hands--

Balled into fists, I watch in silence as you unfurl them.

The words tumble from your hands, marbles on a table.

I back away, a resolute stare at the wooden surface.

My veins are blue, my veins are blue, my veins are blue--

Maybe slightly green? I could see a tint.

If the light catches my hands in just the right way, at just the right time.

Oh! I can see it now, the blue turns green and the green turns murky.

A frantic glance upwards, your mouth turned downwards. Unshed tears hanging in suspense.

I go to speak, and you shake a balled fist as if to say

"What a joke, you mean these?"

And I take my hands with blue--scarlet--no, green! green veins

I take my shaking hands with green veins and cover yours, a silent plea

You brush me off, the words fall once more.

I take these hands, and I multiply them.

Blood in the crease

A set for me and a set for you.

#I dont know what this is #something I wrote without thinking but cried while writing? hmm #regardless #poetry #writing #creative writing

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fuzzyunicorn · 1 month

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Have the lil Satanists reached their breaking point yet? If not read my tags below

#hahahahahaha prepare 2 reach n re-reach it again & again & again in my Forest as I heal n resurrect u 2 b tortures some more #is the suspense too much??? HAHAHAHAHAHA #do u dumb fucks wanna know y the waiting period keeps getting dragged out?? it’s bc u stupid cunts have subscribed 2 the logic of our hole #we dug is so deep there’s no way @fuzzyunicorn can get us in anymore trouble than we’re already in so let’s keep digging we’ve come this fa #HAHAHAHAHAHA oh noooo no no that poor logic won’t do at all the ante not only ups n ups w the more crimes u lil running dumb scared Satanis #commit #but u also get punished 4 ur ill thoughts so we the Divine r using absolutely everything agaisnt u all there is no cap to ur punishments we #up the severity as u dumb cunts keep doing so we’ll follow suit if u all truly wanted to not increase ur punishments stop #the only way to stop racking up ur karma is to stop not buy keep blowing it out the wazoo in my Forest unlike Hell I don’t have to do manua #labor 2 tortue u like the demons have to I have real Magick & know how to harness & wield it so for instance I can make a decapitation last #4 literal eons & each second that goes by it gets more n more painful & my magick prevents u from passing out unconscious from the pain it #just keeps climbing & I also have magick to mute ur cries of agony so u can’t do nerfin while I can do literally anything I please so pleas #keep giving me more n more reasons 2 up my ante bc I can’t up my ante until u stupid fucks do #so hmm think lil Satanists if everything u do comes back to u at least times 3 & u’ve been using this planet that u think is yours 4 nigh #300 million years so multiply that by 3 & to after that we have to factor in each tiny detail of ur crimes so my oh my ur gonna b swaying #in my Forest for at least the multiplied amount u’ve fucked around here + all of ur crimes & the crimes ur fellow Satanists committed yep u #all like in the military will answer not only 4 ur OWN crimes but also each n every single one of ur brethren (gender neutral) so @ the lil #Satanists who only did one thing hahahahaha guess whatie?? u will answer for every misdeed & ill thought committed n thought by your #comrades so no ur not safe bc u did 1 thing by our logic u did not just do one thing & if this Satanic mess has been playing out 4 close 2 #300 million years on this planet alone uhhh that’s a fuck ton of crimes committed & guess WHAT ELSE?? since this isn’t the only planet u #lil Satanists quote on quote conquered & there’s 40 not 9 planets in this solar system alone & there’s more galaxies u did the same thing t #is all being factored into the tally of ur punishments 😭😂 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WOO WHAT A TIME 2 B ALIVE

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aromanticasterisms · 1 year

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my god i am ADORING the fontaine world quests so much they are so good

#personal stuff #thorn plays genshin #i love how they all show different sides of fontaine while also being connected!!!! and we get pieces of the puzzle with each quest!!#all the alice in wonderland imagery too. caterpillar........ also lyris being called the ''red empress''.....like the red queen perhaps?#and taking everyone back to the ordo after each quest is so cool and satisfying because it really feels like it's building to something #and we'll finally get to see the whole puzzle and figure everything out and AUUGH.#just the whole doomsday clock + the ??? domain talking about the apocalypse and how no more civilizations will be made #and caterpillar's comment that maybe we're already living in the apocalypse. HMM. maybe we are #jsut AUUGH. it's so so so cool. i love lore :]#though each one is supremely fucked up in different ways. and i love it #ann's whole thing with Stories and how what stories are told about you shape who you are as a person #and all the alice in wonderland stuff in her quest #the whole thing with elynas and jakob in seymour's quest. plus the book of revealing with canotila.#then everything about the Master that we learn from caterpillar???#me going on the wiki like hey what the fuck is going on. and going WAIT THE INSTITUTE AND THE ORDO ARE TWO DIFFERENT THINGS #okay that makes more sense. the institute split and the ordo was made of the people who believed in the abyss and apocalypse stuff #OH MY GOD ALAIN AND MARY-ANN ARE SIBLINGS. sorry this is not a huge reveal i just didn't know what their connection was #i'm not reading all the artifact descriptions sorry </3 #anyway i'm psyched i love siblings.#ALAIN MADE HER A ROBOTIC DOG TO PROTECT HER. cries and explodes forever i love you sibligns. wtf #but yea the master being a fucked up rebirth combo of lyris and rene.#and caterpillar possibly being created from the master's memory of carter who was also ''prepped for rebirth'' by rene before his dissolvin #NO BUT ACTUALLY WHAT THE FUCK. in ann's story lyris giving up her ''time'' to freeze narcissus. what the fuck was that about #with the context that she and rene dissolved and were stripped of personality to become the Master which caterpillar calls narzissenkreuz #?????????#god. remember when i said i felt like i needed a corkboard and red string to figure this stuff out. still true #i could just read the wiki but the black + white contrast makes my head hurty. thank you <3

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artamos · 5 months

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I'm still sad my grandparents donated all my things when my mom got full custody... my seal plushyyyyy...

#aughh my sock puppet cat that I cried about losing once too.. I literally carried him everywhere #hmm.. those two are the ones I miss the most but I am really sad that I don't have my small but lovely sylvanian families collection #or my expensive rabbit plushes that I kept the tags on (ocd grind)#I really liked shrek as a child idk what was wrong with me but I had multiple pairs of shrek ears I wore everywhere #I was like too old to be doing that tbh but I think I was regressed asf at grandparents house #I don't think alters that fronted there fronted in other scenarios (not negative btw)#mine

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dhoklaaminoacid · 1 year

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was going through old screenshots of my Tumblr chats and man i don't recognise 2020-21-22 ro

I'm so, so different now. for the better or for the worse?stay tuned.

#also a shoutout to people who stayed throughout #zivaa sooji and jo #sanch shails rya ina #my first few friends on here #that i still talk to after so many years #i think i never would have known what friendships are supposed to look like if it wasnt for yall #and i cant even remember the names of boys i cried over??#going through old chats and wondering hmm what was his name again?#and what is the context of this conversation??#one step closer to being fully cleansed fr

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hawkzeyes · 7 months

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Deadman #2 (1986)

#what if I cried hmm?#is that what you want DC?#for me to cry??#the ghost with the most #deadman #Boston brand #dc #dc comics #comic panels #jld #justice league dark

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summerof336bc · 2 years

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GOT TO SEE THE CHOSEN IN THE THEATER. IM OFFICIALLY INSANE

[id: a post banner that reads "i'm not christian (just mentally ill)". the background is Leonardo Di Vinci's "The Last Supper". end id]

#entries #IT WAS SO FUCKING GOOD. im sooo excited for the full release of s3 #i cried probably a grand total of 6 times. it was AMAZING!!#i loved the sermon on the mount montage.....#uhm. i really like judas!! hes funny #THE CONVO MATTHEW HAD WITH HIS PARENTS . SOBS.#when he talks about how hes always felt different. yeah.......#also andrews apology to mary made me cry....#simon-peter & eden are so cute (CANNOT WAIT UNTIL SIMONS NAME CHANGE)#zee & matthews partnership will be! interesting im very excited for when they split up #THOMAS & RAMAH. ARE EVERYTHING TO ME. THEYRE ADORABLE OH MY GD!!!#what else....oh! gaius & atticus. rotating them in my mind.#atticus is...interesting. the way he lied to quintus! & hes being nice! whats up with that!#gaius' convo with matthew was so....let them hug already please #OH. little james & jesus' convo about him getting healed. i SOBBED. that was.#so deeply personal to me & i really REALLY liked that scene. it was. ough #lastly it was a bit fruity. why were judas & phillip on top of each other hmm nathaniel??#john why did you say YOU'D marry thomas hmmmm????#anyways. the chosen good.#chosen posting

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nostalgiabones · 1 year

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#just cried watching a vid of wwylm live so what am I going to do when I see it in person HMM #it’s starting to feel too real now I’m scared actually #the 5sos show

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peapod20001 · 2 years

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In my...✨ depression bed ✨ phase <3

#vent #oho five hours babeeee hungry AND hot AND depressed?? what is this?? my birthday?#hahaha yeaap. it’s cool it’s cool I’m chillin #just vibin. head feels. weird. but I don’t entirely know what up with that it could be a few things if I’m being honest lol #hmmgf when was the last time I just. laid here this often?#laid? layd? layed?? whatever lol #hmm I found a fuckin uhh. vent diagram thing that showed BPD ASHD and Autism and their specific traits and overlaps #is uh. uhm. too close!! like sir!! who gave you!! permission!!!!#oofy anyways uhmmmmmm. realized that I!! don’t interact with people!! as much as I did when I was younger!!#like I had my classmates. my friends. my family. the ppl on tumblr and stuff. yknow #I was talking to someone and shit like!! every day!! for multiple hours!! a day!!!!#now it’s like. wow boy howdy. what are the chances I y’all for more than an hour with LITERALLY ANYONE today :)#uhhghgh gross ew ew nasty. I totally. don’t care that I’m not getting my enrichment #I’ll jus read tags on my art and look through old messages in place of actually. talking to anyone #mmm. conversations hard. hate talking about myself. don’t know anything besides myself. hate certain topics (but won’t say anything bout it)#anndd yeaa!! I don’t understand ppl and their motives and why they like me specifically. I put on my best personality for youu #I’m playing off of you and mirroring how you act so you’ll be ok with me <3 but that’s ok I suppose. I don’t think anyone here is out for my #guys so I’m doing good at least somewhat lol. ahmm. you ever not care about being something special to someone else. and then they kindaa.#squash that idea? and in theory you shouldn’t care since you didn’t want it in the first place but. them saying it hits? different? like oou #oh and question I don’t expect anyone to answer. you ever cried cus. someone aid you were their friend? best friend specifically? idk man #2 ppl have said I’m their best friend an I had to literally force myself not to get emotional at the first one and then I legitimately cried #with the second one LMAO like. how ridiculous is that yea? yeah #it’s. yeah. I’ve called ppl my bffs or whatever before but. it’s different when someone says it to you first ig. before I think they only #gave me the label out of convenience. not that we weren’t actually friends (at least I hope we were DHHDV) but. idk!! I literally yearned #for like!! basic shiittt!! I got put in time out like beginning of kindergarten cus I cried over my 1st best friend partnering with a new #girl instead of me!!! 😭 woof. that was the ONLY time I ever cried in public EVER. didn’t matter how many time I got hurt physically or #emotionally or how stressed I got or how confused or embarrassed and humiliated I was!! I’m NEVER letting people look at me like I’m stupid #for caring EVER. AGAIN. woof ok getting off the rails here I was like at least sort of ok when I started writing this but now I’m very much #NOT lololol so uhhhhhhhhhhh. anyways. let you get back to scrolling or swiping or whatever. I’ll be finnee totally. just. here

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vela-aureum · 1 year

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After almost a year and a half, I finally have a parking space near my work.

🎆i no longer have to walk an extra 50 minutes every workday🎆

#i cried #disability #chronic illness #chronic pain #spoonie #said that to my mother today. she just said 'yes hmm. nice'. and changed the subject.#to this day she doesn't take me and my illnesses seriously #so so so sad #so fucking sad #vela-aureum #I don't expect her to be as happy as I am. but at least a little???. she has no idea what it means to walk those 50 minutes every day.#for her it would be nothing #I know her #it's always been like that. I only talk the absolute minimum about my illnesses. only if she asks something. so almost never.

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