#hopefully youll all enjoy it lmao

[link-rejoin]

priecīgus Līgo svētkus ! / happy summer solstice ! :]

there havent been too many posts recently.... i wonder... perhaps does that mean i am working on something big ? who knows

[skitskatdacat63]

Beloved little matador guy :)

[authorofdragons]

hi folks welcome to my hell hole, here you will see my oc art and only that bc idk how to draw anything else other than the two goofy men in my head. these are the men

Bonehill is the edgy one and Zerako is the red one. If you like the intellectual x himbo, emo x sunshine, ice x fire, chaos x chaos ships but with a queerplatonic aroace twist. boy howdy youll love these motherfuckers. theyre from my webcomic Skull & Pyro which you can read here on tapas or webtoon. Its a silly good time

I only draw cozy sweet shit, funny shit, and action shit so if your soul is weary from IRL angst, this is the place for you bc if my boys cry I cry harder. For my romance repulsed friends I only draw smooches on da head and cheek, these two dont mouth kiss much (they do once in the comic in ep 12 and i dont plan on it again tbh). they much prefer to headbonk each other like a bonded pair of cats. otherwise you wont find anything mature content here other than cussing to offend god BDKFJDKDKKDD

but did you think i only draw them? absolutely not I want these fuckers to transcend my brain in every medium so you will see their crochet forms in the various genres of cheesy couple photos

I love making them miniature shit and since Im a Christmas starts in October person, run now bc its only going to get worse

Unlike drawing, I do crochet more things than just my OCs, but not by much. I just make whatever my brain grabs onto like a feral moray eel

like rn the brain eel likes elemental mushroom gnomes so Im making those

Otherwise I reblog aroace posts, memes, sloths, and other ppl's art but I want to limit how much I consume this app so it doesnt become Twitter 2.0 for me so hopefully I wont do that Too much.

Click/tap on these hashtags on this post to find the specific things I post:

#oc art - Basically all art of mine LMAO

#crochet - Any crochet works I do

#lifes shit come make something with me - Series in which I do comedic retellings of crafts I make to make my mental health more bearable

#skull & pyro - my "official" tag for anything relating to my webcomic, including memes I reblog that remind me of the boys

Enjoy your stay :]

[lincolndjarin]

okay, so not really about bks, but kinda. reading bks has kinda inspired me in a way to write my own fic. do you have any writing tips or just good practices for any new writers trying to get their work out there?

literally send me asks with questions ranging from my favorite color to anything bks related and i will always answer bc i love attention and i am always bored at work lmao

so i’m just gonna list a ton of things that help me personally when writing under the cut, hopefully some of them are useful!! thank you for asking this it’s very sweet and id love if you sent me or tagged me in the fic once its posted if you’re comfortable with that!!

turn off the tv!! or anything you might be watching something on!! my worst habit is watching stuff while i write because i end up getting nothing done

have a playlist. something that helps you connect with what you’re writing. for bks specifically i have several playlists but i also listen to a lot of classical covers of pop songs

you don’t have to plan all the way to the end of everything that you write but just try to have direction so you don’t write in circles

i find it best to write out bullet points for each chapter before starting and then working through that outline. if you’re not feeling inspired to write a certain part, write a different section. if you aren’t into what youre writing it most likely either just wont find the words or youll be unhappy with it. so just save it for another time when youre feeling it

write what makes you happy!! if i’ve learned anything while writing bks its that everytime i personally really liked a chapter i’d often worry that others wouldnt like it as much as i did but every time i had that fear it ended up being a chapter people really liked. very specifically, i loved writing chapter five, but i immediately assumed people would hate it. i ended up being really surprised when people really enjoyed it and since then its been easier to try and go with my gut.

don’t rush yourself!!!!! that’s another terrible habit of mine. but take breaks often. don’t burn yourself out

don’t worry about technical stuff too much on your first draft. i write everything first and then once everythings done i take a good amount of time to go through all of it and fix everything

write somewhere where you can focus. it genuinely helps. if i have writers block i go to my grandmas cause she lives in the middle of nowhere so i write on her porch. a change in scenery can help a lot

i write on my laptop and if i’m having a rough time focusing i will literally give my mom my phone and tell her to not give it back until i finish my chapter lmao

a lot of this stuff is weirdly specific but helps me so it might not work for everyone but i hope some of it is helpful!!

[monster3339]

hey whoa hey its been A Hot Minute, huh?

as i became more active on twitter i ended up kinda ditching tumblr for like... a few years, lmao. but with twitter going to shit ive started using tumblr again, so... here i am!

i also went through a big mental health breakdown and kinda hit rock bottom for a while there and really wasnt making much art, so to be fair, i feel like yall didnt miss all that much anyway.

im still not doing a lot of art, but ive definitely been feeling better lately! feels great to enjoy doing art again. so... hopefully youll see more of me around here!

im also "rebranding," i suppose? i dont really go by "frostykatmonstur" anymore; just monster. so "frostykatcreations" -> "made-by-monster"!

i think, at least. im planning to change my etsy shop name to that and would like this blogs name to match, but im not sure when I'll get around to fiddling with that, considering i have no idea when I'll actually be selling things again.

anyway, thanks for stickin around! 💚

[chiffaust]

helloo !! all of the prompts for the christmas event are so cute its hard to pick.. hopefully i decide while theres slots lmao djdjd

but! in other news, its my birthday today !! at least, in australia it is (the 8th) 🎉 so i hope to share some of my birthday goodness w you! yipee !!!! i hope you enjoy your day today, in whatever you do!

-🪄

YOU ARW SK SWEET 🪄 I AM SOBBINGH😭😭😭 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU 🪄!!! I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY!

i actually have a history report i forgot to do and now im just trying my best to do it asap.. its literally 40% of my grade and i forgot to do it silly ol' me. 💀 i just hope that i can at least get hakf of the mark man

well but it isnt aboyt mee its about you 🪄nonnie :33 go out there and do something you like!! eat cake or something and i hope youll have a great birthday and dont have any homeworks thats worth 40% of your grade due tomorrow❤❤

[ticklystuff]

for the hc swap: one part of the social proximity effect is that when you spend enough time with someone, youll start mirroring some of their habits. and with chili hanging out with each other as much as they do, i imagine the idiosyncrasies start to bleed over whether they realize it or not.

one very important thing to note: their laughs start sounding different. maybe zhongli now lets out an occasional hiccupy squeak amidst the laughter. childe’s laugh is a tad deeper than before. whatever your headcanons for them are, its not a change so drastic that its jarring or strange, but it comes with the realization that ‘this part of me has become a part of you too. we’re truly intertwined now.’

theyre down abysmal your honor.

-🌻

(aaaand switching tracks to my weapons dilemma: i thought i made up my mind already since i have jade cutter and no 5* bow yet so i was just gonna go for tp since im impatient but… perhaps ill reconsider and pull mistsplitter and polar star instead. itll be a while until he reruns anyway so i would have time to save but the purple weapons are way too pretty to pass up ahhh gnrjehw 😔)

GOD THIS IS SO GOOD i don’t even know how to respond ughaksnakks but zhongli picking up childe’s mannerisms would be so cute bc i feel like childe would be like super spazzy and zhongli starts out compared when tickled but over time he starts becoming less restrained and gosh the thought of him just getting all hiccupy is so good and childe teases him about it too like “what was that noise you made xiansheng” and zhongli is just covering his mouth while he giggles so that it doesn’t happen again (but it does lol)

but zhongli also picks up on childe’s tickling techniques and ler behavior which is really unfortunate for childe bc he’s not used to zhongli tickling him out of impulse so he’s always caught off guard hehehe

ugh im sorry i don’t have a hc that could match yours ughsnakaa IM A FRAUD

(oh gosh nooo pull for whatever u like ofc! but yes the purple weapons are very pretty and i love switching to pulse when i use an electro childe team it looks so good on him also fischl looks sickening with it!

u can be like me and just pull every 5 star bow so problem solved lmao but don’t listen to me bc my childe bias will always read it’s ugly head but i wish u gl on both!! also manifesting a kazuha rerun for u and hopefully they let him out of the basement soon!)

ramblings under cut bc u have entertained my hyperfixation look what you’ve done

it’s heavily implied that zhongli used to act something like childe when he was younger and he enjoys being around childe bc he reminds him of his younger days. plus to me childe is around 21-25 so when young men are still in that “im invincible” phase but i like to think that being around Zhongli helps childe mature quite a bit and take his personality down to a 2 so i rlly buy into the social proximity effect

[neo-shitty]

toffee!

ah yeah, i think quarentine has given people some opportunity to actually just sit with the person they are, rather than be rushing around for the person they want to become. its good you got smth good out of isolation! ah thats great! hope you had fun and ur partner in crime speeds back home so you can get out more hehe.

ah yeah ty, good suggestions.

hmm good point, i was sort of putting it separate to the whole not-sexualising thing, but yeah. mmm yeah i totally agree, some of the enhypen fics/imagines *shudder* and even reading innie stuff is just a bit *icky* cos everyone still thinks of him as our agi ppang. yeah def would be good but sadly this just seems to be the world we live in. :(

ah yes the holy masterlist (not sarc) i have actually read in the rain and gladius maximus before, but ill go look for in class! oooh thats good! character development lol. hmmmm yes champagne problems was the angst to end all angst, that shit hurt. it was actually one of the first of your fics i read and i recall almost crying over the whole thing, it was so heartbreaking, i can see how it almost made you want to drop angst. good that youve allowed yourself some lee-way tho :)

hehe thats so cool. okay here we go, ill try not to be mortally offended (/hj)

cheese - yes same, i liked it but that was all there was, it wasnt a super standout track. it was rlly underwhelming for me but some of the hook is super catchy so there is Redemption (tm) in store for cheese maybe

thunderous - mmm, yeah at first i totally agreed, i think they suffer from too much good music syndrome, that all their other tracks are such fucking bops its hard to stay at that level of perfection. the choreo was beautiful tho and tbh, the track has grown on me since ive been watching all the vids abt it. its my brothers favourite track

domino - YES GODAMMIT IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE TITLE TRACK. the raps, the vocals, the vibes, the fucking domino sound in the back? i would have streamed that shit on repeat. but tbh, as good as it is, it doesnt have that sort of grandness/oomph that skz seems to like in their title tracks so i can see why they chose thunderous (tho domino would have been so good) *sigh*

ssick - yeah same, not my fave track by a long mile, the crowd cheering was a ?strange? choice and the chorus was a bit bare/empty, plus like i mentioned earlier, it was kinda funny to me for some reason but ill still play it if im playing thru the whole album

the view - ahh one of those not like other girls (/j) i honestly think its just a good party song, just a bop to play in the background when nobodys rlly paying much attention. its pretty generic pop music but catchy

sorry, i love you - hehe yeah i thought it was going to be sadder as well, but i rlly loved the fact that they all just got to sing, which almost never happens, i dont think ive heard felix sing for a long time, so i enjoyed it. wasnt rlly a standout track but i just casually like it. looking forward to the fic haha

silent cry - this song i swear, some bits are rlly good and then others are just? why?? it does sound like a dance song tho idk. definitely not one of my faves either

secret secret - YES its so good! its such a chill song and i love their vocals in it. the combination of lo-fi/fake strings backup stuff and their heavenly vocals just makes it *chefs kiss* im listening to it rn and just... its so beautiful. it gives me pumped up another day vibes ya know? like my pace is edgy get cool, this one is energetic another day i feel like. overall i love it

STAR LOST - ah thats so cool! i didnt know that! on first listen this song had a similar vibe to secret secret but then the beat came in and ahh its such a good song. i can totally imagine them putting this song to a concert footage vid, this song is so sweet.

red lights - LMAO YES ITS SO AWKWARD WHY DOES IT GO ON FOR SO LONG ah thats good! yeah good point, its quite intense hehe. but that is my fave trope and this is lowkey my favourite track on the album so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ just the combination of hyunjins and chans voices, the backing music, the lyrics ahh red lights my beloved

surfin’ - yes lmao its always a shock, i feel like they should have put gone away in between them, but its such a fun cute song, i cant get rlly mad. yeah, as an aussie i think im contractually obligated to like beaches lol. sand im not such a fan of, but my familys rlly into fishing and my brother loves bodyboarding so we stay at a beach house at least twice a year and we live like 5 mins from 3 different beaches (hehe all aussie cities are on the coast lol) so thats cool. do you like beaches?

gone away - ah gone away my beloved, i love this song sm, its just so pure and showcases their vocals and lyrics so well. yes the pitch change is very out of the blue, i feel liek they went directly from seungmins soft vocals to hans powerful ones which was an interesting choice, but hey, im not complaining

wolfgang - YES IKR ah im so happy he got to be included in that era and song. yeah its such a full on song i cant rlly listen to it if im in a quiet mood but its very motivating :)

hehe mood, i hope they do! ahhh no rest, but at least you wont have to pull a blink and wait a year for any word from the group lol. im not rlly into nct but im excited for them! ah hopefully youll be able to sneak some rest into that chaotic schedule, with enhypen (idk if u stan but yeah) squeezed into it haha

<3 w.a. 🐺

i wheezed at partner in crime, it reminded me of smth. i have a lee know fic in the drafts that i wrote 'in honor' of him (and his departure-ish). i'll tag you when i finish it, if you want. it's a rather hilarious one.

oh my god. based on my experience on the collabs i've joined before, writing explicit shit for '01 & '02 is not accepted (nct's maknaes) but with enha's hyung line '01 & '02 somehow it's okay? i do a double take every time i see fics like those i mean, technically, it's legal but still what the fuck. maybe it's just not for me at the moment. not at us venting our frustration about this. it's just something that's so accepted here that i am (in all honesty) slightly uncomfortable about. but oh well. that's kpop writerblr for you.

man i could've linked all the fics in the ask instead so you wouldn't have to go looking for them! i think i saw you like in class the other day (the fic i renamed into sharp-tongued, god it took me a while to remember the new title). describing champagne problems as an angst to end all angst is one way to put what i was feeling back in december. it just hurt to write and admit?? if that ever happened to me i would prolly cry :d

okay back to the album talk! i love how you answered with more thoughts. i love exchanges like these! i am a victim of the cheese hook and it's now one of my favorite tracks in the album. PLS, TOO MUCH GOOD MUSIC SYNDROME. that's on our self-producing kings 😌💅 also, your brother has taste! as i am typing this, domino's currently playing in my head and i realized that too, that it doesn't have that 'vibe' of a skz title track. honestly, this could be a title track of another group. ssick is starting to grown on me because i found the beats cool kdjsk not the not like other girls 😭 the view is the generic pop that i don't like but i get why a lot of people enjoy it. sorry i love you scratches a certain itch that i find myself singing the first few lines every time i remember it. i too would want to hear felix sing more!

> a mini junction on the album talk bc i got side tracked. on that topic, i want skz to switch positions at some point like i know those allrounders are capable of doing so. specifically, i want to hear seungmin rap!!!! (yk in the recent weekly idol he talked faster than changbin in a challenge and changbin is like the fastest rapper in kpop that's active atm if im not mistaken. my dandy boy has some potential and i want it UNLEASHED.)

back to album talk. silent cry is basically sad music to twerk to. secret secret is definitely one of my favorite tracks :( i loved how you compared the tracks HAJSAH i burst out laughing bc yk what, you're right! i want to make a star lost edit of skz but i simply do not have the time i want to cry. i love the song so much. ok, my dreaded track, red lights. idt i have played the track since we last talked. my friend sent me the lyrics tho and i'm itching to write a twisted au out of it. idk if you're comfortable with yandere but somewhere along those themes. the obsessive type of love that's sweet at first but turns rotten. IMAGINE IF THEY PUT GONE AWAY BETWEEN ASHJA it's like going from 50 shades to the notebook.

i was about to ask if you lived near the coast and you literally mentions it here god im so stupid. yes i LOOOOOOOOOVE beaches so much. living in an archipelago is fun :( i live in a part of the country that's more island than city so every time i want some vitamin sea it's accessible. i heard the waves in australia are great :( anYWHOOO gone away :(( every time it plays im compelled to skip it because it makes me sAD AND NOWADAYS I DONT HAVE THE TIME TO BE SAD. contrary to you, i dislike my quiet moods because i tend to overthink a lot.

i have this little analogy about how there are stays that enjoy songs the generic pop + mellow songs and then there are other stays that enjoy the noisy tracks. in my mind, it's like a perfect balance that makes me feel like all the tracks are loved in the end. just by different people.

PULL A BLINK. bro i fucking hate yg entertainment. they have the biggest kpop girl group LOCKED in their basement when they could be (and i mean this in the most business-like way not morally) milking money of the quad. they're yg's biggest hope at not being bankrupt atm so it's a damn fucking mystery to me as to how they aren't doing anything. (jk i just realized lisa solo album soon, but i still need a ot4 cb hELLO)

i stopped looking forward to the teasers. rest > kpop boys. i don't want to sound like a cult member but have you tried checking out nct? are they just not your thing? (i get it tho, that's one hard group to get into). and yes i do stan enhypen!

wow i love how long these asks are! they're like online penpals. but i also want to ask about you! how have you been lately? are you feeling okay both mentally and physically? how's the weather there? do you have anything that you want to talk about? maybe an interesting book you read? feel free to bring up anything you want to share! i'm getting conscious about talking about myself HAJHSJ

and yet another long answer B) i am sooo sorry T___T should these ask exchanges feel draining to you, feel free to stop sending them in AAAA

[latetaektalk]

hiiiiiii 🥰

ahh well, I’ll definitely let you know once I get around to reading it!! omg, never let me go is so bleak, so yah, you’ll love it if you love a good cry, like me hehe!

spirited away is literally like no other movie I’ve ever seen, and I was on the fence on whether to give it 4 or 5 stars, I think really it’s a 4.5 but there’s no half a star emoji haha. I’ve had family over so only half way through howl’s moving castle but I love it so far, so think it’ll be highly rated!

eeeek a fellow marvel fan!!!! I frickin love anything fantasy, LOTR, HP ⚡️ so, I don’t have favourites of anything, I’m so so indecisive, but a few of my favourites are cappie winter soldier, (probably the first marvel movie I really loved), thor ragnarok, GOTG, infinity war, civil war, black panther, spiderman. also the disney+ show wandavision is so good! I love scarlet witch 🧙‍♀️ also, I know it’s not marvel, but frickin love into the spider-verse!!! what’s your favourite marvel movie?? and what are your favourite movies in general?

hmm, good question… my favourite lego set is probably my new york set, it’s the first one I made during lockdown and it brought me joy during a bad time!

ah I was so waiting for a good time when I heard the title for the song, and when I listened to it, I was like, I should have known it was gonna be a sad girl summer. I haven’t, I’ll definitely check it out. I love hot ones interviews, did you see olivia rodrigo’s one, it was so funny! I love billie eilish’s new song, happier than ever, but I still need to listen to her new album!

I’ve always wanted to play piano, do you still play? yeah, I really hope she does!! but even if she doesn’t, fans always come through and do amazing versions themselves on youtube, but it would be awesome if she did official versions !!

speak soon, 🦋.

hello love !!

i definitely love a good cry, so im looking forward to getting it !! be ready for me to rant a bunch to you when i finish it!! and yes oh my god spirited away has a special place in my heart 💕 i watched that film during different stages of my life, and ive just grown such an appreciation for it! and im glad youre enjoying howl's moving castle! i really love that film too,,, in general im just in love with every ghibli film asdfsa also! i hope you had a great time with your family !!

ahhhh i see your a fantasy lover!! im not gonna lie, im not much of a fantasy fan and also havent actually finished the harry potter books/films but im always amazed by the people that are! i just know i wont be able to remember all of the lore 🤧 marvel lore is already enough for me sadfas and ahhh your taste is just ✨✨ im happy to hear that youre enjoying wandervision !! i dont have disney+ so i havent actually watched it yet,,, but im glad you like it! and oh my god i still gotta watch the spider-verse too asdf ive been so lazy with watching things these days lmao and even tho i agree with you that its impossible to choose any favourites, i do think that the first GOTG film is my favourite! its pretty much the first marvel film i ever saw and i just fell in love 💘💘 and aside from the marvel films, i really love romcoms !! my favourites are probably 500 days of summer and about time! both have a very special place in my heart because theyre just so goddamn great 💓 i also absolutely love the ocean's films !!! i think ive rewatched these films about a dozen of times now,, like whenever i dont know what to watch ill put it on! and obviously also spirited away ✨

ohh i see !! i just googled it and the set is so pretty! im glad to hear that it brought you joy during a bad time!!

and yeah stoned at the nail salon could have either been a really happy or sad song,,, and honestly with lorde i was expecting the latter LMAO and yes please do check it out!! it was a lot of fun!! and yeah ive seen olivia's hot ones interview !! now that lorde and olivia have done it im just waiting for a certain miss taylor swift to do it too to finish off the trio 👀 and right! i gotta listen to billie's new album too!! i really enjoyed her first album, so hopefully ill get around to listening to it soon! have you listened to it now? if so, what are your thoughts?

no, i quit around two years ago,, to be honest, i never wanted to learn in the first place asfds i was kinda forced into it by my parents rip and never really developed much of a passion for it 🤧 but if you wanna play piano, im sure you can teach yourself !! i feel like piano is a rather easy to learn, at least compared to other instruments! have you looked into that maybe? and if you dont wanna teach yourself, taking a couple lessons and learning the basics should be enough for most people !! i hope you get to around learning the piano one day !! im sure youll enjoy it because it really is a beautiful instrument 💘

anyway, please have a nice day love!! love you lots 💓

[knkpsh]

seoham as your bf <3

a/n: whats up my dudes! im making this a series now ;p ive been busy between work and classes but today was my last day at work so hopefully ill be able to post frequently!! anyway i hope this one isnt bad pls enjoy 🥺

• clingiest baby

• tries to cuddle you at all times,,, sometimes you have to make him settle for hand holding when youre in public or something lmao

• hes also always asking for smooches

• HES JUST SO AFFECTIONATE

• yknow how he does a lot of voice vlives?? yeah imagine him calling you every night before bed when youre both busy & cant see each other :((((

• nights in where you make ramen and watch digimon all night

• when he catches you stealing his shirts and hoodies he calls you out (remember that old vlive with the socks?) wrestles you for it only to let you keep it anyway, grudgingly

• but then ,, not so grudgingly bc his shirts n hoodies practically swallow you up and you look so small n cute and uwu

• wants to go to theme parks with you,,

• but you will probably have to convince him to go on rides

• i think he’d like to grab a coffee with you and take a walk in the park

• FOOD ..... seoham would definitely love trying a bunch of food at new restaurants with you, as well as just going to your local convenience store and stockpiling ramen, kimbaps, sandwiches and chips

• i think seoham is really sweet and innocent in love,,, just rly pure & he loves you for who you are and would always do his best to support you, even when he cant find the right words he will show you through his actions

• hugs. he loves wrapping his arms around you & the height difference becomes so much more apparent when youre hugging and it just makes his heart flutter being so close to you

• also he is very mischievous at times i feel like hes the type to initiate poke/tickle fights and be BRUTAL

• but when you try to get back at him by sneaking up on him he complains because he was startled and it wasnt “fair”

• eventually hes 100% into the cheesy couple coordinated outfits LMAO

• he will do aegyo to you more than half the time. you will die of cringe while he cackles

• if you spend a whole day with him, chances are youll spend 90% of that day laughing and the other 10% trying not to laugh,,, he just wants to see you smile all the time

• overall seoham being your bf means your life got 20 million times brighter, you are both so much happier because of each other & you make each other better people because of your positivity!!!

“knk as your bf” series: jihun | [seoham] | dongwon | inseong | heejun

[irregulardiaryposts]

16:35 01/03/2021

so. its now march!!!!! march is an okay month. but it also means its been a year since corona really kicked off and thats proper weird to think about. it feels like absolutely fuck all has actually changed but yet im a very different person yk. i played minecraft for 10 hrs last week. im addicted to it. this time last year i was kinda sick and we thought i had corona but since testing wasnt really available i just had to stay home ages. it was horrible but to think that was a whole YEAR ago is absolutely fucking wild. 

anyway back to minecraft. i absolutely love it. its such a simple game and you can truly play however you want to. like. if u dont want to bother beating the enderdragon or doing any serious grind stuff, you can literally just fuck about doing whatever you wanna do... u wanna build a little cottage in the woods? yes. u wanna pick lowers and decorate and build cute farms? yes. u wanna explore a vast and expansive world filled with literally endless possibilities and find pets and loot and different biomes and blocks? yes. you wanna mess around with ur friends? yes. u wanna do pvp or multiplayer games? yes. u wanna meet new people? yes. u wanna play by yourself and become exceedingly rich? yes. u wanna do all this and comforted by the melodic tunes and beautiful landscapes? yesssssssss. it literally has something for everyone but people get so pissy about how others play its soooo annoying. like so what if someone wants to go into creative and cheat or they wanna play on peaceful or they have keep inventory on? they are playing the game in the way they enjoy the most, the way that makes them happiest, makes them comforted, allows then to enjoy playing it. coz i bet if everyone was made to play the exact same way and there was no way to customise your experience, it would not be nearly as popular as it is. it probs wouldve died out if people werent enjoying it because they got frustrated by it, or too scared to lose their things to progress in the game, or too anxious to play because its scary and they dont know how to beat things. or if people play solely in creative and they enjoy that the most and wanna try survival, they dont deserve to get made fun of coz they want to ease their way into harder things. or if someone just wants to build or just explore or just tame a million dogs, as long as they are happy they are already enjoying the game to the max, they dont deserve people being like “ if u play without X youll enjoy it more coz thats the way we play it” like fuck off it would be like if a hardcore players was like “play in hardcore or ur stupid” ppl would get mad because thats not the way they want to play it and they wouldnt enjoy it as much or at all as the hardcore player does. and dont even get me started on this whole bedrock vs java bs. this its such a waste of time like??? who benefit from this argument? because its silly java players think they are automatically better than every bedrock player because they have java. 

like obviouslyyyyyy java is better and im sure a lot of bedrock players would rather java, but u cant lie and say that a lot of og players didnt start on bedrock and then upgrade to java, because as kids u cant really afford a proper pc but everyone has an xbox or an ipad lol. like they literally forget that they probably started playing on bedrock too. and its so stupid because yes while bedrock is a little shit in comparison to java, ITS STILL THE SAME FUCKING GAME just be glad were not fucking fortnite players jesus its pathetic. yes this is essentially a minecraft post and what fucking about it. i told u im obsessed with it. 

i should talk about something else. perhaps my crippling procrastination? its absolutely abysmal how shit at school i am now. i get two unconditional offers and suddenly i think i dont need to do a single bit of work (its kinda true tho) i only have three classes and in doing 1 and 1/2 of them. im not even bothering studying for prelims/exams whatever the fuck because im hopeless. theres no point because even if i do end up doing the exam and i fail theres absolutely no consequences because i have 0 shame. ill walk out of an exam i failed with my head held high because i know uni will be so much better - ill only have one subject, one i actually enjoy and want to do work for (only somewhat tho, my procrastination problems still carry through, im actually doing this instead of a 15 min thing for class but whatever) ill have a reduced working day, i can focus on just one subject, ill have other things to work on too like a part time (scary) and car (exciting) and ill get to meet new people that also want to learn spanish and are interested in it too, and i want to make more friends and i want to be more independent (moving out??? hopefully but also scary) 

i cant believe im actually at a point in my life where im actually interested in the future and want to live to see it (lol yeah) like i wonder what 13 yo me would think. even 15 yo me. i wonder how 20 yo me will look back on this. hi me if ur reading. do u have a s/o?? or new friends? how many new experiences have u had? are u comfortable in ur life? struggling ? happy? i hope ur happy coz u deserve to be. i deserve to be. i hope u have a good time reading these. i dont know if ill ever forget about this blog or not. what was i talking about tho. procrastination. its horrible, I hope u get that fixed pls tell me u do. also please tell me u get better at typing.  this has accidently turned into a speaking to ur future self thing. ill stop now. 

im a very good procrastinator. and my ability to actually focus on stuff has been getting comical. idk if its the pandemics fault or mine or schools but is a bloody issue and it needs to get better. i guess its coz i just have absolutely 0 energy do do what i need to or it just absolutely does not interest me to do it and i know theres absolutely no consequences to it looool. 

every now and then theres a day where i feel very unproductive and lazy and it feels like how it used to. a sort of growing annoyance at myself and feeling like a slug. idk some days i feel teleported back to like almost 4 years ago and idk what to do about it. i used to have a coping mechanism (?) where if i felt bad about stuff id just shower, wash my hair and put on new pjs and do something i wanted to do. it kinda put me in a clearer headspace and allowed be to get out of a slump for like 20 mins. u could call it self care or whatever but it genuinely was like washing the bad thoughts away and starting anew (is that the word) like i was able to think more rationally and get back into the semi real world but i was also doing it because i never used to have a proper shower routine, i used to go days without showering or getting out of bed for much and it kinda feels good to have this little reboot thing where i just shower to get me away from straying back there. 

idk. am i articulating well enough. ive written a lot i think. is there any more updates? nothing really apart from my growing disinterest in all things school lmao. anyway until next time i suppose (will probs be either never or like june lol)

[theday]

anyways, ill say bye now... i hope ure well rested and have a good day!! (wait, i remember what i wanted to ask!! at least i think this is what i wanted to ask? anywys, do u know what u want to do now that ure finished w school? if u dont mind me asking, of course, i understand if u think its a bit personal!) ok, now im done, have a good day!! take care and stay hydrated!! (and now i really did send u a bunch of asks..)

omg i hope u dont mind but ill be answering the stuff from ur last ask here (the one where i… deleted everything) under cut bc itll be 2x longer now

so first !!!!! how i got into kpop!!! it was thanks to my good pal (@.briwoon) boxy! i follow her on twitter and despite her being a day6 stan twt i had her unmuted anyway bc.. after years of being an anime blog on tumblr and seeing all my anime mutuals slowly converting into kpop blogs one by one i was able to filter the kpop out of my brain?? smth like that since back then i wasnt into kpop and i didnt want to unfollow since im mutuals with most of them :-0 

another backstory - i was one of those people who never saw themselves getting into kpop? and i think the main reason was bc i thought liking kpop would make u seem lame?? due to the influence from people around me?? but as years went by and as my mutuals changed interests it stopped bothering me and that mindset kind of just? faded away bc who am i to call other people’s happiness bad?? but despite being okay with it i never really made the move to get into any groups lmao that was until i got tired of my interest at that time (seiyuu, japanese voice actors) and my interests would always. not last?? idk so maybe thats why i didnt want to get invested but it happened regardless 

anyway usually i wouldnt take notice of her rts but this . this beautiful man with orange hair and minion glasses caught my eye when i was scrolling through my timeline and i was like o worm? oh mu god? hes beautiful? so i slid into her dms and asked her whomst the beautiful man was and she sent me all their mvs after that from congratulations to i smile (the most recent mv at that time, late june) for me to watch :-D now at that time, from what little knowledge i had of kpop.. i understood that groups would be singing and dancing so i was prepared to see some sick moves or smth?? but then. i clicked on miss i smile and my wig flew off? bc… wtf.? they were playing instruments???? and they sounded good ??? so i was like oh my god? a band??????

before day6 i also had (have) a preference for bands and the way their music sounds so i was like?? ready to just. get on board yknow?? i watched how can i say and i saw the lanky noodle wearing glasses and i was like o fuck mu life? i caved and asked boxy for their names and other information and best decision of my life bc.. they really make me happy!!! after that like the day after ? myabe they did a vlive and i was like o shit? what do i do… so i downloaded the vapp and wowie i love it? its my second home…… i watched every vlive they had at that time and i thought that was a lot… (it isnt, compared to mx) and i was just rly content??

(ok i know u asked for kpop and not … day6 or other groups bc im gonna talk abt how i got into mx and astro too bc…… how can i Not.. u can skip this part tho i just wanna ramble abt my loves? ill tell u when u can continue)

that was peak happiness for me at that time.. until… boxy started talking about monsta x in our groupchat (with @.tokayhk) and she would just ramble abt this kihyun fella (who i vaguely knew bc my real life friend likes him and mx and i bought her his pc before along with the guilty clan part 2) so i was like hmm interesting… and honestly? i wasnt going to get into monsta x i really wasnt planning on asking her abt them (since i was scared id lose interest in day6 right after) but then.. she started linking videos and i .. my resolve crumbled down as i heard monsta x yelling and … this beautiful cover (which boxy sent to show us how powerful kihyuns vocals are but i was 2 focused on mister aka minhyukku) and she told us how funny these monsta men are and i was like o h no…………….. eventually one day in late august i asked her to tell me more about these monstas…… aftert that i watched every mxray episode (starting from season 2 bc i dont know 1 comes before 2) and even though i didnt know anyone who was on screen except jooheon i found it really funny and?? it made me laugh so much i love mx?? ya… boxys kind of like my guardian angel?? shes really the reason im living tbh… introducing me to all these lovely people?? thank u miss boxy i love u

now. for the astrosus….. they were a bit different.. because i didnt have boxys help and they were the first group i took interest in solely bymyself so i knew i was in for a wild ride (at first, i couldnt even differentiate brian from sungjin in day6 lmao) after stanning monsta x and day6 i became more?? open to kpop and i started watching unhelpful guides on youtube bc . they were funnie and idk its nice??/ and i stumbled upon the astro one (which wasnt that funny but more helpful than anythng) and i was like. oh worm? the cicada group… bc i watched a short clip of them catching that stupid cicada in their office as it appeared on my tl one day so i clicked on the video ..and after watching that it led me to another video of astro being extra for 6 minutes and those six minutes/????? best six minutes of my life because theyre so fnny and they made me laugh a lot? (combined with the editing from op) so bc they were funnie i decided to look them up and read their profiles/??? i watched their nimdle video and only knew mj bc his tag was the two letters m and j lol but it really made me bust both of my lungs i just?? laughed A Lot 

im not sure how i managed to put name to face so quickly but it mightve been bc after the nimdle videos i watched every ddoca and astro play as well as their vlives available bc..  i just inhale the content at godspeed?? 

for mx and astro i was drawn in by their personalities before their music because they were on more variety shows and had more chances to show dorky they all are which made it way quicker for me to fall for the two groups??? for day6 its a bit sad but the weekly scheduled vlives arent enough for me to tell what kind of people they are (although those r still hilarious) i just wish they would go on more variety shows?? its understandable if they themselves dont want to be on any shows though!!! i love all 3 groups with all my heart :-D 

ok if u skipped u can start from here ill be answering the questions now lmao

FIRSTof all,,,,, youre learning how to drive?? thats so cool >:-0 we’re not allowed to learn until we’re like...?? 18?? or 21 idk but not so Soon :-( and its cute u think abt me (or of what to say) but pleaseth stay safe... i hope ur driving lessons go smoothly until u end theM!!! hopefully youll be able to get ur licence :-D 

aNDD!!! the thought of drinking warm tea when its cold outside.. is so ?? nice to think about hecc u better drink that tEA and enjoy it !!!! stay warm and comfy miss RM ..... and it even snows there????? thats so cool tbh ?? (i love snow but maybe thats bc it doesnt snow here so i dont know the tru evil of snow but like.... its so.... white and fluffy??) i would ask u 2 take pics and show me but alas...... the time is not right :-( do u know when we’re allowed to expose ourselves?? i forgot rip... but its sometime next month right im excited???? since its near my birthday !!!!! 

ok now to answer this ask no i actually have no clue what i want to be after i finish school?? yikEs but last year i (jokingly) said i wanted to be a farmer??? idk if i might actually do that probably not i guess im just freestyling (going with the flow) for now we’ll see where life takes me 

and like i said u can ask me anything !!! im fine with it :-) alsooooo please dont ever feel bad about sending too many asks bc its a lovely thing to wake up to and i just?? get rly happy when i see all the asks in my activity :-D!!  

[latetaektalk]

✨BDOAUSBAIJ LORDE TICKETS!!! ✨ I’m so so happy for you, hopefully next year comes quick! that sounds incredible, I know you’ll have the best time!!!

oooh I’ve been wanting to watch Minari for so long, I’m waiting for it to come onto a streaming platform for me haha. I love Steven Yuen. I actually have a few Oscar nominated films I still need to watch, I try to watch all the big ones usually!

I’ve been doing so much reading recently, all tiktok recommended - the Spanish love deception, the hating game and you and me on vacation. the last one, I would definitely recommend if you want any book recs. it’s wholesome but also so sad and heartbreaking at times - I feel like you would like it. (heads up, all books do have some 🌶 scenes but you can skip them like I did if you don’t want to read!!)

also I’m obsessed with this kdrama I found on Netflix, it’s ok not to be ok - not sure if you’ve seen it, it did come out a while ago, but I love it!! and when it comes to kpop, I literally only listen to BP and BTS, but I came across fever by enhypen, and it’s a bop, so think I need to start venturing out further into kpop land 😭😭

ah I’m so happy you like double take, it’s on repeat at the moment for me! I saw my little shoutout in your daily recap, very cute!! 🥺

hope you’re doing well, happy and healthy (I don’t mean that sarcastically like ms. rodrigo lol)

speak soon, 🦋.

hi bub !! sorry for the late reply but ive been very busy these days :(( i hope youre doing good and that things are less stressful for you 💕

ahh yes i literally cant believe it either sfasdf it still feels so surreal that ill be going on a fucking lorde concert next year??? like excuse me? thanks so much for being so happy for me bub :(( i hope you get to go on a concert too !!

i hope you watch minari soon!! its really such a beautiful film that i know youll enjoy lots! and yeah man steven yeun also has a special place in my heart :(( like minari is actually the first project ive watched him, but for some reason i really adore him? like i remember binging his interviews with conan lmao and ohhh what oscar films do you think were actually deserving of the hype and praise? any recs 👀

ive actually heard about all of these books before !! im adding all of it on my to read list! also funny enough youre mentioning the hating game because its actually the book im reading right now!! and thanks for the heads up! ill be sure to keep that in mind ✨

ohh ive heard of that one! i watched it a bit when my sister was watching it a few years back!! and ahh i totally get it! when i first started listening to kpop, i didnt venture further out until a couple of months lmao i know you didnt ask for recs but honestly some of my all time favourite kpop songs are psycho by red velvet, fancy and feel special by twice, love shot and tempo by exo, and superhuman, highway to heaven and love talk by nct!! i hope you find something youll like 💓tell me if you get into another kpop group! id love to hear all about it and get some song recs ✨

dude double take is honestly such a jam !! im so glad you recced it to me !! i really love it so much! like watch me write a fic to it LMAO

and ahh bub i hope youre doing well, happy and healthy too !! please remember to take of yourself, drink enough water and get enough sleep 💘💘 im sending you lots of love!!