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orcelito · 1 year ago

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for songs that have to be listened to 5 months after a loss, rather than 5 days after a loss,

no wonder it didnt stick back then. this is a song for now.

#speculation nation #music #audio #i am just... yeah #when it was fresh everything was a backdrop of pain. i was compartmentalizing like crazy just to get through it all.#that first week especially. working to get his house packed up. working to arrange the funeral. going through all those pictures #because I was the one in charge of putting together the slideshow.#there was no peace. it was just exhausted perseverance. just trying desperately to hold on. one foot in front of the other.#but this. 5 months later. ive been healing. little by little. but as this song states. Everything is different now.#yeah. this album is hitting so much more now. i really did need to wait 5 months for the loss to be less fresh to really get it.#i think this song might be my favorite from the album now. just because. this song feels like my constant state of being.#the past is in ashes. the past is a basket that catches all that's tragic.#the future's an intruder that will seduce you. the present is a madness that's impossible to catch. and the past is a bastard.#just the old grief chapter.#idk. it just feels so right.#Spotify

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hamletthedane · 7 months ago

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The movie Wicked is proof that any source material can be vastly improved by simply making the intense female friendship much gayer + the mutual male love interest both wildly bisexual and lowkey down to just be their third

#i can’t believe they improved Fiyero’s character so much just by making him intensely into both women at the same time asdakdga #Elphaba: *screaming at people*#Glinda: yeah baby you tell em! my girlfriend is gonna kick your ass!#Fiyero: god I’m so fucking turned on right now why am I so turned on by this #ideal dynamic tbh #i have other much more meaningful thoughts on this movie but this was so funny I had to post it #It was a very very good movie ngl #wicked #wicked movie

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visckera · 1 year ago

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idk man. i just think itd be really cool if sign language classes were mandatory throughout primary school. yeah because it would make communication with deaf kids and autistic/nonverbal kids much easier. and those kids would be accessible to the others so they could make friends and have healthy relationships. yeah. and kids would eat that shit up man. like their own little secret language? they love that.

#ace writes #autism #nonverbal #deaf #deafawareness #sign language #no yeah i just think it would be good #btw I am a semi nonverbal autistic person that knows a couple of simple signs #but would like to pursue it further as a good method of communication for me #just so ya know :}

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half-a-life-left · 9 days ago

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glad we all agree on those sprites btw

#deltarune #tenna #ant tenna #tenna deltarune #shuttah deltarune #deltarune chapter 3 #deltarune spoilers #the 'oh hell yeah new sexyman just dropped. not my thing but hell yeah' to 'chat i think im in trouble' pipeline is real #its frankly embarrassing how predictable i am lmao #good thing i shed all my remaining shame like a reptile's skin YEARS ago

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madootles · 14 days ago

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chill out season 2 jon... it's all in your head...

#ah yes season 2 famously very relaxing season #jonathan sims #the magnus archives #tma #fan art #really enjoyed making this one #the archivist #idk the colors aren't my fave but I'm ok with them #hopefully they r enjoyed #magpod #yeah maybe he’s too hot here. I’m not that sorry about it tbh #oh noooo jon’s too hot. oh nooo #I’m just doing it for the gays and bisexuals. you’re welcome man lovers #fuck I forgot his glasses. SORRY I feel like that’s important to his look but the drawing technology is powered down.#I’ve banned myself from anymore drawing until I sleep. it is 5 am and the birds are chirping #that’s all

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egophiliac · 4 months ago

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don't think I'm not still obsessing over 7-12

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers #sorry it's even scribblier than usual :') hopefully my chickenscratch is legible #anyway come here and join me in the corner where we go to be embarrassing about anime characters #just. between riddle and trey's dreams i've been thinking a lot about how #trey knew this kid for like two months when he was nine and then never really got over him or how their friendship ended #which. honestly. understandable given the circumstances #and then when they finally met again riddle acted like they'd never met before and neither he nor trey ever intended trey to be his vice #but every time riddle talks about his childhood post-incident it's basically #'oh yeah i constantly thought about trey and che'nya and fantasized about still being friends with them! this is fine and normal'#(there's a bit in one of his birthday cards where he talks about crossword puzzles and shit man that one got me)#idk. i can't put this into words very well #just...the implications that riddle was actively resisting trey's friendship #(presumably because it ended SUPER badly last time and he's learned that if he shows he wants something it gets taken away from him)#and trey had to work REALLY hard to just to get to the point they were at by the time canon starts #that was progress somehow #y'all can call him boring all you want but trey's defining feature really is that he keeps being like #'everything's fine :) this isn't a big deal :) i don't care that much'#(trey on the inside: THIS IS THE BIGGEST DEAL THAT I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT AND I WILL NEVER LET IT GO)#anyway i continue to be absolutely murdered by the timing of riddlepunzel directly after this #riddle's line about not wanting to keep standing in front of a door that's never going to open...#hey. hey silly gacha game about anime disney boys.#you are not actually allowed to do this to me #oh shit oh damn i'm out of tags and i haven't even talked about cater yet. NO BUT I HAVE LOTS OF FEELINGS THERE TOO --#(i am crushed under a falling safe looney tunes style)

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hinamie · 1 year ago

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surprise it's yuri!!!in 2024

#my art #yuri on ice #yuri!!! on ice #yoi #fanart #katsuki yuuri #victor nikiforov #victuuri #yoi fanart #this was the secret 4th thing that lost the poll jdsfgsdfjj #id been thinking about doing a tribute since getting that one ask but i didn't anticipate how Into it i would get once i started #the way i flew through this piece .. just over 1 day??? insane #yuri is /that/ ingrained in my muscle memory #I was looking at refs and ?? id forgotten how wild this show was #we just got all of that?? a pole dance a proposal a kiss a pair skate....and it was ALL canon? incredible #AND YEAH UNPROMPTED HISTORY MAKER PLAYS IN MY YT MIX #dean fujioka jumpscare #also looking back at my old yoi pieces was so wild. that ws really 8 years ago huh.#little bit of an ego boost looking at how far ive come #but also im just grateful idk sry 2 b sappy on main #i hope 16 year old me is happy that i did this bc im happy i did this #edit bc i forgot a bunch of white outline i am a fraud

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mienar · 1 year ago

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the wandering painter, part one

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#artists on tumblr #illustration #animated illustration #animation #backgrounds #animated gifs #background illustration #myillust #landscape #plants #scenery #summer #hiii! just wanted to share an artwork i made that's super fresh from the oven ksfknsf #'the wandering painter' will be a series that consists of artworks that has elements that i struggle to draw and am trying to improve on!#ive always really struggled with the process of painting (for example) clouds fields grass grasslands flowers etc #despite the end result coming out satisfactory imo but i cant deny that it most of the time feels like a fluke #so this series would consist of my journey of improving how to draw said elements/areas more confidently :D #this artwork in particular - i studied and practiced how to paint/draw silver grass better along with grasses and clouds #i feel like im sorta getting the hang of it but theres definitely room to study and experiment how i can paint it better #so yeah! nonetheless i really hope you'll like this! and i hope you'll have a lovely day/night ahead <3333

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coddda · 1 year ago

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I wish we could have met in some other way.

Lawlight Week Day 2: Soulmates

If you saw me repost and re-edit this several times uh No you didn't </3

Still frames/Individual gifs:

If you know what every frame is from you get a free cookie. by the way

#death note #dn #light yagami #l lawliet #lawlight #oh god here we go #death note jdrama #death note 2015 #death note 2006 #death note musical #lctw #l change the world #dntm #lawlightweek2024 #my art #collapses i am NEVER putting this much effort in one piece ever again /hj this was the Only one i had mostly prepared in advance #ironically the most painstaking part about making this entire thing was converting the images into an animated file #that wasn't either horrifically compressed or just. wouldn't loop. why do gifs have to look so BAD it's so inconvenient #and THEN i realized I had to forcibly Stitch the two animations together so they would actually be synced and it wouldn't look dumb #and the end result is STILL so compressed. because Tumblr. uhhh just don't click on it it'll look so scuffed LOL. anyways #this is what i get for watching Every Adaptation of Death Note. i am a death note multiverse truther #usually i'd have something clever to say in the tags but. this drained the life out of me just uh.#yeah. they're doomed in every universe. this is the only way they could've met. they are doomed by their own natures and the #circumstances that surround them. there is no universe where light tries to prevent L's death. and even in the cases where L Doesn't die #there is no universe where L can save light. there is no universe where he can truly “catch” Kira and make him see where he went wrong #(<- if you read LCTW you know. :) )#in every universe and adaptation L will call Light his first friend. in some universes they'll take that notion more seriously than others #no matter what one of them will die due to the other. its the only constant. it's the only way it can ever be. they are the others downfall

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demiurgicviscera · 2 months ago

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people making fun of trans masc and men’s names always falls so flat, because they tend to be some of the most beautiful and classic male names that exist? liam, will, jack, finn, izzy, viktor, lucas, theo etc . and you know if we were instead en masse choosing names like apollo, achilles, hades, dionysus they’d find a reason to make us feel pathetic for it too. one can make anything look stupid if you try hard enough, and people try really hard when it comes to trans men and mascs and what we choose to do with our own autonomy.

#for the record i fucking love all sorts of names that trans men and mascs pick out for themselves #i’ve seen dionysus a few times and i am so obsessed it’s crazy like. more men naming themselves based on greek mythology please.#actually just any mythology ever. being a trans guy is sick as fuck and it hits so hard when the names reflect that #i also love devastatingly average names. steve. bill. harry. like fuck yeah. i want to see a harold. maybe a greg.#trans men i love you #transandrophobia #anti transmasculinity #mumbling mind

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what-am-i-doing-in-this-fandom · 8 months ago

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I am such a big Werewolf Stan advocate I had to jump on this particular train 🙏 (but I didn't really wanna commit to full line art, you guys understand)

Oh, and you guys aren't gonna believe this, but here's part two 🙌

#I've been really enjoying the vampire/werewolf FiddleStan #which i think.... is for some october thing? uh fiddlestantober? or uh fiddle... idk i know it's because it's october!!#and I'm very glad for it #i love werewolf stan so much 🙏#i never really thought about vampire Fiddleford but yeah I've been enjoying that part too #anyway keep making that thanks guys 😋#I KNOW IT'S NOT SUMMER but wouldn't it be funny if they met outside of the fall months #put those bozos into situations 🗣️#this is why summerween exists in this AU guys TRUST 🙏🙏#cole's art #art #gravity falls #grunkle stan #stanley pines #fiddleford hadron mcgucket #fiddleford mcgucket #fiddlestan #FIDDLESTAN ‼️‼️🗣️💯💯💯#best ship in this fandom NO COMPETITION 🙏#werewolf stan pines #werewolf stan #vampire fiddleford #fiddlestantober2024 #yyeeahhhh that thing #i am not a part of it i am hijacking just this one thing 🙏#i use the praying hands emoji too much sorry guys #gravity falls halloween au

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blueberry-blast · 1 month ago

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don't you just hate it when you're just trying to get home but the spooky ghost prophet that looks like your bf gives you a cryptic prophecy about how you're gonna die or something

#my art #monosart #crk #cookie run #cookie run kingdom #pure vanilla cookie #shadow milk cookie #fount of knowledge #shadowvanilla #pureshadow #puremilk #bro this was just meant to be a silly drawing of pv as Tiresias not- whatever all this is 😭#something something almost every animatic design for Tiresias i see looks like it could easily pass as a design for human!pv #and i could not get that out of my head so uhhhh yeah.#smilk took over after i doodled him ONCE to ody's lines. now hes crashing out over a prophecy i guess #also i needed an excuse to draw more fount. maybe hit him a bit more with the trauma (as a treat)#probably couldve been better as an animatic but i am Not confident enough to do all that on just my phone

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zorangezest · 1 month ago

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more of this miserable thing I made, somehow it became A Whole Au… no it does not get any better for them LMAOOOAOAOOA

it’s a father/son descent into madness! im calling it DON’T DO THIS, DAD and it’s mainly about frenzy and soundwave’s extremely ill-omened endeavours to bring rumble back to life. yes rumble is very much around and actively haunting them. no he doesn't consent to this

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#yeah….we are going full resurrection route with this one!!#very much a cliche but i eat it up every time…..#i am a simple woman i see characters trying to bring their loved ones back from the dead i go monkey brain neuron activation #frenzy specifically gets super haunted and sees his bro everywhere #THIS HAS GONE SO FAR FROM THE SOURCE MATERIAL. THHKGHAK;HFHAHGJHA #i dont usually make super angsty stories but this one just clicked for some reason....#humanformers #transformers #soundwave #maccadam #rumble #frenzy #zorangetf #tf art #artists on tumblr #this is.....extremely similar to the story im making for my ocs....they ar ocs at this point....#DON’T DO THIS DAD

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gingerswagfreckles · 4 months ago

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It's weird how in the past 5 or so years the left's understanding of decolonization devolved into some kind of weird Nazi era eugenicist thing about how people's "true places" are something encoded in their DNA and no one in the history of the world should have moved anywhere and anyone decendent from people who moved at some point should be shot.

#gingerswagfreckles #if anyond tries to say this is an exaggeration btw i WILL rip your head off #as if it isnt a major talking point on the left that it's ok to kill israelis because their skin cancer rates prove #they're in the Wrong Place regardless of how many hundreds of years their family has lived there #jumblr #antisemitism #leftist antisemitism #and yeah yeah i know that jews are indigenous to the levant i am making a slightly adjacent point #about the extremely weird opinion the left has that if one is not indigenous to an area it is acceptable to Literally Kill Them #regardless of how either they or their ancestors arrived in that area. regardless of how the answer for 99% of those non indigenous people #is just oh i moved here from my mother's vagina #also ofc we have the whole issue of this being selectively applied to the western world while imperialism and colonialism Doesnt Count #outside of the west #but i digress

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malk-with-tea · 4 months ago

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