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sexlapis · 6 months

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nanami nation are we okay

#nanami kento #like #i feel like my husband just died at war #…#i am now a widow.#sexlapis talks

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tea-cat-arts · 5 days

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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will

#svsss #scum villian self saving system #shen qingqiu #shen yuan #the fact that people think scum villain #-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me #especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater #heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series #he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters #(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters #like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx #I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes #side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me #i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation #but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years #like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain #the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too #+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu #as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people #another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does #also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be #he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students #and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing #+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this #but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy

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sunforgrace · 10 months

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he sat there on the ground and cried. for cas. cas told him he loved him was taken away and he buried his head in his hands and wept

#AND THEN THEY TRIED TO PRETEND LIKE IT WAS FINE? and after the widower arc #it wasn’t even as nearly fucked then this time all their friends got thanos snapped and we don’t even get canon confirmation that they were #brought back. even with covid not even a vo or offhand mention or reference #jack is god and in every drop of rain or whatever.#sure yeah whatever they beat the final boss and got over the protagonist angst of it all but the world was still the same it just wasn’t a #chuck story which only ramped up to being The Big Problem in the season 14 finale.#cas was stabbed by an angel blade and dean broke while wrapping his body for the funeral pyre. ALONE. and was. not doing well #and you tell me it’s whatever after he sat there in that dungeon refused to answer sam’s calls and cried during the complete and total end #of the world. that he just bounced back from that and died and drove around heaven for decades in a few minutes and smiled while americana #electric guitar played on some bridge #cas helped oh that’s nice I guess smile now I have GOT to go drive my car around. because I did not get enough of that in my time on earth.#unlike my time with cas which I am satisfied with and in no need of closure. perhaps a conversation. looking upon him to see him alive and #well. healing some of that trauma of the last time I saw him. a reunion hug maybe even which has become tradition. CUT THE CAMERAS deadass #he’s going for the face touch. no this we cannot possibly have time for we have to play carry on wayward son twice #sorry. it has been three years. sorry. it’s just so funny buddy your ass did NOT escape the hamster wheel

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claudethecrabdemoness · 2 months

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So I did It

I made a Fusion

And he's ✨magnificent✨

#ohhgod #why am I so attracted to this??#what is it about cheek and jaw bones that make me go absolutely feral???#cis men are a scam #anyway #have a televangelist tv man #now there’s a guy I’d join a cult for #vox hazbin hotel #televangelist vox #hazbin hotel #vox #human vox #1950s #redesign #character design #joel osteen #regardless of the curses i am pretty proud of this one #i wanted to keep his head more square like his screen #and his hair is…….. full of choices #the v in his widow’s peak being one of them #and of course I wanted to make him sharklike #I think I achieved it #the tim burton really popped out w this one #what a man #what a mighty strange man #stop looking at me like that vox or im gonna have to fuck you #there's a damn good reason he won that sexiest man poll #and im looking at it rn #stupid sexy vox #with his suits and his voice and his smile and his slutty slutty waist-

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camelspit · 9 months

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stina on the book 10 cover (pleading)

#ough.. stina and sophie together..#shannon do you know how insane that would make me #i would never shut up #and stina in jason chans style? i would faint on the floor dead and gone and my wife would have to bury me and be a widow #shut up about dex he has the first book the box set and a decent amount of official art #stina.. holy shit..#batting my eyes at shannon #but also i am. delusional.#like with team valiant there was a slight chance but.#now that her character arc has been lost forever.#i doubt that it could ever happen #she could still look cool in the graphic novel though #bald stina 😳#kotlc #stina heks

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junotter · 1 year

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my human montana taz taagnus au wasnt a lie

#taagnus #taako x magnus #taz balance #taako #magnus burnsides #um um um #me just drawing taako in my actual outfits #bitches who live in montana be like: gonna make the blorbos suffer too #i am leaving in a few days and wont be back for like a year plus which is bittersweet #ANYWAY #this has been brewing in my mind for a bit now #trying to figure out why in montana other than i want it to be #drawing human taako is like cursed...#disgraced tv chef meets seasonal worker widower #heyyyyy the 3 people actively talking about taagnus (desperately)#my art #taz fanart #montana taagnus au

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castelled-away · 4 days

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So now that we know the marriage market/schemes of the ton are not Benedict‘s cup of tea & he spends the better part of s3 running away from debutantes who want to marry him… I need Sophie (or whoever is going to be his love interest in his season) to be the incarnation of the word no. I need this lovely lady to be absolutely uninterested in this jokester puppy of a Bridgerton so that he HE has to run after HER. And she’s just like no thanks & completely uninterested & pragmatic/down-to-earth all the time until he like…cries & begs her to marry her I guess?

#bonus if she has like a clear life goal that she is working towards achieving all the time bc honestly I need someone who has their shit #together for Benedict bc I feel like this loser is just floating through society without any plans whatsoever and it’s getting annoying #we don’t even see him draw as a background scene and not even a throwaway line said abt one of his sketches or smth?????#I really LIKED Benedict as an artist in s1 & 2 and NOW he’s just whoring around???? I am so confused by you puppy boy WHAT DO YOU WANT WHERE #DID ALL OF YOUR HOBBIES AND PASSIONS GO #but. like. on another note he did a rly good job hanging out *cough cough* with that widow bc I could tell she’s a badass so I can’t really #fault him for that one. but WHERE SRE HIS HOBBIES #which is also why I wouldn’t mind making his love interest older than him? bc maybe with an older women we can get someone who knows what #they want & who can give him a bit of direction in life????#benedict bridgerton #bridgerton #ignore me pls I’m just rambling and saving my thoughts here on tumblr so I can go back to them and see whether or not my predictions/wishes #came true:)#minee

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bedlamsbard · 5 months

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This is more than a little random, but if I wrote a comparison of Corkcicle vs. Owala water bottles, would anyone be like...interested in that? Mostly because I have both and I'd kind of like to logic it out. (Also, I'll be honest, I've got the Captain America water bottles from both so it IS an entirely equal comparison lol.)

#your girl #I talked about it on sunday zoom but I like having things in writing sometimes #I'd have gotten the owala black widow but it was sold out before I heard it existed and they've said they won't bring it back #I'm still waiting on corkcicle to add black widow #GET ON IT GUYS #(I am a corkcicle girl. literally when I got it I went 'oh shit this IS worth the money')#(and now they e-mail me six times a day)

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amokslime · 6 months

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Is anybody else out there a Kirk/Spock/McCoy enjoyer? Like the premise deluxe

#Star Trek #Ames and I are marathoning the TOS movies #we watched Wrath of Khan and now we're watching Search For Spock #the way kirk is being such a widower #and then McCoy sitting alone in the dark in Spock's room. also like a widower #and then spock posessing McCoy from the ether so he delivers an ecstatic longing plea to Kirk like he's the oracle of Delphi #and then faints into Kirk's arms #like are you for real? this is THE old man triad #Spock/Kirk/McCoy #i have no idea how to tag this ship help

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mariocki · 9 months

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Barbara Murray attempts a needlessly convoluted swindle, as Lady Diane Battersley in The Adventurer: The Not-So-Merry Widow (1.18, ITC, 1973)

#fave spotting #barbara murray #the adventurer #the power game #lady pamela wilder #panels <3 #the not so merry widow #1973 #itc #classic tv #i am now like 99% certain that babs was bringing her own hats onto the set of every job she took #that or it was in her contract that she must have a fabulous hat for her character (and probably that she got to keep it)#strange to think this was just 4 years after The Power Game ended when it feels like another era entirely #probably that is the itc effect‚ plus the specifically dingy early 70s feel of this itc series in particular #Lady Pam... I mean Diane‚ is supposedly the unappreciated wife of a business tycoon who decides to get her husband's attention via #jealousy: she leaks a fake romance between her and Mr Greatest Everything Ever Gene B to the press. except actually her husband is broke #and so they're going to fake his death‚ frame Gene for his murder‚ collect his substantial life insurance and live heavily #ever after. one pressing question: why? why involve international superstar and businessman Gene? why specifically a murder?#couldn't they have faked a drowning? y'know that might not have needed a body either. or a small plane crash. or anything‚ anything that #doesn't involve framing a super sleuth you don't even know for murder?? bizarre #but then this has been a bizarre series‚ a routinely very stupid one‚ and it's only the occasional appearances of actors #of the quality of a Babs Murray that's got me through it without losing my mind... she's very good of course‚ all sickly sweet insincerity #and quiet scheming. i kind of wish she'd got away with it too

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rin-yellow · 1 year

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Something possessed me to make this and I have no idea why. I am so sorry

#rita kanisuka #ohsama sentai kingohger #king ohger #super sentai #robespierre #french revolution #iron widow lmao #maximilien robespierre #I'm an art blog but #actually I'm not this was supposed to be a blog for book reviews and then I had a mental breakdown #I'm not actually sure what I am #I guess I'm posting memes and shitposts now #you have no clue how close I am to converting this into a fanblog for idk super sentai or even something like fucking M3 #do y'all even remember M3? That one anime from 2014 #I'm not even sure if anyone has talked about it since the final episode aired but I recently watched it and it has stuck with me #where was i going with this #whatever I apologize for these tags #sunk cost fallacy dictates I post it like this #oh right forgot a few tags #papillon ohger #french revolution shitposts #super sentai shitposts #yea thats pretty much it #sorry for having a mental breakdown in the tags #I just failed a physics exam yesterday and am reconsidering my decision to study engineering lol #I know that's tmi but ehhhhh #yeah idfk lmao this is chaos but I'm sticking with this #and send post

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sweaters-and-vertigo · 1 year

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hemlock, throwing tech’s goggles at hunter: here’s a keepsake of your dead brother :)

me, who had some hope that tech was still alive:

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tangledstarlight · 2 months

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there's something deeply fun about reading the bridgerton books already know who lady whistledown is. like. it has me giggling to myself whenever they start wondering who it could be. i love being in on the secret. even more fun now i'm reading the colin & pen book because i feel like im in a secret lil club thats just me, the book and penelope kghfgf

#tho i am getting the feeling i shoulda read Francesca's book first because even tho i knew she was widowed early it was a spoiler lmao #oH WELL I'M COMMITED NOW!!!!

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ereborne · 6 months

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Song of the Day: December 7

"Wolverine" by Goghi

#song of the day #beautiful beautiful song very very fun to sing. about loving nature and wanting to bite people! ideal. pristine.#every line is the best line but the whole chorus is really something special #'I am the wolverine / get close I show my teeth and / no love for my own / I walk my path alone and #I am the submarine / deep hunter of the seas and / I sink enemies / making widows in the open ocean'#there's a little fuck I never know what that's called. what's it called #a little ripple-run in the melody on 'making widows in the open ocean' that brings such incredible joy. amazing song to sing #also--this has nothing to do with the song--I am so hungry #Nick has his friends over (which is good! not complaining about that. he did get permission and they're not rude or destructive so chill)#but our livingroom is now a minefield of people and beverages and popcorns I think that smell is popcorn #and to get to the kitchen I would have to pass through. step over all of them and walk between them and their videogames on the big screen #and I'm just not feeling it!#so we turn again to the grace and foresight of past-me and we reap the great pop-tart harvest #do y'all know how many boxes of poptarts there are under my bed? literally I do not know. I've just been getting interesting flavors #apple jacks. banana bread. snickerdoodle. apple fritter. eggo. cinnamon sugar pretzel. cinnamon roll. that's seven!#seven boxes of poptarts under my bed! I gave the boston creme pie and pumpkin pie ones to Nick bc they were gross but these are all good #I missed out on the vanilla latte and chocolate churro flavors sadly. they were before I started #(do you ever get halfway through a sentence and then you think: huh. my whole life to date and this is what I'm doing now. huh.)#anyway they were before I started collecting poptarts

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tsarnvoiny · 2 months

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i would like the world to know that my brain has been occupied completely by this alt. verse i thought up and i will not be sorry for this.

#ooc ✡ caffeine fueled hyper fixations.#like for real...i am so full of muse for this family #actually getting to basically be a family like in the beginning of black widow #this is my life now i'm sorry if you wanted something else #i'm jk jk...but at this second...this is the verse we live in.

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whatanightmaregrinch · 1 year

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no, no- i didnt sleep w/benny first time we officially met instead of getting the chip, that was you guys!!

#fallout new vegas #fallout #saw the black widow option come up and i was like hANG ON SURELY NOT #so now my life's mission is to collect them all it turns out #benny i actually am inlove with you too #even if you shot me in the head #benny fnv

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