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ink-and-radio · 4 months
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Now, I am not typically one to post onto this website, especially concerning theories and the like (I do not enjoy directly engaging in fanbases for multiple reasons). That being said, as Hazbin Hotel has been on my rewatch cycle for weeks now, I have seen a fee things here and there about the presence of eyes in the background. Specifically, calling attention to Alastor's scene in the finale where we witness him at his most exposed moment thus far - and the theories surrounding it (how it could be connected to Roo has been the prevalent one).
I largely blew this theory off as others not paying much attention to the artist details of the landacapea and foregrounds - eyes appear EVERYWHERE. They are a primary decor element and I have been hard pressed to see a scene where at least one was not present somewhere in the background.
On this note, however, one thing I noticed tonight is that one like those we witness is Alastor's breakdown not the only time they appear - in fact, they seem to appear at moments when the characters are feeling emotionally exposed - they appear in Camilla's office after the Overlord meeting when she is speaking to Zestial about the angel, in the Poison musical scene behind Angel Dust is part of the song, again on the street behind Husk and Angel during "Loser, Baby" - some of the examples I've taken notice of thus far. (I am, unfortunately, terribly old fashioned and out-of-touch somewhat surround technology, so no screenshots currently but they are there).
I have not seen anyone speak about that specifically yet. I do not completely throw out that it could, indeed, be something tied to Roo - perhaps that she is always watching everyone and everything, especially when they are vulnerable - but I also ADORE this as an artistic element because it adds an extra array of emotion - specifically a feeling of paranoia (for Alastor, more so) in these moments. The other characters outside of these scenes are not supposed to see these moments- they are meant to stay private and raw - but the eyes are watching, adding to that feeling of anxiety and exposure.
And I eat that up like it were my last meal.
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5qui99l3draws · 6 months
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one fairysona with a pigeon friend for @pfandghoul!
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bonus thumbnails because they're cute:
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wowbright · 9 months
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Ugh why lately do I keep remembering traumatic events from my childhood that explain so much?
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sillystringedrat · 9 months
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Since recently learning abt the Lego Friends reboot I kinda went silly into a rabbit hole so now I have notes on the first ep and first impressions :3
Zac
* Definitely has some underlying social anxiety
* Lots of interests (that he makes up for other people)
* Gives major good boy dumb jock energy
* Seems to get caught up in his emotions and dismisses anything else that doesn’t have his attention, as seen with how he constantly dismisses Paisley when he’s enraptured with something.
* RAGING PEOPLE PLEASER
* Probably a good dose of bottled up emotions
* Oblivious to physical boundaries (get better soon honey)
* Oblivious also to some—mostly emotional—social cues
* LYING THROUGH HIS TEETH !!!!
* Probably has lived with some expectations to make him the way he is
Paisley
* Introverted, perhaps has social anxiety but not in the same way as Zac (parallels perhaps?)
* Knows her boundaries and is obviously miffed at being treated the way she was
* Has problems with being a pushover, but she doesn’t guilt trip her brain into thinking she must do it, only frustrated she can’t stick up for herself
* Seems to be used to Lianne’s shenanigans
* Unlike what I originally thought, she seems to have no problem opening up to someone—at least when under stress, seeing as she opened up about her stress with Zac to Nova.
* Also bottles up emotions, but unlike Zac presumably she does let them out when people are available
* Seems to not know how to properly socialize to make a new friend, despite this she is quite emotionally intelligent
Lianne
* Has ADHD, extroverted
* Literally just me smh
* Seems to know Paisley’s boundaries and they seem good enough friends that when she pushes Paisley’s comfort zone, Paisley isn’t that angry about it
* However she knows when someone has gone too far and will defend her friend
* Adopts introverts like it’s nobody’s business
* Has nothing but good intentions but sometimes puts people in situations she would better handle
Olly
* Gay ass /j (or is it a premonition?)
* Interested in fashion
* Loves being recognized for his work (perhaps his work isn’t that often? ) This thought is disproven his intro is literally him posing at his locker
Leo
* General good guy as of now
* FUNKY!!! BUTTON!!! UPS!!!
* Him, Aaliyah and Autumn seem to be pretty close friends already
*He’s my son
Nova
* Seems to be the typical nonchalant/distant one of the group for now
* A little arrogant about boasting her gamer status but eh
* So far the one putting the least effort into making dynamics with the other characters
* Just wants to chill
* Her gamer reputation seems to be a generally known fact considering Aaliyah comments if Zac plays video games around her. That or Aaliyah is the type of person to get to know every one of her classmates general interest, either one is likely.
* Can be pretty blunt
Aaliyah
* GIFTED OVERACHIEVER EXTRACURRICULAR KID ALERT
* Too busy than any child has the right to be
* A part of student council
* Very cheerful and welcoming to everyone
* Very organized and determined, a go-getter
* Probably lesbian (LISTEN—)
* Seems to not have much time for her friends although she would love to (Autumn and Leo don’t seem to mind much and seem to be understanding of her situation)
* DEFINITELY has been set up for high expectations
* Control freak to some extent
Idk if I’ll share my thoughts on the other eps, maybe if they’re long enough who knows .,.
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taichi-x-koushiro · 4 months
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"We need more complex a UTISTIC c HARACTERs {+in dIGIMO}---"
You guys can't even handle Aut!Koushiro headcanons {and probably still can't, in the year 2k24}
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milkiedimitrescu · 2 years
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Get this post to at least 20 like's and I will make this a comic series. 🙂 I know it won't, but at least try to pls 🥺
This is a dumb AU but I come up with random things ok
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flyingwea · 7 months
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I noticed something really fucking stupid on twitter what do you mean I cannot deleted the stupid idiot's reply under my tweet maybe I can block them or hide the reply to my eyes but what if it's contain sensible info that could endarger me or others that's so stupid
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blueberry-beanie · 8 months
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it seems my obsession about a certain satirist is a double-edged sword
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blkwag · 10 months
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hm
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Is Freya stronger than Kratos?
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years
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#do i feel guilty abt spending like 4+hrs working on my CV during normal work hours today? yes#but also i spent 5 months getting paid part time when i was working 10+hr days 6 days a week#so i feel like it balances out#also i need to update my cv as things happen bc i instantly forget so many things i do#like i forgot i was named on at least 1 publication. like completely forgot until i searched my name on google scholar#also i have like 25 posters/presentations to my name. and only like maybe 5 of those are ones that r just in name#ive given a lot of talks/poster presentations lol#my cv is so long. i prob should have shortened it more before i sent it to the dude im talking with#but like. idk im gonna meet him next week so like if i commit a little faux pas by sending a too long cv im sure its fine. hes already#interested enough to chat. and therefore i have to bust my ass preparing to meet with him#bc hes from the most prestigious uni ive contacted. so like really theres no way ill get in. but i will shamelessly try#god. ive gotta really study hard. like i mean i dont have to but ive been so burnt out for so long that ive been slipping when it comes to#hardcore academic stuff. like my memory of genetics and chem stuff is slipping. and generally i find it difficult to wrangle my thoughts in#a way that makes sense. so i really wanna be prepared to talk to him#lol my boss is gonna get back from Europe like hey ur gonna follow me to las vegas? and im gonna be like haha fuck that i dont wanna live#there. i am currently 1 foot out the door. im at the bus stop waiting for someone to give me the money for the science bus#give me funding to study cool stuff!!!!#ugh and i still need to look for more ppl to ask. like i want at least 2 or 3 US options on top of my 3 potential UK options#and like im really considering contacting some ppl in Germany bc like all the papers i look at are german. the germans are doing cool#cyanobacteria bullshit. and im jealous and i dont speak german but hey ive got a year to learn#so idk maybe ill see if my boss talked to anyone cool while she was at her conferences. pls boss tell me abt the other cool cyanobacteria#ppl 🙏 but idk. i feel like ppl dont quite get what im interested in. bc its astrobiology but really its more evolution and understanding#the fundamentals of life. so like no i dont wanna go to mars. i wanna understand what freaky shit life was doing millons if years ago#ugh. im being a slacker. ive gotta shift into try hard mode.#but also i wanna draw and finish my fanfics 😭 we'll see what happens#unrelated#also thank u to the ppl who sent kind words on my post yesterday! im still shadowbanned so i cant reply to u 😭
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orcelito · 2 years
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Oh god I just remembered when ex assistant manager was talking about astrology & how she Hates tauruses and i was like "? But I'm a taurus?"
Yes u dumb bitch thats the point
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strwbrymlkshake · 2 years
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I wanna post about my recovery + ramble in tags at the same time but I'm not motivated enough to come up with a mediocre yandere post rn , so just know that my life is going?? Somewhat good in terms of romance
#mine#💿#i can only ramble in tags. posts feel too official im shy</3 i feel like tags are less likely to show up on search engines as well...#just forever paranoid about the blog being discovered you know how it goes. personal stuff (proceeds to post it online)#in the general scheme of things im doing alright. tho im currently obsessed with a game instead of a man so idk if that counts#feels like im just waiting for an important event to happen. like ill have a great life changing thing but rn im just in limbo. waiting!#i dont mind it because i take joy in the small things in my day to day life but i feel like i should be doing bigger things. doing more#hell. BEING more. theres lots of cookie cutter paths i could take but none of them fit the mould im making yk. its boring.#on one hand im proud of myself for being able to stay focused on my interests instead of wasting time on a guy who doesnt care abt me#like i still am doing that a Little Bit but its not as detrimental to my daily life as it used to be. like its fine now#on the topic of.. him. we dont really talk much but i feel theres sort of a weird air between us now and he could tell i was in the yanzone#im not too broken up about it because i repeatedly told myself this would happen n i knew it would but everythings okay as it is rn#i still do admire him but not as intensely. the moment he stops hinting at even the possibility he could be interested my attention drops#i want to be everything but at the same time i want to be nothing. i want to be god and the earth and the sun and death and disease.#im working up to being perfect but at the same time i know no such thing exists so meanwhile im just. working up. to SOMETHING#i want everyday of my life to be an adventure. at the same time im much too tired for that. guess thats why i stick with emotional trifles#im not in love with him or anything. its the same as everyone else. like various dials in a lab that i have to keep below 50#or else bad things will happen. like a scientist with anxiety. its like i be insane for a little while and the dial goes down#but any others could easily skyrocket because i find little things i adore about one person and latch onto them!!! like art#i feel im the most socially acptble level of yandere out of them all rn. in insanity specifically tho. in othr aspects im still weird#the power of autism is condemning me from learning proper social skills but by god i am TRYING my hardest n learning new things#i sit around waiting but atleast im building skills while doing it. part of what life is about i guess!#you come for the yandere content and then i just post philosophical rants. a tragedy most awful to those who can relate#but im okay with it as long as these strange lengthy rambles help me recover better!! no problem at all. one day i will be better#tl;dr i havent found love yet but im not miserable either. trying to improve myself through numerous mental quarrels n experience
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steampunk-raven · 4 months
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advil not kicking in :) not sure what I was expecting tbf but it’s not like I can tell my ob-gyn that I need stronger meds and have her *listen* to me
#I told her that i regularly get 10/10 pain just from period cramps and have significant bleeding n she was just like. “ok but have you tried#TWO Advils?”#so I tried that. Didn’t work. She prescribed *three* advils#that also obviously didn’t work#then she suggested increasing amount of dosages (as opposed to the dosage itself) which is *currently* not working#and it’s fucking dangerous longterm. and because I have *at least* 10 day long periods and I already am prescribed nsaids for my#various chronic pains it is so much more horrid for my body but I have yet to have a doctor prescribe me anything but nsaids#which is also pretty funny for my nerve pain because it takes a simple google search to see that nsaids usually don’t affect nerve pain muc#i hate the medical system#vent#vent in tags#also bonus: she diagnosed me with pcos but didn’t put it on my medical record (saying “🥺🥺 but you’re so young 🥺🥺 we can’t diagnose you#for another few years” then kept extending the amount of years needed for a proper diagnosis)#and she’s not REFUSING to do any tests otherwise I’d tell her to document her refusal but she’s still being generally unhelpful#what’s worse is that I do get the sense that she cares about me *as a person*. like she sees a person who is suffering and feels empathy fo#me but she doesn’t care about me *in a professional manner*#like idk I’m glad she cares that i’m suffering I wish she would do the steps of helping me through it (as I am paying her to do)#I could switch but there’s a lot of complications there cuz there’s a lot of shit goin on lol
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arielluva · 4 months
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originally me putting stuff from everywhere at the end of time on my mikage playlist was just as a joke, but the more i thought about it, it really does fit ohtori academy's whole thing of being so old yet having newness to it, not to mention all the false memories. eateot takes old ballroom music, and using new technology, slows it down, adds static and other distortions, and chops it up to represent loss of memories. ohtori academy can have all these old and weird looking buildings, and then just have modern technology just. sitting there. connecting eateot to ohtori gives the feeling that if you spend too long in this liminal space, that your memories will get chopped up too, taking on a whole new meaning from when they were first made. corrupting to the point of almost being unrecognizable
(can you tell i never quite recovered from being obsessed with eateot when i was 15)
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f4y3w00d5 · 2 months
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This case is making me so fucking angry. theyre using common transphobic language, and also theyre not even HIDING their BLATANT FUCKING TRANSPHOBIA-
Wanna see the poster that made me aware of this current bullshit going on?
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The second paragraph. 'Roxy Tickle is a man that wants to be a woman.' Okay, well a simple google search says shes transgender. Going a bit more in depth? She has done Three years of hormone therapy and gender reaffirmation surgery. Like this isnt a transgender woman who has done nothing to change her identity, she's got surgery and 3 years of hormone therapy! And looking more into it? She has said;
"I am now legally a woman.
“I am already allowed to have a female gendered passport thanks to the letter from my GP confirming that they are treating me.
“I only have one step left - to update my birth certificate to say that I’m female.
“I needed two medical specialists saying they have seen my genitals and they both needed to sign a form in the presence of a JP.
"These are the most extreme levels of identity proof I’ve ever come across – to have to show your genitals to an MD is embarrassing to prove who you are. The documentation has all now been completed and I will mail it this weekend."
That was all 4 years ago. 7 years of this shit now. (as of today, april 11th, 2024)
And the poster still refers to her as a he?
And thats the picture they use. Now heres a better one.
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That was deliberate. They used an unflattering photo of her, and a very flattering one of Sall, just to try and tip people to Salls side. Common marketing ploy.
More research shows that she now has her birth certificate identifying her as female.
And this isnt enough?
By her logic, shouldnt a trans man be allowed on giggle, no matter how far through transitioning they are, purely because they were born female? I get the feeling that she would say no. This is simply blatant transphobia. Personally, I cant do anything, being a minor. I'm not sure how far this case is along, seeing as it started 2 days ago.
But I simply cant let this slide. When I saw it this afternoon it made me so fucking angry.
This case could change a lot of things. Make a lot of changes that make everything far worse for non cis gendered people, potentially influencing things world wide
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