#i cant function rn

[regardingjenmish]

Literally me at work right now. I have too many thoughts running through my head and i have to act like an adult who is normal

[urmingirl]

SUGA x Hoshi on Suchwita ep 4 🔥

excuse me bc I love them both 😭

Can't waaaaaaait!!!!!! 🐱🐯

[nonpoppie]

played the space train anime game . guess who i fixated on

[scaredforboomboom]

on my knees begging for this

[yarrowleef]

I was skimming part of code of the clans today where the Leafpool narrator goes over proposed code rules that were struck down. I was curious why this StarClan rule wasn't implemented because it seems like something the zealot clan cats would go for. The guide does not rly answer my question lol

This is such a weird paragraph. It's like. In one breath Leafpool-narrator is saying they didn't make it a code rule because clan cats can think for themselves, but in the next breath implies that belief in StarClan is in fact necessary for living in the clan, because to live in a clan means you have to follow the warrior code, and belief in StarClan is what makes them follow the code (apparently). If you don't believe in StarClan, she seems to imply that must mean you are planning on leaving the clan? ("it's not a law to stay in the clan" + you can "choose a different path"?) There is not actually any room being made here for a clan cat to peacefully not believe in StarClan---at least not a good code abiding clan cat. And the alternative of leaving the clan obviously means you are no longer planning on following any of the code, so like...how is this meaningfully different from making it an official code rule?

[nightmarebunarts]

You know shit is rough when you start maladaptive daydreaming more again

[spaciebabie]

You groan loudly, grabbing at your stomach; you can’t even force your arms into it though, the pain crippling. You wince and let out a few strained breaths.

Springtrap stops as you do, tilting his head a bit to try to see your face. Twists and locks sound as his head moves into place and he leans over a little further, his eyes searching.

You shift your body to face him a little more with a strained smile. “I think it’s just- agh- what I ate earlier.” Another spike of pain and you turn away from him, trying to grab at your stomach again. It takes a moment before you can a manage a quick, “Just a cramp,” through your teeth.

His lids droop, almost in pain as well, and he looks away from you. There’s a mechanical shift as his gaze combs the room. You try to look back at him, but each shot of pain makes you lower your head. You can’t help but let out a loud, sharp breath with every movement.

He then turns back to you, seemingly not finding what he was searching for, and an arm suddenly wraps around your torso. You’re moved towards him, your legs no longer holding you. There’s an automatic whirring and you’re pulled down with him to the floor, knees bending without resistance. His legs cross, and his arm around your stomach shifts from grabbing you to holding you, now only pressing into your arms instead of binding them.

You sit quietly in his lap for a moment.

You clench your teeth as the ache starts again. His other hand moves up, settling on the back of your head, pulling you close against him while he leans over you slightly.

His hands were the same furred, hard-case-covered endo as the rest of his body, but the individual digits could almost ‘unlock,’ letting them move more naturally when brushing along a surface.

His hand softly cups your head, slowly trailing down to your back and then up again, his fingers able to gently trace your form.

“Don’t hurt,” his crackled voice mutters. He lightly sets his chin onto you. “I hate to see you troubled.”

The pain wasn’t gone, but the chill that suddenly shot through you felt clearing. You couldn’t focus on the aching anymore as he warmed you.

- heartbeat anon

what the fuck.

[skrimbled]

As an autistic person i personally claim Fernkit. My little bean. Little potat.

@fallenclan

[n1blakelover]

“i think we’re already falling…”

SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU CORNY MOTHERFUCKERS I CANR CRY ANYMORE TODAY SUOT

[parapsychologicalvulpes]

Please Help!!

i really hesitate to make this post bc it's the end of the year and everyone is strapped for money but the past several months have just been slowly getting more and more overwhelming for the things we need to fix.

We've been driving around in a car with the back windows we can't even roll up (one is held up by duct tape and the other is now slipped off the track that we can't even pull it up at this point) and trying to save up money to fix the windows, and a small oil leak.

Two months ago we had to turn off the water to the kitchen sink bc underneath is rusted through and it needs replaced. We're doing dishes in the bathtub with a hair catcher because we can't use the dishwasher.

A few days ago, one of the back tires went flat because the wall has rotted and we have no spare. I need to go to work, but bc of my disability, I have a job that only has me work maybe twice a month. I get *maybe* 200$ a month and I don't currently have government assistance. It's been impossible for us to save anything to fix anything and it keeps snowballing. At this point we are worried how to even get food.

I'm stressed. My wife is stressed. If anyone could spare even a couple dollars so we can replace the back two tires on the car so I could go to work, I would be eternally grateful.

Reblogs are deeply appreciated.

paypal.me/kabegami

[ithinkdogshouldvote2]

YOURE TELLING ME THAT I GOT A TASTE OF TERRY JR AND NOW I HAVE TO FUCKING WAIT 2 GODDAMN WEEKS WHILE ANTHONY BITCH CUCKS ME????? I'm gonna fucking THROW UP.

Update:

FUCK.

Due to recent developments, I'm freezing myself in a block of ice. Unthaw me in 4 weeks.

[puppyeared]

adhd comix

[unsat-and-strange]

@blazeismyname @rocksanddeadflowers I'm back to feed the fires :)

thoughts with the big things:::::

ough toy soldier fight on the roof... it isn't until it's hurt Marius and he's begging for it to stop that it snaps out of it's rage... it was just doing what it was ordered to, it was doing what it was GOOD AT, and it hurt it's friend, it thought it was protecting him and it hurt it's friend

lyf trying to figure out brian. no other comments.

Marius finds out how ts got it's new voice

smitten idiot, Marius's old arm on the mantle, and ivy being sad she doesn't have opposable thumbs.

another ivy, tried to base it off her actual face but idk how I did, I'm not good at basing drawings off actual people. god she's pretty though. also shout-out to Bernadette banner for being the reason I know most of what I do about historical fashion even if I haven't used that knowledge much in this au (how do you balance historical accuracy, timeline nonspecifity, and immortal space pirate outfits??)

they're being run out of town, no time for questions!!!

I haven't drawn beast jonny enough have i. I need to fix that.

Tim teasing lyf about their boytoy (ignore the empty space I beg of you I was going to put SOMETHING there and I forgot what)

Brian being an icon "take a piss, fuck boy." mama didn't raise a bitch.

another of lyf trying to figure out brian (post curse version j guess, making a clock emote is tricky ok?)

ts and Marius cuddles, I think Marius has phantom pains the worst out of all the mechs in canon and I'm putting that in the au because I want to.

gardening lyf!!!!! I love that we've decided the garden is a safe space for them, they probably walk the grounds at night when they can't sleep and scare whatever castle staff is working at night because fae lyf seems like they should have glow in the dark eyes

and the carmilla meeting nastya doodle again :) I love them so much, amazing 10/10 mama daughter duo

[milkweedman]

There are many knee pains im used to but "wobbling with every movement and so unstable I can hardly put pressure on it" is a new one.

I think it's been slightly out of its socket all damn day

[fereldanwench]

ughhhh i hate the first day starting a new medication

[lycanr0t]

adhd/autism hyperfixation mode activates and i gain two status effects

im having so much fun weeee!!! my brain is so happy lalalala!!! i think about the fun thing all the time and have so many ideas and thoughts tee hee haha!!

i lose all connection to this world. time isnt real. all survival skills are debuffed to the point of barely or not functioning. if i dont think about and engage with fun thing for 99.9999999999% of the day i feel like im going to die. i forget to eat and drink and sleep and bathe and do chores and it genuinely makes me unable to function