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#i couldnt even have a shower at times because i didnt want to come out of the shower and have her be there
pascals-doll · 3 months
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kill kill 2
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joel miller x reader
🫧 part 2 | ✩°。⋆⸜ 🎧 PART 1 | PART 3
🫧 based off kill kill by lana del rey, written loosly off the lyrics
🫧 description: angst, heated arguing, all of this is dramatized tbh, outbreak! joel, reader having a meltdown, no mentions of y/n, reader is in distress, joel tries his best to calm you down, soft joel, suggestive not really, mentions of joel dying (not word for word but just something happening to him)
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Tell me about Ray and his girl
Do I know Ray has gone to meet you?
Love you, I do
Stay here, I won't
The stars fade from your eyes
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Joel stood there speechless to say the least. you didnt mean the way it sounded but also perfectly explained how you felt “all i do is wait even if i go outside to tend the garden, practice my range, visit tommys or the stables, or even fucking leaving this house at all! no matter what i do, i am waiting. my mind goes in circles knowing all the things you face out there. you wouldnt even begin to understand the feeling my heart feels everytime you walk out that goddamn door- heartbreak is not even the fucking word.” you sob out, youre speech of pure pent up emotions.
you hadn’t spoken much words in that past months, if anything you spent more time writing them than saying them. this was, to say the least the most youve said in months. youre sobs didnt stop even after. Joel stood there for only a moment before immediately taking you into his embrace, his bulked up completely engulfing your vulnerable one.
“oh…princess, shh” Joel shushes into your ear, you squirm wanting to pull away in frustation as a river of tears fall down your puffy cheeks. Joel didnt budge until you began to grunt in his embrace, not giving up the struggle to get out of his arms “please doll-dont fight me” Joel says softly, struggling slightly because of the slight push of your hands “let go of me! Ive done everything i can! im so alone-im so alone! its like youre dead. we all might aswell be…” you get quieter on your last two sentences, becoming timid but still youre mind in a frenzy.
“nothing is going to happen to me.” Joel states, he meant it. although you loved him dearly, you knew he wasnt immune to infected or a human bullet-proof vest. no matter how much skill.
“you and i know better than to say that.” you state coldly, his big deep eyes that you swore you saw stars in them each time fall. he knew you were right “lemme get the shower runnin’ f’us doll? wha’da ya say?” he suggests softly, a soft smile tugging his lips while wiping the tears from your pink puffy cheeks. you just nod returning the soft smile.
he helped you up the stairs into your bathroom. you just hopped up ontop of your sink counter, opening your medicine cabinet to get your med-kit while Joel got the hot shower running for both of you.
it was winter, the last time you had seen him it was fall.
you couldn’t help all the random thoughts that overfilled your mind “did ya’ hear me darlin?” Joel calls out to you, settling you out of your head into reality “hm?” you hummed softly, confused. Joel just threw you a soft grin while walking closer to you “our bath is ready” he says, his hands resting on your thighs. you giggle slightly, playing with the buttoms of his button-up “im sorry doll. my intentions are never to hurt you. that is the last thing i want to do. there isnt enough medicine supply at Tommy’s, you knew were responsible for to go out for supply.” Joel says softly, slowly pulling off your furry cardigan from your shoulders. you roll your eyes, your attitude inches away from coming back “Tommy has plenty of men.” your tone came out a bit harsh “those men have families m’doll” he explains, caressing your cheek.
you couldnt fight there, you werent dumb enough to argue with family. you werent family whatsoever but you were somebody.
“i know, but last time i checked because of me you have a place to come home too! and yes, you have your own place at Tommys. yet, theres a reason you come here. i deserve more.” you explain and there goes your eyes, welling up with tears. you refused to look at Joel in the eyes.
Joel couldnt say anything as he didnt think about it like that, yes he had his own house yet nothing made it ‘home’. you were right “yes doll, m’such a fucked up old man…i aint even realize that without you, all this i considered home. it would seize to exist.”
from the first word to his last, his fingers slowly undressed you with each sentence building up and leaving his mouth. youre loose long sleeve with sly buttons already popped off and open. his hands rested on your legging covered thighs.
you shuddered under his touch, feeling already soft under his sharp gaze. he meant every word he said “let me make it up to you, princess” he says, his fingers finding the hemming of your soft leggings.
you leaned up at him, looking up at him wirh such loving teary eyes. you were inches away from kissing him, your hands beginning to unbutton his dark long sleeve.
“only if you stay”
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I'm in love with a dying man
I'm in love with a dying man
I'm in love, lying in the sand
I'm in love with a dying man
I have done everything I can
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lockleysfav · 2 years
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Cramps
Jake Lockely x Fem!reader
summary: When reader falls asleep after an hour of painful cramps, Jake comes home and sees you groaning in your sleep, in obvious pain. Jake is well aware that an orgasm can get rid of your cramps.
warnings: NSFW, dubcon, somnophilia, period sex, blood, p in v, creampie, swearing.
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Jake was in a calm mood when he walked through the door. Steven and Marc had stopped being a fly on the wall and went to sleep when they knew Jake was safe, not that he couldnt take care of himself but they all looked out for eachother no matter what.
He threw his cap on the counter and ran his rough fingers through his hair, groaning and muttering a small fuck before turning around and heading for the shower. He stopped midway when he heard a small whimper come out of you. He walked over to your side of the bed and knelt down examining your face “oh cariño” he whispers as he watches your face twist in discomfort. He assumed you were having a nightmare as he didnt yet know you were on your period.
He pulled the blanket off you to crawl in beside you but froze when he saw a patch of blood beneath you.
“Jake it’s okay” Steven suddenly says from the headspace, Jake shakes his head and is about to rip off your pajamas and look for where the blood is coming from, to see where you were ‘injured’.
Steven groans at Jake “she’s started her period. It’s her cramps” he tells him and Jake backs away confused “i-i dont know what to do hermano” he almost pouts. Steven told him to wake you and change the sheets so you could sleep comfortably but for some reason Jake really didnt want to wake you, knowing your cramps would only worsen when you wake up.
Jake shook his head “it’s okay i’ll handle it” he tells Steven and Steven nods, going back to sleep.
You suddenly jolt and let out a small cry “Jake”.
Jake rushes to your side once more and strokes the side of your face “shhh mi amor, i’ve got you” he whispers and allows you to settle down again before carefully lifting you into his arms, carrying you over to the couch and laying you down. He kisses your forehead and quickly tore off the bed sheets, shoving them in the washing machine then reaching into one of the cupboards and getting new bedding.
He was quiet when he put the bedding on. Walking back over to you and frowning at your ruined pajama pants, he went into the bathroom and grabbed a few towels and a warm damp cloth. He placed the towels over the bed and folded the cloth on the nightstand then making his way back over to you.
He picked you back up and layed you down on the towels, reaching into your waistband and gently pulling down your bottoms then throwing them onto the floor. He took off his shirt and kicked off his jeans before crawling in beside you and rolling you on your side so your back was against his chest “i’m gonna make the pain go away princesa” he murmurs against your ear and reaches down to pull off your panties.
Blood never fazed lockley, it fazed none of them. But you would always tell them you’re too insecure to do it on your period because of the smell, Jake would laugh and tell you “mi vida i’ve had to lay under dead bodies, im very certain your period will not put me off” and then you’d murmur sarcastically“ok but my pussy could smell like dead bodies jake”. Marc would be howling with laughter in the headspace and steven is simply wide eyed.
His lips trailed against your neck and you squirmed slightly with a groan, Jake stroked his cock a few times before lining it up with your entrance. Part of him felt awful but he was truly doing this for you.
He clenched his jaw as he sunk himself inside you, immediately feeling your blood leak around his dick and onto his balls but it didnt bother him. In fact it even turned him on. He kept his eyes on your face slowly relaxing and occasionally twitching when Jake hit your g-spot. If it wasn’t obvious already, you’re a very heavy sleeper but when you involuntarily squeezed his cock, he doubled over and whimpered right against your ear causing you to stir awake.
Jake lifted your leg and pushed deeper, if that whimper didnt wake you up then that definitely did. Your hand immediately grabbed his and you whined “f-fuck” your head rolling back and your eyes meeting Jakes “hola cariño” he smirks at you and you only whimper at him, desperately trying to kiss him. He chuckled and leaned down, kissing you passionately “were you hurting bebe? is papi making it all better?” he teases against your lips, stroking his hand over stomach “y-yes!” you moan with your pussy clenching around him again.
His jaw was tight and he was completely oblivious that Marc and Steven had woken up and came to watch him fuck you.
You suddenly turned around making his cock slip out of you. “You okay?” he asks concerned but then his jaw goes slack when you push him down, climbing onto him and wasting no time to sink down onto his cock. He’d never admit it but watching your blood smear onto his lower stomach made him feral. Jake always said blood is blood, he didnt care where it came from it all looked the same to him. He grabbed your hips and pulled you down “Grind on me” he demanded and you mewled “papi i can’t i’ll get-“ you were got off by your own cry as he pulled your hips back and forth. You collapsed onto his chest and followed his movements, his dick rubbing deliciously against your spot that had you seeing white.
He rolled his head back and you took it as your chance to suck onto his neck, leaving him a nice hickey “shit mi amor! cum for me” he reached down and started rubbing at your clit. The combination of his dick hitting your g spot and his fingers rubbing your clit sent you into a hard orgasm “papi!” you screamed and dug your nails into his chest. He growled and calmed with a whimper, thrusting his hips into you before freezing as his cum spilled into you
After a minute of calming down, he rolled you off of him and got on top of you “there there mi vida, all better now si?” he asks as he strokes your tired face. Your eyes fluttering from exhaustion while he stared down at you “keep your legs open for me babygirl” and you spread them a little. You hissed when you felt the cloth he had folded up, wipe across your core and clean you up, Jake whispered praises and grabbed you a new set of panties, putting a night pad on them and sliding them onto you.
You were already falling asleep by the time Jake cleaned himself up and pulled the towels off the bed to put in the wash. He slid back into bed and pulled you against his chest “i love you so so much cariño”.
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gamblersdoll · 3 months
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PUT MY NAME ON IT, NOW IT DESIGNER. 1
New message!
“girl you gon call me or what?”
it made you roll your eyes. hakari always didnt like if you didnt respond right away, assuming something was wrong and you were in trouble or mad at him, that was a pro and con of him.
you started typing, making sure to turn off the notifications or sounds coming from your phone. you would occasionally look up to see your current boyfriend, sinji, still focused on the damn game… like always.
you readjusted your bonnet, finally pressing send.
Message sent!
“what do you want? cant call rn.”
you felt your heart drop to your ass when he immediately started typing, fucking creep. you couldnt call him– not with sinji right infront of you and not to hakari. the hell could he possibly want at … eleven thirty-two at night?
New message!
“ite, but call me l8tr.”
yeah, absolutely not.
. . . . .
maybe you shouldve called him, because for the past two days he had called you and only to have seventeen voicemails from him. if you had given him a chance you wouldve found it as a turn on. but knowing history, history.
“so, did cha call him?” maki asked, leaning in close to you. you never know why she asks even if she doesnt like hakari. but she could be very nosey.
“uh oh, boy drama!” gojo chimed, “well— whats his naaameee?” that damn idiot satoru.
you tuned everything out, only having to be pestered by he himself. you shut down your phone, needing a break from it anyway. you owned your own apartment, which was good, until it wasnt. you walked in to only see your boyfriend had left, which was fortunate and unfortunate, knowing sinji had only came over cause you had the good wifi and food. so you debated, call or not? you finally said fuck it. powering your phone back on and then taking a shower to relax first.
the hot water running down your hair and skin was always what relaxed you the most, nerves going away and settling until you prepared yourself for the worse and hoped for the best. throwing on a old oversized shirt and hopping into the bed, you pressed the call button.
ring!
ring!
you heard shuffling and bassbooted music in the back, and somewhat of yelling.
“look who’s pretty ass decided to call me.” hakari always called you pretty. no matter if you were throwing up or throwing a tantrum, as he would call it, no matter what.
“you said you wanted to talk, so talk.” you held a straight face, only trying to fight away the memories of what used to be your relationship.
“ill assume you heard about me dropping out and being some gambler or whatever, havent you mama?” he chuckled, waiting for you.
“sure, and dont call me mama, i have a whole—“ he interrupted you.
“yeah yeah yeah, your lil’ boyfriend or something.” he finished for you, immediately growing annoyed at the thought of you being with someone that wasnt him. “anyways, you’ll be getting your money back, and its been tripled.” what?
“you do realize its been a little over a year since that happened.” you deadpanned.
“its better than ten. i promised you didnt i?” hakari deadpanned back, matching you always. “i always keep my promises. you know that.” he stated.
“okay, good to know. anything else?” you tried to hurry the call, hoping to hop off of it. you heard him laughing in the back, calming himself.
“always, im inviting you to my club, you got till the end of the week or imma just have someone escort you here. got business to talk about.” hakari said, adding that onto your plate.
“so you deadlining me now?”
“you damn right.”
“ill think on it. now get off my phone.” you said, rolling your eyes.
he chuckled, exhaling. “hope to see you soon, babydoll.”
call ended!
you rubbed your face in your hands, that went better than expected? putting your phone on the charger and laying there, you should have not been on edge, but it was hakari, and you felt your phone vibrate. what time had it been? twelve o five.
for hakari, he knows how to wire transfer, infact pretty well.
“make sure it gets to her, or imma fuck yall up. dont make me repeat myself.” hakari warned, leaning back against his soft couch watching some fight he placed a bet on. he puffed out smoke from the joint he held, only waiting.
“its been transferred, kinji.” the words exactly he wanted to hear. “she’s gonna get it by twelve o five.”
by twelve o five, a hundred and fifty thousand had been transferred to your account.
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AITA for turning off a plant light?
so i (25nb) have been staying at a friend of mines (A, 28m) house (which he also rents out to 3 other people, also friends of ours, B, C, and D) for a while now while i look for an apartment. i pay A $250 a month in "rent" which is a courtesy thing more than anything for internet use and to sleep in his living room and am not considered a tenant (plus no rental agreement or lease has ever been offered to me or signed by me). i also help around with household chores (dishes and keeping the living room and kitchen tidy).
in his living room he has this wall of plants set up on shelves with lights and the whole shebang. he has the lights set to 12 hour timers so they have their own sort of day/night cycle. where i sleep normally is a daybed in the corner so the lights dont really bother me when they turn on (around 9). he recently purchased a really bright LED that has a brightness setting that the package has to warn you to not look at directly even at low settings. its genuinely comparable to staring directly at the sun in the summer at noon it's so bright. this light is also on a 12 hour timer (comes on at 10).
here's where the problem is. when my girlfriend comes over the daybed is too small for both of us to sleep comfortably in so we sleep on the pullout couch... which is directly under the Bright Ass Light. we were up pretty late that night (4am) and didnt really want to be woken up by the light shining directly in our eyes so before we went to sleep i turned the light off. i planned on turning it back on when we woke up (around noon) but got distracted and forgot to. A came downstairs while i was showering for work and chewed B and my gf out for the light being off before he went to work. he sent me a message saying "don't touch my fucking light" a few minutes later and i responded by telling him that if it wasnt so bright directly in our faces i wouldnt have to turn it off. he told me the light was for a desert plant so it had to be bright and that i would just have to deal with it as it was non negotiable. i told him to put it in a renter's agreement if he wanted to make demands like that and he told me he would deal with me when he got home from work.
when he got home from work i asked him how work was and he responded by flipping me off, talking at me for about 10 minutes about how i had a lot of nerve telling him what he could and couldnt do in his own home, especially since i was (according to him) making threats and demands. he said it wasnt his problem that we wanted to stay up late so it wasnt his problem that we didnt get enough sleep because it was shining in our faces in the morning and that id just have to deal with it. B, who was in the room at the time, asked if A would like it if a light woke him up like that, and A said no he wouldnt, but that the plant light is different because "the plants need the light cycle". B pointed out that the light was only off for 4 hours, not the whole day, and that plants in the wild dont get that kind of exact sunlight. didnt seem to matter to A, since while he set the timer back an hour so it would come on at 11, he also said he didnt want me ever touching the light again. i was (still am) completely astonished by this whole thing because its... just a plant light. it wasnt off all day and it doesnt happen all the time (this is the second time ive turned it off, again because i was sleeping under it).
so... aita for turning off the Bright Ass Light?
What are these acronyms?
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cloudytaemin · 1 year
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taemin as ur boyfriend <3
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just some 2 am taemin thoughts, enjoy. damn hes sexy in that photo though aughhhh
bullet point syle since i am way too tired to write something out, sorry y/n-nies :[
taemin's home after ten too many days of working, a sigh escaping him as he makes his way to the bedroom
you already knew hed be exhausted so you started the bath and threw in some salts and oils that you knew he liked
you peck him on the cheek and he hugs you tightly
he wants to kiss you deeper but knows that you arent expecting it so he waits
you look up at him and tell him about the bath you prepared and he grins
of course, he's taemin, so once you get into the bathroom he starts to strip and asks you to join him
hes the type to let you sit on his cock in the bath while he pretends to be unaffected by how dangerously hot he thinks you are
once you slip in on the other side of the bath he frowns and tells you to come sit with him
so of course he pulls you between his legs on his side of the bath
and starts kissing down your neck, nibbling on your skin
you can't reach his cock so you move your hips back and forth to get him aroused, but the joke is on you
because taemin had been growing since he asked you to get in with him
and once he saw you it was game over for him, he needed it then and there and he knew it
his hand reaches forward and he runs his fingers up and down your folds, he knows exactly what he's doing
his thumb finds its way onto your clit where he rubs it back and forth quickly, and your hips buck in return
he tells you to turn around and you quickly oblige, feeling his cock rub against your heat in the water of the tub
you raise yourself up to take him in
but you dont realize that despite how tired he is he really cant control himself when it comes to you
so of course he's going to fuck you like he always does
long and hard, hes going to make you squirt around him until you feel like you cant anymore
if anyone knows how many rounds you can go its him
hell make you feel like you never want today to end
and hes such a slut for your lips
not to say you arent for his
but hes addicted to kissing, its all he ever does, even when hes moaning loud enough for the floor below him to hear he'll have his lips locked on yours because he can never get enough
but not to mention the way his muscles tense while hes fucking into you
you could swear they get even better
and his back while youre running your hands all over him
the waves and taut feeling of his back
those damned dancer muscles making an impression on you
once he finally thinks hes exhausted enough
and the bath water is starting to get dirty
hell wash himself, and then you, because what kind of man would he be if he made you wash up yourself after he used you like a toy
and taemins such a soft boy so after he fucks you until you feel like moving is impossible hell dress you in a pair of his sweatpants
and one of his favorite shirts, maybe he'd even let you wear his boxers to bed instead of pants
but no matter what he's end up sticking his hands under them anyway to feel your bare skin
he swears he couldnt sleep without it
even though he does every day he's away for preparing for comebacks
even if hes gone at one am hed make sure to come home at least once to check on you while you were asleep
just to see your face because he missed you
and sometimes he wakes you up to give you some kisses (even if it evolved into more most of the time)
always coming back to his schedule with his makeup from the last location all screwed up
hair tousled and lips swollen
thank god he didnt wear any of the official outfits off set
but when hes in bed he cant drift off without one more kissing session, and some more touching
because who would he be if he wasnt a religiously guilty sex-driving machine that ended up not being very sex driven at all?
unless he was, when he wanted to be
but, alas, when he didnt want to be he would make you breakfast
and shower when he woke up, to keep his pristine skin and hair from falling out
he needs another kiss when you wake up
how else would he keep the smile on his face
he hates working when he cant bring you
but when he can its usually to concerts
nobody else knows why he looks at one section for the whole concert except for you
and you blush every time he sings want and wont stop looking at you in the eyes, yes he knows what hes doing
he always tries to get you backstage afterwards
but you reject him since you know the media will catch you
and then youd become more than the cover up that you visit him so much because youre his housekeeper
what kind of housekeeper goes backstage at concerts to see him afterwards
some housekeeper that must be
he'll get impatient after a while though and end up in your hotel room even though euisu said no
all tangled in covers with you
infatuated by your beauty, tracing shapes all over your skin and giving you infinite amounts of kisses
hes such a cheesy little shit
but both of you know thats how it goes even if hes looking at you telling you that hes your toy in the middle of a concert
taemin always says i love you
because its all he ever thinks about
his mind is you you you
and maybe some kkoong too
because he always cuddles up with her
and starts vlives when youre in the other room
one too many times youve wondered who hes talking to and almost blew it
and hell apologize after for not warning you
but we all know hes going to do it again
because thats just how he is
in his stupid, lovable, little shit form that he is
and you love every part of him because of it
even when you fight
hes always first to apologize but expects an apology in return
because hes not the only one who did wrong
but of course he forgives quickly
and ends up kissing you
and making you an omelet or kimchi stew
because he is lovable, lovable taemin, whom you can never take your mind or eyes off of, even when you try
yall that was so cute for me to write my brain is melting in cute taemin rn, i hope you enjoyed this. its my first time writing in bullets though so i hope its okay TT
~ ryse
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psych0-str1ngs · 7 months
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Izzy Stradlin x reader- Kids
Authors note: I think this request was a great idea, so im getting on right quick, so anon, when you see this i hope you enjoy it!!!!
Warnings: not many just crying and kind of sad topics.
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You were laying down in bed, reading a romance novel, particularly a chapter where kids were involved. You had always wanted a kid, that was for sure, and you knew that you wanted a kid with Izzy. You and Izzy had been dating for quite awhile now, so you thought it was time to mention kids to him. The idea of having a little one running around the house warmed your heart, you couldnt even count how many nights you day dreamed about seeing Izzy holding your baby, or seeing him teaching your kid how to play guitar.
It plagued your mind completely. You felt ready, and you thought he was too. You hear the door open and run downstairs to greet your boyfriend.
“Izzy!!” You giggled running up to him and hugging him.
“Hi sweetheart,” He smiled brightly at you.
“How was work?” You asked, staring up at him with a sweet smile.
“Stressful,” he sighed. “But its okay cuz im home now”
I nod and kiss his lips.
“I have something to talk about when you’re ready,” You said quietly.
“Let me take a shower then we can talk yeah?” He responded, pushing a stray piece of hair from your soft face.
“Of course,” you smiled and sat down on the couch watching Izzy walk up the stairs and to your shared bathroom.
Your legs shook, as you zoned out, slightly nervous. Zoning out you stared at the floor, not even realizing how much time was passing. Izzy’s heavy footsteps broke you out of your hypnotic state and you looked at his wet hair, smiling at how untamed it looked.
“Hi honey,” you said, playing with the gold ring on your middle finger.
“Hi babe,” He sat down next to you on the long couch. “What’d you wanna talk about it”
“Well,” I turned to face him. “You know how we’ve been together for pretty long”
He nodded in response, his dark eyebrows slightly furrowed.
“I…” you trailed off, being way more nervous than anticipated. “I want to start thinking about having kids?”
His smile dropped, and he looked at me.
“Kids?” He said quietly. “I uh”
Your heart had dropped to your stomach. “Y-yeah kids”
“I don’t know Y/n,” he started.
“You dont want kids?” You stood up, sounding hurt.
“No no its not that I just” he started, you cut him off.
“Are you serious?” Your eyes welled up. “You really dont want kids with me?”
He stood up
“I do!” He stopped for a second. “I dont? I dont know y/n.”
A tear rolled down your cheek.
“I thought you loved me,” you bottom lip quivered as you spoke.
“I do y/n” He grabbed at your hands, looking offended when you pulled them away.
“Then why wont you think about it” you snapped.
“Because we’re so young y/n! I mean, we’d make horrible parents,” He said, getting just a little bit louder.
“You dont even know that!” You yelled at him. “I cant believe you’d say that Jeffrey.”
He looked sad, and confused, he looked angry, but not at you. He sighed.
“I gotta go,” He said turning on his heel and grabbing his car keys.
“Wow,” you said. “Real mature izz, real mature”
“Whatever,” He slammed the door shut.
You ran up to your bedroom and slammed the door before sitting on your bed and sobbing your eyes out.
Meanwhile, Izzy was driving to his bandmates house, Steven. If anybody had romance advice it’d definitely be him. Izzy turned into Steven’s drive way before walking up the doorbell and ringing it.
“Dude hey!” Steven said, opening the door immediately.
“I need advice,” Izz looked at him sadly.
“Oh come in,” He said confused, walking to the couch. “Whats up?”
Izzy looked down at the floor before speaking.
“Y/n told me she wants kids,” He started.
“Anddd?” Steven sat with his fist pressed against his head, holding it up. “What’d you tell her?”
“I told her i didnt know,” Izzy looked down at the floor again. “Its not that I dont want kids, and its not that I dont want kids with HER. Im just so terrified of being a bad father you know?”
Steven nodded, intently listening.
“I’d love to see you/n as a mother to my children, god she’d be amazing at it. But the last thing I want is to ruin her and our kids life. You know what if the band goes on more tours and U have to leave for extended periods? Or what if i slip up and drink too much. Im so scared of hurting her or our future kids”
“Well first of all, you can always bring them with us, and secondly, you’d be a great dad, and besides, do you really think she’d mad for one tiny mistake? I mean dude have you seen the way she looks at you?” Steven replied.
“I’ve noticed, and I really adore her. Im just… totally scared” Izzy sighed.
“Have you told her that man?” He asked, looking at Izz.
“I dont want her to judge me,” He shook his head.
“Trust me, i dont think theres a single ounce in that woman that could judge you.” Steven laughed, patting his shoulder. “Go home and try again”
“Yeah yeah you’re right man,” izzy got up. “Thanks I really own you one dude.”
“You sure do,” Steven walked Izzy to the door.
They said their goodbyes and Izzy left for home.
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You lied your shared bed. You had put your hair up, mascara staining your cheeks, your nose was seven shaded of red. You had been crying the whole time Izzy was gone. The nights events’ replaying continuously replaying in your head.
You heard the front door open and close, but chose to ignore it, simply rolling over and facing the wall away from the bedroom door.
“Honey?” Izzy’s soft voice spoke out.
“Fuck off,” you said, curling into a ball.
Izzy opened the door and sat behind you, removing his shoes before laying down and turning to face your back. He leaned forward and pressed a kiss to the back of your neck. You pulled away lightly.
“Can we please talk?” He asked quietly, his strong hand on her shoulder.
You turned around and sat up, sitting in front of Izzy.
“What.” You said.
“Im really sorry,” He looked deep into your eyes. “The last thing I wanted was to hurt you, you mean the world to me. Truth is i’ve always wanted kids with you, it’d warm my heart so much to see you pregnant with our baby, and stuff. Im just so scared of messing it up”
Your eyes softened as your right hand reached out to his face.
“What do you mean?” You pouted. “You’d make an amazing dad.”
“What if i have to go on tour? Or if i drink too much, i dont want to make any mistakes and hurt your or our child.” His eyes slightly turned red. “I love way too much to let that happen”
“Never in a million years would I think you’d hurt me or our future kid. It’d make me so happy to see you as a dad, you be amazing at it. I think you’re the perfect guy, and making mistakes is okay, especially as first time parents,” Your hand stroked his cheek.
“I want to try y/n” He spoke.
“Really?” Your eyes widened.
“Yes,” his eyes found yours.
You jumped on him and pushed him down to the mattress, pressing soft kisses all over his face.
“I love you izz,” you looked down at him. “A lot, no matter what”
“I love you too y/n” His eyes sparkled up at you.
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yoonzinuhh · 8 months
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rainy day — joshua
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𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 : reader x joshua
𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗿𝗲 : pure fluff. comfort.
𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 : nothing much. affection and kisses.
𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿’�� 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗲 : this is purely fiction. i could really see how shua would act in such situation. i love him so much i hope he is always happy :((
you loved rain. the smell of soil,window stains,the droplets going on a race,it never failed to give you a sense of comfort. but today was different.
it was just wednesday and your week couldn’t get any worser. migraine,periods and your shitty ass boss who gives you thousands of paper works every night. and when you thought the day couldn’t get any worser,your car broke down in the middle of the road. you were exhausted,you wanted to cry out so loud but tears just don’t come out.
in the middle of the road at 9pm you couldn’t bother your boyfriend,shua. his job was as hectic as yours and the last thing you’d want is to make his worser plus he wouldn’t be home atleast by 10.
you just walked,letting the rain wash you out,pouring covering your tears that never came out,lips trembling because of the cold and the stress. the day couldnt get any worser.
unlocking the door you walked through the hall wetting the floors which was the last thing you could care about right now.
“shit babe why-“ you flinched at the sudden voice coming from the cushion. your boyfriend was home early out of all other days. ofcourse you love him,more than anyone and anything but him seeing you all drenched,in the verge of breaking down was the last thing you wanted today.
running past you he rushed to bring a towel and put it over your shoulder.
“oh my god babe why are so drenched? didnt you leave by car whats wrong” he almost rapped.
“it b-broke down..” you managed to whisper out,eyes never leaving the floor. you knew joshua would never judge you but you were scared to show this side of you. you guys have been dating for almost a year and half. you both knew this was serious and even moved together. you knew him. he knew you.
“you should’ve called me or got a taxi atleast y- god i’m sorry come on take a shower. i’ll make some tea hm. quick one”
nodding at him you drag yourself for a bath.
he knew something was wrong,he always did.
you come out,changing into something comfier. but the tiredness in your face was still there. you get to the kitchen to the sight of your boyfriend making your favourite tea. it holds you heart.
“oh you’re back-“ you hugged him. so tight. so tight that you know he probably can’t breathe but he pulled you in,more tighter. you can’t control it anymore. tears started pricking out,sobs escape from your mouth. god he hated this sight but if not him who else ?
pressing kisses on top of your head he just repeats his mantras “i love you” “i’m here” “cry it out” mumbled,not so audible with the sounds of rain and thunder
you don’t speak up or even look at him. all you do is sob into his chest. you feel love. you feel home.
you finally feel it out. your tears stop. you pull away seeing wet stains on his shirt. “i’m sorry..”
“hey you did not just smear your snot on my shirt did you??” he giggled on a higher pitch jokingly and kissed your eyes.
“do you wanna talk about it ? even if you don’t want to i really understand. remember i will always love you,love your long rants,love your everything..okay?”
you heart grows warmer,you feel like crying again and you do. he holds you again,holding your neck behind,making you feel closer than ever.
“i d-don’t know what’s w-wrong..i just..i r-really don’t know” you manage to whisper out.
“hey it’s okay..it’s okay..i love you” he says rubbing your back.
“do you want to have some tea then watch something while cuddling? we could watch your favourite show for the 100th time you know”
“i would love to” giggling onto his chest,hugging him tighter.
god you love him so much. so much more than you thought you would fall.
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j-onepostzz · 1 year
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-The other woman-
reader x idol!bangchan
summary: you think you're not the right girlfriend for bang chan and all your insecurities lead to both of you breaking up. after a few years you are invited at bang chan's wedding as a guest.
PART 1 | PART 2 | PART 3 | PART 4 | PART 5 | PART 6 | PART 7 | PART 8 | FINAL CHAPTER
BEFORE YOU READ: this chapter will include both text messages and writing. also support by rebloging and sharing, it means a lot to me <3. now please enjoy!
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after you hugged the bride, jisung came after you. the reason? you didnt know, and really didnt care at that moment. all you needed was to go home and cry till you fall asleep.
"y/n, please wait. i want to talk to you, i need to talk to you."
"jiji, please... i dont have the energy to have a conversation right now, text me later, you have my number"
"okay... please go home safely."
"i will jiji"
then you walked away, leaving a melting han jisung behind you. he loved the way you called him jiji, a nickname only you use it. the nickname that always makes his heart drop to his stomach. he deeply loved you, but you were too blinded to see...to blinded by chan, it made jisung sad to see you and his best friend like that. he prayed for you to give him a chance... just one.
as you arrived home, drained out, you heard a notification coming from your phone.
1 new notification: han jiji🐿 sent a new message
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he was too sweet for his own. too sweet for this world full of heart breaking feelings. too good for anyone. whoever will take him, will be the happiest person this world will ever have. having a man like jisung as a boyfriend, is way too good.
you and jisung were really close. with just an eye contact, you could understand him the best. its the same with felix too, but jisung was another case. he was your other half, even bang chan couldnt understand how you and jisungs chemistry was "made for eachother." did it made chan jealous? absolutely not, because jisung is like a brother to him.
you werent that close anymore since the day you became chans girlfriend. jisung acted all happy, you were happy. you were smiling, so he was smiling too. he loved you too much and everyone knew it, excep chan, and you. you grew distant, it was you who initiated the distance. you loved chan so much. but hell you needed jisung when you broke up with chan.
you would reread the chat you had with jisung many times, to remember what best friends you two were. all the beautiful moments you spent with him and the boys. but that was all 6 years ago. no power would send you 6 years back to relive the moments.
you decided to get undressed and take a shower. maybe it was a good idea to have jisung over tomorrow, to spend some time with him. you deeply missed him, and there was no single thing to deny that. you felt a small rush of exitement in your body as you were thinking of spending time with your long best friend jisung.
there wont happen anything bad, right?
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ancientskewers · 2 months
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Is there a reason cinnamon is the only scav that cares about arti? Or were they like: hmmm yes I shall befriend the demon that wiped out 80% of the population.
Well here's my theory that I came up with in the shower.
(oh boy here we go)
Cinnamon was getting back to their shelter as the cycle was 5 ticks away from ending, it noticed a red slugcat running away from scavs with their pups, one got skewered and the other drowned. Just another day cinnamon thought, but a few cycles later it saw the corpses of those scavs. And cinnamon realized the carnage to come. Cinnamon found themself withing LTTMs structure where it lied and waited for the next few cycles. Eventually they came back and found what had happened.
The reason cinnamon is the only one that cares about arti is because they are the only scav that knows what happened. To the other scabs arti was a sadist who attacked without reason. But cinnamon knows. He knows everything that occured.
So is my goofy little theory correct or did I just throw one of the most insane ideas at you at 1000 mph that your gonna make it canon?
holy moly you guys are really interested in cinnamons lore huh
you are somewhat caught up lol probably majority actually
they were one of the scavengers of the toll patrol that arti ran away from with her pups . while the others chased them down , he was the only one that didnt want to engage . he was only expecting the scavengers to atleast scare them off , but seeing one them impale an infant without a clear conscience was something that hasnt left his mind since
he couldnt process what he saw , like at all . cinnamon was somewhat , different than most scavengers . he liked pearls , but not as much to kill somebody for it . if somebody were to steal one , he'd probably chase them down until to give it back ; not necessarily have the gut to kill somebody for it .
cinnamon tried to isolate themselves from tolls after a few cycles since the ideal of a child getting killed was not a very pleasant thing to remember--- especially since slugpups are not like most creatures or animals . once you lose them , theyre gone for GOOD .
cinnamon met arti again after witnessing his tribe get killed , and they were the only ones that got away . he remembered that slugcat--- the color , the eyes , the appearance in general . he knew what was coming . the scavengers bit first , and artificer was coming to bite back harder . cinnamon was loyal , very faithful and trust worthy even to the elites .
theyve met the third time during the battle of the chieftain , as it made their call for other scavengers to sabotage arti during the battle . he knew he stood no chance towards the beast and so he backed down too . shes nobody to mess with , especially with the obvious wrath in her eyes . he was there when she killed their king--- and he was there when they saw her slaughter his kind once more
arti noticed him for a while , and he recognized them from the first time theyve met at the toll--- she couldve killed him there , yet something stopped her from doing so.
cinnamon understood , as actions spoke louder than words . arti is somebody who was struggling . he saw the anguish , and sadness through her eyes . cinnamon couldnt forgive her for what shes done , but he wanted to show that he cared . he understood her frustration and hate , and he couldnt bare to just keep her living with the same anguish . which is why cinnamon is so loyal to her , he wants her to recover as much as she can so atleast she has some hope that somebodys actually there--- even though sometimes she wants him dead
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mschimdt · 1 year
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Dejavu ch.2
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chapter 2
mansk x reader
lmk if yall want me to make a tag list
1826 words
warnings: alot
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after that day where mansk completley confessed his love for you, you couldnt get him out of your head, youd think about that moment every second
you havent seen mansk kn a while, he was off in a 1 week mission with wuaritch, you and Z-dog didnt go bevause they needed "strong men" to acomplish their hide and seem game with sully
honestly you didnt really mind staying at bridgehead doing nothing with Z-Dog, it was better than going on a mission. plus you were still recovering from the incident that happened the other dat with your legs so you couldnt really do anything
its been 5 days since mansk has gone off into his mission, he should be back in about a day or so, so till then you just hungaround in your room watching TV or working out
time skip
it was a sunday and you woke up pretty early, it was 5 am, you decided to get out of bed and shower. you got up and suddenly theres a knocking at your doot, you look at yourself in the mirror and panick, you didnt want anyone to see you like this
the knocking stopped for about 30 seconds waiting patiently, then it came back, you finally decided to just open the goddam door because it was getting aannoying
you unlock the door and slightly open it to look at whos out there before completely opening it
its mansk
thats all you say to yourself, you open the doors slightly more and give him a look rhat indicates you asking why hes here
he hesitates for a few seconds and finally speaks up "uhmm thought id sit with you for a bit before i headed to my room, i just came back" he says with his head dangling looking at his extremely interesting feet
he starts to walk a way but you wouldnt allow that, you pulled him by his shoulder into your room "why were you walking away?" you speak
"thought you didnt want me here, after all IT IS 5 am, sorry for waking you up" he looked a bit relieved that you did want him here
"first of all i do want you here, i missed seeing you, second of all you didnt wake me up, i woke up 30 minutes ago"
mansk looks really tired, looks like he hasnt slept in a while "when was the last time you slept, mansk?" he stares up at you, he looks really drained it made your heart ache "its been 2 days since ive slept, i didnt have time to, just thought id say hi to you before heading to my room"
"oh well youre not heading to your room anymore, your staying here" you motion for him to come and sit on your bed, he doesnt hesitate
two seconds later you and mansk are making out, you didnt kniw how it happened but it did, you were ontop of mansk, you pulled away, a steing of saliva connecting your lips to his, then you start peppering kisses on his neck
before you know it, mansk is fast asleep with his hands on your head, hasnt even been 2 minutes and hes already asleep, he really needed this
his arms were wrapped around you, which means your stuck here till he wakes up, you really didnt mind. you stared at him for a few minutes before drifting into your own slumber
you open your eyes, still locked in the exact same position, youre surprised to find that mansk is still here, he isnt asleep though, hes staring at you
its 12pm now and mansk doesnt look as tired as he did before, you prop your hands on the two sides of mansks chest and attemt to lift yourself up, before you know it mansk is already helping you sit up, now you were sitting up straight on mansks lower abdomen
you realized the awkward position you were in and you found yourself slightly blushing at him, you know he didnt mind you sitting on him like this, after all you both DID have feelings for eachother, you still couldnt helo but blush
you lean back down to kiss mansk, as you were pulling away, his hands found theur way onto the back of your neck pulling you back down to his lips, you started making out agaun, this time mansk pulls away and kisses your neck, then your collar bone
he tugged on your shirt indicating that he wabts you to take it off, so he can go even lower, you didnt hesitate for a second, you sat up, pulled your shirt over your head anf layed bacj down on mansk
yoy were flipped over, now your back was on the bed and mansk was ontop of you kissing the top of your chest, you were wearing a bra so nothing was on display, mansk was staying far away from your chest area inorded not to make you uncomfortable
you noticed that and lifted yourself up from the bed AGAIN and unbuckled your bra this time, pulling it off,mandk didng want to stare so he didnt, he stuck with kissing your neck and your stomache, not going near your chest
he was trying not to stare but it was getting too hard, he wanted to admire and praise you, you found your hand slightly pushing hus head towards your chest, you ddint push too hard becayse you didnt want to make him uncomfortable
mansk obeyed tho, he was now massaging one of your tits with his hand and he was kissing anf sucking on the other one, yoy couldnt help but whimper
mansk purred against your skin, you whimpered again, the area betweem your legs starting to grow in heat, you found yourself grinding against the man on top of you, slowly mansk took of his shirt then his pants, he was left if just boxers
you pulled your pants off laying down under him in just a pair of panties, mansk put both his arms on your hip and went to kiss you again, your face red and your legs shaking, the heat inbetween them was getting unbearable, you were still grinding on him,
he put his fingers under the waistband of your underwear and nudged it a bit, staring at you yo make surs you approve, then he pulls them down, watching as you spread your legs open revealing your wet cunt, he helf on both of your knees and pushed his face between your legs, he was eating you out
you let out a little gasp when he loves his tongue against your now throbbing cunt, he licks your clit and plays with the opening of your vagina with his tongue, then he slips his tongue inside, you let out a gasp and then you start moaning "m-mhm m-anskk~" as he tongue fucks you
you could feel a smirk form on his face as he pleasures you, you again started grinding on him, this time you were grinding on his face though, he moved his lios against your cunt eating it asif he hasnt had a meal in weeks
your legs start shaking and you start moaning even louder indicsting that youre close to your orgasm, a hand slaps against your mouth as he continues to fuck you with his wet tongue
you started grinding even harder, you couldnt make any noise because of the hand on your mouth, your orgasm starts to near and you finally let it go, riding out your orgasm
mansk swallows everything up, he removes his hand from your lips, you pant ,then he sits up and licks his lips
you find something about him licking your slick off his lips attractive, you notice the huge tent that was now in mansk's pants, he was painfully hard but he wasnt gonna do anything about it becausd he wanted to praise you and your body right now, "holy shit that was so good" you say while still panting, mansk smiles "something wrong?" you realized that youve been staring at mansks hard on for a little too long, you motion for him to take his boxers off and he takes them offx his cock finally released from the fabric holding it down
you wrap your hand around his cock, his cock twitches and he lets out a whimper from the sudden contact, your hand was resting at the base of his cock, you loweted your mouth onto his cock
he was huge, but you still managed to take most of him into your mouth, his hand rests on your head now, slightly playing with your hair as he whimpers and groans whike you bop your head up and down in attemt to pleasure him the same way he pleasured you, his noises only making you hornier, you wanted his cock inside you right now
your mouth pulls away from his cock, and suddenly your hovering ontoo of mansk holding his dick lining it up with your throbbing cunt, you finally line it up correctly and loeer yourself ontop of him, he was going to stretch you alot, you really didnt care though
you slowly lowered your self down, mansks hands find their way onto your hips and they help you go down slower, you took all of his cock, he was balls deep inside of you "im gonna need a moment" you say trying to adjust to his size "i can wait for however long you want, but, damn im that big?" he says with a little smirk on his face , you sit like this for a bit till you start rolling your hips up and down onto him, mansk was already nearing his orgasm, but he wasnt gonna cum until you did, you were both a whimpering and moaning mess, you couldnt hold yourself up anymore, you were sensitive but you wrre nearing your orgasm
mansk help you and stabeled you so you dont fall and he helped you ride your orgasm before letting his liad into you, it was warm, and you liked how it felt inside you, you didnt want him to pull out yet, you leaned down and rested your head onto mansks chest whike he lightly stroked your hair " ilove you so much, we should do this more often" you lightly nod your head in agreement, mansk stares down at you, knowing he caused thise noises to leave youe throat
he was the reason you were a whimpering mess right now, he smiled and continued stroking your hair, he wasnt gonna let you go to sleep though, you just woke up and should probably get washed up before you slept or did anything
mansk finally pulls out, your cunt drips white fluid that he let into you, hr carries you and takes you into the bathroom to wash up, you liked the fact that he was able to pick you up
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shameboree · 1 year
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ATTIC GOBLIN ?
YEAH SO when we moved in there was like this wadded up pair of pink panties in the basement that hadnt been there a few days before when we did our final walkthrough or whatever right. and then my fuzzy socks would go missing and some leggings and then our fucking FORKS which were DISCONTINUED so we cant even replace them!!!!! also the toilet paper would run out like super fast and i drink A Lot of diet dr pepper so i DO pee a lot but this was just fucken ridiculous!!!!! anyway so our one old roommate suggested ghost but me n polks were like fuck off this is OUR house!!
anyway so one day im slumped down on the couch w earbuds in having a good time and my friend kos comes downstairs to brew his sleepy ass some fresh shit tier coffee at like 5pm on a weekday. tbh i was talking about one of my homebrew blorbos being harassed and having just a great time with it so i didnt want to speak to anyone and just EXTREMELY avoided eye contact n sank as deep as i could into the bigass pillows of our honestly very nice goodwill upper middle class grandma couch. the point of that is when you walk downstairs and turn into the kitchen you cant really see me at this angle and i am DEAD SILENT bc my keyboard was apparently made of marshmallows or smth AND im metal gear box stealth mode trying to not be noticed here so i can talk about my barbies being menaced uninterrupted.
SO because of all that when kos came back downstairs for his coffee which had been brewing for probably not very long but i was in the Blorbo Zone where time is fake so i couldnt in good faith give an estimate he did NOT see me. well while hes in the kitchen puttering around i just start losing my shit on account of my blorbarbies in agonies brings me Such Joys and i think this startled him so bad he has to take a stress shower because i heard the bathroom door SLAM and the water start running. at some point after this polks comes home from work and starts pissed off nagging us over WHO MADE THIS COFFEE MESS IN MY KITCHEN!! kos comes downstairs for the Commotions and apparently the coffee pot was sitting on the counter with some fresh coffees while the rest of it fresh waterfalled all into our silverware and pots n pans spaces HOWEVER!! MYSTERY TIME!! he has not been downstairs since he started brewing his trash sludge.
INTERMISSION: THINGS TO NOTE ABOUT OUR HOUSE: the back door is literally INCHES from the downstairs bathroom. the attic is not a panel or ceiling access its just a door right by all our bedroom doors and it wont latch which was So Annoying bc the cats were UNREASONABLE THIRSTY to get up there so we had to install a loop n hook latch to keep it shut but whichever one of us did that goofed it up pretty bad bc the door is still perpetually cracked open like probably a full inch and a half. id love to take the credit for this but i think it was polks who is absolutely phenomenal at fucking up installations of things. OTHER NOTABLE THINGS ABOUT POLKS: her single biggest fear on this planet is shit like Crawlspace Man. just Some Guy living in your home without you knowing. also we have a dark little crawlspace down in the basement, for ambience
MOVING ON at this point i still dont give a shit about anything happening around me because i am inflicting sufferings upon my from scratch blorbo BUT my brain is putting the pieces together which i then immediately do a toddler vs 1000 piece puzzle it took you a year to assemble and just totally waste that shit from my thinkspace bc i wanna play DOLLS instead. polks and kos are also putting their little pieces together but they are Not braindead dipstick idiots like yours truly so they decide to check the whole haus bottom up, starting with the crawlspace. great news! the crawlspace is empty!! other older news: i def heard the cabinet ruining coffee fuckuper come down from upstairs.
i forgot to mention that for this househunt polks armed herself with our fucking broom and was wielding it handle side out because It Has Reach and a knife would Escalate The Situation. anyway they make their way upstairs and i am doing absolute jackshit nothing to help because, again, i am fucking brain poisoned to prioritize oc cummies over every single thing on this planet. its in my fucking genetic code. so while im fuckin useless theyre up there talking about how fucking weird this is and scuffling around or whatever but the second they go into the attic its dead silent and NOT because they go silent but because the attic is some fucked up sound void and past the first 3 steps you can hear total fuck all from outside. at this point my little toddler brain realizes this puzzle is actually indestructible so when kos and polkie are out of the void audible again i Already Knew i had to start being a fucking adult instead of playing barbies which DID feel like a personal affront.
tbh i dont even remember how polks reacted bc i was so CMON MAN!! at our attic dweller for cucking me bc now i gotta call the fuckin cops AND change the locks AND i still gotta get up at 420 in the mother blessed am for work, so basically this entire stunt was a hate crime against me specifically.
we dont really go in our attic much and never even bothered fetching the cats when they went up there but we HAD been up there before so when i went up there and saw fuckin blankets and takeout containers and also some clothes stuffed into drafty holes it was like, kind of Obvious that yeah some bitch was stealing my forks and not paying rent and eating all my toilet paper and FOR SOME REASON had the audacity to ALSO go ahead and pour out a cup of coffee in BROAD DAYLIGHT while we were OBVIOUSLY HOME. the fucking NERVE!!
so!! thats our Event that i honestly forget happened most of the time. we actually refer to them as Attic Dobby i think on account of my THIEVED socks but then of course attic dobby became sexy dobby as is the natural progression of things. we have many big tity dobbie drawings around the house and we love to show them to guests. i may have lost some forks i cant fucking replace so ill never have a matching set again BUT now my house has so many slutty big tit thong and louboutin adorned dobbys that kos and i have bonded so much over drawing that it all evens out in the end and i definitely dont get mad about the forks ever. less important than dobbys big naturals but still notable: exposure therapy works as polks no longer has the Crawlspace Man Terrors!
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gamblersdoll · 1 month
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Guts with a hybrid rabbit slut.. :D
tw: 18+, hybrid rabbit user, doggy, praise and slight degradation, masturbation, pussy slaps, fingering. think of the setting as a modern day time but post eclipse.
you knew what you were doing. but did you ? no, not at all.
it was that time again, where your hormones were through the roof. you felt it hit you like a ton of bricks, needing to hump a pillow or have your vibrator to your puffy clit, or pinch at your nipples. you could tell that it was that time by the way your little nub of a tail was more frizzy, only signaling one thing.
and guts wasnt home … so.
your hands were making easy work of your clothes, tucking your ears back.
what you didnt know? was that guts was on his way home already, hoping you didnt destroy any furniture from your own aggressions because of your rabbit tendencies.
you had your music on, making sure to try and drown out your whorish moans and the slick noises of your pussy. what guts didnt know was you were too drowned in your own bliss, too horny to hear the fact of guts walking in to tell you to turn it down.
“hey turn the music—“ he stops, seeing your clothes discarded and a hand on your nipple, pinching at the poor bud.. and your other hand in your own walls to give yourself some release. he quickly turned around, closing the door and try to gain composure.
that was this afternoon, it was now the middle of the night. and showers were how guts could unwind, and relax. but he couldnt, not at all. and it was all your fault. then you had the audacity to walk out of your room into the kitchen like he didnt just see your bare naked body. not that you even knew he walked in on you.
the images flooded his mind, and he was dripping pre already, fuck.
how could you do that to him? did you know he was…?
and look where his hand was, stroking himself with such slow pumps and he hissed, involuntarily bucking his hips, paying closer attention to his fatter tip.
he had to know.
day two, your poor clit was already sore from the previous day, the poor nerve.
guts wanted to see it again, hoping he would come home from whatever he was doing and just stumbled into your room, same hands playing with your pretty, precious body.
you put on your music, and then you got to work on yourself. guts, fortunately, was just on time.
your fingers plunged into your needy hole, still somewhat sore from its pounding the day before. you were so close, the coil in your tummy was so close to snapping..
“havin’ fun, rabbit slut?” he asked, leaning on the doorway with folded arms. you jolted up, covering yourself out of embarrassment, but he put a hand up. “nuh uh.. lemme see.” he said, making his way to your frame.
“guts–“ you tried to say, but his larger hands pried your legs open. you felt your face get hotter, ears folded down in embarrassment. he clicked his tongue, licking his lips.
“poor thing, your clits all swollen and you need to be fucked huh?” he mocked, rubbing the inside of your thighs. you nodded, hands no longer covering your fat breasts. “you want me to help you, rabbit girl?” you nodded, needing that release. “lie back then, let me take care of you.”
you laid on your back again, guts eyeing your body and chuckling nervously, somewhat. “did you hear me walk in yesterday?” he asked, hand hovering your pussy.
“huh? no–“
slap!
you moaned, trying to close your legs, but to no avail. did he just slap your pussy? he definitely did. did it hurt? not really, but damn did he have good hands.
“ill ask again, did you hear me come in here while you fucked yourself yesterday?” he asked again, sucking on a nipple of yours.
“i-“ you tried to speak, but that wasnt what he asked you.
slap!
you moaned again, your back arching off the bed and your pussy drooled only just a bit.
“its yes or no, pretty.” he said, watching you shake your head ‘yes.’ “ he sucked his teeth, taking his ring and middle finger into your walls, curling the appendages inside you. “wanted to put on a show for me huh?” he cooed, watching you writhe in pleasure.
in actuality, you did hear him knock—twice, and you just wanted him to see how wet you were. you knew he saw you, thats why you did it again.
he pulled you up from your hips, flipping you over and forcing your face down. he pets your tail, you feeling nervous and embarrassed about it. you were completely bare and exposed. he took his already free cock and slid the tip up and down against your slit, sliding himself in so slow and bottoming out.
“ah!” you moan out, both hands gripping the sheets and feeling your hips be gripped hard. “guts!”
“there you go, princess, just like that.” he groaned out, rolling his head and thrusting into your cervix vigorously. he licked up your spine, and reaching a hand around to your clit and rubbed small circles on it. “come on this cock.. cmon baby, be a good girl ‘fer me.”
your legs start to shake, feeling the coil in your stomach snap as you cream around on his shaft.
your orgasm is like a tidal wave, for yourself, and guts. your walls squeezes guts’ cock, causing his balls to empty inside you, he coming with a loud groan.
you lay on your side, and feel a cold rag on your thighs and lips, causing you to jerk and look at what could be the cause.
“its just water, im cleaning you up sweetheart.” he hushes, kissing your your thighs and your waist. “youre gunna have to brush your ears again, messy girl.”
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ceasarslegion · 1 year
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Its perfectly fine to be frustrated when something you were expecting to buy isnt there anymore or if there was miscommunication and human error along the way that led to it not happening. However, if youre mean to the sales associates and lash out at them because of it, thats a very quick way to ensure you dont get the Inconvenience Consolation Perks.
I was trying to get a new laptop the other day, but they had a whole system override that was super glitchy and wouldnt let them sign on the model i wanted to its monthly payments, even after they held it for me overnight and i came back the next day to see if a system refresh would do it. Extremely frustrating when i need a computer as soon as possible and thats the best specs for price i could find, but literally not their fault, especially when they did a bunch of stuff they technically werent supposed to do (like hold an unpaid expensive laptop for me and turn someone else who wanted to buy up front away from it in that time) just to make sure i got first claim on it.
And all i did to vent that frustration was go "awww, thats too bad :(( do you have any other options?" and what do you know, the guy had another one with almost identical specs for an almost identical price, the only difference was that it had an intel processor instead of a ryzen. He even got me the same size from the same brand with the same built-in accessories, and then hey, he gave me a free antivirus installation and 85 bucks of store credit to throw in for a bunch of free accessories of my choosing "because you had to come out here two days in a row and we still couldnt get you your first choice." I got a super nice laptop bag and a new mouse with it
I also work in customer service. We also do inconvenience perks, but if youre a piece of shit to us for something that wasnt even our fault, all youre gonna get is "sowwy 👉👈 take care </3" if youre really nice and understanding about it and actually use the lessons you learned in kindergarten about being patient and waiting your turn and that things dont always go your way, we'll shower you with free travel sized products and slap a mall employee discount on whatever you do get, if anything. That guy who was probably paid some shitty hourly wage did not have to create more work for himself by showing me other models and pulling up comparison charts on the specs and monthly prices until i picked another computer, and he definitely didnt have to swallow the hit to his numbers by giving me free stuff, but turns out that if youre nice to people whose job it is to help you, theyre gonna wanna help you more than the dipshits who wouldve yelled at them. Just because its their job to help you doesnt mean youre entitled to making it suck. Be understanding and they just might want to help you.
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nastudragneel · 1 year
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Mating Season and daily life
NSFW 18+ ONLY
Natsu x F!Reader
Please comment constructive comments
I'm only on 114 episodes so some things could be wrong.
You get captured by an evil guild. You have sexy time. Then Gajeel and Natsu fight for your hand.
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Rising up early you felt a hand that's not your hand. Looking over you see a pink haired cutie. You immediately think of what happened last night. But for the love of god you cant remember. Too much booze. Your fully clothed so nothing weird happened. Though mating season is coming right up quickly.
'He couldnt possible love me. Yea were just friends unfortunately' You take a shower change and get ready for your day. Natsu is rustling awake, yawns and stretches his arms.
"Morning sleepy head" you state and pet his head as he gets out of your bed.
"Could you light my burner please?"
"Sure no problem" as he yawns he flicks his finger and a tiny flame popped out while smiling. He inserted it into the hole and waited for the fire to rise.
'Finger? Hole? Give it a rest brain I know your in heat' you think to yourself. After making a huge breakfast mainly because he eats so much, you both and Happy merrily go down the road to the Fairy Tail Guild. Meeting up with Erza, Grey, Lucy, and Wendy, and Carla we all looked at the poster board and wanted to do different things. So you took a poster that said to slay A Chimera 120,000 jewels. You all part ways but agree to meet tonight and your off on your own down the road once you get to the location you were caught off guard
"Wh-" as you were knocked unconcious.
~A Full day later
"Wheres (n)? She didnt meet up with us last night, but I thought she was just tired." Natsu says concerned.
"It is strange how one hundred percent of the time she checks in and this once she didnt" Erza announces.
"Well let's go look for her" Grey says. Lucy, Wendy, Carla and Happy nod at this.
"All right let's check what quest she was gonna do ah there! Slay a Chimera 120000 jewels. Shes crazy, alone? Wow!" Lucy states dumbfounded. "Let's go!" Natsu yells as he runs out the guild doors saying he has to find her frantically.
~At The Spot
Natsu sniffs the air sniffs until he finds your scent until he finds your beaded bracelet that's been torn off.
-Natsus POV-
"This was hers she had it on this yesterday morning" I say as Grey opens his mouth.
"What are you sleeping around for pick one all ready" Grey punches my head. Suddenly a huge robot dragon emerges from the ground. Emblem is a dark guild.
"Now that I have your attention dragon slayers. Behold one of your own is about to be sacrificed" The evil guild master Vugo yells and laughs maniacally.
"But (n) isnt a dragon slayer let her go or I got a bone to pick!" I yell and tremble with anger.
"Actually she is a dragon slayer of gravity Natsu. She made me promise not to tell anyone but she is gonna die!" Lucy exclaims which makes me even more mad grunting clenched jaw.
'Why didnt she ever show me? Why didnt I know about this?' You think quietly to yourself.
"Shes behind dragon proof armor in my robot you idiot's. The timer had been set oh looky only three minutes left until she dies into dust." Vugo Yells down to the team.
"NATSU HELP!" I hear (n)s voice muffled from the robot.
'She must have been here all night while we were all at home. Poor (n) out here all alone with no one to help' I think quietly to myself.
-(n) POV-
"Well I'm sorry I wasnt here earlier you must have been scared and felt all alone well I'm here now!" I hear Natsu yell as he powers up. Everyone stands back. Lucy is the only one who knows you have a crush on Natsu. Well maybe Erza knows too or just suspects it but she never says anything.
"Hey Natsu the weak point is there!" Happy yells over to Natsu who's powered up. Everyone gets ready.
"Okay I'll work on the robot, you guys get the creep!" Natsu yelled as he jumped up with fire feet then double jumps towards my direction as your blacking out you hear glass break as your ripped out of the holder. You feel so warm against his skin as he holds your freezing body you can only make out the others dragging Vugo behind them as you look up to see Natsu you pass out in to his chest. You could have sworn he was blushing.
-One Day Later
Your eyes flutter open, you try to get up falling a couple times groaning.
"So your finally awake I was getting worried(n)" Natsu says with a soft tone helping you sit up.
"What happened I feel like I've been hit by a truck. This must be what it feels like to be out of magic. Wait why are you here? Did you stay the whole night?"You question.
"Im here to make sure you woke up Wendy said you may go in to a coma but luckily we avoided that. We defeated the Vugo one of the dark guilds. Found out your the Gravity Dragon slayer. Found out that... you love me..." Natsu trialed off a bit at the end. You just look down.
"I'm sorry I never meant for you to find out that I love yo-" you were cut off by a warm hand tilting your head up to him to reveal your tears.
"I just didnt want... to break our friendship..." quietly tears streak down your face as he leans forward soft lips meet yours as relief washes over you.
'So does he feel the same or?' You think quietly. He deepens the kiss making your heart race and heart melt all at the same time.
"I've always noticed things youd do like make me lunch or dress up more, but I could never tell. (N) I was in love with you this whole time ever since we were kids"
"Now I know who I want to imprint on it's just if you'll let me or not what do ya say? Will you let me imprint on you, you seem fine now?" Natsu says finally finished with his speech. I just nod and say
"Yes I would love that. So you will be my boyfriend?" You question.
"Imprinting isnt just boyfriend and girlfriend, think more husband and wife forever though, you better think this through" Natsu explains. You ponder a moment then decide.
"Natsu I want to be together with you forever" you say as you lean over and passionately kiss him. He reciprocates wrapping his arms around you as you snake your way around his neck. Breaking for air.
"The answer is definitely yes forever" you squeel happily. Natsu give a big ass grin your assuming he didnt really think I liked him. Breaking for air he says
"Were going to have to talk about things but not right now let's do the imprinting now get it out of the way." Natsu says quietly.
"Haha yea it's too intimate for a wedding" you say jokingly.
"We could have one in the future if you want. Clasping your hands to your face. You pinch his cheeks
"My lovely salamander how I love you so!" I squeel again. Natsu blushes deep red so you kiss him then release.
"Okay what do I have to do?" I ask nervously.
"Well you'll have to take your top off since it goes on your back." He explained in a good manner. You didnt dare let him peek, not when you havent done the naughty yet. You turn around take your shirt off and lay on the bed. He starts by building up magic then pushing down hard on my back. I let out a squeak.
"I'm sorry but it has to be this hard almost done" he says then after a couple of minutes
"There now your my mate but you have to do the same to me now" he gloats. I grab my shirt and hold it on my boobs as I look in the full length mirror. A dragon's foot was slight glowing red and the imprint was shadowed.
"The imprint will become darker the more were around eachother and love eachother" Natsu fills me in.
"Ohhh that's why I couldnt figure it out. Okay now turn around." He obeys as you put on your shirt again.
"Okay you can look now"
"Now it's your turn Mr. Dragneel" I wave him and pat my bed. He follows and takes his shirt off to reveal his juicy abs. He flops like a fish onto the bed on his stomach and gives a thumbs up.
"I've never done this before please tell me if theres to much pressure." You say cutely. He gives you a thumbs up as you gather your magic finally you press on his back and release the magic kindave by nature knowing what to do. His imprint is purple glowing and the same shade as your imprint.
"There all done. I'm sorry I tried!" You squeel .
"Its perfect! What are you crying about come here"Natsu says. *tickle tickle*
"Bwahahahha! Stop please I'm gonna piss myself" you say as he releases you from his strong grasp. You layed on him face to face. Snuggling his cheek, then lick his neck.
"You taste so good.. Natsu" you say almost, almost moaning.
"Why taste me you could smell me too ya know?" Natsu says gently.
"In my teens I lost my sense of smell I always hid it very easily and hid my training. I wouldnt be able to find you anywhere without this imprint." You said as he looks shocked.
"That must be rough, no smell even though your a dragon slayer I'm sorry (n)but why didnt you ever tell me I was, am your best friend?" Natsu holds you close and snuggles with you.
"I was just that embarrassed."
You take tiny licks on his neck as he shivers, you could feel something rising down yander but ignored it. Then you start nipping as his neck the good side. He gives a small moan. So you decide to leave a hickey on him. Sucking as he moaned a little louder. Such a sweet sound.
"You know if you play with fire your bound to get burned (n)" Natsu warned as he readjusted himself laying parallel to you.
"What you cant handle a little teasing?" You whisper in his ear causing him to shiver again.
"Its just that everything is new to me since I'm still a virgin." Natsu says melancholy.
"Who said I wasnt pure I'm plenty a virgin too Natsu" he looks to me and smiles.
"Well I guess thats good for us then" he says happily. We both interlock mouths fighting for dominance flicking our tounges around. As you hold his hand and put it on your breast he opened his eyes for a second then rolled with it. He held your boob and gently squeezed it around while making out. So you held his hand and gently went under your shirt you felt him freeze up but for a second when you placed his hand on your bared skinned breast. He moaned a little just the softest moan ever.
"Do you want to or no?" You ask Natsu who was struggling.
"No but yes very much yes, but only if your okay with it." Natsu said affirmatively and man spread his legs.
"I'm okay with it if you are, just let your instincts take over" I say happily.
"Were both virgins" you say. He quickly got ontop of you un buttoning your shirt and quickly discarding it on the floor. While you take of his shirt throwing it on the floor.
"Hey I wont be able to see you over your scarf can I put it right next to us?" I ask unsure.
"Sure as long as it doesnt touch the ground" Natsu says happily. You place his scarf on a pillow. He grabbed your chin and turns your head so he can whisper in you ear.
"I want to hold you close, skin pressed against me tight, lie still, and close your eyes girl, so lovely it feels so right.
I want to hold you close, soft breasts, beating heart, as I whisper in your ear, I want to fucking tear you apart" Nastu hums in your ear as he takes off your skirt and panties. You rise with him as he takes off his pants and boxers off blushes profusely. You get off your bed and get on your knees.
"Relax its okay" you say as you lick the tip in circles causing him to spasm with pleasure. Next you gulped about half of his length then started going back and forth until you were deep throating him.
"(N) I'm ..I'm gonna cum. What should I do?" Natsu wonders as you stop leaving him wanting more.
"Oh yea? You need to please your woman first" you say as he pounces on you onto the bed.
"Tell me how to please a woman please?" He asks cutely.
"Well first I'd think I'd go down on her first or eating out"
"What are those" Natsu asks.
"You know what I did to you but in reverse stick your tounge down there and basically suck the juices." He complies and goes down on you, you forgetting his long dragon tounge. He grabs onto your thighs for support. Moaning loudly catching you off guard.
"You okay up there my little salamander?" Natsu asks.
"Ya your just naturally good at that I forgot our tounges are longer than humans" You bluntly say huffing.
"Well lucky me" Natsu says as he goes down again causing many moans and whimpers to come out of your throat. After around the same time you went down on him hes got you begging.
"Please Natsu make love with me I'm wet enough pleassee" You squirm huffing hard clearly in heat, he let's go of your thighs and crawls up ontop of you. Wiping his mouth first he bends down and kisses you while his hands explore your body. One hand you stroke through his surprisingly soft hair the other hand feels his arm and back as your legs intertwine then untwine.
'Hes big but not ginormous thank god hes still huge though will it fit?' You think as he places the tip at your entrance. Your whole body begging for him and only him.
"Please Natsu I need you" You say as he inserts his erect cock into you slowly until he hits something.
"What's that?" You hear him ask.
"Its my hymen proving I'm a virgin. All right this is probably really gonna hurt but shove it in" you finish saying. Natsu nods following what you said.
"Aghh!" You yell in pain. However your enveloped in warmth. Looking down you see Natsu bent down hugging you giving you small kisses everwhere.
"Itll be okay just wait" Natsu responds. After a couple minutes you nod.
"Its not so bad you can move" You say softly to Natsu as he slowly slides in and out of you. You both moan at the same time and giggle. After awhile of touches and kisses he picks up the pace until he definitely knows what hes doing. He keeps a steady pace as you push upward in sync. As he goes faster it makes you both huff and puff dripping with sweat.
"Natsu I'm I'm gonna cum"
"(N) I'm gonna cum what should I do?"
"Dont take it out or I'll kill you!" Huffing and moaning barley able to lift your hand.
"Fine with me!" Huffing as he shoves his cock in and out vigorously. After some couple minutes later
"Here I cum (n)"
"I'm cumming Natsu!" You say as you both embrace eachother riding out this high.
"Ahhh..." you both huff and sigh. Wrapping eachothers arms around eachother you embrace calming down.
"How was it really?" Natsu asked after untwining from eachother and cleaning up since there was a blood spot.
"It was fantastic Natsu I'm impressed by you to be honest now let's get cleaned up" as your legs shake trying to walk.
"Yea looks like I did do a good job" he says smiling. First the blankets then turn on the bath then pick up the clothes wash them real quick. You spy Natsu about to put on his scarf.
"Remember were gonna take a bath unless you want it to get wet?" You say loud enough so he'll hear.
"Okay my little salamander" Natsu exclaims.
"Um Natsu I'm a gravity Dragon Slayer not a salamander but I do like the sound of being your little salamander so I approve" you smile wide at him which makes him smile wide too and hug you. Once out of his grasp he watches you do things like finish drying our clothes.
"Ah the bath should be ready now let's go cutie" you grab his hand and walk into the bath he follows.
"Ah it feels so good after that um yea" you mutter the last part blushing hard.
"Hehe I'm that good to make you blush again and again? That reminds me how are you feeling down there?" He asks concerned.
"I'm okaish it hurts a little now but I'm sure itll heal." He reached out and cupped your cheek.
"I promise for the rest of my life I will protect you (n)" looking you in the eyes .
"And I promise for the rest of my life to protect you too" you cupped his cheek. After you both were dry you changed into clothes.
"Let's go to the guild salamander" you say perky.
"Oh just know, you have to hold me hand" you add. He tuns and looks at you.
"I'm sure will figure it out." He says and you nod. As you lock your door you spy
"Hey Natsu, (n)!" Happy yells.
"Hey there Happy were headed to the guild, did you check it out yet?" I asked politely.
"Yea I did everyones there waiting for you both let's go" Happy retorts. After walking hand in hand through town gaining some remarks like good for ya boy, and ous and awes you all finally reach Fairy Tail. Letting go of your hands you all are about to go in.
'Maybe I shouldnt have worn a clear back crop top. Oh well everyone will soon find out. Natsu and Happy go in but you locked eyes with Gajeel. He walks up to you.
"Let's go by this side wall" he says and grabs your hand and drags you around.
"I wont drag it out. Its mating season and I want you to be my mate." Gajeel
"I'm sorry but I just contracted my mate and we've completed the whole ritual" I turn around to reveal Natsus imprint.
"It smells like Natsus" he says bluntly.
"It is hehe" I say then feel Natsus presence coming around the building.
"There you are! You just dissapeare-"
"Gajeel." Natsu says an guard.
"What are you doing with (n)?" He says offended. You turn to him and responds
"Gajeel was just asking about mates" you say quietly. Natsu walks up to us and asks Gajeel
"Yea what about them. I wanna know just what exactly were you asking her" Natsu says aggressively. You walk over to Natsu and stay by his side. By now a crowds gathered.
"I was asking her to be my mate but shes taken. But if I win, shes mine" Gajeel says roughly.
"Thems fighting words let's go!" Natsu yells. Now in front of the guild everyones watching you Natsu and Gajeel.
"Why are they fighting? Do you know?" Lucy asks who was right by Erza, Grey, Wendy and Carla.
"Gajeel wants to be my mate he wont take no for an answer but I'm allready mated with Natsu and we've completed the ritual I dont know what happens if a dragon slayer is imprinted on twice." I say to them.
"From what I know they die, there can only be one life long mate to one" Grey says.
"So that means if Natsu fails she will die too!" Happy yells.
"Has everyone forgotten I'm a dragon slayer too?! I can take him no problem im just letting Natsu go first" You exclaim to the world, everyone shocked by your unusual loudness. You turn your attention back to the fight and there going as all out as they can but to protect the guild. Gajeel made a beam but Natsu dodged it with ease and ran up to punch him. At the last second Gajeel turned around and punched Natsu hard making him fly about 40 feet. Natsu was clearly struggling to breath. Gajeel made a beam that was going to hit a allready downed Natsu a dirty trick. You ran in front of Natsu feeling his eyes on you.
"No this is my battle dont interfere" Natsu coughs up standing up. As he sees the beam you punch it straight on crumbling Gajeels beam. After that you step behind Natsu.
"Thanks for the save" Natsu said greatfuly. Everyone in the crowd goes ouuu.
"Here eat up my little salamander" you say as you throw him a fire crystal that's flaming. As hes eating the entire flames out of it I decide to speak to Gajeel.
"Why do you want me so bad? Go mate with someone else! I'll die if I get imprinted twice!" You yell at him, while he makes a shocked face.
"Now I have to save face!" Gajeel yells over. You feel Natsus hand in yours looking over to him
"Dont worry I got this. I told you I'd always protect you" Natsu says sweetly.
"Now I'm fired up!" Natsu yelled as he flame foot quickly to Gajeels face rampaging fists of fire furry. He wouldnt let up he just kept punching.
"No dont do it hes not calm!" Erza yelled but you ran up to Natsu and put a hand on his shoulder. He stopped punching Gajeel. He looked over his shoulder and growled.
"Its time to calm down my salamander" you ruffled his hair. He just growled but knew it was you. Eventually he calmed down. Gajeel was koed.
"Woah he was koed that's amazing!" Cana says in the crowd.
"Someone get a medic!" Someone in the crowd yelled. Most people in the crowd were cheering though. You grab Natsus hand he turns to you then you hug him close. He hugs you back. You pull your head back and kiss him in front of everyone then break apart. There were lots of whistles and yeas! You and Natsu holding hands and everyone in the group met up at the door.
"Shouldnt we, I dont know maybe tell the master?" Happy asks.
"Yes that would be the next course of action" Erza says then goes inside.
I follow Erza and Natsu follows me by being hooked together. Which makes everyone follow. We all arrive on the second floor and hear Erza talking then we see them as we all come up the stairs.
"Oh dammit you kids just fix everything up send Gajeel to the med ward there" the master says as Erza, Grey, Wendy and Carla walk off.
"And now you two"
"I've heard that you imprinted on eachother that's a whole nuther matter"
"Do you know what I'm talking about kids?" The old man asks. I look over to Natsu who looks at you we both shrug then turn back to the master.
"You two are even more dangerous now! The more your imprints turn black the more dangerous you both are. Because imagine one of you gets hurt. You could destroy a town. How far are you through the ritual?" Master asks.
Natsu and I look at eachother with an O fuck face then turn back.
"Well funny you should ask" Natsu chuckles. Both of us blushing.
"We completed it this morning sir" you say the rest for Natsus sake. Master facepalms.
"You idiots! You allready completed it.
"It was spur of the moment we weren't thinking straight obviously since its mateing season sir" you apologize for both of you. You squeeze Natsus hand and he squeezes back.
"Well it cant ever be undone. It will get you to S class quicker and you can protect the guild better. I'll approve it " master finally says. You sigh in relief.
"What would have happened if you didnt approve?" You ask innocently.
"Oh you would be banned from Fairy Tail forever" The old man says.
"Natsu you dumbass you didnt tell me that!" You yell and squeeze his hand really hard then let go and cross your arms.
"(N) everything's fine" Happy says.
"Have a good rest of your day kiddos try to not destroy anything. I'll have a talk with Gajeel" The old man says. You all nod then walk down the stairs.
"Sorry about squeezing your hand hard" you admit.
"Its fine I barley felt it" Natsu shines a bright smile and a thumbs up at you.
"Hey congrats on the new power couple"
"Salamander totally took Gajeel down hard"
"That's what some people will do for love"
you both turn to see and hear people from the crowd pouring into the guild.
"Let's grab some food and drinks while we wait for the others to get back" Natsu nods in agreement. As usual he got basically one of everything off the menu and you just had a slice of cake and beverage. While Wendy and Carla came over and sat down.
"What is mating?" Wendy asks as you and Natsu spit out your drinks.
"Umm your not really ready for it but come by my I mean our house sometime and I'll explain it just in the daylight hours only though please Wendy" I say with a huff. Natsu just thumbs up me.
"That's my little salamander always thinking" Natsu says cutely. Finally Erza, Grey, and Lucy show up.
"I need a rain check" Erza says to everyone.
"That's okay me too" Lucy says followed by Grey. Wendy and Carla decide to take the day off too. After they all left and you payed the tab it was just you Natsu and Happy.
"So what should we do now?" You question them.
"Hmm well we just did the Chimera quest so how about we stay inside today?" Natsu says happily.
"Okays well we should get groceries first" I say cutely. We walk to the market hand in hand and get giggles from women and atta boy from men. You picked some potatoes, tomatoes, and a lot of meat oh carrots, rice and lots of fish.
"Thanks for carrying everything cutie" you gave him a kiss on the cheek. He got heart eyes and hearts coming out of him.
"Your very welcome cutie" he said cutely. You open your door and yell
"If theres anyone in there I'll kill you!" Silence...
"Okay give me some of the stuff so I can hel-"
"No way. I know how to treat a lady" Natsu says as he painfully goes up the stairs. You facepalm and Happy just flies in.you just go in and lock the door. When you get up to the kitchen Natsu has all the bags nice and neat. Looking around you get heart eyes and glomp hug him.
"Thank you so much" You cry out.
"Well I do what I can for the people I love" Natsu says with pride and him smiling. You smile back.
"So do you think maybe you could light the burner please?" I ask softly. He perks up and says
"All you gotta do is ask" he says as he lights the burner.
"Thanks love I'll get cooking" half an hour passes one hour passes. Natsu shuffles into the kitchen and he immediately perked up seeing all the food on the table.
"Wow you made all of this?!" He yells with sparkly eyes and a bit of drool.
"Start eating I'll be done in a minute save me some food" You say but then notice Natsu is waiting for you.
"Awee are you waiting for lil o me? How gentlemanly" you say but hear his stomach rumble.
"It took you so long to prepare everything, waiting a couple more minutes doesnt matter" as he gets up walks over to you, you getting ready to finish. He gently kisses the back of your neck which makes you shiver. After a couple minutes he stopped teasing you and sat down.
"And with this! I present the last dish!" You yell happily and sit down.
"Thank you for the food" Natsu and happy yell before digging in.
"Natsu I'd like to try at least one of everything my bites are small I promise" he gulps down some beer to clear his throat then says
"Of course you made it after all" Natsu says while eating. You reach over to grab something off his plate but then you see him glow bright red. You look down and see your well endowed and he seems to like it. Booping his nose with your other hand you continue grab the food then sit down and this is how it goes until all the dishes are devoured. Sitting in Natsus chair facing the stove and sink you watch him clean and put away everything that you used.
"Awee your soo sweet how is it that you havent found someone earlier?" He stopped dead cold.
"I used to have this small thing with a girl named Lisanna, but she died." He said stone cold. In shock I say
"Oh my gosh I'm so sorry to bring up bad memories! Please forgive me." He started washing and drying again. You knew he could feel what your feeling that your feelings ran true because he turned around when done with a bright smile while your over here silently crying. He looked not very shocked due to him feeling what you feel. He goes over asks you to stand and hugs you crying finally letting it out. You just hug him close and rub his back telling him it's okay things are the way they are.He calms down after and hour finally out of tears, but he holds you close so close it almost hurts. Once he calmed down you pet his head and give him a head massage. After he surprises you
"Let's um have a drinking contest" Natsu says sniffling up the last amount of sadness he had.
"Um okay but drinking wont solve this but your lucky I'm stocked all. The. Time." You say without mercy. You pour some wine into two glasses.
"I'll show you no mercy Dragneel Natsu"
"Okay by me and hey thank you for before noones ever done that for me before" sipping your wine.
"Well I'm glad I could help any... you seem to have been very in love with her shes lucky.." you chug your wine and begin again while Natsu chugs his you refill his glass.
"It wasnt meant to be. My heart was just looking for you this entire time (n)" Salamander says in a matter o fact tone. Which makes you blush very red.
"Oh yea what are ya thinkin my lil salamander" he chuckles.
"Oh man you guys are so screwed tomorrow goodnight" Happy says interjecting.
"Okay Happy" we both say.
"Uh-h its just I'm so happy that I'm at the center of your heart. I've been alone my whole life I can relate to you alot. All I've ever wanted was love. Instead I got pain." You finish saying. Natsu reaches over and pets your hair calming you down.
"Let's drink to us" you say but then Natsu raises a glass
"Lets drink to love" he says and I nod and cheers with him. Eventually you both finish six bottles of wine and curl up with Natsu as Happy curls up by the fire place. You and Natsu wrap your arms around eachother you deliriously kiss him all over as he passes out you fall asleep as well.
-The Next Day
Rising up early you felt a hand that's not your hand. Looking down you see a pink haired cutie. You immediately think of what happened last night. But for the love of god you cant remember. Too much booze. Your fully clothed so nothing happened.
'Wait this is deja vu' you think. You look at Natsus resting peaceful face. You bend down and kiss his lips.
"Mnnm (n)" he mutters out.
"Natsu..." you gently kiss him awake.
He rustles around and opens his eyes. Looking into eachothers eyes he says
"Goodmorning my lil salamander"
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o-chinelo-da-luisa · 1 year
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Back when I was about 18 years old, I was taking swim classes in a gym at my home town. The pool was shared with other classes, like water aerobics.One day, at the end of the class, I was chilling in a jacuzzi and notice and older guy, in his 60's, hairy, chubby, not very tall, grey hair and well trimmed mustache. I will never forget, he was wearing blue speedos with matching pool slippers. The speedos were thight and you could see his bulge on them. I didnt know why, but I couldnt take my eyes off him.-"Is it possible I am phisically and sexually attracted and arroused with him?" - I thought... When I look inside my shorts, my teenage dick was answering me. I couldnt leave the tub for a while.My stiff didnt go away, so I waited for his class to be over, rolled my towel in my waist and walk fast to the lockerroom.I knew I could wait there to see him. He entered a few minutes later, his locker was right next to mine Coincidence, right? He looked ate me and said with a stern voice:
-"Are you ok, kiddo? You look like you saw a ghost in me" - and smilled. I was staring at him, so I think i wasnt being very discret...but whatever.
-"I am, Sir!" - I said...what else was I going to say. Even I didnt know what was happening. I was discover my sexuality, I had lost my virginity with a girl a few weeks early. Everything was new to me. Then all my world was rocked, he striped naked to go shower and there it was, right next to me, he stand up and his dong was right next to my face. All my body shook a little with the excitement. I wasnt brave enough to say something, so I did the second best thing I could do. Waited for him to go shower, took his white sweaty underpants, his socks and his sneakers and went to the bathroom to jerk off. A sock in my dick, and his tighty whities, smelling like balls all over my face. I let a load so big that it went through his sock. Yeah I didnt think that right. His sock was all wet and sticky.It was night, so the gym was closing and I didnt see the time passes inside. When I came out were just the two of us there and he was waiting for me. I dont how, but he knew it was me and what was I doing. Maybe because there was nobody else left there. In the minute was putting my foot out of the bathroom, saw him with his with robe, and blue slippers waiting there for me. In a matter of seconds he pulls me by me ear to his locker while scolding for what Ive had done.In front of the locker, twisting my ear he says:
-"Right you little wanker, we have two solutions. Either I fix this right here, right now or Im going to tell the gym security and everybody is going to know you are a sissy" I didnt know what to do, so I mumbled:
-"Please dont tell anyone.."
-"Ok, first choice it is than...bent over, and drop your shirts"
-"What?"
-"You heard me, boy, now!"I complied...and after a few seconds I felt a sting in my butt:
-PLAFT!!! - the sound of his rubber slipper hitting my bare bottom echoed through the empty locker room-PLAFT!!! PLAFT!!! PLAFT!!! PLAFT!!! x100 - I couldnt move, I froze there...I also couldnt feel my butt and I thought it was finished...my mistake. He opens his locker, go to his jeans and takes his belt off...well I swalled dry... as he starts giving me the belt...everytime harder then the last one...Tears started crawling from my eyes...my legs started shaking as I was about to scream he puts his underpants and socks (with my own load) inside my mouth...
-"I dont want to hear you, are we clear? Right...", he says. After, probably, another 100 swats he stops and told me sit in the bench...As much as I could sit...my sore bottom was telling that was a bad idea...
-"You did good, kid. Lets see if you can handle what's coming next" I looked up and his huge dick was as hard as you could imagine. He grabs my head, roughly, and started face fucking me. Of course I opened my mouth and sucked it all...I licked from his balls to the tip, enjoying every inch and every second...that taste of cock in my mouth was clearing my mind "I am into cock as much as in pussy". He was incredible resistent and strong for and older, short, chubby guy. I was not counting on all of that. Then he stops, grabs me by my waist with his manly, strong arms, flips me and bend me over the sink as he says:
-"Hope you used a lot of saliva sucking me, you gonna need it" as he started fucking my ass like there was no tomorrow. Never felt like that. A mix of pleasure spiked with pain as he puts all that meat in my virgin asshole. My legs were shaking, I tought he was going flush all my poop out and rearrange my insides. I lost track of time...I cummed like 3 ou 4 times before I felt his warm load flood my ass...then he pushed me to the floor and let me there.He went to his locker, dressed up, and passing through me, still laying on the floor, used like and old rag, covered in cum, all sored, he kicked me, violently, a few times and said:
-"Thats what being a man's bitch is all about, sissy. Get used to it"
In my locker he left his business card with his contacts. Although my asshole was never the same size again, dispite a few days farting his cum (or smelling like it at least) and without being able to sit properly, that night made me crave for more.I was his bitch, his cum deposit for a long time. In his office (he was a big shot lawyer) in hotel rooms, in the gym and even in his house when the wife wasn't arround. He used me as he wanted, and I liked it.
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bunnychargebolt · 5 months
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I don’t see my sa therapist for another couple weeks and Im having a time tonight so you guys get me ranting here again (everyone should actually feel free to ignore this completely. Its just helpful writing shit out)
Cw/Tw for detailed mentions of Sexual Assault
I don’t remember many times that I knew I actually wanted to do sexual things with my ex. And even less than that is the times they actually asked me if what they were doing was ok. I think that happened maybe twice. We were together for a year and a half. Sexual shit started happening around five months into the relationship. Which means in the span of over a year I remember them asking for consent like twice.
When stuff first started happening I remember being anxious. We would make out in the back seat of the car and they started rubbing me over my pants. I wasn’t ready for it. I was insecure.
Throughout my entire life my consent has been overlooked. Sexually speaking that started happening when I was about 14. My first in person sexual experience was at 16. With a guy who was 26. I wasn’t old enough to legally consent.
That didnt matter.
I learned from a young age that saying no wasnt really an option. Especially if my opinion wasnt asked for.
I talked to them about all of this. Before we even got together.
That didn’t matter.
I dont know if I ever truly wanted to do any of the stuff I did with my ex. And I had tried talking to them about it.
For at least the last six months of our relationship- every time we had sex (which was roughly about once a week) wed have to stop because Id have one of two breakdowns. The first one being that I didnt know if I actually wanted this or if Im making myself because I think im supposed to. The second one being that I feel like im not allowed to say no.
That didnt matter.
When we had to stop because my joints were out of place and I was in so much pain that I was about to start sobbing they simply suggested we try another position. I didn’t want to let them down so I attempted. I couldn’t do it. I was so insecure and anxious about what they wanted that I was on the verge of having a panic attack.
That didn’t matter.
I remember coming over to their house once. They dragged me into their room and pushed me onto their bed. They said “this is going to happen one way or another so we might as well get it over with”.
I remember having a conversation with them, telling them that I dont want to have sex with them every time I come over. Their response was “It’s hard not to have sex with you. We only see each other once a week”
I remember wanting to take a nap with them. They got on top of me and started kissing me. I tried to pretend I was still asleep. But because i had very briefly mentioned somnophilia to them before they wouldnt stop. Wed never had an actual discussion about it. I never consented to that.
I remember them being on top of le while we were making out and me stopping and saying “i dont know if I want this”. They continued anyways.
I remember having a conversation with them about how they trample over me saying no when I dont want to talk about something. They responded by saying theres a general rule they follow for themself. “Id rather do something and be told it was wrong afterwards than ask for permission first”
I remember not being able to do things for them like give them a blow job or a hand job because I wasmt physically up to it. Between my joints and my acid reflux I couldnt do it. They would get upset. They would bring up how they would do stuff to me but I wont do stuff to them.
I didn’t want what they were doing to me. It was physically damaging for me to do stuff for them.
None of that ever mattered.
I didn’t matter.
I was a chore to get done so they could have something to dangle over my head to obligate me to do stuff for them.
I remember them pressuring me into shower sex. I didn’t want to do it. Some of their family was home. I cant stand in showers for that long. I had to sit down. They still had me give them a blow job.
I remember being in my shower with them. Literally crying. Saying I dont want to be touched. And them still continuing to bite my ear which is something they only ever do sexually.
I remember trying to physically pull away from them so many times.
I remember wanting to be loved.
I remember wanting to feel pretty.
I remember feeling like I had to have sex with them.
I remember everything and nothing at the same time.
I remember allowing all of my boundaries to be trampled over while doing everything I could, to the point of putting my physical well being on the line, to make them feel comfortable.
I remember never getting complimented.
I remember not being like anyone else they showed interest in.
I can still feel them on me.
I can still hear them in my ear.
I can feel them in my home.
My safe places are completely gone.
I remember realizing all of this after breaking up with them.
I remember the fear when I found out someone told them what I shared.
I remember shaking while filing a police report.
I still feel the fear of what theyd do if they found out. What theyll do if I ever run into them.
I still feel unsafe driving near where they live.
I still feel them on me.
I’ve considered trying to scratch my skin off. Maybe then that feeling would go away. But I know that won’t help.
I was uncomfortable. I was in pain. I was crying. I was trying to get away.
I never actually said no though.
“I don’t understand anything other than a firm no” they said close to our break up.
I never said no.
I never pushed them away.
I never really fought back.
But anyone else would have seen me. Desperately wanting to get away. Face contorted in pain. Unable to walk. Unable to dress myself. Clearly uncomfortable. Hearing my hesitance.
No one would have heard me say yes. Because I never did. They never asked.
I remember reading about how your skin is different every 7 years because of the cells you shed. Im not waiting 7 years to get rid of them.
I started getting help. Im going to continue getting help. Im never going to stop speaking up. Sexually assaulting me is just one of many horrible things they did. Yes this fucked me up. But this is on the bottom of my priority list when I tell people what they did.
Im not the only ex to say they assaulted me. And I don’t think I’ll be the last. But I know that ex wont be from the people Im close to. Because they listened when I talked. They told me how bad things were. They watched me break during the relationship. And they helped put me back together when I needed it most.
And now after all that, i find solace in the littlest of things. Yes they assaulted me, but I faked my orgasms. Yes they cheated on me, but they never actually got any bitches.
Its important to find those things. Im going to continue finding more.
Im really happy that after that relationship I get to be me again, even if I have a couple new cracks.
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