#i do not want to wait 7 more hours for it to be 8pm tonight.

[ghostzzy]

i feel BAD i need it to be 8pm tonight right now immediately

[neoraso]

end of a day | pwb

a/n: the people ask for wonbin and i provide.. this is basically just pure and never ending sickening fluff when he comes home from a schedule :D warnings: one instance of him calling the reader his gf. i didn't mean for this to happen but gets like 1% suggestive towards the end. literally nothing happens though just a little heated kissing hehet

you had woken up when wonbin did, your ears listening to him rustling around the room getting dressed. after a few minutes he came to your side of the bed, stroking your hair and moving it out of your face before leaning down to kiss your forehead. your eyes fluttered open at this and he looked back with a surprised expression,

"did i wake you up? I'm sorry baby. try to go back to sleep, I'll be back later." he petted your hair once more. before he could back away you reached out to grab his wrist.

"you're not leaving without giving me a goodbye kiss are you?" you said with a pout.

smiling, he leans back down while you strain your neck upwards to meet his mouth.

"i almost didn't want to because then i wouldn't be able to stop" he mumbled against your lips. leaving one more peck he turned to actually leave and chuckled at your whine. "i know baby, i don't want to leave either but i'll try to be back before you know it. maybe you can sleep for the next 14 hours."

"I can sure try." you grumble back. "but hey, good luck today, work hard, i love you."

as he shut the door he turned to peek his head out. "I love you more." he said with a bashful smile before shutting it fully.

looking at the clock it read 6:34 am. yeah, you were definitely going back to sleep.

you woke up a few hours later and decided you had nothing to do but keep up with business since it was your day off. wonbin pretty much never had a day off so when you weren't working, your days were often spent like this; just filling the time until he came back.

it wasn't like you didn't have a life, you had friends of course but your schedules didn't always match up- like today. and so, you were alone. it wasn't bad to be fair, you caught up on emails, cleaned the apartment (mostly), called your mom, yearned for your boyfriend, all in all a productive day.

wonbin had texted you a few times throughout the day when he could.

[7:10] hi baby, wish i was with you

[9:13] getting ready to film this interview, hope i look pretty for you. i think you'll enjoy watching it when it comes out, the mc's are really funny

[13:19] finally done. heading back to the building to practice. love and miss you soooooo much,

it was strange, you had been dating for almost a year but you wondered when would your heart stop fluttering at everything he did. every text, call, every touch, every kiss made you fall in love with him even more and you hoped he felt the same. 

it was getting close to 8pm which seemed like a good time to start dinner. you didn’t cook every night but you knew wonbin liked it when you did. he always worked so hard, it’s the least you could do. you decide on something  simple for tonight, soup and rice and some sides his mom had sent you.

you snapped a quick picture and sent it to him so he knew he had a meal waiting for him at home. 

perfect timing :) we’re about to wrap up. 

can’t wait to see you 

just as you were finishing plating everything for the two of you, you heard a key jangling the door knob, bringing a small smile to your face. you could hear him taking his shoes off and shuffling out of the walkway.

“where is my baby?” he called out.

“in the dining room!” you reply. he makes his way to you as you turn around meeting him halfway for an embrace. ”sorry, i’m sweaty..” he said sheepishly. after you patted his back to assure him it was fine, he held you to him and kissed your hair then pulled away to hold your face and kiss your nose then your lips more times than you could count. between kisses you tried to ask him if he wasn’t hungry, eventually he let go, “yeah actually. it smells so good, i’m starving.” he let you sit first, noticing your bowls were seated next to each other’s , he slyly scooted his chair closer to yours. after a few moments of silence with both of your mouths full, he turned to you. 

“how was your day? what did you get up to?” he said as he reached over to tuck your hair behind your ear. 

blushing, you reply, “well, mostly just waited for you to get back… but i did get some work done.” 

he frowned at this, “i don’t know if i can ever leave again. i missed you so much too.” he softly pinched your cheek and went back to eating. “this is delicious by the way, thank you so much. the guys went to  get food but i wanted to come home as soon as possible. they teased me a lot but it’s ok… i’d take anything for you.” he said the last part so quietly you almost missed it- luckily you didn’t. without making a big deal out of it you softly stroked his back and then his hair (which really was sweaty). 

“i’ll clean this up, you go get in the shower and relax.” you suggested

“can’t you come with me?” he asked with pleading eyes. 

“unfortunately, i already took a shower. but when i’m done with the dishes i’ll come in the bathroom ok?”

he looked back down at his soup and pursed his lips, clearly disappointed. you couldn’t help but laugh at his state. mirroring his earlier action you stroked his hair and tucked the strands that were falling into his eyes behind his ear. “tomorrow we can take a bath and i’ll use that bubble soap you like, does that sound good?”

he had to smile at this. “that sounds good, but i’m holding you to it.”

“i promise. finish your food so you can wash the day away.” 

he obeyed and you both finished your dinner quickly in a comfortable silence. 

he offered to help you with the dishes, but you shooed him away so he could get ready for bed sooner. it didn’t take you long anyway and you made it in time to get some sleeping clothes and a towel to meet him in the bathroom where you heard him singing. 

“what song is that?” you asked him casually, but then heard a bottle of something fall with a loud crash.

“oh my god y/n you scared me!! you move like a ghost, i didn’t even hear you come in!”

“oh my bad!” you said between laughs, you almost felt bad but it was also a little funny.

“it’s our new song though. don’t tell anyone.” he said as he turned the water off

before he got out, you softly told him “of course i won’t, but here, i brought you a towel and some clothes.” you handed him the towel while he was still in the shower and heard him give a small chuckle.

“babe, you’ve seen everything already, don’t act shy now.”

scoffing, you replied, “i was just trying to give you some privacy, sue me!”

he came out with the towel wrapped around his waist and gave you that smile you loved so much, the one that made you feel like your veins were disintegrating. he must’ve noticed your wide eyes that were trying to avoid the extensive amount of his bare skin showing because he laughed again and pulled you in for a kiss. you made a small noise of protest .

“wonbin! you’re all wet!” 

“oh, i didn’t notice” 

“move, we need to brush our teeth.” you said, still avoiding his half naked self.

you both moved to get your toothbrushes, but he took this opportunity of your proximity to slide a hand around your waist and kiss your temple. while you wanted to melt away , you pretended to be annoyed still, not saying anything. he kept a knowing smile on his lips the whole duration of your teeth brushing date in which he also linked your arms causing a very clunky experience, but you let it slide because you really were so weak for him. 

once you finished, you escaped his hold and walked to your bedroom so he could get dressed (he suggested you stay for that too, to which you declined with burning cheeks)

you only had to scroll laying on your bed for about two minutes before wonbin walked through the doorway, still with that grin on his face.

“what is so funny mister?” you asked with tight lips.

he came over to your side of the bed and sat down, carefully avoiding your feet but rested his hand on your calf, lightly squeezing the skin there. “oh nothing. you’re just really cute when you’re flustered. i like being the only one to make you blush. also, since i’m dry now, can i get some love?” he looked like a kicked puppy to where all your fake annoyance dissolved and you sat up to kiss his cheek. he turned his face to yours and whispered “you know that’s not enough.” 

pushing you down he caged you in between his arms, laying the rest of his body weight on you as he lightly rubbed his nose against yours before pressing his lips to you. 

he kissed you until you were breathless, your lips wet and puffy from where he had bitten them. as he leaned in again you put a hand on his chest. 

“wonbin…” you warned.

“don’t worry i’m not trying anything, i’ve just wanted to kiss you all day.”

“wow, this must be your dream come true then.” “this might be the best day of my life. maybe second to when you said you’d be my girlfriend.” he said with another kiss. 

“i would tease you if i wasn’t so in love with you” you retort as he pulls away, now leaving you wanting more. he noticed your pout and smirked “i’m just moving to where i’m not suffocating you.”

“i liked it though?” you admitted. 

“oh?” he replied as he crawled over you to his side, laying close to you with his head propped on one hand. He stroked your cheek with the other hand, brushing your hair away from your face. 

you were caught in the way he looked at you, always with so much adoration. it was obvious to anyone that saw you together (which they often told you) how intense your love seemed just in the way you looked at each other. holding his hand to your cheek he took it as his cue to lean down once more to your face. kissing your lips, your cheek, your forehead, anywhere he could reach. you wrapped your arms around his neck as he pressed his lips to your throat before going back to your lips and finally pulling away with a kiss to your cheek. rolling  just a bit over to where he was almost entirely on top of you, he mumbled into your chest “did i mention i missed you?”

heart swelling you replied, “you may have. are you so tired my baby?” he can only nod and deeply sigh. you almost coo at this and brought your hand to his hair, running the strands through your fingers and lightly massaging his scalp.

“don’t do that.” he grumbles, shocking you.

 “why not ??”

“because i will fall asleep and i want to stay awake and talk to you.”

“oh, well it's late bin, we should sleep anyway hm?”

“don’t wanna”

you resumed playing with his hair anyway and humming a ballad.

“you’re so mean…” he said sleepily, you could hear the tiredness taking over.

“i want to talk to you too but you need your rest. you had a busy day and we have tomorrow morning to be together.”

you only got a whine in response while he tucked his hand under your waist and tangled his legs with yours. 

“love you.” he managed to mutter.

you stretched to turn off the bedside lamp.

“love you more” you reply, hands slowing down in his hair as sleep took you over as well just as you heard him whisper something else.

“impossible.”

[bellebridgerton]

Best Buddies Chapter 7 (Modern Benedict Bridgerton x plus size!fem!reader)

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Benedict woke up with Y/n underneath him, he gently laid beside her and kissed her temple. Y/n curled into Benedict and mumbled, "Good morning."

He rubbed her back, keeping her close, "Morning, love. What do you want for breakfast?"

Y/n looked up at Benedict, "Waffles and eggs sounds amazing, honestly."

Benedict smiled, "As soon as I get a kiss from my lovely girlfriend, I'll go make breakfast." He knew they never actually discussed becoming a couple, but it seemed like an unspoken agreement to him.

Y/n raised an eyebrow at him, "Who's your girlfriend?" She was only poking a little fun, "I suppose I'll do for now, yes?" She placed her hand on his cheek and kissed him lovingly. Benedict kissed back, playfully smacking her arse.

He pulled back from their kiss, his lips brushing hers, "You're my girlfriend, silly woman."

Y/n gave him a cheeky smile, "Yes, well, you promised breakfast, so off you go!"

Benedict laughed, "You don't want to cuddle for a bit?" He rubbed her hips, pulling her even closer.

Y/n kissed his cheek, "I would, but I'm hungry, and I have work in a few hours, my love." She nuzzled her face into his neck, "Just a few more minutes."

~

"Food's ready, darling," Benedict called to her from the kitchen.

Y/n walked into the kitchen, unashamedly checking Benedict out in his boxers, "Thank you, baby." She sat at the island and started eating, "It's delicious."

Benedict checked Y/n out as well, loving that she was just wearing his shirt that she wore the night before. He sat next to her at the island, "How long do you work today?"

Y/n had to think about it for a moment, "I should be home around 8pm today. Do you have any special plans?"

Benedict shook his head, "Not particularly, just want to spend time with you." He ate his breakfast, happy that there's no more 'what if's, at least for a while.

Finishing her food, Y/n smiled, "As soon as I'm out of work tonight, I'm all yours." She kissed him softly, smiling into the kiss when he returned it, "Want to go take a shower together?"

Benedict smirked, "You shouldn't have asked me that, darling girl." He got up from his seat and picked her up, carrying her bridal style to the bathroom.

Y/n laughed and held on, "Benny!" After being placed on her feet, she removed her shirt and turned on the shower.

Benedict removed his boxers, then grabbed a towel for each of them and set them on the counter. He waited for her to get in, then he got into the shower behind her. Benedict watched her get her hair wet under the water, he grabbed her shampoo before she had the chance, "I want to wash your hair for you."

How could she say no to that? Y/n giggled, "I would love that, thank you." She turned her back to him so he could wash her hair, absolutely melting when she felt his fingertips working the shampoo into her hair. "Mmm, I could get used to this," Y/n teased Benedict.

Benedict chuckled, "I hope so. I'm sure you've figured out by now, I'll do whatever if it means I can be close to you."

She blushed, "You're such a sap, but in the best way."

~

Watching her rinse the last of her conditioner from her hair, Benedict smirked, "Now it's my turn."

Y/n picked up his shampoo, only for Benedict to put it back where she picked it up from. Y/n raised her eyebrow at him, before he walked her into the far corner of the shower and kissed her passionately. She moaned in surprise, but kissed back with passion nonetheless. Benedict gave her a wicked smile and she knew what he wanted. Y/n quickly turned them around and started kissing down his chest, her eyes never leaving his.

Benedict watched her, letting her do as she wished. His hand buried itself in her hair when her lips encompassed the head of his cock, and it took notable self-restraint to not thrust or push her head. His jaw went slack when Y/n gagged on his length, but didn't shy away. Benedict groaned in pleasure, "Fuck yeah, that's my girl!" That gave Y/n enough confidence to bob her mouth up and down on his cock, while her hand that wasn't holding onto his thigh went to give his balls some attention as well.

Benedict was sure she was going to bring him to his knees when he watched her stroke his cock while sucking and licking on his balls. He gripped her hair harder and held onto the wall with his other hand, "Bloody fucking hell, love!" Y/n was kind enough to give him a reprieve from the shocking maneuver and took his member back into her mouth, hollowing out her cheeks. Benedict couldn't find his voice to give her any warning that he was cumming, so he was surprised when she swallowed his seed without issue.

As Y/n rose to her feet, Benedict was still recovering, he kissed her temple, "You nearly sucked my soul from my body, darling." He pulled her close and kissed her deeply, tasting himself on her tongue, causing his soldier to stand at attention very quickly. Y/n kissed back, getting lost in the kiss and only pulling back when she felt his erection against her belly. She smiled, "I'm sorry, for almost sucking your soul out."

Benedict laughed loud and hard, "Very apologize to me for that, it was amazing, honestly beyond words." He couldn't imagine having felt more alive with anyone except her. He switched them so she was in the corner again, grabbing her thighs and wrapping them around his waist.

Y/n felt him slide inside of her, "Oh, right there! Fuck, how do you feel so perfect?"

Benedict thrusted deep and slow, enjoying the moment, "Has it ever occurred to you, my love, that we're made for each other?" He lifted her up a bit more, "Hands on my shoulders, sweet girl, I've got you." Y/n did as he instructed and he bounced her on his cock, eliciting animalistic moans from her.

Benedict grunted and thrusted up hard and fast, his eyes switching between watching her face twisting in pleasure and her breasts bouncing.

After several minutes, he gently switched her position, kissing her shoulder as he helped her lean against the wall, fucking her from behind. Benedict smacked her arse and grabbed a cheek with one hand, while the other gripped her hip, helping her keep rhythm. He could feel Y/n getting tighter around him, and he was getting close to his edge. Benedict rubbed her clit hard and fast, Y/n cried out his name, her orgasm rocking her body. Benedict couldn't hold on much longer, he pulled her up so her back was flush with his chest. He cupped her breasts in his hands as his hips stuttered and he filled her womb. Benedict kissed her shoulder, "That's my girl, fucking amazing." Y/n turned her face to look up at him at the same moment Benedict captured her lips with his.

Benedict knew, he just knew, he always knew really, that he just had to do something about her last name, and soon.

~

After Y/n left for work, Benedict raced to Number Five. He walked into the drawing room, where Anthony, Kate, and Violet had been chatting.

They all turned to Benedict, Kate spoke up, "Is everything alright? Is Y/n okay?" She was concerned because he wore a panicked look.

Benedict shook his head, "No, she's perfectly fine, and everything is quite alright, well, it will be soon." He looked at Violet, "Mother, I require access to the vault of family jewels."

Violet was surprised at such a request, "Why do you need something from the vault?"

Benedict swallowed a bit of pride, surely his family would make him anyways, "I need a ring, to ask for Y/n's hand."

Violet gasped, "I had no idea you two were finally dating! I'm so happy!" She smiled, truly happy for her son, "When did you two become a couple?"

"Last night," Benedict forced out, worried they'd tell him he's rushing things.

"And you want to propose so soon?", Anthony was merely curious.

Benedict looked at his elder brother, "If I recall correctly, you were all but telling me to do this very thing."

Anthony smiled, "Far be it for me to stand in your way. If you two had opened your eyes sooner, you'd likely already have a baby or two running around."

Benedict chuckled, "Don't count me out just yet."

Violet smacked his arm, "Please tell me you didn't compromise her!"

Anthony laughed hard, "Mother, things aren't quite as proper as they used to be, and I'm sure if she really didn't want him compromising her, he wouldn't have. And aren't you always saying you're in want of more grandchildren?"

Violet sighed, with a resigned smile on her face, "Very well, let's go find a ring for Y/n."

~

Y/n arrived home to find Benedict sitting on the couch watching TV. She curled up in his side and smiled up at him, "Hello."

Benedict grinned, rubbing her back, "Hello love, sorry, the show's pretty interesting." He kissed her softly, smiling softly when she reciprocated. He kissed her cheek a few times, "How was work?"

Y/n played with his curls at the nape of his neck, "Work was great, I missed you though." She kissed along his jaw, happy to finally be able to love him how she wanted to.

Benedict pulled her closer and rubbed her hip, "I missed you too. Actually, I have something for you." He got up from the couch, knelt down on one knee and took a princess cut diamond ring out of his pocket, "I know it might feel fast, but I've loved you since before I knew what love really was, you're my best friend and the love of my life. Will you marry me?"

Y/n reached out to wipe a tear away from Benedict's cheek, he hadn't even realized he was crying, but his heart sung when he heard her say, "Yes! Of course I'll marry you!" She hadn't expected it so soon, but she was overjoyed! Y/n felt him slip the ring onto her finger, it fit perfectly. She cupped his face in her hands and kissed him deep, excited and happy. Benedict returned the sentiment, whisking her away to his bedroom. His lips moved to her neck while his hands make quick work of their clothes. Benedict laid her down on his bed, pulling back from her hands as he grabbed her legs, kissing the inside of her left knee and never breaking eye contact. He gently bites her inner thigh, "Eyes open, love, I need to see your eyes, baby girl. I want to watch your face while I have my treat." Benedict blew air directly onto her clit, Y/n gasped and tried to close her legs. He grabbed her thighs, wrapping his arms around her thighs and resting a hand on her soft belly. He loved the way her skin felt and moved.

Benedict smirked, maintaining eye contact, "Eyes on me and no closing your legs." Y/n nod, understanding what he expected of her. Benedict buried his face in her pussy, tongue and teeth eating her like a starved man.

Y/n did her best to keep her eyes open, her right hand gripping his hair. She moaned, "Oh Daddy!" She bit her lip, letting Benedict do as he wished.

Benedict left a trail of hickies on her inner thighs, wanting to take his time with her, make her fall apart, so he can put her back together. He grinned wickedly, "Good girl." He fingered her gently, curling his fingers as he brushed against her g-spot.

Y/n let out a strangled moan, "Daddy!" Her hips ground against his hand, hungry for more.

Benedict chuckled, licking and sucking on her clit while his fingers sped up. He groaned in pleasure as he wore her thighs as earmuffs, replacing his fingers with his tongue inside her. Benedict could never get enough of her, she tasted like the sweetest flowers.

Y/n shook, her thighs trembling around his head, "Benny, oh god! I'm done! I'm done!" Her orgasm was lifting her, her stomach jumped like she was descending a hill on a rollercoaster.

Benedict kissed up her body, paying special attention to every inch of her skin, "You're not done until I say you are, love." He whispered in her ear, "One more orgasm, then you can be done for now."

Y/n nodded, she was defenseless against this side of Benedict, not that she could really ever deny him before. Benedict cupped her face in his hand and kissed her deeply, feeling her melt into the kiss.

Benedict picked her up and flipped her around like a doll. He placed her on her knees, kneeling behind her on the bed and rubbing her hips, "Look at yourself, darling girl, so fucking sexy!" He kissed her neck slow and indulgently, "If you look away from our reflections at all, I will stop. Understand?"

Y/n nodded, "Yes, Daddy." She watched him through the large mirror, pressing herself back against him.

Benedict met her gaze through the mirror, "Good girl. I want you to see how pretty you look while you're cock drunk." He manipulated her body into the position he needed her in, "Remember baby girl, eyes on us." Benedict slipped inside of her with little resistance, "Fuck, that's it darling, it's like you were made for me!" He kept his pace slow, watching her face through the mirror.

Benedict smacked her arse, then rubbed it gently, "Touch your perfect tits." Y/n used both hands to cup her breasts and squeezed them for him, which caused Benedict to pick up speed. He groaned, "Dirty girl, you like watching me fuck you, don't you?"

All Y/n could do was whine in the affirmative.

Benedict grabbed the front of her left thigh and lifted it back towards him, thrusting deeper and harder, "Fuck! You're gripping my cock to tight! Don't stop!"

Y/n gripped his arm, "I can't hold on, I'm gonna cum!"

Benedict gently bit the back of her neck, "You wait until I'm ready for you to cum." He thruster harder, the sounds of skin smacking skin, Y/n's moans and Benedict's grunts filled the room.

Benedict rubbed her clit hard and fast, "I'm gonna cum, soak my cock, sweet girl." Y/n whined and bowed her head, descending her rollercoaster once again. Benedict filled her to the brim, his hips stuttering and his thrusts becoming sloppy. He hummed, holding her close.

Several minutes later, Benedict recovered and kissed her head, "Let me clean you up, darling." He walked to the bathroom, returning with a wet wash cloth, wiping between her thighs. Y/n jumped in sensitivity, he kissed her cheek, "I'm sorry, love."

Y/n nodded, "It's okay, Benny. You really wore me out."

Benedict laid down, pulling her close, "Oh, we're only getting started, my love."

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[multiversefanfics]

Hey, Pretty Girl

Summary: You've known Sam all your life but when you two were younger, your parents moved you halfway across the country. You wrote, texted, facetimed, everything just to keep in touch but once he joined the Avengers he got busier and busier, and soon there was no time for you.. until now. Part 2 of Hi Sammy

Warning: light cussing, fluffy

You agreed to go on a date with Sam, I mean come on you've had a crush on him since you were kids. It was 12pm and he wasn't picking you up until 7, but you couldn't help it, you were super excited to finally go on a date with Sam, you went through your entire suitcase trying to find something to wear you groaned and walked down the stairs greeting your mom "Hey, mom will you go shopping with me?" You slowly bit your lip hoping she wouldn't ask why you need to go shopping even though you couldn't contain your excitement. "Of course, dear. What's the special occasion?" You smiled wide "Sam, asked me on a date" She smiled just a wide and you did grabbing her purse "I wanna buy the outfit for you." You knew it would just be easier to go along with it rather than argue with her, you'd lose. You and your mom got in the car and drove to the mall, you were never a mall person but your mom had a plan, and once she is zoned in on her plan there's no stopping her. Finally, you got to the mall you both get out of the car and walk inside. Your mom was showing you several dresses even though you're not a dress person but this is special you want to look your best after about 3 other stores your mom holds up a dark sparkly purple dress, and she told you to go try it on. You looked at yourself in the mirror, the dress came to your thighs you were amazed by how good you looked in the dress. You walked out of the dressing room to show your mom, she looked at you mouth wide open, she wiped a few fake tears away, and walked toward you getting a better look "You look, amazing." You smiled and looked down at yourself "This is the one, I love it." Your mom flashed you one last smile before you walked into the dressing room to put your other clothes back on, you checked out and began your journey home.

It was 6:45pm your mom was helping you get ready, you couldn't contain your excitement any longer, you sat on the porch waiting for him to show up. An hour went by and it was almost 8pm you nervously tapped your fingers on the back of your phone at least expecting a text message and just then your phone vibrated

Sam: Y/N I am so sorry, some Avengers stuff popped up I won't be able to make it tonight, raincheck?

Y/N: No worries, next time.

You admit you were very upset, but what more could you do the Avengers and saving the world were more important. You sighed and walked back inside and up the stairs to take off your dress and makeup. "Honey, you okay?" Your mom whispered as she slowly walked into your room "Yeah, Sam had some Avengers stuff to handle so we took a raincheck." You didn't want your mom to see you upset so you smiled sweetly at her while you wiped the makeup from your face "Well, the night is still young why don't we go out somewhere." She looked at you trying to make you feel better with the invitation "It's okay, I think I'm gonna go for a walk then come home, take a hot bath and go to sleep." You peeled your dress off, putting on sweatpants and a sweater it got a little chilly since the sun went down. She nodded and kissed your forehead leaving you to finish getting ready for your walk. You grabbed your headphones and played your "walking" playlist, it was a special playlist that you only listened to when you were in Louisiana or you were homesick. The lake was always your safe spot, even though you didn't know how to swim the lapping of the waves and the breeze relaxed you. You tried not to let tonight's events upset you all over again you sighed and slouched down on the park bench. "Hey" You heard from behind you, you jumped and looked over your shoulder it was Bucky "Oh, hey" You scooted over letting him know he could sit next to you. "I saw you walk down here and I couldn't go back to Sam's without knowing that you were safe." You nodded and looked back at the lake "I'm okay, just needed some fresh air." He rubbed the back of his neck and sat beside you "I also know that you can't swim and I admit I was a little scared." He chuckled and followed your eye line "It is beautiful though." You sighed and looked over at Bucky continuing the conversation for maybe an hour, you patted your legs looking back at Bucky "So, it's been a real pleasure meeting you, but by this time tomorrow, I will be back in New York." Bucky's head snapped your way "What do you mean you're leaving tomorrow, I thought you still had a couple of days." You shook your head taking a deep breath. "Nope, I go home tomorrow, which is why I was really looking forward to my date with Sam tonight but he's busy." You shrugged your shoulders and stood up "Thank you for coming down and making sure I was okay. Do you need help back to Sam's?" He shook his head standing up as well "I think I've mastered my ways around here. It was really great meeting you, Doll. I hope to see you again" You held your hand out to shake Bucky's which is something you never did "Are you sure? I don't want to make you uncomfortable." You nodded your head and gripped his hand shaking it. "I hope to see you again too." You smiled once more before parting ways. You finally reached your parents' house and began packing your things, you did have a few days left but honestly, it was best if you went home, back to reality, back to work, back to the fast pace life that you craved although you craved Sam so much more. You sighed and crawled into bed slowly drifting to sleep.

It was the next morning, and your dad helped you put your bags in your trunk "Are you sure you can't stay a few more days, what about Sam?" You sighed and looked at your mom "I promise I will be back I just need to get a few things in order." She pulled you into a tight hug never wanting to let you go, your dad joined in the hug "I love you both, I will let you know when I land" You smiled and got in the car pulling out of the driveway. Sam was gathering his things "Okay, wallet, keys, flowers, her favorite snack. okay good." He started out the door when he came face to face with Bucky "Come on, man out of my way I need to go see Y/N" Bucky sighed and looked back at him “Y/N is going home.” Sam’s whole body tensed up “No, no that can’t be true, she said she wasn’t leaving until Thursday.” Bucky shook his head, laying his flesh hand on Sam’s shoulder “She told me last night she was going home today” Sam shook Bucky’s hand off his shoulder and began running towards your parents’ house, still with respect he knocked lightly on their door. Your mom opened the door, frowning when she saw Sam standing there out of breath “Tell me it isn’t true. Tell me she’s still here.” Your mom shook her head “Last night after you asked for a raincheck for your date, she went on a walk to clear her head and when she came back she said she wanted to go home. I couldn’t stop her, her mind was made up.” Sam’s shoulder slumped as he looked around “Maybe I can bring her back, Maybe-“ Your mom put her hand on Sam’s shoulder “She will be back next month, just give her some space, I promise this will all work out.” She offered him a small smile and he nodded he handed your mom the flowers he still had in his hand along with your favorite snack “At least one beautiful woman will receive these flowers.” He smiled back and turned around walking back to his house. Defeated. You finally landed in New York, you grabbed your bag from the luggage claim and made your way to the car that you parked in the parking garage before you left for Louisiana, you texted your parents before pulling out of the car park. You don't remember the drive home but you got there safely and just plopped on the bed, falling asleep instantly.

~Time skip bc i'm lazy~

It's been a month since you've been back home, no text from Sam, no phone calls, nothing. but Bucky has been in contact with you to make sure you're okay, he even came to see you when he was in the city. It felt weird because Sam didn't do any of those things and he was supposed to be your best friend. You were pulling into your parents' driveway just like a month ago but this time you weren't as happy. You got out of the car meeting your dad at the front of the house "Hey, sweetheart." He pulled you into a hug, then took your bag off your shoulder, before walking inside "So, I have a surprise for you guys, where's mom?" He set your bag down on the couch "Oh, she's outback, let's go get her." You smiled wide and followed your dad out back, you could hear her laughing at talking to someone but you didn't know who it was, as you walked closer and closer you saw Sam and Bucky. Bucky looked your way smiling wide "There she is." His smile turned into a smirk as you glared at him knowing that he told Sam you were coming back today. Sam turned to look at you slowly walking over "Can we talk for a minute?" You looked at Bucky who nodded along with your parents, you nodded and followed Sam a couple feet from where your parents were standing. "Y/N, that night I made the biggest mistake of my life, I once again chose the Avengers over you. I never want to do that again, please forgive me." You giggled lightly at the look on his face "Sam, yes I was upset but I know saving the world is important, I understand." He took your hands in his staring deeply into your eyes "You are my world." You blushed trying to hide your face until you felt his finger loop under your chin making you look at him. "Don't hide your beautiful face from me." You smiled up at him, leaning up and placing a small peck on his cheek "Does the black falcon have a crush on me?" He chuckled and threw his head back "Oh you got jokes now." He bit his lip while nodding his head "Yes, I do have a crush on you." You smiled wide, looking deep into his eyes "I have a crush on you too." You booped his nose giggling as he scrunched his face. "About damn time, you know you two are exhausting. 'I love Sam' 'I love Y/N' like damn finally!" Bucky ranted as he threw his hands in the air. You both laughed and hugged once more. "Alright, alright, let's eat!" Your dad shouted while carrying a plate piled with corn on the cob on it. You smiled while everyone walked over to the table almost forgetting your surprise "Oh, I almost forgot." Everyone stopped and looked at you "So, I have a surprise for everyone." You took a deep breath and looked back at everyone "Spit it out, Y/N!" Bucky rushed you tapping his fingers on his elbow you smiled "I'm moving back home!" Sam ran up to you hugging and spinning you around "That's amazing Y/N, this is perfect!" Sam slowly put you down staring into your eyes "Well, isn't this a lovely reunion." You heard a sarcastic voice behind you, you all looked to see who it was. Everyone was shocked.

A/N: I had another way of ending this, I also was gonna add some spicy things in it but I think I'm going to save that for part 3 :)

Part 3

[thoughtsofnowandagain]

3 March 2023

It's a weird thing this change of season. Nights are getting lighter and the weather's getting warmer. It happens every year and still we're always so shocked about it.

I think I am definitely over due a change. When I was 18, I was such a lost little bunny. I wasn't ready for uni, I wasn't ready to start a career, and I wasn't ready for a lot of things but I made it work, I adapted. I toughened up my shell and put my guard up. There was a rocky couple of years with George where my guard was non existent, but as that relationship my guard went back up again. With sam, my guard cam down very quickly and I enveloped myself in this new life we made together. 4 years on, I'm wondering maybe why over time those walls have slowly come back up and perhaps it's time to put them back down again.

I've said it before, I sometimes play things up in my head and blow things out of proportion but I also think Sam is very good at gaslighting, whether or not he calls it that. Tonight, we got drinks with his boss and an older friend of ours. I told sam that I wanted to be home early as I had an early start in the morning. So I'd like to be home after happy hour ends at about 7:30. 8pm hits and our friend wants another one. I start telling them no, I want to go home as I need to pack and make dinner for us, to which he said 'you're right, you're the boss' and sam replied 'She very much is the boss but I'm the negotiator' jokingly. I know he wants to stay for another one and tries to persuade me into getting a takeaway which I know I wont like, I much prefer my own steak that I have waiting for me. But I've come to learn that sometimes, when it comes to a takeaway, it's just easier to say yes.

Sam buys me 2 meals, a chicken wrap which I'm not 100% sure I'll like and a kebab meat which sometimes I do like but it gives me a bad belly sometimes. I smile at him because I think it's sweet that he knows me so well that if I don't like one, I'll like the other.

We get home at about 9 and he helps me with packing up the car ready for tomorrow, as promised, very helpful. But the real problem is when the food comes and we start eating.

It's not tasty, I really really don't like it. I'm frustrated because I know I could've had a nice steak instead but sam wanted a takeaway so he gets it. I start thinking as I'm picking away at this weird chicken, 'does he just not like the food I make? is this actually tastier? how can he crave this but not my cooking?' and just like that I've given myself this complex and my stupid mouth starts looking for a fight.

He gets upset that he's paid for this food and I don't like it. But it's been 4 years, I've never ever liked a takeaway in 4 years. He says he's helping me out by getting a takeaway- it's quicker and I don't need to think about cooking. In my head I think he's gaslighting me here. He didn't do this because he wanted my life to be easier, he did this because he's had a few drinks and now he's fancying a kebab meat pizza, extra large, with stuffed crust. He might've had me in mind but I'm almost sure it's not the only reason, he's just mentioning it to be a hero.

Next thing I know, he's lost his temper with me, tears have been shed and I'm selfish for wanting him to change and I haven't changed.

Sometimes I think what do I actually need to change? I could be more supportive but when he's choosing to play games over his work how can I be in his favour? So to that I've had to say to myself- not my business. I've tried to keep my mouth shut and not look for a fight- tonight doesn't count. I don't know why I feel the need to say things. I think it's because I just know I'm right. That's not a narcissist thing, I genuinely am right all the time. Sam wanted to buy new work boots, I said no you just need to use a black shoe polish, he was adamant that it wouldn't work so I bought him shoe polish and lo and behold- the shoes look great and I've saved him upwards of £150 for new shoes.

Speaking of money, I could spend less that;s for sure. We didn't have any internet earlier in the week and so I didn't buy anything, My wedding season has just started so I've been assisting Kate, a fellow artist, a lot this week. Sam mentioned how he's spent money to this disgusting takeaway so I said fine, and sent him £20. He said I didn't spend a penny tonight, fine here's £100.

That's definitely something I could change. I should stop taking so much on board. Like he's said how I haven't spent any money on my drinks tonight- fine I wont let anyone buy me a drink again. He said I'm getting too used to him buying me food- no problem I will buy my own food from here on out.

Thing is, we went on a date last night and it was great. I got giddy at the thought of him and how this is what it's going to be like forever. But tonight? I don't want that. Who would want this? The constant resentment of me wanting him to lose weight (so he doesn't keel over and die how selfish of me) and me wanting him to be a calm and collected man that doesn't scream at me anymore. I just don't want to argue anymore. I don't want him to gaslight me anymore. Say it how it is. Stop telling me it's all in my head.

Is it all in my head? Maybe it is. Maybe I need to see a doctor about it. Maybe I'm actually going mad and I need to be medicated for it. I'll make an appointment.

But is it normal? Normal to blow things out of proportion in my own head and spiral? If it is, why would I need to get checked out. What's going through my head is how I'm feeling in that moment. Maybe it's my gut telling me something. Crazy or not, it's a horrible feeling. I don't think I can cope with this feeling for the rest of my life. What's actually wrong with me? I can't keep asking myself this, I can't keep doing this for the rest of my life however long or short it may be.

My new mantra still stands and I just need to really follow it. If I don't talk, I won't get in trouble.

[vizthedatum]

Pray for my mom even though she is at the root of many of my problems

CW: abuse, medical stuff, justified infidelity in the name of love, a lot of intense language which will leave you wondering if I’m losing it or not (but hey! I’m not lol)

Tldr: My mom is having emergency surgery tomorrow in Minneapolis, and I’m currently waiting for my flight so I can speak to her in person before visiting hours end tonight, because no healthcare professional at the moment knows when she’s going into surgery tomorrow and I don’t want to risk not seeing her.

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This morning, I woke up and was kinda happy because I’ve been feeling better and better every single day. It’s been an exhausting life. I am so tired, but my brain is coming back - I am coming back online more and more and more. I remember. I listened to a song on repeat non-stop for hours (I’m autistic, hi): “Saw You In A Dream” by The Japanese House 🎶And when I'm awake I can't switch off

It isn't the same but it is enough🎶 How telling.

I work at some art houses on the weekends as a docent. My ex-metamour got me the job, and I absolutely love it. The people there are great, and while it is tiring work (talking, moving around, going up stairs), it is rewarding for me. My shift today was supposed to be 11-5pm and tonight, we were gonna meet a new artist and we were going to figure out how we could volunteer our time to help him with his new installation!! So I was gonna stay there until around 9pm.

Since there was leeway in the schedule, I requested to come in at noon instead… and then later in the morning, my ex-meta was like “we’re covered until 3pm” or something and I was so excited because I really needed the time to prep for interviews, do self-care, write Valentine’s cards to my friends, maybe do my nails, maybe write a million things (I have books in my head).

I told River, and we were going to do a quick hug before work but since I had extra time, they came over to cowork and spend time. Their offerings were a worn dress (their smell comforts me) and 2 pieces of really pretty cardboard paper - it was perfect.

We got distracted and while we were doing things - it’s so hard to not keep talking to River :)

While we were being autistically gay and cute together, talking about all sorts of things (heavy, light, and anything)… my brother messaged me and I noticed my mom had called me.

I have boundaries with my parents. I cut off our relationship last April. The only times I talk to them is if it concerns my brother. My parents were physically and emotionally abusive. They fucked me up.

My mom is likely having emergency heart surgery tomorrow. I spoke to the nurse. Visiting hours end at 8pm CST. I screamed with my father, with my brother moderating. We got a flight booked for me to get there at 5:48pm. Flight departs at 2pm.

I got to the airport at 1:30pm - they wouldn’t let me on the flight and booked me for a flight that departs at 3:04pm and I land in MSP at 7/7:15pm CST. 

Fuck.

On my way to the airport, I called my mom’s soulmate. It’s not my father. I rarely call him but he picked up the call right away. He lives in India. I told him and told him that he was to set an alarm for when I land so that he can talk to my mother when I get to the hospital. It’s so ironic because right before I found out about my mom today, I told River about him.

My mom and her soulmate have not talked in years. I think the last time was when I sneaked in a three-way videocall when he and I met up in India in 2016. Every year on her birthday, he texts me: “Happy birthday Madhumita” Why can’t they talk? Because my father is a controlling asshole who monitors every phone call, every internet interaction, every movement. He doesn’t treat her as a person. 

Look, I do not care if they are married and you think it’s wrong. She and him did not intend for this to happen so many years ago… and quite honestly, my parents have such a dysfunctional relationship. So fuck all of you. Including family. I do not care. If you can’t handle the truth of the human condition and experience, then fucking leave. If you cannot accept that I’m trans/queer/poly, leave. If you can’t handle that I can have a full range of emotions and still be a functional person and that I choose to be kind/soft (when I want to be)… and then still call me naive? Leave.

And also, if you don’t get how badly she abused me (example: when I was 6, she tied me up super tight with a lot of rope, left me in the bathroom, and told me that she and my father were going to leave me there to die - I was alone for hours) and why I’m going to see her to speak to her before she has emergency heart surgery, then you can fucking leave too.

—

So anyway, here I am, at the airport… with my boots not zipped up, contemplating whether to take my klonopin (but I don’t want to lose my intensity and alertness), not giving a fuck, on my way to see my mom… who I will always love even if she abused me. I can have boundaries with her and not speak to her for my own self-preservation… but I can go see her before she has surgery all the same.

Happy Valentine’s Day - pray for my mom’s heart. Thank you.

[monkiesimp]

Made this for a friend :3

A ROTTMNT Leo x Spider mutant Male reader (2.9k words)

Angst, hurt/comfort & fluff(Leo's 20 in the story)

Y/n was in the lair, staring down at his phone while waiting for the others to come back from patrolling. After everything that's happened, there still are some evil mutants around, in the end there's always trouble lurking even if you reached the end of a chapter. There will always be someone who wants to take over the world or rob a bank and such. Y/n also noticed that April wasn't here either, which was a little odd to him because April said that she'd come here around 7-8pm, yet she's not here. It made Y/n worry a little that she's in danger but in the end Y/n saw what April can do, she's very capable of defending herself so honestly he has no worries much. She must've caught up in her work or something. Y/n thought he wouldn't have time to come to the lair tonight but luckily he finished his work earlier and what better way to end his day than by seeing his handsome boyfriend? Y/n scrolled down through Instagram but got quickly bored, it's been a hour since he's been here, where even are others?

Y/n looked around the lair but everything was quiet as ever, he sighed silently. Okay then, he'll wait a little more but he's losing his patience at this point. After a few more minutes of just doing nothing, Y/n heard noises and chatting echoing closer, he lifted his head and gazed down towards the entrance where the guys showed up, as usual they were talking with each other and smiling, making jokes. Mikey was the first to spot Y/n. "Oh, hey Y/n! Where's April? Shouldn't she be here?" Mikey asked, he walked over to Y/n and looked around the lair thoughtfully, his frown deepened once he realized that April isn't here. "To be honest, I have no idea where she is." Y/n shrugged his shoulders, he haven't even seen her today at all. "But I'm sure she's fine. So how was patrol?" Y/n asked, he looked around at the other turtles who were still in the view. "Nothing new." Raph sighed, Y/n noticed Leo walking away so he spoke up. "Leo! Wanna come watch me play this game?" Y/n asked, Leo looked at him but quickly averted his gaze. "Maybe later." Leo replied before he walked away and disappeared out of Y/n's sight, probably going to his room.

What's that about? Leo's always cheerful and always wants to do anything with him, but this time he looked... Sad. "I could watch you play the game." Mikey offered, Y/n gave him a smile. After all, why not? I mean he doesn't have anything to do right now and he's pretty bored so... A game with Mikey would be fun, he'll have to check on Leo later tho. "Sure." Y/n agreed, he moved aside to make some space so Mikey could sit beside him on the sleeping bag. Throughout the day Mikey stayed close to Y/n watching him play and comment a few things, other than that Raph was in the lair too but he was a little further off from the two of them and Y/n didn't see Donnie at all, he's probably in his lab experimenting stuff anyway. But what worried Y/n the most is that he didn't see Leo get out of his room at all, or wherever he's at. Leo would always come to snuggle or just joke to Y/n, make him flustered. It was getting nighttime very soon and Mikey was getting tired so he went to sleep, Raph already left a while ago. Y/n got up on his feet as well, he didn't want to go yet. Besides, every week Y/n stays in the lair and sleeps with Leo then goes back home tomorrow, because they don't get to spend time together much.

Plus Y/n enjoys cuddling with Leo, even if he doesn't admit it. But he's sure that Leo can tell he likes it, maybe it shows on Y/n's face or in his actions. Y/n started walking towards Leo's room silently, as usual everything was quiet during the night. Once Y/n got to his room he peered inside and noticed Leo sitting on his bed, reading a Jupiter Jim comic as usual, Leo seemed unaware of his presence so Y/n walked inside, that's when Leo look notice of him. "Oh! Hey." Leo seemed surprised more than anything, Y/n blinked at him in confusion. "Hey? No 'Hello handsome' today?" Y/n asked him in amusement, usually Leo uses a nickname 'handsome' to Y/n, it became usual for him to say 'Hey handsome' every time they meet, and Y/n really doesn't mind it. He actually loves the nickname to be honest, it's really cute. Leo groaned and laid down on the bed. "Sorry just-- I'm tired... I'm sorry." Leo said quietly, Y/n noticed that he was avoiding his gaze. Y/n walked over to the bed and sat down quietly beside him. "It's fine, it is pretty late. We could both use some rest, hm?" Y/n asked him, one of his hands caressing his shell. "Yeah..." Leo murmured, Y/n turned off the light and laid down on the bed beside his boyfriend.

Y/n wrapped all his six arms around Leo, pulling Leo closer to him. Leo snuggled closer to Y/n and wrapped his arms around Y/n's waist he buried his head at the crook of Y/n's neck. Y/n relaxed his body and closed his eyes, getting comfortable and then everything went silent. After a few minutes, Y/n didn't really feel like sleeping so he opened one of his eyes to look down at Leo, but he couldn't see his face because it was hurried in his neck. "So, how are you feeling?" Y/n asked him with a smile, Leo hummed at him. "Feeling okay. Could use some kisses." Leo mumbled, Y/n couldn't help but chuckle. "If that's what you wish." Y/n said, he leaned his head back and kissed Leo's forehead, Leo's eyes remained closed but he tilted his head up slightly, leaning into the kisses. Y/n continued to shower his face in kisses, he noticed a small smile creeping up on Leo's face. "You give best kisses, you know that?" Leo opened his eyes lazily to look at Y/n, his smile widening. Y/n stopped and stared at his eyes in surprise, he didn't notice it before but Leo looked ... Tired. More tired than usual... Y/n's eyebrows furrowed, Leo is probably tired after a long day.

He shouldn't keep Leo up awake. Y/n snapped away from his thoughts, realizing that he didn't respond to Leo yet. "Of course~ You tell me that every day." Y/n purred, Leo gave him a small chuckle. "But it's truuuue." Leo said, Y/n hushed him and rested his head on top of Leo's. "Hush, time to sleep." Y/n said, Leo sighed and snuggled back towards Y/n. "Alright. Goodnight." Leo said, his voice sounded tired, he could really use some rest and in the end Y/n could too. Y/n smiled and closed his eyes, he relaxed his shoulders and soon enough he fell asleep into the darkness.

...

Y/n woke up with a shiver, ugh... What? He fluttered his eyes open but what surprised him is that the warm embrace once in his hands was gone, Leo wasn't with him and it was still night. Y/n feels like he barely slept at all, but even if he was tired he can't go back to sleep. Where even is Leo? Y/n rubbed his eyes with a yawn, it's not natural for Leo to go missing in the middle of the night. Y/n took a moment to fully wake up before he got up on his feet, first he went looking around the lair, much to Y/n's surprise he found Leo in the kitchen and he was just preparing coffee for some reason, Leo's back was to him so he didn't spot Y/n yet. Getting curious, Y/n walked over to him, standing close to him. In a few moments Leo turned around, but when he saw you he got startled and jumped in surprise, even letting out a yelp not expecting to see Y/n at all. Y/n crossed his arms, raising his eyebrow at Leo. "Y/n you can't scare me like that-- why aren't you sleeping?" Leo asked him, he looked frustrated. Y/n furrowed his eyebrows. "I think that's my line Leo, why aren't YOU sleeping?" Y/n asked, Leo seemed uncomfortable and he avoided gazes once more, instead focusing on the coffee.

Felt uh... Need for some coffee." Leo said, he took the coffee in his hands and looked at Y/n, but Y/n didn't really believe him much. "At 2am? C'mon Leo, I'm not an idiot. I can tell you're lying." Y/n mentioned, they've been in a relationship for a long time and Y/n can tell whenever Leo is lying or not, the way Leo's avoiding his gaze and looking awkward oh he's definitely hiding something. "Y/n, stop. I'm fine, okay?" Leo seemed frustrated now, the angry look on his face took Y/n by surprise and his tone was a little firmer than before. Leo put his coffee away and turned to look at Y/n, his stern look dropped instead replaced with sadness and guilt, looking away once more. "Leo, tell me what's wrong. I'm here for you, you know that?" Y/n asked him softly, he reached out to hold Leo's cheek in his hands, Leo seemed uncertain but after a bit he gave in and leaned into the touch, closing his eyes. "Yeah..." Leo mumbled, Y/n leaned closer to him and rested his forehead against Leo's. "So then tell me what's going on. I'm here for you, love. I always will be." Y/n said, he closed his own eyes and after a bit of silence Leo sighed and leaned away from the touch.

Y/n opened his eyes too and stared at Leo, who looked sad and uncertain. "I just can't seem to sleep... I didn't sleep well for a few days now." Leo rubbed the back of his head, Y/n gave him a frown. "Why didn't you tell me?" Y/n asked, Leo furrowed his eyebrows and frowned. "Didn't wanna bother you..." Leo mumbled, avoiding Y/n's gaze and instead looking down on the floor, it almost looked like he was going to cry. "I just don't feel like I'm a good leader, you know?" Leo asked with a chuckle, Y/n studied his face, he had a small smile on his lips, looking at him once more. "Mikey almost died because... Of me. Of my decisions." Leo said, Y/n could see his eyes shine, it made Y/n's heart break of how sad he looked. He remembered when he came to visit the lair but instead found all the turtles quite busy, and that's because they were either taking care of Mikey who was still unconscious, Mikey was badly injured and they were waiting for him to wake up or they would just doing something else, none of them were in the mood to do much, after all how could they be? If Y/n's siblings got hurt badly as well he would be depressed himself.

"What kind of a leader am I to put my brothers in danger?" Leo's voice cracked and that's when Y/n noticed a tear leave his eyes, Leo wiped it away before chuckling again. "Sorry, funny how old I am and yet I still cry like this... I should be the leader, the strong one but I'm breaking apart..." Leo said, well he's not that old, he's just 20. Y/n took his hands in his own and pulled them away from Leo's face, Y/n's hands sneaked back to his cheek and he wiped the tears away with his thumbs. "No, Leo... Don't be sorry, it's okay to cry. It's natural for everyone." Y/n whispered to him, Leo stared at Y/n in silence as Y/n continued speaking. "And it's nothing to be ashamed of. What happened with Mikey was unfortunate, but he's alive and well and that's all that matters." Y/n said, he hugged him and wrapped his around around Leo once more, getting the hug tight to comfort him and tell him that it's okay, that he's here for him. "Being a leader is hard, but trust me when I say this, you're a great leader Leo. And I'm sure if you ask any of your brothers, they would agree." Y/n said, he took notice of Leo's body starting to shake, he felt Leo bury his face on Y/n's shoulder.

"They all appreciate you Leo, and they're not mad at you. Stuff like this will happen but that doesn't make you a bad leader." Y/n whispered in a soothing voice, he began to caress his back in silence. "Everything will be okay, I'm here for you..." Y/n added, they stood in the hug for a few more minutes with Leo silently crying and trying to keep his noises down whole Y/n caressed his back. Finally, Y/n broke the silence. "Go back to bed, okay? I'll make you some hot cocoa instead." Y/n said, he's definitely NOT gonna have coffee at 2am. He needs something to drink that'll calm him, not keep him awake and stress him out more. "Okay..." Leo sniffled, Y/n leaned away from the hug and gave him a peck on the lips. "It'll be okay, so don't worry. I'm here when you need me." Y/n said, Leo gave him a small smile and kissed him back before leaning away. "I'll be waiting for you." Leo said, Y/n watched him walk away before his gaze shifted away, instead focusing on making hot cocoa for both of them. Y/n could use some too.

When Y/n made hot cocoa he made his way back over to Leo's room, Leo was waiting for him, he was just laying in his bed and staring at the ceiling before his gaze shifted at Y/n. "Ah, thanks handsome." Leo said, he sat up and took hot cocoa in his hands. Y/n smiled at him and took a seat beside him too. "So, you can't sleep because you're afraid?" Y/n asked him, Leo stared down at his hot cocoa. "Yeah... It's more overthinking than anything." Leo added, Y/n gave him a nod of understanding. "That's fine. I could always make us some hot cocoa to calm you down." Y/n said, it won't really stop his overthinking but it'll help him relax. Y/n isn't exactly sure how to help Leo with this overthinking problem, but he will definitely look more into it and help Leo the best way he can. Y/n took a sip of the cocoa, hopefully Leo gets rest tonight. I mean, it's 2am already, probably not but hopefully tomorrow he will. "Thanks, Y/n... I mean it. You really helped me." Leo said, Y/n gave him a smile. "Of course, Leo. I wouldn't want you to be sad. If I can do anything about it, I always will." Y/n said, even if he isn't of help much he'd still try to at least make Leo feel better.

"You're the best boyfriend in the world, you know that?" Leo asked, he put his cocoa away. Wait, when did he even finish it? The cup is completely empty tho. Y/n chuckled at him. "Stop with that." Y/n said, a little embarrassed. Leo gave him a grin. "Why? You know it's true." Leo said, Y/n just rolled his eyes at Leo with a smile on his face. "C'mon, time to sleep you big goofball." Y/n said, he put his hot cocoa aside too and came closer to Leo. "Aww, already embarrassed? You're so cute when you blush." Leo tasted with a smile on his face, Y/n just grumbled and tried to hide away his blush but he's sure Leo noticed. "Leooo..." Y/n whined, Leo laughed softly at him. "Alright, alright. I'll stop." Leo said, he laid down on the bed and snuggled closer to Y/n once more, this time Y/n made sure that Leo fell asleep, Y/n stayed up late until he could hear Leo's breathing grow shallow, Y/n could tell Leo fell asleep. That's when Y/n let his guard down and relaxed his body, closing his eyes. No matter what, Y/n will help Leo in any way he can. He never wants to see Leo sad, seeing him cry really broke Y/n's heart, it made him so sad... And he never wants to witness it again, starting tomorrow he will do more research about this and help Leo in any way he can.

He's not going to give up, no matter how long it takes, no matter if they argue, no matter if something goes wrong, whatever happens Y/n will always be there for Leo, and that's a promise. Y/n loves him truly and they will get through this, together.

[missymurphy1985]

The Mistake - Part 7 (Cillian Murphy X fem!reader)

Warning - Smut

Taglist @queenshelby @margoo0 @being-worthy @peakyscillian @peakyciills @janelongxox @elenavampire21 @ysmmsy @cloudofdisney @lauren-raines-x @misscarolineshelby @screemqueen @peaky-cillian @misselsbells06 @datewithgianni @heidimoreton @jardinsecos @bitchwhytho @gypsy-girl-08

You avoided him for the rest of that baby shower. What a complete dick?

He was the one who suggested the fucking arrangement in the fucking first place!!

Then there was the fact he was clearly seeing someone back home - you had seen it in one of the gossip rags, something about him going on a few dates with one of his Peaky costars.

And here he was talking to you about reconnecting?!

Getting in from a long shift at work a few days later, you couldn't wait to pour a glass of wine, have a long soak in the bath and relax for an hour, letting the bubbles wash away one of the toughest days you'd ever had at the practice. One of your favourite patients, a little Jack Russell called Benny, had to be put to sleep following kidney failure. You'd administered so many of these injections over the years, but you were so fond of that little scamp and this one broke your heart. Even his human, Sandra, a little old lady with the kindest smile, had hugged you after he had passed.

Your phone bleeped within minutes of sinking under the bubbles, and grabbing it you opened a message from Cillian.

"I'm sorry about Saturday. Shouldn't have made it awkward. It was genuinely good to see you. Cx"

GOD why did your heart flutter...

"It's fine, I shouldn't have been weird with you. It was good to see you too."

A few texts back and forth, and somehow you'd arranged it so he was taking you out. Tonight. In an hour, to be precise, which kind of scrapped your original plans for the evening...

But in all honesty, did you really mind?

Rushing around to get ready, with no idea where he was taking you, all you knew was he was picking you up at 8, and wear something nice. You prayed food was involved somewhere along the line, having not eaten all day.

Right on cue, at 8pm, he was knocking your door. You opened it to his blue eyes and perfect smile.

"You look incredible," he smiled, offering his hand out for you to take. You blushed, and took it after locking up behind you, heading down to his car.

************************************************************

You talked over dinner at the local Greek Restaurant that had opened up around six months ago. Too late for that fateful Sten do, but hey ho.

How the last 7 months of your lives had gone. How he was excited to be moving home. Your business, and general life. Hobbies, interests, favourite music, movies. Stuff you never talked about before - it was nice to actually find out a bit more about him, and for you to open up a little about yourself.

You found yourself talking about things you never did, he was just that easy to talk to. And you couldn't help but smile at the table behind him who kept casting knowing glances his way, and taking sneaky photos on their phones. He chuckled when you told him, and suddenly took your hand over the table.

Then there was the long midnight walk barefoot along the beach. His hand holding yours, he'd barely let it go since the restaurant. He sat on the sand and pulled you down with him, nestled between his legs, your back against his chest, watching the waves crash.

"I should have called," he said, wrapping his arms round you.

"Yes, you should've," you chuckled, nudging him playfully.

"Let me do this properly this time, treat you how I'd treat a lady rather than a fuck buddy?"

"So I'm a lady am I?"

"Well..." You turned sharply and slapped his shoulder, both of you laughing as he tickled your sides, quickly finding himself on top of you on the sand, rolling the tip of his nose over yours.

"Back to mine?" You gasped, feeling how hard he was between your legs.

"Not what I had planned, I wanted to take it slow..."

"Fuck slow - home. Now."

You couldn't open the door to your house quick enough, crashing through to your bedroom without losing physical contact with each other for a second.

"I really didn't want to rush this," he said between heated kisses, as his clothes were stripped from him, cast around your room.

You suddenly stopped, pulling back, and stood around two feet from him.

"We can stop if you like, just sleep?" You peeled your blouse off, smirking at how his eyes widened. Your lace bra barely containing your breasts.

"Did they get bigger?" He cupped one of them in his hand, definitely more than the handful he had before.

His hands moved down your body, over your hips, pulling your black jeans down with your underwear.

"Lie back, let me make it up to you?" You found yourself lay on the bed, legs in the air, and his head buried between them.

You felt his tongue flick over exactly where you needed him - and gripped his hair tight, keeping him in place. He groaned against your folds, sending vibrations up your spine, sending you so close to the edge you could taste it.

"Don't stop, Cill, god that's so good..."

You could feel yourself edging closer and closer, gripping the bedsheets you came hard against his lips, arching your back, having to prise his head away when it became too intense.

He crawled back up your body, you could feel himself lining up against you, nudging your folds with the head of his cock.

"Still on birth control?" He groaned, pushing himself inside as you nodded.

"Fuck you're deep..." Feeling him hitting your cervix, you couldn't help but jump a little at the sudden sharpness. Twisting your hips, you re-angled him.

"You okay?" He asked.

"Yep, just been a while," you smiled, and he continued at a slower pace, allowing you time to adjust to him again.

It felt incredible - if slightly oversensitive, and you decided to flip him onto his back, sinking back over his cock so you could control the angle yourself.

"You sure you're good? You look like you're in pain y/n?"

"I'm okay - honestly I'm fine," you began to grind gently on him, finding an angle that worked, but it still felt incredibly sensitive. You kept your face straight though, you needed this, and you wanted it so badly, that being sensitive could only be a good thing, right?

"Oh god..." There it was - the angle you needed. His face was still concerned, but he knew you'd stop him if you needed to, so he relaxed - allowing you to take full control.

Moving your hips over him, his hands on your thighs, his eyes half-lidded, his mouth slightly open, breathy little gasps and moans, all of it turning you on so much it was hard to focus on anything other than how close you were, yet again.

"So wet y/n, riding me so fucking good, I've missed seeing you speared on me - cumming all over me like you're gonna, aren't you? My dirty, horny girl gonna cum on my cock?"

"Yes... Yes... Fuck... Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck...."

"That's it, I've got you baby, cum on my cock while it fills you up yeah?" He had to really restrain himself from rutting up into you as his balls tightened, feeling your walls grip him, clamping and throbbing over his shaft as he began shooting his hot seed deep inside you. A heavy groan leaving his hips, his hand clamped over your bra-covered breast, your orgasms flooding through you both as your thighs shook from the intensity of it. You lifted up for him to slide out of you, and rested your chest against his, his fingers stroking over your back.

"You okay?" He asked again.

"Yeah, must be due on or something, bit crampy.. not the comeback you were hoping for I'm sorry..."

"Hey, don't be silly - you should've told me, we could've stopped?" He kissed your forehead and lay you back on the bed, bringing the covers up over you.

"Sorry..." You curled up in a ball, feeling a deep cramp in your lower abdomen. He climbed out of bed, pulled his jeans on and headed out, and you were convinced he was leaving again...

Until he came back through ten minutes later with a hot water bottle, a sanitary pad, glass of water, and two paracetamol.

"Serious brownie points Murphy, well played."

[etherrreal]

“the things you do for charity”

Pairing: kenma x gn!reader Genre: fluff Summary: kenma's always been a private person, but it was getting increasingly harder to keep his partner off his streams while you live together; so, he decided to join his two loves together for a 24-hour charity stream extravaganza. Word Count: 3,408 Warnings: some swearing, i suppose there are some spoilers from the manga about adult kenma's job? A/N: i'd give my left tit to play some minecraft or mario kart with kenma tbh -Luna

Kenma's career as a popular streamer was one of the many facets of him that shocked you when you’d started dating two years ago. The two of you had first met in an Animal Crossing discord for your city meant for trading and making friends.

After you had gone over to his island to adopt Raymond from him, he let you keep all of your Nook Mile Tickets with the stipulation that you kept in contact with him to "give him updates" about how the cat villager was doing in his new home. His dorky way of trying to flirt with you was what made you pursue him in the first place, and somehow it had led to a very fulfilling relationship.

It was revealed early on that he was a streamer, but he never expanded on it regarding the actual numbers. Curiosity got the best of you one night, and you decided to google him. Besides also learning that he was a YouTuber, you found yourself in awe at the numbers he managed to accumulate across all of his social media.

And if that wasn’t enough, he was also apparently the CEO of his own business.

Once you moved in together around the one-year mark of your relationship, you got to properly witness the amount of work put into streaming and maintaining a social media presence. This also meant that you got to read the wild comments that were left on all of his platforms–and see the occasional surprise nude picture whenever he opened up his DMs around you.

Because of this, Kenma sat you down to have a conversation about your potential appearance on his social media. You both decided by the end of it that his audience would get to know that he was in a committed relationship, but you agreed it would be best to not show your face or reveal any identifying information of yours.

It had been a year since having that conversation, and you’d both stuck to the agreement closely. The most his audience had ever seen of you was your hand whenever you refilled his water bottle for him.

Of course, it was hard sometimes, especially when you had to remain extra quiet around the house and refrain from yelling out a 'baaaabe' whenever you needed something from him, but since he had his own soundproof office, it lessened the room for any accidental error.

Overall, you were content with never showing your face to his audience for the rest of his career. You knew how nasty the internet could get because of their parasocial relationships with influencers and streamers alike, especially when they discovered those influencers and streamers had a partner who wasn't them, even if they knew they never had a chance. You weren't sure your skin was thick enough to deal with rabid angry stans.

Which is why it was so shocking when Kenma decided one day to nix the agreement.

You were in your shared bedroom answering some emails when he came in. He was dressed in a baggy hoodie, sweats, and tied-up hair; his typical look for a stream.

After some time, you noticed that he was still standing in the doorway, not saying anything. When you glanced up at him, you found him awkwardly toying with the strands of hair that had fallen out of his bun, looking down at the ground like he was just waiting for you to notice him.

"Is there something you need, baby?" you asked. "You're just standing there all adorably shy."

"Yeah, so, um, I'm going to be doing a 24-hour stream this weekend to raise money for charity."

"Oh, really? Cool! I guess that means I'll be going to bed alone that night," you joked.

"Yeah, I guess. Um..." He started before scrunching up his face like he was uncomfortable with what he planned to say next.

"What is it? Do you need me to stock up on snacks and energy drinks? Just send me a list. I can pick  them up tomorrow."

"No, that's not it. I was thinking of making a stretch goal be you coming on stream so we can play Minecraft or Mario Kart or something...I mean, I totally understand if you don't feel comfortable. I could always replace it with something else. I know they've been wanting to see me dye my hair a bright color and dress up like an e-boy, so--"

"Really!?" you nearly yelled.

"What? That they want me to dress like an e-boy? Yeah, Kuroo said it would–"

"No, I mean..." You tried to fight the confused expression that was growing on your face, but your squinted eyes gave you away. "You really want me on your stream? Like face and all?"

"....Yeah, I really want to be able to share this with you. But don't feel like you have to do it just to make me happy."

It was a large ask when looking at the full picture. Kenma had his fair share of fans and "stans" who lacked boundaries, as seen from a select few who visited your home several times this year, or the handful that found you on social media already just from seeing a glimpse of your college ring on the hand wrapped around Kenma's water bottle.

There could be a chance you could receive direct hate on your social media just because you were a person who dated a popular streamer. You would then be in the public eye with little privacy and have a magnifying glass on all of your actions and words. Anything you did would then reflect on Kenma.

What if you messed something up and then Kenma lost viewers? Would they try to cancel you or him for it?

You backed away from all the negative thoughts before you could spiral and looked at the metaphorical 'pro' column.

If you agreed to appear on his stream, you would no longer have to sneak around your house in fear of being heard or showing up in his face cam. You both wouldn't have to feel guilty playing games off-camera with each other because you knew Kenma could be streaming it instead.

And who knew? Maybe his fans would like you. You had to admit, it would be a nice ego boost knowing that you were accepted by so many people.

And, most importantly: you could physically ask him in person what he wanted for dinner instead of texting him and waiting an hour for a break so he could respond, while you sat in the next room, starving, stuck in an endless cycle of wondering whether you should make a snack or if you should just hold off for dinner.

Maybe this was a good idea.

"Okay,” you decided, “I'll do it."

"Oh... alright. Cool." Kenma was trying his hardest not to show how excited he was that you agreed. When he saw the contemplative look on your face, he was sure you would decide that it'd just be too much work and say no. But hearing you agree made him giddier than he would ever admit to.

Despite the cool and collected façade he thought he was putting on, you saw the smile that threatened to break through and the red tips of his ears. You wondered if he felt the same weight being lifted off his shoulders as you did, knowing that, after this weekend, you'd both be finally out as an official couple to the world.

And, of course, the nausea of having to do all of it live in front of thousands of people. No biggie.

Saturday afternoon came and at 12pm sharp, Kenma began his grueling 24-hour charity stream. The bar had an overall goal of $150,000, and it began filling up at a constant pace right from the start. Donations ranging from $5 to $500 were flowing in rapidly, and you were trying your best not to feel nervous.

You both agreed that if he reached $50,000 within 5 hours, you would join him for an hour or two of Minecraft later that night. Part of you hoped that the donations would slow down and plateau for a bit, but when you saw Kuroo had donated $1000, specifically with the message that he hoped to see you on stream soon, you realized that it was a pipe dream.

So, you had to be your own hype person for now, to get prepared to show your face to thousands of people and not disappoint Kenma.

Whether it was the promise of your face reveal or the people who genuinely adored charity, it took only four hours for Kenma to break $50,000.

When he saw the number update live on stream, the viewers witnessed the most amount of expression Kenma had ever shown: eyes wide as saucers, mouth slightly agape, body frozen. You could see the gears struggling inside his head struggling to turn and comprehend what they all managed to do so early on in the stream.

"Thanks so much, everyone, for being so generous today... I guess this means we'll be having my partner on later tonight," he announced. You watched his chat explode with excitement, his special emotes flying in the chat.

You picked up your phone to shoot Kenma a quick text.

[you]:: hope you're ready to put our minecraft beds together in front of thousands of people 😏

Unsurprisingly, he left you on read. But dating him for this long meant you weren't even a little bit afraid of double or triple texting.

[you]:: maybe we can kiss under the light of an exploding creeper 😫

[you]:: or have a romantic walk through our rainbow sheep while a phantom looms overhead 🥰

It was after the third text when you finally saw him pick up his phone to text you back. You eagerly awaited his response, only to cackle when you read it.

[my sugar daddy]:: im going to replace you with hinata as my partner if you dont stop

Instead of annoying him any further, you set your phone to charge on your nightstand and went into the bathroom to get ready for the stream later.

Once you emerged, you picked up your phone to check the percentage and noticed a text from Kenma stating that he'd have you on at 8pm. You decided to spend the time until then cooking up some dinner for the both of you.

It seemed like time flew by because by the time you were done eating your food, it was 7:45pm. Only fifteen more minutes before you were live in front of all of Kenma's supporters. You refilled your water bottle and sat on the couch, staring at the blank T.V. as you practically dissociated from reality until Kenma came out of his office to retrieve you.

You noticed that he looked just as nervous as you did, despite his face not showing it the way yours did. His shoulders were up to his ears with tension, and his hoodie drawstring was pulled almost all the way through due to him fiddling with it.

He turned briefly to you after he brought you into his office, gesturing to make sure you knew to wait until he gave you the cue. He sat down, unmuted himself, and took down the 'away' screen he had for his audience.

This was it. Everything was going to change in literally ten seconds.

"Well, everyone...please welcome my partner, (Y/N)."

You walked cautiously around his large gaming chair and sat next to him in your modest desk chair that he had rolled into the room for the occasion.

Okay, you thought to yourself, now don't fuck this up.

"Hi, everyone."

Nailed it.

There was a painful moment of silence before the stream finally caught up, and you both heaved a sigh of relief when you saw nothing but declarations of excitement. Amongst the 'AHHHs' and spam of emotes were sweet comments about your appearance and how cute you two looked as a couple. You peeked over at Kenma and saw the ghost of a smile on his lips, elated to know that he was just as relieved as you were.

"Okay, let's start with the gameplay while we answer some questions," he said.

The questions and gameplay started out mild; when did you both start dating, how did you meet, who asked the other out first. They even asked a few simple questions about you specifically, like your favorite anime and your star sign. And while you did see a few bans in the chat after some inappropriate questions –no, you will not tell them the color of your underwear– most were easy and simple enough to answer.

Then they started to get a bit spicier.

"Bokutoslefttit donated $69.69 and asked, 'what is your main pet peeve with Kenma?'" he read, muttering a 'wow' under his breath at the username.

"Ooh, how can I be polite when exposing you?" you pondered while beating a cow to death with your sword. "It's probably how loud he gets whenever he's playing games with his good headphones on."

"I don't get loud," he defended.

"Oh yeah, you do. I've had to come in here several times to tell you to shut up like I'm your mother. I did it literally two days ago when you were playing with Lev."

"... Next question."

You rolled your eyes at his lack of comment but glanced over at the chat to pull up a new question. You stifled a laugh when you read, "Girlboss420 asked 'who has a fatter ass, Kuroo or (Y/N)?'"

"I'm not answering that."

"Come oooon, this is a Q&A. Can't have the Q’s without the A’s."

"Nope."

You were about to start reprimanding him for implying that Kuroo's ass was fatter than yours when you noticed he ran past you with a group of pillagers following closely behind. You turned to head into the house but when you opened the door, you noticed it was blocked off by obsidian.

"You are the absolute worst!" you exclaimed.

You made a break for it, sprinting past the shooting pillagers and around to the front of the house. You made it inside with only 2 hearts to spare. You turned, in real life, to Kenma to see him tight-lipped to avoid smiling about his betrayal.

"I'm moving my bed downstairs for the rest of the stream."

You both carried on with the stream without another incident, turning to the chat every now and again to answer some questions. Kenma even apologized to you by bringing home a horse that was named "I'm sorry."

It was about an hour and a half after you sat down when Kenma decided that he needed a bathroom break. Your heart fell to your ass when you realized that you'd be all alone to entertain his chat. You considered saying that you needed to pee as well, if it meant not having the spotlight on you.

Instead, when he got up to pee, you smiled and asked him to bring you back a snack and a refill. Oh, how the turns have tabled.

In the meantime, you decided to scroll through the chat and some of the donations to pick out another question to answer since Kenma was gone. You were initially looking for a funny or vulgar comment when you saw one that had a completely different vibe.

"Kermithateblog donated $25.00 and asked, 'what's your favorite part about being with Kenma?' Wow, that's a really sweet question. Let me think for a moment."

You paused to reflect on your relationship with Kenma over the two years you’d been together. You'd had your fair share of highs and lows like any other couple, but, in the end, you both learned how to work things out so you were both equally as happy in the relationship.

"So, as you guys know, he's a busy boy with streaming, creating content for YouTube, and also being a CEO of his own company, which all takes up the majority of his time," you began. "But when he finally can shut off his screens and crawls into bed late at night, I know that he's 100% there with me at that moment. He is able to give me his undivided attention and make me feel like his love for me comes above his love for gaming."

You gave a pause, trying not to get too emotional. You rarely got the chance to gush about Kenma because you knew how much he hated having attention on him, so if this was going to be your only opportunity to do so for a while, then you were going to take it.

"What y'all don't know is that he is the biggest baby when it comes to cuddling," you laughed. "He is absolutely the little spoon most of the time, and he loves when I stroke his hair and love on him all night. In a weird way, it makes me feel special and loved knowing that he trusts me enough to be vulnerable with me. I cherish the amount of time we have together because of that."

What you didn't know was that he had come back from refilling your water bottle rather quickly and stood outside the doorway to hear your speech. His heart almost burst when he heard your tender words describing how he made you feel. He knew that you rarely got to hear how much those quiet moments at night meant to him because he was guarded with his feelings.

Which is why he started into the room on a mission.

You smiled as soon as you saw him. "Welcome back, babe, we were just talking about--"

He approached you swiftly and leaned down to press a gentle kiss on your forehead. You hardly even got to bask in the moment before he was pulling away, setting down your water bottle as he sat back down with his controller in hand like he didn't just expose to his audience how much of a softy he really was.

It was in that moment when you realized how glad you were that you’d decided to appear on stream because you'd be able to look back at that clip over and over again to relive the intimate moment.

Noon on Sunday came at last. Kenma would finally be free from the prison of his office. Not to mention he could finally get off his ass and stretch.

Between your official appearance on stream and the sign-off, you popped in a few more times to say hello to the chat when you brought him some snacks and drinks. You stayed up through most of the night, although you accidentally napped for a few hours during the dead of night which gave you a little boost in energy.

In the end, the stream was a monumental success. Kenma had even managed to blow past his goal of $150k and make it to over $200k, which meant that he'd be getting the full e-body makeover for his next week of streams.

By the time Kenma came into your bedroom after freshening up and having a small snack, you were already dead asleep with your laptop propped open to show his now offline stream.

He tip-toed around the bed quietly, closed your laptop, pulled the covers up and over your curled-up body, and slipped in himself. As he settled, he felt you shift and grab at his worn t-shirt, opening your eyes slightly just to confirm that it's him.

He pulled you against his chest tightly, his body finally able to relax. He was sure it wouldn't be too long before he completely fell out.

"That was more fun than I thought it'd be," he heard you utter quietly.

"I'm glad you enjoyed yourself." His fingers gently danced across your shoulder blades as you mushed your face into his clean shirt. "I can't believe we raised so much today so quickly."

"I'm so proud of you, baby. You worked so hard on this."

"I also donated $2000 anonymously to speed up the process," he mumbled sheepishly, pressing a gentle kiss on the crown of your head in hopes to lessen the blow of his secret.

It was quiet for a moment, and he wondered if he’d genuinely pissed you off before he felt the vibrations from your laugh against his chest.

"...I can't wait to ruin your hair, e-boy."

Written by: Luna

[fuckedurbias]

boyfriend!jacob (quarantine edition)

got a lotta requests for this boy after my kevin & juyeon versions so i hope all u jakey stans enjoy!! i accidentally made it a little too long but i guess that's a good thing teehee <3

your country had gone into lockdown recently

and your friend group had been video chatting daily

sometimes even playing games together or watching movies

games like among us, jackbox, cards against humanity, uno online

one among us game, your group needed one more person to play

so one of your friends asked their friend jacob if he wanted to join

and he agreed

so he was added to the group chat

from then on he was a loyal member of your friend group

he messaged every day, always joined the video calls & gaming sessions

he brought such good energy and positive vibes to your group

so of course everyone liked him a lot from the get go

and he quickly found a permanent place in the group

a few weeks pass by

and your group had plans to video call & watch a horror movie together at 8pm

but when you entered the discord call, jacob was the only one there

you enter the voice chat and ask him where everyone else is

“i have no idea, i’m just playing genshin and waiting for everyone”

you waited for quite a while before your friends finally replied to your message

one saying that they actually can’t watch tonight

one friend forgot about it

and everyone just decided to cancel the plans

while you were disappointed, you ended up just staying on call with jacob all night

you really connected

becoming super close from that moment on

calling almost every day

and at the very least dming each other every day

nearly 24/7

you quickly developed a crush

falling for him very hard

you tried so hard to repress it and deny it to yourself

he became your best friend so fast

and you’d hate to ruin what had developed

you were so happy right now and if you lost him by bringing your feelings into it

you would never forgive yourself

one day one of your best friends noticed your chemistry with jacob in the discord call

so they slid you a dm

“yo what’s going on w u n jake? the way u joke w each other n keep giggling, r u dating?”

this made your heart drop, making you stop laughing as you become nauseous

“,,, what” you type back almost instantly, panicking

“i’m just curious, either way he clearly likes u. u should go for it, ur so cute tgt”

this made you gasp loudly in disbelief, making everyone confused

then you just left the call without saying a word

you didn’t know what to do

was it obvious you liked him? what if he found out? what would happen to your friendship? to the group?

you saw a message notif come up in your dms

from jacob

your heart stopped

you scroll through the rest of your messages trying to avoid his

you forget and acidentally click on the message notif, flinching out of anxiety

your heart is racing

“why’d you leave? :(“

how on earth were you going to reply to that

“it was an accident,, i spilt tea on my keyboard :(“

nice save

or so you thought

“hmmm,,” he replies

“why hmmm?” you reply, hoping he doesn’t say what you think he’s gonna say

“ur lying to me >:(“

you groan

why does he have to be so intuitive

“AM NOT” you immediately front

“whatever u say :)” he teases

you angry react it, being too scared to say anything else

“anyways come back to the call now” he says quickly

“hmmm,,, no”

“whattt why? :(“ you can hear his whiny voice saying it

“im tiredddd”

“but :(“ he stops there and then starts typing

you can hear your heart pounding in your ears

it feels like he’s typing for hours before he finally sends it

you stop breathing at what you read

“i,,, miss you”

you don’t know how to feel

you can’t say anything or do anything

after just staring at the message for what must’ve been a minute he starts typing again

your brain screams at you to leave the chat but you can’t

or more.. you don’t want to

he keeps stopping and starting again

making your anxiety spike and your mind run rampant

when he finally sends it, it’s a whole paragraph but you read it all at 10x speed

all you process is the last sentence

“i really like you and if you would allow me to, i’d like to be in a romantic relationship with you - we can take it slow of course”

you didn’t know what to say, part of you is saying no because you’re so afraid to ruin the friendship

but most of you is saying yes

you don’t want to regret this like every other chance you missed in life because of fear

you can’t break his heart

you can’t break your own heart

and forever wonder what could’ve been

so you say yes

and you start having your own movie & gaming dates

eventually after a month of becoming more serious

you finally become official

you finally tell your friends

and all they have to say is ‘finally’

when you come out of lockdown and can finally see jacob and your friends in person

its even better than you could’ve ever imagined

all your worries instantly wash away

he’s everything you ever wanted

and so are you to him

[lokislastlove]

Best Laid Plans (Fluffy Bucky x Reader) p3

Summary: Bucky is determined to woo you properly, no matter how rusty he is at dating these days.

Warnings: Some smut at the end, oral (fr), Bucky has bad luck, but we love him anyway. 18+ only please.

This is my first attempt at Fluff, it is not my strength, to say the least, so by all means ignore this. @saiyanprincessswanie I wrote this for you, I hope you like it and with any luck maybe it brings a tiny smile to your face when you need it. 💕 Also remember this is fiction, I know Bucky’s arm is fancy as hell and has no flaws.

Chapter 3 -

🌹 The Third Date 🌹

The office is abuzz with rumors of your new romance. For obvious reasons Pepper never shuns coworkers dating, but does caution that she expects everyone to remain professional regardless of the outcome. Bucky is one of the most sought after bachelors in the building so naturally people notice when he fixes his attention on you. For the two days following your fruit-filled frolic in the hills Bucky is constantly around. He brings you coffee, flowers by the dozen every day, saves you a seat during the meetings, cooks you lunch and even brings Kal in to see you.

“Okay, I can’t wait any longer. You willing to give me that second chance, tomorrow?” Bucky bursts into your office an hour before you leave Friday evening.

You gasp as the door slams against the wall and he cringes, “uh, sure. I’m free tomorrow. Should I just go ahead and wear my yoga pants?”

“Ha ha. Very funny. And no. I let Steve pick the date idea this time. Just don’t wear anything that you don’t want getting a little dirty,” he winks.

You let out a sigh, “wouldn’t it be easier to just tell me what we’re doing?”

“That’s no fun, Angel.”

——

The next morning you wake up to a text from Bucky, just like you have every morning since your first date.

Good Morning, Beautiful! Can’t wait to see you today. I’ll pick you up at 11am. 😀

Bucky has managed to make waking up a highlight of your day, something you never thought possible. Plus you got him to start using emojis, which Steve claims he will never forgive you for.

You choose some dark wash jeans and a V-neck t-shirt with a jacket and boots. Stylish but casual, you feel good, excited to find out what adventure Bucky will be dragging you into this time.

Your phone dings as you race out the front door and gulp when you see the bike again. God he looks good with it though, his light brown leather jacket highlights his olive skin and his dimpled smile has you swooning as you reach him. Determined to get a hang of this motorcycle thing you jump on back and cling to Bucky with a bit more confidence today.

Bucky reigns in his speed this time, and you find yourself enjoying the rush of the wind on your face and the warmth of him in your arms. To your shock Bucky leads you to a ceramic shop not far from Avengers tower, specifically for couples pottery class.

“Steve assures me that this is supposed to be fun and romantic,” Bucky says as you find yourself sitting next to him on a dirty stool with a spinning round table in front of you.

“Steve hasn’t been watching old romance movies again, has he?”

Bucky squints at you, “Actually, yeah but he said it had ghosts in it, and I got enough of those.”

You grab his hand and give it a squeeze before taking a deep breath, “Ok, let’s do this!”

It takes about a minute to realize what a terrible idea this is as Bucky curses under his breath and his arm starts making strange whirling noises.

“Oh shit, uh is clay good for your arm?” You ask, nodding at the way the plates of his metal arm seems to twitch and groan as the wet clay slide and congeal between them as they shift.

“Fuck,” Bucky curses as he shakes out his metal arm and you grimace at the worrisome noise it makes before it stops moving all together.

“Do you want to take it off?” you offer.

Bucky looks frustrated with a hint of panic as he sits there contemplating the best move. He still isn’t very comfortable going without his arm in public.

“Or we could just decide not to take Steve’s dating advice anymore and go back to the tower and get cleaned up?” You laugh and bump him with your elbow.

He scoffs out a laugh, “yeah. You know I used to be the one that was good at this stuff, I was the charming one who helped get Steve a date.”

“Oh is that so? Well I think you’re doing better than you think you are,” you smirk.

“Yeah?” He asks hopefully.

“Yeah, now come on Casanova,” you stand and wipe your hands on the towel nearby.

You can’t help but laugh as you follow him out the door, looking at the light gleam off the metal that isn’t covered in clay.

“What’s so funny?”

“Nothing, it’s just… gonna be hard to convince me you’re not a complete mess after this one.”

——

You could tell Bucky’s confidence had taken a major hit, well three major hits to be honest. And while he constantly berated himself for everything that went wrong, you couldn’t help but love him even more with each blunder. And when he doesn’t insist you give him another shot after that disastrous pottery date, you seek out Steve’s advice.

“Do you think I should try to make a move? Ask him on a date maybe? Or is that insulting to … men from your era,” you finish awkwardly.

Steve laughs softly, “I think Bucky could use a sign that you aren’t willing to give up yet. You should give it a shot, as long as it’s what you want and not just out of pity.”

“Of course it’s not out of pity, you really think I’d do that?” you ask, trying not to get too offended.

“No, doll, of course I don’t. But that’s likely what he’s going to think.” He placates and gives you a knowing look before walking out of your office.

You push back your shoulders and pull out your phone to text Bucky.

Hey if you’re free tonight you should come over to my place. Maybe around 8pm? No dress code. 😘

🌹 The Fourth Date 🌹

Bucky arrives at 7:50pm that evening and you push the buzzer to let him in. You leave the door cracked for him and finish the final touches.

“Angel?” He calls as he knocks and you hear the door creak open. “Uh, hello?” His voice falters as he closes the door behind him and takes in the candles neatly arranged along a path of rose petals.

You hear him remove his heavy boots and call your name as he follows the path further into your apartment and closer to where you’re waiting for him. You shift nervously on your feet as you wait with baited breath for him to appear around the corner.

“Angel, what’s going..” His voice gets caught in his throat as he stands in your doorway and sees you waiting for him.

You’re wearing a simple nightgown, a silky robe and stockings. The thin straps and sleek material drape softly over your curves, enticing enough to make him pause but not overly revealing to be considered scandalous. You didn’t want to be too bold and scare him off too fast, or make yourself appear too desperate.

“Hi, Bucky,” you smile as you watch his pupils dilate and his chest strain against his shirt as his breathing gets heavier.

He clears his throat and his cheeks glow pink as his eyes flick up to meet yours, “uh hey, Angel. Am I dreaming?”

You laugh as you take a few steps toward him and he mirrors you, “I just thought that maybe I’d surprise you with a date, this time. If you’re up for it.”

“Well, I will admit that my interest is quite peaked already.” He jokes, his eyes roving down your body once more as he gently takes your hands and holds them out to get a better look at you.

You giggle and rolls your eyes, “Nothing crazy, just a simple movie date, and I have the perfect set up. Follow me.”

You pull him over to your bedroom window and climb out onto the fire escape, he follows closely, his curiosity climbing with each creaky step.

“You sure this is safe?” He asks as the stairs rattle under his weight.

“No,” you say simply as you reach the top, “but it’s worth it.”

Bucky’s eyes widen as he takes in the rooftop space that you’ve meticulously decorated for him. Strings of lights hang on the low rooftop walls. A large air mattress is tucked between the pipes and vents, facing a large projector screen. You made sure to add mountains of fluffy pillows and soft blankets to keep you cozy under the stars.

“This is amazing,” he mutters as he eyes the plate of snacks and bottle of wine waiting on the bed.

“I know, isn’t the view amazing? I’ve always loved it up here, but I didn’t know it had this much potential until now,” you remark as you look out onto the glimmering view of the city skyline.

Bucky’s fingers slip between yours and curl sweetly as he guides you over to the soft bed. He flops down and settles in before opening his arm for you to join him. You grab the remote and the wine and curl up next to him. Drawing up your legs and letting them rest against his muscular thigh.

“I don’t deserve all this,” he utters sadly as he watches you pour the wine.

“Steve said you’d say something stupid like that,” you laugh as he looks stunned for a moment. “So let me just settle this right now.” You take deep breath and let it out with a quiet huff.

“I have been the happiest I’ve ever been since you asked me out on that first date. I look forward to waking up every morning knowing I’ll get to see you and possibly, maybe, do more than just ogle you from afar. Oh don’t look at me like that!” You laugh and smack Bucky’s shoulder when he smirks at you and wiggles his brow.

“I know you think you blew it after our first three dates but all I remember is seeing a passionate man willing to chase down a dog through the mud, even if it meant embarrassing himself. I remember you saving me from a potentially fatal injury, and I remember a man so desperate to impress me that he took advice from Steve Rogers,” you bite your lip as you watch Bucky choke out a laugh at your jab at his best friend.

“You may think all of these moments are flaws, but honestly I wouldn’t want to change a single thing. So let’s just –” Your speech is cut off when Bucky’s hands are suddenly on the side of your face and pull you in for a blazing kiss.

It’s as though you’ve unlocked something in him as he devours you, his tongue trailing across your lip and delving into your mouth when you open for him. You moan as his hands slip down to your neck, his thumbs pressing ever so slightly on your pressure points before he pulls away just enough to kiss and nibble along your jaw. The pleasure and passion is dizzying and you feel your body bend to his will. Your hands grasp at his shirt as he nuzzles and sucks along your neck now, making his way to your clavicle.

The feather pillow braces your head as Bucky lays you down and hovers above you, his body heat warming you as the cool night breeze tickles over each spot he kisses.

“God, Angel, you have no idea how badly I want you right now. How badly I’ve wanted you for so long.” He groans against your chest, dragging his nose over the thin material between your breasts.

“Me too,” you breathe.

You push at the lapel of his jacket, trying to urge him to take it off. He sits up, fixing his eyes on you as he slowly strips off his coat and tosses it away, followed by his shirt immediately after. Your breath hitches as you let your fingers lightly glide down his stomach, feeling every ripple of firm muscle under his heated skin.

“Wow, the girls at work would be so jealous right now,” you kid.

“I’m almost offended that you think this is my best feature,” he scoffs gesturing to his stomach, his eyes glinting mischievously.

“By all means, show me more. I did come up here for a show after all,” you tease, tilting your head and biting your lip as you eye the growing bulge in his pants.

“Oh, I think I know how to keep you entertained,” he smirks and lowers himself over you, his hot breath leaving goosebumps on your skin as he dips lower down your body.

You look down as he pauses over your quivering center and lifts the hem of your dress up to reveal your lace panties. He growls lowly and hooks his finger under them, pulling them quickly to the side. You twitch as he blows lightly over your lips, the cool air hitting the slick arousal already pooling between your thighs. He chuckles as you grip the blankets tightly and he pushes his long thick tongue between your folds, circling your bud at the top. You let out a long moan as his fervor increases, the feeling of his rough tongue dipping into your dripping hole and then back up to flick over your clit is driving you closer and closer to the edge.

After the past two weeks of the most intense sexual tension you’ve ever experienced it doesn’t take much for him to have you squirming under his touch. Your toes curl and a broken scream echoes over the rooftops as you come on his hungry lips.

“You’re so beautiful,” he coos as your eyes flutter open and see him hovering over your face once more.

Your jaw slackens, pupils blown as you take in his debauched state, his tousled hair, lips and beard glistening with your come. You reach up and pull him down to you, tasting yourself on his tongue. You feel his metal arm fumble with his jeans between you as he pulls out his aching cock. Your eyes flick down in curiosity and you can’t help but gasp as you gaze at his veiny, thick length.

“You see how hard you make me?” He moans, fisting the base of his leaking cock.

You bite your lip, feeling an overwhelming desire to let him use you in any way he wants. Your body arching into him and your hips rolling desperately. Your submissive side blooming under his dominant tone.

You whimper and meet his eye, “fuck me, Bucky. Please.”

Your voice is soft and timid, nothing like the typical commanding confidence you have in your daily life, and it sends a thrill through Bucky. He latches onto your thighs and pushes them up toward your chest, exposing your cunt to him and he guides himself inside, moaning freely as your walls stretch to fit him.

“I’m never letting you go. My perfect, Angel.”

[agustdakasuga]

A Place Called Home | Chapter 11

Genre: Hybrid!AU, Poly!AU?, Soulmate AU, romance, fluff, humour

Pairing: OT7 x Reader

Characters: vet!reader, Arcticfox!Seokjin, Panther!Yoongi, Goldenretriever!Hoseok, Wolf!Namjoon, Calicocat!Jimin, Tiger!Taehyung, Rabbit!Jungkook

Summary: Having saved your own injured hybrid, you were determined to try and help any other hybrid that crossed your path who needed saving. But being a vet in a small hospital wasn’t enough for you. You wanted to do more, you wanted to make a difference. You wanted to give them a home.

You wake up and realise that now, you have 7 hybrids living with you. 4 of them are yours, 1 of them is a rehabilitating patient and 2 of them are just here for the upcoming winter. You try your best to bring them together and make sure they stay happy.

You wake up to be greeted by Yoongi’s sleeping face. He had requested to crash in your room and sleep with you in his arms, which you were perfectly fine with. He could stay in your room for as long as he needed to. 

“Yoongs, how are you feeling?” You whispered. It took him a few seconds to respond, stirring in his sleep and yawning. 

“I’m okay...” He replied sleepily. 

“You can stay here and rest if you want. I’m going to work.” You told him and he nodded. Chuckling, you went to wash up and change into your work clothes. When you came out of the bathroom, Yoongi stood there, rubbing his eyes like a lost child. 

“I’m hungry.” He said. 

“Then go wash up. I’ll see you downstairs.” You patted his shoulder. Once he entered the bathroom, you grabbed your work bag and headed downstairs. 

“Good morning!” You were bombarded with hugs from a tiger and calico cat. You stepped back to steady yourself. 

“Good morning, Tae and Chim.” You chuckled. Pulling away, you went to the kitchen to see Jungkook and Hoseok awake. For a moment, you had forgotten that two new hybrids came to live with you yesterday. Jungkook’s long ears twitched when you entered the kitchen. The brothers watched as you went to greet Namjoon and Jin with hugs and pets. 

“Are you working a long shift today?” Taehyung asked. You took your phone out to check your schedule.

“Doesn’t seem like it... I only have two surgeries scheduled today. Then it’s consultations all the way... I’ll end around 8pm. If you guys are keen, we can go for a late dinner together.” You smiled. 

“That’s sounds great.” Jin smiled and Jimin nodded in agreement. 

“You two can come too, if you’d like.” You looked at the two brothers. Hoseok nodded his head excitedly while Jungkook shrugged, looking away as he poked at his breakfast. 

“Go where?” Yoongi appeared in the doorway. 

“For dinner tonight. My shift ends at 8.” You relayed and Yoongi nodded. 

“I’ll be practicing from home for a while so I’m free.” He wrapped his arms and tail around you. You had to leave soon so you sat down and ate breakfast with them. Jungkook remained aloof, not really participating in the conversation but Hoseok was chatting non-stop with the others. 

“Where are you going?” Hoseok asked you. 

“I’m a doctor, remember? I work at a hospital.” You smiled as you slipped your shoes on. 

“I forgot I promised to bring you and Jungkook shopping for necessities today. I’m sorry about that. But we can go on my next day off, I promise.” You said apologetically. 

“Don’t worry about it!” Hoseok assured.

“You guys can come and pick me up tonight then we’ll go. Don’t forget your tags.” You reminded and they all came to bid you goodbye. Instead of collars, you got all of them dog tag necklaces, which looked more like accessories. 

Everyone go their unique colour. Namjoon chose blue, Yoongi chose black, Jin chose pink, Taehyung chose green and Jimin chose yellow. 

“Jungkook and Hoseok, I know you’re not officially under my care but just so you wouldn’t get in trouble when we go out, I would like to get tags for you as well. If you’re okay with that.” You told them the two nodded in agreement. Both of them wouldn’t want to be separated or taken away since they were strays with no papers. 

“What are your favourite colours?” You asked. 

“Red!” Hoseok replied. 

“Purple...” Jungkook said. You nodded and gave Taehyung one last hug before getting into the van and driving to the hospital. Indeed, today was less hectic. It was mainly consultations and lots of paper work. 

‘Don’t forget to eat. - Yoongs’

You smiled at the message and went to the staff lounge to heat your food up (leftovers from dinner). The other nurses and doctors there smiled at you as you sat with them to eat. 

“(y/n), you have a lot of hybrids staying with you right?” One of the nurses asked. You nodded your head as you chewed your rice. 

“How do you provide for all of them?” 

“I don’t actually provide everything for them. Most of them have jobs, actually. I don’t treat them as pets or properties. They can do what they want. When they decided what jobs they wanted, I told them to go for it. Two are working at a plant nursery, one is working at a library and you have all met Yoongi, he’s working at a music school.” You explained. 

“Are you going to adopt more?” Dr. Lee, who was sitting beside you, asked. 

“If they come along and fit well with the others, then why not?” You shrugged, thinking of Jimin, Jungkook and Hoseok. 

“You’re seriously amazing, (y/n).” The nurse gave you a thumbs up, making you blush. 

“You guys are just as amazing because I’m sure we’re all here for one shared reason, right?” You chuckled. They all nodded and you couldn’t be happier with all the staff that you were working with. 

After lunch, you performed your scheduled surgeries and finished your consultations for the day. You sat in your office as the nurses brought in all the files that you needed to fill in or update the charts. You checked all the x-ray films for your patients. 

*KNOCK KNOCK*

“Who is it?” You asked, not looking up from your table. 

“Head buried in paperwork again?” Dr Yu teased as she walked in. You threw your head back in laughter. 

“When I’m this tired, I prefer paperwork than 6 hour long surgeries.” You smiled, looking back down at your reports. Even if you didn’t look up, you knew she was still standing there.

“Can I help you, sunbae?” 

“I brought in visitors for you. Can you at least look at them?” She said and you finally lifted your head. Your eyes widened as you saw all 7 hybrids standing there. Suddenly, your office felt so crowded. Seeing you, Jimin immediately ran over to give you a big hug, nuzzling his cheek against yours. 

“Hey, Chim. What are you guys doing here?” You asked, pulling away slightly and opting to stroke Jimin’s head instead. 

“You said you end at 8. It’s 8:30.” Namjoon raised an eyebrow. 

“Oh no! I’m so sorry, I lost track of time.” You facepalmed when you saw the clock. Indeed, you were half an hour late. Dr Yu came over and held your arms, making you stand up. 

“Sunbae-”

“You made your hybrids wait long enough. Any longer and they might sue you for starving them. Your shift is over. No more work!” She closed your files. 

“Alright, alright. I just need to hand these in to the nurses’ station and we can go.” You smiled and Dr Yu saluted to you. As she walked past your hybrids, they all bowed to her respectfully. You sighed and gathered your things. Files in one hand, the other holding Jimin’s, you headed to the nurses’ station. You knew that everyone was staring at your group. 

“Wow, did the entourage get bigger?” Head nurse Park teased. 

“This is Hoseok and Jungkook. They’re just staying with us for a while. This is Jimin.” You ruffled Jimin’s head. This time, he didn’t shy awake from strangers but his cheeks did turn pink. 

“Hello.” Yoongi, Taehyung, Jin and Namjoon greeted the nurse with familiarity. She smiled at them as you sorted out your files on the counter. 

“I’ll do the rest. Have a good night doctor. See you, boys.” Head nurse Park waved you off. You bowed to her and all of you walked to the van that the boys came in. 

“Hoseok, Jungkook. These are for you.” You gave them their tags. 

“Wow! Cool! Thanks!” Hoseok grinned, slipping his over his head. Jungkook stared at his for a few seconds before wordlessly putting his on. You sat in the passenger seat while Jin drove. 

“Where are we eating?” Yoongi asked. 

“How about some Korean beef?” You suggested. Judging by the loud cheers that erupted from everyone, Jin took that as the consensus and drove towards your family’s favourite Korean beef barbecue place. The restaurant gave your large group 2 grills to cook with. 

“Here, Jungkook. I know you eat meat but prefer vegetables.” You handed Jungkook a bowl of stewed vegetables. 

Jungkook was shocked that you noticed that. He generally went with the flow of just eating meat but being a bunny hybrid, he was still part herbivore and still preferred to eat more vegetables over meat. 

“T-Thanks.” He mumbled. 

“Eat up boys.” You began cooking the beef. You gave them out to the boys, who gobbled it up deliciously. 

“You’re doing all the cooking and not even feeding yourself.” Yoongi held out a lettuce wrap to you. You smiled sheepishly, leaning forward to eat the wrap from his hand. The boys were all chatting happily during dinner. Even Jungkook lightened up and Jimin was able to comfortably participate in some of the conversations that took place. 

“Do you work everyday, (y/n)?” Hoseok asked. 

“Hmm... Not everyday... I mean my schedule is never the same. I do have my days off but sometimes, I can be called for 36 hours shifts or 20 hour shifts.” You explained. 

“Isn’t it tiring?” 

“It is but when you think of the cause, it doesn’t seem so tiring anymore. If I can use my skills to save as many hybrids as I can, I will. Even if I don’t get to sleep or eat.” You shrugged with a smile. 

“Actually, Yoongi, Namjoon and Jimin were my patients before they joined the family. But they only listened to me when I was their doctor.” You chuckled, nudging Yoongi, who was beside you. He  rolled his eyes while Namjoon laughed and Jimin blushed. 

“Why should I listen to a doctor that can’t even take care of her own health?” Yoongi raised an eyebrow and you scrunched your nose at him. 

“Yah. Min Yoongi.” You threatened to put his tail on the grill. 

“(y/n) allows Yoongi to speak to her like that?” Jungkook asked Taehyung, who nodded his head. 

“(y/n)’s chill with these things. She hates formality and wanted everyone to be comfortable around each other. But that being said, her and Yoongi hyung... they’re the closest since he’s her first hybrid.” Taehyung explained. 

“You all didn’t come together?” 

“Nope. Yoongi hyung first. Then Jin hyung, followed by me. Once Namjoon hyung woke up from his coma, he joined. Lastly, we have Jimin then you two. But I guess since we met Hoseok hyung first... Hoseok hyung comes before you.” Taehyung grinned. Jungkook looked at the tiger. 

“Well, we don’t count because we’re only here for the winter.” Jungkook snorted. 

“I’m sure if after this winter, you want to stay longer, (y/n) will be more than happy to accept you and Hoseok hyung.” Taehyung said before turning to join Namjoon and Yoongi’s conversation. 

“I have the morning off tomorrow. Shall we go to the fields?” You asked. 

“The fields?” 

“Kitten, no of them knows what and where the fields are except for Jin hyung and I. It’s been that long since we’ve been. Have you forgotten?” Yoongi ruffled your hair. You blushed, rubbing the back of your neck in embarrassment, remembering just how long ago it has been. 

“The fields is this big open place for hybrids to go and run. They can mingle and meet other hybrids too. Basically, a hybrid park.” Jin explained and everyone nodded. 

“Why haven’t you been in such a long time?” Namjoon asked. 

“Because Jinnie wasn’t around and there’s no point bringing Yoongi. His lazy ass just sits there and sleeps or he sits next to me and sleeps. I guess with Taehyung and Namjoon coming, it’s just been hectic that it slipped my mind to bring you guys there. But I’m sure you’ll like it.” You smiled. 

“Can I go, (y/n)?” 

“Of course, you can, Chim. Whatever you feel comfortable with.” You patted his head. After dinner, you brought the boys for ice cream. 

The boys all chose their flavours and of course, they each got two scoops. Jimin just blinked at all the different flavours through the glass, not even sure what this was. 

“Haven’t you had ice cream before?” Hoseok tilted his head. Jimin shrunk back and shook his head in embarrassment. 

“It’s okay! There’s a first time for everything. What do you want to try?” You held Jimin’s hand. He tried the flavours that appealed the most to him. In the end, he chose strawberry only. You took the cup from the shopkeeper and handed it to him with a ruffle of his head. 

“What’s your favourite flavour?” Jimin asked you. 

“Honey comb and cookies and cream.” You said. Your colleagues even teased you about adopting Yoongi and Jin as your hybrids because they remind you of cookies and cream ice cream. 

“Here. Have some.” You held out your spoon to him. He leaned in for a cautious sniff before eating the ice cream off your spoon. 

“It’s good.” Jimin’s eyes sparkled, making you laugh. Taehyung grinned as he took his ice cream cone, licking the cold treat and letting out purrs of happiness. 

“Namjoon? Aren’t you going to have some ice cream?” You asked him. He shook his head and just continued looking out the window. 

When you all arrived home, everyone split to their rooms. You couldn’t help but feel bothered by Namjoon’s sudden change in attitude. He was fine during dinner but at the ice cream parlour and during the drive home, he was oddly quiet and distanced. Slipping out of bed, you went out to see Namjoon’s door open. He wasn’t inside. 

“Namjoon?” You whispered out. Namjoon stood in the backyard, his arms wrapped around himself. He was so lost in thought that he didn’t even notice your presence. 

“Namjoon?” You called. He jumped slightly and turned around. 

“What are you doing awake? And why are you out here? It’s so cold and you’re only wearing a cardigan.” Namjoon stressed. 

“Relax, Namjoon. I’m okay.” You placed a hand on his arm with a small smile. You sat down on the bench and patted the space beside you. Namjoon slowly plopped down. 

“What’s wrong, Namjoon?” 

“It’s nothing.” He sighed, looking away. 

“It’s not nothing. You know you can tell me anything. I won’t judge. I want to be able to help you in any way that I can. If you don’t tell me, there’s no way I can help you, hmm?” You giggled. Just hearing your precious giggles made Namjoon seize up. 

“(y/n), I think you’re my mate.” He said quickly, closing his eyes in a wince. He was afraid of your reaction. 

“I see.” Was all you could say. 

“I’m sorry.” He mumbled. Seeing Namjoon all shy made you feel like laughing but you didn’t want to embarrass him further. Holding his cheeks your hands, you made him face you. You leaned in a gave him a peck. 

“Huh?” Namjoon’s eyes widened in surprise. 

“I can do that, right? Aren’t I your mate?” You teased. 

“O-Of course! I just didn’t think you would accept me...” Namjoon coughed, his cheeks turning a darker red. 

“Well, if you’re okay with Yoongi and Jin already claiming me as their mate too.” You laughed. That was the reason why Namjoon was afraid. Mates were a huge deal, especially to wolves like him. He knew that Yoongi and Jin have both claimed you as their mates and he assumed you wouldn’t want to have another hybrid mate. 

“I’m fine with that if you are and they are.” Namjoon nuzzled your cheek. 

“We did discuss the possibility of it.” You nodded.

“But you do know what happens what we become mates...” He trailed off. You nodded your head. Once you accept him as a mate, his heat will start to kick in. 

“Namjoon, did you forget that I’m a doctor? I know my role as a mate. Yes,  I do help Yoongi and Jin with their heat but some times when it gets too much for me, they try to take care of it on their own or learn to share.” Of course you would openly talk about that without any reservations. 

“It’s only a natural thing. Nothing to be embarrassed about.” It was like you read Namjoon’s mind. 

“You’re seriously such an amusing human.” He chuckled. 

“If that’s your way of calling me weird. I’m going to start rethinking accepting you as my mate.” You poked his side.

“Alright, alright. Let’s get you in first. I don’t want you getting sick.” Namjoon wrapped his arm around you and you nodded. He led you back into the house.

“(y/n)... Can you stay beside me tonight?” He squeezed your hands. You nodded again. As you laid down beside him, you yawned, making Namjoon chuckle. He pushed your hair away from your face.

“My mate, can I scent you?” Namjoon murmured. You hummed in reply, blushing slightly. Namjoon’s arms went to your waist, pulling you closer to him as he leaned into your neck. He let out soft growls and you giggled as you felt his hair tickle your jaw. You could hear his tail softly thump against the mattress. Your arms wound around him and you stroked the back of his head.

“Thank you for saving me.” 

“Namjoon, don’t thank me. You fought with your own will to live. That was all you.” You whispered. 

“Yoongi told me everything. How you took over my surgery from that other doctor, how affected you were when you came home and how you kept checking up on me.” Namjoon confessed. 

“Well, you deserved a fighting chance to live.” You giggled. Namjoon pressed a kiss to your forehead. 

“Rest, my mate.” He said softly. Slowly, your eyes fluttered close and you fell asleep in his embrace. Finally, Namjoon felt like he could get a good night’s sleep as well. 

“Hyung? Jin hyung?” Taehyung pawed at the oldest’s door in panic. Jin got up, poking his head out from behind the door, one eye opened. Taehyung thought of going to Yoongi but everyone knew that only you and Jin could wake Yoongi without getting mauled by the grumpy panther. 

“What’s up Tae?” Jin yawned. 

“(y/n) not in her room.” Taehyung whimpered. Hearing that woke Jin up. He followed the tiger to your room. Indeed, the door was open and it was empty. 

“She’s not working until later today though.” Jin scratched his head. Your scent was still there, signalling that you were still in the house. Jin went to Yoongi’s room. Of course, Yoongi woke up immediately. 

“What’s going on?” Namjoon came out. 

“Do you, by any chance, know where (y/n) is? She’s not in her room, the kitchen, the backyard or the living room.” Yoongi asked. 

“She-”

“Namjoon hyung smells like (y/n)!” Taehyung pointed an accusing finger at him. As Namjoon saw them approaching his door, he quickly jumped in front. Instinctively, he growled at them and they stepped back. Jin and Yoongi have seen this before. They were like this too when they first claimed you as their mate. The two smirked, looking at each other. 

“Come on, Tae. It’s early and we should all sleep for a few more hours.” Yoongi pulled the tiger along with him. 

“But (y/n)...” Taehyung pouted. 

“He’s not gonna let you see her. For now, at least.” Jin smirked. 

“Why?! He can’t hog (y/n)! She’s ours to share.” Taehyung whined. The two laughed but also knew that no amount of whining would make Namjoon let them through. 

“Let’s go downstairs. I’ll explain it to you. (y/n) is okay, let Namjoon take care of her.” Jin pulled the younger downstairs. 

You woke up a few hours later. After brushing your teeth in your room and changing, you headed downstairs to see the 7 hybrids gathered around the kitchen island. Yoongi was serving up the breakfast that he cooked. They all turned to you when you entered. 

“Good morning.” You greeted. 

“Morning.” Everyone replied. You missed the teasing smiles Yoongi and Jin were sending you as you grabbed your coffee. 

“So, (y/n), when can I make you my mate?” Taehyung asked. Well, that led to you choking on your coffee and becoming a coughing mess, needing Jin to come and help you. 

[londonrih]

Is it Too Late to Say I Love You?

A Chenford Fanfiction

Relationships: Tim & Lucy

Characters involved: Tim Bradford, Lucy Chen, Nyla Harper, Angela Lopez, (MENTIONED) Wesley Evers

Summary: It’s Tim & Lucy’s anniversary, how are they going to celebrate?? Well, there’s a HUGE surprise that Lucy has for Tim.

It’s 7:00 am on a Wednesday, 10/15/22. Tim and Lucy have been dating for about a year now, it’s their one-year anniversary, which makes this day even more special. Since Lucy is off today, thank goodness, she gets to stay at home and chill with Kojo, while Tim is stuck on calls for the rest of the day, and assigning new rookies to their T.O’s. Tim tries his best to not wake up Lucy as he gets ready for work, but even a single movement makes Lucy wide awake. Lucy shifts a little bit, which makes Tim obviously know that Lucy’s awake. “Sorry, I was trying not to wake you, but since you’re awake now, good morning beautiful!” Tim says, “Good morning, what time is it?” Lucy asks, Tim checks the clock and says “It’s 7:05, right now.” “What are you doing up so early, Tim? Go back to sleep!” Lucy adds, “You forgot that I have work today, right? While you’re at home, I’m stopping crime and making sure the new rookies don’t wash out on their first day.” Tim says in a somewhat, sweet but sarcastic way. “I’m going to get ready, so go back to sleep.” After about 10 minutes, Tim is about to leave, Lucy wants to discuss reservations for this new restaurant that they’ve been dying to try. It’s a perfect opportunity for them, it’s their one-year anniversary, and they still haven’t said the “L” word yet. “Okay, 71Above or Beauty & Essex?” Tim asks, “Hmm, definitely 71Above” Lucy says. “Okay I’ll make reservations right before roll call.” “Okay, please be careful, Tim!”

An hour after Tim leaves for work, Lucy is at home with Kojo. “What should we eat for breakfast, Kojo?” Lucy starts her day, and makes her way to the kitchen, she feeds Kojo, takes him outside to run around for a bit, then makes herself breakfast. Usually, Lucy doesn’t have a problem when it comes to her cooking food, everything she makes is spectacular. Lucy ends up getting worried, so then she calls two people she knows very well to come over so they could sort out this conundrum. Once the doorbell rings, Lucy opens the door revealing Angela and Nyla. “Why did you call us, Lucy?” asks Nyla. “Yeah, now I have tell Wesley to take care of finding a babysitter for our date tonight, and this babysitter is charging $50.00/per hour. All because Wesley is rich, that means she wants to charge more!” Angela complains. “Well, I’m so sorry that, you have a over-priced babysitter issue, but I have an issue too, and I need both of your help.” Lucy admits. “Okay, what’s the problem, Lucy?” “I’m about to tell you, Nyla, would you please stop being impatient with me for at least one second?!” Lucy informs Nyla and Angela on how she’s been having this sudden urge to throw up lately, and she doesn’t know why, she thinks maybe Nyla and Angela would have an answer to her problem here, but they need to find out what’s causing Lucy to act like this. Lucy needs to get this problem fixed before she and Tim go on their date at 8pm tonight. “Maybe you should take a…. test.” Nyla says, “What kind of test?” Lucy asks “Oh, you know what kind of test we’re talking about Lucy.” Angela adds. “No, I really don’t Ang-“ “Oh for crying out loud, Lucy, we mean a pregnancy test!” Nyla says, “What?? What makes you think in a million years that I’m pregnant, you guys?” “Well unless you ate something that is making you feel like you want to throw up, maybe you should take one!” “Well, I mean there was some type of action happening the other night so, maybe I should.” Lucy says. Lucy changes her outfit swiftly and goes to the nearest CVS. Angela and Nyla wait for Lucy to come back from CVS. Once Lucy returns, she goes straight towards the bathroom to take at least 3 tests just to be sure and waits for her results after 9 long minutes. After waiting for the results to come back, all three tests come back with two lines. Lucy is indeed pregnant. Lucy runs Angela and Nyla to tell them the good news “I’M PREGNANT” Lucy shouts, all three are very, very excited for the up-and-coming life that’s being brought into this world. Shortly afterwards, Angela and Nyla try to help Lucy figure out how she’s going to tell Tim the big news. They order some food so that they can be somewhat active as they try to come up with a plan, after every bite one of the three would go “OOH” and suddenly their idea would vanish. Lucy wanted to stop thinking of ideas for a moment and decided to go onto Pinterest, and she saw a cool idea on how to tell Tim the big news. Shortly after, Angela, Nyla, and Lucy were all in Walmart looking for the specific items they needed to pull this off.

A few hours went by, it was already 4:21pm, Tim gets off work at 5, so they had to act very fast, Lucy set everything up in their room, there was a basket which help all three different tests, baby items a board which wrote “I’m pregnant”, some miniature balloons and some stuffed animals. Everything was going according to plan! Meanwhile, for Tim, not so much. After trying to track down the serial arsonist, they did end up catching Aiden Merrett and Elijah Stone, until they both got away, one of the arsonists was able to sneak up behind team, and I guess you can say, jump him. Thankfully, Tim wasn’t in critical condition, he just needed a couple of stiches, so that blood wouldn’t run down his arm and in his eye all day long. But of course, Tim refused on getting stitches and just kept repeatedly telling the doctors that he was perfectly fine. “Okay, sergeant Bradford, we checked to make sure there were no broken bones, of any sort, but you are going to need stitches above your eye and on your arm.” Dr. Ramirez says, “Listen, I understand you’re trying to do your job, I get it, I’m trying to do mine, but I can’t do that if you’re wasting my time putting stiches above my eye and on my arm and spend a decade doing so. With all due respect, I don’t need any stitches and I can go back to doing what I was originally doing.” Tim says, “Yes, I understand that you need to get back out there and continue working your shift, but I cannot let you leave this hospital without giving you stitches, unless you want blood leaking into your eye during calls.” Dr. Ramirez added, Tim still refuses, so the doctor must take extra measures, “Okay, let’s say you’re in critical condition-“ “Why would you say that?” Tim retorts, “Let me finish... Let’s say you’re in critical condition, who is the first person you’d call?” Dr. Ramirez says, “Uh, my girlfriend, Lucy.” Tim says, “Okay, Dr. Nash, please contact his girlfriend, Lucy, copy this number and tell her to get here, ASAP. Dr Nash copies Lucy’s number, and dials. After 2 rings, Lucy picks up. “Hello?” “Hello, hi this is Dr. Nash from Shaw memorial hospital.” Lucy stays quick for three seconds. “Hello, are you still there?” “Yes, I’m here, why are you calling me?” “Well, Lucy we called to inform you that your boyfriend, sergeant Tim Bradford is here in the hospital with us.” As Lucy is freaking out, trying to find answers, Angela and Nyla are giving each other confusing looks, trying to figure out what’s going on. “Wh- Why is Tim in the hospital?” Lucy asks. “We’d rather not say on the phone, but please come here quickly.” Soon after Lucy could ask another question, dr. Nash hangs up the phone. Lucy rushes to find her keys, as Nyla and Angela are still looking for answers, Angela asks Lucy what’s going on. “Lucy, what’s wrong?” “Tim’s in the hospital, Shaw Memorial, I’m going down there, want to join?”

Lucy races to Shaw Memorial on autopilot, still worrying, still wanting answers. And still has millions of questions that needs to be solved. Lucy rushes to the front desk, asking where Tim is, once the doctor points Lucy in the exact direction and gives her the room number, she runs down the hall, and sees, Tim. “He’s not in critical condition and he’s not hurt badly. Ramirez says. “Can I talk to Tim in private for a minute?” Lucy asks, both doctors stand outside and starts chatting with Angela and Nyla. “What happened?” Lucy starts off, “Well, we caught the serial arsonist-“ “That’s great!” Lucy says as she cuts him off, “Lucy, you didn’t let me finish, we caught them, and then one of their buddies came after me, and jumped me. So, they’re still out there.” Tim says. “So, you’re perfectly fine, as in no broken bones?” Lucy asks, “Yes, I have no broken bones, I just got a little banged up, I need a few stitches and that’s it.” Tim says, “Okay then what are you waiting for? Get stitched up so you can finish your shift, so that we can celebrate us!” Lucy says, “I don’t need stitches, I told both of the doctors that I didn’t need any, and I don’t want them wasting my time, but yet they still are keeping me here, so that’s why they called you.” Tim says, “So, they called me because you didn’t want to get stitches??” Lucy questions. “Tim, just get the stitches so that you can get back to work so you can finish your paperwork and so we can celebrate our anniversary!” Lucy says. “Fine, and I’m only getting them so I can get off of work early for our date.” Tim says. Before Lucy leaves, she wanted to tell Tim the big news, but though that wasn’t the right time. “Hey, Tim, I have something to tell you.” “Okay, what is it?” After a few seconds Lucy decided to tell Tim when they got home, after their date. “Actually, never mind, I’ll tell you later.” Tim began to grow suspicious but then thought to leave it alone until Angela made a comment. “You almost told him!”

After everything went down at the hospital, Tim and Lucy were getting ready for their date at 71Above. “Hey, what did Angela mean when she meant you almost told me something?” Tim asked. “Oh, that?? I’ll tell you later.” Lucy quickly responded, sounding oddly suspicious. During their romantic date, on the 71st floor right next to the big windows that look over the city, and seeing all of the beautiful lights in the night sky, a waiter came over, introduced himself as “Patrick”, he wanted to start off with drinks first, “Since this is the grand opening of this fine establishment, everything here is on the house, let’s start with drinks, would you like the drinks off the menu or from the bar?” As they both scan the beverage list, Patrick mentions that there is also a winery, he even suggested a few flavors. Tim chose red wine off the menu, and Lucy chose just water, because of course she can’t drink for 9 entire months, but as of right now, Tim still doesn’t know that. Patrick came back with the beverages and asked if they wanted any appetizers or not, or if they’d just want to order their food right off the bat. “Would you like any appetizers, or do you want to order your main meal?” Patrick asked, simultaneously, Tim and Lucy wanted to start with their main meals. After ordering the most exquisite meals off the menu, they were done with their meals about to head home, with the big surprise that Tim still doesn’t know about!

Once Tim and Lucy got home, they were pretty much whipped, and they were just ready to go to sleep for the night, Angela and Nyla went home and finished setting everything up as Tim and Lucy were on their date. Once they got home, Angela and Nyla started blowing up Lucy’s phone, Lucy made Tim close his eyes so that the surprise would be hidden once she opens the door, after getting 20 text messages from Angela, and about 10 from Nyla, Lucy said a little too loudly under her breath “Stop texting me, no I haven’t told him yet, I’ll tell you when I did!” Which caused Tim to question everything Lucy just said, and then she gestured towards the door letting Tim know that he could open the door to see the surprise that was in their room, as Lucy turned on the light, everything in the bedroom was revealed, all Tim could see was the basket with the three positive tests, and baby clothes. Tim didn’t say anything he just stood there silently, still gathering his thoughts and words. Lucy was scared at one point, and asked Tim if he was okay, “Tim, are you okay?” Lucy asks worriedly, “Um, yeah, wow this is still very unbelievable.” Tim replied, “Did you not want this?? I knew it, I knew I was right, you didn’t want any of this and now we’re here and now I don’t know what to do!” Lucy went through another spiral, Lucy also spent somewhat of her day thinking negative, but her mind and heart kept telling her to think positive. “Lucy, I need you to calm down, of course I want this, and I always wanted to have this special moment with you, and only you. Calm down, I will be here with you through this entire journey.” Tim says. Lucy looks up and all you can see is a ray of sunshine beaming, after their very sweet intimate moment they both lean into kiss each other to express excitedly about what happens next, excited to bring, a living human into this world. Angela and Nyla watch everything that just happen and can’t do anything but sob, tears of joy obviously, they’re going to ignore Tim and Lucy’s question on how they got inside, but we’ll save that for another day. Lucy looks up at Tim and asks, “Is it too late to say I love you?” “It’s never too late.” Tim says.

So this is my FIRST fanfiction ever, for literally any ship, so please tell me how’d I do! Should I make more?? Let me know!! This was actually very fun, coming up with this idea on the spot, I worked on this for about 2 hours, lol I started at 2:30a, and I finished this at 5:12a. Hope you enjoyed!!

~London!

[thevelvetseries]

Voice In My Head (Part 1)

Summary : This is the story about Ashley Ackles and how her life turned upside down.

Pairing : Jensen Ackles x Daughter Reader / Danneel Ackles x Daughter Reader

Warnings : Fluff, Angst, Eating Disorder, Self Inflicting Cuts, Self Hate, Attempted Suicide, Minor Drug Use.

Series Masterlist / Main Masterlist

It’s hard to know where to begin telling you about this. I wonder if there’s any such thing as beginnings.

3 MONTHS AGO...

At this point in Ashley’s life everything had been normal. She was an A+ Grade student with a bright future ahead of her. She had her loving family surrounded around her and had good health. She had her 5 best friends Veronica, Selena, Bram (Abraham), Taylor and Matt (my boyfriend). She had been friends with Veronica and Selena since they were in kindergarten, she then met Bram in middle school then Taylor and Matt in High School and they six of them because the best of friends. They do everything together. They travel to school together every morning, go to the mall every Friday after school and talk about what friends usually talk about.

This is where our story starts. Ashley, Veronica and Selena were walking down the school hallway from just having gym class and was going to meet the boys for lunch. Once they get to the cafeteria they wait in line to get their food before going to find Matt, Taylor and Bram sitting at there normal table. I sit next to Matt and give him a quick kiss before starting my lunch. We were all eating and taking about the party that was happening on Saturday at Justin’s house. Justin is one of the school popular football players and always had parties whenever his parents went out of town for a weekend. Who knew this was going to be the downfall in Ashley’s life, the moment that changed her life forever.

“So who’s driving who Saturday?” Matt says while drinking some of his water.

“I don’t mind driving, it’s not like I’m gonna drink anyway.” I say while biting into my chicken salad sandwich.

“That makes sense too, you have 7 seats in your car.” Veronica said with a little laugh.

We spent the rest of lunch just talking and eating before finishing the rest of the day and heading home. Since tomorrow was the party we decided to skip the mall this week. Me and Matt went to my house today to do homework and watch TV. I pull my car into the driveway. Mums car wasn’t there meaning she was picking my younger siblings up from school and dad was away at work filming, he was coming home for the weekend though. We get out of the car and head inside get some snacks and head up to my bedroom. We were sitting on my bed with our work spread around us.

“Ok. What did you get for number 16?” Matt asked while fiddling with his pencil.

“Wait. There’s no number 16” I say while going through my papers.

“Hmmmm hmmmm” Matt started humming, in the cute annoying way he always does.

“STOP!” I say while pushing him a little.

“I’m just making sure your awake.” He said with a little smile forming on his lips.

“I’m awake, there’s just something about studying in a bed.” I reply. Since when we normally study together were on the floor with pillows.

“Well I guess I shouldn’t be complaining right. I’m in bed with a smoking hot, intelligent girl.” Matt started off saying before I interrupted him saying “women” which he corrects himself “women”. Then I continue saying “and your on the bed, not in it.�� I say with a little smile.

“And I’m worried about math” Matt said.

We continued working for a little more, during that time mum had come home from picking up my younger siblings from school, and we had started working on the the subject we needed to get through, when I remembered something. I got off the bed Matt watching the walk across the room and going into my closet coming out with a black piece of fabric. I chucked them at him.

“You left your boxers here Monday”. I say with a smile.

“Oh no. I left them on purpose. You know to remind you of the wonderful night we had.” He said before grabbing my waist and kissing up my neck, which is when I begin to start giggling. Suddenly there was a knock on my bedroom door.

“Come in” I spoke loudly trying to stop giggling.

“Hello.” Mum said when she entered. “How’s the studying going” she asked.

“It’s going well. Nearly done” I reply,

“Good. Matt you joining us for dinner tonight?” She asked.

“No. Not tonight mum is making her famous spaghetti tonight.” He replied.

“Ok, also remember you father will be home tonight. So we are having his favourite” he should be home around 7.” Mum said before leaving the room.

Matt ends up leaving around 6pm to head home. I packed up all my work and put it away before heading downstairs for the night to spend time with my family. We were all in the living room when we heard the front door open and close. Dad was home. He had just finished filming season 14 of his show and was finally on hiatus. While dad was putting his luggage on the floor we all got up and welcomed him home before having dinner.

“So how was everyone’s day” dad asked. That’s when Zepp, Arrow and JJ start telling three different stories at once.

“Wow wow wow. Slooow down. One at a time. One at a time.” He interrupted. The one by one the all went through what happened to them. While this was happening I continued to eat my food, mums food is always delicious. Especially her spaghetti.

“Ashley, what about you?” Dad asked before taking another mouthful of his dinner.

“Not much really. Went to my lessons. Had gym. Had lunch, we didn’t go to the mall this week since there’s a party tomorrow night and then Matt came over after school so we could study together.” I said.

“What party?” He replied.

“Some guy called Justin. Don’t worry I won’t be drinking, I’m driving us all there and then home. So all I’m drinking is soda.”

“Well that’s ok. Just make sure you get home at a reasonable hour please. I don’t want to be up all night worrying because you’re not home.” Dad said while taking a forkful of his food.

“I promise I’ll be home before midnight.” I replied.

“That’s all I ask.” He replied.

For the rest of the night we spend together as a family. We all relaxed in the living room watching movies and snacking on popcorn and different snacks. It was nice. We don’t get to do this often since dad is away at work for too many months during the year. We all started to go to bed around 11pm, before I went to sleep I got my outfit ready for the party tomorrow night and went off to sleep.

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

I could hear the beeping of my alarm like it was in a tunnel getting louder and louder. Slowly I started to wake up, I reached out my arm and turned off my alarm and started to get out of bed. I put on my slippers and my dressing gown on and headed into the bathroom and started getting ready for the day ahead. Around 8am I was finished and made my way downstairs. While walking down the hallway of her house she could smell the sizzling delicious smell of bacon cooking coming from the kitchen. When the kitchen comes into view she see her dad and mum standing in the kitchen cooking breakfast together. I make my way over to the kitchen table and start to pour myself a glass of orange juice that was already on the table.

“Morning sweetie.” Mum said when she saw me walking across the room.

“Morning.” I say before drinking half of my glass.

“How did you sleep last night?” Mum asked

“I had a good night sleep.” I replied.

We went along with our morning. Around 8pm I was all ready for the party and texted everyone I was ready and was about to leave to pick everybody up. I made my way downstairs and picked up my car keys from the bowl and walked into the living room.

“I’m about to leave. I’ll try and get home before midnight ok. I’ll text you when we leave the party so you don’t have to worry ok.” I say from the doorway to my dad.

“That’s ok sweetie. We’re not going anywhere tonight so we’ll be home.” He replied.

I got in my car, I collected everyone from their houses and made it to Justin’s house. I parked my car on his street and we all made our way inside.

“Um.. 11:45 at the car.” I say so we all agree on a time to head home.

“Now let’s have some fun.” Matt said while he came closer to me to give me a kiss under my ear, which caused me to giggle.

We all spent our night dancing around the backyard drinking. I only have 1 drink and stayed drinking cola and water for the rest of the night. The party was in full swing and everyone was drinking and dancing and were having a good time. It currently 11:45pm when we got in the car and left the party.

We all got in the car still laughing and having fun from the night that had just happened. I drove for about 10 minutes to Veronica house where I was dropping her off and Selena since she was staying over at her house next was Bram, then it was just Tyler, Matt and me. I was currently sitting at a red light singing along to the radio and just being our normal selves. After about 2 minutes light changed to green and I slowly started to move. When I reached the middle of the intersection of the road, out of the corner of my eye I could suddenly see bright white lights coming straight to us and hitting the car from the passenger side. The place were Matt was sitting. At first I didn’t know what to do. Blood was coming down my head from where I hit it on my door window. Matt wasn’t moving or talking and sight was getting shorter and shorter. The last thing I remember before I passed out was that I could see flashing lights and hear sirens.

Voices In My Head Taglist

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[unlikelymilkshakedream]

A/n: sorry this took a little longer than usual, I had a huge project for one of my classes that was the only thing on my mind for like a week. Here is part 2 to the charlie weasley story I made a while ago. Hope you enjoy!

**Flash forwards 7 months to the week before valentines day**

Love was thick in the air at Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizardry the week before valentines day, not only were people excited to spend the day with their loved ones, but the big school dance was atop everyone's minds.

It was no different for Y/N Y/L/N and Charlie Weasley. The couple was now into their 7th month of dating and they were absolutely head over heels for each other, let alone in the time of valentines day.

In the 7 months they've been together, they of course got to all the things couples do. Sneaking around at 2am, stealing kisses in the hallways between classes, driving their friends up a wall because they couldn't stop fawning over each other, you name it.

Their friend sof course, were beyond happy for them, seeing as they were placing bets on if this year would finally be the year they go together, (of course, Barnaby had lost.)

Now coming up on valentines day, you could guess they already had a date planned.

"Y/n?" Charlie said one afternoon on their way to charms class.

"Yes charlie?" She said with the biggest grin on her face.

"I was just wondering what color my tie should be so it can match your dress at the dance." He said with that mischievous smirk.

"Hmm, I didn't know i was going to the dance, no one has asked me yet." She said looking around for someone who wasn't there.

"Ahh, fantastic! Then there won't be any competition." Charlie said as he magically pulled flowers from behind his back. "Y/n y/l/n, would you do my the honors and go to the valentines day dance with me?" He bent down as if he was curtsying.

"Why yes charlie weasley, I would love to." He stands up and kisses her cheek just as they hear a round of applause. Both turning find their friends, Penny, Rowan, Ben and Andre standing down the corridor from them.

"Congrats guys, now come on, we don't want to be late." Rowan exclaims. The couple laughs and pecks each other's lips, heading off in the direction of their class.

As y/n sits down next to her best friend Rowan, she feels a nudge in her ribs. "What Rowan?"

"Will you go to hogsmeade with me Penny, and tonks later? I'm pretty sure we're going to buy dresses. It could be a fun girls day."

"Of course Rowan, I would love to." She says with a huge grin on her face. She turns to charlie, who is talking with Ben.

"Well charlie, I known dragons are fascinating to you, but to me, I can't imagine a more terrifying things." She laughs interrupting their conversation.

"Well ben, I promise you charlie would not let one harm you." She turns towards charlie. "Hey im gonna go to hogsmeade with the girls tomorrow." He smiles

"Okay, I'll miss you." She laughs.

"Charlie ill be gone for a few hours. You'll be fine." He sighs but agrees.

The next day, y/n, tonks, Penny, and Rowan are making their way down to the village, intending on heading to the dress shop, when a snowball comes flying at tonks head. Everyone stops and turns to see Andre, Ben, Barnaby and Bill picking up snow.

The girls laugh it off and pick snow up as well, engaging in a snowball fight that the girls are clearly winning. Y/n throws one directly and Barnabys head which hits him dead in the face signaling the defeat of the boys with a tremendous roar of laughter.

As the girls say goodbye to the boys and make their way into the dress shop, to the dislike of the owner since they were wet from the snow, they are all having great times.

"I don't think I've ever seen Barnaby that shocked since when you hit him y/n." Tonks say with a roar of laughter. She laughs.

"Yeah, he didn't know what was coming ro him." They all laugh together.

"Hello ladies, what are we shopping for today?" The owner comes over and looks at the group of girls.

"Well, we would all like to purchase dresses for an upcoming ball, preferably color coordinated, although maybe not y/n since she of course has to match with her date." Penny explains with a smirk in y/n's direction.

"I see, well what colors would you like?" The women asks the girls.

"Well for me, I think red would be the best option, since charlies favorite color is red. Do you have a burgundy or wine color dress?" Y/n finishes as the owner smiles and goes to the back to look.

"Of course, charlie would love to see you in burgundy, although, I bet he already has seen more than that." Penny says with a huge smirk on her face. She of course is talking about the 2am adventure y/n and charlie took an abandoned corridor, and did some things... (ill stop there so not every single piece of mine is smut;)

Y/ns cheeks turn a deep shade of red as the owner comes back with multiple dresses to try on. A few hours later, the girls were satisfied with their purchases, y/n choosing a beautiful burgundy dress that extenuated her figure nicely, and her friends with blue dresses that all looked amazing on them.

When they got back to the castle, they went to their common rooms and decided to get some rest, as it was quite late, considering they took forever to try on dresses.

The next morning, y/n met charlie in the common room and they walked to breakfast together.

"So, you never answered my question a couple days ago." Charlie started. "What color tie shall I be wearing?" He said with a grin.

Y/n laughed at that. "I won't reveal too much, but I would go with a dark red to match my drop dead gorgeous dress." He laughed

"Ooh I can't wait." They held as hands as they walked into breakfast.

The morning of the dance was filled with sunshine through y/n's window. It was a Saturday and she was going to get ready with her friends for the ball the evening.

She started the day by getting breakfast and listening to her favorite songs. By nightfall, she was with all her friends, getting ready to have charlie drooling over her.

"Y/n, show us your beautiful dress." She went into the changing room and got on her dress, which looked amazing with her curled hair. She walked out and everyone turned to her.

"Holy shit y/n/n, you look amazing." She giggled, "thanks Rowan. Come on everyone get dressed so we can go to this thing." Within an hour everyone was making their way downstairs at 7:30pm as the dance started at 8pm.

When all the girls were downstairs at the entrance of the ball, y/n got nervous.

"Y/n, what's wrong?" Rowan asked her best friend as she had yet to enter the hall.

"I don't know Rowan, i just, what if charlie doesn't like it? What if I fall on my face like an idiot, what if-"

"Hey, hey, hey, just take a deep breathe, okay? Girl you look so beautiful you don't even know, charlie is so in love with you that he is going to think you look good no matter what. You're beautiful and you don't need to stress like this. Okay? Come on." Y/n smiled at her.

"Thanks Rowan, you're the best friend ever." They hugged and y/n entered the hall, all eyes turning towards her and Rowan. Charlies mouth dropped open and bill had to quickly shut if for him. Y/n giggled at that as she made her way over to him.

"Y/n, you look, amazing." Charlie smiled. "Thank you, you don't look too bad yourself red." He offered you his arm and you took it. Walking into the dance with Charlie, you felt such euphoria, you were with all of your friends and your boyfriend, it was the perfect night.

"Y/n, may I have this dance?" Charlie asked, standing from the table where his friends sat.

"Ah, such a gentleman. Of course charlie." She smiled at her friends as they waved.

As the couple took their place on the dance floor, they felt so in love with each other.

"You look so beautiful tonight y/n, I love this dress on you." She giggled.

"Thank you charlie, you look dashing as well." She said as she leaned in to kiss him, which he reciprocated almost immediately.

"Wow, y/n, that was,"

"Amazing." The two moved closer to each other as they danced, her head on his shoulder.

"I love you y/n." She froze in her place. He felt it and pulled away. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that, we're so young and i-" he didn't get to finish as she pulled him for a kiss.

"Its okay charlie, I love you too." He smiled as they continued dancing, into the most perfect night ever.

A/n: okay, this one is not as good as the first, sorry! But I hope you liked it, I think it's cute. Warning, next chapter there will be ANGST!heart break and sadness lies ahead lol. Please let me know what you thinked of this chapter, it means a lot to me <3

[miyaniacs]

Mafia AU - Bokuto x fem!reader

Chapter 8 - I love you’s and lies

Chapter 7- take you home ; Index ; masterlist

warnings: slight NSFW and FLUFF

a/n: this is kind of long upss - also sorry for typos, I looked through it and corrected everything but then posted it and everything was gone except the headline, so I had to edit everything again but was too lazy too really correct everything again ( two times ) 

Thursday, 9am

The sun shines on your face.

You groan and hide your face in the sheets. Your head hurts. You extend your arm and reach for your phone.

9:48 am.

Well your class already started so there’s no need to get up now.

You’re about to put your phone away when a message pops up.

From: Bokuto

9:48am

Hey there sunshine!  I hoped you slept well! I’m sorry for not texting you before, I was busy with .. work… and well yeah- don’t worry tho I’m fine!

9:48am

I miss you..

9:49am

Do you want to hang out today?

You feel something shift behind you, immediately you’re pulled back against a strong chest, as small kisses are planted all over your shoulders.

Forgetting about the messages you’ve just read, you turn around and look up at beautiful olive eyes. “Good morning my love.” He says in his even deeper morning voice.

“Hey baby.” You beam back, pressing kisses all over his face.

“How’d you sleep?” He laughs softly.

“Perfect! Your bed is so comfy - I can’t believe you hid it from me all the time.” You playfully pout.

Ushijima laughs softly and rolls on his back, pulling you with him.

“That’s not funny.” You pout and he laughs even more. “Wait until you see the rest of it - and wait until you get a taste of the amazing coffee I make.” He smirks and kisses your forehead.

“Oh? An amazing coffee made by my amazing boyfriend?” You joke around until you realise what you just called him. Your whole body stiffens and you start ramble: “I - I that’s not what I meant I know we -“ but Ushijima interrupts you.

“Baby, baby, stop. There is no need to apologise. I’d love it when you call me your boyfriend.” He smiles at you lovingly.

You look up at him with big eyes, a blush on your face and a big smile.

“Does that mean … that you’ll call me your girlfriend? That you introduce myself as your girlfriend when we’re with others?”

“Yes baby. That’s what I mean. I would love to make things even more official, so everyone knew you’re mine and that they better not mess with you… but I can’t  You still got your job to do.” He frowns.

Ah yes, the job.

Bokuto.

You sigh at the thought of his face, his golden eyes.. his smile.

“But love, don’t worry. I trust you. I know that you’ll always come back to me at the end of the day. That your heart belongs to me. I uhm… I’m sorry if I come off too jealous … I just.. I wasn’t sure if you’d feel the same.. and..” You shut him off by placing your lips on his.

“You big stupid idiot. Of course I feel the same.” You chuckle.

“Say it.” He looks into your eyes.

“I love you Toshi.” You say softly and blush.

Ushijimas face breaks his usual neural mask and he smiles.

He smiles such a beautiful and heartwarming simile, you have never seen him smile like this before.

“I love you too Y/N.” He leans upwards and kisses you passionately, rolling over you, deepening the kiss. “ I love you so so much.” He mutters over and over again. It feels as if a wall broke done between the two of you.

Your hands roam over his broad shoulders and you begin to kiss his neck when you hear your phone ring.

Ushijima rolls to his side and groans.

Grabbing your phone you look at the caller ID and suck in your breath.

“It’s him right?” He rolls his eyes when he sees you nod, “Then go get it.”

“Hey?” You shyly say.

“HEYY Y/N! Sorry did I wake you up?” Bokuto beams and you feel Ushijima shift beside you.

“No noo, you didn’t ! What’s up Kou?” Your smile quickly drops as soon as you see Ushijima sitting in-between your legs, evilly smirking. You mouth a “NO” and try to crawl away, but he simply grabs your legs with his big hands holding you in place - and then he begins his magic.

“Oh nothing much…, I uhm… I just missed you..” Bokuto stutters. You let out a surprised squeal when you feel two fingers inside of you.

“Oh.. uhm I’m sorry I shouldn't have called you.” Bokuto begins. “No noooo I’m sorry I was just surprised. Uhm… do you want to meet up?” You ask, trying your best to ignore Ushijima.

“YES! I- uhm I mean Yes, sure.” You can practically see Bokuto scratching his head through the phone and you smile to yourself.

“So… tonight at uhmmm.. 8pm?” You suggest.

“Yes! Perfect- I’ll pick you up at yours and we can go shopping and then head to mine?” He asks now shy again.

“That sounds perfect Kou.” You smile.

“Okay - I - uhm need to go now. Boss is calling.” He laughs, “ See you tonight!” And he hangs up.

Immediately you throw your phone on the other side of the bed and your hands grab Ushijimas hair. You scream when he bites your clit. “TOSHI OMG!”

“So … tonight?” He mumbles against you, “What do you two do?”

“I… ughhhhh fuckkkk - we chill at his… and — AHHHG!” Arching your back you groan and grab the pillow.

“Ahh… so you and him alone… in his flat.. late at night…” his fingers move faster and faster while his tongue circles around your sensitive knot.

“No.. Toshi.. this.. OMG TOSH I’M GONNA COME!”

“Yes babygirl, scream my name.” He demands.

“USHIJIMA !!!!” You scream and lift up your body.

Thursday, 11am

“Andddd here’s your special coffee!” Ushijima places the coffee mug in front of you on the table.

Taking a sip you frown.

“Wow. I can’t believe you’ve hid, an amazing bed, this beautiful view, this whole beautiful place, AND that you’re practically a barista. Ushijima? Who are you? OH also are you a florist? How do you keep all those plants alive?” You shake your head and he laughs loudly.

“I’m sorry love, I promise you form this day on, you’ll get to see all of me.” He smiles and looks at you with love filled eyes.  You grab his face and kiss him passionately.  His hands wander down your body and he grabs your waist, lifting you up. Your legs wrap around his torso, your hands find their way to his hair. His arms move upwards to your back, pulling you closer to him.

Pulling away, Ushijima looks into your eyes. His eyes are soft, so incredibly soft, you feel your heart getting heavier with each second you look into them.  Then your stomach grumbles, ruining this perfect moment.

“Well… I’ll better make something to eat.” He laughs.

Thursday, 7:50pm

You came home just a few minutes ago. You and Ushijima spent the day at his, watching movies talking, cuddling and eating. Today felt as if you finally got to know him. From now on you can say that you know the infamous Ushijima Wakatoshi, that you truly know him.

As for now, you stand in front of your mirror, you’re wearing some tight black highwaisted sports leggings, an oversized dark grey cropped hoody and some black platform Doc Martens. Pulling up the hood, you grab your phone and head towards the front door. Bokuto should be there in a few minutes and you definitely need some fresh air to clear your mind and get into your role.

You hear the sound of the black Bugatti and in a matter of seconds it’s parked right in front of you.

Taking a deep breath you put on a fake smile and open the door. The second you see Bokutos face though, your fake smile switched into a real smile. He’s dresses as casual as you are. Grey sweatpants, black oversized T-Shirt and a black and yellow Nike Jordans cap, which he has on backwards.

“Hey there!” He smiles as you sit down and close the door.

“So… shopping now?” You wiggle your brows and smirk.

“You bet!” He says sheepishly and speeds down the road.

“How was your day?” You ask casually.

“Well… the usual…” He scratches his head, “Some business to deal with, but everything worked out just fine.” He smiles and quickly looks over at you.

“Ohh - well I’m glad.” You smile and look out of the window. Bokuto turns on the music and ironically “Gangsta’s Paradise” starts playing. You look over at him with an are you serious - look, but Bokuto just smirks and starts sining along on the top of his lungs while turning up the volume.

“Tell me why are we so blind to see That the ones we hurt are you and me?" He sings and you just had to join him.

“Been spendin' most their lives livin' in the gangsta's paradise Been spendin' most their lives livin' in the gangsta's paradise Keep spendin' most our lives livin' in the gangsta's paradise Keep spendin' most our lives livin' in the gangsta's paradise" you two sing on the top of your lungs

He stops the car on the parking lot of the grocery store and looks at you. For a second it’s silent then you two burst out in laughter.

“Okay okay, let’s get out.” You menage to say while trying to catch your breath.

You walk over to get a shopping cart and walk back to Bokuto, who’s already waiting for you with an evil smirk on his face.

“Kou - what are you planning now?” You ask and stop in front of him, a worried expression on your face.

“This.” He says and jumps in the cart, “TO THE SNACKS” he yells and extends his arm as if he’s some general on a horse, telling his soldiers to march forward.

“Omg why am I doing this to myself?” You fake whine and gather all your strength to move the cart.

“You do it for the SNACKS!” He laughs.

About an hour later, you got all the chips, chocolates, ice cream, sweets, drinks, alcohol and a watermelon, which Bokuto - still sitting in the cart - holds proudly. You move to the check- out, Bokuto lifts all the stuff out of the cart and pays - still in the cart. All the people around you two look as if you’re the craziest thing they have ever seen. The best looks you two get are the ones when you move the cart to the black Bugatti, that everyone on the parking lot is starring at.

Winking at you, Bokuto revs up the engine drives off to his apartment.

Friday 1:20am

All the snacks are open, the water melon exploded in the kitchen, the bottle of tequila almost empty and you and Bokuto have a dane off to “Hollaback Girl”.  Sadly you have to admit that he is winning, simply and only to the fact that he can throw it back like a pro.

The song switches to “No Diggity” and Bokuto walks up behind you wrapping his arms around you, pressing his body against yours while you start moving your hips to the beat.

His lips find the soft skin right behind your ear.

You arch your back at the sudden contact, pressing your lower back even tighter against him.

“You’ve been with him this morning, haven’t you?” He purrs into your ear. You bite your lips and shake your head. “Don’t lie to me. I know what he’s done while I called you.” He growls in such a deep voice, your whole body shivers. “Kou.. I’m sorry I-“ you begin but quickly stop talking as you feel him biting down on your skin. “I know you’re not sorry, love. You enjoy all of this right? Having two dangerous man fighting over you?” He starts sucking on your neck, leaving marks that’ll be hard to cover up. You lean your head back against his shoulder, giving him more space to work with. One of his hands move under your hoody, fingers gazing over your skin. “I can’t blame you, love, yet I can promise that I’ll fight for you.”

Your heart arches at his words. Bokuto is so honest with his emotions and you start to feel a warm feeling filling up your heart. You can’t let this happen, you’ve just told Ushijima that you loved him, have you been lying? No. You do love him, but what is this feeling now? What is this warm feeling that fills you up?

Bokuto moves you around in his arms finally looking down at your beautiful face. With big eyes you look up to him, how could he hold back now? His lips crash with yours in a hungry kiss that leaves you breathless afterwards.

“Kouu..” You moan against his lips, but he pulls away.

“No. Not now.” he turns away. You open your eyes and the second his hands left your body you feel cold and empty.

“What.. Bokuto .. I’m sorry .. “ you stutter confused.

“No, it has nothing to do with you. I just.. I want to be sure that you really want me and that it’s not the alcohol speaking.” He says shyly and looks at the ground. At this moment, he looks more like a 16 years old that has to ask his mother to leave the house and not like a gang member.

“Thank you for being so respectful.” You smile warmly at him and walk towards him.

He looks over to you, “ You don’t think I’m weak for being that way?”

“What?! NO! How could I?” You ask confused.

“I - It’s just - I feel like I have to act a certain way since I’m in a gang… and that I don’t really fulfil those expectations.” He looks at you with big eyes. Gently you place your hands on either side of his face forcing him to look at you.

“Bokuto, there’s nothing wrong with it. You’re still dangerous and whoever messes with you has some serious death wishes. Also I believe you don’t show this side to everyone.” You smile at him and kiss his nose.

“No.. only to the ones I trust.” He mumbles embarrassed, “Have I trusted you too early, y/n?” He asks innocently and your heart breaks.

Yes yes, he did. He certainly did, but he’s not one to blame. You’ve been too open and carefree around him. You didn't act, they’ve all been your true emotions and feeling. Who is he to blame for trusting you?

“Yes Kou you did, but it’s fine. I won’t betray you.” You say and his eyes lit up.

“Thank you. It’s so hard for me to find someone to trust and who accepts me outside the gang.” He kisses your cheek and grabs your hand, “NOW we haven’t decided who won the dace off!” He laughs and starts looking for the right song.

You feel your phone vibrating.

From Tosh:

Are you okay?

Yes I am.

Okay good. Please, remember that you’re just playing a role…

I know Toshi.

Good, sorry.. I’m just worried. I’m with the boss rn and he asked where you are and I just- got worried...

I know- but you don’t have to, I’m all yours love.

I love you.

Shaking your head, you brush off the feeling of guilt and put your phone away.

Bokuto looks at you with sharp eyes.

“Hm?” you ask and look at him confused.

“Does he know you're with me?” he asks.

How. How is he able to read you so easily?

“Yes he does.” you honestly reply.

“Good.” he smirks, “I hope it bother his as much as it bothers me knowing you’re with him.” You roll your eyes and grab his phone. “You take too long to find a song.” you comment and scroll though his playlist. He hugs you from behind and he rests his chin on your shoulder. “How about we end the night with some movies?” he kisses your shoulder. “Sounds like a plan.” you smile and add “Movies and cuddles?”

“Baby, by deciding to have me as friend you signed up for a lifelong subscription for cuddles.” he laughs.

Friday, 4:40 am

Bokuto wakes up by his phone ringing.

“Yes?” he answers still sleepy.

“Bokuto? Where are you?” Sakusa asks from the other line.

“Home. Why?”

“Come to the club now. We got some business to take care of?”

“What kind of business?”

“We found someone who works for the Adlers and we need our best man to make sure we get all the needed information out of him.”

“Coming.”

Bokuto sighs and hangs up. He looks down at your sleeping form. Gently he frees himself out off your grip and lifts you up, carrying you to his bed.  He stays for a few more seconds, gently running his fingers through your hair. The he kisses you goodbye and leaves.

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