#i do picrews when im too tired to draw

[jelliegirl]

this picrew was so cute for bb io

[supergigabigboybabechad]

She/they, bisexual, asexual, 19 (I tried to make it less formal sorry if it looks formal still. 💜)

I have blueish-gray eyes with red hair that's in a side shave (like one side on my hair is shaved). I am chubby, I have tons of freckles except on my face. I like wearing emo style clothes or comfy clothes like hoodies and sweats. I hate dresses and shorts, I don't like showing off skin. (If you need I picture I can send you one in dm or I can send a picrew).

Likes: anything with drawing/painting, games including board games.

Dislikes: uhhh spiders, driving (I refuse to get a driver's license it's a huge fear of mine.) I'm not scared of being in a car just driving it.

Isfp-t or my kin itto and scaramouche, I am a cancer. People say I have rbf (resting bitch face). Though I am really nice to people, unless they mess with the people I care about then I couldn't care less about them. I try to be helpful when I can. When I am around people I know, I can be loud and talkative (the loud part isn't on purpose it's just when I'm happy or excited). I tend to put people a lot before myself. I don't really like talking about my personal issues to anyone and can be known as the therapy friend. It's the opposite though when I'm around people I don't know, I'll be quiet and not wanting to interact. I have adhd, depression and anxiety (wonderful I know). When I do get upset I don't talk and won't interact until I have calmed down. I do cuss a lot though I'm more careful when I'm around kids/people I don't know. If I have a fight with someone I prefer to sit and talk it out and hate it when they walk away from me when I'm just trying to talk to them.

Hii!! Im sorry this took so long I wanted to make sure you’d definitely love it and I couldn’t do much over weekdays but weekends are for double time! So here you go!❤️ (order is less to most compatible imo!🔥)

Azul Ashengrotto

Azul would REALLY appreciate you wanting to talk things out during a fight, as well as how easy you are to talk to!

Azul has insecurities himself, so it’s safe to say he’d get scared you’d leave him if you left your fight without resolving anything, with his nature in general, pretty sure he hates loose ends

Once you’ve talked things out while being civil and mature, he’d ask “So, could we call this situation resolved?”

The way his voice shakes a little you can tell he’s worried

Upon hearing no and that it was just a conversation to better understand each other, that now that you’ve resolved the issue you can both better work to avoid it next time, not only is he relieved but he’s smitten with how smart you are!

Azul is overworks himself too. Top ranking student with a successful business, theres definitely a lot on his mind…

Luckily you’d be there to support him, he wouldn’t want to appear weak to you so if you asked him what was wrong he’d respond with the usual “just tired”

Urge him to take the break he so desperately needs so he can just sit with you

His jacket’s not very comfortable so if you’d offer him your hoodie he’d bashfully accept and lean on you

He likes that you’re chubby! It kind of hits home for him with his past but the way you’re so beautiful dare he say your size adding to such beauty it soothes his past wounds

He would love to play board games with you!! He’d take you up at every challenge

He might let you win if he’s feeling especially benevolent but if you beat him on your own accord he’d keep challenging you till he won

If it’s largely a skill based game it would bother him so much that he’d devote hours to practice just to be able to win

Azul would understand your anxiety due to his own, he may not experience it the way you do but he sure knows how it feels

He’d drag you to the vip room where you could have time to think

If you’re willing to talk to him he’d walk you through your thoughts and help you rationalize what’s going on

He’d also get Jade or Floyd to bring you some food and refreshments, on the house of course, to make sure you’re in the right headspace

If you wanted to help him out while he works he’s really appreciate it! Being helpful to him, trying to decrease his workload, he feels cared for

That and any time with you relaxes him, suddenly paperwork feels less like a chore.

Silver

Upon first meeting you silver wouldn’t be deterred by your rbf (he has one too). He’d speak to you in his overly formal way.

He wouldn’t mind you being quite or not talking much either, with his caring nature, he’d often come to you just to check in and make sure you’re okay

Silver is very much an acts of service lover. He’d take care of all the spiders for you! He wouldn’t kill them he’d carefully scoop them out and leave them far away from you.

He’d assure you everything is alright and taken care of. Then being knightly as he is, he’d ask if you need anything and bring you a glass of water.

Always going the extra mile to ensure your safety and well being he’d sit beside you, just in case you needed anything.

Speaking of, he’d always be there to comfort you when you’re struggling with your mental health

I cant say he’d know exactly what to do the first time he sees you having a panic attack.

He’ll try his best to comfort you but be hesitant knowing the fragility of the situation. What he will do though is research on how to better help you the next time, he’d speak to you exactly about it as well, not during your attack but he’d bring it up casually

While taking you out on a date in the forest, woodland creatures surround you both having in a relaxed state.

“The other day, how often does that happen?____ Mmh.. I see, I’m sorry, the next time, even if I’m not there, I want you to come to me. What can I do to help you?”

This applies to anxieties about your relationship with him as well.

If you’re anxious about anything in your relationship, it will hurt his heart to know you feel that way and he’s do anything to make sure you have no reasonable doubt in his love for you.

Silver would love your painting.

If you ever wanted inspiration to paint or draw anything outside he’d accompany you out into the forest

Creatures would come running to him wherever you are giving you a lovely scene to spark inspiration. He might fall asleep while your painting but with all the animals around him and the soft light hitting him you might end up with him on your canvas

He’d be flustered to find that he was the muse of your latest work (very flustered)

“Oh this.. No it’s nice the technique, you’re very skilled.. I just…” he wouldn’t be able to properly express how happy he is

Silver would also encourage you to talk about your personal problems. As your knight and lover, it’s his job to make sure you’re happy and safe

He’d know when you’re upset and ask you about it but he doesn’t want to push, he’d encourage you to tell him but if you’re uncomfortable he wouldn’t force it.

Instead, he’d show you acts of service, taking you out for a walk or just all together refusing to let you be alone

With Silver you’d never feel lonely and you’d always have someone there for you, and someone who will put you first the way you do for others

Leona Kingscholar

This seems like a very unlikely pairing i know, but I feel like you’d really compliment each other!

Can’t say your first impressions of him would be great.. he’d definitely be a bit very rude but generally, i don’t think he’d make any personal attacks, I don’t think he really does so in general he’s just kinda bitchy

You wouldn’t understand what he has against you and try to ask about it. He wouldn’t be receptive at first, if you really think about it, nobody’s really put effort into trying to understand him. You’ll receive push back when trying to understand him

Once he realizes you’re truly trying to have a conversation, he doesn’t know how to take it, he’s touched deep down though, he won’t show it of course but from then on he’s acted more…neutral towards you?

Putting others way before yourself?? He won’t have it, he doesn’t care if you’re nice to people that’s none of his business, but he won’t let you do anything to harm yourself

As lovers, he wouldn’t give you sweet words, but you can tell he speaks to you softer than anyone else, but when it comes to things like this, where you’re indulging in unhealthy habits, he’s much more stern

“Hey herbivore, there’s a difference between being helpful and being a pushover. Do you really want to be doing that?”

If you don’t give in and take care of yourself first, he’ll grab you for a nap

“We’ll I need your help too. I’m your boyfriend, shouldn’t I take priority, i need to be comfortable while I sleep….. Hah? What about them, I’ll tell them you’re busy”

He’d love your comfy clothes and soft body! It’s more comfortable for him when he holds you.

The way you’re protective of the people you care about? Be ready to be on the receiving end x2

If anyone even slightly mistreated you while he’s around, he’d demand things be made right and that you receive an earnest apology

He’ll drive you around too! Or he’ll have someone take you, he’s so reluctant to show how much he cares for you with his words but he’ll do things for you that you know he wouldn’t do for anyone else

If you want him to play a board game, he might make a comment on how childish it is but willingly join you

Unless it’s chess he’d willingly challenge you, if you express desire to play video games though he’ll blow you off about not having any, but the next time you see him he has a console with competitive games for you to play together, he claims it’s because beating you is fun any way so might as well expand his horizons

As for your anxiety? If he notices you’re anxious, he’ll say he wants to ditch and take you somewhere quiet

“Hey, what’s going on with you?” The lack of attitude in his voice gives away his genuine worry. If you don’t respond or say you don’t want to talk about it, he’ll sigh, sit you down beside him and just lean you against his chest where you can hear his heart beat.

Keeping his hand on your head so you can’t move away, whether he intended it or not the sound of his heart beat would soothe you.

His hearing is highly sensitive so he’ll know when you’re feeling better due to your breathing. “Do you wanna tell me know? Or do you wanna stay there?”

Leona would be what you’re missing, he’d stand up for you and make sure you’re first. But at the same time you’d be what he’s missing too, no one has taken the time to truly listen to him, what he thinks or what he feels, with you he feels heard.

Idia Shroud

With how introverted you’d both be at first, you probably got close through board game club

Idia gets more talkative when he’s in a competitive mood which would likely lead you both to opening up while playing

His competitive spirit might bring out something in you too leading to your board game matches to become a more frequent thing (you’re more normal about games than Azul)

I have no proof other than pure gut instinct but I feel this VERY STEONGLY HE WOULD LOVE YOUR FRECKLES HE WOULD LOVE THEM SO MUCH I KNOW HE WOULD

Later into the relationship, he’d hold your face and kiss them as a greeting, afterwards he’d pull back and admire them while lightly brushing over them with his thumb(HE WOULD TRUST)

He loves your style! But he REALLY LOVES your hoodies, if you accidentally forget one in his room, he wont give it back, even when asked about it he’ll claim to have never seen it

He’d get really embarrassed if you asked to wear his racket though, no mater how close you are he’d want so badly to say yes but just wouldn’t be able to get the words out

You wouldn’t have to worry about driving! Idia would just whip you up a car that you don’t have to drive

Spiders though? You’d have to fight about who has to kill them…

Idia has a bad habit of saying the wrong thing, he doesn’t mean any harm but he doesn’t get much social interaction so the things he says can come off in the wrong way, that’s why he appreciates how understanding you are!

If you were to talk to him about it he’d rephrase what he said to better fit what he meant

If you yelled at him he’d cry so the way you approach him in such a mature and understanding way is so comforting, any worries he had about confrontation with you are gone

He understands your anxiety, very much so

He’d walk you through a whole exercise if your experiencing anxiety with him, then he’d give you a piece of candy(he always has some on him) and tell you to focus on enjoying the sweetness of it while walking you through a breathing excercise

He has hella video games too! He’d bring you over to play them, he’s playing to win too, I hope you’re in the mood for some friendly trash talk

Before he knows it, he finds himself comfortable with you, comfortable enough to be himself letting him feel safe with you im sure he hopes you feel the same way about him

——————————————P.S. Your style sounds so cool and ur hair style too! (Also I love freckles!!)

[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

iiiii love art sooooooooooo much and im soooooooo bad at it. i might one day . post. it here BECAUSE. ill lose it otherwise. yeah. ok wait, actually. i mean noyeah ill post it but. like Secretly so everyone ignores it. im like. an opposite artist. please do not reblog. if u must interact only like. pretend it doesnt exist. scroll past. do not follow me. forget my art exists. eyahhh. im gonna talk smmmm abt my ocs tho. There are two (2) of them but thats ok bc they r very special. to me. and also bc im too tired to design anyone new. ive tried. and like. failed. best ive done is ppl who got made up in my. wait. i was gonna say ppl made up in my dreams. but. i think there r recurring made up characters there too. bc i remember. from a few dreams there. wait ok. so like. i dont dream of People and moreso the Idea of people. and there were recurring features of these people. one feature that stays is someone slightly below average height. with like. hair that looks like the definition of layered hair. and its like. spiky hair but at the bottom of it only yknow like. idk. and their hair is reddish brown. and they r like.  Funny And Loud. that is one person. and another is someone. shorter than this person. with hair like the opposite of their hair. its like the definition of Curly hair. and its Pink that is veryyy certain thisperson has pink hair. and they r very small. anddd another person is veryyy tall. and has. either blonde or brown hair. and its. shortish. and. theyre like. ugh my music is distracting. but/. this person is very close 2 dream me. and. one of the other 2 (or maybe both) makes jokes abt me and This person being in a relationship in the same way ppl on a minecraft server have gay sex yknow. and this person is like. a think either a total dumbass or a total nerd. maybe both. id draw these people but nothing comes out right. theres also other ppl but one dream had only these 3 and another had these 3 and like 4 others. oh wait also. the person with reddish brown hair. has freckles Everywhere. or a lotttt of acne i dont remember. thats another thing i remember. or was it both those things. idk. they have skin with other things on the skin. id make some of these ppl in picrews but itll turn out the same with when i try draw them. i hate how they dont look exactly how they do in myhead and i gte pissed and sad

[madd-rot]

ITS PICREW TIME BABY

EVERYONE MEET MY FOUR BASTARD ASSASSIN PARAS AKA THE ELITES IM CURRENTLY HYPER FOCUSED ON, (TW: Body ketchup (blood) in a few picrews)

(COLOUR LINKS TO THE MAINLAND THEY’RE FROM: Avraenia, Mavica, Aulden and Wispia)

Kajus Lorano

The type that watches Casper and Phoenix doing dumb stuff

He looks really serious but he’s a huge softie

Fluffy hair fluffy hair fluffy hair fluffy hair

He’s had such a fucked up life so on god do not touch those he wants to protect

If you go downstairs for a midnight snack and turn on the kitchen light he WILL be sat cross legged on the counter

HE LOVES HIS SWORDS

I have no idea how he survives the other three

Half mother friend but also half excitable kid

Really hates doors after he tripped when it caught on his robe and ripped it

Save this guy from the bored bastard that is Casper please

The ONLY one of the Elites that hasn’t entered Bloodlust*

*Bloodlust: A state only a trained assassin can enter, those in Bloodlust have heightened abilities and pure focus on the target, only the strongest can resist losing themselves to Bloodlust and having their minds shatter forever

He’s the newest guy to join Elites so naturally he was terrified with Casper and Phoenix’s little partner in crime schemes

A baby once threw up on his robe (his poor robe wtf) and not only was he horrified but Casper was in fits of fucking laughter and still makes fun of him for it

Casper Verlice

The type that joins Phoenix doing dumb stuff

A stinkman bastard that’s scared of cats

He has the potential to beat Phoenix but he doesn’t care enough to do anything

Annoys the FUCK out of Kajus for shits and giggles

“You issue. Fix it.” 24/7

Aulden messed this boy up I swear

He’s way too bored for his own good

Probably the most infuriating smug bitch out there but that’s just an Aulden thing

A whole bisexual playboy this dude needs to keep it in his pants

When Casper is in Bloodlust this boy goes crazy, at first everyone thought he’d lost it but nope he just actually became interested

Everytime someone says his name it’s usually in disappointment, panic or straight up anger

If you’re cheering for one side he’ll root for the other just to piss you off

A sassy menace that no one is safe from

Why does the aulden government still hire him? They dont know, he doesnt know, nobody knows

Kajus once caught him singing in the shower and still brings it up to this day

A literal enemy of Avraenia after drawing a penis on an important document during infiltration

Nova Angelo

The type that tries to stop Phoenix and Casper doing dumb stuff

A tired parent friend

Respects Kajus, On the verge of killing Casper and needs a break from Phoenix

Mavica’s pride and joy I swear, the government love him

The oldest of the elites

The only thing keeping all hell breaking loose between these three oh my god

L’Oreal because ur worth it type hair shit

He’s also been through so much wtf

Ironically he adores cats and its the only bit of power he holds over Casper

And by that I mean he has Neko Atsume on his phone and shows Casper the game just to irritate him

He’s not the most violent elite but trust me he is dangerous when he wants to be

Most chill music taste out of them all

He has his weird moments as well trust me he is not as “cool” as half of Aturah believes

Bloodlust Nova is absolutely terrifying swear down, even Phoenix is afraid of him then

He may be responsible but not even he is immune to joining in with the Elites dumbass plans

Phoenix Cassidy

The type that not only suggests doing dumb stuff but carries it out with Casper

MANCHILD

Half of the reason he gets away with the shit he does is because Wispia’s Brotherhood all look up to him

This boy literally took over one of the lesser lands and turned it into a HQ

You can usually find him clinging to Nova

Short king that likes to feel tall

The top assassin of Aturah and cannot get enough of the title

Top assassin 100% comes from his Bloodlust state, he becomes extremely calm and calculating. A massive 180 to his regular self

DON’T interrupt his music when he’s listening to it

He is the youngest of the elites

Boy does NOT want Kajus taking his title and will will always try to fight him, it’s scary but hilarious to watch this short ass bitch try and take on a 5’11” guy with a sword

He is wanted in literally all mainlands and most lesser lands for his sheer chaos

You’d expect Phoenix to get paid better with how powerful he is but here he is BEGGING Nova for money

[cee-of-thoughts]

Aight so i guess i'm gonna introduce my sides (if this blows up thank @zebrabaker she told me to post it lmao Liza ily)

I made them on picrew (Djarn's picrew because it is too perfect i-) because me can't draw (especially my own face)

I had already did Marisa (Imagination) before but i did her again on picrew just to get the whole gang

Imma do it fast because i'm tired rn lol but if you want to ask me anything about them go for it i love answering asks (seriously. I LOVE IT.)

Anyway let's start

Marisa

Pronouns: She/They

Side: Imagination

Light or Dark: Light

Color: Orange

Origin of name: It's a character's name from a rp im doing and i liked that name so here we are

Personnality: She's a very energetic person. They have self-esteem issues but hide it with laugh and jokes. If they have too much imagination, she can have an influence on the other sides and create a total mess (yes i copy pasted it from the first post) also she's the mom of the group

Lloyd (why is there no yellow when we need it)

Pronouns: She/He/They (mostly by they tho)

Side: Loyalty and Impartiality (They're a fusion of two sides)

Light or Dark: Light

Color: Yellow (why no yellow yellow is a good color :()

Origin of name: Lloyd,,,Loyalty,,,Lloyd,,, you see what i did there?? (If you don't, it's because those words kinda look alike)

Personnality: They have tired wine parent energy. Also they are blind because justice is blind *wink* and they have all my braincells (which is like only a quarter of one but hey)

Eleos

Pronouns: She/Her

Side: Compassion

Light or Dark: Light (yes i do have dark sides dw)

Color: Green

Origin of name: Eleos is the name of the greek Goddess of mercy, pity and compassion. And it's pretty.

Personnality: A litteral ray of sunshine. She baby. Everyone loves her. She's everyone's big sister. Even yours. Even if you don't want to.

Euphy (it is supposed to be light grey so uh yeah)

(i wanna wear this)

Pronouns: She/They

Side: Optimism

Light or Dark: Neither (you can say that she's...grey lmao)

Color: Light grey (BECAUSE THEY GREY U SEE (yup i made the same joke two times in a row))

Origin of name: Euphy is the short version of Euphrosyne, greek goddess of good cheers, joy and mirth

Personnality: She's a pretty optimistic person (would be weird if she wasn't) and is the one who helps when one of the others has a panic attack. Also they have a twin sibling (who is,,,,)

Pessy (yay purple)

Pronouns: She/He/They

Side: Pessimism

Light or Dark: Dark

Color: Purple

Origin of name: That's actually not their name, it's a nickname but Pessy is the short version of pessimism

Personality: They're a fucking gremlin. Also you know in those horror movies when there's this one idiot who screams "WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE" during all the fucking movie? Yeah that's Pessy

Oiz (if you're in light mode (what) it's already black)

Pronouns: She/They

Side: Anxiety

Light or Dark: Dark

Color: Black

Origin of name: Comes from the greek goddess Oizys (Misery, Anxiety, Grief and Depression)

Personnality: She is edgy. One time she cried with makeup on so it was all smudged (is that a word) and she liked the vibe so she kept it

Rabby

Pronouns: She/Her

Side: Anger

Light or Dark: Dark

Color: Red

Origin of name: Short for Rabbia which means anger in italian

Personnality: A fucking queen. She's pretty much like Sleep from Thomas' short vids but once you make her angry oh boy u ready for a ride

And that's it!

i probably should go to sleep now

nah jk

[ditown-art]

i forgot the password for this blog so i didn’t use it for months and now i have to catch up on everything AAAAA. i won’t post everything i drew since i last posted regularly here, so here’s just a quick overview of everything i did in 2020

january- i can’t remember if there was much good artwork, but this is a(n admittedly unfinished) photostudy! look at me drawing something that’s NOT an oc portrait. 

february- clearly i learned nothing bc it’s straight back to oc art

march- started working on a picrew, never finished it, probably never will—but it was fun while it lasted

april- probably the peak of art here. a photostudy that i’m still v v proud of

may- finished my first-ever webcomic for my senior project! i’m too afraid of cringing to look back at it and read it again, but i remember being proud of it at the time, which is what matters

june- another comic! this was a short one-page character/story exploration that i never expanded on lmao

july- drew an oc’s bedroom. after taking a perspective class later in the year, i can look back and see all the flaws lmao...but it was good practice at the time. and not an oc portrait, thank god

august- another comic! this was Yet Another one page character exploration. rather than plan out the panels from the beginning, i started by drawing out specific imagery, then fit them together in ways that matched the vibe™. it was an interesting way of making a comic and i like the outcome even still, though i think that method of comic making works best for one shots like this. imagine trying to do that for a whole series...i’d die

september- back at it again with the oc art, but i used reference this time and drew a full body, so that’s a win!

october- more like OC-tober. i tried to draw an oc every day and only got like 5 days in </3

november- in the fall i took two online art classes, one of which was a perspective class. this was for an assignment; lots of work, but very rewarding! if i could redraw this again, i’d try to make the house look more crumbled, maybe have more fun; i was really hung up on getting the perspective right, but in the future i’d like to try and have more fun with line and shapes to really emphasize a certain look.

december- closing off the year with an oc portrait. around this time + for the next few months i got tired and burnt out on art, so i’d do oc paintings with the symmetry tool on, more to relax and practice painting/color than to focus on things like learning anatomy or interesting poses or composition. it’s what it is.

im posting this in june 2021, and since then i’ve honestly just been doing oc portraits mostly. L. maybe in the future i will have energy to work on art more?? i feel a little burnt out, trying to do my monotonous soul-crushing grocery store job + freelancing as a content writer which is also monotonous and soul-crushing in a way + trying to work on writing projects of my own with absolutely no success. aaaahhh. life is so much. maybe i’ll never be a Good artist, or a professional artist, or maybe i’ll never finish any creative project and maybe i’ll never make it as a creator. maybe i’ll just work retail or become a housewife or be a poorly-paid content marketing writer for big corporations forever, and creativity will be my little escape, my fun hobby. and that’s all it will be, and that’s ok. or maybe i’ll move on to other things, change careers, stop thinking so much about my ocs because they’re a stand-in for friends more than anything, and when i'm living a busy life and getting out in the world i’ll have no need to live vicariously through these ocs and maybe then i’ll stop writing and drawing. and that’ll be ok too, right? i like writing and drawing now. even if i’m not good, if my work doesn’t mean anything or say anything, it’s something i enjoy for me. if that’s all it ever is—frivolous, self-centered, something that one day i might lay down forever and never come back to—then i’ll be glad for the time i spent drawing and writing and thinking of stories and so on, but it won’t be my whole life. and that’s ok; i’ll be ok. sorry to end this art overview with an existential crisis. i’m gonna go eat lunch. i hate spelling ok like ok and not like okay, but im too lazy to type those two extra letters. ok lunch time fr bye. also who wants to talk about my hero acedmia?? can we PLEASE talk about my hero academia. ok bye fr.