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#i dont think i need to clarify that this is rain
feralghxuls ยท 1 year
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๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน :)
He curls his toes into the rocky, sandy creekbed, the tension flowing out of him as the water swirls around his ankles with the speed it picks up from flowing over a pile of rocks that stretches across the width of the creek. His skin warms where the water swirls around him, the familiar pleasant tingling of his elemental magic spreading through him. He really should take his clothes off first, but the pull of the water, the desire to be submerged overtakes him, and a moment later heโ€™s lying on his back in the water, a content sigh spilling out of him as he closes his eyes and lets his head go under.
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ren-is-real ยท 8 days
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Inanimate Insanity dash simulator (pre ep 16) (i will do more of this if this goes well probably)
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๐Ÿช inanimateinsanityfan Follow
does anyone ever get so tired they start seeing spiders lol
๐Ÿ’ผ su1tcas3 Follow
me when i lay down and hallucinate the horrors lmfao
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what
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Oh so this is not a safe place suddenly
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๐Ÿช inanimateinsanityfan Follow
as an unbiased outsider im cheering for them both ^^ im so excited for the finale!!!!!!!!!!!
#idk what i'll do when this ends tbh #like damn. #we'll cross that bridge when we get to it!!
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๐Ÿ’ก brightestlight Follow
any couple can be gay if they are bisexual and their genders are weird enough
๐Ÿช inanimateinsanityfan Follow
why did you post this directly after talking to me and test tube
๐Ÿช inanimateinsanityfan Follow
lightbulb why did y
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๐ŸŽค mic-row-phoen Follow
when you want to ask someone about something but the trek is IMPOSSIBLE and you will DIE (hes downstairs setting up a party im just scared)
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i am not giving you the aux to play green day at the party
๐ŸŽค mic-row-phoen Follow
:(
๐ŸŠ orange-got-juiced Follow
ok. two songs
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๐ŸŽ€ rain-bowz Follow
when a fake girl tryna act like me but im the only one there is
โš™๏ธ rowbotted Follow
REAL!!!!!
๐ŸŽ€ rain-bowz Follow
who are you.
๐Ÿ“„pageperrr Follow
hey didnt you die. or something
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๐ŸŒฎabsolutleynot-taco Follow
hey anyone know where pickle is haha. anyone know his room number or amything lol like it would justs be fun to know,,, hagaha,,,, yeagh
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๐Ÿ†awinners-trophy Follow
imagine using a run down website that hasnt been relevant in YEARS. you all need to get off and go touch some grass or something jfc
๐Ÿ”ชsharpest-tool-inthe-shed Follow
you're literally using it?
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kill yourself
#you used to be cool man
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๐ŸŽˆcoldairballoon Follow
i drew some vent art about old stuff.. im better now!! im just letting off some steam haha
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๐Ÿ†awinners-trophy Follow
this is so cringe
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you're cringe.
๐ŸŠ orange-got-juiced Follow
trophy just ran to the bathroom sobbing
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๐ŸŒฝ official-meeple-ceo Follow
greetings tumbler! i an steve cobs, C.E.O of the meeple company. i am looking to get in contact with a mephone! specifically mephone 4. (model 4s) any help is greatly appreciated!
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go back to twitter vro ๐Ÿ’€
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trying a healthier outlook on life!! i'll tell yall how it goes!!
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๐Ÿช inanimateinsanityfan Follow
i miss egg :( i wonder where the other one the aliens mentioned went. i hope it found a parent that loves it as much as i loved egg. i mean i wasnt the best parent but uh you get what i mean
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๐Ÿช inanimateinsanityfan Follow
???????
๐Ÿช inanimateinsanityfan Follow
??????????what??????????
#why is steve cobs on tumblr get off
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๐Ÿ•ฏ innerflamed Follow
i need a boyfriend except he's not a boyfriend and is just some weird british guy i drag around with me everywhere
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diversity win!! corrupt capitalist CEO of multimillion dollar company steve cobs is bisexual!
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who informed you of this.
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I WAS??? JOKING??????
#GUYS??? #STEVE COBS GAY ICON??? #HOLY SHIT #IM SCREAMING ITS HIS OFFICIAL ACCOUNT ITS NOT A GIMMIC #meeple
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๐Ÿ’ก brightestlight Follow
as a member of the lgbt we do not accept steve cobs
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even when he changes the meeple logo to a rainbow during pride month we dont accept him
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just to clarify yang posted this not me -yin
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๐Ÿฅ’ pickledposting Follow
steve cobs being bi and accidentally admitting to it on tumblr was not on my 2024 bingo card ???????
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you'll be first.
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what
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notsohehehahanow ยท 2 months
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I know the mike initiating a kiss or making the first move is a popular thing among bylers but i dont think that would be/should be the case AND HERES WHY ๐Ÿค“โ˜ *mcyter with lists voice* (i get sidetracked so bear with me)
For starters; we've come to a conclusion that mike has internalized homophobia and there's plenty of evidence to back this up, he wants to be "normal" and in the 80s being gay was abnormal, this is a commonly known thing that's mentioned a lot amongst bylers and its precisely the reason i dont think mike would be the one to make the first move
Mike does everything in his power to be a normal person which is why i think he was willing to lie to el so easily in season 3
This is where i get sidetracked but really its just backup analyzing for this
Before gay marriage was legal, lavender marriages were everywhere or at least a fairly common thing, in case you dont know lavender marriages are marriages that were used to cover the sexuality of one or both of the people getting married, which i think ties in with mike and els dynamic (will get to that later)
Mike uses el as a cover or a way to be normal, its what he grew up around and its what he saw on tv gay relationships just werent considered normal
In season 3 mike lies to el so he can continue to see her, to continue to have a cover or something that convinces him hes "normal", and all they really did was make-out because "thats what couples do"
You have the season 3 rain fight which ive seen multiple people mention that mike was blatantly reflecting but ive never seen anyone explain it more - will says something about mike and el (seemingly) constantly kissing, referring to el as "a stupid girl" and while mike did defend el, he couldve just left it at "els not stupid", "its not my fault you dont like girls" did not need to be there. He felt like will was seeing through the amount of effort he had been putting into normal and panicked, saying something he didnt mean and we can visibly see he didnt mean it
In season 4 theres the rollerrink fight, another instance where mike says something he didnt mean or like to say - will complains about mike not sending him letters whereas el has "a whole book of them", mike tells him "thats because shes my girlfriend" to which will asks "and us?" Which mike once again saw as will seeing through mike and he panicked, feeling the need to clarify that theyre just friends and wont be more, wills follow up shows hes more upset mike doesnt treat him like theyre best friends than the idea of them dating, wills already accepted the idea that mike doesnt like him the way he likes mike
The letters isnt because mike didnt want to talk to will, he most definitely tried (sitting by the phone and whining about joyce being on the phone all the time making it busy) but its because EVERYONE in hawkins knows who will is and theyll hear about it him growing up, hes the boy who was dead for a week and came back literally all over the newspapers as "zombie boy"
Mike would not be able to get away with being seen as "normal" while writing and receiving letters from another boy, especially if someone found out because for all he knows they could be the wrong person and suddenly all the work he puts into being "normal" has been washed away
With all that said; mike and will both have internalized homophobia on different ends, will knows and accepts it knowing he cant change it but he also hates it, and mike knows but denies it - i dont think mike would be the one to make the first move, i think it would be will
Idk thats it thats all i got
Will byers making the first move ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™
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kozykricket ยท 19 days
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havent been very active on tumblr, for no reason in particular. anyways, as a risk of rain fan, i must clarify my opinions on the SOTS release
i think we can all agree on "the dlc is great content"
but anyways, its clear to me that the devs are people who care and are passionate about ROR as a series and about keeping ror2 going as well. i mean, hopoo and ghor have said as much! and their community manager seems nice i really dont blame the actual DLC team, because like. its always rude to just point fingers at the people who are just doin' darn good work. point fingers at the executive decision makers i think uh, the unification of console and pc code is... well, ill miss the old codebase, but honestly? the fact they've rewritten the games code from the ground up basically... tells me that they're in it for the long-ish haul. that they dont want to just drop ror2. they want to make their own basis that they can cleanly work on and continue this game into its second life of sorts i guess its like a soft reset of development - everythings jank like early access now. but itll get better is the current ror team the best at making decisions for the game? maybe not, but i really dont think they're malicious
its funny though, because the 2 things i was worried about was "oh gearbox is totally gonna mess up the lore with weird inconsistencies and it wont feel right, and they'll add powercreep" but honestly. imma be real, knowing some stuff ghor has said about his intentions behind the lore (shoutouts to Ghor btw, hes done so much for both the lore and the... well, the creation and foundation of risk of rain 2s codebase as a whole. the more i look into ghor, the more i realize he truly is mr ror2) anyways knowing his intentions with certain things, i can say... the Anniversary Update and SOTV actually messed up lore more than SOTS has, lol. the lores well done in SOTV. the non-lore-important logs kinda suck though, they're clearly unfinished. but i think... what they lacked was Time. Time, to complete the clean unification of code ... and for general polish. so i say we give them what randy pitchfork didnt. lets give them time, aight? im not super happy with the idea of a ror2: bedrock edition future, but... i think if the right balancing tweaks are done, then things can look pretty bright. and they do seem to want to listen to the community (though i doubt randy pitchfork wants them to. heck CEOs)
and as for powercreep? lmao we got the opposite, the items are almost too underpowered.
AS for the dlc content, i think seeker is goated. really fun character to play. chef is... undercooked tbh, jank m1. still havent gotten the third survivor, though i know who it is, and seems pretty well done minus the lack of visual and audio feedback / game-feel i think the stages are fantastic, the music is as always banger, and honestly the items are like. really CLOSE to being interesting. like noxious thorn? a green item that plays with debuffs? very cool. but why is it "on taking damage" and. i dunno, instead of adding more stacks of debuffs, i'd make it spread those debuffs to more enemies! knockback fin should be turned into a void of stun grenade if you have both DLCs on, tbh. so yeah, im. cautiously optimistic for the future. dont fall for all of the doomerisms that the youtubers are trying to spread - they're doing that to apply pressure to gearbox, mostly. which is fair, but its also fearmongering kinda. and like actual devs dont seem too concerned for the games future im just hoping that everyone who has been involved with ror2... has a good future. i dont want gearbox to just cut off the ror2 team, and i hope ghor can find whatever he needs
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miniimapp ยท 2 years
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Chat Room - Aaron Z
Gen ;; Fluff - Headcanons + Chatfic
Warnings ;; panicking + not sure how i feel about the writing style mashup in this one so apologies if it sucks <3
Proofread + Edited ;; mildly,, assume that for the most part no tho lmao
Auth. Note ;; WELCOME TO DAY 2 OF 4*TOWN CHRISTMAS COUNTDOWN !! Happy holidays everyone !!
headcanons are my usual cup of tea but i thought i'd branch out for the christmas countdown,, you're welcome
Enjoy !! <3
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ringshooter: i think im bout to head off
ringshooter: my friend keeps calling me like the worlds ending fr
ringshooter: literally save me
not_interested: no<3
not_interested: gl with that tho
not_interested: feel for you
ringshooter: nah i dont think you do
ringshooter: youd be nicer if you did
not_interested: i thought you were going
not_interested: or do you just like that much???
ringshooter: you wish
ringshooter: later
not_interested: see ya
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you've been talking to ringshooter for a while now
you met in a chat room and honestly clicked right away
you were pretty surprised when it happened
you never really thought that you could have a strong connection with someone you'd never met in person before
but here's to the present completely proving you wrong
ever since that historic day you somehow managed to get into really lengthy conversations pretty much every day
and there's never a day where you don't talk to each other at least a little
with ringshooter it's really easy to just be
it's surprisingly nice to talk to someone who has no expectations for you
someone who'll talk to you about anything
your eyes flicker down to your phone as the screen lights up again with a new notification
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ringshooter: we still on for sunday?
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you smile widely at the message
you've been planning for the coming Sunday for what feels like years now
it'll be the first time you meet ringshooter in person
of course, you've called before but ringshooter's never really been a big fan of showing his face
you're certain everything will run as smoothly as it can though
ringshooter is your best friend and whether he's exactly like you imagine him to be or not you're thrilled he trusts you enough to let you this close to him
ringshooter had told you that at some point you might end up meeting his friends/brothers
you still aren't quite clear on the relation and never really felt the need to clarify..
or "the guys" as he continuously refers to them
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not_interested: absolutely i am
not_interested: can't wait
ringshooter: me neither
ringshooter: only 3 more days..
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the days pass quickly after that
it shocks you how quickly sunday comes around
you swear you had a little more time to prepare yourself
..yet here you are..
on the way to the airport
ringshooter had told you he was catching a flight over with the guysโ„ข and that he'd meet up with you and then you could meet the guysโ„ข
you're beyond nervous and not at all ready
and if your excitement wasn't overtaking your nerves you'd be tempted to ask for a rain check
but you're nearly.. no wait you're actually here..
deep breaths and big smiles !!
you make your way into the fucking huge building you spin around, head twisting in all directions as you take it all in
and after nearly bumping into a fifth person you decide now isn't the time and here isn't the place..
you quickly shuffle into an out of the way spot and thus begin the waiting game
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not_interested: waiting for you by the giant column
not_interested: the one near the weird fountain thingy
not_interested: yknow just in case there are more column things
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you sigh, slipping your phone into your pocket and willing yourself to relax
ringshooter is an absolute sweetheart and you know it so there's no reason why you should be nervous
it's just..
well,, you know ringshooter is super nice and a really cool person but.. what if he doesn't think of you like that ??
how humiliating would it be if he took one look at you and decided it isn't worth it
that you're not worth it..
you probably wouldn't even know it either,, you never notice him slipping away
and before you know it he'll be blocking you on everything and you'll have lost your friend forever and-
but equally what if he does talk to you and then decides you're boring-
what then ??
no !! no,, this is no time for spiralling..
you're about to meet your best friend,, and he will like you no matter what !!
you nearly leap into the air as the familiar buzz of a notification interrupts your spiralling from your pocket
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ringshooter: literally getting off right this second
ringshooter: see you in a minute <3
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you took a deep breath in,, puffing out your cheeks,, and then let it out
nerves ?? what nerves !!
you're excitement is coming back tenfold and you're practically vibrating on the spot
nearly time..
luckily you brought a homemade sign so your friend would know where to look
if you were to overthink it you'd probably spiral over how it may seem cringey
but right now you're too excited to care about how you look to other people
ajbzksbdobdodbid
you're so excited to meet ringshooter
maybe you'll even learn his real name
and maybe,, if he's lucky,, he'll be given the honour and privilege of knowing yours
โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆยซ
ringshooter: i can see you
ringshooter: cute sign ;)
โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆยซ
your heart jumps into your throat as you read the message
omfgjsbzosbosbalpbxobe
literally help
a hand basically petting the top of your head disturbs you from your fluster
you look up, ready to kick some stranger's ass for touching you when
"Are you still not interested or has this meet up piqued your curiosity yet?"
Holy shit he's tall..
and omfg he looks so awkwardly hopeful about his stupid joke landing fuuuuccckkk
you stifle a laugh,, bad jokes do not deserve smiles
"Ha ha.. bet you got that one from your dad friend, huh?"
You held onto your stony-faced facade for a moment longer before dropping the sign and wrapping your arms around him
"Nice to see you, ringshooter"
"Call me Z"
โœ„โ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆโ”ˆยซ
Hope you enjoyed !! <3
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Feelings in the Cabin - Chapter 2: Shopping and Odd Feelings
copied clarifying stuff from ch 1 lol but im changing ages
so some clarifying things, this story is in imanis pov
my age 4 the band
jesse - 26
aaron z - 23
aaron t - 22
robaire - 21
imani - 21
tae young - 18
Aaron Z is referred to as 'Z'
Aaron T is referred to as 'Aaron'
'Byeol' (๋ณ„) means 'star' in Korean
SEVENTEEN is a kpop group pls dont judge i rlly like them i have been following since 2016 lol
also, mis amigos, pls leave comments and things to add down below por favor
OKOKOKOK BYEEEEE
โ€œImani.โ€ A low, hushed voice calls.
โ€œImani!โ€ It calls again, seeming closer, as if the person is leaning right over me.ย 
Iโ€™m awoken by someone picking me up, I begrudgingly open my eyes to see Aaron holding me close, carrying me bridal style with a happy expression, his eyes glancing between me and the cabin door.ย 
I guess weโ€™re here. My eyes dart around, taking in my surroundings. The fresh white snow covering the ground, the treetops, the roof of the cabin.
ย One by one, we pile in, first is me and Aaron, with Z right behind us, on his phone, then Robaire, who is carrying everyoneโ€™s snacks.ย 
Jesse and Tae walk in, with Jesse holding a load of bags, he seemingly took up the job of getting the luggage in, although he didnโ€™t have to, we couldโ€™ve gotten our own things.ย 
Tae has his headphones on, seeming in his own world, fiddling with his stuffie, Byeol. As Jesse goes back out to get the rest of our things, and Z follows him, Aaron places me down on the couch in the living room, where Tae sits next to me as I sit up, rubbing my eyes.ย 
โ€œYou didnโ€™t have to carry me in.โ€ I said to Aaron, although it was really nice. He scoffs in response, waving it off.
โ€œAh, but I wanted to. Plus, you were knocked out. You guys say Iโ€™m a heavy sleeper, but look at you!โ€ He exclaims, throwing his arms up. Me and Tae share a look, โ€œT! You literally slept through a tornado! The sirens were going off, the wind was blowing, and rain was pouring down! I-โ€ย 
Tae says, then gestures to himself, โ€œI was scared out of my mind, you were just,โ€ Tae then imitates Aaronโ€™s snoring, making all three of us laugh, before Aaron speaks up.
โ€œYeah, I donโ€™t remember.โ€ He says, tapping his chin as if he was trying to think.
โ€œOf course you donโ€™t, you were knocked out the whole time! You only woke up when Z and Jesse carried you out of the living room and put you in the tub!โ€ I add to the mix, stifling a laugh at the memory of him being placed in the tub filled with cold water.ย 
โ€œOh, that was funny!โ€ A loud voice exclaims, making the three of us turn around, seeing Jesse walking over to us, ruffing up Aaronโ€™s hair, earning a flick to the head before sitting next to Tae.
As Aaron, Tae, and Jesse converse, Z walks in and heads straight to his room. Robaire is still just standing there, seemingly in thought, so I get up and walk over to him, the other guys too deep in conversation to notice.
โ€œWhat's up, Baire?โ€ I ask, slinging my arm over his shoulder.
He shrugs me off, walking to the kitchen. โ€œNothinโ€™, just glad weโ€™re here.โ€ He tells me, sounding relieved as he places the snacks down on the counter and opens the fridge, itโ€™s empty, of course, you never leave food in a place you only come to once a year.
โ€œI love the fans, but they can be a little much, yโ€™know?โ€ He confesses, taking a notepad from out of nowhere and beginning to write items down. I begin to think back to a few hours ago, those two girls in the gas station, those โ€œfansโ€, I had forgotten about until now.
โ€œImani? Are you good?โ€ Robaire snaps me out of it, his face showing slight concern.
โ€œUh, yeah. Iโ€™m fine.โ€ I reply, giving a sheepish grin and a thumbs up to show that Iโ€™m okay.
โ€œOkayโ€ฆ did you wanna go with me?โ€ He asks after a few seconds, and I tilt my head in confusion.ย 
โ€œGo where?โ€ I ask him, crossing my arms. He gives me a deadpan expression before answering.ย 
โ€œThe store? Did you not hear me? I swear, you need to stop blasting your music.โ€ He sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose and shaking his head. He finishes writing down his list, I glance down, itโ€™s food and things like that.
โ€œCan you go ask Z if he wants to come?โ€ Robaire asks, pointing in the direction of the hallway, and I nod, โ€œSure.โ€ I reply, before walking away and heading to the hallway.ย 
I glance down at my wrist, checking my watch, โ€œGeesh, itโ€™s only 6 oโ€™clock and itโ€™s dark outโ€ฆโ€ I mutter to myself, walking up to his shut door, where I can hear faint music pouring out, maybe Bruno Mars?
I rhythmically knock on his door, and the music quiets down. โ€œCome in.โ€ His rather monotonous voice calls out, and I open the door.
โ€œHola, soy Dora! Can you say โ€˜I will totally come to the store with Imani and Robaireโ€™?โ€
I say in a high pitched tone, a feeble attempt at being funny, as he only stares at me with a bored expression as he turns his music back up, Silk Sonic, to tune me out. With a grumble, I walk over to his bed and sit beside him.
With a quick swipe, I grab his phone, and quickly type in New Kids On The Blockโ€™s โ€˜Step By Stepโ€™, letting it play through his speakers as he snatches his phone back, tossing it beside.
โ€œWhat did you want?โ€ He asks, tapping his foot to the beat before getting up and walking to his mirror, fiddling with his headband before taking it off and fixing his hair.
โ€œYou wanna come to the store with me and Baire? Weโ€™re getting likeโ€ฆactual food.โ€ I ask. He stares at me from the mirror as I get up and pace while dancing at the same time.
โ€œOkay.โ€ He simply responds, going back to his bed when Robaire slips in, without knocking.
โ€œGet ready to go.โ€ He says before slipping back out, leaving the door open. Z gets up and puts his shoes on and grabs a jacket.
โ€œUh, dude. Itโ€™s freezing outside and youโ€™re only wearing a jacket? Are you at least gonna change into pants?โ€ I question, putting my hands on my hips.
He shakes his head no, and I huff, walking to the living room, putting on my boots, coat, and gloves.
โ€œWhere ya goinโ€™, babe?โ€ I hear Aaron ask, and I jolt when I turn around, as heโ€™s right behind me, his hands hovering over my waist.
โ€œOh myโ€ฆ!โ€ I shut my eyes for a second, calming down with an exhale. โ€œUhโ€ฆ Me, Z, and Robaire are going to the store. I think Baireโ€™s already outside, soโ€ฆโ€ย ย 
I say, as Z walks into the room, earbuds in, hood and sunglasses on as he walks right past us and out the door. Aaronโ€™s gaze lingers on Z for a moment before turning back to me.
โ€œWell, when you get back, we need to have a little chat.โ€ He says, his tone oddly serious. I furrow my brows in confusion, though I donโ€™t question him.
โ€œMkayโ€ฆ wellโ€ฆ bye.โ€ I say, backing up and walking out the door, gently shutting it before turning around to go to the van.
As Z is in the middle section, I go to sit in the front seat before Robaire stops me.
โ€œIโ€™m buying some drinks and I want them up here.โ€ He says bluntly, gesturing to the seat behind the passenger seat, next to Z.
โ€œYou can sit there.โ€ย 
I give Robaire a blank stare before shutting the front door a bit harshly, opening the sliding van door and sitting down in the empty seat, as Z glances at me for a moment, I can see him out of the corner of my eye.
โ€œYeah, Iโ€™m totally gorgeous, I know.โ€ I say in a joking manner as Robaire starts up the van and backs out of the driveway and toward the, I flutter my eyelashes in a comical way as Z turns his head to glance out the window, his flushed cheeks going unnoticed by me as I continue my antics.
After a minute or two, Robaire chimes in.
โ€œHey, no one is as beautiful as me!โ€ He exclaims, making a silly duck face in the rearview mirror, making me chuckle and Z scoff in amusement. โ€œHey, let's settle this! Z,โ€ Robaire calls out to him, making him glance up.
โ€œWho has better looks, me or Mani?โ€ Robaire finishes, making me grin at the use of my nickname, although my name is pretty short already. Z glances between me and Robaire, only for about a split second, before,
โ€œImani.โ€ He answered bluntly, turning back to gaze out the window. Robaire feigns a mock betrayed expression, while I sputter in laughter. โ€œSee? Iโ€™m just that gorgeous.โ€ I say with a sigh, crossing my arms and back in my seat as Robaire finally connects his phone to the van instead of listening to the radio, overrun with Christmas, Christmas, with a sprinkle ofโ€ฆ Christmas.
As much as I love Christmas and its music, Iโ€™d rather listen to something else for now. Well, it doesnโ€™t really matter, me and Robare do not have the same music taste, like, at all.ย 
I decided to put my headphones on, shuffling my main playlist. Of course, the first song that plays is our cover of โ€˜Mary, Did You Know?โ€™, the Pentatonix style. โ€œWhatever.โ€, I think to myself as I let it play, we did good, plus, I love this song.ย 
After a bit of driving, we pull up to a quaint little store, just outside of town, itโ€™s so quiet, yet so peaceful. The three of us hop out of the van, toques, sunglasses, and hoods on, just in case. We walk in and are welcomed with a sweet bell, and a store clerk is right by the door, wearing a big grin.
โ€œHello there, howโ€™s it goinโ€™?โ€ He asks, scanning out faces and we give him smiles. โ€œHm, never seen yโ€™all around before, welcome!โ€ He says, clapping his hands together and grabbing us a cart.ย 
โ€œMy name is John, Iโ€™m the owner, I wonโ€™t keep ya, just wanted to greet yโ€™all, I do that with all the newcomers, yโ€™know? I usually see locals, so it's good to see some fresh faces. Alrighty, my apologies, weโ€™ve got a real nice selection, so go on ahead and shop!โ€ He says, heโ€™s a talker, for sure, but he seems like a sweet old guy.
Robaire stays behind, talking more with the owner as he hands me the list of things to buy, how kind. Me and Z decide to split up the list between the two of us, so we got through it fairly quickly, until we didnโ€™t.
Robaire decided to not specify some items, like what type of coffee, knowing his taste though, I decided to find the more โ€˜exquisiteโ€™ things, as he would say. Good thing Z was in the next aisle, as I needed to grab something off the top shelf.
โ€œYo, Z.โ€ I wave him over, grabbing his arm and pulling him over to my aisle, where Iโ€™m stuck in a hot chocolate predicament. The last thing on the list, I want the brand on the top shelf.
I point up to it, โ€œI want that one, up there.โ€ I say, expecting him to grab it, but he doesnโ€™t. Instead, he grabs me and lifts me in the air and puts me on his shoulders, much to my disdain, he knows I donโ€™t like heights. โ€œZ!โ€ I exclaim rather loudly, getting the attention of a shopper in the next aisle, staring at me with a bewildered expression as I quickly grab the hot chocolate and gently tap his chest with my foot, letting him know I got it.
As he puts me down, I canโ€™t help but feel more than flustered as I put the hot chocolate in the cart. I turn away, holding my totally on fire face. โ€œZ! Whyโ€™d you do that?โ€ The close proximity left us both flustered, I catch a glimpse of the small change in his demeanor as he tries to mask it with his normally neutral expression, though I can see the slight furrow of his brows and the subtle flush in his face. He simply gives me a shrug, turning to walk, rather quickly, back to the front of the store.
I decide to brush off his odd reaction as I am already feeling odd myself, we walk to the cash register, where the clerk is waiting. โ€œDid you find everything okay?โ€ He asks as Z starts unloading the cart.ย 
โ€œYes, thank you.โ€ I say with a small smile, holding my hands together and rocking back and forth on my heels. Robaire gives me an odd expression, tilting his head.
โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong? Whyโ€™s your face all red?โ€ He asks, making me pause for a moment, letting out a breath. โ€œUm, I droppedโ€ฆ something, uh, hot chocolate. It just made me a bit embarrassed. Iโ€™m fine though.โ€ I explain, giving him a thumbs up, he seemingly buys it, nodding his head as we wait to pay.
After a bit, we pay, but before we walk out, the clerk stops us.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry, I have to ask, are you guys in a show or something? I swear Iโ€™ve seen your faces before!โ€ He asks as we take our pitiful disguises off, he snaps his fingers when he seems to figure it out.ย 
โ€œNo, no, you guys are singers, arenโ€™t ya? Uh, whatโ€™re you calledโ€ฆO-Town? Noโ€ฆ Something-Townโ€ฆ Iโ€™m sorry, Iโ€™m not great with music nowadays.โ€ He sheepishly says, rubbing the back of his neck as Robaire chuckles.ย 
โ€œWeโ€™re 4*TOWN, and itโ€™s okay.โ€ He says, patting the clerks back. โ€œRight, 4*TOWN! My granddaughter loves you guys! Posters and everything. Gotta admit, you guys are pretty cool, youโ€™ve got this 90s vibe goinโ€™ on.โ€ The clerk says with a grin, putting his hands on his hips.
โ€œI donโ€™t mean to bother, but could I get a photo? Itโ€™s okay if you donโ€™t wanna.โ€ He asks, and we all nod, glad that he was so kind with it unlike some other people.
โ€œSure, itโ€™s no problem.โ€ Robaire says, and the four of us gather as the clerk gets his phone out and we pose, snapping a picture. โ€œOh, thank you, her birthday is the week after next, and Iโ€™ll be getting her tour tickets for Christmas, sheโ€™ll be so happy.โ€ He says with a smile, sending the photo to his granddaughter.
โ€œOh, her birthday! Here,โ€ I get an idea, taking a pen out of my purse and grabbing the shopping list from Zโ€™s hands, crossing out the list and turning it over, writing my signature and a happy birthday message before handing it to Robaire as he does the same, then to Z.
He gives it to the clerk, whose smile just got even bigger. โ€œOh, thank you so much, you have no idea how much happy this'll make her!โ€ He says gratefully, giving us our bags.ย 
โ€œIโ€™ve kept you long enough, yโ€™all have a great night.โ€ He calls out as we exit, heading to the van and loading it up with our groceries. I turn to Robaire. โ€œI wanna drive.โ€
โ€œWhy?โ€ He questions. โ€œDude, I like, never get to drive the van, lemme drive!โ€ I say, giving him my best puppy dog eyes as he grimaces. โ€œEw, never do that again, and fine!โ€™ He exclaims as I fist bump the air and get into the driver's seat as Z and Robaire get into the middle section.ย 
I connect my phone to the van, deciding to put my SEVENTEEN playlist on shuffle, turning up the volume as โ€˜Fearโ€™ comes out of the speakers and I drive back to the cabin, all previous feelings replaced with peace and calmness.
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darliiin ยท 2 years
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I posted this on twitter and I wanted to post it here too cuz I'm a menace idk LMAO heres my (bad) opinions about most Redacted characters. Feel free to talk / disagree with me in fact its encouraged if you wanna!!
Vincent: I like him as a character much more than his plot. "Lovely gets hurt. He has to save them." Repeat til death... actually, continue to repeat post death. While at the same time being similar enough to the freelancer storyline for me to notice (flirtatious immortal magic user who doesnt understand boundaries helps humanborn magic user navigate the magical world, ft being taken advantage of by someone else because of their lack of knowledge, going to damn, etc etc). I really do love him as a character, though, he is so dang sweet, his nightmare comfort is one of my favorites and his character development was great I luv him
Sam: My comfort character, my favorite! I struggle with this because since I joined the fandom, and since the honor of comfort character was bestowed upon him, he has changed a lot, and his original plotline has been neglected imo. Also the jokes about him being old (he is a singular year older than vincent) and a cowboy (he has a southern accent) were never a thing earlier on and honestly they kind of bother me, just cuz they dont make sense to me. If it was occasional that would be fine, but it's become the punchline of every joke? Truly I think my issues started when they became mates, simply because that was a Bonus Audio. Sam set a boundary and then went to bone town in his very next standalone vid. It felt really rushed and unneeded. Maybe I just found comfort in the fact that neither him nor the listener were being sexualized. The one after it was spice too. The fact that imp!Sam exists, that it is a possibility for him to be the way he is there if circumstances were different, alone confuses me and makes me think I've misinterpreted his character. Despite all of that, I love him very very much. The first half of his storyline is amazing and I really hope they bring it back full throttle. The struggle for trust between him and darlin and them becoming partners despite their circumstances is really cool. Both of them being rough and tough and unfeeling on the outside but truly soft and gentle and touch starved ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญโค... I love them dearly, especially as a concept and their potential and I cant wait to see more of them and I want them to have a good ending even if I literally cant conceptualize a happy ending for them LMAO
Adam: ... my skrunkly.. I absolutely adore the idea that went into him, and like... his character idk hes just so cool. One of my favorites even if short lived
David: hmmm hmmm... I like him a lot. The beginning of his playlist bothers me, and his talk with Darlin was iffy, but if you get past that stuff, I do really appreciate him. Hes very good. I want to see him sad more I love his angsty stuff and his voice is nice to listen to
Asher: his voice is a cheese grater to my brain. He is my favorite wolf despite this. Before the inversion, I wasn't 100% sold on him, but during and after it? Hes just so good and genuine and soft and I am so down, even if his voice took a second to adjust to. I don't have much to say here simply because hes just very good
Milo: hes good! I didnt pay a ton of attention to him, admittedly. I wish sweetheart got some more focus, theres such a great opportunity there to clarify some stuff about the department
Caelum: please I have a 6 year old brother I dont need another one
Lasko: cute! I like him, not much to say, I ship him with Gavin and FL lol
Damien: also cute! I like him very very much, grumpy lil guy
Kody: ... I really love kody a lot. Not as a person, but his voice, his mannerisms, the rain noises during his videos. I love a guy that will manipulate me (we will address this later)
Huxley: I am so sorry I hate him I'm sorry I cant listen to him I like him and Damien together I like his personality but idk what it is about him I just ,, I can not take him seriously
Gavin: I struggle with Gavin a LITTLE bit, especially earlier Gavin, but more recently I really love him. Especially during and after the inversion. Hes so soft and he cares so dang much
Marcus: as a character and concept I really really like him, as a person I dont
James: girlboss
Avior: My second favorite character! Hes SO good I think the story has slowed down recently and I just want to KNOW but also, I dont mind too too much. Hes the character who holds the most of my favorite videos. I just want them to be happy so bad. I relate to him the very most. Hes never done anything wrong in his life. Actually he has but I understand why he did it too much to possibly judge him for it. 10/10 I adore his storyline and his listener and their relationship and I just want everything to be okay for them and I want to see more fluff from him so bad ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ I think he is easily one of the most well written characters and best plot lines, but the stuff after his confession so far couldve been consolidated / shortened and been just as effective
Regulus: Empathy daemons in general being compared to children worries me too much to watch his videos. I have lots of thoughts about (empathy) daemon ages and how they work but I have no idea what's canon and that in and of itself is the problem
Vega: My third favorite! Absolute love of my life I loved him before anyone else fuk u guys prime Vega is perfect (/j) and I am SO excited to see where his story goes I love being manipulated I love how hes a total monster but hes so chill about it he has gaslit me into thinking hes a good person and I'm cool with it I love him so much hes probably my favorite to listen to he is very well written and his voice is so soothing 10/10
Alexis: Unpopular opinion time: She did nothing wrong. Sam is absolutely allowed to be upset, hes allowed to be pissed, hes allowed to never forgive her. He can feel whatever he needs to to get through what happened to him. She did nothing wrong and I will die on this hill. Maybe she should've given him longer to try to save himself. Maybe she could've been more gentle. They were BOTH panicking. They were both in shock. Vincent was turned against his will under very similar circumstances. He hated william for it. But we dont villainize William, in fact we praise him for saving Vincent. For all we know, Alexis has a very positive relationship with being a vampire and her own turning, and didnt really understand the gravity of the change she was about to put him through. I'm not saying shes a perfect character with no flaws, or that we should praise her, but she did a perfectly human thing. I dont see how saving someone you love and then never ever pushing when they dont want to see you again could possibly mean she had bad intentions or is a bad person
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lunaticbronde ยท 2 years
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There is something clarifying about the written word. It puts your thoughts in order, and it allows your mind to free up and analiyze everything with more of an outsiders perspective.
It also feels more final, as if when you put your thoughts and feelings in writing they solidify.
I dont think I ever sent a letter. Maybe once, when I was still very little, but I would have a hard time remembering to whom or what kind of silly child things I put in there. But for all intents and purposes, i never did. I grew up already with Internet and even if cell phones were still in diapers, and i had my first flip phone when I was 15, there were easier, more immediate ways to communicate than writing a letter.
I think there is a certain charm to it, and im sad that it was one thing sure to be lost with the passing of decades. There is something final, and even romantic, to the idea of sitting down with a person in mind, and writing pages of thoughts and experiences you want to share. And it combines up nicely with my initial thought, it forces you to be sure of your mind, because you are not only putting in writing whats on it, you are sending it to someone else, essencially letting it go and trusting another person to take care of it, of any feelings or secrets you shared.
In a way, i actually think it brings people closer and makes them comunicate more than modern messaging apps, where everything is inmediate and you dont have to sit down and think what you want to communicate, you just talk. And what usually comes out of it is small, meaningless talk. You share less, you expose yourself less, because there is no need to go further, because the other person is there, in your phone, and you cant talk when ever you want. But you don't.
I write this all with a person in my mind, as I would if I were to write a letter to him. I suppose it sort of is, and maybe if i knew his address I would send it, if it would not make me look odd and crazy. That is another funny thing, i know quite a lot about him, and i have no idea where he lives. He is in quite a diferent time zone, that I do know.
I would write about my life, about my graduation. About my job. Maybe about this guy I have been seeing. With as much candor as I told him all about my life back when we met in Spain. I would tell him that summer sunshine is starting to show up here in the mornings, and that they are starting to feel like christmas to me. Sunny and windy. But that we are still in winter, and the roads are dangerous because of all the rain, so I havent been to my hometown since August and the rainy afternoons make me sad. I would ask him about autum, which is a season I still havent experienced, and if the leaves turn gold in his city, or if its just cold. Maybe I would even invite him to come over here in december or january, and escape the cold of his winter. And i would like to hear all the details of his life, how is the training going, where he is right now, if he feels happy in a new city, if he has made new friends. Anything.
But all I have is his phone number, and our last conversation was a short, meaningless one, exactly one month ago. And i find a wall between me and this person whom I confided in and who confided in me with some very personal conversations before we even knew who we were. Its a digital wall, made up of inmediate satisfaction and hedonism, that repels depth and meaning, and true feelings. Because we dont have to, because society has made introspection and delayed gratification obsolete, and nobody sits down half an hour, pen and paper, with someone else in mind.
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tears-of-boredom ยท 5 days
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im so tired of other people. i just.
one of the adults has an outside cat thats allowed to just roam around wherever. i think he lives like the equivalent of at least 4 blocks away from this house. ive seen the cat around this yard maybe twice, enough to recognise it. but yesterday me and another adult spotted it in the stable. we spent like at least half an hour closing every door and then trying to find the damn thing, because the adult had heard that the cat's owner (first adult) was looking for it. the owner didnt respond to texts asking what to do about the cat, so after waiting quite late for a reply, the adult just opened the doors. i think they're kept open so the air ventilates properly.
a lot of work and worry over nothing.
tonight i went to feed the stable cats, and as i was looking for the older one, i heard loud meowing outside, in the rain. immideatly i rushed over, because i was obviously worried that something had happened to the cat. turns out it was the adult's cat again. it was being intimidating towards the stable cat who was hiding under some carriages. my first thought upon seeing the roamin cat was "that's not the right cat", afterwards which i tried to approach it, but it ran away and was clearly not going to let me get closer. in my panic i ran inside to ask the owner of the cat if they want to catch it or something, since it was apparently not been seen for a while before yesterday. he said "no, that's okay" in the most casual of tones.
i went back to take care of the cats and ducks. the older cat was constantly looking around, clearly searching for the roaming one. when i was about to leave i saw the roaming cat run away from the older cats kibble bowl. i had been wondering why they were running out so fast.
i went inside and asked again if its okay that the cats roaming outside, since its eating the older cat's food and being confrontational toward it. again the most casual "yeah they're allowed to be outside". i tried to clarify that i was asking because i was worried about the stables cats, not the roaming one. he clearly didnt get it, thought i was doubting his words, and just repeated that his cat is allowed to roam around the yard. i just stared at him for a moment.
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i dont. this isnt even that big a deal. its just the final straw you know. its not that the adult doesnt care about the stable cats,, its probably just that he knows that his cat won't do any legitimate harm to them. but I just. I spend all this energy worrying over this cat that i dont know, only to hear its owner be so indifferent about it all. im just frustrated. not at the adult really. its just an annoying and frustrating situation. but god can i not take any more of those.rrrล•rล•.r....oops. i didnt notice my thumb was touching the screen lol.
tomorrow i have to go bowling first thing in the morning. ive never liked bowling. its just not enjoyable to me. and i dislike the shoes.rrrrrrrrrล•ล•rrrrrล•rrrrrrrrrrrล•rrrrrrrrtrrrrrrrrrrrrล•rrล•rrrrrrrรพnnfnnr
...I need to go to sleep.ffff ih my gof.
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onewomancitadel ยท 2 years
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the manga anthologies (which is what the j/npr manga is) canonicity is actually even weirder than the official manga (shirow miwa and bunta kinami versions) or comics. basically no one on the writing team agrees on where they are canon-wise, with Kerry calling them "things that could take place in the show if [the writers] had more time" and Miles just straight up saying that they're like "awesome fanfiction" (though Kerry also says that they gave feedback to the artists to keep the stories in line with canon so?? if knightfall not endgame why keep it in ๐Ÿคจ๐Ÿคจ)
this isnt me raining on your parade or anything i just think that the way that canon works for certain side projects for the story is absolutely wild and the manga anthologies being the most ambiguously canon is my favourite fun fact. maybe mercury flirted with ruby after they locked torchwick up at the end of v2 at a banquet held in team r/wby's honor, maybe he didnt. maybe cinder had a dream about how pretty jaune is, maybe she didnt. we just dont know! (we do know. We Do.)
Sorry I took a bit to reply I was in a really bad mood. I appreciate you clarifying these elements about the canon. I generally avoid reading what creators say about their texts as much as possible because it near-universally annoys me even when I agree with them. I just don't want to know. It like breaks the magic. But it is helpful to know specifically about the canonicity so thank you.
I have a broader methodological issue which is giving me intense mental pain than just the manga being canon or not, but that's something to consider anyway. I still think it's freakishly weird they put The Prince and Me in. They're probably not aware I'm searching for Cupid and Psyche themes. It works bizarrely well and it annoys me, because you even get the masked supernatural lover elements lining up, and some twisty subversion because Cinder is the monstrous one. But I'm just an idiot reading into stuff. That's my problem.
I also just don't know why they'd slip in something romantic with Jaune and Cinder. Like that's not a pairing they'd be shipbaiting, there's no fandom to shipbait for, it's controversial because Cinder killed Pyrrha, the dream is literally about Cinder killing Pyrrha then it becoming Cinder being hit by Cupid's arrow noticing how pretty Jaune is, like here I was worried that writing my Knightfall fanfic would make me seem insensitive? They literally just smacked romance right over the murder that people keep bringing up like it's a topic I've never considered and something we all need to be really cautious about because of Pyrrha. :(
JNPR manga said I don't care about that let's use the stage where Pyrrha died to make Cinder fall in love with Jaune that sounds great. Weird V6 golden statue scene and veneration of Pyrrha?
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Lol that scene is so bad.
>be Pyrrha
>be so perfect no one really gets you
>have to die because you're apparently so perfect but that's your inherent fatal flaw
>they erect a golden statue in your honour
>a golden statue larger than life
>because you're forever perfect and that's how everyone remembers you
>not really you as you
>tfw V6
like it's kind of a joke, and I can't tell if they were catering to their audience shoe-in there or what but it's bad. Probably one of my least favourite sequences in the whole show, it completely negates the purpose of Pyrrha's character to the point it makes me thematically question what they were trying to do with her and it subverts the point of the fatal flaw.
Like I get the emotional takeaway is 'It's worth going on despite the loss and it wasn't all in vain' but also, gaudy golden statue and mysterious woman. Horrible.
Where was I????? Anyway, JNPR manga says you don't need to feel bad about Knightfall I guess.
I guess the golden statue actually encapsulates a problem I'm having with my own analysis: Does it all matter??? I think it does, but I feel really stupid.
Thanks for clarifying about the manga canon and also playing Knightfall dollies with me.
Tbh now you mention it, I do think Ruby and Mercury might (on the offchance) be set up as friends equiv. to Emerald and Oscar, sooooo.....
I am now thinking about Kerry checking over the Prince and Me panels and approving it. Haha, big meanie Cinder has a crush on Jaune. What bearing does that have on canon. What bearing does that have on
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OKOK IF POST RELATIONSHIP YOU MEAN LIKE THEY BROKE UP I DO HAVE THIS ONE HEADCANON that they would break up because will feels that Mike needs better than him. he already feels like he's at blame for so much hurt, and i think his love language is probably words of affirmation, which MIKE WHO IS VERY OBLIVIOUS might not be able to pick up on ykyk?? idhfjehfaa so eventually mike realizes that Will's been drifting a lot, and then will just straight up lies to Mike ("you're lying, Will. Friends don't lie." "Friends?") and yeah ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญโœ‹ will definitely spends a lot of time avoiding music because every. single. song. reminds him of mike. and mike realizes the price of a relationship because he not only lost his best friend but his boyfriend and GOSH AJDBSJBH MAN and he sees will whenever it rains. a part of him still has that gut instinct of "check in on will check in on will" ALL THE TIME and sometimes just bikes over to where will used to live in hawkins (if will is in ca) and even though will himself isn't there anymore, he goes there to just. feel like nothing had happened. they would definitely communicate from time to time, but eventually will began to drift and mike decided to do the same . IMAGINE IF HE FOUND BROKEN CASTLE BYERS but also with jonathan i think he realized that will's been more down lately (he probably asked nancy about it at some point), and at some point will just breaks down and tells jonathan everything. jonathan isn't going to force him back into the relationship,, but in my head he definitely encourages them to communicate more HSBDKE THANM YOU GOR KISTENIBG TO ME RAMBLE HAVE A GREAT REST OF YOUR DAY AND TAKE CARE !! DRINK LOYS OF WATER AND GET GOOD SLEEP OKAYDBDBD
NAURRRRRRRRRRRRR NO i dont like that!!!! ITS TOO SAD they definitely will get bCk together bc mike is not going to let himself off of willโ€™s sight ever again hes gonna glue himself if he has to!! he shows his love and devotioj for him and will cries bc hes so loved and valued by the boy HE loves and its beautiful!!!!
ok but im also sorry i should have clarified when i said post relationship i rly meant post confession in so sorry but this is tragically beautiful either way ueueue
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theseventhoffrostfall ยท 2 years
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If you were to build your perfect scifi military, Would your weapons be plasma, ballistic, laser or other?
On top of that, why, what platform would you use as a base(If you could choose an existing or base your arms on a nonexistent, already scifi design) and how would you utilize them? Assuming you dont combine the why and how.
Personally, I think ballistics, plasma and lasers all have their niches.
Primary ground combat weapons would be ballistic--lasers and plasma are too vulnerable to disruption by dust, rain and vegetation, along with tactical factors like being more likely to betray your position and logistical ones like being far, far less energy efficient than doing the same damage with ballistics.
I see chemically-propelled rounds (i.e. gunpowder) having a niche, particularly for civilians, but militaries would prefer coilguns as mainline weapons--they'll have base powerplants and ship reactors for energy, and slugs you can make out of an auto-lathe you feed any old asteroid's nickel-iron, plus they're inherently multirole weapons even without parts swapping because you can adjust the power per shot and, proportionately, rate of fire (up to a mechanical limit proscribed by the capacitors) over penetration risk, and so forth. Railguns (as small arms) would see some use for anti-materiel work but be much less prominent.
Lasers I see as the primary option for space combat (zero-gee raids, boarding actions on ships and space stations, and so forth), largely on account of functionally nonexistent recoil and extreme range with a good focusing apparatus (which comes in handy when your engagement range can suddenly go from 5 feet to 5 miles and back)
Plasma is more niche, as it can punch a hole in just about anything, kill nearly anything immediately behind that whole and then that plasmoid is effectively neutralized. You're more likely to see special weapons or, depending on how much the tech can be miniaturized, underbarrel plasma projectors than anyone using them as a primary weapon. Particularly since they're liable to blind anyone with unprotected eyes when fired.
Dual-stage Micro-rockets and such would be a specialist weapon for the likes of SF motherfuckers (or private outfits willing to drop more money per troop) since even if they can be rolled out in batches by a futuristic 3D printer, they're still more time-consuming and costly than regular dumb slugs.
As for platforms, I'm sorry, I'll need you to clarify that bit
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enden-k ยท 3 years
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never mind ignore that zhongli and xiao ask i sent about shipping them i think i understand now and even if i donโ€™t agree i donโ€™t want to rain on your parade. have a good day/night /gen
too late but felt the need to clarify that i dont view them like that just bc its a common hc in fandom, i already mentioned it before though
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rukunas ยท 4 years
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hello i dont mean to rain on ur parade but isnt somonophilia bad?? i wanna read ur fic but are there any scenes implying somonophilia?
tw // mentions of somnophilia and rape
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no worries!
i wouldnโ€™t say somnophilia is necessarily bad. looking at the actual definition, it is becoming sexually aroused by someone who is sleeping. if itโ€™s acted upon consensually between two parties, it is completely okay and can be used as a fetish, but when done non-consensually, it would be classified as rape.
there isnโ€™t any scene where there is direct somnophilia. the fic has you, the reader, having a wet dream (this is the main focus of the fic). in an extra part included at the very end of the fic, levi hears you moan in your sleep and gets aroused by it, but he doesnโ€™t know that youโ€™re asleep (he assumes youโ€™re just masturbating). looking at a literal perspective, i think it would be categorized as somnophilia, which is why i just included the tag.
i hope this helped! if youโ€™re still uncomfortable with it, thatโ€™s completely fine and your feelings are totally valid. u can ask any more questions if you still need me to clarify anything!
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About Me
(Since Iโ€™m too lazy to actually make a Carrd.co for this, I decided to be different and just make this a text post)
Name(s): Limbo (Main), Pixel, Bear, Minty, Firefly, Fourteen (literally anything you want just make sure to inform me before you just call me anything please)
Age: I donโ€™t feel comfortable spreading my age anywhere, so Iโ€™m just gonna say that Iโ€™m in the 13-17 range. Yeah, Iโ€™m a minor, and Iโ€™m a high-school freshman. So donโ€™t expect me to show my face, tell people my age or my name or where I live, etc. I probably wouldnโ€™t even do it anyways if I were older.ย 
Gender: Unknown (I used to be nonbinary, but Iโ€™m questioning some things right now) Pronouns: (They/Them) Please expect for me to change it. Iโ€™ll always notify everyone if I change my pronouns.
Sexual Orientation: Questioning
Romantic Orientation: Questioning
Relationship Status: No-One, Although I do have a crush on two girls at my school, and a guy Iโ€™m currently speaking to right now who I went to school with last year
Location: Plutoย 
Fandoms:
FNaF
Undertale
Hamilton
Little Nightmares
Sonic the Hedgehog
MLP
LPS
Steven Universe
My Hero Academia
Stranger Things (No spoilers pls)
Minecraft (the game in general. I donโ€™t know that much about Dream and the others. The only minecraft player I really watch is BoffyYT)
Some Notes:
I write stories sometimes. Iโ€™m actually working on a project rn
I donโ€™t enjoy talking a lot, and Iโ€™m really awkward so please notify me first before you talk to me so I know
I promise Iโ€™m nicer than this I just donโ€™t know how to talk
Iโ€™m African American
Please donโ€™t flirt with me. Iโ€™m pretty uncomfortable in general if that happens. So yeah.ย 
My birthday is on March 8
Iโ€™m not sure what mental illnesses I have, but iโ€™m speaking with my therapist currently
I like to theorize sometimes, but I hate confrontation. Please donโ€™t try and debate with me, itโ€™s most likely Iโ€™ll run away
I have a plant named Georgieย 
I understand sarcasm sometimes, but most of the times I donโ€™t. So please donโ€™t yell if I donโ€™t understand you the first time
I have trouble with responding sometimes, and may take a few days to respond so please be patient with me
I sometimes post stim boards or fidget toys or something similar to that
If you want me to tag something, please ask me and itโ€™ll immediately have a trigger warning on it.ย 
Random Fact: I ADORE morally grey characters. I love characters who think for themselves and are not all goody-goody sometimes, and follow their own definitive morals and what they believe is right. So if you wanna talk about those kinds of characters, Iโ€™d be happy to!
Do Not Interact:
Trump Supporters
Sexists
Homophobes, Transphobes, basically LGBT+Phobic
Exclusionists (Such as believing asexuals, bisexuals, aromantics, pansexuals, etc. donโ€™t belong in the LGBT+ community)
Albeist
Are a Pedophile
Support or Justify Rape or Pedophillia
Support Shane Dawson
Racist (should be clarified with the fact Iโ€™m African American and the Trump Supporters in the DNI)
Someone who hides behind an Anon filter to spread hate
Addition: PORN BLOGS/18+ DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME. DO NOT FOLLOW ME. I DONT TO WANT TO BE MEAN AND BLOCK PEOPLE BUT I WILL IF NECESSARY. IF YOU ARE ALREADY FOLLOWING ME AND POSTING PICTURES OF THINGS YOU CONSIDER 18+ DO. NOT. FOLLOW. ME.
Additional Fun Facts!:
I really like space, books, robots, fantasy, mythology, dark fantasy, academia (sometimes), sweaters, being alone, etc.
My favorite animals are BEARS, FROGS, Tigers, Seals, Pandas, Foxes, Cows, Ducks, Chickens, etc.
My favorite holiday is between Halloween and Christmas
Favorite Cartoons; My Little Pony, Littlest Pet Shop, Steven Universe, Aggretsuko, Paw Patrol, etc.
Favorite Animes; (Havenโ€™t watched much yet, but Iโ€™m trying to) MHA, Ms Kobayashiโ€™s Dragon Maid
Iโ€™m a reserved, very quiet, goofy, and flinchy person.
Iโ€™m a generally nice person I guess, but please donโ€™t expect me to start the conversation. Iโ€™ll try to but itโ€™ll be really awkward.
I love the rain, even overcasted skies and windy trees are enough
Iโ€™m โ€” Sorry to everyone โ€” terrified of mice. I hate them. Please donโ€™t show me a picture of them without tags
If you ever need me to tag something, Please Let Me Know. Unless itโ€™s something thatโ€™s predominantly that I post, please let me know if soemthing that isnโ€™t tagged makes you uncomfortable
Comfort Characters;
Twilight Sparkle and Princess Luna from MLP
Pepper Clark and Sugar Sprinkles from Littlest Pet Shop
Peridot, Amethyst, Garnet and Jasper from Steven Universe
Chase, Leo, and Douglas Davenport from Lab Rats
Chica, SpringTrap, Funtime Foxy, Mangle, Lefty, and Funtime Freddy from Fnaf
Undyne, Asgore, Asriel and Papyrus from Undertale
Denki, Yaoyaorouzu, Shinsou, Eri-Chan, Aizawa, and Todoroki From MHA
John Laurenโ€™s, Peggy Schuyler, Thomas Jefferson and Lafayette from Hamiton
Kanna and Touru from Ms Kobayashiโ€™s Dragon Maid
Skye, Mayor Goodway and Chickletta, and Everest from Paw Patrol
Mono and Six from Little Nightmares and LN 2
Silver, Knuckles, Tails, and Rouge from Sonic the Hedgehog
I think thatโ€™s about it
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Is it okay, to ask for another part of the virus-verse? (I don't want to be annoying, so if you dont want to write it that's fine of course!) Maybe Brainiac standing in the middle of the night on the street, while its pouring like hell. Kara sees it from her apartment and hurrys down with an umbrella. Maybe he feels like he doesn't deserve any of the kindness and forgiveness hes gotten. (Again, sorry if I'm annoying in any way) Thank u so much, Winters! Have a good morning, afternoon or night!
Of course you can ask for another part of the Virus verse! Youโ€™re not annoying at all. :)
โ€œIs he sleeping?โ€ Kara asks Alex quietly.
Alexโ€™s gaze flickers to the couch, where Brainy is lying on his side, a blanket tucked over him.ย โ€œFinally.โ€
Kara sighs and sinks into a chair by the window.ย โ€œThank God.โ€
Ever since getting hit by a taser during a fight an hour ago, Brainyโ€™s been trembling and clearly in pain. If heโ€™s finally sleeping peacefully, hopefully that means it doesnโ€™t hurt anymore.
โ€œHeโ€™ll be okay,โ€ Alex says, sounding more confident about that fact than Kara feels.ย โ€œHe told us heโ€™ll heal.โ€
โ€œI know,โ€ Kara says, looking absently out the window.ย โ€œItโ€™s just- Wait, is that Brainiac?โ€
Alex joins Kara at the window and looks down at the bedraggled figure in the middle of the street.ย โ€œI think so,โ€ she says, clearly confused.ย โ€œItโ€™s pouring rain. What is he doing out there?โ€
Kara goes over to the door and grabs an umbrella.ย โ€œIโ€™ll go down and find out.โ€
Itโ€™s a bit chilly outside, but not too bad as long as youโ€™re dry. Kara opens her umbrella and makes her way over to where Brainiac is standing in the street, staring up at her apartment window.
โ€œBrainiac?โ€ she calls, a little warily.ย โ€œWhat are you doing here?โ€
Slowly, Brainiac lowers his gaze to look at Kara.ย โ€œI heard about what happened to Querl,โ€ he says.ย โ€œI wanted to make sure he was alright.โ€
โ€œYou should come in,โ€ Kara says, gesturing towards the door.ย โ€œItโ€™s pouring out here, and youโ€™re soaking wet.โ€
Brainiac looks at Kara and sighs.ย โ€œI do not deserve your kindness, nor your forgiveness.โ€
Kara blinks, not quite sure how the conversation got here.ย โ€œYou should come inside,โ€ she repeats, not knowing what else to say.
โ€œI will go,โ€ Brainiac says instead.ย โ€œJust- Is Querl alright?โ€
โ€œHeโ€™s sleeping,โ€ Kara says.ย โ€œHe said he would be fine.โ€
Brainiac nods slowly.ย โ€œThank you, Kara Zor-El.โ€
โ€œAre you sure you wonโ€™t come in?โ€ Kara asks. She doesnโ€™t know why sheโ€™s so worried about Brainiacโ€™s condition - a few weeks ago, she would bar her door against him, not invite him in - but she still doesnโ€™t feel entirely comfortable leaving him out here on his own.
โ€œI will return to the DEO,โ€ Brainiac says.ย โ€œTake care of Querl.โ€
โ€œI will,โ€ Kara promises.
Brainiac turns to go, and Kara watches him take a few steps, then she rushes forward and holds out the umbrella.ย โ€œHere, take this.โ€
Brainiac blinks at her.ย โ€œWhat?โ€
โ€œTake the umbrella,โ€ Kara clarifies.ย โ€œIโ€™m just going back inside, so I donโ€™t need it. But itโ€™s a long walk to the DEO, and you might as well try to keep dry as much as possible.โ€
Brainiac stares at Kara for a long moment, then he wraps his hand around the umbrella handle, carefully not touching Karaโ€™s hand.ย โ€œThank you, Kara Zor-El,โ€ he says again, this time with a hint of wonderment in his tone.
Kara offers Brainiac a small smile.ย โ€œTake care of yourself, Vril Dox.โ€
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