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stinkykittypet · 5 months

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I have never felt so snoorrrrreeee about a ship than I have huskerdust which is odd because it has all the makings of a ship I should like and I'm unwell about both characters involved

#kitty mews #i dont know what to tag this i dont want the huskerdusters mad at me #local chronic shipper reportedly bored with most interesting canon ship #i want to like them so bad. theyre cute and all. but they are just so not interesting.#i think if hazbin was a better written show id be all over then drooling and snarling #im gonna be real i like them better as friends. and i never say this about ships.#there are very few ships i just can't see and the fact that this (canon ship) is near enough one of them is really funny to me #i feel like im gonna get eaten for this #kinda scared to post this #this isnt hate btw i dont hate the ship in the slightest #should i put this in the main tag....... will i die if i do that...#hazbin hotel

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grzybjek · 2 months

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Snippet from a project that Im working on featuring my wonky handwriting(its unreadable go to alt text to read it)😀😀💥💥 it feels good to be back after half a year

#Its also SUPER stressful to post something thats not a commission or a character doodle #i feel like im gonna get eaten alive #anyway im working on another project #a book combined with illustrations to tell a story #trying my best #we are so back grzybjek natuon #or so i hope #oc art #digital art #digital artist

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schizononagesimus · 28 days

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🎶 they tried to make me go to rehab and i said PLEASE PLEASE HOLY FUCK I FEEL SO BAD WILL NOBODY HELP ME I CANT STOP WHY DOESNT ANYBODY NOTICE HOW BAD IT IS PLEASE HELP

#IM SUCH A LIGHTWEIGJT NOW AND I FEEL SO STUPID I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE IM FINE I CAN HANDLE IT WHAT'S ONE BEER YOU CAN DO IT YOU LIKE BEER #AND I HAVENT HAD WATER OR EATEN ALL DAY AND IM LIKE WHEEEE I KEPT MY TAB OPEN (DUMBASS) ORDER A SECONS #even a second is too much #i cant stop #like actually i dont know what to do bc i know even if i went to rehab WHICH I CANT AFFORD AND NONE OF MY FAMILY WILL HELP i just would #return to the same shit bc no matter how sober i get i cant stop bc that's how fucking addiction works #and im too scared to tell anyone i actually need help #the people who know i need help are just judging me and watching me fall into this fucking pit #i dont know what to do #im just gonna pass out drunk now #i hate feeling like this it's so fucking humiliating #i dont even like it #and im admitting defeat to WHAT? A LITTLE GLASS OF JUICE? YOURE KIDDING ME #prolific linguistics researcher and author cant stop.. why do we always treat academics like we're the pinnacle of society #im fucking awful man im a schizophrenic with an addiction problem #but im so much more than that! anyone who knows me knows that! but i cant stop #i want to stop #and im trying and then every few months I think ive tried enough and i expect it to go away but that's how the cravings trick you #fuck this man #drugs tw #sobriety update #lessons of the hand and the mouth

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daisybell-on-a-carousel · 4 months

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I'm a few pages in and this is the best storyline literally ever why have I not seen any mention of this.

#jason todd is 12 years old. his parents died like a month ago (eaten by crocodiles) he got adopted by batman and NOW #the manbat is trying to forcibly adopt him. what a life he lives. hes not even robin yet #jason: batman is like a father to me #manbat: FUCK batman and becasue you said that im your dad now. time ti take you to my clocktower and sleep while holdijg you upside down #at least hes seems like hes been a pretty good dad. minus kidnapping thing #were-bat jason au when?!#its up to me to make the content i wish to see in the world...#sadly i will go a more werewolf route than how actual manbat <-doesnt know all that much about how manbat works <-werewolf enjoyer #dc #dc liveblog #<-ive gotta start getting more on top of these tags...#what is manbat up to these days. i feel like i haven't seen any modern apperances of him in forever #i read through the whole comic while making this post btw. the tags are my liveblog #manbat was literally gonna give jason the same syrum. hello. hello. please. werebat jason please #no clue why he thought his actual child was dead though? tad confused by that. mayhaps something happened before i tuned into the comic #this is so many of my favorite tropes/story things. aughauaaughhhh. it reminds me of that carnage ep from that spiderman series.#and let me tell you i was a big fan of that story too

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irn-bru · 4 months

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some kind of cruel joke that you can't eat whilst being sick cos it'll make you throw up again, but that you also feel more nauseous for not eating..... let me live

#i have been asleep the entire day lol besides when my body has decided to attack my peace #and only now am i feeling really hungry cos ive not eaten a single thing. this is a trap for sure cos i cant even keep water down #ive just counted it up and realised that besides the few times i woke up ive been asleep for 18 hours since last night #i never get sick like this and of course it happened on my day off lol #already called in for tomorrow cos theres no way im gonna be better in time. and ive also popped blood vessels around my eyes and face #so i look incredibly bizarre atm #beth.txt

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abstract-hellbender · 6 months

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quick af btw >> you can hate dutch van der linde without calling him an evil snake who eats people..,,,, genuine serious if you think hes a cannibal GET OUT OF HERE

#yall the anti semitism in this room is CRAZYYYY #i see so many people boil his character down to >> greedy selfish money hungry manipulator who feels nothing narcissist #and then i heard there was a CANNIBAL THEORY GUYS PLEASW #points to him.... he has black hair and facial hair thats often shown in jewish charicatures AND a hooked nose..#im not gonna say any of it was exactly intentional or anything im just saying some of yall need to take a step back and think about where #some of these theories are coming from yknow #also cause the cannibal theory holds no ground. his tall trees camp LITERALLY HAS CHICKENS N SHIT RUNNING AROUND AND FUCKING PREDATORS #THAT KILL YOU MID MISSIOON I GOT EATEN BY LIKE 2 BEARS GUYS. PLEASE. HE CAN FUCKING HUNT.#also cause the first character who mentions being eaten by dutchs gang (which are mostly native americans btw) is the hyper racist professo #who only says it CUASE HES RACIST ASF guys please. please. idgaf theres bones under a chair theyre ANIMAL BONES he has DEER AND ELK SKULLS #EVERYWHERE GUYS. there are cannibals in rdr1 they established using an arm model for them. BUT ANYWAY im getting off track #you can hate him idgaf #this is a reminder that you dont even need a reason to hate a character you can just hate them #dutch van der linde #i will tag him idgaf i think its important enough

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sea-buns · 2 months

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it just set in for me that i start community college this upcoming monday literally less than a week from now and i want. to throw up

#its a combo of omg holy shit my life is progressing im healing im reforming into a human being im a real boy #and ✨academic trauma✨ reflecting on my life now vs the last 6 years and the last time i was in school #and im not handling it well. maybe i am a little cuz so far i have held back the tears but i dont think thats an acceptable bar #the tears are certainly there. and i most certainly feel like losing the little ive eaten today #ive also started seriously considering if it would be more or less strategic to skip cr today in favor of playing smth with a friend #i was like dang its important to take the time when we're both free #but also cr uploads on mondays and ive reignited my interest in watching live and i dont trust myself to fight the vod impulse on that day #i want things to be different and i want to do good and i want to feel all the progress ive made in action #so if she is available today im gonna be honest and say sorry i cant play this thing we were both excited about bc ive got a 4 hour #nerd show tonight. and im gonna feel really shitty about it.#feels shitty and stupid to choose a piece of media thatll always be there over quality friend time #but i know if i dont get this shit thats always gonna be there over with NOW itll be really hard to put off later #hhhhhhh #im a mess dude ima finish the video i was watching before i started having a crisis and then im gonna take a bath #and then maybe stardew valley. it is the game for when life is falling apart and i just deep cleaned my desk itll be so nice

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bismuthburnsblue · 8 months

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ha so this was supposed to be a long post introducing this project, my plans for it and talking specifically about corset patternd,,,, only this turned very (body terror song playing) for me so im going to skip all my thoughts on the patterns and the pros and cons and which i like more etc and just say: heres two different patterns, which ones looking better?

the projects anne bonny from ofmd and this is for her corset

(readmore as this is body image cw and a random image for tumblr preview thumbnail)

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neither of these is 'properly' fitted, whichever i pick would go through a bunch of work to make it exactly what i want, this is just super rough

this is obviously not appropriate corset fabric which will affect things

the white fabric approximately shows where the strap will sit (very rough)

pattern 1: nora

pattern 2: ally

#i might write that post for real later but rn i am. urgh #someone unbias please give me a vibe check on this i am not able to think sensibly about this at the moment #anyway ill like. get excited about this project again tomorrow but for tonight im just gonna. not think about it #usually ally is my favourite corset pattern on me but idk if its not fitted right but. urgh i did not feel good #im wondering if the hips are sitting a little square and need taking in and thats what throwing me off #(minor tw) it was several hours between these two fittings n i had not long eaten in the second n i think it made me really. not feel it #this is honestly a little venty for the sewing blog but i need the feedback and i dont wanna wait till im feeling good about it again #i need the joy of the sewing project to feel good. lol

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absolutelyzoned · 18 days

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ddoes any1 wanna help find out what i might be sick with.. i have no insurance (cant go to doctor 👎👎💔) and zero at home tests for covid n whatnot ❗❓🙏

#chat .Chat I've been feeling like shit since tuesday #my head hurts soo bad and i can barely stand without like collapsing. m very weak. incredibly congested #my ears feel all weird?? and i cant breathe all the way without my throat hurting or getting lightheaded or coughing or feeling. weird #it hurts to swallow and i spit up all the water i keep drinking.#i have eaten lunch today and had water but like. that made it worse i think #PLEASEHELP #GOOGLE THINKS IM DYING AND MY MOM THINKS IM BEING DRAMATIC #i feel like im gonna die i tried to take a shower and it got so blurry i was so weak and just ended up sitting down #embarrassing ass post but nothing is helping and i desperately need to go to school Monday. they WILL get me

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gaytoddhoward · 3 months

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i kind of need to be like skinned or put into a meat grinder or something . lol .

#personal #vent #vent in tags #maybe i can just boil myself alive instead #im so SICK of being the one to be actively concerned with all my friends' health & having to tell them to take care of themselves #'yeah i threw up from a hangover on the way here and i havent eaten in like 3 days and i dont do anything other than work and sleep'#ARE YOU FUCKING WITH ME #'i only shower once a week' we can tell 'and i dont ever use shampoo. and im still surviving off a diet of just top ramen and dr pepper'#MY BROTHER IN CHRIST. TAKE BETTER CARE OF YOURSELF #'i havent made a doctors appointment for this possibly life threatening issue yet' im actually going to start sobbing .#IM NOT. MAD AT ANY OF MY FRIENDS TO BE CLEAR #but god its so fucking tiring. to be one of maybe two people to actually go 'hey that is really concerning please take care of yourself'#and then i cant fucking. take care of myself & i dont have the energy to think about my friends health anymore and i feel bad about it #i am NOT the pinnacle of health. but got damb !! if ur gonna not take care of yourself please do not tell me about it i get so so worried #& then my mother . god. waves vaguely at any interaction i have with her. doesnt make it any better #im so sick i need out of this house & out of this town get me outta here ! id thrive in pokemon put me in the pokeverse or some shit PLEASE #if ur the one person who i mentioned in tags thats also on tumblr pls pls know i am not mad at you im just so stressed always #& i care for u so deeply & it worries me so bad that u/ur family havent made more progress towards getting the issue solved .#(u probably won't see this post anyways but if u do. i just want it to be clear)#ANYWAYS it just crazy how i can bounce so rapidly from 'im not even human' to 'i am Too human'. and iam so so sick .of it.#if a single customer even makes eye contact with me at work tomorrow im going to gnaw my left pinky off in front of them i stg

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mangoes-and-mothman · 5 months

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i washed my face and i feel less evil

#my hair is long enough now i can put it up in a high ponytail #i havent been able to do that since highschool #GOD i miss playing basketball so fucking bad #i need to work out and do sports somehow this summer or im gonna lose it #i just hate working out by myself. i wish sports were more easily available once you get out of grade school #anyway #why did washing my face give me a sudden burst of energy #like now i wanna work out and clean my room and run #but also my body is exhausted bc i like havent eaten today bc my brain wouldnt let me #nvm i just remembered everything i have to do and i feel insane again #i have the urge to go on a run. i hate running. girl what.#im forcing myself to go to bed bc idk what the fuck is going on #mangoes thoughts

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ren-lui · 2 years

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more practice

#riddlebat #edward nashton #fanart #b&w #comic #i really like making these practice pages #i imagined this as a 2-page spread #although i think the lamp post would get eaten by the binding if it were printed lmao #yknow im thinking about trying to adapt a fic into a comic... not sure which one tho #and itd take be a good long while i think but like i said this is fun for me to do so idk #ill think about it some more #ah also the bg has a csp asset of a building #everything else is by me but it feels kinda weird to not disclose that asset #its free for use so i just plopped it in bc like....im not about to burn my brain with that much perspective thats gonna end up covered #oh i also drew over a clouds asset i found in the program too #the resolution was not great but i liked the placement when i tried it out so i used the asset as a guide #again i know theyre free to use but idk i dont want to make it seem like i claim to have done it without those tools #anyway...thank you for reading and have a nice day¡¡

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darabeatha · 7 months

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/ I can't believe my first 'oc' servant (and i put it on quotes bc its not like i invented the d.evil, and i also mean in general bc I literally can't remember when was the last time I had something close to an oc) is the frigging d.evil

#;ooc #ooc #IN MY DEFENSE;;;!! i had my first-ish oc as p.rometheus but i never found a fc for him; i just reblog memes about p.rometheus in general bu #he's not like; visibly appearing #he's getting his liver eaten somewhere that poor creature (p.rometheus)#i think its also why im like; OH THIS IS KINDA FUN bc its like; free real state #i mean in a way; regardless of whether u write a canon or an oc as how we know; i think at the end; they all become an oc #bc its like; even if u stick close to canon; u always end up adding stuff to the character themselves so its like in a way #they become new; does that make sense?#like there's always the saying that all canon charas are oc's and its true but i also like thinking #all canon charas -become- original creations #bc inevitably a part of u will be conveyed in them; its like; it comes with writing the character #once u decide ur gonna write someone; a part of u/ur thoughts will go to that form of expression u feel me?#of course i dont mean this as in u are ur muse; no i mean that everyone interprets things differently #its like art; like just from the simple fact that ur a human and that we are literally unique (not in the cliche way)ur bringing something #new; its like; it comes iwth the package

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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if i think bout ichi going to jiro kasuga's grave and arakawa accompanying him Maybe At Least Once i just might explode

#snap chats #hi everyone. coping with my reality. plus it is fathers day tomorrow #ill save all THAT rambling after The Real Meat alright lemme get that juice out the way #anyway no i was just having an idle thought with fathers day coming up #an i just thought of like. Just-Got-Here ichi wantin to see his Relatively-Recently-Deceased's dad's grave #maybe arakawa wanted to ask ichi to do somethin on X day and ichi visibly is just 😬#obvi he tries to brush it off like Oh Its Nothing Sir Haha :) but arakawa's A Dad.#and grew up with a troubled childhood alright he knows when someones hiding something so he encourages ichi to tell him the truth #such comes The Bean Spillin an ichi's just 'remember how i said my dad died yeah i wanted to visit him that day 👉👈 '#followed up by the obligatory backpedaling But Its Fine I Can Do Another Day ! No Worries ! etc etc #so pleaaasse cut to arakawa making a 'deal' with ichi in that he can go that day but only if he could tag along #ichi's a great kid it's worth visiting the guy who raised him right #im gonna throw up if arakawa just gets a Funny Feeling during their visit yk what i mean #he just feels Especially grateful for jiro and what he did for ichi- doesnt exactly know why maybe ichi really is just that good of a kiddo #im gona make myself throw UP oh my GOD. crying dying etc etc #if you see me write or draw anything after this no you dont #speaking of though Personal Ramble Time i knew i shouldnt have eaten until later this is my karma <- thats not how karma works #i try not to eat in the evening and the time i do unprompted BOOM mother's home. screaming crying yelling #i still had things i wanted to do upstairs too gdi now i gotta wait til monday or like. 2AM ☠️☠️☠️#ok thats all byyyyye im gonna cope with my cringe family situation with projection 👋

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cherry-shipping · 10 months

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aaaooughhh. cook for me fictional other. fictional other. cook for me

#cherry chats #or just. get me food. pleeeeeeeease im asking so niceys #i didnt. get any food today Cause they freaking forgot me #which. shoulnt be a problem because im almost 19 i should be able to make food for myself #but. as it turns out. i canttttt #and anyway i like to imagine papyrus cooking for me because he loves cooking and i think making food is how he shows he cares 4 ppl…..#or one way at least #blegh. anyway im not gonna go full vent mode on here because who give a shit but. it also makes me feel so STUPID 4 not being able to do #like. basic stuff like feeding myself #so. i think papyrus would like making me stuff to eat and also encouraging me about it #also. hed be good at forcing me to eat in a way that doesnt make me feel bad #ive talked about this before but i feel guilty when i tell people i havent eaten in awhile so i lie and stuff…..#like ‘oh i ate not too long ago so im fine’ and then #‘not long ago’ means like. 3 days.#and it makes me feel guilty and makes other people worry and then THEY feel guilty cause they cant really do anything #but papyrus is cool and awesome and smart so he doesnt make me admit it out loud and he makes me eat stuff even when i dont wanna #but. in a way that doesnt make me feel bad either. hes a master of psychological manipulation But like good #like. i tried a new recipe and you HAVE to taste it and tell me what u think or ill look sooo sad and dejected ^__^#blarfgh. anyway -_-#i wish my cool awesome bffsie papyrus was here to make me awesome food

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nomaishuttle · 1 year

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its like actually of the devil when i eas little i used to pick all the strawberries iut of the strawberry banana frozen fruit mixture . and now i do the same but with the bananas and i look back at my.younger self like . why did yiu not take the banana why would you do that

#i still like the strawberry theyre judt like. an entire production to eat a frozen strawberry. rock solid good luck trying to get that shit #to thaw enough to bite it... and the taste is sosososo strong nad its GOOD it tastes good its judt like ok this is just the taste thats #gonna be in my mouth now yk. with a frozen banana? you could put that shit into -500 degree freezer pull it out bite into it and itll be #justt firm enough to be like Omg j am eating a drozen thing. but still i wants to be eaten and it loves you. and it tastes so good and is #beautiful.#like even in a blender. the banana? effortlessly blended beautiful smooth in 10 seconds perfect smoothie so yummy. you put frozen #strawberries in there? brother forget the blades you have to start calling in archers... youll think Ok its been like 30 seconds surely..#you open up the blender hugs chunks of strawberry that the blade clearly HAS HIT theyve got gashes and shit in them they just are not #blended. and they look like moby dick. and yr like fuckjng om #and god forbid the frozen strawberries arent at least cut in half bc rhen sometimes you get the perfect little strawberry spheres where the #blender blended it inot a sphere andnwell look i wont lie that shit is awesome. i kjnd of love when that happens but also #IM TRYING TO MAKE A SMOOTHIE !!!#sorry i feel like every post i make is something jerry seinfeld would joke abt. airplane food tier rants.

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