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setsailtomorrow · 5 months

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who knew that a side effect of doing yoga every day would mean firmer eh everything

#genuinely noticed that today #around my tummy #i do this because it feels good #what bs sry #but it's true #just following adriene #she's made me comfortable with my body #i don't want to know anything about her #except that she's a great yoga teacher #with nice takes on ways to move #anyway #i started because i sit so much at work #and suddenly #huh #i guess the body does change

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humming-fly · 6 months

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Happy to report I have finally started listening to Malevolent and to no one's surprise I am already obsessed (I'm almost done with s2 atm please don't send me spoilers yet sdlkfj)

I'll skip over my usual formality of having one normal art post before diving into shitposts let's not waste anyone's time here

#to no one's surprise the body-sharing eldrich horror buddy comedy is right up my alley #this one's been on my 'to listen' list for a long while but the stars finally aligned to make it happen #okay time to figure out how to tag this uhhh #malevolent #malevolent podcast #arthur lester #john doe #i will probably change how i draw arthur a Lot as this goes on lol but enjoy these early drafts #unlike him I had a good idea how I wanted to draw john from the get-go #though the scrawling chaotic scribbles are actually a bit tedious to do in cleaner art #the pencil comic at the end is about the easiest way to do it he's just a bit more formless there #which is only really confusing when I also want to draw the hand like in the first shitpost #if i draw anything for s2 i'll update him a wee bit though probably pretty easy to guess what #i'll be playin with it i'm sure #idfk what tags people use for these i'm not allowed to search the tag till i'm caught up #so for now these'll work!#shorthand i'll probs just use #mp #pretty sure i haven't used that before #probably #my art #doodles #comic

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codacheetah · 4 months

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The start of the Loop segment of the Siffrin & friends twitter QNA, and the message that flipped Loop's answers from silly to dodgy and blatantly upset.

Loopchat from speaking to Loop 20+ times.

Certified Loop dysphoria post

#isat loop #isat spoilers #i was gonna make a whole semisilly post abt how i think the public perception of loop as 'cunty' is kind of funny #(has bought into it before)#but to be honest it just made me start thinking more abt how loop perceives themself.#loop telling siffrin not to die too early so they have more time to go :( at siffrin's drawing. or well i guess it'd be :#man.#it does....interest me #siffrin seems to not be particularly dysphoric in like a gender sense. expresses interest in body craft but thinks #(You dont mind inhabiting this meat prison for the time being.) as well so #but by becoming a star loop kind of. simultaneously loses the freedom to Change the way they want to. no guarantee bodycraft works on stars #and loses the comfort of inhabiting their own body #congrats on the new body loop! sorry about the dysphoria #for as much as it's fun to poke at loop for being very obvious once you Know #it does. resonate something with me i guess that of all things this is one of the few things that loop isn't very good at deflecting about.#(in the sense of cutting the conversation short before it becomes capital o Obvious they are upset anyways)#i'm aware they were already transgender before becoming a star. but very transgender of you loop #oh! i guess i can say on the topic of cunty loop #it's kind of funny. like im not immune to drawing Cute Loops or making them silly and dramatic and flirty #and i think the thread of Drama they show on top of their not-typically-masculine (ig???) demeanor and flirting with siffrin #makes the perception of them as like. there has to be a better word than cunty but. cunty. somewhat understandable #once more the loop has deceived you. i mean i do think the drama is a little bit real they are a hashtag theater kid #but they have deceived you. you have fallen into their spiderweb of believing they are anything other than the world's most miserable beast #with your help we can crowdfund enough silver coins to buy loop a dysphoria hoodie. if we hit our stretch goal it can have a print on it

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 months

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#i never really thought about a person being a finite thing. you can see the effects of a person after they die. in the unfinished projects.#in the rooms of clutter. in abandoned closets. in pictures and in mermered phrases. and you can see time #chipping away at those things. eroding away the evidance that a person existed. clothes move into other people's closets. projects are boxed #away. and a person becomes confined to photos and memories. and thats existentially terrifying but its not a bad thing. time erodes away all #things. that's how life works. matter and energy transforms.#we arent made to last forever. i dunno. i guess im still just rattled from being home even tho ive been back a week and a half.#and my brain tends to fixate on the wrong things. nearly 27 years of knowing someone eclipsed by a visual sequence lasting less than a day.#bc i just cant get over how scary it would be to die like that. to start losing control of your body. to not be able to feed yourself or get #to the bathroom. to have your mind be overcome by the toxins building up in your mangled and broken body.#and it could have been worse. it could have been a lot worse. but its still not fair. theres no good way to die. i dunno. i guess i just #miss my mom in some abstract way but i find it more viscerally upsetting to think about the people that have to deal with her absence.#it makes me sad that my dad is alone now. i dunno. grief doesnt feel like i thought it would. most of the time i dont even know what im #crying about. its undirected. it doesnt feel like: i miss you. it feels like: youre gone. how can you be gone? why does everything feel the #same? and its not that it doesnt make sense. its that nothings changed. the terror of that.#and im walking around in an acumulation of my dead mother's clothes. and no one knows. theyll never know.#and there's nothing to be done about it. so it goes.#i guess im just sad. and its hard to breathe at the thought of returning to school at the end of August.#unrelated

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tamagotchikgs · 22 days

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gamers i fear my arm is infected this might b the last of tamagotchikgs

#i kept getting hit with waves of dizziness earlier but i just chalked it up 2 my body's usual shenanigans #despite the fact. waves like that r rare esp if im sitting down #but i went to change my bandage and . it does not look good #and its been having a unique almost constant pain that wasnt there before. like a wet ache #im hoping maybe its just inflamed because it got dry? maybe? but h.#its gone from healing pink to white and dark purple all around the edges n smells Not good despite the fact i just cleaned it yesterday #n checked it all out like i always do n it was fine #but i just keep getting more dizzy #n im sweating so much despite the fact my ac is on and its 17 in my room #i put more anti infection cream on & now we just wait n see if i die i guess o(-<#this would b how i go out #a self imposed accident #right before the best month of the year #when im finally not alone anymore

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quietwingsinthesky · 5 months

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so funny to me that jenny doesn’t regenerate or anything, she just comes right back to life as the same person. girl how’d you do that.

#no but how’d she do that. why doesn’t jenny have to follow time lord rules.#why’s she function on jack harkness logic. how does she work. fascinated by her.#does this imply that the regeneration ability as we see it isn’t actually like. inherent to the doctor. at least not the way they regenerate #now. because jenny is specifically cloned from the doctor. not another time lord. them specifically.#which. so why doesn’t she get regeneration with that. why does she just get to come back to life.#idk where im going with this. something about this implies to me that regenerstion as it is. is not. how it naturally would be?#that the changing of faces is something that came later. that was added. to a more simple process of dead -> alive again.#possibly as a protective measure? because there’s only so much life one body. one mind. can take before it begins to break under the strain #of it all. in a way regenerations function as compartmentalization of all that time and trauma. but if you didn’t have that you’d have to #hold it all in you at once forever. so it would make sense for regenerations to be engineered specifically in response to that problem.#and so the doctor regenerates. but jenny. cloned. got the original code for regeneration somehow. the one that doesn’t involve a change of #face. so she just comes back to life. idk. just tossing ideas out there i guess. i like jenny :)

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airanke · 1 year

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Every day I sit here or lie in bed thinking about how much purity culture destroyed me.

#and then my parents have the audacity???#to try and tell me that 'sex was created by God tho!!!'#yes and God was used to ruin my perception of sex #I can only read about it or draw it to explore my interests #I have absolutely zero interest in it being done to me physically #which is both purity culture and personal perception of my body #which does not change no matter what I do to try and love myself #anyway this was brought on because I'm listening to ppl talk about Girl Defined #Horrible channel btw please don't watch any of their videos #What they preach is misinformation at best and culty at worst #and this particular video is talking about how a GUY #WHO BECAME A SEX THERAPIST????#thought his wife was broken cuz she hated being intimate w/ him #and he would be like 'oh well srry ur broken we're gonna fuck anyway tho cuz //I// need it'#??????????????????????????????????????????#AND THEN I GUESS THEY DISCOVERED IT WASN'T HER #I'M NOT THROUGH IT YET THIS IS A BAD RIDE #BUT I CANNOT SEEM TO GET OFF #anyway back to drawing #fyi I don't have a problem w/ God I have a problem w/ Christians #There is a difference and you will respect that thank u

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isa-ah · 5 months

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I need someone who's better at drawing to design my vtuber I keep trying to redesign my sona but evidently being a fat hick negates every good practice in every how to design video ever

#good silhouette who im fat the silhouette is mostly just round body and shoulders and curly hair #🤷‍♂️#i changed my ears which does something i guess

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sparky-is-spiders · 1 year

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Finally drawing up a ref for Amaldyne and I need your help. Which eye is better? Vote based on which you think looks better/cooler/which gives off the most empty, starving husk vibes. (Yeah she's doing normal).

#poll #tw body horror #I... I guess?#Figured better safe than sorry #(if you can't tell: her lower jaw is separated into two different pieces. It does that sometimes #figured that body horror might apply there?)#also yes I know some of the edges are sloppy #it's a wip I'll fix it later #amaldyne #amaldyne rotwing #the lizard crew #I think I might need to change her horn color too...#dragon #body horror tw #sparkarts

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vargaslovinghours · 1 year

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In case it was ever a question

#💟#Doodles #Lol #Yes I do in fact still think about Vargas every single day #I'd tell you when that changes but that would still be a Vargas thought wouldn't it lol ♪ So for now situation normal! Nothing to report!#Haha ♫#It's not always to this level or even this consistent but it does average multiple times a day and especially around sleep #The dreams have mostly completely tapered off but they're a common comfort/come-down from the day :) Reliable thought pattern #And even tho I'm not posting them for the most part outside of sketchdumps/the occasional video/fanfic/etc. etc.#I can tell you they still grab every sixth or so scratch page lol - and that's not counting their hefty backlog!#Plus I don't always doodle my ideas a lot of them go into my notes #Honestly considering a part two of an incorrect quotes post quite a few have built up and even I've forgotten some of them haha #They're silly ♪#Oh yeah and you'll notice a near-matching uptick in WOY (Wander Over Yonder) :3c Haha wonder what that's about hahaha #And SCII to a similar degree but I don't have anything cheeky to say about that (right now) lol #Also completely off Vargas-topic I think it's really funny how often I forget my bracelet #Obviously didn't here! Got all 'em colours - which is honestly probably /why/ I forget that's a lot of tools for one small detail #But like - I never forget my glasses they are very much ''part of my body'' but I quite often forget my bracelet even tho I wear it way more #I take off my glasses to sleep and shower and the like but my bracelet follows me everywhere! How is it not part of my body just as much!#I guess I have been wearing glasses for longer overall but sequentially! Y'know! Haha

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ali-yona · 8 months

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girl help i am once again confused by the tarkatan arm blades

#mk1 mileena has the arm blades sometimes so that means they come with tarkat right????#so that means its a part of their body???#in a baraka intro dialog in mk11 someone threatens to rip out his arm blades so that also means theyre attatched to the arms in mk11 too #and in barakas mk11 fatal blow he snaps the blade off inside his opponent but if it was just a weapon it would come off in one piece #but mk11s customization can make them metal????? so are they changeable or a part of the tarkatan body?????#erron blacks mkx tarkatan blade still has the jand attatched so obv its a part of their body but where does it go????#the blades are way longer than the arm so where does it go when it retracts and also is it like attatchrd to the bone or the muscles????#i assume its attatched to the bone like a cat claw but how is baraka able to change his blades from bone to metal in mk11???#is it like an implant or perhaps a metal tooth?????#i think ive answered like all my questions but one with this ramble #WHERE THE FUCK DO THEY GO WHEN RETRACTED INTO THE ARM #do they fall out and regrow like shark teeth??? are they really big teeth??????#i think og timeline mileena doesnt have the blades bc shes not full tarkatan so that makes sense i guess #im confused now goodnight #i need john tobias and ed boon to answer all my tarkatan physiology questions NOW

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lord-squiggletits · 2 years

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That scene where Megatron (in his pre-MTMTE bimboification body) is holding his own stealth bomber body in his arms does things to me, it’s so fucked up man.

#like yeah i guess it makes sense that with a full body transplant #tfs just like leave the shell behind #but i dont think anyone changes forms as radically as megatron does so like #most alt mode changes are probably just altering kibble and stuff but still keeping the type of vehicle or device itself #megatron HELD HIS OWN CORPSE IN HIS ARMS #you could make something fucked up out of that if you tried #squiggposting

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miodiodavinci · 1 year

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\o/ received juice of un-fucks your body (hopefully ! ! ! ) ! ! ! !

#g o d i hope it works out #when i told them the changes i'd made and the fact that things had gotten only marginally better #but like emphasis on marginally #they were like 'woah what. that's super weird. let me talk to my pal real quick.'#and when they came back they were like 'yeah okay your body is ringing all kinds of random alarm bells so i'm going to trust my gut #and get you started on something'#so that's a relief . . . . .#worst case scenario we try another thing when i see them again in like three months #or i guess absolute worst case scenario is it exacerbates things and i have to see them sooner #in which case they wanted to do a biopsy to check something else #but most likely is it either improves to a degree or does nothing sjdfhglkj

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trans-leek-cookie · 8 months

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can someone teleport me to the poolrooms and shoot me so my blood is staining the pristine tiles and water. Nothing should be alive there

#Jesus Christ I just realized that ur cells might temporarily live on after You The Person die. Like i guess it depends on what counts as #Alive but even when ur heart stops I'm guessing ur red blood cells might stay active???? Not to mention the bacteria in your gut #Me: wouldn't it be so cool if there was blood in the poolrooms bc they're so surreal and pristine and the blood would both break that #And yet be perfectly fitting moreso than any living being? Wouldn't that be cool?#(realizes that even after ur brain shuts off your cells probably won't die in perfect sync and some might survive even briefly after YOU di #And that's what causes some sort of existential anxiety attack) what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck #Seriously though sorry if I sound like an edge lord but i want to put blood in the poolrooms bc it sounds so beautiful. The red blue #Contrast and the staining of the tiles itches my brain just right. It's not something you could make a story about it's something you have #Take on it's own. Like you have to let it be an image whether written or drawn it can't be (primarily) a story. Like there's an implied #Story (who took a gun into the poolrooms) but you have to prioritize the spectacle rather than the series of events #Does this make sense? Writing about someone being teleported to and murdered in the poolrooms is fine but #The simple... It's not shock but the way a dead body with deep red blood either laying on the tile or floating in the pool #There's a story but the story pales in comparison to the single snapshot of the moment. I should've been a fish #Like a pufferfish with a beak so I could eat clams I saw a pufferfish eat clams in person one time and it was fuckin incredible literally #Life-changing. It's just like ok. Yeah ok thats right that's how it's supposed to be. I understand now

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