#i had a roblox gf once

[yumeyumeappleo]

more turtle doodle

gonna be spamming these because i have no life left to salvage from the depths from under the couch

[kirqro]

ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི’ Streamer!Ellie

warnings || none !!

lower case intended

{ I LOVE streamer els :’( }

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✮ streamer!ellie ' who's set up is either a really shitty web cam or top tier. Either way she def takes pride in it !

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✮ streamer!ellie ' who watches shitty reality tv shows on stream and her reactions to the scenes def had a part of her blowing up.

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✮ streamer!ellie ' was really insecure when she was just starting out streaming , like poor baby would tape up her camera up in fear it would randomly turn on ;((

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✮ streamer!ellie ' who after hitting a milestone finally did a face reveal and was shaking in her boots.

She was just yapping to yap lwky.. because of how nervous she is

"So chat are we perhaps rocking with my outfit !"

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✮ streamer!ellie ' who fucks around with her soundboard way to much ..

like baby be pushing buttons at the wrong time

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✮ streamer!ellie ' who be fighting with her viewers sometimes..

'@elliesbigfatlefttoe - Ellie why can I SEE your armpit hair peaking out bae..'

SHE SNAPS BACK SOO QUICK

"BIG FAT WHAT? .. The fuck come bite it off for me then weirdo"

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✮ streamer!ellie ' who plays a variety of games from Minecraft , Valorant , Roblox , Fortnite [ she gets called dog water by random 10 year olds.. (╥﹏╥) ] a bunch of random horror games and some rpg games.

She also does chill talking streams & random reaction videos.

LMAO SHE DEF READS FANFICS ABT HERSELFF

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✮ streamer!ellie ' who EATS on fashion famous

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✮ streamer!ellie ' gets herself into random ass twitter beef and just takes all the roast she gets by 10 year old arianators..

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✮ streamer!ellie ' is really just a big loser

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✮ streamer gf!ellie ' who after she blew up needed to introduce you to her stream , or at least make it known shes MARRIED.

ellie randomly drops the gf bomb on everyone on a random thursday stream outta no where..

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It was a pretty chill just chatting stream

when ellie started to give her viewers a ring tour. the pads of her fingers brushed against a certain ring on her left hand . a smirk could be seen adoring ellie's face while she slipped it off and tried to be a lil beauty guru showing the ring off.

up close in action shots as she called it..

"It's a promise ring with the wifey you know !" she said with pride forming inside her chest and a smile falling on her face.

Tik tok and wlw twitter sighed that day..

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✮ streamer gf!ellie ' who soft launches you and your identity.

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✮ streamer gf!ellie ' who loves when you sit in her streaming room with her ! although she tends to get a bit shy knowing your presence is there

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✮ streamer gf!ellie ' who talks the most shit with you about petty drama in her community ..

"babe you'll never guess who got cancelled .."

before you could even open up your lips to ask her what happened she cut you off in an instant

"bro that dyke abigail , her ex came forward saying she gave her fucking chlamydia.. goodness dirty ass bitch"

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✮ streamer gf!ellie ' who loves the way you love her. she can't ever seem to really wrap her mind around the fact that you've really stuck around with her for this long!

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✮ streamer gf!ellie ' who is wife !!

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Hii bbys I acc had sm fun writing this ! soo again maybe part two ?

Again requests are wide open so pls send some !!

ILYSMM and TYSM for reading !! (∩˃o˂∩)♡

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daily click for Palestine !!

from the river to the sea Palestine WILL be free!! 🍉

[ocprompts]

pardon my language but FUCK i wish i found this blog earlier. these are the minor details that i NEED for my ocs. i see your inbox is open to ranting so I'm going to take the chance to talk if that's okay.

now this alone may out myself to my friends on the off chance that they find this blog and that this is posted but i have over 500 ocs and counting because my brain wont stop generating new characters. id love to make a piece that includes ALL of them somehow but i really don't think my tablet or my sanity can handle doing that but its a nice thought

anyway out of those 500 only a good handful have some kind of storyline to them and somehow the one with the most normal life managed to become a fan (friends) favorite. he's a "short" white British guy who didn't realize he was bi until he hit college and it only happened bc he started to like his dormmate. he used to be ginger and my friends called him a leprechaun. the worst that happened to him is that he's had a shitty love life. even so i love him and my friend's oc aka his former dormmate aka his current bf. i draw them together all the time bc i think their dynamic is great and ngl my friend's oc is very pretty. like. very. but that's a box to unpack later

another oc i cherish is my first dnd oc which I'm not too worried about sharing bc I'm 95% sure the people I'm worried about finding this oc in particular don't use tumblr or at least arent on this side of tumblr. anyway she's a high elf wizard and shes so COOL even if her appearance is so different compared to the standard high elf. i gave her bright blue hair and bright green eyes when i was like 8 and I've kept them like that (but made the colors much duller). she has a large scar that branches out from the middle of her back to look like lightning bc she did a witch bolt on like 3 health and killed the boss and I'm still not over that and i dont care that that scar doesn't make much sense. her best friends are a halfling who thinks nearly getting killed every adventure is fun and a goblin the halfling and her met on their first adventure together. the halfling makes fun of the goblin 70% of the time but its okay bc they're all friends who work under a magic school and its great

like i said i have 500+ more but i think these are some highlights. honorable mentions include a girl who was arrested by her own gf and then broke out with her friends' help, a superhero oc i made when i was like 6 or 7 that has fire wings and her dad was originally manray from Spongebob somehow, a werewolf lady who is a walking red flag, a guy (gender neutral) who got high once and began being followed around by a demon right after it kicked in, and all of the ocs i made on roblox.

thank you sm if you read this I'm sorry this went on for so long i just cant be quiet about my own characters

no need to apologize EVER, if i didn't want people to ramble in my inbox, i'd close it!

[invinciblelikeu]

random dream facts that are ingrained in my head:

dream would’ve been a psychology major if he went to college

he had a collapsed lung

he doesn’t like coffee and chocolate, hates caffeine in general but drinks tea

he loves bubble baths, bath bombs, and candles

he sometimes puts tanning drops in his moisturizer

he loves banana pudding but only if his grandma makes it

he had a bet with his grandma that he would never drink (he lost)

dream was a massive bookworm - he used to read every single day

instead of going to school, dream would fall asleep in the garden

he had a roblox girlfriend

his first kiss was at the nickelodeon resort hot tub

he dyed his hair purple once

he painted his nails and walked around his neighborhood for a date/bet

movies dream has cried to: marley and me, everything everywhere all at once

he almost cried when he almost didn’t get to see spiderman no way home in theaters

he once cut his older sister’s hair as a prank

the most complex dish he’s ever made is eggplant parmesan

he wrote percy jackson self insert

he loves avocado on everything except sushi

he would eat olives straight out of the jar as a snack

he witnessed a fight at a denny’s

he loves broccoli on pizza

dream used to finish whole episodes of shows while working out

he wanted a quail coop at the dream team house

he was originally going to name patches "muffin"

he almost adopted patches' shelter sister

he once ran a red light with drista in the car, causing another driver to yell at him - to which he responded with a thumbs up, and made up for it by getting drista chick fil a

dream used to do contracting summer jobs in high school

he once got mustard on his clothes on a day he was supposed to work, and cleaned it off with sprite

his childhood home had a library

he watched anime’s that are recommended by his brother

he paid off his grandparents’ mortgage

he has a breathalyzer to use on his friends to make sure they’re sober enough to leave the house

he once cooked pancakes shirtless

he and george took the harry potter quiz together and he got slytherin

he prefers country taylor swift

his first album was of the jonas brothers

his mom caught him dancing to selena gomez’s naturally while he was cleaning his room

as a toddler, his dad would bounce him on his lap when they would watch OU games together

he once got a teacher fired because she pushed him off his chair

at one point in his childhood, his favorite color was pink

secrets is one of his all time favorite songs

he used to have bbh on call when he would go on long drives to keep himself from falling asleep

one time dream was speeding so much that bbh yelled at him on the phone

he once told ant and velvet that he thought they were gonna get married one day

he accidentally liked an ig post of a guy who was interested in alyssa

back in 2021, whenever sapnap would go skating, dream would tell him, “see ya later boy”

night changes is dream’s favorite one direction song

dream likes granny smith apples

dream used to collect yugioh cards

when his cat before patches passed, he immediately drove home from work and dropped to the floor by the door crying

that same cat once startled him enough to fall onto the lake while he was on a skype call with his friends

he has seen every single spiderman movie in theaters

his first real gf was his bff at the time and when she broke up with him, he cried under his bed - and kept it a secret from his parents

dream’s parents used to tease him about DNF

he ate cat poop as a toddler

he once had a whole frog in his mouth, and his mom didn’t believe it when his father told her until he took a picture

throwback to when i–

he has “george is gay” engraved on his ipad

he used to use a windows pc for gaming/streaming, and an imac for editing

dream uses film cut pro to edit his main channel videos, but uses adobe premiere to edit his dreamxd videos

the first person he told his youtube plans to was drista at a walmart parking lot

he used to send different publications his novels/manuscripts

he used to make football and skating edits and posted them on youtube

he once immediately cut ties with an online friend after they ddosed sapnap

dream and sapnap once had a falling out and stopped talking for 4 months

he once sharescreened himself editing manhunt in a discord call with corpse, techno, sykkuno, etc

dream was supposed to fly george out to america in early 2020

dream and sapnap almost met up 3 times prior to january 2021 )

dream and george used to be on call when george would go walk his dog

it was dreams idea to be the dsmp villain bc no one else wanted to be

dream would describe his writing style to be plot-driven

his favorite color is forest green but recently it’s been baby blue

he uses exfoliator and tree hut sugar scrubs

dream used to lift weights for more than an hour straight

he was going to get his ear pierced earlier than when he actually did it, but drista convinced him not to

he wants to get a 123 tattoo with sapnap

he used to be so reluctant to consume anime media that sapnap has tried and failed to convince him to read manga

he and george used to watch game of thrones together when it was still airing

he and bad watched prison break together

his favorite merch was the white hoodie with smileys all over

he donates a lot to the oklahoma sooners community

he has homeless kits in his car

he once paid off a cc’s gofundme to save their cat

he sent 5 dream fanartists free drawing pads

dream’s cosmetics in his makeup bag that we currently know of: blue garnier micellar water, charlotte tilbury blush, lip oil

he almost died in quicksand while geocaching

dream’s favorite planet is neptune

dream identifies himself as poseidon, sapnap as ares, and george as hera

dream types on his phone with only one hand

dream watches good mythical morning every day

dream once said “sorry i don’t speak australian” to a local in australia because he didn’t understand his accent

prior to the face reveal, dream has kept the fact that he was dream to several of his relatives

his cover when asked what his job was: advertising

he thought he failed his drivers license test after he accidentally knocked a stop sign - and begged his instructor to let him pass

he once injured his big toe after a football incident and almost refused to wear a cast until the doctors told him his big toe would grow to be smaller than the rest of his toes

dream has a porta potty under his bed

dream once got demoted from skeppy’s server

the longest dream has gone without showering was one week

dream was gifted a guitar when he was young and it was hung up on his bedroom wall but never got to play it

his love language is acts of service

he used to want a white picket fence marriage

he can find hidden minecraft chests using just the sounds

he helped sam build the dsmp prison by collecting a lot of the blackstone and obsidian

his mom accidentally got him and drista to drink alcohol as kids

his ring size is one size smaller than sapnap’s

his shoe size is 13.5-14

he was prescribed vitamin d pills after some of his hair had fell off

his favorite ice cream flavor is vanilla

he had to get carried as he was forced to ride a rollercoaster

he made duct tape wallets and sold them at school

he used to have a guitar hung on his wall but never used it since it was a gift

he once hacked all the computers in his school’s computer lab

[tr4sh-u]

I'm bored so let me talk about the nightmares in my au cuz yes i want to.

(Keep in mind the nightmares in my au are WAY older than the animatronics, the toys and basically almost every other group except the withered which in my au i made them simply some adults inspired by i think @//maribon's designs)

Deuz from all is like the one i will talk the most since the whole story i gave him is pretty neat in my opinion and the other nightmares don't have one bigger or as important lore wise than him.

Basically, Deuz is freddy's godfather and legal guardian in this au, as freddy's mom died and his dad is pretty much not on the picture. Deuz, coming from a very brutal past of living with a negligent and sometimes abusive dad who basically denied giving him his basic needs to survive (food, clothes, money, etc), once given the guardianship to freddy, deuz decided to fully change his whole life just to give freddy the childhood and happiness he never had when he was younger, he literally gave up a lot of things just for the sake of freddy growing up 'normal' like other kids, Deuz gave up being on the streets, he started working just to maintain freddy, he got on rehab for his drinking and smoking addictions and he even full on stopped talking to the nightmares just for the sake of loving and caring for freddy. Although freddy was not even his biological son, Deuz took care of him as if he was his son, he sees freddy not only as a door to growing and changing as a person, but also as a way to breaking the "curse" of all his family members experiencing some sort of abuse from parental figures.

Deuz also has the freddlings as his daugthers, which are a trio of triplets who he had with an ex-gf which didn't work out. Deuz takes care of them and loves them just as much as freddy, they are way more younger (they are all 6 to be exact) and they tend to be a very chaotic mess who can fucking kill god but instead decide to be merciful and watch youtube kids, play roblox adopt me and bully freddy for even breathing.

[daisy--devil]

I had a dream that me and my girlfriend were playing roblox. The first half we were playing a Warrior cats roleplay and for some reason were staring at a pile of dogshit while surrounded by rabbits. The second half I randomly searched for "2007" in the game search to maybe find old games. Instead I found games all about being crushed by presser, sawed to death by saw blades, and i think there was a meat grinder all made by the same person btw. Anyways me and my gf joined the saw blade one and were flabbergasted because it was a straight roblox torture game and we didn't like that because we didn't expect it to be so brutal so we went into the nearby bathroom stall together and every time we got near a bloodied toilet we got smaller for some reason. So we sat on the roblox toilet small and started dancing while this weird small dog sniffed us once and a while.

I woke up feeling sicker than I did yesterday.

[c0smicfern]

as an exercise in futility (bc i'm incapable of fully convincing myself either way), i wanna lay out the arguments for both sides:

reasons why it might be asd: the meltdowns (if that's what they actually are), emotional dysregulation (admittedly normally taken in the negative direction), executive dysfunction, some stimming behavior present now & when i was younger, moderately sensitive to yelling & too many people talking at once, undersensitive / higher threshold for pain & smell, listening to music as often as i possibly can especially if i'm out in public, randomly smelling things & my gf, becoming stressed if experiencing too many sensory stimuli (e.g. playing on my switch, trying to listen to music, and trying to have a conversation with my gf -- i'm not entirely sure that this isn't just normal), fear of public spaces (admittedly this may be a mostly trans thing), high correlation between being trans & having autism, difficulty tracking more than one verbal convo at a time, rsd (again if that's what it actually is), seen as mean when i was younger which i put a lot of conscious effort into not being now, frequently misinterpreting the words & actions of others, being very sensitive to other's emotions but having a hard time putting myself in their shoes, difficulty advocating for needs or expressing how i really feel (my mom used to describe the act of getting me to open up to pulling teeth), generally flat affect (not completely monotone although i may lean this way when i'm stressed), finding it difficult to initiate conversations so i typically only do if i need something, failing at back & forth conversation if it's not about my interests, social smiling & small talk make me uncomfortable, understanding other people & making friends has always been incredibly difficult for me, taking things too literally at times, difficulties with motor control in childhood & in adulthood (had to go to OT when i was younger), somewhat persistent speech impediment during childhood (stopped speech therapy in middle school, had most difficulty with the R sound), lost friends & relationships due to things i've said or done without thinking or intentionality

reasons why it might not be asd: could be the combined result of my gad & bpd & transness, the sensory difficulties i think i'm seeing have other people at their center (again possibly pointing to my gad instead), responded to my name when i was younger, engaged in and still very much enjoy imaginative play, having good emotional intelligence at times, generally none of my symptoms (excepting things that fall under A1-A3) are as bad as what i've heard or seen from others, while i benefit from routine it feels almost impossible to set up for myself, hard to remember specific special interests for some ages (as a rule, if i like a game, i will generally only want to play it until i'm thoroughly bored with it - minecraft & roblox especially were major special interests when i was younger), weak evidence for sensory sensitivity (hard to make arguments for highly specific or wide reaching sensitivities aside from the meltdowns -- i honestly think what i experience in this area could just be anxiety), difficult to argue that my 'repetitive behaviors' cause significant impairment (i consider most of these to be quirks for the most part)

EDIT: thought it might be nice to put my results for the various different screening tests here, so here lol

Psych Central: 23/40

Aspie Quiz: 154/200

AQ: 36.5/50 (average, i've taken this one many times)

RAADS: 150/227

[karls-writing-space]

GF, Tommyinit, and Quackity with a fem best friend (or S/O) who plays guitar in a rock band that reader and her friends made and they got a gig in a restaurant and reader is super nervous? (My band just got a gig in a restaurant and I’m freaking out)

Absolutely!

And ayyy!! That's amazing, Anon!! I hope that your band's gig goes well!! Best of luck!!

I'm gonna have the reader be GF's S/O, while CC!Tommy and CC!Big Q will merely just be platonic, if that's chill?

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Girlfriend, CC!Tommyinnit, and CC!Quackity With A Fem!Best Friend/ S/O Who's Rock Band Got A Gig At a Restaurant.

[All separate - CC!Tommy and CC!Quackity are platonic]

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Girlfriend

She's so happy for you!

Girlfriend is super happy that her lover's band has a gig at a restaurant.

She'd hug you so tightly and [almost] exclaim how happy she is for you and your band.

"Babe, that's amazing! I'm so happy for you. Look - Look where you've all come!"

Now, she doesn't really listen to rock music as she isn't very fond of loud noises, but GF is still going to cheer you and your band on.

She has actually heard one of your songs, and she thought you all were really good!

Girlfriend wants to show her support for you and your band as much as she can.

When she sees that you're nervous, she can totally relate. She knows what it's like to be nervous when going in front of people and performing. She's felt the same way. Even her mother felt the same way before a few of her own shows too.

"Is there anything I can do to help you calm down, love? I can help you get prepared, or -"

She loves you, and she's willing to do anything it takes to help you feel at least a little bit better.

If you wanted to rehearse in front of her, GF will gladly be your practice audience for then. She would compliment you too.

If you were rehearsing with your band in front of her, she will hype you guys up, and be in awe of the talent that your band has.

If you rather rehearse alone in front of her, she will understand and still hype you up!

I'm just imagining her headbanging a little to the music and it's one of the cutest things I've ever thought of-

GF will also make sure that you look after yourself.

"Babe, c'mon. I get you got a show tomorrow, but you need sleep."

"If you sleep now, you'll have a good chance of having an outstanding show tomorrow."

If she's sleeping over at your place, GF will cuddle you until you fall asleep.

On the day/night of the show, she will go to that restaurant, order something, and watch you and your band perform.

After your songs, she will cheer so, so happily.

Again, rock isn't her favorite genre, but she could listen to you and your band play for days on end.

Girlfriend is so proud of you guys - especially you. She's very, very proud of you.

CC!Tommyinnit

When this guy hears that his best friend is going to be performing with her band, he couldn't be happier.

He's FREAKING OUT. {Postitvely}

"Holy SHIT, ___. This - This is - so pog. Pog-fucking-CHAMP!"

He's telling his parents, his pets, your guys' friends. Anyone that you both know.

"Mom mom mom - did you know that ___'s band has a gig?"

"Tubbo. ___. Has. A Gig. Ain't that great?!"

"Walter, Betty. ___ and her band have a gig!"

"...Woof."

Whoever Tommy told about your and your band's upcoming gig sent you support.

I mean, Walter and Betty can't speak English, so you got woofs of support from them both-

In all honesty, Tommy is really happy for you and your band. He thinks that the fact that you guys landed a gig is really cool!

He has a likening to Rock music and , given the chance, he will rock out with you guys.

LOVES your music. Covers or Original music - this guy just LOVES it all.

When he notices that you're nervous, big guy over here turns it down a couple of notches. He doesn't want to make you feel too nervous or overwhelmed or anything.

"Hey, hey, ___. You good? I didn't overdo anything, did I?"

When you tell him that you're nervous, he will ask why. He does understand why someone would be nervous about something like this.

Tommy's going to try to find ways to help you calm those nerves of yours down one way or another.

He will suggest that you play video games together.

Or maybe watch some videos together?

Perhaps you guys could do some dumb shit together too. Anything to get your mind off of what was happening soon and to calm you down.

If you want to rehearse in front of him, Tommy will watch and listen to you. All with a grin from the fluffy blonde boy.

This would end up with the two of you joking around with the instruments and microphones.

Just you two jamming out and singing random songs.

"I suck his di-"

"NONONONONO-"

Just an evening with a bunch of laughs between two good friends.

The day/night of your performance with your band, Tommy will go to that restaurant with his and your friends to go and hype you up.

After a song, Tommy will clap and cheer with the gaggle of friends.

"WOOO! AWE YEAH ___! GO [Band's Name]!!!"

He will VERY MUCH HAPPILY tell the people sitting near him and your friends that you're his best friend.

"Y'know, that's my best friend up there. Isn't ___ great?!"

He'll fight anyone who disagrees. /j

All and all, Tommy is really glad that you managed to land a gig with your band and hoped that he had calmed your nerves enough the night before.

CC!Quackity

"NO WAY- REALLY?"

"Really!"

"LET'S GOOOOO!!!"

Quackity is STOKED that you AND your band got a gig. He's really happy for you!

He's gonna pull you in this huge tight-ass hug while rambling about how great you'll be. You are his best friend, after all.

He even over exaggerates his rambling by dramatically playing air guitar, air drums, and singing random gibberish.

"And then there'll be 'bang-bang-bang-ching-bang' while the singer's like "la-la-laaaa~!""

He's doing this to get at least a laugh out of you.

Big Q likes your music a LOT. If you're a cover band, he will sing that song you covered to himself. And if you're a band that writes original music, he'll play some of your songs on his streams to show his support - all while trying not to get copyright troubles.

He really thinks that you AND your band are amazing.

Once he notices that you're nervous, like Tommy, he turns his hype down a few notches. he really doesn't want to overwhelm you or make your nerves worse.

"Hey - what's up, __? You alright...?"

When he hears that you're nervous, he nods. He kind of understands why you feel like that. And it's a totally valid feeling to feel. Hell, you're going to be performing in front of live people.

"Listen, listen. You're gonna be so great out there, ya know? You're talented. Like, really talented. And so are your bandmates. If anyone says otherwise, fuck them. Don't listen to a damn thing they say. Hey - I'll be there to cheer you on, alright?"

For once during this conversation, he's actually being serious. Quackity really thinks that you're talented, and genuinely thinks that you'll do well.

To try and calm you down as much as he can, the two of you think of something to do.

There was playing Minecraft... Playing Roblox...

"Wanna play Rock-Paper-Scissors with my cat?"

Tiger's gonna eat your hand, so be careful with that, mate.

The two of you spend the night playing some really crackhead-y versions of games such as Monopoly or Clue with one another. The two of you were making dumb jokes and getting "angry" if you lost.

Big Q over here will also be over you, making sure you look after yourself that night too.

"___, GO TO SLEEP." He says as you called him for the third time that night.

"But I can't, Q."

"C'monnn, please? If you don't, you won't be able to play with your band tomorrow."

"Hmmm... No."

"Now listen here, you little shit. Don't make me go over there. I'll make you sleep."

"Oh, I'm so scareddd~"

Next thing you know, this guy is driving over to your place so that YOU GO TO S L E E P.

Anywho, the day/night you and your band performed, Quackity stayed true to what he had said and was sitting at a table eating something while watching you and your band perform.

He would cheer loudly after each of your songs, which DID earn him some looks from other people, but he didn't seem to care.

Quackity is happy that he's able to see you perform, and to be honest, he thought that you - his best friend - were amazing.

[canineshell]

old art dont smite me ple-

anyways second character I'm gonna info dup the shit out of

Mika Sinclair (Or rather now Mika Ishome but I'll get into that in a minute)

Shes another roblox myth thing I'm working on w friends, nd her account if ur interested is mIkA_iShOmE

Normal little 9 year old baby, had a fairly good life, good parents etc.

Until it went very down hill you could say? I'm still rewriting backstory and stuff but without going into much detail since she also dies so TW for child death/ murder mention, drinking, and abuse(verbally and physically) so like

her dad basically after a divorce with her mom turned to drinking to get through his pain, and that fact that she looked like her mom didn't make it any better. So in turn he'd take out his frustration on her, in both a physical way and verbally.

later on, couple years shes about 11?

Shes wandering around the woods, after running away from her dad, since like fuck you and your bullshit. Uh doesnt end all too well because he ends up shooting her in the back more than once, thinking that'd fix his problems

did not. shocker said no one HFSJSNSOS

That's uh where she meets NecoMac who is my friends character, along with Asia(her gf<33), kinda makeshift cryptic family thing u know. NecoMac takes her under his wing and is like the father she never had p much. They vibe in this space,, in between like worlds? I can explain it much bc I dont wanna talk abt NecoMacs story too much but, it's this place devoid of color and time. Only black and white. also ghost dog!!! No context just dog:)

gonna reblog this w happy facts as well so!!!

[faunusrights]

OFFAL HUNT REMASTERED LIVEBLOG // CHAPTER 18

IN THIS EPISODE OF ROBLOX OOF NOISE:

“Yes.” Glynda couldn’t hang up, not without: “I’m—I’m sorry. About what I—”

“It’s alright. I’ll talk to you soon.”

“Okay—” The feed cut. Softly, Glynda said again, “Okay.”

GLYNDA DISCOVERS WHY BEING CINDER FALL SUCKS

do u know how hard it is to wake up and play animal crossing whilst knowing this chapter looms over yr shoulder,

OKAY HERE WE GO

She was fidgety; even Cinder mentioned her pacing, shooting a critical eye her way. Glynda sat, intent on stillness; moments later, Cinder mentioned her bouncing leg.

i LOVE it when a chapter calls me out just right out of the gate hahaha who gave u the right

"Really?" How long had they been doing that? How long ago had Cinder noticed? "Should I stay?"

cinder: maybe i should tell glynda abt that /see glynda pacing a dent into the floor cinder: ooooooor i could. NOT give her an excuse to bully them for something to do,

On her way down the street, Glynda couldn't help but stare at the car, its tinted windows revealing nothing within. As she passed it, she kept glancing over her shoulder, expecting an attack or something. But nothing came of it.

HJGDFSGSDFHKGHJDF GLYNDA,,,,,,,,,,, can u imagine being in the white fang, and sittin in yr fuckin. TINTED WINDOWED like BULLETPROOF CAR and yr sat on yr ass watching out for cinder “dumbass” fall and suddenly glynda goodwitch, The Top Bitch, comes out and starts GLARING YR CAR DOWN,,, like ah. i think she knows we’re here. hrm. hm.

i would just like. drive to mcdonalds and get some nuggies at that point.

She had a clutch of flash-images and a wash of emotions and impressions, the raw materials of memory, stored as-is without refining. She was quite used to that—most of her missions were hazy and rough in her memory, mere sketches of events.

i cant wait for glynda to become a vlogger if only so she can actually have physical proof of whatever the fuck happens whenever she goes out and about. get her a go-pro.

It told her: despite her restlessness, despite the arduous journey here, and despite the way Vale seemed to call for her from somewhere beyond the horizon, she felt quite content to be where she was.

the difference having a gf has huh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, u got a whole ass home (being cased by the fang) a real nice city to live in (its floating and atlas wants yr number) a bunch of unread msgs (from a [redacted] who [redacted]) and its a nice day!!! its all coming together. but probably not for very long,

(i got very distracted at this point making a line graph for the animal crossing stalk market so here we go, x2 edition,)

That meant the nightlife would soon begin. She had never liked crowds; too many people, too much input at once. It was hard to focus, to be comfortable.

/chefs kiss

autistic glynda did u kno: id die for u,

Since she’d blocked Ozpin’s number, there was no chance of receiving anything directly from him—but there was still a moment of pause each time she checked her Scroll, as if expecting his smiling face to appear somehow.

OH YEAH LMAO SHE DID THAT SHIT HUH,,,,,,,,,, i still cannot BELIEVE that happened. GOD. cant wait for this to bite her entire ass right off her body,

By the time she reached the top landing, Winter had replied: “I wasn’t aware that you had additional support on this mission, Professor. I will need their full name and Hunter’s license number.”

To answer Cinder Fall and she doesn’t have a license, but she does have several warrants for her arrest felt like inviting Winter to question not only her integrity, but her sanity as well.

SDHGJFKSKGHDJFGJHDKF i cant say what makes this funnier because 👈😎👈 but HOHOHOHOOOOO could u imagine the fallout if she did just, say that shit. if we just went and fuckin said it like it was no biggie--

Finally, Glynda let her shoulders relax, exhaling deeply, like she would before rushing a Grimm. She wrote it plainly: “The clearance is for Cinder Fall.”

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

MA’AM WHAT THE F U C K

winter rn:

She’d just have to wriggle her way out of having to talk face-to-face, then return the game to a field she felt slightly more comfortable with: text.

okay this is so funny to me cause i just keep thinking of her sending ‘no reason’ to oz. a MASTER of textual conversion. un fucking PARALLELED in this field, UNRIVALLED,

Glynda tossed a look at the door as well, her mouth pulling into a line; what if Cinder came outside? What if—

Could Winter track her exact position using her Scroll signal? She minimized the projection of Winter’s face and hurried off in a random direction the instant she hit the bottom of the stairs.

i LOVE these two because this is the first time we’ve rly seen glynda like. Actively do smthng to defend cinder in this sort of way? she’s been pretty passivve abt letting cinder take the lead when theyre together but on her own shes thinking of all the contingencies to make sure winter cant find cinder and u know what. thats gay. what will u do for yr not-gf when yr talking to someone who would kick her ass in a hot second,

also im TAKING to grab choice lines here to comment upon but honestly this next section is SO GOOD that im rly struggling to find a line to encapsulate how much i am LOVING this convo. i cant say exactly WHY im loving it because again thats 👈😎👈 BUT KNOW THAT THIS IS VERY GOOD FOOD AND I AM ENJOYING IT. and im also enjoying this line a lot

Winter’s voice was decisive: “Professor, if you hang up on me, I am flying to your location—tonight.”

winter: if y’all dont shut the fuck up back there i am turning this car, city, and continent AROUND,

It was the same thing, over and over: people didn’t understand her and she didn’t understand them. It was an exercise in futility that only gave her grief. In the end, she gave up on trying to explain herself. She resigned to being wrong, to always being wrong, even when she knew she wasn’t.

OOF OKAY WHAT THE HELL IS UP W/ THIS FIC AND CALLOUTS. HUH??? ME BITCH!!! I FEEL THAT!! AND IT SUCKS,

/reads the next bit

oh are we donning our tinfoil hats? we’re donning our tinfoil hats.

It was so easy. Glynda didn’t stumble over her words even once; didn’t waver. She was built for doing harm. Her anger burned hot and clean; it excised all the hurt like a malignant tumor.

Maybe she really had learned something from Cinder—channeling her frustration, her guilt, her pain, all of it into anger like this was something Glynda was new to. But it felt good. She leaned into it, letting it take the reins; the distressing memories vanished like wisps of smoke, vaporized by the heat of her wrath.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS god this is. SO EXCITING. i also love it when ppl rub off one one another its my FAV thing in the WORLD and this anger is. WOO. this anger is. DANDY. its also a very short-term burst of pleasure glynda so enjoy that hollowed-out whoopsie feeling that i sure get when i Blow Up,

“She butchered my friend!” Winter snarled, the camera shaking as she slapped the desk. “She butchered my friend in the streets like he was cattle! And I have done everything in my power to help you! Everything! To keep her from doing the same to you, and you’ve blown me off or lied or—” Winter’s voice snagged. “And now you tell me—you accuse me—”

It was early evening in Umbraroot, but it must already be night in Atlas. The shadows revealed the unclean angles of Winter’s face: the bruises of exhaustion under her eyes, the lines of stress at the corners of her mouth.

im sorry im just copy-pasting wholesale at this point but OH this is GOOD. i cant rly explain. like. the difference-- because you’d think from the og version this is just a bit more flavouring right? its like getting a bit of hot sauce on yr chicken wings and yr like ‘okay it adds smthng but its not like a side meal’ BUT IT IS A SIDE MEAL this is like a whole basket of fuckin. cheese-baked fries. winter DESERVES this screentime she DESERVES to have presence in this fic and OH does she USE IT im LIVINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Glynda wanted anger. She wanted fire and brimstone. She wanted a fight.

What she got was the glisten of tears on pale lashes. A hand covering Winter’s trembling mouth.

The ashy taste of remorse in her throat.

THERES THAT HOLLOWED-OUT WHOOPSIE FEELING!!!!!!!!!!!!! THERE IT IS RIGHT ON TIME. its like CLOCKWORK,

She didn’t have anything. Nothing against that. The possibility that Winter might truly care what happened to her had been so insignificantly small and easy to trample. She had forgotten about the losses Winter shouldered the moment Cinder had whispered inheritance.

it’s just like clockwork,

also this chapter feels lengthy but maybe its just cause i got distracted with animal crossing so ill have to do a wordcount check at the end

/checks

no its lengthy this is a thicc one,

“I know,” Glynda said. “I know. I know how this sounds. But she’s the only person who makes me feel like—like I make sense.” In her mind, Glynda lay in the darkness of Cinder’s bedroom, watching the glaze of streetlights along her lips as she said you.

you,,,,,,,,, we,,,,,,,,,,,, our,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, its all that gay shit,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

“If I’ve learned anything, it’s that Cinder Fall is a tremendous liar. She could convince you it is raining in Vacuo, given enough time. Two years ago, I was working on the Argus base, where I met her as a client; she told me she was a merchant seeking entrance into Atlas—she had all her documents in order, her entire persona set up, and she sold it perfectly. She was flawless—and all of it was fake. She gave me no reason to doubt her. She was—”

Winter cut herself off, abruptly. Then: “Once I was comfortable and safe, she burned down my office and murdered my friend.”

YES,,, SLOWLY THE LORE PIECES TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! winter is once bitten twice shy, but mayhaps we mean,,, once burnt,,,, twice shy,,,,,,,,,, hrmmmm,

Glynda told Winter everything.

OH MAN,,,, we’re really getting this messy fucking trio up in this bitch i am SO excited. i am THRILLED. here! we! go!!!!!!!!!! also i said it before but again im so glad winter gets to Be Here for this. sure this has nothing to do w/ her destiny or w/e but shes here now. shes in the uber. she waiting outside.

The dying potted plant Glynda had spotted last time on the back wall’s shelf had been replaced with a new one; this one’s leaves were beginning to shrivel at the ends.

dsfjhhkljsdf side note: is this like that scene in finding nemo where all the new fish see the niece and go ‘oh no we’re gonna die’ but instead its plants getting taken into winters office? they go ‘im sorry, mate, but once you go into her office, you come out TOTALLY dead,’

okay so this whole convo happened and if i try to pick one section ill end up picking it all AAAAAAAAAAAAAA im dying out here. WINTER BLEASE,,, BELIEVE THAT SOMETIMES CINDER CAN TELL A HALF-LIE. A SORTA-TRUTH. A SEMI-HEMI-DEMI HONESTY,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

How different would that mission have gone? How different would her life have been?

She found herself saying, “He had so many chances to tell me. Instead, he let me think I was reckless. That I was a danger to other people. I stopped working in teams. I didn’t have many people in my life to begin with, but afterwards was worse. He saw to it that he was all I had, and he let me think it was my fault.”

ROBLOXOOFNOISEDISTORTEDWITHDELAY.MP4

OOF!!!!!!! O O F!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! honestly OOF that shit HURTS BITCH!!!!!!! thats BANANAS. WILD. im also loving (hating???) the increase of painful glynda lore and honestly everyone feels like they have So Much More that builds them up and im THRIVING off it. im also suffering for it.

With the video feed closed, Glynda could see she had new notifications. Missed calls. From Cinder.

Glynda’s stomach lurched. She stowed her Scroll before she could think about them.

At the mouth of the alley, she could see the shape of Cinder’s apartment in the distance. She stood there for a long time, staring, uncertain what to do with her hands, unsure what to do with her heart. Her jaw flexed. She remembered the tears on Winter’s lashes. The friend she’d lost.

Glynda took her first step toward the apartment.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA and so the soft domestic shit ends. but nowhere near as explosively as id thought???????? HUH. H U H. must b because we’re gearing up for smthng honk honk honk

ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. this chap was SO good its astonishing (despite the [several] times i got distracted by animal crossing rip me). WINTER!!!!!!!! BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe this disaster trio is coming together. also cant wait for glynda to tell cinder the shit she just pulled. oh no,

(also the wordcount was 5,931. just in case u were curious)

[wavyzen]

★ lee felix scenario 01 ★

disclaimer: none of the photo’s in the moodboard above belong to me

update: this will be revised soon due to bad writing quality ;(

an: hi friends this is my first scenario so I’m sorry in advance if it’s trash and if felix is a bit ooc, anyways I hope y’all enjoy

prompt: Why are you so clingy people will think we’re dating- I know we are but you’re the one who wants it to be secret you moron! by shittyaus

pairing: lee felix x foreign idol s/o

genre: fluff

word count: 1052

You let out an abrupt inhale  as Felix slid his hand into yours. You promptly whipped your head around the cramped establishment, making sure that no one else saw the two of you. It was well past 11 at night, so the only other customers still lingering around was an older couple too enraptured in each other on the other side of the coffee shop and a university student studying for an exam a couple tables down. Letting out a sigh of relief you waved your free hand in front of him hoping to take his attention away from his phone. After a couple of seconds passed by, he finally looked only to shove his phone in your face. It was an instagram video of a roblox egg dancing around in a circle to ‘un poco loco’ from coco. Unable to control yourself, a couple of snorts left your lips as you used one of your hands to silence yourself. After calming down about a minute later, you placed your hand back into your lap and whispered “You know we can’t do this here.”, as quietly as humanly possible in order to not disturb the people around you. Felix set his phone down and leaned forward cupping your face in his hands, causing your heart to speed up a considerable amount.

“Love, there's barely anyone in here, no one is going to notice us.” Sighing and placing his hands back on the table, you took your glasses off of your face and placed them back into their case.

“I know there isn’t, but I just don’t want to risk you getting into any trouble. Or my parents and manager somehow figuring out.” you whispered back with a small pout on your lips. With the both of you being up and coming musicians and performers, maintaining a clean image was of iminent importance.

The two of you had met during the prior year in an airport when both of your flights were grounded due to inclement weather. Immediately recognizing you from social media and being an avid fan of your music, Felix decided to walk over to where you were sitting and asked for a photo for their Instagram. Taking your headphones off and pausing the episode of buzzfeed unsolved you had been watching on your phone, you shyly agreed. After talking a bit more and sharing some quality memes, a friendship was quickly formed. Once it was time to depart for your seperate flights, you exchanged numbers and promised to keep in touch. The instagram post had surprisingly received a lot of positive feedback with lots of support from stays. Being a stay yourself (Felix didn’t know about this until months later), this made you very happy.

You had been in the industry for about a year and were gaining much success as an upcoming r&b and rap artist. Some achievements you had made included being on the most recent XXL Freshman class, having a single on the Billboard top 100, and lastly collaborating with artists such as Chance the Rapper, Lil Yachty, Gorillaz and Vince Staples. You were a fresh face unapologetically discussing issues such as racism and poverty in your music, what wasn’t there to love? (you were met with a fair share of criticism though of course ☹, but the good feedback outweighed the bad so it’s all good ☺️) Although different from other artists, you remained out of the social spotlight majority of the time to focus on pursuing a music degree and working on your craft. You also prided yourself on being an introvert and did your best to stay away from drama and scandals, for it would ruin your squeaky clean image. Unfortunately, due to the both of you being artist’s, other than texting and facetiming you weren’t able to interact with Felix much. There was a time when you were on tour in Seoul with a couple of other artists from [Country-Name} and got the chance to attend one of his music shows. Other than that though, this was the first time you had to spend with him in person since the day the two of you had met. After being gifted with another musical success on your latest single a couple of months back and finally getting to enjoy your summer break from university, you decided to pay your closest friend a visit.

Your relationship blurred the lines between awfully close friends and lovers, with Felix’s clinginess and public displays of affection not being the true problem. That was JYP’s 3 year dating ban on newer artists and your parents and managers distaste towards you dating anyone, fore it may distract you from your studies and career.

Felix got up out of his seat across from you and slid into your booth wrapping an arm around your clothed shoulder and sliding his hand into yours once more..

“I promise no one will see okay, it’s a weeknight barely anyone is out at this hour.” Playfully rolling your eyes you gave in and rested your head on his shoulder, occasionally snickering and playfully hitting his arm  as he showed you more stupid videos.

The next morning you awoke to hundreds of notifications on all of your social media, meaning your worst fears had been realized: someone had noticed the two of you last night. Images of you and Felix sitting in the coffee shop and of him walking you back to your hotel flooded your feed. But to your pleasant surprise they were met with almost little to no negative feedback. Your fans and stays were hugely supportive of the relationship (if you could even call it that, the two of you weren’t even official yet), already creating fan pages and ship names. After heaving a huge sigh of relief and messaging your parents and manager to clear things up, you get a message from none other than Felix.

crackhead: i just had a meeting with JYP and he agreed to talk to the media, i told you everything would be alright😄😉

you: whatever idiot, you better just be glad this was received well.

crackhead: btw can I ask you something?

you: no

you: yes what is it

crackhead: be my gf or we aren’t friends anymore

you: is that a threat? and sure

[hardwarevent]

The Ongoing Struggle

So right now there's this anxiety in me. I can't seem to shake it. I haven't been able to shake it since I went on this trip to England. Not only am I jetlagged to hell, which means most moments it takes a lot of my focus just to stay conscious, but every waking moment has this feeling of anxiety. I guess it boils down to the fact that I missed this one big July 4th party at C's house, because I was in England. The thing is though, I don't think if I was in the US at the time that I even would have gone? Or wanted to go? It's the fact that there even was this party is what irks me. And I've been trying to pick these feelings apart, but it's all so... like... jumbled? It's weird. Lemme pick apart these feelings. So one thing I'm annoyed at is C. But that's nothing new. This isn't even a logical fucking annoyance, it's just me being annoyed at their existence. It's me having to look at those stupid fucking pictures in the telegram group about them and their stupid mousy boyfriend that they dress up like him now and I feel like the only one who notices that? Like they couldn't figure out how to be as gay as humanly possible to distance themselves from me so they just took a big chunk out of the style out of the other gayest person that they're dating?  And M is next to them too because I guess he's trying to get some of that too now. But then like what about V? Like she's okay with this? What the fuck is going on there? Is she just feeling sorry for M because he still hasn't gotten a job? I guess their good mutual friend is trying to arrange something too. Like is this what my life is now, just watching everyone else arrange having sex with everybody else's significant other. It's crazy. Like, when I get a girlfriend, I hope to god she's not the sharing type, cuz I wouldn't want to share, and I hope she doesn't want to share me, even. I guess the one experience I had put me off so fucking much from that. But like, when I try to put these feelings into words, I realize that there's a logical part of my brain being like "why are you upset about this? C isn't your gf anymore, you broke up with them, and what M and V and C do is none of your fucking business anymore." And it's right. But I can't help but feel the way I feel. These twisted knots in my stomach. The constant background hum of anxiety. Why am I still such a wreck? I did everything right, I thought. I followed what I logically thought I should do. I'm still sad. I'm still annoyed and hurt by all this shit that I should have moved on from by now. I'm so fucked up, man. I've been thinking about just not being in those telegram chats anymore. I don't enjoy them. Every time I go in I dread seeing something I don't want to see. Like some dudes dick. Or talking about dicks. Or gay shit. I realized that I go in, I flip through so I can see if something upset me, I get upset, I flip past all the other shit that I don't care about, and I leave. It's torture now. Anything that C or M is tied to makes me anxious now. I don't want to see it. I want to move on. I'm done. I can't do it anymore. I want to leave those chats. Should I just stop going, or leave altogether? Maybe I'll try just not going. You know what's funny? I'm in England right now, spending time with all my family, but... this stupid shit is all that sticks in my mind. What am I doing. You know, my mom and stepdad have asked about a new girlfriend once or twice. Luckily the conversations move so fast I don't let the questions stick. But I want to tell them this story. I really want to hear their opinion. I need to tell someone, anyone, who isn't in that circle. Someone that might understand... I'm tired. It's like 3am. I was gonna go online and fucking torture myself, but luckily my grandparents turn off the router at night, which is something I never thought about. So I'm gonna just pop all this in a note and put it up later. Man, what an adventure this past year has been... Facebook gave me a 1 year anniversary of the mount Diablo trip recently. I remember that trip. We were all super happy, there was great chemistry between all of us. V slapped my ass because we all thought it was funny but it was like flirty, which was fun, and I liked it. And then we arranged the couples thing. And then that's about when things started to fall apart. And then I had this really emotionally shitty past 9 or so months. Which was fun. I... um... I should see.... a therapist? Maybe? Because I feel like this whole thing really has fucked me up. Now when I see or hear or think about orgies or 3somes or even a lot of normal sex, it just really puts me off. I feel like that stuff causes anxiety at a subconscious level now because of all this shit. It's wild. Human psychology is wild. So now I'm where I am now, which may or may not be a good place. I... well like, alright, let's throw down a fucking list. Things I have going for me- -like 2 whole supportive families that love and care for me -a solid job -no college debt/a car/a fair amount of cash/good monetary situation - Ok apartment -friends, I guess? -free time Things that suck- -might end up having to cut ties with a lot of those friends ->tfw no gf -im like 26 now, so harder to get gf That pretty much boils down the whole thing. My whole life boiled down to a few bullet points. I like how at this point, my brain connects the dots after reading those points like "hear me out, me. What if, get this, what if we use the good monetary situation, to help the bad points in your life? What if, bear with me, you use all that money that isn't making you happy, and use it on stuff that makes you happy, or makes you more attractive? Get a good haircut. Get some nice clothes. Who gives a shit if it costs 1000, 2000 dollars? Shrouds don't have pockets, and it's only money. Throw out your wardrobe and get a new one, fuck it. Take those gymnastics classes with that roblox friend, who gives a fuck. Take dance classes! You love songs and rhythm and music and moving to music and you never got the chance to use it since like fucking high school band class. Do what outgoing people do. Fucking write poetry! Work out hard. Get ripped. Because you know what? You got nothing left to lose. You can't take this shit from C and M emotionally anymore. So don't. Become better than them. Be better than them. You ARE better than them. Rise above them. Because you're running out of time, and your life is worth living and then some. You should be so happy to be given this life with so much privilege and potential. So transcend who you are. Become someone you want to be." Yeah.... life is too short for negativity. I need to just let things go. And maybe still go to a therapist.