#i have a fav but there's no right answer. peace and love from the snack aisle

[sadakorosee]

They fight over their S/O

all turtles x fem!reader

genre: poly relationship, silly, fluff, idk i was thinking far ahead i'm bored in the office rn please send help

summary: all they want is y/n's attention and her, on the other hand, just want to eat her snacks in peace

"You already have your time with her yesterday; today's my turn!"

"We were washing dishes! It's not exactly quality time for us!"

"Then I should be with her. I was at my lab all day."

"That's not fair! Raph snatched her away from me while we were playing Apex Legends!"

Despite the yelling, you were unbothered munching away your snacks in your lap. The TV distracted you from the chaos that's happening behind you.

"Seriously? You went back to him after he left for Paris and hooked up with his co-worker? The heck." You shook your head at the TV.

The argument gotten nearer each time and now they're surrounding you, 2 turtles at both your sides and another 2 on the floor.

"What are you watching, babe?" Raph gently asked.

"Uhh... it's kpop right now. They're debuting AIs this year. Insane." You blankly answered him, eyes still focusing on the tv.

"So, who's your favourite group right now?" Donnie curiously asked.

"If a girl group, I'm leaning to Dreamcatcher and (G)-Idle. As for boy groups, Ateez all the way." (A/N: readers may imagine it's your favourite kpop groups)

"Oh me too! They're like my favs." Mikey chirped.

"No they aren't. You don't even know who they are." Raph smacked the youngest's head.

The turtles squabble for about an hour or two until they finally died down, also enjoying the show you were interested in. You felt like you were craving something sweet and saw your m&m's mini tube on the coffee table. You asked if one of them can grab them for you but then they started arguing who should give it to you, each brothers snatching it from each other until Raph grabbed it and didn't realize his grip was so strong, the tube crushed into pieces.

Along with the chocolates inside.

"Aww, Raph! Look what you did." Mikey exclaimed.

"Oh no," Donnie yelped and all attention went to you - you were staring at the broken pieces of the chocolate on the floor but your fists were shaped into a ball, gripping on the sofa sheet you sat on.

"Babe, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to-- I'll get you another one! D-Don't get mad, please." Raph was nearly begging on his knees so you don't get mad because let's admit it; you're the scariest angry person out of the 5 of you in this poly relationship.

"You didn't mean to?" you lowly said, getting up from your seat. "I spent all day in this lair to spend more time with you but all you guys did was fighting with each other. How the hell am I supposed to--"

You were interrupted by Leo shoving m&m's in your mouth, which made you stop completely. Your face softened, slowly chewing the sweetness in your mouth.

"Aww, I love you all so much." You cooed, Leo giving you the extra pack of m&m's and you sat back down, attention on the tv again.

Raph and Mikey stared at Leo in shock, while Donnie had disappeared somewhere and came back with a calender and his notepad.

"Ohhhh," Donnie dragged, facepalming himself. "Today's her menstrual cycle. It's her 2nd day."

Leo was surprised by the info. "Wait, that was the reason? I thought she's just pissed so I ran to find extra packs to calm her down."

The other brothers just blinked and turned to each other.

"We suck at this relationship stuff."

[hoonhrt]

ni-ki — as your boyfriend

this might be a little long, ni-ki is just the cutest :( 

ni-ki is very young so I think it would take a long time for him to confess his feelings for you as he would be very shy and awkward 

he would text you saying “meet me at the park at 4 pm after practice.” 

so you go and there he is waiting for you at the swings 

you both sit down and there is an awkward silence 

you dont know why he told you to come and he is too nervous to even say anything 

you both steal glances from each other before ni-ki breaks the silence 

“ireallyreallylikeyouandimhopingyoulikemebackorelsethisisgoingtobereallyembarrassingformeafter” all in one breath 

you just kinda stare at him and he awkwardly smiles back 

you understood maybe like 4 words which were “i really really like you” 

you move a little closer to him and intertwine your hands and whisper your confession to him 

he than smiles his beautiful boxy smile of his and gets all red 

you guys stay with your hands intertwined for the whole time 

like you guys are walking back home with your pinkies intertwined 

and before he leaves you give him a kiss on his cheek 

BUB IS SO SO RED THE WHOLE TIME 

thus beginning of the most chaotic relationship to exist 

when i say chaotic, i mean chaotic 

you guys are always yelling? thats literally how you communicate with each other 

“HI NI-KI DID YOU EAT TODAY?” “HI LOVE YEAH I DID, DO YOU WANNA SHARE SNACKS WITH ME?” 

if people didn’t know you they would assume you guys are fighting 

but youre not, just very very loud 

the boys hate when you come over to the dorms cause they will never get a moment of peace 

GAMES 24/7 

like will make you play games with him even if you arent together 

games get even louder 

always yelling that the other person cheated 

makes fun of his hyungs with you its so funny 

you guys will just be laughing at something so hard youre both on the floor with your hands clutched to your stomach 

and the boys just pass you by like this is a regular occurrence (which it is)

playfights always 

he’ll just randomly tackle you and you guys start to fake fight

loves going on walks with you 

like if its just to the store or a walk around the park, he loves being in your presence 

sometimes you guys don’t talk when you are together as its a little awkward so you both just enjoy the comfortable silence 

making plans with this dude is almost impossible as he never answers his phone 

PICK UP YOUR PHONE NI-KI!

so you end up showing up to his door to hang out with him 

even if he is doing something, he’ll drop everything to be with you

he is really shy with kisses so I think it will take a really long time to kiss you so he just sticks to off guard cheek kisses <3 

really loves forehead kisses :(( 

loves when you grab his face and pull down his head to be parallel to your lips and kiss his forehead 

bby gets so giggly and blushy after 

CUDDLES GALOOOREEEE 

we all know how clingy ni-ki can get 

craves hugs 

just loves when you hold him close to you 

falls asleep on your lap alot 

throws his entire body over you 

LOVES WHEN YOU PLAY WITH HIS HAIR 

whines when you stop playing with it 

he remembers all the little things like your favourite song off of a certain album but wont be able to remember your favourite colour??? 

TEASES YOU 24/7 

like literally all the time 

makes fun of you but in a cute way 

if he sees you getting upset about it 

he wont know what to do except hug you and just cling 

like legit magnets 

will not let you go until he hears you utter the words ‘its okay’ after his millionth apology 

even than he wont let you go cause you are very warm and soft 

sometimes you’ll beg him to let you go the practice with you 

and that rare chance he does let you come, you guys have the most fun 

he loves teaching you dances 

even if you dont them very well 

it makes his heart so happy seeing you try to do something he is so fond of 

loves recording videos of you attempting do dance 

he get SO shy if you record him dancing 

but you cant help it cause youre literally so amazed by his talent 

YOU GUYS MAKES BUNGEOPPANG TOGETHER 

its his 2nd fav thing to do aside from dancing with you 

they either taste so so yummy or nasty as hell cause you burned them (whoops) 

either way just loves spending time with you 

teaches you about japanese culture so much :(( loves telling you stories about back home, his family, his hometown, his friends 

you see he gets a little emotional so you promise him that one day you guys will go together and adventure japan 

he literally falls in love with you right there 

bugs you when you do homework 

or sometimes he helps cause he misses being at school 

thinks about you 24/7 but has trouble actually telling you :(( 

asks his hyungs for advice all the time cause he wants to be able to show you he loves you 

to summrize, you guys just have a very playful and adorable relationship 

pls love him forever and ever <//3

[aaron-despair]

Falling - (Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader)

A/N: I don’t own any of the characters on this fic, they belong to Marvel.

Warnings: none

Request:  SAAAAAAAMMYYYYY!!!! All the talk about fake dating got me hskahdkahska so here I am requesting for a Wanda x Reader fake dating AU!! Reader wants to get rid of an ex who wouldn't stop bugging her so Wanda decides that, since Reader and her ex share classes, she'd play the lovely gf who sometimes pays a visit to Reader with her fav coffee/drink and donuts. I leave the ending to you 😂😂😂 thaaaaank you bby! ✨❤️

A/N(2): This didn’t go as I planned, tbh... There’s a chance I’ll rewrite it if I can think of a better ending. Anyway, here you go. Hope you enjoy it!^^

“It’s been a while since we last could hang out. How are you?” Wanda asked as you brought the drinks over to your little spot. It wasn’t a busy day at the coffee shop, so you could enjoy some peaceful minutes with your best friend.

“Well, I’ve been pretty good. There isn’t much to do lately, so I have more free time than usual.” You smiled, sitting down in front of her. “What about you? You spent last week with your brother, right?”

“Yeah, we could finally catch up. We went over to that little lake near Tony’s house, remember it? Oh! And Pietro also brought some of our things from when we lived in Sokovia.” She rambled, and the glint in her eyes didn’t go unnoticed.

“Seems like it brought back some good memories.”

“It did! I’ve never seen him smile so much, not even when we were kids. This time it was different, like he was…” She froze, thinking of the right word.

“Feeling lighter?” You offered, and she nodded.

“Yes, exactly!”

“That’s really good. I’m glad to see you two are doing better.” You smiled again, a gesture that Wanda reciprocated softly.

“Thank you.”

“It’s nothing. Really.” Glancing at the clock in the wall, you panicked. “God, I’m gonna be so late! I’m so sorry this was cut short, Wanda.”

“Don’t worry about it. Now go before you miss class.” The girl laughed as you hastily stood up and hugged her, before running out of the cafe.

Fortunately, the morning seemed to pass by fairly quickly. Sooner than you expected, it was the end of your last class of the day, and you were gathering your things to leave when someone coughed to get your attention. Looking over your shoulder, you groaned under your breath, mentally preparing for what was about to come.

“Do you need something?” You gritted out, still not turning to face your ex, who wouldn’t take the hint and leave you alone.

“Don’t be like that, I just wanna talk with you for a bit.” You rolled your eyes. It was always the same.

“Didn’t you hear me last time? There’s nothing to talk about.” You nearly hissed, turning to leave but you were forced back one more time.

“Come on, maybe if yo-”

“There you are!” A familiar voice cut in, and before you could register what was happening, Wanda was clinging to your arm as she planted a quick kiss on your cheek. “Just go with it for now, okay?” She whispered in your ear before pulling away slightly. “Sorry for interrupting, I just missed you a lot.” She pouted, leaning even further into you.

“I’m sorry, sweetheart. I didn’t mean to make you wait.” You answered smoothly, watching as Wanda bit back an amused smile at your ex’s dumbfounded expression.

“Who are you?”

“I’m her girlfriend, is there a problem?” Wanda said, quirking a brow.

“N-no, not at all… I, uh- I gotta go. See you, (Y/N).”

Both of you watched as she picked up her things and hurriedly left the room.

“How did you know she-”

“I was waiting for you outside and Nat told me.” The sokovian girl giggled, wrapping an arm around your shoulders.

“Well, thanks for saving me, love.” You teased, taking your things and letting her pull you out of the building.

“Oh, it was nothing, darling. Glad to help.” She bit back, and both of you bursted out laughing.

You couldn’t be more grateful, and you weren’t afraid to admit that her visit made your day better. Wanda, being the amazing friend she is, kept showing up from time to time. She even brought you cups of coffee or tea, and sometimes a little snack that she knew you loved.

All your friends could see that her presence made you seem less tense, as your ex didn’t dare corner you again after classes. This little situation got you two closer and closer, getting to the point where you got this warm feeling in your chest every time she wrapped an arm around your waist, or hugged you as a greeting followed by a kiss on the cheek.

It didn’t take long for you to realise that you were falling for her.

**************

“Thanks for coming today, Wanda.” You smiled, taking the offered cup of tea and wrapping an arm around the girl’s shoulders as she sat by your side on the couch.

“It’s nothing, I had a feeling you needed a distraction.” She replied, briefly glancing at the mountain of papers in your desk, waiting for you to finish them. “So, what movie are we watching today?”

“That’s up to you. I’m too tired to think of anything else today…”

“You could use some sleep.” Wanda scolded lightly, moving so she was facing you. You shook your head, reassuring her that you were fine and could still stay awake. 

She didn’t look entirely convinced, but shrugged it off and picked a random movie. You tried hard to fight the tiredness, though your efforts weren’t enough as halfway through it, you noticed your eyes slowly closing. Finally admitting defeat, you let your head fall on Wanda’s shoulder, who just giggled and tossed a blanket over you.

“Sleep well, (Y/N/N).” She whispered, moving a loose strand of hair behind your ear.

“Thanks, Wands. I love you…” You mumbled without thinking. When Wanda looked over at you, you were suddenly wide awake. “I- That just-”

“Did you mean it?” She asked, trying to stop your fidgeting hands. You swallowed hard under her scrutinizing gaze, trying to think of a suitable answer. You couldn’t just tell her that you meant it. She was your friend, she wasn’t interested in you. At least not like that, right?!

You were too caught up in your thoughts to notice Wanda coming closer, until she carefully brushed her lips against yours briefly, pulling away almost immediately. That simple gesture made you freeze, mind going completely blank as you stared at Wanda’s green eyes.

“(Y/N)...”

“Y-yeah?” You stuttered, finally coming out of your trance-like state.

“Did you mean it?” She asked again, and this time you couldn’t help it.

“Yes, I did…” You confessed, gaze locked on her as you wondered if this was the right decision.  

“Good.” She smiled, before pulling you into another kiss, this time a longer one.

It wasn’t rushed. Just a sweet, loving kiss that showed how much you loved each other. It showed how happy you were by the other’s side. It showed everything you felt for the sokovian girl, and how she reciprocated those feelings.

“I love you too, (Y/N/N).” Wanda whispered once you separated, and stood up. “Now come on, you’re exhausted. You need to rest.”

“But-”

“Nope, you’re not allowed to complain.”

She pulled you up and knowing better than to fight her, you let her guide you to your room, where she pushed you to the bed and then proceeded to lay on top of you.

“Now, sleep.” She ordered, snuggling deeper into your chest.

“Fiiiine…” You grumbled, feeling her giggle at your antics. “Love you.”

“Love you too.”

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[simp-for-mha-men]

𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕟 (𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕥𝕒 𝕒𝕚𝕫𝕒𝕨𝕒 𝕩 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣)

Request by @hermionie-is-my-queen​: Hey! Not necessarily a request, and kind of a scenario proposal: but imagine aizawa and reader adopted a cat a while back together, and the cat gets sick, or has to be put down, and it’s just some comforting fluff? Idk if this falls into the category of no angst so if it does instead maybe visiting a shelter to adopt a new kitty? Tysm anyway! Soft aizawa and soft kitties are my fav

A/N: Yes, yes, and yes! I am so in love with this whole idea. I took a little bit of inspiration from the English voice actor’s Tik Tok and from where I live for this one. School just started back up, too, so I’ll now be taking a bit longer to reply to requests. Sorry! Anyways, I really hope you enjoy it!

Genre: fluffy times with a rescue cat and your boyfriend, angst in the first half due to animal death 🌧️💜

Word count: 2.7k

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It had only been a month. One month ago, you lost your precious siamese cat, Willow. Your boyfriend, Shouta Aizawa, had given her to you once you moved into your first apartment together. She was a gift that kept on giving, whether it was hairballs or purrs. She kept you company through the day while your boyfriend was teaching his students, and you both would welcome him home with kisses and cuddles every day.

Aizawa loved Willow just as much as you did. You were both the lights in his life, and without you, he would feel incomplete. After the worst days at U.A., he could come home and feel at peace due to the loves of his life. It tore him up inside that Willow was gone, but he knew the loss broke you apart even worse than it did him.

He adopted Willow when she was 11. The shelter he went to, usually just to browse, was going to put her down just because of her age. Aizawa formed a bond when he looked into her ocean blue eyes. He knew that she would be perfect not only for him but for you as well. In a matter of minutes, the adoption papers were signed and finalized. A beautiful forest green bow was placed around her neck, and she was on her way to meet the better half of her new owner. The three of you were inseparable when home. Midnight cuddles and afternoon snacks were always a favorite among your little family. Despite you and Aizawa never talking about kids in your future, you felt like Willow was your daughter. It was true perfection and bliss. Sadly, it couldn’t last forever.

When Willow turned 13, she started acting strange. She began hiding around the house more, throwing up whenever she ate, and losing an excessive amount of weight. You decided a check-up was in order, and Aizawa whole-heartedly agreed. Praying for a fluke incident was what you did, but deep down, you knew that wasn’t going to be the case no matter how much you wished it to be. Her vet told you both that she had cancer and wouldn’t live much longer. This caused your world to come spiraling down.

How someone handles the five stages of grief depends on the person. For you, Willow was absolutely fine. You were in absolute denial. Over the two years you and Aizawa raised her, she was always healthy. There was absolutely no way that she could have cancer. Healthy cats don’t get cancer, right? You went about your life with Willow as if everything was normal. Aizawa tried to knock some sense into you, but you blocked it out. A week later, a certain piece of information triggered the second stage of grief.

Aizawa told you that he would be staying home to take care of Willow with you, since she was living her final weeks. Saying you were furious would be an understatement. You took your boyfriend onto the balcony and yelled at him for 15 minutes about how Willow was completely normal. You told him that everything was fine and that she would live longer than what the vet said. Seeing you were too stubborn to change, Aizawa refused talking to you about the matter but still took those extra days off. It lasted like this another week before another trip to the vet.

Once you got home that night, you found yourself on your knees next to the bed. You were praying to whatever deity was in the sky or under the ground to save Willow. You didn’t know if bargaining with the immortal was a sane idea, but you had entered the third stage. Aizawa watched you do this every hour of the day, it seemed. He heard you muttering to yourself in your sleep, begging for Willow’s safety. None of this worked, though. Two weeks after the visit, Willow was back at the vet to be put down for good.

The last month had gone by agonizingly slow. Your boyfriend was back at work, leaving you alone to your own devices. The depression had been the longest stage. You wondered to yourself if you would ever get to the acceptance part of the five stages. Nothing you did to try and clear your mind worked. You tried to write, draw, sing, and dance, but nothing seemed successful. Most days, you were confined to your side of your shared bed, sobbing your eyes out until they looked unusually red and puffy.

Losing an animal shouldn’t hurt this much. You had a cat when you were younger, and when she was put down, you were only upset for a week before understanding it was time to move on. Why did losing Willow hurt so much. The question plagued you day and night. You racked your brain trying to figure out why this pain wouldn’t subside. Why did it sting so badly? Why did the tears keep falling?

When you were starting dinner one evening, your boyfriend came home. He seemed to be in a good mood, which was strange for someone like him. He came around, gave you a quick peck on the cheek, and leaned against the counter next to the stove.

“How was your day, babe?” you asked, mustering up as much fake happiness as possible.

You flashed your lover a quick smile, hoping it hid the pain better than you thought it did. However, you had been dating this man for 3 years. He knew you all too well. Willow’s death had affected you so much, which caused him to mull over it for longer than expected. An animal’s death was, of course, sad, but people usually got over it quickly. Why was it taking you longer?

“Are you alright?” your boyfriend questioned, placing a hand on your upper arm.

Sighing, you answered, “Of course I am.”

“No, you’re not.”

“Yes, I am.”

You both began a waltz to avoid each other. You stood on the opposite side of the island, setting the places on the table for the both of you to eat. Right as Aizawa met you, you sauntered off back to the stove to turn off the burner. It went on like this for much longer while your words went at each other.

“No, you’re not.”

“Yes, I am.”

“(y/n)...you’re not.”

“Just shut up, ok?”

“Listen to me...”

“SHUT UP!”

Suddenly, a bright flash of lightning struck outside. The deafening boom from the sky sounded next. In a matter of seconds, a downpour began outside and inside the apartment. Your eyes were filled to the brim with tears. Aizawa froze, giving you time to finally realize why Willow’s death meant so much to you. It was right in front of you the whole time, but your ignorance caused blindness. Just as your boyfriend began to approach you, the tears and truth spilled over.

“She was like our baby,” you began. “Once I moved in with you, I was so scared that you would break up with me. Willow brought us together. No matter what had happened on a bad day, she would fix us back up. It’s like I lost a part of our relationship, Shouta.”

Aizawa was shocked to say the least. In actuality, Aizawa was completely caught off by your statement. He never knew you felt this way about Willow. He knew you had developed a close bond with the feline, but he should’ve noticed sooner the parental role you took for her. He felt like a terrible boyfriend. He felt like he should’ve found a way to keep Willow alive longer. He felt like her death was his fault.

“(y/n), I’m sorry I should’ve--”

“Meow.”

Both of you came to your senses. Did you really just hear a meow? Had Willow come out of her grave to come back to you both? Aizawa looked at you, causing your tears to stop for a moment. Another flash of lightning struck, followed by the familiar thunder. Then, you heard it again.

“Meeeeow.”

Your brain was going crazy. You were already running on endorphins due to the sudden outburst you had at your lover. Now, you felt your fight or flight responses kick in. There’s no way there was a cat at your apartment. Sure, you lived in an area where an animal could get lost, but a stray cat would never be near your complex.

“Meow.”

Taking a deep breath in, you tried to calm your nerves. Silently cursing your boyfriend’s senses, you heard him shuffling over to you. He placed his hands on your hips and kissed your forehead. Aizawa felt guilty. He knew that a cat wouldn’t be outside in this weather, especially if it was a stray. It was just his mind playing tricks on him. His guilty conscience was in full force, or maybe it wasn’t?

“Meeeeow.”

“Ok,” you said, slowly tilting your head up to meet your boyfriend’s gaze. “Please tell me you’re hearing the meowing, too.”

“It’s real?” Aizawa asked, gazing at you with confused eyes.

Shaking your head, you slithered out of his arms. Despite your mind telling you this was a bad idea, you decided to stick with your sudden plan. You were going to check outside. You didn’t know what you would find, but it was worth the risk. Wherever this cat was, you had to find it. You weren’t doing this for you, however, but for Willow.

Placing your hand on the front door knob, you unlocked it and slowly opened it just a little bit. That’s when you saw it. A beautiful tabby cat sat on your front mat, meowing to its heart’s content. It was drenched, laying against the door in search of some warmth. The poor little angel was shivering, but it looked up upon sensing your presence.

“Well, hello there,” you greeted, opening the door wider.

“Meeeeow.”

You bent down and sat on your knees, cooing the little creature forward. Taking your invitation, it sauntered over to you. Once your hand made contact with its back, the cat began rubbing its wet body all over your leg. Laughing slightly, you turned to look at Aizawa.

He was staring at you with true adoration in his eyes. He knew from the moment he met you that you were the one, but this tender moment between you and a stray cat solidified that even more. It was perfect. You were perfect. Despite the past month, he realized what this new stray would mean to you immediately. Willow sent him or her as a gift from heaven. That much had to be true. It was her way of saying that everything would be alright.

“I’ll get some food and water for the little one,” Aizawa said, walking over to first close the door.

“Make sure to get a towel first,” you replied. “I don’t want this poor baby getting sick from being to cold. Right, sweetie?”

The cat gazed at you with thankfulness in its eyes. You felt much different than you had just a few minutes ago. You were no longer sad about Willow. Instead, you were happy her pain had ended when it did, even if it wasn’t in the best way. Somehow, this little stray just happened to choose your doorstep. Your heart was starting to feel whole again. That’s how you came to a simple conclusion: this was fate. The stage of acceptance was finally in your sight.

You and Aizawa resumed your waltz around the kitchen, but this time, things were much different. It felt like the day Aizawa first brought Willow home. You immediately took on the role of the parent, watching your new friend’s every move to make sure it didn’t hurt itself. Once Aizawa brought you a towel, you sat on the couch and began drying off the cat. You discovered during this that you had found an adorable little boy, proud and frisky from his recent adventure.

Aizawa set the food and water out, luring the tabby out of your lap and to the kitchen. He lapped everything greedily, only further confirming that this was indeed a stray. Walking over to your boyfriend, you stopped once you reached his side.

“I’m sorry,” you began, lacing your fingers with his.

“Oh, don’t be,” he replied, smoothly changing the position you both were in so he could snuggle your neck. “I should’ve taken off time from work and been there for you. It was wrong of me to think our lives would go back to normal.”

“But, still..”

“(y/n)...just let me hold you.”

You did what he asked. You let him wrap his arms around you as you both watched your new boy. Unspoken between the two of you was what was going to happen with your newfound cat: you were going to keep him. Of course, he would need to pay for his shots, a proper bath, and new amenities, but that was a thing for the future. Aizawa knew you would bring it up tomorrow morning, worrying about it profusely, and you knew Aizawa would tell you to stop worrying so much, peppering your face in kisses as a distraction.

Once the cat was finished eating, he walked over and began rubbing himself against Aizawa’s leg. Realizing he needed to be warmed up, you reached down and picked him up. He clearly enjoyed being showered in attention and didn’t pull away when you both began talking to him.

“What do you think?” Aizawa questioned.

You knew what he was talking about: his name. Despite only finding this cat outside of your doorstep 20 minutes ago, you both knew this was his new forever home. The name was an important part of claiming a pet, which you made sure to educate Aizawa about before naming Willow. This, however, wasn’t a tough decision like Willow’s name.

“I was thinking Thunder,” you replied softly, gazing into your lover’s eyes.

He hummed in response, alerting you that he liked that name. You purposely chose that name due to the circumstances you found him in, but you also had an ulterior motive. You eventually wanted to get another cat and name it Lightning. Why? Easy answer: why not?

Suddenly, your boyfriend let go of your waist. Turning around, you noticed he began walking off to the bedroom. It was only 7:30, but, of course, your lover was already exhausted. That was one of the qualities you loved about him, though. He could always fall asleep easily.

“You didn’t eat dinner,” you called after him.

“I know,” he replied in a low voice, “but wouldn’t you rather fall asleep with the man you love?”

His words made you blush, but he wasn’t wrong. With Thunder in your arms and dinner long forgotten, you made your way over to your bedroom. Upon entering, you saw your boyfriend was already laying down and waiting for you to join him. You placed Thunder on the bed and went to lay down next to your lover. He placed his arms around you, making you fell safe and secure before someone interrupted you both.

Thunder began slowly crawling up to lie in between you. Chuckling, Aizawa left a little bit of room between your bodies for your new baby to curl up between you both. It felt natural. It felt like home again. It was just you, your boyfriend, and your cat. Willow, you could tell, was smiling down from heaven. You knew she could be fully at peace now knowing you were happy.

“I love you so much,” you mumbled to your boyfriend, allowing your eyes to close.

“I love you, too, kitten,” Aizawa replied, drifting off to sleep and allowing your breaths to match one another.

This was home. This was family. This was perfection for the both of you. Now, Aizawa went to bed with a single question on his mind. It was quite simple but also heavy. When was he going to place that wonderful ring on your finger?

[softforcal]

Writing Tips

I get a lot of asks about tips on writing so i figured i’d just make a huge ass post for ya’ll :)

this shit covers: character, plot, motivation, past vs present tense, 3rd vs 1st verson, oneshots vs multi chapter fics, moodboards for character building, dialogue, oc’s vs reader inserts, face claims, the grocery store test, the meme test

Character

okay i want to start by saying: i used to write imagines so writing in character was like MY THING for like 6 years so i have a LOT OF PRACTICE with watching something and picking up on characters and i’ve spent THOUSANDS of hours watching shows. so like, i’ve spent a lot of time on this you know? so don’t feel bad if you have a life and havent had as much practice :)

so at the moment, i’ve been doing character mood boards to help figure out a character? but the thing about that is im picky about face claims and it can be hard so this is an easily skippable option and i’m not even sure if i enjoy it yet you know?

so first: i think of a story. i think of the type of OC that’s involved, i think about what they’re like, (i sometimes find a face claim), i give them a name

for me, as soon as they have a name and sort of a face in my brain, they take on a life of their own. a character knows when you’ve found the right name and face for it and it comes alive when you do. like for me, Birdie was originally ‘Cherry’ but she was like ‘bitch no’ and wouldn’t let me write her until i found her name.

to be honest. i don’t plan things. like. when i write, the character just takes over. i have no control. they do what they want. fucking Valentina and Harry in Trouvaille, i had a whole angst scene for them and these assholes decided to go on the terrace and tell each other they like each other instead and then the story just ended. like. i had a pLAN and they RUINED IT.

you can’t be afraid if letting your characters do what they want to do. when you plot, a loose outline is good but i just throw my characters into a situation and see where they go.

like for my final gang au chapter, did i want Michael to leave town? no. but he needed to take Dove and get the fuck out of there you know?

i don’t make playlists really, sometimes certain songs stick to people, like one of my characters, his song right now is Girlfriend by Anderson East and that song was sort of inspiration.

I don’t know where my inspiration comes from. obviously i write a FUCK ton so let me see if i can explain a few past stories and where they came from.

Gang AU was born from a post by @hereforlukescruff​ about the song ‘Or Nah.’

Cromulent was based off a tumblr post about enemies fake dating

Wild one was legit just me figuring out how to work all of @glitterprincelu​s fav things into one fic

Floral was based off of looking at my favourite tattoo artists floral tattoos

Trouvaille was originally pompous New York! Calum but as i developed it, it was Harry and i couldn’t stop him from pushing Cal out of the way and being like ‘this is my apartment you wanker get the fuck out of here and let me smoke and paint in peace.’

Noise was originally based off an idea by @palliddark​ that i was blessed enough to receive, she also had influence in Cromulent because months ago she requested a post about the boys recording having sex for a song.

So i think what we’re realizing here is a lot of it comes through interacting with other creators. one of my new pieces is based off of 2 5sos songs and one is based off of a person in Love Island. so inspo can hit from anywhere

the fic im working on now came from me talking to @harryforvogue​ about the new Gucci ads Harry did.

i started a Greaser Cal that i dropped cuz im a whore, but it was inspired by @calsangel​ and hopefully it gets completed sometime soon

like. talking to other creative people is just a breeding pool for ideas. people you trust and love, people who you can bounce off of. listen for stories in music, study people and characters and who knows where it might lead you :)

i hope this helps. but yeah. my number one piece of advice: talk about writing, talk about stories, talk about the guys you want to write about and inspo WILL hit.

also to all the people i have tagged i hope you know how much you guys mean to me. like. i really appreciate all you guys do and how much support you’ve given me and continue to give me. i hope i can offer the same support in return and i love you all with my whole heart.

****** Moodboard and Character (final thoughts)

So basically since i wrote that OG advice, i’ve begun to realize: moodboards are a good tool because if you can easily come up with 9 pics for a character they’re pretty well thought out. 

for example, my easiest moodboard to make was for Birdie in my gang au

Birdie: likes scrunchies, reading, classic stories, ice cream, bubblegum, lollipops, acrylic nails, having her hair in a bun

my worst moodboard was for a character named Annabelle from Noise

i started and was like... who is Annabelle: she’s blonde... she uhhhh is doing psychology?

and that’s all i could get because Annabelle was a mostly dialogue driven character with no actual mentioned likes or dislikes, in my eyes, Annabelle was not a well thought out character.

so moodboards can help because they show you how well you’ve got your characters figured out.

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Plot

so plot is tough. i tend to gravitate more to character driven plot because characters are my #thing. i’m going to start by going through some of my plotlines and going over the good and bad and hopefully have an answer at the end of it after picking apart my writing. should be FUN.

long fic plots

Noise plot: Annabelle gets a new neighbour and he keeps fucking girls and waking her up and they have banter, he’s a hothead and invites her to psychoanalyze him and it leads to some tension but he is soft for her right away and they a little awkward with each other but finally give love a try.

Floral plot: would renowned tattoo artist Calum chooses a new apprentice, socially awkward and anxious Lily, they’re attracted to each other but the confines of a boss and pupil relationship are tight and evident, creating tensions. Calum struggles with being professional while falling for the cute apprentice, especially when pressure is put on them by their friends, after slow burn and anxiousness they finally get together.

Cromulent plot: Calum has a new PR relationship with Chlo and he hates her, he thinks she’s fake and does everything he can to piss her off, finally deciding to fuck with her emotions by being a GREAT boyfriend which ends up hurting her and he realizes maybe she’s not so bad after all, things are a little confusing but they finally sit down and talk it out and address some of Calum’s insecurities about her past relationships and PR stunts, they agree to give love a try.

so, from these 3 long fic outlines we can see i usually go for character based turmoil which works well for fics between 10-15k (or longer, Trouvaille fits this format and it was 19k) I just think, relationships take time and people struggle to figure themselves out enough to enter a relationship. if you have some fiery characters and banter (Cromulent and Noise) or perhaps awkward anxiety and tip toeing (Floral and Trouvaille) shit works out you know?

for smaller oneshot fics plots can be easier and more situational i think.

Movie Snack plot : Cal goes to Luke and his GF’s place for movies and Luke gets bored and eats the reader out in front of Cal which leads to sex.

Road Trip plot : Luke and reader are dating and on a road trip they’re horny but end up having to share a room with Cal who has always had a thing for the reader, smut ensues. 

Stay Still plot : Tattooist!Cal is the readers fuck buddy and she goes to get her tits pierced, ending up with Luke as her piercer, but Calum shows up and angst leads to smut.

so yeah, for smaller 1-5k little smut pieces it can be more relaxed, smut is just smut, not love, and sex is a hell of a lot easier than love you know? 

yeah, so that’s all my plot advice

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3rd person, 1st person, what the fuck person

when it comes to HOW you write your fic (what person, what tense, etc...) that’s up to you. it’s honestly whatever you feel best in. i’ve dabbled with a bit of everything. you just have to find what feels the most natural to you :) that’s the only advice i can give on this because no one thing is better than the other, it’s up to you.

one tip for 3rd person i have is to generally focus on one character. i’m a fan of doing the thing where for example, in Cromulent, we focus on Calum and why he doesn’t like Chlo. if we switched to Chlo a lot it would take away from the unreliable narration and bias Calum has. the good thing is to stay with Calum and be angry at Chlo and realize with Cal that she’s not so bad.

but that’s just me.

you can do switching when characters are together or on a phone call, like if you’re with Calum but he’s calling (for example) Chlo and then you want to see her reaction you can do

Calum groaned, staring at the ceiling, “bla bla cal saying shit”

“bla bla Chlo answering” she held the phone tighter etc...

and just like that you’re now with Chlo not Calum. 

*********** OC’s vs Reader Insert

i’ll be real here: for some reason, i feel like reader inserts are more read on tumblr and i started out doing reader inserts to build a following. 

personally, i prefer writing OC’s because you can go more in depth with EVERYTHING. 

it’s honestly up to you what you want to do. i’ve decided to do my short smuts at reader insert and longer fics as OC but it’s whatever works for you at the end of the day.

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Dialogue

I’m a fan of dialogue driving story, Noise was so much fucking dialogue it’s insane. finding your characters voice is important and sticking with that makes a huge difference. if you’re character can kind of be seen based JUST on what they’re saying, thats a good sign.

i hate to say it but imma say it: when doing 5sos it’s important to know they’re Australian. some countries have different mannerisms and such, for example, i’m Canadian but i can’t have Calum out here saying “it’s a nice day eh?” you know? so, i would advise to try to get a handle on accents and word choice specifically to make them more believable. as is said in the iconic movie Tropic Thunder 

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Motivation

so this is probably one of the biggest issues writers are facing and i’m about to get REAL AS FUCK.

on tumblr, it can feel like once you gain a following you CONSTANTLY need to be pumping shit out for them.

back in the day, i was posting a HC a day and a lot of it was for hogwarts!5sos. it felt like a job, which wasn’t anyone elses doing per se, i just think a lot of fic writers get caught up in this pressure whether it’s imposed by anons or not (im lucky that i’ve never had anon pressure and i’m very grateful for my amazing followers tbh)

Tumblr is not a job. if you’re writing, write for you. you are blessing tumblr with you’re writing. please don’t feel pressure to put stuff out or write a new chapter or anything.

if you ever feel like you’re under a lot of pressure, take a few days away, find the root of your writing joy. always do what you want to do. if you have to turn off asks to feel sane, do it. if you gotta block mean anons pressuring you, do it. you don’t owe anyone anything.

your writing is a gift graciously bestowed on this hellsite and this site shouldn’t make you feel pressured to write and give content FOR FREE. it shouldn’t make you lose your passion and make writing feel like a chore or job.

motivation can be hard. i’m a fucking psycho so don’t use me as a base for what you should be doing. i put out a fic a week which i really shouldn’t be doing, it’s not practical. but i can type fast as fuck and writing 1 or 2k in 10 minutes is normal for me so don’t use me as an example you know.

go at your own pace. write what you love. write au’s or for the characters you love and hopefully the rest will come.

******** Multi Chapter vs oneshots

ok more realness, pros and cons of each

oneshots:

pros:

-its one and done, no need to worry about putting out more

-they can be fun

-it’s all in one place which a lot of readers like

Cons:

-can be long af

-take longer to write since a oneshot is probably like 10+k depending on who you are as opposed to perhaps 5k chapters of a multi chapter fic 

Multi Chapter

pros:

-people are excited for more

-cliffhangers are fun

-people interact with you more about chapters to come

cons:

-more pressure to put out new chapters

-with each new chapter you’re probably losing likes because people get bored or forget about it because people sometimes don’t have the attention span or whatever to continue reading whenever you update

-usually tend to be longer than a oneshot (5k chapters means that in 2 chapters you have probably surpasses a oneshot length of 10ishk)

So i will be real. i prefer oneshots. i adore my gang au which was long as fuck and super multi chaptered but it’s tough to see the likes go down and down. plus, i wrote all of Penumbra (the main multi chaptered part) before i started putting it out so i had no pressure to write more cuz that shit was done before i started posting.

which does help. if you want to write the whole thing before you start posting it takes off the first con but you’re still left with the other 2. 

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Face Claims

i feel like for some characters they’re born without a face claim but i totally get it if you want to use a face claim before you even start. finding face claims can be hard so you have to get ready to go creep on insta and look at models and figure out who you like. a lot of insta models follow each other so once you find a model you like, look through their following list or recent likes to see other models.

another thing you can do is go for brands or photographers who link their models. Fashion Nova for example, if you’re scrolling through and like a girl the link is there. and the same goes for some photographers. there’s a lot of accounts that are just for hot girls with links to their instas so (even if it feel weird) you should go check those out :)

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The Grocery Store Test

next, for making characters, i think for me name is a big part of it. once a character finds their name that character comes alive in my mind. i was thinking about this yesterday and i said to myself, ‘you know you have a good grasp on your character when you can imagine them in a grocery store and know what they’d do.’

for example:

Birdie (from Gang AU) would go look at nail polish and candy, Luke would legit have to put her in the cart to get her out of there and if there’s a book section? good luck man

Valentina (trouvaille) is just gorgeous. she and Harry would go and he’d push the cart and she’d have a nicely written notepad of things to get and she’d look so pretty, head bowed, crossing things off, and Harry would be such a melt for her. he would crash into things cuz he’s so busy paying attention to her. she’d be a fan of picking up boxes and reading out nutritional values just to point out to Harry that eggos are not good for him.

so, Valentina and Birdie are probably my best OC’s if i’m being honest and because of that, these were easy.

now, take a character i didn’t work on as much and suddenly it’s different

Annabelle (noise) never really talked about anything but school and shitting on Calum so, i mean, i guess i can think of what she’d do in a store but.. like, i’d have to think about it you know?

so to me, we can see the difference between a fully fledged OC and one that needs to be worked on.

but, Noise still got a lot of likes so i dunno, i’m just self critical i guess.

i think, when it comes to characters, everyone has flaws. Annabelle is too critical of Calum and has a stigma about wealth, Valentina… she’s flawless not gonna lie but she’s a little too afraid of stepping on other people’s toes and she should probably be less anxious, Birdie is way too sentimental and cries over everything, plus she’s way too trusting and naive at times.

it’s balance. but once a character is born in your brain, you just gotta give them love and hopefully others will as well :)

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The Meme Test

my most recent advice is: if you can meme a character or dynamic between characters, you know you’re gucci. imma leave a meme here for a fic i’m working on and ya’ll will have no clue what it means but whatever it’s a point

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so hopefully this has answered any questions you have. this is all just my opinion and if you disagree with what i’ve said thats chill. at the end of the day this is what works for me and i urge you to find what works for you. there’s no one clear way to write.

good luck writer bubs :) 

[cherrybloodkei]

Some time ago I made relationship headcanons for my favs (and my friend's too) and I've kept them in my notes and never would I have thought to post them but here I am doing this for.... idk man I just want to force myself to post more of my own stuff on there. Here y'all go, tell me what you think and don't be shy to share your own headcanons!!!!

Poke villains sfw boyfriends edition

Giovanni

First date would be the very stereotyped Italian restaurant because come on, what else for a mafia boss? As a boyfriend ADORE public display of affection. He makes sure everyone around you two knows you're HIS and his only. In private, you two watch angsty romantic movies and cuddle with luxury wine. You get to go out at least once a week, the day being different each time. He wants it to be a surprise every time and make you fall in love with him over again every time you two go out, whatever it is that you'll be doing.

Proton

Your first date together would be at a parc d'attraction! You'd especially do all the skills games and every time you fail one, he'd do it for you and win you all the price (he won't let you know he practiced for weeks before the date). He doesn't like to show his loving side but if some other person tried to flirt with you, he'll get really aggressive. Maybe threaten them with a knife. If you try to calm him down, he'll get the hint that he's making you uncomfortable and will resort to making out with you in front of them while glaring at them. In private, he always tries to have physical contact. Either it be petting your head, holding hands or groping your ass, he looks for physical comfort. He doesn't plan dates that often so if you wanna go out you gotta tell him about it. He'll plan it all afterward.

Hunter J

First date is a walk in the woods and stargazing. She spent days scouting the best hiking route and relaxing spots to make sure you get the best experience out of it. After that, she walks you home and kiss you goodnight, blushing madly. When you two go out, she likes to hold your hand. She gets cocky every time someone looks at you, she won't hesitate to call the person out and bring them down about how they'll never get her "precious angel". At home thought she's easily flustered. When you two cuddle she gets nervous and if you kiss her out of nowhere, she's gonna freeze and then blush madly again. She loves it when you cook for her so the dates are more like planned extravagant suppers at home.

Lawrence 3

The first date would simply be you two in his room, him showing his all his Pokemon goodies and collections. He's a huge nerd and couldn't help but show you all he's acquired in his life. You two wouldn't very often go out but when you do, you awkwardly stand next to each others. He doesn't like PDA, but if you really insist, you will get to brush his hand with yours from time to time. If someone tries to flirt with you, he'll grab your hand and walk away fast from the scene so you two can resume what you were doing in peace. He's slightly better at home thought. He insist on doting on you, doing everything for you. He's been alone for so long that he's become an expert in chores so he doesn't mind, he says. You basically got yourself a nerdy butler!

Archie (oras)

FIRST DATE AT THE AQUARIUM! He shows off his ocean knowledge approximately every 13 seconds, hoping to impress you! At home, you two like to have fun and play all kind of games. He prefer wrestling, but he's up for some video or board games if that's what you prefer (even thought he doesn't really like board games...). He likes to put you in his laps and rest his chin on your head, and he absolutely wants to be the big spoon to hold you the closer he can!! He takes you often to the beach or on boat tours, so you can get to appreciate the sea as much as him! He doesn't even let others have the time to look at you, he always has an arm around your shoulders, or even you sitting on his shoulders!

N (mmhhh yes I like him,,,,, like, a lot )

On the first date, he introduces you to all of his Pokemon friends. You all go to the forest to make sure you get to meet everyone and you play with them all day long as soon as they get used to you. He wants to make sure you're someone with a good heart who cares for pokemons. When you two go out, it's usually also in the forest or at the parc d'attraction. He doesn't hold your hand but when your shoulders brush, you can see him glance at you and smile slightly. If some stranger tries to get touchy-feely with you, he'll coldly smile at them and tell them you're already his. If they continue thought, he'll start growling and bare his teeth at them. When they finally leave, he'll blush and excuse himself for his weird manerism. At home you two cook a lot together, for yourselves and the pokemons. The house is filled with them and lots of plants too! He can't for the love of Arceus get a job so you have to work longer hours, but he makes it up by making your own garden to help with food and massaging your shoulders to help you relax!

Colress

The first date, well, wasn't exactly a date. You showed up at the Plasma Brigade like he asked you and you go to witness this man's facial expression pass from confused to surprised, then guilt and shame. He completely forgot. So you two got in, ordered all the takouts you could find online and you watched him work on his inventions while talking. It was still nice despite him forgetting about the date in the first place...! For other dates tho, he likes to take you to a lot of any kinds of expositions. Art, music or (especially) science, he likes to wander around with you and talk (mostly judge) everything you two see. If someone tries to get you right under his nose, he'll casually take a taser out of Arceus knows where and playfully threatens them with it. You.... often get kicked out of places because of this, so you go back home and do the same as your first date! At home, you notice how he doesn't take care of himself when he works so you always have to remind him to take breaks to eat, shower and all that. When you get your alone time with him, you often just cuddle in a comfortable silence.... until he falls hard asleep on you.

Shadow triad (I like ninjas ok I'll make it work out!......somehow.)

You.... never really went on a date. One day, you simply turned around in the dark on your room, feeling like you were being watched. And you were. They were there, in the middle of your room, observing. You flipped your balls off obviously but one of them softly restrained you so you would calm down. One of them said to not worry, that they were going to protect you. Very tired and now confused as fuck, you nodded and went back to sleep, thinking it was only a dream. After that, it seemed like life was extra good to you. The house always seems a little bit cleaner than the day before (the dishes actually cleaned themselves??!), every time you're about to trip it feels like you're being lifted up and you don't, and you never seem to encounter any more creeps that wants to jump in your pants. Eventually you remember your dream and try to call the mysterious trio out.... and they answer. They "poof into existance" and await your orders. They're surprised (even if it doesn't show) that you ask them to be more present if they really intend to stick around. You'd rather have friends than shadow bodyguards observing your every moves. And so they do. They don't conceal their appearance around you anymore, and you guys hang out in your own house, doing whatever you feel like at the moment.

Lysandre

The first date is in his own cafe, him acting as your barista. He kicked everyone else out and made sure that the closed sign was turned so it would be only you two and there would be no slip up. Anything you want on his menu, he'll cook to perfection. He tries to keep it slow but memorable on the first date, trying to impress you without being overbearing. Because if he does gets his second date well..... you two go shopping and you physically have to stop him from instant buying everything you look at for more than 3 seconds. He actually did that directly on the second date so you learned from it. Also yiu never seem to encounter anyone to disturb your dates.... thats because he engages security guards to take out anyone who looks at you with interest. He'll take that secret to his grave tho--. At home he also tries to do everything for you, to make you feel like a queen. If you want to do a few chores yourself like laundry or cooking, you have to convince him for a few hours but then he'll let you do what you want. Wouldn't want you to feel like a burden in your own house! You two likes to cuddle on the couch and watch documentaries while snacking on little apéro. He likes it when you your head on his shoulders or laps, so he can pet you!

Guzma

So we all know that Team Skull isn't the richest organisation around... but that doesn't stopped his boss from inviting you in the fanciest restaurant in all of Alola for your first date. He literally spent months scrapping all the money he could to invite you there and get himself a new change of cleaner clothes to try and impress you. After that one thought he'll feel bad for taking you on simple walks around the isles with Tapu-cocoa, but he have the best sightseeing spots so you have to tell him that it was as enjoyable as the first time when you see him looking down. He'll look at you with so much pride and love in his eyes-- If anyone tries to get you away from him, he'll snap his fingers and some of his grunts will just appear out of seemingly nowhere (he knows they try to spy on his dates since they have nothing better to do, better use then to his advantage right?) so you two can escape and resume your date. At home, you two simply like to relax, playing video games or watching action movies. Life is good in Alola.

[kpop-goestheweasel]

Midnight Snack - M

Anonymous said: Can you please do a rated Daehyun one please? If it can include him going down on her that would be adgdssfh thank you!

Anonymous said:  Okay, serious talk, your smut is amazing. I've read quite a lot of others actually, but holy shit yours is my fav <3 That being said, could I please request some Daehyun smut? Thank you :) Love the blog, keep up the good work XD

Okay, but first can we talk about how bad that gif messes me up? Also, I probably enjoyed writing this one a little too damn much. That boy and his damn lips just.... ruuuuuuude. I hope y’all enjoy my personal fantasy. 🙊🙈 I’m so wrecked for this boy.

Rated M for ‘My mind is way too dirty for children to be reading what I write.’ 

It was another one of those damn nights. The red illuminated numbers on your nightstand boldly stated 12:14 A.M., and you had awoken with no hope of returning to sleep anytime soon. For a lingering moment, you continued to stare at the ceiling and debate with yourself between getting up and finding something to fill this sleepless night with or to remain in the warm comfort of bed as Daehyun snored beside you.

Your gaze slowly shifted to him and a small, loving smile immediately pulled at the corners of your lips as you took in his slumbering form. He looked so peaceful and worry-free in his slumbering state. You would hate to interrupt his much-needed sleep with your restless stirring. With that thought in mind, you gave a little sigh and pulled yourself from your usually so inviting bed to find comfort elsewhere. Perhaps some tea will warm you from the inside out and help relax you so you could finally get some rest for yourself. At least enough to avoid a light scolding from Daehyun in the morning for the dark circles under your eyes. You couldn’t help but to glance back and smile at him once more as you thought of how tender and caring he could be. It was a side of him you loved almost as much as you loved that playful, boisterous side that most others saw. There was hardly a dull moment in his presence, and even as he slept, you could see each emotion cross his face as he drifted through his dreams.

The hardest part of pulling yourself from the bed and padding down the hall to the kitchen was leaving behind the company of your slumbering boyfriend. Even as he slept, his presence still made you feel complete like nothing else could. It was such a treat to have him home if even for just a short while between tours and schedules that took him away for days or even weeks at a time. This perhaps may have been part of the cause of your restlessness. Tonight just happened to be his first night home after a particularly long length of time away, and as much as you craved him and the wonderful things he did to your body, you couldn’t bring yourself to let your lustful desires outweigh his obvious need for rest. As bright as his smile was when he had walked through the door and tightly wrapped his arms around you, you could feel the fatigue that weighed down his whole body. So you quickly made him a large, warm meal of all his favorite foods just to spoil him a bit -and maybe to give him a little reminder of why he loves you so much- before you pulled him to bed and demanded he finally relax and get the rest he had missed out on while he was away. You weren’t even sure his head had made it to the pillow before his whole body melted into the bed and he fell into a deep sleep with you wrapped snuggly in his arms.

Standing in front of the stove, you waited for the water to boil, hoping to catch it before the pot whistled too loudly and roused your sleeping boyfriend. You chewed on your lip and rubbed at the back of your calf with your foot, pouting over the fact that you were unable to sleep. The very last thing you wanted was to waste any of your time with him in the morning by sleeping in. You knew he wouldn’t even think about waking you when he did in the morning, so you were rather desperate to get yourself to sleep so you could wake with him.

Suddenly, two strong arms wrapped around your waist, startling you nearly out of your skin before a pair of familiar lips laid on the exposed skin of your neck. Daehyun breathed a soft chuckle against your ear as you relaxed into his hold. “Can’t sleep?” he asked, swaying you back and forth and brushing his thumbs over your stomach. Even with the fabric of your fitted tank top between yourself and his touch, you couldn’t help but shiver as the muscles under his fingers spasmed from the soft, sweet contact.

“Did I wake you?” You sidestepped his question, more concerned with his sleep than your own.

Turning in his hold to face him, you were met with his sweet, loving smile. His hands moved to run up and down your sides. “No, but I couldn’t get back to sleep knowing you’re here but not next to me,” he answered. His voice was low with a soft rasp to it that instantly ignited that flame of desire in the pit of your stomach. You watched his smile morph into a knowing smirk as his eyes darkened with his own yearning, pulling you right into his spell. “I think a little midnight snack might be just what you need to help you sleep.” A whimper nearly escaped you at the implications in his words. Always, he knew how to drive you absolutely wild before even laying a finger on you.

Without breaking the eye contact between you, he reached beside your hip and turned off the stove that had already brought your pot of water to a howling climax. That pot of water had become no longer necessary as Daehyun intended on finding other ways to help you sleep and he was more than confident in his ability to do so. “You look good enough to eat,” he husked as he leaned down to you, his lips hovering over your own. This time, you did release a whimper before crashing your lips to his. Your arms wrapped around his shoulders as your body arched against his in desperate need of all the contact you could get. You could feel his lips curling against yours in a satisfied smile. His appetite went well beyond just that for food and you were always more than happy to appease his cravings. He was a complete sucker for the way you pressed yourself against him.  It amused and amazed him to no end how your body responded so eagerly and so submissively to him.

Sliding his hands down your sides, he teasingly slipped his hands under the hem of your tank top and tauntingly brushed his fingers over your skin as he deepened the kiss. The way your soft skin felt so warm under his touch drove his fervor all the further.

Focusing on the way his perfectly plump lips danced against yours, you hardly noticed when his hands slid further down your body to your bare thighs. You gave a little squeak and tightened your grip on him as he lifted you to the counter and stepped forward to stand between for freshly shaven legs. Running his hands over the silk-like smoothness of your skin, he gave the sexiest groan of appreciation before his lips pulled from yours and moved along your jaw down to your neck. “You have no idea how much I’ve missed you,” he breathed. Another shudder ran through you as his warm breath ghosted over your sensitive skin, effectively silencing any quip you may have had about just how much you missed him as well. “Nothing tastes as good as you.” Usually, you would tease him for being so corny, but it had been so long since his hands were on you and it felt so damn good that forming words was a foreign concept you couldn’t quite grasp. All your thoughts were too wrapped around the way his hands pushed up your tank top as they explored your body and the way his lips left a moist trail in their wake that cooled against the air in the most tantalizing way. It was an incredibly soothing sensation contrasting with the heat he stirred under your skin.

Daehyun breathed a chuckle at the way you whimpered in protest as he pulled from you. His eyes met yours and he gave you a smile of utmost adoration while his eyes glimmered with a hint of amusement. “Patience, Jagiya. I’m going to take my time with you, but you’ll have no problem sleeping when I’m done with you.” His words were laced with delicious promise which only made you all the more impatient. Knowing exactly that, the corners of his lips raised slightly before he pressed them to yours in a chaste kiss, pulling from you once more as he lifted your shirt over your head and dropped it nonchalantly to the floor beside his bare feet. Your bottom lip caught between your teeth as you watched his eyes absorb the sight before him and darken all the more. The way he brazenly appreciated your form had you seeping through your panties. That hungry, primal glint in his dark eyes melted you on the spot. “So sexy.” He stole another deep, breathtaking kiss before his lips moved down your body, fully intent on tasting every bit of you.

A gasp left your lips and you arched your back, submissively offering more of yourself to him as his lips encased your hardening bud. His eyes flickered up to meet yours, needing to witness your pleasure when he nipped at your nipple. And he certainly wasn’t disappointed. The way your eyes lidded and your teeth pulled at your bottom lip egged him on. His arousal strained against the sweatpants he wore. But that was going to have to wait for any attention. He had other intentions in mind.

It wasn’t terribly often Daehyun left his mark of possession on you. Though his lips loved to explore your body, he wasn’t usually one that cared to mar the perfection of your porcelain skin. Tonight was certainly an exception. In his absence, he had seen some of the comments thirsty men had left on the pictures you had posted to your social media accounts. He knew those ever so slightly suggestive pictures had been meant to tease him and remind him of what he was missing. Now, he was going to make sure to remind you of what you had been missing and leave a few lasting messages to you and anyone that dared get a peek at what was him. Though, he knew full well that the only one seeing the small scatter of love bites would be him and only him. His precious kitten was too modest and classy, knowing you didn’t need to show extra skin to draw attention. You were so effortlessly sexy in the way you carried yourself, confident but unaware of just how inviting you were. The simple black and white striped boyshorts were a true testament to that. You didn’t need sensual lace or lesser fabric to absolutely drive him wild. “God, I love these panties,” he growled, nipping at the waistband and playfully letting the elastic snap back against your skin before his eyes raised to meet yours. He watched your chest rise and fall with quick, short breaths in your aroused state. The light flush that graced your skin made you seem somehow more innocent and tantalizing. As much as he wanted to drag this out and really appreciate every inch of you, his own patience and willpower were thinning. He needed to taste you… now.

Wasting no further time, your boyfriend hooked his fingers in the waistband of your underwear and pulled. You needed no instruction to use your hands as leverage against the counter and raise your hips to help him get the last bit of your clothing off. And just like that, they fell to the floor in a small pile with your tank top, completely disregarded and forgotten as Daehyun hungrily kissed and nipped his way up your inner thigh. A sweet musk wafting from your heat clouded his mind with only thoughts of burying his face between your legs. It had been way too damn long. He needed to taste you, needed to feel you, needed to hear the beautiful sounds of pleasure you made as he took you to the edge.

His eyes again locked with yours as he gently pulled you to the edge of the counter and spread your legs further then slowly lowered his mouth to your core. He almost seemed to move in slow motion. You watched, hyper-aware of the way his tongue moistened his lips just before they brushed against where you needed them most. Your own tongue ran across your lips as you rolled your hips slightly, begging him to stop teasing with light kisses. You needed more. You needed to feel that soft, wet tongue lap up the juices that threatened to drip to the counter. You needed him to part your lips and take your bundle of nerves between his. Fuck. You needed exactly what he was going to give you.

Your little whine of impatience was all he needed. Knowing you were just as in need as himself, he could no longer deny you. His hands kneaded their way up your thighs until his thumbs met and parted your lips to give him full access to your dripping core. You could see the small smirk of satisfaction he wore as he gazed at the glistening feast before him. “I will never get over how hot it is to know you want me as much as I want you.” And finally, his tongue lapped up your leaking juices. “So wet for me. And so damn delicious.”

It was as though that first taste set off a hunger in him that he could no longer deny. His thumbs pulled your lips apart even further as his hands pressed your legs to spread wider for him as his tongue ran up and down your slit. Your eyes immediately fluttered closed and your head rolled back at the amazing sensations he expertly bestowed upon you. Teasingly, he neglected to dip his tongue into your waiting cavern, nor did he even brush against your clit until he had lapped up every drop of your liquid arousal. Then, his lips were wrapped around your bundle of nerves as he sucked on it. Your hips moved with the sensation and a moan fluttered passed your lips before he flicked his tongue over that nub. That beautiful mouth of his then moved down to dip his tongue inside of you, earning himself the pleasure of hearing his name gasped out as you laid back over the counter and fully submitted to him and the glorious things he did to your body.

With his face buried between your lips, he moved his hands down your legs and raised them slightly to give him full access to your hot, wet core. His lips wrapped around your bud once again, this time he gave a little hum and you could feel the vibrations through your whole body. You instantly arched off the counter and gave a little cry of pleasure. This encourages him all the more and soon you felt a finger easily slide into you, then another as he found you more than wet enough to take more. You heard him groan a little curse at your arousal which drew a whimper from you while his fingers began to thrust in and out, stretching you in all the right places. Already, you could feel the knot in your stomach tightening. “Baby, I’m not going to last much longer if you keep that up,” you whined, pulling at your own hair with one hand and tangling the fingers of the other in his.

Smirking to himself, he only increased his oral assault on your body. His fingers dived into you and curled against your most sensitive spot while his mouth abused your bundle of nerves with absolutely no mercy at all. You were a whimpering, moaning, writhing mess and it was by far one of the hottest things he’s ever witnessed. He knew it was only a matter of a few more expertly maneuvered thrusts and flicks of the tongue before you fell over the edge under his ministrations. The way your walls clenched around his fingers like a vice grip had him eager to take you then and there, but his self-control won over before he could carry on with that thought. In good time he would have you.

Your release washed over you like a tidal wave. Blinding white-hot pleasure rolled through your body as you cried out his name and tugged on his hair. Your hips danced over the smooth surface of the counter while Daehyun held tightly onto your thighs and kept his mouth firmly pressed to your core to make sure you got the every ounce of pleasure your body could handle. Finally, you had to push him away when the sensations became too much.

Panting, you relaxed onto the counter before giving a small satisfied giggle as Daehyun peppered your stomach with loving kisses and slowly made his way up your body until his lips met yours, giving you a small taste of yourself. You hummed against his lips and wrapped your arms around him, holding him near as he pulled away. “Thank you,” you grinned at him, running your fingers through his soft, dark hair.

It was his turn to grin back at you. “You don’t need to be thanking me yet. I’m far from done with you.”

Another giggle escaped you as you were hoisted off the counter and carried off to the bedroom with the promise of a long night filled with pleasure and reacquainting with your lover. You couldn’t have been more thankful for your restful night. Midnight snacks may have just become your favorite meal.

[heathergoffrier]

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The last time I flew with my family, I sat helpless as a tiny human ate, wiggled, and climbed all over me for 2.5 hours in a 2x2 foot space. In other words, I was flying with a lap infant. In the moments where I could look away from my child, I found myself peering enviously up the aisle at a woman watching a movie. A grown-up movie. She looked so relaxed, at peace, and happy. My staring was interrupted by the baby clamoring for something to chew on and hubby asking for the snack bag. He was across the aisle attempting to pacify our oldest and prevent our toddler from climbing on the seats and screaming. I wondered how long it would be until we could read a magazine on a flight, or watch an actual (grown-up) movie with no one climbing on top of us or badgering us for treats.

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It's not that I wish I didn't have kids or that I'm discontent with my life. But I was a bit discontented with that moment, that flight. Sometimes I need a reminder that I'm in a phase that's really not about my own comfort. And that my life is not always about the simple pleasures of grown-up birthday parties, traveling with ease and going where I please (like when I'm house-bound during nap time or a global health crisis). It's normal to want a bit of my freedom back for a few minutes. One kid-free flight.A night away from the kids.An evening at home where they (who shall not be named) don't scream at the top of their lungs because they want Cheerios when they just had Cheerios 5 minutes ago as their pre-bedtime snack. For the love. RELATED: 20 MOM AFFIRMATIONS AND SCRIPTURES TO COUNTER NEGATIVE THOUGHTS

I'm pretty sure we're keeping the cereal industry afloat.

Choosing Our Pain

It's healthy to get out and away from the kids and take care of yourself first once in a while. But when I'm with them, sometimes I need to remember that not everything worthwhile is easy. Sometimes we have to, as this article from Quartz states, "choose our pain."  Joy in life isn't about chasing all the awesome things we want that those around us seem to have... The people up the airplane aisle with the "stress-free" life who can watch movies all flight long.The perfect Facebook and Instagram posts.Other moms who seem to have it all together while I don't feel a good mother at all. If I spend my time wanting what other people have, I'll miss what's right in front of me. How many times have you heard an empty-nest mom say, "I miss those days!" or "The time goes by so fast! Enjoy it while you can." And we all roll our eyes a bit and think, you must be forgetting how hard this is. I think the reality is that joy is actually possible DURING the hard times. Peace is available IN THE MIDST of difficulty. Life is bittersweet. It's rarely all joy or all pain. The good comes hand in hand with the bad. But when we can turn our hearts and minds to scriptures on contentment, and think about what is true and lovely, we can experience God's peace and presence (Philippians 4:8-9). RELATED: 7 WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT FOR WOMEN ON HOW TO THRIVE AS A MOM

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I've found quite a few scriptures on contentment that help me in these moments. Even when I'm a trapped being strapped to a tiny human, if I can remember to turn to God's word, the Holy Spirit ushers me into the peace that is already ours in Christ. 1 Corinthians 7:17a "Nevertheless, each person should live as a believer in whatever situation the Lord has assigned to them, just as God has called them." God has purpose for you to be where you are... lean into Him and inquire of Him when you question your situation. Isaiah 26:3 "You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you." To learn more on how God can keep your mind (and imagination) at peace through scriptures on contentment and changing your mindset, check out my "5 Days To Positive Thinking" Email Challenge here: START MY 5-DAY CHALLENGE 1 Peter 5:6-7 "Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you." It's amazing what happens when He lifts our burdens of anxiety off and carries them for us! 2 Corinthians 12:9-10 "But he said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." In motherhood, we come face to face with our biggest weaknesses. But that awareness doesn't have to crush us. Instead, it can help us walk into the loving arms of our Father who has power over our weaknesses and the ability to redeem any mistakes we make. Proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight." We don't always get the big picture, but He does.

Let us rejoice today and be glad! Psalm 118:19-24 "Open for me the gates of the righteous; I will enter and give thanks to the Lord. This is the gate of the Lord through which the righteous may enter. I will give you thanks, for you answered me; you have become my salvation. The stone the builders rejected has become the cornerstone; the Lord has done this, and it is marvelous in our eyes. The Lord has done it this very day; let us rejoice today and be glad." When we focus on thankfulness, our mind can't continue to dwell on negativity. I like to think about 10 things I'm grateful for when I'm stuck in a rut and can't keep my mind of my struggles. Hebrews 13:5 "Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, 'Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.'" He is our Provider. We can trust that what we have is enough for today. RELATED: HOW TO FIND CONTENTMENT IN GOD (AS A TIRED MOM) 1 Timothy 6:6-7 "But godliness with contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into the world, and we can take nothing out of it." There will always people in this world who have more than us, and people who have less. If we aren't content where we are, we won't be content when we have more or less in the future. Luke 12:15 "Then he said to them, 'Watch out! Be on your guard against all kinds of greed; life does not consist in an abundance of possessions.'" It's easy to be envious of what "everyone else" has, like the brand new version of the double stroller I got on Craig's List, or when I get the "got a minivan" text from an excited friend. I even have a minivan myself now, and while I love it, having it doesn't bring life. Philippians 4:12-13 "I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength." Paul is an amazing example of contentment here. Even through prison, persecution and separation from friends, he realized he could be content in the power of Christ. We can too!

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I wanna hear your answers to your questions thingie ☺️

Thank you I am avoiding studying for 3 finals rn lmao

1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? More cereal, I do not like milk at all it makes me feel sick Every time lmao

2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? Y e s I love being cold

3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? mm usually a sticky note

4: how do you take your coffee/tea? I don’t really like tea but I usually have some kind of cold coffee or with cream and 2 sugar if its hot

5: are you self-conscious of your smile?  mmm kind of yes

6: do you keep plants? I don’t currently have any but I love having them

7: do you name your plants?  yes!!

8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? currently more words than visual art

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? sometimes, I mostly do it in my head though

10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?  I almost always sleep on my left side but I sometimes sleep on my right side or back

11: what's an inner joke you have with your friends? long boy, CRACKS PANTS, What if i was Straight

12: what's your favorite planet? mm I actually don’t know a whole lot about any of them but I think neptune is Very pretty

13: what's something that made you smile today? my friend paige and I sent each other christmas cards and I got hers in the mail today!!

14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? there would be his nerdy video game stuff Everywhere and my books and movies everywhere and a little bit of glitter on everything lmao

15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! it is quiet Everywhere in space

16: what's your favorite pasta dish? lasagna is the actual love of my life

17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?  BLUE OR DARK PURPLE

18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. I do alot of dumb things lmao but last semester when I lived in a residence hall with my friends i was always shouting IM GAY down the hallway or kicking my leg up high to put it on the window ledge

19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? I am very forgetful so I never keep a journal or sketchbook consistently 

20: what's your favorite eye color? brown

21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that's been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. I don’t really have a bag that’s lasted a super long time but my little blue makeup bag used to be my sister’s and I’ve been using it since high school 

22: are you a morning person? If I’ve slept enough then yes but when I have classes at 8 am,, no

23: what's your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?  sleep in and watch movies

24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? mmm probably Steven? He knows most of them already

25: what's the weirdest place you've ever broken into? THE CHURCH PARKING LOT WE GOT LOCKED INTO TOGETHER AT NIGHT

26: what are the shoes you've had for forever and wear with every single outfit? I rotate between like 3 pairs but I have some beat up black high tops I’ve had since high school that I love

27: what's your favorite bubblegum flavor? usually just minty gum

28: sunrise or sunset?  sunset

29: what's something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? steven calls me everytime he’s driving home from school and we always say I love you before hanging up its gay and i love him v much

30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? yes a few times

31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. okay I get judged for it alot but I wear socks 24/7 I have Too many socks and theyre all cute and yes I wear socks to bed and I wear them all the fricking time I am uncomfy being barefoot

32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. Nothing recently but last semester I used to stay up until like 4 am with alot of my friends watching movies and one time like 10 of us watched star wars and had snacks and had a big cuddle pile sleepover on the floor

33: what's your fave pastry? chocolate croissants 

34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? mm I have a bunch still bc alot of them were given to me by someone sepcial/ for special reasons and one of my favorites is a pink bear with a dodgers hat that was from my dad when I was a kid

35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? I do! If I have stationary I’ll use it to send people mail

36: which band's sound would fit your mood right now? currently I’m listening to lana del rey and its fitting

37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?  I am an organized messy person so I am like half and half

38: tell us about your pet peeves! when people invite themselves over/ just show up without asking, opening doors without knocking, chewing with your mouth open

39: what color do you wear the most? black

40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what's it's story? does it have any meaning to you? I have a black ring I wear everyday that was from my sister and it makes me think of her since we don’t currently live in the same house while im at college

41: what's the last book you remember really, really loving? How to remodel a man by w. bruce cameron, I found it at the library and got it just bc it sounded like a funny title and it was genuinely the funniest book I’ve ever read I loved it 

42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! Either 85 degrees down the street from me bc its really cute and the chocolate bread there is Amazing or coffee bean in my city cause it has a v nice atmosphere and the baristas all know my sister so they’re really friendly

43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? I have no idea actually

44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? ???????????

45: do you trust your instincts a lot?  I try to

46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.  earlier Aaron and I were roasting Morrissey and I said that when moz cancels shows/doesnt show up bc he’s sick its like he just sneezes once and then he’s like,,, oh my god am I,,, Still Ill

47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?  tuna

48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? I don’t really remember tbh

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? yes!! last record was the Uni single release and its clear and v cool and the last cd was a paul mccartney one i think 

50: what's an odd thing you collect? pins mostly

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? I associate alot of music with a lot of people but one song that reminds me of you is little queenie by sad girl

52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?  the one of the white guy making a confused face is maybe my fav

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? rocky and heathers and beetlejuice yes and I love them all v much, I watched pulp fiction once at like 3 am and i slept through alot of it by accident so I cannot give an accurate opinion

54: who's the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? my sister

55: what's the most dramatic thing you've ever done to prove a point? im not sure but my middle name is dramatic So

56: what are some things you find endearing in people? when they genuinely want to know about how your day was, when they remember something you said a long time ago, when they bring you something out of the blue because they know you like it

57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? yes alsways it is one of the best songs ever

58: who's the wine mom and who's the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?  I don’t currently have a solid Group of friends but between us I would say you are probably wine mom and i am vodka aunt lmao

59: what's your favorite myth? I love a lot but rn I love the loch ness monster 

60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? yes but currently none are coming to mind lmao

61: what's the stupidest gift you've ever given? the stupidest one you've ever received? sometimes I give steven glitter bc i love it and he Hates it lmao but I’m not sure if I’ve ever really gotten a stupid gift?

62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? nope, usually just water

63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? organized, not necessarily alphabetical or anything but I like things by the same author or artist to be together 

64: what color is the sky where you are right now? black

65: is there anyone you haven't seen in a long time who you'd love to hang out with? alot of my high school and college pals

66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? mmm probably a lot of dark red roses and little white flowers

67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? kinda depends but usually I like them

68: what's winter like where you live? usually cold and kinda rainy but lately its still in the 80s and hot

69: what are your favorite board games? bingo always

70: have you ever used a ouija board? no and I Maybe would??

71: what's your favorite kind of tea? not super into tea but i don’t mind green tea

72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you'll forget it?  v much so

73: what are some of your worst habits? procrastinating, leaving water bottles on the floor, ignoring instructions 

74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. they have brown hair and glasses and really pretty eyes and live in another country and are so sweet and remind me of a little fox

75: tell us about your pets! I don’t have any but my siblings both have fish and barry is my fav little guppy even though he’s a rude drama queen

76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren't? studying for my finals

77: pink or yellow lemonade? both but I like pink alot

78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? h a t e

79: what's one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? one of my friends used to make me mixtape cds alot

80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? at college they’re just white bc its a dorm but at home they’re blue and my dad and I painted them secretly one summer lmao

81: describe one of your friend's eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. looks like the inside of a blue gelpen

82: are/were you good in school? I try to be, I’ve always had a hard time in math and science classes but I’m good with artsy and english classes

83: what's some of your favorite album art? I have,,, to many to pick from

84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? currently no? I’m very indecisive so I’m not sure what I would get bc I would want it to have a special meaning

85: do you read comics? what are your faves? not really but I wouldn’t mind

86: do you like concept albums? which ones? probably alot but ziggy stardust and sgt pepper come to mind first

87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? eraserhead, big fish, and casablanca

88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? mmm yes probably alot but rn I really like zines

89: are you close to your parents? my dad yes my mom is very up and down

90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. I really love the Manhattan Beach area it’s always made me really happy since I was a kid something about it just always feels welcoming and familiar to me

91: where do you plan on traveling this year? not sure

92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? depends on the pasta but generally I like alot of cheese

93: what's the hairstyle you wear the most? It’s always the same fluffy messy curly besides when I put it up in a little ponytail sometimes

94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday? my friend tori from high school

95: what are your plans for this weekend? going back home and Finally sleeping alot

96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? it usually takes me about a week to finally stop being lazy and do them

97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? I think I was ensj or insj or something like that last time i checked, I’m a gemini and I have no idea about my hogwarts house lmao

98: when's the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? probably a few years ago and it was pretty okay

99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. there are a Lot but lust for life by the band girls always reminds me of myself and i’m listening to flatsound rn and alot of his music hits me hard bc I feel like that alot

100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? as much as I would like to have things back from my past I would probably say future, I’d like to skip ahead a bit to when some things have changed and are hopefully better

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MBGLNB: ❓! (矢川)

Fri 09/15/2017 | 15:25 (JST) - ? ! (Yagawa Aoi)

I got 4 times the comments than I expected on last week’s blog.

Now your answers in return

Q: Where would you go in a drive?

A: To see the ocean? Maybe? To Tokyo or Enoshima bay? I’m not sure but, once I’m there- all I’d want to do is eat Ice cream~

Q: What Fall foods do you like?

A: Sweet Potato, Squash, Mackerel

Q: How do you protect yourself from sunburn? A: Bring a parasol! I always thought those girls that would carry white parasols long ago were cute so when I go to school- I too carry a white parasol, with sore arms too!

Q: What is you recently thought about buying?

A: This Etude House lip tint! The packaging is a shark and it’s name is “Shark bar”. It was too cute, I had to buy the pack.

[Photo of Etude House - Dear Darling Tint collection “Shark Bar”]

Q: I want to come to a live in Fukuoka! [A MBG live]

A: I want go, I want to go! But the interest in Fukuoka is still pretty low so please keep trying!

Q: Why are you such an angel?

A: My mom and dads are probably gods.

Q: Preferred Hairstyle?

A: For girls- Short blonde hair and Bob cut black hair.

For Men - something like Micchi’s (Mitsuhiro Oikawa) recent one- if I can meet someone like that <3

Q: What is your best impression?

A: I can make my face look like Nyan-chu! [A star puppet character from the NHK children’s show of the same name]

Ah, a Hello Kitty trend!

Yosajii (A MBG roadie) ’s Watabe Atsurou impression lol I can see it now.

Q: What’s your favorite food as of late

A: I loooove Vegetable Life 100’s Soymilk Banana smoothie- but that’s a drink huh

Q: Are you the type to look after what gets use in the media for your interviews?

A: I never get to see the stuff, but I want to! I’m interested on how the quality of the pictures turn out and how things get edited when from the the conversation before publishing the interview!

Q: Do you cook for yourself? [I wanna know too lol]

A: On days I’m free I do! Recently I made salt boiled shirataki.

This is a tofu burger, Okura Ohitashi with an egg soup. It may not looks so good- but it tasted so.

[Picture of her Tofu burger, Ohitashi, egg soup dish. Next to the tofu is the  Ohitashi, soy sauce boiled greens]

Q: What is snack weakness?

A: Any type of convenient store ice

[They seem pretty bomb in japan, The amount of 7/11 icee and ice cream flavors are deep. There is tons of them]

Q: What’s your favorite town in Osaka?

A: For leisure- Umeda, The town and that my grandmother’s home is close by. (I won’t go into further detail for privacy sake). I don’t want to disturb the peace at home lol

Q: What song do you like to listen to after work? [I guess they mean what do you like to listen to to wind down]

A: (Seiko Matsuda’s) Komugiiro no Mermaid (Cocoa Mermaid) for one! It’s always a slow night after work so I enjoy listing to Seiko’s Ryuusei Night (Shooting Star Night) on the way home!

Q: Why won’t you give up on short hair?

A: I look like a delicious nigiri recipe, no? lol

I even got a bad rep amongst the members so I think I’m being childishly defiant to their comments! I think! Perhaps! But I’m growing a little tired of the bob cut too, what to do…?

Q: What would you do with a 3 day weekend?

A: I’d take a trip back home!

Q: What Sanrio character would you recommend for a guy?

A: Badtz-maru! Pochacco’s cool too but Badtz-maru and I have the same birthday (April 1st) so I prefer him! Also he has tons of black merchandise which I think is fitting for guys.

Q: What song would you like for MBG to cover?

A: I want us to try Harada Tomoyo’s Ame no Planetarium (Rainy Planetarium)! I’d love to see how Sakurai’s arrangement works out, I think it will sound cool so I want to give it a shot!

Q: What habits or gestures do you like to pay attention to in men?

A: They way they turn the steering wheel while driving! I can’t explain why! But that one for sure!

Q: What Pink eyeshadow do you recommend?

A: Fasio’s PK-8, but it’s a pretty old product and they might not sell it anymore. I got it from my mom a long time ago and use it all the time.

Q: Which song do you wish you can re-record?

A: “remove”! I think the “Keshiki wasureteku~” part can be sung a little more smoothly now.

Q: What do you do to relax?

A: Recently I’ve been taking bubble baths to relax.

Q: What’s Koshoji to you?

A: My super fun dog, my pet dog

Q: What new things have you tried lately?

A: I thought I’d pick up taking walks as a pastime, but I never walk up in the morning, it is too hot in the afternoon, and it’s too scary at night- so I haven’t started yet…but I will try.

Q: What make up sets would you recommend?

A: Kailijumei’s flower lip has is such a nice color, doesn’t run out fast and looks cute so I recommend that! There has been a awful lot of questions about what I’ve been using, surprised I only mentioned this now.

Q: How have you grown since last summer?

A: I started doing simple weight training so I don’t get so exhausted by the end of lives now. I had 0 endurance before- but now it’s about a 5!

Q: This summer, what has been your favorite Seiko (Matsuda) song?

A: This summer, it has been Akai kutsu no Ballerina (Red shoes Ballerina) and Eien no motto hate made (Till the very end of Eternity) all summer long!

Q: When you were a kid, what type towel side you use during hot weather?

A: Hello Kitty of course! But I had to feel like it that day.

Q: What is the most expensive thing you’ve brought recently?

A: For my mom’s birthday- I got her a n expensive necklace! But I never get stuff like this from people lol.

Q: Favorite recent highlight?

A: Our ZeppDiverCity 4th One Man has sold out! A huge accomplishment! I can’t think of anything else better this year!

Q: Do you have Idol friends?

A: I went out to eat with Nozomi Manaka (formerly of petit pas!)

I’ll see you again soon!

Q: Favorite Dog breed?

A: White Pomeranian with ball like groomed fur are my favorite! Chiwawas are my 2nd fav!

Q: Do you look into how do wotagei?

A: It’s a little tiresome too, but it’s interesting! I guess :/

The flailing glow sticks part- I want to try that!

Q: Skincare regimine?

A: Usually lotion and serum, occasionally when I get back from campaigning- if I feel my skin is dry, I’ll use a face mask. I use a spray bottle for the lotion since I don’t only apply to my face, I can put it on all over easily this way. I just brought it recently (should have got it sooner).

Q: Favorite Animal?

A: I have some tropical fish, so Fish. With the exception of bugs- I like most animals.

Q: The most sacred thing in life?

A: Fun, cute, beautiful things? Right?

This question is hard lol

Q: Your most memorable live?

A: This is such a refreshing comment! My most memorable live has to still be our recent Akasaka Blitz one man. But since we been constantly improving, Our Zepp show in December might become the most memorable! I worry like if someone get way too excited- what should I do? I worry about not knowing what to do! (This isn’t like with mixes or calls or anything like that, this is in regards to the heckling sort) But whether people quietly watch, or get hyped up for us, that is all fine! I too have had times where thing go great and I’m excessively happy! I know the feel!

[Might presumptuous, but this what I think she was trying to express with what little she actually said lol]

Q: What call out to you, which way makes you the happiest?

A: When I’m called Aoi-chan! But when I googled myself, I saw Yagawa so Yagawa Aoi-chan so now that became kind of cute when people use my full name when they tweet to me.

Q: How do you apply your make up?

A: I have pretty standard way off applying but because I’m such a pride person I don’t tell people how lol. Because my eyes are pretty narrow, I’ve gotten pretty good at doing my eyelashes and extending the area around my eyes. After I read the “To be placed into the hall of fame” Manga, Cardcaptor Sakura. I’m reading the Clear card issue too!

[Cardcaptor Sakura: Clear card is the new arc that started July 2016, it continues the series right from where it originally ended 16 yrs ago.]

Q: Your favorite word?

A: 忍耐/にんたい/Nintai [perservance]

Q: What music have you been listening to lately?

A: Hayashibara Megumi’s discography. The other I went with Koshoji and First Summer Uika to karaoke and love how cool Uika sounded singing her song and I came to like the original too!

Q: Something you want to do in the Fall?

A: For Fall clothes I want to hurry and buy some hot pink knitted stuff! lol Ocean blue and Pink I can’t really choice between, but if I really want to play helplessly innocent. I want to with pink. It’s still kind of warm so I can’t wear it yet, hurry up and cool down!!

So! If you don’t get a reply from me on twitter, it be because I addressed your question in this blog! That’s for the questions about me for now!

I’ll see you at ZeppDiverCity on Dec. 28th?

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