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scribbled the silly spiders in a moving car ^_^🫶🫶
#my head#hurts#but worth#across the spiderverse#spiderverse#atsv#miles morales#pavitr prabhakar#hobie brown#gwen stacy#my art#i havent used this brush in so long#feels good though#spiderman across the spiderverse
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is this your card? ♦️♣️♥️♠️
it isnt but you dont wanna hurt his feelings
#this was supposed to be a warmup but i got carried away.... i havent drawn in so long that its been hard to focus orz#im testing a new brush for fun. again.. i think i can use this for clean lineart..?? im surprised i went as long as i did with the#narinder brush honestly... but i wanna try something new so here we are again#if i could get my shit together id love to draw a model of his van because i have smth really cool in mind..i was looking at pictures#of old wooden caravans like the horse drawn ones and i wonder if i could combine that with the shape of an RV#i like the ones with a door at the rear bc it kinda lookslike a train caboose.. maybe he'd get someone to weld him a custom ride!!#idk how intricate and detailed i can design it without making it a pain in the ass to draw every time BUT i have a general idea#it would probably have a door on the side but idk if itd flip down to make a stage or upwards to make a roof?? and then theres a#curtain behind it where he would come out and do his show methinks.. ive been looking at pictures of camping vans on pinterest for ideas#i dont think he LIVES in the van since i mentioned his home is an old run down theatre when he isnt on the road. i wanna draw that too#but the RV should have enough for long travels like a bed and cabinets..? maybe a net hanging on the ceiling where all his props go#id like to think of ideas for a hometown.. toronto has a huge entertainment district so it would make sense for him to live there#although id also love to base parts of it from vancouver since id love to go back and visit </3#..would there be furth names for those places?? nyancouver... clawronto... whinnypeg (like a horse whinny)...#pawson creek.... purrlington... otterwa.. i love coming up with names lol#my art#myart#my oc#oc#sleight#laikas comet oc#fan character#fur#furry art
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get normaled, idiot
#pizza tower#peppino#arts#mine#anyway....#i cannot for the life of me get it right#i need a ref or something#i have like SUCH a clear image of what i want him to look like and trying to imitate it just makes him look uncanny#like he needs droopier eyes and bigger eyes#and ive seen people who look EXACTLY like the ref i would love to have#ah well#i did get his mouth pretty close to what i wanted :)#other things; he has like a SMALL amount of accessories like necklaces n stuff. i think he is very Particular about his appearance#the balding doesnt bother him AT ALL so its not messed w in anyway#the most hell do is brush it down so its not in the way#and hes got hats for if he simply does not want it to get unruly in the wind#i was stuck deciding between a Normal earring and a stud but i think stud looks a bit better heehee hes got quite a bit of piercings#but hes stopped using them YEARS ago. they havent closed up so like. theoretically he Could use them again. but hes fine w leaving them be#also he is like obv a mess when hes in the back working the oven n stoves so hes sweaty and kinda gross if hes been in there TOO LONG#(and he is SO conscious about this; he gets a better ac unit postgame when he gets more funds)#but otherwise if hes going out somewhere he has like spicy smellin colognes. like the shit that makes ur head hurt when u smell it sdfkjdfj#meanwhile gus does not give a flying fuck#hes got 14-in-1 body wash and a prayer#you get what u get#which is admirable tbh#i just think it is funny for him to be particular about this. gus we are best buds but you are not coming out w me looking like this.#or the noise smells AWFUL bc he is covered in grease and sweat from tinkerin in his room all day#and peppino looks SO upset hes like get AWAY from me u smell like ACTUAL garbage !!!!!!!!!!!!! go get CLEAN you fucking BEAST
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celebrating a special man 💛
#obey me#obey me mammon#mammon#happy birthday#10th september#used a csp brush for the flowers LOL#havent drawn mammon in so long i miss him#although i dont really play the game much anymore mammon will always have a special place in my heart#thank you mammon for existing
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Some quick doodles just because
#death mark#死印#kazuo yashiki#satoru mashita#moe watanabe#fanart#art by kazimo#i havent used this brush in so long!
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The sketch of this was super old but i decided to color it in today!! >:D
#GOD IVE BEEN WANTING TO TRY OUT THE CHALK BRUSHES I NEVER USE#idk the story of this girly- and why shes hugging a tv🤔#BUT IT LOOKS AESTHETIC AND COOL SO WHO CARES >>B]]#also i havent used my abberation affects for such a long time i miss u <<3
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#ugh. im so tried. why is crying so exhausting? i havent done anything. this is bullshit#we went from a slow motion breakdown to full on freakout meltdown today#luckily no one was around in the lab this morning bc i couldnt stop crying#so i went to the counseling center and made myself their problem#canceled my committee meeting. which everyone tells me is fine. its all fine#think about going home for a while they say. maybe tell ur dad ur having a bad time thry say#but im so tired. and i dont kno what to do and its all falling apart#i just feel like im brushing up against the limits of what i can do intellectually and its like well where do i go from here?#what do i do with my old data? how do i move my project forward? whats the point of any of this?#why did i put myself in this position? would taking a leave even help? id still have to come back to the same mess#its just so frustrating bc theres no solution ill find satisfying. everything just sucks.#idk what my advisor even told my committee. bc we were supposed to meet tomorrow morning. ugh. it would have been so bad#it also sucks bc im so drained that i can just feel my own weight when im trying to talk to ppl#like u kno when ur being a wet blanket but u dont kno how to fix it. like srry my vibes r wretched. maybe im just stuck like this#i dunno. my dad invited us home for a week in july and also plans to come out to visit me in August. but that seems like a long time away#i dunno what im gonna do. what a disaster#unrelated
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I now have the shittiest micro bangs ever
Thanks mom for telling me “you dont need to go to a hairdresser and spend all that money to get them trimmed, just do it yourself” i would have preferred to spend the £5-£10 to get them professionally cut but ok-
Anyway im gay so i can totally rock them easy peasy but fucking hell man i knew this shit would happen
#its 3 am so i cant like properly curl them yet since i use a really fucking loud hairdryer brush#but we will find out tommorow if theyre that fucking bad lmao#when i was a kid i cut my own bangs and they were literally an inch long#my mom booked me an emergency appointment and they had to use hair from the back to give me normal bangs to cover it#feels like that tbh#i havent fucked up my bangs in so long bestie
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Can't believe it took me so long to draw my man, ass
#al art#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 scout#freak fortress#ass pancakes#i havent used a brush that thin in so long#i just really wanted it to look like messy pen scribbles
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Gonna go get a UTI sitting in the movies for 3 hours 🥰 #TreatYourselfTuesday
#marquilla#actually i regularly go 4 hrs not going bc i hate peeing at work agdgdgdggd every time i do something happens#one time someone was brushing their teeth (coworker). another a coworker LOUDLY banged on the shared wall in the stall#asked who was in there (mind you we are the only people in this bathroom. theres other stalls. we're both in stalls) and after i#answered they loudly went 'MAR I AM SO SICK OF THIS PLACE!!!' like you didnt have to know it was me 😭#another time the maintenance lady just started cleaning the floors while i was still in the bathroom and she knew i was there#and usually when i have to go/would be getting up to go thats when maintaince does their first cleaning of the day 😭 every time#i hate using it when we're open too like god people are animals what the fuck is your problem be nice to the bathroom stop smearing poop#on the wall 😭😭😭 i wish i was kidding#anyways im gonna go to the movies again finally even though i havent long enough that my brain is like eh im over that#like no! we are gonna go and have fun! it's only $6 for 3hrs of entertainment shut up brain
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yall think im playing but i truly need aoki and mine in the ring kicking the shit out of each other right now
#snap chats#or more realistically mine beating the fuck outta aoki#aoki would enable mine's philosophy so badly bro#cause like the thing about mine that i always like is that while he DOES have his nihilism#you can tell he doesnt want to believe it- or he's susceptible to what he'd probably call naivete and believe in the good of others#though those brief moments of putting his guard down really are far and few in between#yk im not saying he's so easy to turn around his ideology- he at least makes an exception for daigo obviously#which is why i need aoki to reaffirm his beliefs by like. tenfold#cause aoki genuinely does believe those things- we never see him second guess himself until the absolute end#even then i wouldnt call it second guessing himself outright- hes just willing to trust ichi. hes willing to trust someone for once#he's already accepted people are tools to use and dispose of- probably a side affect of how he feels bout himself highkey#SORRY i like rattling them around in my gumball machine theyre just so. //clenches fist// get professional help the both of you#lemme finish up this drawin im spendin too long on it and its cause im usin a new brush#'new' lmao i just havent used it in months
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Day 1: Knife
I'm just super proud of the blood .___.
#unicorn infektions art#resident evil 4#metal tango#kreon week#jack krauser#leon kennedy#im finally using those brushes that I got a long ass time ago from kyle webster then you apparently get them for free now???#i gotta finish more work so I can finally get the coloring exactly how i want it.#but i just gotta draw more and lately i havent#I feel like this is going to be a messed up week as I'm finishing up Killing Stalking lol
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i hate that kind of task procrastination that's bc of like 20 minor things that are In Your Way where each minor thing is easily solvable but the amount of them plus the prospect of doing the Actual Task afterward just. no
#im so tired#i dont want to do anything because im in pain and tired#i need to shower badly#because i havent in like a week#but i just#there's too many things in the way#i have to fix my shower chair so i can sit on it properly bc i had to adjust it for cutting my hair#but the adjustment makes it harder to use the normal way#so i have to fix it#i want to be able to see but i cant shower with the lights on anymore#partially because the bathroom lights got replaced and are way brighter and hurt my eyes so i'd have to take out like three bulbs#i have to wash my hair but that's *exhausting*#the more i shower without washing my hair the worse it gets but washing my hair is an *ordeal*#holding my arms up for so long just kills me#and having to do that MULTIPLE TIMES IN A ROW bc not only shampoo and conditioner but also MEDICATED shampoo#and i need to dig through my laundry for viable clothes#and i need to brush my teeth bc i can only do that in the shower now for some reason#and just#i dont want to take a shower
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Styus broke a little while ago so i haven't been able to do digital drawing recently
So here's a physical doodle of leo
#baconspider#doodle#leo#leo rosales#leo (baconspider)#i havent used these brush pens in so long#dryad
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OK SO. EPIC WIN! SOUND HAS CEASED!! its on and off and idk if ill hear it again tonight (please i hope not) but it is GONE i am COMFY in BED. my phone DIED but thats ok shes at 3$ now and plugged in so shes going up :)
#updates on my last posts tags: i dont like actually see spiders i just see movement out of the corner of my eye that isnt there and then my#brain always categorizes it as spiders and its nearly never spiders but it makes me rlly on edge and scared 4 no reason#itll just like be a little black blur out of focus (when theres genuinely nothing there other than like. my white sink or bathtub) and my#brain is like 'ah oh no spider' and my pulse quickens and i get scared and think its gonna kill me cause im sooo normal btw#i joke abt being scared of spiders n stuff but theres genuinely terrifying to me and have given me super bad panic attacls :#anyways.#erm abt the last thing abt Bad Sounds ik its probably a symptom of something but i havent heard of anything that sounds right except maybe#overstimulation but very rarely feel overstimulated im usually very understimulated and its not that theres too many sounds its just theres#one really bad one that sets me off like weird random things like snoring and certain dripping faucets and breathing and like. certain ways#people brush their hands together when they have something on them but they do it for too long and the sound is horrible but subtle#and also certain times people are tapping against fabric like. stuff that ppl overlook and u can barely hear but it drives me off the walls#like idk what common thread they have other than NORMAL EXISTING HUMAN SOUNDS but like. idk if pain is the right word to describe it but#its genuinely something physically pain adjacent like. tension. like when u pull a rubber band super far apart and it cant fucking#stay like that like cmon it hurts it needs to snap please let it out. but letting it out is like. erm. not good and if the sound doesnt end#after u let it out like it didnt do anything it just goes back. ough idk idk idk. i used to not tell anyone this stuff cause i mostly did l#it at night and i think ppl will say im exaggerating and faking cause they dont witness it and my mother doesnt do it i think so its not an#acceptable form of mental illness /s but like genuinely i dont feel like im allowed to mention it but whatever!!!#anyways this is rlly long if u read it. hi. i love u. i hope u have a good day/#night also hmu if u know what whatever this is called i wanna talk about it in therapy and i think my words dont feel professional enough#ik u shouldnt have to act professional in therapy bur erm. i feel like i need to in some ways its complicated#.ares
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everyoneeeee in that post who recommends firealpaca or medibang is going to HELL
#the brush settings are so bad nvm that is a free program is not fucking worth it#krita is way better but i havent used it in a long long while
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