#i just... i could go on like this for a while like there are so many things that just puzzle me
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rawme-price · 3 days ago
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So, ghost and healer!reader, whos magic feels good, right?
(Pst here's pt 4 with price)
He's unfortunately heard plenty from soap and gaz about how good ur healing feels, but he by principle avoids medics anyways. If he can tough out the injury, he will.
Sucks though that his body decides to fall into the most brutal fever known to man the second yall settle into a safe house. It would be risky to go to an actual doctor, that requires documents and paperwork that could put the whole team in danger. Medicine wont work and ghosts fever is only rising.
Its actually you that suggested using ur magic. You took some med classes, you know if his fever gets any higher it will be permanently harmful. You also know just how uncomfortable ghost is with medics and being touched, so ur gentle as you explain "look, ghost, im worried for you. I wont touch you if thats what you want, but we can try and mitigate your discomfort."
You explain how he can keep his mask on, you wont even remove his shirt, just slip a hand under. Hell, you offer to kick the others out into the snow if it makes him feel safer. In the end, he agrees and just kicks the guys out into the kitchen.
You slip a hand under his shirt, looking at a wall to hopefully make him less tense, and allow ur magic to flow into his chest. Instantly, ghosts head falls back into a loud groan, fists gripping the sheets as his hips buck into nothing.
He comes with a whine, but you can still feel that sickness in his body and mutter "just a few more seconds, okay?" While tears start to gather on his lashes from the sheer pleasure of it all.
Except, when you finally move to pull ur hand away, his grips ur wrist in his palms. He seems just as shocked as you are by the movement, but carefully remains silent for ur response. You hum, brows furrowed, and feel around gently for any more injuries. There's a gentle undercurrent in his body that you dont recognize as normal, but its not blaring pain. Either way, you gently stretch you magic back out.
Ghost outright sobs
His chest is rising and falling rapidly, hand trembling where it holds urs against his chest. Youre a bit confused, unable to truly find the source of whatever u sense in ghost, but he seems to be having a good time. Its actually pornographic, the sounds hes making, and you have no doubt he can be easily heard from the kitchen.
Three more orgasm later and a wet "thank you- fuck- thank you, shit, I cant- thank you-" and u finally pull your hands away. There's a visible wet patch on his pants, but you decide not to say anything, silently passing a bottle of water.
When he finally calms down, ghost keeps his eyes locked to the ceiling "chronic pain." He explains gruffly, trying to settle his nerves at just having acted like a desperate slag in front of u "it just- went away, felt good. Thanks."
(Hope u guys liked this🤭 it got a bit away from me lol. Wonder what ill do for price🤔)
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cumironi · 2 days ago
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CREAM-OF-THE-CROP CUNT, MAMA
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feat, gojo, geto, nanami, toji, sukuna, shiu, higuruma
summary. what? just because you are six months pregnant your husband is gonna stop worshipping you? nooooo. . . he became worse, and the idea of making sure you are pregnant (despite the bump) makes them go crazy, especially with your little sweet bump.
trigger/warnings. non-sorcerer, everyone trying to be a gentleman (fails), calling reader “mama,” pussy-drunk behavior, pregnant sex, belly worship, size kink, deep penetration, unprotected vaginal sex, leg-folding position, full nelson vibes, praise kink, possessive language, swearing / explicit language, references to breeding kink (implied), overstimulation, internal ejaculation, cum leaking, soft dom / feral energy blend, emotional intensity, aftercare / caretaking (gentle touches, kisses), power imbalance (older man / younger woman), oral fixation (kissing, belly + knee worship)
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GOJO SATORU
“—you’re gonna kill me,” gojo groans, forehead pressed against yours, voice ragged like he’s been running for miles, but really, all he’s been doing is holding himself together—barely—as your legs wrap tighter around his waist and you moan his name like it’s a damn prayer and a curse all at once. “no, seriously, baby, i’m—i’m dying. you’re murdering me with this pussy. it’s a crime. i should call the cops. except i am the fucking cops. i’m the fbi. i’m the law. and you’re under arrest. for being—fuck—for being too hot while pregnant.”
you try to say something, maybe something like “shut up” or “just keep going” or maybe just his name again, but you can’t—you’re too full, too stretched, too wrecked already and he hasn’t even really started yet.
“so tight,” he breathes, like the thought has him hypnotized. “how are you tighter while pregnant? is that a thing? can i google it later? because this is—jesus, baby—this is like heaven. like… like heaven wrapped in velvet wrapped in a vice grip wrapped in the greatest porn i’ve ever watched except it’s real and it’s you and it’s mine.”
he kisses your neck, your collarbone, the swell of your breasts that’s grown fuller over the last few weeks—his obsession. he talks to them like they’re separate beings. he’s lost his mind and he’s made peace with it.
“gonna feed our baby with these,” he mutters, latching onto one nipple like it’s instinct, groaning like the taste of your skin alone could make him cum. “gonna wake up at 3am to help you, promise, swear to god. but only if i get to do this first. every night. every fucking night, sweetheart.”
you whimper, and it makes his whole body stutter, hips rocking deeper, harder, like your sound gives him permission to lose rhythm entirely.
“there it is,” he grins, breathless and boyish, completely wrecked and stupid and so very in love. “that’s the sound. the one that says i’m the best dick you’ve ever had. right? right, baby? tell me. tell me i’m better than anyone you’ve ever let near this sweet pussy.”
you moan, back arching. he whines, literally whines, like your approval is the only thing keeping him alive.
“please—please just say it. tell me i’m your favorite. tell me this cock is your favorite. tell me i ruined you for other men. tell me you forgot what it feels like to walk straight.”
you grab his face and pull him down to kiss you, hard, messy, open-mouthed and wet, your teeth knocking a little and your breath catching when he grinds into that exact spot inside you that makes you cry out his name again, and he groans, forehead falling to your shoulder.
“fuck, fuck, yes. that’s it, baby. say it again—no, scream it, moan it, tattoo it into my brain. god, i’m so fucking obsessed with you. you don’t even know. you don’t. i think about you 24/7. i check your pregnancy tracker app more than you do. i’m unwell. i’m feral.”
his hips move faster, deeper now, but not rough—he still holds your body like it’s made of glass, one hand bracing under your lower back to tilt your hips just right, the other rubbing slow, firm circles over your clit like he’s trying to make you finish before him and prove a point.
“wanna cum in you again,” he growls against your throat, “wanna fill you up more even though you’re already pregnant, like my dumb caveman brain doesn’t understand we already did it. it just wants to do it again, because it likes you like this. likes you glowing, round, leaking—fuck, baby, you’re leaking, i’m gonna go insane—”
“satoru,” you gasp, fingernails digging into his shoulder as your thighs start to tremble, “satoru, i—i’m gonna—”
“yes,” he hisses, pace erratic now, “do it, do it, cum on this cock, make it tight, milk me, baby, do it so good i forget my own damn name—”
you shatter under him with a cry that hits the ceiling, your body pulsing around him so hard he lets out a strangled noise, like he’s not sure if it’s a moan or a sob or both.
he falls apart seconds later, buried deep, coming with a broken gasp of your name and a string of barely intelligible worship like “so good, so pretty, made for me, mine, mine, mine” until he finally collapses onto your chest, heart racing, sweat-slick, and completely, utterly gone.
a long beat of silence passes.
“…you good?” you murmur, stroking his hair.
he doesn’t move. just groans into your neck like he might cry.
“i think i left my soul in your pussy.”
you laugh.
“i’m serious,” he says, lifting his head with that wild, disheveled, utterly sexed-out look he wears so well. “if you don’t name our baby after this pussy i’m gonna be personally offended.”
“you want me to name our child… pussy satoru gojo?”
“well, i mean—middle name at least. or like a secret codename. for the groupchat.”
you sigh, rolling your eyes.
he grins like you’ve just married him.
“love you, baby. love you so much. let’s do it again in like fifteen minutes. or five. i’m stupid. i make bad decisions.”
“clearly.”
“i would literally die if you asked.”
“…fine.”
“i’m naming the second one ‘round two.’”
GETO SUGURU
“you know what you do to me?” geto growls into your mouth, lips slick from kissing, voice thick like smoke and syrup as he thrusts into you again—deep, slow, brutal. “you fuckin’ know what this pussy’s done to me, baby?”
you gasp—louder than you mean to, thighs trembling where they’re wrapped around his hips, nails clawing down his shoulders because there’s no logic in your body right now, just raw sensation. he laughs—a dark, low, chest-rumbling sound—and grabs your jaw, thumb pressing into your cheek, not hard, just enough to keep you right there.
“oh, don’t go dumb on me now,” he coos, filthy and fond and absolutely feral. “we’re just gettin’ started, sweet thing. gotta give me that voice, yeah? lemme hear what my good girl sounds like when she’s pregnant and cockdrunk.”
you whimper, and he moans, like your breath is enough to push him right over the edge.
“that’s it,” he hisses, licking the corner of your mouth, forehead pressed to yours. “fuck. fuck, you’re so good like this. all fucked out, all round and soft and warm for me—jesus, this body? i could live inside you. no house. no job. just this pussy, twenty-four-seven. put me on your goddamn lease.”
his hips snap forward hard, and the sound your body makes when he hits bottom is wet, obscene, absolutely unholy.
“listen to that,” he pants, dragging your leg higher over his shoulder, splitting you open wider. “god, you’re so fucking wet, baby—like you like when i fuck you like this. like you want me to ruin you. knock you up again, even though you’re already full.”
he palms your belly—his belly, really—with one big, gentle hand, cupping the firm swell like it’s the most sacred thing in the world. his thumb moves in lazy circles as he rocks into you, slower now, deeper, pressing against every spot inside you that makes your toes curl and your eyes roll back.
“you’re everything,” he says, softer now, reverent in the worst way, like he’s praying to the altar of your body while rearranging your insides. “everything. this body—fuck. your tits are bigger. hips too. got this glow, baby, you know that? like you were made to carry me. to take me. to breed for me.”
you clench around him so hard he stutters, eyes going wide, mouth falling open.
“oh fuck—fuck,” he moans, suddenly undone. “you like that? yeah? you like when i talk about putting a ring on this pussy? you like hearing how ruined i am for you?”
you nod, frantic and breathless, and he kisses you hard—sloppy and hungry—before dragging his lips down your neck, biting just enough to make you gasp.
“gonna cum inside,” he growls against your skin. “gonna stuff you full and hold it in with my cock. keep it there. make sure every drop stays in, yeah?”
“suguru—” you cry, already close, voice breaking on his name like it’s the only thing you know anymore.
he fucking shudders.
“say it again,” he gasps. “say my name while i fill you up. say it like you want it.”
“suguru, suguru, i—fuck—i’m gonna—”
“yeah, baby,” he moans, gripping your hips, thrusts rougher now, faster. “cum on it. cum on this dick, show me how good i fucked you, lemme feel this pussy milk me dry—”
you tighten, legs locking around him, and then you're gone—clenching, shaking, falling apart under him while he watches you unravel with this fucking look on his face like you’re a miracle and a sin and the only thing that matters.
he cums right after, hips jerking as he empties into you with a loud, broken sound, like he’s dying and being reborn at the same time.
you nod, dazed. “you’re insane.”
for a long moment, all you hear is your heart racing and his breath—harsh, warm, uneven—ghosting across your skin. then, soft, “you okay?” he whispers, stroking your thigh, still inside you, not even thinking about moving yet.
“mhm,” he grins, kissing your temple. “insane for you. and for that pussy.”
you slap his chest halfheartedly.
he just laughs, still deep in you, still hardening again.
“round two?” he murmurs, voice all wicked sweetness. “or you want me to eat you ‘til you cry first?”
NANAMI KENTO
“i can be patient,” nanami grits out from behind you, voice low and sharp like he’s holding himself together with string and sheer willpower. “i can be—gentle.”
you’re on your side, belly cradled by soft pillows, one leg bent forward over his thigh as he moves behind you, slowly rocking into you like he’s afraid you’ll break if he goes too hard—like he doesn’t already know how filthy you get for him when he’s trying to behave.
and he’s trying. god, he is. his hand’s on your hip, warm and steady. the other one cups under your belly, like he’s shielding you even as he’s pushing deep, deep into you from behind.
“you’re doing so well,” he murmurs, voice hoarse and reverent, brushing kisses to your shoulder. “i don’t want to hurt you. i want to take care of you. i want to make you feel good, not—”
you moan.
just a little. just a soft, breathy “kento—” as your fingers grip the sheets and your hips push back into him.
and that’s it.
the last thread of his control snaps.
he groans—growls, almost—and suddenly he’s pressing forward harder, deeper, his breath catching as he ruts into you like he’s been holding back for weeks.
“fuck,” he grits, forehead pressed to your back. “you’re so goddamn warm. too soft. too tight. i can’t—I’m trying to—shit—”
his grip on your hip tightens, dragging you back against him with every thrust now, and his hand slides from under your belly to your thigh, hiking your leg higher over his hip so he can push in even deeper.
“you feel that?” he groans into your neck, teeth grazing your skin. “feel how deep i am, sweetheart? god—i can’t be gentle when you sound like that. when you feel like this.”
you whimper, back arching, and he moans again—louder this time, raw and low and completely undone.
“you’re perfect,” he pants, hips snapping faster. “everything about you. this body—this sweet, wet little cunt—fuck, it’s made for me. even pregnant, you take me so well. better than anyone ever has.”
you choke on a moan and he presses his palm to your belly again, as if the feel of it grounds him.
“i think about you all day,” he confesses, fucking into you now with slow, brutal depth. “about this. about how you sound. about how you feel when i’m inside you, tight and hot and fluttering like you’re made to be full.”
he kisses your shoulder, your neck, his other hand sliding between your legs to find your clit—slow, careful, precise.
“come for me,” he whispers, mouth right against your ear, filthy and tender all at once. “come around me while i’m deep inside you. show me how good i make you feel.”
and you do—shaking, moaning, gasping his name like it’s the only thing you know, and he follows with a desperate groan, spilling into you so deep you feel the warmth spread through your belly, his body trembling against yours.
after, he doesn’t move. just stays inside you, one hand over your womb, the other tangled with yours in the sheets.
“…i was trying to be gentle,” he says quietly, embarrassed, pressing a kiss to your shoulder.
you hum, sated. “you tried.”
he sighs. “i’ll try again tomorrow.”
pause.
“after round two.”
TOJI FUSHIGURO
“slow,” toji murmurs, his big hands gripping your hips just barely, letting you grind down on him with shaky control, his cock sheathed inside you and twitching like it’s barely surviving this torture. “take your time, baby. i’m good. i’m—fuck—i’m fine.”
he is not fine.
he’s seated on the couch, thighs spread wide, muscles tense as hell under your legs, back arched ever so slightly, jaw tight. you’re four months pregnant, round and glowing and gorgeous, your belly pressing against his abs as you roll your hips slow and sweet—just like he asked for. like he said he wanted.
and he’s dying.
“look at you,” he groans, eyes glued to the way you take him. “ridin’ me so good. so pretty. so fuckin’ wet. you were always tight, but now? now you’re perfect.”
your hands are on his shoulders, clinging. your breath catches every time your body takes him deeper, and he feels it—feels how warm you are, how your walls squeeze around him like you don’t want him to leave. it’s driving him insane.
“you said slow,” you remind him, voice breaking with a whimper as your rhythm falters.
and that’s his breaking point.
because your voice? shaking, breathless, wanting?
it wrecks him.
“fuck that,” toji snarls suddenly, surging forward, arms wrapping around your back and pulling you flush to his chest. “nah. no. fuck slow. i can’t. you sound like that, and expect me to wait? you’re outta your mind.”
he lifts his hips, thrusting up into you so hard your mouth drops open in a silent moan, hands scrambling for his chest as he sets a brutal pace from underneath.
“you wanted gentle?” he growls against your throat, licking and biting at your skin while he pistons into you like it’s the last thing he’ll ever do. “you’re riding me, baby. i’m not gonna sit here like some saint while this tight fuckin’ pussy squeezes the life outta me.”
you cry out, and he grins, savage and wild and in love with the way your face goes all slack and overwhelmed.
“that’s it,” he pants, one hand gripping your ass, the other sliding between your bodies to rub tight, fast circles over your clit. “gimme that look. gimme those sounds. lemme hear how good i’m fucking my pregnant girl.”
you whine his name, and he loses it.
“say it again,” he groans. “fuckin’ say it, baby. tell me who put this baby in you.”
“you,” you cry, clinging to him, “you did—”
“damn right i did,” he growls, pounding up into you, your belly bouncing slightly between your bodies with each thrust, “and i’ll do it again. and again. keep you pregnant. keep you full. keep you so cockdrunk you forget how to fucking walk.”
your orgasm hits you like a lightning bolt, your whole body spasming in his lap, and he catches you with a moan of pure worship, holding you tight as you milk every drop of his release from him.
“shit, baby,” he pants, hips twitching. “you were made for this. made to take me. made to carry me.”
he collapses back against the couch, pulling you with him, still inside you, cradling your body in his massive arms.
a beat of silence.
“that was you being gentle?” you ask, breathless.
he shrugs, smug. “i didn’t bend you over. that counts.”
you groan.
he kisses your shoulder and mutters, “round two, though? i’m not holdin’ back.”
RYOMEN SUKUNA
“slow,” he grits out, jaw clenched, breath shaking as he presses his hips flush to your ass, thick cock buried deep and throbbing inside your soaking heat. “we’re going slow, sweetheart. we’re taking our time. i’m not gonna break you.”
he says that, but his hands are already digging into your thighs, thumbs pressed to the crease between your cheeks and your legs like he’s trying to brand you with his grip. you’re four months pregnant, hips rounder, belly starting to show—and you’re on all fours, arms trembling, moaning into the pillow with every slow, too-deep roll of his hips.
“you good?” he mutters, pretending to breathe through it like he’s not the one seconds from blacking out. “you okay, baby?”
you nod, gasping, “yes—yes, ‘kuna—feels so good—”
and that breaks him.
“fuckin’—shit,” he growls, slamming into you with a sharp, wet slap, and you cry out, head dropping, body jolting forward from the force. “don’t say my name like that. don’t moan for me like that and expect me to stay sane.”
he grips your hips hard, pulling you back into every brutal thrust now, the sound of skin on skin echoing through the room.
“you were made for this,” he snarls, staring down at the way your body takes him, slick and tight and fluttering around him like you like being used. “look at this greedy little cunt. fuckin’ dripping. goddamn soaking me. you like getting fucked with my baby in you, huh?”
you sob out a moan, and his grin turns feral.
“you want me gentle?” he pants, fucking into you so hard your thighs shake. “or you want me to fuck you like i own you?”
you can’t even answer. you’re too wrecked already, too full, too overwhelmed by the pressure and heat and the way he hits that deep spot inside you like he knows exactly what it does.
“that’s what i thought,” he hisses. “fuckin’ moaning like you need it rough. like you need me to snap. you want it, don’t you? want to be fucked so hard you forget where you are. want to feel me dripping outta you all day like a good little cumdump.”
his hand snakes around your waist, palm spreading over your bump, possessive and so wrong and reverent all at once.
“this?” he mutters, low and filthy in your ear as he leans over your back, “this is mine. you’re mine. and this pussy? fuck, this pussy’s the tightest shit i’ve ever had. i could stay buried in you for hours. days.”
your legs buckle as your orgasm builds, loud and fast and impossible to stop. he feels it.
“there it is,” he growls, fucking into you harder, faster, punishing. “you’re close, huh? gonna cream around me like the perfect little thing you are? let me feel it. let me feel you lose it.”
you shatter—screaming, shaking, convulsing around his cock—and sukuna doesn’t slow down. he snarls, slams into you one last time, and groans as he cums deep, spilling inside you with a raw, broken moan like he’s being torn apart.
he stays there—buried, panting, shaking, his chest pressed to your back, both hands cradling your belly now like he’s apologizing with touch.
then:
“…i was trying to behave,” he mutters, voice raspy, and you wheeze out a laugh.
“you said ‘slow’ and then folded in thirty seconds.”
“yeah, well,” he grins, cock still twitching inside you, “you were moaning. that’s cheating.”
he kisses your shoulder, pulls out with a groan, and watches his cum spill from you with the most self-satisfied, absolutely feral look you’ve ever seen.
“round two’s gonna be worse,” he promises.
“worse how?”
“i’m not gonna pretend to be nice next time.”
SHIU KONG
“you feel that, mama?” shiu murmurs low, breath thick with smoke as he exhales slowly, cock buried deep inside you from behind, dragging it out slow just to watch your legs shake. “feel how this pussy keeps suckin’ me back in? like she misses me every time i pull out.”
your cheek’s pressed to the desk, fingers curled around the edge, thighs trembling. you try to say something—but he thrusts back in, sharp and deep, and your words turn into a soft, broken moan.
“fuck, yeah,” he grins, watching the way your back arches. “that’s my good girl. takin’ it like a champ even with my baby in your belly. still greedy. still so tight. you got no shame, huh? gettin’ fucked over my desk like this?”
you whimper, and he groans, gripping your hips tighter, his tone dropping deeper.
“god, look at you. four months pregnant and still so fuckin’ sexy. makin’ me obsessed. makin’ me stupid. you know what it does to me when you walk around like this, belly all round, tits all full, smellin’ like sweat and sweetness and mine?”
he grinds his hips forward again, harder now, making your body jolt. you moan his name, voice wrecked, and he smirks around his cigarette.
“there we go,” he breathes. “that’s it, mama. keep callin’ me like that. makes me wanna knock you up all over again, see how many times i can stretch this body before you break.”
he pulls out halfway and slams back in, deep and deliberate, the desk creaking beneath you. you gasp, and his hand slides down your spine, warm and heavy, keeping you flat against the desk.
“y’know,” he says, smoke curling from his mouth as he fucks you in slow, ruthless strokes, “i tell myself every time i’ll go easy on you. that i’ll be nice, treat my baby mama with respect.”
he laughs, low and wrecked.
“and then you bend over like this, ass up, pussy drippin’ down your thighs, beggin’ for it—an’ suddenly i’m back to being a filthy fuck who can’t stop.”
you cry out as his hips slam into you again, and he moans—loud and shameless.
“you feel that, mama?” he pants. “that’s my cock hitting the back of your fuckin’ throat from the wrong direction. you’re so full right now—goddamn, i can feel you pulse.”
his hand slips down, two fingers circling your clit with just enough pressure to make your knees buckle.
“c’mon, baby,” he urges, voice hoarse and wrecked, “give it to me. let this cock ruin you. let daddy hear how good he’s fuckin’ his perfect little mama.”
you cum with a cry, clenching around him so hard he curses, nearly drops the cigarette, and loses rhythm entirely as he groans, slamming into you once, twice, again—before burying himself deep and spilling inside you with a rough, filthy moan of your name.
he stays there, panting, one hand on your belly, the other sliding up your back to your neck, grounding you both.
then—
“...we’re doin’ this again after you nap,” he mutters, pulling his cigarette back between his lips, grinning like a devil. “mama needs to be real full tonight.”
HIGURUMA HIROMI
“that’s it, mama,” higuruma groans, voice low and rough as he presses deep into you, eyes locked on the curve of your stomach where your bodies meet, “just like that. let me in. let me make you feel good.”
your thighs tremble where they rest on his shoulders, and he tightens his grip around your ankles, palms warm and broad, grounding you as he starts to move—slow at first, like he’s savoring every inch of you, every slick drag of your walls squeezing him in.
“fuck,” he breathes, watching your face contort as you gasp, “you’re so tight. how are you still this tight, mama? this pussy was made to milk me.”
you whimper, one hand cradling your belly, the other tangled in the sheets as he rocks into you with long, deep strokes. your bump rises slightly with every thrust, your body pliant and flushed and already soaked from the way he touched you before this even started.
and he adores it.
he adores you.
“look at you,” he mutters, pace growing faster without meaning to, “legs up, belly out, takin’ my cock like a good mama. my perfect mama.”
you moan his name—ragged and helpless—and his eyes darken, hips snapping harder.
“that’s it,” he growls, leaning in until your knees are almost beside your head, his cock reaching so deep now. “say it again. let me hear how good i fuck my mama.”
“hiromi,” you gasp, back arching, “feels so good—too deep—”
he groans—loud, wrecked—and fucks into you harder.
“you can take it,” he hisses, lips grazing your ear, “you’re so strong, baby. carrying our child, takin’ this dick like it’s yours—‘cause it is. this cock belongs to you. every part of me does.”
your eyes roll back as he slams into that perfect spot inside you, over and over, his pace no longer controlled—he’s feral, now, panting and moaning, eyes flicking down to where you’re stretched open around him, cum-slick and pulsing.
“gonna fill you up again,” he whispers, reverent and wild all at once. “stuff you full, even though you’re already carrying mine. fuck, mama—this pussy needs it. she’s beggin’ for it.”
you’re trembling, legs shaking against his shoulders, and he grabs under your knees, folding you further, giving you nowhere to go—just take it, every inch, every praise-dripping thrust.
“cum for me,” he commands, rough and soft all at once. “cum with me inside. let me feel you. let me feel how good this pussy knows her man.”
you cry out as your orgasm hits, tightening around him like a vice, and his whole body shudders.
he groans your name, hips jerking, and spills inside you with a low, desperate moan.
“fuck, mama—fuck. you’re everything.”
he stays buried for a long moment, breathing hard, watching your body twitch beneath him—flushed, used, loved—and then lowers your legs gently, kissing your knees, your belly, your lips.
“did so well,” he whispers. “my mama’s so good for me.”
you hum sleepily, still dazed. “you went crazy.”
he smiles, brushing your hair back from your face.
“i am crazy,” he says, kissing your forehead, “for you.”
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that-one-girl2020 · 2 days ago
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Saja Boys x Rumi’s Sister! Reader Pt. 2
A/N: Okay, by popular demand, I decided to make this into a series so after this one, I’ll have at least four or five more parts to this series as it follows the movie events. I also tagged those that asked for part 2/asked to be tagged. Thank you guys for your support!
TW: Not much, just insecurity and a little bit of self deprecating thoughts really
Word Count: 2,097
Part 1, Part 3
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SPOILERS FOR KPDH
“Great, (Y/n), you’re home!” Zoey cheered as soon as you came through the door, tackling you in a hug as you were trying to toe your shoes off.
You chuckled, managing to juggle the groceries so you could pat her back with one hand.
“(Y/n), where were you, we were waiting!” Mira grouched impatiently, her and Rumi joining you and Zoey in the entryway.
“Only for a little bit though, Mira, chill.”
You made an awkward face, “Uh, I was waiting for you guys to text me that you were done and you never—“
“Oh, (Y/n), you’ll never guess what we saw earlier!” Zoey interrupted you, taking the grocery bags from you to see what snacks you had gotten.
“Oh my gosh, you won’t,” Rumi agreed, looking at you with wide eyes.
“What?” You asked curiously, putting the groceries away as the other three separated out the snacks and junk food to take a mental list of what was there.
“Some demons,” Mira spat the word with a snarl, “decided to come after our fans by making a boy band.”
Oh that sounded too familiar to you. You froze. And then did your best to act natural. “Oh, whatttttt?” Okay stop, your voice is too high. You cleared your throat. “Really?”
None of the girls seemed to notice.
“Yeah, we’re gonna kill them tonight,” Rumi tells you. “So that means we gotta get battle ready. So, will youuuu…?”
You roll your eyes, “Yes, I’ll set out your battle outfits and make some dinner and bring it down to you guys,” You smiled indulgently at them.
“Yes! You’re the best (Y/n)!” Zoey cheered, pumping her arms in the air and throwing them around you. “And you’ll…?”
“Make you guys your pregame ramyeon? Yes, I’ll boil some water and bring it down with dinner so you can heat it while you eat.”
Rumi and Mira joined in the feral food cheering as the three made their way to the elevator.
“Yes!”
“Thank you, (Y/n), you’re the best!”
“Thank you, best sister ever in the entire universe!”
Sigh. Same routine as usual. They always took a few hours to get battle ready so you decided to go get their battle outfits down from the closet and make sure all the accessories and pieces were in place. And also set out some makeup and nail polishes that would suit their complexions and preferences while complimenting the black leather style.
After that, you started making dinner. Sometimes you felt more like an unappreciated housewife than the sister of an idol.
“Let’s go kill these guys.”
And, also like usual, you grabbed your backpack of first aid supplies and followed after them like a groupie.
To be honest, you really didn’t want to be doing this. They seemed nice back at their performance! They were just performing, singing their cute little soda pop song! And they were so nice to you too! Well… they were very flirty and that might have been because you were part of their target audience as a girl. But it was still very flattering!
Shaking your head, you remembered what they had said at the end of their performance, they were going on ‘Play Games With Us!’ right? You could probably watch it on your phone.
You struggled not to burst out laughing as the video streamed, they were all in baby high chairs with bibs with their names on them, in a hot sauce drinking competition! Baby was happily kicking his feet but everyone else looked like they were dying!
“(Y/n), come on!” A whisper-shout came from up ahead, they were holding the studio door open.
“Coming!” You shoved your phone in your pocket and jogged into the studio to join them. The four of you crouched in the sidelines of the studio, out of sight of the audience. And wow, it was even funnier to see in person.
“Once they come off the stage, we’ll jump down for the attack, and these boys’ll be…”
“Done, done, done,” the three snickered with gremlin smiles, sneaking away to get higher ground. Rumi turned to you as if she forgot you were there, “Oh, (Y/n), stay here out of sight or outside the studio, just in case. Okay?” She left.
“Yeah, okay…” It wasn’t like you couldn’t fight, you went through all the same training as Mira, Zoey, and Rumi. But the three often treated you like a helpless maiden when you went with them for demon hunts.
You turned your attention back to the stage, crouching in the shadows behind the backdrop of the set as one by one, the boys dropped out of the spicy challenge until it was just one of the hosts and Baby.
“It’s a dead heat between my handsome co-host and Baby Saja!” Baby was still sipping away at his bottle of hot sauce like it was just milk, content as can be. “Can our host catch up?”
Nope. He was red in the face and his eyes were crying. He gave up with a pop and a cry of, “So spicy! So spicy!”
The man collapsed forward. “No he can’t! Baby Saja is the winner!”
Baby pulled the empty bottle from his mouth with a pop, a nonchalant, almost bored look on his face, “Goo goo, ga ga.”
You had to slap a hand over your face to keep from laughing. ‘Oh my gosh! Spice KINGGGG! Iconic.’ In some way, that was hot in a way more than the spice itself. It was almost dorky in some way. It was… humanizing to see the so-called demon boys like this as they cheered for their maknae.
The segment was coming to an end and the host was starting to say the goodbyes when Jinu took the mic. You froze like a rabbit as he suddenly introduced Huntr/x as some surprise guests, a spotlight shining on the girls who peaked over the top of the set. You slapped a hand on your face, ‘girlssssss… how can you be so obvious…?’
It was really unfortunate when the leather of their outfits didn’t agree with the slide, making a slow, screeching descent as the crowd groaned. You and the boys had matching grimaces of second hand embarrassment on your faces…
And then they were trying to wrap it up and the Saja Boys were playing the bigger people by being respectful and humble, bowing to the girls, “It was truly an honor to share the stage with you.”
Seeing the positive reaction of the crowd, the girls tried to outdo them by bowing lower, “Oh no, the honor is ours.”
And then it turned into a bowing competition. You couldn’t help but widen your eyes at the boys, ‘These men were basically folded in half!!! Wow. Demon boys are really flexible…’ You slapped your face at the mental implications of that thought. And in the realization of the view you had of the boys from this angle. Wow…
Distracted by your mental embarrassment, you didn’t realize the curtains were closing and the boys were making their escape until a hand slapped over your mouth and arms were carrying you away.
Looking up, you saw that it was Romance, who gave you a sly smirk and a charming wink, “Hello there, sweetheart~” he cooed.
“Nice to see you again~” Jinu cooed as well, a mischievous grin.
‘WAIT! Did this mean they remembered you from earlier?! And was that Baby on Mystery’s back…?’
That kind of attention could go straight to a girl's head if she let it. Or her heart…
And now she was in some bath house. A men’s bathhouse to be specific. Absolutely done with your current situation, you couldn’t help but go limp in Romance’s arms, staring up at the ceiling of the bathhouse flatly. Why is this your life? Being kidnapped by hot demon boys?
“Awww, don’t worry pretty girl, we’ll give you back to your sister in a minute,” Jinu teased with a smirk as the boys took their positions for a dramatic encounter with Huntr/x. You couldn’t help but blush at the cute pet name. He called you pretttyyyyyyy…
And then the girls arrived.
Yadda yadda, followed them into the bathhouse, yadda yadda, simps for Abby’s abs, yadda yadda, stealing fans, clever evil snark, battle.
“Oh, don’t forget to protect your sister, too!” Jinu yelled and nodded at Romance, and then you were being thrown in the air towards a group of water demons.
‘Did this jerk really just throw you!?’
“Hey!” You twisted, landing on your feet and using the momentum to spin and launch yourself back at the boys, ducking and twisting easily between reaching demon limbs, “I am not. A. DAMSEL!”
Abs kinda shrieked in surprise, which was adorkable, and the boys took off while the girls with actual weapons started killing water demons. Jinu almost slipped on a puddle while making his dramatic exit which was also adorkable but now wasn’t the time for giggling at cute, evil boy antics.
Jinu was gremlin laughing cheerfully as you ran after them, your sister joining you in the chase and quickly overtaking you, slashing at Jinu. The two ended up detouring into a room in their fight and you kept going after the other four.
“I knew idol fans were crazy but I didn’t think it was this bad!” Abby called back to you with a smirk and you growled, your frustration giving you a burst of speed.
You leapt and ended up tackling Baby, causing Mystery to stop and come back with a protective snarl.
“I am not a psycho fan! I’m just trying to do my part!”
You twisted, having to let go of Baby as Mystery made a grab for you with his clawed hands. “And we’re just doing ours,” Romance was apparently joining the fight. It may have been a mistake going after the maknae of the group, it always drove the protective instincts of the rest of the group up the wall…
Leaping, twisting, kicking, punching, it was all you could do to protect yourself and try to keep them from running away until the other girls could catch up with the actual fire power.
“Do you own any shirts that actually fit or do you always shop two sizes too small?!” You couldn’t help but ask Abby as his abs flashed you before you kicked them.
“If it bothers you so much then stop looking, babe!” He smirks, twisting around Baby as the maknae swiped at you.
“Less flirting, more fighting,” the maknae drawled lazily. Your face flushed. From anger or being flustered, who knew. You knew…
“Not flirting!” You denied strongly, ducking under a high kick from Romance before jumping over a low swipe of the legs from Mystery.
“Awww, but I didn’t get a chance to flirt with her,” Romance whined. The four started moving faster, working more in synchrony as you struggled to keep up with all four of them at once.
You yelped when Abby and Mystery’s nails caught in the sleeves of your sweatshirt, the soft fabric tearing easily to reveal your arms. Panicked, you looked down and yeah. There they were. Your patterns. Your ugly, disgusting, demonic pattern.
When you were little, you used to use markers to color the space between them and make doodles on your skin out of the jagged lines until Aunt Celine caught you and berated you. She disciplined you so badly that you never even thought of doing it again.
And now they were on display. In front of four demons no less.
You hugged your arms, trying in vain to cover them, looking up at them. Their fight stances had loosened in surprise, their eyes darting across your arms to take in the darkening lines.
“Demon pattern…?”
You took a step back, terrified. They’ll tell Jinu and then they’ll tell Mira and Zoey and then the world and no one will ever accept you again. Mira and Zoey may accept Rumi as a fellow huntress but you? You who doesn’t matter? You who can only help with clothes and visuals? They’ll kill you in a second.
Having to pick between running and hiding or staying and keeping them from escaping?
You chose to run. Run back to the apartment by yourself to hide your skin.
And you didn’t notice how a foot took a step after you, a hand half raised to reach out to you, a lingering unreadable look as eyes followed you, a mouth partially opened to call after you.
Four demon boys left to question what just happened.
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Outtake:
Huntr/x: “Can you believe it?! A demon boy band?!
You: “Yeah, it sounds like a good concept.”
Huntr/x: “… What…?”
You: “Yeah, hot demon guys coming for your soul? Fans are rabid for that kind of dark mystery. They’d sell their soul in an instant.”
Huntr/x: “…”
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navybrat817 · 3 days ago
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Back It Up
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Pairing: Thunderbolts!Bucky Barnes x Thunderbolts!Female Reader
Summary: Bucky is hot and fucks like a God.
Word Count: Over 1.2k
Warnings: Unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), oral sex (m. and f. receiving), dirty talk, flirting, slight feels, possessive behavior, BDE, aftercare mention, Bucky Barnes (he's a warning, okay?).
A/N: Based on an anon ask. Happy Moanday. ❤️ Not beta read and written on my phone, so any and all mistakes are my own. Please follow @navybrat817-sideblog for new fics and notifications. Comments, reblogs, feedback are loved and appreciated!
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Bucky who is hot and fucks like a God. 
Bucky who is confident again, similar to the swagger he had in the 40’s, but a bit more rough around the edges to add to his appeal.
Bucky who knew you were his the second he laid eyes on you and swears the world is a little brighter when you’re nearby, so he gives you a smile instead of his trademark grumpy stare.
Bucky who also gets hard when you’re close to him and has palmed himself under the table because he so desperately wants to be inside you. 
Bucky who wants you and only you, wants you on your knees for him, wants to get on his knees for you, wants to split you open on his cock and make you scream his name, but wants to tease you first.
Bucky who will run his fingers through his hair or toussle it when you’re in his line of sight because you once said he looked like a fucking prince. “Every prince needs a princess, right? You wanna be my princess?”
Bucky who, whether he’s in his tactical gear or uniform, sees the way you shamelessly check him out and hides his smirk when he “catches” you looking. “Isn’t polite to stare, sweetheart, but you can look all you want.”
Bucky who will purposely walk around in only a pair of low hanging gray sweatpants when he knows it’s just the two of you, unashamed of his body or scars, especially when your pupils dilate with lust. “You know, I almost went with black, but…” he trailed off, arching his back and thrusting his hips forward so you could see the very clear outline of his cock before he left the room.
Bucky who will keep his eyes on you when he eats, letting you see every drag of his tongue and lick of his lips as he savors the taste of his meal. “Bet your pussy tastes like heaven,” he says so low you swear you imagined it.
Bucky who wrapped a hand around your throat once during sparring to see how you’d respond, and he was pleasantly surprised when he heard you whimper and smelled your arousal. “I have something you can really choke on,” he whispered, letting you go and leaving you hot and bothered on the mat.
Bucky who didn’t think taking a jacket off could be sexy until he heard you whisper, “Fuck me”, to which he responded in a low voice full of promise, “Soon.” 
Bucky who likes to think he can dish it as much as he takes it, but nearly busts down your door when he hears you moaning his name and fucking yourself with your fingers. “My dirty girl,” he says fondly, proudly.
Bucky who can’t take it anymore when you’re bent over in front of him, stretching and looking back at him with a smile while his eyes greedily roam your body. “Think you help me stretch, Barnes, or are you all talk?”
Bucky who snapped, tore through your legging and underwear like paper, and put you on all fours. “Oh, I’ll help you stretch,” he promised, breaching your wet heat with a finger and smirking when you tightened around him. “With my tongue and fingers first before you get my cock.”
Bucky who ate you out from behind, his fingers digging into your flesh as you pushed back against his face to feel more of the delicious burn from his salt and pepper scruff. “You really do taste like heaven, sweetheart, but be patient,” he warned, slapping your pussy for good measure. “You’ll get yours and I’ll get mine.”
Bucky who nearly came in his pants when you made a mess all over his face, crying out his name as he kept fucking you with his tongue and fingers and only stopped so he could put you on your back and see your dazed expression. “Good girl screaming my name,” he praised, hearing you whine when he shoved his pants and underwear down. “Do it again when you come on my cock.”
Bucky who let you taste yourself on his tongue before he pushed inside you, both of you moaning at the feeling of being one and him having to stay still for a second at the way you clamp around him like a vice. “Greedy cunt doesn’t want to let me go,” he rasped, and he understood since he didn’t want to leave your body.
Bucky who set a hard, deep pace and alternated between pinning you down and letting you pull his hair and grip his back. “Letting me fuck you bare because you know you’re mine,” he groaned, and he couldn’t wait to paint your walls with his release and really make you his.
Bucky who lightly bit your neck and breasts and touched every inch of you that he could, wanting to leave marks on you, before putting your legs on his shoulders and fucking you like his life depended on it. “Look at me. Keep those pretty eyes on me,” he ordered, wanting to see your face twist in pleasure as you took his cock over and over again.
Bucky who teased your clit and smiled when you keen. “I told you you’ll get yours,” he reminded you when you clenched around him and soaked his cock more. “So scream my name when you come for me.”
Bucky who said your name through his teeth when you screamed his name like a mantra and gushed around him. “Good. Fucking. Girl.” he gritted as he fucked you through it, taking your hand to keep you grounded when he saw the fog in your eyes.
Bucky who couldn’t resist when you begged through your gaze, “Come in me, Bucky.” and roared like an animal with his release, flooding your insides and keeping his hips flush against yours so he didn’t waste a drop. 
Bucky who collapsed on top of you to kiss you again and stayed deep inside you as he thought about how he was going to fuck you all over again. 
Bucky who knew he had his equal when you smiled against his lips and asked, “Think you can make me choke before you fuck me again?” and was torn between pulling out of you and staying nice and deep where he belonged.
Bucky who grudgingly pulled out because he had to see what you looked like with your lips wrapped around him. “That’s it, sweetheart. Choke on me,” he urged when you cleaned off your mixed release with a happy moan and kept your pretty eyes on him.
Bucky who put you on all fours again because he had to finish inside of your dripping cunt. “We’re just getting started,” he promised.
Bucky who didn’t stop until you were a whimpering, boneless mess and carried you to your bathroom after so he could take care of you. “So beautiful. So good for me,” he whispered, praising you because he’s a gentleman at heart and he will give you the aftercare you deserve.
Bucky who held you like something precious and kissed your forehead. “I’ve got you,” he whispered and smiled when you whispered back, “And I’ve got you.”
Bucky who is insatiable, able to sleep easier because you’re in his arms, and happy.
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So... yeah. Happy Moanday. Love and thanks for reading!❤️
Masterlist ⚓ Bucky Barnes Masterlist ⚓ Ko-Fi
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alien-slushie · 3 days ago
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DcxDp idea
Jazz is moving away for collage/university, and while Danny knows his sister is more than capable of protecting herself, he can't help but worry[shut up sam, no he is not paranoid!], so he marks her with his signature. Marking her with his signature doesn't do anything really, its more or less just a warning against ghosts, demons, fae and the like to stay away from whatever person is marked, kind of like putting a sign on them that says: "Hey! This person is my family/friend and under my protection! Screw off!" He did the same thing with Sam, Tucker, and even Dani. Jazz didn't think it needed to be done, but if it helped Danny cope with her being away from home she was happy to let him do that.
The thing is, Danny is a bit stronger than the average Ghost, he did play a key role in the re-sealing of Pariah, won most if not all the brawls hed been in, and he was heavily doused in Clockwork's magic due to his time travel escapades, in fact many of the Infinite Realms wouldn't be surprised if Danny rose to Ancient status once he was older. Why am I telling you this? Well, due to his power and feats, his signature made a bigger impact than if, say, Skulker or Boxy were to mark someone. While yes, his signature still only told others to screw off, the power emanating from said signature was rather significant, making others, especially ghosts and ghost adjacent feel nervous, cautious, in Jazz's presence, full on detearing most of them from even approaching her, if not scaring the living daylights out of them. Danny knew this before he asked to mark her with his signature, but he maybe didn't tell her that, mostly because he didn't think it was important.
And maybe it wouldn't be important, had Jazz not taken her 3 month Collage internship at Arkham Asylum. But as it stands, she did take her internship there, and since most of Arkham's residents had been touched by death at least a little bit, well, needless to say they're terrified of her, even if they have no idea why.
Or
Danny marked Jazz with a spiritual *do not disturb or i will break your kneecaps* sign so she could go to collage and Danny could feel assured knowing she was safe. Liminals/Death Touched can't see the sign for what it is like full ghosts, but they can sense the warning/danger from it; so when Jazz goes to Arkham for her Internship for Collage Credit, she terrifies the occupancy there. They, the patients(?), have no clue why they're scared of this 19yo woman when they've faced off against the bats at least once, but they know, for the most part, to trust their instincts. This is gonna be a long 3 months for them, but hey, maybe they'll actually get the help they need.
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anglbunny · 2 days ago
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ASLEEP
♡. multi, smut mdni, somno, dubcon
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It was your doing.
You told him while you were drunk, that, having sex while being asleep would be so hot. You stared at him and laughed but he didn't. until you passed out on him.
But now your wrists are cuffed to the headboard. Ankles spread. Breathless and trembling in the dark. And his head is between your thighs like he belongs there.
You woke up to his mouth on you — soft, slow licks that turned hungry fast — and you’re soaked, overstimulated, mind already fogged.
“H-Hey—f-ah-fuck—”
He doesn’t even look at you, just kept going eating your pussy like a starved man. Humming as you woke up
“Yes, sweetheart,” he murmurs against your swollen clit, voice wrecked with lust. “You said I could. Remember?” you didn't remember, your memory from being drunk was all hazy and blurry. But you couldn't care right now. All you wanted was that orgasm that was coiling in the pit of your stomach.
"Feels good... don't stop please" your body trembled at his touch, making you whimper
Your back arches as his tongue flattens again, dragging through the mess he’s made of you. His fingers grip your thighs tighter, holding you open as you sob, twitching, close to breaking. Your hands pull against the restraint but it's no use. You don't want to run from him but it's overstimulation. Physically and visually. The sight of him going at you is too hot.
“You taste better when you're all shaking n' crying,” he groans. “Look at you — trembling for me, and I haven’t even fucked you yet.”
Your eyes roll back. You cum again, legs spasming.
He doesn’t let up. Just keeps eating you like a man starved — until your thighs are numb and your vision goes white at the edges.
And the last thing you hear before you slip under again is his voice, low and reverent:
“you should be careful with what you say, doll”
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TL: @samm1e13 @demiitria @syleepy @chaoslibra @bontenxo @pinkymangacaps @riinniies @samthesimp1 @sapphireluv @s4turnx1 @nevvynev @cookiesandcreammy @rinniebinniebay @ravenbc @kamelika @luvsymai @werfiedeii @mikemsmm @silverwings920 @cyberheartrebel @arwawawa2 @yanderebluelockfan @valexqpt @bigclownshoes @rinniewinnie787 @satorella @mitsurisupporter @meikstv @mihyas-dieehefrau @ravenbc @shezuannn @greekyoghurtwithberries @laslowchan
A/n: quick drabble before i lock in tmr. i still have to finish my bllk masterlist, the second part
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inseobts · 2 days ago
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You around kids
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fem!reader
characters: zoro, sanji, law, shanks and ace
tags: fluff, light comedy, established relationship, comfort, emotional bonding, humor
a/n: sorry it's all cramped but I reached tumblr's limits of blocks per post, so if you need a easier way to read this, click on the ao3 link!!
words count: around 2.2k - 3.4k each
masterlist || ao3 || ko-fi
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── .✦ Zoro:
The sun is warm but not too hot. A soft breeze plays with your hair as you walk beside Zoro through the busy town streets. The island is new, full of life and color, and the crew has scattered to do their own things. Nami went shopping, Sanji chased after ingredients... or maybe girls, and Luffy? Who knows.
You, on the other hand, just wanted a calm day. A nice walk. No drama. Zoro didn’t have any plans, so he chose to stay with you.
“Didn’t feel like wandering off,” he said with a shrug “Plus, you always get lost.”
“I do not!” you argue with a little laugh.
“You got lost on the ship” he says with a smirk.
You roll your eyes, bumping his arm lightly with your shoulder “That happened once. And you’re the one to talk???”
Zoro just grunts, amused, and keeps walking beside you. His hands are in his pockets, his swords resting at his side like always. He walks with that usual lazy confidence, but you can tell he’s relaxed.
Then, you hear a small cry. Like a kid. You stop walking “Did you hear that?”
Zoro lifts his head “Yeah.”
You both follow the sound, turning down a quieter street. And there, near the side of a fruit stand, is a small boy. He can’t be older than five. His face is red from crying, his small hands wiping at his eyes. He looks scared.
“Hey, sweetie,” you say gently, kneeling in front of him “What’s wrong?”
The boy looks up at you with big teary eyes “M-Mommy’s gone…”
“Oh no,” you whisper “You got separated?”
He nods fast, then suddenly throws his arms around you. You nearly fall back from the sudden hug but Zoro puts a hand on the back of your head, gently, just to keep you balanced.
Zoro’s eyes widen. You glance up at him, then back down at the boy. He’s shaking.
“Hey, hey, it’s okay...” you say, rubbing his back “We’ll help you find her. I promise.”
The boy doesn’t let go. He clings tighter, like he’s afraid you’ll disappear too.
Zoro scratches the back of his neck “You sure about this? We could find a guard or something.”
You give him a look “Zoro, he’s terrified. Would you want a stranger dragging you around if you were five?”
He sighs “Fine. So we’re babysitters now.”
You smile a little “Just until we find his mom.”
Zoro folds his arms, watching the boy with a face that’s trying very hard not to be soft “What’s his name?”
You turn to the boy “Sweetie, what’s your name?”
He sniffs “Kenji.”
“Okay, Kenji,” you say with a warm smile “I’m Y/N and this is Zoro. He’s kind of grumpy, but he’s nice.”
Zoro makes a sound like a scoff, but he doesn’t argue.
Kenji peeks up at Zoro “You have swords…”
Zoro raises a brow “Yeah. Don’t worry. I only use them on bad guys.”
Kenji nods seriously, then looks back at you “You’re really pretty…”
Your face heats up a little. Zoro frowns “Kid, don’t start.”
You laugh, standing up slowly as Kenji keeps his little hand in yours “Alright, let’s find your mom, okay?”
Kenji nods, still holding onto you like you’re his lifeline.
Zoro walks on your other side, still acting cool but every now and then, you catch him glancing down at the kid. And maybe, just maybe, you see a small smile on his face. Just a little one.
You’ve been walking around the town for a while now, asking people if they’ve seen Kenji’s mom. A few shopkeepers shake their heads.
Some say, “Sorry, haven’t seen any woman looking for a kid.”
You try the market square next. No luck there either.
Kenji’s small hand is still in yours, holding tight like he’s afraid to let go. His other hand rubs at his eye now and then, but he’s not crying anymore. Still, he stays close. You’re like his safe space now.
You glance down at him “Kenji, do you remember where you last saw your mom? Were you near a shop?”
He shakes his head slowly “I was looking at fish. Then I turned and she was gone.”
“Fish,” Zoro repeats “That narrows it down to…everywhere.”
You sigh “We’ll keep looking.”
Kenji tugs on your hand “Are you tired? I can walk by myself.”
Your heart melts “I’m okay, Kenji. But thank you.”
Then suddenly he reaches out and grabs Zoro’s hand too and you both freeze. Zoro stares at the small hand holding his, like it’s some kind of bomb.
Kenji doesn’t notice. He just keeps walking like it’s the most normal thing in the world, one hand in yours, one hand in Zoro’s. As if he’s done it a hundred times.
You glance at Zoro, and your face gets warm. Really warm. This…looks kind of cute. No… more than cute. It looks like… a little family.
Zoro’s eye twitches. He knows what it looks like too.
A woman passing by gives you a soft smile “Oh, what a sweet family.”
You nearly choke “Oh! We’re not—uh—we’re just helping—”
Zoro mutters under his breath, “For the love of… please don’t let anyone from the crew see this.”
You whisper back, “Why? Afraid they’ll think you’ve gone soft?”
He scowls “They will. And they’ll never shut up about it.”
But he doesn’t pull his hand away from Kenji’s. Not even when the kid swings his hands a little. You try not to smile too much, but your cheeks still feel hot.
“Y’know,” you say after a moment, “you don’t look that grumpy right now.”
Zoro gives you a side-eye “Say that again and I’ll let you get lost on purpose.”
You grin “Worth it.”
Kenji suddenly asks, “Are you and the sword guy married?”
You and Zoro speak at the same time.
You: “W-what? No!”
Zoro: “Hell no!”
You look at Zoro kinda offended by his tone.
Kenji tilts his head “But you look like it…”
Zoro lets out a long sigh “Kid, you really trying to make my day harder?”
You can’t stop laughing now. Even Zoro, after a beat, smiles just a little. Just enough to make your heart do a little flip.
The sun’s still out, the breeze still nice and you still haven’t found Kenji’s mom, but…you’re doing okay. And as long as the kid keeps walking between you and Zoro, hands held tight, maybe it’s not such a bad way to spend the day.
Kenji’s hand is still snug in yours, and Zoro hasn’t pulled away from the other side either, though his eye twitches every few minutes like he’s trying to pretend it’s not happening.
You’re still wandering through the streets, asking around and scanning every corner for a woman calling out for her son. No luck. Then suddenly, Kenji tugs at your hand and mumbles, “I’m hungry…”
You pause “Oh… right. You haven’t eaten anything.”
Zoro groans immediately “We don’t have time to stop and eat. We’re looking for your mom, remember?”
Kenji’s bottom lip quivers “But… my tummy hurts…”
He rubs his stomach with both hands now, giving you the most tragic look you’ve ever seen. You’re done. Defeated.
“Zoro,” you whisper, “he’s so cute. Let him eat.”
Zoro crosses his arms “He’ll survive. Kids bounce back.”
Kenji grabs your arm again “Please… just a snack?”
Your heart melts into a puddle “Zoroooo…”
Zoro looks at you and you’re doing it too… That look. Eyes wide, soft voice, the tiniest pout. Now both you and Kenji are staring at him like abandoned puppies in the rain.
He curses under his breath “You guys are teaming up on me.”
You say nothing, you just keep pouting. He rubs his face like this is physical pain “Fine. Fine. Twenty minutes.”
Kenji jumps up and cheers “Yay!”
You smile up at Zoro, wrapping your hand around his arm “Thanks, babe. You’re the best.”
He groans again, but you catch the way his ears turn a little red. You head toward a food stall nearby, and as soon as you do, you hear a loud voice call out “Oi! Zoro! Y/N!”
You both turn and there they are.
Luffy and Sanji, carrying way too many bags and snacks.
Sanji’s eyes go wide when he sees the kid. He drops his bags “WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!”
Kenji looks up at you, his mouth full of fried dough “Who’s the loud guy?”
Sanji points dramatically at Zoro “How could you?! You stole her away and now—now you even have a child?!”
Zoro blinks “What are you talking about? Do you know how kids are made?”
Luffy laughs “He looks just like your kid. You’re all holding hands and stuff. It’s so cute! You should make a real one!”
Sanji falls to the ground instantly “I’m dying. I’m literally dead. This is hell.”
You’re laughing too hard to speak.
Kenji, still chewing, leans over to Zoro “Are those your friends? They’re weird.”
Zoro sighs “You have no idea.”
Luffy crouches next to Kenji, nose almost touching his “Heyyy, what’s your name?”
“Kenji!”
“Cool name! You wanna be a pirate?”
Zoro grabs Luffy by the back of his vest and yanks him away “No recruiting children.”
Sanji stands back up, wiping his nose “Mon dieu… Y/N, if you ever decide you want real romance, you know where to find me.”
You smile sweetly “You’d have to fight Zoro for me first.”
Sanji turns pale, not because he’s scared but because you think of Zoro right away “…I’m good.”
Kenji tugs your sleeve again “Are they always like this?”
“Pretty much” you say with a giggle. Zoro mutters, “You get used to it.”
Even as the chaos unfolds, Zoro moves just a little closer to you. His hand brushes against yours again and Kenji, still holding your other hand, starts humming happily between bites.
After the chaos (and mild heartbreak) that was Luffy and Sanji, you wave them off with a tired smile. Sanji is still crying in the background. Luffy’s trying to steal a meat bun from someone’s cart.
“Bye, Kenji!” Luffy shouts cheerfully “Don’t forget to train so you can join my crew!”
“I won’t!” Kenji waves both hands like you’re sending off a ship.
You tug his sleeve gently “Okay, come on. Let’s keep going.”
Zoro mutters under his breath as you walk again, heading farther into the town “Out of everyone… they had to be the ones we run into.”
You smirk “Could’ve been worse.”
“No. That was the worst.”
“Even worse than running into ALL of them together?”
He gives you a sharp side-eye “Don’t push your luck.”
You giggle, swinging Kenji’s hand a little as you walk. He’s full now, calmer, but still sticking to you like glue. Zoro’s hands are back in his pockets, shoulders slightly hunched. He looks like he wants to complain, but he’s still here. That says enough.
Then, out of nowhere, Kenji tugs at your hand and looks up at you seriously “Miss Y/N? Can I call you Mama?”
You freeze. Everything around you stops. The breeze. The street noise. Even Zoro seems to pause mid-step. You blink at him “W-What?”
Kenji looks a little nervous now, like he’s not sure if he’s done something wrong “I know you’re not really… but you’re really nice, and you make me feel safe like my mama does. I miss her…”
Your throat closes. You don’t even know what to say. Tears prick at your eyes so fast you can’t stop them. One slides down your cheek before you can hide it.
You crouch down, hugging him gently, trying not to cry too hard “Kenji… I’m sure your mom misses you too. We’re gonna find her, okay? I promise.”
He nods, leaning into your hug.
Zoro is quiet behind you. For once, not a single sarcastic comment. When you glance up at him, you see that flicker in his eyes. Something soft. Something… careful. He doesn’t say anything. He just looks at you. And somehow, that silence means more than words.
You’re walking again, slowly now. Kenji hums as he walks between you and Zoro, swinging your hands. He’s more cheerful after eating, even skipping a little. It’s almost hard to believe this is the same scared little boy from earlier.
Then you hear a woman’s voice, panicked and breathless “Kenji?! Kenji!!”
All three of you turn around, a woman is running toward you, her eyes wide with worry. Her hair’s a bit messy.
Kenji gasps “Mama!!”
He lets go of both your hands and runs to her. You and Zoro stop walking, watching as he throws himself into her arms. She catches him and falls to her knees, hugging him tightly.
“Oh, thank god,” she whispers, burying her face in his shoulder “I’ve been looking everywhere, Kenji, I was so scared…”
“I’m okay, Mama!” he says brightly “I wasn’t alone!”
You and Zoro stand quietly a few steps away, watching them hold each other. Zoro crosses his arms and says nothing. But his expression is… softer now. Thoughtful.
Then, Kenji turns and grabs his mom’s hand.
“Come on! Come meet them!” he says, tugging her toward you.
She lets herself be pulled along and gives you a teary smile “You�� You helped him?”
You nod “Yeah. He was alone and crying. We couldn’t just leave him.”
She presses a hand to her chest, still catching her breath “Thank you. Truly. I don’t know what I would’ve done—”
She starts reaching into a small pouch “Please, I have a little money—let me give you something.”
You shake your head quickly “Oh no, really. That’s okay. We had… a good day, actually. He’s a sweet kid.”
Kenji beams proudly beside her. Zoro’s still silent, standing with that usual lazy posture.
The woman glances at him, hesitating “Are you sure? Maybe he wants—”
Before she finishes, Zoro shrugs “Y/N did all of it by herself.”
You glance over at him. That’s not true, you both helped. But he says it like he wants to make clear that the kindness was yours. You give him a small smile.
The woman bows slightly “Thank you both again.”
You nod, just about to say goodbye when Kenji suddenly throws his arms around your waist again.
You blink “Kenji…?”
He’s crying again. Quiet, but real tears, as he mumbles “Do you… have to go?”
Your throat tightens “Hey, don’t cry… You’re with your mom now. You’re safe.”
“I know,” he says, sniffling “But I don’t want you to go. I love you… you’re my best friend.”
Tears fill your eyes instantly. You hug him back, squeezing gently, as you whisper “I love you too, Kenji, you’re really brave, you know?”
He looks up at his mom “Can she stay with us?”
Her eyes soften “Sweetheart… she has her own life and friends. But maybe one day you’ll meet again.”
He wipes his face with his sleeve, still clinging to you. Zoro turns away slightly, trying to act like he’s not watching, but his ears are red and in his chest, something warm builds, quiet and slow.
You’re so gentle. So natural with children. And for the first time… He lets the thought sit. Maybe a future like that, with you, soft like this… wouldn’t be so bad.
Eventually, you say goodbye. Kenji waves and waves until he’s out of sight. You and Zoro walk in silence for a few minutes. Then… you feel something. Zoro reaches over and takes your hand.
You blink, surprised “Zoro?”
He doesn’t look at you, eyes straight ahead, face a little pink “Don’t make a big deal out of it. Just… thought you might need it.”
You smile, squeezing his hand gently. A few more steps go by before he adds, quietly “You’d be good at it.”
“At what?” you ask.
He scratches the back of his neck awkwardly “…Being a mom.”
Your heart skips as he glances at you out of the corner of his eye “Not saying right now. Just… someday. If you wanted that.”
You stop for a second, staring at him. He’s not blushing anymore. He’s serious.
You nod, eyes soft “With you… yeah. I think I’d want that someday.”
Zoro looks away quickly, but you see the tiniest smile on his face.
You let go of his hand and he turns to look at you surprised. But then you jump and put your arms around his neck as he grabs you by your waist to steady you.
You kiss him quickly but softly while saying “I love you so much Zoro, thank you.”
He’s still surprised but asks “What are you thanking me for?”
“To think of me when you think about your future.”
He blushes and starts to look away but you catches him saying “Of course I would.”
You smile as you let go of him and then take his hand again as you swing it and walk as you’re the happiest girl in the world, with your biggest smile one and humming a little cute song.
Zoro watches you all the time with the softest smile he ever had.
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── .✦ Sanji:
The sun sets behind the island’s hills, painting the sky in soft orange and purple. You can already hear music and laughter in the air. The village is buzzing with excitement.
“We’re just in time for the Moonlight Festival” Nami tells everyone, smiling as a few locals greet her.
“They want us to join?” Luffy asks, his eyes already searching for food.
“Yes,” Robin says “They’ve prepared clothes for us. It’s part of their tradition.”
You glance around. The people here are wearing bright outfits, flowing skirts, golden sashes, beads, and flowers in their hair. It looks magical.
One of the village girls walks up to you, holding a folded dress.
“For you,” she says with a kind smile “You’ll look beautiful in it.”
Sanji’s eyes narrow, already hovering at your side “She always does” he says softly, brushing a hand across your lower back.
You smile and take the dress inside a small tent to change.
When you step out, the crew is waiting. Zoro looks away with a bored expression. Usopp whistles.
But Sanji… he freezes. His face turns red in two seconds. Then an elegant nosebleed.
“Oh my god, Sanji!” you rush to him as he stumbles back, heart-shaped eyes glowing like lanterns.
“You… You can’t just walk out looking like that, mon amour,” he gasps “I was not prepared. That dress—you… your everything—!”
You laugh “You’re so dramatic.”
“I am in love,” he moans, holding a hand over his nose “And now I’m dying.”
“Save it for later, lovebirds,” Nami rolls her eyes “Let’s go! The festival’s starting!”
The streets are glowing with lanterns. Drums beat in the background. Kids are running around with flower crowns. You hold Sanji’s hand tight as you pull him through the crowd.
“Wait, wait—look!” you gasp, pointing to a stall “Caramel apples!”
Sanji chuckles “Mon amour, you know I can make you better ones. Twice as sweet. Three times as shiny.”
“Yeah, but these are festival apples,” you grin, bouncing on your heels “It’s different!”
He groans playfully but fishes some coins from his pocket “Fine. Who am I to stop you from being adorable?”
You grab the apple and take a big bite “Mmm! Okay. Yours are still better.”
He smirks “Told you.”
You two stroll past more stalls. Roasted nuts, cotton candy, fruit juice in bamboo cups… you try everything. Sanji keeps spoiling you without complaint, even if he keeps saying, “You know I could cook all of this for you, mon trésor.”
You wipe a bit of syrup off his cheek with your thumb “Yeah, but this is more fun.”
You turn a corner and freeze “Sanji!” you gasp.
“Hm?”
“There!” You point to a game stall. Behind it is a giant plushie… a round, smiling bear with soft ears and a flower crown.
Sanji squints “You want that thing?”
“Yes! It’s so cute!”
But before you can step forward, a group of small kids run up.
“We saw it first!” one of them shouts.
“No way! I’m gonna win it!” another boy says, grabbing a ball from the counter.
You look at Sanji. He cracks his knuckles and smiles “A competition, huh?”
“Winner takes the bear!” the tallest kid says.
Sanji kneels to their level, grinning “Alright, little ones. You’re on.”
Sanji throws the first ball... Miss.
“Damn it—”
The ball bounces off the edge of the target, knocking over nothing but his pride.
“Too slow, old man!” the little boy cackles and throws his own. Miss.
Sanji raises an eyebrow “Oh-ho? You think you’re better?”
“I am better!” the kid huffs, grabbing another ball. Miss again.
Sanji leans in “You’re lucky you’re cute.”
“Your aim is trash.”
“So is yours.”
They go back and forth for the next minute. Ball after ball. Miss after miss. Neither hits a single target. Sanji’s hair is messier now, and the kid’s cheeks are puffed in frustration.
You cross your arms and bite your lip to stop laughing. Finally, Sanji steps back, hands on his hips.
“This game is clearly rigged.”
The kid points at him “You’re just mad because you lost.”
“You lost too!” Sanji snaps back, eyes wide.
“Only ‘cause you distracted me with your loud yelling!”
They both look exhausted and full of mutual respect…and mutual failure.
You walk up between them and say, “Okay. My turn.”
Sanji blinks “Mon amour, are you sure? It’s harder than it looks—”
“I wanna try.” you say, handing him the caramel apple you’re still holding.
You pick up the ball. It’s heavier than you thought, but manageable. You narrow your eyes, pull back your arm and… You knock over all three cans. Clean.
Sanji’s jaw drops. The little boy gasps so loudly, you think he might pass out.
The game keeper just laughs and hands you the giant plushie “Well done, miss!”
You grin and hug the bear tight “I did it!”
Sanji laughs, not caring at all about being shown up “You’re amazing!” he says proudly “Absolutely perfect.”
He kisses your cheek with zero shame “My talented goddess.”
But the kid… the kid is just staring at you now. Like something huge just clicked in his little brain.
“…What?” you ask, smiling at him “You can still try again, maybe there’s another plush—”
“I love you.”
You blink “Huh?”
“I don’t know why,” he says, completely serious “But I do.”
You stand there with your plushie, speechless. Sanji snorts so hard he has to turn around to hide his laugh.
“Is it the bear?” you ask gently.
The boy shakes his head “It’s your face. And your power.”
Sanji is wheezing now “That’s a strong statement, mon petit rival.”
“I said what I said,” the kid replies firmly, hands in his pockets “If you break up with him, I’ll wait for you.”
You pat his head “Thanks, but… I don’t think that’ll happen.”
He sighs “Fine. But just know… you’re my first love now.”
Sanji finally turns around, wiping tears from his eyes “I’ve been defeated. By a child.”
You both laugh, holding hands again. You keep walking through the festival lights, one giant plush bear in your arms, and the chef at your side.
The night deepens, and the music slows down.
Soft lanterns float above the square, swaying gently in the warm breeze. They’re glowing in different colors as orange, pink, soft blue, like slow-moving stars. Couples begin dancing in the middle of the cobblestone plaza.
Sanji gently tugs your hand “Dance with me, mon amour?”
You grin and nod “Only if you don’t step on my feet.”
“I would rather die.”
He places one hand on your waist, the other holding yours with a practiced ease. His touch is warm and careful, like he’s afraid to break you. You sway together under the lanterns, the sounds of violins and laughter floating around you.
“You look beautiful in this light.” he says quietly.
You look up at him, smiling “You always say that.”
“Because it’s always true.”
You lean into him, resting your head against his chest, feeling his steady heartbeat. This moment is soft. Sweet. Just the two of you… until…
“HEY, Y/N!”
Your head jerks up. You turn. A small voice echoes through the crowd.
Sanji’s brows twitch “No.”
Walking through the legs of villagers, holding something behind his back, is that kid.
Your jaw drops “How do you know my name?”
He stops right in front of you, puffing his chest like a tiny warrior “The idiot said it like five times while we were throwing balls. ‘You’ve got this, Y/N! Knock ‘em down, Y/N!’”
You blink “Oh… yeah. That sounds like him.”
Sanji coughs “You remembered that?”
The kid pulls out what he was hiding behind his back, a delicate, glowing flower. Its petals shimmer like they’ve been dusted with stardust.
“This is for you,” the boy says, holding it out with both hands like an offering “You deserve something this pretty.”
Your heart does a little owh at the sweetness “Aww… thank you.”
You take it gently, not wanting to crush it.
Sanji, meanwhile, stares at the flower. Then at the kid. Then at you.
He chuckles lightly “How… thoughtful.”
You glance at him “You okay?”
“Oh, me? Perfectly fine,” he says with a smile that’s way too tight “Just enjoying the sight of my girlfriend being courted by an eight-year-old.”
The kid looks up at him “Nine.”
“Ah, of course. My mistake,” Sanji says, voice calm but eyes twitching “A mature gentleman.”
“Way cooler than you.” the boy mumbles.
Sanji crouches down slightly, still smiling “You want a kitchen knife to go with that flower, mon petit rival?”
You step between them, laughing “Okay, okay, enough. This is getting weird.”
The kid sighs and shrugs “I’ll just wait till you’re single. No rush.”
“There will be no waiting.” Sanji grits through his teeth.
“Time is on my side, old man.”
“SHE’S MY AGE TOO!” Sanji yells irritated.
You nearly drop the flower from laughing so hard. You pat the boy on the head again “You’re really sweet, but I’m staying with the idiot for now.”
“Forever,” Sanji corrects “She’s staying with me forever.”
“Yeah, yeah. For now…” the boy says, walking away into the lantern lights.
You turn to Sanji, still giggling “You were jealous.”
He raises a hand, dramatic as ever “I can’t believe he kept insulting me. I was not jealous. I was threatened.”
You raise an eyebrow.
He sighs “Okay. I was… mildly unsettled.”
You lean up and kiss his cheek “You’re cute when you’re jealous.”
He smirks again “And you’re always cute. But please… no more nine-year-old rivals.”
The music quiets. The stalls are closing. Lanterns start floating into the sky, some by string, some released into the wind with wishes written on paper. The villagers begin gathering near the beach and hilltops.
You stretch your arms with a happy sigh, the big plushie still tucked under one arm “It’s almost time for fireworks, right?”
Sanji nods and gently takes your hand “Follow me, mon love. I found us a better spot. Private. High up. Just us.”
“Romantic?”
He grins “Always.”
He leads you up a narrow path behind the main square, through a line of trees. A few lanterns hang along the way, giving the path a warm glow. Eventually, you reach a small wooden platform, almost like an old lookout. There’s a railing, a perfect view of the sky, and just enough space for the two of you to stand side by side.
You lean against the railing, wide-eyed “This is perfect…”
Sanji steps behind you, resting his chin lightly on your shoulder “I know. Just like you.”
You snort “Cheesy.”
He kisses your temple “True.”
Just as the wind picks up slightly and you snuggle closer into his arms…“Hey!”
You both turn your heads.
It’s the kid. Again.
Sanji groans, stepping forward “Are you following us now?”
The boy crosses his arms “I think destiny wants me and Y/N together.”
Sanji points at him “She’s literally standing here with me, holding the bear I helped her win—”
“I pushed you to give up and her winning it, so technically I helped too.”
“You called me ‘trash’ and insulted me!”
“And yet… here we are.” He spreads his arms as if the universe just proved his point.
You lean on the railing, grinning like an idiot while they go at it again “I feel like I should get popcorn for this.”
The kid puffs up his chest “You’ll thank me when we’re married one day.”
“I am going to faint.” Sanji rubs his face.
You laugh softly, eyes crinkling with joy. The two of them are so dramatic in their own ways… Sanji with his poetic French curses, and the kid with his over-the-top confidence.
But then the sky explodes into light.
You gasp and rush toward the railing, hands gripping the wood. Fireworks bloom above the hills, one after another, bursts of gold, red, green, and silver painting the night. Some twinkle, some crackle, some swirl in spiral shapes like dancing stars.
“Whoa…” you whisper, completely forgetting the chaos behind you.
Then, beside you, another small gasp. You glance down. It’s the kid.
His eyes are wide. His mouth slightly open in wonder “They’re… huge.”
“Is this your first time seeing fireworks?” you ask.
He nods slowly “Yeah. They’re… kinda magical.”
You smile, your face glowing with the same light reflecting in the sky “Right?”
Behind you, Sanji watches the two of you from a few steps back.
You’re both standing at the railing, heads tilted up, eyes full of wonder, soft smiles on your faces. The flower the kid gave you is tucked in your hair. The bear still in your arms. And somehow, in that one moment, you and the kid… look similar.
Same joy. Same spark. Same heart.
Sanji feels something shift in his chest. Not jealousy. Not annoyance. Something deeper. Warmer.
He pictures this moment again, but years in the future. You, at the railing, holding a small hand. Your child’s hand.
Their eyes lighting up like yours. That same smile. That same awe. And he’s there too, arms around both of you. His future, clear as the fireworks above.
You turn around and catch his gaze “Sanji?”
He blinks and smiles softly “Sorry. Just… thinking about how lucky I am.”
You raise an eyebrow “Because we won the bear?”
“No,” he says, stepping forward to join you at the railing “Because I get to watch you fall in love with everything.”
You rest your head on his shoulder again, your free hand finding his.
“With me?” The kid says.
“NO! DROP IT!” Sanji yells at him but then they both smile and keep watching the fireworks as they keep blooming. And Sanji is already planning forever.
The last firework bursts in a shower of silver and gold, lingering like a sparkler in the night sky. Then silence.
Soft cheers rise from the village below. The glow fades, lanterns flickering low. The magic of the moment hangs in the air for just a little longer, like it doesn’t want to end.
You sigh, still holding Sanji’s hand “That was perfect…”
Next to you, the kid is still staring at the sky. But the fireworks are gone now, long finished. Yet he doesn’t move. Doesn’t speak. His eyes are wide, his mouth just barely open. He looks like he’s still inside that wonder.
You smile at him “Hey… by the way… What’s your name?”
He blinks, like he’s waking up from a dream “Oh. It’s Tama.”
“Nice to meet you, Tama.” You kneel down a bit so you’re closer to his height “What do you wanna be when you grow up?”
Without hesitation “A pirate.”
You laugh softly “Really?”
He nods, proud “A brave one. With a big ship. I’ll visit all the islands with weird animals and floating rocks and treasure.”
Sanji smirks beside you, hands in his pockets “Then I guess we’ll keep being rivals even out at sea, huh?”
Tama gives him a sharp side-eye “I’ll have to steal y/n from you and out-pirate you.”
Sanji grins “Try me, mon petit.”
You giggle and ruffle Tama’s hair gently “Well, I hope we meet again when you’re out there chasing dreams.”
Tama glances up at you “What about you? What do you want to be?”
You pause. It’s not something you really think about. You look over at Sanji… messy blond hair, gentle smile, the way he’s still looking at you like the stars are in your eyes instead of the sky.
You shrug “I don’t care what I become. I just want to be with Sanji forever.”
Sanji freezes for a moment.
Then, he lets out a quiet breath, like someone just handed him the whole world.
His voice is soft “You’ll never have to wish for that, mon amour. I’m not going anywhere.”
Tama watches you both. He’s quiet. No more smug grins or snappy lines.
Then, slowly, he nods. He tucks his hands into his pockets and gives you a small smile, real and warm “Then it’s good the idiot is so persistent.”
Sanji raises an eyebrow “Hey—”
Tama doesn’t look at him. He’s looking at you “You’re really happy. I can tell.” His voice is calm now, like something inside him understands something bigger “So… I’m okay with it.”
Your heart softens “Thank you, Tama.”
Then, without fully thinking, you smile even wider and say, “Sanji, I hope our future baby is going to be like him.”
Tama blinks, clearly unsure what to say to that. Maybe even a little embarrassed. But he nods slowly, lips pressing together in a shy smile.
Sanji stops breathing.
He stares at you, completely still, as if the fireworks just restarted behind his eyes. That sentence… so casual, so soft… hit harder than anything tonight. Our future baby...
You’re thinking about it. About a future. About family. And not just that. You’re thinking about it with him. His heart squeezes in his chest.
You’re here, in his arms. You’re in love. And you’re imagining a child with his smile and your eyes, running around somewhere under the same stars.
You turn and see the look in Sanji’s eyes.
He’s smiling, but there’s something deeper behind it. Something full. Something that says, I heard that.
You just smile back, knowing he doesn’t need to say a word.
Tama shrugs and turns around “Don’t get too comfy though. I’ll be cooler than him someday.”
Sanji puts an arm around your shoulders, pulling you close “We’ll be cheering for you… maybe.”
Tama waves over his shoulder, heading back toward the village, lantern light flickering around him.
You and Sanji stay a little longer at the lookout, arms wrapped around each other, the flower still in your hair, and the last warmth of the fireworks still in your hearts.
The festival is over. But something even better stayed behind with you…
Love. Peace. And the promise of forever.
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── .✦ Law:
The sea is calm. The deck is quiet. You wipe your hands with a towel and step out of the infirmary for some air. A peaceful day. For once.
“GUYS! GUYS!! I’m back!!”
Bepo’s voice booms from the ramp. You glance over, blinking. Law appears from the hallway behind you, arms crossed and already frowning. Penguin and Shachi pop their heads out of the engine room.
“Why are you yelling?” Law asks, sharp.
“I got everything!” Bepo shouts, jogging up “But also—uh—”
He’s carrying something. No. Someone. It’s a kid.
A little girl, maybe five years old, wrapped in one of Bepo’s spare coats. Her hair’s messy, face pale. No shoes. She looks completely terrified.
Shachi stares “That’s a child.”
“Bepo,” Law growls “You didn’t…”
“I had to!” Bepo pleads “She was hiding behind crates in the market. All alone. People walked right past her. Like she wasn’t even there!”
“So you picked her up and brought her here?!” Law’s tone spikes.
“I couldn’t leave her! I asked around, but no one knew her. No one cared! She wouldn’t talk to anyone but me!”
The girl looks around fast… strangers, loud voices, sharp tones. She panics.
Her eyes lock on you, maybe because you’re the only woman here at the moment, maybe because you’re not yelling, and suddenly she jumps out of Bepo’s arms.
“Wait—!” Bepo yells.
Too late. She runs straight to you and throws her arms around your waist, hugging you like her life depends on it.
You freeze.
“Woah—hey, hey,” you say softly, instinct kicking in. You crouch down, hands gentle on her arms “It’s okay. You’re okay.”
She buries her face in your chest and doesn’t say a word. Everyone is staring.
“Y/N,” Law says, voice low “Do you know her?”
You shake your head “Never seen her before.”
“Then why is she hugging you like that?” Penguin asks, confused.
You rub her back carefully “She’s scared. She saw someone safe. That’s all.”
Law narrows his eyes, crouching beside you.
“Kid,” he says quietly, “what’s your name?”
“…Mimi.” she whispers.
“How old are you, Mimi?”
She holds up five fingers without looking up.
“Do you know where your parents are?”
She shakes her head.
“Do you remember anything?”
She shrugs.
Law stands up “Fantastic.”
“I don’t get it,” Shachi says “Why would she run to Y/N? Just randomly?”
“She doesn’t know me,” you say, still holding Mimi gently “She was just scared.”
“She’s still shaking,” Bepo murmurs “I think she really was in danger.”
Law opens his mouth to reply, but footsteps thunder up from below deck.
“Ikkaku!” Penguin says as she appears, out of breath.
“Captain!” she gasps, holding up a tablet “Emergency Marine alert. I just picked it up from the city’s comms.”
“What kind of alert?” Law asks, tone serious.
She flips the screen around “They’re searching for a missing child. Classified level. No name. No photo. Just this—”
She swipes again. A blurry snail-cam image. It’s Mimi. Wearing that same coat.
“…Shit.” Law mutters.
Everyone stares at the screen.
“Why are the Marines looking for a five-year-old?” Shachi asks, stunned.
“Classified level? That’s not normal” Penguin adds.
Ikkaku reads off the report “Orders are to retrieve the child alive. No reason listed. But every local base is on alert. They think pirates might have taken her.”
Mimi stiffens. She presses closer to you.
“…Bad men,” she whispers “Mama said they’d come…”
“Mimi,” you say softly, “do you know who the bad men are?”
She shakes her head quickly “The marines… that I had to run. Mama said… find someone kind. Someone who felt safe.”
She looks up at you then. Big, frightened eyes.
You smile gently “You found me, don’t worry.”
Law steps beside you, staring down at the kid. His hand brushes yours.
“Y/N,” he says quietly, “She can’t stay on deck.”
You nod.
“She stays below, for now” Law says, turning to the crew “And no one talks about her. Not a word. We figure this out before the Marines come knocking.”
Bepo lets out a breath “Thank you, Captain.”
Law glances back at you and Mimi “Don’t thank me yet. This is trouble.”
“She’s just a kid,” you murmur, carrying her gently as you stand “We’ll protect her.”
Law’s voice softens “Yeah. We will.”
The door closes behind you both with a quiet click. The hallway outside Law’s quarters is silent now. You and Law stand inside the dimly lit room, away from the crew, away from Mimi.
He leans against the desk, arms folded, hat on the surface next to him. His jaw is tight. You’re pacing.
“She’s five, Law,” you say “Five. And terrified. You saw her face.”
“I know what I saw,” he replies, coldly calm “But she’s not just any kid, Y/N. She’s being hunted by the Marines. That’s not normal.”
“She didn’t ask to be hunted,” you shoot back “She didn’t choose any of this!”
“You think I don’t know that?” His voice rises slightly.
You stop pacing “Then why are you looking at her like she’s a problem?”
He straightens “Because right now? She is. She’s a risk. For all of us.”
You flinch.
“Oh, great,” you say, sarcasm slipping in “Glad to know your heart’s still functioning.”
His eyes narrow “Don’t twist my words.”
“I’m not twisting anything! You’re acting like she’s a ticking time bomb!”
“I’m being realistic!” he snaps “You always do this—take in strays without thinking!”
You freeze. The words echo. You always do this.
Your chest tightens “Then is that what I am to you?” you whisper “Some stray you took in?”
Law’s expression shifts instantly “What? No—”
You shake your head, stepping back, voice low and bitter “Forget it. I’m done.”
He moves toward you “Y/N, wait—”
“No,” you say, turning for the door “You wanted to be realistic? Fine. Be alone with your logic. I’m going to be with the actual human being we rescued.”
You slam the door on your way out.
You sit cross-legged on the floor of the small guest room, paper and colored pencils spread out between you and Mimi. She holds a red pencil in her small hand, tongue poking out a little as she focuses hard on drawing something.
You force yourself to smile “That’s a very good cat, Mimi.”
“It’s you” she says, showing you proudly.
You laugh gently “Oh! I’m the cat?”
She nods “You were soft when I hugged you.”
You pause “That’s… really sweet, actually.”
She looks up at you “Are you mad?”
Your smile fades “Why would you think that?”
“You left fast. Like Mama did… when she was mad.”
Ouch.
You set your pencil down and reach out, tucking her hair behind her ear “I’m not mad at you, I promise.”
“Then who?”
You sigh “Just… someone I love. We said some things we didn’t mean.”
She nods like she gets it “Mama and Papa did that too. Then they’d be quiet for a while. But after, they hugged a lot.”
You smile faintly “Maybe we’ll get there.”
Mimi turns back to her paper “Do you think my Mama’s okay?”
Your heart aches “I hope so, Mimi. I really do.”
You pick up a blue pencil and draw beside her in silence for a while. The sound of coloring fills the small room. For a little while, it’s peaceful again.
Even if your chest still burns with anger and something else you don’t want to admit yet. Not hurt. Just… disappointed.
The hallway outside the guest room is quiet now.
Right now, it’s just you and Mimi, surrounded by colored pencils and messy drawings. She laughs when your stick figure ends up with five arms. You giggle along, your mood slowly softening.
“Look!” she says proudly, holding up her latest masterpiece. It’s her, you, and what might be Bepo if you squint. You’ve all got huge smiles and stars around your heads.
“That’s amazing,” you say, genuinely impressed “Did you make me taller than Bepo?”
She nods “Because you’re strong.”
Your heart actually hurts a little at that “You’re the strong one, Mimi.”
She looks up at you, eyes wide and happy. It’s the first time she’s looked this light since she came aboard. Something warm blooms in your chest. You don’t say it aloud, but this feels… right.
She deserves moments like this. You both do.
There’s a soft knock at the doorframe. You turn and Law stands there. He doesn’t say anything right away. Just… watches.
You see his eyes flick to Mimi, then back to you. The scene freezes him. Like he’s seeing something he wasn’t ready for. Like he’s seeing you with a child in your lap, laughing, gentle, bright. Like family.
You look away first. Mimi doesn’t notice. She’s too busy coloring in the sky purple.
Law jerks his head toward the hallway, silently asking for a word. You hesitate.
Then slowly stand up, brushing your hands off “I’ll be right back, okay?” you whisper to Mimi.
“Okay.” she says without looking up.
You follow Law out into the hall. The door closes behind you, soft and careful. He runs a hand through his hair. He looks… tired. And guilty.
“I deserved everything you said earlier” he starts.
You don’t speak yet.
“I was angry. Not at you. At the situation. At how helpless it made me feel. It reminds me a lot of when… nevermind.”
Still, you wait.
“I wanted to do something. So I called in favors. Checked restricted comms. Dug deep.”
You lift your eyes to meet his “And?”
“I found out who her mother was,” he says “They were living on the outskirts of a Marine-controlled zone. Poor. Invisible. Perfect targets.”
Your throat tightens.
“She died,” Law continues “A week ago. Protecting Mimi. Marines were already closing in. Her mother fought back alone. Got her daughter away. Then…”
He trails off.
You stare “…Mimi saw that happen?”
He nods “But I think she doesn’t remember it. Or won’t. Trauma like that… it can block memories completely. Especially in kids.”
Your back presses to the wall “She… thinks her mom is still out there.”
“I know,” he says quietly “I was hoping she was. I wanted to go find her. Bring her here. Give Mimi the ending she deserved.”
You press your hands to your face “God…”
Law steps closer “I didn’t want to tell you until I was sure.”
You lower your hands slowly, voice shaking “You thought I’d fall apart?”
“No,” he says “I thought I would.”
That makes you look at him.
“I saw you with her just now,” he says “And I thought… maybe we could give her something close to a family. Not perfect. Not planned. But something.”
Silence hangs heavy for a second.
“I’m sorry,” he says again “For the fight. For what I said.”
You nod slowly “I was mad. But I never stopped trusting you.”
He reaches for your hand. You let him take it.
“She’s all alone now” you whisper.
“Not if we stay” he says.
You squeeze his fingers “I’m not going anywhere.”
It’s been three months since Mimi came aboard. She doesn’t cry at night anymore. She doesn’t flinch when someone raises their voice.
She laughs. Loudly. She steals snacks with Penguin, watches Shachi build models, draws on Bepo’s fur while he naps, and sometimes, when she’s really sleepy, she crawls into your bed without saying a word and snuggles between you and Law.
You and Law never talk about it, and neither does the crew, but everyone sees the way Mimi holds your hand like it’s the most normal thing in the world. The way Law makes sure she eats, takes her medicine, wears a coat when it’s cold, even when he grumbles about it. The way her drawings now always have three people in them.
You, her, and Law.
She knows the truth now. She remembers it all… her mother, the chase, the moment she lost her, the fear. It came back slowly, in pieces, but she never fell apart.
She held on. To you. To him. And now it’s time.
You found a safe place for her, a quiet island far from Marine eyes. A good family who knew her mother once, who wants to care for Mimi like their own. A home with books, and warm food, and other children. It’s the best chance she’ll ever get.
She knows it. She understands.
But even understanding doesn’t make it easy.
On the third-to-last day, you find Mimi sitting with Bepo in the garden space at the top of the sub. She’s holding her sketchbook.
“Hey,” you say gently, sitting down beside her “Can I see what you’re drawing?”
She turns the book around. It’s you and Law again… only this time, she’s drawn herself in the middle, holding both your hands. Above you is a sun with a smiling face.
Your chest aches.
“I like when we’re together.” she says, matter-of-fact.
“I do too.”
She leans against your arm “You’re not mad, right? That I said yes to going?”
You pause “Never. Mimi, we want you to be safe. That’s what matters most.”
She goes quiet for a second “But I’ll still miss you. A lot.”
You stroke her hair softly “I’ll miss you too. Every day.”
She looks up “Do you think Captain Law will miss me?”
You smile “I know he will.”
That night, Law finds you alone in the infirmary, pretending to organize the medical supplies. He leans against the doorway, arms crossed.
“You’re avoiding me” he says.
“No I’m not” you lie instantly.
“Y/N.”
You sigh and sit down on the cot “I just… don’t know how to say goodbye.”
He walks in, quiet, and sits beside you “You don’t have to.”
You glance at him.
“We’ll find a way to see her again,” he says “Even if it’s just from a distance. I promise.”
Your eyes sting “She’s the best thing that ever happened to this ship.”
He nods “She’s one of the best things that ever happened to me.”
You look at him, surprised.
“I didn’t think I could… do this,” he says “Feel like this. But she made me believe in something again. She made me remember if Corazon and even understand him more now.”
You reach out and take his hand “She made us a family, didn’t she?”
Law squeezes your hand gently.
“And we’ll let her go,” he says “Because that’s what family does. We protect them. Even when it hurts.”
The crew stands in a quiet line on the deck.
Bepo is the first to kneel down, huge paws gentle as he hugs Mimi tightly.
“Don’t forget me” he says, voice shaking.
“I could never.” she whispers, burying her face in his fur.
Penguin gives her a pack of candy and awkwardly pats her head “Eat this when you miss us, okay?”
Shachi kneels next “We’ll miss you, shrimp. Stay awesome.”
Ikkaku lifts Mimi’s little hand and presses a friendship bracelet into her palm “For luck” she says, smiling even though her eyes are red.
Everyone says their goodbyes. Everyone hugs her.
You stand back, next to Law, holding your breath. Watching. Trying to stay calm. But your chest feels tight. Your hands shake and Law, quiet and steady beside you, notices. He doesn’t say anything. He just reaches out and takes your hand in his. Warm, grounding. Solid.
You glance down, surprised. He never does this in front of the crew. Your fingers curl around his slowly. It helps. You’re grateful.
Mimi turns at last and walks up to you both. Her steps are slower now. Her smile is gone. And when she reaches you, she breaks.
Her small arms wrap around your waist so hard it knocks the air out of you “I don’t wanna go.” she sobs.
You drop to your knees and hold her, tears falling fast “I know, baby. I know.”
“I wanna stay with you. And Law. And Bepo and everyone. I don’t want a new house.”
“I know. But this is the safest place. It’s what your mama wanted. And we’ll still love you. Always.”
She shakes her head, crying harder. You don’t want to let go. You really, really don’t. And Law… he just stands there, quiet, one hand resting gently on your back as you cry into Mimi’s hair.
He doesn’t say anything, but you know he’s there. Holding you up in the way he always does.
When you finally pull away, your eyes meet his and he gives you the smallest nod. You nod back.
It’s time. Mimi turns to him slowly.
She throws her arms around his legs without a word. Law stiffens.
Then, very awkwardly, he kneels and hugs her back. His movements are a little stiff, unsure, but he doesn’t let go too quickly.
“I’m gonna miss you, Captain Law” she mumbles.
“…I’ll miss you too.” he says, voice low.
You blink. You’ve never heard him say that out loud.
When she lets go, her eyes are red and puffy, but she wipes them on her sleeve like a little soldier. Then she walks with the woman who came to get her, toward the small transport boat.
But just before she steps down the ramp, she stops, turns around, wipes her face and yells, loud as ever “HEY!”
Everyone jumps.
“If you ever give me a little brother or sister,” she says proudly, “I better get to meet them! I’ll be the best big sister in the world!”
Dead silence. Your jaw drops. Law’s eyes widen just slightly.
The crew turns to look at you both and absolutely loses it.
Penguin snorts. Shachi wheezes. Ikkaku starts clapping. Even Bepo chuckles behind a paw.
You and Law look in opposite directions at the same time, completely red-faced, avoiding each other’s eyes like it’s life or death.
“I… what…” you stammer.
“I didn’t…” Law mutters.
Mimi waves from the ramp, beaming “BYEEEE!”
And with that… she’s gone. Leaving behind stunned silence, a warm sea breeze and a very awkward question neither of you has ever asked before.
The door to Law’s studio closes behind you with a soft click. The sound of laughter still echoes faintly down the hall as the crew keeps joking about Mimi’s parting gift.
You and Law don’t say a word.
You wave a hand dismissively toward the corridor like go away, and Law rubs his forehead in quiet frustration as you both walk deeper into the room.
You drop onto the old sofa with a dramatic sigh. Your legs flop over the side “That kid really knows how to drop a bomb” you mumble into a pillow.
Law says nothing. He just walks toward his desk and sits down heavily, glancing at a stack of papers that definitely aren’t important right now.
“…So…” he says.
You raise an eyebrow, still hiding in the couch.
He clears his throat “Have you ever… uh. Thought about… you know.”
You peek at him “About what.”
He doesn’t look at you “A kid. Of your own.”
You squint “Why are you talking like that? You sound like Bepo when he ate spoiled mochi.”
He shoots you a look and you laugh, then immediately groan and hide your face in your hands.
“Oh god, I can’t believe we’re actually talking about this.”
“You didn’t answer” he says.
You peek through your fingers at him “Did you think about it before?”
He shrugs one shoulder “No. Not seriously.”
He stands up and walks over. He kneels in front of you and gently pulls your hands away from your face, exposing your cheeks and all the heat blooming in them.
His voice is soft “But now… I don’t hate the idea.”
Your heart skips. Your mouth opens and for once, no teasing comes out. Just a quiet little truth.
“…Same,” you say “If it’s with you.”
His ears go red. He clears his throat again, standing up abruptly like you just slapped him with a compliment.
“Don’t say stuff like that so easily” he mutters.
You laugh, covering your own red cheeks again “You started it!”
He turns back to his desk, muttering something under his breath.
You’re not sure what he’s thinking. But his shoulders relax a little while his hand lingers on the edge of his chair, like maybe he’s imagining what another little voice in this room might sound like someday.
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── .✦ Shanks:
The sun is warm on your shoulders. The smell of grilled fish, sea salt, and cheap beer fills the open-air restaurant. You’re sitting beside Shanks, your legs draped over his lap, one arm around his broad shoulders. He’s laughing loud, one hand resting on your thigh, a bottle in the other.
The Red-Haired Pirates are noisy,talking with full mouths, yelling jokes across the table, getting into friendly fights over who gets the last crab claw.
You’re smiling, head leaning against Shanks’ shoulder, completely relaxed. Then you notice a woman, maybe in her twenties, carrying a small kid, probably two or three years old, on her hip. She’s standing near the entrance, eyes scanning the place fast, like she’s searching for someone. Her brows are drawn tight, lips pressed together.
“Shanks…” you murmur, nudging him with your elbow.
He follows your gaze.
She spots you. Her eyes go wide with something like hope. She walks fast toward your table, clutching the child tighter, muttering “excuse me” as she passes the crew. The little one, a girl, blinks up at everyone with big sleepy eyes. She stops right in front of you.
“Hi,” she says, out of breath “I—Sorry to bother you. I know who you are. You’re Shanks’ crew, right?”
You blink “Uh, yeah. That’s us.”
The woman shifts her weight, bouncing the kid gently “I know this is weird. Really weird. But I—I need help.”
Shanks straightens a little beside you. His arm slides behind your back but he stays quiet, letting you speak first.
“What kind of help?” you ask slowly, looking from the kid to her.
“My babysitter canceled last minute. I’m already late for work—I’ll lose my job if I don’t show up. It’s only for a few hours. Please,” she pleads “I don’t know anyone on this island, and you… well, I’ve seen you in the papers. You’re not bad people.”
You open your mouth to answer, then close it.
The little girl is chewing on her own shirt, blinking at you with big brown eyes. Her cheeks are flushed. Her hair’s tied up in a tiny puff.
You glance at Shanks. He’s watching you with that gentle smile of his. His eyes are soft. He doesn’t say anything, he just squeezes your hip lightly, like he’s telling you, Your choice.
“I don’t know anything about kids.” you say, voice low, nervous.
“You’ll be fine,” the woman says quickly “She’s easy. Doesn’t cry much. Her name’s Emi.”
The little girl makes a tiny sound, like she’s trying to say something but decides against it.
You look at Shanks again. He smiles wider.
“I’ll help you,” you say finally, sighing “Only for a few hours.”
“Thank you, thank you so much.” the woman breathes. She kisses the kid’s forehead and whispers something into her ear. Then she hands her over to you.
The moment Emi’s in your arms, she goes still. Warm and small. A little heavy. She smells like soap and bananas.
The woman gives you her name, a quick “I’ll be back before sunset.” and then she’s gone.
You sit there frozen. Shanks looks down at Emi in your lap. Then back up at you.
“You look terrified.” he says, chuckling.
“I am terrified.” you whisper.
“Want me to hold her?”
You shake your head slowly “No… I think I got this.”
Then Emi sneezes on your chest.
“Okay,” you groan “Maybe not.”
Shanks is already laughing.
At first, Emi just… sits there. On your lap. Quiet, blinking, nose still a little runny. She doesn’t cry. Doesn’t move much either. Just holds a tiny stuffed rabbit in one hand and sucks her thumb with the other.
You’re stiff as a mast. Shanks drapes his arm around your shoulders, whispering in your ear, “You’re holding her like she’s a bomb.”
“I’ve held swords with more confidence...” you mutter back.
He laughs, soft and deep, and brushes a strand of hair behind your ear “Try putting her on the bench next to you. Let her get used to everyone.”
You do. Emi shifts to sit beside you, rabbit clutched to her chest. She peeks around the table. The crew watches her like she’s a sea monster that just learned to smile.
“Hi, Emi!” Lucky Roux waves with a toothy grin “Wanna try some pineapple?”
She buries her face in your side.
Yasopp chuckles “You sure she’s not scared of you, Y/N?”
“She should be.” you say dryly.
But over time, it changes. Slowly. Emi starts pointing at things on the table. A shrimp. A spoon. A shiny gold coin someone dropped. You tell her the names. You offer her a piece of soft bread, and she takes it with two hands like it’s a treasure.
An hour later, you’re wiping jam off her chin with a napkin and helping her clap to Benn’s bad humming of a lullaby tune. She giggles when you make a fish face at her. You giggle back. And Shanks is quiet. He watches.
Not in a smug or teasing way. He’s not smirking. He’s not laughing with the others when Yasopp says, “Look at this! Y/N’s got the mom vibe going strong!”
He just… looks.
You glance at him and find his jaw a little tight. His drink untouched. His gaze heavy on you and the child. Like he’s thinking hard about something he doesn’t want to say out loud.
“Captain?” you ask softly.
He blinks, like he’s been pulled out of somewhere far away “Yeah?”
“You okay?”
He nods. Too fast.
Roux leans over with a grin “Hey, Shanks. You gonna put a ring on it if she starts popping out mini Shank’s?”
Everyone laughs.
You feel your face heat up, heart thudding a little “Oh my God—can you all shut up?”
“I want to marry her.” Shanks says suddenly.
Silence. Everyone stares.
You slowly turn to him “What?”
He meets your eyes. His voice is even, but his expression is… different. Calm on the surface, but his eyes are darker than usual “If she wanted that too. Yeah.”
You feel Emi rest her head on your arm, yawning, rabbit smushed between her face and your side.
You’re not sure what to say. The crew fumbles between teasing and trying not to look too shocked.
Shanks finally looks away, picking up his drink again.
Benn watches him for a long second. Then quietly says, “Alright, alright. Let’s not scare the kid, huh?”
And just like that, the noise starts up again. Jokes. Laughter. Loud plates. Big bites.
But Shanks doesn’t joke anymore, and you don’t miss the way he keeps looking at you like there’s something he’s not saying. Something that makes your heart beat a little faster.
Then everything fall falls apart when Emi gets bored.
One minute she’s snuggled against you, soft and sleepy, her rabbit tucked under her chin. The next she’s on her feet, running full speed down the middle of the open-air tavern, arms flapping like wings.
“EMI!” you shout, scrambling to follow her.
Your drink spills. A spoon clatters to the ground. Shanks laughs under his breath and gets up with you, already moving.
She darts under a table where two drunk fishermen are playing cards, crawls past their feet like some kind of tiny demon, and pops up between a tray of grilled squid and a candle.
“I got her!” Yasopp calls out, lunging, but Emi ducks and keeps running, laughing wildly now, barefoot and fast.
“She’s gone feral!” Lucky Roux howls.
“Shanks!” you bark, spinning around helplessly “Stop laughing and HELP!”
He grins, but there’s warmth in his eyes as he moves quickly, circling the tables “Aye aye, sweetheart.”
You try one side, he takes the other.
“Emi,” he says, crouching low, voice gentle, like he’s speaking to a scared animal “Hey, baby girl. Wanna play a game? It’s called Freeze. Can you freeze?”
She stops. Looks at him. Wobbles on her feet.
You sneak up behind.
“Gotcha!” you grab her mid-spin, lifting her up like a sack of potatoes.
She laughs and squeals, legs kicking.
“She’s a slippery one.” you mutter, holding her close, out of breath.
“I like her spirit,” Shanks says, grinning as he brushes a strand of hair from your face “She reminds me of you.”
You squint at him “You’re not funny.”
The crew starts clapping. Yasopp whistles. Roux raises his mug “Now that’s a team, huh? Look at them. Mom and Dad of the year.”
“Oh, please—” you start, but Shanks just reaches for Emi’s little hand and gives it a squeeze.
“Teamwork, right?” he says softly to her.
She nods. Then sneezes again. Right into his chest.
You burst out laughing this time and say “That’s karma.”
He wipes it off with a napkin like it’s nothing.
You sit back down together, Emi now curled in your lap again, finally tired. Shanks stays close. Not just beside you but with you. Helping. Watching. Smiling softly when Emi dozes off. But he’s still quiet. More quiet than usual.
Your eyes keep drifting to him. The way he’s looking at the girl. The little frown he doesn’t even know he has. The way his hand rests on her back like he’s done it a hundred times before.
He used to be like this with Uta. And Luffy, too. Soft. Present. Gentle.
You haven’t seen that part of him in a long time. You missed it.
“You okay?” you ask under your breath, while the crew starts arguing over dessert.
He doesn’t answer right away.
Then finally, “Yeah.”
You stare at him a little longer “Are you lying to me?”
He smiles, but it’s not the usual cocky grin. It’s smaller. Tired.
“I’m not sure what I’m feeling,” he admits “Just… thinking, I guess.”
You squeeze his hand “About what?”
He shrugs, looking down at Emi “About a lot of things.”
And now you are quiet, because something in your chest shifts. Soft. Strange. Familiar.
Maybe it’s the way he looks at you, like you’ve already given him something he thought he’d never have again. Or maybe it’s the way it suddenly feels… real.
You. Him. And this small, chaotic moment that makes everything else disappear.
The sun starts to dip, painting the sky in gold and peach.
You’re still at the tavern, Emi snoring softly on your shoulder, her little fingers tangled in your hair. Shanks sits beside you, quiet. His arm rests behind you, not touching, just there.
And then she returns. The woman bursts through the crowd, her apron flying, face flushed with panic. The moment she sees you, she stops, hands over her heart like she might collapse.
“Oh my god—thank you. Thank you so much,” she breathes, almost crying as she rushes to you “I’m so sorry I took so long. I owe you my life.”
You wave a hand gently “It’s okay. Really. She was good. A little fast—like, sprint-across-the-rooftops fast—but… I had fun.”
Emi stirs and opens her eyes.
“Hi, baby.” the mother coos, arms outstretched. The little girl shifts toward her sleepily, and you pass her over with care. For a second, Emi resists, her hand still reaching for your shirt.
Your heart squeezes a little.
“Thank you again,” the woman says, eyes filled with real gratitude “If you’re ever on this island again, please come find us. I mean it.”
You smile, brushing some crumbs off your lap “Of course. Be safe.”
You watch them go, mother holding daughter close, disappearing into the market crowd. And then it’s just… quiet. Too quiet.
The crew starts packing up, joking softly, but there’s a change in the air. A stillness you don’t like. You look at Shanks.
He’s already looking at you.
Not grinning. Not teasing.
Just watching you with that faraway softness in his eyes, like you’re a slow dream he doesn’t want to wake up from. Like maybe, for a second, he saw something more than just this moment.
You reach for his hand and lace your fingers through his.
He squeezes back but doesn’t say anything.
The walk to the ship is slow. The crew’s laughing again, arguing about who drank the most, but it’s like the volume’s been turned down. You and Shanks trail behind.
Still no words. Not one.
That night, the sea’s calm. The stars are out. You’re both in your cabin, door closed, boots off.
You lie on your shared bed, watching him stand at the window, shirt half unbuttoned, red hair catching the moonlight, and you’ve had enough. You sit up.
“Alright, Red,” you say, crossing your arms “What’s going on in that dumb, beautiful head of yours?”
He looks over his shoulder, startled “What?”
“You’ve been quiet ever since Emi left. You’ve said maybe ten words total. And I know you. That means you’re thinking. Hard.”
He chuckles, rubbing the back of his neck “Maybe I’m just tired.”
“Nope.” You crawl across the bed toward him, poke his side “Try again.”
He sighs “It’s… complicated.”
“So is your face, and I still look at it every day. Try me.”
That gets a small laugh out of him.
You press your forehead to his back “You don’t have to hold things in with me, Shanks. Not the serious stuff. Not the scary stuff. Especially not the stuff that makes your eyes look like that.”
He turns slowly, leaning against the window. You slide your arms around his waist and rest your head on his chest. He wraps his arms around you too, finally. Breathing in.
“Seeing you with her,” he says softly “With Emi.”
You wait.
“I kept thinking about Uta. About Luffy. About how fast it all went. How I blinked and they weren’t mine to hold anymore.”
You don’t speak. Just hold him tighter.
“And then… I saw you. Just being there. Caring for this tiny stranger like it was nothing. Laughing with her. Holding her. And something in me just… ached.”
You tilt your head up “Ached how?”
He looks down at you, eyes serious now “Like I wanted that with you. And I didn’t even know how much until I saw it.”
The words settle deep inside you.
“You’d be a good father.” you whisper.
“You’d be the best mother.” he says back instantly.
Silence again, but this time it’s full. Of possibilities. Of truths unsaid until now.
“I didn’t say anything,” Shanks adds, brushing a hand through your hair, “because I don’t want you to think I expect that from you. Or that I’m pushing it. I just… couldn’t stop seeing it.”
You lean in and kiss him slow. No rush. No pressure. Just soft and sure.
When you pull away, your voice is warm and quiet “Then keep seeing it. I don’t mind.”
You kiss him. Long, soft, deep.
The kind of kiss that says more than either of you can find the words for. His hands settle on your waist, grounding you, holding you like you might drift away if he lets go. And when you finally break apart, you stay close. Forehead to forehead. Breathing the same air.
Now it’s your turn. You exhale shakily “I always saw you with Uta. And Luffy. The way you held them, talked to them, made them laugh… the way they looked at you.”
Shanks closes his eyes, lips pressed together.
“I used to watch from the deck,” you continue softly, “and I’d think… that. I want that with him. Our own little chaos. Our own quiet moments. Our own family.”
His grip on you tightens just a little. His thumb strokes your hip, slowly.
“I never said anything,” you admit, voice quieter now “Because I thought… maybe you already had your turn. Maybe being a dad again wasn’t something you wanted. Like, maybe Uta and even Luffy were your ‘once in a lifetime’. And I didn’t want to be selfish.”
Shanks pulls back just enough to look at you fully, eyes wide, voice rough “Selfish? Y/N… You have no idea how wrong you are.”
You blink.
He cups your face, brushing his thumb over your cheek “If anything, I was scared you didn’t want that. I never wanted to put that weight on you. My name. My crew. My life.”
You both laugh a little, soft and breathless. And then he says it “I’d love to see a little you run around the ship.”
Your heart does a full spin in your chest. You both collapse back onto the bed, side by side, hands tangled together, staring at the ceiling like it holds the future in its stars.
“I think she’d be loud.” you say, smiling to yourself.
“She?” Shanks grins “You’re already picking sides?”
“I just know. She’d talk back to Benn by the time she could crawl.”
“She’d steal Yasopp’s sake and blame it on Lucky Roux.”
“She’d steal your cape and wear it like a dress.”
“She’d make the whole crew bow to her by age four.”
You laugh. He laughs too. Your fingers tighten around his.
“She’d be soft like you,” he adds suddenly, voice lower now “Kind. But dangerous.”
You glance over at him “She’d be brave like you. Wild, loyal, always smiling.”
He sighs, almost dreamily “I can already hear her little feet running on the deck.”
“And your big voice yelling ‘don’t climb the cannon!’”
You both break into giggles and then silence again, but this time, it’s wrapped in warmth, in hope.
Shanks turns his head to look at you. You’re already looking at him.
“I mean…” he says slowly, raising one eyebrow, “we could start working on that little Y/N… like… right now.”
You gasp “Shanks!”
He smirks wickedly “What? I’m just saying. We’re both here. The ship’s quiet. The moon looks nice. You’re cute. I’m cute. It’s called destiny.”
You snort “You’re impossible—ah!”
He attacks, fingers darting to your sides, tickling, making you laugh and squirm under him.
“Shanks! Stop!”
“Never!” he grins, pinning you lightly with his weight “You’re stuck now. You told me your secrets. I told you mine. That makes us legally married in pirate law.”
You laugh until your cheeks hurt. You wiggle, but he’s strong, gentle, always careful. And then you stop moving. So does he.
Your eyes meet again. Closer now. Breath mingling.
That softness returns. Like a wave pulling you under, not scary. Just deep. Full of something quiet and forever.
You reach up and brush his hair behind his ear.
He leans into your touch.
“Hey,” you whisper “I love you.”
“I know,” he murmurs, kissing the inside of your palm “And I love you more than I thought I even could.”
His mouth finds yours again, slower this time. No rush.
The kind of kiss that makes the world outside the cabin disappear and maybe, tonight is the beginning of something new.
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The sun is warm, the breeze is salty, and Ace is doing what he always does when he’s not fighting or eating: walking too close to you with that lazy grin on his face.
“You sure you don’t wanna race?” he asks “You lose, you buy lunch.”
You raise an eyebrow “You’ll cheat with your fire.”
“Not true.” He places a hand on his chest, all dramatic “I only cheat if I’m losing.”
You snort “So always.”
He gasps “Betrayal.”
The two of you walk down the main road of a small island town. It’s quiet, peaceful, one of those places that doesn’t care much for bounties or pirate crews. People nod, wave, smile. Ace stretches, yawns, and puts his arm lazily around your shoulder.
“Maybe we should stay here a few days,” he says “Nice change from all the running.”
Before you can answer, a small voice says “Is that Fire Fist Ace?!”
You both turn. Two kids stand by a fruit stall, one boy, maybe six, and an older girl, probably nine. The boy’s eyes are wide. The girl looks like she’s not impressed yet.
Ace grins “Yeah, that’s me.”
The boy lights up “No way! My dad told me you can burn down a whole ship in one punch!”
Ace shrugs, clearly proud “Depends on the ship.”
The girl, however, is staring at you.
Her eyes narrow “You’re her, aren’t you?”
You blink “…Her?”
She steps closer, pointing at your waist “You’re the swordwoman who beat that Navy officer in Loguetown. The one who fights with two blades and never loses.”
You look down at her, surprised. She’s serious. Ace whistles.
“Wow,” he says “I didn’t know I was walking around with a legend.”
You nudge him “Shut up.”
The girl keeps going “They say you cut a cannonball in half.”
You sigh “It was already cracked.”
Still, her eyes sparkle. The boy joins in, bouncing excitedly.
“She’s so cool! Are you really pirates?!”
“Guilty,” Ace says, holding up his hands “But friendly pirates.”
“You don’t look friendly...” the girl says.
Ace grins “Good. That’s the point.”
Then the boy tugs at your sleeve “Can I see your sword?”
You crouch to his level “They’re sharp. Not safe for kids.”
He frowns “I won’t touch it. Promise!”
You glance at Ace, who’s watching you closely, smiling like he’s waiting for something. You sigh and slowly pull one of your swords just a little from the sheath, just enough to show the edge. Both kids gasp like it’s treasure.
“Can you teach us how to fight?” the girl asks suddenly.
You blink “You’re nine.”
“So? You were probably younger when you started.”
Ace chuckles “She was.”
You give him a side-eye “Stop helping.”
The little girl folds her arms “You could just show us something. Like a move. Just one.”
You sigh again but you’re smiling now “You’re very stubborn.”
She shrugs “You have to be, if you wanna be strong.”
Ace leans against a wooden post, arms crossed, amused “Sounds familiar.”
You glance at him “You’re enjoying this too much.”
“I mean… yeah.” He grins “It’s the first time someone’s asking you for autographs instead of me. I’m letting it sink in.”
The boy tugs your coat again “Please? One move?”
You finally stand, looking at the open space near the dock “Fine. But just one. Then you leave us alone and go home, got it?”
The kids cheer and run to the clearing.
Ace follows, whistling “You’re gonna start a sword school at this rate.”
You roll your shoulders, then pull your blade halfway out, just enough to flash the steel. You drop into a stance, slow and firm. The kids go quiet. Then, with a sharp breath, you move. One swift, elegant slash through the air, so fast the wind shifts. The tip of your sword stops just above the ground, and your coat flutters around you.
The boy’s mouth hangs open. The girl’s eyes are huge.
Ace whistles “Show-off.”
You sheathe the sword in one clean motion.
The girl points “That was awesome! Can you do it again?”
“No,” you say, but you’re laughing now.
The boy runs over and hugs your leg suddenly “You’re my favorite pirate now!”
You blink, surprised. You pat his head awkwardly “Uh. Thanks?”
Ace watches you, your hand gently resting on the boy’s head, your stance still grounded, strong but soft. You’re not trying to impress anyone. You just exist like this. Capable. Calm. Kind. Something shifts in his chest.
You look up at him “What?”
He shrugs “Nothing. Just… didn’t know you were this good with kids.”
“I’m not,” you say “They’re just clingy.”
The girl now grabs your wrist “Can I hold your sword?”
“No.”
“Can I touch it?”
“No.”
“Can you teach me how to fight like that?”
“No—”
Ace walks over, laughing “C’mon, sweetheart. Be nice.”
You glare at him “You help, then.”
He lifts his hands “Nope. I’m just the fire guy. You’re the star today.”
The boy turns to Ace “Do you two live together?”
You and Ace exchange a look.
He grins “Something like that.”
The girl squints “Are you married?”
You cough “No.”
“Are you gonna be?”
You open your mouth, but nothing comes out.
Ace just laughs and says, “Wanna help me convince her?”
“YES!” the kids shout in unison.
You groan and walk away “I regret everything.”
Ace follows, hands in his pockets, that lazy smile still on his face, but his eyes stay soft. He watches you gently shoo the kids away, then thank the fruit vendor with a quiet bow. And in that moment, he knows. Clear as day.
“She’s not just strong. She’s not just mine. She’d be the best damn mom the world’s ever seen.”
He doesn’t say it out loud. Not yet. But he’s thinking it. Hard.
You and Ace are sitting under a tree near the edge of the village, sharing a bag of sliced fruit.
“You think they’re gone?” you ask, biting into a juicy piece.
Ace shrugs “Maybe. Or maybe they’re forming a fan club.”
You nudge his leg with your boot “I don’t need a fan club.”
He gives you a lazy grin “No, but you deserve one.”
You roll your eyes, but your ears go a little pink.
Then, a small voice calls from down the road “WE’RE BACK!!”
You groan “No.”
Ace grins “Yes.”
The two kids come running, the boy nearly trips over his own feet and stop in front of you, proudly holding up folded paper sheets.
“Look!!” the girl says, unfolding one “We drew you!”
You blink “…You what?”
They hand you the papers. The drawings are messy, full of wild colors, but so full of heart. One is of you holding two swords, a big smile on your face. Another shows you and Ace together, tiny figures with stars around you. A third shows you with a little kid, sword in hand, standing tall.
You pause at that one. Ace leans over your shoulder to peek. His voice is softer now “Is that supposed to be your kid?”
The girl nods proudly “Yup! We made a story about you! You’re a pirate mom who protects her ship and teaches her kid how to be strong.”
You stare at the page, silent. The boy holds out a few crayons “You can draw too, if you want!”
Before you can say no, he’s already sitting down, opening another paper. The girl joins him. They look up at you, smiling.
“C’mon,” she says “We wanna make a whole crew!”
You glance at Ace. He shrugs, trying to act casual “Up to you.”
You sigh and sit down cross-legged in the grass “Alright. But I’m drawing the captain.”
“That’s YOU!” the boy says.
You raise an eyebrow “I meant me.”
They laugh.
You start sketching. Nothing fancy just simple shapes. You draw yourself with a pirate hat, a tiny sword tucked in your belt. The kids start adding characters around you: themselves, animals, someone with a frying pan who’s probably Ace.
You’re focused, smiling to yourself as you add waves and stars and a sun.
Ace just watches you from where he stands, hands in his pockets, face unreadable. There’s a heat in his chest now that has nothing to do with his powers. It burns deeper. It’s watching your hand gently guide the boy’s when he can’t get the lines straight. It’s hearing you ask, “Want me to draw your pirate flag too?” in that soft, patient voice.
It’s the way you look down at the page like you’re already imagining a future.
“This shouldn’t make me want her more,” he thinks, frustrated “But it does. She’s drawing little pirate stories with them on the grass. She’d be the kind of mom who makes the world feel safe.”
He swallows hard and looks away for a second, like it’ll calm him down... It doesn’t.
You finish your little drawing with a final scribble of wind in the sails.
“There,” you say, holding it up “Captain, crew, and treasure.”
The boy claps “It’s perfect!”
The girl leans over to look “Yours is way cooler than mine.”
“Nah,” you say, nudging her arm “You’ve got better colors.”
They beam like you just handed them gold.
Ace is still standing nearby, arms crossed, pretending to be relaxed, but his jaw is tight.
You glance up at him “You okay?”
“Me? Yeah.” His voice comes out rougher than he means it to. He clears his throat “Just… warm.”
The boy tugs at your sleeve again.
“Hey,” he says, eyes wide with curiosity “Do you have kids?”
You blink. Ace freezes.
The girl adds quickly, “You’d be a really cool mom.”
There’s a beat of silence. Just the wind and the scratching of a crayon. You sit back slowly and shake your head “No. I don’t.”
The boy frowns “Why not?”
You laugh softly “Because I’m still busy being a pirate.”
“But you could be both,” the girl says, very seriously “Like in the drawing.”
You smile at that “Maybe someday.”
Your voice is calm. Light. Like you’re just answering any question. But Ace… Ace is not calm. He watches your face as you say those words “Maybe someday” and his heart lurches. Because now it’s real. Not just a fantasy in his head. Not just a warm thought. You’ve imagined it too now.
He doesn’t say anything. He just walks over slowly and sits down behind you, arms resting over your shoulders as you lean back against his chest.
“You’d be amazing at it.” he murmurs, low so the kids can’t hear.
You glance up “At what?”
He looks down at you, eyes soft and a little wild at the edges, like something’s breaking open inside him “At being a mom. I mean it.”
You pause. Then, quietly, you ask, “You think about that?”
He nods “More than I expected to. More than I ever thought I would.”
The kids are still doodling, totally unaware. You say nothing, but your hand reaches up and rests gently over his. That’s all he needs.
The kids eventually stand up, arms full of drawings and unfinished paper pirate maps.
“We’re gonna go show these to our grandpa!” the girl says.
The boy nods “Thanks for drawing with us!”
You wave, still sitting in the grass “Stay out of trouble.”
The boy grins “Bye, pirate mom!”
You blink “I’m not—”
But they’re already gone.
Ace snorts behind you “Pirate mom, huh?”
You roll your eyes and lean back into him again “Don’t start.”
He rests his chin on your shoulder “Too late. You’ve got the role down already. You give good advice, threaten people just enough, and draw cool flags. What more could a kid want?”
You hum “A dad who doesn’t set the house on fire?”
He grins “I’d try to keep it contained.”
You laugh, light and warm “You’d accidentally roast our laundry.”
“Okay, yeah, but I’d teach them how to blow stuff up responsibly.”
You fake-think “Hmm. Dangerous. But useful.”
He smiles, but then falls quiet. You feel the shift instantly. His arms wrap tighter around your middle.
“You were really sweet with them.” he says softly.
You shrug “They were cute.”
“You were cuter.”
You snort “Gross.”
“No, seriously,” he murmurs “I was watching you and thinking… like, really thinking—”
He breaks off, then tries again “That I wanna see you like that again. With… our own.”
You smirk “You mean with a mini version of me bossing you around?”
He groans “Oh god. A tiny you would be terrifying.”
“Admit it. You’d love it.”
He doesn’t hesitate.
“I would,” he says, suddenly serious “I really would.”
You look up at him. He’s already looking down at you, eyes soft, mouth slightly parted, like he’s realizing it all over again.
You tilt your head, grinning “You’re so obvious, Ace.”
“Am not.”
“You were practically glowing while I helped that kid draw a sword.”
“I was not glowing!”
“You sighed like five times.”
“I didn’t—”
“You had your sappy ‘I’m in love’ face on.”
“I always have my sappy in love face on.”
You laugh, twisting in his arms to face him fully “True.”
He leans in, forehead pressed to yours.
“I’m serious though,” he murmurs “Someday. I’d want that. With you.”
Your voice softens “Yeah. Me too.”
You kiss him slow, sure, and just a little teasing, then pull back with a grin “But if the kid turns out chaotic like you, I’m blaming your genes.”
He laughs against your mouth “Deal. But if they’re scary with a sword by age seven, that’s all you.”
You smirk “We’ll make a terrifying little pirate together.”
“Perfect.” he says, smiling like he already sees it.
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awawage · 3 days ago
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Kpop Demon Hunter Idea
Thinking about a K-pop demon hunter AU. But the reader is the top K-pop singer of the moment, not even Huntrix can defeat them. The reader goes by the stage name (S/N), they have the most fans, and everyone who likes Saja Boys or Huntrix has heard of (S/N) and is probably a fan too. I was thinking like Lady Gaga because everyone love Lady Gaga, my queen.
But there's a secret: you're actually half demon oops.
I'm new to writing so it might be ooc.
One night, Rumi, the workaholic that she is, is the only one awake, working on the lyrics of her new song. That is, until she feels a disturbance in the air. There, outside the window a small red spot in the middle of Seoul.
She decides to venture out alone since Mira and Zoey totally deserve a break. The tear is was small, so there shouldn't be too many demons.
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Well, that’s unexpected. The tear is right above K Entertainment, one of the biggest K-pop companies in Korea. That's where big singers get signed in, if you're with KE then your life career is only about to go up.
That's where you were signed at, the biggest idol in Korea right now, not even Huntrix or Saja boys can get on your level. She never met you before but your works has always inspired her and other Huntrix members to keep going. You're the K Entertainment golden child.
She needs to enter the building fast. Who knows what star is inside getting their soul sucked right now? But just as she starts to climb up-
“So you're here too, huh?”
“Jinu? What are you doing here, demon?” she says while pointing her sword at him.
“Woah woah, demon girl—” The blade gets closer to his neck, poking his skin. He lifts both arms. “I mean—Gwi-Ma sent me here. There’s a portal that’s opened in this building under his control. I was sent to investigate since I'm already in the human world.”
"Another demon ? Who's not controlled by Gwi-Ma...?" She slowly lower her swords.
"That's what I thought too, I thought you were the only one but perhaps there's a another one that Gwi-Ma can't control "
"We need to investigate "
"That's what I was sent to do"
He received a hit to the side.
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Inside the building, there are no signs of life at all. Every worker has probably gone home by now. But it doesn’t stop the strange feeling that settles in both their hearts. Something isn’t right.Rumi turns to Jinu.
“Are you sure this isn’t some plan by Gwi-Ma—”
“My, my.”
They both jump and turn around.
Jinu in a fighting stance, his nails sharpening, and Rumi with her sword ready to strike, until she sees who it is. You.
There you are.
The golden child of K Entertainment. Idol of the century.
Even though Huntrix has won a lot of awards, you’ve won higher-prestige ones and have far more influence than they’ll ever have. A star-born singer whose career skyrocketed since your teenage years, and still going strong.
Rumi can’t stop her giddy expression; her eyes turn into stars. You were her favorite K-idol– hell, maybe her favorite idol, period. She debuted not long after you, but seeing your solo success surpass her group’s so quickly made her form a bit of disdain at first.
But after watching your interviews and fancams… she slowly fell in love.(Oohh 👀)
Jinu quickly noticed her facial expression and threw an annoyed look at you, who were you and how come you made someone like Rumi so... Charmed? By you with a single look.
In front of you stood two weirdos. Sure, they’re good-looking, but one is holding a sword, and the other literally grew claws.
You recognize both of them from the trending K-pop groups, Jinu from Saja Boys who looked super confused, and Rumi from Huntrix who looked like she could explode from joy (still holding her sword towards you).
You obviously know what they are. But let’s entertain them, why don’t we?
“May I know why you’re trespassing the building...with a sword, no less?”
“OMG you’re (S/N). Zoey would be so jealous…”
“Who?” A big gasp leaves Rumi’s throat. She’s shocked and in disbelief.
“How can you be a K-pop idol without knowing the king/queen of our generation!?”
“Alright, calm down. You guys are lucky I recognize you, or I would’ve called the cops by now. Rumi from Huntrix, right?” She nods.
She knows you probably knew her, but hearing her idol say her name still makes her proud of Huntrix popularity.
“And you’re from that new group… Soja Boys?” Rumi almost chokes laughing as Jinu sweat drop.
“Actually, it’s Saja Boys…” says Jinu.
You look at him, perplexed. “Strange name…”
Before holding a serious expression. “What are you guys doing here? You know it’s totally off-limits to non-workers. Doesn’t matter if you’re famous idols or not.”
Rumi and Jinu share a look. They need to find a way out of this without raising suspicion, a look you don’t miss.
“Um… we’re here to meet with an contractor! And hmm… oh! I think we got the wrong time, haha…”
Rumi quirks a wobbly smile. Jinu nods beside her, even though he doesn’t believe the lie himself.
“Really now…”
You can feel the mark pattern slowly spreading under your clothes, from your torso up toward your neck.
“Yup! But since we’re wrong- we’re gonna leave now!”Rumi quickly grabs Jinu’s arm who was surprised, as she makes him turn around with her.
Your hands begin to thin, and sharp nails start growing out.
"Wait.."
Your voice sounds ominous and slow, sending a chill down their spines. They freeze and slowly turn around.
There you are, in your demon form. Your once bright eyes are now yellow with slits, purple/blue marks spread beautifully along your neck and face.
“A demon…?” they both whisper.
You smile.
There they are, your next prey.
“I’ve been waiting"
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anonf1writer · 1 day ago
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the reaction after he stands up for his family — single parent universe
second part to this.
text au. ig post. 2k words. drivers: max, charles, oscar and lando.
note: i promised there would be a second part, and here it is. i tried something different, so i hope i didn’t disappoint (although i have the feeling already this wont be everyones cup of tea, so im sorry in advance!).
thank you to everyone who sent requests that led me to create this cute universe. ive had the greatest time with it, and i know it wouldnt have happened without your ideas. so thank you ❤️
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First, came the soft click of Oliver’s bedroom door, and then the lazy thump of Max’s feet making his way back to you. 
Leaning your side against the kitchen counter, you knew a conversation was coming. From the moment you heard the question and turned the TV off, to the moment Max arrived home with a smile on his face, you knew it wouldn’t be something either of you could ignore. 
“Fucking hell,” he murmured as soon as he stepped into view, both hands running up and down his face. “I can’t remember the last time I wanted to punch someone’s stupid face this fucking much.”
You pressed your lips together and shifted on your feet, stepping away from the counter. This was the first moment alone the two of you had gotten after the race, the first moment without a little boy demanding attention, and the first moment Max was finally letting it all out. The anger, the frustration, the disappointment. So you didn’t want to shush him. You didn’t want to tell him he shouldn’t be cursing and swearing right now, that he should be careful, that he should think before he spoke. It didn’t seem fair to him, especially after he had clearly tried his best to put on a fantastic show in front of your son. 
“Did you watch it?” he asked, voice closer than before.
You nodded, removing the whistling kettle from the hob and stepping towards the empty mugs. “Just saw the video. We were watching it live on TV, but I turned it off as soon as I noticed what was happening.”
“Shit.”
“Oli didn’t hear a thing tho, don’t worry about it.”
You took your time filling the first mug, watching how the tea bag floated and swayed in the water, then eventually sank into the bottom. 
“They were so out of line,” Max said, his voice a quiet whisper in the bright kitchen. “I can’t believe that question even crossed their minds.” 
“I know…” 
“But I caught his name,” Max added. “And I had a meeting with the team as soon as I called the interview off. I’ll make sure that guy doesn’t get a fucking word from me anymore.”
You nodded again, and poured boiling water into the other mug. His mug. 
A moment went by before you felt him. Before he wrapped his arms around your waist, rested his chin on your shoulder, and pressed his chest against your back. 
“You ok?” he asked, voice low and too close to your ear. 
You placed the kettle back in place and nodded, one hand resting on his forearm and the other reaching to touch his face. 
“Yeah…” you said, your body instantly leaning into him. “I’m just… I hate that you had to go through that.”
Max nodded, his facial hair brushing your skin as he moved to kiss your palm. Once, and twice. 
“Sorry,” he murmured, his lips brushing against your skin as he spoke. “For putting you two in this position.”
At that, you frowned. You dropped your hand and shifted on your feet, turning to properly face him. 
Max’s exhaustion was written all over him. But there was also worry there. Maybe a little bit of fear, too. 
“Hey,” you said, hands cradling his cheeks, eyes firm inside his gaze. “Don’t be silly. What you did for us was amazing.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. The way you stood up for us… The fact that you won’t let anyone speak about our son like that… That’s what I care about.” 
He sighed, then leaned in. Forehead resting against yours while he closed his eyes. 
“Our son,” he repeated, like he was savouring the words. 
“Mhmm…” You nodded, slightly. Just for him to feel the movement face to face, skin to skin. “It was really hot, y’know? To see you like that…”
Max smirked. Eyes staying close while he listened to you.
“The way you talked about us… How you got all worked up… When you said ‘that kid is mine’?” You sighed. Loudly than you normally would. Your hands moving down to his neck, shoulders, then back to cradle his face. “And then when you stormed off… Damn you, Max.”
A low, amused chuckle escaped from his chest, his whole body shaking lightly against you. “I should’ve figured you’d like that.”
“You should, yeah…”
You leaned in, then. Your lips barely meeting his before you pulled back again.
Max reacted instantly, taking a step forward and fully pressing you onto the counter, his feet slotting between your legs. “Hate teasing,” he murmured, already crashing your mouths together for a much needier kiss. 
You smiled, his lips barely giving you any time before he was capturing them again. 
And again. 
And again. 
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“I’m sorry you had to hear that,” Lando said, leaning against the handrail and watching Olivia run around the synthetic grass of the paddock. Just like you had been doing for the past ten minutes or so. 
“It wasn’t your fault,” you said. “They were the ones who crossed the line.”
“I know, but—”
“No buts,” you said, curling your lips into a smile just in case someone was watching you. “Like I said, it wasn’t your fault. That’s not up for discussion.”
Next to you, Lando sighed. Loudly. 
You heard it, you felt it. 
His unhappiness with your answer.
So you shifted on your feet, crossed your arms on your chest, and kept your eyes ahead as you said, “You stood up for her. That’s what matters to me. I wish these things didn’t happen at all, but it’s not up to us. We can’t control what others say or do, but we can control how we react to it. And the way you reacted… That’s how I want it to be. So as long as you stand up for her, just like you did today, then you don’t have anything to apologize for.”
For a moment, Lando didn’t talk. Didn’t move. Didn’t react. He just stared ahead, focusing on the little girl that had everyone’s attention as she distributed papaya-unicorn stickers all around. And then, when you thought he would finally speak up, he just coughed and looked away. As if taking a break to organize himself before returning his gaze back to her. 
To your daughter. 
Yours, and his. 
“Should we go inside?” you asked. “Talk inside?”
He shook his head. “She’s having fun… I just… I wanna watch her for a while.”
You nodded, but your heart skipped at that, and you couldn’t help but sigh and take a step closer to him. Unwillingly. Without thinking. 
Elbow almost, almost touching his arm. 
Lando’s whole body stiffened. 
He stretched his legs, straightened his back, and pulled his arms closer to his sides. 
And the tiniest gasp left his mouth. 
Once again, you couldn’t help yourself—you snorted, bringing your hand to cover your mouth and lowering your chin to look down at your feet.
“What?” he asked, quietly. But you could hear the smile in his voice. The amusement. Growing just like yours.
“Shut up,” you said, muffled behind your hand. 
“I didn’t say anything.”
Shaking your head, you held back your laughter and looked up, eyes meeting your oblivious daughter. Happy and full of energy amidst so many strangers. 
You dropped your hand back down to cross your arm around your chest, and after a beat, you murmured, “I can already imagine a video going viral…”
You caught the way he nodded. 
Neither of you ever facing each other.
But keeping the conversation for only the two of you to hear. 
“Lando Norris avoids contact with his girlfriend,” he said. 
And then, you cackled. Dropping your head back and laughing to the sky while bringing both hands to cover your mouth. 
Next to you, Lando chuckled as well, albeit not as hard. The soft sound making its way to you and adding extra warmth to your already heated cheeks. 
He waited until you had calmed down before speaking again, the playfulness hinted in each syllable of each word. “Little do they know… All along, I’m the one who’s been deprived of love.”
“Oh my God,” you grunted and laughed. A mix between disbelief, but also joy. “You’re so dramatic.” 
“Dramatic? Please. I’m just a boy… Standing next to a—”
You gasped and turned your body, leaning onto your side so you could face him. 
“—a girl… Asking her to hold my hand.”
“Lando…”
“Or give me a hug.”
“You do not get to quote my favorite movie back at me.”
He shook his head, eyes still fixed ahead of him. “Just anything,  really.” 
You pressed your lips together and turned back to Olivia, a sigh leaving your chest while you watched her engage in a conversation with some other kids she had met earlier that day. 
“You know that’s not how it works.”
Lando, on the other hand, simply smirked to himself.
“What I know is that you won’t love me in public.” 
“Because you get way too handsy!” you reminded him. “And you don’t know how to kiss me in public. You always end up going for a full make out session. Why is it so hard to keep it simple?”
“Because it’s you!” he laughed. “Can’t help it if you’re irresistible!”
“Yeah, well…” You shrugged. “If you can’t help it, then we stick to my rules.” 
“Fine.” 
“No PDA.”
“I know.”
“That’s all.”
“Yep.”
You sighed. 
He sighed. 
Max and Pietra stepped out of hospitality, both of them stopping to chat with Olivia before she pointed straight at where you were. Lando’s best friend looked at you and nodded with understanding, meanwhile his girlfriend waved and lowered her weight to get Livie’s attention. 
You knew, from that on, that Max and Pietra would keep an eye on her. That they would stay around and give you two a chance to take a little break, like they usually did. 
“I never thought I could get so mad at someone,” Lando blurted out. So out of nowhere that you needed to blink a couple times to make sense of it. “I’m watching her right now and it’s just… Look at her… She’s the cutest child around here… She’s kind to everyone… Makes everyone laugh… Always has the funniest, most random comments… And she’s so sassy and bold in such an adorable way… She’s just perfect. How can they… I mean how can they even ask something like that? I don’t get it.”
Your heart hammered in your chest, and you found yourself unable to reply.
“I meant what I said, y’know? About being proud of being her dad… I know it’s not on the paper… But I don’t mind that… Like it won’t make me love her any differently… What we have now it’s something I’ve earned, y’know? We’ve built it from scratch… I know you wouldn’t have allowed me to be here if you didn’t mean it… So I just… I can’t imagine my life without you anymore… Both of you. And I hate that they tried to use that against me… Because they knew what they were doing when they asked that… They knew they would touch a nerve…”
The emotions in his voice touched your nerves, your instincts, your need to protect him and stand up for him. And before you knew it, you were already walking. Already stepping away from the handrail, turning to him and closing the distance. Until you were standing in front of him and then close enough to crush your body to his. Wrap your arms around his waist and press your cheek against his chest. 
“Whoa…” Lando stumbled the slightest, the handrail keeping him in place as he placed both arms around your shoulders and kept you close. Close. Close. Close. “Hold on with the PDA, love.”
“Shut up,” you mumbled. “Just take it.”
At that, he chuckled. Chin pressed on your temple and arms squeezing you tightly. 
“Your favorite words.”
“Lando!”
“What?!”
You pinched his hip, and he flinched.
“Heyyy!” he laughed.
You smiled, cheek all nuzzled onto him while the world kept moving around you. While the public walked up and down the paddock. While curious eyes and intruding cameras watched you. 
“I love you,” you said. “And I’m so proud of you. Really. Thank you, for everything you do. For who you are. I can’t imagine our lives without you anymore, too. I don’t want to know what it would be like to go back to a life without you. So again, thank you.”
“Who are you and what—”
“Lando!” 
“Ok, ok,” he laughed. “I’m shy, I get nervous…” 
“I know, but I had to say it.”
He shifted his arms, his hug getting both gentler and tighter at the same time. 
“I love you,” he whispered in your ear. “And I can’t wait to show you how much. But Livie is running up to us right now, so I’ll keep it to myself for now… Just for now.”
“Promise?”
“Promise.” 
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sugxto · 2 days ago
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brutalizer(s) - eddie/volt/reader
⋆syn: You decide to "challengers" your new boyfriends. It, uh, doesn't go as planned.
⋆wc: 3.3k
⋆cw: m/m/f threesome, light dom/sub undertones, erotic electrostimulation, some very very minor dacryphilia, spit sharing, choking.
⋆notes: takes place immediately after the love route, but can be read independently. g/n pronouns for reader, called "good girl" and afab genitalia.
⋆snippet:
“Thought you did something there, huh?” Eddie’s voice is low, it hits you somewhere deeper in your belly than it has before. The whiskey sours earlier certainly aren’t helping. “It’s cute, but, come on.”
Volt chuckles, his lips against Eddie’s cheek, and his white hot stare locks on to you too. “Very cute, indeed. Really, spark,” his lips curl into what you can only describe as something dastardly, “did you honestly think I don’t already know his lips better than my own?”
“We could do a Volt and Eddie sandwich.”
The corner of Volt’s smile twitches, and he turns to Eddie with raised brows, hands nonchalantly in his pockets. Eddie’s face is uncharacteristically pink, and he casts a knowing glance at Volt, and pushes himself off the bar. 
“Well, seeing as how we’re… closed for the evening,” Volt starts, his eyes traveling back to yours, “I think, something to that effect, can be arranged. Eddie?”
The ice that you’ve come to know in Eddie’s stare is gone, the new spark glittering in it instead. He looks more lively, more excited, more… confident?
“I… wouldn’t be opposed.” His eyes rake over your body, as if finally allowing himself to fully drink you in the same way he drinks his whiskey sours. “It’s been a while since I’ve been up to… enjoying myself.”
Oh, they’re serious. 
I mean, you were serious too, but, right now? Right after they’ve just, essentially, come back to life?
But, who were you to turn down a good time?
You clear your throat. “Uh, here? In the club?”
Eddie scoffs, because you already knew the answer. “Absolutely not. No sex in the bar, that’s the one rule.”
“It’s not really a rule -”
“Volt.”
“Fine, fine, not here. Not tonight, at least.”
“Volt -”
“We live upstairs, a flat sort of thing.” Volt holds out his hand to you, want apparent in his gaze. “Shall I lead us there?”
You take his hand, that same spark from the first night surging up your arm, and you feel a second hand, strong and rough, at the small of your back as you head up the stairs. 
You realize, when you get to the bedroom, that you’ve… never done this before. Two. At once? Separately? How… exactly does this work. 
A thought sparks in your memory, of a movie you watched with Sam, where a girl swindled the two boys interested in her to kiss each other, and ya know, that’s something you might be interested in seeing. 
You’re all in the bedroom now, both of them eyeing you, expectantly, though not hurriedly. You giggle nervously, holding your hands to your heart. 
“I’ve uh, never done this before,” you admit. “Maybe, can I kiss you? And we can go from there?”
“Of course, darling. Whatever you want,” Volt cocks his head in Eddie’s direction. “I’ve already had the pleasure, so why not give Eddie a taste, hm?”
Eddie rolls his eyes and sighs. “Ignore him, he can’t help it.” He holds out his hand, and pulls you closer when you take it. “But, I wouldn’t say no.”
Eddie’s lips are different from Volt’s, more hesitant, but soft, and gentle as he learns your pace and the shape of your mouth. He tastes like a whiskey sour, and you just want to drink him down. 
Volt’s lips find your neck, and you notice he’s slipped off his shirt, and the air hums with the charge emanating off him. You lean into him, his strong arms, and Eddie pulls away to take off his own shirt as Volt smoothly whips off your dress. Eddie takes his turn at your neck, and the double dose of pleasure pulses like a current under your skin. 
You raise your hands, find their cheeks, and gently, oh so gently, you bring their lips towards each other, hoping they don’t notice it’s no longer you. You’ll only watch for a moment, you tell yourself, before you insert yourself back in. No one will be the wiser. As their lips touch, their eyes stay closed, and you step back to quietly sit on the edge of the bed. 
You watch their lips met with rapt attention, the ends of Volt’s hair sparking with each swipe of tongue you catch. Eddie’s teeth find the softness of Volt’s bottom lip, and a small sound escapes the back of your throat at the sight. 
You expected them to pull apart at the unexpected sound, to open their eyes and realize what they’d done (and, not a small part of you hoped, punish you for it).
So it’s a bit odd, you think, when their kiss deepens. When Volt’s large hand, his silver nails, find Eddie’s jaw, and swipe acros his stubble. When Eddie, in turn, half opens his eye, and a titanium stare finds you past Volt’s cheekbone.
Your heart hammers in your chest. This is either going to go better than you expected, or much, much worse for you.
You’re not sure which you’re hoping for more. 
Volt’s lips move to Eddie’s cheek, his jaw, exposing more of Eddie’s face to you - both his eyes, boring into yours. He’s barely hiding a smirk. 
“Thought you did something there, huh?” Eddie’s voice is low, it hits you somewhere deeper in your belly than it has before. The whiskey sours earlier certainly aren’t helping. “It’s cute, but, come on.”
Volt chuckles, his lips against Eddie’s cheek, and his white hot stare locks on to you too. “Very cute, indeed. Really, spark,” his lips curl into what you can only describe as something dastardly, “did you honestly think I don’t already know his lips better than my own?”
Oh.
Oh for amps sake. 
Because, actually, no. That thought hadn’t occurred to you. Why hadn’t that thought occurred to you? I mean, come on, there’s only one bed!
Your mouth goes dry, your jaw goes slack, your eyes zinging back and forth between pure white and pure steel. You’re caught. You’re so caught. 
“I, uh,” you start, but you’ve lost that bravado. “I never want to assume.”
Eddie huffs out a laugh, Volt’s thumb rubbing over his bottom lip. He pecks it softly. “Right. How thoughtful.”
“This is what you were wanting, though, was it not, live wire?” Volt purrs as he extricates himself from Eddie’s side, taking a step towards you in a way that reminds of that tiger feeding you once saw at the zoo. Like a predator. Stalking. Possessive. 
Oh fuck, you think. You’ve just fed yourself to the tigers. 
Volt’s hands are on either side of the bed next to your hips. Caging you. You can feel the sparks from his hair, the charge in his skin. “You wanted all three of us to enjoy ourselves, yes?”
You nod, and you see a flash of his canine teeth as he smiles.
“Exactly. And we most certainly will. But,” his jagged eyebrows lift, “you thought you could have an upper hand. And, it absolutely delights me to say, you won’t be having that.”
Rough hands are on your shoulders, and you’re shoved down onto the bed, Eddie’s unruly coils dangling over you. 
“Eddie, where did you -” you breathe, but one of those calloused hands is on your throat, squeezing just enough to silence you. Eddie’s grey eyes have darkened. Hunger, you think, he’s hungry.
Familiar sparks singe your inner thighs, but you can't lift your head to see what else Volt is doing - you can only feel the currents under your skin as his fingers find the crotch of your panties, pulling them only a little. Eddie only watches your face, how your brows furrow at the teasing, your eyes pleading for something he can’t give. Your hand comes to his wrist, not pushing him away, but needing to touch him more. 
“Eddie,” you breathe, feeling the weight of his hand on your neck. “Eddie please -”
“Do I look like the one you should be talkin to?” His brows lift, his stare curious. “Ya know, I don’t even really think you’re in a position to be talkin, period. Volt?”
You feel the man in question hum over the cloth of your panties, already hot, and the literal electricity isn’t helping. “I think I can occupy them, if you can keep them quiet.”
Keep them quiet?? Your eyes widen, but Eddie only chuckles. “My pleasure.”
With limited movement, you’re only acutely aware of what Eddie does with his other hand, until you hear the zip of his fly, the rustle of fabric, and -
Oh, fuck. 
Eddie’s cock is gorgeous, veiny in a way that reminds you of the wires he adorns, the head already leaking with pre. You lick your lips, staring at just a few inches over your face, and god, Eddie’s not the only hungry one. 
“Fuuuck, Eddie,” you moan, bringing your hand up to try and touch it, but the hand around your throat moves faster, leaving its mark to grab at your wrist this time. 
Eddie tsks his tongue. “Not so fast, live wire. Volt wants me to keep you quiet.” His other hand finds your cheek, stroking softly. “So, open your mouth, hm?”
The heat between your legs is getting unbearable, and you whimper when you feel Volt move the scrap of fabric to the side. “Yes, Eddie,” you manage, opening wide and offering your tongue. 
His cock is so hot as it finds your mouth, the soft tip and drops of pre languishing over your tongue, you can’t stop your lips from wrapping around his length as he presses in further, further -
A zap to your clitoris makes your hips buck in surprise, and your eyes shoot open - you see nothing save Eddie’s balls above your nose, and another zap elicits a squeak from your full mouth. 
Volt’s laugh is feral, his breath burning on your thighs. “Liked that, my little spark? Don’t worry, I’ve got plenty of charge for us.” His thumb presses almost delicately to your bud, making the smallest of circles, testing, learning. “Gorgeous. Absolutely gorgeous.” His thumb dips lower, finding your entrance already wet, waiting. “I simply must have a taste.”
His tongue is unlike anything you’ve ever felt before - Ben-Hwa’s vibrations are incomparable to the literal electricity that is swiping over your lips, your hole, your clit - it’s mind-blowing. It’s explosive. Volt works you almost too expertly to be believed, and your brain short circuits when a finger slips inside. 
Eddie groans as he feels you moan around him, your hips wanting to buck, but one of Volt’s forearms keeps your hips pressed to the bed. You’re pinned, caged, at the whims of these two men, and it’s making you ache. 
Faster than you can remember happening before, your belly coils with tension, your climax growing completely outside your control. Volt feels it too, he must, because he devours you with fervor, two fingers moving at an impossible pace inside you. It builds and builds and -
You see sparks as you cum, as your hips fight against Volt’s hold, as you struggle for something solid to hold to. Your skin tingles, you’re absolutely buzzing, you’re a -
“Mm, live wire,” you hear Volt’s smile as he says it, and he presses a kiss to your clit - it makes your leg shake unconsciously. “You are just too fun.”
You whimper, your body jello, your focus on keeping Eddie’s cock inside your mouth, but you feel him retreat, and whimper again at the loss. 
Eddie strokes your cheek again, and you feel Volt climb onto the bed, sitting by your side. His touch slinks up your torso, the side of your breast, your bicep, trailing sparks the whole way. 
He hums contentedly. “Good girl for taking Eddie so well, he says, and you flush, and watch him glance up at Eddie, who's sitting back on his knees. “And good boy keeping them quiet, Eddie.”
Eddie’s sigh sounds a bit amused. “You haven’t said that shit in a while.”
“Well, I mean it.”
“Uh huh.” Eddie’s hands reach for the back of Volt’s neck, pulling him closer. “Lemme taste, yeah?”
Volt’s chuckle is cut off by Eddie’s tongue swiping over his lips before pushing inside his mouth, and god, what a sight for sore eyes. The men pull at each other, teeth clashing, and in your blissed out state, you can’t stop the moan that leaves your lips. 
Two sets of eyes stare down at you, two sets of lips curling into grins. “Oh, darling,” Volt purrs, “you want a taste too?”
You can only nod, and you will your body to lift yourself onto your elbows to meet them halfway. You watch them share a look, and your arms tremble. 
“Open, then.”
You cock your head. “What?”
“Open. Your mouth,” Volt repeats, and you do, tentatively. 
“Very good.” Volt turns back to Eddie, pulling his jaw with his thumb, and Eddie’s mouth drops for him. Volt positions his lips above him, and a line of spit trails from his lips onto Eddie’s waiting tongue. 
These men. These men were going to kill you. 
Eddie hums, and as he bends down to you, his hand trails down Volt’s stomach. You press your legs together, the anticipation sparking back inside you. Your nails claw at the sheets when Eddie hovers a few inches above your head, and you press your tongue even further out. The spit travels from his lips and lands, cold, on your tongue, and your legs twitch, your fists clench.
“Swallow,” Eddie says, voice thick and gruff with lust. 
You do. 
And they pounce. 
You’re dragged up the bed, two sets of hands pulling and pawing. Somehow your bra is off, your panties are gone, you hear their pants hit the floor, and the temperature raises as more skin is exposed. You find yourself propped against the pillows, your back against Eddie’s stomach, Volt stomachs against yours, utterly pressed between them. 
“Feel good, spark?” Volt says, his hand at your waist. “Your sandwich living up to expectations?”
You giggle, realizing this was, in fact, exactly what you’d asked for. “Absolutely.”
“Good,” Eddie grunts, his lips on your earlobe. 
“We do aim to please.” Volt squeezes your side, grinding his hips against you, his length hard, pressing insistently at where your thighs press together. 
“I’ll make sure to leave a -“ you gasp when Eddie’s teeth graze your neck, “a, fuck, glowing Breaker Box review.”
Volt’s grin is back to dastardly, and he grinds his hips harder against you. “Let’s ensure five stars, shall we?” 
His hand moves from your hip to your thigh, a spark running down your leg as he lifts it and throws it over his thigh. His cock is pressed against your stomach, and another pair of hands reach around to cup your breasts, and now Eddie’s cock slots between your cheeks. 
“Now, spark,” Volt’s voice is low, honeyed, and Eddie’s bites to your neck aren’t helping the buzz in your head. “Who do you want first?”
Best sandwich you’ve ever had. 
“I, I have to choose?” You mumble out, barely able to form a sentence as Volt’s eyes study your face. Eddie groans, pinching your nipple to elicit a gasp from your lips. 
“Mm, darling, we’ll work our way to not having to.” His fingers dance along your thigh, and Eddie’s cock slides along your skin. “Patience, for now, however. We wouldn’t want to break you on our first outing.”
Oh, but maybe you did. 
You swallow, the wires of your mind completely disconnected. “Volt, I, I can’t. I can’t choose.” How could you? Between two perfect, adoring, electrifying men, that wanted you more than the currents in their bodies? It wasn’t fair, surely. They were one, they were yours, but you couldn’t choose.
Volt’s lips turn to a pout, but it doesn't reach his eyes. “Oh, poor wire. Feeling frayed?” He tsks his tongue when you nod. “Alright, no more choosing tonight. Let us take care of you, hm? Just close your eyes.”
You do, and he again lifts your leg, granting full access to anyone wanting your hole. You ache, the air charged and your lips dripping with want. You feel both of them pull away from you slightly, no longer able to feel their lengths, and you whimper from the loss of -
An intrusion of your entrance makes you cry out in surprise, and slowly, terribly, intensely, you’re being filled, and it’s like a fire has been lit inside your cunt, under your skin, in your heart. It burns, deliciously, beautifully. You eyelids flutter when the cock bottoms out, and a familiar, rough hand is suddenly covering your eyes. 
“You,” Eddie groans in your ear, “you, fuck me, feel perfect, spark.” His breath is ragged, and you curse when he thrusts, once, twice. “Oh fuck, oh, baby.” He says it reverently, lovingly. Your heart is going to burst out of your chest. 
A new hand finds your nipple, a zap bringing it to attention. “How does he feel, our spark? Doesn't his cock feel like it’s going to split you in two?”
In another state of mind, you might want to linger on the implications of that question. But yes, in fact, as Eddie’s thrusts became more frantic, the possibility of you splitting at the center did seem more likely. If Volt holding up your leg was the only thing centering yourself. 
Just as soon as you feel your climax building inside you, you’re empty, Eddie sliding out of you, and you grip around nothing, moaning at the emptiness. 
“No, no, Eddie, please!” You manage out before the hand on your eyes slips down to cover your mouth. The callouses on his hands are harsh against your lips, and you barely manage out a moan of protest before something new slips inside you, long and hot and slipping in so nicely. Moans of protest quickly turn to acceptance, and Volt’s cock is just so easy to accept. 
“Oh sweet amp.” Volt’s usually collected voice is shaky as he works his way inside you, taking his time much to your distress. “Live wire, I - we -”
“You,” Eddie breathes in your ear, “you might’ve been made for us.”
Ah. 
That’ll do it, then. 
You hardly even feel the build up, the spiringing coil, all you know if you’re cumming, you’re gushing without abandon on Volt’s cock, and tears spring to your eyes when they both curse, and Volt’s pace quickens. Eddie’s hand leaves your mouth, finding your neck again, controlling your air like he controls the very power of your home. Your body is slack, offering neither of them resistance, given over to the fire inside your belly, the weight of their hands, their control of your cunt. 
You feel Volt slip out, and now Eddie is back inside you. The tears spill over your cheeks, and an electric tongue licks them up. Almost as quickly as you adjust to Eddie, he’s gone, and Volt is back, then Eddie, then Volt, until you’re no longer cognizant of the difference. 
Eddie’s breath is erratic. “I’m, fuck, I -”
“Me too, darling,” Volt huffs. “Where -”
“S, stomach,” you moan. “Both, both, please.”
You’re on your back, your body liquid, but you open your eyes enough to watch their hands find each other’s lengths, pump once, twice, and then groan together as their cum lands on your skin, singeing like the flame of a candle. 
It’s a haze, what comes after. They’re kissing your cheeks, tucking your hair, singing what you guess are your praises in your ear. Volt’s voice is distant, but you hear how he calls you a good girl, while Eddie wipes away their spend with a towel from his discarded pants. 
You’re between them again when you return to earth, kisses peppered on your shoulder, tingles along your arms. It’s better than any dream, but somehow, you know it won’t disappear. 
“Back with us, spark?” Eddie whispers when your eyes flutter open. 
You smile softly, hum contentedly. “Always.”
“Very good,” Volt’s lips press to your collarbone. “You took everything beautifully, live wire. Our good girl. Our spark.”
You sigh, rolling onto your back, and find their cheeks with your hands. “You boys,” you smile, gaze flicking between them. “I love you.”
Steel meets white, then both meet you. “We love you too, little wire.”
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vasito-de-leche · 2 days ago
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I love, LOVE your characterization of the Saja Boys, and while I know you’ve only written complete dating hcs for Baby and Abs, I was hoping if it was okay if I could request something with the Saja Boys (separately) where it follows the prompt “you're about to argue but you're so pretty that his brain short circuits”? If you don’t want to write for all of them, then maybe you could do Baby and Abs (separately)?
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;KPOP DEMON HUNTERS SAJA BOYS - Too Pretty
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Saja Boys (separate) x Reader 2.5k words silly, fluff Being a demon's soft spot has its benefits. Who would've thought?
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i'm so glad you like the way I write them!! this prompt sounded so fun, I just had to try my hand at it, thank you!
this also served as a way for me to slowly figure out how I'd like to characterize the other members o7 I tried to keep the relationship vague enough to be read as whatever people want, so hope that comes across well enough. also also, dont let these dramatic edgy idols fool you, all drabbles end up being silly and cute
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JINU
"Are you even listening, Jinu?"
He is, of course. But he'd rather not, especially when you're getting worked up over nothing; so much for escaping an endless cycle of torture in the underworld, he now has to deal with a brand new mess, pacing behind him like a madman. By now, you've probably noticed the monotonous and non-committal answers he's been giving on loop.
"Uh-huh," Jinu's eyes never stray from the notebook in front of him, attempting to come up with a better verse for an upcoming song. And he knows he's fucked up when he hears you groan, stomping towards him.
"Okay, okay. Maybe I stopped listening abooout ... five or ten minutes ago, who's counting, but--"
Your hand comes into view, fast as lighting, and he can only look as you snatch the notebook away from him. Great, awesome.
There goes the perfect verse in his head. He remains frozen for a moment, the hand holding a pen still hovering over the now empty spot on his desk until your voice reaches him once more.
"If you're not going to listen, at least tell me so I don't waste my time talking to you."
Jinu slouches in his seat, raising both hands to cover his face, before sliding them upwards to slick back his hair in a feeble attempt at regaining his composure. You can't even see him from this angle, his back turned to you, but he still rolls his eyes.
You want to argue? Get it out of your system? Fine, he can give you the fight you want.
In one swift motion, his position changes; now he's straddling the chair, a powerplay he's come to master after bickering with his own band for so long, eyes closed as he prepares to deliver a devastating comeback to rile you up. But when he looks up, the golden glow in his eyes wavers--you're standing so close in front of him, looking down at his seated form with your arms crossed, as if daring him to speak.
He doesn't, and you tilt forwards, hair cascading over him so that the only thing he can focus is your face in this one-sided glaring contest.
Jinu has seen you at your best and your worst, but this is the first time he's found himself at the other end of your undivided attention and anger. It is as intimidating as it is alluring. What are you doing to him? Is this allowed? His neck feels hot, his face feels hot. The room feels like it's on fire, but not the same type of hellfire he's grown used to; it's a different sort of warmth, equal parts shame and pleasure as he takes in the sight. His lips part without him noticing, whispering ever so gently.
"Pretty ..."
"What was that?" Fuckfuckfuckfuck.
"Shitty. I said you look. Shitty. As in, you look like shit. Being angry isn't doing you any favors, you know? You should get some rest, okay. Byeee."
Without giving you any time to react, Jinu fumbles over his words, trips over your furniture and he stumbles out of your apartment in a rush, almost breaking into a sprint for the elevator. It's only when the doors close that he allows himself to breathe in and out, finally noticing the extra passenger inside with him. His bird companion chirps smugly, and Jinu groans into his palms.
"I don't want to talk about it."
ROMANCE
"I didn't mean it like that!"
Romance scoffs at your words, still refusing to leave his room. All the heart shaped decorations seem to mock him as he leans his full weight against the door, easily preventing you from entering no matter how hard you try to rattle the doorknob.
Both of you find yourself at the edge of an argument, and the decision to escalate things lies solely on his hands. He knows this because he can practically hear the affection in your words, even as you whine and tell him to get over himself to talk to you, face to face. That alone is enough to make Romance's chest tighten--no matter how many times he does this, this game of push and pull, you still make sure to chase after him time and time again.
Surely you must be reaching your breaking point; nobody is strong enough to withstand this much heartbreak. Maybe if he tries a little harder, you'll realize that there's nothing good in a future with him.
All he has to do is stay silent and wait for you to leave.
"Then what did you mean?" His voice is whiny, it always is. But you always insist that you love that about him, the way he feels so deeply about everything.
"You really want to argue about something like this?" You're right, you usually are--he's making things difficult when he's not even officially yours. "Well, I don't. So you can call me once you've cooled off."
And just like that, it's quiet; there's no more pressure pushing against him from the other side of the door, no more cutesy nicknames and attempts at coercing him out. Romance's heart drops, and he practically claws his way out, torn between cursing you out for proving him right and leaving, or begging you to take him back and sort everything out as if he hadn't been the one to start this. He's taken only a single step out of the threshold of his sanctuary when your smile greets him--you're leaning casually against the door frame, pretending to inspect your nails.
"So, are you done brooding all by yourself, handsome?"
That playful grin renders Romance speechless; the contrast of your casual attitude against his frenzied panic is impossible to ignore, he's gone through all five stages of grief in under a minute while your trust in him never wavered. Absence truly makes the heart grow fonder because there's a glint in your eyes that tugs at his heartstrings, wild strands of hair that he'd love to twirl in his fingers and kiss ever so gently. Romance knows that you'll let him if he asks for permission, and a knot forms in his throat, face flushed bright pink.
"No." It's all he manages to squeak out before closing the door once more.
"Rommie! Are you mad at me or not?!"
"I don't??? Know??? I need a moment! Just stay there!"
ABBY
"That's the last time I take you anywhere. You can't just pick a fight like that, Abby!" Abby sinks even deeper into the plush cushions of the couch as you continue to scold him, as if his sulking and his silence could single-handedly help him win this argument.
He's already found himself a comfortable spot, but you're still fussing about the living room, throwing your shoes to the side, sending your jacket flying onto the backrest of the sofa, pausing to drink and slamming the glass on the counter a little harder than necessary. Abby knows better than to try and stop you, so he stays put, waiting for his opening.
"What if anyone saw? Did you even think about that? The amount of trouble you'd be in?"
Those are all very good questions that he never bothered to consider; in fact, he still refuses to think about the consequences. There's no point in doing so when you managed to pull him away before he could do any damage to anyone, or to his own reputation as an idol.
"Like they'd even care," Abby huffs, trying to blow a strand of hair out of his eyes. "Just catching a glimpse of us outside is enough to make everyone turn a blind eye, it's almost too easy to work the crowd. One flex of these guns and any broken noses will be totally forgotten."
He makes an attempt to flex said guns, but he finds you looming over him from behind the couch, your grasp on his wrists as steady as death. There is a wild look in your expression, one he can't quite understand, but he finds it impossible to tear his eyes away from you. Getting to play the part of guard dog for you comes as easy as breathing, Abby can't get enough of the little tells that give you away, letting him know that you enjoy his antics--but it never crossed his mind that the tables could be reversed like this.
"Fine, let me put it this way! What if you got in trouble or worse, what if you got hurt? Ever thought of that one? Just because you're an all mighty demon doesn't mean you're--"
"You're hot when you're mad." He blurts out.
"I--What?"
A chance to rectify his mistake is presented to him, and he immediately pivots away from it when you blink your pretty eyes at him in confusion. "I said that you're hot when you're--"
"I heard you the first time, Abby. It's just--were you listening to what I was saying?" Okay, this is his chance to steer the conversation back on track. It's very easy, he just has to--
"If I say no, will you scold me some more?"
"Oh my God. Abby. Nevermind."
MYSTERY
Arguing with you is a rare occurrence.
But so is speaking to you, or engaging in any sort of conversation at all with anyone. This is one of the many perks that came with his role as the cool, mysterious and aloof member of the Saja Boys; anything he didn't feel like addressing could be easily swept under the rug and left ignored for centuries. This had been Mystery's modus operandi for years, and he wasn't planning on changing it any time soon.
You, on the other hand, were the opposite, filling the silence he often sought so desperately, until your voice became background noise in his life, a constant, confusing and somewhat comforting presence that simply followed him around.
Mystery still remembers the first time he deigned himself to reply, something off-handed that didn't matter at all, and yet you clung to his every word and went the extra mile to include him in your one-sided talks. It took a long time for the demon to get used to this, and an even longer time to acknowledge the fact that he enjoys the sound of your laughter, way better than the miserable voices crawling in the back of his mind.
Which is why the claustrophobic and oppressive silence lingering in the room irks him to no end. You're supposed to be talking, not playing hard to get or ignoring him over a stupid argument; the way you brush past him, barely acknowledging his existence as you go about your day is getting under his skin in ways he never knew were possible.
And then, for a fleeting second, you meet his gaze--this moment lasts for an eternity in his eyes, and he opens his mouth to speak, to seize the opportunity and break the ice, but before he can get a single word out, you turn around and begin to scroll through your phone. That's the last straw.
Mystery stands up and forces himself into your peripheral, hands firmly planted on the wall, trapping you in.
For the first time in forever, he wants to scream, to bark, to growl and give you a piece of his mind. But when he sees the way you awkwardly avoid his gaze, fiddling with your hands and standing at your tiptoes, Mystery relents and his frustration is replaced with something else; endearment. You're still wearing his merch, one of the very first shirts the Saja Boys released long ago with his name written on it, you're still attempting to hide from him despite knowing there's nowhere in the world you could go without him finding you.
Slowly, Mystery raises a hand towards you, enjoying your half-hearted attempt at shaking him off, pretending to bite the air near him.
And then he pinches your nose. "Cute."
After that, he leaves. You'll come around when you feel like it.
BABY
"You went too far this time, there was no need to get so personal back there."
"That's the entire point of dissing someone, duh. So, was it good? Did you like it?" Baby kicks his feet, hands cupping his cheeks to make himself look as innocent as possible. "I didn't know I could rhyme that many words with 'cunt' but it was soooo fun! Right, right?"
"Baby!"
Tsk. Guess it's the hard way today. That cute expression quickly turns into a scowl and he makes a bee-line for the fridge, if only to find something to drink and distract himself with.
He blows bubbles into the silly straw, sulking in the kitchen. "What? They got what they deserved. What kind of idiot would challenge me to a rap battle if they can't take the heat? Hellooooo, it's Baby Saja we're talking about."
"But it was a friendly thing, you turned it into a massacre for no reason."
"Heh," he knows he shouldn't, but he snickers to himself anyway. "Guess I did, huh? What, do you wanna have a go in their place?"
This is how Baby likes to play, to earn a reaction and entertain himself if only for a little--but you always know better than to play into his shenanigans. And you also know how to get a message through his thick skull, something that continues to astonish him to this day.
Baby continues to sip away on his drink as you busy yourself, fully believing himself to be the victor of this round. But dread starts to make its presence known deep in his chest as he sees you slowly gathering your things--this isn't how things usually go, you always stay the night at his place to keep him company, watching horrible romcoms, eating snacks and falling asleep at 5 a.m.
So why were you leaving?
"Hey, hey. Woaaah! Are you really going to ditch me because I got a little mean to some rando? That's so unfair." The look you give him is enough for his act to crumble, and Baby groans dramatically before hurrying to your side, tugging onto the hem of your sleeves. "Stay here! Pleeeeeeaase? I'll behave next time!"
It doesn't work; you pinch his cheeks and pull, stretching them like mochi. Your voice is stern, even after you let go. "You're old enough to know that what you have to say is 'sorry,' Baby. But if you want to beg for forgiveness, you'll have to try a little harder than that."
Shit. So much for being unfair, the tone of your voice and that look in your eye are more than enough to get all the thoughts in his mind twisted up--Baby hates when you don't indulge him, but even he has to admit that he loves that stubborn streak in you.
"What? Cat got your tongue? I know you well enough by now, there's no way you have nothing to say."
You never waver, meeting his eyes with the same intensity, running a hand through your hair. Baby's mouth turns into a fine line, followed by a pout. If he says anything right now, he'll most likely end up digging his own grave. You look SUPER hot right now, is that good enough to make up and get you to stay? Something like that would most likely earn him the silent treatment for a week.
"Sssssssorry ..."
"See, that wasn't so hard, was it--"
"...for being soooo damn good at my job. Like it's my fault?"
"I'll see you tomorrow Baby."
"Aw, c'mon!"
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yan-randomfandom · 2 days ago
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Heyyy! I was wondering if you could do yandere saja boys x reader where the reader hangs out with a guy and they get very jealous
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Yandere!Saja Boys x GN!Reader
a/n; the day im satisfied with writing a yan!saja boys and/or yan!huntrix one shot is the day i'll retire because this is still lacking 💔
warnings; uncomfortable, stalking, possessive behavior, more spotlight on Abby! no Jinu here, sry!
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That's weird.
You're not anywhere in your house. You haven't responded to their messages yet.
"Think they finally had enough of us?" Baby mutters, looking through your snack drawer—nothing of interest—before closing it harsher than intended. The loud bang echoes in the empty kitchen.
Abby narrows his eyes as he looks through the window. The sun is going to set soon. "That can't be right. Maybe they went to buy something."
"Without telling us?" Mystery growls, his fingers fidgeting together. Well, it's not like you need to tell them every action you'll do. He's not even sure himself why he's so irritated.
After all, they were already planning to take your soul after the whole thing is over. But now that he's thinking of it again, the idea doesn't feel so good anymore...
The front door suddenly squeals open. All of them turn, expecting you, but instead meet Romance's face.
"Don't look so disappointed," Romance scoffs with an eyebrow raise. "I found the human. Come on."
— 🫧
First, they felt relief, then anger, then sadness, then nothing.
They found you alone, as Romance said you were, but then you started laughing. Your gentle laughter stopped them from getting any closer. A smile curls on your lips as your eyes consistently follow something.
"What?" Romance mutters, confusion scrunching his face. They can't see well from this angle—but they can't move either without being seen.
"I told you it's slippery," you snicker, walking over and extending your hand. Ah. So you weren't alone. "Come on. I'll help you up, I guess."
"Thanks," a voice replies, matching your energy, causing all of the boys to glance at each other. They watch as a hand takes yours. "I guess."
The person gets up—a man. Not a demon, but a human. Standing too close to you and still holding your hand. Or maybe it was just a normal distance, and time felt like forever watching you touch that thing—but, oh, Gwi-Ma. They feel like boiling their human forms.
You finally let go of him, using your hand to fish your phone out of your pocket. A frown snakes across your lips after a while. "Oh, no."
"Oh no?" your friend asks, tilting his head. "Is something wrong?"
You begin chewing your bottom lip, looking around. "No, uh, not really. But I have to go now. Nice catching up with you, man!"
"Aw, really?" he says, glancing at his phone. "Oh. It is pretty late. Isn't your apartment like right over there? I can—"
"There you are!"
You and your friend turn your heads, both of your eyes widening for entirely different reasons.
Abby approaches you with a charming smile, settling an arm over your shoulders. He hums as he takes a good, innocent look at your companion. "Who's this?"
"Saja— Abs—Abby? From Saja Boys?! Uh, I mean— Hi! So nice to meet you!" An unexpected blush blooms over your friend's face. He glances at you with nervousness and fascination before bowing his head.
Your friend shows off a crooked grin. He's a big fan already; he told you moments ago how he had Soda Pop on loop. You huff and remove Abby's arm from your shoulder, barely able to hold your flinch at the way he looked offended.
You gaze at Abby in anticipation.
Abby immediately gets the hint and masks himself. "Oh, a fan! Thank you for your support!"
They took a picture, Abby did his autograph, all the while giving him fanservice with his abs. Your friend giggles cheerfully as they shake their hands goodbye. You didn't miss the way Abby wiped his hand on his shirt when your friend wasn't looking.
"Take care!" you call to him, waving a hand before turning to a blank-faced Abby.
He stares at you humorlessly.
You blink, avoiding his eyes. "Uh, hey. Sorry about... not replying. I ran out of—"
Abby chuckles, smiles like he wasn't just judging your entire being, and shakes his head. He returns to draping his arm around your shoulder protectively. "No need to explain. We're glad you're safe. Let's go home."
Your brows furrow as Abby guides your walk. We're? We?
It's an obvious thing that once a member is involved, all of them are. Just... where are the others? Abby is the only one here.
You stray your eyes, landing on a window.
In the dim reflection, three pairs of glowing, golden eyes point at you in the distance. Ah. There they are. Watching, waiting.
Ugh. You look away. Jinu's never this level of creepy. He's not present again, as always.
You don't notice Abby nodding his head curtly next to you.
— need .. need to include more horrors..... ngl I'm stuck between funny or horrific yan!saja boys ,,
— also if you're wondering why Jinu isn't here, I just prefer not to include him in general! yeah my bad, in my other fics he's just kinda hanging around
— why's it so hard for me to write yandere (says the yandere blog)
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that-one-girl2020 · 3 days ago
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Saja Boys x Rumi’s Sister! Reader
A/N: K-Pop Demon Hunters has me in a chokehold and I have so many ideas floating around in my head but I’m really bad at actually writing and executing them. But I had to write something to help with this fixation. Also, I don’t know how the Honmoon works. Like, can anyone alter or control it after some training? Do you need to be born with a certain predisposition? So, I kinda just made some stuff up.
Edit: Now has Part 2! Part 3!
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“Okay, you guys are just going down there, right? I’m gonna go pick up some groceries,” You tell the three girls in disguise.
“Thanks, (Y/n)!”
“Thanks.”
“Thanks, (Y/n).”
Sighing, you wave over your shoulder as you separate from the girls. You managed their wardrobe and visuals, you were able to take the vague ideas in their heads and their music and bring them together in stunning visuals while maintaining their individual styles and own input.
But, you were also Rumi’s twin sister. You grew up alongside her under the guidance of your Aunt Celine. You trained with her, learning to fight, dance, and sing with her. However… You were never able to tap into the Honmoon like her or Mira or Zoey.
Which meant you couldn’t debut with your sister or help her with the Honmoon. All you could do was support her and the other girls how your Aunt Celine taught you: Cover up, keep your patterns hidden, cook for them, clean for them, make sure they always look beautiful, no fractures or faults in their image. And no faults of your own must ever be visible either.
You love your sister, there was never any doubt about that. And you love Mira and Zoey too, they were practically your sisters too. But you couldn’t help but feel… invisible and jealous sometimes. You wanted to perform too. Just once.
“Excuse me, miss?”
You were shaken from your thoughts by a smooth, male voice and a colorful flier being held out to you. Looking further up, your eyes widened and your face warmed at the sight of such a handsome guy right in front of you. You were no stranger to beauty working in the idol industry, but wow. Soft, black hair, warm brown eyes, clear skin and a soft smile. Your heart couldn’t help but skip.
“Uhm, I’m sorry,” You shook your head, trying to focus on listening to what the boy said. You couldn’t help but swallow thickly, your face still hot, “Can I help you?”
He smiled kindly, “My friends and I are having our debut performance this afternoon just a street over. We’d love for you to come watch and support us.”
Flustered by his charm and his beauty, you took the flier from him. “The Saja Boys…” You read. Looking around, you tried to spot the rest of his group.
You were startled when an arm suddenly landed on your shoulders. Actually, make that two arms.
Looking up, two more gorgeously unreal guys were on each side of you, an arm around each of your shoulders. One was a buff beauty with shorter magenta hair in a yellow beanie, his shirt hanging on for dear life. The other had longer pink hair that framed his face in a heart shape.
“That’s right,” the long haired guy smiled on your left.
“We’re the Saja Boys,” the buff guy on your right smirked. The two boys spun to slide into place on each side of the black haired guy, the three posing. “I’m Abby,” the muscle man posed, flexing which caused his shirt to strain.
“I’m Romance~” He blew a kiss at you.
“And I’m Jinu,” the black haired guy winked, smiling which made your heart pound all that harder to be the center of attention of three gorgeous guys. “We also have Baby and Mystery who are passing out fliers somewhere as well.”
“Right here, boss.” Oh great, more hot guys to make your heart explode.
A mint haired guy looked at her out of the corner of his eye as he walked past, joining the other three with a cool air. Another guy with long, pastel hair that covered most of his face walked past as well. Did he just smell you…? Was he purring…?
Oh boy. These boys were gonna give you a heart attack at this rate. Your heart was racing and you felt so flustered and awkward having their attention. “Uhm, wow, sorry, I’ll try to be there to support your debut! If you’ll excuse me,” You gave a small bow. Escape. Too many hot guys.
“You promise, sweetheart?~”
Your face flushed darker and you hurried away faster, “Y-Yup! See you there! Good luck!” You had groceries to get.
After getting enough groceries for you and the Huntr/x girls, you checked the time and noted that you had time to see that debut performance. The girls hadn’t texted that they headed back yet so they must still be at the doctors. Carrying the bags, you walked over to the other street, which was only a little more crowded than usual.
It seemed like you were just in time as a cloud of pink smoke grew in the middle of the street. You got closer as music started to fill the street and from the smoke, the five boys appeared.
“Don't want you, need you~ Yeah, I need you to fill me up~ 마시고 마셔 봐도~ 성에 차지 않아~ Got a feeling that, oh, yeah (Yeah)~ You could be everything that~ That I need (Need), taste so sweet (Sweet)~ Every sip makes me want more, yeah~” The black haired guy, Jinu, seemed to take the main vocals. The song was so bouncy and catchy that you couldn’t help but bounce your shoulders as the crowd grew around you. You got pushed to the front of the crowd and blushed as Jinu winked at you. You blushed, holding your groceries tighter.
“You're all I can think of~ Every drop I drink up~ You're my soda pop~ My little soda pop~ Cool me down, you're so hot~ Pour me up, I won't stop~ You're my soda pop~ My little soda pop~”
Okay, Huntr/x would always have your whole heartfelt support as your favorite group, but the Saja Boys were also really good… Like, if you weren’t Rumi’s sister, you might’ve jumped ship…
You were just a girl after all…
You blinked when some of the boys started blowing kisses into the crowd, launching hearts out of thin air. If they were just debuting, how’d they afford such great special effects…? These boys must’ve worked hard.
At least you thought so until you saw a flash of demon patterns and eyes on some of the boys.
You gasped. Were they… like you and Rumi? Part demons? Wait, no, they can control their demon features, you and Rumi can’t. No matter how much you tried to hide the growing patterns inching across your skin, it never worked. All you could do was cover up with long sleeves and pants.
They were just performing though. The girls would probably kill them as soon as they could once they caught wind of this demon idol group, because demons were all evil, emotionless creatures… But, if they were just demon guys performing because they wanted to perform, if they were nice demons, then wouldn’t that help prove that it was okay for you to live too…?
They helped the girl at the corn dog stand and gave those stressed kids some gifts, and they didn’t try to suck a soul once.
Your heart pounded, not just with how attractive the five were, but with hope.
The performance ended as the boys took their final poses before taking a moment to wave and send kisses into the crowd. As you scanned the group of boys, Romance sent you a flying kiss, Abby flashed you some finger hearts, Jinu’s smile widened at you, Baby raised an eyebrow at you, and Mystery gave a head nod.
What were you supposed to do now…?
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valentinedrifter · 2 days ago
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Days with Yuri: Packages
male reader x Jo Yuri
~12k words
A/N: A friend said "yuri fic when" so, here you go I guess? Also a lot of yapping involved, so apologies for that.
Enjoy.
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You should’ve expected this to happen.
Jjoyul: Sharing Live Location. HELP NOW ASAP PLS
You blink. You squint.
What the fuck?
You read it again.
What the fuck, that’s not her address.
You: whats going on
Jjoyul: I NEED HELP I SWEAR ILL O U 1
You: with what where are you even are you safe
You sit up from your bed, rubbing a hand on your face in annoyance. Out of all the days, it had to be the day you slept in late for her to fuck about and make you find out instead.
Jjoyul: SAFEST PLACE IN D WORLD RN WILL XPLAIN LATR CAN U PLS COME T_T
You were halfway into typing the word “no” and go back to cuddling your comforter and enjoying some more well deserved sleep until your phone buzzed two more times.
Jjoyul: Image attached. PLSSSSSSS
You groan. Half tempted to throw your phone on the nightstand and forget all about the messages. Half tempted to open the image and hope that you can have an idea on what’s actually going on.
You let the angel on your shoulder win this round and open your phone.
Yuri’s face takes up your screen, sitting down on a couch with an all-familiar pout on her lips, finger pressing her chin, wide innocent eyes, and an adorable little head tilt. You’re pretty sure you’ve seen this type of picture so many times that you feel like she’s recycling old pictures.
You wonder how this brat can be this cute yet so annoying at times because you’re falling for her endearingly irritating tactic of cuteness to get you to help her with whatever it is she needs help with. You were about to press the location text she sent to see where she actually is when she sent one last message.
Jjoyul: ILL EVEN COOK U LUNCH AND DINNER NEXT TIME
Now while free food is nice, Yuri’s cooking is something else. Not that you’d ever tell her that because, well, her ego would skyrocket, but she could cook an egg and you’d think a sous chef made it.
The way to a man’s heart is through his stomach and all that. Your sleep-deprived brain isn’t helping much in that regard to stop it. Besides, it’s free food on call.
What’s the worst that could happen?
You: fine, be there in 30
Jjoyul: U DA BESTTTTTTT IM AT 221 BTW TELL THE LADY THAT UR HERE 4 ME TYTYTY <3
And so began your quick shower, a salmon riceball for brunch, and you’re walking out the door heading to her location. Said place is an apartment complex that looks similar to yours—tall, muted colors, minimalistic design—and you start to wonder what she’s doing in a place so far away from where she lives.
She was surprisingly close to your place too—a good ten minute walk to wake the legs up—and you’re stepping into the lobby to be greeted by the receptionist.
You tell her that you’re here for a “Jo Yuri” and all she does is raise an eyebrow.
“No packages?” Her head tilts in confusion.
“...No?” You respond. “Am I supposed to have one?”
“Oh, no, no!” The lady chuckles. “She’s been getting a lot lately, I thought you would be dropping off some more.”
She points you to where you can get to 221, and after thanking her, your mind stops to think:
What the fuck is she doing here?
You take the stairs, faster that way since she’s just a floor up, and you’re standing in front of apartment 221.
You take a deep breath, curl your fingers, prep yourself to call the cops if you need to, and knock.
Tap-tap-tap.
Silence greets you. You wait. Then try again.
Tap-tap-tap.
Still, no answer. You air out a ‘huh’ and decide to just–
Tap-tap-tap-tap-tap-tap-tap-
“Just a second!” Yuri’s muffled voice comes out of the door, and you hear her padded footsteps rushing.
The lock clicks, the handle turns, and you’re greeted to the sight of a disheveled looking Yuri grinning up to you.
“Hey–” She huffs, grabbing your arm and tugging you inside. Her hand is warm against yours, but it was gone as quickly as it came. “You got here pretty fast.”
“It’s a few blocks away from mine.” You turn around to see her already closing the door before leaning back to it, arms behind her back to face you, giving you a chance to properly look at her.
Hair framing that lovable face, smile that radiates trouble, crescents that screams innocent excitement all wrapped in a baggy shirt hanging off one shoulder and some shorts that hides her figure.
Not that you’d know anything about it, you just…saw it a couple of times. Like when you two attended Minju’s wedding as friends. 
Totally not as each other’s wedding date.
You definitely didn’t give her that wide-eyed stare when you picked her up. Or notice how beautiful she looked in the white dress which showed off a bit too much cleavage that definitely didn’t do things to both your heads. Or stand a little too close when one of the groomsmen complimented her on her looks.
And you really didn’t hold her hips when she dragged you to the dance floor because her favorite slow dance started playing. Didn’t like how your hands felt perfect on her. Didn’t feel your heart skip a beat when she gave you that smile when it ended.
You swear it wasn’t awkward the next few weeks after.
Nope. You’re absolutely sure that you and her were totally okay for that period of time.
You focus back on Yuri, who’s gotten close enough to lean into your personal space, face almost touching your chest, shirt swinging low enough for you to see a hint of her generous chest. You can even smell the jasmine radiating off her.
She’s too close.
You blink. She chuckles. 
You take a step back. She straightens.
Speaking of personal spaces–“Where are we, exactly?”
“This, exactly, is–” She stretches it out, making drum roll gestures, dancing around you. “–drumroll please–”
She stops, expecting eyes and a beaming set of lips looking up to you.
She wags her eyebrows. You sigh.
“Seriously?” You ask. Her smile widens.
You roll your eyes. She grins.
You make drum roll sounds. She makes drum roll hands as she continues to step backward into the middle of the living room before stretching her arms wide and giving a tiny hop.
“Jo Yuri’s brand new, very own home!” She declares, posing like a little kid who won the lottery. “Ta–da!”
The place was semi-furnished, all the heavier things already out and ready to be used like the couch on one end and the flat screen mounted on the wall. But what’s really getting to you are the amount of boxes in the room.
All the colors you can think of, all the different sizes, labeled, unlabeled, packed, unpacked; They were everywhere, from the floor to the kitchen counter. You don’t even want to know what was inside. God forbid she hands you one of them and it just so happens to be her underwear.
She wouldn’t do that anyway. You trust her enough to know what’s inside all the boxes.
It’s still a mess overall though, and as you’re taking it in, you realize:
You’re here to help her unpack all her shit.
“Pretty nice ain’t it?” Everything about her screams pride of what she’s accomplished—she should  be—like the hands on her hips and the way she says it.
“Don’t know about pretty, but it is nice.” You look behind her, eyeing the amount of boxes that were basically mocking you at this point. “How much shit do you even have? And when did you move in here?”
“This is like, eighty percent of it, give or take.” Jesus Christ. “I tried doing it on my own but there’s too many and I didn’t wanna bother the movers because they already helped with all the big appliances and I thought–”
Yuri’s making that thinking pose then a lightbulb gesture like she’s in a sitcom. “–Why do it alone when I can do it with my favorite person in the whole wide world!”
“I thought that was Yena?” You deadpan. 
She opens her mouth to answer, then closes it. Her eyes look to the side. Her lips make a thinking face. She looks too damn adorable. 
She opens her mouth to answer. “My second! Favorite person in the whole wide world!”
“That’s not how that works, Yuri.” Your head shakes. “Not at all.”
“It is to me.” She giggles, picking up one of the smaller boxes. “Besides, this is a lot more fun than getting this done all alone.”
“Don’t I have a say in this?” She pushes said box to your chest. “This is gonna take us all day.”
“You said yes the moment you agreed to my cooking.” She patters back to the couch, sitting on the small empty space it still has. “No take backs.”
Well, she’s got you there. Her cooking’s worth a day of unpacking all her stuff anywho.
“Can I renegotiate to have that lunch and dinner for two days?” You ask, cross legging down on the floor, opening up the box that contained kitchen utensils.
Fitting, considering the conversation.
“If we manage to get this done before–” She pauses, a box in her lap as she picks up a boxcutter. “Before dinner, I’ll make you food for the next week.”
“Say no more.” You let out a chuckle, the prospect of having Yuri cook for you till the next week already makes you salivate as you stand up to head into the kitchen. 
As soon as you see the counter, you freeze.
The kitchen’s chock full of boxes.
Fuck.
They seemed never ending, but you two managed to settle into a rhythm. You handled everything that was for the kitchen and the living room, she took care of the bathroom and the bedroom.
She didn’t bother with the labels anymore, just ripped the box open and handed it to you if it was different things for her shelves. You open them with care and precision so as not to make an even bigger mess of the already boxed up fuckery mess that is her apartment.
You can hear her in the bedroom, the rustling of the boxes coming out of the doorway when you came back from putting some of the cartons away and into the front door, so you take the chance to pick out something easy to unpack since you’ve been given all the big ones—definitely didn’t feel like you were setup.
So you pick up one of the smallest boxes you could see, sit down on the couch and lay it down on your lap.
The box itself was small, jet-black and discreet, not unlike all the other bright and colorful ones that preceded it. It was tightly wrapped as well, red tape all over the carton in a criss-crossy pattern. 
Nothing the cutter couldn’t handle.
You open it up, thinking that it was another-some-set of something that you feel like you can convince her to sell off because she seriously has too much stuff for one girl so you part the flaps and—
Dick.
Surprisingly detailed, with all the veins and contours and curls shaping it, the smooth head at the top staring back at you. Although the color ruined any form of realism, somewhere between vermillion or coquelicot or sienna—fucking red—that was practically screaming out what it is.
You blink. Two, three, four times.
You close the flaps. Your eyes follow, nose inhaling deep, mouth exhaling slowly,  mind counting to ten.
And then you open it again.
Dicks.
Multiple, plural, a lot. Some were small, others looked like a lightstick—that’s a vibrator—and there was even something metallic tucked in the bottom, underneath all the bubble wrap. 
You squint, hands frozen on the black carton, not trusting them to touch anything inside and holy shit is that a pair of handcuffs?
You don’t even want to know why she has so many because your mind is already being sidetracked to what she’s doing with them. How often she uses them, which one was her favorite— 
“Hey, how’s it going with the rest?” Yuri calls out, casually walking back into the living room.
You’re stuck, heat creeping up your ears, brain short circuiting, doing its damnedest to hot wire it back into thinking, acting, anything as you’re left frozen in time staring into the deep abyss of the box.
“What’s up with you?” Her chin rests on your shoulder, a grin on her features, chest pushing against your back and the smell of citrus invading your nostrils. 
It wasn’t until she saw what was in the box that made her lose all emotion, utter the Lord’s name in vain and straight up dive bomb into your arms.
“Gimme that!” She screams, her chest flattening against you sending even more thoughts into your head, her hands already snatching the hellish thing from your grasp, one hand closing the flaps and the other wrapping around the carton.
“You weren’t supposed to see that yet.” She mutters, holding it close to her chest, protecting it from you, or vice versa. It didn’t really matter to you. 
What matters was whatever the hell ‘yet’ meant.
“Well, I mean, I can-uh-fuck-” You’re stumbling, sputtering. Because what the fuck do you even say when you find a box full of sextoys that weren’t yours? “I can forget this ever happened?”
“Can you?” She asks, glares really. Raised eyebrow, doubtful eyes, the complete package of disbelief written on her. “Can you really?”
No, you really couldn’t. But you don’t even get the chance to tell her before she stands up.
“Just–don’t bring it up.” She sighs, walking away from you and back into her bedroom.
And it wasn’t. Nobody brought it up for a while, the both of you focusing on unpacking, folding, cleaning. It was all you two did, not even bothering to make conversation. Not without bringing up the box again.
Until she started to do something extremely simple.
Be a mess. 
And she’s dragging you into becoming one when she keeps brushing past you even if she didn’t have to. You could be sitting down on the couch and she’d walk past you to get the box that was right next to you instead of the ones that were stacked up right next to her bedroom door.
It wasn’t like there was a lack of them, if anything there were too many. And she kept doing it anyway.
Yuri didn’t even do anything that you’d consider odd or anything and she’s already distracting you. Every pass, brush of your hands, glances that were a bit too long. 
You were trying to pretend that you didn’t notice anything and gaslit yourself into thinking it wasn’t intentional. To leave her to do whatever she wants because it is her house but this, this was like scratching an itch.
If an itch were to ask her why she had so many dildos, that is.
You were rinsing up a few of her mugs when she plops down the couch, halfway empty of the cartons that were seated a few hours ago.
It was a mistake glancing because–
“Why do I keep so much stuff.” She moans out, the first words uttered after the box. Her arms stretched upward, her shirt riding up just a bit to show that bellybutton of hers. 
You tell yourself you weren’t staring. She’s just casually seducing you with an arm stretch and the temptation to ask her about the damn box grows higher.
“That sounds like a you problem than anything else.” You snap back down, focusing back on the cups. “Why’d you even bother moving out? I thought you shared the old place with Nako.”
“I did, I just…” Yuri goes silent for a moment, before she crosses her legs and gives you these adorable little puppy eyes that make you wanna squish her cheeks. “Promise you won’t tell her? Or anyone else?”
“You don’t need to tell me if it’s too personal, Yuls.” You shake the glass you’re holding. “We can always leave it at that.”
“It’s not really for me, it’s more for her than anything else.” She shakes her head, grabbing a nearby plushie of a bear she left on the couch because she needs one for ‘couch cuddles’. You remember getting that one for her birthday along with a new set of guitar strings.
And she wonders why she keeps so much extra shit like her toys—
“Just please promise me you won’t tell anyone?” She hugs said bear, keeping it close to her chest. “Pretty please?”
“Alright, alright, I promise.” You place the mug down on the dishwasher.
“Swear it.”
“I just said I promised.” You give her a look, as if she’s seriously asking you to double down on an agreement made just seconds ago.
“I need your utmost trust on this.” Yuri glares. It wasn’t scary at all, not with the bear looking at you with a permanent smile on its face. You wonder what that bear’s seen. Or felt.
“Wha-Fine.” You sigh, leaning back onto the counter. “I swear on my need for an eight-hour-sleep that I won’t tell anybody about what you will say.”
She narrows her eyes. “That’s not enough.”
“You know how much I need my eight hours.” 
“Everyone needs eight hours, idiot.” She shakes her head, an arm gesturing upwards. She wasn’t exactly wrong. You just thought you needed it more than everyone else because you have the tendency to stay up a lot.
“On my rank in League.” You state. “Happy now?”
That seemed to do the trick when Yuri hums for a moment to think, then nods. She knows how much you play that game to a near unhealthy degree back then before you were convinced—forcefully, you may add—to take a step back from it. Looking back, you’re a bit thankful that happened.
Lord knows what you would be doing if you kept that up.
But it doesn’t mean you stopped though. Maybe a long break or two, but you always come back to playing it like a drug. You were simply volun-told how to take the proper dosages.
“Now, what’s the big deal about you moving out?” You move to sit on the couch, facing Yuri who’s now hiding her face behind the bear.
“Uhm,” She stalls. Eyes darting from you to the bear she’s holding, gripping it tighter. “So you know how Nako’s been seeing Hitomi for a while now?”
“Uh-huh.”
“They may or may not be doing things when theythinkI'msleepingnextdoor.” She rushes, cheeks reddening at the words that came out as she hides further into her bear.
Silence precipitates the room, giving you the chance to soak in whatever Yuri just said.
“Hold on.” You start, lips unconsciously curving upwards. “You moved out because you couldn’t stand them fucking?”
“It’s more than that!” She shouts, slapping you with the bear in such a weak manner it makes you laugh.
“They’ve been wanting to move in together so I thought I’d move out instead.” She explains, grabbing a small yellow box on the table. “They wouldn’t have to worry about looking for another place if I did.”
“Pretty selfless of you.” You comment, leaning back and watching her rip the carton apart. “What made you wanna do that?”
She bites her lip, hesitating, hands stopping from unfurling the bubble wrap covering something.
“Too much?” You ask again, knowing that this wasn’t about her roommate anymore.
“No, I’ve just…” She replies, before she turns to look at you. “I’ve been wanting to move out for a while now, you know? Nako’s been my roomie ever since uni, and before that I shared my room with my sister.”
“Ah. You have that dilemma.” You remember the decision to do it yourself. Your parents were fifty-fifty on it till you had to convince them it was better than hour long commutes to and from work. 
“Yeah.” She nods, going back to focus on the wrap. “You must’ve went through that when you moved out.”
“I mean, sure.” Solo living had its perks. Made you appreciate doing chores yourself, you didn’t have to worry about anyone else’s dishes being left in the sink. You could walk around doing whatever with complete privacy, and no one would bat an eye for it.
“It gets lonely at times but you learn to do things for yourself every once in a while.” You add, leaning back to enjoy the soft cushion, watching her open up a box of books.
“And that’s why you got me, dummy.” She teases, picking up one of the books and giving it a once over. You can see a very familiar tie as the book cover and decide to keep that away for safekeeping.
Because a box full of sextoys isn’t enough for her, you guess.
“You do live pretty close by now.” You nod, standing up to pick up another blue container. “We can meet up more if you want.”
“You just like free food.” She bites, stacking up a few books of varying sizes. 
“And you like my company.” You bite back, cutting the tape with the boxcutter, the ripping sound following each stroke. You won’t lie and say that you didn’t like the idea of seeing Yuri more often. Maybe even get a peak of what she’d be doing with one of those toys—
You immediately stop that line of thought and glance back at her after and notice one of the stacks she made was close to toppling. “Might want to put the biggest one on the bottom.”
“Shut up.” She looks down, biting her lip to stop the smiling forming on her face as she starts to fix up her makeshift jenga structure. “Anyway, it took me a while to find this apartment, and the movers were a pain in the ass to talk to.”
“What, they didn’t like that you had so much shit for a single person?” You grin, placing the cutter down. “You can always sell these things online.”
“What am I even gonna sell?” She mutters, arms up in the air as she stops re-arranging her novels on the table. She pauses, stares at the books, then looks up to you staring right back at her.
“Don’t say it.” She warns, shaking her head, eyes widening a tiny bit. “I swear to god, don’t you fucking say it.”
All you do is give her a smirk, extremely tempted to say exactly what you were both thinking. Her hands were already moving to hold onto a small novel, and while it may seem idiotic to tempt physical danger, it also sounds very fun to piss her off.
“The bo–” A thump resonates. A pained shout erupts. A groan follows.
“I told you not to say it.” She repeats, hands on her hips. 
“Worth it though.” You grumble, hand rubbing your chest where the book hit you. “You’ll get money on the side anyway, what’s the big deal?”
“Getting to know what to sell is a big deal, duh.”
“You’re unpacking. This is like, the best time to.” You place her novel book on top of one of her stacks.
She slouches, looking like she’s considering the idea when she starts glancing around her towers of books and the rest of the taped up boxes. “Promise you’ll help?”
“If you tell me why you have a box full of sextoys, sure.” You smile, sitting down next to her. Externally, you looked cool as a cucumber. Internally, you were dying.
Why the fuck did that come out of your mouth, you wonder. You should’ve just agreed and be done with it but now the awkward silence was eating you alive.
“...Oh my god.” She groans, leaning back onto the couch. “I thought we already went past that!”
“Did we?” You shrug, taking another glance at her stack of books, pretending that you were completely okay with what you just blurted out. “I never agreed to that.”
“I hate you.” She smacks you with her plushie. “I seriously do.”
You laugh, flailing your arms to protect yourself from a bear. “No–you–don’t–”
She hits you a couple more times before she eventually stops—from exhaustion or from being lazy, you don’t know—and glares. Eyes narrowing, lips flattening, mind deliberating. All the while the bear is just staring at you.
The bear’s got a pretty cool hat you have to admit—
“Fine.” She states, lips slowly transforming into a grin. “If we still finish before dinner.”
“Yeah, I still get food though right–wait.” You stop, jaw dropping slowly. “Seriously?”
“Yes, seriously.” She answers, crossing her arms around the bear. “I’ll even give you a live demo if you want.”
“I think I’m good with the story, thanks.” You chuckle bashfully, hands raising in surrender. Not that watching her fuck a dildo wasn’t hot as fuck, it’s simply very bad for your mental and physical health to be given a clear view to that show.
“You sure?” She draws the words out, smirking and teasing. She leans in, her hair falling, getting closer and closer till you can feel her breath on your face. “You don’t wanna see me suck on a strap like it’s your di–”
“Yes I’m fucking sure!” You answer—scream, really—as you stand up, away from any more of her teasing because your hands are starting to get that itch instead of your mouth. You scratch that itch by going back to the mundane job of grabbing boxes.
You don’t notice the grin on Yuri’s face become absolutely feral.
The next few hours were spent unpacking everything else that was still trapped in their boxes, and anything that she thought she could sell she’d leave in the living room. A bunch of books, extra cables, some plushies she has.
You’re sitting down on one of her chairs for a short break when you let your eyes wander the room. Aside from the large cartons that you both decided to leave for later, the place was halfway there to becoming a home.
It inevitably lands back towards her—it always does—where she’s pulling her shirt up to wipe the sweat off her brow. It also lets you have another peek at her waist, the same pair that you held with your own two hands on that wedding.
There’s always that lingering thought in your head on what her bare hips would feel like, caressing them, tracing every inch of skin with your fingers and wondering what her moans would sound like.
Your mind strays, imagining her face when you trail them upwards, moving closer and closer towards her chest, watching her features morph into something filthy. Begging for you to do more. Touch her, kiss her, tame her.
It’s a good thing they’re just thoughts and not actions cause you don’t know if you’d be able to stop yourself from doing all of that given the chance.
Her offer to give a live performance is enough to make your cock twitch. Add your thoughts into the mix and you’re becoming a horny teenager again.
You exhale through your nose, quietly, hiding it through a tilt of your cup and a sip of cold liquid.
“You never answered me earlier.” You let out, getting your mind out of the gutter for once. 
It’s been happening too many times today.
“About what?” She peeks over the rim of her glass.
“About when you moved here.” You reiterate, elbows on your knees, placing the cup down on her coffee table. “What’s up with that?”
“Technically I started yesterday.” She scoffs. “But I had this place for a few weeks now when–”
She goes on about how she found out about the apartment through Yena and went with her mother to get an initial view. She got a deal to own it after a few years with a down payment and had the movers prep all her items throughout the weeks and have it all delivered in one go.
“I remember one of the assholes tried peeking down my top when they were moving the couch.” She gripes. “Wasn’t even trying to be subtle about it cause he kept sticking close, the creep.”
“...Do I need to talk to the guy?” 
“Mom already handled it.” She answers, standing up to pick up a few leftover cartons, giving you a grin. “But I’ll keep the offer in mind in case I need to move again.”
“Open up one of the big ones while I put these away?” She says, already walking out to her front hall. You could’ve been seeing things but she might’ve been putting a bit more sway in her hips.
“Sure.” Your feet are already moving towards one of them. “Offers always up when you need it!”
And you’re back to the grind. Open, unpack, store.
Except she’s ramped everything up to eleven. 
Intentionally bending over in front of you to show off her ass in those short shorts—you’re totally overthinking it when you thought you saw a small indent in her shorts—or giving you another look underneath her top; Her bra’s this dark blue that’s almost black—it’s a bra for fuck’s sake.
The small touches become more apparent. Less boxes, more space, no reason to take the long way and keep walking in front of you for a touch of your forearm instead of anywhere else.
And the looks she’s giving. The winks she’d send your way when she catches you glancing. The bite of her lip when she’s trying to force her way inside a box. 
Now this isn’t just mere coincidence anymore.
It’s bothering you a lot; You feel like the air conditioner isn’t cold enough, you’ve been drinking a lot more water in between breaks alongside the snacks that Yuri’s kept feeding you with. 
If this wasn’t paranoia, you don’t know what it is.
Then again, you agreed to this the moment she convinced you to help.
You walk back from her bathroom after placing down some medical supplies in one of the cabinets—You really need to have her sell some of her things—where you find her laying down on the floor, now clear of all the rainbow colored cartons save for one last box. 
“Want some more water?” You ask, already heading to the kitchen, grabbing two glasses from her cupboard.
“Please.” She lazily throws an arm up towards you.
“Sit up.” You hold out her cup. “Or else I dunk you in it.”
You honestly could. Just shower her in water and soak that baggy shirt of hers, giving you an excuse to ogle her tits–
“Alright, alright.” She gets up to lean onto the sofa seats, grabbing the cup from your hands to take a sip. “Thanks.”
“It’s your house, I’m here to enjoy the free drink.” You sit down on a chair across from her.
“Always food with you.” She smiles underneath the cup. “Too bad you’re getting that story.”
“Speaking of which,” She continues, “Can you get the box from my bedroom? It should be by my desk.”
“Is it that box?” You put the cup down. “It’s that box isn’t it?”
“Are you actually scared of a box?” She giggles. “Yes, you dummy, it’s that box. Now go get it already. It’s important for the tea.”
“Do we really need it?” 
“Of course we need it dummy.”
“Just–making sure.” You cough, clearing your throat before doing as she asks, nervous anticipation consuming your thoughts.
You shake your head. You really need to stop with these things. 
She wouldn’t actually use them in front of you anyways.
So you distract yourself, focus on getting what you need, and get back to Yuri. It also gave you a chance to look around the place.
Her apartment started to look lived in, her shelves and cupboards full of items, the boxes all folded up and placed near her front door for recycling.
It looked a lot better than it was when you came in, that’s for sure.
You spot it immediately after coming inside her room. It was very her for the plushies to be used as a guitar stand alongside her many, many novels and right next to her keyboard standing near the desk.
Not even a day into living here and she’s already managed to make it into her own. Gotta give her props for that one.
Well, maybe not for some of her clothes still strewn about in her bed.
You can’t stare at it. You won’t. It’ll make you start thinking about what she’d look like in them. What she’d look like without them.
You booked it straight to the box—still black, still closed—your head staring at it, damn near putting holes in it as you walk out of the bedroom to avoid anything else except for the piece of carton in your hands.
Right into even more trouble.
The very first thing you noticed when you came back into her living room was her shorts on the floor.
The sounds registered after. The squelches, the moans, the gasps. All so low, so lewd, so incredibly fucking fucked hearing it all come from her.
You’re almost tempted to go back to her room and leave her be. Pretend you never saw anything, play the dummy that she always call you by.
But you look up, because what you’ve been imagining for so long is right in front of you and the devil in your shoulder is whispering all the dirty things that you’ve been wanting to do with Yuri. Do unto Yuri.
Everything.
And boy, was it a sight.
Yuri made herself comfortable on the couch, legs spread with a hand between her legs, blue-ish black panties that matched her bra pulled to the side with a small silvery object playing in her fingers rocking back and forth into her tight ass. Her other hand’s busy pinching a nipple, her shirt ridden up to her chest along with her bra.
She’s easing into the plug, teasing herself, the tip all wet and shiny from what you think is lube. You can see her tense up every time she pushes it in, mouth trying to bite a piece of her shirt to stifle her moans.
Didn’t really work, but the view.
Hips rocking with every thrust, the plug slowly disappearing into her, thighs shaking, muscles rippling. The hand on her tits hasn’t stopped pinching and squeezing. Everything about her looks so fuckable in all the ways you’ve thought extremely hard not to.
It almost made you drop the box, with the sound of saving it alerting Yuri to your presence.
“He-Hey.” She moans, pushing the entire thing deep, taking all of it into her ass before fixing up her panties. “You were taking too long.”
“I–” You start. Your mouth stays open for a good while, trying to think of something to say. You can’t.
Because you don’t exactly know what to say when someone’s fucking herself on a butt plug in front of you.
“You want-wanted to know about the toys right?” She says, letting the plug settle, hand pulling away from it to cup her tits. “C’mere and give me one.”
You follow, mouth still stuck in that perpetual curse of being unable to move as you sit down right next to her, box in hand. 
The box moves from one pair to another. Yours to hers, where the flaps open once more to show her very bright collection of dildos, vibrators, and handcuffs.
Yuri’s planning something devious, or ambitious. Could be one, could be both. She hums, eyes looking through her box, tongue slipping out of her mouth to lick at her lips. 
Definitely both.
“Pick a toy.” She asks you, face full of perverse mischief, hand roaming over her wares. “We can take turns choosing.”
You were completely still, stuck from earlier, mind processing; Embedding the image of Yuri playing with her ass into your head like a core memory of hers that you would never delete from your brain.
“Yuri–” You exhale, making her hum—purr, really, but who gives a shit at this point. “Are you seriously asking me to pick a fucking toy?”
“Duh. They’re all clean by the way, so touch all you want.” She answers, rolling her eyes, leaning back into the couch’s arm. Her shirt’s still ridden up, her breasts out in front of you, nipples hard from her earlier teasing. “Or do you want me to go first?”
She’s already reaching out to the black carton, decision made on what she’d be showing you—or using on herself—before you cut her off with yours.
“The dildo.” You say, one of your arms picking it up. It was the same one you first found when you opened it earlier. Red, large, and girthy, something that looked like it would fill her up all the way. “This one.”
You hand it over to her. It looked comically large in her hands, yet she’s all grins and giggles when she brings it closer to her mouth, tongue already lapping at the tip of it.
“Would you believe me when I say that this is the first one I bought?” She’s slobbering all over it, sucking on the first few inches of the toy, tongue flicking and licking to get it all wet and ready for her.
Her eyes are closing, moaning as she takes it deep, likely imagining that she’s throating a real cock. Yours is twitching at the thought of it being yours that she’s fucking her mouth with.
“This became one of my faves too.” She lets out, biting her lip as she lowers it down to her clothed pussy, rubbing it over herself. Her panties are stained from earlier, a wet darker patch of it in the middle. “Other than the vibrator, but I use both anyway–”
She cuts herself off with a strangled moan, her hips raising, arching as she presses the toy into that spot, rubbing it in, wetting it even more with the saliva that stuck to it.
Jesus Christ, is all you can manage to conjure up in your brain as you watch her edge herself with her favorite fucking strap. The thought of pulling her panties aside never seemed to cross her mind because she’s pushing it inside her to no avail.
“God, the things I did with this fucking thing–” She’s babbling, starting and stopping about how she’d always use it whenever, wherever, whoever.
“Fuck, I’d just use this to get off when I needed a good dicking–” It’s probably why she never goes out on dates even when everyone’s telling her to go on them. Who needs a boyfriend to satisfy her if she can do it herself anyway?
“Had to-god-to get the smaller ones cause I couldn’t walk in public with this.” That gets you thinking, pacing, recollecting every moment you’ve been with her if she had one stuffed inside of her pussy.
“Yena even borrowed one of them–” Now the vivid picture of Yuri and Yena sharing the red toy with each other, fucking each other with it, wondering how’d be on top, is painted inside of your mind.  “And she still hasn’t given it back, the bitch–” 
You might never look at Yena the same again with that.
All the while Yuri’s kept on going, hands never quite stopping with her metaphorical blue balling. Her underwear is completely soaked with her juices, even marking the couch with the damp spots underneath her.
“Fuck, Yuls–” Your cock’s been straining against your pants since she’s started, in dire need of relief from the confines of your clothes. One of your hands comes to undo the draws of your sweatpants to relieve the tension but you’d think the air can get you off at this point.
“Fuck me, huh?” Her tongue paints her lips before a question—a very dangerous one, you might add—comes out of her mouth. “Is that what you want?”
“God yes,” You confess, eyes roaming all over her. From her delectable thighs, her perky tits, her adorably sinful face; It’s all so ruinable. “Wanted you ever since–”
“The wedding?” She cuts you off.
“Even before that.” 
“Tell me.” 
So you do.
Tell her that it happened at that university reunion party you all attended. It was pretty memorable, considering that’s when Minju was officially announced ‘out of the market’.
Yuri was blonde then, wore this green dress that hugged her curves and showed her off in all the right places. That was the first time you ever saw her outside of baggy clothing or the tamer casual wear she has on.
It didn’t help that she stuck to you like glue for the majority of it all. You and her were making sure Yena didn’t do something stupid when she had a bit too much to drink.
You tell her how much you wanted to pull her into the bathroom and rail her against one of the stalls; You would hike her dress up and pull her underwear down and go to town on her pussy, not caring if anyone walked in and found out about it. 
Watch her face morph into a state of euphoria as you give her a nice, thick load at the end of it. Steal her panties so she’s forced to go back out there glowing from the aftermath and dripping with your cum.
Her eyes are closed all throughout, hand lazily circling the dildo over her, clinging to every single word, and all the dirty things you wanted to do to her that day. It gets her even more riled up hearing you talk like that, judging from the way she’s pushing the toy harder through the cloth.
Then she grins, pulling at the fabric covering her cunt at the same time she pushes. Whether it’s to tease you or to pleasure herself, you can say both and you’d be rewarded, just like she’s doing to herself when she stops for a moment to hike up her legs and take off her panties.
It’s left dangling on one of her legs when she brings it back down and spreads them once more, wet pussy out in the open. You wet your own lips at the sight of it, wanting to put your cock in between her legs and feel how hot she would feel.
Even the butt plug is mocking you, the shine of it inside of her ass barely visible because of the grip that she has on it. 
“You-you wanna know something funny?” Her eyes are locked into yours while her hands are back to playing with herself, grinding back on her toy. The lack of ruined underwear makes it even better for the both of you. “I had this plug on my ass that day. Fuck, I even had this on ever since we talked about moving in.”
You two were fucking hopeless.
She slides just the tip in, relieving all the built up tension she’s had for the past few whatever long time has passed and the moan she lets out sounded heavenly, the relief of everything crashing down on her.
“It was my first time too,” She continues, slouching down further into the couch to give you a better view of her ass, holes filled up with her toys. “Having it in me in public. I was so fucking horny that day that I probably would’ve let you fuck me in that bathroom–”
The red toy goes deeper inside of her, shutting herself up with her own actions. A whimper rings out, her thighs trembling with each thrust of the dildo into her drenched cunt.
“Wish th-this could be your cock–” She squeals, biting her lip to stop the perverse giggles that were trying to sing out of her. “You’d stretch me out so well–”
You couldn’t take it anymore. All the stories, the teasing, the view of Yuri fucking herself to the thought of you. You’re bursting at the seams, needing to chase your own pleasure this time.
So you stand up, a visible tent in your pants—she’s already eye-fucking it—and grab something different from her collection; A vibrator, all white with teal highlights because of course she has the classic one.
You turn it on, watch it whir for a moment before turning it off. You turn your head back towards her, still fixated on your pants, your cock, before you take a step. Her breath hitches.
Take another, and you stop to take your pants off. Quick, crass, it did the job to relieve your own stress as your length is freed from its confines. Yuri visibly shivers in excitement.
One more, and you’re cock-to-face with Yuri, her gaze finally looking up from one head to another. 
“Holy shit.” It’s only two words, but those alone speak volumes. She reaches out, gripping you at the base, before she starts to lazily pump away at your shaft. “You’d ruin me for all my toys with this.”
“Would I?” You ask, moving to grope one of her tits. She felt so soft against your hand, so perfect. You needed to feel every inch of her, squeezing, pinching, tugging. Move from one breast to another, and you’re addicted. “All those toys, and I’d ruin you?”
“You fucking would.” She arches, hand between her legs moving faster, no rhyme or rhythm to it. Only a need to cum, and she didn’t care how she’d achieve that high. She pulls you closer, your cock resting on her face, the tip of her tongue having a small taste of you. “Because a real cock would feel so much more better.”
She starts kissing your cock, making out with the head, lips glued to you. Her tongue’s twirling and flicking and dousing you in her spit. She moans, the vibrations thrumming over you, making you clench your legs.
“Yuri, what the fuck–” You steady yourself by leaving her tits to grip her head, the other still holding onto her vibrator, waiting, begging to be used on her. 
“This already beats out sucking on Glassy.” She even has a name for the damn thing, and it’s not even made of glass. “I can feel you throbbing.”
And you were, when she presses you back to her face. You are when she giggles, giving you pecks all over your length. And you still will be when she inevitably goes back to sucking your cock.
Her hands pump what she can’t put inside of her, wetting your shaft, surrounded by the hot feeling of her mouth that shakes you to your knees. She has the perfect grip on you, stroking you just fast enough to keep you aching for more.
You don’t know if she’s practiced on a dildo to suck somebody’s—your—dick. Not that it mattered if she did it for anyone else.
Because it’s Jo fucking Yuri that’s loving your cock right now, and that is a dream come true.
Her cheeks hollow, tightening her lips around you, just like yours hands are around her hair. It might’ve hurt her scalp. In reality it turned her on even more, bobbing her head quicker, taking more of you inside her mouth.
Then you remember: You’re holding onto one of her toys too.
A finger is pressed on a button, and it begins humming low, drowned out by her filthy fucking slurps. She’s too entranced with your cock to notice that you’ve brought it down to her chest, letting it massage one of her tits.
She hums, eyes closing, enjoying all the sensations she’s feeling. It’s all a fucking mess; From her sucking you off to fucking herself on Glassy. And she’s enjoying every single minute of it.
She mutters something; Too hard to understand with your cock in her mouth, too obsessed with your cock to let go of it. Girl can’t even bother to let her lips go off your head. So she speaks with her actions instead.
Her hand leaves the base of your shaft in favor of your forearm, resting there while you move the vibrator from one nub to another. Still set low, massaging her breasts slowly, pressing it into her. 
Yuri even incentivizes it. She starts going at you faster, getting messier and messier with spit starting to drool down her chin. She keeps uttering indescribable things while she’s at it, and you can’t understand a single fucking thing.
“You know I can’t understand what you’re saying.” You pull at her hair, popping your cock out of her lips, now pouting at the loss of her new favorite toy.
“I was enjoying that.” She whines, trying to push herself back onto you, pulling your arm, anything to get you back. “You taste so good, I could just suck on you all day.”
“I’m not exactly part of your collection, Yuls.”
“Yeah you are.” She retorts, shaking her head at another attempt to escape your grasp. “I have Glassy, and you are Dummy.”
“Fucking–Seriously?” You’re in disbelief. Known each other for who knows how long and she suddenly treats you like an object. “I’m a toy to you now?”
“Of course not!” She grins, hand finally coming up from her legs with the sex toy. She’s waving it around, drenched in her juices, glistening in it. “I love each and every single one of them.”
The implications are damning, yet your lust-addled brain is too horny to comprehend that fact.
“So who’s this?” You ask, pressing the vibrator into her chest, watching her tits sink in. You so badly want to suck on them, make her cry out when you bite one of her nipples. But you save that for later. 
Right now you have other priorities.
“Oh, Cherry?” She has a name for everything. “A friend got it for me when she went to Japan.”
The only one you knew that went to Japan recently was—
“You wouldn’t believe the stuff she has.” She grins, the hand on your arm pulling you downwards, to the dip of her breasts, to her midriff, and stopping just above her clit. “She’s crazier than me.”
“Having toys isn’t enough?” You push the vibrator, making sure to up the setting and make her thighs quiver. “Nothing’s crazier than that.”
“You-You’d be surprised.” She admits in the middle of her moans. “Cherry’s the real reason why I moved out.”
“Yeah?” You bring it lower, the head of it moving directly on top of her clit, and you repeat the same words she told you minutes prior. 
“Tell me.”
So she does.
Tells you all about that time when she overheard Nako and Hitomi over the walls of her old bedroom. All the moans they were letting out. They were trying to hide it for Yuri too, when she says that they were a lot more muffled than usual.
She just got the toy you’re holding; ”All the way from Japan.” She comments, and was wanting—dying—to try it out. 
“The hearing aid helped out a lot.”
She continues with how she used it in tandem with her other toys. Had it go in the same places you had it while she bounced on top of a dildo while she had another smaller one up her ass.
“I’ve always wanted to have this in my ass but it’s too fucking big–”
Her breathy moans sing out of her lips every few words, drawing her story out even more. Yet the pressure on her clit never really goes away, only being released for a short moment when she gets too lost in the pleasure to keep on talking.
She knows what you’re doing because she’s done the exact same thing to herself. All the words, the actions. It’s gotten to a point where the both of you are getting so close to losing all composure, yet you still want to carry on with this game.
So she carries on, giving you a play-by-play of what she did that night. It’s so detailed it makes your cock harder if that was even possible, made you leak pre-cum right there in front of her. 
She’s eyeing it of course, has been since she’s started talking, still deprived of your cock in her mouth. She brings her hand back to your shaft, gripping you, jerking you slow. Another comes back to her pussy, her toy pushing back inside of her.
Her eyes meet yours, and the face she makes for you is extremely tempting; Tongue pushing into her cheek, eyebrows wagging, eyes full of perverse ideas.
A pull of her hair stops her, and with a whine or a whimper, she keeps on going.
She admits how she got a bit too noisy after a while, louder than the couple at the other side of her room. She didn’t stop even when they did, if anything it got her hornier at the thought that they knew about what she was doing.
All her thoughts about that night was how much she wanted to get in on the action between the two. Yuri’s heard them so many times and the one time they took her into consideration her libido was at an all time high.
“It wasn’t the first time, either.” Yuri giggles, confessing that she’s gotten off to the both of them so many times at this point. The realization that she got caught that night made her cum all over her bedsheets.
The morning after was awkward for the both of them, she says. How Nako had to sit her down and tell her to stop being so loud with what she was doing. But that only spurred Yuri on, knowing that Nako was listening in on her masturbating to said girl.
Her hands haven’t been idle; Stroking you faster, fucking herself deeper. Her clit’s being abused by the vibrator that you’ve constantly held there, and you can tell that she’s close to cumming her brains out.
Her hands haven’t been idle; Stroking you faster, fucking herself deeper. Her clit’s being abused by the vibrator that you’ve constantly held there, and you can tell that she’s close to cumming her brains out.
She’s all twitchy, legs and arms and mouth just begging for you to turn it up to the max.
“You are just…” You pause, trying to find a single word in your limited dictionary of horny thoughts. A lot of words spring up to mind, but only one really fits the description of Jo Yuri in this very instance. “Such a slut.”
“Yeah?” She cackles, depraved, debauched, deafening. Her entire being is screaming it, and you are loving every second of it. “Cute innocent Yuri being such a closet perv, who would’ve known.”
“Be-Bet you didn’t think of that when you wanted to-to dick me down at that party.” She’s abandoned Glassy in favor of bracing herself to your arm, the shaking in her thighs intensifying as you turn the vibrator up a notch. “Like–Fuck, like you wanna do me right here on this couch.”
You want to confirm something. It’s been gnawing at you ever since she’s decided to ‘obtain’ you as part of her collection. And just as she was about to cum, you slow down.
“One more.” You press a button, and the humming dims.
“One-one what?” She can’t focus anymore, so you turn the toy down to low and watch her exhale in annoyance. “What the fu–I was so close!”
“One last toy you gotta tell me about.” You answer her, tugging her hair back and making her fall back down into the sofa. “Swear on my rank I’ll make you cum right after.”
She’s taking deep breaths, her entire body having these micro spasms, angry and disappointed at her orgasm being halted as well as urging her to finish the job herself. But she decides to indulge you.
“Fi-Fine.” She accepts, “Which toy?”
You reach down, yanking the toy out of her pussy, a guttural mewl spilling out of her followed by a  yelp as you throw the vibrator away and pick her up by the waist. You take her place on the couch, ignoring the fact that there’s a giant damp spot where she sat—you’ll help her clean it up after—and manhandle her into your lap.
“This toy.” Your cock is pressed to her lips, dripping with need. You can feel the heat in her legs. “Tell me everything you want to do to me.”
Yuri takes a moment to regain her bearings. It doesn’t take long for those words to register in her head, and when it does, she looks you dead in the eye, and grins.
“Fucking perv.” She comments, grinding onto your lap, shirt up and thrown out of her frame somewhere into her apartment, her bra following soon after. You can feel the heat radiating off her legs and the cold plug in her ass. “Wanna hear me say how much I’ve wanted your dick?”
“I told you mine.” You slide a hand up to one of her tits. “Tell me yours.”
Her grin’s turned into this lewd smirk. Combine that with a bite of her lower lip, and you might as well forget about what you asked at this point.
“Remember that bachelorette party,” She’s edging herself with your cock now, toys all but forgotten. ”When you came to pick me up after we got in trouble with the club. That’s how long I’ve wanted you.”
She’s on a roll, going over all the times she’s gotten wet to the thought of you. The wedding, the after party, every night, to right fucking now. She hasn’t stopped rubbing her folds—like you haven’t been groping her tits—cock in between as she starts to lose herself one more time to the pleasure.
“Watching me fuck myself, having me suck your cock–” Her eyes are fluttering shut, the utter perversion of her words taking over the both of you, pouring gasoline into the already raging inferno of your libidos. “You could dick me down right fucking now and I’d thank you for it.”
Fuck it, you’ve heard, seen, and felt enough.
You grab her by the waist and lift her like she’s another damn box to unpack, and push into her in one smooth thrust. You’re both gasping at the sensation, her arms wrapping around your neck, yours around her hips.
“So much better than my toys.” She sighs out, finally getting what she wants. What you both want. “You’re fucking throbbing.”
“And you’re so fucking tight.” It’s unbelievable how true those words are, gripping you so snug every movement makes her squeeze you oh so harder. She’s had that dildo inside her for so long that it made fucking her all the more easier, and all the more better. You slither a hand down to have a feel of her ass, giving it a little pinch before you start to lift her up and down your length.
Her moans ring out in your ear alongside the kisses down your neck as you bounce her on your cock as if she’s your sex toy now. She’s not idle at all however, hands tugging your hair, her hips rolling in your palms, tits pressing up against your chest. 
“S-Shit, you’re the best.” She gasps, needy pants airing out straight into your eardrums. “Don’t think I’ll ever go back to my toys after having this dick all to myself.”
“What makes you think I’m yours, Yuls–”
“Shut up, you fucking dummy.” She cuts you off, straightening up before bottoming herself down, taking your entire length. “Thought about this for weeks. Got myself off at the thought of riding you.”
“I know you’ve thought about it too.” You can barely understand a word, her pussy almost suffocating you. “Fucking told me all about it, you dummy. And now you’re mine.”
She starts doing the repetitively damning motion of lifting herself up and slamming herself down on your cock. She was slow, enjoying the way you fill her up, taking every single inch of you before she rides back up again.
Her hands are still on your shoulders, staring right into the face that’s enjoying every small bit of Yuri’s doing. Every hip roll, every squeeze, every bounce; It is everything and more that you’ve thought about with her, and you are craving to have more of it.
You snap your hips up just as she comes back down, giving her ass a squeeze. The gasp she lets out when you do add a slap to the same cheek is like getting hooked up on drugs.
“And what does that make you, huh–” You’re grabbing onto both ass cheeks, keeping her steady as you take back control, setting a rough pace that makes her leave scratch marks on your shoulders. You catch glimpses of the cool metal of her butt plug on your fingers, still fitted so snugly inside of her ass. 
“Wh-What do you think?” She retorts amidst the cries of bliss that you’ve caused. 
“Say it.” A hand creeps down to the metal, giving it a tug before placing it back in. The guttural moan that comes echoing into the room makes your cock throb harder inside her, as if it wasn’t already throbbing enough for her.
“N-No–” She’s lost all control of her body, surrendering it to the pleasure she’s feeling yet she’s still putting up a front to you. Pretending that she hasn’t when you both know she already has.
“Say it, you brat.” Another slap to her ass before the both of you pause.
Yuri stares. Gives you that look you’ve seen a million times by now. Her entire body’s sweating, hair matted to her face, even with the cool blow of the AC. The playful glint in her eyes that never seems to leave, and you can’t help but be lost in them for just a moment.
And utters two words. Two words that caused you to come right down to reality, and snap.
“Make me.”
Your grip moves to her waist, hard, enough to leave marks on them as you start to pound into her needy cunt, as if you want her to regret ever saying those words. 
She won’t, and she never will. Doesn’t mean you won’t try.
“Oh my god–” Her hand braces itself onto her couch, absolutely ruined by what you two have done to it. “Give me more, fucking wreck me–”
You don’t stop. Make her perverse moans turn into desperate gasps in the air. Turn her body into mush in your hands as you do in fact, wreck her pussy for anything and anyone else.
Fuck her till she has tears in her eyes from how good she’s taking you. Until her toes go numb from all the curling.  Until she can’t take it anymore. Until she begs.
“Say it.” It’s a mantra you’ve repeated all throughout. Everytime you fuck her so close to cumming before you stop, slow down, whatever it took to keep her from reaching that high.
And she’ll keep denying it. Keep saying all these different ways to tell you no and you’ll keep forcing it out of her. Keep fucking it out of her.
It’s a game. Some fucked up, depraved version of an unstoppable force meeting an immovable object. Neither of you want to lose, but the both of you oh so want to win.
So you start cheating.
Your mouth moves to her chest, taking in one of her nipples, twirling the nub over and under your tongue and giving it a messy suck. You can taste the sweat off of her, that surprised gasp ringing in your ear when you give her a bite.
“Yes, fuck–” She moans, hands wrapping around your neck, mixing through your hair as she leans further into your mouth, keeping you locked in her entire frame. You’re hammering into her harder, the couch protesting in silence at the stress it’s received today. “I’m so close, please, please–”
You murmur those two words, the repetition breaking her down, sending the vibrations straight into her chest with a swipe of your tongue over a bud before clamping back down to suck on her tit.
Your other hand isn’t idle, dipping down low between her legs, your hand getting a coating of her juices before you bring it back to her plug, using it against her. Pushing, pulling, teasing her tight, delectable ass.
You repeat those two words one last time, reveling in the fact that you’re ruining her for everything else, just like she said you would. Feel her legs start to tremble, waist start to shake, face start to get a rosy hue from all the teasing. All the fucking.
“Please, please keep going, I-I’ll say it, just–” She’s pleading, demanding, begging, for you to finish what you’ve started. “Just make me cum!”
“Swear it.” You’re making her work for it, pushing that plug all the way in to her ass, making her take every inch of the plug as you fuck her into her much needed orgasm. 
You only need her to speak the words you’ve been wanting, no, needing to hear into existence, and you’ll give her what she wants. What her body is naturally telling her to do.
Yet she’s lost all manner of speaking, syllables coming out as broken moans because you’re not giving her a chance to rest. The heat of her pants brushes your face when she brings you up from her chest to meet her gaze. Yuri lets out this silly drunk chuckle, before her lips crash into yours.
It’s needy, it’s soft, it’s messy, it’s her. It’s a way of agreement, and you respond with fervor. Tongues meld, grips tighten around each other’s bodies, an urge to take everything this brat of a woman in your lap is giving you rising deep within your chest.
You accept it, all of it, and you return it in earnest by finally giving her what she wants.
You all but rip the buttplug out of her ass at the same time you bottom into her, and she’s reached that high she’s been denied for so long.
Yuri seizes up, abruptly pulling away from your lips as her jaw slackens, back arching as a silent scream is frozen on her features before she starts to shake, jerk, convulse everywhere. Her thighs, her chest, her pussy. She’s gushing, spilling herself all over your cock, the couch, the floor, and you’re left close to your own end.
Yet you pepper her neck with kisses, holding her as she trashes about on your lap. Give your entire focus on her, one of the most beautiful things you’ve seen, and the moans and whimpers that followed were so…fuck.
In that moment all you know is her, completely enraptured by the view of her being undone. Let her break, and watch her be remade. Her teary eyes return back to you, and she regains her bearings with a cup of your cheeks.
“Yeah,” She lets out a weak laugh, leaning in to press her forehead to yours. “Definitely the best.”
She leans in, pecking your lips. Then another, and another, until she’s showering you with them.  She’s following it up with these giggles that sounded suspicious.
“Give you my spare key if you give me yours.” She whispers after leaving a kiss on your cheek. It’s a sign of an unspoken promise between you two. One you wholeheartedly agree to.
“If it’s an excuse to spend more time with you,” You reply, thumbs circling her hips. “Then it’s a deal.”
“Like you would say no after this.” Yuri laughs, before a flicker of realization crosses her face, followed by a short roll of her hip that makes your cock jump inside her. “You haven’t cum yet.”
“Close.” You groan, fingers tightening around her hips, head lolling to the sofa back. “Really close.”
“You gonna cum inside me?” You can see the perverted amusement twinkling in her eyes, lips turning into a smirk. “Make me swallow your thick cum? Maybe cum in my ass. You would, wouldn’t you, perv.”
“Christ, Yuri–”
“You’d cum on my face though, right?” She’s given you all these options but the brat’s already decided where you would cum. “Shut me up with that cock, make me choke on it, fuck my face till you burst–”
You’re not going to fall for it. Not gonna pull her off of you and get her down on her knees and cum all over her—the thought makes your cock twitch—when her pussy’s pulsing around your length, trying to milk you of your cum. You feel like you’d cum when you pull out anyway, and she would probably consider that a waste.
So you grab her hips and flip her on her back, pull her legs up to her chest, and give her another sloppy kiss. She moans into it, even as you shove your tongue down her throat just to get her to stop talking. You didn’t even realize that you'd placed your hand on her neck when you pull away.
“Just shut up and get fucked, Yuls.”
You give her throat a squeeze, firm enough to make her gasp, make her eyes blow out and this shit-eating grin forms as you slam into her, fast and rough, with no regard for her at all this time.
“That’s it.” She’s hooked her arms around her legs, keeping them upright for you, giving you all the leverage in the world to fuck her into the sofa. “Use me as your toy, make yourself cum. Fuck it all inside me, I’ll take it, I promise I’ll take all of it for you–”
“I said shut up.” You clamp down harder on her neck, feeling the vibrations of her gullet as she moans into every harsh thrust. Her walls are clenching around you, drowning you in her juices, making it so much easier to drive your hips down harder, urging you to flood her with your cum.
Yuri’s fucking you up with your eyes too. Her eyes are starting to roll back, jaw gaping in struggling sobs, perky tits swaying at every movement, a desire to slap the flesh stirring deep within you.
But you can’t. Not when you’re so close to filling her up with your cum. Your hips get punchier, unfocused. Keep hitting that spot that gets you dizzy from how tight and wet and amazing she feels, taking the hand out of her neck in favor of pressing down on her legs.
She’s almost folded in half, but she’s taking your cock so well, her wails burrowing the slaps of wet flesh against each other as she experiences another orgasm, and the last few thrusts makes your entire body tense up and you finally let go.
Every spurt felt larger than the last; Each rope of cum being unloaded deep inside her. The pleasure was immense, the feeling of filling her up seemed endless, giving her deep thrusts as if you wanted to fuck the cum deeper.
You don’t think you can ever go back to your hands after this.
You’ve collapsed on top of her, completely spent as you move your arms to rest on each side of her face, brushing a stray strand.
“So much…” She mutters, glassy eyes looking up at you, wrapping her arms around your nape. “It feels so good.”
Ditto, is all you can muster up, too tired to move a muscle. You can’t help but stare at her. The matted hair, the drool on her chin, the sweat of her skin, and she’s positively glowing after being wrecked.
She presses a kiss on your forehead, before dropping back down on the couch. “You’re helping me clean this up.”
“Anything for you, Yuls.” You blurt it out without thinking, and the giggle you hear makes you smile.
“Dummy.” She utters, giving you a small peck on the lips before pushing you up. “Come on, get up. I need to make dinner.”
“I thought I wouldn’t be getting free food anymore.” You chuckle, sliding yourself free from her. The both of you let out differing versions of disappointment in your mouths—hums, moans, whines, groans. 
“I’m hungry.” Is all she needs to say. “But we both need a shower first.”
“Is that an invitation?” 
“No.” She denies, pouts, thinks, then smiles. “Maybe after dinner.”
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dr. robby x f!attending!reader masterlist content: 18+ mdni, sexually explicit content, infidelity, swearing, angst, usual medical canon events (not much tho), mention of alcoholic parent, other mentions of death, grief, age gap (less than ten year gap) words: 15.4K synopsis: this fic spans over a decade and follows our reader from first meeting robby in a chance interaction in florida as a resident all the way to 2024. all events take place prior to season one. this is inspired by when harry met sally, as requested from one of my beloved anons. lots of will they won't they, robby being oblivious to his own feelings for like ten goddamn years, i guess slow burn ish??? a/n: hi my friends, can't explain just how much fun i had writing this so huuuuuge thank you to the anon that requested it!! i really hope you love it. they will live in my brain space for quite a while i think. title is taken from song lucky stars by haim. as always thank u for being here!! <3 syd
2013 
As you stood at that rental car counter, you decided you hated the south. You hated the way southerners pretended to be nice, but really probably hated your guts. The way they smiled at you and crooned with their syrupy sweet voices that bless your heart, they thought you were a little soft in the head. Everyone always loved to say northerners were assholes, but to you they were just honest. You had infinitely more respect for the guy from Philly who flipped you off in traffic and screamed out his window that you drove like a ninety seven year old lady with glaucoma than the man in front of you who was giving his best Aw Shucks expression as he told you he would not rent his last car to you.
“Ma’am, as I’ve already explained to you, I cannot rent you that car, it’s a manual.”
“And as I’ve already explained to you, Martin, I know how to drive a stick.”
“If that’s true,” He said slowly, “Then why did you select ‘automatic’ for preferred transmission type on the rental form?”
You sighed and let your hands rise and fall loudly with a smack onto the counter, “Because the year is two thousand and thirteen and I assumed that there would be an automatic car available.”
You were running very low on patience after the morning you’d had. After spending the weekend at an emergency medicine conference, you had gotten up at four in the morning to make an early flight back to Pittsburgh. But lovely, beautiful Panama City, Florida had fucked you over from the moment you woke up this morning. 
The hot water in your hotel room had been out and you’d been forced to take an icy shower. You spilt orange juice all over the outfit you planned to wear to the airport and so were forced to instead wear denim shorts that rode just an inch too high. The iced coffee you had made yourself behind schedule to buy before getting to the airport was knocked from your hand by an inattentive cyclist. And you had broken the heel on one of your cowboy boots on your way into the airport. So you hobbled up to bag check only to find out that your flight was cancelled and could not be rescheduled until tomorrow.
You couldn’t wait until tomorrow. You were an R3 and you had a double shift tomorrow and you needed this flight to get back to Pittsburgh at a reasonable hour so you could get whatever sleep possible before reporting for shift. So you really, really needed this fucking car if you had any hope at all of both getting some sleep and making your shift.
“I’m sorry, ma’am, I’m just not comfortable renting you the vehicle. Now, I really need to take care of the next customer–”
“Oh, Jesus, fuck, I’m trying to give you money for a service!” You pushed your credit card and license across the counter, “Please just rent me the car so I can go home!”
“Excuse me,” The voice behind you was rough and warm, and oddly familiar. It took you less than thirty seconds to place him. 
You had listened to him speak at the conference for an hour about how to deliver bad news to patients with the right amount of empathy. You remembered specifically how soothing you had found his voice and found it unsurprising that he would seem so good at delivering bad news. He could probably tell you he had stolen your identity and all money from your bank account and you would thank him.
“Sorry to interrupt, but I overheard you’re also heading to Pittsburgh?” He said to you and then turned to your newly minted nemesis, Martin, “I can drive stick, I could drive us both.”
Well, smooth voice or not, he could get fucked if he thought he was going to steal your rental.
“Excuse me,” You said, turning to the doctor who was way taller in person than you remembered him being on stage, “But you’re not taking my rental.”
“Ma’am, as I’ve said, it’s not your rental.”
“Martin,” You said, your voice high and strained as you whipped your head back towards him, “Could you mind your own goddamn business, please?”
“I— Sorry—“ Doctor Soothing Voice interjected again, “I just, I heard you were going to Pittsburgh and it’s the last rental—“
“So you thought you’d steal it from me?”
He laughed and scratched the back of his head, “No, I thought we could split it.”
Ordinarily, you may have been more polite. You had really enjoyed his talk. But you were very angry and your ankle was throbbing from when you had broken your heel. You wanted a peaceful drive by yourself.
“I don’t share cars with strange men, that’s how you end up on Dateline.”
He nodded, “Yeah, fair enough. What if we grab a coffee first?” He turned to Martin and slid a fifty dollar bill across the counter, “You’ll hold the car for us?”
You watched as Martin pocketed the fifty, nodding politely at Doctor Soothing Voice and you glared at him, upper lip beginning to turn up in disgust. You could already be on the road by now if it wasn’t for this sexist pig who thought women couldn’t drive stick.
“If you keep staring at him like that,” Doctor Soothing Voice whispered from over your shoulder, “You might actually end up on Dateline when they find his body.”
Accepting defeat, you sighed. Grabbing your bags, you began walking away from the counter.
“Have a beautiful day, ma’am.” Martin said as you walked by. 
You gave a short laugh and started to turn back around, “Oh, you son of a—“
“Nope.” Doctor Soothing Voice gently took your shoulders and turned you back in the direction of the door, “Just keep walking.”
Once outside in the oppressive humidity, you shook his hands off you, “You know, I could have handled that myself.”
He nodded, smiling, “I have no doubts on that front.” He gestured down to your heel-less boot, “What happened to your boot, you get in a brawl with a condescending horse?”
You snorted, “A doctor and funny. Though, I guess unsurprising since you work in an ER. If anyone’s gonna be funny it’s emergency medicine doctors. How else do we cope with the horrors?” He frowned at you in silent question, “Oh. Sorry. I should have said, I was at the conference, I saw your talk. Though your name is slipping my mind at the moment.”
He raised his eyebrows and you saw the way his eyes traveled down your legs and back up again, “You were… Here for the conference?”
“What, so, because I wore cowboy boots and booty shorts to the airport you think they’re gonna take my medical license away?”
He laughed, “You’re right, I apologize. Of course you can still practice medicine in booty shorts.” He held out a hand for you to shake, “I’m Michael. Robinavitch. You could also just call me Robby, if you want, that’s what I go by in the ER.”
You shook his hand and gave him your name, “I’m an R3, I work at UPMC Presbyterian.”
“Huh, what are the odds?” He ran a hand through his hair, “So you knew who I was and still refuse to get in a car with me?”
You started rolling your suitcase towards the Dunkin’ across the street, hobbling as you went, “Just because you’re a good doctor doesn’t mean you’re not also a deviant. People are layered and nuanced. And sick.”
His mouth was twitching towards a smirk again as he followed after you. Something about you was very intriguing to him. “Nuanced like how you’re an R3 wearing booty shorts and cowboy boots to the airport?”
“Yes, exactly.” You looked both ways at the crosswalk in front of the Dunkin’ before stepping into traffic, “Besides, I need an iced coffee if I’m about to endure fifteen plus hours in a car with a stranger.”
Robby continues to watch you from behind, eternally amused by your uneven gate, “Don’t you have other shoes?”
“Yes, well, I’ve hardly had the time to dig into my suitcase to find them now, have I?” You turned and walked backwards so you could look at him, “Do you criticize all your residents like this?”
He frowned, “That wasn’t a critique, you just look uncomfortable. Do you get this defensive with all your attendings?”
You turned away from him and he watched your shoulders heave with a sigh, “No. Believe it or not, I’m not normally like this. Must be something about you that gets under my skin.”
“Well,” He smirked and held the Dunkin’ door open for you, “You have about fifteen hours to figure out what it is.”
***
“When was the last time you drove stick?” Robby was holding the keys up just out of your reach. You knew he was trying to see if you would jump for them, but you would not be humiliated. You crossed your arms and glared at him instead.
In the last half hour you had changed your shoes and drank half your iced coffee while Robby filled out the rest of the paperwork for the car.
You shrugged, “I don’t know, more than ten years ago?”
He scoffed, “Okay, you’re definitely not driving then.”
“What, like you drive a stick super often?”
“Yes, actually, the car I own at home is a manual.”
You laughed, “Oh, okay. You’re one of those guys?”
He blinked at you, still smirking, “What does that mean? One of those guys?”
You walked around to the passenger side door, opening it, and standing on the step so you could look over the roof at him, “You know, one of those guys who only drives a manual and thinks they’re better than you for it. And like, probably owns a fucking motorcycle or something that he works on in his garage with his own two hands and talks about like it’s his child.”
You watched with glee as his face reddened, “Oh my God, you do have a motorcycle, don’t you? And a leather jacket?”
“Get in the car,” He said, still blushing as he opened the driver’s side door.
Very pleased with yourself, you ducked into the car.
***
“How’d you learn to drive stick?” He asked once they were on the road.
You were eating a donut with your feet propped up on the dash, the window open and blowing in your hair, “My dad taught me.”
He nodded, “Are the two of you close?”
“No,” You said, mouth full of donut, and then swallowed, “He was an alcoholic.”
“Oh,” Robby said, “I’m sorry for your loss.”
“Oh, he’s not dead, he’s just dead to me.” You turned to him and smirked as he was blushing again, “It’s okay, I haven’t spoken to him in almost ten years. I’ve moved on.”
He nodded and cleared his throat, “Sounds like that must’ve been… difficult.”
Your smile widened at his attempt to comfort you. Commiserate, even, “We are strangers in a car for fifteen hours together. We don’t have to do all this.”
He shrugged and turned to look at you briefly while stopped at a red light, “Isn’t this sorta the whole point of being alive though? Getting to know strangers?”
He had very intense, very warm, brown eyes. The kind of eyes that seemed to look right through you on first glance, that made you itch to break his stare. For just a moment, your smile slipped, and you tore your gaze from his to look out the windshield, “The light’s green.”
After a few moments of silence, you cleared your throat, “Seems like now’s a good time to mention that I am engaged, by the way. So if you were thinking about falling in love with me in the next fifteen hours, don’t.”
You heard him chuckle next to you, “Don’t worry, I wasn’t planning on it. You’re not my type.”
You choked on your iced coffee and turned to look at him, “Excuse me?”
“What?” He laughed, “Are you shocked that the booty shorts didn’t work on me or something?”
You felt your face flush and you turned away from him, “No, I just… men don’t have a type.”
He scoffed, “What are you talking about?”
“Men will fuck any woman who shows even a little bit of interest in them. It’s why they’re incapable of being just friends with women.”
He raised his eyebrows, “You don’t think men and women can be just friends?”
“I don’t think straight men and straight women can be just friends because the man will always be secretly thinking about fucking her.” Robby was shaking his head, “What, you disagree?”
He laughed, “Yeah, of course. I promise I am not thinking about fucking you even a little bit.”
You smirked, “Okay. Well, I guess we can be friends then. At least until you prove me right.”
“Won’t happen.” 
You grinned, “Friends forever, then.”
He laughed, “Yeah, sure. Friends forever.”
***
The sun was beginning to set when Robby pulled back on the highway after stopping for Wendy’s, french fry hanging from his mouth.
“I could drive, you know, for a little while.”
“S’okay,” Robby said, food in his mouth, “I like the driving. Prefer it, actually.”
You nodded, “Yeah, that tracks with the whole thing you got going on.”
He laughed and gave you a quick glance, “You are such a know-it-all, you know? Anyone ever told you that? What thing do I have going on?”
You tossed a chicken nugget in your mouth before answering, “I’m not a know-it-all, I'm just really good at reading people.” You swallowed, “You have control issues.”
He ran a hand over his face, slightly shaking his head, “And how did you arrive at this conclusion?”
You shrugged, “It’s just sorta written all over you. The way you stepped in at the rental counter, the way you insist on driving, even in your talk at the conference you told a story when you were a resident where you ended up stealing a patient from another, more senior resident because you thought you knew best.”
He scoffed, “Yes, but I was right.”
“That time. I’m sure you’ve done that before and been wrong.” He’s quiet and when you look over at him, his jaw is clenched. Oh. You’ve pissed him off. “I didn’t mean to upset you, it’s not necessarily a bad thing. We all have quirks—“
“Like you being an insufferable know-it-all?” He said sharply.
You went quiet. You weren’t offended, exactly, moreso caught off guard that you had triggered him so easily when it hadn’t been your intention. 
“Sorry,” He said after a moment, sighing, “That was unnecessary.”
You nodded, “Let’s take a break from talking for a while.” You leaned forward to start fiddling with the radio before sitting back and humming along.
Robby drummed his fingers against the steering wheel, but for the most part, the two of you sat in companionable silence for roughly a half hour.
Until Robby cleared his throat, “I’m sorry for snapping at you, I know I have control issues. Guess it was frustrating hearing it from someone who doesn’t even really know me.”
You shrugged, “It’s okay. For what it’s worth I have been told I’m an insufferable know-it-all.”
He smirked, “And does your fiancé love that about you?”
You snorted, “No. There’s nothing a man hates more than a woman who thinks she knows more than him.”
The comment struck him as a little too honest. And he thought, perhaps, there was a note of hurt in your voice.
“How long have you been together?” He asked mildly.
You sighed and he saw you examine the ring on your finger out of the corner of his eye, “We dated for three years and got engaged about six months ago.”
He nodded, “You have a date in mind for the wedding?”
You became uncharacteristically quiet and he worried he had pushed too hard, but then, “No, um, we still can’t agree on a venue. And then we just decided maybe it would make more sense to wait until I finished my residency.”
“Oh,” He said, “Well, yeah, that seems reasonable.”
You cleared your throat, “What about you, Robby, you have anyone at home?”
It was not lost on him that you had redirected the conversation away from yourself, but that was fine. It wasn’t his business anyway.
“No,” He said, “No, it’s just been me for a while now.”
You nodded, “How’s that going for ya?”
He smirked, “No one to make a victim of with my control issues, so it’s alright.”
You smiled and then yawned, “Could you talk for a while?”
He huffed a laugh through his nose, “About what?”
“Anything. Medical procedures. Hell, give me your talk again.” You yawned a second time, “Anyone ever told you you have a very calming voice?”
“Oh, so my talk put you to sleep?”
“No,” You settled back into the car seat, pulling the lever to recline it slightly and resting your head against the door, “Your talk was very good, actually. You just have a nice voice. It’s how I recognized you earlier. But now, yes, I would like you to put me to sleep if you don’t mind. I have a double tomorrow.”
Robby smirked and looked at you out of the corner of his eye. Your eyes were already closed, head leaned against the window, arms crossed across your chest.
“Alright,” He said eventually, “If you insist.”
***
It took only about twenty minutes of him talking, redoing the talk he had done the day before, before he noticed you had drifted off. When he could safely get a look at you, he saw your mouth slightly agape and you were snoring softly. It shocked him how endearing he found it, how oddly comforting it was to drive with someone dozing off in the passenger seat.
You had entered your address into the GPS a couple of hours ago and with the street lights illuminating the inside of the car, he pulled up outside your apartment building.
He hated to wake you, you really did look so peaceful, the street lights giving your face an artificial glow. 
He stared at you a beat too long before he reached a hand to your knee and gave it a light squeeze, “Hey, you’re home.”
You stirred, what sounded almost like a mewl crawled out your throat as you came to and Robby fought a smile. “Home?” You asked sleepily.
“Yes,” He leaned away from you, allowing you to wake fully, “You fell asleep.”
You blinked the sleep from your eyes and looked around, “Well,” You dragged your arm at the corner of your mouth, wiping away the drool that had collected there, “I think it’s safe to say you’re no deviant, Michael Robinavitch. Thank you for getting me home safely.”
He smirked and got out of the car to help you with your suitcase, “Anytime.”
Having all your things, you looked from your apartment building back to Robby, “So, we’re still friends?” You asked, smirking, calling everything back to your earlier conversation.
A slow smile made its way across his face. The answer was yes, but he was beginning to wonder if he had more than fifteen hours with you if the answer would eventually be no.
“Yes,” Was all he said, though. You were engaged. Someone else’s. “Friends forever, like I said.”
Your smile widened and you laughed, “Good, excellent. Maybe I’ll see you around then, Dr. Robby.”
He nodded, hands stuffed in his pockets, “I hope so.”
And then he watched, leaning against the car, as you made your way towards the apartment building. You didn’t look back at him. He waited until you were safely inside before climbing back into the car and pulling off the curb.
***
2018
Normally, you could only be found at a local bookstore, but every one you had checked as of late was missing the one book you wanted. So that was how you ended up at Barnes & Noble that day. You were crouched in front of the shelf, looking intently at the spines to locate the title you were looking for and so didn’t notice that someone was now standing next to you.
Successfully locating the novel, you pulled it from its shelf and rose to standing, beginning to read the blurb on the back cover.
Which was how you found yourself face to face with Michael Robinavitch after not seeing him for five years.
“Oh,” You said, “Hi.”
Quickly, you realized it was more than likely he had completely forgotten about you. It had been five years since you had shared that rental car up to Pittsburgh and you hadn’t seen him since. He hadn’t changed all that much, though his beard was a bit more unruly than you remembered.
But then, his face lit up in recognition, “Hi,” He said, seemingly shocked, but pleased to run into you, “I almost didn’t recognize you, your hair… it’s… different.”
You smirked, “Oh, you hate it.”
“No,” He said quickly, “No, I actually think it suits you more than the long hair.”
You smiled, “Nice save. Just as charming as I remembered.”
He shook his head, a flush working its way up his neck, “You still at Presby?”
“Yes,” You nodded, “I’m an attending now, though.”
“Good, that’s good,” You noted the way his eyes fell to your left hand and you knew what he was looking for, “Did you get married, then? You said you were waiting to finish your residency.”
It was shocking to you that he remembered you had said that. At the same time, it sent an ache through you to think about that relationship.
“I did get married,” You said slowly, looking down at your empty ring finger, “We got divorced about a year ago.”
“Oh,” He sighed, “I’m… I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have asked.”
“No, it’s okay.” Instinctively, you placed a hand on his forearm, meant for reassurance. But his eyes stared down at your hand, and self consciously, you pulled away, “We probably shouldn’t have gotten married in the first place,” You shrugged, “Besides, relationships will probably always be doomed for me. Emergency medicine doctors suck at marriage.”
He barked a short laugh and shook his head, “You can’t think like that.”
“Hey, I’m just going by the empirical data,” You tilted your head to the side and narrowed your eyes at him, “Are you… in a relationship? I didn’t see a ring.”
He gave you a lopsided grin, “I’m actually here with my girlfriend, Janey and her son, Jake. Wandered off by myself while they were looking for a book for him for school.”
Oh, it pissed you off the way your stomach sank. He had always said you weren’t his type anyway. He was probably actually telling the truth. It figured the only honest man you’d ever met wouldn’t be into you.
Granted, you didn’t really know Robby, only the version of him that lived in your head from that fifteen hour car ride that you revisited every so often. More so since your divorce finalized. But it was just loneliness, you assured yourself. You had created a version of him in your head that didn’t exist. The man you occasionally pined after was not in front of you, just someone who looked like him.
“That’s lovely, Robby. I’m happy for you.”
He laughed, “You just said ER doctors can’t keep a relationship.”
You shook your head, “Stupid and self deprecating. It’s just a coping mechanism. I’m sure you’re really great at it. Being a boyfriend.”
He scoffed and scratched the back of his head, “I don’t know about that, but I’m trying.” He nodded to the book in your hand, “What’s that?”
You flipped it in your hand so he could see the cover, My Year of Rest and Relaxation by Otessa Moshfegh. 
“Uh, just a book I heard about online,” You shrugged.
“What’s it about?”
You shrugged again, smirking, “A woman who is so sick of everything she gets her psychiatrist to prescribe her enough pills to sleep through a whole year.”
He tilted his head slightly as he looked at you. You had worked with many an ER physician in your career and while in med school. You knew what it looked like when someone was assessing you for injury.
“Should I be concerned?” He asked. His tone was casual, but his posture was anything but.
Your grin widened, “You should always be concerned about me.” You joked, but his frown deepened, “I’m fine, Robby. It’s just a book.”
It wasn’t totally true. You had sought the book out because you suspected you would relate to the protagonist. Maybe too much. But he was a stranger. He didn’t need to hear about your suicidal ideations.
“You still drive stick?” You asked, anxious to move the conversation away from yourself.
He laughed and shook his head, “No, I finally have an automatic like the rest of the population.”
You laughed, “Oh, no. Bummer. You’re just like the rest of us peasants now. Do you at least still have the motorcycle?”
“Sold it a couple years ago.”
You winced, “Man, you’ve really let yourself go.”
He laughed and ran a hand over the back of his neck. You didn’t want to leave, but you felt the longer you stood here talking to him, it threatened to disprove the belief that he could not be as lovely as you made him out to be in your head.
“So,” You said finally and held your fist out to him, “Still friends?”
He gave you a lopsided grin and pressed his fist to yours, “Friends forever,” He repeated the words from five years ago and for a moment it felt as if no time had passed at all, “Like I said. Though I hope to see you again sooner than five years from now.”
“Yeah,” You said, “Me too.” 
***
2023 
Robby had zero desire to meet the new attending Gloria had hired. Whoever it was, they had been hired behind his back and with no warning to him until they were three days out from when they were supposed to start. If Gloria had hired someone behind his back, it had to mean that whoever it was was in her pocket. Or at the very least, Gloria thought that person was in her pocket. And that was enough for him to stay far away from whoever it was.
But what he hadn’t been expecting when Gloria came downstairs, new attending by her side as she gave a tour, was you.
He stopped short and stared dumbly as you and Gloria approached him. Unfortunately for him, he was unable to stop the stupid smile that spread across his face at the sight of you. 
“Dr. Robinavitch.” You said, once you were close enough. Your smile was wide enough to mirror his, “It’s good to see you again.”
He laughed, “What the hell are you doing here?”
“You two know each other?” Gloria frowned, looking back and forth between you two.
“Sort of.” You said, “We met at a conference ten years ago.”
Sort of was an accurate way to describe whatever this repeated crossing of paths seemed to be between the two of you. 
“Oh.” Gloria seemed less than pleased at this revelation, “Lovely. Well, I’ll leave you in more capable hands then. Come find me if you need anything.” And then she was gone.
Robby shook his head at you, “I’ll ask again, what the hell are you doing here? Presby get too small for you?”
“Uh,” You shrugged, “I just… really needed a change.”
He smirked, “And… knowing I was here probably made it more enticing?”
You laughed, “You caught me. Thought it was finally time we became actual friends.”
Robby could not explain how pleased he was that you were here. It was stupid that he cared. He hadn’t seen you in five years. And before that brief exchange, he hadn’t seen you for five years before that. So really, he hadn’t seen you in ten years. And yet, he was traipsing you around, introducing you to everyone, laughing a little too loudly at your jokes, like he was a fucking teenager.
Until he was walking you home at the end of the day. Until you mentioned Dean.
“That’s great,” He said when you said it, that you were seeing someone, “So you think you’ve broken the ER doctor curse, then?”
You shrugged, smirking, “Probably not. But I really like him. It feels good, right now.”
“Good,” He said, “You deserve that.” 
And he meant it. You had looked so sad the last time he’d seen you. And even before that, the first time you met, you had struck him as something of a wounded animal. Defending itself with jokes and pessimism. You deserved to be truly happy.
“And what about Janey, how is she?”
He sighed, “Um, we broke up shortly after the last time I saw you. It seems the curse of the ER doctors is still with me. But I still get to see Jake, her son, so I feel really lucky about that.”
“I’m sorry.”
“It’s probably for the best,” He rubbed a hand over the back of his head, “I’ve been a fucking wreck since covid anyway.”
You nodded, “Yeah. It’s been a rough couple of years.” The silence stretched between the two of you. Neither of you brave enough to break it with the horrors you experienced during the pandemic.
Finally, you cleared your throat, “Did you lose anyone?” You asked quietly.
He swallowed thickly, then nodded, “Our Chief of Emergency Medicine, Dr. Adamson. My mentor.”
He heard your sharp intake of breath next to him, “I heard about that. I didn’t realize you were close. I’m so sorry, Michael.”
Something about you using his first name undid him just a little and he had to focus very hard on his shoes and his steps to keep the emotion at bay.
“What about you?” He asked instead, “Who did you lose?”
Because you had to have lost someone. Almost everyone had. Especially if you worked in a hospital.
You sighed deeply, “Our charge nurse, Liz. She was like a mother to me. She’d been charge since I was a resident.”
“Is that why you left Presby?”
“I watched a lot of people I loved and deeply respected burn out and hospital admin did nothing about it. I know too many nurses and doctors both that decided to retire early or completely change careers.” You shrugged, “I don’t know. It felt like I was watching my entire department crash and burn.”
He shook his head, “It’s so fucked.”
“That we’re here and they’re not?” Finally, he met your gaze. Your eyes were warm and impossibly open as you looked at him. If he looked closely enough, he could see his own grief mirrored back at him. He gave you a slight nod. 
“Yeah,” You sighed and looked up at the moon, “It is fucked.”
After a few minutes of walking in comfortable silence, you stopped in front of an apartment complex, “Well, this is me. Thank you for walking me home, though it was completely unnecessary.”
Robby shrugged his shoulders up to his ears, “Let me feel useful, will you?”
You laughed, “Alright. See you tomorrow, then, Dr. Robby.”
He watched you go inside and as he walked away from the building he found himself thinking that he wished you’d call him Michael again.
***
It went like that for weeks. Robby walked you home after every shift, though you insisted it was unnecessary. You talked about everything and nothing. The shift, the hard patients, the ones you lost. To books and music and film. To childhood stories and first loves. It was finally starting to feel like you knew each other, rather than just a projection of each other ten years ago that lived in your respective brains.
But it wasn’t long before he noticed the way you seemed to be shrinking every time he saw you. Your smile just a little less genuine, the spark in your eyes dimmed ever so slightly. And he was too afraid to ask you why.
Instead, Robby started showing up outside your building in the mornings, an iced coffee in hand for you.
A few weeks of watching the two of you walk into the ER together, all smiles and laughs, and Abbot couldn’t keep his mouth shut anymore.
“So,” He said as him and Robby were walking through the ER for handoffs, “You gonna tell me about your girlfriend or am I gonna have to torture it out of you?”
Robby gave him a quizzical look, “What are you on about? I’m not seeing anyone.”
“Oh, okay, so you’re just buying iced coffees every morning for anyone these days?”
Robby laughed, “Are you accusing me of being a harlot because I occasionally buy my colleague a coffee?”
“So she’s not your girlfriend?”
“No.”
“Okay. But you’re sleeping with her?”
Robby huffed and shook his head, “No. We’re just friends.”
Jack narrowed his eyes at Robby, “Friends who… Occasionally sleep together?”
“Okay,” Robby sighed, “We’re done with this conversation.”
Robby walked away and Jack scoffed, turning to Dana, “I’m not crazy, right? They’re definitely sleeping together.”
Dana rolled her eyes, “No, actually. She has a boyfriend.”
“Right,” Jack said emphatically, “And the boyfriend is Robby.”
Dana cracked a smirk, “No, you idiot. She’s seeing someone outside the hospital.”
Jack’s eyes widened, “You’re not kidding? With the way they look at each other?” Dana just continued smiling at him, “Alright, well, no one should be surprised if Robby walks in here one day with a black eye.”
“Who’s punching Robby?” You asked, approaching the hub, “What’d he do now? Is it Mohan? Because, I gotta tell ya, I’d pay to see that.”
Jack laughed, “Not Samira, your bo—“
Dana smacked Jack lightly in the stomach, cutting him off, “You eat anything today, kid? You look peaked.”
You frowned, “I just got here. Are you saying I look like shit?”
“There’s donuts in the lounge, sweetheart.”
“Well,” You pushed yourself off the hub, unable to turn down a donut, regardless of Dana’s implications, “Yeah, okay.” And disappeared towards the lounge.
Dana turned back to Jack, who was rubbing his stomach dramatically as if he’d actually been injured, “Could you not cause trouble on my shift? Go home.”
“Fine, fine,” Jack backed away, headed to the lockers, “But you know I’m right.”
Dana watched Robby as he tracked you with his eyes into the staff lounge, “Man, could you at least try to be less obvious?” She said under her breath, shaking her head.
***
The shift hadn’t been so terrible. You hadn’t lost anyone today and had only gotten yelled at by one patient, and she had been high out of her mind so you didn’t really count it. Still, you were in your head. Or, on your phone. Dean had been MIA for a couple of days now and you were supposed to meet him at his place after your shift, but he hadn’t answered any of your texts or calls.
He had been distant lately. This wasn’t the first time he had disappeared for days on end only to show up later and act like it wasn’t a big deal. You were growing tired of it, of the games. You were forty years old now, you thought once you were this old the men would quit playing games. I mean, fuck, he had you, so what was the vanishing act about? What was he trying to prove?
Grabbing your things from your locker and placing your headphones over your ears, you pressed play on your music and began the walk back to your apartment. You turned the music up loud enough to drown out the thoughts that tornado’d around in your head.
Loud enough that you didn’t hear the man who came up behind you and squeezed your shoulder.
You screamed and jumped back– Only to see it was Robby standing there, hands up as he backed away from you, concern all over his face.
“Fuck,” You swore and bent over your knees, trying to catch your breath after tearing off your headphones.
“Sorry,” Robby said softly, “Sorry, I thought you heard me, I’d been calling after you for a while.”
You straightened, “It’s okay.”
“You, um,” He shoved his hands in the pockets of his hoodie, “You left without me. You usually wait.”
“Oh–I–Sorry–I–” You sighed, frustrated with your stammering, “I’ve been in my head all day, I just…” You sighed, “Sorry, I wasn’t thinking.”
“Hey,” He lowered his head to force you to meet his eyes, a gentle smile on his face, “It’s okay. What’s going on with you?”
You hesitated and then looked away from him, starting to walk again. He fell into step beside you, patiently waiting.
“Would it be weird to talk about my dating life with you?”
He shook his head, “No. Why would it be weird?”
Right, because he wasn’t attracted to you even a little bit. As he was always so quick to remind you. 
You liked being friends with Robby, but working in the same ER you could no longer deny that you found him very sexy. Especially when he caught a rare diagnosis. Or he very calmly and gently explained a procedure to a resident while alarms were beeping around them and nurses were shouting out vitals.
Even just watching the way he rubbed hand sanitizer into his hands between patients had you imagining his hands in… very inappropriate situations.
And all the while you had to remember that he was not, and would never be, into you like that. And also, you had a boyfriend. A very sexy boyfriend in his own right, though my God, could he answer the fucking phone?
“No reason,” You sighed, “I don’t know, um, Dean’s just been a bit distant lately. He hasn’t answered my calls or texts in a couple of days and we’re supposed to meet up today.”
He nodded, “And you’re thinking…?”
You shrugged, “I don’t know. He’ll probably break up with me soon. Or just ghost me. That’s what they usually do.”
He frowned, “This happens to you often?”
You smirked, “I know. Hard to believe with how charming and likable I am that I can’t keep a man.”
Robby didn’t laugh, though, just kept walking and silently staring ahead. 
You let the silence stretch and fold between you, Robby clearly holding something back, but refusing to acknowledge it.
“You got something to say?” You said, more casually than you felt.
Robby clenched his jaw and let another few moments of silence pass, “No.”
You gave a short laugh, “Okay.” You said, stretching out the word, “I mean, you can say it, whatever it is. We’re all friends here.”
He shook his head, “I just wonder why you keep choosing men who clearly don’t respect you or even like you very much.”
His words stunned you to a stop. He kept walking for a few steps before realizing you stopped and he turned back to face you.
At the look of surprise, and even hurt on your face, he sighed, “Look, I… I didn’t mean that to come out so harsh, I just don’t understand it. I mean, it was clear even ten years ago from what you said about your ex husband that he didn’t give you what you needed. And now you’re with this loser who can’t even be bothered to answer a text.” He ran a hand over his face, “You could probably have any guy you wanted in all of Pittsburgh, but instead you seem to purposely pick men that disappoint you.”
You scoffed and started walking again, “Okay, so it’s my fault that men treat me like shit?”
“Really?” He fell into step beside you again, “That’s what you’re gonna take from what I said?”
“How else am I supposed to take that?”
He scoffed and shook his head, “I just wish you’d see that you deserve better.”
You laughed and slowed to a stop, “Robby, I’m fucking forty years old. I’m divorced. I’m obsessed with my work. I’m an insufferable know-it-all, as you know. I’m not easy to love. I don’t exactly have men breaking down my door to be with me, alright? Dean is… Not perfect. But he’s all I have.” He stared at you with a look you couldn’t quite place, “What?”
He shook his head and looked down at his feet, “Nothing. Nothing. I’m sorry for what I said… It’s not my business.”
You bit your lip, fighting with the tears that seemed to threaten to overflow. And maybe Robby would think that the tears were just because he crossed a line, but it was more than that. There was something so fucking hurtful about this wonderful man in front of you, who had been so clear that he did not want you, making a whole speech about how you deserved better. Had he not ever once considered that good, decent men just did not love you and never had? Going all the way back to your father who would have done anything for a bottle of scotch but couldn’t remember to pick you up from school?
“Hey,” He said gently, stepping closer to you when he noticed your watery eyes, “I’m sorry, okay?”
He dropped his backpack to the ground and pulled you into his arms, “I’m sorry,” He repeated into your hair, arms tightening around you and anchoring you to his chest. He smelt of clean laundry and fresh pine deodorant. You closed your eyes and for a moment, allowed yourself to be comforted. To imagine what it would be like to be loved by someone like him.
Just for a moment.
***
You sat at your kitchen table, leg bouncing, fingernail gnawed between your teeth as you stared at your phone. It was nearly 9PM and still nothing from Dean.
This was ridiculous. You felt like a teenager waiting by the phone all night. You were just going to show up at his apartment, as planned. Maybe his phone was broken. Maybe a family emergency had come up.
But your earlier conversation with Robby was still playing in the back of your mind. Maybe you should just swear off men for good. Get a cat and dedicate yourself entirely to work.
Sighing, you stood and grabbed your car keys from the hook by the door.
***
You had knocked on his apartment door about ten minutes ago, giving up after a couple of tries. You leaned against the wall beside his door, trying yet again to call him, but it was sent to voicemail. You swore as you hung up, and as you did, the elevator at the end of the hall dinged and you heard the doors sliding open.
A feminine laugh floated down the hallway and you ignored it, still looking at your phone, until the laugh was replaced by silence. No walking. No voices.
You looked up and saw Dean, arms wrapped around a blonde that was easily at least a decade younger than you, probably more, mouth gaped open as he stared at you, “What’re you doing here?” He asked eventually.
What were you doing here? Chasing after a man that didn’t want you, just like Robby said. The tears that burned your eyes were not tears of sadness, but anger and humiliation. You sighed and pushed yourself off the wall, “Don’t call me. I’ll drop off your things next week.”
“Baby–”
“Oh, and just a word of warning,” You turned to the blonde, “He’s terrible at eating pussy.” You said, voice full of venom. 
And then you ducked into the stairwell.
***
You had made it back to your apartment building and after turning the ignition off in your car, had begun uncontrollably sobbing, head resting against the steering wheel.
When the crying began to slow to just hiccups, you took out your phone and dialed Robby.
He answered on the second ring, because he was reliable. Unlike any of the men you’d ever been with.
“Hey,” You sniffled, “You were right about Dean. He doesn’t like me… or respect me.”
You heard him breathe for a moment in the silence as he processed what you had said, “Are you crying?” He asked finally.
You laughed and wiped your nose on your sleeve, “Yeah, I know, it’s fucking pathetic. It’s just so fucking typical that he would cheat on me with some hot blonde in her twenties and just, like, think I would never find out! He didn’t even try to hide it. Knew we had plans tonight, and– Or, I don’t know, maybe the plans were so insignificant to him he really forgot. I guess on top of being really goddamn annoying I’m also extremely forgettable.” You lightly banged your forehead against the steering wheel.
“You’re not annoying or forgettable.” He said gently, almost sweetly.
“You’re just saying that because I’m crying and you have to be nice to me.”
You thought you heard a quiet laugh, “I remembered you after two brief encounters ten years ago. Thought about you quite often after both run ins, in fact. I would say that makes you pretty memorable.”
Robby was many things, but you knew him to always, always be honest. And so his words sprung new tears from your eyes. What were you going to do when some perfect woman inevitably fell in love with him and he wouldn’t answer calls like these late at night? When you were spiraling and a fucking mess?
“Don’t think I didn’t notice that you didn’t dispute the fact that I’m annoying.”
Another short laugh, “You are passionate and assertive and intuitive and very funny. None of which I find annoying.”
Your chest felt warm at his praise, “You said I was an insufferable know-it-all the first time we met.”
He sighed, “I was stupid then. Besides, I didn’t know then that you used your teasing as a shield to keep the attention off yourself.” 
His revelation shocked you into silence and for a moment you just sat there, listening to his breathing. It was scary to be known and your instinct was to lash out, but you instead counted your breaths.
“Are you home?” He asked finally.
“I’m in my car, parked outside my complex.”
“Okay, I’ll be there in a few minutes.”
You frowned, “What? What do you mean?”
“I started walking over when I heard you crying. Sorry, is that not okay? Should I turn around?”
“No,” You said quickly, too quickly, and you squeezed your eyes shut in embarrassment, “No, I mean, you should come. I would… I would like it if you were here.”
“Okay,” He said softly, “I’m gonna hang up now.”
“Okay.” You murmured and waited until the line cut out before you lowered the phone from your ear.
True to his word, Robby strolled into the parking lot just a few minutes later. When he saw you get out of your car and lock it behind you, he quickened his pace until he was in front of you, pulling you into his arms. Much like he had earlier that same day.
And again, you allowed yourself to be coddled. Allowed it when he kept an arm around your shoulders as he led you into your apartment building. Ignored the flutter in your stomach when he pressed a kiss to your hair and told you you deserved better.
A couple of hours later, you’re on the couch, both pleasantly tipsy from the bottle of wine you had opened and the tears had long since dried. Your feet were in his lap and while the two of you talked, his hand had been unconsciously running up and down your leg.
He hadn’t seemed to notice, but you had. 
“Did you say anything to him? When you left?”
You shrugged, “I told him I’d drop off his things.” Then you laughed, “I might have said something sort of awful to the girl though.”
He smirked, “What’d you say?”
You hesitated only a moment, flush building up your neck as you stared at the wine glass in your hand, “I told her that he was terrible at eating pussy.”
There’s a second of silence and then Robby bursts out laughing, “Is it true?”
You chuckled, still looking down at your wine glass, for some reason unable to look at him when talking about this, “Yes. He never made me come.”
Robby’s laughter died out and the hand on your leg stilled, “Never? Not even once?” You shook your head slowly, “How long were you dating?”
“About six months.”
Robby let out a low whistle, “Fuck.”
You nodded, “You’d be shocked the number of grown men who are clueless when it comes to knowing their way around…” You trailed off and cleared your throat, “Anyway, most men are pretty bad at it, in my experience, if they even like it.”
He exhaled heavily through his nose, “I just think maybe you have terrible taste in men.”
This again. You rolled your eyes, “As I said, the pickings are slim. Beggars can’t be choosers. Who would you have me sleep with, hm?”
When you looked up at him he was looking at you intensely. If you didn’t know any better, you would say hungrily. But just as soon as you were starting to wonder what it was he was thinking, the expression was gone and he stood from the couch, tossing your legs to the side.
“I should probably get going. It’s getting late.”
You tried not to seem too disappointed, “Right. Of course.”
You stood and led him to the door, “Thank you for coming,” You said as you opened the door, “You really didn’t have to.”
“I know. I wanted to.”
You smiled and nodded, “That’s what friends are for, right?” You said, self deprecatingly. You hadn’t meant for it to sound sarcastic, but you knew he must have heard it anyway.
He nodded and looked anywhere but at you. He was acting very strange. “Right, yeah. Friends.” 
You frowned, “Michael,” You said finally and his eyes snapped to yours, “Did I… Did I do something to upset you?”
He shook his head and then his eyes fell to your mouth, “No,” He said, gaze never straying from your lips, “I’m just tired.” He insisted.
“Okay,” You said slowly. He was drunk. Whatever was going on in his head right now meant nothing. Maybe he was staring at your mouth or maybe you had something in your teeth.
“Still friends?” You asked softly.
That joke. That stupid fucking decade old joke, still a shared line between the two of you, coiling ever tighter as time went on. And now it was fraying.
His eyes met yours and this time there was no mistaking the hunger in his gaze. You had mere moments to process the fact that Robby was looking at you with raw, unadulterated desire before his hands had grabbed your face and his mouth crashed into yours.
You gasped in surprise, but he was undeterred, his mouth hurriedly exploring yours as he moved you out of the threshold of the door and kicked it shut behind him. Beneath your initial shock, your body reacted. Robby was a man you had pined for on and off for more than a decade, and he was kissing you like you were a fresh stream and he hadn’t had water for so long that he couldn’t remember what it even tasted like. It took little more for the arousal to begin pooling in your stomach, for the ache between your legs to grow and expand.
But then, he licked into your mouth at the same time he lightly pushed you down on the couch and you could feel the way you dripped into your panties.
“Tell me to stop and I’ll stop.” He said breathlessly as he crawled over you.
You could only shake your head, watching him above you like this. You were so full of want, you leaned up to kiss him again–
But he pulled back.
“I need to hear you say it.” He said, his voice husky.
You swallowed, “Don’t stop.” You breathed.
It was enough. His mouth latched back onto yours, tongue making dizzying strokes against your own, and you were embarrassed when a whine escaped you. You tried pulling him by the shirt, needing him closer. At the same time, you wiggled your hips down until you felt yourself press against the knee he had slotted between your legs, seeking pressure and friction for your throbbing center.
But Robby pulled away, “I don’t think so.” He said, “Think I want to show you how a real man eats a meal.”
Were you dreaming? You felt like you were dreaming. Because there was no fucking way Michael Robinavitch was towering over you, obvious erection growing in his pants as he tugged your ankle to bring you to the edge of the couch. There was no goddamn way he was lowering himself to his knees in front of you, eyes never leaving yours.
But he was. And he tugged your shorts down over your knees. When you went to wiggle out of your panties, he stopped you, “Not yet.”
Slowly, he kissed and sucked his way from the side of your knee, up your inner thigh, until you were impatiently wriggling beneath his mouth. He said nothing, only wrapped an arm around one of your thighs to still you.
Finally, he turned his attention to your clothed pussy, running a finger down the damp spot at your center and sighing when your back arched.
“You’re so easy to rile,” He murmured, “It’s a mystery he couldn’t make you finish. It’ll probably only take me a couple minutes. Isn’t that right, sweetheart?”
The pet name went straight to your head, blood pounding in your ears. Your only response was a breathy sigh as he began delicately kissing you over your underwear. He began to apply a bit more pressure and you could feel his hot breath through the flimsy fabric.
When you felt his tongue, still over that fucking fabric, you moaned loudly, frustrated, “Michael.”
You felt the smug fucker smile against you before his fingers slipped under the cloth at your hips, pulling down. You lifted your hips eagerly to allow him to pull them off you.
Mercifully, he didn’t tease you any longer, his mouth was back on you immediately. If you were eager, he was desperate now, shoving his tongue deep in you and lapping up your juices. His hands held your thighs down so firmly when you squirmed, you thought he’d probably leave bruises.
He moved his mouth up to your swollen clit, humming against it as he pushed a finger inside you. You were so tight around his fingers, getting wetter and tighter as you approached your climax. With every flick of his tongue, every stroke of his finger, you felt yourself lose a little more control.
When he added a finger you thought maybe your brain was so overwhelmed with the pleasure it had forgotten to trigger your lungs to breathe. But a moment later, he sucked on your clit just hard enough to send you toppling over the edge and you were gasping for air. 
When he felt your orgasm rip through you, he released your hips, finally allowing you to grind against his mouth. He moaned at the taste of you while you tugged him by the hair closer to you, impossibly closer.
When it was over, he pulled away from you, rising up to kiss your mouth, the taste of you still on his tongue. He kissed his way up your jawline to your ear.
“How was that?” He murmured against the shell of your ear.
You were still seeing stars from the intensity of your orgasm, “How do you think?” You gasped.
You felt him laugh against your neck and then his body pulled away from yours. You mourned the loss immediately, but clenched your fists at your sides to stop yourself from reaching for him.
“Could I use your bathroom to clean up?” He asked.
You frowned and looked to his pants, still clearly tented from his erection, “It’s at the end of the hall, but let me—“
When you reached out to palm him over his pants, he jerked away. Rejection coursed through your veins and instantly, you knew you were flushed with embarrassment. 
“It’s okay,” He said and smiled at you, but it seemed strained, “I just wanted to make you feel good. I’ll be right back.”
He turned and walked towards the bathroom without waiting for your reply. 
You were still half naked on the couch, feeling confused and hurt as the high of your orgasm left you. What kind of guy made you come like that on the first try and then didn’t want you to touch his cock? What sort of fucked up point had he been trying to make?
***
Robby splashed water on his face, washing the remnants of you from his mouth and beard, and then looked at himself in the mirror.
Oh, you’ve done it now, man. He thought, You’ve absolutely fucked it.
He’d ruined everything. One brief lapse of self control and their entire friendship was now set to implode. 
But you had looked so goddamn sad on that couch and when he heard that loser not only had cheated on you, but couldn’t even make you come, it had flipped some primal, animalistic switch in his brain.
Until all he could think about was you coming undone under his mouth while you moaned his name. 
Still friends? You had asked at the door and he couldn’t stop himself. He couldn’t say the practiced words and finish the damn joke like he always did. Friends didn’t wonder what the other’s pussy tasted like or what they sounded like when they came.
What was an orgasm between friends? Maybe he could still salvage it. Maybe they could just pretend it never happened. 
He wasn’t prepared to lose you, not when you had just showed up at PTMC after he had spent years thinking about you. Wondering how you were doing. If you were still here or if you had moved away. If someone was finally loving you how you deserved.
The two of you were drunk. It hadn’t meant anything. You would regret it in the morning and he would graciously act like he didn’t know what you were talking about. He’d give you a few days of space and then he’d show up again with an iced coffee and walk you to the hospital. And everything would go back to normal.
It had to. He wouldn’t accept anything else.
***
Robby had left in a rush that night after he came out of the bathroom, giving you a quick hug and a kiss on the forehead as he did.
You were left feeling confused and hurt, that he had rushed out like that after the way he kissed you and touched you. Tasted you like you were a fine wine to be savored. Then turned around and acted like nothing happened. Like he had just done you a favor.
Your thumb hovered over his contact on your phone for a couple days after. You both had four days in a row off of work, a rare blessing. You typed and deleted many texts. And then there was a knock at your door.
Fuck, was he here? Maybe to apologize, to explain why he ran out like that. He was scared, he wanted you, he was in love with you. You felt like a lovesick teen for hoping. 
More likely, he would say it was a mistake and it wouldn’t happen again. And you would accept it even if it broke your heart because you had no other choice. You could either have this much of him or none at all.
But when you opened the door, it wasn’t Robby standing in the hallway with flowers and coffee. 
It was—
“Dean?”
***
Robby was pacing outside your apartment building with your iced coffee in hand. It had been four days since he last saw you. Four days of replaying that night in his head, getting off to the thought of how you felt and tasted. The way you sounded so desperate for him when you moaned his name.
But that was behind him now, he could forget about it if it meant keeping your friendship.
He froze when he heard your building door open and turned to look— It was you. 
You hadn’t noticed him yet, staring at your phone and headphones over your ears. He watched as your lips parted slightly in concentration, tongue darting out to wet them.
He swallowed and averted his eyes. It turned out it wouldn’t be so easy to pretend like nothing had happened. 
He’d keep trying though.
Finally, you looked up and you gave him a confused look as you pushed your headphones off, “Hi,” You said slowly.
He smiled and held out your coffee. Still frowning, you took it, “What are you doing here?” You asked softly as the two of you began the walk to the hospital.
“What do you mean?” He asked, staring ahead. He could feel your eyes burning holes into the side of his face, but he kept his focus ahead of him. It was all easier if he just didn’t look at you. “We do this every morning.”
“Right…” You said slowly and then scoffed when he didn’t say anything further, “Okay. Fine.”
“What do you mean, fine?”
“I mean if you want to act like everything’s fine, like you didn’t get me off on my couch a few nights ago, then okay. I’ll do the same.”
He inhaled deeply through his nose and kept looking ahead, “Okay. Great.” He could hear the irritation in your voice, but he ignored it, “How was the rest of your time off?”
He could feel you staring at him again, and then he thought he noticed you shake your head in his peripheral.
“It was fine.” You said finally, then you cleared your throat, “Actually, Dean showed up with flowers a couple of days ago. Said it was a mistake and begged me to take him back.”
Robby gave a short laugh, “Would’ve paid to see the look on his face when you told him to fuck off.”
You didn’t laugh with him. Didn’t say anything at all, in fact, and he felt his stomach twist with dread, “You did tell him to fuck off, didn’t you?” He asked quietly.
Still, you said nothing. Finally, he turned to look at you, but you were staring intently ahead. The tips of your ears red with what he assumed was embarrassment. Perhaps shame.
He scoffed, “You’ve gotta be fucking kidding me.”
“The last thing I need right now is you on your high horse–”
“Do you have no goddamn self respect, is that it?” He spat, voice rising, “You chase after men who hate you because you hate yourself?”
You stopped walking then, your whole face flushed with either anger or embarrassment, maybe both. 
“You have no fucking right to talk about the men I’ve been with when you behaved just like all the rest the other night!”
“Me?” He ran a hand through his hair in frustration, “What are you even talking about?”
“You fucking ran out of my apartment, leaving me half fucked, and acted like it was no big deal. Don’t call. Don’t text. Then you show up at my apartment with a fucking coffee like nothing happened! Like it meant nothing!” Tears of frustration pricked your eyes, “At least with Dean I know what I’m getting, with you… it’s… it’s hot and cold and I never know what the fuck you’re thinking or what you want–”
“I want to be friends.” He said quickly, “I want to be your friend, I want you to be happy.”
You nodded and looked up towards the trees, willing the tears back into your eyes, “Right. Friends. Friends don’t lead each other on.” You said, lip curled, and then you continued your walk to the hospital.
He stared after you, stunned, and then jogged to catch up to you, “I told you from the beginning you weren’t my type–”
You were drowning. It would have been kinder for him to have tied a weight to your foot and shoved you in the river.
You turned and placed your empty hand on his chest and shoved, “Fuck. You.” He was much larger than you and you had a coffee in your other hand so he remained sturdy, though he fell back a step. Tears were streaming down your cheeks now, “We’re not fucking friends. We’re not anything.” You shoved the iced coffee back into his hand, “Just leave me alone, okay?”
Robby stared after you as you stormed off, jaw clenched and melted iced coffee in his hand.
***
Jack and Dana watched as you stormed into the ER, face red and splotchy. Your cheeks shined with tears under the fluorescent glow of the lights above. Robby strode in only moments later, a melted iced coffee in his hand that he tossed in the trash by the entrance as he walked over to the hub.
You were rushing around after stopping at the lockers, draping a stethoscope around your neck as you ambled right into Robby’s path, causing the both of you to stop short to avoid a collision. Jack and Dana watched as the two of you stared each other down for a few seconds, tension palpable, before you stormed off again. Robby stared after you for a moment before running a hand down his face.
Jack and Dana exchanged a look before Jack stepped to Robby and clapped a hand on his back, “Hey man, why don’t we get some air?”
Robby sighed, “I just got here, Jack.”
“And yet you already look like you’ve been through the ringer, so humor me.” He said and steered the other man by the shoulders to the stairs.
Once on the roof, Robby leaned over the railing and Jack joined him, his eyes roving over Robby, “What happened?”
Robby sighed, “What are you talking about?”
“Come on, man, what’s going on with you and Y/N? You ran after her at the end of the last shift. Now you walk in separately and if looks could kill, my friend, you’d be six feet under right now.”
He shrugged, “I fucked up. Crossed a line I shouldn’t have. I hurt her without meaning to. Now she wants nothing to do with me.” He looked at Jack and smirked, “That’s it.”
“So what’re you gonna do about it?” Jack asked, turning his attention back to the Pittsburgh skyline.
He laughed, “Nothing. She told me to leave her alone, so that's what I’ll do.”
Jack shook his head, “I don’t buy it.” Robby looked at him incredulously. “The two of you have been drawn to each other like magnets over the last, what, ten years? And you’re just gonna let her walk away?”
Robby smirked, “I already told you, it’s not like that with her. We’re just friends.”
“What line did you cross, then, huh?” Robby didn’t answer, jaw clenched as he avoided Jack’s stare, “I’ve seen the way you look at her, man,” Jack shook his head, “It’s not friendly.”
Robby was terrified that Jack may be right. That all this time he had been convincing himself you were just a friend, he had been falling for you instead. He knew the way the staff talked, not just Jack. Again and again, he dismissed them as rumors, a bit of lightness to keep everyone’s head above water. But what if there had been truth to it?
He had been so scared of losing your friendship he didn’t stop to think that the reason he was so scared was because maybe he cared for you more than just as a friend.
And if that was true, he had wasted so much time and energy fighting against it only to lose the war anyway.
Robby rubbed at his beard and shook his head, “Well, it really doesn’t matter because I fucked it, so.” He pushed himself off the railing and started walking towards the door that led back to the Pitt, “I should get back down there. Go home.”
Alone on the roof, Jack heaved a sigh, “I should really be getting paid extra for these free therapy sessions.” He murmured to himself before he walked back to the door.
***
For weeks, Robby tortured himself by reliving your last conversation in his head. The realization that you were hurting and he was the reason, it made him feel sick at times. In addition to that, after his conversation with Jack on the roof, he realized too late that he was in love with you. He thought about telling you many times, but it was so clear you wanted nothing to do with him, he thought it would probably just hurt you more.
The one time he had followed you out of the ER at the end of the shift intent on finally telling you, he had walked out to see your arms twined around Dean’s neck, your mouth smiling into his. His stomach had twisted and he could hear the blood pumping in his ears. It was wrong, it felt all wrong seeing you wrapped around him like that. He knew he had fucked up his chance with you, but it hurt worse that his fuck up had pushed you back into Dean’s arms.
 He did his best to stay out of your way, but it was difficult. Since you were an attending yourself, he didn’t need to be involved in all of your cases, but there were times when you begrudgingly asked for a consult. Or a really rough trauma came in and it was all hands on deck.
It was uncomfortable for everyone on those cases. The unresolved tension between you two acted like a whirlpool, extending out and dragging unwilling participants to the center. You would bicker over treatment plans or silently glare at each other over patients.
Once, when he had walked in to you performing a thoracostomy with a warm water lavage, he thought he might fire you from how frustrated he was.
“What the fuck are you doing?”
“Hypothermic drowning victim, troponin levels suggested there was a cardiac event, I’m clearing the clots and rewarming with warm saline.” You said calmly without looking up from the patient.
“Did you consult cardio?”
“There wasn’t time.”
“You could have at least fucking called me.”
You looked up at that, and then back down, “He’s back to sinus and at normal temp.” You said and began to deglove, “I’m not going to apologize for saving a patient.”
He followed after you as you walked back to central, “You and I both know you’re supposed to call in your chief attending for approval whenever you want to do some crazy procedure that is outside the standard of care–”
“It wasn’t outside of the standard–”
“You’re not a fucking cardio attending,” He said, louder than he meant to. Others turned to stare at the two of you, “Look,” He said, lowering his voice, “You can hate me all you like, but we have to work together when we’re here. And that means,” You had rolled your eyes here and he had to move his head to force eye contact with you, “That you consult me before you do anything that is considered outside the norm. Got it?”
You sighed, “Loud and clear, boss. Can I go now?”
He stared at you a moment longer and his eyes fell to your mouth. He hadn’t meant to stare, to recall the way your mouth felt against his or how soft and pliant your lower lip was when he pulled at it with his teeth, but that’s what he found himself doing.
And you noticed. He watched as your frown deepened and you turned, walking away before he could say anything else.
“Fuck,” He murmured to himself and laced his hands behind his neck. 
“You okay, Cap?” Dana asked as Robby trudged over to the hub, leaning over on his forearms.
“Just peachy.” He sighed.
“You coming out tonight? It’s Princess’s birthday. Everyone’s going to Monterey’s.”
“Everyone?”
Dana smirked knowingly, “Yes, I heard she’ll be there too.”
He shook his head slowly, “Then, no. I will not be going.”
She sighed, “The two of you cannot keep going like this. If for no other reason than it’s starting to affect your work. Time to put your big boy pants on and face… whatever the fuck is going on with you.”
“What do you want me to do, huh? She wants nothing to do with me. Should I lock us in a room together and force her to talk to me?”
Dana shrugged, “Maybe, if you think that’ll work.” Robby shook his head and looked away, “Come out tonight.” Dana said, “There’s nothing a drink or two can’t fix.”
***
It was 8:30 when you walked into Monterey's, having gone home to change. You hated going out in scrubs, it felt wrong somehow.
You spotted Robby almost immediately where he stood near Dana, but pretended you hadn’t noticed him as you headed to the bar. 
It didn’t seem to matter though, because he was next to you two minutes later as you waited for the bartender to return with your drink.
“Could we talk?” He asked.
Your eyes flitted up to his and you found yourself momentarily distracted by how beautiful he was. The freckles, the crinkles at his eyes. You had had to work very hard not to notice the last few weeks. 
You turned back to the bar, “I’m waiting for my drink.”
“I can wait.” He said immediately.
You drummed your fingers against the bar top, “If this is about earlier–”
“It’s not about work.”
You swallowed, “Well, what, then?”
He didn’t say anything, eyes following the bartender as he made your drink. Once the drink was in your hand, he began walking, gesturing for you to follow as he led you outside.
It was quiet out here. The Sun just barely peeking over the skyline, a faint orange glow illuminating everything. You felt claustrophobic as he led you down an alley on the side of the building. It had felt like forever since the last time you’d been alone together.
He came to a stop and turned to you, clearing his throat, “How are you?” He asked softly.
You sighed, “Robby, I don’t–This is unnecessary–”
“Look, I know I fucked up. I think about it every day. But I can’t–”
“So you regret it then? What we did?” Your voice broke as you said it. There were so many layers to how hurt you still felt after everything with Robby. It was difficult to untangle most of the time, so you had just buried it. But standing here with him so close, you could feel it all clawing to the surface, demanding your attention.
“No.” He said firmly, “No, I don’t. I regret the way I handled it.”
You took a sip of your drink and looked away from him, “I see. So you just wish you had maybe let me down easier, then? Is that it?”
He closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose, “This isn’t coming out right. I’m so fucking bad at this.”
You scoffed, “I’m just gonna go back inside, okay? We’re good, I promise, I will make sure to consult you–”
“I love you.” He blurted out, and you froze. “I’m in love with you. I’ve probably loved you a little bit from the moment I met you.”
For a second you just stared at him, the only sound was the sound of each other’s breathing. 
Then, your eyes watered and you inhaled a shaky breath, “Don’t do this.” It came out breathless, a desperate plea, “You don’t mean that.”
“Yes, I do,” He reached out, grabbing your free hand to keep you from running.
You were shaking your head, turning to leave, then turning back when his hand tightened around yours, “You’re just lonely, you don’t want me.”
He tugged you by the hand until you were just inches from him, “I do,” He said nodding, “I love you. And I can say it as many times as you need me to to believe it.”
You swallowed, “You said just a few weeks ago that I wasn’t your type and you’ve been saying it for ten years.”
He shook his head, eyes roving over your face until they settled on your mouth, “We were both there the night I kissed you. Do you really believe that?”
Not really, no. You could still feel the urgency of his tongue in your mouth. You could still hear his reverent sighs at the sight of you naked. Still, he had pushed you away, left you alone and rejected.
Your chin wobbled, “Michael.”
His name came out in a broken plea. You weren’t sure what exactly you were begging for. For him not to mean it or for him to mean it. 
He laced his free hand through the hair at the back of your neck, “Don’t be scared, okay? I’ve got you this time. I promise. I was stupid, I was so afraid of losing you as a friend I ignored the way I really felt.”
You rested your forehead against his, closing your eyes. You wanted to believe him, but you were afraid, too. Afraid he’d change his mind, like all the rest. Leave you more broken than when he found you. 
“I love you,” He whispered and pulled back to kiss your forehead, “I love you,” He repeated, pressing a kiss to your cheek. And he went on like that, kissing your face all over as he repeated those three words and you felt like your chest was being cracked open. If he reached in to pull your heart out, to hold it, still beating in his hand, you’d probably let him take it. You’d let him do anything he wanted if you could just stay in this moment.
Until you couldn’t take it anymore and you caught his mouth with yours. He pushed you into the brick wall behind you, careful to place his hand between your head and the hard stone. The single act of tenderness had tears springing to your eyes again and you felt so fucking pathetic that you kissed him harder, desperate to drown out the feeling.
He moaned when you pulled gently at his lip with your teeth and the sound had the muscles coiling low in your belly, heat accumulating with every new taste and touch and sound.
Mouth still on yours, he frantically unbuttoned your jeans and shoved his hand down between your legs. You whimpered when he dipped a finger just barely into your entrance, his sigh in your ear sounded like relief. Like he had been dying to touch you like this for weeks and weeks, and finally he was saved.
When he pushed his finger fully inside you, you cried out and he covered your mouth with his own to stifle it.
“Robby,” You sighed as he stroked your walls, thumb coming up to rub dizzying circles around your clit, “We… We shouldn’t… I haven’t—I’m still with De—“
“I know you were not about to say another man’s name when I'm knuckle deep inside you, right, sweetheart? You wouldn’t do that, would you?” He added a finger and you would’ve folded if it weren’t for his body pressed to yours, keeping you steady, “You feel so fucking good wrapped around my fingers like this. You gonna come nice and quiet in my hand so no one hears you?”
God, no one else had this effect on you. No one else could talk to you like this, make you soft and malleable like warm putty. It drove you insane. He drove you to the fucking brink and you knew you would still come back and beg for more. He made you insatiable.
When you didn’t immediately answer him, his hand stilled and you whined, shimmying your hips against his hand.
“You can be quiet, can’t you?” He dragged his teeth down the column of your throat, sending chills down your spine.
“Yes.” You sighed, “Whatever you want.”
You felt his smirk against your skin and his fingers started stroking you again. You had to stifle the moans that fought to climb up your throat as he pushed you closer and closer to climax.
“There you go,” He said, pressing tender kisses to the side of your face, “So close, I can feel you. Be a good girl and come for me, yeah?”
His praise sent shockwaves through your body and to quiet yourself and prevent yourself from crying out, you bit down on his shoulder.
“Did so good for me,” He murmured, pulling his hand out and re-buttoning your jeans for you as you fought the daze of your orgasm. He kissed your head and grabbed your hand, “Come on, follow me.”
“Where are we going?”
“To my place.”
“Oh— What about Princess?”
“She’ll forgive us once the rumors spread about why we left together.”
You fought the smirk on your face, “Dean is expecting me later—“
Robby turned to look at you, “Fuck Dean, alright? Let him wait up for you and wonder where you are for once. It’s more than that jackass deserves.” He started tugging you by the hand again and you found you didn’t want to argue.
You knew it was wrong, to punish Dean the way he had hurt you, but in truth, you didn’t think he’d care much when you didn’t turn up tonight. You wouldn’t tell Robby this for fear he’d show up at Dean’s apartment intent on fist fighting him, but you knew he’d continued cheating on you the last few weeks. 
It didn’t hurt as much as it had the first time you found out. Probably because you had been hung up on Robby. 
You’d break it off with Dean tomorrow. Right now, you just wanted to let Robby have his way with you.
***
Finally seeing Robby naked for the first time felt as close to a religious experience as you thought you would ever experience. In his bed, you were kissing every freckle, every scar, every tattoo you could reach while your hand was between his legs, stroking his erection.
He looked wrecked and love drunk as you worked him. Your lower lip caught between your teeth as you learned what touches had him moaning, which had him gasping for air, and which had his eyes rolling all the way back in his head. 
It wasn’t long before he tore your hand off him and pinned it above your head, pushing his tip teasingly to your dripping core, “That’s enough of that, I think.” He said, broken voice betraying just how close to the edge you had brought him.
Quickly, you watched as he ripped open a condom and pulled it onto himself. Wasting no time, he gripped your hips and dragged you underneath him before pushing himself inside you. The stretch had you gasping, but he bent his forehead to yours, kissed you through it as he pushed into you. Every thrust was slow and achingly tender. His eyes rarely left yours, only to occasionally bury his face into your neck.
Anytime you suggested a different position, he shot you down, “No, no,” He’d repeat, your legs locked around his hips, “Just like this,” He’d pant, “Want you underneath me just like this.”
When he finished, you muffled his moans with your mouth, thrusting your hips up into his when the intensity of his orgasm had him unable to keep moving through the aftershocks.
Afterwards, you stared up at the ceiling fan, your head resting on his chest.
“I love you, by the way.” You murmured when you could feel yourself drifting into sleep, “Don’t know if I ever said.”
He kissed your hair and dusted his fingers over your shoulder, “You didn’t have to.”
***
2024
It was cool and cloudy in San Diego that morning. You fiddled with the ring on your finger as you stood backstage at the annual American Academy of Emergency Medicine conference. 
Michael stood behind you, hands rubbing reassuring circles into your shoulders, “You’re gonna do so good, baby. Nothing to worry about.”
“I’m not worried, I could do this talk in my sleep,” You smirked, “I’m just thinking about the first time I saw you here, when you did your talk.”
He laughed behind you, “Well, it wasn’t here.”
“You know what I mean.” You said and covered one of his hands with yours.
“Yeah,” He said, “If I had known my future wife was in the audience I would’ve picked a better shirt.”
Your grin spread across your face as you looked down at the engagement ring on your finger, “And I probably wouldn’t have worn booty shorts to the airport, but hindsight is 20/20.”
He hummed and then your name was being announced, a brief intro given, and then Michael kissed you quickly before gently pushing you towards the stage.
Later, in your hotel room, the both of you were drunk and sprawled out on the bed. Your head rested on his stomach and he had an arm draped across your chest.
He picked up your left hand and inspected it, “I love seeing this on your finger. Probably should’ve proposed the first time I brought you home.”
You smirked, but there was a nagging thought in the back of your head. One that had been there since he got down on one knee.
“What’s wrong?” Robby asked, even drunk he was ever perceptive of your mood changes.
“Nothing.” You said quickly, “Everything’s perfect.”
He let a moment of silence pass, twisting the ring on your finger between his thumb and forefinger, “You know you can tell me anything, right? Nothing’s too scary or too much.”
You did know, but it didn’t stop your brain from convincing you otherwise. Eventually you swallowed and lifted yourself onto your knees so you could turn to face him.
“Do you ever think about the rate of divorce among emergency medicine doctors?”
He frowned, “Not particularly, no. But I gather you do?”
“I just—“ You sighed, “I love you, obviously, so much. But I—I wonder sometimes if… If getting married just invites the possibility of breaking this. And… And what we have is really good and I don’t—“
“Hey,” He sat up, “Slow down.” He paused, “How long have you been thinking about this?”
You sighed, “I don’t know, since you proposed, probably?”
He raised his eyebrows, “Right, okay.”
You deflated, “You’re mad.”
He shook his head, “Not mad. I just wish you would’ve told me sooner.”
“I’m sorry.” You could feel your abandonment fears dusting themselves off in your head. You had never felt as secure as you had with Robby. You had felt loved and safe from day one. Your fears that he would leave again, he proved over and over were unfounded. No one had ever shown up for you like this. And that made the prospect of losing him even scarier.
“Tell me more about it.” He said, “Your fears.”
You sighed, “I—It’s okay, we don’t have to. I want to marry you, I do.”
“I don’t doubt that, honey.” He said gently and wrapped his arms around you so he could pull you to his chest, “But we should still talk it through.”
You swallowed, “If the rate of divorce for ER doctors is so high, does the rate double when it’s two ER doctors instead of just one?”
He’s quiet a moment as he mulled it over, “You ever think that maybe an ER doctor marrying another ER doctor lowers the rate of divorce, rather than increasing it?”
“How do you figure that?”
“Both people understand the crazy schedule and the difficulties of the job. And if you’re like us and work in the same ER, you see each other day in and day out, even with that crazy schedule. Being colleagues probably increases healthy communication and conflict resolution outside the ER.”
Already, you felt soothed, “I didn’t think about it like that.”
“Well I have even more compelling evidence for you.”
You smirked, “What’s that?”
“None of those ER doctors that got divorced were married to me.”
You laughed and turned in his arms so you could kiss him, “I love you.” 
After a moment, you pulled away from him slightly, gears turning in your head, “How long of a drive is it to Las Vegas?”
Robby stared at you blankly until his brain began to catch up, “You’re serious?” He asked, his voice breathless.
You nodded, “I want to be your wife. Right now.”
His laugh was high and unbelieving as he ran a hand through his hair, “What about our friends and family—?”
“We can have a real wedding. Maybe a year from now, we do the whole thing right, renew our vows. But I don’t want to wait that long to be yours.”
He smiled, “You’re already mine.”
You raised your eyebrows, “Not legally. Besides, don’t you think there’s something really romantic about getting married in secret, just the two of us?”
After a moment of searching your face, probably trying to make sure this wasn’t some sort of mental break, he nodded, “Okay.” He laughed and shook his head, “Let’s get married.”
***
“The only car we have left is a manual.” The woman running the rental counter had bleached waves and thick black eyeliner. She chewed gum as she spoke, “Can either of you drive a manual?”
“Sorry,” Robby said, grin already spreading across his face as he squeezed your hand, “There’s no automatics left, is that… Did I hear you correctly? Only a manual?”
The woman narrowed her eyes at Robby. To her, he probably seemed insane, “Look, can you drive a manual or not?”
He looked back at you, then, smiling and shaking his head, “Yeah, we can both drive stick.”
The two of you had walked out of the rental store, giggling and swinging your hands between each other like children. 
It was a five hour drive, so you bought donuts and coffees. Once in the car, you propped your feet up on the dash and stared over at Robby, who was reacquainting himself with a manual.
“You sure you remember how to drive stick?” You asked, mouth half full of donut.
He glared over at you, but couldn’t resist breaking into a smile anyway, “It’s like riding a bike.”
Placing his sunglasses on the bridge of his nose, he started the car and began backing out of the parking lot. As he peeled out and fiddled with the radio, you rolled the windows down and were surprised when tears pricked your eyes when you looked back over at him.
You thought about all the heartbreak and lonely nights the last eleven years. The times you thought you’d be alone forever, or worse, stuck in a relationship with someone who didn’t want you. You mulled over all the nights you had allowed yourself to dream about that doctor you met in Florida. A fifteen hour drive that seemed to have rearranged all the planets and constellations of your life. 
He had been your north star over the last decade, always seeming to guide you back to where you were supposed to be. Which was here. In this car. Windows down as you sang along to the radio. His hand held yours as it rested on top of the gear shift. Taking you to your wedding. Taking you home.
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On TikTok I saw a comment where a woman said that she told her husband to pretend to be unconscious so he was dead weight to see if she could drag him out of the house in case of fire or emergency, she couldn’t even pull him off the bed and she cried so he had comfort her while dying laughing😭😭😂 reminded me of something biker Bucky and Gorgeous would do
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Pairing: Biker!Bucky x Reader
A/N: Written on my phone, unbetad.
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Bucky groans dramatically. "You might as well just leave me here and save yourself Gorgeous."
You keep pulling him with all your strength but he barely budges an inch. You might be able to move him if he'd stop talking.
He doesn't.
"Bury me with my bike." Bucky cracks open an eye, his lips twitching. "And a pair of your panties."
"I'm not doing that." A laugh spills past your lips before you can stop it.
You can't concentrate with him cracking jokes like this. Yeah that's the reason you're struggling to move this six foot something man. It's all his fault.
You keep laughing but the more he thinks about it, the more he likes the idea. "Matter fact, line my casket with your panties and toss in a few of those pics I have on my phone."
"Oh my god."
"I'll know if you disregarded my last wishes," he casually warns, like his massive body isn't splayed on the bedroom floor. Like he's still not budging despite the fact that you're putting your all into this.
"Shut. Up."
"Mourn me for the rest of your life," he sighs sadly, head lolling to the side. Bucky hasn't broken character once, he's fully committed to this bit. "Keep a shrine of me in our bedroom."
"Bucky I'm trying to focus," your breathless giggle lost under a grunt when you try to shove him to the side. Nothing. Damn it.
Eyeing his shirtless, tattooed body, you try new a new approach. Adjusting your grip, you hook your fingers under his upper arms. You can barely get your hands around half of his large, warm biceps. Bracing your feet on the floor, you pull so hard you feel your muscles tremble and ache. He slides up a centimeter.
"Don't even think about moving on."
"Be quiet," you start. Releasing his arms, you wince when they hit the floor with a thud. You'd have better luck moving a pile of bricks than your man. "What would you do if I did?"
You're teasing but Bucky takes you very seriously.
He doesn't play when it comes to you. Or his burial requests.
He slowly opens his eyes, his darkening gaze captures yours. "I will haunt you for the rest of your life," he states confidently. "No guy will even breathe in your direction by time I'm done with them. You're going to have a rep because of me."
There's no time to process that because his hands suddenly reach out, grabbing your ankles. You're tugged forward, turned and twisted—somehow he manages to squeeze your ass a couple of times—until you're flat on his chest, his pecs under your palms.
Bucky smiles, his hand cups the back of your head and he brings your face close to his. "If you think I'm a menace now, imagine what my ghost will be like. Just imagine what ghost me would do to you. I'd get rid of your little replacement and then you'd get all my attention. Remember ghost me isn't going to get tired."
Oh.
Oh.
Oh no.
Well maybe that could be fun. Wait.
Your eyes widen at the images his words are creating. He chuckles under his breath. "Yeah, that's what I thought."
Resting your chin on his chest, you have to admit, no man would ever measure up to your bike. And if anyone could find a way to come back and haunt someone, it would be the handsome, incorrigible man under you.
"So you want all my panties or just your favorites?"
"Gorgeous. How many times do we have to go over this? All your panties are my favorite."
"Fine," you concede, failing to hold back a smile. "But you promised me a lifetime together and I'm holding you to that."
Bucky brushes his lips across yours in one sweet, sure motion. His deep voice rolls over your skin leaving goosebumps in its wake. "I have no intention of leaving you anytime soon. I got too many plans for you, Gorgeous."
All of his plans revolve around loving you, protecting you, being with you, caring for you any way you'll let him.
And he's going take his time getting through every last one of them.
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