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welveteen · 4 months

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My dad found my IG account 😬

#suddenly i dont want to live anymore #i know it is such childish issue #and ist ridiculous because i am an adult #but i genuinely feel so unsafe right now #i vent soo much trough my art #about shit i don't want him knowing #and i did my best to stay hidden #but it wasn't enough #i so upset right now #i was already having a rough time mentally #im going to pass out #personal #vent #cw vent

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gazumirei · 1 month

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the pressure fandom right now

#pressure #roblox pressure #pressure roblox #pressure game #pressure sebastian #sebastian pressure #sebastian solace #sebastian roblox #Like bro I have never felt this much “pressure”🤪 with fandom drama before like #like holy hell #I just feel mixed feelings about this entire situation #Like one second I see someone talking shit about the dev team and the fandom while trying to Spread a false Narrative #About zerum and then I see someone defending the dev team and the fandom #Or seeing people deconstruct this entire Situation and just boil it done to people being childish about someone else's character and #Boundaries or I'm seeing horror stories about zerum and zeal and other dev members getting doxxed and harassed #And then I'm seeing people getting pissy about the whole thing because of shipping drama or I'm seeing people calling zeal out for #ableism or something else entirely #Like I get where people are coming from with this #This isn't the only time people got mad at a character for put boundaries on their character #And I know it would be the last time unfortunately #I'm not trying to defend zeal or zerum nor am I trying to get people to hurt them #I just feel awful about this whole thing and it's just a reminder to stick to smaller fandoms where people are less vocal ig #ok i'm done yapping #Selfshippers live your best life #And I hope the rest of the dev team recovers from this and try to learn how to be more Professional #Once again #I'm not trying to defend anyone I'm just confused and scared of this whole thing #I just wanted to make silly crossover art with sebastian and not have the fear of someone coming into my inbox or dms with my full name #For once :(#thank you for coming to my semi vent ted talk about the current pressure fandom issue

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kuruna · 27 days

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AZ was unhealthily attached to Floette in the same way Xan was unhealthily attached to AZ 💔 it just happens to be easier to tell when you're on the receiving end of this behavior vs. when you're the one perpetrating it 😔

#hope talks #Xanthos #a scene i keep envisioning is like...#'Xan's clinginess becomes so intolerable to AZ that he ends up berating Xan about it'#(and of course its completely understandable why Xan's clinginess is an issue it's really really bad for both of them)#(but you know. its the issue of AZ going about addressing it in the worst possible way he could 😭 it coming out in a moment of frustration #rather than a desire to have an actual conversation...(#and when Floette attempts to comfort Xan... AZ calls her away from him!#of course for AZ it's like... 'you don't have to worry about him. he'll be fine'#but there's also an underlying childish 'you're MY friend. not his!!'#i really like the idea that AZ loves Floette and their friendship/sibling relationship is the most important thing in the world to him #but there were also times where he was a bad friend to her 💔 which is something a bit... inevitable! unfortunate as that is #it's impossible for something to be good all the time even if overall #it was a positive relationship for both of them...#Floette is Very patient and Very forgiving which are traits both her brothers lack 😭#(but don't get it twisted she can be petty and childish too... she contains multitudes!)

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moeblob · 4 months

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A succubus and a demon! (The succubi don't have names but the demon is Kronos and the succubus is one of his bosses in Hell and he's not /fond/ of the succubi for many reasons but they all adore picking on him)

Also because I love them and like to point it out, the succubi act more as pleasure dealers in the sense of they offer up whatever a human wants most in exchange for their soul. It's rarely of a sexual nature since it's what they want MOST in life. And most people's ambitions are outside of a bedroom. (happy pride, asexuals are able to get affected by a succubus now without discrimination)

#my characters #did i make succubi in a plot that i could fall victim to as an asexual personally? yeah #kronos is just a petty lil baby with a younger brother who is very nice for a demon #kronos is responsible for being a dick to everyone in the plot and yet has the weirdest morals and its not fine #but hes gonna make that everyone elses problem not his #for instance he originally goes to earth bc a human has somehow just stolen all of the Devils attention and its annoying #why fixate on one human doomed to Hell just let the guy live and die then fixate #so he goes to kill the human but ends up saving the guy and then agonizes because even as a demon #its REALLY tacky to save someone and then kill them #so he doesnt kill him and instead demands to be a roommate until he returns to hell #and then they team up to kill demons and other creatures that seem obsessed with the human #and so they just kinda kill and banish demons back to hell and its fiiiine kronos is just causing problems for Hell #thats not even a new issue hes always doing that !#and then they meet a siren who refuses to talk and kronos is like oh time to be the biggest dick ever #and is like well if she wont talk and she needs a name i vote halibut #as a mean joke bc why would she want to be named after a fish #and she lights up and is SUPER happy and nods and beams and is so happy with her new name #and then the human is like well she needs more clothes than one outfit right #also shes barefoot and its cold i need to buy her shoes idk what tho #and kronos is like here buy her these rainboots and so the guy buys them and is like just wear these #until you can show me what you want bought ok and halibut is in love with her cute lil yellow rainboots #so basically everything kronos does out of spite to the weird mute siren (by choice) backfires #and she adores him and doesnt know hes trying to be mean to her #anyway the succubi collectively like to pick on the really silly and childish demons they outrank #like kronos! so he is constantly a target for them to mock which is why he isnt fond of them which fuels them more #the succubi are just really chill most of the time though ?#and its just. i love my succubi ok theyre wonderful #and that has been another story time in the tags bye

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moomeecore · 1 month

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on that subject, obsessed with today when i was like "hey guys, can you two stop playing the jumping game for now because it's giving caden a headache" and my 6 yr old cousin is like "you mean 'me'. it's giving 'me' a headache, because your caden". it's like yeah man ur right. my bad . and then they stopped jumping. it was awesome

#the thing is like. the jumping hurt my headright away #but i let them do it for a while before they told them to stop. and then they did #and i think thats part of it too. for somw things you have to wait and let kids have whay they want for a while before swooping in and #asking for them to stop #so they dont feel super controlled #and like. as an autistic person I HAVE TO DO THAT ANYWAY USUALLY #there's so many adult people out there who i have to put up witj their noises because i KNOW if i ask for them to stop theyll get mad #or even on a lesser extent. like as an autistic person w my sorta issues. you have to a let a lot of things go that are genuenly painful #and stressful. bc if u ask people to do things too much they often get upset. even if theyre overall nice #same with kids #but with kids you get to ask them to stop way more and you get to ask earlier than you would with most adults #like. ill be trying to put up with somethinf and struggling and get to the ppont where im visibly shaking and stuttering and on the verge #of tears #and the mere request of 'could you turn the tv ofd #still gets whole ass adults telling me im entitled and bossy #meanwhile child will hear 'thats making me feel bad' and theyll hear that and theyll think about it #and often times theyll stop #and even when they dont they dont insult you!#and people still say little kids are annoying????#when i tell a little kid 'could you turn the sound off on the video game or take it to another room the sounds its making are upsetting me #they LISTEN.#adults have a strong tendency to #use the ironicallt imature logic of ' i like this thing. so it dosent matter if it is upsetting you. i like it so i want to have it. even #though we are in a shared space together. i wont change what im doing because i want to do the thing i like. and thats more important than #not upsetting you. because doing the thing i like makes ME feel good.'#like. litterallt this mindset is easily more promient in adults than small children 100% . on god #and its just about the most childish thing ever.#its understandable. but its immature #and with something this simple its silly people cant let that go. its not complex at all. its stop making noise it is hurting me. easy

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controlaltdelete-my-existence · 3 months

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i know i rag on light a lot but the big monologue hits different

#obviously he's delusional #though at the same time some part of him recognizes how deeply the hole is he's dug himself into #the issue is that he's always thought himself above the methods he claims to hate (i.e. murder)#'its okay if i kill people because i know i'm killing people for the right reasons'#its such a childish understanding of crime and where crime stems from. ruling through fear will never create a stable progressive society #its fascinating #light yagami #death note #'dont you think you're being egotistical' is INSANE #'no. you're just a crazy mass murderer.' TELL HIM NEAR

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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the earth is getting hotter and hotter and nobody's doing anything about it but im misanthropic and depressive because i can see nothing that inspires hope 🤙

#sure... we CAN stop it...#but... most ppl are denying climate chrisis.... most ppl in the world are currently voting for rightists #(who are all against making improvements and trying to stop our imminent demise)#in fact.. ppl are voting for rightists and the right are making decisions that only accelerates global warming......#ppl in general dont care nor believe in this chrisis.. outside i often overhear ppl's convos and they say stuff like #'those crazy environmentalist freaks' 💀#and yk those few protestors that do that thing where they lie down on roads and stuff to cause an interruptance in trafic....#they're constantly verbally assaulted but also physically assaulted and run over #by ppl who just fkn HAVE TO GET TO THEIR 9-5!!! or they'll explode bc they loooove working sm #yeah i just dont know... tbh i think soooo many ppl #are like just plain dumb... there is hope if we actually decide to fkn do smth #but just putting your head in the sand and go lalalalal hha peace and love on earth humanity is amazing omg i love ppl 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 wont do sh #now you're just being childish and toxic and fake 🥴#ppl dont even wanna make small changes in their everyday lives for the environment... nobody is ready nor willing to do real things to chan #bc im sorry but skipping around and being a positive little uwu bean is just harmful.. bc theyre not acknowledging reality #and reality is that the earth is getting so fucking hot and it is only getting hotter and there is bno hope in sight #bc ppl are destined to be fucking stupid!!!!#i mean what if ALL of us just simply refused to participate in society?#ppl everywhere all over the world should just go outside and sit down and refuse to contribute to capitalism and the #then* force politicians into taking action #the issue with this? nobody fkn cares! nobody wants to do anything #the earth is being killed. but nobody believes in it bc they just think it's 'conspiratory bullshit' ....#so yeah ofc u can walk around and go nooooo dont hate humanity! we CAN stop it uwu 🥰👍#ummm ok so then why arent anyone doing shit? theyre all still travelling and working and caring abt dumb shit and going to concerts and buy #ng too much and throwing away food and riding their cars everywhere and just fkn doing soooo much damage to the earth in every single littl #thing they do...... they dont care.#plussss dont y'all know that environmental activists are like straight up murdered? bc they're capitalist enemy no 1.#in south america they'll kill CHILDREN who are dedicating their entire lives to fight for the earth...#if u even mention the global warming thing to normal ppl out in the world they'll sigh and shake their heads and tell u to stop being so dr #dramatic*

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odysseys-blood · 10 months

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limbus is complicated i feel because no the game should have never been a gacha. but also the catastrophic fallout has given some of the artists that have worked with pm i feel a way out and a way to distance themselves from something that has hurt them for so long in silence and also i now know for certain that if i saw kjh in a parking lot i would demolish him. because theres no way to justify having run a company the way he has with the messages that pm games convey.

#but also i know its been hell for vellmori i hope so dearly shes ok #edit: scary that this is getting notes now but id like to emphasize the kjh part bc #using the canto v funds for suing everybody that calls out ur behavior is so. childish #and disgusting too #and its terrifying how it looks like the situation w/ limbus has like. spearheaded the antifeminism movement in s. korea #tho i ofc cant speak much on it #but when ppl are getting attacked and cite your choices as inspiration for doing so!#theres no coming back from that bro.#*spearheaded isnt the right word but it definitely has like. i think. increased recent issues i feel

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brittlebutch · 19 days

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realizing that it sounds kind of mean for me to be referring to this fic as the “cringe loser” fic if you don’t have the extensive lexicon i’ve created in my head for the lengthy opinion essay i haven’t written about how most people don’t actually want “good” autist-rep, they want “cool” rep even at the expense of ‘accuracy’. just believe me i say “cringe loser” with the highest degree of absolute affection

#N posts stuff #brief overview is: abed is generally one of the only characters i see lauded as Good rep #but there’s no way to quantify his representation in a way that successfully singles him out in the convo #ie; people claim it’s Good bc Harmon is autistic — doesn’t hold up bc post-music sia now touts a diagnosis #so either you think she’s lying for obscure internet clout OR having an autisticwriter in the room isn’t The Thing that makes it work #‘if they would hire autisticactors tho’ but that doesn’t hold up either bc abed is portrayed by an allistic man #and when that MH cartoon with the autistic character dropped people immediately started mocking the voice acting #even tho she was played by an autistic actress. so that also doesn’t hold up #so what differentiates abed?#shaun murphy is ‘cringe’ bc he talks weird and has meltdowns #and wendy please stand by is ‘bad’ bc she lives in a group home #and attorney woo is ‘embarrassing’ bc she has motor skill issues and makes odd facial expressions #and the MH girl is ‘childish’ bc she talks weird #etcetera and so on. so why is abed different? i don’t know if his portrayal Is significantly different #i think he just ‘looks cooler’ than these other characters so people like him more #the deficits he has are usually throwaway jokes instead of things that are given narrative weight. so you can ignore them if you want #and if you wanted to argue that the Narrative of the show is what makes a difference then i would also disagree with you #bc abed is pretty extensively mocked in the show. a lot of his autistic traits are just the punchlines of jokes about his characters #(i mean every character on the show is so at least abed isn’t single out but i wouldn’t exactly call it Respectful)#and if you argue that it’s good bc it’s ‘unintentional’ bc harmon didn’t know he was autistic at the time #then i’d point out that abed is made the punchline of an autism joke within his first five minutes on screen #so they knew Enough about what they were doing to make him the joke. so i don’t believe that holds water either #anyway the argument doesn’t cumulate in the opinion that any of these shows are definitively Good Rep #bc the notion of Good Rep is so shakily defined that it’s hard to quantify and also a lot of the examples i chose aren’t like #‘good’ narratively even if i like the characters so im not arguing that they’re better or worse than community or whatever #it really is just an argument about people wanting things to look ‘cool’ more than they want it ‘real’#and that’s why you see autistic influencers literally bullied off social media by other autistic people for acting ‘cringe’ by.. stimming #and that’s it. bc they didn’t look Cool Enough when they did it #so i think we desperately need to embrace Cringe Losers bc i think the Cool factor is a bad one to measure by

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distrxst · 3 months

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pride month giyuu GONE FOREVER

#ooc ; zip it #:: woah guys just like a corporation #::but just kidding he'll be back next june.#:: also . actually using anime icons perhaps? i like how he looks this season plus its like 3 new smiles to add to the collection #:: lso trying so hard to draw right i love when ppl draw ds characters with visible injuries that arent thematically relevant #:: trying so hard to draw giyuu to where he looks like his nose has been broken at least five times and healed kind of funky #:: but alas i cannot win #:: but on the topic why have literally so many ppl on different platforms had beef with me abt headcannoning him as queer #:: i will never understand the childishness #:: they are fighting magical demons with elemental swords i assure you homosexuality is not that unreasonable of a concept here #:: “ hes not gay thats not canon. ” i know i will squash you like a fly #:: funny rant over just please people be normal (not as big of an issue on tumblr but i was reminded)

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fantastic-mr-corvid · 6 months

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why the fuck does my father get to have a life of his own. When I cut him out my life he should have stayed exactly where he was until I was ready to forgive him. He spent my whole life trapped in his trauma he should have stayed there begging for me to talk to him again until the end of time. I will always bear the damage he did to me, he doesn't get freedom from that, he shouldn't get love when it took everything for me to deny him it. Why was she enough for him to change- why wasn't I.

#thebirdspeaks #And there's my daddy issues #haven't seen them in a hot second #My father's house be hitting different now I've realised he's got a life outside of me #Childish but I am his fuckinf child #I was ready to forgive him because you forgive an abused dog who doesn't know better for biting what's vulnerable #But it feels like he's proving that he can learn not to bite #And I'm still scarred #Because I was right in that I was never enough for him to change #No matter how much he said he loved me #What's the quote about fantastic Mr fox and fathers #Some men arnt ment to be fathers #No matter how much they try and love their kids #I think that's true for his side of the family #Interesting people #Horrible parents #I'm never having kids I'm not doing that to someone else

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roachemoji · 9 months

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#bo posting #vent #kinda?#talky???#idk #i keep feeling really childish about having melt downs #like on one hand i understand they happen #i cant exactly control them #its not a temper tantrum #im not a kid whose losing their mind bc theyre not getting their way #im an adult with a neurological and develepmental disorder and this is a symptom #im literally just experiencing a symyom of the thing i have and i feel #stupid?#ive never had a meltdown in front of somrone beforr #i shut down instead #i think its maybr happened once and it wasnt good #and maybe when i was a little kid #but it was safer to shut down completely ya know #this just came about ig bc i was thinking about the things i need #and my issue with never feeling like im being taken seriously #and how i think having a meltdown would def not help that #but its been going on for so long that at this point i just wanna explode #its not about not getting my way #its about not getting what i NEED ya know #and tbh most of the time its like a problem of my own making #other times its other people #and other times its shit completely out of my control #but it all still sucks #and it sucks more that my reaction is that #and it sucks even more that that rraction makes me feel even worse

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forcebookish · 1 year

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if you watched all of abaab and you're still like 'ah shame about the power imbalance though' then you missed the point entirely

#confiscating that phrase from everyone's vocabulary bc y'all legit do not know what it means #their relationship is inappropriate because cher gets special treatment not because gun uses his status as cher's boss to pressure him #cher is never like omg i can't turn him down he's my boss. which would be the actual issue of that so-called ''power imbalance''#what part of ''you can't control me'' was hard to understand?#LIKE FOR FUCK'S SAKE GUN IS ACUTELY AWARE OF IT HIMSELF THAT'S WHY HE'S SO HESITANT DESPITE CHER BEING OBVIOUSLY INTO HIM #LIKE WERE YOU EVEN PAYING ATTENTIONNNNN #their ACTUAL power imbalance is their class difference - and that's not inherently bad #power imbalances aren't inherently bad!!!!!#do you think that everyone has to keep a Social Measuring Tape around with them everywhere?#measuring everyone they're interested in to make sure they're the Same Exact '''''Power?''''''#to what end?#on that basis alone all het relationships are inherently bad and wrong #all interracial relationships #cis/trans relationships #disabled/abled relationships #i could go on and on #it's such a childish view of human relationships #grow UP #fb

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crows-bite · 5 months

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Been thinking so much about Marigold specifically in the ORP universe so I’m obligated to come make a whole post to explain some of my thoughts.

I don’t knowwww I just think a lot about how Maverick was. Very clearly loved by this woman. Like they still carry that love with them in little ways, they’ve been marked by it forever you know? Like she was not their mother, and their relationship was very non conventional but she was like. As Good As a mother to them. I think she saw herself like a mother even if Mav never saw her that way. It kills me because their relationship in ORP is honestly much less complicated and a lot better than it is in canon. Marigold is like… well tbh I can’t get into it because spoilers but she is very morally questionable and kinda fucked up but like her care for Mav is still very much there.

I wouldn’t be able to say for sure but I honestly don’t think it’s out of the question that in ORP she died getting in the way of The Dread and trying to give Mav the best chance possible at running. But like MAV DOESN’T KNOW THAT and it’s fucked them up so badly. Because they never looked back, man. They just ran immediately and even if it’s what she would’ve wanted them to do they just fully believe they left her for dead.

Like. Ok. Atp Mav is just of the mindset of like. That loss hurt so badly because what do you do when you’ve got nobody else and the one person in the world that loves you like family dies and you think it’s your fault, you know? But they’ve just got this anger about the whole situation. Angry at themself but also angry at her because if she hadn’t died they’d still have somebody. It’s just really soured their whole perception of her isn’t that nuts. As if she did it on purpose. (THE THING IS SHE KINDA DID OUT OF LOVE AND THEY DON’T KNOWWWW THEY DON’T EVEN KNOWWW) and now all of those feelings have just been reinforced x100 being with the Brooks family because they don’t have that. And maybe they would if Marigold were still alive.

#ORP #Maverick Clarke #Marigold #Gripping my head and whatnot you know #Gestures madly #Like do you see do you understand #There are so many issues and diseases stuck in this relationship especially now that Marigold is dead but like #UGH. UGH.#Once I give her a proper redesign and fullbody it’s over #She’s honestly such a good person in ORP because she’s got a lot of love in her heart always but once you take away the [BLEEP] from canon #Like #She’s just very chill #I do find her more interesting in canon though because morally #There’s a lot going on #And her relationship with Maverick and the strained quality to it and like #Maverick’s anger is a lot more understandable and grounded #But ORP still kills me.#IDK MAN YOU EVER THINK ABOUT HOW #THEIR HAT LIKE THAT THING NEVER FUCKING LEAVES THEIR HEAD #THEY’VE BUILT THEIR IMAGE AROUND THAT THING #AND MARIGOLD MADE IT FOR THEM…?#It’s honestly kind of a childish design like who goes around with a beanie with horns on it like it’s intimidating or scary you know #But she made it for them and it’s the one thing they really have.#That shows that.#Spews blood

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cuddlebugzz · 2 years

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The regressor urge to go to Buy Buy Baby and just go ham

#listen i don't even need to but anything #i just wanna like. see it all #WAAGH. wagh #i kinda wanna irl cg to do stuff with #i have no doubt my best friends or even my family would be supportive but like #i already have issues pertaining to people not taking me seriously and seeing my as 'innocent' and childish #and like. i don't want this to color their judgement of me #idk abt anyone else but i haaaate it when people point out like 'oooh you like/did that cuz youre agere arent u'#i just find that like. invasive. if i want you to know abt my headspace at a given time i will tell u u don't get to assign that #woof that one makes me mad #anyway sorry that turned venty #negative

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bunnihearted · 2 months

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#smth that does trouble me is that i am extremely emotional and i have complained of that for a long time lol #it does make me feel ashamed and frustrated bc #when i was a child i had to suppress all my emotions bc i got punished for literally feeling anything #so i never learned how to process any emotions in a normal healthy way #and idk w most ppl in my life they get an intensely watered down version of me bc i just restrain myself #and dont let myself feel a lot or anything at all bc when i feel it's bad #but sometimes very rarely i like someone so so so much that like ...#if i let my love out that emotional instability will also be shown.... ://///#and idk. since i've never been in a space where i can *fully* with comfortability and security in that i can let it out (bc im scared and #careful and need time lolz) i need more of a learning curve #but i know im capable of such deep profound love and devotion and loyalty and faithfulness and like all of that #tbh 98% i have gotten to a point thanks to my avpd and fear of judgement im able to not let my instable emotions pour out #like actually i dont. no one knows me based on my vent blog lol 🖕 it's only when i get overstimulated (noise emotions impressions etc etc)#or have certain issues of mine triggered. that it pours out #i dont mean that to blame other ppl like i know that *i* have these issues and like they mainly affect and impact me #but yeah idk it's frustrating & idk how to navigate it bc 1st im emotionally locked bc im fearful of everything that includes deep feelings #then im too scared of rejection to even like try to say anything. then when i realize i didnt... realize everything i get too emotional bc #idk how to process emotions and like i just dont know??????#im just ashamed of it and i feel bad abt emotional outbursts but im also able to love so deeply and fully #and bc of my childish emotions and how fkn worthless i am i dream of a dad bf who is patient #and understanding and compassionate and takes me as i am and sees that im trying and am in pain #ppl judge that and me but thats just how i feel and what i want and need and im not hurting anyone else #i mean... except the one person who has never made me feel ashamed or bad for this and since i feel too much #he's the only one i've had emotional outbursts to and then i was too scared to show love to balance it out #(and this sounds bad but it's hard to explain and tbh i realize that it doesnt really concern anyone lol)#and yeah i regret it and yeah a lot of things i say is applicable on me as well and im self aware abt it and yeah idk :p

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