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vilelittlecritter · 6 months

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"hey! I think I found my footing in life!"

*proceeds to have the most earth shattering and perspective changing months of his life*

#it's been. alot...#some good. mostly bad.#im trying to actually better myself because ive found that i am frankly not that great both mentally and as a person #i get im young and im growing but its just getting tedious. everyday i feel tired. i dont want to get up anymore half the time.#id really like to have a regular ass upbringing and not deal with all this shit.#i haven't stayed with my parents properly since august and thrankly it feels awful #i miss my mum and i miss my siblings #i constantly feel so alone and yet in company i either dont feel better or i make things worse #and god knows i cant keep to a schedule. work is just piling and piling #i also don't want to work anymore. my life is trickling away and im spending my time at a development point behind a cash register #and its not like i can quit because i need to pay for myself #i dont know #i really dont know #ill likely delete this later #vent #random rambles

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2hoothoots · 9 days

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bad influence

#psychonauts #psychonauts 2 #based on true events #(my mum would always play this album for me and my siblings in the car)#(until we started repeating the [extremely inappropriate] lyrics out in public)#oh man i miss drawing the interns. they're good kids #terrible babysitters.

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kavehater · 2 months

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I’ll never understand younger siblings whining about their older siblings moving away like I bet yall were nasty and annoying too like wow all those years and you claim to adore the older sibling and post oh woe is me the older sibling abandoned me … girl … the older sibling didn’t have a parental certificate or anything.

#since when were we friends nor did I have any obligation over you or towards you #we are literally roommates here acting like we’re friends #dora daily #I say this cause I saw yet another younger sibling on tiktok trying to make themselves a victim like the older one is clearly avoiding the #whole family and changing their phone number so u guys don’t contact for a reason like wth did you guys do that’s so bad they would go #through all that trouble #‘older siblings will never understand how doing that affects us physically and mentally’ oh quit whining and cope #I didn’t have an older sibling I relied on only myself heck not even strangers help me when I’m in dire need #I think yall need to cope harder and wake up to the real world #not all younger siblings but a lot of them like my little brother 13yo is good id never want to abandon him but the rest … yeah bye #idgaf you should’ve not been an idiot because believe me ik kids mess up but not like this #and now she’s grovelling at my feet bye grovel harder #like just an hour ago or so she came up to me and was like I’m going to school for the first day are you gonna miss me #I said no because she always tells me no when I ask her if she missed me #and somehow she had the audacity to be upset like okay #the same girl who tells me to move out btw #my mum said oh u have to be her best friend cause if she has nobody here then she will have to rely on strangers #and she would find herself in trouble cause they don’t have good intent oh gee I wonder which person caused me to do that #it’s honestly ironic #like Eris and virtue happened because she couldn’t step up and be a normal mother byeeee #and anyways whyre you acting like having a sibling is essential #it honestly isn’t like why would I be nice to a girl who dogs on me and beats me up and is disrespectful #she’s not that young anymore she’s almost 12 #‘oh they have different personalities’ well i hate hers and im not to be forced to like it either its my right

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ideklmao069 · 1 month

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the only thing i can hear in my house is the ringing of my ears. why doesnt anybody talk?

#i miss my childhood #i miss when my family tolerated eachother #i miss when my siblings would say a word to me #its been months since my eldest brother has said something to me #and its been a week since my other brother has #the only times my mum spesks to me is to tell me off #or tell me to do a job #i feel so lonely in this household #depressing shit #dead inside #depresión #depressing life #depressiv #kinda depressing

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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 1 year

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skipping class for the first time in my life bc my professor has covid and he sent out an email saying we’re having class and he’s asymptomatic and will wear a mask per cdc guidelines even tho he’s past the 5 day required isolation period. like. great whatevs but have you actually tested negative

update: the answer was no he had not

#stressed as FUCK #it’s fine we have a textbook and he doesn’t take roll #hoping he doesn’t do an extra credit activity but if i miss it for the sake of my health so be it #i have to go home afterwards anyway bc i have an appointment the next day with my thyroid dr #stressed abt that too bc my mum has dropped all precautions as if she isn’t in her 60s and didn’t lose her husband to covid #and idk what my sibling is doing but i know they’ve stopped masking at their practices and i wouldn’t be surprised if they stopped masking #all together. they also only wear cloth masks but at least it was something #idk i just feel like im the only one not ignoring it. like. when my dad got sick i asked him early on if he could smell and he was like #‘I’m just congested’ and my mum was like ‘no he’s just sick it’s not covid’ and then we waited until it was too late #like. i tell my mum that there’s nothing we could have done bc i don’t want her to feel guilty but like #idk. part of me thinks that if people had just listened to me and gotten him tested earlier and not lived in denial that maybe he’d still be #here. and my mum is pretty healthy but again she’s in her 60s. i don’t want to lose another parent to covid. or if she gets it and has it #bad or ends up with long covid then im gonna have to come home to take care of her or. idek. like i don’t live at home anymore so i can’t #pick up the slack if something happens to her. and my sibling definitely can’t #it’s so stressful. did we not watch the same process of my dad rapidly deteriorating. by the time we took him to the hospital he looked like #a corpse. he was completely grey and his eyes were glazed and he couldn’t even sit up or wave goodbye. has she just forgotten that happened #am i the only one who remembers watching my dad deteriorate in front of us #vent tw #covid tw

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mebiselfandi · 8 months

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I have insane cramps rn and just saying if my brother was here I wouldn’t feel any better but at least he would’ve ‘coincidentally’ made flapjacks for breakfast

#no cause when I think about it it’s so crazy like #only my brother could understand #like we have other siblings but none of them understand the extent to which our parents were insane #like he does says shit and does things where I’m left thinking that’s not normal and you’re deeply traumatized #but it makes me feel better cause I do the same things too #like yeah we both crazy #I’ll never forget when me and my brother were driving around town with his girlfriend #and we were laughing talking about our childhood #he he laughs and says how our mum used to lock the freezer and the pantry every day before she went to work #which is by far the least bad thing she’s done #but I was just looking at my brother like do you even realize that’s not normal babe😭#stop kekeing for a second and deep what you actually just said #and his girlfriend was like 😃😟😰#but anyway my brother has gone to war (he got a 12 hour shift job) when will he return I miss him (it’s his turn to cook I’m tired)

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oloreaa · 8 months

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Weirdest feeling ever

#no i have stuff to do and i have to study but im kinda having an existential crisis so hm #im going to leave taiwan in about two weeks and im so conflicted on how i spent my time here #i have the feeling that i didnt see enough or did enough while i was here and met with friends #but at the same time i know that lots of time i genuinely didnt have the energy for it and its so hard being away from home #esp since i miss my bf and my family like crazy #at the same time i have family and friends in taiwan as well and i also want to spend time with them but the family is so draining #and its just slowly hitting me that many things i do here will be the last time i do #like being at that bus stop or walking down that street or seeing that building #like i know its coming to an end and i will and can probably never return to this specific point again #so im just. just trying to comprehend whats going on vs what i should have done #all the while wishing that i was back already so i can eat my mums food and see my dad in the garden #and my siblings playing video games together and my friends in our city #and i want to be held by my bf so much. these months have felt like an eternity #but i also dont want to leave taiwan bc it was a really nice time here that felt like being in a little bubble #when im back im going to have to work and focus on my bachelors and deal with family #like im really really torn about how i should feel and if there is a way that i can feel #so kinda wanna just bundle up and do nothing but i have my final on friday so i cant #rea rambles

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nerdie-faerie · 1 year

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Is my baby sister's birthday today and instead of being at home I'm glaring at the script outline for tomorrow's assessed presentation

#Ace's arting adventure #Demon Spawn #babba is two!! crazy. i was in my first year of uni in scotland during a pandemic when my mum told me to leave breakfast and answer a #facetime to be part of the family meeting where she told the kids she was pregnant and now munchkin is two and it definitely doesnt #tear me up inside that im missing out on my littlest siblings lives cus theres over a decade and half between us in age nope not at all

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murraywalker · 1 year

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Sometimes it's the little things that make you realise you are the least favourite child

#personal #late night ramblings of a yeller belly #it doesnt have to be a big thing #it can be something trivial like a parent using a mug from your sibling and not one you got them #it sounds ridiculous i know #and it's probably a “i just prefer this normal mug to that big one” or “idk im doing this” thing #and I'm probably just overthinking as usual #but when i think about it yeah my brother probably is the favourite child #as least with my dad's side of the family #me and my gran gotta stick together #god i miss my mum #i would do anything to hug her again #i am now 30 and she isnt here to meet my bf or see me move into my first home #she wont meet her granddaughter #if i get married she wont be there #she wont be there when/if i go dress shopping #if i have kids she wont meet them or be there with me when i give birth #i see people on facebook etc sharing these moments with their mum and it hurts that i will never get that #if you're still with me im sorry for rambling #i just needed to get it out there #and its coming up to the anniversary of her death so i feel shitty

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caruliaa · 2 years

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feeling just so heartbroken thinking about smth my baby sister said earlier

#she asked me if she was fat and just.#ik she was asking bc she was worried she was and thought it would be a bad thing if she was #and just like. shes only seven years old ik that this shit is forced on kids from a young age but its so upsetting hearing it directly #this isnt even the first time shes been worried about/asked about this but its just esp upsetting to me today #i think bc she was talking about a rude girl in her class just before #i told her that it wouldnt matter if she was becuase it wouldnt change the fact that shes an amazing person #but idk if it got thru to her and i feel like i shld have said more. idk #also this bit makes me really mad she said she asked out mother about it #and her responce was to take her weight and height and show her that she was a 'healthy' weight #like just. shes fucking seven shes not asking bc shes concerned about her health shes asking bc she feels like it makes her lesser if she #is fat when all you tell her is that shes not fat your just reinforcing the idea that if she does gain weight thats a bad thing #also the idea of healthy weight is bs #idk like. its my mum im not surprised based on how shes treated me her actually fat child but its still so upsetting #like just. so fucking shitty this is why i have to fucking. get out of here !!!!#but also why i feel rly guilty abt the idea of leaving bc id be leaving behind my siblings #like they deserve better than this nd ik if im gone they wld loose a huge source of actual support which they dont get #from our parents #+ i wuld miss them. a lot #but at the same time like. i cant fucking stay here !!! idk #whatever. getting v sad+scared thinking abt the future. so ill stop #vent #flappy rambles #tw fatphobia #edit: also im too tired to find the studies rn on a vent post but i swear tht like. its proven talking to kids abt their wight at all #has a negative impact esp with taking their weight so like. wtf fuck my mum omfg

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exopelagic · 6 months

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actually tiny thing this time that I would just like to complain about so I can go to bed :/

#I’ve lost a t shirt :/#I’m at home rn and going back to uni tomorrow morning and bc I knew it’d be hard to keep track of clothes (I left some behind last time)#I made a list of everything I brought. and I have it! except for this one specific t shirt #it’s not special!! it just fits nice and I would like it back especially for summer #but it has gone missing and it’s not in any of the places I’ve looked #and for. ~3 hours? mild anxiety abt that bc I get rlly weird abt losing things #there’s a reason I made a list and why I don’t let my siblings borrow my shit long term #anyway it not being anywhere means it’s with one of my siblings clothes except they’re both stubborn fucking bastards and either #1. insane levels of teenage boy thinking he’s better than everyone 2. deciding she fucking hates me and has been treating me like dirt #at best. like just pointedly not looking at me and sneering when she does and that’s when she’s being NICE #anyway point is neither of them! obviously! are going to check even though that is literally the one place left where it could be #and fucking fine! whatever!! it’s a t shirt!! but why the fuck can you not do something so incredibly small #and it does not help that my mum (who has been doing the laundry the past few days) got rlly defensive and snappy abt it #it calmed down and she helped me look but just. ughshdsgjdhdh #I hate losing things so much I can’t deal with it but. whatever I can buy more t shirts I needed to anyway this just WAS one of the new ones #idk where to leave this I’m just >:/#really frustrating situation and I can acknowledge that and let it sit until it passes #or smth. trying to figure out how to not be telling myself it’s fine all the time #anyway. sleep now #luke.txt

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whatyoutaughtwasfear · 9 months

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girl I would not have survived as a middle or eldest sibling. my older brother is singing to his 18 month y/o while trying to get her to sleep and my first reaction was :O you were never that nice to ME

#he's 9 years older than me so one of my earliest memories is him leaving home and missing him all the time #lauratexts2023 #also my mum bought her all this stuff and my brains like wheres OUR stuff!! all WE got were handmedowns!!!#anyway. youngest sibling sybdrome i guess

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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 2 years

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i always have a rough time as winter sets in but these last two have been extra rough

#just. missing my dad really #I don’t have any family close to me and no grandparents so it’s just me and my mum and my sibling in the house now #we’re 3 months from the second anniversary #and everyone’s talking about birthdays but i haven’t celebrated mine since he passed two days after #it just hurts #he’s supposed to be here for all the milestones yknow #and originally you’re fine till milestones come up and he’s not here #i don’t have. that much family all things considered #and normally im fine but sometimes the ache gets extra strong #I was looking through his book case and it just kinda hit me that there’s so much I want to talk to him about #but I can’t #so im just stuck #vent tw #dead parent #dead dad #death tw

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landograndprix · 2 months

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𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐭 ♧ 𝐥𝐧⁴ - iii

❥ your peaceful life gets disturbed by your little brothers teammates in the worst and possibly best ways possible

❥ while your friendship with lando blossoms, your relationship with oscar goes down hill

❥ a good ol' he fell first, she fell harder fic with piastri!reader. Comments and reblogs are welcome ♡

part ii - part iv

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oscarpiastri replied to your story

oscarpiastri

is that y/n and lando?

is lando still in Australia?

is that y/n?

evaharris

Ossie relax 😂

The first picture is ness and her bf, second picture is indeed lando so he's still in Australia yes

oscarpiastri

And y/n?

evaharris

Was here as well 😉

oscarpiastri

Why?

evaharris

What do you mean why? She's out friend oscar 😂

oscarpiastri

I don't like that she's there with my teammate

evaharris

First of all, nothing happened or is happening between them. Out of all people, you should know that your big sister is going to end up as a single crazy cat lady. She's not looking for a relationship and second of all, even if she ends up with your teammate, there's not a lot you can say or do

I love you ossie but you don't get to decide who your sister is hanging out with and who she wants to date 😉

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y/npiastri cats, hikes, cars, rain, monaco. 🇲🇨

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oscarpiastri the weather is usually much better than this, you brought the bad weather with you

↳ landonorris mate, what do you mean? she's absolute sunshine

oscarpiastri get out

nessieness no, he's right. y/n's literal sunshine 😍

y/npiastri not really sure how to feel about this tbh, kinda cringe

nessieness oh look at me I'm y/n piastri and I can't take a compliment 😔

y/npiastri always better than that big fat ego of yours 😉

landonorris yeah you tell em love

nessieness @.oscarpiastri help me, they're ganging up on me

oscarpiastri I need 5 to 7 work days to progress all of this myself

oscarmemes just siblings on a hike 🥰

eveharris what a surprise, look who's found the cats

↳ y/npiastri stop cat shaming me

eveharris who stopped you from stealing them and putting them in your suitcase?

y/npiastri mum 😔

mariasmith have fun in Monaco! Are you with friends or family?

↳ y/npiastri with the family ☺

mariasmith well tell Oscar he needs to come back to Australia and that we miss him!

landonorris you didn't tell me you were going to be in Monaco

↳ oscarpiastri why would she?

y/npiastri I did but it's not my fault you can't read

landonorris you're hurting my feelings

oscarpastry Oscar's going to have a meltdown lmao

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cutielando · 7 months

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goals | o.p.

social media au

synopsis: in which everyone is jealous of your relationship

my masterlist

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yourusername life lately 🩷 tagged: oscarpiastri

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oscarpiastri ❤️

landonorris why are you doing this?

yourusername doing what?

landonorris making me feel single

yourusername you are single?🤔

landonorris ...not the point😠

logansargeant cute liked by oscarpiastri and yourusername

user1 they are too cute ❤️

nicolepiastri my children ❤️ i miss you guys

yourusername we miss you too, nicole ❤️

oscarpiastri we'll visit soon ❤️

mclaren 🧡 liked by oscarpiastri

lilymhe ❤️❤️❤️

yourusername ❤️

user2 our favorite grid couple ❤️

user3 we love y/n feeding us oscar content during the winter break 🥳🥳

yourusername i got your back 🫶🏻

user3 omg 😭😭

user4 will you come to more races next season? ❤️

yourusername i'm going to do my best to attend them all !! even though Oscar has offered to make me a full-time WAG, i do love my job haha

user4 hahahaha we love Oscar😩

landonorris you're welcome, btw

oscarpiastri for what?

landonorris i took all of these pictures when i was third-wheeling with your asses 😒

yourusername sounds like a you problem

landonorris you always bully me 😔

yourusername sucks to suck

user5 seeing Y/N and Lando bicker like siblings is my favorite thing 😭

user4 fr, they get along so well and i'm sure it's making Oscar's experience more enjoyable and easier because of that

user3 it's amazing to see how much she supports him though

user4 i know, she's been with him for a long time. it’s cute to see how proud she is of him 🥹

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oscarpiastri back to work, always with me💗 tagged: yourusername

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yourusername always ❤️

oscarpiastri ❤️

landonorris wasn’t i third-wheeling enough during the break?

yourusername you’re the one tagging along

oscarpiastri she has a point 🤷🏻‍♂️

landonorris i like hanging out with you guys :(

yourusername then why are you complaining?

landonorris …i don’t know

nicolepiastri ❤️my beautiful son

oscarpiastri i miss you mum 🧡

nicolepiastri we’ll see you soon ❤️❤️

user1 i dream of having a relationship like their when i grow up 😩😩

user2 their love makes me believe in fairytales 💗💗

user3 how long have they been together?

user2 close to 3 years. they are childhood best friends as far as i know

user3 ooh, thank you. i was just wondering because they seem very happy together ❤️

logansargeant you never pay attention to me when she’s with you😭

oscarpiastri that’s not true

yourusername i’m just too cool 😎

logansargeant i don’t know about that

oscarpiastri watch it😠

yourusername my knight in shining armor 😩💗

alex_albon are you trying to be aesthetic?

yourusername we’re not trying, we already are

oscarpiastri i’m surprised you know what that is

alex_albon haha, funny

user4 forever thankful for these 2 🥲❤️❤️

user5 i want someone to love me like Oscar loves Y/N 😩😩😩🧡🧡🧡

user6 they are goals 🥹🥹🥲

yourusername has added to their story

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caption: my outfit for today’s race 🧡

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yourusername proud doesn't even begin to describe how i feel 🧡 tagged: oscarpiastri

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oscarpiastri you were my lucky charm, couldn't have done it without you 🧡

yourusername you're gonna make me cry baby 😭😭😭😭

yourusername i love you so much🩷🩷🩷

oscarpiastri i love you more❤️

landonorris i was on the podium as well :(

yourusername i congratulated you too 🥹

landonorris but why does he get special treatment?

yourusername because he's my boyfriend...?

oscarpiastri watch it, mate

landonorris i was just saying :/

nicolepiastri 🧡🧡🧡🧡 liked by yourusername and oscarpiastri

user1 he did so well for her 😭😭🧡

user2 i want a relationship like theirs 🫶🏻😍

user3 the way he looked at her when he was on the podium >>>

user2 i need someone to look at me like that 😩

user4 girl, same

georgerussell63 well done, mate! well deserved💪🏻

oscarpiastri thanks, george!

logansargeant making the Aussies proud, I see

yourusername he never disappoints

oscarpiastri not when i have you with me

logansargeant why do you always have to flirt in the comments?

yourusername we’re giving the people what they want to see

mclaren proud of you, Oscar! what a stellar weekend! 🧡

yourusername i love you, admin 🥹🧡

mclaren ilyt😉😉

oscarpiastri should i be concerned…?

landonorris they’re taking over. run for your life

yourusername 😒

yourusername you need to step up your game, babe

oscarpiastri are you seriously suggesting i’m losing you to the mclaren admin?

mclaren she’s not suggesting it, it’s already happening

oscarpiastri on it yourusername 🫡

lilymhe you were gorgeous, babe❤️❤️

yourusername i could say the same about you❤️

francisca.cgomes we stole the show

alex_albon ...

pierregasly ...

oscarpiastri ...

yourusername sorry boys

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oscarpiastri we celebrated in style last night tagged: yourusername

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yourusername yes we did 🥵🥵

oscarpiastri 😘🫶🏻

landonorris you two are disgusting

yourusername no, u

logansargeant i hope you used protection

oscarpiastri mate, wtf

yourusername don’t worry, eagle. we did

oscarpiastri babe, did you have to say it?

yourusername you know i had no choice

mclaren you’re not making our job any easier, y/n - PR

yourusername ooops 🤭

user1 Oscar is wilding man 😭😭

user2 this is the dirtiest post we’re gonna get from him and i’m here for it 💀

oscaaaaahpastry not y/n being scolded by McLaren 💀💀💀😭

lando.norrriiiiizzxxx imagine the PR nightmare she causes behind closed doors we don’t get to see 😭

user3 she’s a menace and i’m here for it 😉😉

user4 we love seeing Oscar being dirty 😩😩

yourusername same

user5 😭😭

user6 she is so unhinged and i love it 😭😭

landonorris atta boy

mclaren Lando, please, don’t make it worse 😭

oscarpiastri 🫢🤭

yourusername we’re sorry, McLaren admin :(

mclaren no, you’re not

yourusername no, we’re not

oscarpiastri we’re really not

maxverstappen1 these photos aren’t doing the night any justice…

yourusername 🤭

oscarpiastri you weren’t any better, shut up

maxverstappen1 🤐

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nerdie-faerie · 2 years

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Me: okay maybe I should finally dig out my wall calendar as I'm having trouble keeping track of extended family's birthdays

Me, while redoing said calendar because it's messy: why are there so many birthdays in may and july? it's just considerate

#Demon Spawn #+Extra #theres too many fcking family members and i kept forgetting where id put and to check the diary my mum had filled out with extended family #birthdays but there are birthdays missing from that! she just completely decided against putting any of my dads family but put my aunts #fiancé down as my uncle which um excuse me hes not my uncle until marriage and the guy that was my uncle has also been snubbed cus of the #divorce! theres family politics going down in my diary. my cousin on my dads sides birthday isnt in there and my mum is always late with #birthdays so shell only tell me after its passed which is not helpful. my mum has also had another child since she filled out so she needed #to be added but her birthday is the same month but a couple of days before another siblings so it wouldnt have been chronologically correct #to just add her but my may box is very full. its very stressful to look at theres no need for that many people to be born in may and july #i have a real problem with remembering things that are written down but i cant see. like we had to have a homework journal for school and #i always forgot when i had homework..... because i would forget to check my journal.... my teachers would be like didnt you write it down?#and even when it was written down it didnt help i need to be unable to avoid seeing it it just needs to be out in the open always visible #anyway i was gonna finally put my photos up instead i wrote up my deadlines to put on my notice board and finally filled out ny organisers #which i unpacked in December buried on my shelf and then promptly forgot about because i didnt want to clean off the old whiteboard pen 🙃#im so useless i want a new brain #at least its done now. better late than never and constantly suffering for it

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