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Ask Comp 13/05

@garnetduodecim asked: I always assumed jack spent the first 4 hours in the troll session, before destroying prospit, destroying Aradiabots, there were A LOT of them.

Maybe one of the Aradiabots got in a lucky shot, and was able to tag him with a weaker, non-God Tier variant of her freeze ability. That'd certainly at least delay him.

@morganwick asked: So, you were talking about Aradia "injuring" Vriska (post/704357246751113217) and comparing Vriska to a fairy godmother character (post/722100305374986240)?

@manorinthewoods asked: Serendipity Gospels is by Tamsyn Muir??? Really? Um, that's… hoo. That was one of the fanfics that I didn't end up liking. Might need to revisit that. Side note: 'Doc Scratch's School for Supernaturally Gifted Adolescents' feels more like something Locked Tomb-esque to me. So that's really… ah. ~LOSS (3/5/24)

I do wonder how similar the Gospels are to TLT's writing style.

Actually, can anyone confirm at what point the fic will be safe to read? I could just wait until I'm reading panels from after its publication date, but if I can check it out before, I will.

@abysswarlock asked: Ooh I’ve had this hypothesis for a while now but you just said something that made me lock in my guess that your classpect is Prince of Doom

The classpect wheel continues to turn!

I'm married to Doom for at least one of my 'sonas, but my Class is still up in the air, since we know even less about them than aspects.

@manorinthewoods asked: As a sort of Part 2 to that sylladex comment - how do you think the Sylladex works? Do you think that Homestuck will go into more detail about Sylladices, or do you think they'll fade into the background as different aspects of the magic system come to the fore? ~LOSS (24/4/24)

I think the latter is a lot more likely. Most aspects (lol) of Homestuck's magic system are there to serve the story first and foremost. As much as I'd love the comic to turn into a treatise on Sburb deeplore, it really doesn't feel like something Hussie would be interested in doing.

The story won't really suffer without, say, a detailed explanation of every facet of alchemy - I just really like speculating, because I'm all about shit like that.

@heliotropopause asked: What are your thoughts on Homestuck's translation convention(s)? As an example, take page 2251, line "Arrivederci, Megido.": Is she writing in something close enough to Earth English to scan as such to the reader, no translation necessary? Is Vriska saying a word in Troll Italian, which gets translated to Earth Italian? Is she expressing a sentiment in her usual language that's best translated as the word "arrivederci" as it's used in English? Has Doc Scratch secretly been translating all cross-species communication we've seen so far?

Vriska's arrivederci seems diegetic to me. If we inherited English from Alternia, it makes sense that some of our other languages might come from there too.

tl;dr: Troll Italy is real 🇮🇹

Anonymous asked: im not one to dip my toes into The Vriscourse but this one piece of analysis i really liked is that vriska is jealous of tavros, that hes had a much easier life compared to her and that hes allowed to be more of a wimp while she has to be the toughest fuck alive or else shell die

It's only one piece of the Vriska-Tavros puzzle, but it's an important one. She'll refuse to acknowledge it to the end, though, because the idea of being jealous of Tavros is disgusting to her.

@obscureaeguran asked: Are there any current theories of yours that you want to be wrong about?

Confident as I am in my Vriska death theory, I don't actually want to be right.

I really like Vriska's character, and I want to see her grow past the worldview that's preventing her from finding peace. I just don't think that's likely, given her current trajectory.

Anonymous asked: 'In what universe are 13-year-olds the people most qualified to make universes?' well per the beta version of homestuck (when hussie wanted to make the whole thing in flash before deciding against it) they were all going to be 10 instead, i think this is the much better option!

How young can we go, anyway?

AU where the Homestuck Babies aren't sent to Earth at all, and just start playing immediately.

@manorinthewoods asked: Have you played Deltarune? ~LOSS (9/4/24)

I have! I was actually replaying it on day one of the liveblog - hence the several references I made to it at the time. That feels forever ago, now.

@bladekindeyewear asked: Jade changed pretty drastically as a person after her dreamself died, if you think about it— demanding Feferi stop using her quirk in chat, standing up to the trolls for the first time, getting angry, to such an extent that Karkat was so surprised that it turned his opinion of her around completely in a single conversation. Even forcing a password system to keep talks linear instead of using cloud visions to do everything out of order. This doesn’t just feel to me like dream Jade being a “different individual”, it also feels like a metaphorical confrontation between her NEW self and her OLD self…

I think it's both.

Jade's been through a lot in the last couple of hours, and she really isn't the same girl who died on Prospit.

Being an oracle of Skaia's visions led to disaster. They showed her that John's Dream Self would awaken, leading her to believe she was finally going to meet him, but neglected to mention that she'd die the moment he opened his eyes - or that Prospit would die alongside her.

As a result, the new Jade seems to have made a decision to completely reject all prophetic information. She'll supply the minimum possible intel to her past self, and no more.

It's clear her Dream Self's death was a catalyst for a pretty dramatic shift in her worldview. She's angry - at the trolls, at herself, and at the world that betrayed her trust. She's tired of being jerked around, and her tumultuous emotions are making her rather testy. Basically, she's sick of all the bullshit, and she won't take it from anyone anymore.

Jadesprite has experienced the same catalyst, and has also come to mistrust the clouds, but for different reasons.

Jade rejects prophecies, in part, because she doesn't want to be deceived - but Jadesprite rejects them out of sheer hopelessness. She just doesn't care anymore.

They both have the same trauma, but they're dealing with it in very different ways - and at this point, I really do consider them to be different people.

And then on a metaphorical level, Jadesprite represents the 'silly', absent-minded childhood self that got Jade into this mess.

I think this taunt from Karkat hit very, very close to home for her, and I'm sure she associates the traits he described with her idyllic days on Prospit. It's part of why Dream Jade is such a perfect target for her fury.

@spyril4132 asked: i beg to differ on the entry item similarities only applying to prospit. iirc, rose shatters a bottle, and dave hatches an egg; both involve breaking open some sort of "shell", and neither are associated with a larger object, which could be seen as similar types of items. (while jade does break a piñata, she does so by shooting it, not by splitting it apart)

It's true that Rose and Dave's object's have some physical similarities, but John and Jade are both summoning the same tree, which feels like a much stronger connection.

Rose and Dave's entry cards also summoned auxiliary items, but they were different - a cabinet and bird, respectively. From where I'm sitting, the link between the two Prospit items does seem unique.

@skelekingfeddy asked: what herptiles would sally and sahlee have as their consorts? i feel like a monitor lizard would fit for one of them…maybe losas has like, turtle or tortoise consorts, what with their long-livedness and the wise sagely vibe and all.

I was thinking pretty much the same thing for Sahlee. Let's say they're Galápagos tortoises, because the Sage gives me Oogway vibes.

For Sally's Consorts, I'm going to get really funky and say they're a type of pterosaur.

@sparten4ever92 asked: The HS version of Megalovania is slept on way too much, the Vriska guitar adds so much to it that the UT version just doesn't have. @sanctferum asked: Finally, MeGaLoVania by Toby Fox (feat. Joren "Tensei" deBruin on guitar)! Would you say that Tavros had an…unpleasant chronological progression? (btw I do love the bit of Spider's Claw that plays during the Vriska segment, which is (obviously) unique to this Megalovania) also, the audiovisual style of homestuck flashes is just really cool imo @mimescantscream asked: You have no idea how long we've waited for the Megalovania

This version of Megalovania was a great choice for Aradia's finest hour - or at least, her finest hour so far.

It's moments like this which are why I decided to stop listening to the albums in advance. If I hadn't first heard Aradia's Megalovania in this flash, it wouldn't have hit the way it did.

@elkian asked: MEGALOVANIA TIME BAYBEEEE! Also, let's go back to that theory you had about Aradia getting more alive, because you NAILED it. @iris-in-the-dark-world asked: i am so excited to see aradia again and finally as herself :33<

She's fucking BACK, baby!

Seeing Aradia smiling for real after all this time is genuinely heartwarming - and with her time-stop attack, she's almost unkillable. It'd take some absolute nonsense to take Aradia out of the picture again, and I think she'll be sticking around for a long time. Hopefully forever.

@grippingtraverse asked: notice any similarities during megalovania between aradia vs. jack & sans vs. player? 0u0

The best I can come up with is that Aradia and Frisk are both time travelers whose signature color is red.

Or maybe Jack is the Frisk analogue, since he's the one wiping out all life in the session, and Aradia is the last foe he faces.

@captorations asked: please consider, with this new information about aradia, what it could mean for her literary descendant dulcie septimus. please also keep considering this as you continue and see more of aradia. i am very normal about both of these characters

Ooh, they do have similar vibes, don't they? They're both doomed, they're strongly associated with death, and they both have a cheerful side that comes out when you don't expect it to.

@duorogue asked: "You have to give Nepeta some credit. The literal first thing she did after this traumatic murder was log into Trollian and report on Jack’s activities." To be fair to her, when I have a bad nightmare the first thing I do is log onto discord

nepeta hopping on mic at 2am to complain about the hat man (the hat man is doc scratch)

@absinthe-and-alabaster asked: when the writ keeper was introduced as fifth exile you mentioned that it was a little fucked up how the king was the only prospitian that was preserved - i just wanted to remind you that no, he wasn't ! on page 1974 we see all the other prospitians that were exiled with the white queen on her ship (including ms paint!) WQ just left them to go wander the desert

I'd actually forgotten about that. So much happened during the Act 4 ending that it completely slipped my mind. I even missed Ms. Paint!

Anonymous asked: Hey, as you noticed, the Dave Coin Split is a plot hole. We've never seen the timeline split because of someone's choice before. Compare to John flying to the seventh gate, there weren't two timelines based on his choice, the timeline only changed because Dave came back from the original timeline and changed it. And of course, like you said in the tags, Terezi shouldn't have been able to communicate with Doomed Dave, including to tell him the result of the FL1P. Have you noticed any other plot holes or things that don't seem to make sense?

While I see what you're saying, it might not necessarily be a plot hole! Certainly the Dave Coin Timeline was created in a different manner to Davesprite's - but that might just mean there are multiple ways to split a timeline, or that there are certain requirements that must be fulfilled for a decision to spawn one.

Because of things like that, it's hard to tell whether something's actually a plot hole, or if it'll eventually make sense in light of later reveals.

This is particularly true for aspects of the plot involving time travel, like the one you just described. Like, remember before I learned about Doomed Timelines, when I thought Davesprite broke Homestuck's predestination rules?

Anonymous asked: You said "God Tiering is just another way to inhabit your Dream Self," so do you think the things that Dream Selves can do (such as Jade growing extra arms) can be done by God Tiers?

I never really thought about that!

I think it's definitely possible. God Tier bodies can fly the same way that Dream Selves can, so other powers might transfer, too. Maybe the only reason Vriska, Aradia and John aren't shapeshifters is because Jade hasn't taught them to how to dream up extra limbs.

She might be one of the only Dream Selves who've learned how to shapeshift this fluidly. Logging thousands of hours on Prospit has its perks!

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Chapter 26: New Perspectives

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“King,” The door to the office opened and Sona stepped in. Seungcheol sat alone for once in the warehouse as he filed paperwork away. “A letter was dropped off from Psy’s messenger for you…and Mouse.”

Holding out his hand, Sona approached, placing the cream colored envelope in his hand, standing before his desk, waiting for him to open it. Gazing between the envelope and her, he raised a thick brow, wasting no time in noting King & Mouse SVT was written on the front, no sending or returning address. Flipping it over, he noted the silver wax seal and peeled it off, taking the cream card stock out and running his eyes over the words.

King & Mouse of SVT, On behalf of the Psy family, We humbly invite you to our annual Masquerade Ball as the representatives of your group. We have assigned you the color red and gold for your outfit theme. Please join us on the last Saturday of this month at 8 in the evening at the Manor. And as always, Leave business at the door.

He noticed Sona leaning over the slightest bit, hands clasped behind her back, trying not to make it too obvious that she was trying to snoop. Placing the invitation down, Seungcheol sat back, resting his chin on his hand.

“Bring me Loki and Hades .”

Sona nodded her head and exited swiftly, leaving Seungcheol in the silence by himself.

Picking up the invitation once more, he let out a long, dragged out sigh.

There was just under three weeks before the event, now he needed another suit and Mouse needed a dress, let alone the masks… He was going to need to call Siyeon, but also actually talk to Mouse sooner rather than later so they weren’t at each other’s throat the entire party.

It took nearly an hour for Jeonghan and Joshua to walk through the door, laughing about something, sliding up to Seungcheol’s desk.

“You rang, boss?” Jeonghan snickered, sliding his hands into his pants pockets. “Sona was vague on the phone.”

“Ohh, what’s this?” Joshua managed to snag the invitation off his desk, dark eyes brightening with curiosity and mischief. “ King & Mous- Wait a minute-”

Jeonghan grabbed the paper from Joshua’s hands, but the latter leaned in to read it. “You and Mouse…are invited to the ball? Usually it’s Joshua and I.”

“That’s why I called you both in.” Standing from his desk, Seungcheol winced at the popping and cracking of his joints as he stretched. “And because she is both of your girlfriend.”

“You can’t not go…” Joshua didn’t look pleased but he didn’t voice any opposition.

“I’ll call Siyeon. Tell her you need a suit and Mouse needs a dress.”

Jeonghan was already taking his phone out when Seungcheol cleared his throat. Both men raised their eyes to look at him, sharing a quick look between themselves.

“I…Am going to take Mouse out for dinner tomorrow after she gets out of work…” His voice was riddled with nerves, avoiding their intense gazes. “I’d like to…talk to her about this…and have a normal conversation.”

Jeonghan stepped around the desk, placing the back of his hand against Seungcheol’s forehead. Flinching back, Seungcheol swatted his hand away.

“Stop that- Don’t touch me.”

“Don’t brush me off, I’m trying to see if you have a fever because you aren’t acting like yourself. Who are you and what have you done with my friend?”

“Nothing! I’m fine, I’m trying to be nice!”

“I‘m with him on this one,” Joshua crossed his arms, “Who are you and what have you done with our friend?”

“You? Nice to Mouse? Did you fall and hit your head?” Jeonghan snarked, mirroring Joshua’s crossed arms.

“You know what, you guys suck, get out.” Pouting, Seungcheol sat back down, pulling himself close to his desk. “And I’m still taking Mouse out.”

“Ohh~” Jeonghan leaned himself against the desk, smirking. “Asking our girlfriend out on a date, I’d love to be a fly on the wall for that dinner.”

“Can you record it?” Joshua snickered, “Kinda wanna see how bad she shuts you down.”

“I really hate you two.”

“Love you too, boss.”

[Unknown Number 11:49 PM] Meet me at the Sushi place around the corner from Ruby after work.

Laying in bed, scrolling through your phone, you frowned at the random number.

[To Unknown Number 11:51 PM] Who the hell is this? [Unknown Number 11:52 PM] It’s Cheol. You don’t have my number?

Switching screens, you checked through your contacts, each member of the group under a different nickname or joke that was easily distinguishable to you. You counted them quickly, noting you really didn’t have the oldest member’s number. Quickly, you added his number.

[To Lion Cub 11:55 PM] Why am I meeting you there? [Lion Cub 11:58 PM] We need to talk.

Scratching your head, you continued to frown.

[To Lion Cub 11:59 PM] Is anyone else gonna be there? [Lion Cub 12:01 AM] No. I’ll meet you there after your work day. Goodnight.

That was… is weird. Aside from brief meetings with him, you and Seungcheol have never spent proper time as just the two of you. Someone was usually there or you simply avoided interacting with one another.

Truthfully, if he was asking you to meet privately, it was probably important, not that you still won’t be uncomfortable with the idea. The only two ways you thought the meeting would go was either dead silence after he told you whatever he needed or him being an asshole to you. Neither were particularly how you wanted to spend an evening after work, but maybe you’d convince yourself to be on your best behavior .

Big maybe there.

You had mentioned it to Seokmin on your lunch the next day, the latter nearly choking on the sandwich he had delivered to the office. When he asked why, you gave the answer that Seungcheol needed to talk which left Seokmin keeping his eyes low.

“Min…What do you know?”

“I- Okay, well, if I told you, he’d kick my ass and I don’t want that.” Giving you a pout, Seokmin munched on his food. “But I heard that Cheol asked Han and Shua to the office last night from Sona so…I don’t know everything if it’s more than what I am thinking.”

“That isn’t reassuring.” You huffed and he patted your shoulder.

“Never said it was going to be, but hey, free food.”

“I get enough of that as is.” Laughing at the thought, you nodded. “Between you, Han, and Shua, I have had so many free meals.”

“Hey, I have too much money to know what to do with. I enjoy spoiling my friends.”

“Yeah yeah, nerd. Wish me luck for later.”

“I should wish him luck so you don’t bite his head off.”

“Rude.”

“You know it's true.”

But that was how you found yourself parked outside the sushi place, tapping your hand on the wheel, looking around the parking lot for Seungcheol’s car. You had texted him that you were leaving work but got nothing in response. You didn’t see the Rolls Royce when you pulled in, the only car you’ve seen him drive, but you didn’t know if he had more…Especially if he restored cars from what Jihoon told you weeks ago.

Grabbing your shoulder bag, you stepped out from the car and made your way inside, letting your eyes scan over the interior, taking note Seungcheol wasn’t actually there yet, thank god. You asked the hostess for a table near the back of the restaurant, which she gladly ushered you over to. You paced yourself with you facing the door, waiting patiently for when he would even show.

And you waited, at first tapping your nails against the polished wooden table top, then moving on to any entertainment your phone could provide. When twenty minutes passed by, you debated on leaving, checking your messages to see if he even read that you left work. You had ordered a drink and a simple salad to at least eat something for waiting so long.

Five more minutes , you thought, I’ll give him five more minutes.

Truthfully, you were annoyed, but a small part of you had an uneasy feeling in the pit of your stomach. Maybe the smallest feeling of what if something was wrong . Not like you had to care for Seungcheol. You were lucky if you got a thank you the few times you made dinner for everyone from him.

“Shit- Fuck-”

You raised your eyes in time to see Seungcheol running directly into the edge of a support beam in his rush over. He looked flustered, cringing as he unbuttoned his suit jacket, starting to take it off.

“Sorry-” He sighed, dropping his jacket on the back of the chair across from you and pulled out the seat to sit. “Lost track of time then there was an accident on the way over.”

“I was beginning to think you were flaking on me.” Pushing the last of the greens around in your bowl, you stared at him curiously. “Honestly once I finished this, if you didn’t show up, I would have left since you didn’t even text me back.”

You watched as he dropped his head on the table. “And my phone died…the charger at the office was missing.”

“Sounds like a series of unfortunate events.”

“That’s what today has been.” Lifting his head, Seungcheol waved a waiter over to bring menus. “Between both jobs, I’m swamped right now and I'm barely sleeping.” Handing the menu over to you, Seungcheol cleared his throat, rolling his neck and shoulders. “Order whatever.”

“Already the plan, boss man.” You snorted a laugh, looking over the plethora of sushi options.

In relative quiet, the two of you picked what you wanted before the waiter came back and took the order. When he hurried off, you folded your hands in front of you, tapping one of your nails against the table. It took a moment to muster the courage to speak, clearing your throat to get Seungcheol’s attention.

“So…” You started, “You asked me to meet here….why?”

Reaching into his jacket, Seungcheol pulled a cream colored card, passing it over to you. Furrowing your brow, you took it from his hands, eyes scanning over the words.

“Why only the two of us?” Was the first thing to leave you in confusion, flipping the card over like something would actually be on the back before refocusing on the invitation.

“He invites only two from each group for this event.” Clasping his hands on the table, Seungcheol leaned back in his seat. “Usually it’s Han or Josh but this year I guess it’s…you and me.”

“Interesting, what are you expecting from me with this?”

“Between the two of us, I don’t expect anything.” That surprised you. “This event, as far as Han has told me, is just a social event, no business talk. Just food, drinks, and talking with people without the hassle of business.”

Your eyes flicked from his eyes to the invitation once more. “Will… they be there?”

“They got banned.”

Placing the card down on the table, you raised a brow. “Why?”

“Two years back, another one of them tried to egg on Han and it ended up in a fight since Kihyun didn’t get the reaction he wanted. Ki threw the first punch and Han had a nasty bruise for a few weeks.”

“Maybe I should have dumped my drink in his face at the gala.”

“Kinda glad you didn’t.” Cheol scoffed before his lips spread into a conflicted smile, trying to hide it the best he could. “Really didn’t want to turn that gala into a fighting ring. They have a lot of issues with almost all groups there. They only had one ally but that broke up for personal reasons as far as I heard about three years ago.”

“Damn, I was really hoping for an all out brawl in dresses and suits like in the movies. Who would have come out on top? My bet was on Siyeon.”

That got him to laugh, loud and unlike any other scoff of a laugh he had given before. The corners of his eyes wrinkled and his nose scrunched up in relaxed amusement. His lips upturned into a wide, gummy smile. His shoulders raised and for a moment, he curled in on himself. It was cute , completely unnatural for you to see since you’ve never seen him relax around you.

What the fuck .

“If-” The laughter died down to a giggle and you had a flutter in your stomach you didn’t like. “If a brawl was going to happen, I don’t think we’d even make it to a winner with how Psy runs things.”

You opened your mouth to maybe say something but not a single thought ran through your head. Lucky for you, the waiter saved the moment, bringing out all the food and leaving the two of you to feast on the meal.

Eating was relatively quiet once more. You nagged when Cheol took a piece of your sushi so you snatched one of his, seeing him pout at you.

“Cheol, did you hit your head or something?” You asked rather bluntly, seeing his shoulders drop and that pout get deeper.

“Why is everyone asking me that!?” He groaned, “I didn’t hit my head.”

“Then why are you acting…different?”

“Different-” He sounded offended, but stopped himself, taking a deep breath. “I’m not acting differently, Mouse…”

“Cheol, I heard you giggle . That is different. I’ve never once heard you giggle or seen you flustered. I’ve never seen you pout.” You pointed your chopsticks at him. “You are acting differently to me .”

For a moment, Seungcheol stared at you, biting the inside of his cheek as far as you could tell.

“I’m…” Closing his mouth, his brows furrowed together, trying to find the right words. “Everyone has been telling me I need to basically stop being a dick to you…”

Mentally, you paused. You weren’t expecting that answer, let alone for him to actually do something about it. When you didn’t say anything, he dropped his chopsticks and started to motion around in the air.

“Like-” He waved a hand around, eyes darting around. “They said that I haven’t been nice to you and Hao didn’t count the car and then I asked Min and-”

Now you are experiencing Seungcheol rambling, another new sight.

“He said that I should just talk to you, which is actually a lot more difficult than I expected because I have never really spoken to you like a normal person before.”

“Cheol-”

“Oh- and Han and Josh even asked me if I hit my head like assholes-”

“Seungcheol.” You hit your hand on the table lightly, grabbing his attention enough to watch him drop his arms.

“Sorry…”

“You are a dick, but I hope you know I don’t actually hate you.”

“Wait- You don’t hate me?” Seeing him perk up, eyes wide and shining , he sounded hopefully.

“Do I hate that you use the same threat over and over? Yeah, it is getting annoying because at this point, I’m going to start telling you to do it, no balls , but I don’t hate you specifically.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah. Honestly, you are just really fun to annoy the fuck out of and go head to head with. Oh! And thanks for admitting you got the car for me, I've been waiting for that one.”

“Really? That is what you are focusing on here?”

“Do you want me to focus on you rambling about wanting to talk to me when in reality you could have just said ‘ Hey, Mouse, can we talk?’ like a normal fucking person?”

“Fair point…”

“Back to the event for a minute.” You shoved a piece of sushi into your mouth. “We need outfits and masks.”

“Han already talked to Siyeon and she said she ‘ has it covered’ .” Which he air quoted, making you scoff. “I think he said something about her calling when she needs us to go in and get fitted properly.”

Humming in response, you dove back into your food, letting a decently comfortable quiet blanket the table. The waiter came back with drink refills but neither of you said more than a thank you.

Face down on the table, your phone started to buzz and you quickly picked it up.

“Oh god..” You whispered, a smile breaking out on your face. Your 99 Line Rise chat was suddenly too active but you shouldn’t help yourself from looking over the messages from your friends. Letting out a laugh, you sent a reply back before placing the phone back down.

“One of your boyfriends?” Seungcheol questioned but you shook your head.

“99 Line. Chan, Woo, Jun, Bin. They want to go to a karaoke bar Saturday night.”

“Didn’t know you were friends with all of them.” He muttered, pushing some of the sushi around his plate. He was pouting again…

“Cheol,” The man looked up through thick eyelashes, “If you want to ask questions about me, you can. But know that starts twenty questions and it’s fair game.”

“Nah, here is the thing-” You pointed at him across the table. “I want to know why the hell you got me a car.”

“Can we stop looping back to this?” Exasperated, Seungcheol rolled his eyes, leaning back in his chair. “Pass.”

“You don’t get to pass! It is a valid question!”

“It’s pretty simple, you didn’t have a car, I got you a car, done.”

“You don’t just get someone a car , you got a hundred thousand dollar Corvette that you apparently got custom done!”

“I’m going to kill him for telling you.” Once more with a roll of his eyes, Seungcheol put his arm over the back of his chair. “I dunno, I just thought, make this easier on everyone and you can stop being a passenger princess.”

“What if I liked being a passenger princess, asshole?”

Seungcheol’s head whipped back and he laughed. “With mainly Han and Min as your drivers? Yeah right, Mouse.”

“Alright, fuck you, you got me there…” You shook your head, a smile on your face.

Somewhere along the way, you both ordered more food, but you stirred clear from any alcohol since you had to drive home and Cheol had to head back to work later. He had rolled his sleeves up to his elbows and you changed from your heels into some flats after getting them from your car.

Surprisingly, it was calm talking to Seungcheol. While you were still messing with him, the vibe between the two of you wasn’t hostile as it had been previously. There is actual humor shared between the two of you, nothing too targeted or malicious but still banter. Maybe it even started to feel like talking to the rest of the guys, no pressure.

“Is sushi one of your favorite things?” Motioning down to the plate between the two of you, you watched as Seungcheol shook his head.

“Not particularly, I was craving it so I forced you to eat some with me.” He snickered, shoulders shaking in amusement. “If I had to pick something…Maybe Tonkatsu? One of the best things I’ve ever eaten but if I eat it too much I’ll get sick of it. I know you cook a lot, do you have something you consider a favorite?”

There was a moment where you wanted to lie, knowing you hold the recipe close to your heart, no one really even knew about it, not Jeonghan or Joshua, not even Seokmin. But you smiled more to yourself this time, sighing through your nose.

“My grandma’s chicken pot pie, I make it for myself every year around my birthday.”

“Were the two of you close?”

“Not really. She was my dad’s mom, she didn’t really come around after my dad got involved with drugs.” Meeting Seungcheol’s eyes across the table, they were filled with curiosity and quiet concern. His lips twisted, probably wanting to ask more but not wanting to push any starting limits the two of you were still learning. “You can ask, Cheol.”

“Your parents…They are dead, right?” Nodding, you snickered. He continued on. “Based on the drugs comment, did one or both of them OD?” Another nod.

“Foster care sucked since my grandma died of a heart attack before everything settled. My grandpa on my dad’s side wasn’t around and both my mom’s parents were dead. Their siblings didn’t want me. Foster care for twelve-ish years then I moved to the big city. Kinda weird thinking back, it was forever ago yet only a couple years since it all changed for me.”

“You are making yourself sound old.”

“With all the shit I’ve been through and all the shit you guys have put me through, I feel a hundred times older.”

“I second that.” He raised his cup of soda. “But you have to admit, we do have a lot of fun.”

“Fun?” You laughed, nodding. “Yeah sure, giving me a secret life is so fun.”

“Yeah yeah, you keep laughing about that.” He waved his other hand around in the air, “Back to these twenty stupid questions. What-”

“Hey wow! My turn because you asked me a bunch.” You tap your hand on the table to stop him, hearing him scoff, but he didn’t say anything in return. “Okay okay, you guys have a fuck ton of money, but what is the worst gift any of them have given you?”

The cringe that furrowed Seungcheol’s brows and the pained groan he gave had you leaning forward in interest. “God…Gyu got me this really really ugly sculpture.”

“Wait- Where is it? How ugly is ugly?”

“Ugly enough that I hid it in the penthouse under a bunch of jackets?”

“Cheol! That probably hurts his feelings!”

Seungcheol averted his eyes, bringing his cup to his lips in a manner to nearly hide himself. “He doesn’t know it’s in the penthouse…or it’s under a pile of clothes…”

“Cheol!” You threw your head back in laughter, hearing him chuckle along with you. “You are horrible. Where is it in the penthouse?”

“Oh no, I’m not telling you that at all. You are going to tell him.”

“I won’t.”

“You will.”

Placing your elbow on the table, you held your pinky out to him, nodding your head for him to follow. “Pinky promise.”

Raising a brow, he snorted at you. “What are you, four?”

“No, I’m five, now I’ll keep my promise if you pinky promise me.”

With a lot of reluctance and an eye roll, Seungcheol leaned forward, mirrored your position and took hold of your pinky in his. “No fingers crossed?”

Holding up your other hand, you snapped your fingers and gave him a finger gun. “Nope, now tell me where it is.”

“It’s in the room at the far end by my office.”

“Got it, go in there and tell Gyu.”

“Don’t you dare.” All you did was smirk and he glared at you. “Maybe I should hate you.”

“Shua and Han would never let you live it down if you did.”

Really, you were unsure how long the two of you had been sitting there.

More questions were passed back and forth between the two of you. Seungcheol asked if you liked anime since he and Jihoon watched them together sometimes, even Joshua, but you preferred to read the manga more than anything. You asked if he was more a sports person or a video game person and he said something about being competitive either way but he preferred video games while chilling in bed.

At one point, both your phone and his were going off, messages from Jeonghan popping up in quick succession that had both of your eyes rolling. You had texted back that you were alive and Seungcheol snickered when he replied back for your boyfriend to leave him the hell alone. When Jeonghan replied back to both of you with a bunch of emojis, letting you know he was annoyed but didn’t actually say anything in response aside from asking you to text him once you got home safe. Seungcheol gagged, you laughed.

“What’s one of your favorite memories?”

“Ohh, probably when I graduated college.” You picked up your phone and quickly found a photo of yourself dressed in your cap and gown, turning the device for him to see. “It was the first time I did something all on my own through keeping my scholarships, sleepless nights, and way too many parties. Walked that stage by myself and walked straight to Food Truck Friday and had the best night at my apartment.”

“Sounds like an amazing night.” Seungcheol looked past your phone to you, smiling wide enough to see the full extent of the apples of his cheeks.

“One of the best, then a few days later I got an email that my application was cleared and accepted for my job.” Turning your phone back towards you, you snickered at the photo, reminiscing on the day.

It was a long time coming, having fought tooth and nail to get there. Despite your changes in foster homes and some rather shitting situations, you never really let it hold you back from what you wanted to achieve. You wouldn’t lie and say it wasn’t hard, there were plenty of days you wanted to give up and forget about all your hard work but if you did, you wouldn’t be the person you were currently.

“What about you? What would your favorite memory be?”

Seungcheol flattened his lips in thought, only to have that same wide smile spread on his face once more. “When I was having the house built, we didn’t really live in it until everyone’s room was painted and set up. Everyone has different aesthetics and wanted it to be a surprise when the entire thing was done. The day that it was really finished and we could go in and actually live there has to be my favorite. At that moment, it was the first time in a long time that almost all of us had a place to call home. We were all so happy that day, and I hope we all still are to some extent.”

“ So…Your little date with Cheol…” Jeonghan’s voice through the phone had you laughing but you heard Joshua scoff and mutter something you couldn’t hear.

“It wasn’t a date, Hannie.”

“ Yeah sure. Anyways, how was it? You guys were there for a while.” The curiosity was thick in his tone.

“It was fine. We cleared some of the air between us then we just started…chatting? Like normal conversation chatting. It wasn’t bad, it was pleasant if I had to give it a word.” You could hear Jeonghan humming at your words, placing the two of them on speaker as you wiped off your makeup and brushed your hair. “And I got free food out of it.”

“At least it wasn’t horrible. Here I was thinking that he was going to give you a terrible evening.”

Though Jeonghan was speaking, you could hear Joshua scoff once more and you huffed.

“Shua…”

He cleared his throat. “ Mouse…”

“Can you stop acting like the most jealous boyfriend on the planet?”

“I’m not-”

“You are one hundred percent acting like a jealous boyfriend, Shua.”

“I am not acting like a jealous boyfriend…”

“And now you are sulking-”

“ I am not!”

“I can feel the possessiveness from here and I’m not even near him.”

“Just admit you are jealous and we can move on.”

“I will not admit to something that isn’t even true.”

If you and Jeonghan were in the same room currently, you’d both probably be rolling your eyes together.

“Fine fine~ Admit it, don’t admit it, whatever you want, Shua.” You and Jeonghan both gave a chuckle. “I’m going to get ready for bed, I’ll talk to you both tomorrow.”

“ Goodnight, love.” Jeonghan hummed the words out.

“ Sleep well, Mouse.” Joshua spoke sweetly and you couldn’t stop the shy smile spread on your lips.

“Goodnight, Shua, Hannie.”

You didn’t take too long in showering once the call ended, knowing you had a few things to clean up in the kitchen and a blouse to pick out before you fell asleep.

Nearly asleep for the night, a knock came to your door, or you thought it was in your tired state. Ignoring the sound, you pulled your comforter up around you tighter, letting your eyes slip closed when yet another knock graced your front door. Letting out a silenced groan, you threw your covers back, grabbing your phone and shuffled your way towards the door as quietly as you could.

You managed to peer through the peephole, frowning before unlocking the door and pulling it open.

“For the record, I’m not jealous.” Side stepping you, dressed down in a t-shirt and basketball shorts, Joshua shuffled in, waiting not far past you for you to close the door.

“And you had to come all the way over here just to repeat that?” Closing and locking the door, you trailed after him once his shoes were kicked off. “I was trying to sleep for work tomorrow, you know.”

“Then let's go to sleep.” Turning to face you, Joshua tried to fight back a yawn but it overcame him and it ended with you yawning along with him.

“You are ridiculous, just like Jeonghan.” You took his hand, leading him down the hall to your bedroom and crawled under the covers.

It took a moment for him to step around to the other side of the bed but it was nearly instant that you were being pulled close to him, his face being pressed into your neck. He was tense, you noticed it when you took his hand prior, and you ran your fingers through his hair.

Joshua shifted to get comfortable, taking deep breaths as his shoulders slowly relaxed and he leaned into your touch against his head.

“Do you wanna talk about it?” Your voice was barely over a whisper, continuing to massage his scalp and neck gently.

“Not…really.” There was a new hesitance to his voice that you’ve never heard. “Can we just sleep?”

Gently, you placed a kiss on his head, grabbing the edge of the comforter and pulling it snugly around the two of you. “We can, Shua. Goodnight.”

“Goodnight, Mouse.”

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moshieee · 1 year ago

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Hello! Sorry to bother you, but I'd just like to see if you have a ref sheet for your sona? I'm thinking of making you, Rabid, Dia, and Bun a little animatic. Actually, if I'm gonna be honest, there are a whole lot of ideas for you four in my head rn. Especially when Rabid and Dia posted something about the song "Anything you can do, I can do better." Sorry, I'm rambling. Also, since I think at least Rabid showed something about a mob au for their sona, I've had an idea for more animatics. But anyways, sorry for this ask being really long. Thank you for at least reading this, You make me actually remember to eat, drink, and take my meds when you remind your mutuals, so thx! Also, love your art, very very unique and all I think about when I see your doodles or pieces is ". . . . . smol"

Okie, I'll be taking my leave! Gotta shape-shift back into a rat to go to the vents and continue my endless cycle of ideas and au's. Okay, Bye Bye!!!!!

(Remember to take care of yourself, drink, eat, sleep, [take meds if you need/are prescribed them], and know that you are loved!)

And- *is literally being dragged out bye an Anon* oh! Oki Nighty Night *disappears behind a door and a laundry shoot is heared opening and something is heard being but in* (muffled) Thank you, WEEEEEEEEE-

I thought a little ending that I hope made you laugh would help :]

(I was giggling the whole way though the story, a lovely ending!! Bravo 👏 🌹!!! thank you for the kind words about my style it's something I was insecure about for a long time, and I'm glad I have a positive effect on people's health hehe)

dont ever apologize for asking something, I love getting asks and long asks just means I add the tag #long post

Also oh my goodness that sounds amazing and I would be honored

as for a reference I uhhh I've been trying to make a reference but I keep getting distracted

the only best references I have I have right now is this hair guide I made for Bunsowo that I kept forgetting to share It's a bit out dated now but still close enough

And the l eyes guide I made for Rabid that is now also outdated...

If you just need an image to go off id recommended this one sense it's the most recent

Jeeze I really need to make a reference for my sona. I guess I never expected people to try and draw my stuff so I'm not used to this...

wait what's this?

Those are my lines silly/j

I wish you luck in your creations and make sure to pace yourself so you don't get hurt

Also wait nighty night? Are you supposed to be sleeping? 👁️ 👁️

#also oop while writing this the alarm fo take my meds did go off #art #asks #long post #moshie Os #self sona #character ref #mutual

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gladdyator18 · 6 months ago

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Hey everyone! So sorry for not uploading in a long while; school work and life, yknow the deal. Anyways, i am back with a personal art challenge of mine. I asked some of my artist friends/mutuals if I can draw their Sona OC, but there's a twist. The twist is that they have to give me a random color palette and i have to use that color palette while drawing their OC! Hopefully, these uploads shouldn't be so spread out but that entirely depends on when my friends get back to me with the info I need

Click here to use the generator for yourself

First up, we have @giggly-squiggily / @squiggilydrawsthings

under the cut is my drawing of her sona and the color palette she provided me

Her sona and OG color palette here -> @squiggilydrawsthings

I had such a blast drawing her sona! I cannot wait to draw the others! I think im gonna call this little art challenge series Sona Color Swap (and i will be making a tag for this to keep track)

Hope you enjoyed, and stay tuned for the next one!

#gladdy draws #for a friend #others ocs #sona color swap #fanart

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callibones · 9 months ago

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hello!!! 🩸🟪 again. sorry for asking so early in the morning--i know you said you timed your last poast so i would see it so i feel bad for changing my hours but i had some extra free time. in the future you don't have to time your responses if you dont wanna. i peruse your blog at least once a week or so so ill probably find things ! and i dont wanna bother you first thing, thank you SO MUCH for that injoke guide! i'm like lvl 500 autistic so i had trouble figuring them out naturally. this makes things sm easier.

second thing... you have a bill cipher fictive? that's inch resting. i think i might also be plural too but i'm kinda off and on about it. but when u said that i looked back at the post they made and it was tagged with a #👁️? and then i looked at your other posts and there's a few tagged with a #👑. and your posts are usually tagged with #callie.txt.exe. so i thought hm. so i don't make any mistakes--what's your bill cipher fictive's name? how many people are there? is callie around the majority of the time? this is probably invasive so you don't need to respond to any of this JKHJBGVFCDXRCFGVHBJKNHBGVFCDXCGHBJKNHJBGVFCDGFVHBJ. also ive definitely Won and have obtained zero shelled feelings ever absolutely.

third. I LOVED OIL AND WATER!!! thank you sm. i haven't finished reading through all the other fics you reblogged though so when i do ill send you my thoughts on all of them in a different ask. you are so Based but not in a weird way in like a cool awesome way. fourth. i.. do rlly wanna dm you but my main thing is that i kind of Lost access to my main account a bit ago? idk how i was just stupid and Forgor

so ive been slowly trying to rebuild it on this new one. problem is, it's not Done yet. i'm worried im going to dm you and it will be Incomplete and you will forever perceive me as a Flawed, Unfinished version of myself. it would simply tarnish the wonderful 🩸🟪 brand, you know?

so i think.. if i do dm you, it'll be in a little while. i'll probably create a dedicated sideblog for the occasion when i do, ok? i do wanna hear you yap in a more controlled environment.

last thing i swear. so this actually has NOTHING to do with anything else you said but im like freaking out. so i checked your youtube channel and i noticed your description.

television for a head.

this is cool and all and your sona is SO AWESOME but this also Sucks for me because this ENTIRE TIME i've been drawing you as a computer! i have so much callibones fanart of you as a fucking desktop where it's like nested so your monitor has a little desktop assistant that is also you and it goes on forever and ever and ever with even smaller callies and that idea was WRONG!! i shouldve known from the antennae but i thought that was a bug thing not a tv thing (which, by the way, excellent choice on your part. when i'm not an assembly of shapes, i do enjoy being an insect.) but i was a FOOL!!!

so this makes me realize hey wait what else am i getting wrong? this thing is colored differently in this image than all the other images. what's the correct thing to do? and i came to the conclusion that i need to just ASK YOU! (wow who could've guessed. you're so smart.) yeah! i am! the smartest in the whole world even

if you happen to have any, i need reference sheets of your sona. if you have reference sheets of the alternate variants (or are those headmates? i saw one was called calliope and i think there was a bill cipher one so is that the fictive? i don't know but i want to draw them) those would be appreciated too. i have made a grave error and i must resolve it immediately.

with that. um. thank you for humoring me, id like to thank all our sponsors for getting me to write this ask, i will join the discord servers and message you one day because i am Not Afraid of Anything in the Whole Wide World. toodles

HELLO 🩸🟪! hope i didnt keep you waiting too long.... wanted to finish my ref first! PLUS i got a whoooole buncha busy goin on so im SUPER occupied.... but now i got time just for YOU! i definitely didnt time this one im just postin it now that i Can.... but im sure you can use the tag and your weekly browsing skills to find your way back here. hehehehe.

SECOND: very observant! yes, while we haven't made an official post for it, calliope uses the crown emoji and calcifer uses the eye emoji! that's his name, by the way. in fact, here's the whole gang, labeled with NAMES & PRONOUNS!

("who the fuck" is me, sorry. hehehehe.) (putting the id on this one out here so its easier. from left to right, you got:

the commissariat (she/they) in red, in a fancy longcoat with a jacket makin a serious pose

me, callie (it/fae/she) in green, in my usual "have a rotten day" top that shows my bra a lil and my short skirt

calliope (she/thon) in purple, wearing thons over-the-top storm supervillain dress

calcifer (he/she/it/they and it insisted on including "calcifae/calcifaer" as well) in yellow, with a suit, a shorter skirt than mine, a sword, and the bill cipher triangle-eye pose

and callyris (she/it) in pink, with short-shorts and a crop top fully showin its maintenance panel.

i'm around the majority of the time, but there's five of us includin' me and Calcifer! he's more than just bill cipher, btw. he's he/him lesbian bill cipher! hehehehe. he's also like genuinely growing as a person and i'm REALLY proud of him. also it's okay i have shelled one feelings too. calcifer says you're probably pretty easy to take advantage of and should call her.

THIRD: YAY! cedardivine, who made that peanutiel story, JUST made a separate post the other day with all thons blaseball writing. so GO CHECK THAT OUT! i sure plan to. :-D

FOURTH: cmon you dont gotta brand. EVERYONES flawed and unfinished! including me! im fucked upppp dont put me on a pedestal. im incomplete too!!!!

FIFTH HERES MY REF!!!! i made it just for you (genuinely!) so you GOTTA show me your fanart now because omg? omg???? omg???????? you made fanart of me? sobbing and crying??

also youre KINDA right about the desktop assistant thing! i fuckin love the nestedness so much and theres definitely some stuff where i imply that! but thats because.... so the actual sona is a desktop assistant virus thing. but fae takes on the appearance of a tv-head bot! so when fae's in The Real World fae uses a Made Physical version of that same cartoony self to walk around in. and on that robot's an OS running... the actual desktop assistant! so while it's not infinitely nested, you're right that my reality is Layered. i wonder if it could go deeper than that....

theres not a lotta art of the others YET but heres SOME FUCKIN AWESOME ART MY WONDERFUL FRIEND OF RIGORMARCY DREW OF THON so lookat that.

and here's calcifer's never-before-posted discord pfp, just for you:

calcifer sez: THERE'S MY CARD! GIMME A RING IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR A NEW DEITY TO CHAT UP. THE SHELLED ONE MAY BE DEAD, BUT I'M AROUND FOREVER! FOREVER.

so. do what you will with this information.

IN CONCLUSION please send me your fanart if you wanna and feel like it because thats SO AWESOME that you made some... literally misty eyed.... ill look forward to your next correspondence whether i know you as 🩸🟪 or as whatever your name is on whatever platform you wanna reach me with! feel free to shoot me a friend request on discord if tumblr aint workin for ya. tell em 🩸🟪 sent ya! because that's you. and you can send you. But not in the mail, unfortunately. 1984.

UNTIL NEXT TIME GOOBY!!!!

#🩸🟪

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rubber-soul-daily · 10 months ago

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Bonjour, welcome to Rubber Soul Daily!

I post lyrics from the album Rubber Soul by The Beatles daily, two words every day As of 9/25/24, I am posting 4 words every day.. I’m not bothering to schedule posts just because it’s easier to queue them, nor am I bothering to count lyrics because I don’t have much time and will inevitably lose count halfway through.

Tags:

#rubber soul daily for daily lyrics

#not rubber soul for non-lyric posts

Current song: Drive My Car

“Love” counter: 4 (may take a while to update!)

Rubber Soul Tracklist:

Drive My Car

Norwegian Wood (This Bird Has Flown)

You Won’t See Me

Nowhere Man

Think For Yourself

The Word

Michelle

What Goes On

Girl

I’m Looking Through You

In My Life

Wait

If I Needed Someone

Run For Your Life

Q&A:

Q: What’s your main?

A: My main is @joen-lenawley. You may also know me from @john-winston-ono-lennon and @beatals-forsale if you’re in the Beatles fandom, or @accidental-tally-hall-reference if you’re coming from the Dailyverse. You can find a full list of my side blogs on my Carrd, which is pinned on my main!

Q: What pronouns do you use?

A: I use she/her.

Q: Favorite track on Rubber Soul?

A: It changes all the time, but I’m currently obsessed with “Girl” and “Think For Yourself”.

Q: Is Rubber Soul your favorite Beatles album?

A: My favorite album also varies a lot, but it is definitely one of my faves.

Q: Do you include punctuation/capitalization?

A: I’ll include punctuation if I see it in the lyrics I search up on Google, but all words will have the first letter capitalized.

Q: Do you have a Dailyverse sona?

A: My Accidental Tally Hall Reference blog is an honorary daily and has a sona called Yumi, and she’s rooming with this blog’s sona, Michelle, who I have somewhat developed.

Here’s a bunch of picrews plus a sketch of Michelle! Dirty blonde hair and hazel eyes are so hard to find…

Q: Will there be Tit Day (x64)???

A: To make this more manageable, I won’t be posting backing vocals. So, unfortunately, no.

Q: Wait, what is the Dailyverse?

A: Ah, I assume you’re here from the Beatles fandom. Go check out @daily-blog-reunion-of-2024-lore, they have a master post with most of the lore. Fair warning, there’s some mature content there (lots of violence, abuse, alcoholism, people dying, etc.). You might be a bit confused by a few parts (especially the family reunion) if you don’t have some knowledge of Will Wood, Tally Hall, and/or Lemon Demon, but it is still enjoyable to people who don’t know anything about those artists. Also this blog mayyyyyyy exist for the purpose of getting more people into Dailyblr. Mayyyyyybe.

Au revoir, dear reader! Until we meet again!

#the beatles #beatles #dailyblr #rubber soul #not rubber soul

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ask-the-fox-in-character · 2 months ago

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What's up with this gimmick blog? (An Intro Post!)

Welcome one and welcome all to Ask the Fox! While most ask-blogs would have you ask someone RPing as a character, this blog allows you to roleplay as a character talking to some random bastard! Aka me! Did your OC get ahold of your phone? Your favorite Blorbo access to Tumblr? Somebody stop them! Oh wait, too late, they've sent me an ask! Why did I make this? 2 AM inspiration/insomnia. Will this get any traction? Who knows! Who cares? It's all in good fun! ----------------- Rules and boundaries!: -Basic DNI criteria always apply! -Also remember I am a real human being! I might act/respond more in an RP way than how I'd truly react, but this is still a person! -I'm fine with characters flirting with me, but do not think this means I am interested in you, please and thank you! -Suggestive is fine, but I'll never respond to outright nsfw asks, and I will post as comfortable! -Will add to this as needed, but I (somewhat) trust y'all for now lol ----------------- If you're sending me something Out of Character, just add an OOC tag or clarify that for me, please :], also feel free to send in OC or Blorbo references when sending in asks! Who knows? Maybe I'll doodle them! For information on me, you can call me Fox, main blog is Fox0war, I use She/They pronouns and am Demi and Bi! My representative sona is a shapeshifter, but is usually just a human woman with a fox head, feel free to imagine you're interacting with whatever though lol, I'll add a reference here eventually Tag for these posts will be "#responses from a den dweller" Otherwise! Be respectful and have fun sending in asks! ----------------- Anon List: None ATM!

#Roleplay #rp #oc rp #canon rp #roleplay blog #rp blog #pinned post #pinned info #introductory post #responses from a den dweller

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ravensilversea · 2 years ago

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I'll Tell You How the Sun Rose

Title: I'll Tell You How the Sun Rose

Author: Raven_Silversea

Rating: T

Pairing: Colonnello & Aloy, background Colonnello/Lal Mirch/Reborn

Prompt: Reincarnation AU / Oblivious Flirting

Tags/Warnings: Alternate Universe - Reincarnation, Nora!Colonnello, set during Horizon: Zero Dawn, Post- The City of the Sun Quest, Pre- Into the Borderlands Quest

“You could go back, you know,” Aloy says in the middle of looting a supply chest. “I mean,” she gestures at the bodies and destroyed machines all around them, “the killers are dead, you avenged your brother, and I bet Sona and Teersa will support your return-”

“I have people I’m looking for, kora,” Colonnello cuts her off. He tosses a broken arrow to the side and pulls another, still intact, one from the next body to add to his collection. Jumping down from the quarry ledge to the wooden platform Aloy’s crouched on, he splits his arrow collection in half and passes some to her. “I would have left years ago, but the Matriarchs wouldn’t give me the Seeker’s Mark, even though I won the Proving.”

Aloy frowns. “I thought you could ask for anything.” She does a cursory wipe of the arrows to remove any wet blood before slotting them into her quiver.

Colonnello snorts as he haphazardly throws his own arrows into the quiver on his back. He’ll clean and organize them better next time they make camp, so there’s no reason for Aloy to glare at him like that, especially since she’ll also have to clean her arrows later. “Yeah, well, you’re not supposed to ask for leave to come and go from the Sacred Lands, kora.” He about-turns and starts walking towards the quarry exit, and the scrambling of boots against stone tell him that Aloy’s following.

“So…” she drawls. “What did you get as your boon?”

Ao3

Colonnello sighs, looking up to the blue afternoon sky and beseeching a dead god for patience. “I settled for changing my name and getting a post on the border.”

“Bet the Matriarches took that well.”

“Ha! They hated it almost as much as my mother did.” If his brother hadn’t been her favorite child before that day, he certainly was after. Not that Colonnello blames her for it. He’s always been a shitty son, and this is now the second life running he’s left his mother grieving while he fucks off into danger to run away from his own grief.

Aloy brushes past him and does a running leap to the first handhold. The sunlight gleams off her red hair, and her smile almost puts its brightness to shame. She’s so goddamn young, and his brother was too. Too young to hold all of Teersa’s hopes on her shoulders and far too young to die.

His climb up the handholds and ledges is slower than hers, which she always takes a moment to tease him about. “Do I need to slow down for you, old man?” she asks from above him with a grin.

“I’ll show you who’s old,” he grumbles and hauls himself up and over the last ledge out of the quarry. He’s not old. He’s nowhere near old. Twenty is nothing compared to being a hundred despite being physically fifty. Just because she’s sixteen and wandering around with only one set of memories doesn’t make him old.

Well, he thinks as Aloy runs up to their Strider and does minor repairs on it before slinging her packs over it’s rear end already to get going and do the next thing. Maybe he is a bit old.

“One of these days, kora,” he says, mounting up behind her on the horse-like machine, “I am going to introduce you to the concept of a siesta.”

Aloy laughs. “You keep saying that and have yet to do it.”

“It hasn’t been ‘one of these days’ yet, kora.”

Aloy waits days to ask who he’s looking for, and Colonnello’s honestly a bit surprised she waited that long. She doesn’t exactly have tact and does have a desire to know everything about everything.

The campfire crackles as Colonnello rotates the rabbits he’s cooking for their dinner, and somewhere in the distance, a Longleg blasts something. Probably a fox. Maybe some poor fool who got too close to the machine herd.

Aloy shifts so that she’s sitting directly across from him, which makes it hard to ignore her expectant expression.

He sighs and sits back against the rock behind him. How does he even explain that he’s looking for people he’s known most of his life but also never met? People who are long dead and possibly not even born, or born and don’t remember him? The stars and Milky Way above him give Colonnello no answers.

“Were they taken in the Red Raids?” Aloy asks quietly, already seeming to brace herself for his answer. She’s heard enough people’s stories at this point, Colonnello supposes it’s only to be expected that she starts there. Still…

“No. Well, maybe, kora. I don’t know.” He jabs the poker stick into the fire and nudges the logs until one’s back begins to crumble off. Pulling out the stick, he shoves the glowing tip into the dirt to extinguish it. “They aren’t Nora.” At least, he doesn’t think they’re Nora. Even without their memories, he’s pretty confident he would have recognized them.

At least… God, he hopes he would.

Aloy’s brow furrows. “Then how… you’ve never left the Sacred Lands.”

“Until now, yep.” Colonnello tests the rabbits, determines they’re cooked, and tosses one to Aloy. “It’s… complicated.”

“Complicated as in Rules of the Nora complicated or complicated as in why you know so much about the Old Ones complicated.”

Colonnello gapes at her, even as Aloy takes a large bite of her rabbit and raises her eyebrow. She’s sharper than a tack, he can’t deny that no matter how much he grumbles about it. “Viper would skin me alive for dropping enough hints for you to pick up on that, kora,” he mutters. Aloy grins.

Colonnello takes a bite of rabbit and chews it thoughtfully. “The second one,” he wags his pointer finger downwards in the air like he was picking a gameshow answer. “I knew them Before. In my last life.”

Aloy’s eyebrows climb so high, they almost get lost in her hairline. “Your what.”

“My last life. What part wasn’t I clear about, kora?” Colonnello says with a broad, teasing grin. “I have memories of the Old World when I was an ‘Old One’.” He fingerquotes, and Aloy screws up her face in confusion when he does.

She gestures at the air. “What was that? Why did you do that?”

“Oh it’s an Old Ones thing. You wouldn’t understand, kora.” He takes another bite of his dinner while Aloy makes a teakettle noise of frustration.

He spends the rest of the meal explaining different idiosyncrasies of the Old World before there were machines and when the ruins were actually towering buildings people lived and worked in. But as they climb into their bedrolls, Colonnello knows Aloy isn’t done with their initial conversation. She’s far too nosy to be.

He’s right, of course. Aloy brings it up again one night while they’re riding along the road, right after they’ve outrun a herd of Chargers who took them going past as a challenge for about five miles. “You love her, whoever you’re looking for,” Aloy says.

Colonnello watches the last Charger disappear from the horizon behind them and turns back around. They literally spent most of the day sitting in a small cave waiting out a sandstorm, and she waits until now to ask. “Them. I love both of them, kora,” he whispers.

Aloy’s quiet for a moment. Colonnello isn’t surprised. While there are a few polyamorous partnerships amongst the Nora, she’s spent maybe a week amongst the tribe itself and most of that was spent helping in the immediate aftermath of the Proving. It’ll take her a moment to add the concept into her worldview, but only because she never considered it before. While she does, he looks over her shoulder to the road ahead, trying to draw centuries old constellations in the new starfield again.

“What were they like?”

Fuck, how to describe them? How to encapsulate all that is Reborn and Lal into a few short sentences when they were two of the Strongest Seven with reputations to match?

He settles on, “He was an asshole, and she could kick my ass,” to start.

Aloy bursts out laughing. “Sounds like my kind of people.”

“Yeah, yeah, laugh it up.” Lal would absolutely adore Aloy. She’s the right kind of scrappy and smart that would make Lal want to take her right under her wing. Reborn would take those same qualities as a challenge, and he’d spent every waking moment trying to trip her up and make her even better than she already was. All in all, Aloy was scary now? The earth itself would quake beneath her feet after those two were done with her, and Colonnello wishes he could see it.

“Both of them were terrifying teachers, but they wanted their students to be their best. Reborn was just more willing to drag the more useless-appearing ones to greatness while Lal had a more sink or swim mentality.”

“Got personal experience with that one?” Aloy smirks over her shoulder, barely visible in the moonlight.

Colonnello chuckles. “It’s how I met Lal. I was assigned to her squad, and she ran me over with a tank- uh, those square-ish ruins with a canon we see along the road sometimes.”

“She ran you over with one of those?”

“Hey now! I lived didn’t I?”

Aloy gives him a squint-eyed look that says so much about what she thinks of that. She mutters something about it breaking his self-preservation a whole lifetime later, but he can’t quite make it out.

“Reborn was my best friend,” he continues. “Dramatic to the extreme, loved tormenting his students and seeing them shake in their boots, but he would have killed anyone who tried to touch a hair on their heads.” He trails off. “I’d be more worried about any Carja who tried to drag them off during the Red Raids then them to be honest. They were two of the strongest people in the world, and everyone knew it, kora.”

“Now you’re exaggerating.”

Colonnello shakes his head with a smile, but there’s no real explaining the I Prescelti Sette and the Arcobaleno Curse, much less his role in it. At least, not right now. Instead, he fills the night with stories about Reborn and Lal, both their accomplishments and their most embarrassing failures, as well as how they all ended up together. Just glossing over the curse and mafia aspects of it all.

They arrive at Meridian in the gray hours just before dawn. A man is waiting for them at the gates and introduces himself as Blameless Marad with a closed-lipped smile and knowing eyes, and Colonnello immediately pegs him as a spy. Unlike Viper, who had carried themselves with a disinterested air that allowed them to slide into the background unless you were willing to buy the information they had, Marad clearly wants them to know he has information and is not afraid to use it. It makes him dangerous.

Colonnello rests his hand on the hilt of the knife he keeps on his hip. Marad’s eyes follow the motion before cutting back up to smirk at Colonnello. “The Sun-King requests your presence, Aloy and Colonnello of the Nora,” he says. “If you would follow me?”

Marad leads them through the early morning bustle of the city, merchants and tradesmen only just beginning to set up their tables while guards conduct a shift change. The palace is separated from the city proper by a long bridge, and then by seemingly endless stairs dotted with Carja nobles also seeking an audience with the Sun-King.

Twisting her head at every noble they pass, Aloy’s eyes clearly track up and down the fine clothing, accessories, and distinct lack of weaponry. Their escort skillfully redirects her attention to their ascent with quiet lectures about the history and architecture of the palace while Colonnello pointedly glares at every noble who mutters something about rising early every morning for days and the “Nora savages” getting to skip the line. He may be able to restraint himself from picking a fight, but Aloy’s only sixteen and has the short temper to go with it.

It doesn’t stop Marad from dryly catching Colonnello’s eye when Colonnello starts tapping his fingers against his knife hilt.

They climb the last stairs and turn towards a balcony. The view is primarily blocked by a large metal-carved throne facing out over the city, and Colonnello has to respect the dedication to the view despite the security hazard. But then again, it’s not like any of the tribes have developed (or dug up any) snipe rifles yet, and arrows only go so far.

Three figures step out from the shadows of the throne. The first, a bare-chested man save for an open-robe and a large metal-and-machine-part necklace, wearing a geometric headpiece. Presumably, he’s the Sun-King. He greets them with a bright smile. The second is Erend, who pulls Aloy into a tight hug.

The third… It’s the tilt of his head that gives him away, and Colonnello is moving, brushing past the Sun-King mid-sentence, and wrapping his arms around the shadowed man just as dawn breaks over the mesa. Arms wrap around him in return as he breathes in the new but familiar scent of resin instead of gunpowder, oasis and desert instead of coffee, and sunlight which has somehow stayed the same.

Colonnello pulls back to look into the same gunmetal colored eyes he remembers and says, almost breathes it feels like, “Where the fuck have you been, kora?”

Reborn huffs. His stupid curly sideburns have also the journey from one life to the next, and Colonnello wants to pull them just to see them bounce again. “Right here, idiota,” Reborn says before leaning in and kissing Colonnello.

It burns like the morning sun against the cold desert night, and Colonnello wraps his fingers in the curls on the back of Reborn’s head, pulling him closer as if to soak up all the rays and embed the feeling of this one kiss into his bones. Because last life, he had almost forgotten this feeling, up on that cold mountain with Lal and the other soldiers and endless swarm of machines and no idea if Reborn was still out there somewhere while the apocalypse rained down upon the world.

Reborn’s the one to break the kiss, leaving them both panting. The bastard smirks down at him, carefully untangles Colonnello’s fingers from his hair, and pulls away. “So,” he says, “When did you adopt a kid?”

#khr #horizon games #hzd #khrrarepairweek2023 #colonnello #aloy #flames and machines au #raven's pen

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avid-adoxography · 1 year ago

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wait, tags. self inserts and sonas r separate things? i thought they were basically the same 🤔

Usually that's the deal, but with my Monstersona it's a bit more complex.

Let's start from the beginning: one must assume that all my self inserts are facets of me both in terms of personality and physicality (as they should. I am learning to love myself as I am ffs), but they still need to adapt to the world they're put in, which means there are some rules that I cannot break (but I will still bend and twist them to my likings where allowed) in order for them to fit the canon while still representing myself.

And that's the basics. Now, for the (r)evolution.

You see, despite being born as a self insert (or rather, the cursed appearance of another self insert), as the years went by, my Monstersona started changing and growing to the point of becoming their own character, free from the boundaries of the canon they previously had to be molded into: they have shed their original role, they no longer have to cut parts of themself to experience and interact with a fictional universe/story, for they've been reborn into something more.

They're me and I am them.

With time, they've grown on me and I started identifying with them more and more to the point that now they're what I would like to be in terms of appearance (the day I'll manage to make a fursuit for them it's over for y'all hdjdxbd). Peak body image. Gender, even. And it's not helping that I've learnt about otherkin and therianthropy because oh boy, I have been questioning some stuff lately and uhmmmmmmmmm. Yeah.....

Anyway!! Long story short, they are versatile: they're what I want to be perceived as and an icon of what I feel it's my true self (sona), but they can also turn go back to their roots as a self insert when needed, with minor tweakings in their appearance/lore/powers/etc. (see Blasphemous, GAOBAM, Deltarune...).

And that's it baby! Idk if it makes any sense!! It's too early to make essays aaaaaaaaa

#tldr: all sonas are self inserts but not all self inserts have the potential to become sonas #also my Monstersona is in a constant state of change as they evolve with me #metamorphosis! transmogrification even!! fucking TRANSFIGURATION baby!!!!!#btw this also reminds me that I should make myself a fursona. like a middle evolution or something hfdjbfjd #also part 2. absolutely hilarious that they don't have a name yet. i should fix that..? maybe. eh.#sootships #s/i: monstersona #avid-answers

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therawfishthatdraws · 2 years ago

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[🐟] Salutations!

✨ Welcome to my blog!

My name is Arden (she/he) and as the username suggests, I am a fish that draws as a fun little hobby. I am fond of fauna in general, have a specific obsession with salmon, and is currently being consumed by at least 2 of my interests. I also like dragons and angels! Hey guys have I mentioned that I really like fish? Well now I have, and now you know. Very normal about those guys.

Also I hail from Indonesia and is more than a tad bit fruity (bi aroace) but that is not as important, I just wanted to say that.

Click this to know more abt my stuff + tag list ↓

✨ About my stuff

In here you will find original content and fanart, the original content being stuff about my beloved ocs. Occasionally I will dabble in fauna posting as I find great joy in working with them. If I were to slap a genre onto my stuff... I'd personally say I work with fantasy a lot. Feel free to hang if that is your thing! I cannot guarantee 100% satisfaction but I hope you find even a sliver of entertainment.

In terms of fanart I can't say I'll stick to one thing but to give you a reference of what you may find, here's a few things I am invested in:

Sky: Children of The Light

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Honkai: Star Rail

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More shall be added in the future!

That will be all from me! Enjoy your visit, or your stay, and make sure to have a splendid day 🦈

#arden finally uses her tumblr (real) (not fake)#watch as i forget immediately after posting this guys #go easy on me tumblr im not from these parts #introduction #artists on tumblr

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thewertsearch · 2 years ago

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Ask Comp 19/10

That's true - we don't know for sure that Trollian can fully emulate Sburb's surveillance capabilities.

If the trolls were sufficiently motivated, though, they wouldn't actually need to. Sollux could probably hack one of the kids' computers, to gain access to their Sburb viewport - although if he did, he wouldn't need a camera to snoop on their messages.

Is there a paranoia Aspect? I think I've finally found my calling.

anonymous asked: heya! ive just finished re-reading your ENtIRE liveblog and i to send asks about some stuff but i waited to finish so im sendind everything at once! (im gonna send stuff in a bunch of small asks so cat can stop just one instead of the whole thing in case of accidental spoilers) (aslo hi cat!) (also its ninnoy, havent sent an ask in a while but i changed my pfp to something slightly more spoilery so im in anon now) [...] the jade pen pal thing, do you have any new theories on who it could be?

None! I'm sure that it's someone derived from Grandpa Harley, but everything else is a mystery.

I have no particular theories about who he is, how he knows Jade, where he got his hands on so many endgame weapons, or why he's got such an antiquated accent if he's watching movies from the 80s. I assume time travel is involved, but that doesn't really narrow anything down in a comic like this. He (she? they?) is a complete enigma, and I'll just have to wait to learn more.

ALsO WHEREs YOUR sONAs? we havent seen them in so long im afraid sahlle might have actueally died of meteor strike (joking of course) also have you realized that "sally" and "cat" are both one letter of from a valid kid name? you could lend her one of your "L"s

I've actually been workshopping some Quest stuff for Sahlee this week! I suppose I'd need to figure out her Title first, though, and for that, I'd need to get a more solid idea of her personality, and how her experiences on Alternia have shaped her.

in one of your last posts you seemed to imply that the multiverse exists inside the timeline, but ive always read it as the opposite, the timeline inside the universe that would explain why the trolls can pick any time from the humans universe to talk to them but cant have private conversations with their own futute/past selves, its not an inherent part of trollian, they are just outside the human timeline (the memos are still trollian being time fucky) dont know if that makes any difference but its a thought also i realize the tag may be unecessary due to my quirk, but its too late to stop now

(NOTE: quirk omitted for readability, but the substitutions are [t -> 7, s -> 2] - sort of a variant of Sollux's quirk. I actually don't think we've seen any quirks which add a 7, so the voice here is distinct from any trolls we've seen so far. I like it!)

Originally, my assumption was that each timeline contained a duplicate of the entire multiverse. Doomed timelines don't seem to let you communicate with other universes/dimensions, though, so they don't need to contain other sectors of reality. I'm currently of the opinion that doomed timelines only contain an instance of the dimension they were doomed in. The only timeline which contains the entire multiverse is the Alpha.

This mechanic keeps doomed timelines simple, but in-universe, I don't know why it exists. Much like the Alpha itself, it's a mystery I can only speculate about.

has the shipping chart been updated since the last time we saw it? also you (at some point) said that equius<>feferi was a controversial ship so i had to go back to check the notes and i was the only person i found talkig about it so i guess im the whole controversy? if thats the case i would like to thank you for recognizing me as the equius<>feferi number 1 hater (all jokes of course)

I got a few skeptical asks about Equius<>Feferi, but you're the only one who discussed it on the post itself. I guess by some measures, you are the most dedicated hater, because your hate was posted publicly! 🤣

I could make one or two changes, but I don't want to post a new chart until the kids meet the trolls in person, hopefully at the end of the Act!

The Scratch, naturally - but I'm also looking forward to seeing exactly how WV was Exiled. He's currently on Skaia, and Jack has lost interest in him, so who's actually sending him through the portal?

Tavros is barely a presence on the Land he's ostensibly the hero of, and all of his actions are being dictated by a third party who can physically control his body. This third party does not acknowledge or respect Tavros's own desires, effectively forcing him to play the game in a way that she personally approves of.

She claims it will make him stronger.

@bladekindeyewear submitted: That was a long, thorough, and fantastic response! It's fascinating seeing your opinion on these things-- and I'm glad to see that considering the questions we've given you seems to have made you more paranoid. But I'm just not entirely sure you're paranoid ENOUGH. Not yet. Much like how you just found that "BREEZE" quote in your Breath research, back at around the time you've now reached in the comic, we had dozens of theory-miners combing back through everything that had been said and shown in Homestuck, over and over again, searching for anything we might have missed that might have been of some importance. [...] So, uh….. how do I put this… Would you prefer to strictly handle that sort of thing all by yourself, as you've said? Which I'd agree is still the best way that you should keep to, for the most part? Or would you mind if I gave you just a CRUMB of an example, only one? A tiny bit of text that we in the theory community only found at about the time you've reached in the comic, even though it was more than a thousand pages earlier?

Shit, this is such a dilemma. I'm honestly really torn.

See, I'd probably find old fandom theories absolutely fascinating to analyze. I'd love to know how closely my ideas align with those of the early Homestuck fandom, and whether I'm saying anything really out-of-pocket. My analysis of Sollux's ~ATH script was apparently an original theory, and it's honestly one my proudest moments.

But that's also sort of the problem, isn't it? If I dive too deeply into other people's fan theories, they'll start to affect my own - and if I'm introduced to a really compelling fan theory, it could end up replacing any homegrown theories that I could have developed in lieu of it. If someone had send me a well-reasoned ~ATH theory before I did my own analysis, I'd probably have been less motivated to make the analysis in the first place. After all, many of my questions would already have been answered by a clever theory I just read.

People are free to send me their own off-the-cuff opinions on what's happening in the comic, or their own takes on any meta I write. I get a lot of asks like that, and they're some of my favorites.

Obviously there's a fine line here, and whether a given ask is a theory or just an opinion is a little subjective - but in my opinion, the influence that asks and submissions have had on my analysis has been relatively minor. I don't think many of my theories have been spawned from an ask, or killed by one.

This is a little different, though, because it's part of a theory that was crowdsourced over several years. It doesn't sound like something that could be inferred by an individual, so I'm not sure if it's something an individual liveblogger should necessarily know about? If I start crowdsourcing my analysis, my theories will be less Wertsearch and more fandom consensus, and I don't think I'd enjoy that as much.

I really want to know, but I think I'll enjoy the liveblog more if I don't. When I finish the comic, I'll gleefully analyze any fan theory that anyone sends me - but for now, I'll just have to wonder, and come up with theories of my own!

Yeah, we've really been getting into it with Vriska lately. I've enjoyed trying to explain and predict her actions, and I'm glad people don't think I'm going overboard when trying to analyze her.

When a character does something interesting, I don't like to move on until I have a theory about why they did it. Sure, it may be refuted later, but it needs to be something that's consistent with what I currently know about their personality.

Vriska takes a particularly long time to puzzle out in this way. Her motivations are derived from a complex web (lol) of factors, including Scratch, Spidermom, her rivalry with Terezi, her horrendous relationship with Tavros, classism, teenage hormones, quadrant politics, highblood society and the Alternian culture of violence. They all inform her decisions, and any combination of them could have been the catalyst for the latest Vriska Incident.

I want characters to make sense to me, and Vriska is written to deliberately challenge my attempt to achieve this. Her meta is fun to write, so I'm glad it's also fun to read!

#full liveblog #asks #act 5.2

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bigfemboyenergy · 7 days ago

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coming out..

LMFAOOO,,msorry i needed that title

as a selfshipper. yeah guys absolutely UNBELIEVABLE/j

since i cant talk on twt about it,, cause theres at leasr ONE nonsharing i dont want to upset bc i like their art and stuff,, and opinions too,,

i guess ill say smth here!!! because other than that i have irls and disc but i dont have any large communities i can talk and do stuff with so. maybe the couple friends i have here will be like “what the heck!!!” and let me explode with excitement as i explain the most idiotic things about my selfships

also no i DONT have really cute names for my selfships thaf can be used as tags. and right NOW i think i only have TWO ??? two selfships??? we MIGHT have thsoe expand into three or four. (polyamorous bitch)

im like a cole and kai ninjago selfshipper. a lava selfshipper if u will. and then i have mark grayson invincible but i also am really attached to william so idk what that one really is. its also newer so!!! but on the lava selfship i have so much thought out. i have a very dumb fanfic about it. the one person i showed said they liked it! which is great! but its also a CROSSOVER fanfiction with characrer replacement. irs so bad.

ANYWAY YEAH,, more under cut about my sona for lava selfship. bc this is already lretth long and im not tryna torture any friend or future friend with this. HAHA

wait how does this work WHY ISNT ITNLETTING ME PUT A CUT THINGY. whats happening. oh my god guyss is this showing how little i make posts like this or what.

OK SORRY I HAD TO USE A SECRET TECHNIQUENFOR IT TO WORK ANYWAY MOVING ALONG.L

basically i onky have a sona for lava selfship as of now. bc im very weird abojt mark and william. i will explain this later.

so lava selfship sona. bc i used them in a crossover universe, its hard to think of how they know cole and kai, but one of my friends started calling them the jade ninja. and we know harumi is the jade princess right?. something like that? so i was thinking my sona could be introduced during THAT arc. but guess who only just finished s13 of ninjago as of posting this? THIS GUY. and also this specific idea was before i realized i selfshipped with kai. im a complicated guy 😭😭

plus theres more to the selfship and actually SHIPPING CHARACTERS thing. its so bad. um anywaysss

my sonas name is finn crowe! his LONGER name. like full name. is THORFINN CROWE. and he is based off of my baby cat, finn (whos full name is also thorfinn! which is based off i think vinland saga mc? blame my stepdad). mainly in coloration because my cat is gorgeous. pics next (of my cat and a design sketch i made in a simpler style cause fuck it im not a digital artist,,)

anyway the design is kinda a concept geared more towards the early season outfits bc ONE DAY i will actually study wth is going on with the ninja fits but NOT TODAY. and not then either. but yeah thats thorfinns concept. also his hair is a gradient i just didnt do that for that image bc i am a noob artist wnd do not actually know how i would blend the hair into a GOOD gradient. im actively thinking about it but shhhh

anyway yeah! he might have the power of heightened senses to a degree or some other power my best irl friend came up with thru searching the web for non canon powers. but idk because i forgot what all the others are. DAMN am i bad at this! but yeah this is yumesona i guess

onto second yumeship! mark and william and sona currently not existing. um. so this is fun

lets first explain that i am 1. trans and 2. fucked in the brain. yeah i dont know whats wrong with me. but for this specifically i dont know whether i want to BE mark or be WITH mark for this kind of thing. and i dont think being mark is an option but we ignore any realistic aspect. See i very much DO like mark the way that makes sense for selfship BUT i also like william THROUGH mark. like,,

i personally do like william and all! but its not the same way i like cole or kai. though i can see myself being mark and liking william. is this roleplay? i dont fucking know. but like WITH mark or AS mark i like william.

oh and another comment about transness! finn MIGHT also be ftm trans like me OR just not trans bc i dont like my body why would i give it to him???? like for fantasy and all it doesnt do much but for what i WANT to see more id just hit him with the femboy ray. im sk ass at explaining hahaha. and um back to mark and will! i can see the yumesona as a WOMAN. which is NOT real me. but i coukd also see them as whatever I AM. like i wouldnt mind too juch if theynwere ftm trans. bc thats interestng idk BUT as a person who doesnt have interests in certain aspects of being a woman (physically and mentally). they SHOULD ABE A MAN. i just have nothing plotted out here but a simole vision of a drawing i made. in which mark is there but idk if william or my sona (who woukd both be trans in this deoiction regardless of who they are) is there. i also forgot to kention i could also depic myself as WILLIAM. which is ANOTHER thing that fucks with me. its all weirdly roleplayish i dont like it but i dont inow what tomdo ☺️☺️☺️

urge to shout out my buddy emmet for having his shit together. you go emmet i dont expect u to see this but hell YEAH i hope you did NOT auffer as much as i am rn.

anyway yeah what else can i say. this is,, whats happening,,, If im feeling particularly brave i MIGHT share the ansoljtely HORRIBLY WRITTEN yume fanfic but it IS a dp x ninjago character replacement fic so,,, its EXTRA unusual. and also my selfship isnt the main thing at first. i decided to put in what i BELIEVE is destinyshippingl UeaH 😅😅😅😃😃😃

hmu if ur interested in reading smth that bad idk 😭😭😭 ANYWAY RANT OVER IM SO SORRY FOR ANYONE WHO READ THRU THIS ALL THE WAY!!

#also more for the tags- i MIGHT have created JUST a ship for a threadville thing but it feels kind of personal to some degree. but like also #not rally selfship at ALL. idk its another poly ship with an oc i guess hehahahedh #self ship #self shipping #yumeship #yumesona #queer artist #self sona #yume community #yumeshipping

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