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heeheeheee so normal about my bugsnax fixation coming back after 4 years omg my brain is so them <33
#i have a massive midterm due tomorrow i have not even looked at#i physically cannot focus on it#my brain is too much on bugsnax#all i want to do is draw my grumpus babies after all this time#but alas i need to be a big goose and do my work#RAHH#bugsnax#shitpost#rant#light rant
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Okeeey King addition to this doodle page. I guess
#physically cannot focus on coursework for more than 30min#oh lovely malevolent parasite#the king in yellow#I never draw him with horns#malevolent fanart
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we, as a community, did not talk about him in this video ENOUGH 🫦
#I STILL HAVE NO CLUE WHAT WAS GOING ON IN THAT VIDEO AND IVE WATCHED IT 3 TIMES#i physically cannot peel my eyes from nick long enough to focus on them speaking#sturniolo triplets#sturniolos#sturniolo#nick sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#video
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more vampire au stuff bc they make me ill
#edaurent#great pretender#my art#grepre#laurent thierry#makoto edamura#I need to finish my chem lab report but my brain physically cannot focus#they’ve inflicted me with the worst disease and I despise them for it
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Don’t talk to me while I’m listening to s/c/a/r/e/c/r/o/w. The guitar…… the voice filter……. The sadness………….. the story… Mmmmhhhrrrnngghhhhhhhh………….
#cannot process anything happening around me when that song comes on#I have to lock in#i physically cannot focus on anything but the majesty of the song scarecrow#mcr#danger days#I love scarecrow
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At this point, the only way I see this storyline leading to Eddie's queer realization arc is if next episode, he kinda engages in some sort of emotional affair with Kim due to him projecting his unresolved feelings for Shannon on her. But as time goes on, things become clear the Kim is nothing like Shannon and everything turns on its head when Eddie accidentally refers to Kim as "Shannon" and things immediately shut down from there.
Then Kim goes on to ask him what's going on with him and that's when Eddie is forced to admit that she reminded him of his late wife and that seeing her brought back some emotions he hadn't been able to get rid of. That's when she has to tell him that projecting his unresolved love for his wife on someone else isn't happy and that he shouldn't be trying to recreate it on her or anyone else and that each love should be different and not recreated. She ultimately tells Eddie that he needs to work on himself and through his emotions for Shannon and asks him not to see her again.
Eddie ultimately thinks this over and eventually decides that Kim was right and that not only was he projecting Shannon onto her, but he had been more often than not projecting her and their relationship onto his last relationships and trying to recreate the family that they had for the short amount of time Shannon was around. That's when he decides to finally break things off with Marisol and focus on himself, which ultimately leads to his queer awakening either at the ends of the season or the start of Season 8 and the eventual feelings realization for Buck.
#911#911 show#911 abc#911 on abc#911 theories#911 season 7#911 s7#911 s7 spoilers#911 s7 speculation#911 speculation#911 spoilers#eddie díaz#evan buckley#911 eddie#911 buck#911 marisol#911 kim#buddie#911 buddie#never thought we would see an emotional affair arc from eddie#but here we are#this was something I really needed to think about because this was so left field#and this is the only way I could see this transitioning into Eddie's queer awakening#I also have a theory as to how buck and potentially chris get involved#but I wanted to focus mainly on eddie#I cannot believe this man has me feeling bad for marisol#that should be a crime#not condoning his behavior#but it's pretty evident that Shannon's death left some unresolved feelings that he had yet to unravel and get rid of#hopefully this doesn't become something physical and that chris never sees Kim
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I've decided. I don't like the HTTYD movie sequels' xenophobia era. I don't think the themes should have gone that way.
#or isolationism or defeatism or segregation or valuing heteroamatonormativity and something uncomfortably close-#-to the Divine Right of Kings (or at least 'might makes right') above and beyond everything else.#I think it really undercut the first movie.#although in some awful way I guess it makes sense that they concluded by framing Hiccup and Toothless' relationship as -#-something bad that fundamentally 'needed' to end#because that relationship was the microcosm of growing out of the Othering and 'us vs them' mentality#and growing into a new era of progress and support and cultural exchange and compassion beyond your in-group#and the sequels no longer believe in any of those things.#I was originally way too lenient to HTTYD2 because I cared about the characters and story and really wanted to like it.#but also because it was an unfinished story and I used to have faith in the third one. before. you know.#I didn't want to believe that the message of HTTYD2 could have actually been that Hiccup should just believe his authorities#when they say that an othered enemy they don't really understand or know much about is just extremely dangerous#and will always go for the kill and cannot be reasoned with and war is the only option.#the narrative punishes Hiccup for NOT taking this for granted MUCH more harshly than HTTYD1 'punished' Stoick for the opposite.#(which isn't a criticism of HTTYD1 which actually treated the characters as well-meaning ppl with their own POVs-#-and actually let them learn and grow and put focus on portraying THAT.)#in the sequels the only ideas that get challenged are Hiccup's progressive push which just gets killed in the third.#so they can return to traditionalism. and this idea that everyone outside of Berk's homogenous in-group is irredeemably evil#(except Eret who kinda just stopped mattering and being his own character)#and because of all these Evil Foreigners. their unchallenged unique in-group just can't have nice things#so they just apply segregation and the dragons should Go Back Where They Came From and the humans stay on their new big rock#that looks like the physical manifestation of isolationism.#what was even the POINT of ANYTHING from the first movie anymore?#httyd criticism#httyd2 criticism#httyd3 criticism#thw criticism#thw negativity#httyd3 negativity#I don't think this is a very thematically coherent trilogy. they did a full 180° against the first movie.
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I didn’t think that reading north and south again this past summer would make me a hater of it but it did.
#he’s a toad and she’s a girlboss and the romance is weird overly physical imbalanced humorless and a little bit cringe#the miniseries is still a serve but man#(I’m so sorry if you love this but I pretty much hated Thornton in the book)#he was just like I haaaaaaaaaate how attracted I am to Margaret. raging against it for 3/4 of the book and then whispering in her ear#for the last fourth#also the freaking scene where he wants to hit her just so he can apologize for it????? hello????????#elizabeth gaskell are you okay???????!?!?!?!!!!!!!????????????#I’m sure some of it—probably a lot of it—was not intended#like. I think she was shooting for intense angst but actually there was way too much focus on attraction and repressed desire in a way#that made the characters especially him GROSS#like. you just cannot have a man thinking about how attractive a girl is without a moment’s reprieve without it being disgusting#and making him a knave and a toad#they never make each other laugh. it’s unclear if there is any other interest besides physical on his part#he doesn’t even seem to listen when she speaks —it’s just. it’s bad.
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My ass after one (1) midterm
#i have other things to do but i cannot focus#my physics notes are open in front of me and my brain refuses to study#it was one 1.5 hour chem exam and immediately afterward my brain decided to clock out for the day#bitch we have a physics midterm on Thursday get your ass back here
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feeling very artblocked so take some wips i have
#the urge to start another drawing is so real#i physically cannot focus on one drawing at a time#kiyo doodles#art#pjsk fa#art wip#current wip#work in progress#akitoya fanart#nihil san#guys dont worry im drawing misuena rn too in my sketchbook#i dont only draw gays dwdw lesians are cool too
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#Man I feel physically sick thinking about that phone call to discuss my money tomorrow#I'm trying NOT TO but like- the panic is building and idk I'mma be able to sleep#but I cannot fucking WRITE LIKE THIS#it's so frustrating because I need to distract myself but the thing I wanna distract myself with needs FOCUS which I don't have#because I'm in 'hear my heartbeat in my ears and my chest hurts' level of anxiety rn#GRUMBLEGRUMBLEGRUMBLE#I'm sure I'll be fine once it's passed but FUCK the wait is the worst#ooc || the birb speaks#mental health cw#vent cw
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when you get so hyperfixated on house md that you experience pill induced psychosis <3
#benadryl hat man meme happened to me last night#i physically cannot stop taking allergy medicine i have SEVERE allergies like u don't get it the normal doses don't work for me#but yeah... i guess maybe i should take them at a set time and instead of whenever i feel my allergies coming on... which is a lot#literally lost count. also i deadass cannot focus on my assignments the brain fog is crazy
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listening to squidward nose by cupcakke is the musical equivalent of doing a line of cocaine
#which is exactly why i save her for when i need her the most#when i cannot physically focus and need to lock in my queen cupcakke has me#who needs an adderall prescription i have cupcakke#altering my brain chemistry#yapping#cupcakke
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yea we're cookin with this one
Little guys expansion pack oh yeah
#fanart#vocaloid#pokemiku#project voltage#i physically cannot make more of these because these 6 will reach the limit that my gacha machine allows LOL#i think in the future if i sell em at cons i'll sell my little guys in different blind bag “banners” kind of the same way i do on etsy#but in the name of fairness it'd probably be an extra dollar to “pull” on the focus banner lmao#i sell these guys on a gacha basis because when i sold my stickers for free some poor mikus got mobbed while others were forgotten so yea
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Me : I'm adhd therefore I am disabled
My adhd : *Disables me*
Me :

#like I'll be unable to focus and beat myself up over it before remembering I literally have the “cannot focus” disorder#or i'll be tremendously tired and loath myself for being tired when being constantly burnt out is part of being adhd#“why can't I be like abled people” YOU ARE DISABLED DUMBASS#Me: doesn't clean my apartment because I'm too tired but also feeling guilty over it#Guess what you idiot#you are D I S A B L E D#IT MEANS YOU CAN'T DO THE STUFF BUT IT'S NOT BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT TO DO THE STUFF#You can't. As if physically can't. From the verb and negation “can not”.#but noooo I just go like “why am I lazy”#imposter syndrome is real and also an adhd symptom#it all comes full circle baby#disability#adhd#audhd#disabled
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every christian holiday I feel more grateful to have seen the light of atheism
#blessed by the knowledge that none of this is real <3#bee tries to talk#I don't say the same about muslim holidays bc at least my muslim father Never bothers me with those.#Catholic mother however ? Cannot hear the end of it#anyway so nice to focus on the existence of what's physically there and what we can actually experience instead of wild hypotheticals <3#atheism#religions
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